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eryanlainfa · 6 months
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Old animation I kept around in the hope to eventually finish it but never did
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washeduphazbin · 3 months
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Adam NSFW Alphabet
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Here ya go, ya filthy simps.
First time doing a nsfw alphabet so if it’s … bad I’m sorry. Lmk how to improve tho
--Minors DNI--
A = Aftercare (what they’re like after sex)
At the beginning of the relationship, I don't think this man knew what aftercare was; I mean, there's a reason Lilith left him. Let's be honest. It would take a learning curve and a lot of explaining from you about your needs after sex until he'd realize how important it really was.
Once he got the idea down, he'd be religious with it every time after sex, he'd ask, "What the fuck you needed to feel extra sexy."
B = Body part (their favorite body part of theirs and also their partner’s)
What isn't his favorite body part? Toss up between Boobs, Ass, and Thighs, he loves them all. If you held a gun to his head, he'd say your boobs, big or small, he would NOT CARE. He wants them in his mouth.
Small boobie queens, he'd squeeze them like little stress balls when he's annoyed or anxious.
Big boobie queens, pillows. Need I say more. Calls them bazoingas unironically.
Type of guy to stand next to you talking to Lute and reach out and just squeeze your tits, letting out a HONK. Lute would roll her eyes with a snicker as you flushed, while Adam would look at you with the biggest shit-eating grin.
C = Cum (anything to do with cum, basically)
This guy's cum is thick. milky and warm.
Beads at the tip when you turn him on and likes to cum deep inside you, filling you entirely or on your tits or ass.
Will stare hotly as both your cum spills out of you, as you whimper and whine, usually making him ready for round two.
When you suck him off, he enjoys watching it spill from your lips instead of you swallowing.
D = Dirty secret (pretty self-explanatory, a dirty secret of theirs)
Adam has one main secret (idk if it qualifies as dirty) but enjoys genuine praise for things he feels proud of accomplishing. It's not like you praising him for exterminating sinners; it's just simple, innocent praise when he does something particularly sweet for you.
A big softie, but only in private and only to you.
E = Experience (how experienced are they? Do they know what they’re doing?)
He's a fuckboy. Sorry, not sorry, he just is. HOWEVER, it doesn't mean he is a star at sex. He's decent at first, but there's a reason Lucifer stole two of his wives. His biggest gripe was he didn't want to reciprocate head, but you broke him off that relatively quick when you squeezed your thighs around his skull for the first time, practically double-killing him.
It was fuckin' hot.
You both have a lot to learn, but you learn together, and the sex is still angelic.
F = Favorite position (this goes without saying)
He has two:
He enjoys cowboy/girl because he's lazy and likes to watch your tits bounce in front of his face.
He also enjoys doggy style, so he can see your ass bounce as he pounds into you, biting your ass cheeks as he goes and slapping.
G = Goofy (are they more severe in the moment? Are they humorous? etc.)
Goofy. He does not shut his mouth; he always has something to say as he's getting intimate with you. It's safe to say he never stops talking, which means he's very vocal about moans, whines, and grunts. It's safe to say he has no filter regarding you.
H = Hair (how well groomed are they? Does the carpet match the drapes? etc.)
Pretty basic, but the carpet matches the drapes. However, he could be better- groomed. It's safe to say he's definitely hairy, not just there but all over.
I = Intimacy (how are they during the moment? The romantic aspect)
Although Adam is definitely more goofy, as discussed earlier, I think sex is intimate and essential to him. While he can be silly, he works his ass and dick off to make sure it's the best sex you've ever had. Oddly enough, when he's alone with you and in a soft mood, he always romantically initiates sex.
Slow and sensual kisses lead to heated make-outs and biting before turning into more.
J = Jack off (masturbation headcanon)
I think Adam is on the more hypersexual side of the spectrum if you see sex as a spectrum like I tend to. So, if you're not around for some reason, he will probably be cranking one out sometimes more than once a day. Honestly, even if you are around and you're not feeling sex at the moment, he'll pout, but ultimately, go watch whatever heavens' equivalent to porn.
(or videos he's recorded of the two of you ;) )
K = Kink (one or more of their kinks)
I think Adam would have three main kinks:
Breeding - "All of humanity came from this dick."
Mommy Kink - need I explain more? Dominant women are such a significant turn-on for him; one look when you're in Dommy Mommy mode, and he's on his knees.
Role-Play- If you don't think he'd make you cosplay and act like Sinner who is trying to redeem themselves just for him to role play fucking redemption into you, your opinion is just incorrect. Sorry.
L = Location (favorite places to do the do)
Anywhere and Everywhere. He doesn't care; if people see good let them know you're both hot as fuck. They're probably green with envy.
His favorite place, though, is on his desk in his office. The thrill of getting caught lights a fire in him that can't be snuffed out without burying himself in your cunt.
M = Motivation (what turns them on, gets them going)
I feel like we discussed this one a lot, but I can add a few more. When you're mad at something Hell did or another resident of Heaven. Also, when defending him, think of the "He asked for no pickles" meme, but it's you asking for Adam.
Oh, and of course, you are in any type of lingerie, punk rock, or revealing clothing.
N = No (something they wouldn’t do, turn-offs)
Piss, Poop, ya know the classics. He'd also never want to seriously hurt you, maybe a light slap here and there, maybe a little choking, but if he ever hurts you in the act, he's flaccid so quick and on you like a mother hen.
O = Oral (preference in giving or receiving, skill, etc.)
As stated earlier, his preference is receiving; he loves the way you look between his thighs and his thick cock in your mouth. Drool and pre-cum leaking from your lips.
But he has gotten more open to giving and isn't...great, but you're teaching him how to work his tongue and fingers.
P = Pace (are they fast and rough? slow and sensual? etc.)
He sets a fast and rough pace, hits you deep in your canal, and kisses your cervix, almost like he's trying to hit your womb. He's a feral beast honestly once he starts fucking you and it'd take an act of God to get him to stop.
Q = Quickie (their opinions on quickies, how often, etc.)
All the time though not super preferred, He likes to tease you as much as he can before letting you cum, but most of the time you have sex, it's out of the house. It's a constant struggle to keep your hands off one another and, more often than not, sneak off for a quick fuck somewhere before rejoining a meeting, hangout or if Adam needs immediate stress relief.
R = Risk (are they game to experiment? Do they take risks? etc.)
So long as it's not on his list of hard no's, I feel like Adam will try anything once if you ask. He's for sure a risk taker and wants you to challenge him with something new, but in the end prefers classic sex.
S = Stamina (how many rounds can they go for? How long do they last?)
He can last only two rounds, but they usually last. A very long time because he likes to be a little shit.
T = Toys (do they own toys or use them on a partner or themselves?)
He does not own toys, and if you have them and use them, you will absolutely be jealous of them and attempt to make you trash them. But if you say no, he'll respect it. Just be extremely salty.
U = Unfair (how much they like to tease)
Oh, he's a brat. It is so unfair that it will test you pretty much through the entire process. He enjoys seeing how much he can overstimulate and edge you before he finally fucks you raw.
V = Volume (how loud they are, what sounds they make, etc.)
So fucking loud. God bless your neighbors if you have any. His groans and moans could shake the entire house, and your whines, whimpers, and pleas for 'harder' aren't any better.
He also laughs a lot.
W = Wild card (a random headcanon for the character)
I think he loves to mark you up to prove to everyone that you are his and his alone. I think it would start with a shit ton of hickies, then a joke from Lute saying he should just collar you until he actually does. It's classy and elegant, matches his angelic robes, and has spikes.
X = X-ray (let’s see what’s going on under those clothes)
So I absolutely headcanon him with a dad bod (sorry, not sorry); I think he also has significant arm and chest hair and a particularly drool-worthy happy trail. He's squishy and you love it even though he can be a little insecure about it at times, you just tell him you love him no matter his shape or size.
He is your Teddy Bear.
Y = Yearning (how high is their sex drive?)
HYPERSEXUAL. HIGH. THIS MAN WANTS SOME FUCK.
Z = Zzz (how quickly they fall asleep afterward)
Passes out quickly afterward and can't go more than two rounds max. Likes to sleep right after but has learned to check on you first before passing out on your tits or chest.
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shakirawastaken · 1 year
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dsmp if..you were a famous singer!
okay i liteally read @/beeindaclouds stuff ALL THE TIME and got inspired so here it is :D
my official comeback (and it isnt a taylor swift song fic!!! whaaaat) 
dream: - in love with ur music even if wasnt his vibe - bro would learn to like it LMFAOOO - learns all the words instantly its an instant thing - even before u know the words he knows them - is willing to help you write music cause he has some minimal experience! can give feedback but its not that technical - please collab with him and make him release trust issues - now that he’s face revealed hed BUMP at your concerts - hed tweet about ur music, and his spotify twitter account thing would report hes listening to it but i feel like he wouldnt do more than that publicly - wants you to have your own thing  - huge and major fan
george: - more a lowkey fan - obv still supports you hes like that - listens to ur music but not on stream - also tweets about it but its like “go listen to my s/o’s new music:) they worked hard on it” - wants ur effort and talent to be recognized - listens to it and when asked for feedback just goes “it sounds good darling” - hes just like “alr its good like always”
sapnap: - okay he’d either be really similar to george OR hes go HARD - tweeting snapping instagramming streaming whatever social you name hes THERE - “GUYS OMG [ARTIST NAME] RELEASED MORE MUSIC ITS SO GOOD” - would beg george and karl to get you on banter just to talk about your music - and if you write a song about him?? - suddenly his whole world is perfect - “ABOUT ME? OH DOLL THIS IS AMAZING YOUR BEST WORK YET” - buys ur merch even tho ur his s/o - offers his input even if he knows it might not be the best  - would dance to it with you - your NUMBER ONE BIGGEST FAN 
karl: - he’d be so sweet about it - “this is AMAZING? oh my god you’re amazing??!?��� - has it as an intro to his streams  - *streaming* “guys that songs is by my s/o btw” - makes mr beast listen to it  - tweets about it. alot - posts one (1) picture on his instargam of the both of you in the studio from when u were recording - loves you loves you loves you
quackity: - covers it on stream and makes it cursed - “HAHAHAH no guys but its actually good go listen to it nOW” - keeps up his joker persona but tells you how hes proud of you in private - vERY supportive - will stay up when ur trying to write (cause hes also up doing lawyer shit) - begs u to do a song in spanish  - if you know spanish pls make it about him - if not dont ask him for help he will ruin it - if you wrote a song like getaway car or like shutdown or mooo hed DEF listen to it in the car  - he loved to listen to ur song while driving it brings him joy - two things he loves together
punz: - listens while playing val LMFAO - would VIBE if u did like indie rap or soemthing - and if it wasnt his vibe? hed still listen cause he wants to support you - maybe not as much as he would have but its fine - cause he likes you a lot - would send you beats randomly be like “lol use this” - “no i dont want too” “babe :((”
wilbur: - POWER . COUPLE - WRITE A SONG WIHT LOVEJOY? WORLD GOES CRAZY - will help you write music. hes good at it too he knows what to do and like what to say - listens to ur music, no matter what it is - wouldnt promotw in much he knows how important it is to build ur own following and + if ur famous u dont need it - u could feature him tbh maybe background vocals or guitar if he was kinda skeptical - or just duet it - its cold outside type beat yk - he loves you and supports you tremendously
LET ME KNOW WHAT ELSE YOU GUYS WANNA SEE :D reqs are open
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yongislong · 2 years
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common phrases in relationship + nct dream.
wc: idk eekk genre: fluff/angst-ish/crack?/establish relationships
cw/note: none, i dont think! common things said within reader x non-idol!dreamies relationships <3 i loved writing this sm
mark... you're doing so well. exchanged in between you guys almost every day. you both could have been alone together all day, lazing around and he'll never forget to tell you how proud of you he is, and you the same, especially on his hardest days. it comes with tears, laughter, a tucking of hair behind the ears, a kiss on the crease in between your brows, or sleepy exchanges in the morning before classes or at night just before knocking out, limbs tangled. there are more lighthearted moments between you both like when he pretends to shoot webs out of his wrists but overall support is key
renjun... boi. and yes with an i, and yes he does the hand sign thing with it, like will come up to you and go "boi" and walk away because hes a FREAAAKK. a close runner up is c'mere. GAHHHH he's insane. literally insane. he has so many phrases some saved just for you but any time you hear "c'mere" you're in for it. absolutley in for it. either he wants money, food or a world domination partner. he knows you'd do anything when he lilts his pitch up a bit higher and whines, he knows hes gorgeous its infuriating but also, look at him hes :") hes jun!? your jun!
jeno... ang or pretty thing. he's a biter. IDK, okay i dont. know. but what i do know is that he bites. whether you're making breakfast or laying curled up in bed, he has this... innate alpha urge to bite your cheek his fav, lower stomach, tricep, thigh or shoulder. literally so non sexual like hes just feral. its cute though and that little ang sound he makes </3 he always apologizes with an eye smile and a "sorry pretty thing" after giggling and wiping his spit off your skin T-T lol. likes seeing ur cheeks get pink after he bites them tho haha
haechan... and scene. he thinks he in a movie fr... everytime he rants or confesses something to you and is slightly even a bit lovable or vunurable he will end it with "and scene." he claims its to break the tension but you know its bc he always puts on a happy persona and he can't handle being emotional like that with someone. hes gotten better at it since you came along yaas but will still do it after he makes out with you and it makes you violent?? and he thinks your face is the funniest thing??? hes ever seen??? everytime?? :D ... :|
jaemin... aaaaigo. obviously! kinda basic but other than pet names and endless praise hes more of an acts of service person. hes the type of guy who would like, want to squeeze their pet to death but, out of love :") and its the same with you like he wish he could be better with words but "aigo" is just so fitting when all he feels is insane amounts of love towards you and he cant... like squeeze you xtra hard lol. sometimes he does one or the other but if your being extra cute he'll pick you up and spin you around while chanting aigo over and over again
chenle... i'll pay. oh chenle and his chivarly. yes you are both broke-ish college students and yes hes paid for at least 95% of everything since you both began dating. only times you've been lucky enough to pay is when he rushes off to the bathroom and you flag down your server with debit card in hand. he zelled you almost immediatley so, cash is now a must for you. he can't help but spoil you. you'd once mentioned to him how you can't imagine what he's gonna be like once you two get steady jobs and all he did was smile at you... like the joker... spoiler he bought daegal with his first adult paycheck
jisung... smoke bomb! i.... ok so he gets into predicaments a lot and ok, tbh i dont think hes all that shy but he is kinda awkward and envionrmentally unaware? so he'll be talking to you, or anyone really, and when he senses your eyes kinda squint and a confused pout make its way onto your lips he pretends to smash something on the ground and yell "smoke bomb" and run as fast as he can but... theres obvi no smoke so he... i mean... you can picture it T-T its v cute though just not when he gets flustered in the public grocery store because you asked him if he knew what gnocci pasta actually was
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luffyvace · 5 months
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Rengoku x reader headcanons
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I LOVE RENGOKUUU
yippie
ummm idk what to make reader so i’m just gonna default to gn 😭😋
enjoy 🤪
okkk so..!
he’s the best boyfriend ever without question
his mama raised him right so he’s a gentleman
he thinks the traditional flowers and sweets is decent but he likes to put a unique spin on it!
oh your worried for your family because demons lurk nearyour hometown?
well never fear! he planted wisteria trees around it!!
oh you like sweets?
DO YOU LIKE SWEET POTATOES?
he’s sharing w you 100% (for those who don’t know his canon fav food is sweet potatoes)
he’d take you on dates spontaneously
after you reminded him that couples date
he knows but kinda forgot since he was never focused much on romance before you
if your not a hashira he wants you as his sugoku
but his training..😭😭
he would be heavily motivational
but he won’t really ease up on you because you have to be strong if you want to survive powerful demons
he does this because he cares, please understand 😭
his love languages are quality time and gift giving
he always brings you back gifts because he knows you worry
or he’ll send them through his kisagi crow to you to arrive before he does
he does this to let you know he’s alive
it’s a real scary relief
but he’s really thoughtful with his gifts so it makes you smile in the end
whenever your together he’ll value and cherish that time forever
sometimes you’ll catch him staring at you with the kindest eyes and most loving smile ever
just watching you as you train or go about your daily life
it warms your heart so much
speak of warm-
MANS GIVES OFF NATURAL BODY HEAT
so..!
perfect cuddler!
you’ll crisp in summer tho :)
have fun! :D
if you develop your own breathing style he’ll be very interested in it and proud of you for creating your own!!
praise is a never ending thing with this man!!
if your a hashira he’d love to spar without holding back to push you both to your limits
you’d spend time at each other’s hashira houses a lot
relaxing in your kimonos as you soak in the warm sunlight
or watch a beautiful sunrise/sunset together
he’d love to go shopping with you on your free time!!
hashira’s can get paid as much as they want but he’d still insist on buying everything for you like the gentleman he is
he such a doting and sweet lover!
rengoku goes straight for personality when it comes to his partner
anyone, really
hes not one to judge :)
therefore your beautiful personality reflects onto your face like sunlight, making it shimmer and glow in through his eyes
rengoku would be a pretty good cook
i feel he observed his mother as she did and picked up on a lot of things
he also keeps his place clean, he doesn’t buy anything he knows he won’t use so it’s mostly sentimental stuff that means something to him
pictures of his family
gifts from friends
everything you’ve ever gave him
he doesn’t mean it in a creepy way
its endearing in his eyes 😅
writes love letters to you if you ever have to be away from him for a long time
the rest of the hashira’s and kagaya think you guys are adorable <33
rengoku wouldn’t mind at all if you like pda
he’d initiate it himself occasionally
neither of you get obnoxious with it
unless you do
mitsuri wouldn’t mind
but the rest?
“😅😃”
is their reaction
you think it’s funny tho
they still love you two dw
but you love each other more
♥︎♥︎♥︎
you can prob tell but this is demon slayer reader btw lol
im sooo happy with how these turned out this gotta be my best work yet it’s adorable 💗
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capn-twitchery · 2 months
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I'm sorry did I see you say you did your masters' thesis on character design? could you tell us more? 👀
YES ABSOLUTELY thank you So much for giving me an excuse to go off about this oh my god--SO!! 👀
my masters was on animation, specifically concept art & pitch bibles for animation (i'm not sure how well known those are but basically it's a document/book you bring into a pitch, contains all the basics of the show!) so it focused around making an animated show concept, a pitch bible & a visual development portfolio (just a fancier way to display more concept art) & the thesis (was supposed to) document the thought process behind making it
it was classed as a science masters, which meant the project had to be based around a hypothesis, so things got Muddled (hypothesis was on the rarity of adult horror in western animation) but the core of it was: i wanted to make a pitch for a fake tv show and write about character design & analyse art styles. so i did! there was stuff on stereotypical design traits & what they imply, environmental storytelling, how to show story through character design, how genres affect art styles & why, stylising animals for animation, sticking to historic research vs visual shorthands/readability, off the top of my head.
i will spare you hours of ramblings BUT i will not spare you the chance to show off some of the stuff i made >:3c the show concept was an 1800s (vaguely) southern gothic horror vibe, i went for anthros bc i had never tried them before and wanted something more challnging than humans. story concept was based around ergotism, mass hysteria, unreality, weird creatures in the fields that may or may not be real, power struggles, etc. etc.
the pitch bible i am still so Unbelievably proud of--i made everything basically from scratch myself, drew so many things i'd never even Attempted before, and although i'd change a few things now (mainly the writing/formatting) i'm still proud of it! i think the visitants pag is the coolest thing i've ever made still >:3c here's a handful of pages, and i'll put a few of the visual development portfolio ones under the cut & the links to the full things if anybody is interested!!
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i never did get to finish the visdev portfolio bc of a bunch of health issues + a surgery, which is a shame. i do still really like this project tho and i'm immensely proud of getting the degree even through the Fuckery 😌
i'd love to come back to it someday, there's a lot of things i'd like to change now i'm not under a time limit (better historical reference, for one) but it's the first uni project i've still felt passionate about after submitting it, so thank you for giving me the chance to talk about it :D
if you did wanna see the full pieces, the pitch bible is here and the portfolio is here (albeit unfinished)
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shankschewtoy · 2 years
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hello!!! you can make me a hcs on zoro, marco and law or they crush on a woman who is strong and during a fight / training she removes weights that had around her waist and her wrists and they understand that until she is always restrained! kinda like the gaara and lee fight in naruto! Thanks you ! Sorry my English is bad, very bad.. 😭
a/n - Hi! Don't worry your english is great! :D And this is so cute, I love this idea sm :0 thank you for the request!
Warnings ⚠️ - fem reader, reader can solo the entire verse ngl 😩
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Law
- You’re in a pretty heated fight between a strong haki user
- You could definitely hold your own! But, this battle was kind of getting too long for your liking
- You took a step back, slowly unraveling the extremely heavy restraints on your waist and wrists, as well as your ankles
- They fell to the ground, and they were so heavy that they cracked part of the ground
- The enemy’s eyes were full of instant pain and regret
- This battle would probably end really soon now..
- Law was busy fighting another enemy, but he seemed to hear the loud thump of metal against the ground
- When he turned to see you removing your restraints, I don’t think he breathed for a couple seconds 🗿
- once you removed those weights
- man was too stunned to speak
- you were already one of the most powerful people he’s ever seen before-
- Now you take the restraints off and your power multiplies by at least 5????
- nah- 😭
- he’ll get sidetracked and accidentally get beaten up for it 💀
- he can’t take his eyes off of you
- He’s still worried af for your safety but- it looks like you don’t even need any help at all-
- He’s actually really happy and proud!
- He takes pride in your strength
- He’s glad to have such an amazing and powerful s/o like you 🥺
- He never doubted you, he just wanted to make sure you never got hurt :)
- ok side note, one time you took off the restraints and they fell on his toes
- pls don’t ask me why I thought of this-
- His foot was just- in PAIN for hours after that
- You had to give him a lot of cuddles and say you’re sorry before he stopped pouting like an emo baby 💀
- he can’t stay mad at you for very long 👌
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Zoro
- man’s fighting off an enemy with you right?
- He left you to fight the other one on your own, but he promised himself that he’d come help you in a second
- honestly you don’t even need help
- When he skidded to a stop, his sword in his mouth as he got ready to strike at the enemy
- He heard a loud clunk against the floor, and your restraints fell onto the ground, cracking it open from the weight
- He stopped, almost dropping his sword from his mouth from surprise
- I mean- ofc he knew you were strong af but not this strong?!
- When you were kicking the enemy’s dumb ass, he had a grin on his face, sitting back and watching the show
- Man acted like he was watching a good anime 💀
- He also cheered you on sometimes
- And literally roasted your enemy
- “Go for the dick y/n!” (Zoro tf.)
- “Oooooo ouch, that looked like it hurt.” (The enemy got his balls kicked 🗿)
- man could almost feel that pain ngl lmao
- after the fight, he gave you the longest ass kiss I think you’ve ever had
- He was so proud of you 🥺
- He’s so excited to have such a strong person like you at his side :)
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Marco
- (same situation as the other two btw)
- He was in his Phoenix form, mainly burning everything in his path as he fought one of two enemies
- He felt like he needed to stick by you to make sure you didn’t get even a scratch on you
- But you reassured him that you were fine
- Boi was like: …….. but I care abt u.
- He ended up going to fight the other guy tho
- He’s such a protective guy 🥺 he never wants you to get even a tiny paper cut!!
- Marco made sure his battle lasted no more than a couple minutes just so he could get back to you
- Pls he cares abt you soooo much he could die 😭
- When he rushed back to you kicking the enemy’s ass, he was SHOOK
- and like he couldn’t even move
- his precious y/n was literally obliterating this dude’s ass
- and you weren’t even using your full abilities?!!
- when you removed those restraints, you gave him a heart attack (but like a good one-)
- Boy was so excited and amazed by you
- He was smiling the entire time, and after your fight, he gave you so much love and kisses
- He also patched up whatever scrapes you got like he usually did
- Man was so amazed, he loves you so much for who you are
- And it makes him sooo excited that you’re so strong!
- You can totally hold your own even though he still worried about you all the time
- Remind him that it’s alright, and that you’re strong af 🥺👍
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a/n - I watched a clip of Marco in a spoiler vid I saw and I was like: PHOENIX MAN OMG- I swear I can’t wait to see him in the anime 😭😭😭 Tysm for the request!!
<3
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"sometimes when i think about you my mind wanders to a place where the grass is green and the sun is bright and i can always see your face"
( The "place" which I've theorized to be a stand in for the afterlife for a while now WHICH ADDS TO SOMETHING I'VE NOTICED THAT BRANDON COULD HAVE SOME SORT OF SYMBOLIC CONNECTION WITH DEATH AND THE AFTERLIFE AND THAT HE'S KINDA THE GRIM REAPER IN THE :) POEM, AND APPARENTLY THE TEXTURE THAT'S USED IN BRANDON'S JUMPSCARE FOR THE PLACE WITH THE HILL IS CALLED HEAVEN.PNG!?!?!?!?!!?!?!? Was I RIGHT!?!?!?! I THINK SO!?!?!? AT LEAST ABOUT THE PLACE BEING THE AFTERLIFE I'M PRETTY SURE!!!!!!!! :DDDDD Sorry It's just really hecken cool that I might actually be right on a theory of mine!!! :D It isn't really important to this post though so- ^^')
THIS TOOK A FEW HOURS TO MAKE ON MY AMAZON TABLET BUT I ACTUALLY DREW A REALLY REALLY REALLY GOOD BUCKY!?!?!?!?!!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!!
HUH!?!?!?!
KEEP IN MIND I HAVE VERY LITTLE EXPERIENCE WITH DRAWING ANIMALS, AND I'VE ONLY DRAWN OUR BELOVED BEAVER LIKE THREE TIMES!!!!!!!!! THIS IS SUCH A HUGE THING FOR ME! :DDD I CAN'T BELIEVE I MADE IT LOOK SO GOOD WITH LIKE ALL THE SHADING AND STUFF!!!!! :DDDDDD AAAAAAAAA I'M REALLY REALLY FRICKEN PROUD OF IT!!!!!!!!!!!!! :DDDDD (Kinda wish I chose a bigger canvas size though ^^')
THE REASON FOR ME DRAWING IT CAME FROM THIS CONVO I HAD EARLIER WITH A COUPLE OTHER PEOPLE ON THE SHIPWRECKED DISCORD SERVER BECAUSE SOMEONE MENTIONED RODENTS ARE KNOWN FOR THEIR TERRIBLE EYESIGHT, AND SO I OFFERED TO DRAW BUCKY WITH GLASSES!
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SO SUCH IS THE HEARTFELT TALE, OF WHY I DREW HIM WITH GLASSES!!! :3 (Kvmb is me on the server btw ^^ It translates to Luna in Beaverscratch!)
TIMELAPSE:
ALT PICTURES:
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(BACKGROUND WHICH IS A RECREATION OF 'THAT PLACE', HENSE THE QUOTE BEING FROM THE :)'S DESCRIPTION! :3 I KNOW BUCKY ISN'T BRANDON I STILL WANTED TO REF IT THO!!! THEY DEF HAVE LOTS OF SIMULARITIES AND HAVE SOME SORT OF CONNECTION TO ONE ANOTHER!!)
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(VER WITH THE REF COLORS I USED WHILE I WAS MAKING IT)
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(TRANSPARENT VER OF THE OUTLINE + OUTLINE NOT TRANSPARENT VER!!!!)
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(VERSION WITHOUT ALL THE REALLY COOL SHADING AND EXTRA LIGHTING)
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(NO BACKGROUND VER)
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(TRANSPARENT VERSION WTHOUT BACKGROUND)
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(OUTLINE WITH BACKGROUND)
SO THAT'S ALL, TOOTLES!! ^^
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Greetings! I was one of many who put “Not enough! MOARRR 👿” on that poll lol. I don’t ask for much, just a lil smut piece for Brucie plz he’s so UGH- (with love). Amab reader please, you can do the rest as you please! Thanks :D
Of course my love!! Thank you for the request~! 💕💕
It ended up not being so “lil” but I hope that’s okay 😭 (I mean neither is Brucie tho, so 😏).
MDNI
CW: smut, brief hint of having been kidnapped
Info: AMAB reader, gender-neutral reader, bottom reader, jacking off, fingering, sucking off
You and Brucie have been together for a little while now. You’re really starting to get used to him, and your new environment. It’s even… kind of nice, in a way. Like a strange vacation from your previous life.
Your finger traces the rim of the delicate teacup Brucie had handed you to drink from while making breakfast. You look over at him. Brucie is hunched over the stovetop, broad back and shoulders obscuring what exactly he was cooking, but it smells delicious.
You look around at the kitchen around you, settling on the wood grain and smooth finish of the kitchen table, tracing the lines and whorls. You’d asked Brucie about it before, and he’d looked very sheepish but proud as he told you he’d built it by hand. He’d even cut down the trees for wood himself.
It isn’t difficult to imagine Brucie, big and strong as he is, chopping wood and dragging tree trunks around like it’s nothing. Imagining the way his muscles would flex, and how he’d look with sweat running down his temple…
Okay, that part is still easy to imagine, but difficult to think about! It’s hard not to get flustered around Brucie when he’s always so close to you, and thinking about things like that only makes it worse…
The point is, it isn’t difficult to imagine Brucie doing heavy lifting and building sturdy furniture like this. That makes sense in your brain.
But what is more difficult to wrap your mind around is the teacup. And the wooden utensils. He’d made those too— and they were so small, so delicate, and yet so detailed. The teacup was thin and painted with small flowers. The ends of the utensils’ handles were carved in the shapes of different animals. Moose, deer, bears. It was hard for you to imagine this giant man with his giant hands making anything that required such precision.
Brucie walks over and sets a plate of steaming hot food in front of you. It smells fucking delicious. He smiles fondly at the way your stomach rumbles and you dig in.
You finish eating before Brucie does. You notice the plate you’ve practically cleared matches the teacup. It brings your mind back to his craftsmanship. Your eyes wander to his hands.
Brucie’s hands are massive. Broad, thick, and calloused, with little sharp scars crisscrossing his fingers. There is the evidence of his carving work, but it still amazes you to think of those giant hands as being capable of such delicate work.
“Something on your mind, my lil pumpkin pie?”
You cringe at the nickname, looking up to meet his steady gaze.
You gesture to the plate. “Did you… really make all this?”
Brucie blinks and tilts his head. “…Yes? You were sitting in here while I cooked.”
“N-no! I meant the plates and forks and everything…”
Brucie blinks at you again, his expression brightening ever so subtly, “Yes! I made the plate set while thinking of you. The other stuff, I made a long time ago.”
His expression dims a little bit as he thinks about your question further. Brucie does this a lot, holding onto every single word you say. Gnawing on them relentlessly like a dog with a bone. Hell, he even looks like a kicked puppy right now. “Do you not like them?”
You splutter, “What? I never said that! I think they’re pretty. It’s just…”
Your eyes flick to his hands. “It’s just, y’know, kind of hard to imagine you making them. Your hands are so big, and the stuff you make is so delicate.”
Brucie’s expression lights up again, just as quickly as it had fallen. “You think my hands are big? And talented?”
You just stare, caught off guard by his sudden changes in mood and the suggestiveness of his last sentence. Or maybe you were just being pervy, surely Brucie didn’t mean…
“Can I… show you how talented they are?”
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And that’s how you end up naked in Brucie’s lap in the living room. One strong arm around your waist, broad hand splayed across your back to hold you in place, while his other hand teases your cock to hardness.
His big, thick fingers trace gently over the head of your cock, gathering your precum with the tips of his fingers and dragging it down your shaft. Brucie closes his grip and begins stroking you like that, slow and steady. You wiggle your hips against his jeans, sighing at the feeling of his hands.
Your soft sounds spur him on more, and he kisses you while increasing the pace of his hand until you’re whining and panting desperately against his mouth. Everything is so fuzzy, and you’re so close, heat coiling in your gut, and then— Brucie pulls his hand away.
“No, no,” you protest, reaching for his hand to try and drag it back to where you want it.
“Shhhhh. Hey, it’s okay baby. I’ll make you feel even better. Promise.”
He turns and lays you back down on the couch, relishing in the way you grasp at him to try and keep him close. Brucie digs in his pocket, pulling out a bottle of lube and coating his fingers with it. Brucie kisses you again, deeply, as he slowly works his fingers into you one by one.
You moan, hips rocking desperately as his fingers spread you open and work to find your sweet spot. His fingers slide over your prostate and your legs twitch like you’ve been electrocuted, the loudest moan yet leaving you.
Brucie focuses his efforts on that spot, massaging it precisely. Your cries become so frequent and desperate you can’t even kiss him back. Brucie leans his forehead against your shoulder, and looks down to where his fingers are buried inside of you.
He groans. “Fuuuuck, baby, look at you… look at how you’re leaking…”
Brucie moves down, fingers not faltering in the slightest, and leans towards your cock. His beard and lower lip brush against your tip, making you shudder, but he doesn’t take you into his mouth until you plead for him to.
The feeling of his thick fingers inside you and hot, wet mouth around you is overwhelming. You can hardly even recognize the sounds coming out of you as Brucie practically sucks the soul from your body. His tongue is just as talented as his fingers, and soon you find yourself on the edge again.
You tangle your fingers in Brucie’s hair, pulling him down onto you, pleas for him falling from your lips, and he lets you empty your balls down his throat. He continues to suckle at your cock softly as you come down from your high until your hands start pulling him away rather than closer.
Brucie leans his head against your thigh, and slides his hand out of you gently. He looks up at you, eyes dark and satisfied. His beard glistens with your precum and his spit where it rubs against your leg.
Brucie runs his clean hand up your side and back down to hold your hip, rubbing comforting circles into it with his thumb. “You alright, baby? I didn’t go too rough on ya, did I?”
You’re not coherent enough to give a response, but Brucie takes it in stride, picking you up and taking you to the bathroom to clean up, whispering reassuring words against your temple as he carries you.
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lady-lycany · 10 months
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My werewolf proud never really let's me admit another type of kin. I just made an entry but couldn't bring myself up to post it :')
I think I need to read a little more into the species before I jump too quick into conclusions...
Don't get me wrong, I was, am, and will forever be a werewolf. I'm so extreme certain about it, that it's more to me than just a kintype, cuz my other type of "kins" are not nearly as intense. Being a werewolf IS who I am... The only thing that's unstable about that is the furcolor.
...But why is it so hard to admit that I actually could be a different type of caninekin. Cuz this one starts to make a lot of sense :')
(I think I'll just say it in this post now and delete the other lol)
I'm talking about Dingos. I knew of their existence, but completely forgot them, until insta just showed me a video. So I read a little into them and quite a few things add up to me:
Something that bothered me, when I said that I could be a shiba inu was that shibas are too small & the curled tail... The Dingo doesn't have that and still looks pretty similar to the shiba, the golden furcolor also almost adds up well, together with the white dot-eyebrows and the white chest and paws... they can live in every habitat and are mostly common in australia (as a kid I was obsessed with australia and had books over it and really wanted to move there. when I got older it turned into the rural areas of asia) They don't really bark much but rather communicate with a different variety of howls that almost sound exactly like wolf howls and even tho they can be kept as a pet, and were pets many many years ago, they'll never be completely tame and are unpredictable.
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My main issue so far: the fur is too short (maybe my brain just confuses it with my wolf fur tho). But all the other stuff is weirdly accurate. They also live in tropical habitats with humid air and lots of rain... something I always was searching for a connection. well... there it is ':D
*sigh* yea... so... idk... I don't want to jump into conclusions yet but... since my blog is about all the otherkin stuff I felt like I should talk about it.
Being a werewolf with a canine-kintype is weird af and never feels right to me, I already regret this post while writing. like, the moment something adds up my wolfside says "nope that ain't it" and so I throw that thought instantly away
okay I chattered enough around. And again, all the text is just the mess in my head. not saying yes or no to anything. just that it would technically make sense. TwT
I'm doneso *drops the mic*
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nightqueen1221 · 2 years
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i know you hate the phantom troupe and stuff so im requesting phantom troupe general headcanons 😋
...😑🖕
Please watch all of York New City Arc before reading. Also please send in requests, I have none.
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0 Chrollo Lucifer:
- Look, I may hate this man with a passion.
-But he's honestly a gentleman.
-...Who commits mass genocide.
-...
-He'll pick you up over puddles or if something sharp is on the ground.
-He kisses your hand when every he sees you after a while.
-He loves to talk with you.
-He could spend hours hearing you talk about your day.
-Rather than hugging or giving gifts (tho he wouldn't mond doing that.)
-His most preferred way of affection is quality time or words of affirmation.
-Seeing you laugh or smile makes his day a million times better.
-Not even that, he can just sometimes look over and smile.
-He likes to have his hand on your shoulder or holding your hand while walking.
-This might be weird, but he likes to watch you sleep.
-More of just the way you look relaxed.
-He like to do your hair as well.
-Even just brushing it he finds it very calming.
-He more or less wants someone who is calming to him.
1 NobunagaHazama
-You were of course one of the few people how actually comfort him after Uvo's death.
-He is pretty calm in general, but he opens up a bit more when its around you
-He tends to keep more to himself unless something interferes.
-He likes cuddling you and just holding you close to him in general.
-He'll usually cuddle with you to sleep.
-He actually really likes forehead kisses, giving or receiving.
-His headcannons are short because I don't really remember him a whole lot.
2 Fetain Portor
-Since of his poor grammar and ways of speaking, you sometimes have to tell people what he's saying.
-Of course the troupe knows what he's say.
-He likes to get you gifts from time to time.
-Sometimes it something normal like, flowers, chocolate, or just something nice.
-Other times it's something that doesn't really make sense.
-But none the less, it's the thought that counts.
-He's still quite regardless if you two are dating or not.
-That part of him really doesn't change.
-He prefers affection shown in a physical way rather than a mental or emotional way.
-If you're near someone he doesn't like you have two choices.
- 1. He kills them.
- 2. He pulls you close to him by the waist. (It's probably the only thing he can reach to pull you in.😂)
-The only reason he wouldn't kill them is if it could jeopardize a mission or something else important.
-He'll also tease you quite a bit.
-....Girly girl
4 Machi Komacine
-She just happy by looking at you.
-and sometimes if you're lucky, you can see her smile, just a bit.
-She's more or less a INCREADIABLY protective tsundere.
-Not saying she won't say that she's with you.
-but she doesn't want to admit that she still has a crush on you.
-She thinks it's childish to have a crush.
-Like, she still gets butterflies when she thinks or looks at you.
-She tries laughing more at your jokes.
-She just puts more of her effort into you.
5 PhinksMagcub
-He likes to wear Egyptian clothes so he'll want to match with you and make you look like a prince or a princess.
-Sometimes, when he's proud of you he'll ruffle your hair.
-F o r e h e a d k i s s e s
-He like to pick you up and hold you in the air.
-He thinks it's romantic.
-He prefers speaking rather than anything as his way of love and affection.
-He's also a bit of a gentleman.
-Opening doors for you...
-Maybe grabbing something you can reach...
-He'll do something you can't since it's...
-1. It's nice
-2.He cares for you more than anyone in the world.
-(I don't care for any of the phantom troupe so I am kinda half hearted to writing them I'm sorry.)
6 Shalnark
-He prefers cuddling or touching over anything.
-he realty doesn't how he needs to but he will hug you.
-sitting on the couch watching a movie?
-cuddles.
-going to bed after a long day?
-cuddles.
-You think you can escape him?
-no, M O R E C U D D L E S.
-...
-He may have a problem.
-(I don't like this dude either...)
8 ShizukuMurazaki
-She likes to see you wear her glasses if you don't have any. (Or if she can even see.)
-She is somewhat clueless to a relationship.
-She has a basic understanding of what to do and how to do it.
-Yet she just just doesn't a lot.
-She likes to spend her free time with you.
-She really likes to just sit and listen to you talk.
-She isn't the biggest cuddler or really big on touching in general.
-None the less, she is REALLY into kisses.
-forehead, hand, shoulder, neck
-Anywhere is game.
9 Pakunoda
-(I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO WRITE FOR HERRRR!!!!!)
-Like Shizuku, she is big on kissing.
-She has pretty decent experience with dating.
-But she'll need more help than most of the people on this list.
-Her way of affection is gifts.
-She like to tell you little jokes from time to time or puns.
-After telling you the punchline she'll elbow you softly in your arm.
-And the jokes are so cheesey.
11 Illumi Zoldyck
-Illumi is the only member of the Phantom Troupe, or even just antagonists I like.
-Illumi is pretty emotionless so it's a miracle you two even got together in the first place.
-He is trying to learn more ways to be affectionate towards you.
-I mean this is his first time being in a relationship.
-He more or less hugs you from behind but it's really creepy since he's a assassin meaning he's completely silent.
-He'll never say it, ( mostly because he doesn't know it ) but he really likes to hold you close to him.
-He doesn't kiss you, basicly at all
-If he's leaving for a long mission, MAYBE, just MAYBE, you'll get a kiss on the cheek.
-He likes to hold you into his chest while his hands are wrapped around your head gently.
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thedeafprophet · 3 months
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5 & 6 for art meme? :D
5. What piece of art are you still proud of to this day? (Show or describe)
ohhhh thats an interesting one 🤔 i tend to get self concious about things ahdfgkglhljk
I still really like this old piece of Jamie, which i did a retake on relativly recently as you may recall XD
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Its when i first really started to play around with illustration and composition, and highlighted more of a direction my art would take, if that makes sense?
6. Favorite and least favorite angles/perspectives to draw?
Those like... partial backviews where you only get an edge of a persons face... not like. see ive managed to do okay/work on side profiles which are ve hard for me, but this is when its even Less of the person shown, its a really hard angle to draw!!!
otherwise nah, i use 3d models as a base for my sketches, which helps a lot with perspective!
i prefer to draw things at a 3/4 view tho, i find it easiest...? to define facial features that way!!
Ask Game From Here!
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berry-nana-png · 7 months
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So I just wanted to ask and say some things.
First of all:
Ur Ink u did for Inktober was really pretty. Look forward to any more Inktober pictures u can do. Only if u can though.
2nd of all: That Halloween Special AU art of Paps and Sans was so cute! Small baby-ish (demon; I think) Paps and teethwear (demon; I think) and/or braces Sans are so cute. I like their aesthetic too.
3rd of all: I was wondering how u been doing on any of ur projects
(like, Dead Ringer, which, I am very excited for the next episode of, and to see some of Sans, Paps, and Frisk's story of Dead Ringer. Will hopefully say something about Ep3 like I have done about the other previous episodes in some form. Or also like Bonnytale; which I read ur update(s) about on it's blog. And I am also very excited about. Or Inkuabtor. Ok, I probably spelled that wrong. Which, I am curious about. And the TikToks of it have been fun. I do hope u share it's story besides TikTok though. I will use TikTok sometimes. Like to see stuff and/or creators' stuff I like; like you. But I do admit; I don't use TikTok that much).
I know u have been jumping around them (and/or maybe even others), and/or probably are just busy and stuff. And I can wait for stuff. I know things can take awhile, and people have lives.
I am just curious.
4th of all: It looks like Hazbin Hotel is coming out in January, and if u are still doing Underhell, that means u will be getting more for that AU/series soon. Which is super cool. I love that AU, and the art and character stuff and stuff have done with it so far.
Also, since Hazbin Hotel is premiering soon, Cartoon Universe did a cool video called: "EVERYTHING You Need To Know Before Hazbin Hotel's Premiere!" , that has some cool info about Hazbin Hotel; that could be useful for ur AU/Underhell
Will say more about Underhell in another Ask, I feel like I have too much to say about it to have it in this ask, and I feel like it's better as it's own other Ask. Plus, this Ask is getting there in length. I don't know when I will send in that other Ask for Underhell though. Also, should I send that Underhell Ask on the Underhell Blog, or this blog?
Last of All: I hope u are doing well! And happy early Halloween!!
Thank you for the ask <3 ur presence means a lot to me! now then *cracks knuckles* let’s get into this
1. I have been doing some inktober works however I’m currently in a headspace where im overally critical with my work so i haven’t been posting them (here’s one i did but i redid it i will post the new one later today)
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2. i love my little vamp au even tho i have not build on it and aren’t planning to its still fun to me and im glad u enjoyed it ^-^
3.deadringer process is still slow as i’m focused on college but i have been getting a lot of progress done in which i honestly didn’t think i would, turns out hang drawing/animating as a stress reliever helps me grandly lmao. Also i’m proud of the improvements from the first episode to this one.
As for inkubator I do plan on posting it on Tumblr. So it will only be available on Tumblr and Tiktok! I might have to make another blog for it ooo
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4. I have been doing redesigns and story updates on underhell but i haven’t been able to work on it as much as im hyperfixiated on my purple babies (deadringer) and inkubator :’D I will take a look at that though!
5. Any blog is fine! ^-^ im sorry for the slow updates on underhell i promise ill get there 😭
happy early halloween! and thank you for the ask! your care really means a lot to me and i’m glad someone is so interested in my works <3
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moosblume · 2 months
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15 Questions for 15 Mutuals
tagged myself hahah
1. Are you named after anyone? Marlene Dietrich
2. When was the last time you cried? honestly, I cry a lot, I cried today. Not always because of sadness, sometimes I just burst out because I'm emotional about something. Today I cried because my boyfriend ripped his pants that he just finished sewing yesterday, he was sooo proud of it, they took him so long to make.. and just one day later he destroyed them. He was so upset and sad it made me cry.. ;___; :'D
3. Do you have kids? No, and I'm very scared of unwanted pregnancy o-o I don't feel ready for kids at all, even tho 'normal people' become parents usually at this time in their lives (mid-end 20's) I still feel like I'm too much of a mess. I'm still studying and trying to figure myself out in therapy lol.
4. Do you use sarcasm a lot? Rarely. I have a hard time understanding sarcasm myself and I think if it's misunderstood it can hurt feelings sometimes :< not worth it
5. What sports do you play/have you played? school sports have kind of traumatized me and killed my interest in sports for a long time, recently new interest has sparked in swimming and jogging.. also I really want to do martial arts! >:°
6. What's the first thing you notice about other people? that's a hard one, I think it is how empathetic they are. How open they are, if I feel comfortable around them. How they treat me and others.. their fecial expressions.
7. Eye colour? green/grey
8. Scary movies or happy endings? I don't like scary movies, It's just nightmare fuel.. also happy endings can be really boring.. but sometimes we need them :3
9. Any special talents? empathy! very sensitive to other people's emotions, u can't hide anything from me °-°.. but I will not play it out on u!
10. Where were you born? Germany, Freiburg.. in the Black Forest!
11. What are your hobbies? doing arts, reading, collecting music of all kinds of genres.. in playlists, on kassetttapes, CDs, and vinyl. Collecting and Playing Magic the Gathering, organising small events and parties, sewing <3
12. Do you have any pets? No, I’m too afraid I wouldn’t be able to provide them with the care and love they need to thrive, I'm too chaotic
13. How tall are you? 1,78
14. Fave subject in school? oh god let's not talk about school pls, thanks
15. Dream job? dude, I wish I could decide on one.. I want to be a tattoo artist, who is also an illustrator, and has a little Cafe together with her boyfriend.. don't know how to manage all of this all at once u.u
Tagging mutuals I’m curious about: @karlkokett @automatismi @hanscore @kazaguruma @straight-like-a-wet-noodle @desprendimiento-subcutaneo @ohyourcityliesindustmyfriend @waz-sketchbook @l1yak @xx-evil-wizard-xx @hjtart @boykathy @lovelyweapon @ueber-mein-sein @clairerussellxoxo @miss-underst66d Feel free to ignore this!!
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ragnarokhound · 1 month
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30, 31, 36 for the writing ask game pls!
(also adore your ask box line shsjjdjdjf)
:D thank you for the asks! (And hehehe thank you, when I did my avatar rebrand I thought it was time to update that too)
30. Describe a fic that almost happened, but then it didn't.
Ohhh man, haha, this fic has actually been on my mind a lot today, I've explained it to three separate people lmao.
So okay, I have this old WIP from last year. It was going to be the next fic I wrote after my first Jaytim fic, I was going to write it on PURPOSE with a PLOT and PINING and EVERYTHING. The WORKS. It was my first attempt at writing Jason's voice too - he's the POV character - and instead I wrote Hurt/Comfort lmao. This fic was heavily inspired by listening to "This Losing" by the Airborne Toxic Event on repeat during February of 2023, and was going to feature a friends with benefits situationship that quickly spirals into Real Feelings that Jason is having trouble grappling with because he's afraid of scaring Tim with how intensely jealous/possessive he gets. With how much he loves him :')
Eventually I'll write it... someday...
31. What was the most difficult fic for you to write (but in the end you made it)?
Oh, Hurt/Comfort for sure. That fic was SO nerve-wracking because uhhhhh I'd never written BDSM before! Not really! Not a full on, planned out scene! And on top of that, Hurt/Comfort is experimental with it's choose-your-own-adventure style two endings, so once I was done with writing Hurt I had Comfort to write as well, lmao. I'm pleased with it, but in retrospect, imo it's pretty vanilla for what it is (this may be relative lol), and I feel like I've improved as a writer since posting it :)
(I really enjoy writing panic attacks and bad mental spaces tho, and I still really like the small moment in the bathtub when Tim is sucked into his short flashback uwu sorry Tim, but I had to do it to em)
36. How do you come up with fic titles? What's the one you're most proud of?
In the grand tradition of fic authors everywhere, most of my fic titles are song lyrics or other quotes o7 Usually they're taken from the song I'm listening to the most while writing the fic, and usually I use the lyric I feel best captures either the vibe or a specific beat in the story.
That being said, Sit, Stay, Speak is probably my favorite original title, because it's out of context spoilers for the story as well as a funny dog pun :D Jason is going to sit in Tim's apartment, stay put, and speak to Tim without realizing it; and Tim is going to speak to Jason without actually speaking. His apartment, his life does the talking for him - and Jason hears it. I am genuinely quite proud of Sit, Stay, Speak, every aspect of it was agonized over, but it was worth the effort.
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sigyn-foxyposts · 4 months
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December 22th
After the surgery!
Hello everyone, good news! The surgery was a success and I'm lucky to not feel any pain as for now, I got a lot of rest and even a whole room for myself too :D
Now I'll start rambling about things!
The nurses here are amazing and I even met a few cool and memorable ones.
Like a Swedish woman who's super nice and a funny guy nurse (we love guy nurses!) that helped me stand up for the first time after my back surgery. I felt very dizzy but I didn't pass out 😵‍💫
He had a fun humor tho that I easily got along with! When he gave me my name tag that I put around me wrist, I didn't realize he had switched it out as a joke until I was preparing myself for a shower.
Now it makes sense why he said "here's an extra wrist band you can keep as a suvenier"
That suvenier was my actual wrist band! I'm so neurodivergent I swear- sometimes I don't understand the jokes 😂
But anyways, since I'm 18 now and count as an adult I've sadly been alone at the hospital, it's my first time too. But that's alright honestly because there needs to be a first time to everything!
And that right now is me not depending on my parents like I've always done! Same goes for others out there going through this, you're safe and sound at the hospital even if your caretakers aren't there with you!
I feel very proud of myself for just jumping into this second surgery and get it over with, not being as afraid like I was the first time.
Of course it was still differicult for me, the whole week before I went in I felt quite depressed and upset that there was a problem with my back once more.
But than again when you've done something once, the other times won't really be that bad, especially when you know and understand what youre going to do!
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I'll admit before the surgery I was very nervous and did break down a little in tears when I first got into the surgery room.
Last time my mother had been there to comfort me but now it was the doctors who comforted me, I truly appreciate it.
These people know what they're doing!
I feel asleep just fine when they gave me a mask to breathe in some funky gas!
But I think when everything went dark I hallucinated for a quick second a weird green living room with a big bookshelf and a nice chair?? 🤨
But besides from that weird experience, when I woke up again and my parents did come to visit.
What's funny is that while I my head was fully awake my eyes were apparently swollen so I couldn't see anything, but talk and listen to the conversations.
I'll be honest it kinda sucked when I wanted to see things around me and be on my phone. But my eyes did eventually open up so don't worry haha!
Right now I'm just resting, I've surprisingly slept very well! I'll also have some guests over later today, it's only 9 in the morning right now as I'm writing this!
I'll hopefully update more later on about what's happening right now in life! But yeah yeah, I'll take it easy and rest already.
I can hear you guys already telling me hehe 😼
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