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SEX POLICE (PART III) (March 2022)

All of a sudden, the train converted itself into an airplane, and all of my primary school classmates disappeared. And the plane landed in Hong Kong. I got a message on my phone from a friend who doesn't exist in reality, and she texted me that she'll help me get my suitcase off the plane so I don't have to worry about carrying it myself, and I was like OK why not? So I got off the plane without taking anything with me.

When I got off, I immediately saw the shopping center outside of the complex that I used to live in in HK. I immedietely knew my way back. And then I saw a girl approaching me and she said that she was my friend, and the text message I got was from her, she just pretended to be my friend so she could get close to me because she's like my top fan. And I was waiting for her to return me my suitcase, but she said she didn't take it since it was “my friend’s” responsibility not “her” responsibility.

I was pissed!! There weren't any valuables in that suitcase but my favorite clothes were all inside!! I immediately left, but she was still trying to talk to me. I just ignored her as I walked home, all I thought about was how when I get back home I'm gonna write a lost and found ticket and get my suitcase back. But the girl wouldn't stop bugging me, she kept telling me she did research on where I lived and she moved to the same area, she changed her dressing style to mine, and copied my hobbies… etc.

I continued to ignore her and I chose a really complex route to walk back home so she couldn't follow me further. And then I walked towards the playground that I used to play on. They built a school on top of it and it made me really sad. My reason of sadness wasn't because I used to play there, but more because the playground was so small and the school was so large and I couldn't get how much large building could fit on such a small space.

Anyways I heard my sister and my bio-mother chatting from afar, they were both younger than in reality, and I called out my sister's name happily, and my bio mom heard it and she also happily told my sister to see where I was.

I cried towards them that I forgot my suitcase on the airplane, and my sister said it was okay. She was also yelling my name towards me trying to find where I was. But I never saw them and I woke up.

#dream journal #dream #dreams #weird dreams #absurd

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SEX POLICE (PART II) (March 2022)

I met the Indian people after being released again, we talked and found out that we all wanted to go to Berlin. But it seems like you had to quarantine for a long time before you enter any public buildings. Suddenly I saw the skyscraper and I said: “let's go there, my friend works in this building, maybe he could help us.”

So we all went and surprisingly the building didn't require a quarantine period for us to get in. We got in the elevator and it took us to the company in which my friend worked at. We got in the office with all of our luggage and we found him.

My friend was working on some papers and there were many pancakes wrapped in a tinfoil on his table and the rest of his table was covered in paper shreds and oranges. I told him about our situation and he said this is how the city treats its outsiders, but somebody from his company was going to use the train, so if we follow that person they won't do the same thing to us again. We followed his colleague and we got on a train!!

It was an overnight train, and when I wanted to use the bathroom I saw this handsome young man coming out who just finished peeing. Because he was so good looking I asked him if he wanted to have sex in the bathroom and he immediately agreed. While we were having sex we got into trouble, because apparently, they were also “sex police” on this train to arrest people who have sex in the bathroom.

They unlocked our door and they threw that handsome young man out of the train and asked me what I was doing. I didn't want to be thrown out so I lied to them that I was peeing and wanted to brush my teeth afterwards. They just told me to not have sex in the train bathroom and left. I continued to stay in the bathroom, hoping that somebody attractive would come and I would ask them to have sex with me but nobody came, so I went back to my seat.

It turned out that people around my seat were my primary school classmates, and one of them wanted to have sex with me right on the spot, he even had a condom on. But he wasn't attractive so I said no, but he still wanted to so we were caught in a fight.

Another boy saw us and he threatened to report both of us to the sex police and I kicked the boy in the stomach who attempted to rape me. He was in pain and he said that I will be punished by karma since I did this to him.

I turned over to the boy who threatened us, and told him that if he calls the sex police over he'll get into trouble as well, because he previously had sex with me but he just forgot it, and he shut up pretty quickly.

#dream journal #dream #dreams #weird dreams #absurd

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SEX POLICE (PART I) (March 2022)

Background: people were allowed to do anything on a specific train they wanted, as long as it's not illegal. But the only thing we're not allowed to do was to have sex in its bathrooms. For that policy, the train had its own judicial force called the “Sex Police”. And what they did was to unlock bathroom doors so while people were having sex inside, they can yank and throw them out of the train.

I was on the train riding towards Berlin, and when the train got to Antwerp it made a long stop because there were some accidents on the train track and they had it to fix it so the train can run again. In my dream Antwerp is a city in Vienna and Vienna is a country.

So lots of people got off the train to see what's going on, and since the repairing was going to use a long time, we were dismissed from the train. I decided to take a stroll around the city, it was warm but there was snow all over the ground and there was a winter market that sold over priced things.

I found a movie cinema in the city and it was physically hard to get in because the entrance was a large hill covered in ice and one needed rock climbing equipments to get in. I didn't have any but I climbed up anyways. So I turned out that they finished playing the movie already and there's no more movies left to play, because they only play one or two movies per day, and people were already leaving.

To exit the cinema, you had to go out also from the same place you got in, and you need skiing equipments. I also didn't have any so I just slid down with my butt. And then I found out that you need to have 3G+ (tested, vaccinated, recovered) in order to go back to the public from the cinema, and I didn't have any so I snuck back out.

So I decided to go back to the train station but couldn't get in because their auto doors were broken, and you can get out but can't get in. I found a group of people from India who also wanted to get in, so we propped open the door together. When we got in, it looked like the immigration office in an airport, and they took us away immediately to separate rooms and did Covid tests on us. I was healthy but the lady who took me said that I should still quarantine before entering the station. I told her that I didn't want to quarantine, so she let me back out.

#dream journal #dream #dreams #weird dreams #absurd

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War (March 2022)

(TW: war, blood, gore)

I was in a border region between Ukraine in another country that doesn't exist in reality, and there was a playground, all the children were playing there, even the injured ones, there were different degrees of injuries, from small scratches to losing limbs … Etc.

I was standing next to a slide, and a children's head rolled down from there, it had a little part of the neck still, bloody but all wrapped up in bandages.

I was just so. shocked to see that, the head was facing down and the mother of this child came over to grab the head up, and she told me that it was no problem, because her child was still alive, which was true. The child was still breathing and I could see his blue eyes, it's just that there's a large purple spot on his face and it was spreading, that made him look really unhealthy.

The mother then pointed at a headless body that was lying on the ground and she said that, unfortunately, that part of her child's body can't move anymore but they still carried it around.

She asked me to help watching the body so it doesn't get stolen while she helps her son up the slide again (more like rolling his head down the slide again).

I guess I just saw so much news and photos about the Russian invasion of Ukraine that I even dreamt about war at night, it felt terrible and was impacting my mental health, despite not being involved in the war directly.

Slava Ukraini.

#dream journal #dream #dreams #weird dreams #absurd #war #slava ukraini

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Rulers Above Us (March 2022)

(TW: r@pe, murder)

There were some humanoid creatures rolling over earth, it was really dystopian and it definitely happened in the future like within 100 years or so.

I dreamt about it in third and first person perspective. But nobody seems to be able to notice me.

They gave us humans this hierarchical system and it depended on how “evolved” that individual was. The humans weren't able to tell the differences but apparently the humanoid creatures could, but at least there wasn't racism amongst humans anymore (lol). The first class humans were the more evolved ones and they were treated with bare minimum respect, they were used by the rulers as pets and servants. The second class humans however, were treated like dirt, and the rulers won't even want them as slaves, many of them were killed using the rulers magic for the entertainment.

The rulers, I didn't know what they were, there were many of them. They were humanoid but twice as big as a fully developed human adult. Their skin was almost translucent, a holographic reflection could be seen from the skin if there's light, it was really beautiful like opal stones. They wore elegant loose white robes but didn't cover much of their bodies. They were just as emotional as humans and they possessed some sort of magic. Their bodies were really non-binary looking, but you could tell which one had which gender by their voice or mannerisms, just like humans. Except they didn't really seem to care about genders that much. I was convinced that I probably saw ancient Greek gods because some of them did reproduce with human females. But I didn't notice a ruler above all of them like Zeus.

I wasn't sure why, but the humans were asked to reproduce and if they didn't, the rulers would “dispose” those who didn't do their duty, no matter which class you belong to. Which meant you would be taken away and be murdered for their entertainment, or you would be used to do some inhumane experiment. Because of this, r@ping was common and I saw many sad things happen. I've seen the experiment so many times in the dream and it was half magic and half science, they always inflicted much pain on the humans, but the rulers curiosity would’ve always come first.

One day one of the rulers who was in charge of the city that I live in the dream decided that she wanted to gather all of the citizens together, so se sent her humans to inform everybody to come to the auditorium, which looked like the one in my middle school. Now, the only way to reach the auditorium, is to climb a lot of stairs, so when most of the citizens were there already, some are still stuck in the staircase. And for some reason everybody brought a bag of emergency stuff with them because they knew they would go without eating for a long time and might die of starvation.

The staircase was a long way, some people threw belongings out of their bags to decrease weight. There were food, passports, family portraits… Etc. I followed the last person to reach the auditorium, she was a pregnant woman with a large bag, and nobody helped her out. When she reached the auditorium finally, the ruler was pissed off, she ordered her to put down her bag and killed this poor woman without even touching her.

The whole place was filled with fear and silence. The ruler then ordered a young woman and her male relative on the stage. She questioned why the woman resisted when her relative tried to r@pe her, did she remember the human mission to reproduce… Etc. she turned to the male relative and questioned why he attempted to r@pe, how immoral that was, and he shouldn't have done it to the woman because the man was second class and the woman was first class. Neither of them could give a proper answer so they were ordered to stand and wait on the stage.

The ruler ordered another woman to come up on the stage, this woman, according to the ruler, was so close to being a perfect template of how other humans should be, but there was only one thing she didn't do it right, which was loving and enjoying her life too much. And not trying hard enough to reproduce. Therefore she was not a perfect human, claimed the ruler. I realized that I knew that woman, she was the librarian of the city and she was really hard-working.

I knew for a fact that both women on the stage were called Dorothy and believed that there's some correlation between the same name and why they were criminalized by the ruler. The ruler turned back to the first woman and her male relative, she used magic on the men and he exploded, splattering blood everywhere. She then made the two women stand side-by-side and announced to everyone that these two women were not good humans. Using her magic again, merging these two women together, and they went through all kinds of pain, screaming, crying out loud, but they were inaudible and nobody understood what they were saying because their two mouths merged into a really wide mouth, the scene was so brutal.

I didn't know why, but I got teleported to an old supermarket and met a previous classmate there, it felt like the same world and same dimension, but only that classmate didn't know what just happened in the auditorium. He told me that he came out to purchase some things for his ruler, but what he really was doing was hanging out with two girls in the women's bathroom. I went and joined their conversation. And the dream just sort of ended.

#dream journal #dream #dreams #weird dreams #absurd #scifi #humanoid #creature #gods #greek gods #slave #thriller #horror #magic

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Baby Drunk (March 2020)

My sister and I had co-written some lyrics for a song together and we sampled the music from Baby Shark. The song is called “Baby Drunk”.

We were so proud of ourselves for writing the lyrics and we started to produce the song in my room back home, it was a wonderful duet with my sister. But then our bio-mom heard it and she yelled at us from the kitchen, which was like two floors above us, to stop singing that song at once so we had to stop.

Here’s the full lyrics:

BABY DRUNK

Baby drunk

drunk drunk, drunk drunk drunk drunk

Baby drunk

drunk drunk, drunk drunk drunk drunk

Baby drunk

drunk drunk, drunk drunk drunk drunk

Baby drunk!

Mommy drunk

drunk drunk, drunk drunk drunk drunk

Mommy drunk

drunk drunk, drunk drunk drunk drunk

Mommy drunk

drunk drunk, drunk drunk drunk drunk

Mommy drunk!

Daddy drunk

drunk drunk, drunk drunk drunk drunk

Daddy drunk

drunk drunk, drunk drunk drunk drunk

Daddy drunk

drunk drunk, drunk drunk drunk drunk

Daddy drunk!

Grandma drunk

drunk drunk, drunk drunk drunk drunk

Grandma drunk

drunk drunk, drunk drunk drunk drunk

Grandma drunk

drunk drunk, drunk drunk drunk drunk

Grandma drunk!

Grandpa drunk

drunk drunk, drunk drunk drunk drunk

Grandpa drunk

drunk drunk, drunk drunk drunk drunk

Grandpa drunk

drunk drunk, drunk drunk drunk drunk

Grandpa drunk!

Let’s drink beer

Beer beer, beer beer beer beer

Let’s drink beer

Beer beer, beer beer beer beer

Let’s drink beer

Beer beer, beer beer beer beer

Let’s drink beer!

#dream journal #dream #dreams #weird dreams #absurd #baby shark #shark #baby #lyrics #drunk #duet #children's songs

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Team Takoyaki (March 2022)

My friend and I became the product spokespersons for all takoyaki sold in my city.

We had photoshoot sessions with some takoyaki and we had to make duck faces to mimic the face of an octopus.

#dream journal #dream #dreams #weird dreams #absurd #takoyaki #octopus #duck face #たこ焼き

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Clone Flash Mob (March 2022)

I have a friend M, and there were two of them in my dream, both were doing his “Hungarian folk dance” to this music in a flash mob and they were the lead dancers.

So one of them was the original and another one was his clone, his clone was not exactly the same but 98% similar to him, and he was 2 meters taller than the original, and his hair was slightly redder than the originals too.

And when they finished dancing, the original came over to the group of people where I was in and the clone kept on dancing, and I told the original that the clone looked like a giraffe and he agreed and we made fun of his clone affectionately.

After the original had enough rest he went back dancing and the clone came over to take his rest, and I told the clone the same thing about how the original looked like a dancing giraffe, and me and the clone friend also made fun of the original friend affectionately.

One person from the group of people overheard me and asked me why didn't I just tell both of them that they both look like giraffes at the same time, and I told the person that I wanted both of them to think of each other as a giraffe but not themselves because it was funny and it was my mischief.

#dream journal #dream #dreams #weird dreams #absurd #folk dance #hungary #magyarország #tomato #clone #dance #flashmob #trashy #genre #giraffe #hungarian #cyber goth #Youtube

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ABC (March 2022)

I was struggling to arrange a toy alphabet board (as in image) in their right slots, and I got really frustrated because I didn't remember the order from A to Z. Then somebody really nice came over to help so in the end I completed the alphabet board.

I woke up and felt nice because of this nice person.

#dream journal #dream #dreams #absurd #weird dreams #ABC #alphabet #nice #toy #wooden toys #wooden

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Attack on Zeke!! (March 2022)

The beast titan from Attack on Titan was throwing stones at a building where Hange, Falco, and I were in.

We were in a conference room and the stones kept being directed at us, we knew that Zeke was on our side but he was aiming at the wrong enemies (which should've been a floor below us).

And we just kept shouting: “Zeke no!! Wrong floor!! You should aim a little bit lower!!” But he couldn't hear it since he was so far away. In the end Hange, Falco, and I just made barricades for ourselves to block away the attack and I woke up.

#dream journal #dream #dreams #weird dreams #absurd #attack on titan #AOT #Hange #hange zöe #falco #zeke #beast titan #beast #titan #eren yaegar #zeke yeager #mikasa #mikasa ackerman #levi #levi ackerman #進撃の巨人

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All That Was Left PART II (February 2022)

(TW: School shooting, death, organs)

They didn't succeed but the girl dropped her phone and one of the robbers went back and took the phone away.

When I approached the girl to see if she was fine, she said she wasn’t, because all her life depended on that phone, and the robbers now know where her family treasures were hidden since the information was in that phone. So with my new sword skills I decided to go on a quest to help her. We went to a pawnshop nearby and saw the three robbers trying to pawn a huge stack of antique bank notes. The staff didn't even ask who they were and was going to sign the approval form, but the girl and I arrived just on time.

We attacked the three robbers and the staff stopped due to the shock, we then lectured the staff on checking the true identity of the owner, after the robbers were defeated. The girl retrieved her antique bank notes and we parted ways.

I went back to my school, by that time it was already sunrise. I walked in the hallway to check out what happens during the night, and I found out that they weren't much students left in all of the classrooms. A student who I didn’t recognise approached me and told me that there was a coup against the teachers and “traitors” last night, and these teachers and “traitors” were no longer alive. 

He realised that I didn't participate in the coup and said I was lucky because it was really bloody and violent despite it happening in small classrooms. He said he was a survivor and wouldn't want to go through that again ever. I looked into the 13th class and there were some severely injured students and they didn't look like they were going to be alive longer, some of them lost a limb, or had their skin peeled off… etc.

We proceeded to go to class 15 together to look for my middle school crush, but he was nowhere to be found. The fellow students told me that class 15 were not a part of the coup, but some students of that class participated in coups of other classes, so maybe that's what my crush did.

We then proceeded to leave the school because it was not in an inhabitable condition anymore, so we had to look for a new accommodation. And there was a golf cart waiting for us in front of the hallway. The student and I got on the golf cart and on our way out of the school we went through a large wetland so there were some ponds and swamps. I saw many eyeballs floating in the pond and the fellow student said: “Ah yes, they dumped all the dead bodies in there last night.” And told me that the fish ate almost all the bodies except for the eyes, thus the floating eyeballs. And I told him that if I manage to find an accommodation then it shouldn't come with the type of fish that live in these ponds, to which he agreed.

By the end of the dream, even though I didn't check for myself, I sort of just accepted that my crush probably died in the coup.

#dream journal #dream #dreams #weird dreams #absurd #robbery #coup #war #school #golf cart #swamp #eyeballs #crush #death

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All That Was Left PART I (February 2022)

(TW: school shooting, violence, death)

I found myself recording in an Avril Lavigne concert. When the concert ended it turned out that the concert was a part of My Professor A.S.’s birthday party program. So everybody who was invited just went on eating and enjoying the party. I gave my professor a birthday card and she loved it!!

After the party ended I continued to stay at my professor’s house with some other people from my university (who didn't really exist in reality) until the next morning. When I left I was heading back to where I lived, which was a boarding school, it looked like the combination of my middle school and high school,  and it’s a military school.

When I went back there it's night already, but going through the hallway where my classroom was, I noticed in each classroom there's different levels of noisiness. In the dream I was in the 13th class, and my middle school crush belonged to the 15th class.

I went past the classroom of our class because my intuitive told me to not enter, and went straight to class 15 to check if my crush was okay. So I went there and class 15 was the only classroom with opened curtains, and I could peep through. Turned out that my professor was the homeroom teacher of the 15th class, and there was no chaos in there unlike in the other classrooms.

I then decided to go to the lockers to take a rest, since I knew it's still not safe to go back to the 13 class, nor back to the student dorms. The lockers were next to the restrooms and when I wanted to use the restroom I ran into two sword bearers from Demon Slayer, namely Mitsuri and Obanai, and they trained me to use the nichirin sword.

As I finally mastered it, they evaporated, and I found out about the untold history of our school. Which was that it had a school shooting, and my friend, A, died in that shooting amongst other students. I found the “memorial lockers” of the students hidden somewhere in the school lobby but couldn't find my friend’s name there, so I panicked. But something happening outside of the school gate caught my attention, there were three grown men trying to talk to and rob a high school girl from the neighbouring school.

#dream journal #dream #dreams #weird dreams #absurd #avril lavigne #concert #professor #school #university #birthday #party #birthday party #kimetsu no yaiba #mitsuri kanjori #obanai iguro #mitsuri x obanai #nichirin #sword #katana #demon slayer

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My Body Your Cure (February 2022)

(TW: war, death, gore)

I lived in a world of magic, science, and feudalism. There were not only humans but some monsters and other mythical species were living peacefully together as well. We had an unnamed ruler, and there were lots of court ministers under the ruler inside a castle.

A civil war in this country broke out because of a conflict of the different parties in the court. One party wanted to sacrifice human lives for magical experiments to medically benefit the country, and another one that was opposed to it due to it being unethical.

Me, a druid, my friend E, cell phone repairer, and another friend G, a scholar, decided to fight against sacrificing human lives. Halfway through the war, the cell phone repairer friend decided that he probably could contribute more to the country by repairing more cell phones, so he left the front line. Me and my scholar friend continued to fight.

However, a wizard from our enemies turned him into a carrot that barked and bit everyone regardless of sides. When he barked you could tell that it was a human mimicking a dog’s sound. I tried to stop him by telling him that it was me, his friend and comrade, but to no avail. The evil wizard and his minions then sliced him into pieces, so I was left alone. At some point an assassin killed me by injecting poison in my body, I dropped death immediately after that.

From that moment on, my perspective of this dream turned into 3rd person. It seemed like the party that was pro human sacrifice had found the sacrifice they were looking for, which was my dead body. They cut my head off and black blood flowed out of the opening. The evil wizards collected my blood to make a medicine, which cured all injuries and diseases in our country.

Afterwards my headless body flew up in the sky along with the carrot slices on my back. My body had transformed into a large black dragon hovering up in the sky. And I became a worshipped deity to the country.

#dream journal #dreams #dream #weird dreams #absurd #magic #medieval #monsters #monster #war #druid #scholar #carrot #dog #experiment #blood #dragon #medicine #deity

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Piñata Sandwich (February 2022)

I invented a new dish called "piñata sandwich".

Basically you just assemble a normal sandwich and put it on a fine porcelain plate. And you need to get a rod and start beating them up until the plate and the sandwich shatter into small pieces. Viola!! Now you pick up the pieces and put all of them in your mouth. That's how you eat the piñata sandwich.

#dream journal #dreams #weird dreams #absurd #piñata #sandwich #porcelain #weird

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The Gummy Bear (February 2022)

I was on vacation with a fictional partner, we went to this very nice seaside town to spend some weeks there. I met a gummy bear there that was as tall as an A4 paper and it could speak. We soon became friends, this Gummy Bear had a really strong obsession with insects which I thought was terrifying but I decided to not judge.

Once the gummy bear and I decided to make some chocolates together, so as we were melting the ingredients, I was also waving off the bugs that tried to land on it. But the gummy bear stopped me and said that I should let them be. So I stopped. When I went to the other room to inform my partner about the production of the chocolates, I saw a tarantula approaching the melted ingredients.

But it was too late, the Gummy Bear let the tarantula into the melting bowl. It dunked the spider in it and mixed everything in the bowl with a stand mixer. Obviously the spider was dead, and I was like WHAT THE FVCK ARE YOU DoOING?!?! So the Gummy Bear told me that it loved me so much that it wanted to feed me tarantula venom, so we could be friends forever.

Well, I had enough of it. “You know my partner is vegan, right?!” I yelled at the gummy bear, and it ran away. My partner and I threw the whole melting bowl away, and we decided to just get chocolate from a nearby shop. On our way back home, we found and adopted a sea turtle as our child. It actually acted like a baby and needed constant cooing and feeding, and we were happy with the new addition to the family.

#dream journal #dreams #weird dreams #absurd #gummy bear #gummy #bear #spider #tarantula #chocolate #vegan #adoption #sea turtle #baby

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Tables-only Theater Troupe (February 2022)

I was a wooden school table but was still self-conscious.

I moved with my four table legs because they were somehow flexible. I met other tables and together we formed a tables-only theater troupe.

I directed a Jujutsu Kaisen play. And all the tables put on wigs, there were Gojo table, Megumi table, Nobara table, and Yuji table…etc.

Our play was successful!!

#dream journal #dreams #weird dreams #absurd #table #jujutsu kaisen #anime #gojo satoru #megumi #nobara #yuji #theater #play #theater play #呪術廻戦

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Pop-up Soup House (February 2022)

I once worked at a pop-up tea house to serve snacks at the snack bar.

In my dream I dreamt about working there again but it was a pop-up soup house, so my supervisor and I were just cooking a lot of different kinds of soups.

#dream journal #dream #weird dreams #absurd #dreams #popup #soup #good soup #snacks #cooking