#wolfstar feels

[accio-sriracha]

"It was never not you."

A Wolfstar micro-fic

~~~♤~~~

And there Sirius was: his clothes and hair dripping from the rain, his eyes wide and his hands curled tightly into fists.

He was shaking, Remus couldn't tell if it was from the cold or from the fear. Probably both.

"I'm sorry." Sirius whispered again, "You don't have to accept it. I know I haven't given you very many reasons to. But I am. I swear I am. These last twelve years have been torture for me, Moons. I'm sorry I let you down. I don't expect you to forgive me or to let me make it up to you, but I hope you'll give me the chance to try."

Remus stayed silent.

He wanted to tell him everything, wanted to confess that a life without Sirius was never a life at all. He wanted to tell him that it didn't matter how long he needed to wait, he would always wait, he would wait for Sirius until the end of time if he needed to.

Remus knew Sirius wanted an answer. He wanted to know if Remus could ever be friends with him again.

But it was more than that. Remus didn't want to go back to the way things were, to the nervous touches and shy silence. He wanted more, he wanted everything. If he had to endure more time without Sirius than he'd ever spent with him then he didn't want to waste another moment.

But how could Remus explain the emotions swirling inside of him?

How could he explain that his love of anything in this bleak, dull world came from his love of this man?

How could he explain that he started smoking again just to keep the panic attacks at bay? That if he closed his eyes it was almost like they were kids again, young with nothing to lose but each other, sharing a cigarette under the light of the half moon.

How could he explain the weight he had lost? He'd spent years timing his meals with Sirius' to make sure he was actually eating, and once that was gone he couldn't seem to bring himself to do it anymore.

How could he explain that he couldn't manage to step foot in the library or the three broomsticks again, knowing he would scan the tables for his old best friends?

How could he explain that he still searched for Sirius in the strangers passing by? He searched for shining silver eyes and jet black hair, for muggle rock band shirts and the glint of the white gold in his jewelery.

How could he explain the pain in hearing Sirius' name whispered by people around him? The pain in reading about him in the papers.

And how was he to explain the nightmares that had consumed him? When he woke every morning for the better half of a decade with Sirius' name falling from his lips, the memory of his touch like ghosts on his skin.

Would Sirius understand the desperation crawling up inside of him? Would he understand this hunger, this need to have him close and never let him go again?

But even if he knew how to say all of this, he knew he couldn't get the words out. Staring at Sirius, seeing his emotions so raw and his heart laid out for Remus, it was too much.

So he did the only thing he could think of

He leaned forward... and kissed him.

Sirius didn't startle the way he'd expected him to. He didn't jump, didn't shy away or stand confused and still.

He kissed him back.

And there was that desperation Remus had felt for nearly twenty two years, since the moment he first laid eyes on Sirius.

It was gripping clothes and tears mixed with raindrops and oh so utterly perfect.

"I love you." Remus whispered, he knew he should have waited, but they'd done their waiting hadn't they? "I love you, Sirius. I love you so fucking much."

He kissed him again, relishing in the mumbled 'I love you too' against his lips.

And in that moment, in this rain, he knew he would never feel anything as strongly as he did now. A love to overpower the twelve years of grief and regret and betrayal. A love to make him whole again.

"I'm never letting you go." Remus told him as they lay together later that night, Sirius tucked safely in his arms.

"Good, because I think I'd die if you did." Sirius whispered back.

"How long have you known?" Remus tucked a strand of hair behind Sirius' ear, "That it was me you loved."

Sirius smiled, a bright smile that made Remus' chest tighten,

"Moony... it was never not you."

~~~♤~~~

#marauders #harry potter #marauders era #marauders headcanon #remus lupin #sirius black #wolfstar #remus x sirius #wolfstar headcanon #wolfstar microfic #wolfstar feels

[basiatlu]

I saw that my Wolfstar Drawtober piece was circulating again so I'd like to take a moment to share all the wonderful tags that truly make me feel oh so warm and fuzzy inside ♡

(this is a joke on multiple levels - these made me laugh, solid work everyone!)

#shushbosh #wolfstar #wolfstar feels #harry potter fandom #harry potter

[lunarlivs]

me <3 this werewolf

remus as pics from pinterest that reminded me of him

#this started with me feeling like absolutely shit and drawing the help. one #and tadaa #here he is :3 #my boy :3 #my 64 year old grumpy noodle #honestly #the amount of time i spend thinking about his is probably not normal #but look at him!!! #remus lupin #remus lupin fanart #marauders #marauders era #fanart #sirius black #wolfstar #marauders fandom #james potter #harry potter #peter pettigrew

[aeteut]

The love drunk in Remus’s eyes gazing at the prettiest star; he breathes Sirius.

By likeafunerall, and reposted with permission.

#The hair grab #Remus is so possessive always grabbing Sirius like he doesn’t want her to go anywhere #I adore it. #wolfstar #Remus death grip Lupin #sirius black #remus x sirius #remus/sirius #r/s #rlsb #harry potter fanart #likeafunerall #live laf love <3 #Wonderful as always Katya #I’m able to literally feel Remus’s devotion to Sirius surrounding this art.

[waxingrunes]

A mish mash of cozy boys.

#wolfstar #sirius black #remus lupin #wolfstar fanart #remus x sirius #sirius x remus #my art #feel like it’s been 20 years since i last posted

[apoetsworld]

Sorry to all those "sirius can sing" stans...but headcannon sirius black sounds like a dying cat singing in the shower and he thinks he sounds angelic...and james changes the subject when he brings it up, peter runs out of the room and remus never shuts up ab how he actually sounds like he's being murdered when he sings "Is there Life On Mars?" by David Bowie

#i feel like sirius needs to be bad at something #and this is just perfect #like he can speak six languages #play four instruments #has read most renown writings in the magical world #excels in his studies #but pads just cant sing #incorrect marauders quotes #incorrect harry potter quotes #incorrect hp quotes #jegulus #regulus black #james potter #marauders #wolfstar #harry potter #remus lupin #starchaser #hp marauders #marauders era #the marauders era #the marauders #regulus arcturus black #remus john lupin #james fleamont potter #sirius black imagine #sirius lupin #sirius orion black #remus x sirius #sirius x remus

[nettedtangible]

"It's unrealistic!"

Remus' name is Remus Lupin and he's a werewolf. His dad's name is Lyall and his mum's name is Hope Howell. Nothing, and I do mean nothing we could cook up would ever be as unserious as canon.

#like this is the canon thats so solemn and sacred #his name is literally remus lupin #need i say more? #i will! #kingsley shaklebolt #cho chang! #like? canon is goofy as shit #and thats not even touching on jkr cause we all know how we feel about her in this house #fuck jkr #remus lupin #mwpp #marauders #harry potter marauders #wolfstar #jegulus

[nicolinocolino]

#i just got a wacom tablet and now have the power of pressure sensitive brushes. i feel unstoppable. #sirius black #remus lupin #wolfstar #marauders #hp #*

[nothingtoseeherebyeexx]

CHOOSE YOUR FIGHTER!

i’m so depressed i act like it’s my birthday…every day!! 🥳

i’m so obsessed with him but he avoids me…like the plague!! 😆

i cry a lot but i am so productive…it’s an art!! 🥰

close ups under the cut <3

#i love them actually #sirius ‘centre of attention’ black #james ‘hopeless romantic’ potter #lily ‘suppresses her insecurities with academic validation’ evans #not sure how i feel about ttpd but i like some songs lmao #sirius black #sirius orion black #james potter #james fleamont potter #lily evans #jegulus #wolfstar #marauders #marauders era #fanart #taylor swift #ttpd

[industrations]

🎶our house is a very very very fine house🎵

#remus lupin #sirius black #wolfstar #marauders #im crying bc im sick and they make me feel too much #i want to lay on the floor and have someone pet my hair too

[ohitsmsn]

I don’t know what I would do without fanfiction😭

That’s it.

That’s the post.

#fanfic authors #i love you!!!!! #feeling thankful #ao3 #ao3 fanfic #ao3 is my safe space🥹 #fanfiction.net is good too🙌 #fanfiction.net #sydcarmy #the bear #richonne #twd towl #wolfstar #harry potter #stormpilot #star wars #brucas #merthur #merlin #cherik #bagginshield #johnlock #marvel #sambucky

[stop-ugly]

James, bringing Regulus to his home for the first time

Euphemia: Oh Reggie we are so glad you could come! Make yourself at home, dear! Sirius is already like a son to us so we'd be happy if James had a second brother!

James:

Regulus:

Sirius:

Remus and Peter: dying from laughter on the inside

#i have a feeling i joke about something that was said a 1000 times already #james potter #regulus black #jegulus #sirius black #remus lupin #wolfstar #peter pettigrew #marauders era

[aeteut]

sirius is soo silly for believing remus is the traitor and still loving him so much, not leaving him or telling anyone

By likeafunerall, and reposted with permission.

#‘i had all and then most of you some and now none of you’ #sirius didn’t say “i love you” back :’( #wearing remus’ shirt just so that she could feel close to him #even in her sleep sirius is reaching out to remus’ side #hoping just to feel his residual warmth on the bed even though remus hasn’t slept in it for days #only sirius would yearn for someone who she thought was a spy. #wolfstar #remus lupin #sirius black #remus x sirius #remus/sirius #r/s #rlsb #harry potter fanart #likeafunerall #live laf love #stunningly beautiful as always katya 🤍

[otrtbs]

one thing about me is that i'm gonna make remus and james besties every time.

"oh that's literally sirius' job" you say?? WRONG.

to me, sirius and james can meet at any age. any time. any place. and they'll click instantly because that's who they are. they're cut from the same cloth. they can read each other's minds. they're linking pinkies down the hallway. their souls are made of the same stuff.

but remus and james??? REMUS. AND. JAMES???

they're besties. they are best friends. they aren't cut from the same cloth. it's harder for them to figure each other out but james looks for remus first in a crowded room because he can already feel sirius' presence. it's james' constant "are you okay? do you need anything? i'm here for you" that he doesn't have to do with sirius because sirius just knows. it's remus giving james the steady constant in his life that james gives so many others.

[LOOK AWAY IF YOU HATE JFP AS THE SUN METAPHORS NOW]

james and remus are the sun and the moon people! the sun and the moon!!!! like, the sun is also a star. you get me? this is why james and remus bestieship is so special to me. this is the relationship. this is the way.

#have i convinced you yet???? #anyway this is also 2 me... and in my head... something that peter picks up in canon that goes kinda undetected by everyone else #why he feels like a bit of an outsider in his own friend group even though everyone is just as nice and kind and pleasant to him as ever #it's just....there's something..not quite....right #ESP after wolfstar happens. then peter's like....... im evil now #<- i am kidding about this part #to be clear

[sleyu]

just anything remus

i love remus so so much :( lately, what’s been on my mind is mean bf!remus. and honestly, i don’t think it’s too far off from canon remus if we really think about it :0 he’s so so mean n grumpy all the time and yet, he’s with you, someone that’s the complete opposite of him :( sunshine reader x grumpy remus is literally my weakness.

of course, sometimes he can be a little mean to you, but it’s all out of good love and teasing. mean bf!remus who slaps your ass as you’re in a rush to get ready for class and simply laughs meanly when you whine about it hurting, apologizing to you condescendingly, and asking if he can kiss the bruise he left better :(

mean bf!remus who corners you in a corridor when he misses you in class suddenly, asking you why you haven’t been paying enough attention to him, roughly kissing you and groping you all over, eating up the surprised gasps and mewls that leave your pretty mouth as he has his way with you :(

mean bf!remus who feels himself getting harder at the sight of your tears as he overstimulates you :( you’re begging him to stop but until you don’t say the safe word, he’s relentless. he’d groan, staring intently at your pouty, quivering lips and your teary eyes :( he loves making his baby cry out of pleasure but he’ll go to war if someone else makes you cry !

i don’t have enough time atm but i have sm more thoughts abt mean bf!remus that make my head all fuzzy aaa this and perv!remus <3

#i can literally feel my brain turn into mush rn #remus lupin smut #remus lupin x reader #remus lupin imagine #remus lupin fluff #remus lupin #remus smut #remus x reader #wolfstar #poly!marauders smut #harry potter smut #harry potter imagine #harry potter x you #harry potter x y/n #harry potter x reader #remus lupin x y/n

[uninspired-choatic-angel]

Remus and Regulus are only physically affectionate with each other when their dysphoric because they don't have to explain where or why they are uncomfortable being touched in certain areas.

Sirius and James were a bit jealous that their boyfriends were more comfortable with each other but got over it. They cuddle when they can't with their boyfriends.

Everyone else is confused about who's supposed to be dating who, but no one questions it.

#I'm feeling dysphoric so here some trans moonwater #platonic moonwater #trans remus lupin #trans regulus #regulus black #dead gay wizards #remus lupin #james potter #siruis black #jegulus #black brothers #starchaser #wolfstar