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[idiot-mushroom]

keep hearing ppl on here saying shit (or talking abt what ppl said/say) like ‘csa is such a uncomfy topic!!’ or ‘ i don’t really feel comfortable with that stuff…’ or ‘kids shouldn’t know this adult stuff!’

guys, i’m a minor, a chunk of my ttnm iteration is literally about my experiences with sexual harassment, be it I don’t rlly show it via art, i do talk abt it, dude i made a whole fic abt it!! I even made a sequel to the fic!!

and yeah if it does make u uncomfy, i always tag trigger warnings, so you can block those tags or just ignore the post, but don’t say i have to stop talking abt something that is so common and ignored and misinterpreted in the present day. sure my experiences can’t sum up everyone’s experiences but that’s the thing! they’re my experiences!

thank fuck that ppl don’t say shit like ‘you should take this down’ on my vent posts abt this shit bc i would honestly block them and then have to think abt how fucked up it is that as soon as I actually try to really dive deep in myself and be vulnerable and show the world my experience and emotions and thought and my memories and raw feelings i would get shut down because it made them ‘uncomfy’.

#sorry that was a lot #except i’m not sorry #shroom talks #vent post #vent tw #tw vent #tw vent post #vent post tw #<— i guess #mini rant #rant post #tw rant #personal rant #idk might delete later

[moonbunnie7]

To be honest your daughter has seen her parents go thru the outmost of shit and now her wondering why she avoids everything out of anxiety plus she is a person suffering from FROM UNDIAGNOSED depression, ocd and adhd and ur wondering why she hasn’t harnessed her 20 something power ITS BECAUSE I HAVE OBSTICLES IN MY WAY MARY!!! IF I COULD BE LIKE THE DOMINANT NARRATIVE AND JUST BE STUPID AND HAPPY IN MY 20s I FUCKING WOULD!!!!

#yelling tw #caps tw #caps :: #caps // #vent post tw #mental illness mention tw #Jesus Christ maybe u should be supporting ur daughter instead of judging her #or not saying anything at all #maybe u should just keep ur mouth closed #man #uugghhhhhhh #I’m not wasting my life I’m fuxkinf scared this is a difference and u should be more kind about it #idk what else to tag ffs

[lilliesinthepond-artpage]

Asking for advice

So, ever since i turned 18, the government has been forcing me to 'prove im still disabled so i can continue getting disability benefits' no joke, they are actually saying that. and uh, i appealed twice, lost both times, the most recent one being last year and ending in late december.

they're trying to say im not disabled anymore. no joke. also, in the last trial, they said im not disabled because i can make pb&j sandwiches, dress for court, and feed my cats. i mean, im still autistic, and am part of the (up to) 85% unemployed, and i cant get a retail job for reasons i wont disclose in this vent as they could be triggering. but yeah, im totally not disabled anymore, because i know how to make basic meals.

they also tried to say i was lying about everything i said in court because 'i was fine on my medical file' which i partially blame on myself, as i havent been the most honest with my psychiatrist this year about how awful i was feeling.

they also just straight up got something wrong, whether just straight up lying, or genuine ignorance, saying my iep got denied by the school, when it was me and my mom who willingly ended the iep in the middle of sophomore year.

i dont really know what to do. im still getting the benefits for a few months, but in a few months its over, i wont have the disability income, i wont have medicaid, so i'll likely lose my psychiatrist and my meds, which genuinely keep me sane and stable, as we wont be able to afford them without medicaid.

is there anything i can do? i know appealing again won't help as they're just going to look at my medical record again and say im not disabled.

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[rainbowdelicsunshine]

Have this question that's been bothering me a lot lately!

Do you think that you can be "spoiled rotten" when at 14 you were taken away from your dad and separated from your lil bro by CPS and went through three foster homes before living with my Bitch Aunt for a couple years and going through one group home for a week during my time with her and then finally moved out to my final foster home and moving out of that on my 18th bday?

Cuz my mom has this habit of calling me a ""spoiled rotten brat who has my ass kissed 24/7"" when I don't handle her with kid gloves all the time

Yeah,,,,,,, feeling weird about who I am and if I'm even a good person, and if my family even likes me at all (my mom is perfect at making me question those things and fucking w my self esteem)

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[mrsmarlasinger]

What if I literally actually so fr just kay-word myself

#i'm saying ''kay-word'' ironically to lessen the impact of what i'm saying‚ you understand #personal #suicide #suicide tw #suicide cw #tw suicide #cw suicide #depression #depression tw #depression cw #tw depression #cw depression #vent #vent post #vent tw #vent post tw

[iloveyouemanuelmarco]

Vincent Bishop is so cool and funny and edgy and smart and beautiful, my babygirl. I can't believe I made him and created the idea for the Fnaf nightguard's alternate universe in my brain that's so crazy "xD" as the kids say nowadays o.0/Lh(This is 100 percent not a sign that I'll be doing more stuff active to the au once I get my lazy couch-potato butt off my bed). Also if you cannot tell already, I am definitely not attempting to cope with my harsh irony-poisoned reality by using the scene kid music and stereotypical fashion/aesthetic associated with it along with speech patters and the unironic usage of "LOL xD Teh Randumb!!"with emoticons and general simple text faces to distract myself from impending doom and so that I don't make it seem like I want empathy or sympathy since I'm so scared of being perceived as an attention seeker throwing myself a pity party hahahaha(Please help me, I don't know if I'm gonna make it to 18 and some part of me doesn't care since I'm so wreckers anyways despite my paranoia slash jay). Ok time to go watch random DeviantArt Invader Zim cartoon-fanart AMVs from defunct 2000s YouTube Channels and try not to cry myself to sleep tonight I mean what-??:,)

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[lavender-flowergarden]

mmmmmmmmmm gotta love depression spiraling because kids your age can't be mature

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[bunn-iiii]

do you ever just feel bad for feeling bad for feeling bad for feeling bad?

#this is isn't normal #my antidepressants are helping me sleep but NOT HELPING MY DEPRESSION NOW #just all of a sudden #not working #bleh #gone #poof #wtf #maybe i need like #mood stabilizers #idk medications are scary and stupid and they never work for me not matter what i try #vent #tw vent #tw: vent #vent tw #vent post #vent post tw #tw vent post #tw: vent post

[myrthics-404]

Bitch I'm so fucking blurry rn

Idfk who I am

Ik one of the other hosts is up here, but that doesn't stop me from feeling blurry 💀

#did system things #vent post #ig #vent post tw #anti endo #endos dni #blurry as fuck rn

[yorprincess]

Getting really sick and tired of being under the ban hammer.

I'm once again considering going highly selective or completely on hiatus. I have things IRL i need to take care of too. So we'll see what happens after I've had some sleep. Goodnight all

#vent post tw #ooc : shadowban hell #tumblr (derogatory)

[moonbunnie7]

I’m telling u the majority of the human populous is so hopelessly stupid and brainwashed that there r people thinking 30 is old and even as 12 year old when I was getting into metal and video games and discovering movies and those people were actors, musicians and video game designers in their late 30s at the time I never in my life thought that was old or to shit on them or make fun of them bc they were older than me I started listening to Eminem and he was 37 and I was 12 and I can honestly say I never uttered out of my mouth that someone is old just bc they r older than u aging is something u cannot escape from fucking get over it and truth be told even if ur 13 and I think someone is old u should still mind ur manners and not get into ur ego bc even young people have died and not be able to live the life that you have.

Get a clue.

#txt #text #agism #lmao #vent post tw #venting #I know my tone is rude but y’all ur so annoying like #do y’all actually leave ur homes and act how y’all do on the internet bc I don’t think u do

[lilliesinthepond-artpage]

Oh my god can fakeclaimers crawl back to the sad little pit they came from and DIE already! Theyre literally not helping the disabled community, theyre only making it difficult for disabled people, especially those who dont present in a traditionally disabled way, or those who present in a 'too stereotypically disabled' way, to come out about their disability, because some uneducated fuck is gonna come out saying that person is faking, because they have an incredibly fucking narrow view of disabled people. YOURE NOT FUCKING HELPING, and if there are disabled people like this, I hope you know you're only hurting your own community by doing this bullshit.

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[fluffytimearts]

Warning: Vent art

Maybe... if I was a boy maybe everything would've been better. Maybe he would treat me better right?

#vent post tw #daddy issues #gender envy #doodle #fluffytimearts

[mrsmarlasinger]

TW

self-harm; eating disorder mention

Literally like self-harming in the bathroom at 1 AM because I can't sleep because I'm so preemptively stressed about work tomorrow (and also about my so-called """eating disorder""" that I don't even believe in btw). BUT we stay slay here, so I just throw some rubbing alcohol and paper towels on that bad boy like it never even happened 💪💪💪

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[marnerwrites]

is it weirdo behaviour as an admin to stalk your group members and then kick them out because they started their own group and aren't dedicating enough time to their group ?? asking for a friend.

#vent post tw #and then make a throwaway account to enter their group and stalk them further

[loveistrueblue]

i'm sorry to have become such a worn-down mess here, everyone. this is another vent post, so please, if you're not in a space for hearing someone complain, skip past this one. i understand how terrible the whole world is at the moment and i understand not having any more energy to spare.

having hope is exhausting. having any kind of hope right now is starting to feel pointless to me. i finally got a full-time job i would be starting within the next two weeks and yesterday, before i went to my other job (part-time one), my car died. it won't start back up. i don't have money to fix it and I'm just hoping i can somehow figure it out. my savings is 200. months of trying and with student loan repayments, my credit card, trying to eat, gas, etc, it's like i can't get ANYTHING saved working part-time. and i've been trying since i graduated to get a full-time job, but kept getting rejection after rejection. and i finally get this one, and my fucking car dies. i live over twenty minutes away from town. i NEED a car, even to get to my part-time job. i don't have my own place, the people I'm currently living with are moving out within the next couple months, and when that happens, i have to either have my own place secured, or i have to move, leaving my jobs and friends (who have become more family to me than most of my blood family ever could be), and everything i've tried to make for myself here.

with the new job, i was starting to get hopeful things were going to be okay and work out. because i would actually have set full-time hours, and a guaranteed paycheck. and now i truly don't even know what's going to happen because of my car. and I'm so stressed out and mentally not doing well, i am trying so hard to not let this be the thing that makes me give up, but it's so tempting.

how the fuck is anybody keeping their sanity right now? how is anyone remaining hopeful and a positive person? i used to take a little bit of pride in the way i tried to be encouraging to others and being hopeful, but i feel like life is carving every little bit of hope out of me.

#vent #vent post tw #vent post #rant #delete later #marin speaks #january 2024