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bitsandbobsofwriting · 2 years

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A Perfect Home...

... and how it all comes crashing down. But also, how it’s built back up again, stronger than ever.

Part 2(coming soon)

TW: Blood, gore, but only a little :)

When Merlin first disappears, The King doesn’t want to accept that he might’ve left willingly. The missing belongings, the neat, empty bedroom, the note left saying simply “Goodbye, don’t look for me, I’m done here.” are all treated suspiciously. Despite the fact that everything was taken except the gifts the servant had received from Arthur, despite the fact that Merlin is the only person in the whole castle who can make a made-up bed look so messy and so neat all at once, and despite the fact that Arthur has been reading Merlin’s handwritten speeches for years, and knows his handwriting almost better than he knows his own. They are all... suspect.

For weeks, months, The King has patrols out searching, scouring the land for any sign or whisper of him. The Queen supports him for the first five months, his First Knight and other most trusted, for three, but even they give up eventually, deciding, though they’d eagerly followed Arthur’s decision at first, that the empty bedroom and note had been genuine, and that Merlin wouldn’t be found.

Gwen knows, after almost a decade of friendship, that Merlin is not seen unless he wants to be seen, not found unless he wants to be found, and not summoned unless he wants to be summoned. Besides all that, Gaius’ lack of heartbreak and the sad smile they’d gotten from Hunith when Arthur had eventually caved and traipsed to Ealdor, had both been clue enough for her, though she’d ignored them at first.

She carries on like any Queen would, her head held high, her will strong, and her tears kept behind closed doors. She wonders, of course, almost every day, what could possibly have driven Merlin away, but all her wondering brings her is heartbreak; when had Merlin, her best friend, last called her Gwen, instead of My Lady? When had they last eaten lunch together? When had they last teamed up against Arthur when he was being a twat? When had they last escaped to the market together? To the forest? To Ealdor? To her parents’ graves? She can’t quite recall, and she finds herself thinking that perhaps there wasn’t anything specific that had happened. Perhaps Merlin wasn’t driven away, or scared away, or snatched away. Perhaps he was, as the... as his note had said, done.

Her and Arthur suffer alongside each other, and they drift somewhere between it tearing them apart and bringing them closer together. They love each other just as fiercely, cling to each other just as tightly at night, and still look to the other first when scared or in danger. But they talk less, smile less, meet eyes less frequently. The others notice, of course, no one sooner than Sir Leon, but he can never quite figure out if it’s because they both feel guilty and can’t face the other’s judgement, or because they blame each other in part, no matter how much they don’t want to.

Sir Leon soldiers on, like he does through everything. His parents’ neglect turned him into an outstanding squire. The Dragon, the invasion, the tear in the veil, the next invasion, they had all turned him into a good knight, and later on, a good leader. But Merlin’s disappearance? That turns him into a better friend. After all, without Merlin there to look after everyone, who would pull Percival and Lancelot from their nightmares? Who would drag Gwaine away from the tavern? Who would keep Arthur on track, able to sleep, focused on what matters? Who would stop Mordred from gazing into the distance, like he wished he was still with the Witch Morgana? Leon has big shoes to fill, and the poor knight hadn’t quite realised just how big until he was suddenly forced to take on a caretaker role, but he tries his best, and in between bouts of looking after his friends, he allows himself his own grief and guilt in equal parts. Before he’d decided enough was enough and stole himself away in the night, who had been looking after Merlin?

He thinks perhaps Sir Lancelot grieves less than he should, but every time he spies the younger man sending or receiving a letter with a small, mournful smile on his face, he’s assured it’s with a cousin, overseas in Francia, whom he hasn’t seen in two decades. Leon isn’t sure if he thinks he’s a liar or not. Isn’t sure if he even wants to know the truth. Does Lancelot know? Does Merlin truly hate all bar him so much that he ran? Does Lancelot understand to the extent that he let everyone think Merlin was taken? Dead? He wonders if he should’ve sent patrols in the opposite direction to where Lancelot suggested, and he wonders what they would’ve found. He wonders what they would’ve done with whatever it is they would’ve found. Then again... they’d stopped sending patrols out with the soul purpose of looking for Merlin three years ago. Perhaps it’s time to stop wondering.

[He knows he’ll never stop.]

The knights... manage.

Percival hadn’t known him all that well, but they’d been fond of each other, at least, he’d thought so. They, in the years they’d known each other, had spent the odd afternoon in the library together, a book in each of their laps and half a room of space between them. Conversation hadn’t flowed, not ever, but the company had been good, and Percival had felt extremely at ease.

Elyan... had known him a little better. A lot better, at first, he was the first of Round Table to arrive in Camelot and stay in Camelot. And for that short while, Elyan had considered them the best of friends. Every Friday they’d play cards, every Wednesday Merlin would come around for dinner. Almost every other afternoon Merlin would appear in Elyan’s forge to escape Arthur’s ridiculous demands and chores. Then... things happened, invasions, and magic, and new arrivals, and more invasions. And they’d drifted. Merlin stopped seeking sanctuary with him, other people were invited to cards, dinner happened twice a month, once a month, then once in a blue moon, and even then it was only because Gwen practically dragged him over. Then never, because Gwen became Queen, and Merlin had looked so so tired, and Elyan hadn’t wanted to push his luck. He wonders if he should’ve, wonders if all Merlin had needed was a friend’s shoulder every Wednesday and Friday.

No one can tell what Mordred thinks. Everyone knows he and Merlin had... butted heads, somehow, but Mordred had also never really stopped seeking Merlin’s approval, even when the servant made it plainly obvious that he wanted nothing to do with the boy. None of them had ever questioned it, at least not verbally, but despite the tension, the youngest of the knights still seems to... miss him. Still seems to look over his shoulder with a hopeful smile, and instead of looking away with a red-faced disappointment that Merlin had only ignored him, he looks away with a downtrodden grimace, because Merlin isn’t there to ignore him. He and Lancelot mutter, sometimes, when they think no one can see them with their heads bent together.

Gwaine overhears them once from around the corner; Mordred’s furiously whispered “Arthur isn’t changing, Lance, can you not see that? I wish I’d taken up his offer and gone with him. He was damn right that we deserve better than this, and you know it.” He stops listening halfway through Lance’s sad response “I know, I know, but he...” and turns around to walk away, away, away. When he initially starts his determined journey down the stone halls, he thinks he intends to leave, to wander the forest and not stop until he’s found Merlin or died trying. He ends up at the tavern, of course, and although on most days he likes to think he forgot what exactly it was that drove him to almost kill himself via alcohol poisoning, some days, he remembers vividly. He never mentions it to a soul. If Merlin had been sick of the way he was treated, then who is Gwaine to tell everyone and spur on the searches again? Who is Gwaine to scupper Mordred’s chances of escaping as well, by telling everyone that Merlin had offered the young man a place at his side and said young man wished he’d taken it?

It happens slowly at first: the arrow flies across the clearing and finds its mark with a sickening squelch and a spray of blood, with Arthur’s wide eyes fixed on it the whole way. Then the world catches up.

The fight goes from being muffled and silent in The King’s ears to being loud and fast and blinding in the space between Elyan’s wordless gasp and when he hits the floor, having tipped backwards to the forest floor. Arthur lets out a breath, understanding with a quick certainty that that is not a wound one survives from, not this far from home, anyway. He swings his sword up as he twists, gutting the bandit who’d hoped to sneak up on him with an angry yell as he screams across the fight:

“Elyan’s down! Let’s finish this!”

Though he has no doubt that they’d all been giving their all before his desperate cry, his closest and strongest knights somehow seem to double their efforts as Percival, by far the best at first aid, abandons his fight to be taken over by Gwaine and dashes towards Elyan, still breathing though disturbingly motionless, sprawled over a thick tree root.

The remaining bandits are despatched of quickly, and Arthur wipes his wrist across his brow as he catches his breath, his sleeve comes away dirty with blood and sweat and river water. Damn that river. The only reason they’d been without armour and horses is because they were on their way back to camp after swimming when Lancelot, left to watch the base, had burst through the trees shouting about an attack. He’d closely been followed by nigh on fifteen bandits. They’d been lucky enough, or smart enough, to take their swords with them at least.

As they rush over to the injured man, Arthur sends thanks to his old trainers for insisting he practice without looking down at his feet; he allows his eyes to wander over his still-standing allies as he runs, not tripping once through the foliage. Mordred is holding his upper arm, blood seeping through his fingers, but his skin isn’t any paler than normal, and his eyes are angry; if they’re angry, they’re focused. Leon’s hand looks like it might be broken (Arthur wonders when in God’s name during that fight he’d managed to punch someone), and Lancelot looks a bit worse for wear, though to be fair to him, he’d had to run quite a way before the fight actually started.

Arthur’s breath catches in his throat, but his desperate words, “Where’s Merlin?!” catch as well, and he manages to stop himself saying them before he gets yet another round of pitying glances from his team. Everyone and their mother knows it was Arthur’s fault Merlin had disappeared, and though no one knows quite why, Arthur doesn’t fancy the award silence and clenched jaws that come with being reminded of their missing friend.

“How is he? Percival?”

As they gather around the large man, knelt over Elyan like a reaper, a deep breath is drawn by each of them; the wounded knight’s eyes are clenched shut in pain, in agony, and his fingers are tightly wound in his blood soaked shirt. Percival looks back over his shoulder at his King, his face grim and his voice low:

“It’s deep, I daren’t take it out. He needs a physician, and a damn good one, in the next few hours, or he’s not... he’s not going to make it.”

He stumbles over those last few words, knowing full well that they’re a three day’s ride from the city, and the village they’d been heading towards is, though only a two day’s ride away, highly unlikely to have a skilled enough physician. Arthur turns around, wiping one hand down his tired face as the other rests uneasily on his hip; he takes a few steps into the clearing, and Leon’s voice:

“Arthur, what’s the heading?”

Is responded to with blunt words and a sharp tone:

“Just... give me a minute.”

The First Knight gulps, but steps towards him nonetheless, putting a hand on his shoulder:

“We don’t have a minute, we need to know where we’re going now. The village, or the city? Either way... it’s a gamble, but we need to know.”

Arthur huffs, but when he turns around half a second later, the fear in his expression is overlaid by curiosity:

“The house. I saw... yes, I definitely saw a house, about an hour before we stopped. I... I’d forgotten about it until now, I don’t know how I forgot but... there were herbs, a well, a pen with... with animals, I think. We should... that’s our best bet. I recognised the herbs, some were edible but most of them were healing, and fresh water will come in handy. If we put him on a horse and hurry we’ll be there in half a candle mark.”

Inaudible to everyone, Lancelot gulps and clenches his jaw. He knows exactly why Arthur forgot. He forgot, because he was meant to.

The others just nod along. Differing opinions aside, Arthur is King, and over the years they’ve all learnt to trust his judgment and strategy, even if they don’t understand it. Even Gwaine bows his head and sheaths his sword in the loose belt around his waist, leaning down to be on the opposite side of Elyan to Percival:

“Hey buddy, this is going to really hurt for a hot minute, but we’re gonna get you fixed right up, ok?”

Elyan just groans, but there’s a nod somewhere in his pained shuffling, so Gwaine and Percival share a dark look before grabbing his arms, and hosting him to his feet. He yelps, the sound echoing across the silent forest like a fox caught in a bear trap, and Mordred, eyes no longer angry but wide with fear and grief—grief that he feels guilty for feeling when Elyan is still alive—moves to walk along behind the three men. He brushes the very tips of his fingers along Elyan’s shoulders, hunched over as he barely even manages to drag his own feet, and mutters a few quiet words. He blinks as his eyes flash, though Lancelot glares at him worriedly anyway; Mordred ignores him, growing exhausted in just a second and stumbling slightly. No one notices, bar Lancelot. He’d given Elyan as much energy as he could without keeling over himself, but he knows ultimately it’ll only give the other knight an extra hour of life, maybe two if he’s strong, if he’s lucky.

The journey back to camp is annoyingly slow, but Leon runs ahead of the group, packing the essentials and doing his best to hide everything else in the bushes to heighten the chance that it’s there when they come back for it in the coming weeks. As the others reach the camp, they see the horses have been untied and are lined up waiting, the strongest of the pack, Arthur’s, front and centre; Leon stands to one side waiting, hastily wrapping his bruised and bloody hand with tight bandages and a grimacing face. Arthur’s horse goes down on her knees with one gesture from The King, and Percival and Gwaine hoist Elyan atop her. He groans again, but not nearly as loud as before; the quiet moans are more unnerving than the loud yelps, but that goes unsaid as Percival mounts behind him and pulls the horse to stand. She snickers in mild complaint at the weight of two grown men, but otherwise goes gracefully, immediately turning in the direction of Arthur’s pointed finger before Percival even thinks of pulling the reins. Arthur, in a distant part of his mind, makes a mental note to reward her with a gentle wander through the forest, armour and sword free, and plenty of sugar cubes, when they get back.

The patrol follows quickly behind The King’s horse, worried eyes focused on their slouching friend, as fast as they can manage without damaging Elyan even more.

The journey to the house Arthur saw is even more annoyingly slow; they’d had to slow down several times on Percival’s orders when Elyan had almost slipped form the saddle in front of him. The man is fading, and fading fast, and Mordred’s heart speeds with the thought that he and Percival had vastly miscalculated. If... if he hadn’t siphoned his magic into Elyan, the other knight wouldn’t have even made it back to camp.

Lancelot’s words, ten minutes into their ride, go quickly rebutted:

“Sire, are... are we sure this is the right course of action? There’s likely to be some sort of healer in the village and we have... we have no idea whose home we’re about to barge into.”

“Yes, I’m sure. I know I’m sure. We keep going.”

Despite Lancelot’s clenched jaw and deep breath, he seems almost... relieved, as though he knows whoever it is living in that house will be able to help. If they hadn’t been in such a rush, Lancelot’s words and the potential meaning behind them would catch in Leon’s mind and make him stumble, like a loose thread in one’s cloak catches on an unvarnished doorframe and jolts you back. Unfortunately, or fortunately depending on who you ask, Leon’s thoughts are a million miles away, with a woman he’s come to see as a sister sat on her throne, completely unawares of her brother’s life hanging in the balance.

The land around the house feels... wrong, somehow. Like they shouldn’t be there. Like they can’t quite remember what they’re doing there at all. Like they really need to turn back. It’s familiar to Arthur, familiar enough that it backfires spectacularly and confirms in his mind that this is exactly where he was aiming to get to.

Lancelot is the only other one to stay steadfast in knowing where he’s going; the others, one by one, mutter under their breaths about whether they’re going in the right direction, or how perhaps Lance was right and they should go back to the village, or how Camelot isn’t really that far away, they can keep Elyan alive well enough for three days, surely. They can’t though, rather obviously, and they all accept that with a sudden rush of focus every time Elyan groans and shifts in his saddle, now barely conscious.

When the little building finally comes into view through the greenery, it seems like something out of a fairytale. Thick, latticed windows go over two floors, lit from the inside with the comforting flicker of candlelight. Ivy creeps up from the garden, covering the walls with a vibrant emerald spotted with colourful flowers, and though the well still seems usable, the leaves crawl in a somewhat pleasing manner up and over the stone edges. There are wooden chairs, three of them, in a half circle just to the left of the front door, and though they all—one significantly smaller than the others, a child’s chair—look well-worn, they look well-worn in the well-loved kind of way; comfortable and sentimental and homely.

The fence that surrounds the house pens in two small goats, and a huge dog—sleepy and droopy looking—lounges on the small paved area that the chairs sit on, its long, brushed tail wrapping almost protectively around the smallest chair. The herbs that Arthur can see down the side of the house, and that he assumes curve around the back, are separated by another fence, and The King finds himself wondering how much damage the goats had done before whoever had lived here decided a second fence was needed.

What really brings the whole scene together, however, is the child, maybe three or fours years old, sat below one of the windows.

He stares up at them with big blue eyes, wary but curious, as his absent hands drop the wooden toys he’d been playing with. The moment he stands, his eyes not leaving the group loitering on the other side of the fence for a moment, the dog is there, up and strong and steadfast in standing at the boy’s side. It hadn’t been sleeping at all, simply... guarding. It seems even bigger next to the small boy, its teeth, bared in warning but not quite at the point of being too aggressive, hover around the child’s shoulder, but before Arthur can call out for assistance, the boy turns his head slightly towards the door and yells, his eyes still not leaving The King:

“MAMA!”

Barely three seconds pass before a woman with long, dark hair, in a red dress and a dirty apron, appears at the front door. It seems her gaze is first caught by the spot under the chairs, her brows furrowing slightly when she doesn’t immediately see the dog; her eyes go wide when she next looks to her child and sees the animal there, standing, staring, growling, and then go wider still when she looks up to see the group of men, weary and bloody and desperate looking, astride horses just outside her gate.

She gasps and stumbles back, only just catching herself on the doorframe as she speaks hurriedly:

“Orion, come here, quickly please. Remus, bring.”

The boy begins moving to his mother immediately, though is pushed quicker by the beast of a dog nudging and nipping at his heels, herding him towards the front door. Arthur dismounts, stepping towards the gate but not moving to open it, his hands held up in surrender:

“Please, we mean you no harm, our friend is injured and he won’t make it through the next hour. All we need is some water, some bandages, some herbs. Somewhere we can treat him. He’s my... he’s my brother-in-law, he has a sister to get home to, we... please.”

His tone is pleading, in a way that it has never been before, cracking in places, and though the woman still seems wary and fearful, her face visibly softens, confusion growing in the place of fright. She glances to The King’s side, to the space Arthur had thought that Lancelot had dismounted and stepped to, and after a suspiciously small movement from the corner of his eye, the woman sighs and calls back into the house, her son stood next to her with the dog laying down across his feet:

“LOVE?! COME OUT HERE, PLEASE.”

She, like her son had, doesn’t look away from them, not even as a pale, angular face topped with a mop of unruly dark curls appears over her shoulder:

“What’s wro-”

He pauses as his eyes go wide, but he’s quick to push in front of the woman and whistle sharply. The dog stands again quickly, its ears pulled back and its teeth bared and its hackles raised as it stalks slowly, ever so slowly, across the garden towards the fence. The gathering of knights hardly notice, and Gwaine is the first to break the thick silence as he pushes to the front, no longer upon his horse:

“Merlin?”

Merlin, for it is him, and how could they ever have believed that this idyllic little home could belong to anyone else, flinches at the grief in his tone, but it seems to come more from a place of anger than regret. He ignores Gwaine’s plea and everyone else’s staring, just speaks lowly:

“Go inside, Fee, take Orion. I’ll deal with this.”

The woman, Fee, frowns slightly, resting a hand on the man’s shoulder:

“Merls, they just need-”

“Go inside.”

It seems more pleading that demanding, but she just rolls her eyes and whistles, like Merlin had, and turns around, leading the boy by the shoulder back into the house. Remus the dog follows at a happy trot, it’s complete change in demeanour shocking the gang almost more than anything else. Almost, but not quite. Merlin shuts the door behind them forcefully and grinds out his next words, obviously using a great deal of self-control to stop himself from screaming and swearing:

“What are you doing here?”

Arthur can’t answer, just stares at his lost friend with wide teary eyes, so Lancelot steps forward instead, and the absolute fury, the almost hatred in Merlin’s eyes when he looks at him has the knight’s heart cracking just a tiny bit more:

“We need your help, Merlin. Please.”

Merlin’s face grows even angrier and he takes a step forward as he waves an accusing hand around:

“You brought them here?! After everything, you brought them here?!”

Lancelot shakes his head and holds his hands out, tone pleading and desperate:

“No, you know I would never give this place up, but Arthur’s mind broke through the barrier somehow and I couldn’t stop them and... and really, Merlin, we need you. It’s Elyan.”

Merlin huffs, angry, but tilts his head to the side slightly in an invitation for an explanation. Percival, slightly concealed at the back of the group, encourages his horse to step forward around the small crowd, bringing Elyan into view. The giant is trying hard to hold his friend up, wipe the tear from his cheek, and hold onto the reins, so Leon, confused and emotional but decisively productive all the same, has to give the shaky signal for the animal to drop to her knees. Merlin gives the wounded man a once over, and though a flash of worry passes over his face, he wipes his expression and looks back to the frozen King, his tone viciously blank:

“What happens to knights when they venture out of the safety of their Kingdom is no concern of mine. You crossed the Camelot border a mile East, and considering it looks like you’ve come from the West... you’re already overstepping by quite a way. Make your way home, perhaps someone there will be able to help you.”

He finishes off with a snarl, but even the angry lilt to his voice has a layer of sadness over it; though he obviously intends to step back into the house and lock them out, Lancelot leans against the fence and continues quickly:

“Please, Merlin, look at him. He won’t survive the next hour, let alone a journey all the way home. Home, where Gwen is waiting for him. Please, we won’t stay long, just long enough so he can make it back to his sister, please.”

Merlin’s jaw goes tight, but he does look to Elyan again. He sees the bloody shirt, the still-lodged arrow, the sweaty brow, the lack of consciousness, and in the end it only takes him a few seconds to sigh and lean back against the doorframe with his face in his hands. He, without looking up, waves a limp finger in Lancelot’s vague direction, and mutters:

“Using Gwen as a bargaining chip... that’s cheating and you know it.-”

He sighs again the turns around, opening the door and gesturing to them all:

“-Bring him in and put him on the kitchen table. You can leave the horses in the garden, the goats won’t bother them and they won’t be able to get out unless someone leaves the gate open. Hurry.”

He seems tired, resigned, but also rushed, but also... almost angry, still. Lancelot cringes internally, this is... this feels wrong. They shouldn’t be here, he knows that, he knows Merlin left for a reason, for a long list of reasons actually, and this... this just seems cruel, to bring Arthur, Gwaine, Leon, here. To bring all of them here. But nevertheless, Elyan is dying, and Merlin and Freya are the only ones for miles around that have even the smallest chance of saving him. The knight hopes at least, as he corrals everyone into the garden and through the front door, that the Warlock will be happy to see Mordred still on the right path.

Percival follows Merlin first, Elyan in his arms bridal style now that he’s completely unable to hold his own weight, but the others file in as well, their guilt at paying more attention to their surroundings than their dying friend pushed to the back of their minds. Elyan is placed softly down on the table, the surface having been cleared with a pillow placed at one end; the woman bustles around the room, chopping and grinding herbs, heating water over the lit hearth, and organising and cleaning medical equipment, though the boy is nowhere in sight. She seems completely unsurprised to see that Merlin had agreed to help, and if the situation were any less serious, Lancelot would smirk at her determination.

At Lance’s confident gesture, the group of knights hang back towards the corner of the room, watching on as Merlin finally, finally, approaches the injured knight.

He puts a hand on his shoulder, shaking him slightly and frowning when he doesn’t react, before ever so gently shifting the blood soaked tunic around so he can get a better look at the arrow still embedded in his mid torso. He clenches his jaw and tuts quietly, though the overall impression Arthur gets is that... this isn’t good. Merlin looks up with a grave expression, barely glancing in the others’ direction before he reaches out to the woman, grabbing her softly by the elbow and pulling her around to look at him:

“Freya, take Rio to Iseldir-”

[The name is familiar to Arthur, but unlike Leon, who quietly gasps and straightens his back in wonder, he can’t place it.]

“-and stay there until I come fetch you. I don’t want them anywhere near you.”

Arthur frowns, partly offended, mostly just frightened and guilty and miserable and so so confused, but stays silent as she turns around fully, a soft, pitying smile on her face:

“I’ll take Orion, but I’m coming back. I won’t leave you here alone.”

They stare at each other silently for a few moments, as if they’re arguing in their heads, but the moment Freya raises a single eyebrow, Merlin deflates slightly and nods:

“Fine, fine. While you’re there, ask Iseldir if he can spare some coriander, we’re running low and if he catches an infection... well, a fever will be the least of his problems, but still.”

Freya just nods, dropping her arm so she can squeeze Merlin’s hand with her own one last time before hurrying out of the room, shutting the door behind her, and seemingly heading up the stairs.

Merlin very deliberately doesn’t look up at any of the knights huddled in the corner, like he doesn’t even know them, or worse, like he does but desperately doesn’t want to. He very quickly gets back to assessing Elyan, pressing fingers to various pulse points and checking his reactions to pain, noise, heat. The limp man groans a little, but the knights are more focused on trying to discern the whispers coming from the hall. Freya had evidently collected the boy and brought him downstairs, but before anyone can figure out what they’re muttering about, they hear the front door open and close once more. At the same time, Merlin finishes up his checks, sighs, steps away from the table, and presses his knuckles into his eyes so hard he has to blink away white spots when he lowers his hands again. Arthur, his voice still coarse and his mind focused on everything in the room bar his injured brother, breaks the tense silence:

“What... what’s going on, Merlin?”

It’s clear that The King isn’t asking about the state of Elyan’s health, but that goes unaddressed as Merlin sighs again; instead of the exhalation being resigned and tired, it’s heavy, angry, and when he looks at The King, even though it’s brief, the eye contact burns a hole right right through Arthur’s soul:

“You don’t get to speak. Mor’, come give me a hand.”

Mordred gulps, but walks forward without much hesitation, standing over Elyan on the opposite side of the table to Merlin. The ice in the former servant’s eyes thaws noticeably, though the small smile on his face as he reaches across to pat Mordred’s shoulder is even more noticeable:

“It’s... good to see you, Emrys. I’ve been...-”

He glances to the others, but it’s fleeting and he’s quick to look back to Merlin as the corner of the former servant’s mouth ticks up slightly; a croak from Elyan snaps the two out of their reverie, and Mordred’s continuation is focused on the task at hand, despite his joy at seeing Merlin smile as opposed to flinch at his true name, and despite all bar Lancelot’s confusion:

“-What do I do?”

Merlin turns to grab the sewing equipment from the kitchen counter, laid out neatly, a detail that no one had noticed until now. Freya... she must be a physician like Merlin, for she seems to have had the room set up perfectly before Merlin had even agreed to let them in. He nods to the knives and scissors lined up next to Mordred’s hands:

“Cut his top away from the wound but don’t aggravate it,-”

He places the kit next to Elyan’s head before pulling out a wad of cloth and bandages from a crate somewhere below the table:

“-I’ll need to clean as much of it as I can before I treat it. Someone get me a bucket of water.” Lancelot is the first to move, giving Arthur an absent-minded pat on the shoulder before pushing his way towards the front door. Merlin holds the bandages under one arm as he gently pulls scraps of blood-soaked cloth away from Elyan’s stomach, allowing Mordred’s steady hands to cut it. He feels a pang of guilt deep in his chest; Merlin knows Mordred would have been a fine physician’s apprentice in another life, had Arthur not pushed him into an adult’s war, had Merlin not shunned him. There’s still time, he thinks, just maybe.

Before Merlin can verbalise his thoughts, before he can think of maybe repeating his invitation from years ago, Mordred speaks, his voice low and wary but loud enough to be heard by all in the room:

“I’ve been thinking about your offer, recently.”

It’s not a question, not a request, but Merlin understands the meaning behind his words anyway. His eyes search Mordred’s, still turned down towards Elyan, for a few moment, but when he doesn’t find what he’s looking for, or when he does, his smile grows, only slightly, only briefly:

“We have a spare room, plenty of food, plenty of water. You’re welcome to stay with us, as long as you like. We’re also in close contact with Iseldir, and I know he and the group have missed you.”

Mordred smiles as he glances up, not that the others, behind him still, can see, but he’s quick to look back down to the task in hand as Lancelot pushes back through the door with a full bucket. The soiled shirt has been dumped on the floor and the pools of blood collecting around the wound have been painstakingly wiped away, leaving red streaks across his skin, and Merlin gestures vaguely to the floor next to him. Lance carefully places the clean, cold water by the physician’s feet before standing behind Elyan’s head, an absent-minded hand stroking over the sides of his neck as he groans and writhes.

The other knights shuffle uncomfortably, still all huddled in the corner, but just as Gwaine takes a breath to break the silence, the front door opens again, followed by the kitchen door. Freya walks in alone, her eyes jumping first to The King and his men, then the body on the table, and then last of all Merlin before she speaks, her voice soft and quiet and comforting.

“He’s settled at camp, Remus too.”

Merlin doesn’t react in anyway other than nodding slightly, his concentration unwavering as he dumps the last of the dirty clothes in a pile at his feet:

“Hm. Didn’t take long.”

Freya smiles and nods as she moves closer to the table:

“Brianna distracted him with some funny story or other whilst Iseldir fetched the coriander. By the time I said goodbye he was almost too wrapped up to notice me leaving. I told Iseldir what was going on and came straight back through.-”

Merlin hums again but doesn’t say anything as she sidles up to be next to him. She loses her smile quickly, sighing with sad eyes as she strokes soft fingers down Elyan’s cheek:

“-Poor boy.”

Merlin’s frown deepens from concentration to slight disapproval as he takes a deep breath and lines up his tools:

“If he were a Camelot knight whose face I didn’t know, I’d sit back and watch as he bled out in the garden and then leave his body to the vultures. Unfortunately I happen to know and regrettably be quite fond of this one’s sister. That, and I find myself feeling marginally less cruel when you’re around.”

Freya snorts and rolls her eyes, though the anxiety for Elyan is plain to see in her expression:

“Blood and vultures, you sure know how to sweet talk a lady.”

Merlin smirks slightly but doesn’t look up as he grabs a thick white bandage with one hand, and wraps his other around the wooden shaft of the arrow:

“I already got you to marry me, I didn’t think sweet talking was a requirement anymore.”

It had been obvious, with the way they spoke, they way they looked at each other, the house, the dog, the child, but the verbal confirmation that Merlin had... had married this woman has Arthur taking in a sharp, but quiet breath. Merlin hears it, going by the twitch in his jaw, but other than the heavy hand Leon places on his King’s shoulder, no one acknowledges him.

Freya steps back towards the counter, hovering her hands over various pots and bowls and bottles of pastes and creams and tinctures, throwing a handful of coriander than no one had noticed her carrying down next to them. The knights’ eyes don’t stay on her long though.

Mordred moves, without instruction, to hold Elyan’s hips down as Lancelot pushes his shoulders into the table, and with one last nod from them, Merlin pulls the arrow up and out of Elyan’s stomach. He writhes and yells, suddenly awake again, but the high and violent spurts of blood from the wound are more worrying, and Merlin swears as he clamps down on the injury with the bandage:

“Shit, this is bleeding from something major, I can’t just sew this, and I... ugh-”

He turns his head away as a rogue stream of blood comes flying past his face; he’s quick to cover it up again, thought he bandage is soaking through terrifyingly quickly:

“-I definitely can’t cauterise it.”

Freya rushes back to the table, having abandoned the topicals in the knowledge that they definitely can’t help now:

“Merls, you’ll have to-”

Merlin groans and swears under his breath before interrupting her:

“Yeah, yeah I know, get ready.”

Freya nods seriously, glancing to the knights and gulping before looking back to the side of Merlin’s face. She gathers more bandages in her hands and holds them by Merlin’s soaked one, ready to clamp down if... if whatever it is he’s about to try doesn’t work. He lifts the cloth, tossing it to one side before hovering his hand over the now streaming, not spurting, wound:

“Ahycgan blódryne. Gehælan.-”

His irises strip themselves of the blue Arthur had missed so much, replacing it with a metallic gold, as bright as the sun, and a sudden wind rushes between Elyan’s injured abdomen and the other man’s hovering hand. The King takes in another breath as Leon falls a step back, dropping his hand, Percival gulps, and Gwaine’s shoulders drop. Despite their shock, anger, realisation, guilt, none of them interrupt Merlin as he continues to mutter under his breath.

His first spell had been loud and deliberate, but the knights struggle to figure out whether his subsequent mutterings are urging the magic on, or his thoughts simply made verbal:

“-Ahycgan... ætrihte... ætrihte. Ðêos. Gehælan.”

It lasts a few moments, and though Mordred, Lancelot, and Freya look concerned, it seems that they are more concerned about whether the spells will work than about the fact that Merlin is using magic. Arthur, his thoughts running a thousand miles a minute, refuses to acknowledge the puzzle pieces slowly falling into place in his head, the memories of unsettling confusion, quickly forgotten and ignored, dragged to the forefront of his mind and beginning to make more sense.

The wind slows down, as does Merlin’s muttering, getting quieter and quieter until he’s no longer even making any noise, just mouthing the nonsensical sounding words, softly twisting them around in his mouth as if her were tasting them instead of speaking them.

And then he stops.

The gold disappears, the wind drops, he lowers his hand, and sags his shoulders.

Freya is quick to put a hand on the back of his neck, calloused but soft fingertips twirling around the feathery curls at the base of his head as Lance’s fingers on Elyan’s neck become more purposeful. The room seems to freeze for a moment, everyone holding their breaths bar Merlin, who softly pants, before Lance sighs and smiles:

“His pulse is becoming stronger. It’s still weak, but it’s there, it’s good.”

Mordred, his own fingers having wondered to Elyan’s inner wrist, nods in agreement as Freya and Merlin let out deep breaths. It’s Percival’s oddly meek interruption that reminds the little group that they have company:

“So he’ll be ok?”

Merlin finds himself grateful that the giant knight had avoided the obvious issue in the room, or... all of the obvious issues; he nods but still doesn’t look up as he clears his throat and busies himself in cleaning up the dirtied scraps of fabric:

“He’ll be extremely weak for a few days, and he shouldn’t move at all for at least a week otherwise he might start bleeding internally again. You can leave him with us and come back to get him when I send a letter summoning you.”

His last sentence seems decisive as he turns his back to them, needlessly wiping down the counters that hadn’t seen a speck of blood, but Freya tuts and mutters his name at the same time as Gwaine exclaims:

“We can’t leave him!”

Merlin whirls around with golden eyes, and though he doesn’t appear to be actually doing anything magical, the fury on his face would be enough to terrify the knights even without the colour shift:

“If you stay in my home beyond your welcome, I’ll ki-”

Freya steps in front of him, her back straight and her face hard as she says his name again, this time more forceful than reproachful:

“Merlin.-”

The gold fades, and his blue eyes look down at her. The anger melts away to an adoration, and though it’s shielded by frustration, it’s clear almost immediately that she’s won the non-verbal argument. The corner of his mouth twitches downwards but he nods, just once, and she turns to face the knights, all of whom are trying to pretend they haven’t got fear scrawled across their faces, clear as day:

“-it’ll be a squeeze and you’ll have to sleep on the floor, but we have the space for you, just about.”

She smiles warmly at them, and though there is still a sliver of wariness in her expression, it’s clear that she wants to trust them, wants to believe that they mean her and her family no harm. They all relax their stiff backs, still confused, still with lumps in their throats and weights in their chests, but at least they can stay, at least they don’t have to leave their friend behind. Mordred clears his throat before anyone can say anything more, nodding his thanks at Freya before gesturing to Elyan’s thankfully peacefully sleeping form:

“Is there anywhere more comfortable we can lay him?”

She nods, her smile growing easier at the youngest of the knights, the one she’d heard the most stories about. She wonders if Mordred knows the stories too, and decides that, either way, he deserves perhaps a little more warmness than the others:

“We have one spare bedroom. It’s the only open door upstairs, I prepped the room earlier so you can take him straight through, just be careful with him.”

Mordred smiles weakly and nods, meeting eyes with Lancelot before the two of them carefully lift Elyan between them, holding him as still and softly as they’re able without dropping him as they move from the room. Merlin mutters something under his breath, and though Freya rolls her eyes, it seems fond as he picks up another clean cloth and begins wiping down his hands and arms of blood:

“You can unload and untack the horses, leave your stuff in the other room.-”

He nods vaguely to a door on the adjacent wall to the hallway entrance as he continues:

“-The horses should be fine, but if you want extra feed or blankets for them then they’re in the storage shed out back.”

His voice is low and simmering, and now that the emergency has passed, now the blood is being washed away and Elyan is being settled into a peaceful bed elsewhere, the confusion and heartache set in again. Arthur takes a miniscule step forward, breathing in to say something before his face falls and he lets the air go again. He bites his lip and looks away, his fists clenching at his sides as his eyes visibly water. Freya silently reaches for Merlin’s hand, and he lets her take it as The King looks back to him:

“Why?”

It’s only one word, but it encapsulates so much confusion and pain and heartache that Merlin can barely see him through the angry tears that he refuses to let fall. How dare he be confused, hurt, accusing:

“If you still have to ask, after all you’ve just seen, then I was right to leave. Tyrant.”

Arthur flinches at the accusation, but Freya is quick to interject; though the others half expect her to scold him for his harsh tone and dirty word, instead she simply defends him with a soft change of subject, a soft reminder:

“The horses, sir knights?”

Arthur’s confusion grows, but Leon steps forward again, nodding in understanding agreement as he softly grabs his King’s shoulder and turns him towards the door. He goes easily enough, too stuck in his mind to resist, and the others follow behind them, their eyes turned downwards and their hearts racing yet heavy.

END of Part 1!!!

Only realised how long it was when I got to over 11k, so here’s the first 7.8k, and we’ll see how I get along with the rest of it 😅

Let me know what you thought gang!! There’ll be more angst, but a happy/hopefully ending as well!! Some general caretaking, some domestic life, some family moments (some family moments that baffle those not in the family😉)!!

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greenfleeze · 11 months

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This scene still gives me chills even as an adult. I know it wasn’t Arwen in this scene in the book, but I still love it.☺️❤️🌹

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thelandswemadeofpaper · 2 years

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Amazon, if you want more politics than give us the Queen!Celebrian and TrophyHusband!Elrond we deserve.

#Silmarillion #tolkien #elrond #amazon #rings of power #Celebrian #Artanis Nerwen's daughter #Lady of Light's spawn #It's Galadriel's kid and Queen Arwen's mom. Let the lass be badass

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arwenkenobi48 · 2 years

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I’m too paranoid about getting stung to even attempt it, but beekeeping looks and sounds like one of the most badass jobs on the planet

#beekeeping #bees #kickass jobs #arwen speaks #I mean look at those suits tho #literally so badass #plus you’d be protecting an endangered species so yeah #saving the world in style

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deadthingposting · 1 year

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Kili and fili joining the fellowship it's a hilarious idea for multiple reasons that have nothing to do with merry and pippin specifically (they would be chaos together but let's focus on all the other possibilities)

-Fili and Boromir bonding over the shared eldest sibling experience

-the inherently awkwardness of Legolas and Kili being together in a quest

-the awkwardness being made considerably worse by Aragorn talking about arwen making Kili go on a rant about his perfect good elven lady wife Tauriel

-they join Aragorn and Boromir in the " I am aware of the fact that the hobbits are adults but this will not stop me from calling them my children" club

-Them being overprotective with frodo

-gimli being not very happy by having his elders with him in this quest because he secretly just wanted a time to be badass and now have to endure them still acting like he is a dwarfling

-kili wants to make a joke when gimli only asks Galadriel for a strand of hair but he doesn't when he realizes how happy he is with his gift of the lady

-I don't think they would have problems with the horses in Rohan and one of them would offer to carry gimli

-gimli ignoring the offer and getting on Arod with Legolas

-they slowly realizing that "oh shit is gimli in love with the elf? "

-followed by also realizing it's probably reciprocate

-followed by either they playing matchmaker or attempt princeslaying

#Kili fili and gimli #gimleaf #legolas #the fellowship #kili #fili #gimli #gigolas #lord of the rings #LOTR

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swaps55 · 2 months

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Okay, but if I ask *nicely* will you yell about how Shadowfax can't do lead changes? :D

MY TIME HAS COME.

Ok. So. When horses are moving at a canter or a gallop, they have ‘leads.’ As in, one front foot and one hind foot is always ‘leading’ the opposite foot. Generally, when they are tracking to the right, they will lead with their right foot, and when tracking left, they’ll lead with their left foot. Turning is smoother when the lead foot matches the direction you’re turning.

Horses can change leads while moving at speed. It works a lot like a skip, only they have to skip the front and the hind end. Changing leads is something horses do naturally, but they can also learn to do it on cue. The trick is getting them to change both the front and the hind in the same stride. If they don’t – and what usually happens is they change the front end but take another step or two to change the hind – their movement gets really choppy because their front and hind ends are on different leads. This can cause you problems when jumping a course, for instance, when you sometimes have to change directions quickly.

Here's a video that demonstrates it:

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SO. Imagine my horse-obsessed ass sitting the theater at the midnight showing of The Two Towers, eyes peeled for Shadowfax, because the Lord of Horses was going to be in front of my eyeballs AT LAST, and if Asfaloth in Fellowship of the Ring was not the Lord of Horses, then holy fuck I can’t wait to see who IS.

...

Before I continue, let’s talk about the Flight to the Ford.

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This is one of my favorite sequences in film, and it’s largely because Asfaloth is such a badass. Watch this horse’s feet throughout this sequence. This horse is carrying two fully costumed riders (I can’t remember if they had Kiran – Elijah Wood’s stunt double – actually in the saddle for those scenes, but even if they didn’t, they had something bumping along up there) while moving at high speeds, turning, and jumping.

WATCH THIS HORSE’S FEET.

The way this horse moves, the way he changes leads is incredible to watch.

(Side note: the horse’s name is Florian, and his stunt rider, Jane Abbot, adored him and was devastated that she couldn’t afford to buy him when filming ended. Viggo Mortenson bought him for her, and when I looked, she still had him at age 29.)

[gently takes your face in my hands] WATCH THAT VIDEO AGAIN.

I believe without question that Florian was indeed Asfaloth, Glorfindel/Arwen’s steed.

Hang on, I’m gonna go watch it again.

…

Ok. I’m better now. I’m fine. I’m not totally overwhelmed by how much I love Asfaloth and how quickly I would sell my soul to sit on that horse’s back.

Now let’s talk about Shadowfax.

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One of the Mearas. Lord of Horses. Who should definitely be able to do a really elegant lead change, because of the whole Lord of Horses thing.

As Shadowfax is running down the hill towards Gandalf, he’s on his left lead. Since he’s about to bend right towards Gandalf, he switches to his right.

In the front.

It takes him another step and a half or so to get the hind end to follow suit.

Is that totally normal for a horse, especially one with no rider? Sure.

BUT THIS IS SHADOWFAX, LORD OF FUCKING HORSES.

ASFALOTH IS OUT THERE DODGING RINGWRAITHS WITH TWO PEOPLE ON HIS BACK AND SWITCHING LEADS ON THE FLY LIKE IT AIN’T NO THANG AND THIS ‘LORD OF HORSES’ CAN’T EVEN HANDLE A HILL.

This was your BIG INTRO, man. There was inspirational music. The rapt attention of Aragorn, Legolas, and fucking Gandalf, and he flubbed the lead change.

SHADOWFAX: LORD OF LAZY LEAD CHANGES.

It’s been over 20 years and I am still not over it. Asfaloth was better, fight me.

#swaps replies #scribblesandknots #lotr #lord of the rings #shadowfax #the two towers #flight to the ford #asfaloth #urrone has had to listen to me go off about this in person several times for over 20 years now #she was the first to hear me yell about this ahahaha

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tanoraqui · 1 year

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key elements of Crownless (the Young Aragorn show that lives in my head and heart) season 1:

(Note that I will play a little fast and loose with timelines and for the sake of a better story. And/or take ruthless advantage of canonical slow Dúnedain aging to spread the timeline out over several decades)

First episode(s) is Aragorn (age 21, functionally late teens) leaving Rivendell to start wandering the wilds with the Rangers. I would do Elrond & his people dirty and say that Aragorn has been kinda sheltered growing up, a little because Elves tend to baby Men, especially young Men, and mostly because everyone wanted to be sure Isildur’s heir was safe as darkness grew in the world, especially after his father was killed when he was 2.

So Aragorn starts with significant book smarts, homely peace smarts—historical knowledge, animal friendship, herblore, diplomacy skills, technical sword/knife/bow skills…but he doesn’t know the dirty fighting tricks that win a fight. His tracking, hunting, forest stealth, etc. skills…suck at first. He’s prone to freeze in urgent healing (or combat) situations, because he’s never done this on his own before—though he has a natural talent for the ‘calling people back from death’ thing we see in LotR.

(This gives Aragorn obvious skills to pick up that demonstrate his character growth as a leader, while also establishing from the start that his real talent in kingship is, always was, diplomacy, strength of character & connection with his people, literal and metaphorical healing. Also, weirdass plans, often based on things he read, with success resting on luck/prayer/hope more than any reasonable thing…including a willingness to trust strange new and/or sketchy people…and they work.)

Maybe eps 1-2 is a double-length episode: opens with newly widowed Gilraen arriving in distress with a toddler 18 years ago, then first half is mostly restless late teen!Estel in Rivendell, ending with Elrond revealing his true name, broken sword, time to go forth… Smash cut to Aragorn tripping in the forest and falling in a stream while 2 other baby Rangers laugh at him and whoever’s stuck training these new recruits sighs heavily. There’s a lot of “this is the new Chieftain of the Dúnedain, Isildur’s heir?”

Format: 22ep 44min monster of the week (like GOD INTENDED) focused on the newest young Rangers: Aragorn, Halbarad, Dúnawen (OC: “maiden of the west”, don’t @ me for naming), as they range throughout Eriador learning how to be badasses guarding the boundaries of civilization. Monsters include orcs, wargs, mortal bandits, trolls, giant spiders, a small ice wyvern that made its way to northern Dale, barrow-wrights, unhoused fëa, rival clans of Men or maybe Dwarves who are about to go to blood feud war…

…and a slowly mounting season plot of the trouble of 3 Nazgúl reoccupying Dol Goldur, after the White Council forced the “Necromancer” out 15ish years ago. (Riling up ghosts throughout the countryside? Something something themes of moving on from the past. Also, can’t go wrong with an episode in which heroes must confront their literal personal ghosts.)

Repeat cameos from Elrohir & Elladan, cousins of all Mannish Dúnedain (and kind of older brothers to Aragorn in particular.) Are they helping him? Are they harder on him than on the other new recruits? Are they good cop/bad cop-ing it?

Arwen! Meet briefly ep1 and/or she’s a key feature of midseason finale; return in season finale to be badass. “Tinúviel! Tinúviel!” scene in Lothlórien casts a hiccup in a fledgling romance between Aragorn and Dúnawen

All combinations of Aragorn/Halbarad/Dunawen ARE welcome, nay, encouraged. They’re functionally in college and they’re all hot, and constantly in near-death situations. I advise the writers to have fun. Bisexuality is free.

Gandalf introduction early, ep2? Probably also in finale (something of a large team-up).

Late season bottle episode, maybe just before a 2-parter finale, in which due to a thunderstorm/mudslide/cave-in incident, Aragorn, Halbarad and Dunawen are trapped in a cave/small series of caves with a random assortment of other travelers on the road west of Bree: a pair of Dwarvish merchants, a few men, 1 elf (journeying to the Havens to Sail?), and 1 hobbit, Mr. Drogo Baggins of Hobbiton, who was making a perilous journey to Bree and back in order to fetch his beloved, very pregnant wife a particular kind of cheese she was craving. No loss of air threat, but they’re stuck. Obviously getting Drogo home is of utmost importance (and everyone else needs to get home safe, too). Tempers run high! Only once the Junior Rangers sort out their late-season interpersonal drama can Aragorn rise to the occasion and organize/mediate this microcosm of Middle Earth’s populace to dig their way out of this cave.

Aragorn is exceptionally good at facing down Nazgúl and their weaponized despair because he has—indeed, he is, by name!—hope. This show is about hope first and teamwork second, and looking badass in a beautiful landscape while Howard Shore music swells third.

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#lotr #lord of the rings #Aragorn #ficlet #my fic

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shirefantasies · 2 months

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Ok, so like the elves’ spice tolerances from 0 to 10 (doubt they have good spice tolerance because they’re white af but still) (do they even have spices in Middle Earth)

I'm DEAD this is so random but so funny I love this uhhhh let's see

Legolas- Probably higher than average because he's pretty strong & has a very high tolerance for alcohol & other things. Claims that yes, he can feel a bit of a tingle, but it is exhilarating is it not? Extra hearty so solid 7-8 here.

Elrond- Can eat spicy stuff but doesn’t like it. Avoids it if he can and complains a bit/raises his eyebrows at it. Asks Lindir to let the chefs know this exotic stuff wasn't really it. 5.

Arwen- Sees it as a challenge especially if someone assumes she can’t. Goes beyond her tolerance level sometimes but doesn't show it until the other party turns their back, then she lets the tears flow. 7.

Haldir- Acts like he can handle it, waves his hands and carries on when he tries. Not quite full 'ketchup is spicy' but definitely the type to get incensed over an excess of heat AKA anything beyond mild. 3-4.

Lindir- Terrified when it is presented to him, all but shaking as he raises it to his mouth...only to find that it's not that bad, here try some everyone! Cue everyone else dying, this man with his snobby taste somehow just downed a ton of habanero sauce like a king and made some comment about finally enjoying foreign food. Surprise 9.

Galadriel- An absolute badass are you kidding. 10/10 no questions she makes the others look like babies. Would win hot ones or whatever I've never seen the show. Pain is nothing to this queen, she just smiles that gorgeous smile and laughs at the others' reactions as if she was given a bonbon.

Thranduil- Threatens anyone who questions his 'allergy' to spice as weakness, literally getting in their face and whispering a threat that shakes them to their core. If cornered would claim geographic tongue. Solid 3, vinegar is practically too much for the guy, all he can handle is the faint 'burn' of alcohol.

lmao we love our white bois & girls 💀😂

#lord of the rings #lotr #the hobbit #lotr imagines #the hobbit imagines #lotr headcanons #the hobbit headcanons #legolas #elrond #arwen #haldir #lindir #thranduil #ask #unspeakableoftheoscarwildesorr #requested #sorta lmao #humor

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animentality · 1 year

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I think a whole generation of women watching Lord of the Rings as children couldn't relate to the distant and beautiful ghost lady Arwen, so related to Eowyn instead because she was a little more girlboss and down to earth. but then they were crushed when she, their self insert, couldn't get with Aragorn, like they wanted.

and they never quite analyzed why, but the ultimate truth was that lord of the rings' female characters are literally all under developed, eowyn included, and that frustration with the sexist nature of the story was an underlying condition they couldn't quite see yet.

so.

in short.

you didn't want eowyn to get with aragorn for lore or narrative reasons. you just wished aragorn's girlfriend was relatable. or interesting.

or that any of the female characters of lotr could have anything going on at all.

at least eowyn pining for a man she couldn't have was relatable.

at least eowyn has a badass moment, that you could live in, whereas arwen just sort of...stood around.

she had one scene on a horse, i suppose.

but galadriel, i mean, one cool scene...and erm...i guess sam's wife...

and a bunch of crying screaming women from rohan...but uh.

yeah.

eowyn just...was the only woman that modern women could really get behind, and aragorn was every teen girl's heartthrob.

so you long for something you cannot name, until you can, and now, you sort of just put up with it when you re watch lord of the rings.

or.

or you were always a goated child, and shipped aragorn and legolas.

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#lord of the rings #lotr #arwen #eowyn #legolas #aragorn #aralas #errrr #legogorn?#tf do you call this ship

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queenstarlight2 · 2 years

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What your (Female) elven crush says about you

(based on what I think)

Arwen

If your Elven crush is Arwen, you have ✨immaculate✨ taste in women. Be honest, you don't get any bitches. Mostly because your standards are so damn high but whose wouldn't after seeing this FINE FUCKING ELF. she is mommy and her ada, is fine as fuck too. WOULD SHE DOM YOU, yes she would. And would you deny her, no you wouldn't. She could spit in my mouth and I would say thank you.

Arwen as a girlfriend would be a surreal experience, this bitch has to be apart of the valar by how pretty she is. Like peg me mommy😩 DEGRADE MEEE. also she would write you poetry and send you flowers and yall would probably do each others face-care. Also Arwen would put the prettiest braids in your hair like omg. Also I think she would enjoy somebody with plushy thighs so she can rest her head on them (also so her head can be crushed between your thighs) also I think she would also be crazy for muscular woman/men

Traits Arwen would like in their lover: Honest, kind, hot, Aragorn, generous, smart

Galadriel

If your Elven crush is Galadriel

You have severe mommy issues, that is the first thing I am going to say to you. Also this bitch would peg you in a heartbeat, male or female. Galadriel could use me as her cum rag and I would orgasm from the sight of her cum on my body. she is holy thank you very much, I AM UNHINGED BECAUSE OF HOW GORGEOUS SHE IS (and she kinda a bitch ngl but I would still tap that) I don't have much to say about her other then, you got servere mommy issues, like go see a therapist rn. (and ima join you) ANd her type, she ain't got one. LIke fr, you got to be one special ass mofo to get this goddess as your bae and you will be her bitch, male, female it don't matter.

She would satisfy all of your needs, she out here reading minds and shit. and this is all I got for her.

Traits Galadriel would like in their lover: Honest, (gorgeous), smart, clever, a sub, all that good stuff

Tauriel

If your Elven crush is Tauriel

you a hoe, that is all you is. confident women make your knees shake. Don't be mad i am saying the truth. She would fuck you in the woods in a quick second and you would enjoy that. She is the captain of the guard and ima call her captain in the sheets too. were you glad when Peter Jackson made this fine as fuck women apart of the Hobbit movies. You have a mistress/ mommy kink, I don't make the rules 🥱. Gay as fuck you is

Traits Tauriel would like in their lover: Passionate, wild, kind, badass, you know the drill

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A Perfect Home, Part 2

Conversations are both had and overheard;

Part 1 Part 3(coming soon)

TW: Still some not-much-gore :)

No words are exchanged as they untack and unpack the horses, but by the time they get back inside, Freya is gone and the kitchen is spotless.

Mordred leans against the table in the formally bloody room, his long forgotten injured arm being softly cleaned and bandaged, magic free, by Merlin; they mutter to each other quietly, in a volume that’s barely a whisper, with hesitant smiles on their faces. The whispers and the smiles alike drop when the others enter, and Mordred nods wordlessly to the other room. They pause for a moment, Arthur at the helm of the gathering, but Leon once again gently encourages him through the door with a hand to the shoulder, to what appears to have been a storage area. Lancelot is just finishing up with his rearranging of the furniture; a table and several crates and boxes and chests have been pushed to the walls, and a pile of blankets waits in the corner to be distributed.

Lancelot sighs as he vaguely gestures around the room in invitation, and after dumping their stuff they all settle on the floor against the walls.

Mordred wanders in, tight-fisted and tense.

Also alone.

He doesn’t say anything, doesn’t even pause to look anyone in the eyes as he crosses the room to sit by Lance. Merlin and Freya are nowhere to be seen for a little while, but if the knights concentrate, they can hear quiet footsteps and even quieter conversation, unintelligible through the floor, from the rooms above them.

They continue to stay silent as the passing time eats away at them, perhaps in the hopes that they’re about to be snapped out of a nightmare: Elyan will be bounding around unhurt, Gwaine will be drunk again but endearingly so instead of worryingly so, Leon and Arthur won’t be so tired, Mordred won’t be so wistful and angry, Percival will be more talkative, Lancelot will be more agreeable. Merlin will still be with them. Well. He’ll still be with them and he’ll want to still be with them.

Unfortunately, the silence stretches so long that all hope of waking is dashed, and after three slowly-paced loops of the herb strewn back garden and a poke around in the aforementioned shed for horse blankets, they realise, all of a sudden, that night has fallen and they’re rather starving. They’d been heading back to camp for their evening meal when they’d been attacked, and though it felt like years had passed since then, it had only been a few hours at most; darkness and hunger alike had descended quickly once the emergency had passed and their emotions had settled.

The sparse conversation that had occasionally sparked up had long since disappeared for good when they re-enter the house to sit uncomfortably on the floor of their shared room again, unsure whether it would be rude to begin eating the few rations Leon had managed to pack, or whether they should wait for their semi-willing hosts to re-join them. Lancelot and Mordred sit hip to hip in the corner, though they don’t mutter to themselves as is custom when they’re together; Arthur, and indeed the others, have to stop themselves from angrily interrogating them, but they’d already kept Merlin’s secret for so long. With their lost friend only a couple of doors and a flight of stairs away The King doubts they’d be willing to share now.

Just as the hunger pangs grow almost too painful—they all realise at some point that they hadn’t eaten lunch either—Merlin wanders into the room, alone, and with a scowl on his face that speaks to very strict instructions to not yell or hit:

“How much food do you have?”

He gets straight to the point, looking somewhere over Leon’s shoulder as the First Knight stands, quickly followed by everyone else. Arthur is the first to speak though, his voice gritty and unused:

“Merlin, will you please-”

“How much food do you have?”

The second time he asks he looks much closer to lashing out, his arms crossed tightly on his chest and his hands white-knuckled and stiff. His eyes are a dark, steely grey, no traces of sky blue—nor gold—to be seen. A wounded noise crawls from the back of Arthur’s throat when Merlin interrupts him, but Leon spares him the briefest of pitying glances before answering quietly, still not managing to get Merlin to meet his eye:

“Enough for a small portion tonight, crumbs for breakfast as well, if we really stretch it. We can make do.”

The knight tries to smile comfortingly, but it looks more like a funeral grimace and Merlin sighs, looks down to the floor, and leaves the room without a word. The still-standing men all frown at each other, unsure if that was simply meant to be an “Ok. Make do, then.” or a “Follow me.” or a something else entirely. Thankfully he returns less than a minute later, just as they’d all begun shuffling uncertainly towards the door, one large fabric bag in one hand and two smaller ones in the other. He tosses each bag to a knight at random before muttering to the floor:

“We’ve not much meat left, so a couple of you will have to go hunting tomorrow so we can feed everyone. If you need anything during the night, figure it out yourself or wait until morning.”

The harshness has dropped from his voice, but what it leaves behind is so much worse than the anger. Merlin sounds aggrieved, like he’d lost everyone and everything, like he’d had to abandon every fight that had ever come his way despite knowing he could win, like no one had ever cared for him and he’d only just figured that out. No one responds, no one can, and he leaves the room again, shutting the door behind him properly this time. There’s an immediate pause in the footsteps, like he’s waiting for something, but it doesn’t last long before the knights hear him continue his pace through the kitchen, out into the corridor, and up the stairs.

The knights, after their blanket shock has passed, open the bags and pass around the contents, sharing it out equally but being sure to take less than they really need, afraid of overstepping or misunderstanding or putting the... the family out. The two loaves of bread that had been in the larger bag are split apart and shared and squirrelled away first, then the apples and strawberries that had been in the other bags. The knights each wonder privately how they’d managed to get such fruits to grow in such weather. It was nearing winter at this point, though everything around the house seemed green and vibrant still, even amongst the rest of the forest’s oranges and reds and yellows and browns. They remember the events of the evening, and they quickly stop questioning it, trying hard to think of other things instead.

Gwaine, his voice clear from the confusion of alcohol that they’d become so used to, but tired and blurred and teary all the same, sparks up from the darkness after what feels like hours:

“Do you think he... do you think everything will be ok?”

He’s never sounded so unsure in his life, and when no one answers, when no one can answer, silence descends for real, and they all fall into an uneasy limbo.

When Arthur opens his eyes to the near pitch blackness, his heart jumps and his breath freezes. He, after a moment in which he allows his fear to fester, mentally scolds himself and forces the freezing tendrils of his most recent nightmare back into the depths of his mind, before resuming as close to his normal breathing pattern as he can. He untenses his muscles, eyes focusing on the low glow coming from behind the curtained windows into the back garden.

A whisper, one that takes him a moment or two to place, reaches him from a few feet to his left:

“We’re all awake, Princess, you can relax.”

He breathes out, properly this time instead of the short, measured exhalations he’d been giving before, and rolls his eyes as he hears Gwaine’s empty snicker:

“Why are we being so quiet then?”

Percival responds, his voice characteristically quiet:

“You were asleep, and you seemed like you needed it. Plus, Merlin and... and Freya went out the front and round to the back garden an hour or so ago, we didn’t want to disturb them.”

Arthur sits up and shuffles so his back is pressed against the stone wall as he raises a judging eyebrow, though no one can see it:

“So you’re eavesdropping.”

There’s a pregnant pause before Gwaine is replying again, his whispers more indignant than tense:

“They’re being quiet, and they’re a ways from the house, I think. We can’t hear what they’re saying really, we just catch the odd word here and there.”

Arthur nods with an air of sarcasm, and, on second thought, hums sarcastically as well. It’s almost like mag... hmm. It’s a most annoying and blessed and horrifying coincidence that a moment later, they hear quiet footsteps approach the house. The blue glow, a mighty familiar one to Arthur, grows slightly brighter as they hear the tell-tale sounds of the bench against the wall of the house being sat on:

“... and besides, that isn’t the point.”

Merlin sounds tired, exhausted, and though it’s late at night—or early in the morning—Arthur knows he’s run on less sleep before. He swallows against the guilt of barging into his home and causing him so much stress as they hear a soft sigh:

“Honestly, Merlin. Are you really not happy to see them? Not even a little?”

Though everyone feels horrible that they now are eavesdropping, it’s too dark to gesture and too risky to murmur that perhaps they should do something about it, and the knights, even Mordred, sit in the darkness in silence.

Merlin sighs, and Arthur, even after all of these years, can picture perfectly the frown on his face and the way he fiddles with his hands in his lap. Or perhaps his hands are being held by his wife? Arthur wonders if he knows him at all anymore:

“No. I’m... glad to know that they’re alright, for the most part, but I could’ve found that out by sending Lance a letter, or Gaius, or even my mother. I didn’t need, didn’t want, to see them. Especially here. I promised I’d keep you safe.”

“I am safe, Merlin. You can’t think any of them would hurt me? Not after we helped them?”

Merlin scoffs, and Arthur gulps, pointlessly closing his eyes in an effort to prepare himself for what’s coming next:

“Arthur already almost killed you once, out of blind fear and hatred. And they’re from Camelot, all you have to do is profess a strong enough hatred of magic and extreme homicidal feelings towards anyone who uses it and they’ll give you a title, a position in court, and a chunk of land.”

He sounds bitter, and no one in the little room can feel put out by that, not when they know now that it’s the truth. Freya takes a moment to pause; she also knows he can’t argue his point: Uther had made fast friends with anyone who claimed to hate magic despite their other vices, and Arthur had kept those friends when he inherited the Kingdom. She changes tack:

“They’re still your friends.”

“No,-”

Merlin’s mildly harsh response is heartbreakingly rapid:

“-I was their friend, they were never my friends, bar perhaps Lance. None of them knew who I am, and that was a specific choice I made, because I knew that they would strap me to a pyre or hang me by the neck or just slaughter me where I stood if they’d ever found out. I don’t like that they’re here, I left for a reason,-”

His voice loses it’s righteous anger and instead goes soft and loving:

“-and that reason, was to live a nightmare, terror, tyrant free life with my beautiful wife and our wonderful son. I don’t intend to ever let them take that from me, and I certainly don’t intend to let them stay longer than necessary. Once they leave, we’ll have to move, find another place to live.”

Freya seems soft and receptive at first, her smile audible in her hum, but she quickly huffs and tuts and responds:

“Come now, Merlin, really? It’s not as if Arthur is going to get back to Camelot just to send an army after us for using magic, we just saved his wife’s brother.”

There’s another pause, and though the knights can hope that Merlin is thinking over and carefully considering her point, their hopes are, once again, dashed, when he opens his mouth maybe a minute later. His voice is quiet but strained, though over the strain it’s brushed in the confidence of a man who has never, at least on this particular subject, been proven wrong:

“You don’t know Arthur like I do.”

Arthur lets his head fall back onto the wall as a tear finally overflows, and he’s grateful for the muffled sound and disguising darkness. A heavy silence follows Merlin’s confession; considering Merlin had said Arthur had already almost killed Freya, and yet he had no recollection of her, they know she has no leg to stand on, just like them. Merlin is right, she doesn’t know Arthur like he does. No one knows Arthur like Merlin had, bar perhaps Gwen.

As a shaking hand reaches out blindly in the dark, large and calloused and shaking—Gwaine’s—Arthur considers the legacy he’d built. He limply lets Gwaine squeeze his wrist and then tentatively move down to intertwine their fingers, comforted and annoyed and indifferent, as he tries to think clearly but just can’t can’t can’t. He knows somewhere in the back of his mind, as he hears Freya and Merlin disappear and then re-enter through the front door, that Gwaine would normally be the first to blame him and punch him and curse his name. But he also knows that Gwaine is feeling guilty just like the rest of them, and the warmth of Arthur’s hand in the darkness is just as much a comfort for him as it is for Arthur.

He slips off again, his mind fogged and jumbled and not understanding why Merlin couldn’t have just talked to him. Yelled at him. Hit him, even. Anything but leave.

Anything.

The King wakes early, just as rays of sun start darting through the window but before the sun has truly risen. At the first shiver of a cold morning, he assumes that he’s the first up, but as he sits against the wall and rubs his aching eyes, he realises that Mordred and Lancelot are already awake, once again sat in the corner and back to muttering quietly to each other, and Leon and Percival are missing from the room entirely. Gwaine still sleeps, curled into a ball and snoring quietly a few feet away, but Arthur can’t find it in himself to be annoyed at that; truth be told he worries about Gwaine the most. He knows the man had only stayed in Camelot for Merlin, and he’s genuinely surprised every morning he wakes to find he hasn’t disappeared in the night time.

Neither conspirators notice him, too wrapped up in their tense looking conversation, until he clears his throat of grit, swallows against the pang of hunger and thirst, and quietly mutters:

“Where are the others?”

They look up to him sharply; Arthur ignores the way Mordred immediately looks away again and Lancelot gives the younger knight an odd expression, half pitying, half annoyed, before meeting his King’s eyes:

“Merlin packed them off early to hunt. They’ve taken one horse between them, just to carry the kills and equipment. Said they should be back before dark. I don’t know where Freya and Merlin are; they’ll be about somewhere.”

Arthur nods, trying and failing not to flinch at Merlin’s name, but Lance pretends he doesn’t notice:

“Hmm. And Elyan? Is he ok?”

Mordred huffs, and, whilst still staring out the window to the right of his held up knees, responds. His voice is quietly angry, much in the same way Merlin’s had been yesterday, before the sadness, but after the explosiveness:

“Merlin would’ve told us if he weren’t, My Lord.”

Mordred’s sadness had long since turned to frustration towards Arthur, and whilst The King had assumed it was something to do with Merlin’s disappearance and how it was all his fault, the younger man’s complete dismissal of him since they set foot in this house only acts as proof. Arthur had been grieving the loss of his youngest for a while; Elyan and Merlin had been the same age as him, everyone else is older, but Mordred... he was somewhat of a younger brother in The King’s eyes, though he’d never said so to anyone.

Arthur sighs but doesn’t rise to the challenge, simply looks to the floor for a few moments before dragging himself to stand, his limbs stiff and heavy and his head pounding, overwhelmed from yesterday’s action and last night’s lack of sleep:

“I best go... find him. I... hmm.”

It’s as if he’s about to explain why he must find Merlin, but then it’s as if he figures out he doesn’t need to explain, though Lancelot is quick to follow him into standing, his eyes marginally wider:

“I don’t think that’s a good idea, Arthur. He’s still... angry, on edge. We’re already intruding, so just... give him a little time, let him approach you. We’ll be here a few days at least, anyway.”

Arthur’s eyes flash, though a snored murmur at his feet reminds him to keep his voice low:

“Well you’re certainly not intruding, because you certainly knew. Didn’t you?”

Lancelot looks taken aback but covers it quickly, and Mordred scoffs again before standing and stiffly exiting into the back garden. Arthur barely pays him any attention, instead waiting for an answer from his seemingly most and least loyal knight:

“I...-”

Lance sighs and runs a hand backwards through his hair before leaning against the wall and sighing again:

“-sort of, I suppose. Come on, we should leave him to sleep.-”

When the knight leads Arthur out into the garden, Mordred is already no where to be seen, but Lance doesn’t seem worried as he settles on a patch of grass that’s already been warmed by the sun through a gap in the tree canopy. Arthur argues within himself over sitting next to him or standing over him, but decides that this whole situation is delicate enough without reminding everyone that he’s The King. He sits, barely a foot of space between them, and looks to Lance with an expectant frown.

Lancelot sighs again, looking back with narrowed, pitying eyes:

“-I... Merlin and I stayed in touch, vaguely. A few letters a year at most, really. And he only brought me here once, years ago, near the beginning, just so I would know where he was in case of emergencies or something. That doesn’t mean I’m... welcome. I think... I think it all just came to a head for him. He went from adoring Camelot and... and you, and being grateful for me and Gaius, to... well... to hating all of it, all at once. He... resents me, for being so loyal to you, though he’d never say so. I think he wishes I’d stood up for him earlier on, encouraged him to leave earlier, instead of telling him that everything would be ok eventually and he should just stick it out.”

Arthur’s frown deepens; he’s ignoring the way his eyes tear up, ignoring the way he has to blink away the moisture so it doesn’t drip down his cheeks:

“Stick what out?”

Lancelot frowns and tilts his head as if confused, and then, then, the corner of his mouth twitches down in time with his next exhalation, one that’s ever so slightly sharper than normal; he’s annoyed, not quite angry, but almost. All of a sudden.

Arthur isn’t really sure what to make of that, so he stays quiet and waits; if Merlin’s disappearance had taught him anything, it was how to be patient:

“Do you not remember any of yesterday? Arthur... Merlin has a wife, a child, and most importantly in this context, magic. And you are the King of Camelot, Arthur, son of Uther, the monster who started the meaningless genocide against Merlin’s people. And you, his son, who continued it, despite repeated admissions that you don’t really believe in it. Despite your repeated uses of magic to your own gain. I don’t understand how you can be so genuinely confused as to why Merlin hates you?!-”

He looks away with a quiet huff and a clench of his jaw and a furrow of his brow:

“-Hates all of us.”

Arthur takes in a breath, blinking in surprise. Merlin’s magic had been... a shock, a terror, and it had made sense. A lot of sense, but he still doesn’t understand why Merlin couldn’t have just talked to him. He picks up on something else first, though:

“I’ve... I’ve never used magic for my personal gain.”

Lancelot scoffs, and though before he’d seemed a little patiently annoyed, he now seems to be venturing into actual anger. Fuelled by frustration with Arthur for being... Arthur, or himself for failing Merlin all those years ago, Arthur isn’t quite certain:

“Are you sure about that? You seemed eager to accept the help from that magical light all those years ago when you were collecting the morteous flower. You didn’t mind using the Horn of Cathbhadh to speak to your father. You didn’t mind speaking to your mother made corporeal with magic, or trying to save your father with magic, or saving Gwen with magic, or Mordred, or yourself. Over and over, Arthur, you happily allow magic, even seek it out, sometimes, to help you, the people you care about, for your own needs and comforts. What about Merlin’s needs? What about the fact that Freya would have died, innocent and in pain, years ago, if Merlin hadn’t used magic to save her from the gallows and used magic to cure the curse she’d been plagued with? What of everyone you’ve watched your father tie to the pyre? What of every Druid you hunted through the woods like an animal? Were they not worthy? Did they simply not have the Noble intellect required to use magic only when it’s right and proper? You can’t see beyond your own greed, Arthur, you never have.-”

He stands, a certain amount angrier now than he had been at the beginning of the conversation:

“-Even when you think you’re using magic for the Kingdom, you aren’t. You’re using it for yourself in one breath, and in the next you spout your shit to anyone within twenty feet of you. Merlin had to listen to that for ten years, and Gaius and I told him to grin and bear it.-”

The angered knight paces away slightly, hands clenched tightly and held stiffly to his sides. His shoulders move up and down with deep breaths and Arthur, wide eyed and all of a sudden understanding, follows him up. Before he can let go of the air in his lungs and say “I know. I know. I never believed what I said I believed and it crippled my Kingdom and my friendships and my family. It took Morgana from me and it took friends from me and it took Merlin from me”, Lance turns around, eyes teary, but apologetic instead of angry:

“-I... I’m sorry. This isn’t... entirely, your fault. I shouldn’t get angry at you, it’s not helping anyone.”

Arthur’s responding smile is small and weak and transparent, but it relaxes Lancelot’s spine nonetheless, and he allows his King to respond without interrupting:

“No, you’re right. I’ve been hypocritical, and cowardly. This...-”

Arthur sighs and looks away. He is both grateful and humiliated that of all of his closest knights, it’s Lancelot he’s having this conversation with; Gwaine, Mordred, or Elyan probably would’ve still been yelling at him, Percival wouldn’t be able to bear blaming him aloud but would be unable to hide his blame nonetheless, and Leon would get that... disappointed look on his face that always had Arthur crying in shame as a child:

“-this is all my fault, all of it, and I should blame no one but myself. I chose to follow my father’s footsteps, I chose to build my Kingdom the way I did, I chose to favour ignorance and fear and my dungeons over the true happiness and prosperity of my people. Merlin has no one to blame his hatred on but me.”

Lancelot’s sigh is long and drawn out, and though he looks like he’d love nothing more than to blame it all on Arthur, to accept his apology and let him fix it himself, he’s never been the type of man with that in his bones:

“It’s... yes. But also no. It may be your fault that Merlin hates you, hates Camelot, but it’s my fault that Merlin hates me, and I think it’s time I face that. Time we both face it.”

“Time we face...-”

Gwaine’s words, deep and croaked and interrupted with an obnoxious yawn, have both men jumping and spinning around, hands automatically going to their sword-less hips:

“-face what?”

Arthur sighs, but once again finds himself unable to be too annoyed—he feels as though all the anger has been sucked out of him in the last twelve hours, to be replaced by more intense versions of every other emotion—as Lancelot rolls his eyes. It’s The King that answers in Lance’s place, looking Gwaine straight in the eyes and not glancing away from the barely hidden intensity:

“That Merlin hating us is entirely our own fault, and we need to fix it.”

The intensity fades, the anger, the blame, the guilt, the pity in Gwaine’s eyes all dwindling to a pitiful flutter instead of a roaring flame as he sighs and looks to the floor:

“And how do you suppose we do that, Princess?”

Before Arthur can answer, not even mildly fazed by Gwaine’s nickname—he’d missed it, in all honesty—there’s something flying through the air towards the knight’s stomach; the axe hits him handle first and Gwaine only just manages to catch it as he bends over with a harsh “oomph”. Everyone once again whirls around, only this time they see Merlin, his sleeves rolled up and a frown on his face as he stalks passed them:

“You can start by chopping wood. Pile is at the side of the house, stack it in the room across from the kitchen when you’re done.-”

He disappears through a gate and behind the tall growing lavender, looking only marginally put-out that the axe hadn’t hit sharp end first as he throws over his shoulder:

“-And don’t ruin the rug, Fee will kill you.”

He’s gone between one word and the next, and though logically they know he’s barely twenty feet away, the density of the shrubs and the finality of his words make it feel as though he’s disappeared, over a cliff edge or into an endless maze. Both Arthur and Gwaine appear as though they're about to follow him anyway, but Lance stops them with a look and a subsequent nod to the other side of the house. They traipse after him when he goes, only to find the entire wall of the cottage covered up by logs. There’s also a chopping block, a pile of empty crates—ready to carry the wood through the house, they presume—and a few pairs of thick gloves.

Arthur sighs as he looks at the immense amount of work, and though a part of him preens and whistles at the chance to get tired and sweaty and lost in repetitive, physical labour, the rest of him sags; he’d never been good at words, but now he finds all he wants to do is grab Merlin by the shoulders and talk and talk and talk. And yell and be yelled at, and cry, and be cursed out and given an ultimatum and hugged and hated and forgiven.

Lance is the first to move once again, donning his gloves before grabbing the first log and steadying it on the chopping block before moving to line the crates up. Gwaine is quick to get to work, and the three of them soon find a rhythm, Gwaine chopping, Arthur ferrying splintered wood and crates too and from what appears to be a living room, and Lancelot moving logs from the wall to the block, and split wood from the floor to the crates. They switch over occasionally, every half hour or so, but other than the odd “mind your fingers” or “swap, my arms hurt” or “fucking splinters”, no words are exchanged until Leon and Percival, their horse weighed down with two deer and a few small rabbits, appear from the forest.

Time is an odd thing in this place, but Arthur would hazard a guess that it’s about halfway between high noon and sunset. He knows how fast he chops wood, and they’re about two thirds of the way through the pile when they abandon the axe, stretch out their aching shoulders, and help the other two unload. After a few exchanged words, they realise that no one has seen Mordred since early this morning, but Lancelot’s silence at the topic and the youngest knight’s apparent connection with Merlin means they don’t think on it much.

Freya stumbles upon the group of men as they stand around the neat pile of carcasses, scratching their chins over what exactly to do with them now they’re dead: the meat can hardly be eaten all in one go, but it will rot if they don’t figure out they can preserve it. Perhaps Merlin has a great barrel of salt somewhere:

“Gentlemen! I was wondering where you’d got to. I didn’t spot you come in for lunch, so I left some food on the table in the kitchen for you.”

The nerves seem to have completely melted from her persona, unlike the knights, who shuffle uncomfortably and hold their hands in front of them, as if they were being told off for something. Percival, the gentle giant, the most at ease out in the middle of the forest, is the first to reply, his voice only slightly strained:

“There’s no need, My Lady, really, we-”

She interrupts him with a scoff and a wave of a knife in their general direction, though the effect is the opposite of a threat:

“Don’t be silly, I insist. And Sir Percival, if you ever call my My Lady again you really will be in trouble.”

He smiles, ever so slightly, but before anyone can say anything Mordred turns the same corner Freya had come from, a worried frown on his face. He’s wiping his dirty hands off with a scrap off cloth, but there’s still earth under his fingernails and smudged across his cheek and a leaf in his hair. Option one is that he’d gone a little feral in the woods, option two is-:

“Merlin sent me to look for you, got worried.-”

He glances over to Arthur before looking back to the exasperated woman:

“-Everything ok?”

She huffs and rolls her eyes:

“Yes, Mordred, everything is fine. You’re just as bad as each other, one might think you’re brothers.-”

If Freya, if indeed anyone, notices the slight uptick at the corner of Mordred’s mouth, no one mentions it:

“-I was just offering them food. After they eat, would you mind showing them the ice? We can leave out enough meat for a big meal tonight, but the rest can be put downstairs, after it’s been prepped.”

Mordred nods and smiles, though it’s short loved as he once more glances to his King. His former King, Arthur thinks?

He stands in place, obviously not intending to move until Freya leaves first, and though she rolls her eyes and sighs again, she does walk back around to the front of the house after sending one last apologetic smile to the knights.

Mordred clenches his jaw, letting out a deep breath and blinking before saying, his voice monotonous:

“Go inside and eat, I’ll come back in half a mark to show you what to do with that lot. You can just leave it in the shade for now, it’ll be ok.”

He doesn’t wait for an answer, doesn’t even wait for a reaction, just follows Freya around the corner without another word.

A few hours later, after Mordred had shown the baffled knights, with a grin on his face, the magically maintained frozen room dug into a basement under the house, and the deer and rabbits had been skinned and gutted and hung, Arthur finds himself sat sideways on the second to bottom step of the staircase. His back is to the wall and he stares up onto the floor above with an odd sort of desperation and a weight in his chest that feels like it’s attached via flimsy string to his throat. He feels as though, if the weight were to drop, he’d gasp deeply and sharply and never be able to stop.

Percival had long since suggested going into the forest again, this time to forage, and Gwaine had eagerly, or as eagerly as he could when miserable and self hating, accepted the request. Arthur had nodded his thanks to the giant when the other knight’s back had been turned, and it had been returned with the shaky smile of a man who didn’t know how to look after everyone, but knew how to look after someone. Lancelot is asleep, tossing and turning and pretending he isn’t waking from a nightmare every five minutes, in the room they’d slept in the previous night, and Leon, after a gingerly made request had been met with a wary clenched jaw and an even warier nod, had settled in the room adjacent the living area, a library, to read.

Arthur had been on the step for a while and his back was growing stiff, but he felt, of all spots in the house he could perch and think, this is possibly the best. It seems unobtrusive, even though there's a higher chance of being seen and questioned. But Merlin had walked past him at least three times since he had sat down and hadn’t even spared him a glance.

It’s the fourth time that he walks past, in the front door and towards the kitchen, that he pauses, looks to the floor, sighs, and turns around again. He can’t, or won’t, meet Arthur’s hopeful eyes, but he also doesn’t yell or clench his fists so tightly, so The King waits with baited breath:

“You can go see him, if you really want, though he’ll probably be asleep. Door on the right when you get to the top. Don’t wake him up, and if you do, don’t let him move.”

He waits only for a moment, just long enough for Arthur to blink in shock that he’d been directly, and solely, addressed—something that hadn’t happened since yesterday’s “you don’t get to speak-”—before turning around and walking into the kitchen again. He shuts the door this time, despite the fact that it’s been propped open all day for ease of movement, and Arthur gets the feeling that his serv... that the physician won’t be leaving any time soon, and if he does, it won’t be through the hallway entrance.

He glances up the steps, but it takes him another moment or two before he stands up, twists his back out with a satisfying series of pops, and drags his aching body upstairs. The sudden fighting and desperate riding had ruined him in terms of pulled muscles, but the wood chopping had forced into existence aches and pains that Arthur had never, in the two decades since he’d first attempted to lift a sword, experienced before. It takes him an embarrassing length of time for him to reach the top and turn to the right, but when he does, the door Elyan lays behind—that he could see from the bottom of the stairs and had ignored, mistakenly assuming his brother would be hidden in some unseen chamber out of Arthur’s reach forever—almost mocks him with its plainness.

He doesn’t like the implication: that it isn’t important, that it hides nothing precious, like Elyan isn’t his brother in everything bar blood, though even then, will still share blood with his children, one day.

Gods, Gwen.

Arthur had barely spared her a thought in the last day or two, but his heart beats wild and fast for her as he stares—glares, really—at the harsh slab of wood in front of him, unlocked and within reach. Logically, he knows he would’ve been told if Elyan hadn’t.... survived, but equally illogically, before he opens the door and looks in, his brother could be dead or alive, either, or maybe both, and Gwen... sits on her throne at home, commanding the council and the guards and the staff as though she were born too-

[Arthur looks at her sometimes, all golden hard edges and dark softness, and thinks that perhaps she was born to, that she was always going to end up besides him, his equal, his partner, his whole heart. Though equally he knows that she panics still even now, in the privacy of their chambers, about whether she’d said the correct words, done the correct thing, thought the correct thoughts.]

-under the impression that her husband, brother, and friends, are almost reaching their destination, happy to be out in the woods once more. She doesn’t know that Elyan had almost died, that Leon had broken his hand, that Mordred had gashed his arm, that... that Merlin is alive and well and so very very angry. Arthur can’t conceive of ever lying to her; his wife knows his greatest doubts, his most horrifying night terrors—and his silliest dreams—his plans for the future, his regrets for the past, his everything. And yet. Would he tell her of this? Of Merlin, hidden away in the woods, hating him, hating their Kingdom? Of the secret Lancelot, the only person who had almost filled Merlin’s shoes for her when he’d first disappeared, had kept all these years? Of Mordred’s resentment? Of Percival’s teariness, and Gwaine’s confusion, and Leon’s quiet sadness?

He knows he’ll tell her; had it been anyone else, anyone else at all, he thinks he could manage an omissive lie—it’s not lying if he just never says anything either way—but even the thought of doing that deepens the pit in his stomach to heretical levels and he pushes the traitorous idea from his mind.

The King, though he feels like so much less out here surrounded by scorn and pity and nothing else, sighs, lifting a clammy hand to the doorknob. With a mutter consisting of something along the lines of “Oh for fuck’s sake, get on with it”, Arthur pushes through into the dark room, careful to remain quiet despite his rigid, clumsy muscles, and deep breathing. Before his eyes can even adjust, a coarse murmur reaches out to him from the darkness:

“I heard you coming up the stairs, wondered how long it would take you to come in, highness.-”

Arthur’s body relaxes all in one go, the relief at hearing Elyan’s voice, though exhausted and scratchy, almost enough to bring him to his knees. Before his joints buckle, Elyan clears his throat, groans quietly from the movement, and continues:

“-Do us a favour and crack the curtains. I’ll still be half convinced I’m dead and this is all some weird nightmare until I can see the sun.”

Arthur lets out a short huff of air in what could be construed as amusement as he spies a barely twitching lump on the bed through the darkness. He uses the light bleeding through—just barely—from downstairs to stumble his way to the curtains and open them. Half a foot of exposed windowpane floods the room with sun, and when Elyan groans again and turns his closed eyes away, unable to even lift his arm to cover his face, Arthur steps in front of him to block the glare.

“You want me to close them again? I can light some candles instead, if you like.”

“No, no, I’ll get used to it. At least I know I’m not hallucinating anymore.-”

Arthur huffs again, more joy bleeding into his face as he realises he is here, talking to Elyan, who is awake and breathing and joking and alive. He waits for his knight’s ever so slight nod of approval before abandoning his protective post and wandering over to stand by his side instead; Elyan twitches his hand in a way that Arthur correctly interprets to mean “sit down” and he does so, ever so gently, on the edge of the bed. Once again, Elyan speaks before The King can even string a single sentence together:

“-How’re you holding up?”

Arthur laughs for real this time, tipping his head back as he does so. It’s short and bitter, more of a fox’s bark than a laugh, and he grabs his brother’s hand to squeeze as he answers:

“Me? I should be asking you that.”

Elyan looks up at his with dark, bloodshot eyes, the bags below them more noticeable than any Arthur had ever seen. His lips are cracked and pale and his brow is sweaty and feverish, and yet he still looks better than Arthur feels; he still refuses to believe that Elyan isn’t mistaken in asking him his... state:

“The first time I woke up I laughed and stopped fighting, because I saw Merlin’s face over mine, looking so... different. The worry in his eyes was normal, but... he’d aged, matured, and in the worry there was anger too. I thought I was dead, and I gave up. I can only imagine how you’re feeling.”

Arthur frowns, able to focus on only one thing:

“Why would you think you were dead?”

Elyan turns away here, but before he does Arthur can see the dull spark of heavy shame in his eyes:

“I... maybe it was the coward’s way out but... I’d half convinced myself Merlin was dead. It was a... choice, and I trained myself into believing it. It was easier somehow to think that he wasn’t choosing to not come back. If Merlin was dead, and I was seeing him... I was dead too.”

Arthur sighs but nods in understanding. Elyan, despite clocking right away that Arthur looked like shit, had yet to show even a speck of pity, so Arthur will show him the same courtesy in not judging him; in all honesty, Arthur truly thinks he understands:

“I get it, I do. Why do you think I was so determined to believe he’d been taken forcibly for so long? I couldn’t cope with the fact that I’d driven him away, that it was my fault. It was... yeah. But I understand now, he has this place, his family, his... yeah.”

He’s not quite sure he can bring himself to say it yet, the M word but he needn’t: Elyan is turning back around again with a confused frown on his face:

“Family?”

Arthur’s jaw clenches but he doesn’t look away. With how protective Merlin had been, he’s unsurprised that he hadn’t allowed Freya to be in the same room as Elyan, and his... the child had left before the injured knight had even made it off the kitchen table:

“We’re in his home, a mile or so East of the border. He has a wife and a dog and a... there’s a child, too. Though he sent the child and dog away, to be safe elsewhere, I think. It’s a whole mess. You were near dead and he hated us so much he almost sent us away, he meant to, tried to, but Freya, his wife, told him to let us in, and Lancelot convinced him in the end. He’s barely even looked at us since, it’s clear he wants us gone as soon as possible.”

Elyan tears up at that, that Merlin had a whole family, and whole life, and had so desperately not wanted his friends to ever be a part of it:

“Why, though? I don’t-”

He interrupts himself with a cough but Arthur is quick to react, lifting his head with one gentle hand, and putting the cup from the side-table to his mouth with the other. Elyan drinks slowly, flushing slightly when Arthur smirks as he lovingly wipes the dribbled water from his chin:

“-thanks. I just don’t understand why. I’ve thought about the days previous to him leaving, the weeks previous, over and over and over, and nothing happened. Nothing. I don’t understand what could possibly have occurred to make him leave and never come back.”

Arthur gulps and looks away, but it only serves to make him look more guilty; he becomes even more impossibly grateful when the next words out of Elyan’s mouth aren’t “what did you do?” and are instead:

“What happened, Arthur? Did you figure it out? Did he tell you?”

There’s another gulp, another teary look, and another sigh before Arthur’s gaze falls to his lap, where his hands are still absent-mindedly playing with his brother’s calloused fingers:

“He’d been hiding Freya away in the woods for too long, and he got sick of it. And he... he has magic. A great deal of it, and he hates us all because... because we hated him first. We just didn’t know it.-”

There’s a long silence, and though Elyan’s eyes drift emptily to the ceiling, he looks less surprised than Arthur thinks he should. He finishes quietly, almost as though he thinks the words he says could fracture the disturbingly calm scene in front of him like a hammer taken to a frozen spider’s web:

“-He used it to heal you, when you were bleeding too much for him and Freya to stop.”

Elyan hums lowly, nodding his head barely half an inch, but it’s enough for Arthur to know that he’s heard him, understood him; the blonde knows perfectly well how intelligent his closest friends are, and he doesn’t deign to interrupt Elyan’s thoughts until the knight looks at him with a sigh on his lips:

“I thought that was a dream. Or... I don’t know what I thought, only what I felt. And it wasn’t... natural.”

He curls his lip, but it’s more in confusion and curiosity, not even touching the sides of disgust. Arthur can’t help but lean forward and ask, in a low voice as though he were afraid of anyone finding out he wanted to know:

“What was it like? His magic? To be healed by it, touched by it?”

Elyan’s eyes clear, just for a moment, and for that brief moment he seems calm and serene and truly happy. It disappears quickly, and he clenches his jaw and looks away:

“Soft, golden. I could just feel this... warmth, spread out, replacing the pain bit by bit. I had been so scared of falling asleep, knowing I would never wake up and see my sister again, but suddenly... sleeping wasn’t so terrifying anymore. It felt less like sleeping and more like... like... drifting. Like I was so comfortable that I was thinking less and less until I didn’t even realise I wasn’t thinking anymore. I... it was odd. I thought I was dying, logically, but at the same time I’d never felt more wonderful.-”

He looks back to Arthur, the embers of shame sparking again, and The King frowns:

“-I’d never hated magic, not before I came back to Camelot. In fact, Uther’s... laws... it was one of the reasons I first left. But then I came back, and things were better, but at the same time they were the same as they’d always been, and in some ways they’d even been worse, and I didn’t... I pushed it aside. And gradually I found myself being... scared of magic, hating it, in ways I’d never felt before. I’d been wary, sure, but more curious than wary, and more impressed than curious. Camelot is... I love it, truly, but it’s toxic. It’s like there’s something in the air that makes all logic go out the window when it comes to magic, makes you frightful and hateful when there’s no reason to be. Merlin’s magic... it... it wasn’t painful, it wasn’t scary, and it reminded me of who I was before. How could I have grown to hate something so... so... so Merlin? Gods, no wonder he stopped coming over for dinner. No wonder he never came back.-”

Arthur sits captivated, unable to look away but feeling equally unable to look Elyan in the eyes. His mind spins and spins as he considers a million possibilities; how many in his Kingdom hadn’t believed his father’s say-so? How many had been stronger than him? For years?

Elyan and Gwen are family, the closest pair of siblings he’d ever come across, they share everything. Did Gwen believe the same? Was she sitting on her Throne unable to Rule the way she saw fit, the way she knows is right? Because of Arthur? Did she have nightmares of her father on a pyre still, whilst Arthur slept soundly besides her in their shared bed? A pyre that apparently wouldn’t have been earned even if he had been guilty of magic?

His thoughts continue to spiral, chasing shadows of everyone he’d ever conversed with through his mind as though he’d be able to ask them their beliefs, but Elyan quirks his eyebrow, ever so slightly, and sighs again before continuing softly:

“-Don’t do that to yourself, Arthur. You couldn’t of known. No one could. Maybe I wasn’t anti-magic, but I also didn’t grow up under Uther, training to be a knight. I can’t imagine there was much escape from the vitriol in the castle.”

Arthur’s face cracks slightly:

“Yeah, but still, I-”

“Arthur, you were a child then, there was nothing you could do, but you’re an adult now. Don’t wallow, just fix it. We’ll have your back... always.”

He starts off powerfully, or as powerfully as he can with his energy as low as it is, but he wains quickly. His voice goes soft and his eyes droop, and when he squeezes Arthur’s hand, the King can feel the tremor in his fingers and see the fear creeping into his eyes; he pushes aside his childish need for reassurance and instead smiles softly and nods:

“Thank you, Elyan. Get some sleep, you’re exhausted still and Merlin and Freya will kill me if they find out I stressed you too much. Sleep.”

When Elyan’s grip finally loosens and his eyelids fully droop, Arthur stands carefully, tucking his brother’s hand back by his side before he draws the curtains again, quietly as he can, and leaves the room. He stands in the corridor for a moment, staring once again at the shut door; his heart beats a lot slower this time, and though he’s still aware of the thud thud thud against his ribcage, it no longer makes him feel nauseous. He takes a deep breath, the anxiety swirling in his stomach as if he were only seconds from the telling the council he plans on legalising magic. He knows logically he has a few weeks; to plan, to research, to bring people on side quietly. But it’s still a terrifying endeavour, and unlike all previous terrifying endeavours, he has no guarantee, not even the smallest chance, that Merlin will be besides him.

His thoughts are interrupted as he glances down the stairs, to where he can just about see the front door. He doesn’t move, not when he hears a muffled exclamation of exasperation from Freya, and not when he hears a muffled whoosh of air. His eyebrows twitch inwards slightly and he cautiously takes the first two steps down, halting when the front door crashes inwards, swinging shut after Merlin rushes into the hall, red with anger and blurred with speed. He moves to the end of the hallway, out of Arthur’s sight, and before The King’s second thought of “I should stay out of his way” kicks in, his first thought of “What’s wrong?!” drives him quickly down the rest of the stairs.

Before Arthur even has time to turn around, a pair of strong hands grab his shoulders, spin him, and slam his back into the wall by the bottom step. His wide eyes meet Merlin’s furious stare as he catches his breath, but the former servant just pushes him further into the wall as he growls lowly:

“I swear to any God you may perhaps believe in, Arthur, if you even think about laying a single finger on him, not your armour, not your army, not your big stone walls, will stop me from burning your Kingdom to the ground with you trapped right in the middle, under the rubble and choking on the smoke of a thousand pyres.-”

All Arthur can do is nod despite his confusion, even as Leon bursts through the door not even two feet to his left, obviously having come running at the slamming and cursing and yelling. Merlin pays the other knight no mind, and the three of them remain stock still for another moment or five, until there’s another whoosh from outside and the Warlock seems to remember himself. He drops Arthur to the floor and takes a step back, dropping his face to his hands and seemingly losing all his energy in one fell swoop:

“-Oh, in the name of the Gods let’s get this over with.-”

He looks up with a wry smile and gestures towards the door, glancing at both of them:

“-After you.”

The two knights glance at each other, trying to ignore the sudden thought of “He’s finally decided to kill us and that’s why Freya seemingly left; she didn’t approve.” that flashes through their minds as they make their way into the front garden.

The day had moved into late afternoon whilst the knights had been absent-mindedly occupied; the sun hangs low in the clear sky, blinding them through the trees, and though there’s a biting chill to the wind, the brightness gives a momentary illusion of summer. When they lower their hands, blinking in the orange light, they’re met with a softly grinning Freya, a perfectly poised (to attack?) dog, and a curiously fidgeting child staring at them.

They recognise him as the boy from before, and all of a sudden Merlin’s threat makes sense.

END of Part 3!!

Things will get cuter and better in the next (and hopefully last) part!! I promise!! When he has a son who is too curious for his own good and wants to make friends with everyone (I wonder where he get’s it from), Merlin doesn’t really have any choice but to start getting along with anyone.

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sonofarathorns · 24 days

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more reading lotr for the first time thoughts!

• you know it’s a great character when you literally just met them and you already like them, and that is how i feel about glorfindel. we already know he’s awesome from the get go, because he puts frodo on his horse and becomes a complete badass helping strider fight the black riders, and i just love tolkien elves okay??

• another book frodo appreciation bullet point!!! “by elbereth and luthien the fair, you shall have neither the ring nor me!” my guy!!! i just love book frodo so much, and this is coming from someone who has loved the movies since i was 11.

• please!!!!!!! aragorn and bilbo friendship?!?!?! this is the best thing i’ve ever read!

• elladan and elrohir mention! i know them from fics!!!

• lindir!!!! 😍😍😍

• oh man, i am loving this third person limited perspective. we only know what frodo knows, and that’s so crazy! for example, he sees aragorn and arwen talking, but that was just a fleeting moment. (i know this changes later, based on what i’ve heard about the books, but it’s still so fun to get the story just through frodo’s eyes right now, because - i don’t know if you’ve gathered this by now - i love him!

• a moment of appreciation for tolkien’s descriptions of, well, everything. right now i’m referring to the settings, specifically the depiction of the sunrise on the morning of the council of elrond, which is the chapter i am starting right now. but really, all of the descriptive language used by tolkien so far has given me exactly the vibe i wanted/expected going into reading the books.

whether it’s a cozy scene or a scene where you’re supposed to feel wary or on-edge, we get to feel that for ourselves, without being told in so many words what to feel, because we see what’s happening because it’s just so! descriptive!

and i know some people say it’s a slow read or that tolkien just goes on and on about trees, but for me, a visual reader/learner, it’s really helpful in setting the scene.

• i am having so much fun with this it’s unreal. on one hand, im mad at myself for not having read the books sooner, so i could make my own version of a character in my head etc., but on the other hand, im glad im doing it now and that i have the foresight to document my thoughts reading them for the first time.

there are so many books i would love a second chance to read for the first time, and i know lord of the rings is a big one for a lot of people. so im just savoring the experience as much as i can! 🥹

if you have any thoughts about the books, feel free to message me and we can nerd out together <333

#reading lotr for the first time #lotr #lord of the rings #reading #what i’m reading #currently reading

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yutopia-eleftheria · 4 months

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Favorite Pokémon Trainer of Each Type Meme

When I went looking for some Pokémon Memes, I always find stuff like "Favorite Pokémon of Each Type", but never "Favorite Pokémon TRAINER of Each Type", so I decided to change one and turn it into that because trainers also deserves to shine

(And I think we all have a favorite Pokémon Trainer of a certain type, don't we ?)

Normal : Larry Okuba

I can't really explain why but I like this guy. He is so formal yet so funny at the same time.

Shoothout to Aloé Lenora, because she is highly underrated and I almost put her in here.

Other trainers ranked :

2. Aloé Lenora

3. Althéo Ilima

4. Tcheren

5. Norman Mitsuko Senri

6. Blanche Whitney

Grass : Barbara Mallow

I found her to be so cute and kind. Even though she is a Trial Captain, she is still a Trainer after all, so she counts ! ♥

Other trainers ranked :

2. Érika

3. Rachid Cilan Cress

4. Flo Gardenia

5. Colza Brassius

6. Percy Milo

7. Amaro Ramos

Fire : Meloco Braseco

She is way too badass ! Her entire design is *chef's kiss* ♥ Honestly though there are a lot of cool Fire Type Trainers so it was really hard to choose. I'm sorry Kabu :,(

Other trainers ranked :

2. Kabu Arwen

3. Adriane Flannery

4. Malva Pachira

5. Rubépin Crispin

6. Armando Cilan Cress

7. Kiawe

8. Max Archie

9. Adrien Flint

10. Auguste Blaine

Water : Marc Wallace

This man is too sassy for us not gonna lie xD !

2. Donna Nessa

3. Narcisse Siebold

4. Marlon Amana

5. Noa Cilan Cress

6. Ondine Misty

7. Arthur Maxie

8. Néphie Lana

9. Juan Adan

10. Lovis Wake

11. Kombu Marisco

Electric : Inézia Elesa

She is such a wonderful woman. I pretty much immeditely fell in love with her. One of my Waifus not gonna lie ♥

Other trainers ranked :

2. Mashynn Iono

3. Tanguy Volkner

4. Lem Bonnie Clemont

5. Chris Sophocles

6. Voltère Watson

7. Major Bob

Bug : Éra Katy

All the Bug Type Trainers are pretty much in the same Tier for me, but I still like Éra slightly more than the others.

Other trainers ranked :

2. Aaron Ryo

3. Hector Bugsy

4. Artie Burgh

5. Violette Panji

6. Guzma

Flying : Alizée Winona

In all honesty, I love all of the Flying type Trainers. They're all so cool in my opinion and it was one of the hardest choices to make.

Other trainers ranked :

2. Carolina Skyla

3. Albert Falkner

4. Kahili

5. Larry Okuba (Elite 4 Alternate Team)

Fighting : Élige Dendra

Mah gurl alright ! I love Élige with all my heart ! ♥ I wish I could have had a Sports teacher like her OMG ♥ Also Girl supremacy among Fighting type trainers ! ♀♥♀

2. Faïza Bea

3. Cornélia Korrina

4. Nèflie Éri

5. Mustar Honey

6. Bastien Brawly

7. Mélina May-Lin

8. Aldo Bruno

9. Pectorius Hala

10. Kunz Marshal

11. Chuck Shijima

Ground : Cayenn Rika

I'm pretty "meh" about the Ground type trainers, but Cayenn : That's my Elite 4 ! My Ground type gal ! I love her with all of my heart ! ♥

Other trainers ranked :

2. Paulie Hapu

3. Bertha Terry

4. Giovanni Sakaki

5. Bardane Clay

Rock : Alyxia Olivia

It was a hard choice because Roxanne was up there too. They are definitely the best Rock type Trainer Girls out there ♥

Other trainers ranked :

2. Roxanne Tsutsuji

3. Thaïm Rytima

4. Chaz Gordie

5. Lino Grant

6. Pierrick Roark

7. Pierre Brock

Ice : Olga Lorelei

As much as I love Zhu, Lona, or even Grusha and Sina...and Glacia OMG they're so many !!!... Anyways... the OG Ice Type Trainer that is Olga Lorelei will always hold a special place in my heart, especially with her Let's Go redesign ♥

Other trainers ranked :

2. Zhu Brycen

3. Sina

4. Lona Gordie Melony

5. Grusha Nievecima

6. Glacia Prim

7. Gladys Candice

8. Garrett Gaeric

9. Urup Wulfric

10. Frédo Pryce

11. Lilien Zinzolin

Poison : Ério Atticus

If only Mimosa Miriam was a Poison Type as I thought she was at first, she would have absolutely DOMINATED them ! But no she doesn't have a specific type lol. Most of them are ninjas and are therefore pretty cool, but I have to choose Ério because : Handsome guy behinf the mask ♥

Other trainers ranked :

2. Sophora Klara

3. Strykna Roxie

4. Jeannine Kyô Anzu

5. Koga Kyô Anzu

Psychic : Morgane Sabrina

The very first Psychic Type Trainer and Gym Leader is the best one ! She has an amazing backstory and design ! (Except for HeartGold and SoulSilver because they destroyed her...) She is still the best nonetheless !

Other trainers ranked :

2. Saturnin Avery

3. Tully Labiosa

4. Clément Will

5. Lucio Goyô

6. Percila Caitlin

7. Lévy & Tatia

8. Astéra Olympia

9. Dexio

10. Saubohne Faba

11. Travis Bede (before becoming a Gym Leader)

Ghost : Alistair

I mean who doesn't like this little boy ? He is so cute and yet can be so terrifying at the same time. By far one of the best Ghost Type Trainers ever made !

Other trainers ranked :

2. Mortimer Matsuba

3. Spectra Phoebe

4. Laïm Rytima

5. Margie Acerola

6. Kiméra Fantina

7. Anis Shauntal

8. Agatha Kikuko

Dragon : Amaryllis Zinnia

Everything in her is pure awesomness ! From her design to her purpose and her destiny, she is just too incredible ! Note that Iris was still close to her as she has one of the best glow-ups in the entire franchise.

Other trainers ranked :

2. Iris Landon

3. Peter Lance

4. Sandra Clair

5. Roy Raihan

6. Hassa Girasol

7. Dracéna

8. Solane Ryuki

9. Watson Drayden

10. Irido Drayton

11. Drake Aragon

Steel : Shehroz Peony Rose

I think you pretty much know it at this point. He is my favourite character in Galar and one of my absolute favorite characters of the franchise ! I don't care what people say, this is my opinion and I'll stick by it.

Other trainers ranked :

2. Pierre Rochard

3. Nikolaï Akuroma

4. Jasmine Mikan

5. Dhilan Peony Rose

6. Popi Llavesol

7. Nérine Amarys

8. Thyméo Wilkström

9. Charles Byron Roark

10. Molène Mullain

Dark : Rosemary Piers

Our punk girl that turns out to be an absolute cinnamon roll is in this OMG ! Not gonna lie this runs in the family : her brother Peterson is also insanely cool. But some people managed to made their way in between them...

Other trainers ranked :

2. Pieris Grimsley

3. Marion Karen

4. Peterson Piers

5. Giacomo Brôme

6. Damien Sidney

7. Dahn Nanu

Fairy : Valériane

Fairy type happens to be the most recent type added (*kof kof* DLC *kof kof* ?...) But when you come to think about it, it's been already 10 years since X & Y came out and since Fairy was first introduced ! Time flies ! And to this day, I still think that our very first Fairy Type Trainer, Johtonian now Kalosian as well, Valériane, is still on the spotlight.

Other trainers ranked :

2. Taro Lacey Elesa

3. Oléa Mine

4. Travis "Tracie" Bede

5. Sally Opal (when young she is easily above both Travis and Oléa)

6. Ortiga Mejadoha

What about you people ? Who is your favorite trainer for each type ? Let me know ; I'm curious.

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is-actually-an-emo-hobbit · 9 months

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the fellowship's go to music artists based off my taste

frodo - the cranberries

The cranberries has this peaceful yet tortured sound that just. gives me so much frodo vibes, especially promises

sam - death cab for cutie

this just... this just makes sense, doesn't it?

merry - imagine dragons

merry gives me very much an electro synth rock vibe, which is why imagine dragons

pippin - paramore

...he would blast this. don't tell me he wouldn't.

Aragorn - hozier

I feel like I don't need to justify this one.

Arwen - evanescence

for some reason all of their songs always remind me of Arwen, and it may just be because one of their album covers looks like her

boromir - Jon bellion

mainly iRobot gives me boromir vibes

legolas - fall out boy

when I see him, I think of hold me like a grudge. and don't tell me that their early stuff doesn't remind you of hobbit legolas, I mean come on.

gimli - Nirvana

the grungy angry vibes from this just *chef's kiss*

gandalf - Kate bush

it's just weird and epic enough for him

eowyn - florence + the machine

florence + the machine is precisely the soundtrack for a badass heroine like eowyn, she would blast this while at the gym (lifting more than her brother, lbh)

eomer - Iron Maiden

while his sister is more indie, he is a rock JUNKIE. Iron Maiden is his ride or die (lol)

Faramir - conan gray

daddy issues.

I'm tired and don't feel the need to justify everything

#lotr #the fellowship of the ring #gandalf #frodo baggins #sam gamgee #pippin took #merry brandybuck #aragorn #boromir #gimli son of gloin #legolas greenleaf #arwen undomiel #eowyn of rohan #eomer #faramir

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