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mythiccheroacademia · 3 years

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—pocket heroes headcanons

mtha thots: it’s that time of year again where i start projecting my daily academic existential crises on the mha characters. i’ve had this idea in my head for months and got pages of brain rot fading away in my documents, so i’ve decided to stop being selfish and start sharing w some simple hcs. i hope you enjoy it <3

warnings: none

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context: pocket heroes are a new phenomenon to the world. the whispers that spread by ear say they are tiny humans dressed in hero-like costumes that support you when you need it most. many don’t believe in them and blame it on overactive imagination. but the very few who know the truth, say otherwise. they say you can’t find a pocket hero, but your pocket hero finds you when they’re ready. luckily for you, your tiny friend made an appearance and is stuck to you like glue!

Midoriya Izuku:

this little guy is the cutest thing you’ve ever seen

izu is on the shorter side standing only about 3 ¾ inches tall

but don’t let that height fool you bc he’s a ball of energy!

he’s a chatterbox so if that’s not your game, good luck sis

but he’s so cute and his voice is so tiny how could you not love him

your pocket hero is so encouraging of you

for every assignment, he’ll sit by your hand and cheer you on

it’s impossible to give in to temptation and skip an assignment/call off work bc he’ll puff his chubby cheeks out and pout

he knows it’s tough, but you can do it! there’s nothing you can’t do!

although, if you need to take a break for your mental health, he’ll immediately stop and climb up into your neck to comfort you

makes posters with sticky notes he finds around bc he’s your biggest fan

sits by you during class and takes his own notes so that you two can compare

he doesn’t want you to miss anything important

you get such good grades bc of deku ong

izuku’s fav place to be is in your shirt pocket or in your cleavage, behind the collar of your shirt with his little head sticking out

it’s bc he likes to be near to your heart

it makes him feel safe and close to you

if you get really stressed out, izu will cry for you

he hates it when you’re distressed and won’t be able to think clearly until you’re okay

his whimpers are so sad it literally pains my heart

your pocket hero loves when you bring him up to your cheek so he can latch on and nuzzle you

he’s highkey attached to your hip

he’s not afraid to use puppy dog eyes if you tell him he needs to stay home when you go out

7 times out of 10, you give in

but when it’s necessary for him to stay, he’ll sadly mope around until he hears the door open and runs to you

deku’s got this huge smile on his face that could make the coldest man crack

his tiny footsteps are so cute ughhhh

uses ofa to jump to your face so you can catch him and give him cuddles until he’s satisfied

i adore him

Bakugo Katsuki:

katuski stands at a whopping 4 ½ inches which is about average

but this particular pocket hero has a bad case of small dog syndrome

make fun of how small he is at your own risk

bc this little dude bites

bakugo’s a hardass about your responsibilities

like the man will not let you procrastinate!

over his dead body

if he catches you slipping, he’ll pull on your ear lobes

screams at you and threatens to blow you up with his tiny explosions too for good measure

you don’t have the heart to tell him his quirk feels like a flick from a two year old

his yelling is kinda scary tho despite sounding like a preschool kid on helium

nevertheless, pls trust that this little guy loves you and only wants the best for you

you don’t catch how he gets up extra early every morning and organizes your desk to the best of his abilities (some of your stuff is heavy)

or how he’ll spend hours going through your music and making playlists to help you study

bakugo complains about doing it, but he’s always down to go through flashcards with you

he’s a smart cookie and has got a keen memory so trust he won’t let you half-ass/forget any important assignments and exams

a mother hen

if you have at least three inches of hair, bakugo likes to stand on the top of your head and tug on your strands to “make you move” like you're under his control

yes, he has an evil laugh

you humor him every time

although, there was one time you threw your head to the side and he almost fell off bc he called you a bad word and you weren’t having it

it hasn’t happened again since

doesn’t go there often bc he wants to be all tough, but his fav place to be is in the crook of your neck where it’s warm and he can feel close to you

pls reward him for good behavior w a lil kiss

he’ll tell you you're being gross and make a big show of wiping your “germs” away

but he secretly loves it

there was one time you didn’t peck him for a week and he actually got nervous in an angry kind of way

asked if you were mad at him in the smallest voice you’ve ever heard him use

also stomps when he’s angry

pls he’s like the cutest most annoying alarm clock

i love him

Todoroki Shouto:

if izu and katsuki are the angel on your right, shouto’s the devil on your left

don’t get me wrong, the little guy will suggest you do your work

but…if you can still get the grade you want and skip out on a few things, who is he to say otherwise

a strong advocate of work smarter, not harder LMAOOO

you secretly think it’s bc he likes to take as many naps as he can with you

anyways, shouto is about 4 ¾ inches in height give or a take a couple centimeters

he’s got an unnaturally deep voice for a pocket hero

he’s very quiet, reserved most times, and will be your silent support as you go about your day

but pls don’t think he doesn’t have the slickest mouth known to man just bc he’s quiet

there was one time you asked your teacher a question and they were being difficult

you went back and forth for a few min, failing to notice the irritation growing on todoroki’s face

then he just blurted out, “and you’re supposed to have a degree in education?”

thankfully, your teacher didn’t hear him but when I tell you your heart dropped

you can’t take this man nowhere

he’s just a very sassy pocket hero

you get some lip from him too sometimes but threaten to take away his soba and he’ll shut up real quick

shouto likes to hang out on top of your head and lay there

also likes to sit on your shoulder and idly swing his legs

when you’re both bored in class, he’ll make little ice sculptures to get you more alert

you let him read articles out to you bc his voice is really soothing

todo lives for head pats or when you gently scratch his head with your finger

he’ll chase your finger if you pull away too soon

you think he purrs but shouto won’t admit to anything

when he’s feeling clingy, he’ll raise his arms up signaling for you to hold him in your hand

it’s annoying sometimes bc you need to take notes or something but does it look like this boy cares?

pick him up now!

if you get stressed, he makes you put down whatever you're doing and drink some water

forces you to take a nap if it’s really bad

all pocket heroes have a reserved “bed” so their caretaker doesn’t harm them when they sleep, but todoroki is wiling to risk death if it means curling up on your chest

your heartbeat helps him sleep easier

i wanna protect him at all costs

im no longer accepting requests!

#izuku midoriya #bakugo katsuki #todoroki shouto #bnha headcanons #mha headcanons #pocket heroes

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simpforheronstairs · 3 years

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Ok I’m gonna say my thoughts on the Chain of Iron ships now because I really need to let it out

Spoilers ahead...

Okay so

Jordelia- I absolutely adored jordelia in this book. James did get me flustered in the beginning but he really came through by the end. Cordelia, was sort of the opposite. I’ve always loved Cordelia, and I still do, but I feel like she was really out of character in that ending. Like I get that she was heartbroken and just needed to get away but I felt like it’s not like her to just listen to part of a conversation and storm off like that. Anyway, I loved all of their scenes in this book especially watching James’ feelings grow for Daisy. I loved the actual conversation that happened with James and Grace as well towards the end. He really put her in her place even tho I like grace now🤭Cordelia deserves the world, what a queen. However, while I did enjoy pretty much every jordelia scene, I think Cassie should’ve balanced it out better. Yes, jordelia is the main couple, but they made up like 60% of this book and the other 40% had to be divided among the other ships and plot etc. I just think the other ships could’ve had some more development instead of the focus mainly being on jordelia. But I do love them a lot.

Blackdale-MY HEART MY EVERYTHING I LOVE THEM😭 they were hands down my favourite part of this book. But I will say, I did think they felt a bit rushed because of the 4 month time gap. I wish Cassie would’ve shown some of their development during the 4 months so we could’ve actually seen them fall in love. Or she could’ve developed them more in Chain of Gold. Still, once I got used to them being in love in this book, I adored every single scene with them. I also loved the necromancy scene a lot😭 idk seeing Jesse’s memories really hit me.. and seeing Lucie from Jesse’s mind oh my God that was everything🥺 where would this plot be without them? The necromancy plot was definitely the most intriguing to read about in my opinion. Also I cant wait for that trio in chain of thorns......I know it’s an unpopular opinion but I actually love Lucie more after this book. She’s a badass, and I don’t understand why everyone is so mad at her for the necromancy. Like she didn’t murder anyone to do it? She has her own actual necromantic abilities and the only person that she physically hurt to bring back Jesse was herself. Yes the secret keeping wasn’t okay, but they all kept secrets from each other in this book. Plus she’s literally in love with Jesse, who didn’t even deserve to die in the first place. I don’t blame her. Jesse is everything<3

Thomastair- that sanctuary scene was the definition of perfection. But again I will say, I wish we got more of them. They deserve the world. Cassie definitely did not waste any scenes with them but still I want more...Alastair😭 I love him so much. He’s the most realistic character in this book tbh. Easily one of my favourites. Thomas as well, he’s a cinnamon roll and I love him. I didn’t expect what happened between them, but definitely not disappointed.

AnnaxAriadne- sigh...I don’t know how I feel about them tbh. I love Anna and Ariadne separately. But I don’t understand Anna in this book. I get that she doesn’t want her heart broken again but Ariadne is clearly making such an effort. Idk I was a bit stressed out w them in this, I think they will end up together though. But im excited to see how. They both deserve to be happy and that’s ofc all I want for them. I also loved ariadne’s povs and her real name😭 I really loved getting to know her better. But I think she could’ve had a bit more development on her own besides Cassie making her character literally revolve around Anna. Anna is definitely a well developed character already so I think Ariadne deserves more individual development as well? Idk does that make sense?

Gracetopher- I am here for them. I love them. I lowkey sort of like Grace now and Christopher was always perfect. Maybe she doesn’t deserve him but I wanna see how this plays out. The cousins thing is still weird tho

Fairstairs- Alright so I adore Matthew, and I also adore Cordelia. But just, why? not once did I get a vibe that Cordelia has feelings for Matthew. She’s head over heels in love with James...that’s just gonna hurt Matthew so much. Matthew and Cordelia’s friendship is pretty amazing but I really just want Matthew to get the help he needs. He doesn’t need a love interest. He’s amazing on his own anyway. All I want for my boy is happiness. I already know Matthew is gonna break my heart into pieces in chain of thorns because of this. And Cordelia...she’s been in love with James her whole life, she’s more in love with him now I’m sure, and James is literally the biggest possible simp for Daisy ever. Matthew is quite clearly going to be heartbroken and I’m not ready for it. I love him. Ughhhh

#cordelia carstairs #jordelia #james herondale #chain of iron #coi spoilers #chain of iron spoilers #jesse blackthorn #lucie herondale #blackdale #thomastair #anna lightwood #ariadne bridgestock #alastair carstairs #thomas lightwood #matthew fairchild

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jetaime-jespere · 3 years

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you posted something yesterday about wsne and it prompted me to go back and reread some of it and DAMN i just wanted to say how brilliant that story was and how i’m still utterly obsessed months after it was finished. now i’m just wanna recap some of the most incredible moments of that story.

first of all when they are younger how aaron comforts emily and helps her sleep. when he comes over and comforts her after her nightmare i swear my heart was stolen.

second i love how you wrote them apart. i never thought i would have liked emily and ian but somehow ian making emily feel loved again was healing??? most fics where emily and aaron get separated i get really bored but you kept their stories intertwined in a way that was utterly captivating.

third the baby. when they get back together and emily is having a hard time after helping jody (in chapter 41 i think??) aaron trying to understand what she went through made me so upset but yet it was so healing that they actually discussed it. i truly love how you tied this together so well and brought it up in their later relationship.

fourth (god this is getting long) the mother fucking letter. that shit got me. i swear it felt like a fever dream when she wrote the letter to aaron right before she met ian, but GOD bringing that letter back for aaron to read destroyed me in an inhumanly manner. to be honest i’m still not over it. “I didn’t know it at the time, but you were my heart’s match. I threw it all away because it felt so wrong, like I didn’t deserve any of it. I’ve spent every day of my life regretting that choice” UGHHHH i cried so hard during this chapter i was literally gasping for air.

last but certainly not least the last chapter. the wedding. emily and allison made my heart actually melt. and then seeing tom again and aaron protecting emily once again. i literally had no words. and then the way emily realized she was pregnant was literally deja vu from when she went to lunch with allison and she found out she was pregnant the first time. OH MY GOD.

overall this story still has me awestruck (if you can’t clearly tell) but it’s just so brilliantly written in how you wove the past with the future and brought back so many memories that even the readers might have forgotten if it wasn’t mentioned again. i just thought i’d give you a little shout out for all the specific moments that make this story so beautifully complex and all the intricacies that make you a phenomenal writer. sorry this is so long but i feel it needs to be said. anyways i love your work and i hope you have a nice night (or day haha)

Hi ♥️🥺 I have to say, I read this multiple times and got a little teary each time I did. This absolutely was something I needed to read today, and I really, really appreciate you sharing all of this. You touched on so many of my personal favorite parts to write - Aaron coming to Emily during her nightmare? That was planned from the beginning and one of my favorite chapters. The Doyle storyline is probably what I'm most proud of from WSNE- I almost quit writing it then because at first I had no idea how to do it but it was so much fun to do. THE LETTER. Oh, I loved bringing that back. I think I laughed maniacally at one point because I was like ... wow this is sad but it needs to stay. My gosh - I wish I could thank you personally because this was one of those messages that I will always remember. All those little callbacks were planned and I'm so glad you noticed them - you are a wonderful reader. WSNE continues to be one of the things I'm most proud of in my life - definitely not what I ever considered it would be, and I'm so happy you enjoyed it so much. Thank you for this - from the bottom of my heart! 💓

#asks #anon #wsne

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tellywoodtrash · 3 years

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immj2 29.10.20 lb

dadi getting a lil too intrusive in her confidence in vansh's ability to pyaar, just coz he got his wife’s wrist size right.

appropriate response.

idhar chachi lamenting ki ohnoe i think vansh really loves riddhima now.

yet again, an appropriate response.

but for wrong reason. coz this one's like, look at all the great love stories. the truer the love, the more bitter the ending.

mummy like ughhhh but these two seem annoyingly indestructibleeeee.

aryan is pretty chill. he's like we shall try try againnnnn, mom. till when will she escape and he keep saving her??? at one point or the other he'll be late by 5 min. that day, we'll get her.

time for riddhima to get an angre of her own, methinks.

meanwhile someone's fucking with the mehendi. ofc.

lo. adulterated mehendi has been delivered to correctttttttttttt victim itself. even though there's no name or anything written on the trays.

she's SOOOOOO excited to put mehendi that she's not eaten all day and telling dadi she'll eat after the mehendi is dry. her cheerfulness is annoying me. who would be this happy about a hetero relationship with a man????? wouldn’t be me.

husband has noted the point ki karwa chauth vrat seems to have started a day early.

black string on chachi's shoulder, same as from mehendi-fucker-upper ka blanket thingy. i mean..... i think it's a red herring, coz she and aryan were bitching when the mehendi was being tampered with, but who knows with the timeline of this show anymore.

the stupidest thing here is that only the open mehendi has been fucked with. i wouldn't use that in the first place and just use the cone for sheer convenience and less mess. also KNOWING that everyone in this house wants to kill me???? why the fuckkkk would you use the one in the open container????

ainvayi mein these three are glaring at her. imagine letting someone this stupid live rent-free in your head all day. be better, queens.

hubs is here with khaaana.

dadi has to taang adaaofy some more and force him to feed her. honestly, iss dadi ko bohut zyaada utaavli chadhi hai. calm your tits, woman.

not to nitpick on a nice thing being done, but that dal to rice ratio seems waaaaaaaaay off.

also gross, she eats like a baby. truly incompetent in every single way.

sir what is your face?????? but also yes, simp more for your wifeee!!!!!

ew dal waale haath se hi baal bhi sawaar raha hai.

GODDDDDD, GET A FUCKING ROOM BEFORE DADI POPS IN BETWEEN YOU TWO LIKE

yup. she had to say some nonsense in between and make me die of cringe. i'm fwding the scene coz i realllllly can't handle the second hand embarrassment.

if my cat stepped in mehendi and walked all over my palms, it would look better than this.

DADI IS LITERALLY KILLING HER POTA BY EMBARRASSING HIM TO DEATH. PLS WOMAN, STOP. I CAN'T HANDLE IT.

ishani and mummy being eternal mood.

itch itch itch itch itch.

sensible dude is like just wash it the fuck off you idiot, and she's like noooooooooooooo but the rang!!!!

“tumhe lagta hai mehendi zyaada der tak rakhne se rang gaadha hota hai, ya phir pati ke chaahne se?”

“dono hi samajh lo.”

gotta say, i like flirty riddhima. it's the only time she uses her brain a lil and is tolerable. BUT OH GOD JUST GO WASH YOUR HANDS YOU DUMBASS.

thank god, he insisted and sent her off.

these two's issues i really dgaf about anymore, so fwding. like........ i think angre needs to back the fuck off a little bit. har waqt uske mooh mein ghuske yeh pati waala drama karoge toh kisi ko bhi gussa aana hai.

wonderful. aur rakho itchy mehendi haath pe.

husband ready to burn down mehendi waale ppl's house. totes appropriate reaction.

she's like oh no idc about my sore, bleeding hands, i just feel so bad for dadi. omfg dumbass just get a brown sketch pen from somewhereeee. like the old bat would be able to tell the difference.

“mehendi ka rang aur pati ka pyaar, inn dono mein koi connection nahi hai.”

ex-fucking-actly. i gots no pati and my mehendi comes out DARK AF, every single time. it has to do with body heat more than anything. and since i am a human furnace, i don't need no pati ka pyaar. not only in this area, but in alllllll areas of my life. #aatmanirbhar

“yeh mehendi ka rang humaare rishte ka certificate nahi ban sakta hai; lekin agar tumhe aisa lagta hai, toh mere paas ek solution hai.”

sweet.

ugh i don't caaaaaaaaare about these family waale and their neverending tippaniyaan on these two's marriage. fwding.

anyway pati is here to tell everyone to stfu and gtfo, thank god.

ofc that gets these 3 to turn on laser glare eyes and vow hellfire and brimstone on riddhima.

ishani was mehendi culprit?

here some more bitching and theories ki riddhima ne itna dimaag chalaana kabse shuru kar diya, uski neeyat kyun badal gayi about giving kabir the memory card, blah blah. i'm just here to stare at kabir in all black.

hein? mummy ALSO has the black kambhal???? did alllllll of you bitches add your own own poisons to the mehendi???

oh?????????????????

can't say i wouldn't do the same.

lol she's straight up calling him out for being an asshole when awake.

and now she's imitating him and maarofying all his dialogues, including the "interestingggggggggg.... veryyyyyyyyyyyyyyy interesting." again, this episode is perhaps the firsttttttttt time i've liked riddhima as a character.

ASLKJDLASDLKASJDLKJASLKDJLASKJDLSAJLKDJL I LEGIT SCREAMED

and he's back to growling at her. but good for her, she doesn’t seem intimidated at all.

but april fool! he likes it!

“ek baat boloon?”

“haan bolo.”

“kabhi tumhe aise muskuraate hue nahi dekha. aadat daal lo, achche lagte ho.”

“tum bhi aadat daal lo. mujhe yeh aise achcha lagta hai.”

OH GOD SHE'S GONNA RUIN THE MOMENT BY TELLING HIM ABOUT KABIR. OH GOD. OHHHHHHH GOD. IDK IF IT'S MY PERIOD CRAMPS OR SHEER TERROR, BUT MUMMMMY, MY STOMACH HURTSSSSSSS.

ok phew, she didn't say the R(agini) word. she just says that like you had a story in your past, i have one too....

andddddddd he told her he doesn't care. it's her past. it's done. he only cares about living with her in the present. well dang. such a reasonable response? from this dude???? unexpected.

but also, He Knows right????? He fully Knows already.

is the person writing their scenes on some special drug these days? whatever it is, they should keep doing it. remarkable improvement in romantic scenes. like, crazy amazing improvement.

is it that, or have i developed stockholm syndrome for this show now??????? oh fuck.

early morning sargi blah blah.

ishani like i don't even got no saas, why i gotta be here for thissssss?????

riddhima as usual has to be overrrrrrrrr, and has prepared sargi for ishani and hands it over.

OH GOD DADI IS TELLING HER TO TOUCH RIDDHIMA'S FEET OH GOD DADI WHY ARE YOU LIKE THIS YOU JUST WANNA SEE THIS MANSION BURNNNNNN, DON'T YOU

ofc there are promises of soooooot-samedh badla.

aaaaaaaaand mummy purposely messed up riddhima's sargi. ouff. saas bahu politics. idccccccc.

lmaooooooooo i am ishani. i can't help it, i just really am her.

wait mummy is saying shit like “mere bete ka dil todkar, vansh ke liye karwachauth ka vrat rakhne chali hai.........” ARE YOU TELLING ME KABIR REALLY FELL FOR THIS CHICK??????????? IT ISN'T JUST A EGO THING FOR HIM??????? RE DEVAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA.

#ishq mein marjawan 2 #immj2 #immj2 lbs #episode liveblogs

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reeree1500 · 5 years

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His Aphrodisiac... - Vampire!Ivar x Reader

Summary: Ivar had spent hundreds of years living without a purpose, until he met you...

Disclaimer: Smut😏 (another attempt), spelling and grammar mistakes😬😂 and my cliched imagination😂 BTW thank you all for the kind words and overwhelming support Ive gotten on my works😭 To think that people actually like what I’ve wrote is beyond mee💕

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Darkness is all you see around you. How could this be? How did you get into this position... It was him. Ivar Lothbrok. The handsome young CEO that you had just started to work for. You always knew there was something off about him, but the moment he would lay his beautiful electric blue orbs on you, your body would turn into an instant puddle. Ivar knew what he did to your body and he enjoyed it. Watching you squirm in your chair during meetings when he would ask you questions, or asking you to help him out with anything and your legs would rub together trying to alleviate the strong desire you had for him.

Ivar waltzed into the room and sat on the table in front of the couch. Your desire was so strong that Ivar could barely contain himself. “Please control yourself (y/n), your desire is so strong that I could smell from outside the office. Its hard enough for me already to not be able to touch you the way I want to...” Ivar murmurs to you with his head in his hands. All you wanted to do was obey him and do whatever he wanted, but with that husky tone your body couldn't help but react. Your lower region felt like the ocean itself. Trying to ease the sexual tension in the room and within yourself you begin to close your legs. However, before you got the chance to do so Ivar held your knee and stopped it half way. His blue eyes looked darker and lust had evidently been swirling within them when meeting your (y/e/c) ones. “Not knowing what to say all you could do was stare back. But the moment that Ivar held your knee and you felt his skin on yours, it was as if something came over you and the suppressed moans you were holding in came out.

Ivar’s eyes widened at this and so did yours. You couldn't help the embarrassment and placed your head down while muttering a million I’m sorry’s. Ivar lifted your chin up and looked into your eyes. “(Y/n)... my queen and soulmate...because you are human you may not understand these strong feelings towards me, but I assure you that I will not touch you without your consent. However, I beg you to let me make you feel better. Use me in whatever way you need to alleviate yourself, my love...” It was as if the instant he said that your body took things into its own hands. Standing up from the couch you move towards Ivar and throw your legs on either side of him, straddling him on the table. You cupped his face pithing your palms, and his mouth opened to reveal that breathtaking smile. His hands travelled up your thighs, his fingers firm in the exploration of your soft skin. He looks at you with that familiar hungry stare, absolutely ravenous... “Did my words finally encourage you to go after what you crave, my sweet one..” Ivar whispers seductively against your lips. “You could say that, Mr. Lothbrok...” You lean in to him placing your lips to the smooth skin of his neck, slowly removing his jacket.

Your primal instincts could not be controlled. You wanted this man in front of you. This ungodly man with his bad boy attitude and the immortality you suspected him of having. You were very perceptive and through you attraction to him had made sure to follow his every move. Which led you to discovering his secret... You slipped off his shirt next, kissing the silky skin off his shoulders, then trailing your fingers over the hard plane that was his abdomen. At your actions Ivar lets out a satisfied groan. “Mmmmm... Ivarrrr” Your hips brushed up against his hardness and you couldn't help but let out a lengthy moan. Not being able to control yourself any longer you decide to lower your hands to his pants and accidentally palm him. “(y/n), don't tease me. You're about to start something that you won't be able to finish.” He warns you by grabbing your hand and halting you movement. But you knew he wanted this just as much as you. His eyes betrayed him and you knew that tonight would only end with him having his long and hard dick inside your wet and tight passage. As you make movements to go and lower his zipper. You quickly find yourself under Ivar on the sofa. This time Ivar grins from ear to ear and you can only shudder at his smile. You knew something was bound to happen and your excitement kept on building up.

“You don't have any idea what you just started my little pet. Its my turn now...” He whispers in your ear, earning him a whine form you. Turning your head, blue eyes meet (y/e/c) ones and instantly feel him everywhere. His mouth covers yours in an instant and you both begin to fight for dominance. Your body moving on its own melts against his and so does your mouth. You mode yourself to fit him in all the right places. His skin burns you with desire in every place he touches your own. Closing your eyes for a moment at the new found sensations trying to take it all in. Your hips grind against his in an attempt to relieve the aching down there. It is then that you realize that you have been disrobed by Ivar and had not even noticed. “How did you do that so quickly?” You manage to say between kisses. “A vampire trick I’ve developed over the years.Want to see another one, my pet?”

At that instant Ivar kisses you with a sudden passion, making you melt against him as your body flushes over. Arching your back towards him, your breasts brush against his naked torso making you moan at the fascinating sensation. Ivar takes this as an opportunity to bring you closer by snaking his arm around your lower back. Before you knew it Ivar had flipped you on all fours. And you let out a scream at his quick movements. Ivar the proceeds to cover your mouth whispering into your ear if you would like the whole office to know what had been going on in here. You shiver at Ivar’s chiseled chest press itself against your back, trying to mold itself into yours. He lowers his head next to your ear and in a slow breathy tone he says something in old norse that you couldn't quite understand. You press yourself back against him feeling his stiffness against your plump ass. Wriggling your hips, yearning for more, begging him to remove those thin layers between your bodies that separate the both of you. His hand moves from caressing your breast to the inside of your underwear. He inserts 2 of his fingers into you without warning and your moans get louder then before. While pumping his fingers into you at an alarmingly fast rate you end begins to near. Bt before he could relive you of that aching feeling Ivar removes his fingers and wraps one hand firmly around your waist and the other grasping onto your neck. He tilts your head back gently and his lips meet yours in a searing kiss that silences his groans.

“Ivar... please... I want you to make me cum. I need to cum.. pleaseeeee” Ivar has you in his mercy. He lavishes you with searing hot touches and kisses, making you near your climax again, but before you can release your built up tension he pulls away. Before you could complain however, Ivar had thrusted into you without any warning. His pace being one you couldn't help, but let screams of agonizing pleasure break through out the room. As he thrusted into you form behind you tried to match his pace and began to meet him half way. You could feel the heat boiling up and spreading throughout your whole body. Ivar slaps your ass several times and then squeezes you tight and holds you close to him. Flesh on flesh. “Ughhhh, babyyy....” He groans in to your ear. “Harder baby, harderrr... I wanna scream you name to the heavens and have all of the gods be jealous that they cannot share in this glorious moment between you and I. Ugh IVAR!!!!” His hands rake across your whole body sending shivers down your spine. Adding to the already intense rhythm.

“Babyyy.... I wanna see you. Pleaseee. Let me see your face, Ivarrr” at that Ivar slows his rapid pace and places a kiss to your shoulder. He pulls away from your body and lets you turn around to straddle him. You lower yourself onto him and place your hands on his chest to keep you steady. You cup his face in your palm and lean in close kissing so desperately as if this moment would soon be a distant memory. His fingers danced across your ribs, one landing on your soft hair and the other grasping on to your waist. Working back up to the rhythm you had you feel the scrape of his angsts at the side of your neck, not enough to pierce your skin. But a drop of blood trickles down, which his tongue swipes over delicately. The pleasure he gives you deepens, your lower region tightening in response to his movements. Digging your fingers into his skin Ivar lets out an animalistic growl and that pushes you over the edge. As both of you calm down from your highs, you lay there tangled in each others arms. Not one of you breaking your embrace...

Somehow you knew that no matter what. This man would protect you from anything and you strangely wanted to do the same for him. If only he knew that for a vampire, love never lasts...

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shioritsumi · 4 years

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hey you know what video game I can’t stop thinking about?

Remember Me

I’m so sad my ps3 doesn’t work anymore bc I want to play it again. The combat was weirdly difficult at some points, but it was fun. And that plot. DAT PLOT. DAT MESSAGE.

It’s about the importance of facing the bad and even traumatic memories of our pasts. That no matter how painful they may be, they’re part of what makes us human, and without it we cease to be people.

The idea of the memory bank started with such pure intentions, too. A tech genius’s wife and daughter were in a horrible car crash, and it was technically the kid’s fault. She was destroyed by the guilt of knowing her mother’s facial scar and brand new brain damage which caused her daily pain and threw her into occasional INTENSE fits of rage was all her fault, and all he wanted to do was bring his daughter RELIEF from that guilt.

he remixed her memory of the crash, reformulated it into a sequence of events which made the accident...well, an accident. An accident that was in no way her fault. You later have to go back and UNMIX your own childhood memory to figure out what actually happened. But the dad only remixed her MEMORY of the event, not the event itself, so suddenly protagonist Nilin grew up with the idea that her mother unfairly blamed her for an accident which she was convinced was in no way her fault. Good intentions, but...

Further, when Nilin suddenly has the burden of guilt lifted from her shoulders, her dad realizes he can help OTHER people. He can take away the guilt and pain of every traumatic memory people have suffered. He can HELP people!

Problem: it quickly becomes an addiction, where the wealthy just file away every unpleasant memory, while the poor common man either has to live with their memories in the gutter, or suffer glitches as their memories begin to corrupt from excessive filing and refiling. Eventually, they may become criminals, and when you’re imprisoned for crime in Neo-Paris, they take all your memories and they just store them in a separate database. Or even erase them entirely.

Which is what was supposed to happen to protagonist Nilin, except she had a best friend who was obviously a computer the whole time, Edge. Edge had a backup of virtually every memory Nilin’s ever had that was recorded on data, even her childhood. Especially her childhood. Somehow this doesn’t strike her as suspicious. (probably bc of all the rumors that Edge, the mysterious head of this terrorist organization is her boyfriend, and you just kinda assume she trusted her boyfriend with that stuff)

BUT

but the whole concept! Memories! Their importance!

And EDGE!

SPOILERS but Edge actually IS the memory bank, so by the current point he’s pretty much literally MADE of every bad memory the Neo-Parisians don’t want to live with. Everything from traumatic memories to unpleasant encounters with strangers on the street are all he has in his head, and he’s TIRED of being the scapegoat just because humanity doesn’t want to face their own pasts. Good memories have become another part of consumerism, leaving those in the slums even worse off, but on ANOTHER level. And when their wealth fails even the higher ups, it fails them HARD. If their memories fail, they could die. Or worse, become corrupted walking corpses, seeking out whatever clean data and electricity they can get their hands on, unable to even remember how to function as a living human. They’re only technically alive at that point, run by a glitching electrical system in their brain.

That’s a fate worse than death.

UGHHHH I LOVE IT i wanna play it again nuuu

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swanqueen-is-the-story · 5 years

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5 Shades of... Shade

Me: “Folks, we gotta look at the C$ wedding!”

You: “I’d rather gouge my eyes out with a rusty fork.”

Me: “Okay, I hear you. BUT, who wants to see it if it’s actually FULL of barely hidden shade?

You: ... *reluctantly raises hand* Me: *excited* Nice! I promise you won’t regret it! *puts on a bullet-proof vest just in case....*

1. The dress

People know Grace Kelly’s marriage - which the dress was based on - was a fucking cage, so what were they really saying about Emma’s marriage to Hook?

Plus, as many people pointed out, Eddy said “If it was Emma’s wedding dress, it would be red and leather.” - so THEY KNOW that the first dress was completely OOC and they want us to know it too. WE BEEN KNEW!!

2. The face

Snow and Charming are literally DRAGGING Emma to be slaughtered at the altar of heteronormativity. She looks like she’s in pain. I mean, who wouldn’t?

This is NOT the face you end up with when you’ve been instructed to play a happy wedding. That’s the face you end up with when you’re acting “Dying inside but conceal, don’t feel, don’t let it shoooow.” (No wonder they made her friends with Elsa...) She probably needs that constrictive dress to keep her guts from spilling, LESBIHONEST. It’s like that the entire time, except during the sugary sweet song - but we’ll get to that in a minute.

3. The vows

Next up, wedding vows! She does everything to avoid talking much about her future hubby (ughhhh, will never accept this, never). It’s all about Henry being her true love. Avoidance, much? She even calls him Hook instead of Killian, like... yeah, he’s a hook, alright.

She’s more genuine and open when she looks at - surprise - Henry and Regina.

So I despise the actor as much as the next angry feminist, but I do wanna point out they put Happy in the shot with Henry AND Regina for a reason. They also could’ve excluded Regina but they didn’t. Emma’s happiness is BOTH of them.

And let’s be honest....... Regina’s face is clearly the face of someone that wants to fake happiness while they are dying inside. We feel our homegirl.

4. The choreography

Oh my God, you guys, once you see this, you can’t unsee it! It’s insane! Inspired by this post, but I gotta amplify the shade here.

The lyrics of the song combined with the dance moves tell a different story!

When they sing about finding the sun, Emma and Hook are back to back. Guuuurl, did I get that right?! YES I DID! To find the sun, she has to turn away from him. Literal shade, baby!

Next, on “leave the past”, Emma moves away from him.

On “Scars”, she grabs him, marking him as a big fucking scar. I don’t think we need reminders of all the crap he said to her a season earlier and before that.... Douche....

Snow sings about it being a long time wish come true. Yeah, right, a long time wish for her! Another reminder Emma is doing this to make her mother happy.

Next up: Give us the visual of two women holding hands and a kid - because that’s the kind of family unit that stands strong together, ain’t it?

Now, I’m not saying Emma moves toward Regina because Regina is the sun Emma can always find, but... that’s EXACTLY what I’m saying!!!! AND LOUDER IF YOU CAN’T HEAR ME!

Especially since in the next shot about the past and the scars... yup, the camera moves to exclude Regina. Regina’s not a scar, she’s Emma’s future. F-U-T-U-R-E.

During the line “If we’re facing endless night” they literally face each other. Hook is not the sun but the endless night Emma has to face. They even gave him a dark shirt to drive the message home.

You can join someone and fight alongside them, but in this case, she is turning her back on him. If he is the darkness and the endless night, then logically, he is what she’s fighting. It’s about damn time too. Go Emma, honey! Kick him in his... dark one.

Regina once again comes into focus in the frame on the word “Sun”.

This time on “Leave the past and all its scars” Emma leaves Charming when Hook comes in and goes toward Regina and Zelena.

Then Emma moves back to Hook so she is just in time to face him again during the words “Endless night”. In case we didn’t think it was intentional the first time.

Next Zelena and Regina’s hands are clearly shown on “Take my hand”. Then Regina and Emma are next to each other and they’re all moving forward like they’re actually facing an enemy in battle. Note that Hook and Emma are clearly not holding hands this time.

So you know that little moment that every Swen who had the stomach to watch the wedding at all played on repeat cause it seemed like all we got? (Don’t lie, it’s not just me!) Emma and Regina are clearly in the center wearing white and what with Zeze and Hook wearing darker clothes they look like they are framing them as the central couple. Then there is that one little moment... when they’re closest to each other for a split second... that happens exactly on the word “Sun”. Again.

So if they didn’t want me to think Regina is Emma’s bright and beautiful eternal Sun and Hook is her endless night... TRY HARDER, fuckers!

5. The flashback

In the next episode Henry tries to make Emma remember and she has flashbacks to her wedding, but they applied an effect to it that is used in horror films, to mark a bad and traumatic memory.

Also, look at her face when she gets that sordid flashback.... Yeah I wouldn’t be happy either. It’s even more obvious with the music which matches the horror.

I honestly don’t know if they’re trying to say their hands are tied by the network or they just enjoy torturing their queer female audience. A few of these could be coincidence, but so many... this shit is INTENTIONAL AF!

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letthesparkleshine · 5 years

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You remembered.

Part 5!

Words: around 4.5k

Group: BTS

Members: Jungkook and Taehyung X you (by this point I should also add Jin)

Part 1 * Part 2 * Part 3 * Part 4

‘‘Guys I have an incredible news.’‘ said Jungkook as he entered their dorm. He was smiling very widely, obviously showing his happiness.

‘‘What’s up Kook?’‘ asked Yoongi.

‘‘Y/N is coming on Thursday.’‘

As Jungkook said those words everybody started definitely listening if they weren’t before.

‘‘Wait, seriously? Or is this one of your jokes again trying to get me all worked up?’‘ asked Taehyung.

‘No I’m being serious, she said she would come to our dorm to hang out like we used to.’‘ answered Kookie.

‘‘Are you for real? You’re not joking?’‘ asked Jin sounding very serious.

‘‘Why would I be joking?’‘ asked Jungkook ‘‘You guys know how important she is to me.’‘ he said the last part kind of quietly.

‘‘We know. Hey it’s a good thing she’s coming. That means that she moved on Tae. And we used to hang out a lot, I missed her a little, I’m glad she’s coming.’‘ said Jimin. He was always very supportive of Jungkook, not just him but everybody else as well. His words meant to Kook a lot.

‘‘Yeah me too’‘ agreed Suga.

‘‘Is it ok with you though Taehyung? ‘‘asked Kookie. ‘‘ I kinda didn’t take your feelings into consideration, I was just so happy when she said yes.’‘

Tae looked at Jungkook with such love in his eyes: ‘’I can only imagine how happy you were. It’s ok with me, I know that you love her.’’

Jungkook was taken a back for a moment. He didn’t know that Tae knew about his crush on Y/N.

‘‘What do you mean you know? How, who told you?’‘ he asked.

‘‘It’s pretty obvious. But also Jimin gave you out, he really can’t keep his mouth closed for his life.’‘

‘‘Hey!!’‘ said Jimin a bit loudly. ‘‘I swear I’m never telling you anything ever again.’’

‘‘Don’t worry, I don’t think Jungkook’s going to be mad. He does love her and he should go after her. She’s great.’‘ said Taehyung and Kookie just smiled.

The atmosphere relaxed and Jungkook said:’’Thank you so much Tae you have no idea what these words mean to me.’’

Everybody was chitchatting and laughing a little bit. Jungkook took out his phone and texted Y/N.

‘‘Everybody is excited that you are coming, there’s no way back now that they know, you have to come.’‘

‘‘I’m coming don’t worry, I miss those guys too.’‘

You put your phone away and sighed. What the hell did you get yourself into. You didn’t wanna go there but you also kind of wanted to. It’s been a while and you are still friends with them, well most of them. You were very deep into thinking when you suddenly heard a doorbell ring.

‘‘ Y/N it’s me, open up,’‘ said Miri.

You went to open the door to her. She hugged you and didn’t even give you a chance to say hi.

‘‘So Jimin told me some fresh news. someone is going to be hanging out with someone on Thursday. ‘‘ said Miri while giving you a sly look.

‘‘I swear the mouth on that kid. It’s a good thing he’s pretty.’‘ you said. ‘‘please don’t judge me it was by accident. Jungkook asked me when i wasn’t listening and I agreed before knowing what he was talking about. If i knew what he asked me I would have said no.’‘

‘‘I think it’s a good thing you’re going actually,’’ said Miri ‘’it’s been two months and you should be able to hang out with them, well at least others if not Taehyung.’’

‘‘I know Miri. That’s why I’m going to go and give it a chance anyway. Although I am a little bit afraid of seeing Jin. It’s just.. Ughhhh. Everything is just so weird-.’‘ you were nagging to Miri ‘‘-I mean, Isn’t it?’‘

‘‘Well of course it’s weird, you dated your bestfriend’s friend and slept with another friend of his. And they’re all friends.’‘ said Miri.

Her words got you thinking maybe you shouldn’t be going.

‘‘But there is no turning back now. You’re going Y/N. Besides don’t worry about a thing just go and try to have fun with them like you used to. You’re not still hung up on Tae, are you?’‘ she asked giving you one of her raised eyebrows look.

‘‘I wouldn’t say hung up but I do care about him still in a way. I mean we dated for 2 years.’‘

‘‘You’re right, you can’t just move on after 2 months but you’re trying and that’s all that matters.’‘ said Miri deciding to finish this topic for now.’‘Now, let’s get going.’‘

‘‘Where are we going?’’ you asked.

‘‘Oh I need a drink and you’re coming with me. I had a really rough day at work today. plus Jimin pissed me off earlier.’‘ she said.

‘‘Oh no..-’‘ you said jokingly ‘‘-trouble in lovers paradise?’‘

‘‘I swear Y/N one of these days I’m going to leave you.’‘

‘‘Oh relax, I’m joking, let’s go.’‘ you said while linking your arms together.

‘‘But just one drink for me.’‘ you said.

Miri looked at you as if you had just fallen out of the sky.

‘‘Okay, maybe two. But that’s it! You know the last time I drank it didn’t end well.’‘ you said remembering the night you spent with Jin.

‘‘Oh pish posh, it happened, don’t stress about it. Plus he’s hot so that’s a good thing to remember.’‘ she said making you laugh.

‘‘Oh Miri, what would I do without you?’‘

Days were passing one by one and pretty soon the very much expected evening at the guys dorm has arrived. You thought you would be scared going back there after such a long time but you were rather very excited, barely anticipating it. You remembered the good times you guys spent, all the funny and loving memories were coming back to you and you had a smile on your face. You just took a shower and were about to get dressed. Now how does a person who is going to hang out with their ex dress for the friendly occasion?

You stood for a solid 10 minutes in front of your closet just looking at it. At last you decided to go with regular jeans and over-sized Mickey mouse shirt. It was your favorite shirt. You got it from Jungkook when you were about 16 years old. It was the first gift he had ever bought you.

You still remember the day he bought it for you. You were just so happy. You thought he was going to confess that day since it was you 1 year friendship anniversary. You still remember the excitement you felt when you saw him that night. The little spark in your eyes, the trembling feeling in your stomach, all those memories came flooding back. You remember how you gave him a present as well. It was a mix-tape of all of his favorite songs, but you also added one song of your choice. Just so he would have a special memory of you. But nothing you ever daydreamed about or imagined happened. He didn’t confess but it wasn’t important, because pretty much soon after that you got together with Tae. And boy did he shake up your world; in a way you didn’t think it was even possible. You started thinking about all the nice moments you guys have been through together. You were very deep in your thoughts when suddenly your phone suddenly buzzed in your pocket and it stopped you with reminiscing the past. It was a message from Jungkook.

‘‘Hey where are you?’‘

‘‘About to leave my house but I have to make a stop by. I’ll see you guys in an hour. :)’‘

‘‘Can’t wait :) ’‘

You sent the message and put your phone in your pocket. You put on your jacket and took a deep breath.

‘‘God help me.’‘ you thought to yourself and left your apartment.

She’s gonna be here in an hour!’’ shouted Kookie to his friends.

‘‘Chill dude, I know you’re excited, we all are kind of.’‘ said Jimin.

‘‘You don’t get it Jimin. Her coming here is the first step of our amazing love story.’‘ said Jungkook smiling very widely showing his bunny teeth.

Jimin just smiled at him and how adorable he was when he was in love.

Jin was eating with Namjoon in the next room. They heard the whole conversation. He couldn’t help but to feel guilty. Namjoon saw how his mood changed and so he said: ‘’Hey lighten up. It’s not going to be that bad.’’

‘‘Yeah I know I just can’t help but to feel guilty. Look how happy he is imagine if he found out.’‘ said Jin.

‘‘He’s not going to find out, because you guys agreed that you would keep it for yourself and pretend like it never happened.’‘ said Joon.

‘‘I know all that it’s just-’‘ he stopped for a moment. ‘‘-ughh.. you’re right. It didn’t happen, we moved on, so let’s just continue eating.’‘ he finished.

‘‘Don’t worry buddy, it’s going to be okay.’‘ he tried to console him.

An hour at the dorm passed by quickly, guys were lounging around, some relaxing and other anticipating the person they used to spend so much time with.

Suddenly they heard knocking coming from the other side of their entrance door.

‘‘Would you please just go Y/N and stop being such a crybaby. ‘‘ said Miri.

‘‘I know I just can’t help myself.’‘ you said ‘‘I had to stop by so you could put some peace and sense into my mind.’‘

‘‘Oh I think it’s way too late for that’‘ Miri said and you just couldn’t take her joking at the moment so you grabbed your things as she continued: ‘‘Hold on, calm down Y/N I was just joking.’‘ she said this time seriously and you stopped.

‘‘Yes it’s going to be awkward, because so much time has passed since you guys hung out and that’s ok. Things change, people change and there is nothing wrong with that.’‘

Her words were helpful a little.

‘‘But you love those guys, and so do I and please just go make things better so all of us can hang out again like we used to.’‘ she finished.

You took a deep breath and looked at your best friend.You never thought of other people when you and Tae had just broken up. She must have gone through so much as well. She and Jimin started to date seriously just couple of months prior to your break up and you and Tae ending things put pressure on their relationship as well.

You hugged her and said :’’I’m so sorry Miri.’’

‘‘What are you talking about?’‘ she asked.

‘‘I just haven’t been the friend you deserved lately and you have been so good to me. I promise I’ll make things good again.’

Miri’s eyes became a little teary as those words left your mouth. You hugged her once again as saying goodbye. You took a deep breath and headed towards the guy’s dorm. But before you left Miri said one last thing looking at you with so much love in her eyes: ‘’You are amazing Y/N you know that?’’

You smiled kindly at her and left her apartment.

On your way towards the dorm you decided to not think about how things could go. You were just going to go with the flow and whatever happened, happened.

In couple of minutes you reached their dorm. Took yet another deep breath and knocked on their door.

‘‘I’ll get it!!’‘ Jungkook practically screamed while running from the other room to answer the door for you.

‘‘Chill or I’m going to leave.’‘ said Yoongi to him without a hint of sarcasm.

Kookie calmed down for a moment and opened the door.

It was the one person which could make him happy as no one.

‘‘You’re finally here.’‘ he said while hugging you.

You smiled at him. He could make any person happy with his charms without realizing it. He was simply just so adorable.

‘‘Come in, there are others here too.’‘

You left your belongings on the table near the hallway and followed Kookie to living room. There you saw Namjoon, Jimin and Yoongi. They all gave you a hug. And if you had to be honest with yourself at the moment, none of that felt awkward. The guys started asking you how were you and the conversation went on normally. You sat down and talked to them as if nothing has changed about everyday things. For a moment you looked at Jungkook and he was just so happy. It made you happy as well.

After an hour or so passed, you asked them: ‘’So where are the others?’’

For a second everyone went silent and looked at each-other as if they were communicating with their minds. It truly felt like an episode of telenovela.

‘‘Oh come on guys you know we have to get pass this Taehyung conversation. I promise you I won’t make it awkward, but you have to try too.’‘

Namjoon answered you: ‘’Tae and Jin went with Hobi to practice this new dance we’re learning.’’

‘‘Oh I see..’‘ you said. And after that there it was again, the awkward silence that you were dreading so much, hoping you could avoid it for the evening. It was just the looks the guys were exchanging. You could literally hear the conversation they were having between each other.

As you were about to say something Yoongi interrupted you.

‘‘ Y/N are you over Tae?’‘

You were taken back a little by his very direct question but you didn’t mind. The others however were so shocked by Yoongi’s words their eyes popped out and mouths hung open.

‘‘You cant just ask her that, like that Yoongi.’‘ said Jimin in your defense.

‘‘Oh, it’s okay Jimin I don’t mind-’‘ the others looked at you with their mouths still open but at least their eyes were focused now ‘‘. -no really, it’s okay to ask that question, we would have to get it over with at some point anyway. ‘‘ you finished the sentence.

‘‘Honestly, I am.’‘ you said and the guys gave you a kind smile. ‘‘I mean I still care about him of course, you don’t forget the person you spent with almost everyday for two years just like that, but I am moving on successfully as time passes.’‘

The company of four was quiet at the moment, probably having yet another ‘mind’ chat of their own so you just continued speaking.

‘‘And besides, he was very honest with me from the beginning so I think that helped a lot as well.’‘

‘‘Well I’m happy for you.’‘ said Jimin sincerely.

‘‘Yeah me too-’‘ added Yoongi. ‘‘-aaand, I think you could do better.’‘ said Suga making everybody laugh due to his unexpected comment.

‘‘I mean Tae is a babe but so are you, and you are a babe who also has a hot sister so would you mind introducing her to me?’‘ asked Yoongi.

‘‘Of course he has to go with her sister.’‘ said Namjoon while rolling his eyes.

‘‘What is it with everybody and my sister?’‘you asked very seriously but you made everyone else laugh. The atmosphere was very laid back at the moment and things were going actually really good.

‘‘Well for starters she is hot Y/N, like worldwide handsome level hot and I saw her first Yoongi.’‘ said Jin as he entered the room.

You were just as surprised as everyone else was. But there they were Jin, Hoseok and Taehyung entering their living room in all their glory.

You stood up out of the habit to greet them but you didn’t know how to react. I mean you could hug Hobi but Jin and Tae, oh boy. At least Jin was acting it out and trying not to make it awkward but Taehyung. He was just standing there and looking at you.

‘‘Hi guys’‘ you said as normal as possible.

‘‘Long time no see Y/N, you look great!’‘ said Hobi while giving you a hug. You really appreciated his positive energy even in the most of the awkward of moments. He really was such a sunshine as he looked like.

‘‘Good to see you too Hobi and thank you, you don’t look so bad yourself.’‘ you said making him laugh.

‘‘And Jin my sister, really?’‘ you said facing towards him. Of course your one night stand was in your mind at the moment, I mean how could he ask such a thing. But it was Jin. Everybody loved him for his unique, yet sometimes self centered -but in a good way, sense of humor.

Jin as well remembered the night you spent together, oh he remembered it so well, but as you guys made a deal to ignore it completely, he tried to stay true to his side of the deal. He gave you a friendly hug and said: ‘‘What can I say, women in your family have a special charm.’‘

You hit him playfully as everybody else laughed. Suddenly you heard a voice coming from the other side of the living room.

‘‘You really do look good Y/N .’‘ said Taehyung.

You looked at him and gave him an honest smile. It was one of those smiles where you didn’t have to say anything yet the other person could understand you completely.

‘‘Well anyways, I’m going to take a shower.’‘ said Tae and with those words he left the room.

‘‘Okay now that the coast is clear, how about NOW, are you still sure you don’t have feelings for him.’‘ asked Yoongi.

‘‘Wow Yoongi, when did you become such a gossip, want to know it all?’‘ asked Jimin.

‘‘What can I say, I love a good drama.’‘ he answered very simply.

‘‘Honestly guys my answer is still no.’‘ you said confidently. Everybody was looking at you waiting to hear if you’re going to say something else in addition.

‘‘Guys I swear if you don’t stop looking at me like that I’m going to tell my sister not to come to my birthday party this year.’‘

‘No, no , No-’‘ they all started screaming in unison. You couldn’t believe your eyes. Men.

‘‘Fine, we’ll stop, just not your sister please.’‘ said Yoongi.

‘‘Once again, I saw her first Yoongi.’‘ argued Jin ‘‘And also, I’m older.’‘

‘‘Like that matters and besides, only by three months, that’s nothing.’‘ Yoongi argued back.

They went back and forth with bickering like that for good 3 minutes when Jungkook cut them both.

‘‘Wait Y/N , does that mean you’re inviting us to your birthday party?’‘ he said with a voice full of hope.

‘‘Of course Kookie.’‘ You answered.

He stood up and went straight to hug you. He was so happy.

‘‘No matter the past we are all still good friends and I want us to remain like that.’‘ you took Kookie’s hand. ‘‘Promise me you’ll come.’‘ you said while looking him in the eyes.

He took both of your hands in his hands , looked you in the eyes and said: ‘’I promise.’’

The whole room went quiet for a moment, everyone was looking at the two of you and it made sense, you guys looked like a couple. To shorten the much awkward moment you said a bit louder, this time referring to everybody else as well: ‘’You too. All of you.’’ pointing to everyone else in the room.

Everyone nodded their heads and agreed with your statement.

‘‘Me too?’‘ said Taehyung very silently standing at the back of the living room. You let go of Jungkook’s hands and walked over to him. You looked him in the eyes and said: ‘‘Of course.’‘ He smiled very vaguely back at you. It was a sweet moment that you guys shared. You felt your heart skip a beat but it was good. It didn’t bother you nor did you blush.

‘‘You are still a big part of my life. I can’t change the past nor that I wish I could. I‘m happy at the moment with my life, and I’m also very happy for you. Yes, I was mad at first but after thinking things through, I can finally say that I understand you.’‘

He smiled at your words. And again, it was that smile where you understood him completely without him saying a word.

At this point you realized everyone else was in the room as well, it wasn’t just you and Taehyung.

‘‘Aaaand you guys are aswell a part of my past and I wish for you to stay as well a part of my present.’’ you said to break the moment.

‘’Aww look at our girl being so sweet. Group hug!’’ yelled Hoseok and everyone gathered around and squeezed you very tightly. You smiled at the current situation happening. Guys were around you hugging you like they used to and everything felt as if nothing had changed.

‘‘Okay break time I need to use the bathroom.’‘ you said breaking your hug and heading to the bathroom.

‘‘You just can’t accept our love can’t you?’‘ said Jimin and you gave him a very wide smile on your way to the bathroom. ‘‘Don’t miss me too much’‘ you yelled before locking the bathroom door.

‘‘Can’t promise you’‘ said Kooke very quietly but everyone around him still heard him.

‘‘Dude don’t say that to us, tell her.’‘ said Taehyung.

Other turned to Tae obviously more surprised by his words instead of Jungkook’s.

‘‘Why are you all looking at me like that?’’ asked V. ‘’I mean it, ask her out, she’s in a good place, you got nothing to lose. And don’t worry about me. I mean it, ask her.’’

The room went quiet for a moment. Jungkook didn’t know what to say. He was happy that both you and Tae had moved on, but he was still scared. He was afraid he would ruin things with you.

‘‘Guys you know I can’t do that.’‘ he said

‘‘Kook, she’s wearing a shirt you bought for her years ago. Trust me if she wouldn’t care for you she wouldn’t have worn it exactly on this day.’‘ said Jimin,

‘‘That has nothing to do with us hanging out.’‘ said Jungkook in his defense.

‘‘I agree with Jimin, I think it has.’‘ said Namjoon. Everyone agreed and stood against Kookie except Jin. He was oddly very quiet and that is definitely nothing like him. Jungkok noticed his silence so he asked him.

‘‘Jin what do you think about it?’‘

At that moment another person’s voice could be heard.

‘‘Think about what?’‘ you said.

‘‘Oh nothing just a song we’re working on.’‘ said Namjoon saving everyone’s asses. Jungkook looked at him and mouthed thank you.

You spent the rest of the evening talking with 7 ot them just like you used to. You didn’t ask anything about Tae’s girlfriend but it was weird to you that she wasn’t there. But on the second thought, Miri wasn’t there either so you decided to just let the thought go completely.

‘‘Okay everyone I’m going to go.’‘ you said after a while.

‘‘What? No! Why would you go so soon.’‘ everybody wanted you to stay a little bit longer. It has been a while since you guys saw each-other and evening definitely passed by too fast.

‘‘I have to go, I promised Miri I’d stop by her place.’‘

‘‘You see Miri all the time. Just stay a little bit longer.’‘ said Jin. His words sounded sincere as ever. You could feel his words and his actual wishing for you to stay. None of the guys found it weird except Namjoon. His body shifted a little bit after hearing Jin’s words and he looked at him a bit weirdly, almost suspiciously of something.

‘‘I really wish I could stay, but I have to go, I really do. I promise though to see you again very soon.’‘ you said while standing up and heading to get your belongings you left when you first arrived.

You hug each of them, even Taehyung, and put on your shoes.

‘‘I’ll walk you out’‘ said Jungkook and you just smiled and waved goodbye to the others.

At the dorm...

Jin left straight to his room after Y/N leaving. Nobody thought of it as something weird but Namjoon definitely knew something was going on. He followed him, knocked on his door, and entered his room.

‘‘Okay what’s going on? he asked reading Jin’s mind.

‘‘Nothing.’’ answered Jin very simply.

‘‘Oh please, like I don’t know you.’‘ Namjoon argued back.

‘‘Just leave please.’‘ Jin asked of him semi patiently.

‘‘You like her, don’t you?’‘ he said very directly.

‘‘What? No, I don’t,-’‘ answered Jin ‘‘-and please, just leave.’‘

‘‘No can do, you like her, which means we have a problem. And it’s a very big problem about which we’re going to talk about Jin.’‘ he said.

‘‘Oh no, we’re not. I don’t like Y/N, so please, just leave already.’‘ Jin said this time a bit louder.

‘‘Jin, pleas-’‘ said Namjoon but he interrupted him, this time shouting loud enough for Namjoon to hear him, but nobody else: ‘‘Leave now, please!!’‘

Namjoon sighed and decided to go. Jin was in no mood for a conversation and he could very obviously see that.

Seokjin laid in his bed after Joon left. He was quiet for a moment just letting his thoughts pass by. After couple of minutes passed he took out a book from under his bed. It was his dairy. He opened it and continued writing where he left of.

Today I realized something. I think I’m in love...

Meanwhile in front of the dorm..

‘‘You really didn’t have to come out Kookie.’‘ you said while looking for a phone in your purse.

‘‘Oh no problem, I wanted to.’‘ he said.

You stopped searching for a moment to smile at him and then you continued walking. Jungkook was grinning to himself, You saw that so you asked him:’’ What’s that sly smile about?’’

‘‘I like your shirt.’‘ he answered still smiling like a baby.

You stopped walking and said: ‘’Thanks. I got it from this guy, he’s a bit weird but I like him.’’

Jungkook turned around to face you, he wasn’t having any of your sarcasm so he said : ‘’That guy must have patience of an 80-year old for dealing with you.’’

You laughed at his comment and hugged him.

‘‘I had a lovely time Kook, thanks for inviting me.’‘

‘‘Are you kidding? Did you see how everyone was happy, of course I had to invite you.’‘ he said very sincerely.

His words were very soothing to you, you liked that you had such a good friend like him no matter the situation.

‘‘Well I should get going, thank you for walking me out.’‘ you let go of him and started to walk towards Miri’s apartment. After taking couple of steps you suddenly heard Kook yelling

‘‘Let’s go on a date Y/N.’‘

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vannminner · 5 years

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Two Hundred and Twenty-One Thoughts I Had During The Avengers: Endgame

(Ordering.. loosely based on memory. Spoilers DEFINITELY included, as well as some serious profanity)

Aw fuck. Yeah, Hawkeye- is he dead? Shit, well his family is now. That's sad..

TONY'S TEACHING NEBULA HOW TO PLAY A GAME. That's good. Thanos was a really shitty father who only ripped her apart and taught her how to enslave and murder mass populations. Bitch deserves a childhood. Ha! And she's competitive... Go figure.

I know Tony's going to die, but shit, really? They're going to do this is the first ten minutes?!

Aw, Tony's dead! Fuck! Wait- what's that!? Oh, that's the Marvel chick! Crap, I knew I should have watched that fucking movie first...

Groot and Neb's hand holding.. my god... so THIS is how this movie is going to go...

Well, Tony's still a prick. Space didn't change him. Didn't we see this tantrum in Civil War? Or was that Iron Man II? ...wait, now that I think about it, boy whines A LOT.

I feel bad harping on Tony. He totally has to die to save the planet- circa: “I shouldn’t be alive, unless it was for a reason, I know what I have to do, and I know it is right.” He's my favorite character and he was alone for, like, five years. Tony deserves more respect.

THANOS IS DEAD. Yeah.. this makes sense... what's the rest of the fucking movie about?

Five year time jump, really? REALLY? You should have made us wait longer for this movie, then.

What even are The Avengers doing? Oh, okay bye, Captain Marvel. We didn't need you anyway...

HOLY FUCK ANT MAN!? DUDE! Where did you come from? OH OH! Your kid's alive!? That's super cool. But dammit, yeah, get your ass back to headquarters. You've got shit to erase!

Oh... and you know how? Okay cool...That's a good save on your irrelevant Avengers plot line.

TONY HAS A KID!? HOLY FUCK! NOOO TONY AND PEPPER MAN MY FUCKING HEART IS BLEEDING!

You want Tony to what now?! But his kid! SHIT. This is, like, not good. He's going to erase his kid with this shotty time travel idea. FUCCCKKKKK....

Or not... I get it Tony, but I don't believe you. See you in a few days.

I love you three thousand. ughhhh just kill me.

Haha... Hulk. What the fuck are you?! This, this REALLY? This is the best of both worlds... okay... okay... settle down Hannah Montana. OH! And you're, like, some weird-ass celebrity now? Cool.

Did we really just watch a two minute scene about NOT taking a picture with Ant Man? No one likes Ant Man. Sorry not sorry Paul Rudd.

Haha- Little Paul Rudd... Haha- Old Paul Rudd... Okay, really? This has gone on too long. Ha- and he pissed himself... cool.

TONY HERE TO SAVE THE WORLD BECAUSE HE'S THE ONE TRUE GENIUS. FUCK YES BITCH.

See, told you we'd see him in a few days.

Hawkeye is, like, a hitman now? Makes sense...

THOR IS FAT. OMG THOR IS FAT. A DRUNK TOO, BUT OMG THOR IS FAT.

Fiancé in my ear: "They got a lot of shit for this apparently... fat shaming"

OMG THIS IS HILARIOUS THOR IS A FAT DRUNK WHO PLAYS VIDEO GAMES ALL DAY. IT ME!??? HAHA Comedic relief while everyone is trying to figure out time-travel and quantum whatever. Haha, Thor, you've finally after ten years redeemed yourself for me.

Yeah, time travel practice-run with the depressed guy. AW HAWKEYE'S KID.. oh..and he's back.. yeah.. this wasn't painful for NO FUCKING REASON.

Okay, let's do this. I am tired of waiting... go go go go go. GO TO THE PAST.

Wait, where the fuck is everyone going again?

Oh, New York, cool cool, OH SHIT WAIT... Like, THIS New York. FUCK MAN. WE ARE REALLY BRINGING IT BACK.

Hahahaha Hulk smash.. kinda.. ugh.. man, level-headed Hulk is, like "I'm trying man. He won't come out!"- all over again. FUCK THIS IS FUNNY.

Wait, okay, Captain and Tony going to the- OH SHIT LOKI, okay, I remember now.. man I should have fucking rewatched all these movies. My ADD IS KILLING me right now.

We're not close to three hours yet, are we?? ARE WE?? *checks clock* okay, good, good, proceed...

Okay, Asgard, got it, got it... HAHAHA Fat-Thor, this will never get old, and Rocket.. this should be interesting...

Settle down, Thor.. Jesus, how the mighty have fallen....

Wait Nebula, who else knows the stone is here!? WHAT'S GOING ON. DON'T BE OMINOUS, BITCH. OUT WITH IT.

It's Thanos. It's definitely Thanos.

Ohhh OMG GUARDIANS YES. YOU DANCE, STARLORD. YOU DANCE. ... wait... he looks insane dancing to no music. THIS IS GOLD, MY FRIENDS, PURE FUCKING GOLD.

OH FUCK NO. Black Widow and Hawkeye are going there?! Shit.. I know what this means. Wait.. I KNOW WHAT THIS MEANS! NOOOOOOO NATASHA AND HAWKEYE.

Hulk's just over here talking to Tilda, whatever her name is, like, wanna grab a cup of coffee and chit-chat a while?! BITCH, THIS IS YOUR FAULT. GIVE HIM THE DAMN STON- oh shit, now he is out of his body. PLOT TWIST. PUT HIM BACK YOU MONSTER! WE ARE ALREADY OPERATING AT HALF CAPACITY HERE!

Okay, New York. Got this... Wait, which one is which? I can tell which Iron Man, is which... because well, Tony has issues with LEAVING SHIT ALONE.

Hahaha Hulk and the stairs.

America's ass? Really..

I'm pretty sure Scar Jo has America's ass.

Okay, Loki, yup, okay.. and sweet talking Captain. We got this.

HAIL HYDRA. I AM DEAD.

I kinda forgot Antman was here... OH GROSS GET OUT OF TONY! What the fuck are you doing in there!

IF Tony dies in the past? What happens in the future... THIS SHIT IS SO CONFUSING. I HATE TIME TRAVEL.

Past Tony is dead?

Is this part of the plan?

Oh, sorry, jumped the gun... He's okay.

HAHA THOR HAMMERING TONY'S HEART!

HAHAHA HULK AND THE STAIRS!

Loki, what are yo- FUCKING LOKI. Wait, what? FUCK. COME BACK. WHY DO YOU ALWAYS FUCK EVERYTHING UP YOU SPINELESS, DEMONIC, SPACE-MAN, YOU?!

FUCK IT WAS THANOS. BITCH TURN OFF YOUR BRAIN. NEBULA YOU GOOD FOR NOTHING- wait, what is happening?!

Okay, we got two stones, right? RHODES HAS THAT STONE, RIGHT?

YES BITCH! NEBULA BETRAYED YOU. YOU'RE LITERALLY THE WORST PERSON (person?) EVER, THANOS. FUCKING DAMMIT.

Wait, we're going where now? I am confused. WHAT THE FUCK IS IN JERSEY. THERE'S NOTHING IN JERSEY! I CAN SAY THIS SHIT BECAUSE I AM FROM CONNECTICUT AND DRIVING THROUGH JERSEY IS THE WORST PART OF ANY SOUTHERN DIRECTED DRIVE!

OH... Jersey... ohhhhhh... okay.

Is that?! OMG IS THAT HOWARD STARK?!

Your name is Howard? Really, Tony.. really? ...Howard...Potts...

WOW I DIDN'T KNOW HOW MUCH I WANTED THIS, BUT NOW IT'S HAPPENING AND OMG. HUG OR SOMETHING! THAT IS YOUR FATHER TONY! UGH. I am already too emotional for this..

Wait, how long has this movie been on so far? Don't check, don't check, don't check....

Thor literally has the bloody easiest job. Like hug your mom, sneak a peek at Nat. Port, and take the stone? What did they need Rocket for?! He should be with Nebula, WHERE HE WOULD BE FUCKING USEFUL!

Hulk's still just talking to Tilda, what's her name. YES BITCH DOCTOR STRANGE WAS A DOUCE. NOW GIVE HIM THE DAMN ST- okay, thank you. Job well done, Tilda. See you, probably never again...

Nebula vs. Nebula?! Bitch was such a suck up. This is ridiculous. Is this really Canon?!

Okay yeah, appease your demented father. NEW-NEBULA! SPIT IT THE FUCK OUT. "THANOS KILLS YOU GAMORA! HE LITERALLY THROWS YOU OFF A-"

NO NO THE CLIFF.

FUCK ME. Who is this.. okay.. Hawkeye has kids, but Black Widow is a female. What is going to... wait, what are they even talking about? Has someone made a decision yet? WHAT THE FUCK ARE YOU TALKING ABOUT. STOP TALKING IN CIRCLES BOTH OF YOU. ONLY ONE HAS TO DIE. BE SMART ABOUT THIS. IF YOU BOTH GO DOW-

-Oh no Hawkeye-

-Oh no Black Widow

Wait..

...now I'm...

No.. okay, Black Widow... That's sad...

What a waste of a really good butt.

PEGGY CARTER. FUCK MY FUCKING HEART MAN.

Are we good to go yet? We got the stones, and some more magic potion... I kinda forgot we needed that, but that's good... that's good...

STARK HUGS! FTFW.

We're home!

Guys, that's not Nebula! THAT'S NOT FUCKING NEBULA. Okay, we're just going to ignore the fact that her arms are different and-

Yes guys, it's sad, Black Widow is dead... I'm sad too, but GUYS, COME THE FUCK ON. WE'VE GOT SHIT TO DO! STONE, SNAP, BRING BACK, TAKE OUT NEBULA BECAUSE SHE'S A BITCH!

Hulk is made for this. Really? Really guys? Because that looks like it belongs to Tony's suit. ARE WE REALLY IGNORING-

OH... oh shit... it's fine guys, the hand grows.

OH FUCK HE SNAPPED.

DID IT WORK?! DID IT WORK?!

DID IT FUCKING-

ANSWER THE PHONE!!!!

ANSWER THE FUCKING PHONE! WHO IS FUCKING CALL-

OMG! HIS WIFE! HAWKEYE! AHHH. IT WORKED! WAIT- WHAT THE-

Wait.

What is?

OMG WHAT THE FUCK IS THAT THING?

OMG WHAT THE FUCK IS HAPPENING.

FUCKING- WHAT?!

Thanos. FUCKING, Thanos.

Shit, where's the hand?! WHERE ARE THE FUCKING STONES.

Wait who has them?

Where is everyone?!

OMG THEY'RE DROWNING!

I can't even remember who is here right now..

Is everyone alive?

Where are the other avengers? WHAT IS- Nebula, seriously, go home. You're ruining this. APPEASE DADDY YOU BITCH.

Sure, cool... Thanos why don't you just pop your happy ass down on that rock. Take a fucking load off. Have a good rest... because... IF YOU'VE FORGOTTEN, YOU HAVEN'T EVEN DONE ANYTHING IN THIS TIMELINE YET, YOU LAZY PIECE OF-

Wait, that's actually kinda badass.

You're just sitting there hanging out and-

OH GOD WHAT ARE THOSE THINGS?! FUCKING MUTANT GIANT ALIEN BUGS!

RUN HAWKEYE RUN!

THEY'RE STILL DROWNING! GODDAMN, DO SOMETHING USEFUL FOR ONCE, ANTMAN, INSTEAD OF THROWING OUT THEORIES THAT YOU CAN'T EVEN HELP EXECUTE! HURRY, FUCKER, HURRY!

Thanos vs. Iron Man, Captain America, and Thor. Okay, I don't understand how this isn't over in, like, two seconds...

Seriously, what makes this Thanos guy so badass?

Like what is his secret?

Maybe it's Maybelline?

Fucking Thanos...

SHIT WE ALL GUNNA DIE!

TONY! IS THIS... is this it? Are we-

Are we dead now?

That's right, Gamora. Help your fucking SISTER!

Did Nebula just commit suicide?

That's awkward...

Seriously, is no one going to say how painfully awkward that was to watch?

NOO TONY!

NOO CAP-!

HOLY SHIT WE ARE SO OUT NUMBERED! FUCKING THANOS.

WHAT IS-

Oh...my god.

OH MY GOD!

THEY'RE HERE! THEY'RE FUCKING HERE!

OH MY GOOD, ALL THAT IS HOLY, GOD!!

Is that, IT IS! STARLORD!

BLACK PANTHER!

GROOT! HOLY SHIT, YOU GIANT TREE, YOU. I LOVE YOU SO FUCKING MUCH!

Wait, where is- SPIDERMAN! YASSS YOU, WEB-SWINGING, LITTLE BASTARD, YOU. I TOTALLY HATED YOU BEFORE YOU DIED AND I REGRET THAT NOW. IM SO FUCKING SORRY.

IS THAT PEPPER-FUCKING-STARK, MAN!?

GIANT-ASS ANT-MAN. I take back whatever I said about you before. SQUISH THANOS’ ARMY LIKE THE TINY SPINELESS BUGS THAT THEY ARE!

Is that... insensitive?

Seriously, how are you guys still losing?! WHAT IS THANOS!? FUCKING GOD. THAT'S WHAT- HOW ARE YOU ALL SO USELESS RIGHT NOW?!

SPIDERMAN AND IRON MAN!

DOCTOR STANGE DID THE SPARKELY CIRCLE. Omg, I am dead.

THIS IS NICE! HUGS. Holy fuck. MY FUCKING HEART.

GAMORA! But wait, Q, that's not...

OUCH! FUCKING NUT-KICK ON POINT.

HAHAHAHA- yes, Gamora, that's the one... HAHAHA

Yeah, Doctor Strange is a prick Tony, we know this. WHAT THE FUCK DO YOU MEAN YOU CAN'T TELL US? I swear to fucking god I'm coming for you Cumberbatch if this doesn't fucking work-

HOW ARE WE STILL LOSING?! YOU HAVE THE FULL-SPAN OF THE AVENGERS, AND A FUCKING BADASS WAKANDA ARMY, AND YOU ARE STILL LOSING.

This is like one badass game of keep-away.

Seriously, though... of all the games we learned as kids, THIS is the one we're going with?

HOW ABOUT HIDE THE FUCKING HAND SOMEWHERE ELSE FAR FUCKING AWAY FROM THANOS.

OH SHIT SPACESHIP FIRE!!!

OH SHIT WATER!!!!

Water? Really?

STRANGE, WHAT ARE YOU DOING?! What is that thing!? Now, use it! PUSH IT! Dammit, okay, cool, just stand there holding a giant ass water weapon that you could be throwing at Thanos' giant-ass head!

Are we all dead yet?

How long has this movie been on for?

Don't fucking look, MEGHAN.

GROOT AND ROCKET- OH MY FUCKING GOD.

WHAT IS THE SPACE SHIP SHOOTING AT!? WHAT THE-

FUCKING C. MARVEL. REALLY. DAMN, YOU FIERCE BITCH!

Oh, oh, look at you, girl! Go girl, go! You put down that blue-faced mongrel.

FEMALE MONTAGE. FUCKING FUCK, HOLY HELL, FUCKING A.

SHIT! OH DAMN... Those stones... how did I forget about the stones again. FUCKING! DON'T LET HIM PUT IT ON!!!

Seriously, we are fixing a car right now?? Is this really important?? I feel like this can wait until after Thanos is dead.

Someone call DCF... what the fuck did Thanos just do to Spiderman?

DAMMIT! HE PUT IT ON.

GET IT OFF HIM CM! DON'T LET HIM-

Oh jeez, he made CM look like a ragdoll.Oh... more ragdolls...

WHAT THE FUCK IS HAPPENING. WHY CAN'T I KEEP UP WITH THIS BULL-SHIT.

WHO IS DEAD? IS ANYONE DEAD? WHAT THE FUCK?!

SHIT THE GLOVE IS ON AGAIN!

How did we not learn the first time, NOT to let that happen.

WAIT! GO TONY GO TONY GO!

NOOO TONY NOOO TONY NO.

Wait, I'm pretty sure I saw those stones fall off...

HE SNAPPED.

Deep breath... nothing.. ha.. Thanos you little grumpy bitch.

Stones-

TONY HAS THE STONES!

BITCH, YOU KNEW THIS WAS GOING TO HAPPEN!

YOU'RE TELLING ME YOU JUST HAD FUCKING HOLES READY FOR FIVE INFINITY STONES SET INTO YOUR FUCKING IRON MAN ARMOR THE WHOLE ENTIRE TIME!? WHAT THE-

Yes baby, YOU are Iron Man.

SIT THE FUCK DOWN THANOS.

YOU BLOW AWAY IN THE WIND, BITCH.

BLOW

BYE BITCH, BYE!

No... Tony....

Peter fucking Parker.. no.

God no, what the fuck. I didn't need this.

"I'm sorry, Mr. Stark"- just... fucking kill me.

SOMEONE CALL PEPPER! HER HUSBAND IS-

Oh, hi Pepper...

Jesus Christ.

WERE GOING TO BE OKAY. REST NOW, TONY! OMG. Seriously, just kill me. OMG ... WHAT THE FUCK.

FUCKING EMOTIONS.

Wait, did we win? I forgot to pay attention.

Has anyone seen Groot in a minute? How is my giant fucking ficus doing?

HOW LONG HAS THIS MOVIE BEEN ON?

Do we have to watch them put the stones back? I really hope not. I cannot take anymore stress tonight.

I LOVE YOU THREE THOUSAND.

FUCK ME.

TONY HAS A HEART... and mine is having palpitations.

OMG EVERYONE'S HERE! WE CELEBRATE YOU, TONY STARK.

IS THAT- OH GOD, ALL THAT IS HOLY. IT IS! HARLEY OMG!

WE'RE CONNECTED.

YOUR DAD IS A PUSSY, BUT WE ARE CONNECTED.

God, this fucking hurts.

Happy and MORGAN. What the fuck.

CHEESEBURGERS?! YOU WANT FUCKING CHEESEBURGERS?! OF COURSE YOU FUCKING DO.

As if my emotions weren't compromised enough already...

Thor giving his throne up to a badass- FUCK YEAH HE IS.

Fucking really, Wanda and Hawkeye. Shit. I give up. I'm just going to sit here now....

I DON'T CARE ABOUT YOU CAPTAIN AMERICA. JUST PUT THE STONES BACK SO I CAN LEAVE THIS GODDAM THEATRE AND DROWN MYSELF IN WINE.

Oh... you're old now, Captain...

This makes sense.

Wait, does this make sense?

Weren't you like frozen or something? Did that just not happen? I fucking hate time travel.

Oh, and you married Peggy.

Is that really the end? Seriously. WHAT.

OMG... THIS CREDIT MONTAGE. WHAT THE-

OH IT CHANGED.

HOLY FUCK. GOODBYE TO THE FIRST GENERATION! I AM CRYING.

NATASHA. SCAR JO.. OMG. I LOVE YOU.

TONY.

Fucking Robert Downey Jr, I love you man. Thank you for 12 brilliant years. FUCK. I need a nap.

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lightninginhersoul · 2 years

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I feel like I already know some of the answers, but ask meme for Karsia.

<3 thank you queen!!!

I am absolutely going to have to answer as myself despite the fact that Kallista always kinda jumps out of me when I answer questions about karsia lmao, but I'm also gonna maybe go for some deep cuts? idk we'll see where this goes

blorbo: oh this of course has to be Kallista, light of my light and a whole nightmare of a tiefling, the OG Bring Your Own Blorbo. i still can't believe that i decided to make her an edgy rogue and i somehow didn't see how much she cares about people, to the point that she's in the middle of a love pentacle and frankly only has good options.

Scrunkly: Lumen is BABY, she's just so adorable and every time there's a baby lumen drawing i LOSE MY MIND. However i'm also gonna toss Ephrim in there because that kid is ruling a city, eats hearts to get memories, and holds thousands of years in memories and also yet is just the sweetest kid.

Scrimblo bimblo: ughhhh this is hard. I'm gonna put sapphire in there I think because there's a lot I think we still have to discover and i think her interactions with kallista are always hilariously terrible in the most catastrophic way, with the energy of "either we're gonna kill each other or kiss and we never are interested in the same option at the same time". I don't think she quite gets enough credit for some of the crazy things that she pulls off - Chad Agate was a MASTERSTROKE.

I'm also gonna say Beckett, because there's so much going on there and I wanna KNOW what he's been up to, I love a political drama and he's right at the middle of it, Bredon might be the Only Good Man in Karsia but Beckett is also a delight. "Kallista, I know you feel the need... to do things" kills me

glup shitto: Frank the shovel guy. i'm obsessed with him. I stole one of his shovels. Will there be consequences? Why is this his thing? I was so obsessed with this man that i remembered his weird ad from a three second bit for MONTHS and i still knew his name. God, I can't wait to see where he shows up again

poor little meow meow: I feel like this can't NOT be Tristan Fabian Alexander VanGaunt, a Lord of Sentall who is just a... sad and broken man. he's just kinda so sad and pathetic and also so compelling. I wanna see if wringing him out would fix him. i'm fascinated with him in many ways but also both Kallista and I would stan him through whatever he did, so he totally fits this

horse plinko: ooooh so many people would fit into a plinko machine... the OBVIOUS answer is Adran. I'd love to stick him in the plinko, watch him fall, observe what happens, and then do it again. I wanna be his Glados. I wanna make him plinko until he cannot plinko any more...and then try it again.

HOWEVER i think it would be HILARIOUS to plinko Tev, (Kallista would say Eva), or Envar. Like yes, let's make Tev have even more of a breakdown, and then make Envar lose his hat over and over. God that'd be so so fun.

eeby deeby: who will go to superhell today... the VanGaunts without question, they ruined two perfectly good children, both of them have anxiety, and also did not HELP the situation in Sentall. (Kallista would also send Eva). I'm also going to send Pelor, yes, that's right, the sun god is gonna go to superhell for not ASKING Eldon if he even wanted to be a champion of a god, like come on man, not cool

#ask game #karsia #this was so fun i loved this <3 #also for context this is from the 6 year plus d&d game i'm in #ask me anything about it anytime tbh

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Terrors Of The Inky Past Prologue Part 2- New Life

A/N: hereee is part 2 of the four part prologue to my au!, sorry that this is coming out slightly longer than i intended it to be, i honestly didint know what else to put onto here, but yeah, sorry if this sounded like it doesn't make sense, making this took a real toll off of me while being sick, and i shouldn't even be on here while im sick af but oof i needed to finish this cause i need to at leash do something about my au oofs. also, this was made in april 11th and finished on may 21st

"if one were to perish within battle or were to die in a accident, how would you all feel? would you feel upset, sad, or even angry? what if it was a loved one? what if it was someone you really care for? what if.... you could bring them back from the dead with a little help...?" --- White, white and bright lights were all that he could see, he covers his face as he groans, the figure emitting a "ughhhh..." as he looks around, seeing a tall but lanky figure, the taller figure turns around, and knelt down to the other's level, and held out it's hand, the smaller average size figure looks down at the hand, and then back at the other, before slowly reaching out, and taking the other's hand, the tall lanky figure smiled as the two were fused into one, followed by a slow flashing explosion, Henry wakes up with a loud gasp as he jolts from bed, sweating as he held his chest, breathing as he pants, he looks at himself, his eyes widening "W-wait... w....what.... hap-" he turns around to see the door opening, and his eyes widen at who he saw, a familiar figure, a woman in her early 30s, having dark colored hair, with blue teal eyes, and having a gown on, Linda yawned as she rubbed her eyes "Henry...? why are you up so ear- huh?!" she was cut off by the other hugging her tightly, henry, softly whimpered as linda looked, and felt like she understood "Hey... hey it was only a nightmare okay?" she said as she rubbed his head "come on, you don't wanna be like that for the studios tomorrow right?" she said as henry's eyes widen, "wait... studio?" he asked as she nodded "yeah, remember? you promised joey you'd help him with something about bendy?" she asked as henry blinked, before a foggy memory opened up in his head as he rubbed his head "uh, yeah, yeah um what time is it?" he asked as she looked at the clock "oh! well you woke up from your nightmare just in time, the studio opens in a few hours, should be enough time for you to get ready!" she said as henry nodded, before he broke the hug, and watched her walk off to get ready for her own job, as henry can finally breathe as he rubs his own head, he feels like his whole body was hurting "ughhhh...." he groans as he rubs his own head, he decided to see if he looked any different, he shrugged and decided to see if anything was different, taking a moment as he walked into the bathroom, he decided to look at himself in the mirror, and he stares at his own reflection in shock. he noticed that he looked much younger than before, maybe around his late 20s, he noticed how he had a light stubble and brownish colored hair, with a orange like color near the top of it, even his hair color was different than he remembered, including his eyes, they were a nice, calm peaceful shade of green, he also looked more taller than he remembered, being around 5'7ish feet, though he somehow knew he was gonna get much taller in the near future for some reason, he looks at his own body shape, it looked much more healthy and althetic than worn and tired like he was in the studio, he then began to think back to when he and bendy were fused together, he stares in shock as he remembers joey pulling the lever "he.... he used the failsafe... he did it on purpose..... im.... im the only one who knows what happen, i don't even know if joey even knows it or what he even looks like.... god.... god damn it" he rubs his own head, he should feel glad that he's not in the loop anymore but, he's not, he's gonna be right back in the studio BEFORE it went to hell, and before the toons even existed, but for some odd reason he just knows that today's gonna be different for him, he just has a slight feeling about it, none the less he decides to get ready to go to the studio as he starts to think about what exactly happened. a couple of hours later henry reached the studios, he looks to see the difference between that building and the house as he tries to think about what the different was... aside from the fact that it was a actual studios and not a story build place in a house, before he could even question it, he yelps as he felt someone touch his shoulder "oh! sorry there henry old chum!" a familiar voice said as henry turns around, and his eyes widen, standing there, was none other than joey drew, instead of the old frail man he saw with a wheelchair and cane, he was more younger, with smooth, but slightly messy jet black hair, he wore a blue shirr, with a red vest, and sported a bowtie, along with cartoon like gloves that he made himself, his pants were a brownish color, and his shoes looking fancy, overall he had a snazzy looking appearance with his dark jacket on him, it did'int help that henry could see his strange yellow dark glasses, overall he was a bit frighten to see a more younger joey, he noticed as he takes his glasses off, his green and purple colored eyes staring at him with a confused look as his eyebrows furrowed "you alright henry? i haven't seen you this upset ever since halloween, oh now that was a fun time! sammy sure scared you good did he?" he said as he chuckles a bit. The Cartoonist on the other hand, was far but joining in, he was shocked to see this, but he does raise his own eyebrows at that, before somehow a memory formed up on his head "oh.... heh yeah, sammy did scared me pretty good did he?" he said as joey seem to laugh "ya darn right he did! now come on pal, we got some work to do!" he said as he unlocked the door, and the two walked into the studio. henry was..... shocked to see the inside of the studio, the walls were different, and cleaner, and it seems to be more lively, and the joey drew's studio logo wasnt even there, it said instead "HENRY AND JOEY DREW'S STUDIOS" somehow, he smiled at that, he looks at the nice reddish color the walls had, and how the style of the wood seems to be more like a oak color, joey seems to notice "enjoying the style change henry? i knew ya would, wally and thomas are good at doing their job, but norman helped out with the new logo change, it was fun seeing all of them work together, getting along, you should of seen it" he said as henry looked over, nodding "yeah, it does look good, you and the others seem to really did a good job with it" he said as joey seemed to grin "Well we got some time to kill before the others get here, wanna see what wonders we can come up with today?" he said as the cartoonist nodded, while chuckling, actually slightly forgetting about why he was so scared in the first place "heh, sure then joe, let's see what we can find out today" he said as the two started to chat while walking, all while henry was attempting to see what other differences he could find in the studio. a couple of hours later have passed as some more people got in to do their jobs, henry greeted sammy and jack, who were chatting, before they noticed henry, sammy looked taller than almost anyone in the studio, having a height of 6 feet, his hair having a mix of brown and blonde, his blue eyes darting those henry as he putted his hands in his brown jacket's pockets, tapping his dark colored shoes on the ground as jack notices henry too, he was the shortest, and possibly the youngest, being around 19 years old, and having a height of only 5 feet, having messy brownish hair, and wearing a nice hat, his joyful green eyes beaming with joy as he smiles at henry, before the two both waved as henry went over to them, with sammy being the first to speak out, his voice giving henry some familiar vibes "heya there henry, your here early for a change?" sammy asked as the cartoonist shrugged, but nodded "i guess so, just giving you two a heads up that joey wanted all of us over for a meeting again" he said as he nodded, while jack groaned "again? why do we do these things?" he said, before henry chuckled, even though jack was around 19, his voice sounded so much like a 30 year old man sometimes so it was quite funny to hear jack speak sometimes, which is why he's mainly slightly mute. still though the animator shrugged "he makes the rules, not me" he said as the three went their own ways for now, henry still had some time to kill before the meeting start so he went off to find his work desk, it was right where he remembered it being, he looks off to see that there was no new room when he left, which he was kinda glad for, he tries to remember what else was going on as he sat down, and just started drawing, halfway throughout he stops as he felt someone pressed a hand on his shoulder "hey there pal" a familiar voice said as henry turns around, to see norman, his eyes silently widen as he looks the same as he remembered him before he left the studios, same tall posture, same black cloths, same grey like hair, and of course, the same blue and yellow like eyes he seemed to have, norman smiled "what's wrong? did i scare ya? i thought i tolds ya that i sees everything henry" he said as henry chuckled, before something recalled in his head, a memory from when he heard about the tape "THeY dOn'T eVeN kNoW WhEn Im WaTChINg, eVeN when Im RIgHt BEhIND thEm!" henry started shivering but he was snapped back to reality when norman snaps his own fingers. the African American stares with a worried look "you alright there pal?" he asked as henry started breathing, taking a deep breathe as he gives him a thumbs up with a nervous smile "j...just peachy..." he said as the other seemed to smile softly "Well what's ya working on?" he asked him as henry looked at what he was doing "just, drawing i guess" he said as he does some finishing touches "you know, i never could stand the actual design of that cartoon devil, i don't know he seems... well uh.... naked" he said as henry shrugged "joey came up with the idea, not me" he said as he hums a bit, with norman looking rather nervous "well... it's not my own place to judge but have you ever.... thought about giving the little guy more... jazz?" he stated, to which the other looked up, actually surprised "um... well.... no really...." he said as he remembered something "joey never liked the old concept design we made for bendy... but i did" he said as norman sighed "no no no not that, i mean something new! something... original almost!" henry's eyebrows raised but he was interested "like, think about this, we have a upcoming show that's been getting a lot of fans, the only thing that parents complain about is that he doesnt have any other clothes so... why not give him some?" he said as henry's eyes widen "...norman.... your a genius" henry said as norman grinned "i know i am~" he said as the two chuckled, and henry began his work. Throughout half the whole ordeal of the drawing, norman watched as henry did his best to make a new, original, design of bendy, with norman grinning as he noticed how excited henry was as he chuckled a bit, eventually the animator was finished with the design as he showed it to norman as he inspected it, and the African American's eyes widen in shock and amazement, the design surely was VERY different than the original, for starters bendy looked more taller than he did, and unlike the other design there were two things, one is that he had a neck, and a tail, and the other was that he had actual, colored clothing, it was a jet black hoodie, with a red hood to go with it as he noticed the different gloves, they sported a green color, and he also had blue jeans on as well, the thing that norman liked the best besides the smooth head and horn design, were the shoes, they looked like tapshoes, overall the design was perfect, and he even chuckled at the little bendy badge too, and he noticed the bowtie, which raised his eyebrow "huh? you still gave him the bowtie?" henry seems to rub the back of his head "w-well uh if i ever plan on showing this to joey it's gonna have at leash one thing from the original design yeah?" he said as norman shrugged, but laughed "i guess so, but over all, the design is perfect, and unique, it really looks original, and a perfect design for a perfect show" he said as henry seem to smile "you really think so?" he said as norman grinned "i don't think so henry, i KNOW so" he said to him as henry smiled, and he hugged norman, with the other smiling and returning the hug "thanks pal..." he said as norman chuckled "no problem, anything for a friend" he said as the two parted ways, with norman going back to do whatever he was doing, and henry to go show joey the design. As Henry went to joey's office, he noticed that the other was getting ready to say his speech, joey perks up seeing henry "ah! henry! what brings you here this early before the meeting starts?" he asked as henry seem to nervously smile "w-well uh mister d-d- i mean joey, i was, doing something and norman gave me a really good idea" he said as joey raises a eyebrow "oh? and what is this idea?" he asks as henry seems to gulp, as he shows him the design, with joey looking it over, from top to bottom, as he gives henry a look "henry, this..., this design is..... is..." he smiled "perfect!" he said as henry actually perks up "r-really?" he said as he smiled "of course it is! im glad that you decided to show this to me! maybe someday we'll have him wear this kind of outfit" he said as henry seems to nod, but flinch slightly, now a bit upset that joey was still going to use the original design that they both made together as the official "is that all you wanted to ask me? the meeting starts in a couple of minutes" he said as henry nodded, as he grabbed the drawing "yeah... that's all, see ya later boss" he said as he walks out, as joey ponders on the sudden change in his friend's behavior, but he shrugs it off, he had more important things to worry about right now as he hums a bit, looking over a picture of him and a young boy, as he softly frowns at it, before sighing, and picking up his glasses, putting them on as he goes to where the meeting will take place. Henry sat down next to wally as the others were already there, henry noticed shawn, who seems to be humming as he looks over at henry, and waves, as henry waves back, next he noticed grant and thomas who seem to be having some small talk, before he notices susie talking with sammy, henry seems to smile slightly, it was... nice seeing them not as monsters for a change, he didint know what failsafe joey used but... maybe he could get used to this lifestyle, before long everyone grew silent as joey entered the room and went to start his speech, it was pretty much explaining some changes here and there, some minor stuff, along with adding a amusement park soon to the studios, as well as expanding it, making it big enough to house a lot of things, he even went on to explain that someday, there will be actual toons roaming around the studios, throughout most of the speech only henry and wally noticed this but joey seemed to act, a lot more different during the speech his tone was different, and the way he speaking sounded like he was 100% all of this would happen, the cartoonist started to get slight flashbacks to the loops again as he grumbled softly, rubbing his head, before long the meeting was over as joey said he needed to do something, as the others went off to do their breaks, wally was having a conversation with henry "man im telling ya, mister drew seems to be acting a lot different lately, more than usual, it's like he was so sure that all of this would happen, now im not complaining but like, i don't this it's that healthly for him to be... well that much obessessed over it, what do you think henry..... henry?" he looked over to see that the cartoonist was day-dreaming, or more like thinking heavily, henry was recalling more 'memories' he was having from his new life, before wally snaps his fingers, “mister Jarvis, you don’t look too good are ya sure your alright?” henry’s thoughts went into reality after hearing wally’s voice, remembering that boris snapped his fingers at one point to break henry out of a trance in the studios, the young animator smiling slightly at wally “y-yeah im a-alright” he said as wally stares, confused “Ya sure…. you’ve been real quiet ever since joey announced this whole bringing to cartoons life thing… I mean the moment he said that it’s like you experienced it before” he said as henry suddenly froze again, remembering bits and pieces once again as he started shivering, wally noticing as he looked around “Uh…… henry?” he snapped his fingers “ay! come on! If ya keep on acting like this im outta here!” he said as henry blinked, he groaned as he rubbed his head, before wally seems to chuckle "hey uh, remember that one time during your daughter's birthday i dressed up like the easter bunny? she was out of her own freaking mind, im telling ya if she didint get off of me sooner, i would of been outta there!" he said as henry, softly chuckles, with wally grinning "see! all ya needed was a little laugh and a smile! im telling ya henry, this whole thing is strange but, it's nice to know im not the only one who sees it!" he said as henry nodded, before glancing off at the distance, wondering how on earth did he get a daughter, when he blinks, recalling that he had a daughter and a son before, when he looks back at wally with a blank look “im.. gonna take a break, tell joey im going home early” he said as he got up and walked off as wally blinks “h-hey wait joey never lets us walk out of here early!” he said as henry paid no mind, wally blinking before he sighed “man, sometimes he can be strange like mister drew... but im not complaining, he writes the checks" wally said as he took a sip from his coffee. After the small talk he had with wally, henry huffs softly as he walks through the halls of the studio, slightly trying to remember what was going on, he had very few memories of what happened during the last loop so everything was slightly a fuzz, he did remember a big blur, and then he was here, in a different year, and now in a different universe but… he still have some sort of memories from the loops, the cartoonist humming softly to himself as he putted his hands in his pockets, he was about to go to his desk, before he suddenly hears… crying? henry raised a eyebrow as he listened in to the crying, before his eyes widen, it was joey’s crying, he hurries over to the room and saw the man himself, in the ink machine room, holding a frail child covered in ink, he instantly knew who the child was as joey turned around, with tears in his eyes as he stares at henry, his eyes staring into his as henry saw how much sadness were in them. “h-h-he was a-alive h-henry… h-he w-was a-a-alive f-for 1-10 m-minutes h-henry….. h-he…. h-he remembered….” joey said, hiccuping while tears were streaming down his eyes, he wasn't wearing his glasses, and he had a smile on his face, a smile that matched more akin to bendy’s but, it was a sad one as henry reached out, before joey hugged henry, crying into his shoulders as henry somehow remembered that they tried bringing bendy to life before, for a certain amount of times, all the attempts failing, henry even had a few tears rolling down his eyes as he hears joey's sobbing as he tried his best to comfort him “i-i missed him s-so much h-henry, i-i-i cant k-keep s-seeing h-him d-die over and o-over a-again! i-i need m-my s-son back! i-i need j-josh!” he said as he cried as henry looks over at the motionless body as henry shushed joey, patting his back. “it’s okay joey….. someday… you’ll see him again.. i know you will…” he said as joey hiccuped as he clutched his shoulders "…o-one more..t-try..h-henry…. j-just o-one… m-more c-chance….“ henry looks at him like he was crazy “w…wait what…?” he said as joey gives him a pleading expression as more tears seem to drip and shed down his eyes "h-henry please! j-just o-one more t-try! i-i need to d-do this! i-if i-it works t-then m-my s-son will c-come back! a-and o-our creation w-will f-finally b-be a-alive!… p….please….” he said as he sobbed some more, before henry stares, before he patted his shoulder, joey looked up at him as henry gave him a smile “…sure pal, anything for you” he said as joey sniffled, before giving him a broken smile "t...thank you my friend......i'll.... i'll clean this up, tell thomas to help me with the last attempt please" he said as henry nodded "yeah... i will" he said as he got up and walked off, before he turns back to joey, seeing him whimpering slightly, henry stares sadly, before he sighs and decides not to tell him about leaving early, he needed to make sure he was alright as he went off to tell thomas, as joey looked at the motionless body, tears swelling up in his eyes "what did i do wrong..... what do i have to do in order to get this right.... i just miss you so much son......." he said as he rubs his eyes, sniffling slightly as he just waits now for thomas to show up. after a few hours and after thomas came to clean up the mess, everyone was heading home as joey stayed back for a few more minutes, doing some research on his computer, before he looks at something that caught his eye, clicking the link and looking at a list, his eyes suddenly widen, as a smile formed on his face, this could be just what he needed to bring something back from the dead, he writes the items down on a piece of paper, taking a mental note to let henry know tomorrow as he grinned, this was it, this could be the last shot he has at trying to bring his son back from the dead "don't worry bucko.... daddy's gonna make sure your coming back alive" he said as he looks at the picture of him with his son, smiling softly at it as he takes off his glasses, rubbing his eyes slightly as he putted them back on, and shutted down his computer, getting ready to go home for the night, henry was on his way home when he stops for a moment, looking at the night sky as he stops at a stop sign while driving, the cartoonist looking at the beautiful stars with a smile, before he keeps driving back to his house, maybe he could get use to this new life he has, at leash he wasnt in a never ending story anymore, henry turns on the radio as he listens and hums to a song as he seems to get slightly lost in it, the song he was listening too was titled "country roads" as he hummed to it, driving back to his house, he just hoped that joey would be alright, but somehow, deep down in him, he has a feeling that it's not gonna be happy for long, he just hopes that day would never come.

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Fate Doesn’t Write My Stories pt. 6 - Dreamers

This is a multi-chapter story about MC, and Chris finding their way back together after years of being separated post graduation. Chris’s career takes him to Boston, a city he’d promised was her territory. But it’s not just Chris, fate has seemingly brought the entire Hartfeld crew back together.

NOTE: This is a fictional story based on Pixelberry’s Choices App. *Books The Freshman, The Sophomore, The Junior. I am not affiliated with Pixelberry nor do I own the rights to their original characters.

Tags @jared2612 @katurrade @annekebbphotography

The little red light on the bottom left of MC’s ancient laptop began to flash, her battery was dying. Had they really been talking that long? MC grabbed a pen to continue taking notes as she powered down her laptop. She’s really hit it off now with the young athlete and his stories intrigued her. Three hours they’d been talking, shocked the pair of them hadn’t been kicked out of the small coffee shop she looked around her gaze focusing out the bay window she’d looked out before. Her focus was pulled from the conversation as she noticed Chris sitting on a park bench a crossed the street. Her mind began to wonder… had he been there the entire time? MC looked back to Miles as the two of them finished their conversation.

“Thank you again for meeting with me” She thanked him graciously. “I’ll do my best to put out the honest and true version of who you are. The Patriots are lucky to have a player like you.”

Miles nods humbly but doesn't dwell on her praises. “Would you mind if I asked you a question? You don’t have to answer it…” he pauses patiently waiting her response.

“Sure?” she responds cautiously.

“I know nothing about you or your past with Chris, but I do know whatever he did he’s extremely sorry for it. Would you ever think about giving him a second chance?”

Miles inquiry settles in her mind as she looks down to her lap. How was she supposed to tell Miles that Chris had ruined any chance of that when her body was telling her otherwise. After a few uncomfortably long moments MC looks up to Miles. “I have a boyfriend” she gives a simple and childish answer.

“That is the most bullshit excuse..” Miles yells and MC knows it’s true. “I spent 3 hours baring my soul to you MC and the best you give me is ‘I have a boyfriend’. I would have rather you taken my offer not to answer at all” his voice playful now. “Seriously set your boyfriend aside, does my friend” he pauses “Does my best friend, even have a chance with you? Or should I tell him to move on?”

MC takes a deep breath and admits to herself, and the stranger before her something she’d know for the last 4 years. If Chris ever sobered up, if he ever apologized and came back she knew she’d fall for him again. MC’s eyes meet Miles now as she tries to resist the urge to speak the truth. “Yes, he does” she says lightly and shoves her notepad in her purse. Reaching her hand out quickly for a handshake she stands from her seat. “Thank you for the interview, I’ll send you a copy of the article before sending it to publish.” she harshly changes the subject and Miles yet again stops her.

“MC you promised me something in return for this” he reminds her his gaze moving out the bay window to where she’d been looking before. “That man has waited outside on that bench for 3 hours.” his voice soft, “Him and I drove separately, he’s not out there waiting for me.” Miles looks to her shaking her hand and walking away, as he reaches the door he looks back to the auburn haired writer. “Don’t break your promise to me MC.” his voice serious and almost threatening.

MC stands in the coffee shop her head and heart pounding. She needed to get home she needed to start writing but her moral compass was leading her toward the rusted park bench. “Ughhhh.” she exclaimed while forcing her laptop into her bag out of frustration. She looks out the window, Miles gone and Chris still waiting. She swings her bag over her shoulder and jay walks a crossed the street quickly.

Chris is so focused on whatever he’s reading on his phone he doesn’t even see her coming. He’s startled when her voice fills his ears.

“I keep my promises, whether I want to or not.” her voice stern now as she fights her body’s instincts. “So you wanna talk? This might be your only chance.” MC was straight forward and bold. She’d been burned by this sandy haired boy before and she had truly learned from it. She was independent now, she didn’t need a man anymore, not even Carter.

Chris’s eyes meet hers already apologetic. “Can I walk you somewhere?” Chris asks standing to meet her. “If by the end of it you don’t want to talk again, we don’t have to. I’ll continue to run Miles’s publicity through you but that will be the extent of our communication.”

MC nods one hand resting on the strap of her bag she falls in line next to the man who’d once consumed her every thought. The pair of them walk silently for far too long before Chris realizes he’s missing out on time with her.

“You look great” he starts and immediately regrets his choice in words. “Not that you didn’t before MC.” his eyes fall to the ground as he leads her up the street. “I’m an open book now and I want you to ask me anything… I’ll answer. You deserve answers.”

MC looks to him but his eyes never leave the ground. She studies his face and feels worry radiating off of him. Four years ago she would have used this opportunity to yell about anything but now she only had a few questions. “Was it hard? Your recovery? Was it hard?”

Chris looks over at her shocked and for the first time in four years their eyes finally meet. He mindlessly studies the hazel coloring and she focuses on the once comforting blue. He’s shocked that out of everything she could ask her question was about him, about his healing. He’s taken back but he does his best to answer honestly.

“It took a year to truly snap out of it” he recalls “I moved back home and for the sake of my siblings my mom cut me off of everything. I’d be lying if I said it was easy. The pain and headaches, detoxing it was all horrible. Having to face my sister knowing that she knew I wasn’t truly myself anymore, that was harder. I couldn’t be the brother she’d looked up too... It was around Christmas that year that I finally started to find myself again, I worked for a Christmas Tree lot. I spent a lot of time chopping, wrapping and driving trees around. That time alone in the cold was what truly healed me. By March I’d finally stopped craving alcohol though it still tempts me even today. I haven’t had a drop since that March.” he answers with a hint of pride. “It was the longest year of my life though there were a few small victories. Almost a year to the date of the crash I won the lawsuit against the driver. He was jailed and I came into enough money to get me back on my feet.”

MC analyzes his response, “I’m happy for you Chris.” she says softly almost hoping he wouldn’t hear it. “How’d you end up working with Miles?” she questions avoiding the subject of their demise at all.

“My recruiter from the Eagles, he met with me in August of the following year. He was very good to me when he didn’t need to be. He said he saw promise in me not just in my sports talent but my business talent as well. He offered me a job to assist him for a year, try my hand at the business side of the NFL.” Chris laughs, “It was the closest I’d been to a football field in over a year and I loved it. After my year I got a couple recommendations and a coworker Jonathan asked me to move with him to co manage a new player for the Seahawks. While Jonathan quit halfway through the season Miles asked me to stay and I can’t imagine turning my back on him now. He’s frustrating, but he’s also wise beyond his years.”

MC doesn’t respond this time allowing silence to fall over them again. She begins to recognize the streets they were walking down. She didn’t know what exactly he was playing at but he was leading her to Harvard. They enter through an opening in one of the gates and they begin to walk through the connected courtyards surrounding the old stone buildings. MC knew this campus as if she’d attended here. She toured the school three separate times in high school. Chris leads her to the cement steps outside of the Widener Library. They sit next to each other sharing a step near the top in the shade. MC is uncertain of why he’d lead her hear, but her heart knew he had deeper intentions behind the choice.

“I know this place means a lot to you.” Chris begins knowing now he’ll be entering treacherous grounds. “I don’t want to ruin it by talking to you here but I need you to know a few things.” he looks over at her trying his hardest not to break eye contact no matter how truthful he became. “The biggest mistake I have ever made was letting you go. I had convinced myself that you would be better off without me. And you have been, you’ve built a life for yourself. But that Christmas I realized how much I really missed you. I knew you’d never forgive me so I had to live without you. I tried dating” he laughs “None of them worked out… in fact some of them were completely disastrous.” he chuckles at the memories running through his head. “None of them were you.”

“Chris…” MC begins but doesn't know how to continue. Her mind wanted to scream and yell and remind him of the pain he’d put her through but her heart and her gut wanted to hug him to remind him of what her embrace felt like. She’d never really felt this type of conflict before.

“I just want you to know that you’re the only girl for me. I’m sure I could fool myself into loving someone else, but deep down I know they wouldn't be you. Regardless I made my bed and I fully intend to lie in it. I let you go and that was my mistake.” he moves his eyes from her proud yet saddened by his confession. Looking at his fidgeting hands in his lap now he speaks again. “Harvard was your dream, and NFL was mine. While neither of us truly accomplished those dreams they are still apart of us. It’s my hope that in the last four years you haven’t stopped dreaming. I hope that you still wear your Harvard sweatshirt from your Jr. High years whenever you get cold at night. I was truly unlucky to not be there to share the past few years with you but it is my strongest hope that you will let me share the next few. Maybe not by your side but as your friend and truly as one of your biggest fans.”

MC boldly moves her right hand over his and slides her left hand to his cheek to lift his eyes to her. “You broke me.” She admits her eyes full of pain. She watches the pain transfer to his eyes though he doesn’t look away. “And I would love nothing more than to let you in, to let you fix this. But I’ve changed and unlike you I have fallen in love again.” she lies now, she’s using Carter as an excuse not to open up. MC loved Carter but knew she would never be with him forever. She selfishly kept him around.

“Friends then?” Chris questions.

MC flashes him a smile “Friends” she agrees.

The two of them wandered the campus for hours stopping at bookstores, coffee shops and gift shops as they caught up. Chris shares the stories of a few disastrous dates and MC shares about her promiscuous roommate Molly. They laugh about both of them avoiding Becca’s wedding in fear of seeing each other. The sun has gone down now and MC has lost all her writing time and forgotten her promise to celebrate with Carter. The two of them finally approach her apartment building and she turns to say goodbye. “Chris, Kaitlyn has a concert here in Boston tomorrow night. Zack, Becca and I are all going… you should join us.” she offers.

“I wouldn’t miss it” he nods and takes a step backwards down the steps leading toward her door.

“Wait!” MC says reluctant again to say goodbye. She follows his movements down the step and kisses his cheek softly, lingering longer than she should have. “It’s good to have you back.” she admits before turning inside quickly.

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talesfromacrip · 4 years

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more ehh thoughts (recent edition):

w o w

can’t even speak my damn mind anymore in this house I guess without getting the whole, ‘get out then if you don’t like it here. look for a section 8 place and blah, blahhhh’ speech.

the signature speech of my parents when I get on their ‘last nerves’..

all just for speaking my mind. lovely

all bc I said something in regards to something political my dad was talking about. then saying black lives matter after bc it was also apart of the conversation

(which is my opinion)

that word doesn’t sit well in my parents ears.. my dad to be specific apparently.

he then started saying I should just look for somewhere else to go and that if I say that again, something will happen. (not anything violent on me,but make me leave to somewhere else type of happen )

guess my parents (specifically my dad) wants me dead if he wants me to go out and find somewhere else to go. it’s not like, idk, i have a fucking immunocompromised system or anything like that ya know?? also.... during a fucking pandemic as well ?? helllloooo, old man?? i just don’t know anymore sometimes with my parents

caught me off guard a bit and hurt really fucking bad.. like, wow. if that’s how you feel, then let me go which you won’t and won’t admit.

used to it though which is silly to say, but I can’t do anything much about it even if i tried. so, I must deal for now anyway I can.

we settled our differences though which, I’m glad, but I hate that I was the first one to do it. shows how it is in my family at times

at least my mom and few friends are on my side. ridiculous to be treated like this for having a fucking opinion.

doesn’t help either to get teased about it. like I haven’t been most of my life already ya know, shit.

sick of this house sometimes. the people in it, I should say.. sigh

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I feel like I’m not, as ‘feminine’ as a lady should be. adds to my existing body probsss

can’t put makeup on. can’t get my nails done. can’t use bath bombs. can’t use facial creams or certain acne products. can’t buy clothes I’d like to shape my body and whatnot.. it goes onnnn. I would like to do what a lady likes to feel/look her absolute best ya know.

I can’t though. trying?????which doesn’t really go anywhere much tbh

I have an unused makeup palette and lippies going to absolute waste in my drawer.

which, cost me gooood money bc gooood brand. treat myself.

to see it go to waste though,is heartbreaking...

I could be using it now during the pandemic,but I have no one to help me with it. I can’t do it myself with my fucked up arms/hands either so that’s a nope.

my mom won’t help me and I’ve asked. she has more important things to do than make me look like a little clowns spawn.

I have so many ideas and I can’t execute them as I’d like. never can and it hurts. maybe on a drawimg, but having it applied to your face is a much better experience. very relaxing as well,but to take off.. that’s a process

doesn’t help that I’m told I’d look better with it as well, which totally helps my self esteem ya know. "it suits your moon face and covers those acne bits.."

fucking hell.. like, let me be.

guess not though it seems :lllllll

I feel gross about my skin.. dry and flaky at times from my medication and bc my body is a lil ass. it’s fucking oily on occasions as well.. ughhh. a whole nightmare, in my opinion

small acne scars,pimples from an imbalanced body in miscellaneous spots and places where they shouldn’t be.. I hate it.

I cannot look at myself without wanting to scream sometimes. I just stare and flip through a plethora of thoughts until I’m sitting there watching myself cry

I can’t buy the right skin products without suffering a break out or some kind of allergic reaction either. that’s how ‘sensitive’ i am.. ughh and people think it’s sooo fucking easy to take care of your skin.

help me out then and do it for me instead of telling me when I’ve said why I couldn’t in the first place..

fucking shit

I use to do my nails and paint them different colors almost every other week or so when I was younger. that was when I could move them to a certain extent. now i just can’t much for that. maybe?but I don’t want to risk twisting my wrist again. which, oddly helped a bit, but I’m not risking it

can’t even paint my right hand without leaning into a terrible spine position bc of my curled in fingers. it’s "so easy" though.my big ass it is

so, I just leave them bare nowadays

I have chipped and or broken nails anyway from fidgeting and anxiety. so, that’ll get in the way when they’re colored

sigh

bath bombs are the most elegant form of hygienic self care. a bubbly concoction for your skin to dip in.. ughhhh. sounds so relaxing and funnn

can’t sit in a fucking tub though to enjoy it and I don’t have the walk in ones. just a plain walk in shower. every time I see someone post about them, I melt inside. so pretty with the glitter fragments and the colorsss...mm

how I wish I could endure a porcelain tub to soak and forget about the world for a moment.

I can dream, but that still hurts as well.

I used to wear slim fitting tops for my stomach bc I was one of the chubby ones ya know.

now, I want to use them more bc my body doesn’t look how I thought it would be at my age. due to medication and lack of movement, just made it worse and it’s not my fault. feels like it is though and I tried. still am and it’s been hard lately with the pandemic. massive buying spells again so, some healthy goods are not available.

apparently though it seems nowadays being ‘thicc’ is in when years before it was absolutely frowned upon.

I got teased for being ‘thicc’ and now I’m somewhat getting praised for it?? kinda weird circus did I buy tickets for? unless I didn’t??

like, what do y’all mean, now it’s in????? stop being such a rude wad of shit and quit playing with people like this.

I don’t know what to accept much anymore and it’s bothers me so damn much

even if you do get praised,you must meet the standards. with some that is, I should say. must be at least some sort of skinny. some sort of, shaped being that I don’t really want to explain bc I feel it’s obvious.

some disabled folks are almost never in this section and when so, seems very fetishized.

hopefully this paints a small picture or whatever size you prefer your canvas to be. I’ve already talked about my body and more like this just gets me upset

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uggh why are people still making stupid party plans, going to crowded places and doing other irresponsible shit... during a fucking pandemic?? It’s literally s o fucking irritating.

these people do not grasp this it seems, but ooooooohhh. gotta go out and risk it for someone who doesn’t even care about my health,others and even themselves.

fucking dumb

funny to see them complain about being home and all bc of this. like, how do you think I’ve felt and countless other disabled folks like me? sucks h u h. no freedom to go anywhere for risk of a fucking accident or worse, d e a t h.

it’s easy as hell to stay home and keep yourself occupied but apparently it’s a big ass deal

read, write, draw, cook, c l e a n. go out in your, idk, backyard as your outside relief?? is it really that b a d of a need to go somewhere??

especially when eventually it’ll drain you and you’ll eventually go back h o m e anyway ??t’s ridiculous.

"you should be thankful you can even go out."

yeah, to appointments, groceries, and concerts o n l y.

I don’t have the fucking privilege to go out at my own leisure and when I do, I have to plan like a mf.

it’s not easy. can’t drive. van is always busting on us. parents are my only source of a ride. can’t even generally go out anywhere bc of stupid stairs and all that.

I swear. every time I see a friend, mutual or family put something like that.. irritates me. I wanna comment so bad,but I don’t want to start anymore drama.

maybe soon I will. who fucking knows

———

i miss shows and all, but I just don’t as much.

I’m paranoid to think of going to future ones now..

I’ve already missed a majority of concerts my whole childhood and teen years due to my disability.

I don’t want to miss out on my young adult life now that I’m somewhat in a ‘better state’ bc some of y’all don’t want to be cautious and follow rules.

shows are therapeutic for me, but idk anymore now if it’s makimg me like this

disabled folks like myself who enjoy these shows are in so much fucking danger, it’s ridiculous.

we already were anyways with moshing and all.. which I know some act like they don’t know.

y’all are so desperate to go like, what about the other fandom folks who can’t even attend these shows though?? sad

these lives performances some artists have been doing are perfect and we need to support them more with this format. encourage the fuck out of them like the do to us with their music and whatnot.

I was so fucking thankful DGD did one.

it was a great time, but not so great when everyone is like, but what about an ‘actual show’?

it’s just, never enough with some of the fans I swear. irritating

yeahhh ,lets risk the fuckin band/bands getting sick so they can play for us. yasssss. shows how much they read up on the members and care about their health/wellbeing.

———

being sober brings back a lot of suppressed memories. nights are bit hard when going through this

makes me remember quite a bit of conversations that others have probably or most likely have forgotten by now as well

irritating and sad. that’s how I get some of my dreams as well which cause lack of sleep at timessss y a y

———

I, over share too much at times it seems.. how the hell do people want to know me though????

if I’m making the situation, odd or whatever, fucking tell me instead of ignoring it and trying to move on with some stupid shit

if I can fucking sit through y’alls oversharing.. can with fucking mine

———

I hate how everything that’s so wholesome and genuine I see, I can barely even do and say..

I especially hate how I imagine it with someone who deserves better. this is wearing me out I swear to fucking god

I put some of my eggs in the wrong basket.. again

ohhh fucking boooyyy

least it’s a good basket..

———

sometimes I feel so uneducated when taking with friends. my mind is like a fucking mad libs book on new game plus.

it’s blanks out and replaces important vocabulary with some silly childish shit instead

#therapy journal #uhhh

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