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fucklife101 · 11 months

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I don’t know how many “just make it through today”s I’ve got left.

#mentally exhausted #i dont want to be here #im losing hope #tw depressing stuff #i’m so alone #self h@rm #mental health relapse #i hate my existence #anxi4ty #deppresing quotes

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girlyteengirl16 · 6 months

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i wish i killed myself when i had the chance

#mentally unstable #trauma #tw depressing stuff #i wanna kms #pls help me i’m not okay #i want to be okay #mentally tired #mental abuse #tw depressing thoughts #depression relapse #i relapsed again #lol

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swedenis-h · 6 months

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Me vs that damn clip in the s14 gag reel….

S14 gag reel when I catch you…

#I’m. I’m relapsing leave me alone.#been rewatching s5 with the roomie and man…#man……….#art #fanart #digital art #fan art #my art #spn #supernatural #deancas #destiel #dean winchester #castiel #castiel doesn’t have the Winchester name for the same reason Rey doesn’t have the Skywalker name #HES BETTER THAN THAT

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cynderrfall · 8 months

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what a happy family 🥹

#star wars #the clone wars #tcw #anakin skywalker #obi wan kenobi #ahsoka tano #THEY SHOULDVE BEEN HAPPY THEY SHOULDVE BEEN OMGGGGG #collapses and dies #I hate Star Wars #so sorry everyone I’m relapsing #star wars fanart #tcw fanart #sketch #2023 art

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skinyskiny-bird · 1 year

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the way everyone on tiktok is like “i’m in recovery” and then just blatantly body checks is INSANE

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nyrovie-ii · 23 days

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cyan-6-ide · 8 months

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simon saying he wants to be become ice king again is so in character it’s agonising. he wore the crown again and again to begin with so he could save a girl, even if it meant the horror of losing himself and driving away every last person he cared about. he spent over a thousand years in that state, practically lost and replaced. almost nobody knew who he used to be, not even him. the new world wasn’t jarring, because this was how it had always been for ice king, for a thousand years, for the forever that he could process. he had his place in the system and he wasn’t *happy*, but he slid into the chaos of ooo as his state of mind deteriorated.

then he’s cognisant again. but the love of his life is dead. and it truly sinks in that even though he is back, the ice king would never give back the time he took from him. the world he knew slipped away while he forgot it, and he’s left as an outsider who can’t even find solace in his own species, one that moved on without him. he has to sit with everything ice king did. everything that took from him. every way that hurt others. every moment of sickening confusion and loss and pain. and those who could never feel the gravity tell him again and again that he was so much cooler and fun back then! that he’s just some lame old guy now, such a downer! always on about some girl, or staring off sadly! who would want to mope with him at a bar rather than party with the ice king, right?

marcaline doesn’t even rely on him anymore. grown and independent now. grown when he wasn’t there to see it. it’s not like anybody else needs him either, and what does he have to give now, anyway? he tries and tries to bring his girlfriend back and every time he’s smacked in the face. he’s so tired. he’s so, so tired. he wouldn’t half mind being the ice king again, because even with the pain of that, at least he wouldn’t be capable of thinking about these things anymore. he would have powers that could help people again. he would be fun and charismatic and free from being cognisant. even better than dying, he could make people happy this way too. two birds with one stone, in his eyes. at least the ice king has a reason to be alive.

it becomes a third bird when fionna *needs* this. it’s not the only plausible solution, but it’s a damn clean one. her problems will be fixed, fixed with the crown the way that simon used to fix every problem all those years ago. the most reliable shortcut. he’ll be free from life, and the world will get their *beloved* ice king back. the events of 1000 years ago can repeat, but this time he’ll never seek a cure.

of course this is a flawed view, and i can’t remotely see this being the endgame for his arc, and it could *never* be portrayed as the right course of action. falling into that old pattern and life would be a monumental act of self harm in an attempt to escape himself, and it would leave marcaline in pieces to see him relapse and lose himself all over again in that last ditch effort. it’s genuinely a simultaneous act of relapse and suicide, and though it’s so clear why he’s reached this point, i do NOT believe this series will end with him re-becoming the ice king. and if it does, it will be a horrifying event, not a happy culmination of his character arc.

#suicide tw #relapse tw #i’m probably missing something because it’s 3am #(around the time i write all my character analysis)#but fuck it man #i’ve got simon petrikov on the brain #my favourite part about tv-14 fionna and cake isn’t the swearing or blood #(even if it’s a fun bonus)#it’s the fact that they’re going head first into tackling such heavy themes #and they are going to TOWN with it #fionna and cake #adventure time #fionna and cake spoilers #also this is all just My Interpretation #again it’s 3am so if anything’s off the mark then sue me ig <3

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sklnandb0nesstuff · 9 months

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charlataninred · 7 months

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If you couldn’t tell I have relapsed into my “feral about the mechs” arc again. Anyway thinking about UDAD. Thinking about how in all other mechs stories, the tragedy affects the entire society it occurs within. TBI and HNOC end in total annihilation, OUATIS ends with the deaths of the leaders of two major factions, even Frankenstein has large ramifications. Thinking about how no one will remember Ulysses. No one will mourn their death. No one will know about the last living tree. Ulysses died with the bones of their lover and no one to continue their legacy.

#I say relapsed as if I ever left #I’m just being vocal about it again #the mechs #the mechanisms udad #the mechanisms #udad #ulysses dies at dawn

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fucklife101 · 4 months

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I’m so fucking disgusted with myself.

#mentally exhausted #i dont want to be here #im losing hope #tw depressing stuff #i’m so alone #self h@rm #mental health relapse #i hate my existence #anxi4ty #deppresing quotes

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girlyteengirl16 · 1 month

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when i have no one, the razor is always there for me

#tw sh implied #tw sh destructive behaviour #tw sh related #should i end it #trauma #mentally unstable #i wanna kms #i want to be okay #i’m getting ready to relapse #i love relapsing #hehe :3 #idk i’m sad i’m sorry #tw depressing stuff #tw depressing thoughts #mentally tired #depression relapse #this account is a cry for help pls help me

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ughitsniya · 8 days

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counting calories is my girl math

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sweetenerbizz · 6 months

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my little meow meow pookie bear

#‘read the room and figure it out’#more like read the room and let me sit on your face #i’m so sorry #i’m disgusting #but i need him #rick fucker #daddddyyyyy oml #dick me down rn #day one of trying not to think about fucking that old man #RELAPSED. RELAPSED. RELAPSED.#rick and morty #rick sanchez #rick and morty season 7

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paislo · 2 years

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.. that cake sure is SOMETHING ..

#omori sunny #omori game #omori fanart #fanartist #white space #omori brainrot is real and i’m relapsing from it #digital drawing #omori fandom #OMORI #omori birthday #omori SNUY!#omori something #procreate art #omori fanartist

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skinnidollx · 3 months

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My Ed rules:

1. 10,000 steps

2. Stay hydrated

3. No junk food

4. Keep a journal to record what you eat

5. Keep yourself busy cleaning ex.

6. No alcohol

7. do at least one fast a week

8. Portion control

9. Have a calorie limit

10. Weigh ins every week

My sw: 160lbs

My cw: 138lbs

My goal: to the bone 1:25:25

#i’m just a girl #tumblr 2014 #bpd feels #to the bone #ed relapse #ed rambles #ed rules #steps #stay hydrated #tw ana diary #ana trigger #portion control #grunge tumblr

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saphira-approves · 6 months

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I think my favorite random Inheritance Cycle fact is that Paolini nearly had Eragon healed by a unicorn.

Because, if you know ANY unicorn lore at all, it raises so many questions and implications. On the one hand it’s perfectly understandable, and aside from being a bit tropey would have worked out really well—there’s plenty of well-established unicorn lore about healing and purity and being significantly associated with true do-gooder paragon figures, which Eragon fits pretty well.

On the other hand… exactly how much of unicorn lore would Paolini have been including? What sort of statement would a visit from a unicorn make about Eragon? Would it have had anything at all to do with the classic “virgin maid” association—either by making those associations with Eragon himself, or by explicitly stating that the unicorn was intentionally straying from its usual company because Times Are Desperate and Eragon is Just That Important? Considering the canon for werecats and dragons, we can assume the unicorn probably would have possessed the ability of speech; what sort of message might it have bestowed upon Eragon?

And finally…

ARE THEY STILL CANON. I NEED TO KNOW. …FOR REASONS.

#definitely not at all related to my horsegirl murtagh agenda no sirree #inheritance cycle #eragon shadeslayer #saph speaks #christopher paolini #i’m having a bit of a unicorn relapse. might include them in my nano this year.

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