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monstersighing · 19 days
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Can I request a ghost x curvy fem reader that performs some stealth exhibitionism on her in public?
Here you go, I hope this works for you anon -
NSFW 18+, MDNI
Ghost x Curvy Fem Reader
CW: dub con, stealth exhibitionism, semi public sex, dirty talk.
Title: Tourist Trap
You’re talking to some other tourists in the drawing room of the stately home when you feel it. Hands settling on your hips and then gliding down over the rounded curve of your stomach. Nothing is visible when you look down. The man and his wife in front of you prattle on, unaware.
“They say his appetite for sex was monstrous!” The woman titters, " There were rumours that the galas he held were nothing more than orgies in disguise.”
You nod distractedly: the hands are now squeezing at your thighs approvingly and inching them apart.
It does my confidence wonders to be remembered, a voice whispers in your ear with a chuckle.
Then there’s pressure against your clit over your underwear and you feel it being stroked. Your cunt becomes hot at the attention and when you widen your stance a little to give better access, the pressure moves down and in, breaching your pussy lips and sliding across the wetness it finds there. You feel your cheeks begin to flush.
The couple point out the picture of the previous owner of the manor. You smile and agree he looks devilish, with his high arched nose and deep eyes. All whilst that man’s ghost is teasing his fingers across your folds and sending small shocks of desire through your body.
Take a good look at the spirit that going to fuck you, the ghost says and you feel him slide into your cunt.
You bite your lip, sure the couple must be able to tell something is going on. You wait for them to call you out with disgust in their voices. You're sure they must be able to hear the slick sounds of the ghost’s fingers crooking and scissoring in your tight hole, your underwear pulled aside.
Finally the couple, bored by your short responses, leave. You listen to their footsteps fade as they walk down the hall and huff out a breath you’ve been holding.
The pressure withdraws then and you wonder if it's all over, but the touch transfers to your soft breasts and doubles, so both of your nipples are plucked and rolled between ghostly fingers.
Bend over the table. Now, the ghost commands in his velvety voice.
You obey.
The skirt of your dress is yanked up, your head pushed down and hair gripped. When you remove your underwear and tilt up your ass, you hear a deep throaty laugh, from behind you. Desperate for me already? the ghost says.
The way you spread your legs seems to serve as an answer. Your ass is squeezed and you feel the fat blunt head of something press against you and stop after parting your cunt lips. You buck your hips back and feel the intrusion against your hole slide home. A groan spills from your mouth at the sudden feeling of fullness, the ghost’s cock snug and seated deep. Encouraged by your reaction, the ghost begins to thrust in and out of you with deep punishing shoves that make the table rattle rhythmically.
You grip the edge of the table and cant your hips up. The change in angle makes the ghost’s cock hit a spot that make your legs shake and as it is hit again and again, your pants become whines.
A hand graps behind your knee, pushing it up to the table and exposing your cunt further. You think about how many tourists must be wandering around the stately home. Anyone could come in and see you, splayed over a table, your pussy stretched wide by an invisible cock, gaping and swollen.
Like a desperate little whore, the voice says.
“Yes,” you say, “yes.”
I should hold you down after. On display and ready for anyone to fuck into after I’m finished with you.
It’s that image that makes you come: cunt clenching around the ghost’s cock and your muscles tensing as a wave of pleasure washes over you.
The ghost fucks you through and beyond your orgasm: pumping into you fast and ragged now. Your head is tugged back and your hands scrabble to hold you up on the table. Your spine arches. There’s a final slam and grind and then coolness spills inside you.
You drop back to the table then, your body limp as an abandoned doll. A hand strokes across your hair.
You'll get up in a minute.
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scrimblyscrorblo · 1 month
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Can you draw more kitty Rengiyuu, please?
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More kitty cats I would give anything to have him purring in my lap like that too ngl….
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The lil sillies
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beecanons · 5 months
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idk if you’ve done this already but how the mlp characters would react to reader having a panic attack?
have no mlp hc so far! going with main six from fsim
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Twilight Sparkle when the reader has a panic attack
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a bit taken ack at first she's used to being the one having panic attacks due to stress not used to seeing others panic too much
thankfully though, because of this, she knows plenty of tips to help she'll make a mental list of things to try help you calm down
starts with breathing and counting getting your breathing on track is a top priority and counting is a pretty useful trick could be counting your breathing or taking deep breaths while counting anything else
if your thoughts are a mess and spiraling she'll try helping you rationalize giving reason to irratic thoughts can also help someone relax reassurance is one of the best ways to ease worries
if you want a hug afterwards, she'd be more than happy to give you one with a wing over you too
she'll ask if theres anything she can do to help you feel safe and tries not to overwhelm you with anything
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Rarity when the reader has a panic attack
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she's very quick to try and console you
she'll see you start to panic and take you aside to help you get a hang of your breathing if youre anywhere near a crowd, loud space or other ponies in general she'll take you aside to the closest spot thats quieter or offer to go on a walk with you so that you arent overwhelmed and find it easier to calm down and focus on breathing
she'll offer words of affirmation and something textured you like if you need it
rarity will gladly set things aside to help you relax possibly even close the boutique early and either take you on a spa day or style your mane while giving you some affirmation and reassurance
she'll attempt at quelling your irrational thoughts and/or doubts by reasoning with them and attempting a bit of humor pinkie may have rubbed off on her a bit, she picked up more of the "cheer up through a laugh" approach because of pinkie
you will get a lot of her big sister side she more than likely helped sweetiebelle out with her own panics especially before the cutie mark crusaters so she would probably default to her gentle older sister tone ever now and then while consoling you
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Pinkie Pie when the reader has a panic attack
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at first will just tell you "hey its okay" and possibly say something on accident that might make your panic worse depending what you panic over she's not the best at reading people or 'reading the room' when it comes to things outside her usual domain of expertise
if it persists (and it likely will), she'll be unsure what to do and feel bad until she gets an idea
might give you either a paper bag or more probable a balloon to help you focus your breathing somewhere you might end up just making balloons with her if this trick really helps you
pinkie will try and distract you from the scary thoughts anyway she can she'll find a way to make you laugh, make faces or tell jokes she'll ask you about your interests she'll offer to tell you about her day, about gummy or share a silly story or even ask you about your day to recount how it went before the panic attack
she'll offer to let you hold gummy if he's close by and if you think that might help
if you have any comfort food or like sweets and eating might help in any way you better expect pinkie to be getting you some snacks
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Rainbow Dash when the reader has a panic attack
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rainbow will bring you a cloud, or multiple if youre a pegasus, she'll either get you to fly around, through or up to clouds with her or bring the fluffiest one she ca find over to you if you cant or dont want to fly if youre a unicorn and youre able to, you could use twilight's spell for walking on clouds and get to play with a cloud she brings over if not she can just bring you enough clouds to give you a cool mist
she might try creating a small cool breaze for you with her wings she's not sure if it'll help or anything but she'll try
she'll try distracting you by showing off some tricks maybe even attempt another sonic rainboom just for you
early seasons dash would have brushed it off, told you everythings fine, that youre overthinking and need to just "be cool" but later seasons dash does less of that and would be a little more compassionate she'll try hard to come up with things that might help but she'll still argue that some of your thoughts are just you overthinking
pretty quick to be realistic about a situation if youre panicked over a test or an event she'll tell you you'll do fine and you'll breaze past it, even tell you the jist of what you'll expect so youre prepared on top of being realistic she can be really reassuring if she tries
she knows what its like to panic over a crowd or competition she can have some pretty good tips that she's learned instead of stalling and avoiding like using your imagination to make things less scary and intimidating
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Apple Jack when the reader has a panic attack
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aj is the most likely to offer to just talk things through, aside from fluttershy she'll help you face what's causing you to panic and listen to you get it off your chest she knows talking about your thoughts out loud can help you see how irrational they might be and make it easier to disprove them
aj will give you reassurance and reasoning but also any advice you might need now or for future panic attacks
she'll get you to count something like "how many apples is a bushel?....and how many can fit in a pie?" while youre taking some deep breaths
if taking a walk or stretching your legs helps she'll offer to walk it out with you, maybe while you talk or she'll offer to go for a run around the orchard with you to help get the panic energy out
will get you a cold glass of apple juice if you'd like
might even give you her hat untill you feel better
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Fluttershy when the reader has a panic attack
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she will ask any animals of your preference if theyre okay with you petting them especially if petting something soft helps you relax
if you'd like she can ask birds to sing a song and you two can just sit quietly and listen
fluttershy will gladly offer hugs and forehead bonks
she's an amazing listener and her soft and quiet approach can be really comforting
she knows what its like to be overwhelmed and often has panic attacks herself especially related to social anxiety she she'll offer to try any of the tricks and things that normally help her
she will try to offer reassurance and reasoning after listening to you however shes much better at offering reassurance than reasoning
if counting helps she'll get you to count critters with her taking deep breaths and counting all the critters around the area or her place or even just count breaths alongside you
she knows the best quiet spots to relax and get way from stressors around ponyville she'll take you to the closest one if youre okay with walking she'll even tell you all about the animals and plants around that spot
if you need a distraction she's got tonnes of animal facts to share
theres a small chance to get early seasons fluttershy to sing or just humm if that might help later seasons fluttershy is more confident and will even sing alongside birds if you ask for music
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this turned out to be a pretty long post!
i hope these headcanons are alright!
reminder to check out my pinned post for my byf/dni and wills/wonts before sending a request!
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mondaymelon · 1 year
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could i have a vanilla-scented, white gold envelope, dried flower, ⚡ prompt with sincerely scaramouche?? thank you! and congrats :D
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thank you for the request ♡ here's your scara, enjoy!
dont mind me forgetting the ᴛᴀɢʟɪꜱᴛ (open!) : @manager-of-the-pudding-bank, @iamdedinside
notes: jealous
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You.
Where have you been?
I can't even find your whereabouts... so now I'm forced to write letters. Letters, of all things. To you, of all people.
How much more embarrassing can this get?
I won't drag this on.
...
...Alright, maybe I will.
This is a first for me, okay? And don't you dare go telling anyone about it! I swear I'll have your head if I hear about it...
Hah... You've been hanging out with that... ginger a lot recently, haven't you?
...Childe.
I couldn't care less about who he is, but more why you're sticking to a guy like him.
Is he really all that appealing? I can't find a single attractive thing about him. What do you see in him in the first place? His playful demeanor, the way he acts... or maybe just his looks? I just don't understand- what does he have that I don't??
Actually... don't answer that. I'm not sure I want to hear the answer.
You don't like him more than me, do you?
...Ugh, what am I even talking about now...
Point being. Stay away from him. He doesn't have the best reputation, he's violent, not trustworthy... what, do I need to lay out all the reasons for you to piece out?
Surely, you're not that stupid.
But you were mine first. He can't show up out of nowhere and whisk you away from me.
You won't leave me for him, would you?
You wouldn't do that.
Promise me you won't.
Right now, I sure do sound weird, don't I? Not like my usual self at all. I suppose you're to blame for this predicament.
But... is it okay to be selfish, just this once?
I just want to be your only one.
Promise me that.
...I've made you uncomfortable, haven't I? I'll give you time. However much you need. But please, tell me an answer before I can't bear it anymore.
...I..I'll see you.
Sincerely,
Scaramouche.
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(a/n) heya! due to exams, letter lengths will be varying around 300-500 characters ^^ thank you.
find the event here!
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naesarangyunho · 1 year
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You already know this but San x fem!reader pretty please <3 Where him and the reader go from friends to strangers to lovers. San and reader misunderstand their feelings for platonic ones and eventually fall apart due to "unrequited love", San sees reader asomeone else and tries to win her back. Write me your smuttiest smut >:)
All About You- Choi San
NSFW CONTENT MINORS DNI
(Title from All About You by ATEEZ)
Contains: childhood best friends to lovers, realisation of feelings, getting together, fluff, angst with happy ending, protective bestie Mingi, strangely responsible Wooyoung and Yeosang, the rest of the boys being chaotic, eventual smut, fingering (fem), hickies, unprotected sex (you guys stay safe though), slightly possessive and jealous San, idk what else
[Wordcount: 8.2k]
A/N: I went off script a little, bestie, sorry😭 I'm also sorry it's so long😭 I hope you like it still.
San pulled out and rolled off of his girlfriend before he'd even properly caught his breath again, eager to move onto something else and Yunji just watched him with a scowl.
She wasn't sure if he was even aware of what he was doing but she couldn't help but think that as time passed he seemed to want to be less and less intimate with her. They hadn't been on a single date in months which she supposed in the grand scheme of things wasn't all that important but it still hurt. What hurt even more though was that he barely held her anymore and she had started to get the impression that sleeping with her had started to seem like a chore to him. He wasn't as passionate as he had been when they had first met and it was beginning to seem that he wasn't even enjoying himself anymore. He wasn't as vocal anymore during intimate acts and seemed to focus more on climaxing than the journey to climax. To be honest, it hurt so badly. She loved this man so deeply and had for so long and for him to make it seem like he was losing interest in her body and her in general hurt. She tried to convince herself she was just being a chronic over-thinker and that none of it was true. It worked. Almost.
The scowl on her face deepened as he turned his back on her, not even sparing her a quick smile or kiss, and pulled his phone off the bedside table. He stayed like that for a few minutes, on his side, busy with his phone that was on charge.
"San?" She murmured. She was curious but also annoyed, especially when he merely hummed in response to her calling his name.
She cleared her throat, "I was thinking that maybe we could-" He still wasn't paying attention to her, eyes glued to his phone screen.
"San!" She said louder this time, putting her hand on his shoulder.
He looked at her over his shoulder distractedly, mind seemingly elsewhere, "What?"
She felt a little hurt by the look of what almost looked like disinterest and impatience on his handsome face. A stark contrast to the sunshine-esque grins that usually took that place on his features.
"I was trying to ask you something," She paused and eyed his phone screen with a frown, "What are you even doing?"
He sat up against the headboard, taking his phone off charge as he did so, "Well, as of next Friday, Y/n and I have been best friends for twenty years and I want to get her something to celebrate. Any ideas?" He asked with a proud grin.
She gave him an incredulous look, "You're worried about her when…" She sighed dejectedly, "Do you even know what day it is?"
"Uh…Saturday? Am I forgetting something?" He responded in confusion with that little head tilt she'd once found so endearing.
Pain shot through her heart, quick and sharp; they had been together for so long that you'd think he'd remember the important things. She gave him a heartbroken look of disbelief, "It's our third anniversary."
His face fell and he instantly reached for her face, cupping it in his hand, "Oh, fuck, baby, I'm so sorry. I don't know how I could forget."
"But you managed to remember the exact day you met her in kindergarten?" She let herself lean into his touch for a moment before pulling her face away. His heart ached at the way she moved out of his hold, sitting up and tugging the sheets over her naked body.
"I... It's hard to forget, Ji. She'd just moved to Namhae and joined us in our class exactly a week before Chuseok and-"
Yunji scoffed, tears collecting in her lashline- she wasn't even sure if they were the result of anger or sadness anymore, "Do you even remember how we met?"
"Yes, of course," He reached for her hand with a warm smile, "We met at Seonghwa's graduation party. Jongho invited you."
A deeply sad look settled in her eyes at his words, "San… We met at the Starbucks near the library at SNU. Jongho's girlfriend set us up on a blind date."
His smile fell from his face, "Oh, yes of course. I'm sorry, I was mixing it up with-"
Yunji pulled her hand out of his, her gaze hardening, "Your ex. That's how you met your ex."
San panicked, "I'm sorry! Sometimes I don't have the best memory."
She shook her head with a humourless laugh, "But you can remember things like when she cried after her first kiss because she thought the guy was ugly? Or that her favourite stuffed animal's name is Terry? Or the time Mingi tricked her into drinking some crazy mixture he'd thought up and she puked on his new shoes? Or the time she fell down Yunho's stairs at his housewarming party and needed stitches? Need I go on?"
San frowned, "Those things happened before you and I met, how do you know about all of that?"
She finally snapped, "Because you never stop fucking talking about her!"
He was taken aback by her outburst, "She's my best friend…What are you insinuating?"
"That you're in love with her, San!"
San's stomach flipped uncomfortably, "What makes you think that? I'm literally in bed with you."
"That means nothing right now."
"What?"
"San, I've witnessed first-hand how you drop anything and everything for her. I've seen how upset you get every time she starts seeing someone new. You act like she hung the stars in the sky just for you. She outshines everyone else in your eyes. I know it. I've seen how you look at her." Her voice cracked on the last sentence and she paused, wiping at the tears trekking down her flushed cheeks before continuing, "You love her."
"As a friend! I love you. You know that, baby!" He pleaded and tried reaching for her again, wanting to hold her, to make this okay but also mostly to drown out the thoughts he'd always pushed back that were suddenly louder than anything else in his head.
"Yeah? You've not once looked at me that way. Never, San! You barely even touch me anymore. Do you have any fucking clue how much that hurts?"
He paused, her words finally sinking in. She watched the wheels in his head turn and her heart dropped into her stomach at the flicker of realisation she saw in his eyes. She had hit the nail on the head.
"I… I love you," He murmured, his chest tight, but even he could hear the uncertainty in his voice.
She shook her head sadly and got up, pulling the sheets off of him and wrapping herself in them as she walked towards their shared closet.
For once, considering their conversation and the way she didn't even seem comfortable enough around him to let him see her naked suddenly, the normally confident San felt ashamed when he was left naked on the bed and rushed to grab his boxers off the floor and yank them on.
He left the bed after her and made his way over to where she was struggling to pull a duffel bag off the top shelf with one hand, her other still clutching the sheets to her body. He wanted to help her but he had a horrible feeling about where this was going.
"What are you doing?" He sounded panicked and it almost made her feel guilty. She avoided looking at him, knowing that his sad puppy eyes would hurt more than anything.
She managed to finally yank the bag free and let it fall to the ground at her feet as she reached for his clothes.
His eyes widened, "Baby, what-"
Her head snapped in his direction, "Don't call me that!" She hissed.
San's mouth clamped shut and he flinched at the tone of her voice and once again she nearly felt guilty.
She forced herself to ignore the look on his face and started haphazardly shoving his clothes into the bag. All he could do was stand and stare stupidly as she filled it before she roughly zipped it up and threw it at him. It landed heavily at his feet and his stomach dropped to the floor along with it.
"I… I don't understand," He muttered softly but he did. Her intentions were clear as day.
"Get out." She spat, jaw tense and gaze determined. She didn't even bother wiping her face anymore and San's heart ached at the sight of her glistening cheeks. She didn't deserve this. She was good, kind and loving. She was devoted and the more San thought about it, he realised he hadn't been. He hadn't been the person she deserves.
The longer they stood and stared at each other, the worse San felt. Tears bubbled up inside of him. He felt horrible. He might not be crazy in love with her but he cared about her deeply after three years and the fact that he'd repaid her three years of love with this? That hurt.
"I'm so sorry, Yunji, you don't-"
"Shut up and get out!" angry tears shone in her eyes.
She was quite a sight. Jaw tense, gaze hard, cheeks tear-stained, hair sex-ruffled and a sheet clutched firmly to her body. A lover scorned.
"It's late. Where am I supposed to go?" He tried to reason with her as he pulled on his previously discarded shirt.
"I don't care. The streets. That bitch's arms. Your dumb friends. Just get the fuck out!"
"But-"
"Out, San! I don't want to see or hear from you again. You can send one of your stupid friends to come get your shit."
San gazed at her a moment longer, wanting to apologise once more for the absolute fuck up he had made but she was livid and he knew speaking would only further anger her. So, he sucked it up, gave her one final look, grabbed his things and left the apartment.
***
The cold autumn weather was especially cold to San who stood on the sidewalk in nothing but boxers and a t-shirt. It was humiliating but somehow he felt he deserved it.
It was completely dark apart from the glow of a streetlamp further down the sidewalk and San had never been more grateful than when Wooyoung picked up on the first ring and even more so when he and Yeosang picked him up and let him crash at their place.
They listened to him and held him as he cried. He hadn't even been sure about why he was crying by that point. Was it because of the fact that he had broken his girlfriend's heart, a person he considered a close friend at the minimum? Was he crying because he was now losing that close friend and the life they had together? Or was crying because of how hard her words had hit him? How true they were? Was he sobbing because he had only just realised that he was madly in love with his best friend? San felt like and probably was the biggest idiot on the face of planet Earth.
He had felt too emotionally conflicted and confused to even tell his best friend about what had even happened. He didn't want her asking questions. Questions needed answers and even if San could provide those he wasn't sure that she would like them. He didn't need to lose another person he cared about- especially not her. Never her.
She had been highly concerned for that week and a half after the breakup she wasn't even aware of. He hadn't responded to any of her usual texts apart from a quick "Happy 20th anniversary, brat." Nor had he answered any of her calls.
After him being off grid for that long, when he had finally contacted her she had been relieved- only for that relief to once more be replaced by concern when he told her about his break up with Yunji. She had panicked at the news, assuming San was heartbroken and she wanted to be there with him. He had tried to assure her that he was alright but she insisted they meet up, even if it was just to hang out and not talk about her. She said she had missed him and just wanted to see him. He hated the way his heart fluttered when she told him that.
Eventually, he relented and told her to meet him at the beach. He loved the beach. Being from Namhae and growing up relatively close to the ocean, the beach had always been a place San loved. He would go there to clear his head and just breathe the salty air and listen to the sound of the birds. He most liked it at night though, when all he could hear was the rhythmic crash of waves against the shore and could look out at the stars littering the sky. It was his safe haven of sorts and so he chose that time and place for her to meet him.
She hadn't thought the request was strange. She was accustomed to spending nights at the beach with him and it brought her comfort just as much as it brought him. He brought her comfort. It had become a ritual for them to meet there when either of them were feeling out of sorts.
"Hey~" San heard a voice call out and he perked up; he would know that voice anywhere.
He looked up with a grin as his best friend sauntered up to him from up the beach and plopped down next to him on the blanket he had spread out on the sand.
"Hey," He echoed, switching his beer to his other hand so that he could pull her in for a quick side hug.
She smiled, ruffled his hair and then set her bag down in front of her, pulling out a few more beers and a few bags of chips. San snatched one up instantly, "Hah! My favourite."
She rolled her eyes affectionately at him but her face turned serious soon after and she gave him a searching look. He frowned, a cheese puff halfway to his mouth, "What?"
"How are you holding up?" She asked and he sighed, popping the chip in his mouth and chewing thoughtfully. He washed it down with a swig of beer before speaking again.
"Fine, I guess." He looked into the flickering flames of the fire before him instead of at her. He didn't like the look of pity settling in her eyes. He didn't deserve pity; he'd brought this upon himself.
She placed a hand on his knee, "Are you sure, Sannie? You guys were together for a long time."
He swallowed thickly. To be honest, now that he was away from her and could see the situation from a different perspective, he didn't know how to feel. He had thought he had loved his ex too. They had been together for three years and you'd think that in that space of time he would definitely be in love at some point or another but San wasn't sure anymore.
In light of recent revelations, he thought, perhaps their relationship had been a mistake after all. He had gotten with her around two months after his best friend had gotten with her now ex-boyfriend. If you had said to him at that time that he was doing it out of jealousy he would have laughed, said you were being ridiculous and that he really liked Yunji that's all, but now he wasn't sure about that anymore. Perhaps he really had been jealous and lonely. No, he had been lonely and jealous. Lonely without her and jealous that she would brush him off so often to hang out with a man who had suddenly replaced San as the centre of all her affection. He had hated seeing her in his arms and at that time had chalked it up to being a protective best friend.
Even if he had had passing thoughts about what his feelings had been back then and wanted to break up with his girlfriend after his best friend was single again, he was in deep with his girlfriend and couldn't bring himself to hurt her that way. She had thrown the big 'L word' at him three months in and he felt obligated to return that affection. Even though he couldn't quite bring himself to say those words back to her yet, guilty knowing that he wouldn't mean them the same way, he still pushed on, convincing himself that eventually, those words would fall effortlessly from his tongue and that he could love her back.
And, to some extent, San supposed he did love her back eventually. Enough to move in with her, meet her family and sit by while she fantasised about a future with him he couldn't quite see himself in. Enough to adopt a cat together. A cat he wasn't sure he'd be able to keep now. He scoffed, of all things to truly worry about right now Byeol should be last.
In the present, his best friend frowned at the way he scoffed suddenly and the humourless laugh that came from him, "What?"
He laughed again with a little shake of his head, "Just thinking about whether I get to keep Byeol."
She sighed at the mention of the Siamese, "I don't know but I hope so. But maybe just give Yunji some time to breathe before you meet up with her to ask."
She looked out at the dark ocean and popped open a can of beer and took a sip. He polished off his first beer, debating on whether or not to open a second one. He decided against it for now, instead grabbing another handful of chips.
"May I ask what happened?" She looked at him again and asked gently.
He sighed.
"You know you can tell me anything, right, Sannie? We've been friends since we were four, I wouldn't judge you for anything," She murmured, rubbing his shoulder.
How many of those years had he been in love with her? he wondered. The more he thought about this, the more he realised Yunji had been one hundred percent correct.
"I know."
He didn't say anything after though, just chewed quietly and stared out at the ocean.
Her frown deepened in concern. He was clearly upset but she was struggling to get a read on him. That had never happened before. She liked to believe that she knew San like the back of her hand after all these years.
She took another small, contemplative sip of her beer and stared at him, her mind spinning as she tried to understand what he was feeling.
They sat in silence that bordered on uncomfortable, which was new for them, and after a while San suddenly stirred from his thoughts, cracked open another lukewarm beer and downed it.
She stared at him in shock, "San?"
He tried to grasp at any false confidence the alcohol in his system could bring him as he pulled his best friend in and pressed his lips to hers. She froze, her beer falling to the ground and seeping into the sand and her heart jumped. San was kissing her? San was kissing her.
She reached out and grabbed his shirt collar and moved her lips against his on instinct and he sighed against her mouth before cradling the back of her head in his hand and urging her into a deeper kiss, his tongue swiping at her bottom lip and she easily parted her lips for him but then the taste of beer hit her tongue and she remembered that he'd been drinking even before she met up with him.
She shoved him away and looked at him, confused, flustered and…hurt. He had to be drunk to kiss her?
She felt her throat tighten, "You shouldn't have done that."
San's eyes hardened at her words but his heart dropped at the rejection.
"And why the fuck not?"
She was taken aback by the sharp tone of his voice and the confusion of emotions swirling in his eyes.
Tears welled up in her eyes, "Because you're drunk. Because you're drunk and you're lonely and you miss her but I'm not her, San!"
"This isn't about her!"
"Then who is it about?" She was so confused.
"You! It's about you! She broke up with me because of you!" He choked out and she was surprised to see his eyes glisten with unshed tears but his words were like arrows in her heart.
"What's that supposed to mean?"
"She called me out on a lot of shit. Mostly about how I can't stop thinking about you! Or talking about you… About how-" He gulped and fear rose up inside of him, he was losing his best friend wasn't he?
"About how I'm probably in love with you," He whispered.
Really shitty wording but he didn't want to scare her off completely. His words, however, had the opposite effect than he intended.
Her gaze steeled and her jaw tensed, "Probably? You're willing to fuck around with me on the off chance that you might be in love with me?"
This wasn't going to plan. Had there ever been a plan? He couldn't even remember anymore.
"I…Maybe? I don't know, okay!"
"You don't know?" A tear rolled down her cheek and she reached up to wipe it away aggressively.
"I mean that I-"
She shook her head and stood up, "San, I came here to comfort someone that means the world to me. Someone I'd do anything for, not to have that thrown in my face and get messed around with because you're confused about whatever you're going through."
He stood up too and reached for her, "That's not what I meant, I meant that-"
She cut him off with another sad shake of her head and took a step away from him, dodging his arms, just as Yunji had done. The action broke his heart and his arms fell back dejectedly to his sides.
He wasn't even angry anymore, he was wrecked. Heartbroken.
"Please, don't leave me too, " He pleaded so desperately and quietly she could almost not hear him over the crash of the waves meeting the shore.
Her heart shattered at the sight of his face cracking and tears falling from his eyes. Tears trailed helplessly down her cheeks in response.
"I'm sorry." She turned to leave.
San grabbed her wrist, "Please. Please, don't do this. I need you!" He sobbed and she pulled her hand free and turned away from him before she could crumble and pull him into her arms.
"Don't talk to me or come to see me until you've figured out what you want." She tried to keep her voice steady through her tears, fighting not to look back as she left him swiftly, disappearing into the darkness as she made her way back to her car.
San slumped onto the sand in defeat and a sob tore through him. He had fucked up big time.
***
San had tried contacting her but his messages stopped going through and he realised with an aching heart that she'd blocked him. And on every platform. Their mutual friend, Mingi, had taken her side and wouldn't even speak to San anymore let alone let him know how she was. He was livid with San.
"Did you not bother to stop and think about how she feels about you?!" Mingi had yelled at him when San had called him the first time.
"How she feels about me?" San had parroted back dumbly and Mingi had let a sound out that sounded more like a growl than an exasperated sigh.
"You're an inconsiderate, selfish prick, Choi San." Had been the last thing he heard from Mingi before he, too, blocked him on every social media platform.
The only remotely close connection that San had left to her was through Mingi's boyfriend who happened to be another one of San's close friends. Despite Mingi refusing to speak to San, his boyfriend had chosen to stay neutral on the affair and still talk to and hang out with him but he too still refused to let San know anything, firm in his conviction to not get involved.
***
"San, you can't keep going on like this," Yeosang had said from across the dinner table one night, watching San poke listlessly at the kimchi-jjigae that Wooyoung had served for dinner. He had no appetite these days.
" 'Going on'?" Wooyoung had piped up from his seat next to Yeosang," He's barely going to work, 'going on' is not a term I'd use."
Yeosang kicked Wooyoung under the table before turning back to San, "San-ah, I know that you're heartbroken and struggling but I hate to remind you that in the bigger picture, you're the one that messed up, not her."
San looked up from his food and over at Yeosang.
"He's right," Wooyoung agreed, looking over at San, "You need to either fix this or work on moving on."
"I'm aware," San replied, trying not to snap at his friends. He was staying with them indefinitely and free of charge; he had no right to get upset with them.
Wooyoung sighed deeply, putting his spoon down on the table with a little clink, "San, at least get out of the house a little."
"But I-"
"Work doesn't count." Yeosang interrupted him and San looked down at his food with a slight pout.
"I know you probably don't feel like dealing with large crowds of people but Yunho is throwing a party this weekend. You should come, it might be good for you to have some fun."
San considered Wooyoung's offer. He did need to get out of the house, that much was true, and losing himself in music and alcohol for a while, although not super healthy, was pretty tempting.
"I'll think about it," San responded, standing up and taking his dishes to the kitchen. He wasn't hungry anymore.
Wooyoung and Yeosang watched him go and shared a meaningful look. Wooyoung tilted his head and Yeosang shrugged. They had a slight plan slash intervention in mind but had no idea whether it would work or not and the possibility of San rejecting their offer didn't help.
***
Much to Wooyoung and Yeosang's relief, San did eventually end up accepting their offer.
San had been swayed by them surprisingly agreeing without much fuss to take him home if he were to feel even the slightest overwhelmed by the crowd. With that information in mind, he had cleaned himself up nicely, dressed well and hopped in their car when the time finally arrived.
San was feeling pretty good about this, having amped himself up for the little break this would provide him from his mess of a life but that good feeling faded away when Yunho greeted them at the door. He noticed that the tall man was wearing one of Mingi's favourite large band t-shirts, styled to fit his look. San internally cursed at himself; how could he forget a detail as simple as the fact that wherever Yunho was, Mingi was too? And with his luck, wherever Mingi was, San's best friend (Was she even that still?) was too.
Yunho however greeted them with a smile, even offering San a "Nice to see you, San-ah."
When Yunho let them in, San sighed in relief when he didn't see Mingi anywhere. He didn't need that argument or cold shoulder raining on his parade tonight. San instantly made his way through the home to the makeshift bar on the kitchen island and was surprised to see his friend Hongjoong there. The elder gave him a smile and San returned it easily,
"Hyung! I didn't know you were back already!"
Hongjoong had been travelling in the US, doing a tour to promote his new mixtape. San had always thought it was so cool to be able to say he had a celebrity as a friend.
"Yeah, landed here last week," Hongjoong replied, offering San a beer.
San took it from him with a thankful smile, "How did it go?"
Hongjoong grinned, "Pretty good. Sold out two venues. They weren't massive but it still felt good to hit that milestone."
"Wow, that's amazing, hyung!"
"Thank you," Hongjoong took a sip of his drink, "And how have you been?"
"I've…" San scratched the back of his neck and averted his gaze for a second, "I've been alright I suppose. Won another Taekwondo competition last month. I'm going to nationals."
"Oh, really? That's amazing! Does your dad still run that training centre?" Hongjoong asked, leaning against the kitchen counter.
San nodded, opened his beer and took a sip, "Yup. He's been trying to talk me into taking over when he retires but I'm not really sure. For now, I just coach kids occasionally."
"That's still pretty awesome. And how's your bestie? Doing good as well?"
San's heart dropped at the mention of her and it must've shown on his face because Hongjoong frowned.
Before Hongjoong could inquire further they were interrupted by a familiar pink-haired man, "Hongjoong-ah, I need you to come help me with Jongho. The kid has started challenging guests to arm wrestling matches and Yunho had to hide all the fruit already."
"How is he that drunk already?" Hongjoong laughed.
Seonghwa shrugged, "No clue. I think Mingi tipped another bottle of vodka into the fruit punch."
Hongjoong let loose an exasperated sigh before bidding San farewell with a promise to catch up later and following Seonghwa off to wherever the youngest member of their friend group was wreaking havoc.
San watched them go before staring down at his beer, listening to the chatter of people and pounding of music from further into the house and sighed. This wasn't going to plan. He put his unfinished beer down on the counter top- the taste was starting to remind him of that night. He wandered into the pandemonium of the party again to search for either Wooyoung or Yeosang to let them know he'd just get an Uber home but he froze in his tracks when he entered the living room.
There, on a couch in the corner, sat his best friend with some guy's arm wrapped around her. She was laughing at something he said and jealousy began to simmer up inside of him as he watched them. He was stuck on just turning around and walking out and never coming back or-
The man placed his hand on her thigh, fingers pushing up slightly beneath her skirt.
San lost it.
She said to never come to her again unless he knew what he wanted but it was clear now more than ever that he wanted her and her only.
He pushed past people, on a steadfast path to her, filled with both jealousy and determination.
Her eyes widened when she saw him, "San?"
He glanced at her briefly before staring down at the man gripping her thigh, "Do you mind taking your hands off her?" It might have been posed as one but it was definitely not a question. It was a demand.
"Excuse me?" The guy glared up at San, raising an eyebrow.
"You heard me," San growled.
"San, what are you doing?" She hissed and the man looked like wanted to challenge San but he noticed the strange tension between the girl and San and must have decided it wasn't worth it.
"Fine, whatever, man." He pushed past San with a scowl. San watched him leave with a glare before turning to his best friend.
"Why would you let him touch you like that?"
She glared up at him, a challenge in her gaze, "I can let him touch me however I want, San. I can be touched by and fucked by whoever I want. I don't need anyone's permission, especially not yours."
San's heart hurt a little at that last comment but his brain latched onto the words "fucked by whoever I want." He did not like that imagery at all. Did not like the idea of another man touching her or her screaming anyone's name but his own.
"No."
She stood up and stepped closer to him, poking a finger to his chest, "You don't own me. Not when you don't even know what you want."
He grabbed her hand from his chest and held it, "You. I want you."
"No, you don't." She tried to pull her hand back but he held it firmly,
"Yes, I do. I just have a piss poor way of showing it apparently."
She looked annoyed but stayed quiet, giving him the mercy of at least hearing him out.
"Yunji broke up with me because I'm completely in love with you," He blurted; it was now or never.
Her eyes widened.
He fixed her with what he hoped was a sincere gaze, "Somehow I myself never realised it and once I did and all those feelings came forth…I was confused and scared and didn't know what to do."
Her gaze softened at his honest words, "Sannie…"
"I'm sorry that I did that, that I hurt you."
She shook her head and intertwined her fingers with his, "It's okay."
He shook his head, "No, it's not."
She reached a hand up to cup his cheek, a sparkle in her eyes, "Then make it up to me."
His heart jumped and he instantly held her by the waist and leaned in to kiss her, his lips gentler than that last, rushed, drunken kiss. She was quick to reciprocate, wrapping her arms around his neck and tilting her head to deepen the kiss.
She pulled away for a second, "You know…It's kinda hot when you get jealous like that."
"Really?" He caught something in the corner of his eye and his gaze darkened a little, "Well, you're in luck. It's gonna happen again because that asshole is still looking at you."
"Oh, really?" She leaned in and put her lips to his ear, "You think he's still thinking about touching me?"
His grip on her waist tightened and she smirked slightly, "Do you think he was planning on taking me home?"
San's hands moved up to hold her around the ribs, his mouth finding her neck and biting lightly, not even concerned about the fact that they were in public and there was someone watching them. Let them look.
"Do you think he was planning on bending me over and fucking me senseless?" She continued to tease and finally, San snapped, pulling away from her and grabbing her wrist. He tugged her through the crowd and up the stairs near the entryway- those same stairs she'd once fallen down- mind set on that guestroom he knew Yunho had upstairs.
She was more than happy to follow him.
She laughed lightly when he pinned her against the door the second it was closed behind them, "Yunho is going to kill us."
"Don't care." San retorted, burying his face in her neck.
She giggled at his response but her giggles became a gasp as San started pressing kisses to her neck. A hand shot up, fingers weaving through his dark hair as he sucked lightly at the skin.
"Sannie,"
San had never heard her say his name like that before. Never heard her say his name like she needed him, never heard her say his name so breathlessly, never in that tone. His name had never sounded better than it did right now.
He bit her neck lightly, "Say my name again,"
She wrapped an arm around his waist, pulling him close against her, "Sannie."
San groaned and brought his mouth back to hers in a hot kiss. It was messy; he kissed her like he was trying to devour her, tongue licking into her mouth and teeth nibbling at her lips, but she didn't mind.
His hands gripped her hips, pulling them against his and she gasped as their bodies made contact; he was so hard.
She wrapped a leg around one of his and a hand reached for his ass, grinding him into her. She was suddenly aware of the dampness in her panties and it only grew as San made a little noise and grinded up against her again. Her hand left his ass, sliding up under his shirt to hold him by the small of his back instead. She met his small thrusts with her own, thankful for the friction and the slight relief it brought to the growing tension in her belly.
She leaned her head back against the door as San's mouth found her neck again. She let loose a breathless chuckle, "God, we're behaving like teenagers."
San sucked a mark into her skin, "Would you rather I fuck you right against this door?"
A jolt of electricity passed through her, "Yes, actually."
He'd been partially joking. He had been planning to at least try and get her to the bed but now… Now he wanted more than anything to just be inside of her already. To hear her moan his name.
His dick throbbed at the imagery.
"Fuck, okay."
He took a step back from her and admired her for a brief moment. The top she was wearing that had ridden up over her tummy a little and that skirt. God, he loved that skirt.
"I wish I had more time," He lamented.
She reached impatiently for his belt buckle, "We have all the time in the world. Later. Right now I'd rather have you inside of me as soon as possible."
He helped her undo his belt and pants and she bit her lip, heat pooling in her belly as she finally laid eyes on his hard length.
He reached forward, hands sliding up her thighs and her skirt until his fingers hooked the waistband of her panties.
"Can I?" He questioned, tugging slightly on the fabric. She nodded fervently and he slowly started sliding them down.
She wiggled her hips impatiently, "Choi San, I swear to god. Stop teasing me."
He gave her a devilish grin, "But it's so fun."
"What'll be so fun is me leaving you with blue balls," She said sweetly.
"Fine, jesus." He tugged her panties down and lifted her skirt, "Here, hold this."
"Bossy." She quipped but she did as she was asked and was rewarded by San finally touching her. He ran his fingers over her and groaned, "You're so wet."
"Less talking, more touching."
He raised an eyebrow, "And I'm the bossy one?"
"San, please could you just-"
He kissed her to get her to shut up. He put more pressure on his fingers and dragged them up through her folds, searching until-
She gasped against his lips.
There.
He circled his fingers over that sensitive spot and she whined and pressed herself down against his hand. She pushed her fingers into his hair and tilted her head, kissing him deeper. He slid a finger into her and she whined into his mouth as he started moving it, pressing another one in alongside it after a while. He curled his fingers and she let out a choked sound as he started pushing against her g-spot with every thrust of his fingers. How was he this good at this? Fuck.
His mouth left hers, pressing warm kisses into her jaw, the underside of her jaw, her neck– anywhere he could reach- and all she could do was cling to him, her knees weakening as each thrust of his fingers drove her closer to climax.
"Sannie, please."
She wasn't even sure what she was begging for but San doubled his efforts at her plea and soon enough she was meeting his thrusts with little moans.
"San, I'm-"
He brought his mouth up to the shell of her ear, "Come on, be a good girl and cum for me."
Never in a million years would she have thought she'd finally hear those words, the ones she'd only ever heard in her fantasies, fall from his mouth. She fell over the edge with a cry of his name.
San worked her through her orgasm, holding her up as her body quivered and he kissed her neck as she slowly came down from her high.
Her eyes fluttered open and seeing the look on San's face, the desire in his eyes, had that fire in her reigniting almost instantly.
"Sannie,"
His breath caught in his throat as she reached for him. She wrapped her fingers around his dick with no hesitation and swiped her thumb over the sensitive tip- smearing the precum collecting there over the skin.
"I need you inside me, please," She breathed and he cursed under his breath, replacing her hand with his own and giving himself a few self indulgent strokes. He gripped her hips and urged her up, letting her wrap her legs around his waist. He held her with one strong arm, guiding himself to her entrance with the other hand before using both arms to hold her up and against the door. They both let out shaky sighs of relief once he was finally fully seated inside of her.
She grinded herself down on his dick and he whined, gripping her hips tightly.
"Move, Sannie, please."
He didn't need further instruction.
He started slowly, giving her time to adjust but it wasn't long before she was circling her hips impatiently.
"I'm ready, please just fuck me already," She whined and San smiled briefly to himself. Her bratty behaviour just reminded him that this was his best friend, a person he'd loved for so long and probably will love for even longer.
He obliged, picking up the pace and she wrapped her arms tightly around him, unable to stop pleased sounds from leaving her mouth. This was even better than she could ever have fantasised.
"You feel even better than I imagined," She moaned.
"You've imagined me fucking you?"
"All the time."
"Oh, fuck," San groaned and suddenly he was pounding into her, holding her steady and burying his face in her neck.
The sounds they were making were obscene, downright filthy, but neither of them could bring themselves to care, too focused on the overwhelming pleasure they were experiencing.
"I'm so close," San whined into her neck and she tugged at his hair,
"Me too,"
"Where do you want me?" San asked, his voice strained.
"Inside."
One word and San was cumming harder than he had in a long time, filling her up so nicely that she fell over the edge, screaming his name, soon after him.
San helplessly thrusted into her a few more times, the feeling over her clenching down on him so deliciously driving him crazy but even he was shaky after that orgasm.
He stopped his movements after the last quiver made its way through her body and she slumped in his arms. He pressed a breathless kiss to her temple and carefully pulled out and she was too fuzzy to even wince at the feeling of their mess between her legs.
"I'm gonna let you down, okay?"
She gave a half-hearted whine of complaint as he did so. She was still shaky so he held her against him the minute her knees wobbled when her feet hit the floor.
"I've got you," He murmured, pressing another kiss to her hair as she clung to him.
After a little life crept back into her boneless body she was finally aware of the slick mess between her legs.
"San,"
He nodded, somehow knowing exactly what she wanted. He chalked it up to twenty years of friendship.
He leaned her against the wall, "I'll be back now."
She hummed and leaned back against the wall. She watched him pull his pants up haphazardly and leave the room. She could almost not believe what had just happened. Somebody pinch her.
San returned after a while, tissues in hand.
"Did anyone see? I've just realised we were kind of loud."
"Just Jongho asleep in the tub," San said matter of factly, as if it was normal, as he started carefully wiping her thighs.
"Jongho is asleep in the tub?" She repeated back, fixing his hair as he worked on wiping them both down as best he could.
"Yeah. Mingi double spiked the punch earlier- poor kid got drunk out of his mind."
She snorted, pulling up her panties once he was done with her and straightened her clothes, "Sounds about right."
San hummed in response as he made quick work of cleaning himself up too. She pressed a kiss to his temple as she helped him buckle up again.
"Thank you, by the way," She murmured and he gave her a soft look, brushing her hair from her face, "For?"
"Well, for this firstly," She cupped his face, "But also for coming to your senses I guess."
He kissed her gently, "I'm sorry it took so long."
She shook her head and pulled him close, "It's alright. I'm just glad it happened. Being secretly in love with your best friend for years is torture and I'm just happy it's over now."
He pulled her in for a hug and she buried her face in his neck. He cupped the back of her head and leaned his head against hers, "You're mine now, right? You're not leaving?"
She nodded and pressed a soft kiss to his neck, "Yours."
He grinned and pulled her face from his neck and gave her another kiss. And another. And another, until she was giggling and melting in his arms.
He gave her one last kiss, "We should go before someone realises we're missing."
***
They re-entered the living room and the first person they saw just so happened to be the man from earlier. His eyes snapped to them and San wrapped his arm around her waist when he noticed. He didn't need to worry for long; the man eyed the way he was holding her, then saw the hickies on her neck. He scowled before shoving straight past them and San laughed as he heard the front door slam.
"Sore loser."
That man wasn't the only who noticed them though. Mingi seemed to have some sort of sixth sense because his eyes found them easily, almost as soon as they entered the room. His eyes clocked San's possessive hold of her and then the marks on her neck and his gaze darkened. San's eyes widened as he saw the six foot man suddenly move in their direction.
Yunho, who had been standing next to Mingi, looked up from where he was frowning and staring into the cup of mystery liquid Mingi had handed him a minute ago when he felt the man leave his side. Yunho's eyes widened just as San's had when he saw Mingi striding in their direction. He lurched forward to grab Mingi's arm, his drink sloshing out over his other hand at the movement. He grimaced.
"Min, what are you doing?" He held Mingi's arm firmly and Mingi pointed to San and Y/n.
"Look!"
Yunho glanced over to where he was pointing, to San and Y/n, suddenly seeming right as rain. He frowned.
Despite the intimidating look on Mingi's face, San approached him, Y/n in tow.
"Hey, Mingi," San greeted with what he hoped came off as a reassuring smile. Reassuring him that everything was okay.
Mingi ignored him, looking over at the woman beside him instead, his gaze softening into concern, "Are you alright?"
She smiled and nodded, wrapping an arm around San's waist. Mingi's eyes followed the movement. He wasn't glaring anymore, just curious and wanting answers now that he saw she was fine.
"I'm good, Min. We're both good." She assured him.
Yunho stepped forward, throwing an arm around Mingi's broad shoulders and gave them a smile, "Did you guys make up?"
"I'd say they did more than make up," Mingi grumbled and Yunho chuckled and ruffled his hair affectionately.
Yunho's chuckle suddenly faded and he squinted at their dishevelled appearances before he fixed them with a narrow-eyed glare.
"Did you just fuck in my house?"
San averted his gaze.
"Choi San! Please tell me it wasn't in my room," Yunho whined.
"It was your guest room and it wasn't on the bed," Y/n offered and Yunho groaned.
"As if that makes it any better- I am going to kill the both of you!"
For a second he really did look like he would and Mingi's eyes widened.
He hooked an arm around one of Yunho's. Yunho leaned against him, "Mingi, I think I'm headed toward an early grave."
Mingi rolled his eyes, "Drama queen. And you're not dying until you've tried that drink."
Yunho eyed the cup in his hand wearily, "I'm okay."
"Come on, I thought you loved me."
"Love has nothing to do with this."
San and Y/n watched their banter with amused grins before looking at each other. San nodded his head in the direction of the door. She nodded and grabbed his hand and they made their escape.
"Wait, what about Woo and Yeo, I said I'd-" San realised as she pulled the front door open.
"Fuck 'em. I said we had all the time in the world later. It's later."
That was all encouragement San needed before he was booking it to her car, towing a laughing Y/n behind him.
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What would spike be like as a boyfriend, specifically maybe to a reader who's really short (like 4'11 to 5 foot short)...
Please don't say drop kick, that's what I got last time I asked for a comfort thing :)
Your writing is wonderful 💛💛
a/n: that’s absolutely awful that they said that, I don’t believe he would do that to be honest! And thank you so much for the kind comment, I’m completely open to criticism for my writing xx
Also I feel like it needs to be addressed his actions in season 6 - I would love a discussion about how others feel (I’ve only JUST finished watching buffy lol) and I love Spike but that episode was a mess? And I don’t want to disrespect anyone ... do we pretend it didn’t happen? do we accept him because he got his soul back? 
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𝐒𝐩𝐢𝐤𝐞 𝐰𝐢𝐭𝐡 𝐚 𝐬𝐡𝐨𝐫𝐭 𝐬/𝐨
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⸱ I definitely think you guys have a pride & prejudice beginning. He feigned hatred and tried to ignore you. You were nothing but a mere human to him. You’re close to Buffy and her gang of merry vampire slayers, which automatically made you an enemy
⸱ And yet, there was something about you. The twinkle in your eyes whenever you look up at him, the way you smiled when the world seemed it would end in a second.
⸱ He always considered himself, the Big Bad, but when an ancient vampire named Erylis came to Sunnydale, his reputation shadowed all else. No one knew where he came from, what he looked like. But he was someone to be afraid of.
⸱ You had been captured, drank from, but given something, that once rescued, no one could understand. You did not turn, but some of Erylis’ power seeped from him to you. You were faster, stronger, keener; more awake. Any wounds healed quickly and you were able to foresee a semblence of the future.
⸱ The group helped you the best way they could; Willow was always there to listen. Xander for a shoulder to lean on, Giles for information and Buffy for strength. They still accepted you, but wanted to know what exactly you were now. Some sort of superhuman?
⸱ Spike helped resue you from Erylis; after he had the chip inplanted in his head, what else was he supposed to do? Where else would he go?
⸱ He had pulled Erylis from your neck, and although tempted himself, he saw your paled face and something in his chest changed. Cracked open? Blossomed?
⸱ Now that Spike was ... sort of apart of the gang, he spent more time with you. Especially since he was the only one who wasn’t frightened of you. (The group still loved you, but they did have some apprehension, would you hurt someone? Did you need to feed?)
⸱ Spike was there when some of the questions about your change were answered. In short, there was small experiements. Like eating usual food; did it fill you up the same? Were you craving something else? Nope, it was like before. Except what you had liked before (possibly sweets, or chips etc,.) were intensified. And what you didn’t like seemed repulsive.
⸱ You had no desire to hurt other people, except those who had wronged you. You felt things more deeply, and the things that helped humans seemed to help you x100.
⸱ You always carry lavender and chamomile to help calm you down.
⸱ After getting to know you, he was smitten. He would try his best not to show it, but there was his possessive side that wanted to jump out whenever someone showed any type of interest in you
⸱ And you know what, you felt the same way. When he would be around any other girl, there was a flash of pain in your chest. You cared so deeply for him. But you tried not to show it; I mean Willow caught on. She caught on fast, then Buffy and Giles. Xander was completely oblivious. 
⸱ When you had your first kiss, he would’ve leant down, while you were on your tippy toes. 
⸱ He’s is vERY protective of you, even though you’re more durable than he is. Every demon knows there will be hell to pay if they go anywhere NEAR you. 
⸱ So, it’s actually a good thing for you and the gang... that you and Spike are together, it’s like they have an extra layer of protection. 
⸱ However, that does put Spike at risk. But he has plenty of enemies anyway, so he’s used to it
⸱ He likes it when he’s laying between your legs, head resting against your chest as you stroke his face. 
⸱ “Ya know pet, I wouldn’t of thought you and I would get along so well.” He mumbled one night, your head resting against his chest.       “Sometimes we don’t,” you replied teasingly.  “Well love, you know what they say.”      “What do they say, Spike?”  “Opposites attract.” 
⸱ You always wake up before him, but on the odd day that he wakes first, he’ll bring you in a cup of tea. 
⸱ Also I don’t want anyone saying this is out of character because we haven’t seen Spike in a positive relationship. So I do think he would be thoughtful to his significant other (also he’s british, they love tea)
⸱ His favourite thing to do together is when he has his head in your lap, and you’re reading out loud to him
⸱ He tells you tales of the lives he’s lived
⸱ Doesn’t like other people making inquiries or jokes about your relationship
⸱ There’s still tension when he’s around the group, but he is changing with you. Becoming softer, kinder
⸱ You’re becoming more ... sassy? If that’s the right word to use...more in tune with quick-witted comments
⸱ He knows a lot about you, not just because he listens to you talk but he has been watching you for a while. Noticing your quirks in conversations and likes/dislikes 
⸱ He knows your favourite movies and books
⸱ Spike loves taking you on adventures, especially when there’s chaos... have probably robbed a place together I won’t lie (it was pub with a sexist bartender, what else were you supposed to do?) 
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please i'm gonna fucking combust if i don't have more hoxton content
i don't fuckin care what you write , as long as it's a hoxton x reader pLEASE-
baHAHAHAHA I GOTCHU CRISPY!!! Don't worry!
Hoxton and the way he views life with his S/O
Author's note: Probably gonna be short again, mainly because I have no clue what to do rn, sorry this took so fucking long, I put this in drafts and forgot it existed ;-;
Another long heist was finished off and Hoxton expected to come home to the usual scene he does, but since you moved in, things have been different. You waited for him to come home every day with food, any kind of medical help he needed, or even just free time to listen to him rant about problems, whether it be the FBI, Houston, or feeling like the gang doesn't need him anymore. However, you have proven to him on multiple occasions that you love him, and would always listen to him, and that meant the world to him.
Heist after heist you waited at home for him, you fixed any injury he had. You memorized all his favorite foods, and you always had the type of drinks he liked. What more could he ask for? He didn't even feel like he deserved this and here you were, waiting at home for him every day, and it washed away any insecurities that he had.
For that reason alone Hoxton is more than happy to have you in his life, as his partner. He doesn't feel like he'll ever be able to pay you back, but you never ask him to. Nothing you do for him is thrown back in his face, you do it because you like doing it, and that makes him unbelievably happy. He gets that warm, fuzzy feeling he always gets when he's around you, and dammit, now if you ever left, he doesn't know what he would do without you in his life.
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Hello, could I request an angst fic with a male reader and Party (or Kobra!)? something like Y/N gets hurt in a fight between some Dracs and it's just patching him up to holding him while he's hurting? I don't have a preference for really how long it is, or between Party or Kobra :] I hope you have a nice day!
Keep You Safe Tonight
Pairing: Kobra Kid x Killjoy Male!Reader Word Count: 1824 Warnings: Mentions of Blood, Cursing, Uhh...I think that's it? A/N: Did I get carried away? Yes. Yes I did. But as an absolute whore for Kobra Kid, how could I not give this fic all the love? This is my baby, I love it and for being the first thing I've wrote in a long fucking time it didn't come out that bad. Hope you enjoy! Y/K/N = Your Killjoy Name
“FUCK!” Y/K/N hissed as he held his right arm, sinking against the passenger door of the Trans Am. He pulled his hand away, examining the wound from the raygun blast. The blood already began to seep its way through his jacket, the initial shock from the blast had since subsided and was now met with a sharp stinging. In the entire time he had been running with the Killjoys, Y/K/N never once was on the receiving end of a wound. But there is a first for everything. 
“You good?!” Fun Ghoul yelled, head still forward as he fired at the two Dracs that were still blasting their way. “Fan Fucking Tastic” Y/K/N groaned  as he pulled himself to his feet, grabbing his gun off the ground. Now he was pissed. He began firing at the Dracs, his vision going red and adrenaline pumping through his veins. Within minutes they both dusted the Dracs, breathing a sigh of relief as they got back in the car. “So much for an easy supply run.” Ghoul laughed as he started the car up, taking one final look back at the two bodies on the ground just to make sure they wouldn’t have any unexpected guests following them home. He began driving away, the California sun beginning to fade behind the hills. It was supposed to be an easy run, so easy in fact that Party Poison felt like only two people needed to go. It was safer that way, less people brought less attention. “Since when has anything ever been easy–” Y/K/N began before letting out a sharp hiss, grabbing his wound. The adrenaline rush wore off, the pain now taking it’s place. By now, a large amount of blood covered his arm. Ghoul’s face immediately turned into a look of panic. The sudden change caused Y/K/N to grin. “I’m not dying Ghoul.” He said with a laugh, still holding the wound. Ghoul gave a small laugh as he turned his head back to face the road. Y/K/N was calm despite what just happened, and that scared Ghoul even more. 
“Kobra is gonna kill me…” He mumbled. Knowing Kobra, he will absolutely lose his shit. 
Kobra was pacing around the diner, periodically looking at the clock. They should be back by now, supply runs never take this long. He was working on a new blaster glove to keep himself distracted, but the mounting anxiety and the ticking of the clock pulled him away from his project as he gave in to his anxious thoughts. 
“They’ll be back soon Kobra,” Jet Star said, his face still buried in his magazine crossword puzzles that he spent the last few hours trying to complete. “Hmm, a corpse reanimated by a supernatural force; an undead being. This should not be this hard.” He said, the aggravation with his puzzle clear in his voice.
“Have you tried Ghost” Party Poison said, reclined in the booth across from Jet, his eyes closed.
“No, this one is 8 letters long.” 
“Phantom?”
“That’s 7 letters dumbass.”
“It’s Revenant” Kobra said, looking away from the window to once again check the clock. Jet let out an ohh as he wrote the word in the little boxes. 
Kobra felt sick. He had a horrible feeling that something bad happened to Ghoul and Y/K/N. Ever since day 1 of Y/K/N being part of the Killjoys, him and Kobra have been glued to each other's side. They would spend hours together, practicing firing and talking about everything and nothing, spending countless nights laying on the hood of the Trans Am gazing up at the night sky, counting every single star. The bond they had soon grew into something bigger, their friendship blossoming into romance. 
At that moment, the sound of a car door closing caused all three boys to immediately stop what they were doing and look out the window, relief setting in seeing their friends get out of the car. But relief soon turned to panic as Kobra saw Y/K/N holding onto his arm. Kobra ran out of the diner and straight to Y/K/N. “What happened!?” He said, his voice a mix of worry and anger. 
“We had a run in with two Dracs on the way back here. We took care of them though.” Y/K/N said, giving an assured smile but knew this would not do much to ease the worry of the other killjoy. Kobra examined his wound, gently touching it and receiving a sharp hiss in return. “Shit- sorry..” He said, his attention immediately shifting towards Ghoul who was hiding behind the Trans Am. “What did I tell you before you two left?” He said, anger seeping into his voice. “Uh, Don’t destroy the car?” Ghoul said with a nervous smile, still hiding behind the car. “No. I said Try to come back in one piece” Kobra said, anger still very present in his voice. 
“And we are in one piece, see? We aren’t missing any limbs as far as I know.” Ghoul said, checking himself to make sure that in deed he was in one piece, earning a laugh from Y/K/N. 
“That’s not what I meant. I meant for both of you to be safe and come home safe. Y/K/N has a hole in his fucking arm!” The anger rising in his voice. Y/K/N put his hand on Kobra’s shoulder, causing him to melt into his touch. “Kobra, it’s really not that bad,” Y/K/N said, his voice calm, despite the pain he was in. Kobra turned his attention back towards Y/K/N, his demeanor softening and the anger in his eyes being replaced with that of adoration. Y/K/N was alive, and that was enough for him.
After coaxing Ghoul out of hiding, the guys went back inside to the safety of the diner, returning to whatever activity they were doing before the interruption. Y/K/N sunk down in one of the booths away from the others, exhausted from the events of the day. Kobra joined him, first aid kit in hand as Y/K/N took his jacket off, the extent of the wound now very visible. 
Kobra began to wipe the blood away, pouring rubbing alcohol on a towel and gently tapped the wound, causing Y/K/N to pull back with a wince. Kobra immediately pulled his hand away, his eyes full of worry. “Fuck-I’m sorry…I didn’t mean..” He stumbled on his words, the last thing he wanted was to cause any more pain. Y/K/N leaned back towards him.
“No, You’re okay, I just wasn’t expecting it to sting that bad. I’m okay now, you can keep doing that.” Y/K/N said with a gentle smile. Kobra got back to work, cleaning up the wound and wrapping his arm in bandages. After the dining room surgery was over, Kobra began packing up the remaining cloth and got up to put the first aid kit back. Y/K/N sat in a daze, fixated on the faded black and white tiles on the floor. 
Y/K/N’s mind began to wander as the reality of what happened sunk in: They could have died today. They easily could have been the ones laying on the ground where the Dracs now lay, everything happened so fast. The fact that this was the worst to come out of it was nothing short of a miracle, he was lucky to be sitting here. Tears began to fill his eyes as the fear he repressed during the fight came to surface now that he was surrounded by the safety of home. He quickly wiped the tears as they fell from his eyes, he did not want anyone, especially Kobra, to see him cry. He always hated crying in front of people, oftentimes saving his tears for the late hours of the night where nobody could see him in his most vulnerable state. But this time was very different, this time he couldn’t help it. His worst fear was becoming a name on Dr. Death’s traffic report, what would Kobra have done? The thought of the boy he loved more than anything falling apart at hearing the report of his death caused the ache in his chest to grow even more.
“Hey, it’s okay,” Kobra said, suddenly appearing in front of Y/K/N. He sat down and gently wrapped his arm around the other, Y/K/N leaning into his embrace & burying his face in Kobra’s shoulder. “I’m here. You can cry if you need to.” They sat in comfortable silence as Kobra wrapped his arms around Y/K/N, running his hand through the other’s hair. After a few minutes of silence between the two, Y/K/N pulled away, rubbing his eyes. Kobra gently smiled at the other boy. 
“Sorry, I didn’t mean to stain your jacket.” Y/K/N said, gesturing towards the tear stains on Kobra’s jacket. He laughed, his expression of adoration not changing. 
“Don’t be sorry, it’s just tears. You’re okay. What’s going on?” He said softly, rubbing the other’s arm. 
Y/K/N took a breath, “It’s just the reality of what happened today, the fact that Ghoul and I could have died. It’s…it’s fucking scary. The idea of not coming back home to you guys, not seeing you guys ever again, that feeling is scarier than facing any Drac.”
Kobra suddenly pulled him back into a tight hug, recieving an *fuck, ow!* from Y/K/N. “Oh shit, sorry,” He quickly said, “You’re okay now. You’re home and safe for tonight. I’ll keep you safe tonight. I promise.” He said, rubbing the other’s back and pressing a soft kiss on the top of his head. Y/K/N looked up and leaned in, softly pressing his lips to Kobra’s.
“And Tomorrow?” 
“I’ll do the same every single day.” Kobra said, kissing him once again, the two of them in their own little world, and they never wanted to leave. 
“Wow, you guys didn’t invite me to this cuddle session? That’s Rude.” Ghoul said, popping his head up from the booth behind them, causing the two of them to jump. 
“FUCK OFF GHOUL!” They both said at the same time, causing them to laugh. Ghoul rolled his eyes and got up to bother one of the other two killjoys. 
“You guys are missing out!” Ghoul said teasingly as he walked away.
Kobra and Y/K/N just laughed and went back to laying in each other's arms. Y/K/N looked around the room at the others, Party snoring away, Ghoul harassing a very focused Jet, and then looked back at Kobra with a smile before burying his head back into his chest. Everyone was home and safe, things were as they should be. 
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draconic-ichor · 1 year
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Could I request a chiby godrick?
BEAR WITNESS!!
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monstersighing · 16 days
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Hello! I sAw your intro and was intrigued. I have a request,- you don't have to if its too much-
imagine AFAB reader who is a devotee to this Eldritch being, seeing them as a deity or a God. As the world grew more modern/OR there's a great war. SOMETHING that lead the other devotees to not believe in this being anymore, bUt ofcouRse, our reader are devoted n loyal to the being, iN which the being will RewaRd the reader
You could get creative with this! I imagine when the reader prays, the Eldritch will speak to them telepathically, (whether to ask for a sacrafice- oR other *orDers~*) SO, reader has a voice kink ;). And soMe other stuff too- like corruption, tentacles, anal, cunnilingus, edging, and over stim pleasee-! (if its too much I understand-)
Bonus if our devotee reader was rlly innocent before hand :)
Thank You!! ~ 💫
Eldritch Being/Deity x AFAB Reader
Title: Fearfully and Wonderfully Made
NSFW, 18+, MDNI
Content: dubious consent, religious kink, corruption, tentacles, voice kink, praise kink, edging, overstim, mindfuck, double penetration (v and a), cunnilingus.
Notes: Thank you for the idea shooting star anon. This is probably the filthiest thing I’ve ever written. I hope you enjoy it.
Constructive feedback from readers is appreciated.
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Your God is one of secrets, veiled and hidden, his mysteries not fully known to you.
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When the army approaches, the convent Mother hands you a leather-bound book and tells you to run, as far and as fast as you can.
You stop after the sun begins to set. When you look back, you can see a thick plume of smoke rising in the air, above where the convent should be.
You find yourself alone for the first time in your life. All the temples to your God that you pass are ransacked and burned with no worshippers left.
When you pray, there is no answer. But you keep your faith.
You head east because that is where your God first revealed himself. You keep away from the towns, frightened of the men that gather in the streets with their loud voices and assessing eyes. You are innocent. You know what they would do to someone like you if you were found out.
The next evening, you page through the book that was given to you. Between prayers and invocations for your god it is illustrated: a penis twined in a feeler, spitting pearly beads of come from its fat head, breasts gripped by tentacles, men and women drawn with every hole stuffed, heads flung back in ecstasy.
You feel your crotch grow more sensitive and liquid with each page. You lie on your back and your hands roam under your clothes to pluck your nipples, then glide down your stomach to scratch at your thighs. When you can resist no longer, you open your thighs wide and rub two fingers across your soaking slit and push them inside.
You’re bucking against your fingers, almost at your climax, when you hear a voice.
Stop.
You freeze. There you are my little servant, the voice says, pleased.
After that each time you stop to rest and before you sleep your God is there telling you to touch yourself for him. You feel his presence as you push your fingers into your mouth to suck on and then rub at your clit. You chase your pleasure and each time your Lord tells you to stop, you do. Even when your body is shaking from the need to come. Your needy cunt throbs as you make your way to the place you will finally meet him.
You had been kept pure in the convent, awaiting the ritual that would make you your Lord’s bride. But when he demands you debase yourself you follow his command. He tells you where to go, and in these places, there is always someone willing to take your body and use it.
You will offer up your pain and your pleasure to me, your God says, and I will grow strong again.
You kneel in a stable, a cock pushed in your mouth then down your throat until tears leak from your eyes. At an inn, a man spanks you so hard that when you bounce in his lap after, the fingers digging into your ass leave you gasping. In front of a campfire, two men fill your mouth and cunt with their cocks so the movement of one pushes you deeper onto the other; after, a third man slides into your dripping cunt and his thrusts buckle your arms into the dirt. He pulls out to come and stripes your back with his spunk.
Each time, you climax to the rumble of your Lord’s approval in your head and his name on your tongue. The bruises on your knees, the ruined rasp of your voice, the spilt seed dirtying your flesh. All are marks of your devotion to him.
His voice becomes more powerful, a constant buzz filling your head that makes you shake and tremble.
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The temple you find is abandoned. But the altar is still there, surrounded by burnt-out candles.
A cloth-covered statue stands in front of the altar. You remove it, fold down to your knees and gaze at your God. The statue is the green of old copper. A shrouded face devoid of detail except for six eyes made of ruby. Numerous tentacles spill forth from under a mantle. You imagine those tendrils tight on your tender flesh.
You strip yourself bare and read the prayer to invoke your God. The cool air of the temple brings goosebumps to your skin, and you shiver. The anticipation of his arrival makes you wet. You clench your thighs around nothing, aching to be filled.
You know he has arrived by the scent that appears, like the air before the storm.
My most devoted one, he says.
The words warm you, but you are afraid to turn. You keep your eyes on the statue and reply, “My Lord”.
His tendrils slide across your arms and pull them behind your back. Your thighs are forced apart. A sticky tentacle pries its way into your mouth and holds down your tongue. Two more slide up your thighs where they rub in an alternating rhythm across your slit, sliding but not pressing in.
The first tentacle pushes in and seems to grow fatter. The stretch burns. The other rubs against your clit hard and insistent, and you whimper. Your hips twitch, wanting more. You feel your Lord touch the edges of your mind, and then push deeper, into your memories, even as the tentacle pushes deeper into your hole.
You are pressed to the stone floor of the temple as the length of the tentacle inside you rams in and out of your cunt with a squelching sound. The one in your mouth twines with your tongue and pulls. You feel the chilled stone floor against your cheek but also –
-- your hair being pulled as your face is fucked and –-
-- your already red and puffy nipples being bitten and --
-- come spattering over your face as you grind your hips back on another man’s cock and --
-- you feel your orgasm seize your body whole and --
Time stops, and you are held on the precipice of your orgasm.
You have made yourself my perfect servant, and you will reap the rewards.
And your orgasm crashes down and your God says, Now we begin.
Tentacles lift you and you are splayed on your back over the altar, your legs held wide. Your hands are released, and your God looms over you. You cannot see his face, only the suggestion of many eyes that makes you dizzy to look at. Your God dips his head, and a ridged tongue appears from under his hood. It rasps over your nipples making you squirm and then trails down to your stomach where it stops.
Hold yourself open for me.
You pull your cunt lips wide for his inspection. You see yourself then, through your lord’s eyes – your chest heaving, and your hole stretched ready to be fucked into - and feel his hunger.
So delicate, he says. So desperate.
His tongue laps against you, the irregular surface causing shocks of pleasure when it flicks over your clit. It wriggles inside you, torturously slow until you are filled to the brim. When his tongue begins to move your hands drop to the cool stone of the dais and you scrabble uselessly for purchase.
You cry out with loss when the tongue is removed, and then again with delight when he sheaths himself in your cunt with the thick tentacle that juts out of his mantle where a man’s cock would be. Two smaller tentacles spread your cheeks and drip fluid across your asshole, circling and pushing in you in a sinuous glide. Your body is full to bursting, and it trembles, overstimulated. The exquisite ache builds and when you climax again, it rips through you with every muscle tensing and then relaxing.
Your now limp body is buffeted by the three tentacles’ increasingly punishing thrusts, and you hear a loud “uhuhuhuh” echoing off the walls of the temple. Your foggy mind realizes that the noise is coming from you.
The tentacles press deep with a final hard grind and fluid spurts from them. The liquid fills your cunt and asshole. The two tenacles in your ass slip out, and you feel the fluid leak out of you and drip onto the floor.
A feeler plucks the hood from your God’s head. Another holds your face so you cannot look away.
You see your God’s face.
It is beautiful.
It is terrifying.
Looking into your Lord God’s many eyes, the most afraid and most joyful you have ever been, you think that this is what you were made for. To service your God in any way he sees fit.
You feel his approval clamour through your body. You come again clenching on the tentacle still spearing your cunt, and shake apart.
Then, all is dark.
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After, you crawl down from the altar and stand on legs that are as wobbly as a newborn colt. And it does feel like you have just been born, changed into something new.
Your God wraps you in a robe of silk, embroidered with a coiling design you remember from the convent. Draped in it, you walk out of the abandoned temple with your Lord God’s fluids still leaking out of you.
There is no fear left in you. You know what you must do: go and create new converts in any and every way your Lord asks.
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scrimblyscrorblo · 2 months
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Can we get more kitty giyuu w the other hashira (esp rengoku ) please and thank you 💕
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Kocho is terrified of furry things, it’s okay Giyuu isn’t taking it to heart
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Peak orange cat x black cat dynamic
Although Giyuu is a Russian blue in my eyes, Kyo is a big fluffy stripped ginger cat
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beecanons · 7 months
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better yet Loki or Bucky (marvel) with autism reader :3333
loki and bucky with an autistic reader!
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loki~
doesnt fully understand it at first but once you explain a little about neurodivergences he catches on and will probably make a comparison to something from asgard
does all the research on it, learns what midgard knows about this and gets frustrated with the history of mistreatment and such.
has no shame in admitting he's learning about it just for you. but will ask you dont go around telling people about this side of him, especially dont mention it to thor or he'll never hear the end of it.
very observant of your behaviours, stims, sensitivities and preferences.
"dont pick that one, love, it has a texture you dislike" "..i warned you"
he will do whatever he can to help you with a meltdown, he has outlets for his own anger so hes more than ready to help you find outlets to avoid hurting yourself.
you spend hours talking, especially about interests. he's happy to have someone to talk with and listen to him and is more than happy to listen to you rant and ramble about your special interests
will summon a stim or texture object for you to fidget with if you need.
need to sit in a quiet place and de-stim? he'll find a dimly lt corner and sit with you, maybe read to you if you'd like.
extremely respectful of boundaries, listens when you struggle and does what he can to help be it communication or otherwise
pays attention to your ques when you need or cant stand physical touch.
if anything makes you insecure he'll compliment you on it or avoid comments on it if you prefer.
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Bucky~
a little slow with wrapping his head around it, came from a time where there was a lot of stigma around high support needs autistic folk so he might have some things to unlearn and a lot of new stuff to learn.
tries his best to memorise your sensitivities and preferences but will mix a few things up.
off handedly remembers a lot of details you dont expect him to catch onto, especially when it comes to how you communicate.
will come up with nicknames based on comparing your behaviours he finds cute with certain animals who have the same behaviours.
if you like organizing things hes a mess and never remembers where you put things and has to ask every time because hes used to chaotic order.
picks up on your stims and even starts doing a few himself without realizing.
"hey, fruit bat, where'd the keys go?" "...obviously by the door, right"
loves going to the movies with you but makes sure you get a good seat in the back not too close to the speakers or too close/far from the screen so you arent over stimulated.
stops wearing cologne because youre sensitive to scents and he doesnt want to give you a headache
need something cold/smooth to calm down/relax? you can hold onto his metal arm
isnt sure how to handle your meltdowns but does what he can to help you, breaths with you if you need it maybe even has you rest your head on his chest to help you calm down when its over.
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sleep tight, love. pt 2 (tsukasa x rui x gn!reader)
warnings/notes! poly relationship, fluff, reader is in a sleepover with the two of them
(a/n) requested by an anon ♡ part 1 here. requests are closed
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futurestar is online.
futurestar - HELLO EvERYBODY
futurestar - I HAVE PREPARED SNACKS THAT I WIL BRING
wxsreader is online.
inventorgenius624 is online.
inventorgenius624 - *will
futurestar - OKAY
wxsreader - 6 pm, right?
futurestar - YES SO IN LIKE 10 MINUTES
inventorgenius624 - yep
You smiled down at your phone screen, feeling warm inside.
wxsreader - on my way there
inventorgenius624 - drive saftely.
futurestar - *SAFELY
inventorgenius624 - bro stfu
futurestar - H A H A H A
The two of them were still busy arguing by the time you showed up at Tsukasa's house, holding your items in one hand with a sleeping bag in the other. Standing there awkwardly, you rung the doorbell and immediately heard muffled footsteps. Not a moment after, Tsukasa flung open the door, eyes sparkling. Behind him stood Rui, who gave you a little wave, smiling softly. "Oh good, you're here!" The blonde exclaimed, running forward and giving you a quick hug before gesturing inside. "Come in! You can put your things up in my room."
Up the stairs you went, trailing after the two men who were leading the way. Rui had obviously been here many times before, and pointed out where Tsukasa's room was, where the bathrooms were, and where the kitchen was. You gratefully thanked him for the information. While walking down the hallway, you spotted a slightly ajar door, where inside sat a young girl who was maybe one or two years younger than you. She had blonde hair like Tsukasa's, except her hair faded to a light pink at the edges unlike him. Spotting you, she gave you a little wave as you passed.
"You have a sister, Tsukasa?"
"Yep! Her name is Saki Tenma. She's also part of a musical group." Tsukasa rambled on and on about her favorite foods and music genres, completely losing touch of the world.
Rui nudged your shoulder to get your attention. "He's really proud of her," he whispered directly into your ear, causing you to flinch and for your face to flush. "If you couldn't tell."
"Ah- I see-" Laughing nervously, you turned your gaze back up to Tsukasa who was staring at the two of you with a playful scowl.
"What are you two whispering about?"
"Nothing~"
At Rui's nonchalant answer, the blonde narrowed his eyes in suspicion.
"Awww, is Tsukasa-kun upset?" The purple-haired male smirked at him, eyes mischievous. At Rui's comment, the blonde's cheeks not so subtly alighted with red tones.
Turning away, he awkwardly cleared his throat. "Let's just set up the blankets and then we can make a pillow fort."
"Okayyy!"
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Now that all of you were comfortable, and that uncomfortable moment had passed, the three of you lay entangled in the blankets that surrounded the couches and the pile of pillows that you guys had compiled together. Tsukasa had wandered off to turn the light off, since it was getting pretty late, and Rui just stared after him with something twinkling in his eyes. You caught snippets of his whispers to himself, namely, "Should I tell them?"
You didn't exactly know what he meant, at least not at the time, but as soon as Tsukasa turned off the light and wandered through the darkness back to the fort, the male started acting differently. He was strangely quiet, and didn't seem to pay much attention to the things you and Tsukasa were discussing so vividly about.
"Hey. Rui, you okay?" You turned to look at him in the dim light, seeing his serious expression. Tsukasa turned to glance at him too, as he noticed the change in the other man's demeanor as well.
"You've been silent all night." Tsukasa noted, sending a questioning look his way. "Do you feel unwell? We can go to sleep, if that's what you want." The male had propped himself up on his pillow, chin resting in his hands.
"I've been meaning to tell you all something."
"Go on."
"And this may be awkward to say too since I know I haven't known you for a long time either- but...
I like the both of you."
There was a stunned silence as the two of you just stared at Rui in shock, eyes wide.
what i think about rui... and tsukasa as well...
theyre both really nice and funny and always so nice to me.
and if we did end up dating...
i think i would like that.
You silently made up your answer in your head, face burning at the thought of being in a relationship with either of them. Of course, it was still up in the air, so you didn't allow yourself to get your hopes up too much.
The void of noise was ended as Tsukasa spoke up, face flushed red. "S-Same here."
You paused as the two men turned their heads to hear your answer. "I... I like the two of you too. You're both really do seem to care for me... so... Yes. I like you, Rui. I like you, Tsukasa."
There was a moment of tension between the three of you that quickly ended as Rui gave you a relieved smile, happiness evident in his expression. Tsukasa beamed too, covering his face with his blanket that had been pulled up to his eyes to hide his blushing self.
"How about we all sleep together tonight?"
"Was already planning on it."
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Hello there! Thank you so much for your ask and for participating in the special event for Sprinkles' birthday! Please enjoy this collection of 6 Sunny & Hero Friendship headcanons to correspond to the 6 sun emojis you have sent in 💛💙
(Warnings: OMORI Spoilers)
A Collection of Hero & Sunny Friendship Headcanons
On Mari’s birthday two years after the good ending, neither Hero nor Sunny could travel back to Faraway Town to visit her gravesite as they had the year before. Even though Hero was incredibly busy, he carved out time to go over to Sunny’s house where he and Sunny baked Mari’s favorite cake together to remember her. As they ate their cake together, they shared some of their favorite memories of Mari. They ended the evening by sitting down to watch one of her favorite movies together, and when Sunny fell asleep, Hero tucked him in on the sofa like he had always used to do when Sunny was little.
Hero and Sunny have never lost of a game of charades where they have been a team. They are so unbeatable that their friends have actually banned them from playing on the same team with each other whenever they play claiming it is “unfair.”
Sunny helped Hero study for the MCAT and took his role so seriously that he carried flashcards around with him everywhere for several months. If they were ever stuck in line at a coffee shop or waiting for their food at a restaurant, Sunny would get out the flashcards to quiz Hero. Though Hero worried that helping him study was very boring for Sunny, Sunny often insisted on studying whenever they met up. He was happy to help Hero out—especially since he knew how nervous and stressed he was about the test and really just enjoyed getting to spend time together.
Hero taught Sunny how to tie a tie. After moving to the City, Sunny had an awards dinner at his school and needed to wear a suit, but found he couldn’t tie a tie (having always worn the pre-tied ties for children up until that point). Luckily, Hero had been planning to go to support Sunny at his event and was at his house to help. He reassured Sunny that it was okay. Then he gently helped him tie his tie and taught him how to easily tie his own tie in the future.
When Sunny was little, he used to go on long walks around the neighborhood with Hero, Mari, and Kel. He would often get tired, however, so Hero would always offer to carry him all the way home on his back.
As a way to honor Mari’s memory and her love of cats, Hero and Sunny decided to become volunteers at a local animal shelter in the City together. Hero knew this was important to Sunny, but he was too shy to go alone or to ask someone to volunteer with him, so Hero was the one who suggested it. Sunny thought it was a wonderful idea, and they really enjoy getting to help out there. Hero often has to stifle a chuckle at how much all the cats at the animal shelter absolutely love Sunny and will crawl all over him whenever he is volunteering.
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