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weebobaaa · 6 months
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Hi// R. Suna
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It's cold.
You hated the cold. It reminded you of the emptiness that overtook the apartment after Suna left you. Well You couldn't say that he left you. You weren't together, but he left a hole in the place where he once occupied your life.
You and Suna were... Complicated. He said that he liked you and you liked him too. But he "didn't do relationships". Or not one with you at least.
After another night spent in your bed a month ago, he looked at you and sighed.
"I don't know if we should keep doing this y/n"
"What do you mean?"
"I like someone else. I really like her. She's got something special."
"Oh."
What was so special about her? You have Suna all of you, even though he never gave any of it back. But maybe that was your fault for being to giving.
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"Hello?" You answered your phone groggy, and eyes burning from the brightness of your phone.
"Y/n. Hi." You recognized the voice but you were surprised to hear it. You hadn't heard from Suna since that night.
"Rin- Suna? It's 2 in the morning. What are you doing up?"
"I was just thinking. Y/n listen I- fuck. Go on a walk with me?" You debated answering.
"I don't think that's the best idea-"
"Please. And if you don't care about what I have to say after tonight I'll leave you alone." You sighed.
"Okay."
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It was cold.
But it felt warmer once you saw Suna's face. For the first time in a month you were looking into his eyes and still wondering why they looked so pretty. Even in the cold, when you could see his breath in the air, you felt warm.
"Hi." He said finally breaking eye contact deciding that the ground seemed more interesting.
"Hi." You rocked on the balls of your feet waiting for something, anything to break the silence.
"You ready?" He asked looking at you again.
"Mhmm."
The two of you began your walk, not saying anything. The tension hanging in the air was enough to make you uncomfortable.
"Listen y/n, I wanted to say I'm sorry."
"Sorry?"
"I'm sorry. For leaving you the way I did."
"I mean if someone else made you happier then that's fine. I just want you to be happy."
"No. I wasn't happy. I thought that she would make me happy but... I just kept comparing her to you. You make tea just the way I like it, and you know my favorite foods. You have little conversations with me about which Dino nuggets taste better. And I traded that for someone who didn't care to know anything about me."
"Oh."
"And there goes that oh. Tell me what you're thinking. Please."
"Honestly? I'm really mad at you. And I'm hurt. You didn't even hesitate. Someone gave you 5% of them and suddenly they were enough. I gave you everything and I wasn't."
"No. Y/n you are enough. I was just too dumb to see it." He stopped walking to look at you.
"Suna-"
"Please let me try again. For real this time. Not just friends. I want to try with you."
"Suna please-" you tried to walk away but he grabbed your hand.
"Y/n please. I know you don't trust me right now. But please just give me a chance."
"How do I know you just aren't going to leave again when someone else comes along? I'm not a toy or temporary reassurance Suna." You pulled your hand away from him.
"Y/n-"
"Goodnight Suna. Stay safe. And please don't call me again."
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weebobaaa · 6 months
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Things I wish you knew.
I told you that I liked you. And you said you liked me too. But you said that you didn’t like to do the whole relationship thing. Was that true?
Or do you just not want to be in a relationship with me?
It’s 1 am and I’m still trying to decipher your actions and your words. Little things I do like not replying make you feel like I’m mad at you. Sometimes you think that I just don’t want to talk to you.
But why wouldn’t I want to talk to you?
Oh. right. You know what I’m thinking. You know that I didn’t believe you when you said that you liked me too. Because why else wouldn’t you want to be with me?
It’s like you have two different personalities.
One with me, when we’re alone in my room, and the world is asleep. When my arms are lazily wrapped around your neck and yours are softly wrapped around my waist. When we’re swaying in the soft light of my room and you’re asking me how my day was between pecks on the lips.
And the other with your friends. When you give me nothing more than a nod in acknowledgment and walk past me like the nights we had never happened.
You really confuse me you know.
And sometimes I wish you’d be straightforward. But you’d never tell me how you really feel about me. You’ll just lead me on and keep me guessing because you know that my feelings are genuine. I just wish that yours were too.
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weebobaaa · 1 year
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An average day in the bakusquad group chat!
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weebobaaa · 1 year
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Kiyoomi: god, could you be more annoying?
Atsumu: *scoffs* easily
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weebobaaa · 1 year
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Out of love
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When exactly was it that Suna fell out of love with you? Was it before or after that fight? Was it after he stopped trying to talk to you? Or was it that it just wasn’t working anymore?
When did he start hanging out with his friends more than you? Start slowly slipping through your fingers and distance himself?
The questions just kept building up in your head until you asked him.
When did you fall out of love with me?
Tears streaked down your face once you hit send. The reality of it all was too much. Maybe with this you’d finally get an answer. You’d finally understand what went wrong and why.
You’d know why breaking up with him would feel like the easier option.
It all started great. It’s been a year and everything was fine. Or was it? Maybe he got tired of you and your insecurities. Got tired of your tears and arguments.
Maybe he was just tired of you.
The more thoughts that filled your head the more you wanted to curl into a ball and cry. Then there was a knock at your door.
This was it.
The end of the best thing in your life. You opened the door ready to accept the fact that it really was over. That he’d tell you he in fact did fall out of love. the love he said would never change or go away.
“You’re so stupid. I’d never fall out of love with you.”
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weebobaaa · 2 years
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The Garden | chapter 2
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Synopsis: You loved the garden and could never let someone else taint it. This place felt like love to you. But what’ll happen when someone else shows you what love could feel like?
Pairing: Tetsuro Kuroo x reader
Warnings: mutual pining, bestfriends to lovers, multi chapter, mild angst
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Neither of you knew how much time had passed. Kuroo had been trying to do homework but he was so entranced by you that he couldn’t help but get distracted.
You’d always had an array of plants in your room, so it made sense that you’d like a place like this. It was quiet and calm, somewhere anyone would go to rest their minds after a long day.
“Hey y/n it’s getting a bit late. Do you maybe want to get something to eat then head home?” You looked up, a bit startled by his voice as it’s been quiet for a while.
“Sure. Where do you wanna go?” You looked at Kuroo with wide eyes and a gentle smile.
“Uhh there’s a really good ramen place close to here.” You put down your watering can, and dusted off your hands.
“Alright, let’s go.”
A while later you found yourself giggling at something Kuroo had said, before he paid for your food. As you were about to leave, a girl had interrupted the both of you.
You knew her as Kyna, but you didn’t talk to her much. You just had a few classes together but she seemed, how do you say…down right mean.
She was always talking crap about people (including you) and threw annoying insults at you. “Hey, Kuroo-kun, what are you doing here with,” she looked you up and down, “her?” The snide observation ticked your nerves a bit.
“We were just hanging out kyna-san.” He smiled at her and her flirty smile grew wider.
“We’ll my friends ditched me. Is it okay if you walk me home?” She batted her eyelashes and held his arm.
“Ah- I’m sorry y/n do you mind? After all she’s a friend too, and she lives farther than you do.” The reasoning made sense, but something twisted in your gut.
“But-“
“Now y/n-san don’t be upset. It’s just for this one time.” She said pouting.
“Alright I guess. See you tomorrow tetsurō-kun.” You waved a bit sad that he wouldn’t walk you home like usual.
“Goodnight y/n-San.”
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weebobaaa · 2 years
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The garden masterlist
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Synopsis: You loved the garden and could never let someone else taint it. This place felt like love to you. But what’ll happen when someone else shows you what love could feel like?
Pairing: Tetsuro Kuroo x reader
Warnings: mutual pining, bestfriends to lovers, multi chapter, mild angst
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Chapters:
Chapter 1
Chapter 2
Chapter 3
Chapter 4
Chapter 5
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weebobaaa · 2 years
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The Garden (chapter 1)
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Synopsis: You loved the garden and could never let someone else taint it. This place felt like love to you. But what’ll happen when someone else shows you what love could feel like?
Pairing: Tetsuro Kuroo x reader
Warnings: mutual pining, bestfriends to lovers, multi chapter, mild angst
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The garden has always been silent. Sitting on a secluded part of a hill, you’d been the only one to take care of it. It’d been like your own little place to decompress from your days. With one tall willow tree, and ivy growing up the walls from the fence you were almost completely closed off from the outside. No one could see in leaving you to your own devices.
You had an array of plants in the garden, not that they were…ordinary. You had different assortments of flowers like bell flowers, bleeding heart flowers, wisterias, iris flowers and daffodils.
“So this is where you disappear to after school everyday?” Kuroo called from the gate of the garden. Had you left that open? Had he followed you?
“Oh, yeah.” You smiled softly and admired the flower patch you were sitting in. Kuroo had been your closest friend since grade school. The only one at that. You never knew how to interact with people, but no one ever really made fun of you for it. You only had a few classes with Kuroo, and ate lunch alone. It didn’t feel right to invade his space and his friend group.
“This garden is beautiful y/n. Do you take care of it by yourself?” He asked running his hands along the walls of the garden.
“Yeah. It’s comforting in a way.” You sighed grabbing the watering can and beginning to water the flowers.
“Can I help you?” He asked hoping you’d say yes.
“Oh um…” you didn’t know what to say. This garden felt like your place, and it felt wrong to let someone else taint it. Then it wouldn’t be your place anymore.
“It’s okay if you say no, I understand.” He walked over to you and grabbed your hand softly.
“I’m sorry. This place just means a lot to me and I-”
“It’s okay really, you don’t have to explain anything.” He smiled at you.
Kuroo didn’t know how long he’d felt this way for you. It was so new for him. He didn’t know when he started wanting to see you smile, or when he wanted to see the butterfly shaped lunches you always bring to school. He didn’t know when he wanted to be yours so badly.
He didn’t know when he fell in love with you.
“Can I stay?” He asked hopeful.
“Always.”
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weebobaaa · 2 years
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Stop bc this has me sobbing rn.
amendments
a month and a half after your first date with atsumu, he’s continuously trying to prove his worth to you. however, previous flings are coming back to make amends. 
ʚ miya atsumu x reader + suna rintaro x reader | college!au | 2.2k words
warning: absolute boss y/n, sunarin being a supervillain, light cursing
author’s note: over 200 notes again! thank u guys <33 here’s part 2 for y’all! this wasn’t the best ): but this might turn into a miniseries atp lol
(part 1: next in line)
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lectures. assignments. due dates. projects. 
everything was stressing you out. it was an endless bombardment of responsibilities and no air to breathe in between. 
heading back to your dorm after what felt like decades of studying in the library, you had seen a man leaning onto the window of your building. upon walking closer, you saw that it was none other than atsumu who had been waiting for your arrival. 
“tsumu! what are you doing here? don’t you have practice?” you jogged up to him while he opened his arms to invite you into them. 
“no, practice was canceled so i came to see you.” he pushed your hair out of your eyes as he stared into you. “and i know you’re stressed out. it’s the final week after all. so how about a date?”
you smiled. after his promise to you a while ago, he had really been proving to you how much he really cared about the potential of the two of you. a part of you had doubts of course, like what if he was just putting up a front? but he wouldn’t be putting this much effort, so you subsided your negative thoughts to the back of your brain.
“wow, i really appreciate it. it’s like you read my mind or something.”
“or you know, listened to ya rant about this and that every day,” he responded as he smoothed out your hair. you laughed at his banter as you told him you’ll put your stuff away and come back out. he agreed and stood outside to wait while you headed up to your room.
atsumu waited outside leaning on the window once more, scrolling through his social media feed before a familiar voice called him to look away from his phone.
“miya?” 
he stared up, adjusting his eyes to the figure standing in front of him. the streetlamps didn’t help identify who the man was, but upon shining his phone screen onto his face he realized it was suna that stood in front of him.
“suna? what’re you doing here?” he locked his phone before shoving his hands into his pockets and looking back at his teammate.
“i should ask you the same thing. isn’t this y/n’s dorm?”
atsumu gave him a curious stare. “uh, yeah. it is, why?”
suna had looked at the door to your dorm building before turning back to the setter in front of him. “i wanted to talk to y/n.”
hearing his intentions, atsumu’s blood had started to boil. how dare he just show up unannounced to your dorm, let alone bother to see you weeks after the incident that happened. 
“why? she doesn’t deserve you and–”
“rin?” your voice snapped the two out of their own world and both looked at you who had changed your clothes, holding a spare jacket on your forearm. you walked up to the two, standing more on atsumu’s side. “what are you doing here?”
“i wanted to talk,” suna spoke. to his response, you looked at him with disgust and anger, but you couldn’t help but feel sadness that he wanted to reach out to you first. despite that, your distaste for him held on, and you slowly stepped back from him.
“n-no, we won’t. you know what you did and nothing won’t ever change the rift between us anymore,” you held your ground with venom coming out of your mouth.
suna scoffed at you, “okay. whatever. i don’t care anymore. i don’t even know why i came here.” he turned on his heel and walked away from your building, leaving you and atsumu in confusion and frustration.
“you didn’t know he was coming?” atsumu had questioned.
“no. i blocked him on everything.” you sighed out of annoyance. it felt like the world was continuing to throw problem after problem onto you and this was no exception. upon reading your body’s response to the interaction, the blond took matters into his own hands and proceeded to lean down behind you and squeeze your body as his arms snaked around your neck. feeling his comforting presence allowed you to stop tensing your body and melt into his embrace. it always felt like his touch was healing.
“i came here to get your mind off of your worries, so i think i should do my job right now,” he whispered into the shell of your ear causing your body to shiver and grow goosebumps. you wrapped your hand around his wrist, squeezing it as a sign of gratitude.
“we can stay in if you’d like, but i want you to decide.” after asking his question, you proceeded to turn in his hold and smother your face into his chest. you can smell the faint cologne he always wore and that new clothing smell that always gives a sense of comfort.
“i wanna stay in… please.” you murmured into his sweater and he laughed. you felt the vibrations of his chest as he kissed the crown of your head.
“okay, let’s go inside.”
a few days later, practice for the college team had been planned for today. a few members had already been inside the gym, including suna.
practice hadn’t started yet, but those who came early were stretching and setting up the courts. suna had been lacing his shoes while hinata, who came with bokuto, set up the nets with the help of kageyama, bickering in between as usual.
on his phone, bokuto had been scrolling through his feed before he spoke out loud to hinata to come to him. the carrot top walked over to where he sat and looked over his shoulder to see what he was going on about. he smiled before he spoke out loud for the whole gym to hear.
“woah, did you guys see atsumu’s feed? look who he’s with.” some of the team walked up to the two of them, while suna trudged behind the others. finally getting a chance to see, his eyes widened at the sight of none other than you and atsumu. in the picture was a picture of the both of you smiling with the beach in the background. you had leaned on his shoulder, hiding your smile with your sweater-covered hand and atsumu looking at you while he was smiling as well. it was more of a candid photo, but the two of you looked so naturally good it might of been staged.
suna felt his stomach drop. he had nothing to do with you, but seeing this picture with his teammate coddling over you didn’t sit right with him. “are they dating?” he took this opportunity to ask the team.
“no, they’re just talking right now. but atsumu’s wrapped around her finger, so they might as well be,” a voice spoke coming from the court doors. sakusa had walked in with his duffle bag on his shoulders and his practice jersey in his hand, obviously hearing the conversation that had happened before he walked in.
“sakusa, you knew but we didn’t?” bokuto had questioned.
“yeah, he told me when i had asked. i guess he doesn’t trust the two of you,” he teased as he walked into the locker rooms. hinata and bokuto reacted in shock, never hearing this news from their friend himself. 
“but you told us, so doesn’t that make you untrustworthy?” hinata responded. 
“no,” sakusa spoke. “he posted about it so it’s not really private news anymore. also i don’t really care,” he mentioned as he walked to the locker rooms.
after the conversation ended, the man of the hour himself had walked into the gym. 
atsumu, rushing into the gym, jogged past the small group before heading to the locker rooms. “sorry i’m late!” yaku, the first who had arrived and had been grabbing the cart full of volleyballs, reassured the setter that it was fine as he mentioned the coach had been running late as well. 
suna couldn’t help but continue to look at atsumu, even during practice. he had been wondering since that night why he was at your dorm, no news about it from the team or from the man himself but now that the secret’s been revealed, the revelation didn’t sit well with him. he figured that he should just suck it up and speak to you.
your last final of the semester had just finished. you stretched your arms as you headed out the building, and was immediately met with the body of someone. you walked right into their back, stuttering out an apology for being so careless. except when you saw who it was, you immediately took back your apology. he doesn’t deserve one when he can’t even give you one.
“y/n. can we talk please?” suna had stood in front of you before you could continue walking further, stepping side to side to block you from walking away from him.
you were getting frustrated by his antics, so you shoved him out of the way instead of continuing to play into his antics. “move, suna. you’re my least favorite person right now and i don’t want to deal with you right now.”
now it was his turn to be irritated by your antics. he really needed to speak his mind out to you, so in an attempt to get you to listen he had grabbed your wrist and dragged you as the both of you walked away from the lecture halls.
“dude! let go! where are you taking me?” you continued to struggle but his iron grip was no match for your minimal strength. so you just followed him where he took you to sit on a bench right beside your building.
“what are you and miya?” suna sat on the table instead of the actual bench, allowing you your own space to try and be comfortable.
“we’re friends. nothing more.” you turned your attention to any direction but his. you refused to look up at him and give him what he wanted. he sighed, leaning onto his hands as he stared up into the sky.
“sorry. for, you know.” the man beside you spoke none further. all you could hear now was the sound of leaves pushing against the wind and the cicadas that always camped on your campus. you sighed, knowing nothing was going to come out of him again.
“no.” you spoke. suna turned his head in bewilderment. “no? what do you mean no?”
you scoffed at him before looking at him straight in the eyes, not backing down especially after what he did to you. “you deserve nothing. you led me on and now you’re apologizing but not even apologizing properly. maybe you don’t even know what you’re apologizing for either. go to hell, you don’t deserve me.” 
“what do you mean i don’t deserve you? you were practically head over heels for me, y/n. don’t say that because we both know i’m right.” suna spoke, irritated.
“you? right?!” you let out a genuine laugh; he had really thought he made a point, but knowing how absolutely shitty he treated you, he really didn’t deserve a speck of what you gave him. “shut up rin! i gave you so much of me yet this is how we turned out! i really thought you were a good guy, but i learned that i shouldn’t be trusting you! o-or anyone like you!”
“so you wouldn’t trust miya either, huh?”
you stepped back. you realized that the both of them had been sweet to you, flirting with you as you flirted back, yet suna turned out different than what you had expected. would atsumu turn out the same too?
“i trust him. at least more than you,” you spoke in a gentler toner than before. 
“right. i mean, it’s not like i saw your little atsumu with some girl last night,” he mocked with a grin. atsumu wouldn’t have done that to you. he would’ve at least told you, right?
“you’re lying, rin. stop putting these thoughts in my head.”
“if you say these thoughts are in your head, weren’t they already in your head in the first place?” 
and he was right. you had the teensiest sprinkle of doubt for him, but you always brushed it aside to give him the benefit of the doubt. but now a third party is making claims over his potential unfaithful behavior. and now that you think of it, he did seem like the type. and you also knew he had no practice last night but told you he’d be studying for his finals, so why in the world is suna saying all this?
“fuck you rin! you deserve nothing for the party and for today. stop following me!” you hopped off the bench and stormed off in the direction of your dorms, fuming at each step. but each step you took turned your anger into sadness and anxiety. was it really true? you weren’t sure, but you didn’t want to ask atsumu in case it had been. you thought it would be better to just pretend you never heard anything instead of confront him.
after all, he was the one to promise to take care of you and keep you happy. but if he’d break your promise, who’d take care of you now?
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weebobaaa · 2 years
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“Why would I ever choose you?”
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Ft: Iwaizumi Hajime
Genre: angst
Summary: of course you’d know Tooru and Hajime since you were kids but your heart only belonged to one of them….but did he know that?
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You’d been friends With Iwa and Oikawa since you were in middle school
So you knew pretty much everything about them
Despite that, over time you started to fall for Iwa
Maybe it was the way he comforted you, and always knew how to make you feel better
Or the way he had your morning coffee order memorized.
Whatever it was you knew that your heart wanted him.
And you needed to tell him before you lost your chance.
“Y/n-channnn!” Oikawa sang waltzing over to you after practice.
“Hey kawa. What’s up?” You said not looking away from your laptop. The stupid thing wouldn’t open your email even after switching from the school wifi to your hotspot.
“So I have some tea” pls Oikawa totally would be THAT person pfttt-
“Okay? What is it.” You replied not really interested.
“Iwa’s got a girlfriend.” Your hands froze in their spot as your brain had processed the information.
“He…what?” You’d always thought Iwa felt the same as you, I mean especially with the way you acted towards each other but…maybe you misinterpreted? Maybe he was just being a good friend?
“You know what that means right?”
“Kawa don’t-”
“Get your ass up and go talk to him and tell him right now.” You sighed. Well, it’s now or never. After wandering around for a few minutes looking for him, you saw him in the halls with the assumed “girlfriend”.
She was thin, but curvy with nice wavy hair and she was…pretty. She seemed better than you but…was she really?
“Hey, Iwa?” You called, and he looked at you and frowned.
“What y/n? I’m busy.” The girl giggled and then looked at you.
“I just wanted to walk to you for a second. Um…Alone please.”
“Fine.” You walked with Iwa to a different part of the hallway, and started playing with your fingers as he looked at you annoyed.
“We’ll Kawa told me about your new girlfriend and he also told me that I should confess since we belong together, his words not mine, but I want you to know that I really, really like you.” He scoffed.
“Oh really? You wait till now to tell me? For fucks sake y/n.”
“No I know but it’s just that- i don’t know I just wanted Kawa to leave me alone but-"
“Listen y/n that’s a nice sentiment and all but I have a girlfriend now. And even if I didn’t why would I ever choose you?”
You were stunned to say the least. You’d been friends for so long and with your daily interactions you thought…were you really that bad?
“Oh…I’m sorry for wasting your time.” Unbeknownst to you Iwa was in pain saying that to you. The truth was, he’d loved you for so long, longer than he’d ever loved anyone before.
You walked away tears welling up in your eyes. What about you was so bad? You ran into Oikawa who was completely confused. Once you told him what happened, guilt consumed him. This was his fault. If he hadn’t pressured you, you wouldn’t have gotten hurt like this.
“Awe y/n… let’s get you home.”
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The days went by in a blur to be honest. You distanced yourself from Iwa, only talking to Oikawa and leaving when Iwaizumi would joking the conversation. It was becoming a habit to avoid him at all costs.
You were walking to class when you heard him calling you. “Hey y/n Wait up!”
“Leave me alone Iwa. I don’t want to talk to you.” And with that you walked towards the nurse, no longer in the mood to go to class.
This routine of him trying to talk to you and you going to the nurse to avoid any classes with him became normal for the next few weeks. Of course he understood you but God he only needed one minute to explain everything.
You were walking to class one day when you were pulled into a classroom and the door was locked behind you. Once the shock wore off, you saw Iwa standing in front of you
“What?” You tried to hold back tears as he tried to hug you and you pushed him. “What the fuck do you want?”
“I just want to explain everything…” he stated, nervous as ever.
“You have two minutes, go.”
“I’m in love with you and-“
“HA funny fucking joke Iwa-“
“Shut up, these are my two minutes.” You crossed your arms and waited, eyes never meeting his.
“I know what I said was fucked up, and I swear on my life that I didn’t mean it. I could never mean it, not about you. I’m in love with you, I-I’ve been in love with you. That girl…she was going to hurt you. She said that if I didn’t get you to stay away from me she would…she’d do some awful shit to you.” He said looking conflicted.
“What could she have possibly done that was so bad?”
“She was going to fuck up your future, like really badly. She was going to make sure that no college would accept you. I believed her well because her dad’s rich and money can make anything happen.” Your eyes widened, shocked at what you were hearing.
“This isn’t making sense-“
“Let me fucking finish! Luckily Makki was looking for me and heard the conversation and started recording it. He sent it to me and I took it to the principal. Regardless of how much her dad makes, the principal expelled her. She’s gone y/n. And I just want you to know that I really, really like you. And I hope you still like me too. I understand if you don’t but please just give me a chance.”
You opened your mouth but closed it, unsure of what to say. “Why did Oikawa tell me to-”
“Cause he didn’t know.”
“Iwa I don’t- what do I even say?”
“Well…would you want to be my girlfriend?” You were conflicted. On one hand you absolutely wanted to be his girlfriend. On the other, it was so easy for him to say that. Who knows if he’s just doing this out of pity?
“I don’t know Iwa…I just- I can’t do this right now, I’m sorry.” And with that you unlocked the door and ran out of the room, Iwa’s question still lingering in the air.
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Hey yallllll. Long time no seeeee (shhhh ik ik.)
Lmk if ya want a part two 🙂
Comment to be added to the Taglist if I make a part two
K bye
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weebobaaa · 2 years
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“Why would I ever choose you?”
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Ft: Iwaizumi Hajime
Genre: angst
Summary: of course you’d know Tooru and Hajime since you were kids but your heart only belonged to one of them….but did he know that?
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You’d been friends With Iwa and Oikawa since you were in middle school
So you knew pretty much everything about them
Despite that, over time you started to fall for Iwa
Maybe it was the way he comforted you, and always knew how to make you feel better
Or the way he had your morning coffee order memorized.
Whatever it was you knew that your heart wanted him.
And you needed to tell him before you lost your chance.
“Y/n-channnn!” Oikawa sang waltzing over to you after practice.
“Hey kawa. What’s up?” You said not looking away from your laptop. The stupid thing wouldn’t open your email even after switching from the school wifi to your hotspot.
“So I have some tea” pls Oikawa totally would be THAT person pfttt-
“Okay? What is it.” You replied not really interested.
“Iwa’s got a girlfriend.” Your hands froze in their spot as your brain had processed the information.
“He…what?” You’d always thought Iwa felt the same as you, I mean especially with the way you acted towards each other but…maybe you misinterpreted? Maybe he was just being a good friend?
“You know what that means right?”
“Kawa don’t-”
“Get your ass up and go talk to him and tell him right now.” You sighed. Well, it’s now or never. After wandering around for a few minutes looking for him, you saw him in the halls with the assumed “girlfriend”.
She was thin, but curvy with nice wavy hair and she was…pretty. She seemed better than you but…was she really?
“Hey, Iwa?” You called, and he looked at you and frowned.
“What y/n? I’m busy.” The girl giggled and then looked at you.
“I just wanted to walk to you for a second. Um…Alone please.”
“Fine.” You walked with Iwa to a different part of the hallway, and started playing with your fingers as he looked at you annoyed.
“We’ll Kawa told me about your new girlfriend and he also told me that I should confess since we belong together, his words not mine, but I want you to know that I really, really like you.” He scoffed.
“Oh really? You wait till now to tell me? For fucks sake y/n.”
“No I know but it’s just that- i don’t know I just wanted Kawa to leave me alone but-"
“Listen y/n that’s a nice sentiment and all but I have a girlfriend now. And even if I didn’t why would I ever choose you?”
You were stunned to say the least. You’d been friends for so long and with your daily interactions you thought…were you really that bad?
“Oh…I’m sorry for wasting your time.” Unbeknownst to you Iwa was in pain saying that to you. The truth was, he’d loved you for so long, longer than he’d ever loved anyone before.
You walked away tears welling up in your eyes. What about you was so bad? You ran into Oikawa who was completely confused. Once you told him what happened, guilt consumed him. This was his fault. If he hadn’t pressured you, you wouldn’t have gotten hurt like this.
“Awe y/n… let’s get you home.”
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The days went by in a blur to be honest. You distanced yourself from Iwa, only talking to Oikawa and leaving when Iwaizumi would joking the conversation. It was becoming a habit to avoid him at all costs.
You were walking to class when you heard him calling you. “Hey y/n Wait up!”
“Leave me alone Iwa. I don’t want to talk to you.” And with that you walked towards the nurse, no longer in the mood to go to class.
This routine of him trying to talk to you and you going to the nurse to avoid any classes with him became normal for the next few weeks. Of course he understood you but God he only needed one minute to explain everything.
You were walking to class one day when you were pulled into a classroom and the door was locked behind you. Once the shock wore off, you saw Iwa standing in front of you
“What?” You tried to hold back tears as he tried to hug you and you pushed him. “What the fuck do you want?”
“I just want to explain everything…” he stated, nervous as ever.
“You have two minutes, go.”
“I’m in love with you and-“
“HA funny fucking joke Iwa-“
“Shut up, these are my two minutes.” You crossed your arms and waited, eyes never meeting his.
“I know what I said was fucked up, and I swear on my life that I didn’t mean it. I could never mean it, not about you. I’m in love with you, I-I’ve been in love with you. That girl…she was going to hurt you. She said that if I didn’t get you to stay away from me she would…she’d do some awful shit to you.” He said looking conflicted.
“What could she have possibly done that was so bad?”
“She was going to fuck up your future, like really badly. She was going to make sure that no college would accept you. I believed her well because her dad’s rich and money can make anything happen.” Your eyes widened, shocked at what you were hearing.
“This isn’t making sense-“
“Let me fucking finish! Luckily Makki was looking for me and heard the conversation and started recording it. He sent it to me and I took it to the principal. Regardless of how much her dad makes, the principal expelled her. She’s gone y/n. And I just want you to know that I really, really like you. And I hope you still like me too. I understand if you don’t but please just give me a chance.”
You opened your mouth but closed it, unsure of what to say. “Why did Oikawa tell me to-”
“Cause he didn’t know.”
“Iwa I don’t- what do I even say?”
“Well…would you want to be my girlfriend?” You were conflicted. On one hand you absolutely wanted to be his girlfriend. On the other, it was so easy for him to say that. Who knows if he’s just doing this out of pity?
“I don’t know Iwa…I just- I can’t do this right now, I’m sorry.” And with that you unlocked the door and ran out of the room, Iwa’s question still lingering in the air.
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Hey yallllll. Long time no seeeee (shhhh ik ik.)
Lmk if ya want a part two 🙂
Comment to be added to the Taglist if I make a part two
K bye
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weebobaaa · 2 years
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𝗦𝗽𝗼𝗶𝗹𝗲𝗱!
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Featuring: sugar daddy!Meian Shugo
Warnings: cursing, age gap (reader is in college), f!reader, overstim, size kink, breeding kink, oral (f! Receiving), I think that’s it
Genre: smut, fluff
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Sugar daddy!Meian who’s wife left him a few years ago leaving him with a young son and a daughter. He’s a pro volleyball player, and he’s realized that taking care of two young kids on his own is hard.
who sees you hanging posters one day advertising your baby sitting services. Of course having a sitter would help him take care of the kids and it’s a bonus since you’re cute.
Sugar daddy! Meian who hires you a few days later as a full time, live in nanny. You still go to college to complete your classes, since they’re mostly at night and Meian is home by 5.
Who watches you take care of his kids and absolutely adores the way you interact with each other. Sometimes get carried away and imagines how you’d look swollen with his baby.
Sugar daddy!Meian who offered to pay for your schooling, so that you didn’t have to worry your pretty little head about anything.
Who likes it when you show him cute things you wanted and buys them for you just to see your beautiful smile.
Sugar daddy!Meian who proposes that you be his cute little house girlfriend and in return he’ll buy you anything you want and he’ll take care of you.
Who tries to come home earlier to you and the kids because he loves all of you and just wants to spend time with you.
Sugar daddy!Meian who loves it when the kids are asleep and you’re small frame is trapped under him in bed.
Who loves it when you say he’s filling you up so good, and loves it when you’re a mess.
Sugar daddy!Meian who loves being so much bigger than you, being able to stop your squirming when you say it’s too much.
Who loves to overstim you just to see that cut face you make when you can’t say anything but “daddy f-feels so good ah-”
Sugar daddy!Meian who loves to eat you out. Loves it when you grab his hair to push him closer to you slick cunt.
Who loves it when you ride his face to make yourself cum.
Sugar daddy!Meian who wants to see you round with another one of his children. Who wants to see if they’ll look more like him or you- but more importantly wants to make you a mommy.
Sugar daddy!Meian who is so whipped for you that he’ll do anything for you and tells you that he loves you everyday.
Sugar daddy!Meian who proposes to you on your birthday and asks if you’ll marry him because he’s never loved someone the way he loves you and he wants to experience that love for the rest of his life.
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weebobaaa · 2 years
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Reblog if this sight on your blog makes you smile and you would like your followers to talk to you more. 
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weebobaaa · 2 years
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𝗙𝗼𝗿 𝘁𝗼𝗻𝗶𝗴𝗵𝘁
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Featuring: Kiyoomi Sakusa and Rintarou Suna
Genre: angst, fluff
Synopsis: "For tonight I'm yours." It seemed to be Suna's favorite phrase. When you two were alone together it seemed just right. But as the saying went he was only yours during the night.
Words: 1.4k
Warnings: toxicity, cheating, I think that’s it.
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Being with Suna seemed like something that would only exist in a dream. He'd have a girl on his arm through the day, and you in his bed at night. It was a cycle that had you tired, and wanting his full attention.  You couldn't guarantee that you were the only one in his bed and the thought made your stomach turn.
That lead you to right now. You were blocking Suna on everything and fully ready to avoid him forever. After all, there's nothing better than cutting off someone toxic. After you were done you let out a breath you hadn't realized you were holding. It was like a weight had been lifted off your shoulders. Over the next few weeks you'd decided to avoid him at all costs.
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Avoiding Suna made you feel so much better. You didn't feel like shit and felt happier. You'd moved on from Suna little by little, realizing that you didn't want him, you just wanted to feel like somebody wanted you. You'd been so used to being alone, and it felt good that someone wanted you.
For a while.
Then you met Sakusa. It was a random day in coffee shop you'd always visited and you'd ordered your favorite drink. When it was called though, you realized that it wasn't only yours but his as well.
"Oh I'm sorry" you retracted your hand and smiled softly at him backing up.
"Oh no it's okay...Um you can have it." He smiled back at you and pushed it towards you.
"Thank you so much." You started walking away before hearing him clear his throat and you turned to look at him.
"I thought we should get to know each other because you know we ordered the same drink and you're very pretty..." he said shyly with a dust of pink on his face, though his mask covered most of it.
"Oh sure! My name's y/n."
"My name is Sakusa. Well Kiyoomi, I mean— shit." You laughed and he exhaled deeply. "My names Kiyoomi but you can call me whatever. Just don't make it so formal." He sighed finally getting over himself.
"Well nice to meet you sakusa-kun."
"I told you not to make it formal."
"I know I'm just messing around."  You two sat at a table and talked for a few hours before deciding to leave. You'd given Kiyoomi your number and he smiled before seeing you off.
It'd been about a year since you met Kiyoomi, and things were going really good. You'd been on many dates with him and he was starting to become more comfortable around you (although you still had to take a shower when you went to his house but you understood).
Soon after, you started wondering where this was going. He hadn't pressured you into anything, and wasn't asking to do anything you weren't comfortable with. Sure you'd made out a few times but he didn't seem to mind not going further. It didn't seem like he was after just your body.
You spent a lot of time at Kiyoomi's apartment, just talking about nothing and cooking dinner together. You'd spend time watching dumb, predictable movies, and your favorite TV shows. Kiyoomi learned what your favorite things were food and drink wise, and kept them stocked in his apartment.
The little things he did for you made you fall for him and that terrified you. What if this whole thing was nothing to him? What if he was just playing the waiting game till he got bored?
One night you were at his apartment and caught him staring at you. "Y/n I have to tell you something."
"Go ahead Kiyo."
"Well two things actually. I got a contract with the MSBY black Jackals!"
"Oh my gosh omi that's great!" You threw your arms around him and he softly hugged you back.
"But there's something else. I have to move to Osaka but...I want you to come with me. This year with you has been amazing and I think...I think I'm in love with you. I don't wanna loose you. So come with me."
"You love me?"
"I do. You're the only one for me. I wanted to take things slowly and make sure you were comfortable. But god damn it I want you to be mine so badly. I want to wake u to you every morning and I want you to keep coming to my games to cheer me on. I want you to be the first person I see when I win and the person who screams when I spike the way I'm supposed to. I want you to complain about not having anymore snacks and I want to keep cooking dinner with you. I love you and I want you there all the time. "
"Kiyo I love you too." Tears welled in your eyes as your fears had dissipated and Kiyoomi hugged you tighter. "I'll go with you Kiyo." He smiled with you and kissed you softly.
"Good. We leave next week baby." He kissed you again.
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Meanwhile, Suna was wondering where you'd gone. It was like you disappeared from his life altogether (quite frankly you had), and he found himself missing you.
Not just your body but your laugh and smile when everything was said and done. The way you'd sit and just talk about anything and the way you'd cook for him when you came over.
Within the last year he'd gone on dates but found himself comparing them to you. They didn't have the same beautiful smile, and their conversations were boring and shallow.
What had he done to drive you away? That was the question he kept asking himself, although he knew the answer already.
He'd been drafted for EJP Raijin and he wished that you'd be there for him. To cheer him on and tell him that he had it the way you used to. He left in a week and he knew that there was no way you'd come back in that much time and he knew he'd have to leave without you.
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Why was he here again? The crowded party had Kiyoomi in a corner with you keeping him company. Quite frankly neither of you wanted to be there, but it was Komori's birthday.  Of course he invited his new teammates already, they were already close. You heard the front door open and turned your head and the color drained from your face.
In walked Suna dapping up Komori. How did they know each other? Were they team mates? Kiyoomi sensed your uneasiness and turned his attention to where you were looking.
"Who's that baby?"
"That's Suna Kiyo. The one I told you about." Of course you'd told Kiyoomi about your and Suna's past and he was pissed. Of course he didn't know what Suna looked like but shit he did now and he was going to handle that. He walked over to Komori and put an arm over his cousins shoulder.
"My girl and I are heading out Komori."
"Wait before you leave introduce y/n to Suna! They'll see each other a lot if she comes to my parties!"
"Y/n?"
"Oh you know her?" Komori asked.
"She's my ex-"
"No she's not you piece of shit. She was never your girlfriend to begin with and you sure as hell didn't deserve everything she gave to you." Suna looked down knowing Kiyoomi was right. Kiyoomi felt a small hand grip his and felt you press yourself into his side.
"Hi Suna."  You said.
"Hey."
"Kiyo we should go home. I'm kind of tired. Happy birthday Komori. Thank you for inviting us." You smiled at Komori and he pat your head. "Bye y/n! Both of you don't forget the dinner tomorrow."
"What dinner?" Suna asked.
"Oh y/n's meeting the rest of the family after Kiyoomi's game! I think MSBY is actually playing EJP!"
"Komori shut up!" Kiyoomi hissed.
"Oh I didn't know you guys were that serious." Suna commented his heart sinking further.
"Yep we've been together for like a year and some change now?" You said smiling up at Kiyoomi and he kissed your forehead. "See you around Suna. See you tomorrow Komori!" You pulled Kiyoomi out of the house and went home.
Suna found himself numbed, heart feeling as if it was destroyed. You were really gone. And he couldn't even pretend that he was yours for the night.
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weebobaaa · 2 years
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Random Hq head canons that make my day
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Sakusa can’t dance. He has two left feet when it comes to dancing. But for you? He would do anything to make you smile and laugh even if it means embarrassing himself by performing dances in your living room to early 2000s R&B. And yes, you obviously dance with him until you both collapse from laughing.
Bokuto loves boba and there’s one shop specifically that he likes boba from the best. On his bad days, you buy him boba from that shop and he cheers right up. “You’re the best baby. What did I do to deserve you?”
Suna likes horror movies. Correction, he doesn’t like the movie, he likes your reaction to the movie. You always scoot closer to him and cuddle into his side. You use his arm to his your face when things get really bad. And he loves it. He like feeling like he can protect you, even if it was from a movie.
Kuroo likes helping you study. He’ll help you make a schedule, timing blocks, and scheduled study days too. He’ll always check on you to make sure you stick to the schedule too bc he just wants you to succeed.
Kiyoomi tries to be more open when you first start dating. He’s used to being reserved and quiet, but he tries to talk more openly to you, and he tries to engage in pda sometimes even if you aren’t the cleanest.
Atsumu likes being reassured. No matter how cocky he tries to be he’s insecure and sometimes he just wants to cuddle you while you reassure him of your relationship.
Osamu holds cooking nights with you and your shared friends where you all help prepare dinner and then play games and watch movies.
Meian likes to kiss your hands when they’re linked with his or he like to pt your head. It’s his way of showing affection and it conveys feelings he sometimes can’t say.
I have many more so let me know if you want a part 2!
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weebobaaa · 2 years
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Omi’s lookin a bit FINE 😍😍😍
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what’s he compressing!!!! 🔥🔥🔥
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weebobaaa · 2 years
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The way this made me wheeze 😭
Would you look at the time 😀
Another one because I'm having fun and I have no self control.
People who do the whole teasing/flirting/texting with fullstops but aren't dry give such hot vibes for some reason ??? I'm- hello??? Why are you so hot???
Like shit yes hello, I'm on my knees🧎‍♀️
I also feel like this is how Suna would text.
Which is really hot to me idk why. I'm way too attracted to this mf.
Warning: Suggestive lines, curse words.
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Also pls don't repost anywhere w/o credits
I feel like that is a given. If i find anything like that, I'm coming for your ankles.
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