The Art of Rehabilitating Snowbirds Chapter 22
𓅪 After not hearing from Roy or Jason for five years, you suddenly find yourself taking in extra income as a babysitter for their child.
𓅪 Rated: M | TW: underage drinking | 6k
includes: college party w steph
fem!Reader x Jason Todd x Roy Harper [masterlist]
Chapter 22: Dance for Love | ao3 - wattpad
THEN
Before you headed off to the library, you bumped into your parents, who were finally home for once.
You didn’t bother to acknowledge them as you moved past them in the living room to get to the front door. They were going over a necklace they’d probably just stolen and were meticulously removing its gems one by one. The necklace alone should be enough to get your family through the next few months, that is, if they used it right. Keyword: if.
They completely ignored you as you moved around the room, but it was fine. It was how you liked it, anyway. The only time they ever acknowledged you was when they needed money and needed you to get it. It wasn’t honest work; it was surviving.
At the last minute, Damian called you. Instead of your plans to walk four miles to the library, Damian had Alfred pull up right in front of your apartment to take you there. He insisted that he would, at the very least, accompany you until Babs and Steph showed up, though you still hadn’t exactly had the chance to tell him that you were going to a party.
As soon as you stepped into the car, Damian’s face noticeably shifted.
“What?” You self-consciously tugged the hem of your red dress (X) lower as you situated yourself next to him in the back. “Hi, Alfred. How are you?”
“Lovely, Miss,” He said your name with his usual deadpan face, though his eyes always held a welcoming wisdom you’d come to love. “Are we still headed to the Gotham Library?”
You buckled your seatbelt and nodded, “Yes, please.”
You chatted amicably with Alfred for the rest of the short ride before you came to a stop in front of your destination. Steph was already there, smirking wildly as Damian moved around the side of the car to open the car door for you.
“Well, hello there,” She snickered at your hand, which still rested in Damian’s palm from when he'd helped you out of the car. “What do we have here?” She looked over Damian’s usual ‘casual’ wear, which consisted of a cashmere sweater and slacks, similar to what you always saw Bruce wearing around the manor. “Dami’s coming with?”
Ah, that.
You kind of just wanted it to be a girl’s night, but you also didn’t want your friend to feel left out. So, you turned to Damian, releasing your hand in the process.
“Would you want to come to the party with us?” Damian had still yet to speak. You found yourself growing more and more uncomfortable by the second. “Dude, what’s your damage?”
He crinkled his nose like your outfit was revolting before finally having the audacity to speak, “So, that’s where you’re going, looking like that ?”
“Oh, shut it, Dami. You know you like it,” Steph teased him as she nodded in approval of your outfit. “Makes me wish I swung the other way.”
You blushed and wondered if it was genetic or something in the water that made the whole Wayne family this charming.
“Brown. Thought you’d be banned from Gotham by now.”
“ Spoiler alert ,” She flicked at Damian’s tanned button nose, “you can’t get rid of me that easily.”
“You really should come,” You turned to Damian, but he was already shaking his head 'no.'
“I have other obligations this Friday night,” He looked at the blonde judgmentally before turning to you with a much gentler look. “Next time, then,” He squeezed your hand gently, rolling his eyes at Stephanie’s cooing all the while. “Be safe. Call me if you need anything.”
You squeezed back, “Of course.”
He nodded and hesitated so briefly that you almost missed it before dropping your hand and disappearing back into the car. By the time they’d driven off, you were already buckled in and jamming out to Barbara’s playlist.
•
This wasn’t your first part, but it was your first college party and damn , did you feel out of your depth.
The purple lace bra she wore underneath her sheer button-up did somehow bring the look together, though you still doubted anyone other than her could pull it. As soon as you walked through the doors, Stephanie was off, mingling with what seemed like every single person in the dingy, loud room.
You remained alone as you took in the entirety of the insane scene that lay ahead of you.
College kids were littered across every place imaginable: making out on the couches, throwing up over the second-floor banister, skateboarding through the kitchen and, holy shit, keg stands were actually a thing?
Regardless of being in the police academy, Dick still knew how to throw a rager.
You knew Dick was on campus, earning his degree alongside police academy. Meanwhile, Barbara was blowing through her law degree at a pace even GSU couldn’t keep up with. Together, the two of them were renting a house a few blocks off campus and in the heart of frat life.
Ironically, it was a redhead that locked onto you as soon as you walked in.
“Wally,” Steph rolled her eyes, seeming to reappear out of nowhere to introduce you pointedly. “This is Bart’s friend,” At the mention of Bart’s name, the charming smirk on the kid’s freckled face instantly fell.
She told him your name, but he was already backing off, waving his hands defensively all the while.
“The fuck are you guys doing here then?” Wally looked around, seemingly for Dick, but Stephanie pulled him down close to her face.
“We were invited here, Pippi Longstocking. So buzz off, or catch a sentence.” That was all it took for Wally to flee in the opposite direction.
Your familiar redhead replaced him.
“You know, it’s kinda cheating that you’re associating with another redhead in public,” Roy sidled up to your side with two cups, handing one to you easily. “You’re practically killin’ me over here, princess.”
“Fuck are you doing here?” You joked easily.
“I could ask you the same question, beautiful.” He eyed you up, “Never seen you wear that before.”
You regarded him, eyeing you up with a faux scowl. “Are you normally this pervy and I ignore it, or are you just especially drunk tonight?”
He snorted, handing you a beer to match the one in his hand. “’S probably a bit of both. You know I always pregame.”
“Where’s Jay?”
Roy snorted at your nickname, “Patrol with your little boyfriend. It’s the second Friday of the month,” He said like it was the most obvious thing in the world, but you were left wildly confused.
“Patrol?”
Little boyfriend?
Roy seemed to sober up quickly enough. He nonchalantly moved from the wall he was leaning up against to stand fully, “Project. I meant he’s working on a project.”
“Oh,” Your brows furrowed together, not quite believing him but being too tipsy to know how to push for further information. “Well, maybe we should’ve helped him then,” You trailed off with a slight pout, not wanting Jason to think you and Roy ditched him like at the botanical gardens.
Roy was back to slouching against the wall as he chugged the rest of his beer before chucking it behind himself.
“ Roy !” Came Dick’s voice from somewhere in the room. You didn’t have time to guess where his voice had come from before he was high-tailing it across the party to chuck a can directly at the back of Roy’s head. The contact produced a loud clang that had you dying of laughter as Roy moaned in pain. “I told you to stop with that high school shit, you dope ass lightweight,” Dick then seemed to realize that you were right there and quickly shifted back into the usual innocent puppy-dog routine you were used to, “Oh, hey! I didn’t see you there,” He said your name while ruffling your hair until you smacked it off of you. “You enjoying yourself?”
You nodded before you busied yourself with fixing your hair that he’d just frizzed up. When you were finished getting it back somewhat into place, you shot him a half-hearted glare.
It was a good party. Hell, even better than the one Jason and Roy had thrown at the manor, but after he’d just fucked up your hair, you weren’t going to butter him up anymore. What kind of a dick messes up a girl’s hair?
Oh, wait…
Sure, last time Dick Grayson had used his police academy gear to shut down the manor party, but here, at his own place, Dick showed no signs of putting an end to this out-of-control party.
“Is that the dress you and Steph picked out?” Barbara came up from behind you, startling you slightly when her fingers trailed over the fabric of your outfit appreciatively. “I didn’t really get to see it in the car. You look really cute!” You tried to thank her over the deafening beat, but she just winked. “Did you get a drink yet?”
You raised the cup you’d had lowered to your side and sipped at it with a smile, “Roy got one for me.”
Apparently, even though you couldn’t hear shit, Barbara could hear everything clear as fucking day.
Her attention easily shifted toward Roy with a warning tone, “We don’t play that shit here, Harper.”
You thought she was going to take your drink, but apparently, that hadn’t been what the warning was about. Roy, however, seemed to understand even in his drunken stupor.
“Yeah, yeah,” He muttered something haughtily under his breath about you that you missed, but both Dick and Babs seemed to hear clearly.
Babs looked like she was about ready to kick Roy out, but Dick just threw his head back and laughed.
“My man’s totally chill, Babs,” Dick's slur became more evident, no matter how hard he tried to hide it with his playboy grin. He threw one of his burly arms across Roy’s shoulder and the other around you as if to cement the point. “’S just got a little too much fireball in him, which is totally my fault. He’s not like that, anyway and you know it,” Dick seemed to sober up, turning to you to put both hands on your shoulders seriously. “Be careful around these older kids, though. Not all of them are so noble.”
You nodded under the stern warning hidden in the depths of his cobalt blue eyes. He broke the eye contact and, just like that, the spell was broken. Dick’s serious face dropped into his usual beguiling smile. He patted your right shoulder before going back to chat amicably with Roy and Babs like he hadn’t just done a complete 180.
“Speaking of the unnoble, do you finally have enough alcohol in your system to suck on Prince Harry’s Prince Albert?” Roy sipped pointedly while looking across the room.
Dick smacked him without hesitation, sloshing a good portion of Roy’s drink onto his freckled face in the process.
“Don’t talk about him like that,” He hissed, looking around to make sure no one had heard.
You watched as his eyes stuck on the redhead from earlier- Wally. One look at the gleam behind Dick’s eyes and it became apparent that you weren’t the only one with a thing for redheads.
“So, Babs’ still your beard? That’s weak, dude.”
“Like you’re one to talk.” Dick snickered, “How’s that closet, Harper?”
“Grayson, you dumbass,” Roy narrowed his eyes, “you’re right there in it with me.”
You’d only drank half your cup but were easily lost in their conversation. Babs, however, followed their back and forth with sinister glee.
“Wayne Manor does have big closets,” You nodded mostly to yourself, but everyone heard and started cracking up.
Even though you’d made them laugh, you had no idea as to why . The closets at Wayne Manor were practically all walk-ins, complete with dressers in the middle of them. Honestly, if you added a lock onto any of them, they’d definitely be able to double as safe rooms.
“You’re telling me,” Dick snickered at your questioning face, patting you on the back. “So, anyway, what were u guys talking about before I so rudely interrupted?”
“Jason’s project,” You supplied, glad for the shift in topic. Dick shot Roy a pointed brow that the redhead easily dismissed. Now that you’d brought it up, your earlier worries rushed back into your brain, “Are you sure Jason won’t be upset?”
You thought back to Damian’s hurt face and figured Jason would react much the same. Roy seemed to understand your train of thought and fought to derail it before you could lose too much of your steadily building buzz.
“Nah, don’t worry about it. He would want us to have fun,” He gently led you back to the dance floor. Dick cheered you guys on while Babs looked unamused, though she was quickly pulled away by a group of guys who were attempting to piss from off of the banister. “Don’t tell me one dance with me and you’re done?”
The weight of his hand in yours pulled at your heart, feeling your pulse quicken with each passing second his effervescent eyes lingered. His half-lidded verdant eyes, covered partially by his strawberry lashes, bore into your deer-in-headlights ones. No matter how hard you tried to play it cool, Roy was one of those people who’d always be able to crumble your resolve with just a look.
His steady hand on your waist drew you close to his sweaty body while the other bodies around you bumped and mashed around to the beat.
“Roy,” His name was a breathless whisper, somehow discernible above the ruckus of the party. You don’t know where you’d been going with your sentence, only that Roy had your whole, undivided attention.
Normally, you’d try to push down these butterflies or maybe pretend like they didn’t exist, but more and more, you were starting to acknowledge that they were there- that you did feel something.
The blurred lines kept getting blurrier and you were only getting hornier. Like, fuck .
“Yeah, baby?” His other hand wandered up your side, following your natural curves as he did so. You couldn’t help but moan into his ear as his fingers trailed your mid-thigh all the way until they, too, rested on your waist, enticing you to join the sensual rhythm he’d set.
The music was far too fast-paced to dirty dance like last time, but it was the perfect tempo to let loose against his firm chest. Your hands were up in the air before you could stop them as your hips swayed in time to the fast beat, feeling the warmth of Roy’s encouraging hands on you all the while.
With Roy, you could always let loose and not care what others thought. He was a free spirit that flared your own inner desire for the same: to exist in the moment and exist for yourself. Freedom in its own effortless yet arduous sense.
You brought your hands down to caress the sides of his face as you mouthed along to the lyrics that were only semi-coherent in your mind. Your full attention was on Roy and his every minute reaction to you. You wanted him to want you.
If the devilish glint in his eyes, you’re pretty sure Roy might actually give in tonight.
From beside you, Stephanie nudged the two of you, “Damn, mami.”
The roaring bass polluted your ears and you strained to understand her over the noise.
“What she said,” Roy wiggled his eyebrows.
You asked her to repeat herself, still not having heard her, but she was too busy giggling to respond.
“Tell me,” You playfully pushed Roy. When he still didn’t divulge you, you spun around and ground directly against his dick.
The alcohol burned at your throat. You felt its heat crawl up into your skull and slosh around your brain like a ship caught in a monsoon.
With your head turned to the side, you watched him gulp.
"No," His dopey eyes took you in as he bit at the corner of his lip. “I don’t think I will, beautiful.”
Your arms came up again, trailing against his chest as you slithered down the expanse of his front. You looked up at his darkening eyes from your crouched position. You’d really been thinking that, yes, Roy was definitely into you when it happened.
A sharp laugh from right above before you were knocked onto your ass. Your face cringed in disgust as you fell to the sticky, carpeted floor below. Why they continued to put carpets in frat houses? You’d never know.
A college woman, probably an underclassman by the looks of it, had bumped into you and sent you sprawling, nearly spilling her drink on your new dress in the process. The worst part? She didn’t even bother to look down at you.
No, the bitch was more concerned with twirling her hair for Roy.
You sprang up from the ground to check over your outfit, making sure that nothing had actually spilled before glaring at her. If you were this mad, you figured Roy would be worse and looked at Roy to calm him down, but… He was too busy eyeing up the college girl to be upset on your behalf.
She noticed she now had his undivided attention and increased her efforts tenfold, “When you want to hang around a woman ,” Her eyes flicked your way distastefully, “come find me.”
Whatever trance Roy had created between the two of you dissipated as soon as his eyes left yours.
Roy held up his finger as he downed the rest of the amber liquid in his cup before handing its empty remains to you. He winked and saluted you before ditching you.
Stephanie replaced him easily, yelling over the booming bass, “Men are jerks.”
She took the empty cup from your hand and chucked it in the direction Roy had sauntered off to. Before you could blink, she’d replaced your previous drink with two full shots in each of your hands. You didn’t question how she’d poured them so fast, electing instead to take them in quick succession before you could pussy out.
You were surprised but grateful to be handed a chaser. You chugged a majority of the indiscernible sweet liquid down before letting out a ‘hoo!’ as the burning liquid finally caught up to your tastebuds.
The music blared at full blast, vibrating the thin walls that seemed to swell and retract like lungs with each rattle of the bass. The overwhelming amount of drunk students that occupied the house left your head spinning until you found yourself squashed up against Stephanie in the aimless sea of bodies surrounding you.
“It doesn’t matter,” You tried to hide your disappointment, but it was in vain. She saw right through you.
“He’s too old for you, anyway,” She started to swing her hips in time to the music, urging yours to do the same. You reluctantly gave in, truly just wanting to go back home.
The shots had warmed your throat on the way down and were now pooling comfortably in your stomach. The party lost a bit of its edge. The music seemed less loud and more invigorating, while the mass of bodies seemed less claustrophobic and more exhilarating.
You felt loose. You felt good .
“Just over two years!” You argued, fully giving in to the music.
She smacked your hip and your confused hands landed on Stephanie’s shorts as she ground back into you. “Have fun, bitch! Wait,” Without warning, she spun around and grabbed your cheeks in her hands, “he’s watching. Come here.”
Before you could question who ‘he’ was, Stephanie’s lips slit loosely and wetly against your own.
Your half-lidded eyes met hers lazily. The tips of your tongues flicked against each other before your lips clashed back together. You could hardly contain the tipsy whimper that escaped from you in the process. Her kiss was doing nothing to quell the cottony feeling that steadily encompassed your brain.
“Steph,” You moaned as your eyes slid shut again.
She snickered, “Oh, yeah. It’s definitely working. He’s like, glaring over here, dude,” You nodded, distracted by her beauty. You tugged her back in with a whine that was indiscernible above the obnoxious decibel level in the room. You did, however, hear her small noise of surprise when you sucked her bottom lip into your mouth and bit down playfully. “Oh, shit.”
Her words tickled at your sensitive skin and with all the blue balls you’d been getting from Jason and Roy recently, it was finally nice to get some actual fucking action.
You’re about to slide down to the floor with her to get a better angle when a rough hand is placed on her shoulder. Your eyes blearily blinked open to see- Jason?
You blinked again, shaking your head.
No.
The man had the same dark hair and light eyes, but you didn’t know this fucker.
“Connor?” Stephanie mumbled against your tongue, which was still drunkenly shoved down her throat.
“Mind if I cut in?” You were officially lost for words as the two of you finally broke apart. A trail of saliva connected you until the dude from Roy’s grade, Conner, batted it away with a light smile.
You mumbled something along the lines of ‘no,’ but your needy touch still lingered. Your fingers drunkenly untangled themselves from her light hair before you finally stumbled back to the outskirts of the party.
With nothing else to do, you texted Jason to see how his project was coming along. Reading back your words, they hardly made any sense, though you honestly didn’t think you were feeling it that much, but apparently so.
You were left with a pleasant warm as you watched Stephanie and Conner dance from the sidelines, forgetting why your phone was even in your hands when you heard it.
A wolf whistle had you twisting around to see- Roy?
This time, it was actually who you thought it was. His obnoxious strawberry-red hair was hard to mistake and even harder to ignore.
And, the biggest shocker? He had the audacity to come crawling back to you.
Maybe you’d gotten a little too tipsy and a little too confident. He obviously just viewed you as a friend, so this situation shouldn’t be bothering you. Especially after your argument with Jason about blurred lines.
Besides, like Stephanie said, he was too old for you.
“You already done?” Your unimpressed eyebrow pointed in the direction of the perky-titted blonde he’d ditched you for.
You glanced back down at your phone, wishing Stephanie would want to leave sooner rather than later so you could avoid the rest of this awkward conversation with Roy.
He squished himself beside your position along the perimeter of the room, “You dissing my skills?” You pointedly looked at your phone until he smacked it out of your hand, catching it easily before it got too far out of your grip. “Whatever, doesn’t usually happen like this unless I drink.”
“Whiskey dick?” You supplied monotonously, feeling somewhat better about the whole situation.
“Something like that,” He shrugged as if uninterested in the entire conversation.
You threw your head back and laughed, feeling all previous inhibitions leave with it.
Deep down, a part of you hoped that you were the reason he didn’t go through with it, though you knew it was a delusional thought. One to be added to all your other ones concerning the two upperclassmen.
“You wanna bounce?” You yelled the question over the drunk kids screaming the lyrics to some 2000’s pop song.
He regarded you for a brief moment, “You’re not mad?”
Yes.
“No,” You shook your head, throwing back the rest of your drink to soften the lie.
“Cool,” He tried to emulate your inside joke with Jason, but you merely rolled your eyes in response.
“Whatever,” You said, effectively ruining the usual joke and leaving him to wince. In an attempt to rectify your sour tone, played up the buddy card way too hard. “So, are you trying to leave or not, bro?”
He snorted, content to follow the shift in conversation, “Sure, bro.”
“Awesome, bro,” You jested back as you nudged him toward the front door.
You pocketed your phone, looking around for Stephanie’s signature blonde, only to see the other blonde from earlier.
Ugh.
She glared your way, flipping you off before flipping her hair while sidling up to Wally.
You didn’t miss the way Roy’s eyes winced at her vulgar behavior but couldn’t help but be annoyed at how he’d completely ignored it earlier. To be honest, this was the best possible ending and you couldn’t help but think the blonde’s power move was kind of iconic.
Poetic justice, in a way, yes.
Revenge, in a way, also yes. For Roy, that is, of course.
“Seems like Wally’s pretty good at picking up your scraps, don’t you?” You wiggled your brows. You expected him to laugh, push you, or something , but all he does is stare at you with those stupid fucking unreadable eyes.
“Dunno,” He mumbled. “Neither of you are my scraps.”
Gee, that was comforting.
He was only focused on you now, though you remembered how that went earlier. Part of you wondered that, in the last few moments you spent at the party, if he’d somehow find a way to ditch you again. Surprisingly, he didn’t.
You went to finish your drink before remembering you’d already downed it and sighed, “Be right back.”
After letting Stephanie in on your plans (and after she slid you a magnum condom from who the fuck knows where), you and Roy bounced, choosing to walk to his place that was just a few blocks away.
You weren’t drunk anymore, but you were definitely tipsy. You tried hard not to let it show, but your tiny stumbles and unfocused gaze were enough to let anyone in on the fact.
Roy, on the other hand, was quite obviously fucking wasted. Your arm looped in his to keep him from smashing into another drunk passerby. When you finally wrangled him through the front door, two people were there waiting for you.
“Well, well, well,” The mustached man drawled. “What do we have here?”
“Delivery?” You tried, sighing in relief when the two blonds, who you assumed to be Roy’s parents, came to alleviate the majority of Roy’s drunken weight off of you. Once he was off, you extended your arm to the rugged blond and then to the bombshell and introduced yourself.
“Oliver, Roy’s father,” He winked, “You can call me Ollie, though.”
While they looked nothing alike, you could definitely see where Roy’d gotten his flirtatious edge from. You couldn’t help but wonder about Roy’s family situation. It definitely seemed like, at the very least, you weren’t the only one with an unconventional family life, though the Waynes were definitely still the paragon for it.
“I’m Dinah,” You reached out, shaking her soft hand with a tipsy smile. Even though it was firm, you could tell that it was just because she was buff as fuck and not anything to do with intimidation. “Roy’s been telling us a lot about you.”
You coughed uncomfortably, which Ollie only added to by butting in with a stage whisper, “More like wouldn’t shut up about you.” He sidled up to you, wrapping his muscular arm around your tiny shoulders. “Tells us all your jokes, how you help with his homework,” He nudged you playfully. “What an attractive young lady you are.”
He glanced up, seeing if he’d get a reaction out of Roy, but he was already practically snoring on the couch Dinah and Ollie had moved him to.
It was Dinah who stepped in, nearly sending Ollie sprawling to the floor with one swift movement that left your mouth hanging open. “We wouldn’t want to make our young guest feel uncomfortable, now would we, Ollie?”
Ollie gulped, “Definitely not my intention, pretty bird,” She tilted her head to you and his downcast eyes moved your way. “Sorry, love.”
“Trust me,” You motioned toward Roy’s slumped form, “I’m used to it.
Dinah tsk’ed and Ollie seemed to know better than to stick around the woman when her feathers had been ruffled. Without another word, he disappeared off into the next room for a few moments while Dinah got to know you a bit more, making sure you had everything you needed for the night.
When Ollie returned with a cup of bog-looking sludge, you asked the question that had been on your mind. You weren’t used to parents waiting up for you and wondered if this was a normal thing in their family.
“You normally stay up waiting for him?” You hitched a thumb over your shoulder at the redhead, who sat up straighter to accept the gross drink.
They looked at each other, then at you as if pondering how much to disclose, “Certain months, we’re more careful to look out for him than others.”
Whatever the fuck that meant.
“That’s sweet of you guys,” You watched as Roy downed the concoction Ollie had whipped up and began to hack as coughs wracked over his body.
“We’re just trying to be the best support system for him that we can,” Dinah’s kind eyes flitted back to Roy briefly. “It’s not like we can sleep without knowing he’s at least safe either, so there’s that too.”
You laughed lightly, helping Roy with the excess green goop that had spilled onto his chin. You instantly regretted it when the sludge just kept coming.
“Holy shit !” He sputtered and pounded at his chest as the overwhelming flavor settled, “Where the fuck was this shit when I was trying to grow chest hair?” Roy seemed entirely coherent after whatever drink Ollie had offered.
“There ya go, kid.” Ollie, who was still standing behind the loveseat you and Roy were on, patted him aggressively on the back, “Welcome back to the land of the living.”
“ Shit ,” Roy hissed, then did a double take your way. “Wait, you’re not that blonde chick,” He looked around the room, “ Annnd this isn’t a party. What the fuck happened?”
With Alfred and the Wayne’s, cursing was a no-no. Here? Neither Dinah nor Ollie batted an eye.
Families were fucking weird.
“I’m like 90% sure that Dick had to physically snatch the fireball out of your hands at some point,” You grimaced, thinking back to the cursed liquid you’d seen Roy toting around the second half of the night.
“Not fucking soon enough,” He winced as he rubbed at his head. “Did we fuck?” He seemed to realize Ollie and Dinah were still very much present and winced even harder.
It was also at this very convenient moment that the magnum condom slipped from your hands and onto the floor.
“Uh,” You drawled, knowing how everything looked.
Fuck.
“ Shit ,” Roy winced, rubbing between his brows with dismay.
Your wide eyes flicked over to his parents, who anxiously awaited your answer that, no, you hadn’t fucked.
“And we should keep it that way with alcohol involved, right Roy?” Dinah prompted, looking to Ollie for support. He cleared his throat and nodded once her glare caught him smirking at Roy.
You then, in your alcohol-induced state, thought it best to assure her that he wasn’t getting any.
“Besides, he already missed his chance,” You said smugly, referring back to Whiskey Dick Gate, then backtracked when you’re met with three scandalized faces. You rushed to correct yourself hastily, “I mean- not with me, that is. I know I’m too young.” You finished, tucking your hair behind your ear lamely, wishing you could just go to sleep before you fucked up even further.
“But old enough for a magnum?” Ollie snickered, leaving you to blush in mortification.
Roy choked, “I think we should just all go to bed. It’s late,” Roy yawned obnoxiously, shooting Dinah and Ollie a look that had them backing off in an instant.
They moved to go upstairs, but not before Dinah could give him a thinly veiled warning, “Be respectful to our guest, Roy.”
“Yeah, yeah,” His cheeks pooled red. “How about if you worry about her respecting me? She’s the one with the vicious mouth.” Ollie wiggled his brows, leaving Roy and Dinah to groan in dismay. “Bed, let’s all go to bed,” Roy stumbled up from the couch like a newborn deer before leading you to the room you’d be staying in for the night with a bit of help from you.
He handed you some of his clothes to sleep in but remained in the doorway just long enough for you to notice. You couldn’t ignore his lingering, though why he did, you weren’t sure.
“Good night, Roy,” You said lightly. You attempted to close the door on him, but he wedged his foot in between the door and the frame before it could fully close.
Your shocked eyes met his own.
He obviously hadn’t meant to actually stop the door from closing, but by the time you’d blinked, he’d already managed to school his face. His whole persona switched as if to cover up his mistake because god forbid these boys be vulnerable around you.
His usual teasing nature was amplified as he tilted his head like a kicked puppy, “Damn, so no ass then?”
You choked on your spit, thinking about how he probably very well could’ve if he hadn’t pulled that dumb stunt early. Maybe it was a blessing in disguise, or whatever delusional people called it. You knew it was probably more telling of his rambunctious character than anything.
“Shut the fuck up, loser,” You beat down your raging blush, hoping your abrasive words might throw him off your trail.
They didn’t.
“You’re killing me here, princess,” He, honest to god, pouted and, if you didn’t already have the ick before with that shit at the party, you definitely did now. “‘Sides, you’ve already got the condom,” He added somewhat bitterly.
It came out before you could stop it, “You’re ugly when you pout.”
You went to babble something of an apology, but his boisterous laughter cut you off. The way his eyes crinkled when he laughed melted away any words you might’ve had on your tongue in a heartbeat.
He definitely didn’t look ugly laughing, that was for fucking sure. Your ick vanished alongside his melodic cadence.
“If I’m a loser, then you’re a straight asshole, baby.”
You gulped at the new nickname.
His flirtation somehow carried more weight than usual. Maybe it was the heat behind his eyes or how they constantly mapped out your body in your skin-tight dress, but Roy really wasn’t holding back.
You foolishly went wherever your slightly tipsy emotions took you. Your stomach dropped and your heart sputtered against your ribcage. Its naive flutter only spurred you on further as you leaned into his musky, sweat-ridden scent.
Anxiety pooled in your stomach, but your body moved on autopilot to give you exactly what you’ve wanted for so many months. Tremors spiraled down your entire being while lips pressed chastely and insecurely against his own.
A cool rush of adrenaline hit you like a shock wave as you pulled away from his scratchy lips. You left the door ajar as you moved away from his stunned form, “Night, Roy.”
He hesitated.
Whether he was thinking back to the argument about these exact blurred lines or whether to continue this further- you didn’t know. Regardless, you anxiously waited for his move.
His voice was gruff, with obvious restraint, “Night.”
The slight tent forming in his pants was all too telling. This was honestly farther than you ever thought you’d get, but you’d also thought that during the incident in the library and, you know, the one in Jason’s room.
Right now, though, it’s just you and Roy and a whole minefield of untouchable lust.
He lingered in the doorway, having an obvious mental debate with himself before finally turning away and walking down the hall to his room. His door shut with a click and you found yourself quickly coming down from the high he’d left you riding with.
A breath you hadn’t realized you’d been holding in released itself into the still of the night.
Staring up at the dark ceiling of the guest room, you wondered if being a teenager got any easier. Surely it did, right? Roy would graduate this year with Jason following him the year after. From there, the three of you could continue on like you’d been for the past few months, albeit with fewer bumps in the road and a hell of a lot less hormones, right?
It all had to get clearer.
Right?
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