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jdvlsc · 2 years
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Finally, after praying for a long time, I finally come to end and finally start to see myself again.
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dumblr · 8 months
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I hope that someday someone looks into my eyes, and finally sees the universe inside...
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s-aprua · 6 months
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stray cats - erzi
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lostmf · 7 months
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I was six when you left
And I have been six ever since ..
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aberooski · 5 months
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My friend is trying to get me to watch GX, and they really like stormshipping. I’m just barely starting the series, but I want to understand the appeal of these two. So… take this as a chance to ramble about why you love them, I guess?
OOOOOH!!! 👀👀👀👀
Okay first of all, yes! Totally watch it! It's so silly and fun but also filled with The Horrors. It's flawed and all as most things are, but it's my favorite!
BUT STORMSHIPPING TIIIIIME!!! Let's see if I can do this with as few spoilers as possible aksksk
Those two are everything to me 😭 my roman empire, if you will.
Stormshipping is your classic introvert/extrovert, golden retriever/black cat, emo kid/theater kid, summer/winter, sun/moon type of pairing, for one, which is delightful. They compliment each other so well, and with just how MUCH subtext and stuff, and literally so much to analyze about them like that that we get considering how little the amount of screen time they have together is, there's no heterosexual explanation for like 90% of their interactions. And there's the complimentary parallels and associations and things like that. For example, Light and Darkness, they do have that parallel in what they're corrupted by against their wills. (Also the fact that Chazz has Light and Darkness Dragon as his ace card in the manga and he and Atticus totally represent it in the anime but shhhhhhhhhhhhh 🤫) also can't really delve as deep into that without talking about some major plot shit so
And it kinda as always, comes down to what those two are to each other.
As a blanket sentiment, they're best friends. But Atticus is the only person Chazz is shown to be genuinely comfortable around and willingly vulnerable and open with. Chazz comes to him when he has problems, he confides in him, he seeks him out when he needs to be vulnerable for a moment. I think he also gravitates towards Atticus at first, obviously because he wants his help to try and get a date with Alexis seeing as he's her brother and all, but I think also because his own brothers were so awful and abusive and didn't truly care about him. Most people don't, actually. But Atticus takes a genuine vested interest in him and legitimately cares about him and that's not something Chazz is used to. Not to say the squad doesn't care about him, they do, but not in the same way Atticus does. I think he starts out as a sort of surrogate big brother figure for him in the way Jaden is for Syrus for kinda similar reasons seeing that Zane was an abusive and really bad brother to Syrus for many years as well. But this isn't about them 😜
Atticus is also a mentor figure for him, that goes into the Japanese version, where Chazz actually calls him "master" and I mean 🤨 there are other words you could use buddy but okay you do you 😏
Atticus takes care of Chazz. He looks after him and is a kind hand and a shoulder and a steady rock when he needs it. By the end Chazz is the person other than Alexis that Atticus is closest to and is the most important to him. But also Chazz's friendship is very healing for Atticus. Their friendship is significant and is healing for both of them.
They both have a lot of trauma and baggage to varying degrees, and like I said Chazz isn't used to having someone genuinely care about him because of his abusive brothers and having to put on a facade and hide his authentic self as a means of being able to meet their impossible expectations of him and being able to handle the pressure any way he can. Atticus is probably the only person who's ever truly seen the real, genuine, vulnerable Chazz. He's basically the only one who makes him genuinely smile too honestly and that hits. Atticus is the first person he genuinely accepts as his friend and accepts love and care from too. He's comfortable with him, he feels safe with him. He feels cared for and loved with him.
And for Atticus, Chazz is the closest friend he's had in a long time. He was good friends with Zane before his disappearance the year prior, but because he missed so much he doesn't graduate with Zane so he's not around and with what happens with Zane after graduation, yeah they're not nearly as close or as good of friends as they used to be. And when Atticus returns, well he suffers a lot. He's so physically and mentally affected by what happened to him that I personally believe his entire personality and his quirks and eccentricities, as genuine and authentic as they are, have become a coping mechanism. And Atticus takes care of anyone and everyone but himself. So when he realizes how Chazz has all this trauma and baggage like he does, albeit to an entirely different degree and of different circumstances, he takes him under his wing and devotes himself to looking after him and kinda coaching him through life in a way. He helps him try to get a date with Alexis when he asks him for help, but personally I think Atticus set him up to fail there but in a loving way. Alexis doesn't like him like that and I also think Chazz is honestly confused about the nature of his feelings about her. I think Atticus sets him up for failure in that situation and I think he does it to so she can reject him, which she does very kindly I might add, and he can move on and learn and grow as a person and develop more emotional intelligence from it because of how stifled he is in that way because of his brothers.
Also going back to how Chazz's friendship is significant and important for Atticus, another reason for that is because Chazz is the only person other than Alexis he's that close to now. He has a friend to confide in and share his own feelings and innermost thoughts with that isn't his now fiercely protective little sister. There are things he can't talk to her about and things he can't go to her for and confide in her with because she'll worry and he can't do that to her. He can't make her worry about him again. And Chazz is so easy for him to talk to. Atticus is a social butterfly and and extrovert unlike Chazz, he has no problems with talking to people and being open about things, but we only ever see him actually do that with Chazz. They have private moments and they confide in each other and they look out for one another. Atticus is also protective of Chazz in his own little ways too as he is with Alexis.
Atticus protects and cherishes everyone he cares for but none more so than Chazz and Alexis. They are his world. His everything. His reason. His.
Also the fact that when you looks into all the GX media, the dub, the sub, the manga, everything. Across it they each are associated with a weather phenomenon. One of Atticus's titles across the manga and the sub is Blizzard Prince. Which makes sense seeing as his Japanese name "Fubuki" literally means "blizzard". And as we all know, Manjoume Thunder. They are each associated with a type of storm which in my opinion, is why they are stormshipping. And long those lines, I associate each of them with a season. Atticus's season is summer, for obvious reasons, and Chazz's seas to me has always been winter. And I made these associations before I ever connected these two dots here. Atticus is associated with blizzards. A winter storm. And Chazz is associated with thunderstorms. Which generally speaking, are summer storms.
They are each associated with the storm that corresponds with the other's season.
That blew my mind when I finally connected those dots, literally destroyed my mind.
ALSO HERE HAVE SOME CONTEXTLESS VISUAL EVIDENCE
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Leaning more on Chazz than Alexis when he's a little fucked up 👀
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ONLY Atticus would picture him smiling like that. Only Atticus COULD picture him smiling like that because nobody else has ever SEEN it before.
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LOOK AT CHAZZ. LOOK HOW ADORABLE HE IS WITH HIM.
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CHAZZY'S AWKWARD B L U S H I N G !!
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THE WAY HE SMILES AT HIIMMMMM
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T H I S S H I T. THE WAY THEY LOOK AT EACH OTHERRRRRRR. HE'S BLUSHING AGAAAAAINNNN !!!
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There is no heterosexual explanation for this shot being from Chazz's POV.
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LOOK AT THIS ROMANTIC ASS PRIVATE CONVERSATION ON THE BEACH AT FUCKING SUNSET.
Also the 0 heterosexual explanation shot is like right before this and that scene happens in the dead ass middle of the day and there were tons of people around. They waited until sunset when people had left the beach for the day to have this private conversation. So Chazz and Atty were probably hanging out together for a while already before this. Like they could've just gone somewhere else and had this conversation right away, but no. They WAITED. Maybe for a few HOURS. To have this conversation ON THE BEACH. ALONE. AT S U N S E T. O K A Y 😭
ANYWAY STORMSHIPPING IS EVERYTHING TO ME AND I ACTUALLY HAVE SO MUCH MORE TO SAY BUT I CAN'T EVEN ARTICULATE IT RIGHT NOW I'M SO MENTALLY ILL OVER THEM SO I'LL SAVE IT FOR ANOTHER TIME AKSKSK
BUT THANK YOU FOR LETTING ME RANT AND RAVE AND GUSH ABOUT THEM MY ANON FRIEND !!!!
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slavhew · 3 months
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07/01/2024
During an ACT2 long rest
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natasha-in-space · 9 months
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One thing I noticed is just how... formal Jumin and V are with each other during the casual/deep story when compared to their interactions in another story. There's a sense of awkwardness that never really gets addressed by either of them, but that's what makes it realistic to me. Have you ever grown apart from your close friend over the years? Yeah, it looks just like this. They still care about one another, deeply and sincerely, but so many things are getting left unsaid, and they just keep piling up. It's easier to just not address them at all. Besides... you don't want to make your friend feel uncomfortable. Jumin respects Jihyun's privacy, almost to a fault. It's a shame his deep trust is not appreciated.
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fourteenthz · 7 months
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!!! Insane in the head atm !! unhealthy in ways you would never understand !!!! if anyone cares !!!! DRIVING MYSELF UP THE WALLS !!!! HELLO HI !!!
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#txt#kelly plays bg3#kelly says#so many SO MANY ACT 3 SPOILERS BELOW THIS TAG OH GOD DON'T LOOK#I NEVER FELT SO MUCH IN SUCH SINGLE QUEST HOLY SHIT that shit stressed me out in ways i CANNOT FENTON#cazador quest btw. it does NOT help that astarion's va did a fantastic job HOLY FUCKING SHIT MAN LIME#in the beginning of the quest once u enter the palace his voice is trembling THERE'S NO WAY PPL CAN DO THAT#like I cry easily but I thought it wouldn't affect me as bad as his soft voice spaking with/abt sebastian did#but the part where he confronts cazador and throws him on the ground it changed me as a person (for worse)#his swearing made me go into a break down btw. if anyone cares.#there's so much to his character I feel like I have to sit tf down and think abt it for centuries...#there's so much of s.a. victim in him that truly only shows once hes back to that fucking house and the path to convincing him is so gentle#there's literally nothing left unsaid to me. i legitimately adored every single dialogue in that scene#by the end i was holding my screen and screaming I'M SO PROUD OF YOU#the aftermath to that quest is SUCH THREAT and GOD astarion v.a. truly fucking shines man like idk how he does#but astarion always had this fake easy to him and in the aftermath he genuinely sounds so happy. i was bawling my eyes again#there's something to tav kneeling down onto his grave and putting a flower there. and saying that astarion was never cazador's#and then THE SEX ON HIS GRAVE YEAH THAT'S HIM it's literally who he's. we never lost him hes just this free version of himself#it makes me go FUCKING BONKERS I cannot even begin to express how much I adored this quest.#the timing is so good the atmosphere is wonderful the character development is astonishing#legit said out loud and IN TEARS “this game is fenomenal” while astarion started crying#I'd do anything for him. my tav will do anything to keep him safe and happy and hes my most special boy ever#didn't thought they could make a character so different from my taste match so much of my taste. there he is I guess.#he goes to the top of my holy shit there's nothing more well written than this mf list I GUESS#by the sex on the grave part I was crying as well btw. if anyone cares. genuine laughing tears whem he pushes tav back.#they are the friends and lovers of all times I ADORE THEM SO DEARLY.#i don't think ill able to do the ascend path with my dark urge as i planned.... him like this is so.... so.#seeing him loosing his cool was insane btw but seeing them in the end + THAT SOFT LOOK he gives her by the time they kiss. SO FUCKING POETIC#i cannot stop playing that entire quest in my head its driving me up the walls i adore his writting i adore him he's the man of all time.#never felt happier with timing like i did by taking my oath of vengeance before going there. i adore them. CAN ANYONE HEAR ME HELLO HES SO-
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b-ryj · 9 days
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things i couldn't say #2
i was a child
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reflectismo · 2 years
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MUSICIAN: Wild Life, the debut Wings album of 71, was done in a pretty compressed span of time. The track that still stands out is "Dear Friend."
MCCARTNEY: That was written for John—to John. It was like a letter. With the business pressures of the Beatles breaking up, it's like a marriage. One minute you're in love, next minute you hate each other's guts. I don't think any of us really ever got to the point where we actually hated each other's guts, but the business people involved were pitting us against each other, saying. "Paul's not much good, is he?" or "John's not all that good, heh, heh, heh."
It's a pity because it's very difficult to cut through all that, and what can you do? You can't write a letter saying, "Dear pal of mine, I love you"—it's all a bit too much. So you do what we all seemed to do, which was write it in songs. I wrote "Dear Friend" as a kind of peace gesture.
No matter how much all the business was, whenever we did have a good phone conversation or anything, maybe one or two of those things, those gestures, got through. And luckily before John died we had got it back to that, thank the Lord, because otherwise it would have just been terrible. I would have brooded on the fact that we were always bitching with each other forever. We ended up with a good relationship, which was something. Some consolation.
Interview with Paul McCartney for Musician Magazine (NO. 112, February 1988)
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nongiftedpoet · 30 days
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Different form of art
I learned to form art in a different way than his
Just so I can bring him to eternity with my own way
To express my heart for him
For him to be able to live forever in traces of my writings
But never once did the man,
The man with potential to make art to even bother himself
To do the same thing as I did.
Never once he brought me to be remembered.
- nongiftedpoet
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jdvlsc · 2 years
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A tin can - one that is best to describe me.
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dumblr · 8 months
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"You will always hold a special part of me. You will always be that special person i think about when someone asks me about the best thing that ever happened to me. I will always imagined you as someone i deeply cared about. I know we both tried to be better for each other but we were just simply too different. I couldn't handle the arguments anymore, maybe because i am weak. I'm sorry things turned out this way but i still hope that i will see you again someday. Iam confident that your future will be the brightest and rewarding. Iam already so proud of you."
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dent-de-leon · 9 months
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Forever thinking about Caleb being so charming and sweet, he manages to even fluster Mollymauk--
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lostmf · 11 months
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hedgethemaze · 2 months
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So, Netflix's adaptation of ATLA...
I’ve only seen the first episode so far…
It was quite alright. Visually, I think it couldn’t look better, even if they tried – the environments especially looked incredible - I loved the Southern Air Temple locations the most, but also Wolf Cove.
I won’t comment much on the bending, except that it worried me for sec how slow earthbending seemed, however little we got of it, but take this phrase with a grain of salt as I’m no expert on the matter… that, and I’m probably more used to earthbending being more dynamic because of The Legend of Korra, oops!​😆
The main cast is nicely portrayed for the most part, imho.
No one is as goofy as their animated counterparts but that was expected and not at all unpleasant – I’m talking, mainly about Iroh… as toned down as he ended up, I quite liked his persona. Tho, I think Monk Gyatso was my favorite...
Oh, and I live for Appa! 🤍​💞​ That flying hairball is everything I hoped and I’m greatly pleased they didn’t mess him up😃
Overall, and I'm just saying this about the first episode only, this live action adaptation is worth every penny they put into this projec​t 👍
There were minor details I’m not 100% okay with but I’ll wait to watch more episodes to see if that changes as the show moves forward. (Suki, King Bumi, Master Pakku and Yue are the ones I’m looking forward to watch the most ​👀)
That said, the one thing I am not fine with is Zuko’s excuse of a scar – it barely passes as a black eye, imo – If that's the best they could do, they really dropped the ball with that one🤦‍♂️
What’s worse, it greatly downgrades Ozai’s character, if you think about it.
And I know the characters aren’t a carbon copy of their animated counterparts, nor should they, but c’mon, this is one of the main antagonists – THE main antagonist.
It is safe to say, at this point, many a people know the terrible acts and unscrupulousness Ozai is capable of. A man amoral enough to scorch half of his son’s face, which includes, disfiguring/melting his left ear…and all the live action does is to put a splash of dark color around the boy’s eye that resembles a slap on the cheek more than the cruel unforgivable way he actively chose to punish a thirteen y/o...
I’m willing to predict this detail as the shows biggest pity 👎​ – ofc, that alone cannot doom the entire thing and that’s a fact but… idk, it sort of diminishes a pivotal aspect of this father and son terrifying dynamic for me.
Foot note:
I'm not crazy about the show, I mean, I never thought Avatar needed a live action adaptation to begin with but it certainly looks stunning🙂
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