#stream of conscience

[cottoncandyclod]

like if you think she is beautiful

#vargskelethor #girlfren #vargfren #vinewrestle #stream of conscience

[gabberteeth]

the amount may be off a bit if enough last minute donations get in but GOD DAMMIT its FINE because that's still an INCREDIBLE AMOUNT nonetheless!!!! amazing work to both chat n the vinesauce crew!!! <3

#vinesauce #pizza tower #peppino #the noise #vinewrestle #stream of conscience #vargskelethor #vargskelethor joel #vinesauce joel #super neat art tag! #man. i love using gradients. shoutouts to gradients

[evanthology]

Unconscious Notes of Affection - E.C. - Sept. 23rd, 2022

#text #photo #art #aesthetic #poetry #evans aesthetic #quotes #nature #words #music #love #recovery #dark academia #may #ph #my art #my poetry #lovecore #peoplehood #stream of conscience #stream of conscious writing #in love #romance #healing #orange #oranges #home #home aesthetic #cozycore #summercore

[paddy-wolfe]

i'm not new here, but i am new here. this account is old. i am older. but this art is new by a month or so.

#comic strip #cartoon #love #lgbtq #stream of conscience

[anulithots]

I don't think I can put into words how ridiculous Anuli is.

Actually I can:

Can anyone understand this... IDK. The PoT stands for 'Place of Tethers' and basically Anuli hates that part of faer home that much that fae made it into the villain of faer story and plays fourth-dimensional chess with it.

(Also for anyone who's read the Kamari snippets, please let me know if you also like Anuli's messy, steam-of-consciousness POV. Because they are VERY VERY different.)

And a special thanks to @gummybugg for saying that Anuli talking to faerself in the interview thing was cute. It became a permanent part of faer POV.

Let me know if you wish to be added or removed from the tag list! <3

@waitingforthesunrise @sm-writes-chaos @holdmyteaplease @writeblr-of-my-own @osbob-the-existent @awleeofficial @clearcloudlesssky 

#writeblr #stream of consciousness #stream of thoughts #stream of conscious writing #stream of conscience #being silly #sillyposting #the land of the fallen fairies #anuli the dryad #creative writing #take care of yourself #writers #writers and poets #writers on tumblr #writing #my artwrok #oc story #my art <3 #my artwork #my art

[raccoonesquire]

currently enjoying the running theme through the investigation games of Kay punking on Edgeworth~~

Also dear lord Kay is gonna put Edgeworth into an early grave with how much emotional strife she puts him through

✨✨not gonna lie he deserves the love ✨✨

#ace attorney #miles edgeworth #sleep deprived thoughts #ace attorney investigations #stream of conscience #gyakuten kenji 2 #kay faraday

[justalitlecreacher]

I'm so mad that it was the fake Donna that The Doctor had that talk with about where he had been and where he came from. This Doctor has been so much more open a vulnerable than any Doctor before him ("King of Okay" Eleven), and this scene in particular was the most vulnerable I can remember seeing the Doctor with one of their companions

(and a scene I was really hoping for in Thirteen's run what with all that has happened)

And then The Doctor is convinced that this is Donna and he goes for the hug but it's not Donna and it's so beautifully done and so beautifully acted and it's such a gorgeous scene and I'm so in love with it but I'm so mad for the sake of The Doctor that he didn't get to have that moment or that hug

#ramble #stream of conscience #doctor who spoilers #like dont get me wrong #i wouldnt have the scene any other way #but i am so mad for the doctor #and i wouldve loved to see him get that moment for real #b/c so much has happend since he last saw Donna

[boardthatsinkingship]

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Thorne with zero shame: “I’ve been waiting for you to admit that you wanted my body. Be my guest.”

#I choked #I ACTUALLY PHYSICALLY CHOKED #like on my life I spit #I was NOT EXPECTING THAT #ARE YOU KIDDINF MEMBDBSDHJSSJSNJDDNNDNDBDBDBDBXBBXBXNDNDNDNDBBDBX?????????? #tlc book 4 #liveblogging #stream of conscience #the lunar chronicles #linh cinder #captain carswell thorne #correct quotes #cinwell #captlinh #the everything captlinh tag

[theview-from-halfwaydown]

“i was diagnosed with ptsd today

i know i should feel relief

but all i feel is heavy

like it’s weighing me down more

i don’t know how it happened

or maybe i do

but i’m not too sure if anything is real or not anymore

my life is a movie and i’m watching the film burn up on the projector screen

floating through a ghost town

a spectator of my own life

how cruel

how unbearably cruel it is to have this placed upon me when i didn’t ask for any of it to happen

i cant find love because of you

you ruined me and everything i had to give

i fear getting close to anyone

i don’t know what they could do to me

i don’t know what they’re capable of

i don’t know how to carry this weight

this grief of what happened to me

the worst part is

i don’t even know what happened to me to have caused this”

#streams of consciousness #stream of conscience #spilled ink #spilled words #poem #poetry #stream of conscious writing #spilled guts #poems on tumblr #my words #random thoughts #my poem #creative poetry #creative thoughts #creative expression #creative thinking #creative writing #ptsd #diagnosis

[beljar]

Now that she had rid herself of falsehood, that young woman had only to be herself. Ah, but what is “herself”? I mean, what is a woman? I assure you, I do not know. I do not believe that you know. I do not believe that anybody can know until she has expressed herself in all the arts and professions open to human skill.

Virginia Woolf, from Women and Writing, January 1, 1970

#virginia woolf #stream of conscience #Women and Writing #art #literary text #books and libraries #world literature #quotes #dark acadamia aesthetic #classic literature #english literature

[cottoncandyclod]

Vinewrestle art made by the creator of Pizza Tower!!

#vargskelethor #vinewrestle #stream of conscience #pizza tower #peppino spaghetti #the noise #pizza face

[sonus-aurum]

Finding peace after the loss

Nights spent crocheting alone are an opportunity to listen to music when you're not on the road

Internet friends are realer than real life friends when the latter doesn't give you an invite

Adult friends are better than college friends when you became an adult many years before them

There's no need to ask questions if you know the answer is no

There's no anxiety when you get a text if you know it's filled with love

You don't need to use every color in the box if they don't look right together

There's no more soreness in my arms from holding together what's already gone

#poetry #poets of tumblr #poets on tumblr #poem #spilled ink #poet #writing #spilled thoughts #spilled poetry #writeblr #stream of conscience

[indigosartroom]

The fear in my stomach is not that I will quit art is that the art I make I won't love or adore the same way others do. I see so many fantastic artists with work that always blows me away and I want to be able to work to achieve that level of skill but I feel stuck, I feel unwilling to truly allow the artist in me out.

The artist in me desires to make tattoo flash designs and illustrations, silly ones, cool ones and just some that exist. I have starved her for so long that meer act of looking at gorgeous art she consumes all of it in an instant whole just to learn and understand everything about it. Our knowledge is greater than our skill and we are afraid our skill will never meet our depth of knowledge.

I guess what we are trying to say is our greatest when we view others art is that we'll never have the same love and admiration for the artistic process other artists do.

#stream of conscience #reflection #healing

[gerberbabyactionfilm]

thinking very thoroughly,,,

i feel so much all the time. i can feel my swollen heart; red and oozing, bruised with flecks of watercolor pain. there’s a deep deep strain in the furthest part of my soul and sometimes it aches so bad i can taste it. my wanting has tied the string around the loose tooth that is my heart to a door handle. she is slamming the door over and over and over to try to yank it out.

there is something so cruel about the desire to be known. to have a thumb pressed into your cheekbone, to experience the squeeze of a palm, the ability to produce a bubbled laugh made out of Recognition of your behaviors. a “this reminded me of you.” the uncanny ability to leave a mark, to be so ingrained into another’s soul that you own stock in who they have become.

i want to know someone. i want to know someone so deeply that i could complete a paper maze of their brain with an orange crayon. i want to have seen someone so many times that the color of their eyes have been burned into my own. i want someone to be a scar on my body. i want to have a person that i see in everything. i want their face so deeply committed to memory that i can find their features in patterns in glazed tile on the walls. i want to know every blemish, bump, and break on their skin as if it were on my own.

i want to believe in the north star. i want you to be my north star.

#being vulnerable on main oh god #poetry #? #kind of??? #writing #trying to articulate the Huge Feelings #creative writing #stream of conscience #practice #pls be kind i have no idea what i’m doing #hope this makes sense lolz

[party-in-eldarya]

Random thought after reading about Henry Cavill, new witcher season and its scripwrters, re-reading all "cute" messages that Beemoov left for us, and this narration* FANTASY/SF FANS are racists/mysogynic/toxic and that's the reason they hate XYZ.

Phew, that was a long sentece, but I can do better. Basically, we, fans, are often hushed by creators (again, mainstream) by them telling us we are toxic. And while yes, fandom can be toxic, it is also a main target of said movies/stories/media.

I have seen argumentation like:

wait for the final product (well, duh, it will be a bit too late for any improvement)

2. you hate it because we are inclusive, the story has POCs, women, leftist ideology- which shifts blame from company/product to you, a fan. Technically true, but even if you put lots of good ideas (POC characters, good message, equal rights) your product still can be shitful.

3. My personal favourite, "It's only a game/movie/fantasy." If it's only a game, why bother? You want my money, or not?

And two important ones, which are often repeated by fellow fans:

4. It's free/You don't have to watch it. Dangerous, because if we, fandom won't riot, at the end of the day we will be left with pile of shit to consume.

5. We are professionals, you are not. Like, I have read ff more appealing that what is happening in some professional games/books, but let's focus on this:

I feel like the standard of writing/games/movies got so low because right now, the creators of them happen to be in it solely for money. And you can see the difference. If writers for Witcher didn't like book material and thought they would do something better, how can they translate books into series? If you do not respect and enjoy the story, your writing will be mediocre at best. And I am not for "artist should be poor for art to be grand". What I mean is that content gets better when creators enjoy/are into their content.

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*that is coming from mainstream media, not from fandom- I believe that what some fans are claiming ("problematic characters", "Canceling culture" etc comes from genuine place, albeit can be wrong).

#stream of conscience #sorry #its cold and i hate packing

[raccoonesquire]

I feel like these tiny little text blurbs never get talked about~~ Who���s internal voice is this? Is there an omnipotent presence that occasionally makes these quips? Am I thinking too hard about this and need to go to bed?

oh

yeah I should do that sleep thing

#ace attorney #miles edgeworth #phoenix wright #stream of conscience #aa trilogy #sleep deprived thoughts