Sunscreen
W.C.- 2 k
âHave you got everything we need? Sunscreen? Towels? My sudokuâs?â
âCheck. Check and check. Iâve got everything we need Lee, and even if I did the other girls are gonna pack plenty of things. Youâve seriously going to have to calm down, weâre spending the day at the beach.â
âYeah I guess youâre right, Iâm sorryâ
âYouâve got nothing to apologize for, my love. Now come on, letâs go.â
You put your hands on her waist, pulling her in for a kiss full of love. The beach bag is slung haphazardly over your right shoulder after youâd checked its contents as per Leahâs request. The two of you had been invited to an Arsenal beach outing, the last meeting before everyone shipped off to Australia for the World cup.
Releasing her waist from your iron grip, you walk out the door side by side with your fiancĂ©e but not before stealing another quick kiss from her usually pouting lips. You unlock the car for Leah remotely as you lock up the house, triple checking that your house was locked up before joining Leah in the car. Settling into the driver's seat, you lean back and put the bag in the backseat before putting the key in the keyhole and starting the engine.Â
With one hand on the wheel and one on the back of Leahâs headrest, you look through the back window as you maneuver your way out of the driveway. Leah canât resist pressing a soft kiss against the exposed skin of your neck, resulting in you stopping your movements entirely too distracted by the affection from your favorite person.
Waking from your slight trance, you continue your earlier actions of backing out. DJ Williamson makes her appearance as she connects her phone to the aux and starts to play the playlist she made specially for the two of you, made up of your shared favorite songs and lyrical pieces.
Jamming out, youâve driven about half of the journey when the music gets cut off and the sound of someone calling replaces it. Seeing the face of a certain Irish captain paired with âLeprechaun đźđȘđâ clues you in to whoâs calling you. Accepting the call you are instantly met with the screaming voice of Katie Mccabe floating around the air of the enclosed space of the car.
âEy! Where are ya? Weâve been here for a while nowâ
âMy dear Katie, weâre there in like 10 minutes donât you worry. Did you manage to drag Ruesha with you?â
âI sure didâ You hear the sound of the phone being passed through the speakers in the car, enforcing every little sound coming from the other end of the phone.
âYou asked for me, darling?â
âRue, my love! How you doing? Been missing you, yeahâ You and Ruesha had clicked as soon as you had met and became best friends faster than the Flash could run, ever since then youâve been calling each other pet names for fun. What made it even more fun was how your partners hated it, your favorite activity outside of football was to annoy them two.
âBeen dealing with my crybaby, but otherwise Iâve been alright darling. How about you? Howâs it been dealing with Grumps?â Snorting at the nickname Rueshaâs given Leah, you can feel her glare burning into the side of your face.
âLeahâs been much less grumpy since I proposed, maybe you should take a page out of my book and pop the question to Katie so sheâll stop being so feisty.â The words falling from your lips are words you know are going to come into fruition within the next couple weeks, Ruesha having told you her plans as soon as you told her yours.
A âhey!â comes from the background of the call, Katie clearly having heard your comment on her feistiness.
âRight, weâre pulling in now so weâll see you soon.â Surprisingly itâs not you who speaks this time, instead itâs Leah who ends the call when sheâs done.
After youâve put the car in a parking space and turned off the engine, you reach over and open the compartment in front of Leahâs legs, pulling out a roll of sports tape to put over her engagement ring so that she wonât lose it. Taking her left hand into yours, bringing it up to your lips to kiss the back of it before placing kisses to her fingertips with the same tenderness you always have with her. Pulling off a bit of the tape, you put the thin strip of the sticky material over the silver band sitting prettily on her slender finger.
âLike that. I did a pretty good job, right?â The kiss she presses to your lips serves as confirmation and you sigh contentedly into the passionate kiss. Leah takes the opportunity to slip her tongue into the opening between your lips, exploring your mouth like sheâs done so many times before. Swiftly pulling away from her addictive lips is harder than you would think it would be, and the whine that leaves her kiss swollen lips has your knees weak.
âLee, weâve gotta go and join the others no matter how much I want to let this play out.â
âLetâs go then.â
Exiting the car, you pluck the bag from the back seat before locking the car and joining Leah where sheâs stood near the front of it. Taking her hand in yours again, you two walk in the hot sand towards the placement of the group of footballers.Â
When you finally arrive at the group, you hand Leah the picnic blanket you brought to sit on. She places it over the burning hot sand before taking the bag from your practically vibrating form, knowing how excited you were to get in the water and play with the teammates who were as âmatureâ as you. Pulling your shirt over your head, you expose the bathing suit that had been hiding under the article of clothing, and the friends surrounding you let out a few whistles.
âBye, babeâ Trying to slip away into the water before Leah makes you put on the suffocating sun lotion, you get about 1 meter before she realizes what it is youâre trying to do.
âWait Y/n! You really didnât think that I would forget right?â Gesturing for you to come back, you let out a low grumble before returning to her now sitting form ready to be smothered in sunscreen. You look on as she squirts the lotion into her palm before she dips her right index and middle finger into the puddle and takes your face between two of her fingers. Tapping her fingers all over your face, she leaves behind tracks of white that are going to be blended out within a short while. When she decides that the blobs are spread out evenly enough, she starts to rub it around and effectively blends it out. Moving on to your neck, she takes whatâs left of the puddle in her hand and smears it all over your neck before motioning for you to turn around so that she can repeat the process on your back. Her fingers massage the sunscreen into the skin of your back and you have to bite down on your lip to prevent the groan from escaping the vicinity of your throat.
A short time later, the entirety of your body has been sun lotioned and itâs your time to return the favor of covering the difficult parts to reach. Watching carefully as Leah takes her shirt off, you swear youâre in heaven as you see her abs flex with her movements. As she lays down on her stomach, you put the cold liquid directly on her back instead of your hand before spreading it evenly over every strong and incredibly visible muscle. When youâre done, you give her a light tap on the bum to show her that youâve completed the task before you hand her the tube of sunscreen, ready to take off towards the water. She turns around to give you a kiss before youâre allowed to run down to the waves.
Half an hour later is when you start missing your girl, walking up to her with water dripping all over the place from your body. Leahâs laying on the blanket, eyes closed as sheâs obviously tanning lightly. You get the perfect idea when you notice that she doesnât seem to acknowledge your presence coming up to her, but like always Leah knows you better than anyone meaning she knows exactly what youâre thinking.
âDonât you dare, Y/n.â
âDo you have eyes everywhere or something?â Your voice is filled with disbelief as you question her.
âNo youâre just really predictableâ She tells you while throwing one of the towels at your still dripping body.
âAs much as I want to contest that, I know that youâre gonna win so I wonât even try. Weâre gonna go play chicken fight, you want to join?â The question is more of a formality than anything, you know Leah just as well as she knows you. When she shakes her head you lean down to kiss her and hand her back the towel she had given you. Walking down towards where you know Rueshaâs sitting, you ask her if she wants to join in on the game, the two of you against Katie and Beattie. She agrees as soon as you say Katie, always down to knock her girlfriend down a peg.
Leah watches on as Katie complains about you pairing up with her girlfriend before both you and Jen go down under the surface to let the two women sit on your shoulders. You keep a tight grip on her knees so that she wonât fall off your shoulders. A countdown is started and as it gets to 1, you start moving towards Jen and Katie, and as the women on top of your shoulders clasp hands with each other trying to push each other off Leah hears a question coming from left.
âTo think that you want to spend the rest of your life with Y/n is really sweet. Your relationship is cavity provoking by how sweet it is.â Caitlin expresses her feelings with the statement, and Leah canât help but agree.
âSheâs my person, yâknow. Iâve loved her since I was little, thereâs no denying that Iâm doing the right decision by marrying herâ
When Leah turns back to where you were just a second ago, she canât spot you anywhere. She figures that youâve just gone underwater again, but as she feels your cold and wet body on her warm and dry one she quickly realizes how wrong she was. The sound of her shriek has the entire team looking in your direction and seeing what was happening. As Leah pushes you off her and into the sand, you let out a loud laugh at her immediate reaction.
âI regret agreeing to marry you.â Her playful tone lets you know that she isnât serious, that and the conversation youâd overheard.
âNo you donâtâ
âYouâre right, I donâtâ
The rest of the day goes by in a flash as you finally manage to pull Leah with you to swim with the promise of a shared shower as soon as you come home. You eat, talk and joke around with the rest of your teammates and when it is time to return home, Leah has to practically drag you away from your friends before you get reminded of your deal. The entire car ride home is spent in silence, tired from the outing with your friends.
The first words are muttered when the front door is closed and locked.
âHow about that shower I was promised?â
Soon the bathroom looks more like the laundry room with all the clothes strewn about haphazardly, but you donât mind in the slightest as long as you get that long awaited shower with your fiancĂ©e who you love more than anything.
Guess who's caught the flu? đđ€ (spoiler alert: itâs me) (no joke my body is actually in a lot of pain lmao)
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both feel the sparks by the end of the drive
It was only a three hour car ride, but that really wasn't the issue you had with it. It was that Voight decided it was you and Antonio who were going to pick up the perp and bring him back for arraignment. You had no issues with long road trips, you had no issue with escorting criminals, and honestly, you had no problems with Antonio either, it was the other way around.
He was always so fucking broody, he avoided you at all costs and you'd caught him rolling his eyes at your suggestion about a case more than one time. Though his terrible attitude didn't deter you in any way, you were still harboring a stupid crush for him, one you were sure would be added to the list of things he would roll his eyes at if he ever found out about it.
"Riding shotgun means I get to control the music right?" You asked, tossing your bag into the backseat as you swung into the car and Antonio let out a huff of a sigh.
"I guess it does." He very reluctantly handed you the aux cord, "please don't play crap that'll make my ears bleed."
"Oh relax, would you?" You plugged your phone in, getting comfortable in your seat as he sprung the car to life, "if you hate something just say so and I'll skip it."
Surprisingly, Antonio didn't have any complaints about the music the first few hours of the drive. He also didn't mind the fact that you were softly singing along under your breath, the tiny smile on your cheeks as your eyes gazed out the window. You'd left your window cracked once you were on the highway, a gentle breeze blowing in through it, causing your perfume to waft over to the other side of the car. Antonio let out a soft sigh at the scent invading his senses and after a little bit it was almost too much for him to handle, pulling over to a gas station with the excuse of a bathroom break.
You'd meandered through the store, picking up a variety of snacks, water bottles and some fresh cups of coffee for both of you before quickly dumping them in the car and taking advantage of the bathroom yourself. When you got back to the car you climbed back in, noticing that Antonio had already dug into the snacks.
"Hey!" You snatched the bag out of his hand with a laugh, "those are my hot cheetos sir!"
"Whoa, thought we were sharing." He laughed back and you couldn't help but smile considering that was one of if not *the* first time a smile of his had been directed at you.
"This is a very small bag Dawson." You dug into the store bag, "besides, I got you your disgusting faved twizzlers." You tossed the bag to him and he caught it with ease.
"Oh wow.. thanks."
"Yeah whatever." You shot him a grin, settling back into your seat, propping you foot up on the dash as you did so. "C'mon, let's get going I'd like to get there in time to get a real meal for dinner."
"You can say that again." He mumbled, ripping open the twizzlers as he shifted the car into gear.
Re-energized and a little bit more awake, you swapped playlists out for one similar, this time your voice getting a little louder than you'd let it before. This time you were surprised when Antonio exclaimed out as a song started, joining in on your antics until you were having a little jam session dance party in the car, followed by much more conversation than earlier.
By the time you finally pulled into your destination you were both laughing, relaxed around each other and honestly looking forward to the next time Voight assigned the two of you for an extradition order.
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omg omg omg !!!
so i got up early this morning around 3am(ish) did my morning run and swim, went in to work for a few hours, and then took my auntie to a shit load of doctorâs appointments, and got home an hour or so ago
so iâm super tired bc itâs been a long ass day
and as iâm making myself a drink and some supper, and just tryna relax, i start hearing voices!! like deadass hearing voices
in my fuckn appartment
theyâre faint, at first
and iâm black, so after i double check that i havenât drank a whole bottle of vodka (i hadnât), i just decide to stay my black ass in the room iâm in
like, if thereâs a ghost or some haunted shit in my living room, guess what? as long as i can get in and out of my apartment, theyâre basically a squatter that has successfully squatted my living room. thatâs *their* living room now. why i gotta go into the living room to âinvestigateâ shit?? i like to think of myself as that one brutha who lives to the end of the horror movie. i ainât investing shit
right??
so anyway, the voices keep getting louder and louder
and iâm like, okay odin this shit definitely ainât in your head
aaaaaand âŠâŠ.
i fuckn go to investigate đŹ
and it turns out that the voices are coming from my sonos speakers, but i havenât turned them on, right??
long story short, apparently one of my neighbors somehow hooked into my bluetooth and their spooky ass audio is playing through my speakers
but idk which neighbor it is
however, i noticed that a previously unknown bluetooth device is suddenly showing up on my list of devices
aha!
so i hook up to that device, put on my slow jams playlist, and âŠ.. i canât hear anything at all. but it shows as playing my music
i figure that my playlist is now playing on somebodyâs bluetooth speakers, while their phone conversation is playing on mine
i finally disconnected the foreign bluetooth device, disconnect all of my bluetooth devices, and when i reconnected everything, it was all back to normal
so no ghosts or anything
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In preparation for ttpd release, I started to listen to your playlist of Taylor's songs in writing order and I love it so far! It really gives me an entirely new way of looking at the songs and the connections between them, so big thank you for your work on it!
I just have a few questions that I'd like to know as I'm listening (I'm on early fearless rn):
how did you order tracks that don't have a clear order? (iirc, a lot of the late albums we don't really know besides some earlier/later tracks). Is it based on vibes, or just completely arbitrary?
Also, how did you deal with songs that some time to write (like Innocent taking a few months, or her coming back to finish change after winning her first big award)? Is it the beginning date, or finishing it, or maybe somewhere in the middle?
Thanks a lot in advance <3
songs that took a while to write: iâll put the all dates i know she worked on itâ like, begin again is in there twice, because iâm fairly confident in both dates, but change is only when she finished it, because i have no idea when she started it. i also donât put the same song over and over again, like all too well is only in there once even though we know of at least three drafts, because it would just be listening to the same song over and over. with innocent specifically, i took the six months quote as it taking her six months to get in the headspace to write it, not like she was picking it up and putting it down, so i only put it in once.
songs that i donât know the order of: short answer, i put my best guess. itâs normally easier to figure out when she recorded a song, or at least what songs she recorded around the same time, so like, a lot of lover is just broken up by producer/studio credits (though i am fairly confident about the back half).
and then with folklore and evermore, itâs much easier to figure out the order than the datesâ every artist has a different way they answer âtell me what it was like making this songâ and aaronâs go to is âit was right before this song and right after this other songâ which is so helpfulâ so like, folklore especially, iâm pretty confident that thatâs the general order of stuff, even though i only really know cardigans date.
but, here are the stretches iâm not super confident about
* a lot of the first half of speak now is speculative, but not really in long stretches? but haunted, foolish one, superman, last kiss, timeless, and never grow up can all easily jump around the year (though, iâd put money on never grow up being written in early september 2009. not a lot of money, but like, still money. like $5). and then like, the speak now vault tracks in general are speculative, she did like no promo for it so who knows)
* wildest dreams-wonderland: all of these songs were recorded in october/november 2013, but we donât know the exact order (wildest dreams is first because selena gomez said she was there when it was written and her schedule just doesnât align with taylorâs that fall, blank space was likely written in late october based on candids matching studio stuff, the last three are just alphabetical order)
* look what you made me do-this is why we canât have nice things: this is mostly just based on how long her hair was in the making of a songs
* cruel summer-soon youâll get better: cruel summer is early cause she said she was just jamming with jack and annie and the song kinda fell into their laps so that sounds like she wasnât intensely writing so i put it early, she teased daylight lyrics somewhere in the summer i believe so i put that pretty early, but aside from that like. these probably werenât even recorded in a block they could literally be wherever
* i forgot that you existed-all of the girls: same proudcers, she said she started working intensely on the album right after tour ended and idk what else she was recording in november, so like. all recorded at the same time, guessing that itâs pretty early in the recording process, but that exact order of the tracks can change, and where they fall in the album too
* august-mirrorball: most of the jack stuff was done before aaron came in, but idk the exact order of these specific ones
* invisible string-betty: mostly circumstancialâ like, epiphany is the first track taylor brought to aaron instead of the other way around, so i put it towards the end, stuff like that
* gold rush-no body no crime: all recorded in late september, but written beforehand, no idea in what order
* maroon-dear reader(/question-youâre losing me): again, all recorded within like a month of each other, no idea in what order besides question probably being in late november and youre losing me on december 5
* lavander haze-karma: pretty sure they were all written in early 2022, not totally sure in what order, beyond bigger than the whole sky being in march, snow on the beach probably being in april, and karma probably being last
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âš9 Ship Songsâš
tagged by @shivunin, thank you so much!! I love sharing songs :3
Rules: List nine songs for one of your ships
I'm going to copy you and do three songs per ship even if I have an 8hr solavellan playlist
tagging: @gvnseylike @sinquisition @ndostairlyrium @fenharel-apologist94 @transprincecaspian @ell-vellan @enasallavellan @demandthedoodles and anyone else who would like to share some songs <3
Ashari/Alistair
Tiptoeing by Hope Tala
How you gonna make me do this dance again?
We're getting closer but we're trying to be friends
If we start it might never end, so we keep tiptoeing
When we met I wasn't interested
I did half a glance, didn't want to chance it
Now I lie awake and I think about you
Because there's a moral to this story but I don't know it
Always listen to myself but not this time I guess
Keep on running from it, when I want it, I do
Back to You by Flower Face
Well, it's always back to you again
Always back to you, my friend, you keep me on the run
I never learned to lose a fight
I never learned to grow upright
Well, this is who we are
How will I release you now?
How can I forgive myself when I'm still in love with you?
And it's always back to you again
Always back to you, my friend
You keep me on the run
The Last Romance by Raleigh Ritchie
Your face looks so sweet, even in the wars
You took the rap for me, but I fell on my own sword
And now the sordid details, are all over page 4
Honey, we made the news and that's all we did this for
We drove for centuries without a sound or fuss
State penitentiaries weren't made for souls like us
There will be blood, but you will be loved
The world will know, but it's only us
Faye/Anders
Let's Talk About Feelings by Joywave
I, I am learning to live again
I, I'm done with the fast-paced, flower crowned women
I, I am falling in love with you
I, I hope that it's good for you
I, I've been, I've been in every state
But content is foreign soil (content is foreign soil)
It's sand I'd love to cultivate
The Bug Collector by Haley Heynderickx
And I digress
'Cause I must make you the perfect evening
I try my best
To put the priest inside a jam jar
And there's a millipede
Angry on your carpet
Oh, and I must admit
He's staring with a vengeance
Oh, and I digress
'Cause I must make you the perfect morning
And I try my best
To prove that nothing's out to get you
To prove that nothing's out to get you
Windswept by Crywolf
I'll be what you need
I'll keep you inside my fortress
Hand you the keys
Leave you to roam these walls
But you tore down the keep
I returned to find ruins
You left all my love in the rubble with these walls
Mori'na/Solas
Fallorun by Andrew Bird
You know we could have been together
But you couldn't stand the weather here
You know I was your rain and thunder
Upon your hills and valleys, dear
You think you're making choices
But there's nothing really here
Just tone-deaf angry voices
That are breathing in your ear
Unknown/Nth by Hozier
Do you know I could break beneath the weight?
Of the goodness, love, I still carry for you
That I'd walk so far just to take
The injury of finally knowin' you
It ain't the being alone (Sha-la-la)
It ain't the empty home, baby (Sha-la-la)
You know I'm good on my own (Sha-la-la)
Sha-la-la, baby, you know, it's more the being unknown
And there are some people, love, who are better unknown
Olive Branch by Sophie Holohan
Cuz Iâm a giver, Iâm a grower, Iâm a lover, till it hurts
And Iâd hate to not know ya, but Iâm not sure if itâs worse
To give you every part of me, watch you go time and time again
Or wait until my dying days and still not call you my friend
Peace, is there peace?
In picking up the pieces of the past?
Is there relief? Is there sorrow? Or can I finally sleep?
When you branch the past and present
Is there relief? Relief
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Get to know me better...
I have been tagged by @sallysavestheday and I aim to please. Or, at least answer the call to answer questions. ^_^
Relationship status: Smaug and I have been together since 1997 - according to the Elves, we've been married since 1998, according to the Race of Men, 2000. We're also besties, so that definitely made all the time spent together during the pandemic pretty nice.
Favorite color: I have a favorite color spectrum that includes purple, green, and gold. It slides around depending on my mood. I will also argue that glitter is one of my favorite colors.
Song stuck in your head: This precise moment? My Songs Know What You Did in the Dark/Fall Out Boy -- I've been listening to it, thinking of Finrod composing songs about the burning of the ships that become popular and this leads into Celegorm and Curufin being pissed at him later that their shoreline deeds become Noldorin pop songs without them getting any credit
Favorite food: I am a big fan of mushrooms - years ago, when I used to do impromptu Discord calls while cooking and imparting fandom and life wisdom, it ended up named 'Mushrooms in my Ramen' because that's the best way to ramen. I also like fruit; I grow several types in my yard. Shrimp, shrimp is amazing. Shrimp on pizza, shrimp and corn chowder, shrimp and grits -- just, shrimps, yes. Also poutine. I love a good poutine. I like making soups and chili the way I want them (basically, no tomatoes - tomatoes are my species enemy, they will try to kill me), so, tomato-less and meatless chili is kind of my jam. My big guilty pleasure is Chicken McNuggets. I know they're basically fried chicken goop, I will still consume them. I don't even need sauce. (But, sauce is good, so it honey with them.) Oh, and raw sweet corn. I don't know why people cook corn. It's so much better raw. (not canned cold, but fresh raw sweet corn)
Last song played: I heard Alone Again Or by The Damned when I drove home. I had only previously heard the original by Love, which I, heh, wow, unintentional pun, love. It's a song on my original Glorfindel/Erestor playlist from twenty years back, when the early shippers were jockeying for position and trying to figure those Rivendell bois out. I should teach myself to play that song. I wonder how it would sound on the balalaika... *pencils that in for a summer project* I already know the lyrics... [So the connection for me with Glorfindel and Erestor on this was the idea of Glorfindel being really friendly with everybody, but the only one he wants is Erestor, so he remains alone and waits for him during the early fourth age when the two of them are the last two remaining inhabitants of Imladris. Even though they aren't together yet, Glorfindel still uses terms of endearment for Erestor - right to his face - nothing hidden. My Erestor is such a asshole. Someday he'll do right by everyone... moving on...]
Dream Trip: I'm at a point where I hate any trip where I can't be home to sleep. Apnea diagnosis did that. So, I guess I'd like VR to catch up to a point where I can really and truly immerse and then go to...Middle-earth, of course I'm going there, or Thundera (obviously pre-explodeyness).
Last thing I Googled: I've been trying to help a friend find apartments in Milwaukee county that are not ridiculously expensive or have weird stipulations or fees attached to them. Certainly been a challenge. But the last last thing was googling Alone Again Or by The Damned so I could listen to it again but also sing along as I was writing this (yeah, that's apparently a creepy thing I do, is singing songs with unrelated lyrics while typing other words or blog posts or fanfic, so that's a thing I have going for me)
I guess that's all for now. Instead of tagging anyone in particular, I suggest that anyone who is interested in sharing please steal these questions and have at it. Or, just go and listen to Alone Again Or. It's a good song.
Love: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cPbNpIG8x_s
The Damned: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nYVDN27CrOo
Only just realizing this now, it's not a bad Finrod pining for Amarië or Edrahil song, either... I'll have to tuck that away for later.
Your mileage may vary - if you do listen to it, I would would be interested knowing who it reminds you of.
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PLEASE tell me abt Death of Peace of Mind I want to know EVERYTHING
I actually have some written for this one. :>
I also have a playlist for it.
Putting this under a cut bc it is NSFT
cw drug use/addiction
Dave is a stripper who occasionally does escort work to even out his profits. Dirk is primarily an escort because he really dislikes stripping and is better at one on one interaction.
Dave is secretly saving up their money to put into a little fund for Dirk to go to college, because he's extremely smart, but their funds are slowly being siphoned out by Dirk who is using their money to buy pills. It started out as just a casual thing to ease his pain but grew out of control pretty quickly.
Tavros is a commercial airline pilot who is in town every so often, and whenever he is, he pays for Dave's services. He's essentially Dave's only regular client. He comes into town at the beginning of the fic for a bachelorette party for his buddy (it's vriska) that ends up taking place at the strip club that Dave works at (he was previously unaware that Dave worked there). This is when the Catching of Feelings begins.
This is also where we're introduced to Gamzee and Karkat, who are drug dealers. (Well, Gamzee is. He just asks Karkat to help him push drugs because he's got a lot of people to get to and not enough hands.) Karkat is immediately interested in Dave and asks for a private dance from him. Dave is too busy and instead pawns Dirk off on him.
Eventually Karkat begins buying Dirk's services, but mostly just to have someone to spend time with. They sit and talk and Karkat becomes aware of Dirk's drug habit. He starts to motivate him to make some changes in his life...and also takes an interest in him beyond that.
anyway here's a snippet and a doodle since I explained this pretty poorly.
Honestly, Dave thought he must just be lonely...coming to see him all the time like this. He wondered if there were escorts at his other destinations that counted on his money to stay afloat. He sort of hoped that was the case, because he couldn't handle another guy trying to whisk him away and save him from his unfortunate circumstances.
"Anytime, Tavros. What's got you here so early in the month?" Dave shouts to him from the bathroom, using a soft washrag to clean himself off. No time to shower, he'd have to settle for a quick wipe down.
"A friend of mine lives here and she's getting married soâŠher bachelorette is tonight. I'll be here for a few days." Tavros walks over to the bathroom and stands there, leaning in the door jam. He makes eye contact with Dave in the mirror. Deep brown eyes blinking at him through his long lashes. He really was handsome...if they didn't know each other the way they did, Dave could see himself taking him on a couple of dates.
"Oh, fun." Dave turns, just finishing up his whore's bath and tossing aside the rag he'd used. He walks up to the man, lays his hands on the wide breadth of Tavros' chest...smiles up at him; lips pulling at one corner of his mouth in his usual, coy way. "Well, you know where t'find me if ya want some more company."
Tavros searches his eyes hungrily, and swallows hard. His wide lips pull into a nervous little line. Dave can see the node in his throat bob up and down with the effort of another deep swallow. He croaks out, "Can i see you tonight?"
Gullible.Â
"Tomorrow, baby. I'll be busy later." Dave pushes past him and collects himself, pulling on his black jeans and T-shirt. He pulls on his patchy denim jacket and slides into his high heeled boots.
He's about to leave when Tavros catches his arm, pulling Dave back against his chest, facing away, He cocks his head and dips down so that he can murmur beside Dave's ear.
"Tomorrow then. There's something I uhâŠwanna try. I'll pay extra."
Dave smiles a little wider, and his eyes drift closed for a moment when he feels the man's lips at the shell of his ear. The apex of his lips ghosting over the outer shape of it. "OminousâŠguess ill just have to live in anticipation. See ya big guy."
When he slips out of Tavros' grasp this time, the man lets him go easily. Dave is standing in front of the open door and decides to turn around and give him a little wink before he leaves. The sound of the door shutting behind him a little too loudly feels a bit cruel, but he knows he doesnt have the room in his mind to think about lonesome Tavros. Hes got bigger fish to try...and these ones he doesnt have to fuck.
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Isak N Jiyeon - Tell Me Baby
Average of 7.1, and that kind of speaks for itself. Definitely my favorite overall out of the groups so far. The vocals were genuinely so good, in other groups I felt like they were hiding behind the mixing a bit, definitely not in this one. Their sound did start to get predictable by the end, and I still have no idea who Mr. Unnamed Rapper is, but that aside, I liked them a lot. They even got me to enjoy some of their slow jams, and that doesnât happen often. Plus, this group is actually on Spotify, which means I can save their songs to my playlist (and I think Iâll do that for a few of them!). Their music never felt quite as repetitive as the others, and I think that helped a lot. Even though it got a bit predictable, there was enough variance that I couldnât predict everything. If youâre gonna listen to one of these 1st gen girl groups, I highly highly suggest this one.
Come Back to Me
Love this intro
Iâve been told this is an r&b duo, and so far we are definitely r&b
This âhere we goâ is cool
Did they just burp in my ear?
I guess theyâre going to continue burping in my ear, thatâs awkward
Tasteful autotune
Mixing in the chorus is maybe a bit odd
Oh look a random male rapper, how fitting
8/10, This could totally get stuck in my head
Tell Me Baby
Why does this feel like a Red Velvet song
A bit slower and slow jammy, and we know I donât care much for that
The timbres themselves make it way better than Sinvi at least
Yeah, you can tell this is early kpop because of how ballady the title track feels
The bridge was super impressive vocally
7/10 purely because itâs better than Shinvi in like, every way
One
Prominent bass
Counting to four!
Omg weâre counting past four
I wonder how high we can go!
Eight! We can go up to eight!
Dude this bass Exists
Oh okay, the counting to eight is the chorus, I thought it might be just an intro thing
Ooh this bridge with the water droplets is super fun
And it bleeds into a rap verse! That was so neat I liked that
Or is this part the bridge? Really itâs like there are two types of verses
9/10, this was so fun, I wasnât sure at first but it totally won be over
The Sign
Back to slow jam land I guess
Oh my god, there was a time when they used this type of electric piano unironically?
6/10
The Way I Love U
I guess itâs gonna alternate uptempo and downtempo songs
Opening with a random male rapper
But the vocals overtop his rap are super fun
Alternating male and female rap lines, thatâs fun
Mmm people singing over a rap beat is totally my style
Dude this guy has so many lines?? Heâs literally doing a third of the song!
8/10, I quite enjoyed the addition of Mr. Unnamed Rapper
Everything For You
That high note was SO good, fading into the guitar, mmm
This outro section with the ad libs is SO good too
7/10, the first half was meh but the last part totally made up for it
Easy Come Easy Go
This is totally jarring compared to what I just listened to lol
Thereâs a bit going on in this song but itâs just not that interesting to me?
Itâs kinda dark and it has pretty vocals but yeah itâs just not the vibe
6/10
Bad, Good Thing
Why does this intro feel kinda Nmixxy to me?
Does this have choreo? Some choreo synchronized to those hits would go hard
The chanting chorus is nice and spooky
Actually, this group feels kind of Red Velvet in general. Obviously Velvet RV
This would be really fun to sing along to
7/10, kinda not sure what to make of this song, I feel like I should listen to it again
My Wish
This group loves to have sudden stops in melodic lines
Ugh, I want to dislike this song but the vocals are genuinely so pretty
I do take issue with just how much falsetto there is in general, could go for a bit less
Tasteful outro, very much like Everything For You
7/10
Double
This group uses silence really well. Like, they cut out the vocals or the background music or the bass or the drums or whatever with good effect
More Unnamed Male Rapper
Actually, this guy has appeared so much on this album I kinda wanna find him
Well he doesnât appear on the Wikipedia, sooo I dunno
7/10
I Donât Know How
Speaking of I dunnoâŠ
I like how urgent the bass and the drums are, contrast with vocals and guitar
The chorus is so standard for this group
Holy shit we got the âtick tock you donât stopâ sample Iâm crying
6/10, this is the first song where I felt like I could predict the whole thing, not ideal
Pray For You
âWhat a friend we have in Jesus,â wow, this is Rather Christian
The only other Christian kpop song I know is Kingdom Come, I guess?
Still, itâs surprisingly catchy
7/10, kind of a weird end to the album but Iâll take it
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Hullo, I just discovered your content and man oh man, I am HERE for it. I was wondering if you could do something with Alastor fancying a new worker (who secretly fancies him as well) at the hotel that ALWAYS has headphones on, grinning, dancing and singing along to their tunes while they work. But, in honour of Freddie Mercuryâs B-Day and MY favourite band, the new worker accidentally gets so lost in their singing and dancing that they inadvertently serenade Alastor with the song Radio Ga Ga. Thank you in advance. âșïž
((No problem Nonny~!! I had a lot of fun playing around with this one!! I'm sorry for the wait I know a lot of time as passed since then but I hope this makes up for it :'D ENJOY!!))
You had only started working at the... Happy? Happy Hotel? Yeah... Whatever, you had only been there for a week. Your job was simple, you were the hotel's private cook for its tenants. This place didn't feel like a hotel at all. You've worked at one before. It felt more like a sorry attempt at a rehab center. But that didn't really affect you at the end of your day. You simply just cooked food, and you were good at it.
The nicest part about your job was that you pretty much stayed in the kitchen, out of sight, and left to yourself. You were the only cook they needed. You'd often wear headphones and sing to yourself as you'd work tirelessly over a meal. You would also dance while you cleaned, jamming out to whatever song came out of the shuffled playlist.
You were lost in doing a little dance and wiping down a counter. In fact, you were so lost in your task that you didn't notice someone come into the kitchen. Very rarely did this happen so you never really looked out for people coming in. That and... They were behind you.
With your headphones in you also couldn't hear them. And when the next song came on you just had to turn up the volume. Your heart filled with joy at hearing one of your favorite songs. You did a little sway of your hips and pretend a spatula was your microphone.
Some parts you hummed, but when it was time to sing... Oh... boy did you sing, "I'd sit alone and watch your light~! My only friend, through teenage nights!" You were still cleaning the counter as you ran the rag over its surface and wiped away the crumbs, "And everything, I had to know. I heard it on, my radio! You gave them all! Those old-time stars, through wars of worlds- invaded by Mars~"
You through the rag into a sink across the kitchen with ease, doing a little dance and still unaware of someone with big smile, watching the new cook sing away.
"You made 'em laugh, you made 'em cry. You made us feel like we could fly! So don't become, some background noise. A backdrop for, the girls and boys. Who just don't know, or just don't care. And just complain- when you're not there!" You still had your back to the doors as you walked around the counter and dramatically dragged your fingers. You gave a quick swish of your hips as you made it over to the sink.
"You had your time, you had the power~ You've yet to have your finest hour~Radio- radio. All we hear is radio ga ga! Radio goo goo~! Radio ga ga! All we hear is radio ga ga! Radio blah blah-" You sang into your make microphone and raised a hand to the sky, you took on a the stance of the stars and sidestepped to your dance, "Radio, what's new? Radio- someone still loves you-" You did a little spin then screamed at the top of your lungs.
You dropped the spatula and nearly jumped out of your own skin. Who the hell was this!? How long was he here????? You tore out your headphones as your face began to burn.
"C-can I help you?" You had never seen him before...
The man standing before you had a loose and shallow grin on his face with his arms tucked neatly behind his back, "You have a lovely singing voice," He said to your surprise. He took a few steps towards you and went on to say, "I came by because I heard we had a new cook! I had been busy up until now so I hadn't the chance to stop by. I'm certainly glad I did now!" Eventually, he closed the distance between the two of you and held out a hand, "Alastor. A pleasure."
You stood there frozen for a few seconds. You hesitated then shook his hand, "(Y/n)... And... Thanks. I guess."
Alastor gave you a charming smile and asked, "So how is your cooking?" His red eyes bore into you, "I fancy the craft myself, so I am quite intrigued by your skill, if I may so ask."
Geeze he sure did talk like an old man. You looked around the kitchen then shrugged, "I was a private chef before I died. It's why Charlie hired me. I'd say I'm pretty good."
"Excellent!" Alastor beamed. He quickly took off his red tailor coat and threw it in some random direction. You were instantly met with a far different outfit. His red dress shirt was neatly tucked in pants, which were held up by thin black suspenders. You were most surprised as Alastor rolled up his sleeves. His gloves were not gloves at all, but a part of his skin. the deep dark colors bleed like veins up his arm before fading out
You found yourself oddly attracted to this man all of a sudden. Not because he wanted to cook with you, but because of you... didn't expect him to look that. Which happened to be very handsome without the raggy rundown tailcoat. You simply couldn't lie. He was slowly swooning you.
"W-what are we cooking?" You shyly asked.
But his enthusiasm still startled you. He had already grabbed a long knife, swung it in his hand then pointed the tip of the blade at you, "What is the dish that makes your memories come to life?"
That was kind of... how would you say it? Deep? Philosophical? Something like that. You managed to stand on the other side of the counter and grab a large spoon. You closed your eyes and thought, "Chicken and Dumpling Stew," You said as you felt a smile grow on your face as the memory came to you.
Your mother was a kind woman, and the biggest reason you became a cook. Warmth flooded your blood as the golden reminder of her cooking brought peace to your mind. You hadn't made that stew since you were alive, so something seemed even slightly more special than normal.
When you opened your eyes again, letting the memory fade away, you saw Alastor with a large smile on his face, "Well, let's get cooking then," He grinned at you, then even managed to give you a charming smile with a wink. It almost seemed like he was flirting if you didn't know any better.
You smiled at him, slightly flustered by how odd this man was but... also how nice he was trying to be. He wanted to cook with you, which honestly there was no greater way to spend time than cooking with the people you enjoy. Food brought people together, and you had an idea that Alastor saw it the same way. Which was true, he wanted to cook with you so he could get to know this new member of the staff, and perhaps he found you rather... intriguing as well too.
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5:3666
(All We Have: Part Two)
Part One
Colson x Female Reader
Summary: You and Colson fall into a night time studio routine when he starts keeping you company through your insomnia and you decide to work though some past demons
Word count: 3,200 (ish, I lost count editing)
Feels: Fluff with a dash of past trauma
Warnings: Drug & alcohol consumption, domestic violence, cursing, Colson being so sweet it almost makes your teeth hurt
Companion playlist:
Machine Gun Kelly - 5:3666
Warren Zevon - I'll Sleep When I'm Dead
The Vamps - All Night
Halsey - You Should Be Sad
A/N: If you've been affected by anything in this story, please know you're not alone. My inbox is always open and I'm all ears đ€
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During the first couple of weeks of moving in, youâd been partying A LOT. The guys wanted to show you just how mad it got, breaking you into their chaotic household, blending the days together. Everyone was hyper and the house was buzzing with energy. You'd been so exhausted from all of it that you'd been all but passing out each night, but you couldnât lie, it was great fun.
Youâd tried to pass on a few nights but Colson would never hear of it, often forcing you out of your room to get involved as the house was filled with people, jam sessions taking place in between drinking games. It was a far cry from your usual homelife, your last housemate mainly kept to themselves so your place was normally pretty chilled. Colson had used your place as a quiet escape over the years, but it seemed you wouldnât have the same set up extended to you here with this lot.
With the pandemic unfolding, the house had started getting quieter, less people in and out every night and everyone was settling into a lazier way of life. The gang were mooching around the house throughout the day and while the house was still lively at night, it wasnât quite the party central youâd almost started getting used to. Your normal working routine went out the window as everyone had started working from home mainly and without your daily routine, followed by nights out partying, your insomnia was back with full force.
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You were lying in your bed, trying to force sleep on yourself but after trying to nod off for a couple of hours, you accepted defeat and got back up. Throwing some sweats on and one of Colsonâs huge hoodies (youâd been slowly sneaking them out of his closet, finding that the masses of material drowning your small frame were super comforting), you headed down to the kitchen, turned the stove on and filled the kettle up. You were scrolling through your phone when you heard footsteps on the tiled floor. Colson strolled into the kitchen looking disheveled in a white tank top and boxer shorts, hair ruffled and looking sleepy
âDude, itâs 3am how come youâre up?â
âCouldnât sleep, living that oh so fun insomnia life againâ you sighed âDid I wake you?â
âNah, I was already awake. Couldnât sleep either and heard someone moving about so thought Iâd come downâ He replied, climbing onto one of the breakfast stools
âYeah, I think itâs not having much of a routine. Hate lying in bed staring at the ceiling so just got up. You want a cup?â you offered, pointing to the chamomile tea you were brewing
âSure, thanksâ he says, taking the steaming mug from you
You sit down at the breakfast bar with him and start chatting, scrolling through instagram as you do. After about an hour, as youâre talking about an article youâre reading, you notice Colson doesnât respond and you look to your right and see heâs fallen asleep, leaning on his hand, his mouth slightly ajar.
âHey, sleeping beautyâ you whisper, rubbing his back with your hand âGo to bedâ
He slightly jolts at your touch, opening his eyes âNah man, Iâm keeping you companyâ
âSome companyâ you laugh softly âpretty sure you just slept through all my rambling thereâ
He leans against your shoulder, closing his eyes again âHey, at least youâre not sitting here alone. Thatâs something right?â
âThatâs trueâ you smile, leaning your head against his âYouâre very appreciated, do you know thatâ
You gently push him upright and stand up âCome on, letâs go to bed. Iâm pretty tired myself, so youâve definitely helpedâ
Heâs laid his head down on his arm on the counter, his breathing getting heavy immediately so you pull his other hand making him stand up. He stands up and puts his arm around your shoulder as you walk towards the stairs, your legs feeling heavy as you climb each step, carrying some of Colsonâs weight as he sleepily walks with you
Once youâre standing outside your bedroom doors, he pulls you in for a hug
âNight kid, donât be wandering around bored if you canât sleep yeah? Just come get me. Nothing worse than sitting up alone at nightâŠâ
âWill do. Thanks Colâ You squeeze him a bit tighter as he kisses the top of your head
âNightâ you smile, as he letâs you go and turns and heads into his room, waving his hand up behind him
Undressing and crawling into bed, your eyes feel heavy as your head hits the pillow. Colson was right, insomnia was a much less lonely experience with a friend.
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Of course, as is always the way after your sleepless nights, you sleep in super late the following day meaning the cycle continues and you find yourself wide awake as the witching hour approaches. Feeling restless in your bedroom, you get up, and decide to head downstairs and out into the studio because you figure you might as well put this time to good use. You settle into a chair with your acoustic guitar and started playing, stopping and starting as you figure out a melody, working your latest lyrics in with it
âI wanna start this out and say, I gotta get it off my chest. Got no anger, got no maliceâŠâ
âI thought I told you to come get me if you couldnât sleepâ
You almost drop your guitar as you hear Colsonâs voice behind you, âJesus, how are you such an enormous human but you still manage to creep up on me all the time?â
âJust a stealthy motherfucker I guessâ He laughs, flopping into the chair next to you
âWhatcha working on? That sounded sweet, keep playingâŠâ
Colson knows you sometimes get a bit self-conscious with people watching you sing, so he lights his joint, rests his head on his hand and closes his eyes. You smile as you see what he's doing, thankful he always understands what you're like.
You turn back to your notepad, reading over your lyric outline quickly before repositioning the guitar in your lap and resetting the metronome
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âI wanna start this out and say, I gotta get it off my chest
Got no anger, got no malice, Just a little bit of regret
No, nobody else will tell you, so there's some things I gotta say
Gonna jot it down and then get it out and then I'll be on my way
No, you're not half the man you think that you are
And you can't fill the hole inside of you with money, drugs, and cars
I'm so glad I never ever had a baby with you
'Cause you can't love nothing unless there's something in it for you
Oh, I feel so sorry, I feel so sad
I tried to help you, it just made you mad
And I had no warning about who you are
I'm just glad I made it out without breaking down
And then ran so fuckin' far, that you would never ever touch me again
Won't see your alligator tears
'Cause, no, I've had enough of themâ
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âMan, that was beautiful Y/N. I got some chills right thereâŠYou just wrote that?â
âNah, itâs something I dug up from âback thenâ. Been going through some old lyrics and samples while weâve got all this time on our hands. Itâs kinda cathartic to go over some of that stuff now thereâs a bit more distance you knowâ
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A couple of years ago, youâd been stuck in a really toxic relationship with your ex, Stevie. Your time with him had been a tornado of arguments, drugs and the constant heartache of him cheating on you. Every time youâd get close to having the strength to leave, youâd always cave in and the mess would continue with you losing a bit of yourself each time you stayed. Youâd become pretty used to his violent outbursts, he had always been controlling and short tempered, often pushing you and throwing stuff around your apartment. Despite his own frequent infidelity, he flew into a jealous rage with you constantly.
Heâd always hated Colson, despite him being one of your best friends, and while heâd play nice to his face youâd always get it in the neck once you were alone about how you and Colson were âtoo closeâ and he âdidnât trust himâ. Before that final night youâd spent with him, things had been pretty good with the two of you for a few weeks, there hadnât been much drama and so you hadnât thought too much of inviting him out with you and the gang for a night out clubbing. Your good run had clearly come to an end, when you felt his hand grab your arm tightly and drag you off the dancefloor where youâd been dancing with Colson. Youâd been bundled into an uber so quickly, you hadnât even managed to get your handbag from inside. You saw Colson running out of the club, followed by Rook and Slim who was holding your bag, as the cab pulled away.
Once you were back at the apartment, he flew into a rage. Youâd never seen him this bad before, his eyes were dark and when you tried to argue back, calling his jealousy âpatheticâ he snapped. Heâd grabbed you by the throat and slammed you against the wall, âDonât you ever disrespect me like that againâ heâd spat in your face, before striking you so hard with his fist that the skin across your cheek split open. It was as if his actions had knocked him back to reality, heâd let go of you and you ran to your bedroom, locked the door behind you and started packing a bag. He hammered on the door, begging you to open it and you could hear that he was crying. You looked around for your phone before you remembered youâd left it at the club. Desperate to get away, you opened your laptop and brought up instagram, managing to send Colson a message asking him to send you an uber to his house straight away. Youâd thrown your laptop and a few more bits in your bag, the battery dying before you had a chance to wait for a reply, before pulling the bedroom door open and barging past Stevie. Heâd tried to grab you, but youâd finally had enough âNever fucking touch me againâ you spat, pushing him off you. The hatred in your voice rooted him to the spot and he said nothing as you walked out, the door slamming behind you.
Once you were outside the apartment building, the reality of what had just happened and the situation you were in started to wash over you. You had no phone, no wallet, your laptop was dead. Just as you were starting to seriously panic, an uber pulled up and Colson had leapt out of the backseat. Youâd been in total shock and had just let Colson guide you into the cab and then out into his house, up to his room. He didnât say anything as he led you to his bathroom and lifted you up onto the counter. He grabbed a flannel and soaked it with warm water, rinsing it out before pressing it softly against the cut on your cheek, gently wiping away the blood that had mixed with your mascara laced tears. The tenderness of his actions was almost too much and you started to sob again.
âHey, hey. Y/N, look at meâ he said softly, lifting your chin so you looked at him, his blue eyes misty themselves âItâs okay, youâre safe here. Donât move, Iâll be back in a secâ
He left the bathroom and returned with a pair of boxers and a t-shirt. Putting them on the counter next to you, he crouched down and undid the straps on your heels, slipping them off your feet and then helping you down from the counter. âIâll leave you to changeâ
When you came out of the bathroom, Colson was lying in his bed âCome hereâ he said, holding his arm and beckoning into his side. You crawled under the covers next to him and snuggled into him, his long arms wrapping around you.
âColâŠâ you said quietly
âYeah?â he whispered back, stroking your hair off your forehead
âThank youâŠâ
âYou donât need to thank me. Iâve always got you Y/Nâ
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âI hated that fucking guy. That night...I wanted to kill him after what heâd done to youâ
You see him tense up at the memory and you lean over and squeeze his knee âYouâre such an amazing friend, do you know that. I donât know what I wouldâve done that night without youâ
"You're a fucking warrior Y/N, you'd have handled your shit. I was just happy you trusted me enough to let me be there for you. You deserve so much better than that" he says, covering the hand you'd placed on his knee with his, staring you in the eyes and returning the smile that's crept across your face
"You know there's been a few punches I've wanted to dole out on behalf of you over the years, but you've never let me" you tell him
"Too right I'd never let you. I never want you in the drama, you're too good for getting caught up in that shit" he replies, pointing at you with mock sternness
"Hey" he says, seeing your expression wash over with a tint of sadness "At least the sleepless nights aren't what they were thenâŠ
⊠If we're gonna work through some old demons this lockdown, I'm sure I've got some songs and lyrics that have never seen the light of day" He reaches over the desk and pulls his laptop towards him "You've inspired me⊠"
"Oh no, are we gonna fuck our heads up with this?" you joke nervously, worrying that Colson's going to delve into something that's going to upset him
"Nah, I got you covered and you got me, right?"
"True dat" you say, as he holds his fist out so you can fistbump, his eyes now focused on his laptop screen
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You felt kinda bad, having kept Colson up all night with you the last two nights, especially as you'd got him reminiscing about some tough memories, so tonight you tried to sneak past his room when your restlessness got the better of you.
"Nice try kid!" Colson says as he throws his bedroom door open, causing you to yelp in fright. standing there topless with his sweatpants hung low in his hips, he lights the joint hanging from his mouth "I told you we were in this together now"
"I felt bad, making you stay up with me"
"You didn't make me do shitâŠWait a sec, let me find a hoodie. If I have any left in hereâŠ" he says, giving a pointed look towards the huge blue hoodie you were wrapped in before walking back into his room and rummaging through his drawers
"Oh shush, you have like a hundredâŠ"
"Right come on" he says, pulling a pink hoodie over his head and flipping the hood up over his messy hair "Let's see what we get into tonightâŠ"
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And so the nights went on like this, the two of you falling into an easygoing studio routine. If there wasn't anything else going on in the house, you'd eat dinner together then head to the studio and work through the night into the small hours, skipping out the pretense of trying to sleep. You were both pretty productive at this time it seemed, both being proclaimed night owls, and keeping busy during these uncertain times was keeping your minds off the unfolding pandemic.
Considering heâd referred to his home studio in the past as the ârage cageâ (and it certainly could still be party central when the entire crew got involved), it was actually a place you drifted towards to relax these days. Youâd always worked well together in a studio, but over the weeks spending so much time just the two of you, you became more in tune with each other, noticing when one of you had hit a wall and it was time for bed. Sometimes you'd work in comfortable silence, side by side, engrossed in your own seperate tasks. Sometimes barely any work would get done as you put the world to rights talking about anything and everything in a late night impromptu therapy session.
This evening, you'd been sitting cross legged in your chair for hours now, focusing so hard on editing a song which was driving you mad, you hadn't realised your feet had gone numb. As you try to move, your knees crack and pins and needles shoot through your legs. Colson looks up from the screen he'd been engrossed in after hearing you groan and sees you rubbing your feet trying to bring back the feeling to them
âCâmereâ he said, before turning his chair towards you and leaning down to grab your legs, bringing your feet up onto his lap. He pulls your socks off and begins massaging your feet. You lean your head back, eyes closed and let out a long âhmmmâ. You donât see Colson glancing over at you and shifting in his seat as he lets out slow breath before turning back to his screen
âNow this is the kind of work session I could get used toâ, you sighed "You being my studio bitch on hand for foot rubs. Although, I imagine this enjoyment goes both ways Mr Foot Loverâ you tease, throwing him an exaggerated wink
Colson throws his head back with a hearty chuckle, and light heartedly slaps your calf
"Keep it in your pants Y/N"
You laugh and wiggle your toes, Colson letting out a dramatic, throaty groan in response. "Those are some sexy little toes though" he states, sticking his tongue out.
Still laughing, you put your hand to your chest, and gasp as you feign prudishness and try to pull your feet away. He grabs both your feet in one of his hands, keeping them in place then leans over the desk and pulls your laptop towards you
"Get on with some work you, this is supposed to be keeping you motivated, not distracted"
He scolds affectionately, with a smile on his face
âOkay, okay, spoilsportâ you grumble as you pull your computer onto your lap
Half an hour passes, your legs still on Colsonâs lap with him still massaging your feet absentmindedly with one hand while he works, and your eyes begin to feel heavy. You donât realise youâve fallen asleep, until youâre awoken by a âwoahâ from Colson as he catches your laptop which is about to fall. Taking it from your lap, he states âRight, time for bed youâ
You check your phone and see itâs already 5:36am.
You stand up and stretch then walk over behind Colson, putting your arms around his shoulders, and resting your chin on his head. Looking at his screen, you yawn âYou got much left to do?â
He leans back into you, bringing his hand up to rest on your arm, âMaking some good progress so just gonna finish a couple of bitsâ
âOkay dudeâ you gently kiss the top of his head and squeeze the back of his neck a couple of times as you turn to leave âTry and get some rest, weâve got a long day of sweet fuck all to do tomorrowâ you say through another big yawn
âHeh yeah, Night Kidâ he says softly, letting out a yawn himself. Colson turns and watches you head out of the studio and lets out a big sigh. Feeling the back of his neck still tingle from where youâd squeezed it, heâs suddenly aware of how empty the room feels without you in it....
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Abbacchio giorno Narancia and Bruno helping with your natural hair
I had to post this before i finished my haikyuu asks bc this is important
Narancia:
- I have forcefully been shoved into the JoJo universe and I just had to get this out of my system
- Heâs black we already knew this itâs not a surprise
- He just lets hair hair do whatever and it works??
- Like his wash n go always come out fly and itâs honestly not fair
- When you and him (+ mista) are in the mirror in the morning fixing your hair he will help you detangle
- Makes sure your bonnet stay on at night even if you sleep wild
- He has at least four silk pillows bc he sleeps extra wild and he canât risk having breakage
- (Non binary Naranciađ) matching hairstyles
- will let you wear one of his spare headbands if you need it
- âWe matchđ„șđ„șâ
- Pretty helpful and donât be ripping out knots
- Surprisingly gentle when doing your hair
- Always has the best wash day playlist
- You canât tell me it wouldnât be fun to jam to old head music while heâs parting to ur hair
- Humidity who?? He got you covered
- Has an excess of plastic shower caps in case you need them
- He doesnât change it often but when he does he goes all out for a style
- He had mista help him with waves once?? *chefs kiss*
- All in all 10/10
Giorno:
- all of Passione is black Iâm not sorry but Iâm going to stick to Canon just this once
- Him and his silky smooth ass hair donât even know what to do at first
- Probably tries to dry Detangle your hair and you got a smack him
- He will let you use his hair rollers though if you need them because you know he has them
- If you do a hairstyle like his??đ
- Likes Bantu knots the most
- He has very gentle hands so he will finger detangle no matter how long it takes
- Scalp massages
- âYou look absolutely beautiful il mio amoreâ
- Probably sings some Italian lullaby while doing your hair
- Probably uses too much product but thatâs okay he will defuse it
- âYour hair is so softâ
- Complements you the entire time
- Heâs never done some things so domestic intimate so it really melts his heart being able to do this for you
- Will let you brush his hair and kiss his scalp in return
- âYour hair smells niceâ
- Will go with you to buy products to see what you need
- âWhat about this?â
- â pink lotion?? I didnât even know they still made thatâ
- Will buy you hair products based on how good they smell
- âThis smells like she butter, hereâ
- Sidenote he will steal your Shea butter so he has soft hands
- You come home in the container is like half fucking empty by the end of the week
- âWhere did my African black soap goâșïžđȘâ
- âSuddenly I canât hear anythingâ
- Learns how to braid hair in secret
- Asks trish for help
Abbacchio:
- this motherfucker right here will pretend he doesnât care
- Pretends he wants nothing to do with your hair at all
- Gets jealous when he sees everybody else gets to touch it
- â if you canât do it by yourself I guess I have to help you.â
- Boyđ
- Uses his long ass dragon claws to scratch the fuck out of your scalp
- â calm down Jurassic Park I think Iâm bleedingâ
- Will watch hair tutorials at three in the morning while everyone is sleeping
- Like he is taking notes
- đ âcurl the ends to avoid breakageâ
- Wants to get better as soon as possible because he doesnât want you to ask anyone else lmao
- âI got this DONT ask fugoâ
- Can actually do some pretty decent twists
- Favorite is a twist out bc itâs easy and he likes separating the hair
- Will bully you about your hair but In a loving way
- Your scalp is dry(affectionate)
- Probably heats up the oil too hot
- â iâm not putting that in my headâ
- âWhy not?â
- âBro the oil is still bubbling go put that shit backâ
- Good at blow drying your hair
- Has probably never seen that little comb attachment so heâs using that every chance he gets
- Will steal your diffuser
- Will buy you a lot of scrunchies and hair bands to make up for it
- âI need-â
- â here you go,tie your hair up and beat his ass.â
- A true Ride or die
- Everyone sees how soft he is with your hair but they keep quiet
- Will also ask before he pats your head
- tried once but got hit with the curve
- âAh ah! This hair was not cheap youâre not about to fuck up my lace.â
- Please imagine wearing a lavender wig and matching with him oh my God đ„°
- Big titty goth partners
- If you have a resting bitch face heâs just going to be heart eyes the whole time
- âThey look so mean I love themâ
- Yâall just both look mean as hell Lmaoo
Bruno:
- iâve Iâve been waiting for this one bitch turn it upđŁđŁ
- Super respectful and will always ask before coming within a 5 mile radius of your hair
- â May I ask what the style is? It looks stunning on you.â
- Will have hair wraps for you if the mission will fuck up your hair
- Youâre in charge of that little braid on top of his head
- â God really took his time with youâ
- Just always hyping you up and giving you compliments itâs really what you deserve
- Watch watch hair videos with you
- His favorites are natural hair horror stories because heâs secretly taking notes so that wonât ever happen to you
- â I donât know this stylist seems shady :/â
- You know he got money like that so heâs paying for all of your hair appointments
- And products
- âI saw this really good hair butter-â
- âSo my card number is 555â
- You donât even have to look at the shit for long itâs already in the basket and heâs already in the next isle
- He will kiss your scalp in the morning itâs like a good luck charm
- Will make sure your protective styles stay fresh for as long as possible
- Gets you a silk lined beanie for Valentineâs Day bc you stealing and wearing mistaâs hat stressed him out
- Also likes how your hair products smells
- Sleeps as close to you as possible bc you smell so good
- Will use your shampoo bc it makes his hair feel super clean and soft
- âThis bottle was full on Mondayâ
- â,,,,Iâll buy you moreâ
- Heâs a sweetheart honestly
- Drinks his respect 4c hair juice too
- Will watch you lay your edges so he can do it for you
- Make sure your high puff isnât too tight bc he doesnât want you to get a headache
- âYou didnât deep condition last night đĄâ
- Has a schedule probably
- Wash day is every Sunday
- âHey you want to go out tomorrow?â
- âIâm getting my hair doneâ
- âOh so youâll be busy the whole day then, what about Friday?â
- Buys you super cool hair scarves from black owned Etsy shops
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guess fucking what? my inbox is so fucking full right now i'm unloading all of this shit in one post.
For the 11th gotham memes: gothamites react to bruce being jacked in a tiktok he made with kids, like super yoked, ripped as hell
fucking hilarious thanks. i think i did it in one meme post, but i genuinely don't remember which one
i dunno which of the batfam would do this but one time i was sleeping over at a friends house and ended up on the floor bc the bed was so very small and i just stayed there because the rug was soft
that's a drunk jason move i don't know what to tell you
tim and jason are "i listen to pop punk" solidarity. whenever jason highjacks the batmobile theyll go on long ass car rides blaring mcr and paramore and then never talk about it again
as they should!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
tim: no jason it's my turn using the aux cord i gotta put on my jams
jason: don't you dare put on weird shit
tim: don't worry, you're gonna love this *plays fearless (taylor's version)
hear me out hear me out,
red hood stans đ€ nightwing stans
t h i g h s
holy shit yes.
SNL au: Bruce breaks character when pretending to superman and says something like "I'm not superman! You've seen his gps!! It's from 2001!!!" @sabeanybabe
superman flies past the snl building the next day just to say 'actually it's from 2005, i'm not a heathen'
does your back hurt from carrying the batfam fandom
it hurts more from the exotic rock collection i keep in my backpack, but thanks for the concern.
I love your posts by why would you always leave the best parts in the tags?
as a treat for the people that check the tags ;) (and also because i'm committed to the short post aesthetic)
somehow your playlist was everything i never knew i needed. i mean it. this is my new favorite playlist.
and don't you dare get a new favourite playlist!
babe ur stoner tim playlist is exactly too perfect, earth is literally blessed by ur existence
babe thanks so much! i love my stoner tim playlist because it's just my usual playlist but people think it's an artistic choice that i put taylor swift and britney spears in there, when it's just what i unironically like listening to
JANDKSKDK BILLY RAY CYRUS ON THE STONER TIM PLAYLIST I LOVE IT IT
again it's not even an ironic choice, i know every single word and i genuinely like the song
The last chapter of Fundamentals of Casework has me crying at work. Thanks I love it @dudelookitsalesbian
oh babe, i'm sorry, but also, not sorry i love chapter 4 so much it's my lovechild with the 'mental illness' tag
soooo....stumbled on your tumblr by some stroke of fate??? read your DC fanfic first. which is PHENOMENAL btw. then found all the batmemes; the funniest thing EVER bc everyone forgets about regular old gothamites. kept scrolling and your blog pops up as recommended. clicked on the ao3 for shits and giggles and waddaya know?!?!? it's YOU!!! you're LEGEND!!!! ever seen that meme? it's a video of a cat that got into a baseball field and the two announcers get really invested in his escape attempt and start giving a play by play of the cat instead of the game. memeable moment: "GREAT stuff from the Cat!!!"
i seriously think about this ask every single day and it's so fucking funny to me that i've never seen the meme you're referencing, but i still find myself going 'GREAT stuff from the Cat!!!' whenever i see something funny. but wow i'm glad you liked this steaming pile of garbage
Fav dc character overall? And fav batfamily character?
don't ask me to pick between the loves of my life, but i can tell you i've cried about every single batfamily member and also wally west (my beloved)
What's your opinion on fans having a problem with batfam being "too big"? And some even claim that batfam is just "Bruce Alfred Dick Damian" and the rest of them are just "friends and allies" (source: reddit) Personally, I like batfam because of this reason but idk
stupid. a family can never be too big. i'm not that big a fan of like huge batfam stuff with everybody from every single universe, because as much as it's funny for bruce to have like 30 kids, it just feels a little too OOC for me.
This is the best tag I've seen involving the batfam, thanks for thinking of it
This is canon now @nctxrejects
lmao yeah i think at that point alfred has had to sit through like at least a dozen coming out talks and just has a pride flag collection in the attic that he pulls out whenever a kid comes out
idk why batfam hits different as compared to any other superhero family
bc it's found family and usually the other superhero families are almost all genetically related in one way or another
I don't know if you watch the umbrella academy but I saw your last post about batcest and saw the similarities. But the thing is (although I think it's weird) in TUA, they addressed it by saying "they were raised as weapons, not siblings" or something along those lines, which is simply not the case with batfam.
yeah i watched tua but i also thought it was ridiculous and they still treated each other as siblings so i didn't like the luthor/allison thing, and am glad they stopped doing that shit bc it fucking sucked.
Hot take: Batcest shippers are the same people who believe adopted siblings are not actual siblings
smoking hot take: batcest shippers are the people who watch 'my sister got stuck in the washing machine' porn
Duke was adopted by Bruce?
not technically no, but do i, tumblr user batarangsoundsdumb, look like i care?
True story but I had to change my freaking name because it used to be "Damien" and most people would go "OH LIKE DAMIAN WAYNE" like please I'm just tryna live
true story, but i don't actually think of damian when i hear the name damian, literally the first thing that pops up is damian darkh like bruh what?
apparently dc comics company supported comic stores by giving out new titles and stuff during the beginning of the pandemic to help them run and I just think that's wholesome
ah yeah that's so fucking cool, still don't like dc, the company, because this world is a capitalist hellhole and we're all owned by warner brothers or disney with no in between.
ayo looking at tumblr head canons and finding out bruce is actually a terrible father is a punch in the gut
lmao yes, in like 50% of comics bruce is a terrible father and it gives me whiplash
oooh I just saw the jason todd vs winter soldier post and the real question is: batman vs iron man
while iron man has like hundreds of cases of armor, batman could throw out an emp and have the guy dropping out of the sky in 2 seconds.
dickfast = fastdick = quickdick = quickie
magnum hot take
hey bata(?) just thought I'd let you know I have copied the obnoxious emoji and Billy Ray post for use on simping men going forth
thank you đđ· (@spacebarsidecar)
why would you do that to your followers???? i get why i did it, but why would you???
what is scarecrow made the nightwing funko pop himself, like those diy-ers that paint over other ones
oh god no, horrible take, horrible take, that's a disgusting thought oh no
I see your HC that Bruce and Oliver fucked and raise you this: Dick and Roy ALSO fucked
yes they did and it was a horrible moment for jason to find out dick has fucked both of his best friends
"at this rate bruce adds like 1 child to his family every decade or so" Duke is introduced in 2013, Damian as Damian, not as an unnamed child, in 2006. And he is already 14 years old, Robins rarely remain Robins after 16 đŹ It looks like a new Robin and Batkid will appear in a couple of years
i mean i can't wait? but somebody will probably die first tho, we're due for another major character death. my money's on either cass or duke this time.
BRO you're so right all of your Bruce's ex headcanons are amazing but they aren't ships, that's kinda wild. Like I don't want any peeks into how their relationship was I just want to see everyone make fun of them
lmao YES it's just i love bruce being a slut, like good for him.
I am in love with your posts your honour thank you
omg thanks are we like,, gonna kiss now?
The justice league needs to have a meeting to discuss how many of their members/partners have slept with bruce. Because through a combination of cannon & fannon (if DC wasnât homophobic) we have AT LEAST:
1) clark
2) lois
3) oliver
4) dinah
5) john
Thats not counting villains or random civilians @dudelookitsalesbian
yes yes yes, they'll have a yearly meeting about how many of their collective exes could be out for revenge and batman's list just keeps getting longer.
tim was like "i'm drake now" and everyone was like ahh so your fursona is a dragon and tim was like pffffft no. ducks.
and what about it?
when steph's fighting livewire and she zaps her with lighting and nothing happens and then they both just. stand there awkwardly for a second and talk. yeah i couldn't stop laughing at that batgirl steph is the BEST
oh yeah that was fucking hilarious and i think it would be so cool and sexy of dc to give steph a little comic series,,, as a treat
Hi I absolutely adore all of yours "Bruce and Oliver very badly pretending they didn't fuck each other" memes
lmao i do too
I need you to know that âBruce Wayne had frosted tipsâ is one of my favorite Bruce takes of all time itâs so galaxy brained. youâre right and you should say it
he also painted his hair blonde once when he was travelling and in conclusion, this is why he's being blackmailed by the gotham gazette.
you know my thing about gordon being branded as the only good cop in gotham is its a load of shit like arguably he's a good person and not working to screw people over or anything but the fact that he also works w. batman makes him a shit cop. like yea batman is better than the mob but its still illegal its still an abuse of power he just not making bank
babe, all cops are bad cops. (but yeah youre absolutely right, working with vigilantes makes you a shit cop, but also working against vigilantes just makes you an asshole cop yanno?)
ruh roh i think iâm about to add âso not yeehawâ every time i donât like something
that's a very good vocabulary upgrade
somehow i feel like steph already knew. like babs obviously knew but i feel like bruce got high/drunk in front of steph and started telling his boarding school stories and steph was just like âoh you fucked up iâm never gonna forget thisâ
steph and bruce have weird uncle/rebellious niece dynamic and they just hang out sometimes and bruce will be like 'i once broke my arm when i tripped over a hedge when i was drunk so oliver drove me to the hospital on an electric scooter' and steph will just have to sit there with that knowledge in her head.
Hello I just wanted to tell you you are So right in all your steph opinions bc she is, in fact amazing and I think that's very sexy of you.
Ps. Your Bruce/Oliver fic is hilarious
babe, thank you so much and yes steph is amazing and i love her and she deserves the world and she's the best member of the batfam hands down. also thanks
In Supersons we see a couple of kids that are implied to be Damian and Jon's children and the boy has laser eyes and can fly, so I asume he's not adopted. The girl, who calls Bruce grandpa, can also fly, btw. So it's canon (probably by accident) that Jon can have kids and he must have married one of Bruce's kids. (I'm hoping for Damian, mostly because any other of his children would be waaaaaaaaaaaaay too old.) @artemisa97
lmao that was probably an accident seeing as jon is a 17 year old superhero in the year 3000 (by the jonas brothers)
You know, I'm a die hard fan of your memes, but I gotta say one thing: if Gothamites actually took gas mask everywhere with them, then the Scarecrow would just be a weird dude in a weird costume, and not a villain oh so scary. DC really should just takes notes from you.
bold of you to assume there's no gothamite anti-maskers
How does it feel being the funniest person on this app?
horrible, next question.
I can't listen to Green Day or Billy Joel without thinking of your post about how Bruce got arrested at a Billy Joel concert @nightwings-kid
yeah that's your mistake, i on the other hand can't enjoy billy joel without thinking about the glee rendition of 'uptown girl'
I've FINALLY been watching the Batman animated series and I gotta say, after watching "the gray ghost" I am CONVINCED that Batman is a closeted super hero geek who was 100% freaking out the first time he met Superman and is just REALLY good at hiding it.
superman: so what do you do in your free time?
batman, thinking about the superman fanfiction he's writing on the batcomputer: i have no free time
bruce and oliver be like
boyfriends to co-workers 401k (do the justice leagues get 401ks??? not that bruce and ollie would need them, but-)
lmao yes just 400 thousand words of bruce realising 'oh dip oliver is such a fucking dumbass' (also i don't know what a 401 k is but i assume they don't?)
Gothamites would totally boo superman as he saves Gotham while batman is out. @meenje
he's like 'okay think about that next time you want to be saved from an alien octopus'
I just took long break from dc comics and I come back to see ric grayson ??
i think it's very cool and sexy of dc to see dick and just think 'you know what? let's just give him a traumatic brain injury' and then didn't develop his character in any real way
SPEAKING OF RIC GRAYSON, gothamites making confused memes out of ric grayson is much needed
'dick grayson is my taxi driver? can anyone explain what the fuck happened he looks like an italian plumber?'
i hate to say it but batfam are def "marvel characters" in that sense they are characters who are human but become superheroes unlike most dc characters who are gods trying to be human maybe this is why I like batfam
fair enough
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okayyy so i had something heavier/hurt-comforty in the works as a gapfiller about mickey processing (bc we all need that!!!) but this fluffy little 3+1 about ian and mickey singing to each other happened insteadâ i hope u enjoyđ
a 3+1 of 3 times ian sang to mickey, and one time mickey sang to ian (to give context to the absolutely wild 11x09 serenade)
also the biggest shoutout to @southside-foreverâs 80s gallavich playlist which has SO many bops and inspired bits of thisđ
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Mickey didnât really know when it all startedâ Ian was always fucking humming these days, always whistling or singing some tune under his breath when he came out of the shower. He was more buoyant recently, lighterâ the security gig was going well, and these days it felt like something looming and heavy had lifted, releasing the crooked hunch out of Ianâs shoulders that had taken root the sour morning weeks before as he shoveled Fruit Loops and Jameson into his mouth. Since then, it felt like he and Ian were finally on the same goddamn page for onceâ like they had a purpose, like they were moving forward.
Or at least, moving forward on the weekdaysâ but today was a slow, lazy Saturday, and Mickey was still laying in bed in a tank top and boxers, sweaty and entangled in the crumpled sheets, laying back with his head on the pillow and playing some overly-gory sharpshooter game on his phone. Heâd been trying to beat this fucking level a million times, but his thumb couldnât move quickly enough at the pivotal moment when he had to shoot a bunch of enemy forcesâ heâd been at the game for a good half hour, since when Ian had sleepily stumbled off of the mattress sporting a full bedhead to go take a shower, and Mickey was starting to get a tinny, sharp headache from staring at his phone screen for too long. He was just starting to consider getting up, to peel off his sweaty tank top and head downstairs to grab some coffeeâ when Ian came into the room from his shower, a fraying towel wrapped around his lower half and his torso slick with excess water droplets. Mickey flickered his eyes up from his game for a moment, taking an⊠appreciative glance, and then quickly focused his attention back on his pixelated mission as Ian stood in front of the dresser in the cramped bedroom, and started to rustle through the drawers for a t-shirt.
Mickey maneuvered his buff video game avatar through a minefield, biting his lip in concentrationâ when his sharp focus was suddenly infiltrated by Ian, singing under his breath in an airy tone.
âOoooooh weâre halfway there.â
Mickey gritted his teeth slightly and tried to pour all his attention into the pivotal moment of the level, but half of his mind was being pulled to listen to Ianâs gravelly voice, continuing to softly murmur to himself in a tone that was ridiculously off-key.
âShe says weâve gotta hoooold on, to what weâve gotââ
Mickeyâs phone screen flickered. GAME OVER.
Mickey wanted to throw his phone at the fucking wall. He inhaled, then pressed âStart Gameâ again, one last timeâ and again, his focus was disrupted by Ian, singing under his breath as he pulled on his jeans and gently pattered his hands in a rhythm on the top of the dresserâ which was endearing and sappy as fuck, sure, but it was not helping Mickey with the task at hand. Mickey puffed out a sharp, frustrated breath, keeping his eyes on his phone screen.
âThe fuck are you singing for right now?â
Ian suddenly gave a sheepish smile over his shoulder as he rifled through their sock drawer, like heâd been caught in the middle of doing something wrong.
âDonât know. Song was just stuck in my head I guess.â
Mickey glared at Ian, pressing his thumb to the screen to pause his game. âCut that shit out.â
Ian rolled his eyes fondly, sitting on the edge of the mattress to pull on his socks. âYou should be thanking me for serenading you with your fucking eighties dad music. I could be singing Carly Rae Jepson right now, or some other pop bullshit that you hate.â
Mickey felt an involuntary, amused smirk split onto his face, and he tried to turn it into a scowl. Fucking adorable motherfucker.
âOkay, tough guy. If anything you should be thanking me for cleansing your ears from the techno garbage that you used to listen to.â
Ian gave a soft smile, shoulders turning fully towards Mickey now that heâd finished pulling on his socksâ and then he turned and clambered into the bed, hovering above Mickey and causing Mickeyâs fingers to go slack around his phone case. Mickey could smell the warm, freshly-showered scent of him, all cheap bar soap and Old Spice deodorant, and felt the soft press of his t-shirt through Mickeyâs thin tank topâ an overly worn t-shirt, one of Mickeyâs, that stretched just a little too tight over Ianâs torso.
Ian looked down at Mickey, fucking beaming for some reason, his eyes light. He swooped down, pressing a soft, quick kiss above Mickeyâs eyebrow. And thenâ
âTake my haaaand, weâll make it I sweeearâ
Mickey felt an involuntary, uncomfortable chuckle bubble up out of his ribcage. Was Ian fucking⊠singing? To him? It definitely seemed like it. And as much as he didnât want it to, because this was fucking sappy and ridiculous and⊠well, gayâ Mickey couldnât help the fact that his husband leaning over him, breathily singing the tune of one of their goddamn wedding songs in his husky tone-deaf voice, made Mickeyâs blood run a little bit hotter; which was bullshit, because absolutely nothing about this should be hot, and it was probably the most disgustingly married thing that Mickey could think ofâ but apparently everything about Ian, every dorky and fucking god-awful cringey thing that he did, was a turn-on, or at least according to Mickeyâs thudding heartbeat and sweaty palms right now.
Ianâs face was still hovering centimeters above his, his eyebrows raised triumphantly and sporting a sappy fucking grin, like he knew how affected Mickey was by this, no matter how much Mickey grumbled and complained and tried to hide it.
Mickey rolled his eyes. âYouâre fucking soft, Gallagher.â
Ian just leaned down again, kissing up the slope of Mickeyâs neck and biting at his earlobeâand, okay, maybe Mickey could get behind Ianâs singing after all.
 2.
Ianâs singing was starting to get fucking ridiculousâ and as much as it made something deep inside Mickey feel a light pang of relief, to see Ian being his old bubbly self again in the rhythms of routine and held by the safety net of financial stability because of the security gig that made the air between them less stale, it also meant that they were also around each other pretty much 24/7, and Ianâs serenades were starting to get relentless.
While they pretty much had a common ground in liking nostalgic 80s music, they would still inevitably argue about what music to play in the ambulance every morningâ and whatever shitty album they eventually chose to put on, whether it was Ianâs pop garbage of Mickeyâs mellower 80s tunes, Ianâs brain would apparently absorb all the songs like a fucking sponge and heâd start singing them all day longâin the kitchen, in the shower, even when they were just laying in bed on their phones and Ian would constantly hum absentmindedly.
Today they were driving to some bougie dispensary in Glencoe, near a bunch of ridiculous mansions on the very outskirts of the city, and it was Ianâs turn to pick the musicâ Mickey usually elected one of the well-loved CDs that heâd jammed into the glove compartment as they were refurbishing the ambulance, CDs that heâd kept since he was a kid when he piled them high in the corner of his grimy room next to a half-broken boomboxâ but as much as they were Mickeyâs comfort CDs, Ian could only listen to Bon Jovi so many times before he started to slander 80s music as a collective genre.
âCan we just listen to something by someone who isnât older than us, just this once?â
âEasy for you to say, Gallagher. At least the music that I like has fucking words.â
When it was Ianâs turn to pick the music, he usually picked more modern stuff with heavy beats and a thrumming bass (though more often than not he also appeased Mickeyâs tastes with some â80s throwbackâ playlist heâd found on Spotify that heâd noticed Mickey would bob his head along to)âbut on longer drives, like this one, it was easy to butt heads about the soundtrack. Ian had allowed Mickey to play through one of his Queen CDs that morning, and then Ian had put on some whiny indie bullshit from a playlist on his phone for the other half of the driveâ now they were heading home after a long day, with the stereo turned low to a local radio station.
Theyâd settled into a comfortable silence, as they often did at the end of the day when their energy fadedâ Ian had stopped pattering his hands on the steering wheel like he usually did when he was amped up and buzzing with energy in the mornings, and Mickey could tell they were both ready to collapse onto the couch the second they set foot in the door.
Mickey blew out a deflated breath and reached to turn up the radio, tuning in to some middle-aged host with a cheery voice chattering about the heat wave in Chicago that upcoming weekendâand then the airwaves went silent, and there was the overdramatic sound of a slamming door and a gospel choir.
Ianâs ears nearly fucking perked up at the sound as the opening chords began.
âLife is a mystery⊠Everyone must stand aloneâŠâ
Ian immediately raised his voice to join in, the tired slouch leaving his shoulders.
âI hear you call my naaaameâ
He turned to Mickey and pointed overdramatically, causing Mickey to shove his arm away but unable to quell the overly fond grin that he knew was blooming on his face.
âAnd it feels like⊠home.â
The beat dropped, rolling into the chorus, and Ian energetically drummed his hands against the steering wheel once more.
âCâmon, Mick!â Ian laughed, throwing his head back dramatically as he sang while still trying to keep his eyes on the road.
âWhen you call my name, itâs like a little prayer, Iâm down on my knees, I wanna take you there.â Ianâs pitchiness clashed with the melody, but he was too focused on singing and bopping side to side in this seat to really care.
Mickey rolled his eyes, his lips still turned upwards at the corners while he watched his absolute dork of a husband jamming to Madonna. âIsnât this song about giving someone a blowjob or some shit?â
Ian gave an easygoing laugh. âTechnically, yes. And itâs also definitionally a gay anthem, which means you have to sing with me.â
Mickey scoffed and flipped Ian off. âFuck off.â
Ian raised a playful eyebrow, and continued to sing with relentless eye contact:
âItâs like a dreeeeam, no end and no beginningâ
Mickey felt heat rise into his cheeks against his will. No fucking way was he going to sing a Madonna song about a blowjob stone-cold sober at 2pm on a Tuesday while driving home from work with his fucking husbandâwhich, wow, that was probably the gayest sentence that had ever crossed Mickeyâs mind in his 26 years of existence (which was definitely saying a lot).
This wasnât ever a place Mickey thought heâd be inâ sitting beside Ian so comfortably, singing fucking songs while they drove home from their daily commute; getting to soak up all the warmth, all the brightness that had always radiated out of Ian so intensely that it nearly blinded him, a warmth that heâd always wanted to lean in closer to even when they were just scrawny kids in a shitty neighborhood still figuring everything out.
Maybe, just maybeâ it was okay to lean in a little more.
By the time the chorus rolled around the third time, Mickey was begrudgingly humming along, like he usually did whenever the songs that Ian was singing on and endless loop got stuck in his own head and popped up while he was brushing his teeth or making toast for breakfastâ by the time the final rhythmic chorus faded to silence on the radio waves, Mickey glanced over at Ian, singing at the top of his lungs, face slightly flushed and grinning ear to ear.
âJust like a prayer, your voice can take me there.â
3.
Ian and Mickey were walking down the moonlit sidewalk, veering back home after an evening at Lipâsâ the night had honestly been weirdly enjoyable, which was definitely a welcome reprieve from all of Lip and Debbieâs intense back-and-forths about the house over the past few weeks. Tami and Lip had needed to go over to Brad and Camiâs for some bullshit crisis management about the stolen bikes, and Ian had readily agreed to watch Freddieâ which meant that whether he liked it or not, Mickey had spent his Friday evening at Lipâs half-packed apartment watching Ian coo over a one-year-old, which was⊠not a totally unwelcome sight.
Trying to keep his shit together, Mickey had snapped a picture to send to the Gallagher family group chat, and everyone had immediately given them shit about being so eager to babysit and get their hands on a toddler like a couple of baby-crazed newlywedsâwhich had caused Mickey to start overzealously complaining in the groupchat to compensate while Ian occupied Freddie. Kev had noticed the texts and swung by Lip and Tamiâs house after closing the Alibi to keep the two of them company, bringing by a pack of beersâand now he and Ian were warm and happily buzzed, relieved of their babysitting duties and walking the chilly city streets back towards the Gallagher house.
Halfway through the walk Ian had interlaced their fingers, and now their arms were swinging slightly as they turned the final corner to walk down the last stretch of pavement towards the chain-link fenceâwhen suddenly, Ian stopped cold a few houses away from the Gallagher front porch. He looked down at Mickey, raising their entangled hands and pressing a kiss to the inside of Mickeyâs wrist.
Mickey raised an eyebrow in confusion, and Ian just looked back at himâhis cheeks glowing pink from the few beers, his eyes light and unguarded under the streetlamps.
âThis spot reminded me of something.â
Mickey rolled his eyes. Of fucking course it did. Ian was a sappy motherfucker on the best of days, but with a couple of beers in him he was practically uncontrollable.
âWhat?â
All of a sudden Ian let go of his hand, punching into the air dramatically.
âCause love is a battlefiiiieldâ
Mickey laughed, feeling warm hot blood rush to his cheeks in delightâand fuck, he loved his husband so goddamn much. And just this once, mostly because of the own alcohol running thick in his bloodstream, Mickey made the lurching decision to join in, stepping closer towards Ian and raising his hands equally as dramatically.
âNo promises, no demandsâ
âWoooooahâ
Ian had practically doubled over with laughter, tears welling in the corner of his eyesâand Mickey let himself get lost in it, the warm feeling buzzing through his body, of love and joy and fuck knows what else, getting to sing on a fucking street corner with his husband a decade after everything had gone so gut-wrenchingly wrong, leaving him bleeding on this same pavement.
They stumbled over their own feet up the stairs, fumbling out of their clothes and collapsing into bedâand later, just as Mickey was on the brink of fading into unconsciousness, Ian mumbled the same refrain into the crook of Mickeyâs neck in a sleepy voice, like the song was still stuck in his head and he just couldnât help it.
âLove is a battlefield.â
4.
It was lateâ it was one of those slow, tender nights when the past was hanging heavy over them, laying pressed together in bed as thin streams of moonlight poured in through the blinds, pressing whispers into each otherâs skin about all of the hurt and the doubt that had been seeped up and healed with time.
Ian was sprawled back on the bed and Mickey was laying with his head resting on his chest, feeling his ribcage expand and contract each time he took a breath. Theyâd absorbed so much the past few weeksâ the sick, twisted blows of a loss that felt all the more jagged and painful because of how muddled the grief for Terry wasâbut after a few days had passed theyâd found a place to settle, in the comforting press of the silence in their bedroom.
Mickey was mindlessly playing with Ianâs fingers, listening to his steady breathingâand without thinking, he ran a finger over the cool silver of Ianâs wedding band, letting out a breathy chuckle.
âI still canât believe weâre married sometimes, man.â
Mickey could feel Ianâs lips curve upward into a smile from where his mouth was pressed against the top of Mickeyâs head.
âYeah, me either.â
And Mickey felt something bubbling, something wellingâ and he didnât ever fucking sing, not unless Ian made him, but Ian was always fucking dropping song lines into sappy moments like this.
So he took a breath, and, half-singing but mostly talking, in a way that sounded almost mocking if it wasnât so soft around the edges, he let out into the dark silence of the room:
âAt lastâŠ.â
He wasnât even singing, not reallyâhe was just sort of⊠saying the words in a singsongy way, but he knew that Ian could tell what he was doing, what he was trying to do. He was trying to be as fucking sweet and soft and pliant as Ian was, as Ian always was in moments like this, in a way that sometimes made Mickey feel brittle and hard in comparison. This time, Mickey wanted to breathe out the love he had for him into this moment, the love that made his ribcage feel like it was going to fucking burstâ a love that he felt erupting outwards when Ian had played this song for him for the first time a few weeks before the wedding, and had asked with a shy smile, âDâyou think itâd be okay if you walked down the aisle to this song?â
Ianâs chest shook with laughter, and he carded a hand through Mickeyâs hair. And then, in his gentle, sleep-soft voice, in a breathy tone that tickled the shell of Mickeyâs ear:
âMy looove has come alongâ
Mickey rolled his eyes fondly, just to prove something to himself, even though he knew Ian couldnât see himâand then he reached a hand upward and leaned back, drawing Ianâs chin forward to press his lips to his for a brief, lingering moment.
Mickey settled back against Ianâs chest again, and felt Ian press a kiss to the top of his head. He smiled contentedly, closing his heavy eyelids.
Maybe being a couple of sappy motherfuckers wasnât so bad.
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Car rides with punzo
You,Punz,Dream,Sapnap,Karl,Alex and your friend em had all been hanging out in real life most of you had already hung out in real life at least a time or two before. You and punz however had never hung out in real life and with your friends all knowing the feelings you held for each other, but the two of you being blind they sent you two alone to go get stocked up on snacks and drinks and other various things...
You and Punz got in the car opting to take his car... which you guessed it was stick shift! As if you needed anymore reason to fall for him, you internally sighed to yourself. Punz couldnât help but glance to you as he started the car, admiring your beauty as you tucked a piece of hair behind your ear... He snapped himself out of it just in time as you turned to admire him... you admired him for a few short moments before fiddling with your phone..
âYou can play your playlist if you want toâ He says as you begin the drive to the store, you smile softly and respond âOkay thanksâ You donât want to spend too long picking a song but you also donât wanna pick something youâre afraid he might not like... Suddenly an idea hits you and you smile to yourself as you watch and wait for Punzâs reaction... heâs confused for a spilt second but then he realizes what it is and begins to laugh
âReally this is what you choose?â You laugh a bit as well âWhat do you not like this song anymoreâ You pause the song and he glances at you smiling âNo, no itâs not that I just didnât expect itâ You scoff light heartedly âOh really what did you expect then?â He shrugged nonchalantly âI donât know I just assumed youâd turn on some boy band like one direction or somethingâ You roll your eyes light heartedly âWell I mean I couldâve but I didnât know if you would like it or not so...â He glances at you his eyes soft as ever âI will listen to literally anything you want toâ you smile softly feeling yourself blush, a few moments pass and you press play again
Punz begins singing the lyrics and his eyes widen as he hears you singing not expecting you to actually know the words and figuring you only turned this on for a joke, he looks at you with the biggest smile on his face as he continues singing...
âIt started out on a Wednesday and I couldnât figure out why you would be mad at me oh woah.. you say itâs nothing but it never ever changes just like that... itâs always whatever anyways every time we try and talk Iâm out of here any day.. its always something no, it never ever changes just like that...â
The drop hits and you both begin screaming the lyrics! âI GET THE SHIVERS! WHENEVER IâM THINKING ABOUT YOU! JUST WANNA LEAVE AND LIVE WITHOUT YOU! BE ON MY OWN AGAIN! I GET THE SHIVERS! WHENEVER YOU GO OUT OF LINE YEA! I FEEL IT CREEPING DOWN MY SPINE YEA! WANNA BE LONE AGAIN! WAITING FOR THEâ You head banging along as punz tapping his fingers against the steering wheel to the beat... âItâs almost night time waiting for the right time gotta get this right Iâm scared to death scared of your eyes looking into my eyes scared that Iâll back out and hold my breathe... wake up one morning and see your face I can feel it coming back these shivers are everyday.. I say itâs over I get out of bed to leave.. yea just like that!â Ironically you guys make eye contact for a moment before quickly breaking it and once more screaming the lyrics â I GOT THE SHIVERS! WHENEVER I WOULD THINK ABOUT YOU! NOW THAT I LEFT I LIVE WITHOUT YOU! IâM ON MY OWN AGAIN! I GOT THE SHIVERS YOU AINT OUTTA LINE YEA! NOW ITS LIKE EVERYTHING IS FINE YEA! CAUSE NOW IâM LONE AGAIN!â You both jam along to the rest of the song and after that you play some 5SOS and TĂP to keep up with the hype energy that had been created..
in no time you made it to the store, you were about to open your door when punz said âNoâ you looked at him oddly but then smiled softly as he opened your door for you and gestured outwards âmâladyâ you rolled your eyes as you lightly shoved his chest while getting out of the car âYouâre such a nerdâ He scoffed as he shut the car door âExcuse me I am not a nerd I was being a gentlemanâ He lightly poked your side in retaliation, causing for you to squeak and cover it âCome on gentleman nerd letâs go get snacksâ He smirked slightly at your reaction but if you were to look into his eyes you would see nothing but pure softness...
you both made it inside and quickly found the chip and cookie aisle piling the cart full of plenty of different options and even multiples of some knowing how much some of the others could eat... It was so hard to not hold his hand as he pushed the cart... after that you went to the drinks getting plenty of sodas and energy drinks but you also were at least semi responsible and got a case of water... Suddenly as you had just finished getting the soda and he was about to ask if there was anything else you wanted to get he noticed you staring at his hand and began blushing... he softly held his hand out and you glanced at him as he smiled lightly... you carefully took his hand interlocking your fingers
âWe should get some nerf guns!â You look at him excitedly and he nods smiling at your excitement, his smile morphing into a slight smirkâWe really should so I can kick your butt and show you who the supreme nerfer isâ You scoff and use your other hand to lightly poke his side as he did to you earlier, he jumps a wobbly smile appearing on his face as he quickly holds his hand up in defense, you giggle and say âYea weâll see about thatâ And so you fit as many nerf guns and bullets into the cart as possible quickly heading back to the house...
On the ride back you let punz pick the music and on instinct you canât help but wanna hold your hand over his as he drives... what can you say your main love language is touch alright... you cautiously lay your hand on top of his, he smiles lightly and nods signaling that itâs okay, so you make it back to the house the two of you arms filled to the brim with items as you wish to try and make as few trips as possible...
âYou know help would be niceâ you light heartedly joke and the guys an Em laugh rolling their eyes before helping you both finish carrying things in, soon you finish and finally get to rest.. promptly dropping yourself onto Dream, Punz and Karl.. your head on Karlâs lap, torso on dreams, and legs on Punzâs, Dream being Dream had to be dramatic and complain
âSheesh do you have to flop so hard I am a living human you know?!â You laugh and say âReally are you?â You poke his face and he rolls his eyes you giggle a bit and then sigh contently as Karl begins absentmindedly running his fingers through your hair, Dream gently scratches your stomach causing for you to giggle and squirm slightly
Punz smiles at you in a daze just in complete awe at your cuteness, Alex notices and laughs âHey punz you should take a video itâll last longer you know that right?â He shakes his head blushing lightly âw-what take a video of whatâ George rolls his eyes âyou know whatâ Dream smirked âvideos do last a lot longer but I mean this also happens pretty often so thereâs a pretty big guarantee youâll see this againâ punz smiled softly as he awed âWell thatâs good to know at leastâ You shook your head a bit as you sat up âShut up and letâs go get this nerf war started!â You ran grabbing as many bullets as possible along with the gun you thought youâd best be able to use, all the others quickly following along and grabbing their own guns and bullets and so with that the war began! No real rules set no true end game it was just all utter chaos but so much fun... after a few minutes you guys take a break and then decide to separate into teams you,Dream,em and George on one team, Karl,Punz, and Alex on the other.. if you got shot in the head you were out... things were intense it was down to you and punz... you ran down the hallway and into a bedroom.. you quickly realized that was not the best plan, Punz came running in after you but before he could shoot you yelled
âWAIT DONâT SHOOT!â He raised his eyebrow cautiously lowering his gun.. âwhy notâ You smirked âSo I can shoot you insteadâ you quickly aimed for his head luckily not missing, you giggled dropping the gun, suddenly punz said âYou shouldnât have done thatâ you looked up and tried to run past him out the door but to no avail as he caught you pinning you to the floor... suddenly he realized your position as did you, you both blushed purfusly.... you slowly looked up to him locking eyes, and before you knew it you closed the distance and your lips met... after a few moments you broke apart, Punz slowly climbing off you gently rubbing his neck embarrassingly, you did the same and you both began to speak
âSo-â you both giggled âyou firstâ âno you firstâ you groaned giggling âokay okay Iâll go first... I so I... I really like youâ punz sighed in relief âOh thank god because I really like you too..â you smiled softly âReally?â He smiled softly âYes really you idiot I wouldnât say it if I didnât mean itâ you scooted over sitting in his lap
He gently scooped you into his arms gently leaving a kiss on your cheek as he swiftly picked you up, suddenly you both heard loud thuds and looked at each other... as punz walked out carrying you, you couldnât help but giggle and shake your heads at the site before you, the guys and Em all piled on top of each other obviously their covert attempt to try and spy on you guys failed
âHello boys, hello emâ they all waved and said a chorus of hiâs, soon after you all dig into the snacks and settled down to watching some movies
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â© ot8Â reaction headcannon, 2.5k words (eek sorry)
â© genre/s: **fluff**, humor, established relationship, ot8 x gender neutral!reader
â© warning/s: MOBILE TUMBLR HATES ME (some gifs & authorâs note might not appear),,,, my terrible sense of humor/commentary, a couple of them are suggestive if you  s q u i n t
â© a/n: idk if the concept makes any sense but it does in my mind \_( â-â )_/ also seungminâs part is the exact same kinda similar to a brief scenario in my txt soobin âbrightest blueâ fic... but itâs fineee. also iâm sorry that some are longer than others! enjoy :))
chan:
chan is definitely extremely interested in the music you listen to.
in fact, sometimes heâd probably insist that you show him your current playlist from start to finish lol.
i can imagine yâall hanging out at the dorms, maybe even mid-cuddle, listening to some of your recent favorites.
but thereâs this ONE SONG--
your absolute JAM
you get up from your seat or the bed and start completely jamming out.
he stays where he is so he can watch you have the time of your life.
i guess nobody told him youâre a professional lip syncer⊠awk...
you grab a hairbrush and hold it up like itâs a microphone.
honestly youâre thriving,,
heâs kinda stunned. not in a bad way, but heâs just so mezmorized by how cute (and maybe a lil sexy) you are when you dance like no oneâs watching.
thereâs a particularly awesome beat drop toward the end of the song, which leads you to do some equally awesome head banging.
heâs cackling at this point, which drives you to act even sillier.
*ending pose*
once the song ends and youâre trying to catch your breath, he slowly starts clapping for you.
âthe song was great, but the performance was even better,â heâd say, coming off a bit sarcastic. but he means well!
you start to get a bit self-conscious and shy as you put yourself together again.
heâll try to comfort you, standing up to wrap you in a hug.
âdonât be embarrassed!â (cue soft chan),
âbaby that was awesomeâ,
âyou should join a rock band!â, etc.
overall, heâd love it when you share your music taste, and this event will probably set off a chain reaction of similar jam sessions in the future.
minho:
ok so we all know minhoâs a cat person, blah blah blah...
but what if you got super excited about a really cute dog?
letâs say youâre on a walk at a park, holding hands, and talking.
all of a sudden you see someone walking their dogâŠ
and when i tell you this is the cutest, tiniest dog on the face of the earth,,,
you immediately stop walking and squeeze minhoâs hand. you point to the dog and start freaking out because itâs so cute.
heâd say something silly like, âwhat are you talking about? it looks like a rat.â
you disregard it because youâre just so excited about this puppy!
âcan we pet it?â you ask.
â... fineâ he replies, smiling at you, despite his attempts to act uninterested.
yâall go over to the woman walking her dog and ask if you can pet the puppy. when she says you can pet him, you immediately sit on the ground, ready to have the best puppy playdate of your life.
minhoâs still standing, watching you with loving eyes.
of course, you start talking to the puppy as if heâs a baby. minho laughs, trying to stifle all the uwus emanating from his heart
the puppy climbs onto your lap and licks your face just a little bit.
you look up at minho with wide eyes, saying âawww, isnât he so cute!â
heâd playfully roll his eyes because why would he cheat on cats like thatâŠ
then you tug on his hand, motioning for him to sit with you. he does, reluctantly.
you place the puppy on his lap to see what happens.
the dog loves him! (of course, because what living thing wouldnât love lee minho?)
the puppy is licking minho all over as he makes faces of disgust and struggles to pull him away.
you laugh out loud, happier than ever at the two very good boys in front of you.
he smiles again, completely endeared with your excitement despite being covered in puppy spit...
so, it doesnât matter what kinds of animals you two prefer, since youâre the cutest thing heâs ever seen. (aww)
changbin:
i feel like changbin is the type to not be ashamed of/shy about showing you the songs heâs writing.
...except for right now.
he just got home from the studio, dropping his bag onto a table⊠but some papers fall out.
you attempt to grab the papers, but changbin stops you and grabs them himself instead with a subtle hint of nervousness.
pretty suspicious if you ask me.
âwhatâs up?â you ask, a bit confused about what just happened.
heâd try to play it off like nothing suspicious was going on, but you know his poker face.
itâs too cute not to notice.
he likes to play all tough but you (and everyone else tbh) know him better than that.
you go to grab the papers, but he steps away. you try again⊠and again, and again, and again.
you become increasingly more frustrated and impatient with each attempt, until changbin holds them up high in the air where you canât reach them. he has a look on his face that says âhaha! gotcha!â
youâve never done this much jumping in your life.
but youâre not a quitter.
âokay⊠i give up,â you say, returning to a stationary position and placing your arms around his neck.
however, just as he lowers his hands to your waist, you snatch the papers!
âAHA!â you exclaim.
all he can say is âdamn it!â as you scramble to the couch with the papers in your hand. you sit facing away from him, attempting to speed-read the lyrics sprawled across the pages.
he follows you to the couch, trying to take the papers back from behind.
âbinnie, these are so good!!â
âthanks⊠but were they worth betraying your innocent boyfriend?â
âyes. every word.â you finally hand him back the papers with a smirk.
heâd curse under his breath, ditching the papers in favor of tickling you instead.
what a terrible punishment!
hyunjin:
we all know hyunjin is a drama queen,,
you can be a bit of a dramatic person yourself (who isnât?).
so when you lose your favorite sweater, youâre immediately going on a wild goose chase around the dorms, because thatâs where you had it last.
youâre practically talking to yourself. double checking everywhere youâd been. retracing your steps like a mad person.
you need this sweater!!
you let out a little âurgh!â as you begin getting frustrated.
hyunjin would ask whatâs wrong, and when you tell him, heâd GASP.
heâd be like:
âhave you checked under the bed?â
âthe couch?â
âwhat about over here?â
âover there?â
this boy will not REST until the sweater is back in your possession, wasting no time in matching your level of concern/dramatics...
⊠if not exceeding it.
yâall have practically torn the whole room apart at this point.
until finally, you find it in a random drawer (of course smh)
âI FOUND IT!â youâd exclaim, flopping onto the bed and putting the sweater on,
to which youâd receive a âYAY!â in return
tired and leaning against a wall, heâd say something like, âthank GOD! now, why do you need it so bad?â
and youâd simply and softly respond, â... i got chilly~â
he wouldnât give a verbal response, but his face would go from relaxed to âbruhâ.
you knew heâd be shocked at your statement, but you choose to tease him instead with a smile.
he would then opt to tackle you in the bed, fumbling with the covers and vowing to make you as warm as humanly possible.
jisung:
jisung definitely loves showing you the music heâs been working on, just like changbin.
except⊠this time, the lyrics arenât necessarily what youâre used to hearing.
you can tell jisungâs a bit nervous as he presses play, choosing to keep his eyes on the floor as he nods his head to the rap.
youâre listening intently, as curious and excited as you are every other timeâŠ
but then you realize that itâs about youâŠâŠ
the lyrics talk about letting someone into his life and his longing to be even closer to that person than he is now.
therefore,,,, Â u w u
you giggle, which prompts him to look up at you almost immediately with anticipation about your reaction.
you decide to wait until the end of the song to react, but you can already feel the excitement bubbling up inside of you.
the song ends, and youâre sitting in silence alongside jisung. âso⊠what did you think?â
âwell⊠i thinkâŠâ you trail off, looking into jisungâs eyes.
with a bit of a squeal you leap up from your seat and essentially attack him.
you straddle his legs (donât get any *ideas* this is FLUFF for goodness sake) and wrap your arms around his neck, locking him into a big hug.
âi love it, baby. so, so, so, much,â you respond quickly and genuinely.
he laughs, his arms wrapping around you.
heâd probably remark, âyou scared me for a second!â
you laugh in response, apologizing for your delayed reaction.
deep down, heâd feel so relieved that you liked the song and its sentiment.
heâd also be so happy to have you, his overexcited sweetheart, in his arms.
however, at the surface, heâd prefer to tease you. ânext time, donât make me wait so long!â
felix:
ok so yâall send memes and tik toks back and forth all day every day. itâs just protocal.
also,,, you could literally be in the same room, and heâd still just start sending you tik toks heâd saved just to send to you and see your reaction.
but thereâs this  o n e
you canât quite explain why but when you watch the tik tok that your boyfriend sent you from across the couch, you laugh harder than youâve ever laughed before.
whatever humor you may have, this tik tok completely encompasses it in a beautiful, stupid way.
before you know it, you begin cackling.
felix knows that youâve always been a bit embarrassed of your laugh (who isnât, right?), so when you start letting loose heâs a bit caught off guard.
still, he joins in (at a smaller scale, of couse).
he always wants to see you happy, but this is a whole new level of cuteness in his eyes.
your laughter subsides a bit...
until you decide to watch the tik tok again.
believe it or not, itâs even funnier the second time!
you double over, laughing so hard that no sound is even coming out of your mouth.
âare you okay?!â heâd ask, laughing harder now at your actions.
heâd put his arms around you so he could hold you up.
youâd mouth out a ânoâ in response.
there are practically tears forming at the corners of your eyes.
heâd continue looking down at you with a beaming smile, holding you up until your laughter comes to a full stop.
âwas it really that funny? i canât even make you laugh like this.â
youâre almost dazed, your stomach hurting (in the best way possible). you try to steady your breathing.
after a few seconds of recovery, heâd whisper in your ear with a deep, silly voice...
â...wanna watch it again?â
itâs safe to say you wonât fully recover for a while.
seungmin:
on days off, you watch dramas with seungmin to take both of your minds off of work/school/whateverâs been keeping you busy.
however⊠of course you canât go a whole episode without laughing hysterically, and itâs all because of seungmin.
it could be the most dramatic, intense, or heartbreaking scene in the show but he would make it into a full blown impersonation comedy routine.
ESPECIALLY if the drama is in a foreign language.
this boy will reinact all of the subs in the stupidest way possible.
but, today heâs a bit exhausted, snuggling up against you and not saying much.
our boys work too hard :(( Â (but wbk)
...so you decide to take his place.
you start off kind of hesitantly, waiting to see if heâd even react. when the main characters start to have an argument, you begin reading the subtitles in a silly voice.
you hear a soft giggle from your boyfriend has be tightens his armâs grip around your waist.
you begin to use different voices for each of the two characters, alternating between a nasly, high pitched one and a lower one with voice cracks. this makes seungmin laugh harder, going from a giggle to his usual open-mouthed chuckle.
heâs so cute >_< ,,anywaysâŠ
as the scene intensifies, so does the volume of your impersonations.
âyOuâVe bEtRaYeD mE!â
âBuT yOu LiEd tO mE!â
at this point seungmin is cackling despite his heavy eyes and unwillingness to move. heâd be so caught up in your routine that heâd forget he was even tired.
you look up at him to see that big smile and those sparkly eyes you love so much, which motivates you to be even goofier!
you sit up, leaving seungminâs grasp. you begin making hand gestures to match your overdramatic tone.
the scene comes to a climax, in which you recite the final line with more ferver and fake passion than ever before. you finish it off with a fist in the air for ~emphasis~.
as you hold this pose, you hear your loyal audience member begin to cheer for you. he claps, whisper-shouting âahhâ to create fake crowd noises.
âwhat a show!â he would commend you with an expression of sarcastic awe on his face.
youâre really glad you decided to cheer him upâŠ
but not nearly as glad as he is to have you with him on a day like this.
jeongin:
jeonginâs smile could literally melt anyoneâs heart. everybody knows this.
i donât care who you are, if you see jeongin smile, you either smile or cry and there are no other options.
i donât make the rules.
so, when he shows you the âlovestayâ version of his latest dance practice, youâre bound to go insane with adoration.
as soon as his solo comes up and the camera zooms in on his sweet, smiling face, you give his cheek a little poke
you say, âthatâs you!â
âshut up,â heâd respond, giggling.
âwait, i missed something,â you say with a sense of urgency. you take the phone from his hands, rewinding a few seconds.
heâd roll his eyes at you, getting a bit shy.
you resume the video until the boy in the video holds up a finger heart, at which point you press pause.
âlook how cute!â you exclaim, looking up at jeongin and pointing back and forth between him and the screen.
âstop it!â heâs blushing (and youâre screaming internally at how cute he is) as he tries to refrain from making a big smile.
you poke his side, resulting in a small fit of laughter that forces his bright grin to peek out.
he swats your hand away, putting his arm around you
(partly to show his affection and partly to make you hold still)
you place your head onto his shoulder, resuming the video for the final time. âyouâre too cute. i canât help it.â
âbut youâre the cutest...â he murmurs, almost inaudibly to someone who isnât as close to him as you are now.
heat rises in your face.
you: â...stopâŠâ
him: âhah!â
touché...
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Reach For My Hand, âCause Itâs Held Out For You
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Tagging (just who I thought would be interested from the post this spawned from): @tmp-jatp @lydias--stiles @1neverendingstories1
More Than A Band but Jatp edition
A top priority when having 90's boys come into your life is of course showing them what they missed out on. It started with Julie putting together a playlist for them.
Another order would be teaching them the terms nowadays. Someone hadto tell Alex that you donât say âperiodtâ at the end of every sentence. That though, was a priority for another day.
After showing them music they missed out on, movies were next. It made sense since some of the music she had put on the playlist were songs from movies. She obviously couldnât show all the movies they missed in the past 25 years, but there were a few that theyâd probably like.
Their weekends, so far, had involved Julie setting up the living room for the perfect movie watching experience. A few pillows here and there on the comfy couch, could never go wrong with blankets, a fresh buttery bowl of popcorn, just the essentials.
They were all on the couch, finishing up the rest of Camp Rock. (Luke was immediately hooked on the summer camp with music concept.)
Julie was curled up with a blanket at the end of the couch. Luke was next to her, then Alex followed by Reggie.
âYou seriously donât want a blanket?â Julie asked Luke. She had her knees pulled to her underneath the fabric of warmth.
âIâm telling you Iâm not cold.â He repeated another time.
She would have thought it might have just been a ghost thing if it wasnât for Reggie and Alex constantly tugging at the blanket they shared for blanket space.
âI need it more!â Alex pulled the blanket towards him.
âYou have a hoodie on!â Reggie pointed out.
â...I still get cold.â
Julie and Luke rolled their eyes at the pair and were instead more interested at how Mitchie was going to do at the Final Jam.
âWait, she's singing that song? Wait!â Luke scooted to the edge of the seat, being glued to the tv. âPlease tell me he has to recognize itâs her who sang in the beginning. Sheâs the one!â
Alex put a hand on Lukeâs shoulder and pulled him back to the couch.
âIâm sure he will buddy.â
It wasnât until after the number that Luke noticed Julie dozing off next to him. Sheâd shake awake a few times when sheâd hear the high notes in the music.
âYou know we can call it a night if youâre getting tired.â
Her arms came out from under the blanket when she stretched her arms and yawned, âNo, no, no, Iâm not. I havenât even shown you guys a favorite of mine yet and I said weâd get to it tonight.â
Once the movie finished she grabbed the remote and went to find one of her favorites.
âThis one,â she was interrupted by her own yawn, âis about a band. They form when theyâre all in detention together.â A look played on Lukeâs face. She sighed, not wanting to be right with an assumption, â...Is that how you guys-â
âNo but could you imagine how-â Luke turned to the unamused faces of Alex and Reggie.
âIt was always us getting him out of detention.â Alex informed.
She opened her mouth looking to the one in question. âWhat would you do?â
âHe could never put away his journal during class.â Reggie answered.
âIt was better than writing on the corners of my papers.â
âHow would you get him out of it?â
âWell if the book wasnât at the teacherâs desk anymore than⊠no evidence for detention.â Luke summed up.
âWhich meant a lot of talking to the teacher while they got it back. âAlex, we want you to talk to her.â âPretend you have a question.ââ
âThe other option was you guys joining me.â
âYeah we tried that, they never could give it to Reggie.â
Julie looked curious at the black haired ghost. âWhy?â
Alex answered, gesturing to him. â...Itâs Reggie.â
âYeah, canât argue there.â
She turned her attention back to the tv and brought up the movie.
âLemonade Mouth? What kind of name is that?â Judged Luke.
Julie laughed to make it even. âWhat kind of name is Sunset Curve?â
âThe kind of one you donât come up with.â Reggie informed.
âWhen we were starting out,â the guitarist took the lead in explaining, âweâd play at this street corner. I guess people started liking us and would say to check out the guys at the corner of Sunset Boulevard and Curve Street. Then it just kinda meshed into one with people calling us Sunset Curve.â
âWe kind of just went with it.â Alex shrugged.
âFunny, well, youâll see why theyâre called Lemonade Mouth in this.â
She put the movie on and the boys seemed instantly intrigued. It wasnât until fifteen minutes in that her eyes started to feel drowsy. Maybe Luke was a little bit right, but maybe if she just rested her eyes for a second sheâd feel better. Maybe if she just made herself comfortable on the pillow to her right, sheâd feel better.
âLuke, can you turn it up a-â
âCanât.â
âWhat?â Alex looked at him.
âCanât move.â He repeated, shifting his eyes to the left.
Alex looked behind Luke to try to see if he could see what he was talking about. He saw Julieâs head closer to Luke. Sure enough, when he looked past him he saw Julie with her head on his shoulder.
âHgh,â the blonde huffed, âfine Iâll get it.â There was no point in arguing so he instead went out of his way to reach diagonal to grab the remote that was on the coffee table.
It wasnât tell near the ending of the movie when they eventually dozed off too. However they did catch great songs before they did. Classics such as Turn Up the Music, Determinate, Somebody and a song called More Than a Band, Sheâs So Gone were a few they caught before they went off to dreams.
~~~
She tried her best to not worry her boys. When she tried though, all they did was.
They knew something was off when she didnât stop by to tell them bye before she left for school. Also when Luke paid her a visit during school she just seemed detached. Reggie noted Ray seemed off and Carlos for that matter too.
The ghost was hanging around with Ray in the kitchen, preparing breakfast for Carlos before he left for the morning. Reggie leaned against the archway to the dining room, watching Ray as he cooked scrambled eggs on the stove. Carlos came down the stairs, his bag slung over his shoulder, and came around to the stool of the counter.
âDo you know what weâre having for dinner?â
Ray looked over his shoulder, as he dumped the pan of eggs on a plate, âYou havenât even had breakfast yet.â He chuckled, setting the plate in front of him and opening the drawer to give him a fork.
âI know butâŠâ He trailed off, taking the fork that was put next to his plate, looking to his dad in hopes he got what he was meaning. From him touching the ring on his ring finger, he got the memo.
â...I can talk to your TĂa about bringing something over for tonight.â There was a light nod of his head. Carlos shared the same nod as he dove into his eggs.
Meanwhile Reggie leaned at the archway, suddenly now understood.
~~~
She hadnât talked to them much the whole day. The studio that turned into her home didnât feel like much of one today. Just a reminder.
After dinner, she found herself going up to her room, changing into her pajamas and finding comfort on her bed. She sat crisscross, her hand drawn to the scripture necklace she wore. She didnât appear to catch the familiar poof sound until she looked to the left from seeing something in the corner of her eye appear. She saw her boys, looking sympathetic.
It was like they were a reminder. The reminder that they were here but⊠she wasnât.
Luke stepped cautious, taking a seat on the mattress at the foot of her bed. â...Guessing movie night is postponed tonight.â He tried to make conversation.
She answered by turning on her side away from him, her necklace still in her hand, not realizing her foot had accidently hit Luke in the thigh when she turned over. Usually it was a nice reminder when they touched, today though, was not one of those times.
Luke looked to his friends standing opposite of him. Their expressions looked the same as his, wanting a suggestion of what to do, he looked back to Julie.
She was rubbing her fingers across her necklace in the silence until there wasnât any.
âI canât pretend,â she was caught off guard by his singing and what it sounded like, âto know how you feel, but know that Iâm here and know that Iâm real.â
Real. That word got her to look through her curls at him. He looked at the other two to join in.
âSay what you want,â Alex sang, stepping towards her bed, âor donât talk at all, Iâm not gonna let you fall.â He knelt down to be eye level.
âReach for my hand âcause itâs held out for you,â Reggie joined Alex in kneeling next to her bed, âmy shoulders are small but you can cry on them too. Everything changes but one thing is true, understand.â He looked to Luke to take the part.
âWeâll always be more than a band.â
They werenât just singing lyrics. Even when she turned over to face them, they carried on.
âYou used to brave the world all on your own.â Alex continued.
âNow we wonât let you go.â Luke added.
âGo it alone.â Reggie followed.
âBe who you wanna be, always stand tall.â Luke leaned in a little towards her, smiling at the two words, remembering the song they finished writing together. She smiled back, not being able to help herself. âNot gonna let you fall.â
They sang together, looking and smiling as they did. âReach for my hand cause it's held out for you. My shoulders are strong, but you can cry on them too. Everything changes but one thing is true, understand. We'll always be more than a band.â They looked to her to continue.
With a wide smile she followed, âI never knew you could take me so far.â The proud smiles on them were hard to miss. âIâve always wanted to hope that you are the ones I need.â
They repeated the chorus together, harmonizing, voices blending beautifully. âBut one thing is true, understand.â
âWeâll always be more than a band.â They dropped out to let Julie finish.
She couldnât help but look at her boys, proud smiles plastered on them as she looked at each.
âI didnât know you guys stayed up to watch that.â She found the words to say.
âYou said it was a favorite of yours.â Reggie shrugged as if it was obvious.
âYou canât go wrong with a band.â Luke summed up.
âAlso Luke couldnât move so thatâs another reason we stayed.â
She let out a light huff from Alexâs statement. She grabbed her necklace again, looked down at it then back to them.
â...Thank you guys. Weâll always be more than a band.â She dropped the necklace and opened her arms, inviting them.
They made a hug with two people kneeling on the floor, work. She might not have been there but she sent the boys to her daughter. Maybe a reminder wasnât always bad to have. This would be a reminder that they were a family. Family first, band second.
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