#im depressed rn

[paradubolical]

trying 2 romanticize not doing my homework and eating these poptarts I found in a bush instead

#y2k aesthetic #y2kcore #2000s #2000s nostalgia #aesthetic #depressing shit #depressioncore #as in #im depressed rn #my photos #photography #pinterest #chemistry #chem hw

[crimsonrosee]

hey, saw ur post abt the tag thing. try toggling ur blog visibility on and off, that usually works for me

I tried it but apparently nothing is working anything for me.

#im depressed rn #i spent sm time & its not uploading #emma replies

[sillybillygirlinher20s]

🙁

#i hate drugs but i love drugs i may have damaged my liver #and now my skin looks like shit and my stomach hurts #and my brains also kinda fried #and also it made problems with #and also have problems w going to the bathroom #like both no.1 and 2 like sometimes its so annoying #and i cant imagine life without it like i dont even take much a lot #but like #i need them #like if i had to go cold turkey id kms #im depressed rn #:( #ill try celery juice bc ppl say it helps ur skin and stomach and liver #so maybe it will combat all the longterm effects a bit #like genuinely why if im w friends and were talking about drugs #i tell them to never try opiods #bc its too good like i dont even have an addictive gene rly #and i take them literally 1-2 times a week but theyre so good like #i cant imagine ever stopping #even if there was a way to completely eliminate migraines #i still would want them #like id keep the migraines to keep taking them

[girlyteengirl16]

i get so depressed when people tell me about their accomplishments and my only accomplishment is getting through each day without killing myself

#pls help me i’m not okay #idk how to feel #my tummy hurts rn #mentally unstable #trauma #i wanna kms #tw depressing stuff #i want to be okay #how to be successful #i want to be rich and happy #tw depressing thoughts #mental abuse #mentally tired #relateable #im sad and tired

[dogposts]

i am going through it. i will probably be inactive for a while.

edit: cannot thank you guys enough for the replies/anons thank you so much

#i dont want to get too personal but im just really fucking depressed rn. #sorry. #personal #not a dog

[crustyfloor]

Ivan doesn't see Till either. Ivan doesn't see the way Till is loving him, in his own way, because he's fixated on the version of another ideal vision of love. Ivan didn't see the things Till did to keep him close when they were children. Ivan sees things for the surface level, Ivan sees Till for what he can give Ivan without giving Ivan a sign to look deeper. As blind as Till was to Ivan, Ivan was just as blind to Till in his own right

#alien stage #alnst till #alnst ivan #ivantill #alien stage till #alien stage ivan #sorry depression is making me see the worst in every thing right now im really sorry #Let me cook let me cook I’m trying I’m trying rn please please please

[spacephobos]

I've got so much I want to say about Polite Society. But I refuse to post anything too spoilery yet.

So one thing I will say is the way Lena's depression and mental health is written is incredible. So often when men write women with mental health issues they write this sort of "prettily struggling" womsn in a spiral.

(this infamous queens gambit scene comes to mind)

They're never allowed to actually be ugly or gross or even not have their hair and makeup be perfect.

Like beth here is in a pretty frilly top shes reclining in an uncomfortable fashion. Her makeup looks perfect and he cardigan is prettily draped over her shoulders. She's meant to be attractive. Her sadness is almost fetishised.

but then Lena looks like this

Whereas Lena's a WRECK. It's considered an achievement she showered. AND shes proud of herself for that small acomplishment. Shes angry. She destroys her work. She's dressed in sweats and pyjamas with either no makeup (if i remember correctly) or makeup that looks like it's been on for days. There's a scene where shes wandering aimlessly and just buys a duck to eat. And she does not eat it daintily or prettily (and no its not a chicken ppl seem to be confused).

I love that she spends all the first act in hoodies and pajamas looking like shes not washed in 3 days. It's just so good to see a woman direct another woman with depression. There's so much to be said about the male gaze and how it even impacts the portrayal of women going through crisis. The removal of that lens has created what I will argue is the most authentic experience of depression in a woman I've maybe ever seen. I literally cannot think of another time I've seen that.

Anyways Nida Manzoor I love you.

#Theres sooo much in general I want to say about this movie #This is just one of many things I love #womems emotions on screen rarely feel authentic #polite society #media commentary #nida manzoor #writing this bc im currently in a depressive episode and look like lena rn lmao #thinking of like 9 more points to say but cant be bothered to write them #might add more later

[izzypaw]

silly

#hi this doodle post is an excuse for me to monologue in the tags #ive been making a lot of quick posts for the sake of daily posts on instagram and at first i liked how much art i was making but now i wish #i could slow down and expirememnt more.??? i also miss drawing mother3.so bad but i literally cant make good mother3 art unless im VIOLENTLY #depressed so idk what ti d o... i want to draw i want to havr fun making drawing i want to draw The Character btu im not at my lowest point #alsoo feeling a bit of a weird disconnect between myself and my art style rn.. like it doesnt match my personality if that makes sende😭 #my art is so cute and im The Devil #anyway if u read all that thx i just wanted to say all this shit somehwere

[ave-immaculata]

okay girlies do we have any advice on pmdd beyond birth control or therapy?

#like. the difference is staggering #i feel like a completely different person #and im already in therapy and would really like to avoid the pill 😔 #like rn I am confident and feel super capable of juggling a bunch of objectively stressful things #I'm happy with life and work and chores and faith #and then when the monster comes im a wreck of ideation anxiety and depression #i feel like i reset to 10 years ago

[beeksyurr]

JJK MEMES GOING AT IT AGAIN 😍🙏

#KINDA SUCKS ASS BUT IDC (I do care im just super fresking tired) #WHAT IS FRESKING I MEANT FREAKING #I say freak ironically chat #genuinely tweaking rn bc why DOES DEPRESSED SUGU STILL LOOK FIT??? LIKE LET ME SUCK U OFF BAE I CAN MAKE U HAPPY AGAIN 🫣 #i need to be put down #gojo satoru #gojo #gojo jjk #geto #geto jjk #geto suguru #nanami kento #jjk nanami #nanami #ryomen sukuna #sukuna #sukuna jjk #jogo jjk #todo jjk #yuji itadori #yuji jjk #yuji #megumi fushiguro #megumi #megumi jjk #inumaki toge #toge #jjk inumaki #inumaki #choso kamo

[kyuuppi]

⚠️tw: depression themes; vaguely su*c*dal

I feel like if your depression is particularly bad one day and you tell Wanderer you want to "disappear" he'll be the one to understand your feelings better than anyone else. He doesn't try to change your mind or convince you otherwise, he simply sits down with you, holding you so rightly in his arms you wonder if he's doing to ground you or himself, and whispers, "if you disappear, I'll disappear with you."

#hello i swear im not this mentally ill rn #LOL #just obsessed with hurt/comfort wanderer #wanderer x reader #Scaramouche x reader #kunikuzushi x reader #genshin x reader #genshin scenario #tw depression

[hecksupremechips]

Come back home when you have some sense

You can throw your life away just not at my expense

You’re not the son I raised

#jhariah #this one just rawrrfrrr #and then uh another line thats like ‘tell me did you raise a man?’ #nice #im just listening to the new album to cope with nasty sickness and feeling out of it #god this album is really good it has every emotion in there like this song for example just the part where they scream the chorus its like #hnnnghhh #hm some other moments from the album im liking a lot uhhh i love re: concerns a lot #the part where hes like reading off the complaints and then the part where hes just screaming and its like BAM BAM BAM BAAAM #sasuke is so good and the bit at the end where its like ‘i just want you to know im so so...’ #like hes gonna say sorry but cant seem to say the word for whatever reason and i know nothing about sasuke #but i has to imagine the fan girlies are eating gravel over that one lol it gets me #and theres just that like spooky echoing afterwards #the intro to fire4fun goes SOOOOOOOO hard i was losing my shit its awesome #the entirety of trust ceremony is giving me big feelings but specifically that part towards the end where its all quiet and you hear #its like whistling i think? like a marching band is coming in maybe #but it also kinda sounds like nature too and idk i like got a little bit um magical at that part cuz i was driving down a big hill #and it had been raining but there was a clearing in the clouds and the sun was bright and like at this particular hill #you can just see everything like the land stretches for miles theres trees hills the river farms all that shit #and idk with the extreme stress and depression ive been feeling its hard to have these moments where life seems worth it #and its hard to really feel anything anymore or to feel in the moment but idk i was just going down that hill seeing everything and it was #very majestic so yeah that song is definitely gonna have the same effect as pin eye for me #which i must mention pin eye again its still OOOOGHH very good it came at a pretty good time for me #yeah basically this album is uhhhh whats keeping me somewhat grounded rn i recommend 👍

[livsmessydoodles]

how it should have gone

#i literally finished drawing this comic THREE MINUTES before the drop #mourning what it could have been #byler nation ik youre all sad and depressed rn so im not gonna let u down ill provide comfort #we deserve it #if the duffers dont got us I GOT US!!!!! #byler #stranger things art #stranger things #stranger things spoilers #stranger things 4 #stranger things 4 spoilers #st4 #mike wheeler #will byers #mike wheeler is not straight #mike wheeler x will byers #will byers x mike wheeler #mike x will #will x mike #finn wolfhard #noah schnapp #livsmessydoodlez #livsmessydoodles

[cheerclaw]

i was thinking abt same face syndrome bc for the longest time i thought my art looked all the same

#also sorry for anyone who commissioned me and didn't get ur comms. im kinda depressed rn but im probably getting everything done tomorrow #warrior cats #wc ocs #wc #the broken ties #wildmane prophecy #oc.houndstrike #oc.monday #oc.berry #oc.wildmane #what yall think? did i improve? idk

[petrichor-moss-and-lightning]

you think about killing yourself. you think about going to bed at a reasonable time. you do neither of these things.

instead, you resign yourself to staring at the cracks in the ceiling—tell yourself that tomorrow will fix it. that a mouth to the underside of your jaw will fix it. that ginger shots or yoga or taking three deep breaths or patching the goddamned cracks in the ceiling will fix it. you've been trying to fix it—this gasping, hollowing sensation in the gore of your chest—since you were fifteen and bitter and lurching into traffic / into lovers you couldn't love back / into any scrap of warmth that would have you.

you take three deep breaths. you watch the ceiling. you let time pass through you like a knife.

#warm up #poetry #tw suicide #tw sui ideation #im fine rn dw! these are some memories + thought from when i was a teenager #I mean. I’m still suicidal and depressed but who isn’t tbh #words words words #mental health #mental health poetry #cw sui ideation #poems #mental health poems #mental health quotes #depression poetry #depression poems #tw body horror #my words #my poetry #my poems #unloving the knife #tw: suicide #suicide tw #knife tw

[jazztag]

Prompt #40

Villain being highly depressed after a traumatic event. He struggles to get out of bed, eat, shower, and even getting outside the hideout is difficult for him.

Hero notices when Villain starts to appear less and less often, leaving mid battle because "I don't really care that much afterall", and "What difference will I make".

So Hero starts letting him win from time to time, promising next time he will succeed. He encourages villain to fight and secretly watches over him to make sure it doesn't get much worse.

#writing prompt #whump #prompt #whump prompt #hero x villain #promptfactory #villain x hero #whump scenario #im v depressed rn haha