#bpd probz

[bunniibpd]

if i was skinny i would never complain again :/

#bpd #bpd blog #depressing memes #bpd meme #bpd memes #relatable memes #bpd life #tw ed #tw ed vent #tw ed relapse #e@tingdisorder #not pr0 4na #disordered eating thoughts #tw intrusive thoughts #tw self destructive behavior #ed vent #body disphoria #bpd problems #ed probz #ed twt #ed relapse #tw vent #4na tw #tw ana thoughts #actually borderline #actually bpd

[fvneral-m00n]

Im fslling over alot to the point my partner shadows me when i go places even around the house cuz i keep denying food and forgetting water and i fall and it hurts cuz i don't have time to out my arms out i faint face plant

#ed #lgbt #mental health #bpd #bpdthings #trans #ftm #borderline personality disorder #ana #ana probz #malnourished #emaciated

[bpdirl]

🎶If you have irrational reactions to normal social interactions your brain perceives as rejection clap your hands 👏👏🎶

#I am having such a bad day with this guys you have no idea #bpd irl #bpd #bpd stuff #rejection sensitivity #social anxiety #bpd probz #mental illness #mental disorder #mental breakdown #mental instability #text post vent #clap your hands #insecutiry #insecure #self conscious

[couldbethebpd]

Man it really is possible that I have no concept of how to behave in public.

#bpd text #bpd text post #bpd probz #bpd problems #bpd symptoms #bpd behavior #bpd thoughts #bpd life #could be bpd #borderline feels #borderline traits #borderline personality disorder #borderline personality traits #actually borderline

[theborderlinesworld]

Why do people leave me on read then be active later on without replying? Do you know what the fuck that does to me. I guess you'll never know but let me tell you something, it makes me want to crawl out of my skin and burn it. In these moments all I crave is pure deep pain to distract my insanely barbed wire mind. TF DON'T PEOPLE GET. ESPECIALLY WHEN YOU KNOW I HAVE FUCKING ABANDONMENT ISSUES. COMMUNICATION, you fucking arsehole that's all I ask for. I GUESS YOU'D HAVE REPLIED IF I'D HAVE ASKED IF YOU WANTED MA PUSSY TONIGHT SMFH.

#random rant #bpd problems #bpd probz #bpd blog #bpd mood #bpd sucks #bpd thoughts #bpd vent

[bpdtraits]

i hate being so emotional, i literally cry at everything this can't be taken serious anymore fml

#bpdtraits #actuallybpd #actuallyborderline #bpd problems #borderline personality disorder #bpd stuff #bpd tag #bpd #bpd feels #actuallymentallyill #bpd blog #bpd probz #bpd things

[theonewholovestoomuch]

I keep replaying my mistakes in my head

My rage blackouts

My failed relationships

The things people have said about me

The worst feelings I've ever had and why I had them.

My darkest moments

When I felt abandoned and worthless

I wake up in the middle of the night thinking these things

It hurts

#bpd sucks #bpd #bpd stuff #bpd life #bpd thoughts #bpd vent #bpd problems #bpd probz

[smallinnocentthing]

My FP is moving to a different apartment. In his old apartment, he only had male roommates. He’s a straight guy so that obviously made me feel more secure. But now, he’ll have girl roommates too. I haven’t even met them BUT I ALREADY HATE THEM. My heart is filled with jealousy and rage and HE THINKS I’M JUST JOKING.

#actuallyborderline #actuallybpd #bpd problems #bpd probz #borderline personality disorder #fp #favorite person #fp talks #actuallydpd #actuallydependent #yandere #needy #psycho love #yandere thoughts #yandere vent #yanderecore #yancore #yandere text

[learningtofeelagain0926]

Self image.

It’s an issue I’ve always had. Almost extreme and doesn’t help when you have an intense disorder to go with it. You know about it, in fact, you’ve made it worse. By going behind my back all these years together and chasing someone else because you just love the chase. I’ve been understanding and patient with you. But you said last year, 

“I don’t love you anymore because you haven’t taken care of yourself and you’re gaining weight. I’m not attracted to you and never was.”

Those words cut so deep. I’ve never been more hurt by you. Even worse than you talking to other women... and you know that. Fast foward to the present, we’re past it. I thought we have gotten a lot better, but you’re still the same selfish and surperficial person. 

When I bring up you consistently looking for other women and their approval. When I bring up how I look nothing like those women you’re constantly talking to or even maturbating to. When I bring up how insecure I feel... you roll your eyes. 

You don’t understand the pain you’re putting me through. You don’t see that I am hurting... bad. Maybe i’m being irrational, but I know my emotions are valid. I’m hurt. I’m not enough. I’m afraid you’re gonna leave all for the stupid reason of not looking good enough for you. Just give me a break. Please help me feel like I actually am enough...

#bpd feels #bpd problems #borderline personality disorder #bpd things #bpd blog #bpd probz

[fizzgig]

mentally ill on main

#screeches #actuallyborderline #bpd thoughts #bpd probz #tbpdfw #bpdconcept #bio

[idontwannabejenny]

Her

Is she thinner than me? Smarter, more interesting, prettier? Does shd talks about the galaxy, aliens and cosmic dust? Quantum physics, dark matter and worm wholes?

What made you fall for her?

Is she great in bed?

Does she makes you feel safer than I do?

Does she kneel before you like I do?

What makes her better?

Does she sleeps with her feet behind your knees and jumps silently out of the bed to make you brunch before you wake up?

Don't you like the way I scream in horror movies anymore?

Don't you like the smell of my shampoo mixed with cigarettes in the evening while we watched the sun set?

What do you think when you see my face and what do you remember about me?

Why am I not whorty of your attention?

Do I taste bitter?

Is she sweeter?

Is her skin softer, smother?

Just tell me

Why her and not me?

#bpd #borderline personality disorder #borderline #borderline personalities #mental illness #mental health #bpd problems #bpd probz #mental disorder #mental disease #transtorno de personalidade borderline #suicidal #transtorno borderline #depression #actually borderline #suicide #self harn #limitrofe #self mutalition #depressive #doença mental #self mutilator #transtorno de personalidade #bpd feels #borderline personality awareness month #anxious #body mutilation #depressing quotes #pills #her

[halyconlilt881696]

BPD

Does BPD have a symptom of feeling like you're trapped in your own body or nothing feels real?

#being borderline #borderline problems #actually borderline #borderline personality disorder #borderline things #bipolar disorder #bipolor #personal #bpd probz #ed probz #mentally ill #mental disorder #mental health

[se-la]

Someone: I’m dying of cancer

Me: damn

Me: soo... you have that $2 I lent you or

#hfsgdmf #just empathy probs #bpd #actuallyborderline #bpd problems #bpd probz

[cosmicindigoprincess-blog]

June 13th, 2019

It's been a long time coming but I'm back on this Tumblr and I am better than ever. Struggling with Borderline Personality Disirder and anxiety has taught me a lot about myself and the relationships around me. Watching life coaching videos on Youtube has actually helped me tremendously.

Now I have time and motivation to do the things I love. Including my work! And writing. I have a website for my publishings now. It is

http://chrysalisaurora.site.live

Go give it a look-see and tell me what you think!

Anyways I am very very happy and I just wanted to document that here.

Thanks for the read, lovelies!

Xoxoxoxo

#bpd probz #actually bpd #bpd #bpd problems #nature blog #travel blogger #travel blog #blogger #blog post

[bpdtraits]

the urges to harm myself keep getting back to me like waves

#bpdtraits #actuallybpd #actuallyborderline #bpd problems #borderline personality disorder #bpd stuff #bpd tag #bpd #bpd feels #actuallymentallyill #bpd blog #bpd probz #bpd things #depression #depressing thoughts #tw selfharm #trigger warning #depressive #actually bpd #emotionally unstable personality disorder

[oversensitivebrat]

#fp tag #favorite person #bpd #bpd tag #bpd things #bpd problems #bpd probz #actually mentally ill #actually bpd #actually borderline #actually neurodivergent #borderline personality disorder #clingy #borderline #fp #favourite person