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exhausted-undead · 4 months
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caption this please I need to laugh
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trashpie420 · 6 months
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Lokius AU: Bewitched
Single dad Mobius is trying to raise his two sons the best he can ever since his wife ran off with another man.
Living in a suburban town where everything has basically been the same since as long as he can remember soon has a new shop opening up across from his Watercraft store. Him and the other towns people are unsure of how to feel about a “Magick” store open up shop there. To make matters more interesting Mobius finds out the supposed guy moved across the street, making Mobius afraid that his kids might get involved in “satanic rituals”. The neighborhood is afraid the new guy is some evil cultist trying to corrupt their town and he might be some freak.
One day when Mobius gets home from work he catches his sons playing with an Ouija board and is upset stating that it’s “dark stuff” and “evil” which he lectures them into telling him where they got it. Sean ratting out Kevin stating they went in to check it out and the owner sold it to them. Mobius furious about this decides to give the owner a “piece of his mind”. As soon as Mobius bust through the shops doors his plans change when he sees the hot middle aged goth man sitting on a stool at the counter with a name plate in cursive saying Loki. Unable to decide on rather he should scold the guy or ask for his number, he ask him for his boss who sold his sons an Ouija board to which the man admits it was him.
Loki admits to selling it to them and even apologizes stating he didn’t think it was an issue since they claimed they’re dad gave them the money for it and even offers him a refund. Möbius surprised at how sincere and generous Loki is even though Mobius originally planned on yelling/shouting at him feels bad and apologizes for making a big deal about it saying he shouldn’t have blamed it on him.
Both end up talking more and more to each other leading Mobius into realizing that Loki isn’t some satanic cultist creep who moved into the neighborhood but actually a good guy.
However over time Mobius realizes he might have fallen for Loki. Seeing him across the street practicing yoga/meditation in his yard, making candles in his garage, watching him across the street from his workplace drink tea and hearing him go on and on about the books he reads. All these things have been on his mind. But that isn’t all, he starts seeing Loki in his dreams and even has thoughts of Loki & him together. This has caused him to be distracted from work & at home.
At one point he gets the courage to ask Loki out which to his surprise Loki agrees. On their date Mobius sees Loki looking very “different” and dressed more feminine to which Loki tells Mobius that he is gender-fluid and goes by he/she/they pronouns. Being the suburban small town coast man he is, he isn’t used to this kind of stuff but is very accepting of it as regardless to what Loki is he finds Loki beautiful and amazing in every way.
The two move in together quite fast, and most of Möbius’s friends/colleagues think Mobius is head over heels for the tall gothic man. Some people have doubted that they are together seeing as how someone who is a typical dad trope is dating a literal tatted, goth guy.
To add Loki tells Mobius about his life before moving into Möbius’s neighborhood stating that he actually used to be a model and dated some asshole who called himself the “grandmaster”, he also mentions his strained relationship with his family and how he moved to start fresh away from all the negative attention/energy they were giving him. Mobius also opens up about his divorce stating he wished he was a better husband and he blames himself for his kids not seeing their mom (his ex wife left him & the kids to start a new life).
The two end up falling head over heels for eachother and end up getting engaged. Mobius always has to tell the story of how Loki “bewitched” him and put a “love spell” on him which makes Loki roll they’re eyes.
Hope you enjoy this AU, anyone can take it and do whatever with it. I might write this as a fanfic in the future tbh.
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toadstool32 · 5 months
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Im gonna talk about my OCS for a sec I have to get into a creative space ok here it goes
Raini used to be my adventure time oc she started as like a princess that lived in a box in the woods but the box was a portal to a In between place for diff universes. She used to have a sidekick that was a purple octopus she did shady magic on it to become a big anime guy to help her out and also play games with. Naturally I was like 12 and didn't know what to do with them other than play house with them w my friends and their adventure time OCS. But I grew up n now they changed to something else.
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This is them btw ^^^
The octopi eventually became Mati n as I was looking up pics for this I FORGOT mantis insp was Canada from hetalia OTL it's ok I'm fine.
Anyway eventually I grew up n raini grew up into a older sister kinda character bc when I was 12 I wanted her to be 15 (older than me) and then I was 15 n I was like hey. So she's 21 but now I'm older than her so whatever. Also Mati is now rainis lil bro. She actually became a big sister wow!!.
Anyway raini is like. She was made to be a replacement to this evil sorceress like instead of looking for inmortality she was like ok when I die I'll just process someone so I'll make a body for that so she was like ok I'm training a vessel for that n so raini was born in a way but the lady is like ok someone has to make this kid learn stuff so her body is good enough for when I die who's gonna do that not me lolz so raini grew up around lots of u dead servants and she was like alright cool I'll be the best at magic shit and one day mg mom will take over my body cool 👍 but then she got old enough to notice that's fucked up as shit and the sorceress started paying attention to her and started punishing her when she wasn't good enough so one day raini found a spell to make two pieces of jewelry connect to eachother in a way that would funnel energy from one to the other and so raini gave one to her mom and kept the other and when she least expected it started to steal her mom magic energy plus did other magic stuff. So she used the boost in energy to run away. But while she was running away (and it's a big castle like thing that she has never stepped out of) she found in a secluded room a kid. Like seven years old. Staring blankly at nothing so she's like aw fuck there ANOTHER ONE and while the sounds of her mom's screams were ringing thru all the place she grabbed the kid and ran away.
Eventually she found an old place that her mom owned and just stayed there with Mati she does odd jobs around and uses magic to help out ppl in near towns (for a price tho, she's got a mouth to feed) raini still is technically linked to her mom and she wants to kill her bc she doesn't just wanna run away but also the original plan was always that when she dies she Will Take Over Her Body, it's cool it's chill. She's coping.
Mati wasn't trained in anything like raini was her barely a person he's more like a shell but when raini grabbed him and ran away he started to react to stuff and learn u know. Eventually after he spend enough time outside in the real world he started acting like a kid. If a weird one bc all the entertainment in the house are weird anime, zoology books and creepy shit, sappy soaps and also he lives with raini so. But he's probably more well adjusted than raini. Figures. Also he's like a ticking magic bomb, whoops! He can't do magic. But more like. He IS magic, if he ever finds that out he will go nuclear ✌️
Ok that's all for now thx if u read this.but also Why
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votestaynight · 1 year
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15th day "Utopia" (scene 5)
――Let's return this sheath to its rightful owner. I don't know if I'll succeed until I try. But Saber put her hand into my body to check for the sheath's existence. Then it shouldn't be impossible to take it out.
"Wha――are you serious, Shirou?" "I'm serious. It's yours to begin with, right? So it's only natural to give it back to you, and you might be able to beat him if you have it."
"…My magical energy will certainly increase if I have my sheath back. But I still cannot guarantee that I will be able to beat Gilgamesh. And――if you take out the sheath, what will you do? If you take the sheath out, you――"
I won't heal even if I get hurt. But that's normal. I've relied too much on this body of mine without even knowing it. People die when they're killed. I can't be protected from such a normal thing now.
"Take the sheath, Saber. We need to do this to win." "―――――"
Biting her lip painfully, Saber doesn't answer. …I don't know how long that lasted. Just as the clouds disappear and moonlight starts to shine in through the window… "…All right, Master. I shall borrow your heart." Saber nods at my words.
"…Then, I shall begin. Are you ready, Shirou?" "――Yeah. Go right ahead." Saber agrees. Saber places her hand on my chest and―― "――!" …Plunges it into my body.
…My job is easy. Taking out the sheath is similar to the steps in the "projection" magic. The sheath of the holy sword is melted into my body. I just need to gather it into one place and form it like it was before.
Of course, that's just the image. I say I'll return it to its original form, but it's only the magical energy that will be shaped like that.
Saber's the one who gives it shape. The cluster of magical energy will take shape in Saber's, the possessor's, hand. I'm just helping her. As if making something from nothing… I take the scattered pieces of the sheath and carefully reproduce it without flaw――
"―――――!" …My body's burning. Projection is way beyond my level. The magic surely kills my body every time I use it. It destroys my nerves, burns my skin, crushes my brain, and makes me a vegetable… But it's the only weapon I have, and this is the only way to help Saber.
…I imagine. Her figure as I saw it in my dreams.
The golden sheath suited to the king who ran through many battles. I take what protected the king and led her to numerous victories and reproduce it vividly without any mistake.
――So that no matter what happens. I engrave it into my mind so that I will not forget it, no matter what kind of end awaits us――
"――!" I hear Saber's voice. …Something that was binding my body for a long time escapes my body.
"Amazing… this is excellent, Shirou! No one else would be able to reproduce it so perfectly…!" It must be perfect as Saber seems surprisingly happy.
"――" My body is burning, and I fall onto my butt.
"Shirou…! You are sweating a lot! I will bring something to wipe it right away…!" …Saber runs to the house. Listening to her footsteps, I let out a sigh. I felt it was perfect too. It was so perfectly done. I believe no future projection will be as perfect as that.
"…Bye. Thanks for everything." I bid farewell to that which was part of me until now. ――The golden sheath that protected her. I will never forget it. Even if it leaves my body, its figure has been engraved into my heart.
――The moon is distant. The clouds have cleared and the darkness has a dim blue glow. Daybreak is close. The long night is about to end.
――This is the final moment. Going through the night, Saber and I have reached our final destination.
"――Shirou, this is…" Saber sounds tense. I feel the same way. As I nod, I can feel sweat dripping down my neck.
…The mountain feels like one big living thing. The wind coming down from the mountain gate is warm, and the shaking trees seem like breathing lungs. Chills and pressure assail me every time I take a step. No――the air really is thick and wet.
"…Mana is dense here. This is just like ten years ago. I expect…" …The summoning of the Holy Grail has begun or it's already over. Either way, that must mean that Lancer has fallen to Gilgamesh.
"――I'm going to make sure, Saber. After we reach the top, all that's left is to fight. You take care of Gilgamesh, so I'll take care of his Master――Kotomine. We won't assist each other. …We just have to beat one of our opponents."
"Yes. I will concentrate on my own fight this time. And Kotomine is an enemy you must defeat." "…Yeah. Leave him to me. You too Saber. Don't let that guy beat you."
"…Yes. I will swear on my pride that he will not defeat me. Not as a Servant, but as a heroic spirit, I cannot allow him to beat me."
Saber says so strongly without hesitation or distress. So there's nothing more to say. We will go to battle and determine the winner as the last remaining Masters. ――Even if in the process… If one of us dies, the other need only defeat their enemy.
Even if I die, if Saber beats Gilgamesh, Kotomine won't be able to obtain the Holy Grail. At the same time, even if Saber dies――if I defeat Kotomine, Gilgamesh won't be able to stay in this world. …So there's no need to help each other. Our battles have already gone their separate ways.
…We go up the stone stairs. The air gets denser the closer we get to the mountain gate. Sweat drips down my neck. Ominous premonitions prick at my skin. Our strongest opponents await at the end of these stairs.
――But. I really don't care about that. We go up the stairs. The mountain gate is approaching. …This is the end. No matter who wins this battle, Saber will disappear.
The long and short days of battle will end and Saber will vanish from this world. She's going to return to her proper time.
――I… I can't say I have no regrets. Losing Saber… Losing the one I promised to protect, the one whose happiness I wished for. I don't know yet how hard it will be. We are still walking together and I can feel her presence. I'm not yet ready to lose her.
Even if I knew many days ago. Even if I knew from the moment we met that there would be a parting at the end.
"―――――" Thinking back, there were so many memories. Nights when we walked together, and times we fought together. I selfishly tried hard in the beginning, thinking that I couldn't let a girl fight. She trained me hard in the dojo. I slept in the shed because I was unable to sleep with a girl in the next room. We had lunch together.
Saber liked the bath, was satisfied when the food was good, liked the clothes Tohsaka prepared for her, and talked with Fuji-Nee. She pushed herself, took all the burdens onto her shoulders, and finally collapsed――and we shared our warmth in the ruin.
…I've been crazy since then. I couldn't think of anything but Saber, and after my reasons for fighting changed, I realized that I loved Saber. How can I lose someone like this?
"―――――" Saber doesn't say anything. I can't say anything either. When these stairs end… If we reach the top, there'll be nothing for us to talk about.
Losing Saber and parting with her will happen in the future. But. This moment is the only time allotted to us for farewells.
"―――――" …We go up the stairs. If I don't want to say goodbye, I can just talk to her about meaningless things. Like… Like going to town again after we go home. Or what she wants for breakfast tomorrow morning. Such meaningless things.
"―――――" …But I can't even talk about such things. If I talk, that'll be our final conversation. A clear end. Neither of us can offer a clear farewell.
――And so, we reach the mountain gate. This is the final choice. If we go on, it will end. But if we go back――I might be able to find a way to avoid losing her.
"――Saber." I stop and turn back to Saber. Saber is the same always. A tense stare with a composed expression.
The moment I see it, all kinds of temptation attack me. Like, let's run away. Like, if I don't want to lose her, I can go back. She would accompany me if I wished.
"―――――" My determination wavers. That temptation rises in my throat. But I stop it. "――Let's go. This will be our last battle." I declare that as a Master just as I always have.
Saber nods silently. Her eyes are strong-willed as always. "―――――" So, I won't have any regrets. As she believes in me. I too will believe that my choice is correct.
We start for the mountain gate. We head into the battle with no return.
I couldn't say anything and I couldn't tell her what I really wanted to tell her. But I want to believe that this silence was able to tell her my feelings.
――The long stairs we climbed together.
This is our final memory of our time together.
Red light fills the mountaintop. The blowing wind is getting stronger and it seems the source of it is that light――coming from the back of the grounds. The red phosphorescence scatters on the wind, and the grounds is too bright for nighttime.
Stagnant air filled with the presence of death. ―――――This is… Like the fire back then.
"―――――" But it isn't like that. Within all this red light, something is about to emerge.
…From the back of the building. A black darkness oozing in the bright red. If this clearing is like a clear lake, that mud is like an oil spill.
Mud that spreads, taints the ground, and does not kill anything it swallows. It's like a visible curse. I'm a magus too. I can sense that the thing only reacts to the human mind and only swallows human bodies.
"――You are finally here. I have been waiting for you, Saber." He is there, within all the rich colors. Ignoring the blood red and the death-stained black. The Servant clad in gold is waiting for us――no, for Saber in the middle of this place.
"And the time is about right. The Holy Grail has finally moved into action and the void has just opened. This curse is the contents of the Holy Grail, the Third Element which keeps us Servants in this world. ――This is what you splashed me with ten years ago."
Gilgamesh is only looking at Saber. It goes the same for Saber. She takes a step forward and points her sword at the knight in front of her.
"Gilgamesh. What do you intend? What do you wish for with that curse――that thing falsely presented as the Holy Grail?"
"I have told you that I have no wish. I do not care how Kotomine will use the Holy Grail. For now, my only concern is you."
As if in answer to Saber, the golden knight raises his hand. ――At the same time, the air behind him sways like a haze. The king's treasure, hundreds of Noble Phantasms, are loaded like bullets.
"…Yes. The time has finally come. I have been looking forward to this all this time, Saber. How to pin you down and make you swallow that. The way you will be unable to stop yourself from going crazy, disgracing yourself, and begging at my feet――!"
"――Well said. Then you shall have no objections to yourself meeting that exact fate." Another step. Saber steps into range of the many Noble Phantasms. …This isn't a battle I can do anything about. The battle between Saber and Gilgamesh is something no human can interfere with.
"――Heh, that is what I expect of you, Saber. That strong spirit, even though you know you cannot defeat me. It is indeed suitable to end this party, but――"
"I do not want any intrusions. You lowlife, disappear right now if you want to see Kotomine. He is waiting for you at the altar."
"――!" Kotomine is waiting.
…I glance at Saber. She nods while looking at Gilgamesh. Her figure tells me… That she is wishing me her best.
――I turn around. The one I need to face isn't here. Behind me. As I run, I hear the battle start.
At the back of the building. Behind the main temple is a large lake. Untouched by humans, the lake is holy as if a dragon king lives in it. The clear blue water is pure and the lake isn't even murky.
But that's all in the past. The lake now has none of these characteristics. The red light is in front of my eyes. And the sea of black tar. ――And――
The "void" created in the air and the girl presented as a sacrifice.
"――Koto… mine…!" My calm mind instantly goes over the limit. I stop and glare at my enemy.
"Welcome, Emiya Shirou. The last surviving Master." He smiles sarcastically and opens his arms to welcome me. …This is the site of our battle. This is the altar of the summoning in this Holy Grail War.
"――Let Ilya down. I'll beat you up after that." I glare at Kotomine. …There's about ten meters between us. The fight will begin if I move another step. I don't know what kind of magus Kotomine is, but I assume he'll use some kind of projectile weapon like Tohsaka.
In comparison, I can only punch him. Even though I have the dagger Tohsaka gave me, it's useless unless I get near him. …Once the fight starts, I'll have to run straight at him and stab his chest. But first, I have to do something about Ilya――
"Hey. Didn't you hear me? I told you to let Ilya down. What's so fun about torturing a kid?"
"I understand your feelings, but I cannot do that. The Holy Grail has appeared, but the void is yet unstable. My wish will not come true unless she bears this until she dies." Until she dies――then Ilya is still alive…!
"…I see. If you have no intention of letting her down, I'll just have to use force. I'll stop your wish――that black mud, right now."
"…Oh. So this must appear to be my wish to you. ――As expected from the son of Kiritsugu. I did not expect two generations to make the same mistake." "Wh――at?"
"This mud is not of my making. This is the power leaking out of the Holy Grail, the 'colorless power' that should have been omnipotent. No human power is able to stain it black. This Holy Grail has been like this from the beginning. Once opened, it will flow out without end and cause a disaster."
"This is the true identity of the Holy Grail. This thing is filled with every evil, something that curses everything in this world. No one can control such a thing."
"―――――" …What is he saying? If that's true, then he became a Master not for a wish, but just to open this up…!?
"…Kotomine. What's your wish?" I clench my teeth and glare at the black priest. The man smiles. "Well, let's see. If anything, it is for entertainment." He makes a simple claim as if it's only natural.
"Wh… at…?" "――Do you not understand? Music, for example. Why do people find music fun, Emiya Shirou?" "Eh――w-well…" "How about a book? Why do you think stories attract people?" Why――I've never thought about it.
"Yes. You do not even need to think about it. Every entertainment exists to pleasure people. It is amusing because it was made by people."
"All creation comes from within people. In short, the most entertaining things in the world are humans themselves. Bare humans are the best entertainment in the world."
"Compared to that, entertainment created by people is just secondary. …Yes, music, stories, like, dislike, pity, belief, betrayal, morals, corruption, illusion, truth…! It is all just trash to be discarded. Such things are mere second-rate trashy entertainment. What I like to enjoy are people themselves. Such pointless things are not my taste."
"For that, we need to discard excess things such as their lives. You heard of flashbacks, right? It is like that. People have value only at the moment of their deaths. Using their lifetime to gain momentum, they jump high to dazzle. That flicker is my wish."
"That is the answer to your question. As you feed on peacefulness. ――I live by feeding on this planet's light."
"―――――" The priest offering a speech with his hands apart is abnormal. I feel a chill, but not at his speech. But at the priest himself because he looks like a holy being while he says he wants to enjoy humans.
"So, you――"
"Yes, the fire ten years ago wasn't too bad. It was on a small scale, but it was filled with unusual excitement. …These are the only things I wish for. Such a hell contains an explosion of souls, the best flicker a man can give. You must have experienced that as well, Emiya Shirou. See? People dying in regret must have touched your heart, did it not?"
"Y――!" Don't… talk shit. That time… That hell… can't be contained with just that one sentence.
"Do you understand now? It is in a distorted fashion, but no one loves humans as much as I. Therefore, no one is more appropriate than myself to receive the Holy Grail." The priest laughs in satisfaction. As if… As if he thinks that event where people died in vain is wonderful from the bottom of his heart――!
"――Oh, I see." I concentrate on my feet. I put my powers into my legs, about to jump forward. "――So, I can kill you…!"
I jump forward with all my might. It's about ten meters to him. I'll go in straight at him and―― "―――――" I jump sideways. This is the result of my instincts of not wanting to die… …Surpassing my desire to kill him. "――!" I roll sideways onto the ground. I stop instantly and look up.
"That's――!" I look at the place I was running over. A sound of burning. The burning sound is coming from the black mud, stretching out from the lake. …It's like a black carpet. The mud slashed like a whip, attacking me as I went after Kotomine, and left a mark on the ground.
"I forgot to tell you, but you are already within my range. And to add, this thing is sensitive to living beings. ――I do not mind you moving, but you will die if you move carelessly."
"――!" I jump to avoid the black mud mercilessly attacking me. Screw moving carelessly. He's ready to kill me…!
"Damn――you fake priest…!" I stand up, still keeping watch over the lake. …The distance to Kotomine hasn't changed. That means this ten meters is as near as he wants me to get. …But that tentacle of mud stretches without limit. It will come after me if he wants it to, and I'm sure there are more than one――
"Oh, so you are ready to fight. That pleases me. I could not kill you if you were to run away, but there will be no problem if you attack me. I serve God, so I cannot kill someone who is pleading for their life."
"――Heh, don't lie. You can't say that after attacking someone from behind." He must have remembered what happened with Lancer. Kotomine laughs as if in admiration.
"Oh, yes. I hated you for that. There's no need to put this off any longer.
"…To be honest, I had hopes for you, Emiya Shirou. I felt some sort of fate when Rin came to the church with you. You cannot know how happy I was when I found out that you were Kiritsugu's son and that you were like him on the inside as well. The wish that did not come true ten years ago… I never expected that I would be able to get my revenge on Emiya Kiritsugu."
…The tentacle whips out. The quivering mud coming from the lake is like a black snake.
"―――――" …I bite my lip. This is the worst situation as I thought. The number of snakes continues to increase without end. I don't know how long I can survive, let alone how I can get close to him――
"It is only natural for you to be unable to win. There is a large difference in the years we have lived. It is a difference you cannot overcome unless you have something major."
The priest raises his hands. He glares at the heavens as if he is conducting an orchestra.
"――Put your life on the line. You might be able to reach me if you do so―――!"
He releases the black snakes.
Sparks fly off. The golden knight retreats from the blows which are full of the utmost spirit. She must have seen it as an opening. Saber dodges the swinging sword and moves deeper into the enemy's range――!
"Yaaaaaaaaaa――!" If the yell is a rip, the sword is like a comet. It overwhelms the opponent and he hesitates. But she keeps attacking. The sword keeps moving. It has destroyed rocks and pierced through walls, but… "Guh――!" Every blow is blocked by weapons appearing from behind him. "You persistent――!" Escaping danger, the golden knight――Gilgamesh has another sword in his hand. "――!" It is easy to repel that weapon. But she cannot block it straight on. All of the enemy's weapons have unknown abilities. It would be suicidal to block it without knowing its ability.
"Haa――Haa――Haa――" Saber jumps back out of range and catches her breath. Gilgamesh raises himself unhurriedly.
"You do not give up, woman. Can you not tell it is futile?" Gilgamesh shows no fatigue. For him, this battle is just entertainment. There must be no fatigue or strain when he knows he is going to win.
"Haa――Haa――Haa――" But it's different for Saber. For her, this moment is her only chance of victory. Before her enemy becomes serious. She has to defeat Gilgamesh before he takes out Ea or she will be the one defeated.
That is why she has continued to attack without a thought for saving her energy. She has cornered the enemy like this more than a few times. But still――she could never get past his wall of Noble Phantasms.
"Are you still going to continue? It is good to be loyal to your master, but there should be a limit. That lowlife would have been killed by Kotomine by now. There should be no reason for you to fight now." "…My master is still very much alive. Shirou will not be defeated by that Master."
"It can only be a matter of time. You do not know the Holy Grail. Even I have trouble against it. That kid will not last even a minute." "―――――" "You cannot beat me and that kid cannot beat Kotomine. You have mistaken your roles. If you had gone after the Holy Grail, this battle would have been yours."
The golden knight's eyes are not laughing. He is serious. ――But that is wrong. For Saber, such a choice would be a mistake.
"――Nonsense. This is the correct decision. I will not lose to you, and Shirou will not lose to a corpse such as that. You have fallen low to hope for a result that has yet to happen." "――Oh. It seems you still have energy to talk impudently." ――Space distorts. The number of Noble Phantasms behind Gilgamesh increases.
―――――It is coming. She grips her holy sword once again. …Actually, there is a way. There is only one, but there is a way to defeat that golden knight. ――――But for that… It will not succeed unless several conditions are met.
Even if she defeats Ea, he will be able to defend against her attack if he has energy left. And the method to defeat Ea will remain unknown until she takes a direct hit from it once more. ――Take a hit from Ea…? No way. Even with the sheath, I would not be able to get up after being hit. But there is no other way to win. It is a matter of how to grasp that slight chance.
Usually, she selects the best choice by instinct and follows that view. But right now, she cannot even feel it with her instincts. Probably because the probability of victory is so low and the chance of a comeback is pretty much zero.
"―――――!" But still, she must fight. For Shirou who abandoned his protection to give her back her sheath―― She cannot be defeated here by him.
"…I see. It seems you will not be convinced without a complete loss." More weapons appear. They move without Gilgamesh touching them and they aim at Saber. The weapons, whose handles were only visible before, all show blades now and await their master's order.
This is this knight's way of fighting. From the beginning, Gilgamesh has never been a swordsman. These Noble Phantasms are produced in the air and become bullets at their master's command. That is why he is called Archer. This Servant is an archer with the strongest arrows.
"Do your best to avoid them. If you do well, you shall only be stabbed in the limbs!" "――!" With one command, the godspeed rain of swords begins. Each one has fatal power. "…!" She eludes every one of them like a falling leaf――!
A sword from the front, a spear from the left, a polearm from below and above, a three-edged sword arcing and attacking from behind, a swing from a hammer bigger than she is――! She blocks, repels, dodges, and twists her body away from the last attack…!
"Ha――a, ah――!" Breathing hard, Saber recovers the stance she was driven out of. ――In that instant. She sees them behind her enemy. Behind Gilgamesh. The Noble Phantasms are already produced: 47 of them――!
"Ku――guh…!" She jumps full force. Many Noble Phantasms stab into the ground as not to let her escape.
In the rain of Noble Phantasms, she is hit time after time. Her armor is destroyed, her gauntlets pierced, and even the pieces covering her feet are pierced. Saber manages to avoid a fatal wound even in this danger, but then sees the worst thing possible.
On the other side of the rain of Noble Phantasms… As if to finish off a fleeing enemy, Gilgamesh is pulling out his favorite sword――! Ea――! She stops her jump. She lands right away and pours magical energy into her holy sword.
But will it be in time? Wind roars. The blade of light is revealed and she raises her sword without waiting for the wind to fully unseal.
"EX――" She does not even bother with the rain of Noble Phantasms and swings her holy sword with all the speed possible. "Enuma Elish――!" But it is too late. Pounding through his own Noble Phantasms, Gilgamesh swings his sword――
"Guh――!" I kick away the mucus around my ankle. My clothes are burnt away and my skin is exposed.
"――Guh, uh――!" I jump back from the striking tentacle. I can't feel my right ankle and I can't even tell if it's there, but I jump into the open field in front of me.
"Ha――Haa, ha, ah――!" I check my body as I roll. Ankle. All right, it's still there. I just can't feel it. If it's there, I should be able to run.
"Ah――haa, haa, ah――!" I jump in a different direction again to avoid the striking mud. I hear a splashing sound right next to me. The smell of the ground burning forces my dizzy head awake and――
"――!!!!!!" Fire runs up my back. "Ha, guh, guh――!" I shake it off and jump to an empty space. That must have been the end of this attack. The black mud that was surrounding me has disappeared from view for now――
"Ha――aa…Ah." …I bite my lip. I ran so much, but in the end… I'm pushed back to here again.
"Ha―――― haa, haa, ha――" I breathe hard and look at him so as not to lose in spirit. …Kotomine has not moved at all. He has just watched me run around.
"Haa… haa, haa, haa, haa――" …No matter how hard I breathe, my heart won't calm down. It's saying it's at its limits and it needs rest. It's about to go out on its own if I don't let it rest.
"Kuh――ha, haa, ha, ah――" I can't do anything. I can't get near Kotomine nor get through that black mud. …I'm not going to hold back on using the 'projection' magic.
If I can't move forward, I can reproduce Saber's sword again. It'll surely be able to slice through that black mud and I can go straight for Kotomine.
"Hm? Is that all? Tell me if you have given up." The instant he speaks… "Haa――ah, ha――!?" Lots of mud comes splashing toward me, telling me I cannot let myself stop.
"Kuh――!" I raise myself and barely dodge the mud. …The mud itself isn't too bad. It's slow compared to Saber's shinai, and it only comes where it's aimed, so it's easy to dodge.
But that's only true when there's only one of them. I can't deal with tens of mud attacks, the ones that come from behind me the instant I dodge them. As a result, I can only move around. Even then, mud covers me bit by bit.
"Guh, damn――!" There's no time to rest. I can't reproduce a sword like this. "Projection" magic tracing a weapon from the beginning requires at least one minute of concentration. If I show such an opening, I'll be melted down to my bones.
"Haa――ha, ha, ha, ah――!" The parts of my body covered with mud have lost sensation. The only good thing is that I don't feel any pain, but I won't know if I'm dead or not when that mud covers my whole body. I'm finished when that happens, and most of all――I'll have melted away by then.
"Haa――ha, ha, ha, ah――!" All I can do is run. I know it's only a matter of time even if I do, but I have to keep running for now. I won't have any luck getting near Kotomine while I'm dodging this mud. I can't get close now. Waiting behind Kotomine is a pool of mud.
If there's any chance of getting near him, it'll be when I do something about this mud―― "Ow――damn, oh――!?"
"―――――!" I-I can't believe it…! Who on earth would trip at a time like this!?
"―――――" Kotomine looks down at me like trash. He points his finger at me, and many snakes show their veins.
"…!" I get up. I try to get up, but fall again. "――Eh?"
I fall. I fall. The snakes are coming.
But I still fall. Why? Why? Why? Black mud comes for my neck. Why? Oh, I see why. My right ankle is unbelievably black――
"――So, that is it. I hoped I would be able to have a little fun, but you are Kiritsugu's son after all. You people are useless." "Wha――"
…I raise my head. …I'm still conscious. My wrists and neck are held by mud like chains, but I still retain my senses.
"…! Why don't you finish me off?" "I will soon enough. But just doing that would not be all that fun. You are Kiritsugu's fake, so the debt Kiritsugu owes me from ten years ago shall be returned with your death."
"―――――" …The skin with mud on it is burning. It feels like acid is slowly seeping through the pores of my skin. I grit my teeth, bear it, and check on my right ankle.
…It's totally black. I can't feel it nor can I move it at all. I'll have to take the mud out of my body, or put magical energy into it to move the clotted blood in there. …Either way, the moment I move it, all the muscle in my right ankle will be destroyed.
"I see. I don't care about that, but――why do you hate Kiritsugu so much? Was it so annoying to you that Kiritsugu destroyed the Holy Grail?"
"It is just hatred for a similar person. Kiritsugu and I were alike, so everything he did got on my nerves. It is the same as the way you feel hatred toward me."
"Wha――shut up…! Don't you dare say that Kiritsugu is like you…!" I raise my body up with my arms and glare at him. I don't know what's so funny, but he makes that evil smile.
"I see. It must be so for you. After all, he was a good enough person to let me go. He defeated me, the cause of that disaster, but he did not take my life. You should know that was a mistake. If he had killed me, those orphans would have been able to lead a peaceful life."
"――Y…!" "You should not be able to retort. But it was unpleasant for me as well. The fact that such a cold-hearted magus left me alive… it was unpleasant."
…That again. Saber said it too that Kiritsugu was a great magus and that he would do anything to accomplish his goals. But that's――
"But that was not his mistake. The mistake he made is that he thought this war had ended with the destruction of the Holy Grail. That is why he did not tell you anything, optimistically thinking that the Holy Grail War was over, and died stained in this curse."
"He was certainly a fool. He let the one who cursed him go and as a result, died within a few years. Believing that he had accomplished his goal and that the Holy Grail War had ended."
"―――――!" Hold on. Then, what? Kiritsugu died because of this guy? And that peaceful face he had on the night of his death was…
"Oh, let me ask you one last question. What was Kiritsugu's last moment like? Did he give something to you as his son and pass away with satisfaction? Ha, how foolish can he be. He accomplished nothing and pushed the responsibility onto you. His passing must have been ridiculous…!"
"――YOU――!!!" I kick off the ground. I drove magical energy into my right foot and moved it by force. "Gi――!" I ignore my tearing muscles and run to him on all fours like a dog――!
"――Yes. I would expect at least that much spirit." Kotomine raises his hand toward the waterfall behind him.
"―――――" What is he thinking? That is a 'curse' so strong that it's visible. You could call it magical energy specialized for destroying people. There is nothing you can do with it as it cannot be reshaped or anything.
Anybody that touches that mud will be stained with a strong "curse" and will be melted as if digested. In the process. The pain and fear before death remain as magical energy and become the next "curse" to seek out living people.
So, you die if you touch it. Anyone who touches it will die unless they can get the mud out of their body. …The priest stuck his hand in that waterfall of mud, but he doesn't stop smiling.
"This is your reward. Die in the same manner as Kiritsugu." In his hand is a black darkness. I sense that it is something completely different, and――
The world is attacked by a sudden flash of light. The moment I realize that the light is from Saber's Noble Phantasm…
"――Angra Manyu――"
The priest's words instantly turn the world black.
――Her vision blinded by the light is filled with darkness. If she were conscious, she would have known it was the ultimate black light.
"―――――" The darkness was only for an instant. But it is not darkness, but a swarm of grain-sized curses. The darkness swept her body away and she regained consciousness from the unpleasant sensation.
"Oh――" She gasps. The first thing she feels after consciousness returns is pain. Skin that was protected by armor is burned, her body is pierced and slashed, and she is in a miserable state. "I… see――I――"
…Lost to Ea. She was cornered by Gilgamesh's Noble Phantasms, could not block them, and took a hit from Ea as well. She managed to offset it a bit with Excalibur, but her body is wounded too badly. The wound is healing without magical energy, but even the protection of the sheath will not return her to normal instantly.
――There… "This is it, Saber. Do not tell me you refuse to admit your defeat in that state." Gilgamesh approaches, without a scratch.
"……" Still on the ground, Saber looks up at her enemy. She cannot do anything right now. The man can do whatever he wants with her.
"…Gilgamesh. That light was…" In spite of that, this is what she worries about. That flash of light. That black darkness from the back of the compound that covered the earth for an instant. …She does not want to think about it, but that darkness might have been aimed at Shirou.
"That light? You should be able to tell. It is a great curse. Kotomine must have summoned it straight from the Holy Grail. I hear that Holy Grail holds something that could curse everything in this world. The pollution you've seen up to now is just the remains of what came out of the Holy Grail. The primary curse has been summoned. Your Master should no longer be alive."
"――No, that cannot be…" She concentrates all her power. …She knows her body will not move. But she cannot abide just lying on the ground.
"No――Shirou is alive. He is still――" Certainly, she still feels the connection with her Master. It is weak and ready to go out, but Emiya Shirou is still alive. So she must go. If the enemy is something so unforeseeable, Shirou cannot match it――
"Guh――!" Using the warmth inside her, she tries to get up. "Ah――kuh…" But it was useless. Even the sheath of the holy sword will require a few more minutes to heal her body.
"It is too late. Stay still, Saber. The Holy Grail will overflow whatever you do. The events of ten years ago will reoccur. But this ritual is for your benefit, not mine." Looking up at the red burning sky, the golden knight smiles.
"Rejoice, Saber. If you are showered with it, you will become like me. You will have a body in this world and be able to enjoy your second life. Though, I am not sure you will be able to keep your sanity as I did." "Wha――" Saber looks up at her enemy in amazement.
Saber can tell that thing is a great curse. It is a magnificent cluster of magical energy and any magic should be possible with that amount. …If it were Caster using it, nothing would be impossible. But it is a double-edged sword. That thing can only curse people. If immersed in such a thing, even a heroic spirit would be unable to keep themselves together.
"……" That makes her realize. The Servant in front of her. This knight called the oldest king of heroes… he was swallowed by that pollution ten years ago. So―― "Gilgamesh, you――" He has gone insane already――
"――Oh. You think so?" Laughing, Gilgamesh looks down at Saber. His face looks crazy――and it suits him.
"Do not take me so lowly. How can I be a hero if I cannot swallow a curse such as this? All evils of the world? Heh, bring at least three times as much as that if you want to stain me. See, Saber. A hero is someone who carries with them everything they see. ――I am already carrying everything in this world." "―――――" Saber gasps quietly at his words.
…She will never be able to come to terms with this heroic spirit. His arrogant thinking, his selfishness to consider himself the greatest, and his merciless nature that never thinks of others. This is different from the path of the king she chose. A set of beliefs that will never overlap with hers. But this man still is a king. She can say that with confidence. Of all the Servants, this man is the only one who would be capable of keeping his sanity after being soaked in that vast curse.
"――Hmm, yes. Making you swallow the mud is good, but it is no fun if you go crazy because of that. Well, let us hold our marriage now." "――!"
"Gilgamesh, you――!" "What? Do you dislike being treated roughly? Then get used to it. I do not hold myself back on women or food. I plunder and eat them at my leisure." "――!" Held upside down, Saber glares at Gilgamesh.
"…Hm. So you honor your Master as a Servant, I see. Ridiculous. I cannot believe you gave him your body just because of the binds of the Command Spell." "――You are wrong. Do not misunderstand, Gilgamesh. I do not obey anyone. My body has never had such freedom."
"…Oh. Then you will not be mine no matter what?" His red eyes pierce Saber. There's no human emotion. He will kill if she disobeys. He will just kill her no matter how attached he was to her. These are his true feelings, Gilgamesh's truth.
"―――――" Saber stares back at Gilgamesh, not averting her gaze.
"――Gilgamesh. I will not become anyone's. I already belong to my country. My body is a king before I am a woman." She does not say it to anyone. She just says so, feeling the small warmth still within her body. "Ha, so that is your answer!? Do not make me laugh, Saber. A country is just a possession. If he cannot rule everything, there is no need for a transcendental being like the king. Geez――King Arthur, that is why your own country destroyed you." The golden knight sneers at her immaturity. "―――――" …That brings back her determination.
"Yes, you are correct. ――But, King of Heroes. That is why you destroyed your own country――!" A roared yell full of spirit. Saber uses her whole body to kick Gilgamesh in the face with her free leg!
"Wha――!?" Gilgamesh lets go. Saber stays upside-down and jumps using her arms.
"You would stomp on a man!? You must really want to be disciplined, Saber…!!"
She closes her eyes and looks within herself. 'That is why you were destroyed by your own country.' …She already knew that. She has heard those words over and over since she was summoned as Saber. But that man is different. He was mad like it was his own affair, but still――he thought that it was something to be proud of. So there is only one thing that must be done. Even if there is not the slightest chance of winning, she cannot stop here. While the warmth is still in her heart. She must run to her master as fast as possible.
"――!" "―――――" About eight meters to Gilgamesh. She places herself at the best range she found earlier.
…Her body will not move as she wishes. Her legs do not have even a tenth of their original power and the arms holding her sword are weak. She will fall without being able to block no matter what kind of a weak attack she receives. But――there are no openings in Saber's stance nor is there any hesitation.
"… Let me ask you…" Gilgamesh has to prepare himself seeing her like that. The golden knight readies Ea and looks at his opponent.
"Are you sane?" "―――――" Saber does not answer. Her eyes show her determination.
"――All right. I will not hold back in that case." The air roars. The sword of separation, Ea. A sword said in ancient Mesopotamia to have divided and created the world.
Gilgamesh's sword of separation roars to exterminate its enemy for sure this time. The swirl of air and the magical energy within it far exceed Excalibur.
"――Disappear. You are annoying, woman." Ea is raised. Saber raises her sword to match it. "―――――" "―――――" Their gazes meet only for an instant.
"Enuma Elish――" Gilgamesh's sword is swung. "Kuh――!?" But Saber's sword falls without power as she is unable to activate the Noble Phantasm.
――The light that cuts everything charges. Unable to do anything, she is swallowed by the light.
The instant I am swallowed by the darkness… …Hell is printed into my brain.
The starting penalty is five. Life penalty, body penalty, freedom penalty, fame penalty, fortune penalty. Give the penalty that extends so much punishment, mud, darkness, and malice. "Elimination of human rights by castration, exile, execution" "Torture and sadism upon the body through digestion" "Denial by consensus of the colony that eliminates all honor"
"Scorn from judgment and selfishness that takes away men's fortunes." death penalty penal servitude imprisonment custody fine penalty, crime from a grudge, crime from self-interest, unconscious crime, self-conscious crime, civil war, inducement, false statement, theft, robbery, kidnap, suicide, rape, arson, bombing, violation, negligent homicide, mass violence, death at work, overconfident accident,
misdiagnosis, concealment, violation for benefit, violation for self-protection, violation for love, violation for respect, selfish ■■■. Stealing fraudulent fraud concealment murder theft crime crime personal grudge attack attack attack attack dirty dirty dirty you are dirty atone atone atone atone every violence every crime every victim atone for everything "This world is ruled by something not human" Know the conscience to reform crimes.
Know the penalty to reform crimes. People's kindness is here. There is so much it cannot be noticed. Know the violence to hide crimes. Know the power to hide crimes. People's malignance is here. It is so rare that it is noticed. A hundred kindnesses and one malignance. Malignance shines bright to keep the balance and exists as a great "evil" to compete with the masses of kindness. The starting penalty is five
■■for self ■■for self ■■for self ■■for self ■■for self ■■for self ■■for self ■■for self ■■for self ■■for self ■■for self ■■for self ■■for self ■■for self ■■for self inducement, false statement, theft, robbery, kidnap, suicide, rape, arson, infringement, dirty dirty dirty dirty dirty dirty you are dirty atone atone atone atone atone atone every violence every crime every victim atone atone atone with death!!!!!! "――Ah" My brain explodes.
The mud eating away at my body remains and steals my warmth mercilessly. I am crushed by the thing seeping in through all five senses. Darkness I cannot look at directly. Ugliness I cannot acknowledge. Crimes I want to run away from. Every crime of the people in this world. That is why I am going to die. One trapped in this darkness will eat themselves to death from pain and hatred.
――But. Kotomine said… That this curse killed Kiritsugu. That fact knocks away every darkness.
――Warmth returns to my body. Blood flows through my beaten up body and makes it stand. It's only natural. Such a thing. Emiya Kiritsugu had been burdened with this for many years. He was pressed by the voices for atonement and died unable to fulfill his wish?
He said he wanted to become a superhero. He ran around trying to help someone, but could not get anyone's permission for that. Yet, he still did what he could to pursue the ideals he had abandoned. In the end, he was relieved by something a kid said and nodded to himself that everything was okay.
"Agh――ah, ah――" So I have to stand up. I relieved Kiritsugu and promised that I'd become one. If Emiya Shirou is really that superhero's son, then I can't let the bad guy beat me.
――Tohsaka said… I should win no matter what. ――Saber said… He is an enemy that I must defeat. ――Even Kotomine said… If I'm going to fight, I should put my life on the line.
They're right. What else can I bet if I won't bet my life? From the beginning, I have nothing else to give.
"AAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!" I leap desperately out of the dense black mud. "――!?" I can hear his bewilderment.
My throat is burning. My windpipe tears every time I breathe and it feels like I'm swallowing pieces of glass.
"Higi――gi, gii, ah――" I don't care. Tears are welling up from anger. I'm going to go crazy from anger before I go crazy from the curse.
"――Impossible. You managed to shake that thing off――!?"
"Kotomine Kirei――!" I push my body and run. I put one hand behind my back. I grab the dagger I've hidden until now.
"――I am astonished. I thought you escaped that thing, but you have a simple mind. It seems you have run out of ideas――" "Shut up! I never had any plans in the first place…!" I run. Kotomine sticks his hand into the waterfall behind him and extracts another clump of darkness.
"Then you can follow your Servant. That previous light was Saber being defeated. You have no one to help you now." "―――――" All my hesitations disappear. If I do reach Kotomine, I think his biggest mistake was that line.
Because the Command Spell is on my left hand. It's the only proof I have.
As long as my Command Spell exists, Saber exists. If she exists――she must have defeated Gilgamesh by now and she'll be heading over here. I think Saber will be angry if I don't greet her with open arms. ――So I will defeat you now. To fulfill the last promise I made with her.
Darkness approaches. A great curse is released from Kotomine's hand. …My body melts from my fingertips. "―――――!" I won't look away. If this is my role―――there is still something I can do――!
"Enuma Elish――!" A dislocation runs through space. With a flash of light and a roar of wind, the swirl of destruction is set loose from Ea.
"Kuh――!" With that in front of her, Saber could not even use her Noble Phantasm. She lowers her sword and moves her body forward as if she's falling.
――The light approaches. She cannot avoid it with her injured legs, and there is no shield in this world that could block Ea. A storm of light and wind that will destroy everything in its path. Nothing can stand against the true name of Ea. That is a fact that cannot be changed. ――Yes. Until a few hours ago.
"――!?" The one surprised is not Saber, but the golden knight bearing Ea. Ea is still emitting magical energy and bringing forth destruction. But Saber steps forward into that tumbling storm of light.
"――!" Her armor screams out. Cracks run through every wall of magical energy protecting her. In the period shorter than a second that they endure the attack, Saber steps up to Gilgamesh and… "EXCALIBUR――!" She opposes Ea's destruction with the greatest power she is permitted――!
Heat and light rumble wildly. The crash of the greatest swords push against each other with pure power, creating a boundary in space. But――is it not useless? Excalibur cannot beat Ea. Even if she approaches at the risk of her life, she can only push back just a little. The balance easily favors Ea and Excalibur's light is repelled back along with Saber.
"――I see, you must have lost your mind…!" Readying Ea, the golden knight looks at the enemy approaching him again and puts magical energy into Ea. This will be it. He will totally annihilate Saber with all his power. Ea's turns reach their maximum speed and the light surrounding Saber mows down Excalibur.
――But just before that. Saber's body jumps forward. A small space created by Excalibur, a place where she can take one more step… The instant she reaches it… Her Noble Phantasm appears.
The darkness becomes a raging wind to cover Emiya Shirou. There is no way to avoid it and the concept of blocking is useless against a curse that paints space itself. Those swallowed by this darkness will be absorbed by it like the painted space.
"Ag――!" Body melts from the fingertips. Legs moving forward step onto empty space, and arms reaching out are already invisible in the black mud. Emiya Shirou will be eliminated from the outside. Attacked by a feeling that his body is shrinking, Emiya Shirou still does not accept death.
"Ha――ah, guh――!" Without looking away, he rejects it with all his might. The darkness surrounding the body, the pain trying to melt the body, and the curse trying to melt the mind. "――! ――――!" But they are futile attempts. There is no way for a mere human to resist the pollution. The body is still moving. The arm raised to grab something is still raised.
But the mind is already destroyed. The mind is already painted in black, and the body should disappear into darkness as well. In that moment… '――You were my…' Why is that voice remembered?
"―――――" A light turns on in the darkness. The instant the eyes realize the light is "that light", everything reverses. "―――――" The hammer comes knocking down. The mind accelerates, crackles with sparks, creates the shape with unbelievable speed.
"――Trace, on." The spell to begin the projection is murmured. In an instant. It is completed, omitting every step of manufacture.
…That is right. There was no need to reproduce it from scratch. Because this shape was engraved in the body. It is perfect in memory as it was part of Emiya Shirou's body. '――You were my sheath――' The arm reaching out still moves. The weapon created without concentration or spellcasting is grabbed. The world changes completely as the darkness is destroyed by a golden light and――in Emiya Shirou's hand is the perfectly reproduced sheath of Saber.
――And like that. With Ea straight ahead of her, her Noble Phantasm is activated.
"Wh――at――!?" That which is released and scattered before her is the holy sword's sheath.
No one knows what kind of a divine mystery it is made from, but the sheath repels all light emitted by Ea. No. It goes beyond the level of "defending".
It is complete isolation. The barrier of fairyland that keeps out all filth from the outside lands. A complete world separate from this one that can never be reached. As Saber is protected by the sheath of the holy sword, she is blocked off from all matter in this world. The greatest protection in this world. The greatest that cannot be infringed by anything not even by the five sorceries.
For that reason, the sheath is named Avalon, All is a Distant Utopia. The place where King Arthur is said to have gone after his death. The utopia the king dreamed of that will never be reached.
"―――――" Gilgamesh sees the death running up his spine. But he won't make it. The raised Ea will not stop turning, and Gilgamesh cannot manage to jump back. It is only natural. Who would even think that an attack with this much magical energy and this much power could be blocked…!?
"Guhhh…!! Damn, such a trick――!" "―――――" Blue clothes run in. There is no armor on Saber. She has released the armor protecting her, put the magical energy gained into her sword, and――
"EX――" "SABER――!!!!!" A scream from the king of heroes. With that before her…
"CALIBUR――!!" The sword splits the golden knight in two with an attack using all her might.
All darkness is blown away the instant the sheath is grabbed. The darkness surrounding Emiya Shirou, the darkness contaminating his body――everything is dispersed.
"Wh――at?" This is no reason to be surprised. The sheath of the holy sword protects its possessor. The embodiment of the utopia she sought cannot lose to this dirty mud――!
He runs. At the moment he is released from the darkness, his speed is like that of a shooting star. "Projection――? Just who are you――!?" The one overestimating their ability, and the one who cannot even spare to think about such things. The difference is only an instant, but an instant that decides the outcome. "Kotomine Kirei――!" Still falling, Emiya Shirou runs on his hands as well. In one hand is the dagger. In a crouching position, running to the black priest… "――!" The sword of retribution is stabbed into the priest's chest.
"――!" The priest turns slowly. Before that… Stopping himself with his feet, Emiya Shirou jumps back. Wind comes down. The priest turns to face the enemy who stabbed him. At the same time, two impacts pierce Kotomine Kirei.
The spinning body and all the magical energy in his right hand. He punches the dagger in the priest's chest and―― "Läßt――!" The magical energy is poured into the Azoth sword along with the word of release.
The golden sword was swung. She must not even have the energy to raise it back up. Saber keeps her sword and her face down. Slashed up, the man beholds the knight that has defeated him.
"―――――" The sound of wind echoes through the compound. The waves of light like a flood are no more. The two knights share no words as they place themselves in a parting called the battle's end.
"―――――" And the man sighs. He raises his weak hand and touches the cheek of the knight in front of him as if making sure she exists.
"――You are a hateful woman. You oppose me to the very end." The golden armor starts to fade away. The existence of the king of heroes is disappearing. "But I shall forgive you. Some things are beautiful because they cannot be obtained."
His fingers slip. His raised arm falls powerlessly to the ground. "Heh――and if that is the case, then it was inevitable that I would lose to you."
He says it sullenly. And in his final moments… "Goodbye, king of knights. ――It was indeed fun." He smiles ironically and disappears.
Sparks fly onto the priest's uniform. The sparks are coming from the dagger in his chest. No chunks of flesh or blood are flying out. But still――the battle here is over as well.
"―――――" He doesn't even look at me. He is just looking down at the dagger in his chest in disbelief.
"―――――" The wind is blowing. The wind coming from the "void" above eliminates the sounds around it. In the rumbling silence… "――Why do you have this sword?" Kotomine Kirei murmurs in a clear voice.
"It's not mine. I borrowed it from Tohsaka." "―――――" How long was he thinking? He sighs and the body that he hasn't moved since the beginning of our confrontation finally moves.
"I see. There indeed was a time when I gave it to some girl on a whim. I believe it was ten years ago. ――I see. No wonder I have become weak." He falls. The body of the priest falls to the ground.
"―――――" …I watch it all. He has talked about himself like he was someone else until the very end. And the priest sinks into that which he summoned, that which he wished for.
That is the end of the man called Kotomine Kirei.
――And the true end of the long battle.
The enemy is gone and I face the final large task.
The black "void" in the sky. That mud has stopped, but the strange void is still beating. ――That is the Holy Grail. The omnipotent grail that would have been given to the winner of this war.
There's a wind blowing. Kotomine is gone and the power binding Ilya must have vanished. Ilya is now free of that "void" and she's sleeping by my side.
I don't know what condition she's in, but it doesn't seem like her life is in danger. She should wake up fine if I go home and have Tohsaka look at her.
…The war has ended. Nobody else is going to get hurt, and I won't lose anyone else. The Masters are gone and the Servants will disappear as their tasks are over.
I already knew this was going to happen. We climbed those long stairs together. Our parting is already done. All that's left is to close the curtains.
"―――――" I wait with an empty mind, looking up at the "void". …And she appears. She walks straight towards me, her figure unchanged since the first time I saw her――
"―――――" She stops close enough that I could reach out to her. There are no words to confirm her safety or to congratulate her of the victory. This was something that was already decided. So there is only one thing left to do.
"…I will destroy the Holy Grail. That is my role." So saying, she starts to walk. The strong winds do not affect her as she approaches it step by step.
"―――――" She must be in range. She quietly readies her sword and looks at the black "void".
…I stare at her back. I clench my fists hard, bite my lip, stifle the words about to come out of my mouth, and engrave her figure into my memory. And then.
"Master, please give me the order. I cannot destroy it without your order." With her back to me, she tells me to use my last Command Spell.
Saber will disappear once the Holy Grail is destroyed. No――as she will destroy the Holy Grail, she will never again become a Servant.
Saber became a Servant because she sought the Holy Grail. Destroying the Holy Grail out of her own will means destroying her contract as well. ――If she destroys the Holy Grail… She will end her life as the king.
"――Shirou. I want to hear you say it." Saber's voice. Every time I hear it, I want to scream. ――To tell her not to go. I want to throw away my pride and scream for her to stay here.
"―――――" But. That's something I should not do even for the sake of my life.
I love Saber. I want her to be happier than anyone else and I want to be with her forever. But if I truly love her, that's wrong. I loved Saber as she continued to fight even after getting hurt. She was a girl who discarded everything, was filled with injuries, yet still protected all the way through.
――If I consider that beautiful and want to protect it… I cannot destroy her life just for my own selfishness.
She was born as a king and lived as a king. That will not change no matter what. From the time she swore to carry the sword, the girl became a king and nothing else. That is her pride. She ran through the battles so that in her final moments, she would be able to believe her path was the right one.
The dreams of the girl Arturia. The mind that chose to be the king over her own life. To fight. Even after she learned it would be unrewarded, she still clasped the sword and defended the oath of the king. ――For many years. I cannot do anything to dishonor the pride that she has held until the time of her death.
"――Saber. Please fulfill your role." I say so with a flood of emotions.
――Light emits. The "void" in the sky is cut in half by the light and disappears without a trace.
There's nothing left. The destroyed mountain is now a flat field. Dawn is in the distance. The horizon is shining in gleaming gold.
"――!" My left hand hurts. My last Command Spell disappears. ――That… Makes me accept that the curtains have been drawn.
"――So, everything is over?" "…Yeah. This is it. There's nothing left."
"I see. Then our contract is at an end. I became your sword, defeated your enemies, and protected you. …I am glad to have fulfilled this promise."
"…Yeah. You did well, Saber." Nothing more needs to be said. Saber is far away, and I do not run to her.
The morning sun rises. The halted wind begins again. A gold that seems to last forever. In it… "In the end, there is one thing I must tell you." She says in a voice filled with determination.
"…What is it?" I reply like always with my best bluff. Saber's body wavers.
She is facing me. She looks straight at me and in a voice without regret… "Shirou――I love you." Says those words.
Wind blows. I close my blinded eyes and open them again.
"―――――" I don't think there's any surprise. I kind of saw this coming. That… …Our parting would be like this.
An open field fills my eyes. As the wind blew, the knight disappeared. Just as she appeared. Leaving no trace.
"Yeah――it really is just like you." There are no regrets in my voice. I squint at the rising sun, keeping everything I lost close to my heart.
I stare at the horizon, wishing never to forget, and for it to never fade away.
――A distant land glowing in sunlight. Resembling the golden fields she ran through.
The enemy is gone and I face the final large task.
The black "void" in the sky. That mud has stopped, but the strange void is still beating. ――That is the Holy Grail. The omnipotent grail that would have been given to the winner of this war.
There's a wind blowing. Kotomine is gone and the power binding Ilya must have vanished. Ilya is now free of that "void" and she's sleeping by my side.
I don't know what condition she's in, but it doesn't seem like her life is in danger. She should wake up fine if I go home and have Tohsaka look at her.
…The war has ended. Nobody else is going to get hurt, and I won't lose anyone else. The Masters are gone and the Servants will disappear as their tasks are over.
I already knew this was going to happen. We climbed those long stairs together. Our parting is already done. All that's left is to close the curtains.
"―――――" I wait with an empty mind, looking up at the "void". …And she appears. She walks straight towards me, her figure unchanged since the first time I saw her――
"―――――" She stops close enough that I could reach out to her. There are no words to confirm her safety or to congratulate her of the victory. This was something that was already decided. So there is only one thing left to do.
"…I will destroy the Holy Grail. That is my role." So saying, she starts to walk. The strong winds do not affect her as she approaches it step by step.
"―――――" She must be in range. She quietly readies her sword and looks at the black "void".
…I stare at her back. I clench my fists hard, bite my lip, stifle the words about to come out of my mouth, and engrave her figure into my memory. And then.
"Master, please give me the order. I cannot destroy it without your order." With her back to me, she tells me to use my last Command Spell.
Saber will disappear once the Holy Grail is destroyed. No――as she will destroy the Holy Grail, she will never again become a Servant.
Saber became a Servant because she sought the Holy Grail. Destroying the Holy Grail out of her own will means destroying her contract as well. ――If she destroys the Holy Grail… She will end her life as the king.
"――Shirou. I want to hear you say it." Saber's voice. Every time I hear it, I want to scream. ――To tell her not to go. I want to throw away my pride and scream for her to stay here.
"―――――" But. That's something I should not do even for the sake of my life.
I love Saber. I want her to be happier than anyone else and I want to be with her forever. But if I truly love her, that's wrong. I loved Saber as she continued to fight even after getting hurt. She was a girl who discarded everything, was filled with injuries, yet still protected all the way through.
――If I consider that beautiful and want to protect it… I cannot destroy her life just for my own selfishness.
She was born as a king and lived as a king. That will not change no matter what. From the time she swore to carry the sword, the girl became a king and nothing else. That is her pride. She ran through the battles so that in her final moments, she would be able to believe her path was the right one.
The dreams of the girl Arturia. The mind that chose to be the king over her own life. To fight. Even after she learned it would be unrewarded, she still clasped the sword and defended the oath of the king. ――For many years. I cannot do anything to dishonor the pride that she has held until the time of her death.
"――Saber. Please fulfill your role." I say so with a flood of emotions.
――Light emits. The "void" in the sky is cut in half by the light and disappears without a trace.
There's nothing left. The destroyed mountain is now a flat field. Dawn is in the distance. The horizon is shining in gleaming gold.
"――!" My left hand hurts. My last Command Spell disappears. ――That… Makes me accept that the curtains have been drawn.
"――So, everything is over?" "…Yeah. This is it. There's nothing left."
"I see. Then our contract is at an end. I became your sword, defeated your enemies, and protected you. …I am glad to have fulfilled this promise."
"…Yeah. You did well, Saber." Nothing more needs to be said. Saber is far away, and I do not run to her.
The morning sun rises. The halted wind begins again. A gold that seems to last forever. In it… "In the end, there is one thing I must tell you." She says in a voice filled with determination.
"…What is it?" I reply like always with my best bluff. Saber's body wavers.
She is facing me. She looks straight at me and in a voice without regret… "Shirou――I love you." Says those words.
Wind blows. I close my blinded eyes and open them again.
"―――――" I don't think there's any surprise. I kind of saw this coming. That… …Our parting would be like this.
An open field fills my eyes. As the wind blew, the knight disappeared. Just as she appeared. Leaving no trace.
"Yeah――it really is just like you." There are no regrets in my voice. I squint at the rising sun, keeping everything I lost close to my heart.
I stare at the horizon, wishing never to forget, and for it to never fade away.
――A distant land glowing in sunlight. Resembling the golden fields she ran through.
I hear a sound. I hear the sound of the old, heavy, rusted door of the shed open.
Light comes into the dark shed. "――――" I start to wake up.
"Senpai, are you awake?" I don't even need to check who's here. ―――Oh, so it's time already. Taking a breath, I open my eyes.
"Good morning, Senpai. It's almost time to wake up." "Hm―――I guess you're right. Morning, Sakura. Thanks for waking me up."
"No, it's nothing you need to thank me for. I knew you would wake up properly, so I only did a needless thing."
"I see. ……Then why did you come to wake me up?" "I wanted to wake you up today, so I woke up 30 minutes earlier than usual. Today's a special day, you know?"
"――――Oh." That reminds me. That's right. Today is a special day.
"Sakura. I don't think I even need to ask, but Fuji-Nee isn't here yet, right?" "No, Fujimura-Sensei is not here yet. Oh, but Ilya-chan is already here."
――――As I thought. Ilya being the only one here means one thing.
"―――Crap. Sorry Sakura, but can you take care of breakfast? I'll go and wake Fuji-Nee up." "Oh, yes. Sorry for your troubles, Senpai."
Fortunately, I worked late last night as well, so I'm still in my work clothes. It's good I can go outside without having to change.
"I'll be back in ten minutes, so I'll leave the rest to you." "Yes, please do."
"Oh, Shirou's awake." "Yeah, I just woke up. I'm going to go wake Fuji-Nee, so help Sakura out, will you?" Patting Ilya on her shoulder, I head to the front entrance.
"―――I got beat. Geez, I told you I'm going to wake Shirou up, Sakura!" Ilya runs to the shed screaming. Such a scene isn't that unusual now.
Ilya said she wouldn't go back to her country, so I consulted Fuji-Nee to see if I could keep her at my place. Fuji-Nee really objected, said her house was better, and ended up taking Ilya in. Since then, still staying at the Fujimura house, Ilya comes attacking with Fuji-Nee at morning and at night. Needless to say, their target is breakfast and dinner. It's been two months since they started living together, and they seem to be in union now.
When I walk past the shed area, I hear voices over the wall. It's Sakura and Ilya talking.
I thought Ilya would not get along with Sakura since Ilya has that really unreserved personality, but I was wrong. The two consisting of the energetic Ilya and the quiet Sakura are getting along well even though they're rather noisy. In fact, Sakura is regaining her spirit because of Ilya.
…Sakura stopped smiling when her brother, Matou Shinji, disappeared and was considered missing. She must have vaguely understood the connection with the mass coma incident at the school. She was worried about the missing Shinji and moped for a long time.
It was Ilya who forcibly made Sakura get over it, and Sakura regains her cheerfulness when Ilya is around. "――――Yeah. Sakura is able to laugh now." I'm purely happy for that. Because that soft smile certainly suits her.
"Uhh, you're mean, Ilya-chan. I even gave you a special bonus to wake me up no matter what." Fuji-Nee scoffs down breakfast while crying.
"It's only natural. I'll be late too if I wait for Taiga, and I worked enough for what I got paid for. If you want more out of me, you should raise the base pay and not just give me a special pay."
"……Hmm. Why are you such a miser when you're getting paid from grandfather as well? Everyone would hate you if you're stingy about money from such a young age."
"I don't care if I'm hated. I don't care what people beside the ones I like think of me. And Taiga, pay me back the money I let you borrow. Your payday was five days ago, right?"
"―――Eh? H-How do you know that!?" "I heard from Laiga. I can give you the details as well if you wish."
Ilya smiles daringly. In contrast to Sakura, Ilya and Fuji-Nee do not get along well. And to add, Ilya gets really mean when she faces Fuji-Nee. That smile right now is like that certain someone.
"You have until tomorrow to repay me. If you can't, I'll just take it away from your allowance." "……! G-Grandfather told you even that!?"
"Yes, we're together all noon. Laiga praised me that I'm much cuter than Taiga." "Awawawa……! What are you going to do about it, Shirou? This girl's such a devil! She'll take over the Fujimura group if you let her be!"
"――――――――" Actually, more than that… You were still getting allowances at that age…?
"See you, Shirou. You're going to be back early today, right? Then I'll be waiting here, so come home right away." "Yeah, I'll try. Take care while I'm gone."
"…Humph. You might as well live here, you idiot." Fuji-Nee sulks while hiding behind my back. "Yeah, yeah. You should get yourself together too. You can't cause Shirou trouble outside."
Ilya easily turns aside her remark. The power relationship must already be at a position where Fuji-Nee can't push back by force.
"Then I'll be going ahead, but don't walk slow and be late for school." Brrrrrr Leaving the sound of exhaust, Fuji-Nee disappears like a bullet.
Fuji-Nee got her license a month ago. Since then, her tardiness decreased considerably, but she has received another nickname of Rocket Tiger… I mean, Rocket Diver that only she doesn't know about.
"Phew." I stretch out and take a deep breath. Sakura has gone to school already. Seeing how she was eating a large bowl of rice today, it seems she is in real high spirits. Today is the big day for the archery club. Sakura must be enthusiastic to work hard as the co-captain of the archery club.
"――――Well." Let's go to school. Today is April 7th. There's the school entrance ceremony, and the season is past the cold winter and already into spring.
It's been two months since then. It feels like a lot has changed since she has gone away, but I think the changes are trivial.
Winter ended and spring came. That's all that's changed. I feel like I've grown up a bit, but it's not like that caused me to be any different. So not much has changed. Emiya Shirou is clumsily running after Kiritsugu as usual.
"Good morning, Emiya-kun. It's unexpected to see you in the morning." "Hey. It sure is a good day today, Tohsaka." I raise my hand and greet her.
"But is it really unexpected? We're barely missing each other recently. Well, I certainly didn't come across you too many times before." "…Come across?"
Tohsaka glares at me as if unhappy about something. I don't think it's good to send an aura of enmity first thing in the morning.
"Tohsaka, did you change the time you leave your house? You came later before, right? You came at a time that wasn't too late or too early."
"That's not true. I bet it's only coincidence that we didn't see each other until now. Do you know? My house and your house are in the exact opposite locations. So if we get up and go down the hill, it's only natural that we meet here."
"―――Oh. That's the first time I've heard that. I see, that would certainly―――" …Wait, hold on. That's only if we do the same things around the same time. For Tohsaka to come to this intersection at this time, she would have to get up at six. But that's…
"Tohsaka, you're not sleepy?" I ask her directly.
"…What do you mean by that? I'm not sleepy nor pushing myself. Why do you ask such a thing?"
"Well, you weren't a morning person. You'll unmask your true self if you go to school with lack of sleep. It'll be terrible if you fall asleep during class. I bet you'll rage around with a face like an awakened demon if someone tries to wake you up." Like "I will kill all that disturbs my sleep" kind of thing.
"I-I won't do such a thing! I won't make such a mistake just by waking up 30 minutes early!" "See. You did wake up early."
"――――! Geez, quit worrying about when other people get up. If you have time to inquire about such boring things, just go to school!" Tohsaka gets angry while looking away. Her excuse is plausible, so I stop my greeting here and we resume our way to school.
We go up the hill. The streets and houses below me have all changed to show the coming of spring. The wind is comfortable, and the cherry blossom flowers flutter down occasionally from the school on top of the hill. Everything that can be seen and felt is pleasant.
"Do you have work all this week? …I won't complain since it's your time, but don't you get sick like that?" "Huh―――? No, I got today off. I heard that the archery club is doing a welcome party for the new members, so I'm thinking of going with Ilya."
"Wow. You have some great guts. You're a big shot if you're taking Ilya to school with an unconcerned face."
"? Is it bad? I think it'll let Ilya kill some time, and it should make her happy." "It is bad. It's bad, but I guess I'll show up as well then. It won't be boring if Ilya's going to be there, and most of all, I just can't leave her alone because it's too dangerous."
I'm thankful that she says that. It's Tohsaka, not Sakura or me, that understands Ilya the most. There's the fact that she periodically takes care of Ilya, but more importantly, Ilya and Tohsaka are natural-born magi. I think Tohsaka would be a good teacher for Ilya as she doesn't quite realize what it's like to live as a magus while hiding that fact.
"――――――――" Thus, things are settling into the way they should be. The damage from the Holy Grail War is almost completely restored by the new priest dispatched by the Church, and our everyday life has returned without problems. There are certainly things that were lost and will not return. But the wounds have slowly healed and I should be happy about the regrets fading away.
"――――But it was unexpected." And then. Tohsaka murmurs in a serious tone while looking down at the town below her.
"? What was unexpected?" "…Yeah. I thought you would be more depressed. I thought you wouldn't be able to get over it for a while."
That is about the girl that isn't here anymore. It's been two months since then―――it's about the golden-haired girl that we talk about for the first time since then.
"Yeah. That's what I thought too. I was about to go insane just thinking about the future." "―――But it turns out you didn't change after that. You didn't even get depressed as you were fine the next day."
"…At that time, I wondered if you were really all right. I can't put this into words real well, but you had the atmosphere of a guy that would die in an accident the next day."
"What is that? Why would I easily die when I'm doing well?"
"Things like that happen. When people accomplish their lifelong goals by mistake, they can suddenly die. The instant they think like "Oh, I don't think I need to live anymore", cars run into them running red lights and they fall down stairs."
…Okay. Tohsaka's metaphor is difficult to understand. She might want to say something about peaceful death and going to heaven or something.
"So I was worried about that. At times like that, people around you feel more relief if you get really depressed." "Oh. Then would you have comforted me if I was depressed?"
"―――Of course not. I would have kicked you in the back and made you get over it. I'm just saying that it's a bit disappointing since I couldn't do that." She looks away in displeasure. Her gesture looks so funny that I laugh.
"What? Was it strange?" "No, it was a strict line surely fitting you, so I feel relieved."
We both walk on looking up at the spring sunlight. The hill is long and it looks as if it'll continue on into the endless blue sky. And as if saying something trifling…
"Then you don't have any regrets? With Saber gone and all?" Tohsaka murmurs while looking up at the sky.
"―――No. I probably don't have any regrets." It's not a bluff, and I say so with a calm state that even surprises me.
There is no regret, and I don't have anything I forgot to tell her. That parting contained everything. What I wanted to do. What she dreamed of. It was a competition of our determination, and maybe I should have taken her hand and granted her dream.
But―――there was something we both felt was beautiful, and we desperately protected it until the very end. There's nothing to feel regret about. As she has properly ended her time… I cannot remain in this reminiscence forever.
"…I see. Then you've concluded this inside you already. So that's why you're not depressed or filling yourself with reminiscence."
"Yeah. But I still dream about it. I'll recall her for the rest of my life. My memory will fade away someday, and I will forget about her voice and her gestures. But still―――I'll remember forever that this thing occurred and that I loved Saber."
Tohsaka doesn't say anything. But for some reason, she looks happy and starts to walk as if she's skipping.
"What's going on, Tohsaka? Did something happen to make you hurry?"
"It's nothing. I just want to get to school quickly. So let's hurry! I'll leave you behind if you're slow!" Turning around, Tohsaka starts running up the hill.
"―――What is she doing? Pushing herself when she's not a morning person…" Grumbling, I throw the bag over my shoulder and start to run. It's still 7:30. It's too early a time for a student not involved in any club activities, but I guess there's nothing wrong with being early.
Running up the road that seems to go up into the sky, I reach the school earlier than usual.
Today is the day the new year starts. If I am to celebrate it, I have to shake off my old memories and hurry up. Traces will never go away. Even if I almost cry from the vacancy hitting my heart.
―――Blue sky is in the distance. It feels so close. Yet, I cannot grab it even if I reach out with my hands.
I looked up at the stars before. The stars that I cannot reach and the wishes that will not be granted. There is nothing we have been able to leave behind for each other. Therefore, traces and memories will disappear someday. "――――――――" But still… Even if it will not reach her, there should be something that will remain in our hearts.
There is nothing that remains in our hands, but we lived the same time and looked up at the same things. If I can remember that―――I can believe that we can be together even if we are far apart. I can assent that as there are things that will go away, there are also things that will not go away.
That is why I will keep running for now. If I aim for the distance, there should come a day when I will be able to reach out to what I have been aiming for.
―――Winter has passed and it is spring, the season of new beginnings. Under the blue sky that she has also seen, I keep running up the hill.
――――The battle has ended. Her last battleground, the battle that was fought between the split halves of her country, ended with the king's victory.
"Haa, haa, haa, ha――――!" The knight is running. The battle has ended, the bloody red sun has already set, and the darkness of the night is already ruling over the battlefield. The hill, covered with corpses, is filled with curses, crying out to try to take the survivors with them.
Through it all, the knight runs panting. A rein is in the knight's hand, and the wounded white horse earnestly follows him. The only survivors are this knight and this horse. And this one king that is lying on the white horse's back.
"Your highness…! King Arthur, please come this way――――!" He must be wounded himself, but the knight runs through the battlefield with all his energy. The king he is serving is on the verge of death. The king has defeated the enemy's king in personal combat, but the king received a fatal wound as well. The wound is fatal even in the knight's eyes. The king that they have served will soon reach death.
"Please get a hold of yourself…! If we reach that forest, we shall certainly…!" He desperately calls out. ―――Or possibly, the knight might have really believed it. That their king is immortal. That as long as the guidance of the holy sword is there, the king would never die.
"Haa――――Haa, haa, haa, ha――――!" He breathes hard, passes over mountains of corpses, and heads for the forest that is not covered in blood. He knew of the king's immortality. Therefore, he believes that the king's wound will heal if he escapes this cursed battlefield and makes it to a pure place.
No―――he could only believe so. He believed his own king, unlike the other knights. The king was isolated in the Court, alienated by the knights, and was feared by the people. But the king did not show emotion even in such a situation and always stayed as an ideal, and the knight felt pride in his young king.
He did not serve his country. He had entrusted his sword, struggled to be of power, and made his way to be a personal guard of the king as a young man because it was this king. The masked king. The boy who tried to allow no personal feelings and to be fair. He might have hoped to be able to see the king's true face if he went near the king.
He just wanted to see the king's true expressions. Not the face he puts on during battle or in the castle, but a real smiling face of a human. It should appear in the Court when he has been released from his duties. No matter how perfect a king is, he cannot strain his mind twenty-four hours a day.
But that thinking proved wrong. The only thing he found out was the truth contrary to his expectation. He has made it to the rank of Imperial Guard and was able to guard beside the king. He has guarded the king closer than any other knights and kept watch on the king's behaviors. But still, it did not happen even once. His king never smiled.
"Haa――――Haa, haa, haa――――!" Since when did he feel anger toward it? The king has accomplished so many great deeds and has accrued much̠glory. But in fact, the king never showed a peaceful face. He could not approve of that fact. He wanted to believe such a thing should not be allowed. That is why he wished for his king to be awarded the light.
But he has yet to accomplish that. The king is still isolated. That is why the knight continuously did not approve of the king's death. He cannot end it here. He thinks that this great king is not rewarded enough for his actions.
"Your highness, please stay here. I shall go get someone right away." In the forest he reaches, the knight lays the king by a large tree. The situation is a race against time. It takes half a day no matter how much he hurries to go to the port where his own army is left. Anyone with eyes should be able to tell if the king's life will last till the morning or not.
"Please endure until then. I shall certainly bring our troops here." He salutes the unconscious king and runs to his white horse. "――――Bedivere" Before that. The king that should have been unconscious calls out his name.
"Your highness!? Have you regained your consciousness…!?" "…Yes. I was watching a dream." A faint voice. But that voice―――seems warm to the knight.
"A dream…?" He calls out as if to search. The king's consciousness is not certain. He shall go back into the darkness unless he replies so. "Yes. I have not seen many dreams, so I had a valuable experience." "…That is great. Then please be at ease and rest. I shall go get the troops in that time."
"――――" A gasping sound. It sounds as if what the knight said was unexpected.
"…Your highness? Have I been rude…?" "―――No, I was just surprised at your point. I did not know a dream could be seen after one awakens. Are you saying I will be able to see the same dream if I close my eyes again…?" Now, it is the knight's turn to be surprised. He stutters, but replies even though he knows it is a lie.
"―――Yes. If you strongly desire so, you should be able to continue watching the same dream. I have that experience as well." Such a thing is not possible. What happens only once and not continuously is what people call a dream. But the knight lies in spite of that. He apologizes that this will be the first and the last dishonesty he will perform toward the king.
"I see. You are knowledgeable, Bedivere." The king murmurs as if impressed. His face is still looking down and he does not even look up at the knight. The king breathes so softly that it can be barely heard, and quietly――― "Bedivere. Take my sword." ―――The king gives his last order in a faint voice.
"Pass through this forest and go over that blood-stained hill. There is a deep lake beyond it. Throw my sword into that lake." "―――! Your highness, that is…!" The knight knows what that means. The sword of the lake. To let go of the sword that was the proof of the king and what protected the king means the end of the king he has served.
"――――Go. Once you have accomplished my order, return here and tell me what you saw." The king does not take back his order. The knight takes the holy sword and goes over the hill with his indecision still in mind.
―――And… The knight hesitates returning the sword for three times. The lake was certainly there. But he just could not throw the sword in it. If he throws the sword in, his king will disappear. The knight is unable to throw away the sword from his unwillingness to part with the king. And the knight turns around and returns to the king.
The king repeats to the knight. As the knight lies to the king that he has thrown away the sword, the king only replies to "follow his command". To disobey the king's command is a great sin for a knight. But still, he disobeyed the king's order twice. He was reluctant for the king's life when he faced the lake.
―――But that comes to an end. As the knight figures out he cannot change the king's decision, he throws the sword in the lake on his third visit. The holy sword returns to the lake. A white hand appearing from the water receives the sword, and after going through the sky three times, the holy sword vanishes from this world.
"――――――――" And the knight finally accepts it. The king's end. That the duty that was too long has finally ended.
After crossing the hill three times, the forest is covered in morning sunlight. The battlefield is afar. In the pure, light mist that does not show any trace of a bloody battle…
"―――I have thrown the sword into the lake. The sword has returned to the lady of the lake." The king opens his eyes at the knight's words. "…I see. Then you shall be proud. You have obeyed your king's command."
The knight nods silently to the voice facing death. ―――Everything has ended. Chaos in his country would still continue. The battle will not end, and the day of ruin will come around soon. But the battle of the king has ended. He―――no, she has fulfilled her duty until the very last moment.
…The light disappears. Finishing her task, has her last strength disappeared from her body? "―――I am sorry, Bedivere. This sleep will be… a… long――――" As if going to sleep slowly… She gradually closes her eyes.
…The morning sunlight fills the area. The forest stands there quietly, and his king goes into a long sleep.
"――――――――" The knight keeps watching over her figure. The king that he wished for. A lonely king that was seen off by just one knight. But―――her face is what he wished for. A peaceful sleep. In her last moments, the king has obtained peace that she has never been able to obtain.
He was just happy about that fact. The knight thanks the someone who has given her peace and proudly watches over his king.
The heaven is far and the clearing sky is blue. The battle has truly ended.
"Are you watching, King Arthur…?" His murmur rides through the wind. As if sinking into the endless blue, the king that went into sleep… "…The continuation of the dream――――?" …Sees a distant, distant dream.
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artsyfyro · 9 months
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Artfight 2023 Collection
This year’s Artfight has come and gone, and it was a pretty active year all things considered. Sent out a lot of attacks, and even got a lot of defenses, especially for Kilua this year. Since a lot of work went into the pieces I did this month, here’s each of the pieces I did for people.
Keep in mind that I was on Team Vampire, so next to the title of the piece, i’ll have a number that corresponds to the person it was for, attributed to near the bottom of the post, and in parentheses, a indicator on which type of piece it was, friendly fire, attack, revenge, etc. Without further ado... here’s what I did this year!
#Piece 1 - 20th Century Boys (Attack) Ft. Clarenze and Liam Signhson
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#Piece 2 - Sweeping Blade of Grass (Attack) Ft. Parsley
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#Piece 3 - Ballin’ (Attack) Ft. Slim Ridland (Ft. Daily Pyoro)
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#Piece 4 - An Unlikely Trio (Attack) Ft. Ivy, Josie, and Wynne
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#Piece 5 - Reaper in the Rain (Revenge) Ft. Drizzle
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#Piece 6 - Salty Vaporwave (Revenge) Ft. Jewel
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#Piece 7 - Hat Trick (Friendly Fire) Ft. Ferris and Mochi
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#Piece 8 - Flower-Tailed Forest Dweller (Attack) Ft. Matcha
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#Piece 9 - Sunflower Chu (Attack) Ft. Poppet (PMD ver.)
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#Final Piece - Fluffy Aeromancer Dragon (With a Battleax) Ft. Aero
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Credits:
1 - @clarenzesinghson 2 - @honeycrud 3 - @rachaelpyofren 4 - @madadrawing 5 - @dibblesdoodles 6 - SaltedGlaceons on Artfight 7 - @startistdoodles 8 - sweirde (Kira/Kemoki) on Twitter 9 - @snoofins Final - @noodlebean
Last Thoughts of the Event:
This year’s artfight I think was one of my favorites i’ve had so far (and i’ve only been around since 2021), but not without some added anxiety.
Some of that anxiety was expected stuff from artfight, like not being able to hit a couple people because I ran out of time and energy, and also dealing with artist burnout a couple time. But some other stuff was personal life stuff, and well... twitter becoming more and more of a trashfire.
That all being said, this year was also really fun. One of my favorite things to do over an artfight is find some way to improve on or just experiment with my art since I don’t really do “big colored pieces” very often, and this year certainly helped push that a little further. I experiment a lot with shading and backgrounds, and I think in hindsight, things like Pieces 2, 5, 6, 8, and Final ended up being my favorites to look at just because the colors and background all just work.
Some of them also allowed me to think up a couple ideas of scenarios to put the characters in that added to how I went about the piece. Pictures 4 and 7 especially clarify that, considering they depict a scenario or even a potential group dynamic that’s pretty fun to think on. 
Though what also was crazy was that I got attacked a lot more than I was expecting to going into this year. Like I expected at least a couple if I was actively participating, but I got hit with... well 7 technically, but one was a mass attack Volt was included in, not directed at me, so 6 officially. It was a neat surprise to keep waking up to a few of them, and a lot of them focused on Kilua, she got a lot of love this year. (dw, Volt got a couple too actually). I’m really happy about that, and I love all the drawings people did, they all capture something about the original designs that I love, while translated into their own styles. Dibnibs in specific went and even added backgrounds to them after the event passed, and they (not just mine but a couple of the others I saw) look awesome.
Whatever the case though, the event went really well. I got quite a few pieces sent my way, and I was able to put out a lot of pieces, and a lot of those pieces I really like how they came out. I was on Team Vampire this year, but I think I can say i’ll win either way because I only was on there because a lot of my mutuals were going werewolf, and I wanted to have opposition. That and, I just like Werewolves more. 
If anyone has questions for me about anything related to their art, my dms are open. And with that, thanks for a really fun year to everyone who participated. 
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Did you base the catalyst vampires off of other vampires in the media? Or, whats some catalyst universe specific vampire “quirks” or design choices? Lol sorry, got brain rot
the vampires in catalyst aren't really based off of any particular piece of media. they're sort of a strange amalgamation of every vampire au i've ever read, any tv shows or movies (aka twilight and first kill), plus my own little quirky details for the sake of plot.
any of the details i'm going to list below are catalyst specific according to me, but if anyone else has ever done them that's cool, i just didn't know.
vampires can go 2 years without drinking a drop of blood before they die of starvation, similar to how humans can go 2 weeks without food, just elongated to match a vampire's lifespan
most vampires feed once every month, which is less than twilight (i think) and most other vampire au's i've read, although i don't think many of them had specific hunger schedules. oh yeah it's also less than in the sims 4, if the vampire pack counts as vampire media lol
vampires aren't immortal. i gave them an age limit of 1000 because immortality is overrated anyway plus death is kinda nice sometimes. gives you a time limit. idk there was vsauce video about it that i watched once and haven't really stopped thinking about.
humans cannot be turned into vampires. if i were to implement that, though, the turning process would be drain all human blood, replace with a bit of vampire blood, yipee ur dead but also not, which just wasn't conventional and wouldn't be used in plot so i threw that whole concept out the window
vampires sleep during the day and wake up when the sun sets. i've read this in another vampire au, but am including it in this list anyway because twilight went "yeah vampires can chill during the day." however, if catalyst vampires could go out in the sun, i think all the sun would do is drain their energy and make them tired lol
for the first 40 years of a full vampire's life (20 for half-vamps), they can't fully see. i have another ask somewhere on here explaining how the process works, as well as other details.
fangs showing up only when needed isn't super original i don't think, but the whole warming of the skin when hungry thing is just a catalyst thing, i'm pretty sure.
also, like, vampires with eating disorders. i've never seen that anywhere else lol.
vampires being able to give birth (technically, minus all the issues that come with it) is also a catalyst thing i think??? idk i've only seen the first twilight movie so if vampire birth is in there.... whoops
vampires being entirely dead pretty much. no working organs, breathing isn't necessary, can't eat human food (unless the specific food holds essentially zero nutritional value), are also things i haven't seen in au's or media
vampires are just straight up a completely different species; they're not a subspecies of human. now, this would be a little weird for vampire-human... uh... breeding (i'm so sorry) but since vampires look so much like humans it's not really a big deal i guess
long story short i pretty much just went "what if we had humans and gave them fangs and a really long lifespan and then we gave one of them a shit ton of mental illness" and ran with that.
as for design choices, they're very similar to the typical vampire: pale skin, human-looking, fangs sometimes. eye colour doesn't really change if they're hungry, their pupils just get a little wider. skin tones can range from white as white can be to a dark grey, and eye colour can be anything, it just depends on the vampire and their genes, however the fuck genes work (i didn't take biology lol)
i've been meaning to write all this vampire lore out for a while, so i may be missing a few things in my list. catalyst (just like syzygy, another c!beeduo au of mine) was supposed to be a 2k one shot containing a silly little idea i had. instead, it bursted into this big, multi-chapter story, which isn't something i do often, so little things like specific details about the setting and all that other stuff aren't really thought out, because initially they really didn't need to be and i was too busy working out the plot to go back over and add those things. i'm a bit of a mess when it comes to writing longer pieces tbh.
now while catalyst may be my magnum opus, i am still– at my very core– just a silly little guy writing about minecraft men.
all the love and support has been insane, though, and i have appreciated it more than anything. it's the thing that keeps me going honestly. all the asks have helped me develop the world just a little bit more, and the insight i've been able to get, like how well my foreshadowing worked and how suspenseful i made each chapter, has helped tons as well.
the mere concept of people actively perceiving the things i put out onto the internet is crazy enough to me, so to have people thinking about my silly little fic and brainrotting about it makes me feel a little less silly (dw anon, i am also heavily brainrotting).
ty for the ask, and sorry for the essay of a response. the only vampire media i've consumed is twilight, first kill, and about 2 or 3 other fics, all from different fandoms (i'm not a big media consumer tbh), but i hope this suffices :]
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Grimo's Invention Scrapbook
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To a goblin a ‘scrapbook’ has a different meaning. In this instance its inventions he had to scrap, figuratively or literally, due to them not working as intended, working too well as intended, or leaving too big a body count to be explained away with a shrug, a few bribes, and a halfhearted ‘whups?’
Wind Up Smiley Boom-Boom
A large round ball with a big grin painted on it’s front, four mechanical spider-like legs, and a hole for a winding key in the back. It smells strongly of gunpowder.
“Right okay, so when Bilgewater first joined up with the Horde a lotta the orcs were kinda… iffy… on us. Sure they knew Gazlowe and they figured he was okay, but goblins had a bit of a rep for… well… stuffs.”
“So I figures ‘hey, get ‘em while they’re young’ right? Get the kids to like ya and you’ve got it made, so I gave toymaking a whirl! Smiley Boom-Boom, your happy bomb friend! Wind him up and have explosive fun for hours and hours!”
“Gave one to the orphans over in the Orgrimmar Drag JUST ONE AS A FREE SAMPLE MIND YOU and they wound it up and… well… the thing went great! Exactly as I designed it! It jumped up, laughed just right, then ran out of the orphanage, down to the outfitter’s shop, sang the countdown song and… well… that’s where I thought maybe I shouldn’t have made them actually able to… um… explode.”
“Ho-lee shit Garrosh was pissed! Had to go hide out in Bilgewater Harbor until the heat was off and sold the rest to the Gob Squad after I removed their voiceboxes. At least they did well as military ordinance against those Naga that kept getting up our asses in Azshara.”
Grimo’s Grabyango
A bottle of some green bubbling liquid. Occasionally it shakes violently. Smells strongly of plants and something acidic.
“So, engineering wasn’t working out for a bit during the whole Pandaria mess, so I figured that we gobbos got our start with good ol’ Kaja Cola right? Well the recipe hadn’t really been updated in ages, so why not try mixing up some stuff, give it to a peon, and see what happens?”
“I used Kaja Cola as the base and mixed in… eh, gimme a sec, lemme dig my notes out… yeah here we go. Two cups basilisk venom, a handful of goldthorn pulp, spirit residue I picked up near Kharazan that time, pinch of sugar, and supercharged the whole thing with some bottled arcane energy that fell off a cart heading outta Silvermoon.”
“Now THAT one Garrosh really liked… at first. Gave it to some thirsty peon at the northern gates of Orgrimmar and he grew about thirty feet tall and started smashing the shit outta the Night Elves that had been attacking us for cuttin’ down their damn trees. Oooooh yeah that got the big man sittin’ up and taking notice! … right up until the peon looked at him. Turns out that as a side effect he couldn’t really tell one small screamy squishy thing from another and… er… well, we kinda had to… kill him… after he killed a bunch of grunts, and smashed five shredders, and almost got Garrosh himself until he chopped the peon’s arm off with Gorehowl. Yeaaaaaaah, I had to go hide out in Bilgewater Harbor again.”
Titanstrike, New and Improved!
The rifle Titanstrike, originally made by the titan keeper Mimiron. It lost it’s power after being used to neutralize the fel poison of Sargeras’ Sword, but this version has several additions including an external power source, a new scope, and such. The barrel has several large scorch marks.
“Oh maaaaaaaaaan I can’t believe they wasted this beauty on that huge freakin’ sword stickin’ outta Sithilus! This gun was a masterpiece of engineering, even if a giant robot gnome made it! After that though it was a piece of scrap that I couldn’t even get to fire half the time… godsdamn tragedy I tells ya…”
“Well fuck that! I’m an engineer AND a goblin! If I can’t fix it, nobody can! … welp, I guess nobody can. I… well… hired someone to acquire it from the bank vault of the former owner, then I tried adding a new power source by draining the energy from storm elementals using this mote extractor doohickey I got off the auction house and stickin’ ‘em in a Tesla ball, put one of my own specialized scopes on it, and wired the whole thing up into a lightning rifle!”
“Yeah, um, it worked a bit too well actually. I pulled the trigger and the kickback blew me right through the wall and into the air! Sent me all over Orgrimmar anchored to the ground by a continuous blast of lightning coming from the barrel!”
“There I am about sixty feet in the air screamin’ blue murder while a seemingly endless stream of electricity tears holy shit outta the ground and buildings as I pass over ‘em, everyone below me freaking out and running for cover. As I pass Warsong Hold Sylvannas even comes out to find out what’s making all the racket only for her guards to shove her back inside and dive in after her right as the bolt tears up where they were standing. Good reflexes boys, ya deserve a raise.”
“Well, finally the power source DID run out and I… well… I was up in the air supported by fuck all. I tried to use my glider cloak to get to safety and wound up stuck on one of the spires at the city gates. Sylvannas had gotten out of the Hold at this point and she and Nathanos wanted to ask me some really uncomfortable questions about the gun… and then Nitika came up the stairs with Mola’ruam and… well shit if you think Sylvannas was pissed… Whoof…”
Fourth Wall Breaker
A strange device that, when it worked, looked like a sort of oversized television set with lots of extra dials and multiple antennas sticking out of it. It now looks like an oversized soda can that was crushed by a tauren, judging by the huge hoofprint on it.
“Okay, so our newest recruit is this Mag’har girl named Galdia right? Well, she’s always in a mood because she can’t go home to Draenor ‘cause of the whole time/space thing and normally I’d just tell her to get the fel over it but… well, she’s an orc and a warrior. They get over stuff by cuttin’ off heads. Kinda attached to mine ya see.”
“So, I figure fuck, if the gnomes can warp reality by accident it can’t be THAT hard, right? I (ahem) appropriate some gnome dimensional tech and get to work improving it. Few extra dials here, the recharged power source from my improved Titanstrike, couple extra (this baby needed a lotta juice,) a specialized communications array I ‘borrowed’ from some Draenei, then I flipped it on and gave it a go.”
“The screen flickered for a moment, then all of a sudden I’m lookin’ at this human chick… except she’s lookin’, well, a little too real. Glasses, ponytail, sitting in a big comfy chair, and she looks like she just saw a ghost. Well, we stare… then she screams, then I scream, then we both scream, then Nitika walks in and says ‘hey Grimo, there’s a cart outside sellin’ ice crea- WHAT THE FEL DID YOU DO?!’ and Mola’raum hears her and runs in too, then all four of us are screaming.”
“Now, see, I figure I musta made it TOO powerful and accidentally tuned into a higher plane of reality somehow. I figure I can modify it so that doesn’t happen again but its kinda hard to explain that in the heat of the moment… I try to switch it off ‘n tell them but Mola’raum and Nitika just nod to each other, then Mola grabs me ‘n holds me in a full nelson while Nitika kicks the invention over and stomps the crap out of it until the sparks stop! No respect for technology I tells ya…”
The SantaShredder 5000
A Sky Golem built during the War in Pandaria, repurposed as a holiday spokesman in order to bullshit the people of Orgrimmar out of their hard earned coin spread mirth and holiday cheer for a reasonable price!
"Okaaaaaaaaay, so this was a more... recent incident. For the longest time I used this Skyshredder to get around y'see... but I wanted somethin' I could stretch out in on long trips, so after we got some cash in the Shadowlands I invested in a Xiwyllag ATV and put the shredder in storage."
"Then back last Winter's Veil I had this great idea! Greatfather Winter is a big scam right? Get your kid's S.E.L.F.I.E. taken with Jolly Ol' Winter (for a fee) and have 'em give the old man their holiday wishes! Well, the orc that they normally had doin' it in Orgrimmar came down with the flu, so I got my shredder outta storage, painted it red, stuck a fake beard on it, and reprogrammed it for the whole 'Ho Ho Ho' schtick!"
"Worked great at first, some people thought it was fuckin' hilarious... then this mag'har kid shows up... ugh... thats where it all went fuckin' pear shaped. SantaShredder asked the kid what they wanted for Winter's Veil, and they said they wanted their parents to be able ta see feckin' Draenor again!"
"Now... I wanted realism right? I gave it the ability to calculate how likely a wish was able to be granted. Most kids? Easy as fuck! They wanted toys, pets, that kinda garbage... but a portal to another world in another timeline?! Odds were so low that the fucker COULDN'T calculate it, but it had to try!"
"I'm counting the take as I suddenly smell hot copper, then the kid screams and runs away as the Shredder starts shootin' sparks everywhere! It blew half it's fuses, fried it's punch card reader, spontaneously deleted the concept of 'Nice' I programmed it with, defaulted to 'Naughty' for everyone in range, and hit an 'out of coal' error... which made it reset to it's original Shredder programming..."
"Er... its original programming was 'kill the fuck outta everyone it saw as a threat.' In this case, a crossed wire changed that to 'kill the fuck outta everyone it saw as naughty,' which in this case was... everyone it could see."
"That was a fuckin' fiasco... good chunk of Orgrimmar got torn up by the thing before we could take it down! Little fucker even stomped one of my L.U.P.E. into scrap! I had to have my other dog go fetch Titanstrike from where I hid it after Nitika tried to swipe it again and blew the top half off, then threw the last of my Nutcracker Grenades down into it's engine!"
"It worked... but then Darkhoof took over and that fuckin' cow threw Titanstrike into the fucking VOID! DOES SHE KNOW HOW MUCH FUCKIN' GOLD I HAD TO PAY TO GET THAT DAMN GUN IN THE FIRST PLACE?! IT WAS AN ENGINEERING MARVEL AND SHE CHUCKED IT INTO THE FUCKIN' SHADOW REALM FOR NO DAMN GOOD REASON! NO APPRECIATION FOR TECHNOLOGY I FUCKIN' SWEAR THAT-..." (This continues for about ten minutes.)
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New encounter III. Inside the mansion.
As they stepped into the mansion, the grandeur of the place was overwhelming. The high ceilings, the ornate chandeliers, the antique furniture - everything spoke of a time long past. But the cold was biting, and the silence was eerie. Adrian led them through the mansion, his steps echoing in the vastness. They passed room after room, each one filled with artifacts and curiosities that seemed to belong in a museum rather than a home. Suddenly, a loud crash echoed through the mansion. They turned to see a vase shattered on the floor, its pieces scattered around. There was no one else in sight.
“Must be the wind,” Adrian said, but his voice lacked conviction.
They continued their exploration, but the atmosphere had changed. The mansion no longer felt just old and creepy. It felt alive… and not in a good way. As they turned a corner, they came face to face with a large portrait. It was of a man, regal and stern-looking. His eyes seemed to follow them as they moved. The nameplate read ‘Lionel Devarare’.
“That’s him,” Adrian said, pointing at the portrait. “The original owner of this mansion.”
David felt a shiver run down his spine. He looked at Ran, who was staring at the portrait with a thoughtful expression.
“Let’s keep moving,” Adrian said, leading them away from the portrait. But as they moved deeper into the mansion, they couldn’t shake off the feeling that they were being watched.
They continued their journey through the mansion, each room revealing more about Lionel Devarare’s eccentricities. The mansion was a labyrinth of rooms filled with strange artifacts, each one more bizarre than the last.
The team and Adrian ventured deeper into the mansion they came across a room that was unlike the others. It was smaller, more personal and felt the colder than ohter rooms. While investigating the room Maria saw a cute porcelain doll with cracked eye on the self. Intriqued she went closer and something pulled her towards the doll and she felt a big pull to touch the dolls hair. She reached out and felt a surge of energy going through her body and everything went pich black around her.
“I don’t think there is anything more to this room and we should continue on.” Said Ran, but she stopped and noticed Maria who was stiff like a statue standing still.
Ran rushed over to Maria, her heart pounding. “Maria, are you okay?” she asked, but Maria didn’t respond. Her eyes were glazed over, and she was as still as the porcelain doll she had just touched.
Adrian and David joined them, their faces filled with concern. “What happened?” Adrian asked, looking at Maria and then at the doll.
“I…I don’t know,” said Ran in shock. “She just touched the doll and then…”
Before she could finish her sentence, Maria’s body jerked violently. Her eyes snapped open, but they were no longer her own. They were cold, devoid of the warmth they usually held.
“Maria?” David asked tentatively, but Maria didn’t respond. Instead, she let out a chilling laugh that echoed through the room. It was clear to them now - Maria was no longer herself. She was possessed by the spirit residing in the cursed doll.
The team was in shock. They had dealt with many supernatural occurrences before, but nothing like this. They had to figure out a way to save Maria, but how? They were in uncharted territory.
Suddenly Maria tried to attack David and the team was forced to scatter throughout the mansion, while trying to avoid Maria who was relentlessly trying to hunt them down.
In their attempt to evade Maria, Adrian and Ran found themselves in front of a long, winding staircase that descended into darkness. The air was thick with tension as they stood at the top of the stairs, unsure of what lay below.
While Ran was standing infront of the staircase going down he felt a push to his back and thanks to this he lost his balanced and fell down the staircase.
Caught off guard, Ran tumbled down the staircase, each step jarring against his body. The world spun around him as he tried to grab onto something, anything, to stop his fall, but it was in vain. He finally came to a halt at the bottom, his body aching from the impact.
As Ran lay at the bottom of the staircase, his world started to spin. The pain was overwhelming, and his vision blurred. He tried to stay awake, tried to get up, but his body wouldn’t cooperate. His eyes grew heavy, and despite his best efforts, he slipped into unconsciousness.
Meanwhile, Adrian stood at the top of the stairs, watching as Ran lost consciousness. The sinister smile still played on his lips.
Adrian, under the control of the demon, began to descend the staircase towards the unconscious Ran. His steps were slow and deliberate, echoing ominously in the silence. As he reached Ran, he knelt down beside him. His fangs glinted in the dim light as he leaned over Ran, preparing to bite him.
The mansion was eerily quiet, the only sound being the soft echo of Adrian’s movements. Unbeknownst to them, their teammates were navigating their way through the mansion, each dealing with their own set of challenges, unaware of the danger Ran was in.
When Adrian, under the demon’s influence, bit Ran, he was able to establish a connection with Ran due to Ran’s ghostly powers. This connection allowed Ran to communicate directly with Adrian’s vampire consciousness, bypassing the demon’s control.
Ran relayed to Adrian that he had been taken over by a demon, something that infuriated Adrian. As a powerful vampire, Adrian was not used to being controlled or manipulated. The realization that a lowly demon had taken over his will sparked a rage within him.
This rage, combined with his vampire strength, allowed Adrian to fight back against the demon’s control. It was a battle of wills, a struggle for control. But Adrian’s anger and his vampire nature gave him the edge he needed.
With a final surge of effort, Adrian managed to break free from the demon’s control. He regained his senses, his eyes clearing as he looked at Ran. The demon was expelled, leaving Adrian in control once again.
Ran, unconscious from the fall, lay at the bottom of the staircase. Adrian, now free from the demon’s control, looked down at Ran with a mix of guilt and concern. He hadn’t intended for any of this to happen.
Adrian quickly rushed to Ran’s side. He checked for any signs of life and was relieved to find Ran still breathing, though unconscious. Knowing they couldn’t stay there, Adrian carefully lifted Ran and began to make his way back up the staircase.
Adrian, carrying the unconscious and feverish Ran, managed to find a safe office room, with a couch within the mansion. He gently laid Ran down, his concern evident.
The team managed to regroup and were worried about Ran and Adrian and started to search for them.
“Where are Ran and Adrian?” Sarah asked, her voice echoing in the vast mansion.
“We need to find them,” said Alex, determination in his eyes. “They could be in danger.”
Understanding the danger of attracting Maria’s attention and the need to stick together, the team decided against splitting up. They moved cautiously through the mansion, their senses heightened, eyes scanning every shadow.
“Ran…” Alex whispered under his breath, his worry for Ran, his lover, evident in his voice. The silence of the mansion was oppressive, amplifying every small sound, making the situation even more nerve-wracking.
After what felt like hours, they finally found Adrian in a secluded room, with an unconscious Ran. Relief washed over them, quickly replaced by concern as they noticed Ran’s condition.
“Ran!” Alex rushed over, his heart pounding. He knelt beside Ran, taking his hand. He was burning up, a clear sign of fever.
“We need to help him,” Sarah said, her voice filled with determination. “And we need to find a way to save Maria and cleanse this mansion.”
Alex, his worry for Ran momentarily replaced by anger, turned to Adrian. “What happened?” he demanded, his voice echoing in the room.
Adrian took a deep breath in and said “The first thing you guys need to know is that I’m a vampire.”
Adrian’s revelation about his true nature sent a wave of shock through the team. They had known Adrian as their client, and while they were aware of the supernatural world, discovering that Adrian was a vampire was startling.
“A vampire?” Alex repeated, his voice barely above a whisper. He looked from Adrian to Ran, unconscious and feverish, and a new wave of worry washed over him.
Sarah, ever the pragmatic one, was the first to recover. “Well, that explains a few things,” she said, her voice steady. “But right now, we have bigger problems.
Adrian, looking weary, met Alex’s gaze. “I… I didn’t mean for any of this to happen,” he began, his voice barely above a whisper. “There was a demon… it took control of me.”
Adrian took a deep breath, preparing to reveal the events that had transpired. “When we got separated, I found myself with Ran near a staircase,” he began, his voice steady despite the gravity of his words. “The demon… it made me push Ran down the stairs.”
The team gasped, their eyes wide with shock. Alex tightened his grip on Ran’s hand, his worry intensifying.
“But that’s not all,” Adrian continued. “The demon… it wanted to use my vampire nature to its advantage. It made me try to bite Ran.”
“A demon?” Sarah repeated, her eyes wide. “You mean, like the one possessing Maria?”
Adrian nodded. “Yes, but I managed to break free, thanks to Ran.”
David frowned. “Wait, how did Ran help you break free? He’s unconscious.”
“That’s where it gets strange,” Adrian said. “When I tried to bite Ran, I felt a connection. It was like Ran was there, in my mind. He made me see what was happening, that I was being controlled. That’s what helped me fight back against the demon.”
Sarah, who had been quietly listening, finally spoke up. “That’s Ran’s ghostly ability. He can connect with supernatural entities. It seems he used it to reach out to you, Adrian.”
Adrian nodded, “It was like he was there, in my mind. He made me see what was happening, that I was being controlled. That’s what helped me fight back against the demon.”
The team was silent for a moment, processing Adrian’s revelations. The fact that Adrian was a vampire and had been controlled by a demon was a lot to take in. But they didn’t have the luxury of time.
“We need to act fast,” David finally said, breaking the silence. “Ran needs medical attention, and we still have to save Maria.”
Sarah nodded, “I’ll take care of Ran. Adrian, you and David find a safe place to move him.”
Adrian suddenly remembered something important and said: “last time when I was here collecting the artifacts I saw a room, what looked like an hospital wing. In this room I saw medicine still in boxes and in date. There were disinfectant wipes and ohter equipment for wound care.”
“We need to move Ran there. Could you show us the way.” Asked Sarah from Adrian
“Yes. I can help carry Ran and show the way.” Said Adrian with determination.
Finally Alex spoke up with trembling voice: “it’s enough if you show us the way. I don’t trust you with Ran. I can carry him. He is my fiance.”
Sarah said: “we need to have someone strong hands free, in case Maria finds us.”
Adrian nodded feeling another rush of quilt, but ready to help any way he can.
To be continued!
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Live-action 'City Hunter' is Netflix’s newest nostalgic-anime-to-live-action project
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Netflix has shown an impressive amount of confidence in concept of adapting anime to live-action. Even after its take on "Cowboy Bebop" fizzled out, the streaming giant is still working on adaptations of "One Piece," "Gundam" and "Yu Yu Hakusho," and it’s even making room on its plate for one more live-action version of a hit anime series from yesteryear: "City Hunter."
Originating as a manga by creator Tsukasa Hojo that ran in Weekly Shonen Jump from 1985 to 1991, "City Hunter" is the story of Ryo Saeba, a Tokyo based “sweeper,” a sort of combination bodyguard/private investigator. In 1987, "City Hunter" was adapted into an anime TV series that ran for over 100 episodes, and the animated franchise went on to multiple OVA and movie installments, with the most recent coming in 2019 and another greenlit earlier this year.
In other words, Ryo is one of the most prodigious anime characters of all time, especially since he’s been portrayed by the same voice actor, Akira Kamiya, in all of his anime appearances. It’s an almost impossibly big role to fill, but Netflix believes it’s found the man for the job with Ryohei Suzuki.
The 39-year-old Suzuki has several anime-to-live-action films on his acting resume, having played the male lead in the "Hentai Kamen" series, "My Love Story" and "Tokyo Tribe," as well as appearances in "Higanjima" and "Gatchaman." Suzuki called taking on the role of Ryo “a great responsibility” and pledged to give his all in bringing the character’s “cool, romantic, idiotic, and mokkori” aspects to the screen (“mokkori” being the sound of the surge of energy Ryo gets at the feeling of sexual arousal, and a key component of his status as one of anime’s most unabashed horndogs).
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Long-time fans of the "City Hunter" anime might notice that Suzuki isn’t wearing Ryo’s customary pale blue sport coat, but even longer-time fans of the franchise will note, as Netflix itself does, that he’s dressed in the long coat that Ryo wore often in the manga, though only sparingly in the anime.
While Netflix sometimes shifts the setting and production of its anime-to-live-action adaptations outside of their original country of origin, "City Hunter" is going to be made in Japan, with the company promising on-site filming in Shinjuku, the part of Tokyo where Ryo plies his trade (though events often take him outside the city by the time his adventures are done). The time period, though, is being moved up to the modern day, and “in keeping with that, there will be slight updates to the characters,” Netflix says.
Suzuki is actually the third, fourth, or fifth actor to portray Ryo in live-action, depending on exactly how you’re counting. Jackie Chan starred in a 1993 Hong Kong-produced "City Hunter" movie, a very loose adaptation of the source material. In 2011 came a Korean "City Hunter" TV drama, sometimes called "City Hunter in Seoul," an even looser adaptation with the lead character changed from Ryo Saeba to Lee Yoon-sung. Next came the "Angel Heart" Japanese TV drama in 2015, based on Hojo’s "City Hunter" spinoff with Ryo living in a parallel continuity from the original series. Finally, in 2019 "Nicky Larson et le parfum de Cupidon" was released in France, a live-action adaptation of the country’s heavily localized version of the "City Hunter" anime.
Still, Netflix’s version will be the first-ever made-in-Japan live-action "City Hunter." “Our goal is to utilize the actual Shinjuku location and unique nuances of the Japanese language present in the original work to adapt it to live-action in a manner that can only be done in Japan,” the company says, and reactions from Japanese users to the announcement tweet have been decidedly positive regarding its choice of leading man.
“Nice casting!”
“Yep. He looks totally natural as Ryo.”
“Yeah, I think he can pull it off.”
“Ryohei Suzuki is almost too perfect as Ryo Saeba! Expecting good picks for the rest of the cast too.”
“I’ve been thinking about who could play a live-action Ryo since I was in elementary school, and I didn’t think anyone could make it work…but I think Suzuki can.”
“Mokkori!”
Netflix’s live-action "City Hunter" is slated for worldwide release in 2024.
Sources: Netflix, Twitter/@NetflixJP
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Would, if you open requests again, be interested in making a part 2 to the hayloft Gyro fic🧍‍♂️
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I don't think this holds up to the original at ALL, but here you go bestie. Also thanks for that piece on Jodie ( ˘ ³˘)
Also Hayloft II is a banger
Hayloft II
Warnings: not much to say except the normal NSFW and googled italian, and the LONG WAITED penetration
A continuation of my first oneshot,
<– Read part 1 here
Still in his lap, Gyro's three fingers pumped into your hole. Your juices ran from you in a steady flow into his palm to drip on to the floor, staining the wood. He had you violently twitching and trying to pull away from his rough hand but he wouldn't let you go. His other was wrapped tightly around your thigh, pulling it so you couldn't close your legs. He watched fascinated as you so perfectly took in his thick digits while he pulled out a symphony of noise from your lips.
You gripped at his golden hair once it felt like he was about to wring out another orgasm from your tired body. Like pushing a rock up a hill. It was slow and it only built up and that pleasure from before came back but this time it was mixed with a new dull ache of Gyro pushing you to your limits.
But this time he didn't let you cum. Before you met that sweet peak again it came crashing down once Gyro took his fingers out of you and laid you down on your back again on the floor. You were tired, and still really horny but mostly tired feeling like goop, but you didn't have the energy to move anymore. Who knew foreplay would be so costly?
"Aww.. is my little doll all tuckered out?" Gyro cooed from on top of you. How he was positioned was his arms were near your head, with his hair acting like a long, beautiful curtain shielding your wandering gaze from the outside world. "I'll take good care of you sweetie, just sit back and enjoy the ride."
Tired, but very interested in finding out what he was packing in his pants. Gyro gave you a good show of unzipping his pants and pulling down his jeans and boxers one after the other. He was long, well above average, but he wasn't too thick. But watching him pump his member in his fist still gave you cotton mouth and stirred your insides, much like he was about to do to you, probably.
He propped your thighs up on his and had himself curled around you, adding pecks to your face while his big hands patted you down and his length poked at your entrance.
"You ready, Tesoro?"
"Yes." You said swallowing dryly. He guided his members tip to your slit, and in a fluid thrust forward he pierced you deep. It wasn't as horrible as you feared. His tongue and fingers must've been enough to prepare you, it felt no worse than a bee sting.
You sighed, muscles relaxing and becoming loose under him. Gyro added a quick kiss to the corner of your lips before he started his thrusting.
Every thrust deep inside you rang a gasp for air from your lips. He left you breathless, but he felt too good. He busied his lips with your neck and his hand with your breast confined to your bra. You felt amazing, too. Gyro could feel his sanity slipping away so quickly, he wanted nothing more than to ring screams from your throat, but with Johnny just meters away and this being your first time, he couldn't bring himself to hurt you farther. Instead he decided on moaning into your neck, inhaling your sweet scent and getting drunk on all of you.
"Fuck, Dolcezza."
His sighs were deep from his chest, Gyro's voice made your walls involuntarily squeeze around him. It made you feel really weird inside, and desperately throw your thighs and legs around him to pull him deeper in.
It grew silent, only with your rhythmic puffs of air. Gyro pulled your face to his to capture your lips in a heavy kiss. It was messy, tasting traces of you still on his snaking tongue sneaking around your mouth. Drool spilled onto your marked up neck but you didn't care. You were getting drunk on this moving sculpture of a man. And he was loosing his cool, he looked so hot on top of you, you pulled him closer by the hair, wrapping it around your closed fist and pulled. And finally you heard him moan, really moan. He sounded needy, and he held you closer with your lips still mashed together.
"F-Fu–king god, shit– I'm close." His thrust became bruising, the creaking of the wood underneath you now louder than before. In the heat of the moment you threw caution to the wind and began a symphony of noise, forgetting about company below.
Gyro suddenly pulled on your own hair, baring your neck to his teeth and twisting so you couldn't see him anymore. His teeth stung worse than his manic hips hitting against yours. He spoke things into your skin, but you didn't think they were for you as much as they were for him. You couldn't understand any of it... but he kept repeating the same things over and over.
"Per favore vieni, per favore vieni... Merda, ti senti così bene!"
Gyro rutted against you only thinking of reaching his own high. He wanted to cum inside you, get a kickstart on a nice, big family, and have you become his little housewife away in a secluded homestead. God, thinking about it got him feeling hotter, and dizzier. It guided him to a release, thinking of you baring his own kid.
You didn't have enough time to warm him, his chanting and rough dick finally threw you into your first true orgasm. You clamped down on him, holding him close, only being able to squeak out his name as it felt like claws wrapped around your throat. Gyro wasn't far behind, you aided him in shooting his load inside you. It felt so good, so fucking good to finally claim you as his in a way no man could ever do. Your moans rang out in unison, echoing against the ceiling. You both stayed tangled together, feeling his warmth until Gyro grew soft inside you and had to pull out, his cum pooling from your entrance in a steady stream.
He sighed, before toppling over by your side, chest heaving while his hand searched for yours. He kept it to his heart, rubbing his strong fingers against the tendons.
"That was fun," He heaved out with a hint of giddiness to his voice. "What about you? Are you okay?"
"‘m f-fine." You couldn't help but stutter through it. It the quiet of the late night your orgasmic haze drifted away to leave you sticky and anxious. Your stomach felt queazy and full and you felt like you could pass out from heat exhaustion at any moment. "This. This wasn't just a one time thing, right..?"
"Hm? You wanna do it again sometime?" Gyro smirked, but it wasn't sharp. He twisted some so he was on his side, arm wrapped around your middle so he could pull you closer to smooch your collarbone.
"I want to, too. Maybe after a date next time. 'Cause believe it or not, I do love you, ya cute lil' thing." He nuzzled closer, and Gyro smiled when he felt you hug him back.
"I want you to say it back."
"I... I love you too, Gyro." You squeezed him a little closer to kiss his sweaty forehead, and run your fingers through his golden hair. "But I'm afraid this is just gonna end up being another dream, I don't wanna go to sleep."
"Then I'll just wake you up with a kiss! Just like in a fairytale. I promise I'll be right at your side when we wake up. Goodnight, mi amore."
"G'night, mi caro."
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“Make that Three”
A/N: I’m back! It got soooo busy with school and everything and it was causing so much stress so I set this blog aside for a little while. While going through my drafts yesterday, I saw this story and I really liked it. My original author’s note said I was so, so sorry because I thought it was bad? But coming back, I’ve come to the realization that I actually like this story ha! Anyway, if you’re still reading this author’s note, I hope things are going well in your life, and if they are currently not; I am sending out my thoughts and positive energy for you. My dm’s are always open <3 Enjoy reading :) xo Xuck
Summary: A few weeks before Molly decided it was time to bring the family back together, you run into George. After a special afternoon while spending some time with him, you show up at the ‘family sleepover’ holding a big secret.
 Warnings: Fluff, mentions of pregnancy and a piece of art written with some grammar mistakes 
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"Y/N, my dear! How are you doing?” Molly asks while coming at you with her arms open wide, inviting you into a cuddle. You laugh and hug her back. 
“Hi, I’m doing good. How about you?” You answer while unwrapping your arms. Molly lifts her hand, places a hand on your cheek, and smiles. “Now that you are here, I’m doing great!”
“I’ve missed you all so much! Come, come. Let’s get you something to drink.” Molly’s hand grabs your wrist and before you know it, you sit at the kitchen table with a cup of hot cocoa in your hand. You look around the kitchen and you see that practically nothing has changed, everything was in the place where it belonged. You let your eyes roam over the wall of photographs, every member of the family was on the wall multiple times. There were photo’s of all the Weasley children while they were still young, photo’s of everyone celebrating Christmas, and photographs of the children with their significant others. 
You giggle at the photograph of Ron and Hermione on their wedding day, remembering the prank the twins had pulled on Ron. Fred and George had stolen his wedding suit and had it hidden somewhere very obvious. You have never seen Ron so stressed. Yeah okay, normally he is pretty stressed already, but this day topped it. Eventually, everything turned out to be fine.
You let your eyes roam the pictures again, now searching for the photographs with you in it. There were a lot because ever since you came home with Fred and George that one holiday, you were a part of the family and Molly saw you as one of her own. You let your eyes linger on the photograph of you and George longer than the others, your heart fasting up its pace and forming a small smile. It has been a couple of weeks since you last ran into him and things took an unexpected turn. It was a night of secret confessions, stolen glances, and lingering touches. The things that happened that one night, turned into a big, little secret no one knew of.
Molly intruded your thoughts as she began saying that it shouldn’t be long before the others are here. “It’s been a long time since everyone was home at the same time!” 
You laugh at her and before you get the chance to answer, the front door opens and reveals the sounds of the voices from the rest. Everyone planned to show up at the same time, bombing the silence in the burrow.
“Y/N/N!” Hermione screamed, flinging herself into your arms. “Dear Godric, I missed you soooooo much.” She says and you giggle. “Hi ‘Mione, how are you doing?” 
It took a good ten minutes taking the time to greet every member of the family minus three. Fred and George still had to work in the shop that day, so when the shop is closed they could come over with Fred’s significant other, Angelina. 
Everyone is taking their places at the dinner table, as it is the best place for everyone to be catching up at the same time. There are so many stories to be told, some needing to be told multiple times because the others got into a conversation of their own. No one got a hold of the time and before you know it, a couple of hours have passed. 
The front door slams open once again, revealing the last three persons missing at the table. Fred and Angelina took the first steps into the house. “Good evening my dearest family! How are you all doing?” Fred practically screams with a huge grin on his face. The whole family flew to the new people, hugging them and saying their greetings.
You were one of the last to greet Fred and Angelina, telling them your hi’s and how happy you are to be seeing them. Last but not least, you were the last to greet George. You e/c eyes catching his deep brown ones, showing a sparkle. He smiles softly and wraps his arms around your waist, while you throw yours around his neck. “Godric, I’ve missed you so much.” He mumbles and presses a secret kiss in the crook of your neck. With one last squeeze on your hips, he releases you and walks into the kitchen, ignoring the funny look on Fred’s face.
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You and George were not official. There was in no way you could say you both were dating and it got a bit on your nerves right now. Everyone was done with eating and were now having a conversation - the millionth time today. You looked around the table and your gaze lingered around George’s. He was already looking at you. His mouth made the slightest smile which made you blush. It took everything in your strength not to fly over the table, grab George by his tie and kiss him on the mouth. You sigh and took another sip of your seventh cup of hot cocoa. Normally you wouldn’t have this much chocolate to eat, nevermind to drink, but lately you were craving it more and more. You knew why, it was a secret no one else knew so far.
Suddenly Molly gasped, flinging her hand over her mouth and looked surprised. Everyone stopped talking and stared at her. “Oh my, I’m so sorry!” She looks around, setting her eyes on Arthur. “I have made a mistake with counting the beds! We are missing one bed.” She puts her head in her hands and takes a deep sigh.
“It’s okay honey, we’ll figure it out.” Arthur says, putting his hand on Molly’s back.
“Well one of us has to sleep on the couch then.” Fred jokes and Ron laughs. 
“I’ll sleep on the couch.” You say and look Molly in her eyes. “No, no. You won’t have to sleep on the couch.” She mumbles and pulls her arm around you. 
“No Molly, it is okay. I don’t mind sleeping on the couch, I’ve grown to love it, to be honest.” You grin and take another sip of your hot cacao.
It's true, you have grown fond of the couch. You stopped numbering the moments you fell asleep on it, finding yourself waking up with a blanket wrapped around your body.
“Are you sure?” Molly asks and you nod. “Don’t worry, as long as I have my blanket and pillow, I can sleep everywhere.” You wink and she laughs.
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It’s two o clock in the morning. Everyone went to their beds over two hours ago, leaving you in the living room with a blanket and a pillow. Molly has asked you a dozen times if you really didn’t mind and after practically sending Molly upstairs, she eventually accepted your answer. Right now you were sitting on the couch, the blanket wrapped around you while reading your book when you heard footsteps behind you.
“You really shouldn’t be sleeping on the couch. Take my bed, please.” The voice of George sounded. He came to sit next to you. “And sleep with Fred and Angelina in one room? No thanks.” You giggled and put your book down. 
George opened his arms, inviting you into a cuddle which you gladly accepted. You put your head against his chest while folding your arms around his waist.
“I missed you, you know.” George whispered into your hair, placing a kiss on top of your head. You felt your face heating up, happy he couldn't see you blushing. "I hate that we haven't talked since that night." 
"I know, me too." You mumble, pressing your face more into George's chest. "Do you really meant what you say back then?" You ask.
"Yes, I do." George puts his finger under your chin and lifts it so you have to look him into his eyes. "I want to continue this. What we have." He places a kiss on your mouth. Before you could answer his kiss, he has removed his lips already. 
"I want that too." You smile at him. He grins and pulls you closer. 
"Mom's going to ask us tomorrow if we all want to come along on vacation this summer. Should I say she has to reserve two places? You and me?" George asks, wrapping a string of your h/c hair around his finger. 
"Make that three." You whisper, looking into his eyes. You see his eyebrows turn into a confused state.
"What did you say?"
"Make that three. Three places." You repeat and you grab his hand and place it on your belly. "I meant to tell you tomorrow when I saw the chance of getting you alone but here we are." You throw him a soft smile. Scared of his reaction, you distance yourself from him and look into the fireplace.
"Are you serious?" His voice sounds hoarse. All you can do is nod. "Checked it multiple times, different methods. All came back positive." You mumble, still not looking towards George.
"Look at me." Was all he said, but you didn't hear him. "Love, could you please look at me?" He asked.
When you turned your head, all you could see was George with one of the biggest smiles you have ever received from him. He grabbed your face and placed a kiss on your nose. Then one followed onto your forehead, both your cheeks and eventually he left one on your mouth.
"I love you so fucking much.”
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Holiday Troubles
Characters: Aizawa, trans male reader
Contains: Unsupportive family, transphobia, homophobia, misgendering, mentions of a deadname (D/N), mentions of religion and praying, mentions of dysphoria, angst, hurt/comfort, angst with fluff ending. This was written mainly as a comfort fic during the winter holidays but wanted to post this here (originally posted on AO3). Please read with caution as this content may be triggering for some
Word Count: 2K+ 
The holidays were always rough for you, being not only gay but transgender as well. There were the off-putting tension and feelings every time you walked in the room, and the side glances and judgemental glares that were shot your way if you were even caught wearing something feminine and not masculine. Mostly from your parents and family, feeling the obligation that you had to follow gender norms in the hope to not only pass but to be taken seriously in your own identity.
The holidays got a little easier once you married your now husband. He made visiting your family a bit easier and made the holidays in general, more enjoyable for you. This year, unfortunately, he had meetings and a nightly patrol that he couldn’t get out of, so you were left to go to the Christmas family gathering by yourself.
The day came, and needless to say, you were a nervous mess. You dressed up in a suit, something masculine of course to appease your family and keep those comments at bay. Though, you knew you weren’t in the clear as there was still a high chance of being deadnamed and misgendered by family who were unsupportive or others who just didn’t try. Your husband, Shouta, let you know before he left early that morning that if you needed anything at all to give him or Hizashi a call and they would come and get you in a heartbeat. He said Hizashi, just in case he couldn’t be reached, which was fine with you, Hizashi had become a close friend to you.
You arrived at your parent's house a little later than they asked, just cause you were nervous and needed more time to prepare for this evening. You knocked on the front door, adjusting your suit as you waited for someone to open the door, only to be greeted by one of your younger siblings. They gave you a big hug, before dragging you inside where you were greeted by family. Your grandmother was the first to deadname you. She called out as you talked to your uncle, a devious smile on her face as the name rolled off her tongue. You cringed hearing it and so badly wanted to correct her, but if your mother caught wind that you did, who knows what drama may pursue. You endured the conversation with her, as she made sure to drop in your deadname every chance she could get.
“Honestly D/N, you really should stop playing dress up and realize that you are a girl. Your husband would be so much happier to have a wife who knows her place and not some confused girl.”
You took a deep breath and bid your goodbyes to your grandmother as you went to find someone else to talk to. Eventually, dinner was called, and you all gathered around and your grandfather said a prayer. You looked down at your feet the entire time, not really wanting to participate in the prayer. Soon it wrapped up and a line formed into the kitchen to get food. After everyone got food, everyone gathered around and talked, telling stories of things that happened within the past year in their lives, as well as asking questions to others to get the latest scoop. You just decided to eat silently, trying to not participate in the gossip fest happening before you.
“So Y/N, how are you and your husband doing?” Your dad asked before he took a sip of a beer. You held up your pointer finger, signaling that you needed a moment as your finished chewing food before you smiled and spoke.
“Oh, we are doing well! He sends his deepest apologies that he couldn’t make it, hero duties called.” You smiled, taking a quick glance around the room. Some whispers were exchanged, knowing it was about you and Shouta. It was clear that besides your family not supporting your identity, they also did not support your marriage to a hero. Especially a hero who was supportive of you and your identity.
“Honestly, how she manages to keep such a hero man, is insane. Like who would wanna marry some confused lesbian?” One of your aunts spoke out. You gripped your glass tightly, biting your tongue, not wanting to start any issues.
Other family members chimed in to add on to your aunt's comment and soon it became too much. You quickly excused yourself and went to the bathroom farthest away from your family. You pulled out your phone and texted your husband. You told him that you needed him or Hizashi or someone to come to pick you up, as you originally walked, as it was nice earlier prior to the sun setting. You quickly got a reply, saying your husband was on his way, and that he was getting someone to cover the rest of his patrol. You felt a bit bad to interrupt and have him leave his patrol, but god you just needed him right now more than anything.
You hid amongst the rooms as you waited for Shouta to send you a message or signal that he was here. Your mom called out your name, walking down the hall looking for you. The smile on her face dropped as she saw you and grabbed your arm.
“Come on Y/N, we are about to exchange gifts. Stop trying to hide and be nice and spend time with your family. It took a lot of work and effort to get everyone here, like your grandparents who haven’t seen you in ages.” Your mom aggressively whispered at you, as she pulled you towards the living room. You stayed silently, hoping that your husband would be here soon.
Your mom let you go and pointed to a chair near the tree. You sat down and were handed some gifts. You slowly opened them, trying not to draw attention to yourself. The first gift was in a gift bag, and opening it exposed a colorful piece of clothing. You pulled it out and it was a sundress. Although you didn’t mind breaking gender norms, dresses were never your thing, they held too many bad memories and made you dysphoric. You frowned, not having the energy to fake a smile. You felt your mind start to spiral before a voice pulled you out.
“Oh, D/N do you not like it. I made sure to even get the right size and everything. I thought you could put that on and surprise your husband when you go home. Imagine how he would react to see his wife, finally coming to terms with herself.” Your grandmother called out, staring at you the entire time. You went to open your mouth when another voice spoke up.
“Actually, I think my husband looks handsome and perfect just the way he is in the suit he is wearing, but thank you. Maybe we can save the dress and give it to one of my students, I know one of them would get much better use of it.” Shouta’s voice boomed out, making a hush fall across the room. You never heard the front door open, but then again Shouta was very good at staying silent. You looked at your husband, feeling all your emotions and feelings starting to rise to the surface. You caught a dirty look your mother gave you as you stood up and made your way over to Shouta.
He held out his hand as you got closer and held it tightly, quickly bidding goodbye for you both as he quickly led you outside to the car that was waiting outside and still running. “I had Hizashi drive me over, hope that’s okay.” You just nodded at him, not letting go of his hand until you got into the car. As soon as you and Shouta were in the car, Hizashi sped off.
“Heya listener, how did it go?” Hizashi asked out, peeking into the mirror looking back at you.
“I lasted longer than last year, so that’s a new record at least.” You joked, trying not to cry. At least not now, you had to make it until you were home and in bed, with your husband holding you close.
Hizashi talked most of the ride home, while Shouta kept glancing back at you. You tried to listen to what was being said, but you couldn’t focus, so you just looked out the window, slightly dozing off. You woke up to the feeling of being carried, your eyes adjusted as you saw Shouta was carrying you into the house and to the bedroom. On any other occasion, if he was carrying you like this you were bound to tease or crack a joke or something, but in this moment you just stayed in his arms, gripping onto him tightly. Once you both got to the bedroom, he helped you undress and slip on something comfy. After he finished helping you, he quickly changed and climbed into bed, pulling you close to him and holding you tightly.
For a while, you just laid there in his arms, fighting back the urge to scream and cry. Though, after he comforted you and let you know it was okay to be upset and that you could let it all out. In which you did, you sobbed in his chest for what felt like hours. You screamed and sobbed and let out all the feelings you bottled up for the few hours you were at the family gathering. Eventually, you ran out of tears to cry and were only left with your own thoughts. You were overthinking, mostly dwelling on the words your family spoke out to you this evening, and couldn’t help but question if it was true.
“Sho...I’ve got to ask you something, kind of important.” You gently pushed away and sat up in the bed, looking at him. He stared at you, and nodded, letting you know it was okay to continue on. You took a deep breath and went for it, “Am I enough for you? I brought a lot of baggage and trouble into our relationship and I know it can’t be easy for you dating me, specifically with the backlash and comments that get made by my family and others about me transitioning and just. If you were with anyone else, I feel like you won’t get all this drama and I’m sorry I’ve brought so much of it onto you Shouta.”
You watched as his facial expression changed and you quickly looked away, finding interest in anything that wasn’t his face, afraid of what his reaction not only meant but the words that were about to follow. “Y/N, please look at me.” You slowly looked up and he placed a hand on your cheek. “I love you Y/N. I love you for you, you are my husband and I won’t want anyone else besides me. You are more than enough for me. And we both have a lot of baggage but that doesn’t change my feelings for you, we can work through it all together. I meant what I said in my vows and at our wedding and I still stand by it. Forever and always.”
You fiddled with your fingers before speaking up, “I love you Shouta so much, I’m just afraid one day I won’t be enough, cause as silly as it is, I don’t feel masculine or manly enough, that you’ll find more of a ‘real’ man one day and just leave me behind.” Tears filled your eyes and you looked down, just wanting to hide under the blankets.
“Y/N Aizawa, you are absolutely masculine and manly enough. I will never find anyone else or more a man than you. You are all I want, and all I need. I love you so much, don’t ever doubt my love for you, cause it is never-ending sweetheart.” Shouta spoke out, lifting your head up and placing a small kiss on your forehead before pulling you into his arms, holding you close. You just stayed there close, as Shouta whispered sweet nothings into your ear as you drifted off to sleep.
Shouta always made the holidays more bearable, but he also made life in general easier. He made waking up a little easier and helped with your hectic thoughts to calm you down. He truly was the love of your life and the best you could ever ask for. You couldn’t have gotten any luckier to have a husband as sweet and perfect as you. He may not be the number one hero to the rest of the world, but in your eyes and his heart, he was, he was your number one hero.
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Somewhere Only We Know
A/N - Hello, you lovely lot! Hope you are all keeping well in these utterly shit Covid times. Who would’ve thought that we would still be here in December?! Please see my offering for @goldenbluesuit​‘s Christmas Fic Challenge. Hope I’ve done a bit of justice with this piece.
I can remember Katie texting me telling me about the challenge, and I’ll admit I was given first dibs and now I’m absolutely shitting myself because I’ve seen all the brillaint entries so far and I’m not sure I really cut the mustard with this piece but I’m proud of myself for being able to put a solid 70% of this together in just one day (that one day being today).
Anyway, I hope you enjoy! Katie has done a brilliant job and I know how grateful she is towards anyone who has joined the challenge or supported by reading/sharing etc.... I need to stop rambling... Okay, thank you for sticking with me as always and happy reading! .x
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The last thing you remembered actually reading in the group chat was “make sure you have your wellies”. You were glad that you remembered that part at the very least.
Winds whipped around you as you buried your face further into your cream roll neck cable knit jumper, all but hidden underneath your tobacco borg teddy coat that someone had already likened to Macklemore.
Nothing like being back home with your closest and oldest friends.
Mud squelched under your feet as you walked in line with two of your oldest girl friends, eyes looking over the four males in front of you as they led the way over the grassy hills.
There had been zero planning on what today’s events would bring. It was quite clear that the seven of you just wanted to be reunited with the country air and wind bitten cheeks.
It was nice. How simple it was. On the surface at the very least. That was until you zoned in on the little things. 
Like his laugh. The same laugh that always carried somehow and it seemed like the wind was making it that much more prominent than usual today.
There was no denying, he had this glow about him. Even from the back of him. You felt silly for thinking it, but it was true. It was in the way he held himself as he attacked the grassy hills with his feet clad wellies and brown trousers.
Life had changed a lot in over a decade. Christ, had it been that long? You’d all gone from baby teenagers to fully fledged adults. The age range of your friendship differing slightly, the odd person here and there slightly older than a couple of people in the group.
Nonetheless, many of the experiences had been the same. The big job offers, and the even bigger promotions. The heartbreaks, regardless of their prominence or lack of, had been the felt the same. The flirtation between some of you sparked probably a bit more so now with a finesse that didn’t have you rolling your eyes but rather leaning into it. 
Four out of seven of you were single. Jack and Jonny were virtually married off, however neither of them were with their partners this year with both deciding to spend Christmas at home and New Years with their significant others. Alice was still loved up and going strong with her fella, as was Grace who you hadn’t heard a peep from as she constantly checked her phone to see when the person she was besotted with finally arrived up North thanks to West Midlands Trains pulling into Crewe. 
So that left Will, you and Harry. Harry who had  quite publicly made it known that he was single. Well, according to your Mum he had, in several interviews. Including the one that she had described as an ‘incredibly relaxing watch and nice background noise to my Sunday evening brew and ironing session’. 
That was a strange one for you, his honesty. In earlier years of friendship, he always seemed quite aloof. Like he was keeping his options open. Guarded in a way that frustrated at least 75% of the friendship group, in the nicest way possible. You knew that was a contradiction but any annoyance came from a good place. 
You remembered one night in 2014 when he wouldn’t quite give you a straight answer over tequila shots whether he was shagging someone or not. You also remember the way he’d been pulled away from you tactfully by Alice that night when she sensed how you were about to blow up at his lackadaisical attitude. 
The same had been felt in 2016. Not so much in 2018, but you weren’t single then so maybe you just didn’t care. 
2019 was significantly different though.
See the thing was, you knew him now. Like, knew knew him. 
Some would think it was a lapse of judgment, a reading that you would agree upon given what had happened two days prior if ever prodded about it publicly.
Others would vehemently disagree. Stating how long any sort of energy between the two of you had been bubbling for a number of years. 
Looking back you couldn’t even understand why you’d attended his show. You lived in Camden and it made sense, but that’s where the sense stopped. Even the ways he had reached out had been one of the most random messages you’d received from him
There was no context, just a simple ‘I’m playing the Electric Ballroom and there’s tickets waiting for you if you want ‘em.’
And the thing was, you loved that venue. The grungy-ness of it all. The way you had stuck to the floor while trying to dance along to the likes of The Hives and Kings of Leon when seeing them playing there, basking in your sweaty happiness. 
But the stickiness of the floor and sweatiness of the room didn’t compare to the stickiness and sweatiness you later found yourself partaking in as Harry took you from behind over the side of his couch. 
A shiver rolled through you at the thought, one that you would blame on the December bitter chill because it was a secret. One that neither of you had mentioned since it happened on Thursday night, or to be technically correct the early hours of Friday morning. 
He’d been good. Of course he had been.
He had that way about him that night that pulled you under a false sense of endeared security. From his dimpled smile to gleaming eyes. He was happy. 
And the way he had shone as he found you on the balcony had warmed you like nothing you had known in the longest time.
It caused you to forget about the worry that had laden you limbs as you turned up at 9.13pm to the wooden doors of the building, wondering how many songs he was in to the set as you convinced yourself he would start at 9.00pm.
As you’d been ushered over to a clear box window and uttered your name to a dorky looking man wearing a tracksuit pull over and watched him handover a white envelope through the circle hatch. 
You stood in the dark, next to two much younger girls who enjoyed the way his glances lingered over at their side. Eyes had found Gemma in the opposite corner of the balcony, her dancing and singing with some recognisable faces mainly more so because you had seen them on social media.
You, however, kept yourself to yourself. Until you were anchored in the tightest hug from Gemma that you had ever felt from her and swayed from side to side as she made it known how pleased she was to see you once the concert was over. 
That familiarity had been nice. The vibrancy of nostalgia consuming you in your entirety. 
Watching him work a room when he finally entered the after party was a sight to behold, in his navy blue pinstripe suit and yellow ‘I’m gonna die lonely’ t-shirt. 
He wasn’t. Gonna die lonely, that is. 
He glided so smoothly from one person to the next, spilling a drink down himself in the process you’d seen (and later felt when your hand clung to the fabric of his t-shirt as you kissed), making time for everyone in his own unique way.
Big eyes followed you over Gemma’s shoulder when he had finally found himself within your circle and hugged his sister once more that evening. They were hard to read but also openly filled with a glimmer of hope as he dropped his gaze to see what you were wearing.
And when he approached you, he hugged you in a way that managed to pull you into the darkened corner of the dingy space. Spinning your body to keep your face concealed from any prying eyes. 
He revealed to you how he didn’t think you were going to turn up, scanning you with his gaze as he spoke. You did the same, a bit taken aback by just how attractive you were finding him. He had always been handsome but the aura he gave off, made your fingers itch to have him closer to you. 
Words ran away from you that night as he begged and pleaded with you to tell him what your favourite song had been. Based on first impressions, which the show has been, then Canyon Moon and Watermelon Sugar had smothered you and given you no other option but to pick them.
If he were to ask you now you’d probably say To Be So Lonely, thanks to the drive home being longer than originally thought and said album being your choice of road trip music. 
Forget Driving Home For Christmas, nothing slapped more than one of your closest friends admitting to being an arrogant son of a bitch. 
After your chat, he mingled some more but Harry was always tactile and that night had been no different. He veered conversations with people you had never seen before to take place by the zone that you all occupied.
He actively kept his back against yours, allowing the faintest of touches and brushing of arms - sometimes hands too if he dropped them down heavily enough with his arms as he spoke - to entice and create a spark. 
You were kept late enough to miss the last tube. Battery dangerously low on your phone that you didn’t know if a transaction with Uber would be worth a try. 
Jumping into the same car as him had been easy. His soft and tired eyes findings yours in the cab as he leant his head back against the headrest in the back seat and let his lips tip upwards in an expression of tenderness that had you melting in your seat. 
“‘S been a while since we’ve both been a bit pissed in the back of a taxi,” he mused, pushing his fallen locks out of his eyes to ensure his view of you wasn’t obscured. “Come an’ cuddle me like you used to do when we went out a’ home and were worse for wear.”
Falling into his side was almost second nature, eyes closing as you let your forehead rest against his jawline and let his worn in cologne fill you senses and scatter your judgment.
You don’t even remember how you ended up kissing that night. A mixture of confessions about missing each other and praise of how good you both were in your own ways. The sound of his whispered, “are you coming home wi’me?” against your lips an offer too good for you to refuse as you sat pressed into his side and half in his lap. 
The giggles that night, around dramatic shushes as you tripped and shuffled from the car to his front door were almost haunting in your memory as he tried to chastise you around spluttered laughter about being respectful of his neighbours. 
Getting the key in the lock proved unchallenging -  one of the better analogies aligned to your memories and latter sexual endeavours - as you slipped into the house. He enjoyed watching the way you walked ahead of him into his home, not realising how much he needed that visual of seeing how well you fit in. 
While time seemed to slow in that moment, movements desperately sought the opposite. Hands gripped and clawed like their lives depended upon it. 
Looking back now, both he and you wished it hadn’t happened the way it did. Skirt lifted and over the side of his couch. Teeth clashing and hips knocking.
It had been every inch a drunken fumble. A first meeting slightly cheapened but wanted nonetheless. Only made even cheaper by the hush-hush concealing of it ever occurring. 
But a secret it was and a secret it would remain. 
And oh how you wished you had a pillow you could press you face into right now and scream, this time for an entirely different reason. Unlike that night. 
“Not seen a sign of any deer yet, mate,” you heard a voice break you out of your indulgence of recollecting past events. Harry was the worst at wanting to get a reaction. 
“Christ, have a bit of patience would yer?”
You smiled at the bickering, just like it always was as the River Dane could be heard in the distance somewhere as you walked. If you listened really close, that is. 
Lifting your eyes, your smile lingered as you watched Harry spin his body around and let his hands get lost in the massive pockets of his parka. He walked backwards holding your gaze softly with his eyes twinkling before he gently rolled them at the overreaction and impatience of your friends.
He seemed pleased that you’d enjoyed his teasing as you once again hid you smile into your jumper. 
You’d be alright.
***
You heard giggles and screams ahead of you as your friends stumbled in the dark and messed about as you got closer to the viaduct. This place or the people didn’t change, and at times while it filled you with a warm nostalgia, it could be heavily jarring.
A soft and lazy smile pulled at your lips as you felt his heavy forearm lightly tug you closer to him, his lips finding your hair. And then there was Harry. 
“Think we should go this way m’self,” Harry mumbled, the nudge of his hips against yours had you stumbling slightly in your heels away from the direction of your friends and somewhere completely different. 
“And why’s that?” You turned your face slightly, cheeks warm and flushed thanks to the mixture of alcoholic beverages; eyes glazed as they lifted up to look at him. 
“Cause you never would’ve let me when I was sixteen,” he admitted. 
“You didn’t ask.”
“‘M askin’ now.” 
With slow blinking eyes, you looked at his own unfocused vision. A soft shine to his skin, hair blowing gently against his forehead. The softest of smiles tilted at your lips.  
“On yer go,” he nudged you forward, this time more so with his crotch and his hands, which wrapped around your hips to help steer you. Harry was met with only a small amount of resistance from you as you split off from your friends and turned in the different direction. 
You bit back your laugh, dropping your head slightly as you felt your heels started to sink into the grass as you walked. Harry was level with you when you sunk down noticing the way you legs slightly gave way, a soft chuckle omitting from his throat as he asked, “You alrigh’?”
“I’m sinking in these bloody things,” you grumbled, pulling your heel from the grass and trying to place the sole of your shoe onto the ground beneath you first. 
“So much for no’ being able to take the country out o’ the girl. London’s changed yer, swear it.”
Shaking your head, you cut your eyes to give him a harsh stare for his wind up. His amused expression lit a fire in you like no other. He really wasn’t one to talk though, was he? 
“Gi’me your hand ‘ere,” he held his out to you, quickly cupping it when you handed it over and pulled it under his bent elbow. “Remind me again who’s idea this was, eh?”
He didn’t need reminding, he had been one of the keen instigators for the whole jaunt down Twemlow Viaduct. It usually was him, or Jack. The two of them often reminiscing on times they had both raided their parents' alcohol cupboards and managed to sneak out with some dusty bottle that held a liquor that tasted out of date and stale, and if not that then, cheap. 
“‘S still fucking freezing down ‘ere, in’it?” He asked, lifting his left hand up to his mouth and blowing against it to try and get some feeling back into his fingers.
“We’re so close to the river, I don’t know why you’d expect anything different?”
“Is this why everyone was always so insistent on necking anything with over 11% alcohol in it when we came down ‘ere as kids?”
“Probably,” you softly laughed. 
“‘S a bit different now though innit?”
“Oh, I’m not so sure,” you started to correct him, shrugging your hand out from under his elbow and reaching for your bag. Quickly fumbling with the clasp, you lifted up the quilted flap and managed to pull out the stainless steel hip flask.
Harry cackled a harsh laugh, his eyes crinkling as he slowly let his laughter die down and softly let his joy wash over his features. “Impressive. Gone all proper on me.”
“You know I haven’t,” you held his eyes watching as he nervously cupped at the back of his neck for a short while, a gentle bite down of his bottom lip, as you quickly uncapped the item and held it out to him. He looked like he needed the courage.  You continued, “We’re just a bit more refined, that and we earn a good living. Some more than others, and by some I mean you.” 
He held his hand up towards you with an amused grin at your comment. “You first, ‘s yours after all.” 
Lifting the item and knocking back your head, you swallowed the whiskey with a small grimace, before offering it to Harry once more. This time he accepted, his right hand making light work of taking the item from your hands and sipping at the contents.
His face wasn’t as contorted as your’s when he swallowed, a fan of the chosen beverage if needs must. “‘S the proper stuff, tha’ is,” he commented with a quick lick of his lips before continuing, “Come a long way from sneaking the bottles of dusty Blossom Hill from the back of the cupboard.”
“Don’t know about that,” you smiled, taking the item and pushing it back into your bag. “I’d still drink if, if it were on offer.”
“‘M sure Mum’s got a bottle or two going at home?”
“Is that your way of asking me to go home with you?” You paused. “Again.”
Harry remained silent at your words. Both you and he knew it was going to happen. A mixture of sparks and lovelorn, lingering glances was enough to make anyone both want to give up, while also giving a burning confidence usually unknown. 
Neither of you expected it would be you who started the conversation, however. 
“It is, ‘f it’s gonna work. ‘M not sure I could wait any longer t’be’onest wi’yer.“
Laughing, you reached up to push at his shoulder. He always knew exactly what to say, but no way was he going to make a laughing stock of the whole thing. “Oh, give over,” you spoke, harshly swallowing when he kept your hand against the thick cable knit black jumper he had on. “You’ve made it this far, thus far just fine.” 
“‘M not playin’,” he whispered, hand gently curling around your own and lifting it up to press against his face. His cheeks were warm underneath the cooler hands, despite the cold night whipping around you both and your mind quickly wondered if he was just as embarrassed for his lack of acknowledgment as you had been. “Homes nice, you’re nicer.”
“I thought we weren’t going to talk about it,” you let your soft voice get taken by the wind.
“An’ what gave you tha’ impression?”
He did. He gave you that impression. By not mentioning it. By treating you how he always did.
“You.”
“Me?” Harry responded, indignantly, blowing out a sigh that had his cheeks puffing out underneath your hand. “‘M not doing a very good job then am I? I can’t keep m’eyes off o’you. ‘S not my fault you don’t bloody notice ‘em.”
But you had noticed them. 
His eyes, gaze following your every move, near enough. Stupid little touches. Glances of approval. Not just now, but from years before. 
Treating you how he always did.
Oh, treating you how he always did.
Bringing your eyes back to his figure, you saw the way his gaze darted and nervousness dragged at his features. A frown began to set itself between his eyebrows from worry. 
“Changes everything.”
Running his tongue along his teeth, Harry pursed his lips. “Everythin’ has changed, changed a long time ago an’all.” 
You dropped your hand down, it now massaging against the back of his neck and shoulder as you felt the tension of his body radiating through his clothes. Under the dim moonlight and the odd spotlight that had been added to the viaduct with each passing year for safety, Harry exhumed everything anyone would want in a boyfriend. He was soft, and so bloody gorgeous. Not just because he was personification of an almost six foot tall string of handsomeness, but his character did the talking for him.
He knocked the door before he walked into a room, for example. Who really did that kind of thing anymore? 
But you could also still see the heartbreak that lingered, albeit not as strong as it once was, it was still there. And that was problematic and scary. To be on the receiving end of it. Not that you would hold it against him, because you had been him at one point too. At many points in fact. 
When the two of you had shagged, because let’s face it that is exactly what it had been, while a sense of familiarity in the person was prevalent it was definitely overruled by the desire to just hit a euphoric high that if hit right could not be topped. 
Familiar overruled in other aspects, and it wasn’t to be brushed away. But was familiarity a mask that would slip sooner rather than later? Was it the start and the end?
The both of you experienced similarities in your life that could not be matched by the friends in your friendship group. London had chewed you up and spat you out, ruthlessly so. While rewarding you with long hours but fat pay cheques, careers that catapulted you to new heights and enabled you to see parts of the world that two country kids (which in one way you were) could never have imagined. 
Sure Harry’s had been on a much, much larger scale - you would not ever deny that - but you no longer fit in. 
And neither did he. 
This was a place that only the two of you knew. A place where you watched those around you fall in love and have the time to do so. A place where your friend's happiness was created a lot easier than it wasn’t and allowed a sense of success to weave its way in, through the most unexpected of happenings.
Not a place where you found happiness in your work because there was less of a space for happiness to blossom elsewhere. Not really. Not like you; both of you. 
Understanding was vital. 
This had been a place you knew like the back of your hand. A place that had you feeling the earth beneath your feet, fresh air in your lungs and had at times made it so you found yourself sitting by a river and finding yourself feeling complete. 
Yet looking over at the almost 26 year old, that just wasn’t the case anymore. 
And for once you didn’t feel alone. 
The sound of the odd piece of cobbled pavement underneath Harry shoes, buried beneath overgrown grass and plants, broke you from your thoughts, as you watched him kick at the ground and scuff his shoes.
He sighed, head tilted back before he knocked it to the side and caught your eyes. A small scoffed laugh left his lips as he shook his head and dropped his gaze to his feet.
“‘S it fucked?”
You hummed, a small frown lacing your features.
“Fucked it, haven’t I? Fuckin’- idiot-“ he breathed out a noise as he clenched his teeth, one that wasn’t quite a growl but enough to let you know he was agitated. Only strengthened by how tight his jaw became. 
Before you could even think, the back of your hand gently brushed against the pulsing hinge of his jaw. Muscles taut as you tried to soothe him in a way that your mind was screaming was far too intimate.
You didn’t want him having any internal battle about right and wrong. Not when you had both taken the same steps to get here. 
“Thought it was just meant as a one time thing,” you admitted. “Like you needed it, and I needed it. Was what it needed to be at the time. Bit rough, bit sloppy-“
You cringed are the use of the word. Wanting the ground to swallow you in a weird fashion. You should be able to talk open and honestly with someone who you had known longer than hadn’t. 
“Rough?“ Harry swallowed audibly, his face fallen. “That’s not-“ 
His eyes held an emotion similar to sorrow at the mention of the word. “That’s not the impression I wanted to give you.” 
“We were both drunk, it happens.” 
“Not with me it doesn’t. Not when it’s me, wanting to be wi’you.”
“I mean I was into it if that helps anything?” 
“Were yer?”
You looked at him from the corner of your vision, watching his lips try to fight a smile as you rolled yours into your mouth to not give yourself away. You knew what you were trying to do by speaking those words aloud but you wished you hadn’t. Awkward breathy laughs were shared by the two of you as you held his eyes. 
“Was I?”
You hummed in agreement to answer his question, letting your smile dance along your lips now and watching as Harry’s dimples started to show. His expression was youthful, slightly smug. 
“Good t’know.”
***
Finishing saying your goodbyes to your friends and ignoring their suggestive expression because ‘Harry was stopping as an extra pair of hands’, you shut the heavy wooden door and reached up to close the deadbolt lock at the top. Shortly after, you let your feet drop as you stopped standing on your tiptoes and pressed your forehead against the door. 
The silence of the pub was always a strange one to you. A place that was usually thriving, whether it was just your friends, or your parents friends. When the lights were turned out, it was actually quite a lonely place. Regardless of growing up around this sort of industry your entire life and having parents as publicans nothing was more depressing than an empty bar, lifeless and nothing like it was intended.
A suggested lock-in from Jack, who managed to interrupt both yours and Harry’s conversation earlier had not been a bad shout after all. You knew it meant that you would have to deal with the fallout with it being Christmas Eve, but it wasn’t very often that you found yourself in the setting. 
Turning to move from the door, you almost jumped out of your skin when you heard the opening of a familiar Lily Allen song start to play over the speakers. 
Harry emerged from the corner of the pub that housed the jukebox, slowly rubbing his hands together before he wordlessly picked up the scattered pint glasses that had remained on one of the tables that had been missed by the staff on the evening shift. His eyes glanced over at you, as you stood with a hand to your chest.
This wicked smile and gleam washed over his face as he paused his movement. “Did I scare yer?”
“Do you not think it’s a bit loud?”
He wrinkled his nose at you, a soft shake of his head no, to answer your question. 
“‘S your fave innit?” He asked, head nudging to where the jukebox was now hidden.
With a small smile you nodded, “Prefer the Keane version in all honesty.”
“Don’t have it in the bloody jukebox though, d’yer? Can’t like it that much.”
Your smile deepened at his exclaim and how prominent his accent sounded as he spoke, the small clink of the glasses he was holding only heard if you really zoned in. 
“Where d’yer want these?” He asked, holding up the five pint glasses he had collected. “Behind t’bar?”
Humming, you nodded and watched as he weaved his way through the tables to you. You frowned as he got closer, not understanding why he hadn’t bypassed you completely.
Once he was close enough to you, you watched as he reached for what you knew to be your own glass of wine that was almost finished. 
“Fancy the rest of this or can it go too?”
Looking at him and down to the glass, you gently wrapped your hand around it and brought the lip to your mouth. You knocked the item back quickly, swallowing the rest of your wine, before handing over the now empty glass back to Harry.
“Good girl,” he joked, light laughter lacing each word. “Sit yourself down.”
Wearing an amused and quizzical expression, you let yourself sink down into the wooden chair. Resting your chin on your hand, you spun slightly in your seat to keep your eyes on Harry as he placed the glasses down and lifted the hatch so he could step behind the bar. 
With your free hand, you started to tap the worn beer coaster labelled with the Cheshire Brewhouse logo against the table. Part of you hated how Harry had a knack for anything, including knowing his way around a bar. 
He busied himself with collating the glasses once more as you let your eyes take in the surroundings you had known, loved and even grown out of. 
Your parent’s pub was cosy and friendly. A truly 
classic and quintessential British village pub, featuring open fires, bookcases found in the very far corner or the jukebox in the other, lots of old oak and a really pleasant garden with benches for the summat and heaters for the winter. You know the kind that had its regulars that had kids who had seen each other grow up.
The bar was the centre of the pubs house, with an extensive array of whiskies amongst many other delights. A nice range of local ales and a well-balanced, great quality list of wines on offer designed (which you would be taste testing if the service hadn’t decided to take a break) to complement the food menus designed daily by a team of chefs who all have a passion for great cooking using fresh, seasonal and local ingredients.
It looked as Christmassy as Christmas could get, with a real tree which was locally sourced from one of the many surrounding farms and traditionally decorated with golds and reds. Twinkly lights shone, not only on the trees but as part of the garland that was hung above the bar each year, much to the annoyance of your Dad and the delight of your Mum.
Slowly dragging your eyes back to the bar, you watched Harry as he poured you another glass of white wine and started to recap the bottle. He must’ve felt your eyes on him, his gaze meeting yours almost immediately. 
“Service is a bit slow,” you jibed, once you knew he was with you. “Going to ruin the reputation of a fine establishment.”
His chuckle was breathy in response, but warmed you through as he turned his back and pushed his tumbler glass up against the device at the bottom of the Glenfiddich distilled malt whiskey, not once but twice going for a double. 
“Helping yourself to the stock now, as well.” 
“‘M sure your Dad won’t mind,” he responded, twisting his body back around to reach for your own glass and place it onto a tray that sat along the bar top. “In fact he’d probably make a comment about how it’d put hairs on m’chest.”
You laughed, unrestrained, knowing just how right he had been with that comment. 
Over the otherside of the room, Harry smiled and shushed you as he walked closer, easily holding the tray with your drinks upon it. “Being a bit loud,” he taunted as he slid the tray down to the oak table.
“Oh, now you’re concerned about the noise.”
With his hand against the back of the chair which was currently housing your outstretched legs, you felt him start to wobble the seat to give you a warning. 
“Hang on,” you said, “Plenty of other chairs.”
“This one’s mine,” he responded.
Wanting to roll your eyes but deciding not to, you let your legs drop down and gave the seat back to Harry. Once he was comfortable and he’d taken your drink off the tray, he gestured with his right hand.
Not entirely focused, he had to do the ‘come hither’ motion a couple of times before you finally cottoned on. He was willing to let you put your legs on his lap instead, while he may have taken the seat it didn’t mean he wanted to take away your comfort.
No sooner had your legs been raised to rest against his tan washed velvet corduroy trousers, was he fiddling with the buckle of your stiletto sandals.
“Got mud everywhere,” you commented, wiggling your toes that were painted a festive red and inspecting the little dots of dirt that were splattered against your skin, as Harry dropped the first shoe to the floor and quickly worked on the second. “Dread to think what they smell like.”
“Smell alrigh’ from ‘ere,” he mused, smirk faint but glaring obvious in his tone of voice as he threw a quick and mischievous glance at you. As you elongated your foot against his thighs, the tips of your toes were just about able to press into his thick jumper to try and jab at him for his comment. 
Before you were able to put any sort of force behind your action, Harry’s hand clamped down around the top of your foot causing your eyes to snap up away from his hand and up to his eyes.
There he sat watching you, top two teeth pressed into his bottom lip keep his smile at bay. Releasing his lips slowly, his whispered threat left his throat, “I will tickle.”
You tried to fidget away but to no avail. With a whined laugh, you frowned as Harry goaded you by slowly raising his eyebrows. “You wouldn’t dare.”
“Try me.”
You had tried him. 
Truth be told you wanted to again.
If he wanted to.
Reaching for your wine, you took a hefty sip and let the silence swallow you both. Harry, who kept his hand on your foot and his fingers dancing gently against the top, let his head fall back awkwardly against the hardwood. His head dropped to the side taking in his surroundings and their familiarity. 
“Do you ever get tired of coming back?” 
You hummed, sure you had misheard due to the way the blood was rushing around your ears. He turned to look at you, all double chin and puffy cheeks.
“Of everything being the same, but different?”
His whispers captivated you, hushed confessions not quite meant for anyone else but his own mind yet spilling from him with such an ease that he did nothing to fight them. 
“I’ll admit, I come home for other people. Not for me.”
“People?”
“Mum, Dad,” you paused. “You.”
His smile deepened. His chin knocking down to his chest, his eyes looking up at you from underneath his curling hair from being caught in the moist winter evening just hours before.
“You can stop looking at me like that.”
“Like what?”
“Like you did three nights ago.”
Harry breathed in deeply, his nostrils flaring and his chest expanding. A lick of his lips, before his mouth dropped to sit slightly agape. 
“What if I don’t wan’to? What if I want t’look at yer like this all the time?”
You found yourself unable to respond, nose burying itself into your wine glass as you pressed your lips against the cool outside to try and hide your burning smile. 
His lips curled lightly, before he breathed a laugh once and gently shook your foot with his hand. “Eh? Come ‘ere-“
“Harry,” you breathed.
“C’mon, c’mere. ‘S room for more than just your feet.”
If it wasn’t for the creak of your chair as you slowly started to push yourself out of it, you wouldn’t have consciously been aware of how you were making your way to him. 
His body relaxed, somehow managing to become closer to horizontal than sitting upright in his seat, as he peered as you walking the short distance over to him. 
With his legs widened, he pressed his face into your side now that you were close enough. His nose inhaled the familiar scent of your perfume which was only faint now due to the other senses and scents it had mixed with throughout the evening.
Rolling his face out of your body, he knocked his head back and pressed his chin where his face had been. The face you showed him was worn with worry, an expression he did not want to meet.
“‘S wrong?”
His ask was lazy. Not wanting to dig deep and know. What if he didn’t like what he found? 
“We know how this is going to end.”
“Do we?” He prodded. His eyes moved over your features quickly before they partly disappeared to him, thanks to your curtain of hair which slowly fell down.
His hand reached up, desperately brushing it away and cupping at the back of your head as best as he could while he remained seated. 
“How’s that? Tell me.”
“Same, but different.” 
You knew you shouldn’t use his words, not in a way that could be considered against him, but they - in the most ambiguous of ways - described everything perfectly. 
“Not if I have my way.” 
His words were almost lost against your stomach as he pressed his face against you once more and wrapped his hands around you; sweaty, nervous palms pressing to the backs of your thighs. 
“Same, but better.”
Harry guided you down to his lap, his lips somehow managing to remain pressed into stomach, or your chest, or your clavicle, as your face became level with his. 
“Different, but better.” 
He kissed against your cheek slowly, nose nudging at your skin as he willed for you to relax against him. “I don’t know how you like it, like this,” he whispered in confession. “Show me?”
A puff of air left your lips as you turned to look at him with hooded eyes. His mouth was closer to yours than you originally thought, corners of lips brushing as you slightly pulled away. 
When your lips met, it was in the softest of pecks that trembled under your nerves. Both sets of eyes looking back at each other as you innocently engaged. 
If you were to take your eyes away from him in any way, you would notice those fluffy curls of his falling over his forehead and the lightest dusting of red blush making itself known against his cheeks and the tops of his ears.
He felt like a school boy, lost and clumsy. The kid who was once again flicking paper at you in science class just so he could pull a face at you over something your teacher was saying to get you to laugh. 
Mouths hovering over each other, your breathing mixed, as Harry nodded to you slightly. You pressed your lips to his once more, feeling the way he gradually opened up to you, warmed and softened underneath the puckering of your mouth against his. 
His hands, that slightly trembled, smoothed over your hips trying to pull your body so that it was more so flush against his. You moaned softly, your hands running over his jumper covered shoulders, fingers digging and pulling at the material just below the nape of his neck. 
The chair beneath you moved lightly against the floor, not quite a scrape but a dull drag. Neither of you broke the kiss, but his hands against you allowed fingers to dig in to hold you steady to him so if you were to fall from where you were sitting, he still had you. 
His lips slowed, moving to press against your cheeks again as he panted and his warmth breath bounced off your skin. “Think I got it,” he heaved. 
“Do you?”
Harry hummed his ‘yea’, before pressing his lips so tenderly to your chin and the underside of your jaw. He felt how you swallowed heavily, throat dry from the way your mouth hung open and your neck further exposed itself as you lolled your head back. 
You were falling further and further back, finding it hard to stay upright as he devoured you and made you weaker with each pulling kiss. His groans were needy, muffled and making your ache. While yours were silent and making his desperate to pull something from you. To build is confidence in that he was doing something right, you liked it this way too. 
Hands fumbled and dragged upwards at your skirt, faintly aware now how it was similar - if not the same one - to the garment you wore to his show. 
“Gonna take this off properly,” he mumbled, feeling the way your hips moved slightly from his hands to roll over him. 
“You don’t have to-“
“No?” 
Your voices were rushed as you spoke to each other, barely audible but loud enough all the same. His head was knocked back slightly as you hovered over him and you found yourself admiring his blissed out face even only in the lead up.
This was a sight that you hadn’t received last time, and if you had your way it was one you were going to greedily enjoy in all its glory.
Like watching the way his eyes closed and he softly grinned, the left side of his teeth started to show as the one side of his face reacted first while your hands blindly moved to lift up his jumper and the white tee he had on underneath, to allow you to find the button of his corduroys.
“What ya doing?”
“Nothing,” you mused. 
He pulled a face, the kind that down turned his lips, eyebrows raised and head slightly tilted to the side. The kind that had you smiling. 
“Not trying to get m’trousers around m’ankles for a second time within a week then?”
You giggled. “No.”
“Please do.”
A low moan left you as you pressed your forehead to his jaw and dropped your eyes. Your hands slowly started to pull at the brass button and pop it open before seeking out the zip thanks to his desperate plea, encouraging you to continue. 
Hands quickly sought out the waistband of the trousers and gently pulled at the item. From the way that you were sat, you knew there was no way you were doing to make them budge.
“Stand up fo’ me,” he mumbled, quickly helping you get off his lap so that he could make light work of his clothing and pull down his trousers and underwear. 
His bare bum made easy contact with the cushion leather beneath him, eyes carefully watching you as your hands moved to underneath your skirt. 
The fabric of your underwear slipped so easily down your legs, his eyes just about caught the sight of them as they pooled against your ankles and you kicked them away. 
Legs pressed together, you slowly untucked the v-necked blouse you had chosen and pulled it over your head. Wearing nothing but a fancy black bra, and a tight little skirt you hastily snatched for your wine and took a hefty gulp.
You could feel his eyes on you, a gruff groan catching in the back of his throat and when you finally turned your eyes from where they had been looking down at your heaving chest and how great this bra made your boobs look, causing him to move his hand down to start playing with himself. 
His name left your lips in a breathy gasp, causing you to look up quite surprised at the find of his right hand gently tugging at his hard length.
“Keepin’ me waitin’,” he groaned, his left hand sloppily reached for the back of the collar of his jumper and tee, pulling the item roughly over his head.
“Fuck sake,” he mumbled under his breath, agitated that he was unable to get both items of in one go.
“Smooth.”
Harry stared up at you with a playful squint, before he gently fell back and moved the chair as he did so, the dull scrape heard once more. 
And if you didn’t know he was flushed before, when you first kissed, you were definitely aware now. His eyes were blown out and hungry as they devoured you. Hair wildly haphazard before he let go of himself with a soft slap of his skin and harshly pushed his fingers through it.
“‘S it still a couple of quid for a strip of three,” his words brought you back to him. This smugness radiated off of him as he groaned and leaned forward to push his trousers down all of the way. Over his vans and socked feet, before he toed them off as well be harshly pulled at his white sport socks. 
You didn’t even need for him to explain what he meant, staying silent as you watched his hands tug at his corduroys from the floor and retrieve his wallet. As his fingers moved around to find a couple of quid, the jangle of the coins was taunting. 
One leg crossed over the other, you swayed and found yourself blushing when he looked up at you once he’d managed to find enough money and then some. With his wallet thrown on the table, he stood proudly from the seat and closed the short gap between your both.
Leaning forward he easily took your lips with his own before pulling away. With his face still close to yours he whispered, “Promise not to look at my arse.”
He didn’t hang around long enough for your reply, instead turning away and brazenly giving you all the time you would ever need to admire him, his fantastic bum and his hairy legs before he opted for a jog-walk type of thing, suddenly conscious that he was absolutely walking around naked from the waist down in a pub owned by your parents. 
While you waited you took a quick pull from his whiskey, needing the heftier burn for Dutch courage. Nervousness returned when you heard the endings of what you believed to be Harry whistling. 
“Machine ate all m’fuckin’ change,” he grumbled, regardless of the twinkle in his eye at the strip of overpriced condoms he had managed to score from the men’s bathroom. “‘S Durex. Business must be booming, your Dad’s definitely gone up in the world.” 
“Please don’t talk about my Dad.”
He smiled brightly before he reached for your face with one hand and pulled you towards him mumbling his ‘sorry’s’ against your lips as he gave you several kisses in quick succession. 
His other arm loosely wrapped around your back and pulled you with him as he walked backwards and slowly lowered himself back onto his previous seat. The chair creaked as you joined him, slipping into his lap and feeling the way he was smiling now.
Pulling away from your kiss, he quickly tore away one of the condoms allowing the others to fall without much care to the floor. Teeth took a hold of the foil-like packaging and he tore it not so elegantly with his eagerness.
With his cock nestled in the crease of his own thigh now, the heat radiating from it matched your own agonising yearning. Scooting back to give him space, you heard him groan as he gently rolled the condom down onto himself. Eyes looking up just in time to see him knocking his head back and breathing deeply through nose. The foil-like packaging was back in between his teeth once more as his hands were otherwise preoccupied.
Slowly your hand reached up to take it from his mouth, feeling some playful resistance as Harry continued to hold it in his teeth. His eyes were open and boyishly sincere, as you tugged at the item and he finally released it when you lightly laughed. 
“Gi’me a kiss.”
Obliging him, you leant forward and slotted your mouths together a lot easier than you had done at the start of the night. A heat built easily between the two of you, as Harry gave you his tongue and you felt the flex of his jaw under your hand as he worked your mouths together.
He was eager, his hands tightening on your waist before he growled when he understood he had to grab handfuls of skirt before he could cup your backside. But when his skin met yours and you ground down onto his lap, the groan that left him was the most animalistic sound imaginable. 
The frown your face fell into showed your desire to whimper, as he kept you atop him and marvelled in the way you writhed, both from satisfaction and keenness at the pressure of his cock against you. 
“Can I have you again?” He asked, the startings of sweaty hair being pushed off your face. His eyes peered at you, searching for his answer as you seemed to be able to do nothing but pant and look back at him yearningly. “Are you letting me?”
You dragged your fingers down his t-shirt covered torso and lifted it slightly just to see the quiver of his stomach as pulled you onto him once more. 
“Like this?” you voiced, meekly.
“‘F this is what you like then, yea’”, he breathed into your mouth, hands shifting your pliant body. “Is this what you want?”
You wordlessly nod, mouth falling open in a breathy gasp when he managed to move you so he sat so enticingly at your entrance. He was teasing both yourself and him, wanting to keep you both on the edge. 
Harry blinked a few times as he looked at you, and you revelled in the way he couldn’t seem to concentrate. His hands held your flesh tightly, fingertips dipping into the skin of your bum cheeks as he gently guided you down.
An unattractive and dull, quite strangled noise, left your throat as you let your forehead fall against his temple. Eyes falling down you see the cups of your bra fall slack, you felt his hands softly gliding over your shoulder blades and shoulders. 
He rid you of your bra, hands moving to your chest to squeeze your breasts. His jaw fell slack when you found yourself sitting snugly on his lap - on him - settled and already feeling spent.
This was so different compared to the last time; if not overwhelming so because of the way you both appeared to be so present. Each movement of your hips, and the way they rolled and grinded and dragged felt too much. So much so that you had become nothing more than a mess of short, quick breathing and blushing, sweaty cheeks. 
Slack-jaw, you were unable to find it in you to return Harry’s kisses, and his joyful, breathy chuckle seemed to lead you to believe he was fine with it. In fact he was happy to keep going as you were. 
Your movements were frantic, and despite the build up, not entirely driven by lust either. Harry continued to encourage you to move as you were; slow, grinding motions on his lap that caused the filthiest of groans and dirtiest of laughs from the two of you. Laughter that was only made stronger as the chair that held you both started to creak too. 
You couldn’t do much about it though other than to breathe into each other’s mouth, and rock your hips together with more fervour each time. 
“Yea’,” he breathed against your lips, left hand at the back of your head holding you to him, while his right rested just above your bum. “‘S better. That’s better.”
It was better. Better than last time. Better than anything before. 
And while it hadn’t been frantic before, it was now as your legs that were hanging down either side of the chair started to tremble and your toes started to dig into the worn carpet beneath them. Hips knocking and your clit dragging heavenly against his public bone, you grasped his name as you buried your face into his neck and dug your nails into his nape.
Harry hissed his approval which fell to a groan as your nails pushed up into his hair and lightly pulled as you sought leverage. There were so many things you were learning this time around and his penchant for liking his hair pulled from time to time, was one of those things. 
“God, ‘m gonna come soon,” he admitted, gruntly as he forced your hips down as he anchored his legs and widened his seating position. “Are you close?”
“Yeah,” you whined. “Yes. Like this-“
And as you pressed your face to his once more, he was everywhere. Soft but hard, loving but commanding. Smelled like clean washing detergent but of country air. Inviting and alluring, allowing you your lingering kisses between grounding breaths that became staccato in unison with the movement of your hips. 
You aren’t ashamed of the whines that escaped your throat as you squeezed down on his cock, praised by indecipherable works that left Harry but were nothing more to you than lips moving against your rough and dry ones. Word that made the burning feeling of your pending orgasm spread through your entire body, warming you and setting you alight.
It was long and deep, with your toes curling into the carpet they were pressed against now. Barely able to catch your breath, sucking in harshly and shaking. 
And when you came to, thoroughly exhausted, you noticed that he was waiting for your say so. That he could let go and enjoy the pleasure brought about by your shared labour. 
“Coming-“ was all the warning that you got and was enough to encourage you to watch him as he came, his face completely void of anything other than pure pleasure. Wrinkles and frowns fade, his mouth falling open with his pink lips glinting prettily under the dim Christmas lights around you.
His forehead gleamed with sweat as he wrapped his arms around you tightly and his hips bucked up one, two and three times for good measure. “Fuck me,” he heaved gruffly.
You were suddenly desperate to feel his lips on yours despite the way you both continued to fight to get your breath back, but settled for resting them against the skin of his cheek, which was hot to the touch. 
When you felt Harry start to go soft, you reluctantly pulled away and let him slip out of you. He wasn’t so keen to let you get too far, holding you just that bit higher than before with his hand cupping gently but firmly at your hip. “Where’d you think you’re going,” he hummed, eyes still closed as he continued to heavily inhale and exhale. 
You softly smiled, taking in his soft face and responded by nuzzling close to him again. 
Nowhere. Somewhere. Anywhere with him.
A place where only the two of you knew, like the back of your hand. The same way you knew each other. Now and possibly forever.
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withcolebrock · 3 years
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Lover of Mine~ Chapter 12
Lover of Mine~ 5 seconds of summer
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Warnings: swearing, angst, sorta sad stuff I guess
Word Count: 1,662
Author’s Note: hellloooo, this chapter I had it ending a completely different way for so long but I’ve decided it would be better for the story, in my opinion, if it ended a little differently. tehe... anyways I don’t think the next chapter will be posted tomorrow but I’m already working on it so we will see lol This is my Gif!!
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She sat in the driveway for a while, listening to her music. Mostly tuning it out. She sat blankly staring towards the shut garage door in front of her. She didn’t want to go, Y/N was never one for confrontation. It had been years since she had a serious break up with someone, especially one that was her fault in the end.
She took in a long breath as she began to drive out of the driveway. She was careful to drive past the other cars in the gated driveway.
After the drive she pulled into Mike’s driveway. She sat in the car for a few minutes as she contemplated the words she wanted to say. Was she going to admit to the mixed feelings she had? Or was she going to leave it be and pretend it all never happened? She wasn’t sure. She watched as the minutes continued to pass on her dashboard. She took in a long breath and decided that it would be best if she told him the truth.
She reached for the big beach bag of all the things Mike had left at her house, it was heavier than she originally thought. She pulled the car door open and climbed out of her car. She walked slowly to the front door, surprisingly without hesitation she knocked. After a few moments the door was pulled open by Kevin. “Y/N? Hey,” he furrowed his eyebrows as he glanced behind him as if Mike was there, “I thought you and Mike-” he trailed off as he stared towards her confused.
She cleared her throat and nodded slightly, “Uh-yeah, but he wanted his stuff back,” she motioned towards the bag in her hand. Kevin’s mouth fell open slightly as he nodded, letting her inside. Kevin shut the door behind her, as she stood awkwardly in the living room as if it was her first time over at the house. Rushed footsteps came from down the hall, revealing Mike. Mike’s smile faltered as he saw her carrying the bag.
“I’ll get your stuff,” he mumbled as he turned around to head back towards his room.
“Actually, I was hoping we could talk,” she stopped him. Mike turned around and paused for a moment. He nodded his head and motioned for her to follow him towards his room. Y/N glanced towards Kevin, who’s eyes were wide with an awkward smile to his features. Kevin slowly fell down onto the couch, while tilting his gaze down towards his lap. Y/N quickly followed towards him. She entered Mike’s room, delicately placing the bag onto the bed. Letting all of the items fall out slowly.
Mike stood leaning against his door, his arms were crossed over his chest as he watched her intently. His jaw evidently clenching and unclenching as he kept his eyes on her. The way her hair was pinned back away from her face was strange to see. He watched her hands and how they rubbed together nervously.
“I think you were right,” she let out. She didn’t want to look at him, her entire body was encased with guilt.
She turned to face him, letting a tear fall onto her cheek. She lifted her trembling hand and wiped it away quickly. “About me being in love with Colby,” she paused again, taking in a shaky breath, “I didn’t want you to be,” she looked away from Mike, “I never wanted to let myself feel that way because we were best friends, you know?”
Mike’s head fell as he furrowed his eyebrows harshly.
“I spent years suppressing those feelings because I didn’t want to ruin anything. Because I knew he didn’t feel the same after watching the parade of girls he brought past me,” she explained.
“When we were together, were you trying to suppress those feelings?” he asked, dropping his hands to his side. Her mouth fell open slightly before she shook her head.
“Mike, I loved you so much, I love you so much. When I was with you, Mike, I never thought that I saw Colby like that,” Mike smiled slightly at her words, “But when I was with Colby, I just-I don’t know,” she covered her face with her hands, her skin started to feel hot.
She took in a long breath, “I realized we do things that I don’t do with Sam or Jake or Corey. We have this energy that I can’t explain. It’s just nothing like my other friendships.”
Mike dropped his head slightly, “When you told me that he said he was in love with me, it was like-” she shook her head slightly trying to form the correct words, “It was as if, I don’t know.”
“You still denied it though, like afterwards I mean,” Mike interjected. She nodded while clenching her jaw.
“We had been fighting about Colby for so long it was just a reflex at that point,” he nodded slightly, “I love you so much, Mike,” she cried. She took a step towards him, while maintaining eye contact with him.
“But not like you love Colby,” his voice cracked. She shook her head.
“But not like I love Colby,” her lips trembled as she spoke.
Mike walked over towards the side of his bed. Leaning down, he took a hold of a bag with her belongings. He walked towards her quickly handing her the bag, whispering, “Can you at least do me a favor,” he looked her deeply in her eyes. He stayed silent for a few seconds while he savored the moment. He wanted to remember the intoxicating color of her eyes; remember the memories that they had together. She nodded slightly.
“Go be happy with him,” he stated softly. “Go be happy for me,” he looked her body up and down briefly as he cautiously walked towards his bedroom door. She tightened her grip around the straps of the bag while following him to the door.
She looked up towards him, “I’ll try,” she let out as she wrapped her arms around his neck. He stood still, taken aback, before he slowly wrapped his arms around her waist. After a few seconds she pulled away, smiling softly towards him. She started heading down the hall.
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She sat in the driveway for a while. She stared at her possessions in the bag Mike gave her, remembering the words Mike had said to her. Go be happy with him. She stared blankly towards her steering wheel as she thought through every possible way she could tell Colby. Her fingertips slowly fell from the wheel as she lifted her head slightly.
She watched as the front door was being pulled open. She watched as Sam and Katrina headed towards Sam’s car. Her lips turned upward slightly as she watched them laugh and smile together. She always thought Katrina was a good influence on Sam. He needed someone like her especially after he past few relationships.
She waited for Sam to drive out of the driveway for her to get out. Y/N sighed as she took a hold of her belongings and stepped out of the car.
She took in a long shaky breath as she walked up towards the door. Her head hung low as she absentmindedly reached towards the door handle. Before she could take a hold of the handle the door swung open. She stopped suddenly as her eyes shot up towards him.
“Y/N?” he chuckled slightly, “You fucking scared the shit out of me,” he sighed dramatically as he ran his fingers through his hair.
“Sorry,” she smiled softly as she looked into his eyes. He shuffled to the side of her, allowing her to walk into the house. “Where are you going?” she asked while twisting the bag handle between her fingers. His mouth fell open slightly as he raised his hand to rub his eye.
“I’ve got a date,” he pressed his lips together to form a tightline as he awaited her response. She stared towards him with her heart racing quickly. Her lips parted slightly as she raised her eyebrows.
“That’s-That’s cool,” those were the only words that she could form as she continued to look into his eyes. Tell him. Tell him. For a few seconds they were quiet while they looked into each other's eyes.
“But I should get going, I’m already running la-unless you want me to stay with you,” his eyes widened, “I mean since it’s been a rough couple days with Mi-Mike and everything,” he stuttered. He clenched his fist as he punched his othe hand slightly. Her lips curled upward slightly as she nodded her head.
“You should go have fun, I’ll be fine,” she mumbled, while her face fell slightly. Her cheeks started to burn as she dropped her head. Colby started towards her, noticing the smile that was now slowly falling from her lips. He glanced towards his car before he looked back towards her.
“I’m gonna cancel it, I didn’t really want to go out anyway,” he said while he reached for the front door.
“No, Colby, it’s fine, go have fun,” she mumbled while she took a small step towards the now adjacent door. Colby shook his head while he followed her into the house.
“You need me, admit it,” he teased while he locked the door behind him. She didn’t respond to him, instead she turned to face him. It startled him but he stopped short, looking towards her. He glanced towards the pieces of hair that were falling into her face. He reached down and slowly brushed the pieces away. “I wasn’t there for you last night, let me be there for you now.”
She nodded as she leaned into him and hugged him, he quickly wrapped his arms around her and began to slowly run his hands up and down her back. She slowly began to cry while she started to feel secure in his arms.
If my name never fell off your lips again
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quickspinner · 3 years
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Ruin It
Another one for the @lovebugs-and-snakecharmers sprint challenge! The prompt was:  
Person A: Listen I don’t want to ruin our friendship but I really want to kiss y-- Person B: Ruin it
The challenge rules are 3 15-minute writing sprints and 24 hours to edit. I took a little extra editing time because it was late by the time I finished and I didn't want to do anything stupid for lack of sleep. Also, I sprinted everything from the phrase "Ruin It" onwards and then ended up adding a ridiculous number of words to put together the setup at the beginning as part of my "editing" phase and effectively doubled the length of what I originally sprinted. Hopefully it's not too complicated. I'm trying to re-embrace the thought that sprint fics don't have to complicated or polished; I've let myself get hung up on some things in the last few challenges, so this week was about just letting go.
ANYWAY I had sort of a childhood friends to lovers thought in mind as I wrote this, and I hope you enjoy! You can also check out the sprint challenge AO3 collection here to read this and other works. 
“I’ve always wanted to do that,” Marinette said enviously, watching a group of kids run along the top of the short stone wall framing the park. 
“Why haven’t you?” Luka asked. “It’s not very high.” He gestured to where the wall ended in graduated steps down to the ground. “Wouldn’t be hard to get up on it, either.”  
She gave him a look. “Because I’m a grown-up.”
Luka snorted. “Says who?” A woman some distance from them called out “Lunch!” and kids jumped off the wall, cheering as they ran off. Luka grinned and took her hand, tugging her up off the blanket they’d been sitting on. “Come on.”
“Luka!” she laughed, but didn’t resist as he towed her to the wall. “What if a patrol sees us?” 
“What are they going to do, fine us?” Luka rolled his eyes, and flashed her a wicked grin that she somehow felt in her bones. “They can put it on my tab.” He held Marinette’s hand as she stepped up on the low part of the wall, and then he walked alongside it as she stepped up to the next highest piece, and then the next, raising his hand at every level to keep hold of hers. The wall was only about waist-height on Luka, but it felt huge to Marinette, standing on top of it. She giggled as she looked down at him. “Now you know how I feel walking next to you,” she teased. 
“Enjoy it while it lasts,” Luka laughed. When they reached a place where the wall dead-ended into the higher terrace beyond, Marinette carefully turned around, making sure to get a grip on Luka with her other hand before she let go with the one he’d been holding. The wall might not be all that high, but she had a habit of getting distracted at just the wrong moment, and no fall was better than even a short fall. With her luck, even a short fall would be dangerous.
Not that she was worried. Luka never let her fall. She gave him Luka a quick smile to let her know she was ready, and they began the walk back to the end with the graduated steps. “How do they expect kids not to climb on a wall when they make it this easy?” she asked, looking down at Luka with a laugh. 
Marinette had just taken the first step down when some yelling boys startled a flock of pigeons, sending them hurtling right towards the wall in their flight to higher ground. Startled, Marinette overbalanced, and with a yelp she began to topple, but Luka was already there, arms around her waist, half catching, half lifting her off the wall. Her flailing arms wrapped around his neck automatically and she clung to him for a heart-stopping moment where she thought they would both go over, but Luka’s grip on her was firm and his stance rock-solid. 
“You okay?” he asked, amusement in his voice. 
“Yeah,” she said into his hair, embarrassed. “Sorry.” 
Luka gave a quiet huff of amusement, head tilted back to look up at her, and Marinette pouted down at him. “Are you going to put me down?” she asked. 
“I don’t know,” Luka grinned. “Maybe I won’t. Maybe you’re safer like this.” 
She was tempted to kick him, but her dangling feet were level with his knees, rather than his shins, and she was afraid of hurting him. His grin widened at her predicament, but his eyes were full of affection, and she forgave him for laughing at her. She couldn’t help it. She wasn’t going to let him get away with it though. She just...needed a credible threat. Her frustration must have showed on her face because his breath fanned over his face as he laughed silently. Her eyes flicked down to his lips.
“Put me down or I’ll kiss you,” she threatened. “Then our friendship will be ruined forever and you’ll regret everything.” 
Luka’s eyes widened, and he immediately set her feet on the ground. Her grin of triumph faded at the look on his face. “That’s not funny, Marinette,” he muttered, ducking out of her arms and taking a few steps away. 
Marinette blinked, and then bit her lip. “Sorry. Sorry, that was stupid.” She wrapped her arms around herself and backed up, sitting down on one of the lower steps of the wall. “Luka, I didn’t mean it. I wouldn’t be that stupid.” 
For a moment, he said nothing. Marinette sat miserably waiting for him to work through whatever he was thinking about, calling herself ten kinds of idiot in her head.
“Is that…” Her head jerked up as he spoke, but his back was still to her, and he seemed to be struggling to get the words out. “Is that something you think about?” 
Marinette frowned. “What?”
“Kissing me,” he clarified, without turning. “Ruining our friendship?”
“Oh.” Marinette felt heat rush into her cheeks. She was really in it now. How could she have let that slip? “Well...sometimes, yeah. I know it’s stupid, you haven’t seen me that way since we were kids, and I don’t want to ever screw up our friendship. Just—” Just what? How could she admit to him that sometimes the light caught the angles of his face just right, and she couldn’t take her eyes off him. That sometimes he would catch her staring and his lips would curve in a questioning smile and she couldn’t think about anything else for days afterwards. How could she admit even a fraction of what she felt for him, without making things weird?
Weird- er . She’d already managed weird. Damn it.  
“Just?” he prompted. 
Marinette squirmed uncomfortably. “It’s not a big deal. Just, sometimes I think about kissing you. And then I think what a stupid idea it is and I know you haven’t seen me that way since we were kids, and I’d never actually do it because it would ruin every—” 
Luka turned around and took a quick step towards her. “Ruin it.” 
Marinette blinked. “Wh-what?” 
“Ruin it,” Luka repeated, taking another step. “Do it. If tearing down what we have means building something new with you then give me the fucking hammer and let’s go.” 
Marinette stared at him, hardly believing what she was hearing. “You’d...you’d give up everything we have,” she said, tone going accusing. “For a kiss?”
“No,” he said, kneeling in front of her to take her hands. “I’d give up everything we have for a chance. What do we have, Marinette, that can’t be made better? If you want to kiss me, and I want to kiss you, if we both want more than what we have, then why shouldn’t we try?” 
“Because—” Marinette floundered. “Because what if it all went wrong, and then we couldn’t—couldn’t talk to each other anymore, and, and we’d be—” She frowned. “Wait, you want to kiss me?” 
“Every damn day,” he told her earnestly. “Every time you eat a macaroon or steal my coffee or laugh or pout or—pretty much anything, really.”   
Oh shit , she thought, taking in the tight lines of his face, the steady, intense gaze of his eyes. He’s serious . “But…” Marinette’s head whirled. “But—Luka, what if—If everything went wrong—I wouldn’t have anyone to—what would I do without you, Luka?” she practically wailed.
“What if you never had to find out?” he asked, reaching up to cradle her face with one hand. “What if it didn’t go wrong, Marinette? What if I could love you without holding back? What if we weren’t spending so much energy trying not to want each other? Is that what’s been holding you back, all this time? As if you could ever lose me, after all we’ve been through.” 
Marinette stared at him, speechless. Of course he knew , she thought numbly. It was Luka. But she didn’t know, or didn’t let herself know that she knew, and her reality was reeling. 
Luka let his hand fall from her face, and wrapped both of his hands around hers instead, his voice soft and coaxing and full of a hope that made her ache. “Ruin it, Marinette. We’ll make something new out of it. It might not be the same, but I’ve seen the things you create and I’m not afraid. Whatever we become, it’ll be something we made together. How could something like that be bad?” He took a breath, and looked up at her. His hands were shaking, she realized. “So ruin it.” He grinned. “Hell, ruin me , I don’t mind. I love being your friend, but...I want to see what else we can make together.” 
She’d never seen his eyes like this, she thought numbly as she stared back at him. She thought she knew him so well, just like he knew her. She’d never been able to read him the way he read her, but she thought...she thought she knew him. She didn’t know this , the intensity, the pleading, the...desperation. She didn’t know this part of him. The part that wanted . Luka didn’t crave things. Luka let things come and go, he didn’t get worked up over things. Luka was willing to take what you gave him and be content. Luka was a passionate person, sure, but not ambitious. He didn’t want things. 
He wanted her. This was the first time that she’d ever seen how much...that he’d let her see how much. She should have been frightened, she thought. It should have scared her to see him looking at her with so much earnestness. It was terrifying, when it was anybody else.
But this was Luka, and how could she be scared of Luka? How could she, when he’d finally dared to ask for what he wanted? Not because he couldn’t stand it any longer but because she had finally admitted, to him and to herself, that she wanted it too.  
Just like that she knew she had passed the boundary whether she meant to or not. She would break Luka’s heart in this moment if she refused him, and her own in the process. Their friendship wouldn’t be the same after this. They would have to make something new, one way or another. She could turn him down, and hope that the awkward would pass over time. Hope that he could forgive her for being a coward. 
But…
She thought she knew him, but now she could see how much he was holding back. She wanted that secret knowledge of him, the part of himself he kept hidden away. She wanted his secret passions and his dreams and the things he treasured up in his heart. Not to take, but to receive, to be given freely, to earn each one with the steadiness of her...love.
Love.
Marinette looked down at their hands in her lap. Slowly she moved her hands so that they were clasping his. He was silent now, waiting. How long had he been waiting for her? When she leaned forward, Luka closed his eyes and tilted his head to meet her, but he didn’t move beyond that until her lips pressed, trembling and tentative, into his. Only then did he move with her, press into her, his hands tightening on hers so hard it almost hurt. She moved his hands to her hips and then carded her own fingers through his hair as they kissed and kissed again. 
She loved him, and she was terrified as she finally let herself realize how much, but…this was Luka. 
Luka never let her fall. 
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I Can’t Lose You
Happy Valentine’s Day! This is for the @rdr-secret-cupid adventure this year. Thank you for the prompt, @bloodylove3 and I hope you enjoy!
summary: When Dutch asks you and Arthur to pretend you're married for a job, you're nervous that you won't be able to hide your feelings for the outlaw. You manage to keep it in line, but things go wrong fast.
relationship: Arthur Morgan x F!Reader
word count: 3497
link on AO3
“Alright, here’s where we’ll start.”
It was mid-afternoon. The heat from the sun above was overwhelming, burning whatever it touched. Not even the shade was a relief with its cover. Animals all around were burrowed underground, hiding inside of trees, splashing around in the cool river nearby, and doing their best to stay out of direct light. You idly watched a small mouse scurry through the grass, digging at the dirt every now and then before disappearing into a hole. Quietly, you wished you were that mouse. 
For the hundredth time, Dutch was reviewing his next grand plan. There was a tipoff about a decent score, something that would help the gang move to a new camp, and it would be almost easy to pull off. Almost. But he was careful to plan, detailed to a fault, and now you had to sit through another lecture about making sure you were in the right place at the right time. He stood just inside the flap of his tent as he talked. The others were in a loose circle around him and Hosea.
You felt a drop of sweat slide down the back of your neck. What you wouldn’t give to go jump in the rushing water just a hundred feet away, even fully clothed. Imagining the relief alone made you sweat more. You could feel your skin throb, your cheeks turning red, your shirt sticking to your lower back…
“Hey!”
The sharp sound of Dutch’s voice cut through your daydream, snapping you back to reality. Others were snickering as you jerked your head over and tried to pretend you had been listening.
“As I was saying,” the man continued, “there has been a small change of plan.” 
Whoa, Dutch was changing his plan? But the score was just a week away now.
He carried on, “Arthur will be playing the part of your protective, but quiet, husband. You will need to cause a big enough distraction that we can enter without tipping anyone off. Can you handle that?”
“I thought Hosea was providing the distraction?” Your mind was turning, scrambling to remember if that was the original plan or if you were suffering from heat stroke.
“As I had said before, Hosea will be needed outside. It would seem awfully suspicious to outsiders if 5 men all seemed to suddenly rush inside together, don’t you think?”
You supposed he had a point. Outwardly, you agreed with him, but inwardly, your heart was pounding. Arthur? Husband? You barely made it through the rest of the session, managing to excuse yourself as soon as Dutch was done talking. Never before had you felt the palpitations on your chest that you did now at the thought of being with Arthur Morgan. Not just being with him, but pretending to be married. 
To say that you had a crush on Arthur was putting it lightly. From the moment you had met the outlaw, the sight of him caused your heart to race faster than his beautiful horse. You could barely speak around him, let alone carry on any conversation, and you were certain everyone in camp knew about it. Karen, Mary-Beth, and Tilly had approached you just last week to tease you about the way you fumbled over your words when Arthur asked a question. Now you had to pretend to be married?
The group dispersed as Dutch finished his grand lecture, chattering excitedly about the huge score. You felt light-headed and were rooted to the spot. Dutch was right, it should be easy, you had played the actor’s role many times before, but this… This wouldn’t be acting. And surely someone was going to notice that.
~_~_~_~_~_~_~_~_~_~
A week passed quicker than any week you’d been through before. You and Arthur had prepared a scene, practicing to get it right, and you were feeling slightly more confident. The cowboy still gave you flutters in your heart, but rehearsed lines were much easier than improvised ones, and you were positive he hadn’t seen the longing in your eyes. It was easy.
But what wasn’t easy was how inseparable the two of you were becoming. Every morning, Arthur approached you near the campfire, offering a small treat, typically a piece of chocolate or a small fruit. The first time, your cheeks had flushed hotter than the summer sun. It hadn’t improved much. You would review your plan for the score, pause for a lunch time meal, and continue in the afternoon. Arthur often seemed to have other ideas, wanting a change of scenery, and you would find yourselves a few miles from camp on some rocky outlook or on a river’s shore, just shooting the breeze while the sun seared high above. Arthur even managed to convince you to leave your horse once, riding behind him with arms wrapped around his chest, content just to be near him. 
Finally, the day arrived. The gang all arose early, gathering their tools uneasily. Nerves always ran high the day of, regardless of how much planning had gone into the score, and your stomach churned. Karen had lent a hat, Mary-Beth a beautiful dress in your most favorite color, and you felt so fluffy and over the top. When Arthur saw you, his face seemed to go slack, a rare smile tugging at the corner of his mouth.
“My, my, Mrs. Morgan,” he drawled, taking a few lazy steps to close the gap to you. “Aren’t you lookin’ mighty fine this mornin’.”
Pouting and embarrassed, you waved him off, brushing a tight curl over your shoulder in a weak attempt to mask the color rising to your cheeks.
“Shut up.”
“Hey, now, I’m only tryin’ to lighten the mood.” He laughed before looking somewhat sheepish himself. “Besides, you really do.”
You paused, taking in his sincere compliment.
“Thank you.”
He didn’t have time to respond as Dutch stepped out of his tent, looking the picture of graceful leadership, commanding everyone’s attention. As you turned your body towards him, you saw Arthur’s gaze lingering on your figure, the dress complementing you perfectly. You focused on tugging on your white lace gloves, trying to turn your ears where it mattered.
~_~_~_~_~_~_~
“Alright, Mr. Callahan, now, here we are!”
Your voice pitched up, you pointed out the grandest building in town: the bank. Arthur guided his horse to the hitching post before hopping down, turning to help you down, your big skirt catching slightly and flouncing as your feet landed. Grinning at him, you tugged at his arm excitedly.
“Come on, darling, we gotta go get us a loan! That house ain’t gonna buy itself, you know!”
It was clear you were amusing the man at your side. Your anxiety was causing a jump in your performance, pushing you a slightly uncomfortable bit above believable, but you were pretty and young and the men were watching you. That was all that mattered.
With a grand gesture, you shoved the door to the bank open, stepping into the marbled interior with your boots clicking. The teller glanced up from whatever paperwork he was looking at. For a brief second, he studied the two of you, his eyes lingering on you in particular, before a fixed smile appeared on his face. 
“How can I help you?” he drawled. As practiced, Arthur opened his mouth to speak but you butted in before he could.
“Why, hello, Mr…?” You swept forward, extending a hand for him to shake. He glanced at Arthur in disbelief before gingerly shaking your hand.
“Mr. Monaghan.”
“Oh, Mr. Monaghan, how lovely!” You grinned widely, shaking vigorously. “Yes, me and my new husband here are looking to buy a house! Isn’t that just grand? We just got married, you know, just last week! Oh, we had the most beautiful honeymoon, didn’t we, darling? Traveled to see the ocean, oh it was gorgeous! Simply gorgeous! Have you ever been, Mr. Monaghan?”
He opened his mouth to speak, but he couldn’t. Not the way you planned it.
“The birds were so lovely, there were so many of them! Oh, and the food! Simply divine! Have you had seafood before? Crab, lobster, shrimp, oh it was perfect!”
As you rambled, the doors swung in again, allowing entrance to John and Javier. You didn’t spare a look for them, your energy pointed at the teller, and as planned, he didn’t seem to notice them. Your shrill voice and wild theatrics had his whole attention. You carried on as the men got into position.
“They paired the shrimp with-- What was it, my love? This wine, it was a red, wasn’t it? Or was it a white? Mr. Callahan is just hopeless about these things, you know, I’m glad I’m here to help him. Oh we had the most wonderful time together! I thought it might rain one day, there were these horrible gray clouds, but he told me not to worry, even though I wanted to, and sure enough, the sun was out by dinner time!”
The doors creaked again, allowing the last two men in, Dutch and Bill. All 5 men exchanged a look and, in one swift motion, they pulled their bandanas over their faces and drew their weapons. It was satisfying to hear the clicks of a few hammers. Your grin turned wicked and the teller suddenly realized what had happened. 
“We’ll take that loan to go, if you don’t mind.” You couldn’t help yourself. Arthur quickly stepped forward, shielding you with his body so your face was hidden, and you hurriedly moved towards the back of the men, allowing them to do what they needed. It was relatively painless and quiet, the teller moving hastily and without hesitation, filling bags with money and even allowing them access to the room with the safes. You served as lookout, casually standing at the window to keep an eye peeled for the law. Only when you heard Dutch’s signature goodbye did you turn away from it. Arthur made eye contact with you and playfully raised his eyebrows as he strode towards the door and you, ready to make for the horizon.
Without warning, the doors flew open, banging against the wall from the force behind it. Several lawmen were standing, guns drawn, ready to take out the outlaws. Instantly, shots were being fired. You didn’t know who fired first, but you dove out of the way, gripping your hat tightly so it wouldn’t be left behind. For some reason, your only coherent thought was Karen would have my hide.
Men were shouting, the smell of gunpowder filled the air. Flat on the floor, you couldn’t see anything, only heard Dutch shouting orders, police filling the streets outside, the solid sound of bullets connecting with flesh. There was nowhere to take cover. Somebody stepped on your leg and you gasped from the pain. A hand gripped your ankle and dragged you towards a wall. Panicked, you tried to scramble away until you registered Arthur’s voice trying to reassure you. 
“You boys play nice!” a deep voice bellowed from the porch. “We don’t want no hangings, now, y’here?”
“We will play nice when you play nice, Sheriff!” Dutch barked back. 
“This is a fucking massacre!” John spoke to the room at large. The men that had entered before were all on the floor, blood pooling around them, their guns laying forgotten on the wood. More were shouted outside. They were organizing to block all exits from town. There was no way you were gonna make it out now, you started to fear, and you could see the shared looks of the men with you echoing the same sentiment.
A surprised cry arose from outside as another gunshot cracked through the air. 
“There’s Mac!”
With renewed energy, everyone jumped up and sprang for the door. Feeling marginally brave, you snatched a gun from the floor, hoping you wouldn’t have to use it. Bill led the way out. Javier, John, and Dutch quickly followed, and Arthur made up the rear with you in tow, sticking to him like glue. 
The sun outside was blinding. You barely caught a glimpse of the street before you were rushed down the steps and around the side of the building. Back pressed against the wall, the pounding in your head started blocking out your hearing, and you only felt the vibrations in the air and under your feet. Even with all of Dutch’s careful planning, you were still trapped in this mess…
Arthur shouted your name. He stood, almost pressed to you, eyes burning. You snapped to attention, gun at the ready.
“We gotta make a break for it! Be ready on my count!”
It was all you could do to nod. You saw his horse in your peripheral, antsy and pawing, but waiting. You tried desperately to calm your breathing and gathered your skirts up out of your way. At the mark, you all ran, each in slightly different directions to mount their horses, spurring before fully mounted. Arthur was first and you scrambled after him, latching onto his arm and using the momentum of his horse to swing your leg over, skirts be damned. With a sharp cry, he urged his horse forward and away from town.
For a brief moment, you were free. Pounding hooves sounded behind you but were fading fast. The shouts of men continued to rip through the air, but you realized that they, too, were slowly growing faint.  And then a stabbing pain exploded in your thigh. A scream escaped before you could stop yourself. Trained well, Arthur didn’t stop his horse, but he tried to see what had happened, calling back to you with increasing desperation. You had been shot. The panic, the shortness of breath, and now the pain was too much. In a surprisingly short matter of seconds, black filled your vision and you were gone.
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The rustle of the trees. The soft sound of running water. Crackling of a campfire. Low voices outside your tent. Your hair brushing your face. Dull and throbbing pain in your leg. Heaviness in your chest. And, finally, the realization you were laying on a cot and not your usual bedroll. 
Slowly, your eyes blinked open. This definitely wasn’t your tent. These weren’t your blankets. Only the soft glow from the fire and a few lanterns shone on the one canvas wall. It was enough light to see that this was Arthur’s tent, the small table with his journal and flower, his photographs on the wagon side. His smell on the blankets. You breathed in deeply.
A snort by your feet caused you to startle. Sitting up slowly, you saw Arthur slumped in a chair, his hat drawn over his face, arms crossed as he breathed evenly, the occasional snore breaking the silence. An strong and sharp pain made you hiss and, in turn, woke the outlaw from his slumber. 
“You’re awake,” he mumbled, barely awake himself as he sat up. 
“Regrettably…”
“How’re you feelin’?”
“Honestly? Not great,” you said, chuckling a little. “But I’ve had worse. Why am I here?”
“Thought you might like a real bed. Well, realer than your bedroll. We can put you out for the wolves, if ya like.” His teasing tone was back, but it was more strained than normal. He looked absolutely exhausted. 
“No, this is fine. It’s… nice.”
Silence fell again. You stared at a thread on the sheet while Arthur stared at you. Usually there was a party the night after a big score, everyone drinking and being merry. There was a strange lack of boisterous laughter, though, and you had the weird feeling it was your doing. 
“How did we make out?”
“Oh, we escaped,” he said, leaning back in the chair again. “But we’re trapped here awhile, there’ll be law crawlin’ everywhere for a few weeks.”
“How much?”
Not even your fixation on the money got him to crack a smile.
“Dunno.” Shrug of his shoulders. “I’ve been in here, makin’ sure you don’t die.”
Arthur’s behavior was bizarre. You hadn’t seen him behave this way when another gang member was injured, not even when John had nearly been lost last year, and it was starting to worry you. Was there something else you didn’t know about? Was your injury more serious than he was letting on? For a moment, you studied his face, the ache and shadows clear in the weak light, and your heart skipped a beat when you saw the barest sign of a light track down his cheek.
“Arthur…” 
It was such a soft whisper, you weren’t sure he had heard you at first. He lifted his eyes to meet yours. You tried desperately to read him for a second before finally caving.
“Arthur, what happened? Did someone not make it?”
At long last, he managed a short huff of air that might be mistaken for laughter. Shaking his head, he leaned forward, elbows on his knees as he ran his hands across his face, removing his hat and setting it on his wardrobe. When he looked at you again, he actually had a small smile, and relief had replaced what you had mistaken for grief.
“No, no, nothin’ like that.”
“So what’s the matter?”
He tilted his chin up, exhaling long and low towards the sky, seemingly contemplating something. It was quiet for an achingly long time. Another deep sigh and he brought his chin back down, meeting your gaze steadily.
“I thought I was gonna lose you,” he murmured. “I heard the shot, your scream… I thought you were gone for sure.”
Okay… you thought, still bewildered. We’ve almost lost people before. What makes me special?
“And I didn’t get the chance to tell you…” You had seen him struggle with words in the past, but this was different. It was almost as if his voice was physically fighting him on saying anything. “I couldn’t stand to lose you, truth be told. You mean-- That is, you’re very important-- That’s, well…”
Tears pricked the corner of your eyes as you realized what he was trying to say. You didn’t dare utter a word, hoping, begging him to just spit it out. You weren’t positive this was happening, as now you were almost certain you had actually died and this was the beginning of your personal heaven.
“I can’t lose you, darlin’.”
The tears spilled over and dripped down your cheeks. You couldn’t even feel the pain in your thigh as it felt like a major weight had been lifted off of you. Arthur was startled, concern growing once more on his face at your tears, but when you started to grin and laughter bubbled up, he relaxed and looked as embarrassed as a school boy, dropping his eyes and smiling himself.
“I can’t tell you how happy that makes me to hear,” you finally said, shaking your head at the silliness of it all. “I can’t lose you, either, Arthur. You mean the world to me.”
Slowly, the cowboy rose from his seat and approached the edge of the cot. You gingerly shifted yourself over to allow him to sit beside you, and he took the opportunity. You soaked in the other’s presence for just a moment. With the softest gaze you had seen from him, Arthur returned his attention to you. He lifted a hand to cup your face, his rough thumb stroking your cheek as he drank in your features, looking truly content for the first time. Gracefully and ever the gentleman, he tilted your face up to meet his as he carefully kissed you. It was light at first. He was testing the waters, not pushing too fast. But when you met him eagerly, he leaned in, hard. 
You didn’t dare breathe for the duration of the kiss, your heart a frightening combination of pounding and not beating at all. The taste of whiskey lingered fresh on his lips and left your mouth tingling. When Arthur pulled away, you shifted forward slightly, not wanting it to end. But, courteous as always, he pressed a lingering kiss on your forehead and then sat back again. Your eyes flickered all over his face. You were still unsure if you could catch your breath.
“Wanted to do that for a long time,” he muttered. All you could do was nod. Wow…
“Can you stay with me?” you blurted out. “Tonight?”
“O’ course,” he agreed. He tugged his boots off as you scooted as far over as you could, lifting the sheet for him to crawl into. Warmth radiated from his skin and it was like stepping into a comfortable bath as he wrapped his arms around you. You sighed into his chest, drinking in his smell with your face buried in him, hands gripping his shirt. The dull sting in your leg was in the background of your mind. It didn’t matter to you, though; you were safe here. And this wasn’t going to end any time soon.
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