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heartstopper26 · 2 years

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Some nights I stay awake starring at the ceiling wondering why I ruin everything and feel like I'm not supposed to be here.

#heartstopper #alice oseman #nick nelson #charlie spring #books #graphic novel #netflix #book scenes #spotify #baby queen #mental healfth stuff #mental problems #menta health issue #menatl illness #menatl health #bad mental health #mental health #sh #su

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fuckyou-2r · 1 year

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Being born broken & not being able to be fully happy because you ruin everything with being depressed.

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#broken #depressing life #unkown #happy #poem #sadbeautifultragic #sad truth #distraught #frustrated #mentally fucked #mentally unstable #menatl illness #mentally tired #mental health

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mavywvy · 2 years

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I hate when people ask "do you want to be sick?"

YES..

If being sick is the only way ill get the help that 12 year old me was asking for then yes.... without a doubt

#tw ed relapse #eating disoder #tw ed vent #tw 3d #menatl illness #mental disorder

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orphichickey · 2 years

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how the fuck people nowadays are so mean?

i mean whenever you tell someone that you have some issues with your "so called dumb mind" (actually their line) and that it making your life more fucked up than it already is it means that you're basically talking shit bc to them it's really a mere thing, right???

bro you don't FUCKIN know what's wrong here that how the damn person standing in front of you is even surviving and taking your shit

IF Y'ALL CAN'T BE OF ANY HELP ATLEAST DON'T BE MEAN OKAYYY

and now those who say that if they won't understand you there's no point in telling all these to them you're just being an attention seeker

-okay so fuck you!!!!

#mental health #mentally ill #menatl illness #depressing shit #this is depressing #so stfu #fypppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppp #like or reblog #follow

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betweensunflowersandscars · 1 year

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Self (Part 2)

Once I asked myself that question and realized that no one was going to help me. I had to do something about it if I didn't it wouldn't be long till I ended up doing what those hallucinations wanted to happen would be the outcome much, much sooner. I had to escape I just couldn't live with the constant abuse anymore. I just wanted it to stop. I never did anyone any harm so why was I facing that all the time? I was already seen as the black sheep of the family for looking and being different. (I was a chubby, bisexual mexican chick. So that was a no-no in my family) Was that why I was being treated that way? I thought to myself, 'No this isn't right. I need to leave. I need to find an escape anything to change my life from this. This isnt living.'

During that time I was talking to my boyfriend and offered me an escape and I took it. Of course my parents thought I was insane. "You're going to move across the country to live with someone you barely know?" Yes better than here. I made my decision from that moment he offered. The girl from California was moving all the way to Michigan. My parents tried to change my mind, but I had set everything in motion. There was no turning back. I knew the risks and what I was putting myself up too, but I didn't care. I couldn't live there anymore. My home wasn't a home it was a damn cage and I was the animal trapped inside fighting everyday to survive. Yes I was leaving my family behind, but that family didn't look out for me. I was leaving everything I knew. 'You're not going to have anyone. You're not going to have friends. No support system. Nothing.' Yes I know but I'm still moving forward with that decision.

I was going to break this damn cycle of abuse. For myself and my mental health I had to break free and run and never look back.

When the moving day came it was one of the most painful, hardest thing I have ever done in my life. I had to be strong. Everything was in order until the moment the uber came to whisk me away. My mothers tears started to fall and I knew that was her last resort to making me change my mind and staying there. Oh it almost worked but I couldn't go back there. Not anymore. I kissed her and wished her well but I knew things weren't going to change. Even now as I'm typing this down I still feel all those emotions surfacing up. I had to look away from her and I said goodbye and got into the car. It wasn't until I reached the airport that all my emotions came out and I broke down crying. The receptionist at the desk thought I was a panic attack from the fear of flying and comforted me but I couldn't tell her was I had just gone through.

Once I had arrived to Michigan I moved in with my boyfriend and his family. I was still affected by everything else I had just gone through. I wasn't talking to my parents at all. I just needed that time away. I didn't want to hear and I knew deep down my mother hated me for what I did. Which was sad but I expected that. Hoo-boy once the extended family found out what had happened to my mother and how 'distraught' she was. They started to harass me. On Facebook, Instagram anywhere I was on social media they sent me messages very detailed messages to even of things I was going to die from, to being an ungrateful daughter, etc...

#online journal #online diary #severe depression #depression and anxiety #depression awareness #mental health #menatl illness #personal post

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nat-r-06 · 2 years

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Happy R U Ok? day everyone. Make sure to check in with your loved ones and ask if they're ok. (also it's my mum's birthday 🎉)

#ruok #are you okay #menatl illness #mentalheathawareness #r u ok #Spotify

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shdepressed · 2 years

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#mentalill

#menatl illness #depressing memes #i want to be a skeleton #want to die

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mariasabanahabanabana · 2 years

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Yo después de ir bien tranquila al baño y enterarme que realmente mi GFE no me quiere:

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Eu depois de ir ao banheiro com muita calma e descobrir que minha GFE realmente não me ama:

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Me after going to the bathroom very calmly and finding out that my GFE really doesn't love me:

#adeus a mi estabilidad emocional #fatherhood in mexico sucks #menatl illness #oh no my mental health #mental breakdown #mentally fucked #mentally drained #un ptazo dolia menos

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soul-crushing-dreams · 2 years

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June 2nd 2022

2 updates in one day..crazy I know but I have no one else to talk to and a bunch of strangers in the internet who don’t know me seems like the best idea at this point.

Nothing is working out, I barely will have enough for my bills if I have enough at all, I’m working my ass off but still can’t seem to be making ends meet, I live paycheck to paycheck and I live with someone who makes double of what I do and refuses to help at all me at all with my half of the bills. I don’t make enough to be spending my entire paycheck every week while I’m trying to leave this place. The price of living where I am is ridiculous and I have no one to even ask to help me. Im all alone where I am, all my family live 1400 miles away from me.

I don’t know what I’m gonna do or if I’ll even try anymore…maybe it’s just not worth it..maybe my life is a lost cause and there’s no point to try..let my life spiral out of control…maybe it’s the best thing for me..maybe this is what I deserve..

#mentally done #mentally not here #mentally unstable #mentally fucked #menatl illness #mentally tired #mental help #finacially fucked

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heartstopper26 · 1 year

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I think it's a real shame that many doctors are so insensitive when it comes to self-harm scars, up to now there hasn't been a doctor who hasn't spoken to me about it and every time I had to come up with an excuse because it was always in situations where my parents were there, I think doctors shouldn't talk about something like that, especially not when the parents are there, because my parents don't know anything about it, for example, and it should stay that way

#bad mental health #mentally tired #mentally exhausted #mental problems #menatl illness #mental health #selfharm #harm #scars

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justanotherstardrop · 3 months

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BPD DPD hours need to draw something like this lol

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pussyterminator88 · 1 month

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Drug testing

You should always test your drugs to make sure that you are going to consume the substance that is being given. Because these days most drugs are cut with something to make it cheaper for the seller.

So to prevent this from happening you can buy a testing kit online, and I know, it is not for the cheap, but if you are going to consume a substance you might as well invest on your own safety.

There are 4 main reagents, Liebermann, Marquis, Simon´s and Mandelin (there is a lot more tho) these reagents when put a small tiny drop on your drug of choice will turn into a color making a reaction, or not depending on what result you are expecting.

For example: If you drop Mandelin on Ketamine the color we are expecting is red.

Of course it is important to note that just because you have tested a drug this way we still can't know its purity. But we can still be sure that it is the drug you are going to consume. You can buy one of these reagents but it is better to have at least 3 to really be sure.

STAY SAFE GANGY <3

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pochacosicon · 9 months

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i hate being depressed and also having problems with eating bc yeah i don’t have to eat cuz i’m not even hungry most of times and i’m also to fucking tired and lazy to make myslef food but then i randomly binge cuz mimimi i’m so sad i’m gonna stuff my self with food

i also am too fucking scared to go out to go for a walk or idk swimming or running, and staying in home all day just makes me feel more down and i don’t have any energy to work out at all

i’m such a pathetic bitch i literally can’t with myslef

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justdonotaskmewhy · 11 months

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TW: depression, suicide, self harm, eating disorders

I've almost missed my chance to rant about my mental health celebrate Mental Health Awareness week!

So, as you all know i have borderline personality disorder, i had a depressive neurosis, i had bulimia for a number of years, i still practise self harm, i had 3-4 suicide attempts (i don't know whether or not should i count the last one)

And I want to say that i'm slowly but surely working on this mess of a life.

I've adopted some healthy habits concerning eating (healthy diet, exercises + cheat day each week)

I started therapy (can't say much about it but the doctor helps me to behave better haha, and teaches me things my parents should have taught when i was a kid)

I try hard to not harm myself (mylittle-sunshine, i know i promised you not to burn myself... i can't say i will 100% do that but i will try!)

I take pills to concentrate better (but all i do is sleeping anyway, so...)

I started to work more to do something useful and not just lying in bed

And also I want to say thank you, guys. Creating a Tumblr (hellsite) blog was by far one of the best things in my life. I've met so many cool people, i don't know if you view me as such but you're all my friends and you all mean the world to me and i will do anything for you (but i won't eat meat, anything but that)

I still struggle sometimes and i am certainly not sane and not as composed as i would like to be. But maybe i will lead a healthy life one day, who knows. Awareness really helps me to understand that i'm not alone in this

So, thank you, see you next year with my mental health update

#menatlly ill #menatl health #mental heath issues #mental health awareness #tw suicide #tw self harm #tw selfharm #tw ed #tw eating disorders #tw depression

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nthflower · 1 year

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Girlies I am dying send good vibes

#i think my lungs are full of blood and all my bones are chanfed place and my mouth eat shit all the night #< i have a mild case of flu #idc i hate flu now i am taking back better than menatl illness body sickness they are both bad #flu flu go away #i don't wanna go doctors not because i am some anti science freak but i am a normal kinda freak who hates doxtor.#autism Reason or something kike that #but it looks like its already destinied and i cant run

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crippledwithrage · 1 year

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Imma get flamed for this but...

Don't self diagnose because you don't know if those are the right reasons why you feel that way.

For example: you hate being touched and feel very uncomfortable when it happens. You assume it's a sensory issue.

You diagnose yourself with autism based on other traits such as antisocial behavior. Little do you know, the reason all these things happen is because it's all a trauma response. You feel terrible because of trauma.

That does not mean to stop self care or treatment though.

You don't need a diagnosis to get help.

If you need help, go find it. Ask doctors, teachers, your boss, anyone. Self care isn't just for neurodivergent people or mentally ill people.

I understand doctors are expensive and horrible sometimes (I'm chronically ill and have multiple mental illnesses). I've been I and out of the hospital and I can barely afford treatment most times.

It's a terrible system and it needs to be stopped.

However, advocating, educating, and trying to make changes is a better method than self diagnosing.

These doctors are still doing this shit even if you self diagnose. It changes nothing if you simply avoid them. They get paid and get business regardless.

You can still get help without a label.

If the treatment you need is something only doctors can prescribe, find some resources for it. I'll even help you!

I'm currently playing their stupid game of "you're lying and you owe me $999,999,999" I hate it. It's humiliating.

But... I found people to help and a community that accepts me. I'm doing that without a label.

(Also note that the internet is not the same as 8 years of medical school even if doctors discriminate against people)

If you feel like self diagnosing, remember that you can find help regardless.

You're also not a professional and can only see yourself from one perspective.

Professionals are not supposed to be biased either, which, if you self diagnose, you're obviously going to be biased about it all.

Y'all hate misdiagnosis on account of bias and misinformation, so why wouldn't that apply to you too?

You don't know if that treatment or diagnosis is harmful to you either. It's best to make sure that it isn't because being safe and healthy should be your no.1 priority.

You don't need a diagnosis to get help. I will never stop saying that.

#menatl health #mental illness #autism #diagnosis #neurodivergent #neurodiverse #neurodiversity #did community #dissociative identity disorder #adhd #add

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