No Surprises-A Trafalgar Law x Reader Fan Fiction
Chapter 8-Part 1-Flower Crown
slight nsfw, fluff, angst, comfort, cussing, trauma, topics/mentions of self-harm, depression, abuse, and suicide
“Captain! We’re finally here!”
The two of you stand before a boundless, quiescent meadow, remarkably similar to the field where you met Corazon. The vivid green blades of grass bend with each gust of wind. Flower petals swirl in the refreshing breeze, while all sorts of multicolored flora bloom underneath the sun. You gaze upwards, studying the giant cotton-like clouds rolling through the big blue sky.
You glance at your Captain. In contrast to your short, white dress, his long, black kimono tightly wrapped around his body, the top half more loose fitting for his tattooed chest to be exposed. His long, brown and gold coat hangs from his shoulders. Your Captain glanced back at you, silently admiring the way your dress twirled and bounced when you moved.
You and your Captain take in the sunshine warming your skin against the cool breeze. You smile, turning towards your Captain,
“It’s so peaceful and beautiful. This is amazing, Captain!” It was strange, almost surreal. The resemblance to the outer lands you would visit in your dreams was certainly impressive. It felt like you were within the bounds of some parallel universe. Corazon was right, this world is beautiful. Strange, yet beautiful.
Your Captain appeared unimpressed. He returned your gaze once more. His eyes were now dull, as he spoke with an unwavering sense of confidence, "I assigned your crewmates to collect intel and plant samples we could use to make medicines. There doesn't seem to be any threats here, so It's safe for you to go alone," Your Captain frowns, narrowing his gaze.
"Is something wrong, Captain? Did I say something?"
He glances at the ground, sighs, and turns away from you.
"Today's your day, Kanna-ya. This is my gift to you. Enjoy it."
Your Captain heads straight for the nearest tree with lots of shade. Small patches of tuft are littered here and there underneath the tree. It looked gloomy and dreary.
"Captain? Wait, where are you going?" You follow him, "I thought you wanted to spend time together." Your Captain pauses and turns his body just enough to see you.
Ever since the two of you had eaten breakfast together, your Captain had seemed distant. Even on his birthday, he stood around the halls. He still felt warm and approachable, but awkward.
Guilt pressed against your Captain's lungs, forcing him to stay quiet.
He was reckless. He acted like a bold and drunken fool last night. He felt like he toyed with your heart that night, toyed with your feelings, toyed with you. The softness of your hands, your gentle whimpers. Your soft cheeks reddening against his restless fingers. Your warm lips.
It was still hazy, but it was real.
All because of your damn smile.
He paused, taking a deep breath in and out,
"I'll be watching you from over here. I brought some things to keep myself busy. Go have fun without me."
You walk closer, gently tugging on his sleeve, "Captain, just this once, please?"
Your Captain frowns down at you, and glances away.
"...Would it really make you happy?"
You nod, "Yes, Captain. It would."
Closing his eyes, your Captain lets out an acquiescent sigh, "Alright, Kanna-ya. You win, let's go."
Your eyes sparkle as he turns to face you, Kikoku firmly grasped in his left hand.
With his other hand, he gently nudges yours,
"Lead the way."
You giggle and grab his hand, pulling your Captain towards the flower field.
-
You hum as you walk with your Captain across the quiet meadow. “Isn’t this relaxing, Captain? How did you even learn about this place? I would’ve loved coming here.”
“I just thought you’d like it” is all he says.
You hum, a little disappointed by his response.
“That’s it?” you squeeze his hand.
-
Since your suicide attempt, Law’s sleeping habits had worsened. He knew he had people looking after you, but,
What if you tried again?
What if he didn’t hear you?
Why did he care so much?
He wanted to make sure it never happened again. There wasn’t much he could do, but he just wanted you to be happy.
All it took for him was to touch his chest, tracing the sturdy petals of the hibiscus flowers you gifted him.
He studied all kinds of plants, flowers, even fungus. He wanted to find the perfect gift for you. He planned and replanned over and over, crumpling up pieces of paper and throwing them off his desk.
I’m overthinking this. All of this for one girl. Why do I care so much? It’s stupid.
He frowned. He had spent so much time studying all kinds of flowers he was certain you’d like, just to make you happy?
“What’s that island coming up?” Law pointed to a mark on the screen.
Bepo shrugged. “I don’t know, Captain. Looks like there’s all kinds of plant life growing there. Maybe it would be a place to stock up on medicinal supplies?”
“Perhaps…”
He almost disregarded the island entirely. He was calm and calculated, ready to continue setting sail for the Heart Pirates’ next destination.
And then, he remembered your smile.
It was almost instantaneous, a chemical reaction, an explosion of colors.
“Actually, let’s stop there.”
“Captain?”
“It would be a good idea to see what the island holds, especially if there’s an abundance of flora and vegetation.”
Law walks back up the stairs, as Bepo cheers, “Aye aye, Captain!”
-
“Why? Are you expecting a surprise or something?”
“Sort of,” you respond.
“Kanna-ya. You don’t need to find a reason for my gift.” he responds, coldly.
Don’t look. It’s stupid. It’s only wishful thinking. This was just a birthday present and nothing more.
“It just felt right,” he answered. He hated lying to you like this, but he was scared. The truth was embarrassing and stupid. Stupid, stupid, stupid. He didn’t-no, he wouldn’t be seen as a fool.
You hum,
“I still really like this, regardless. I wanna come back here again with you, someday.”
“...”
Your Captain lets go of your hand to take off his white furry polar cap, slinging it over the pommel of his blade. He then grabs your hand, gently stroking the back of yours with his thumb.
“Whatever you want.”
You press against each other's hands tighter.
-
The longer you hold onto one another, the more comfortable you become. Every now and then, you squeeze your Captain’s to communicate.
“Captain! Look! (squeeze)”
“Wait, look at this, Captain (squeeze, squeeze). What do you think it is?”
“Over there! (squeeze) That one is so pretty!”
After some time, your Captain began to, as well.
“(squeeze) Those are called bluebells.” he would respond, calmly,
“Look (squeeze, squeeze). Over here. There’s more of the flower you liked.”
Your eyes eventually wander to a beautiful, gentle pink flower. You walk towards the flower, pulling your Captain along.
Carefully, you let go of his hand. You knelt down and smelled the sweet aroma of the pink flower. Your eyes light up,
“Captain! Come smell this!”
Your Captain knelt close beside you, gently pressing his hand against your lower back. You felt your heart race seeing him this close to you. His dark, raven hair gleamed in the sun. You could smell the cologne from his neck as he leaned forward and inhaled the flowery fragrance, “It’s a carnation.”
You grinned, “You can tell just by smelling them?”
“Huh? No, Silly-ya” Your Captain bonks your head, “I did a lot of research. I knew it was a carnation, I just told you too late.”
You giggle, “I’m just kidding, Captain!”
He smirks, ruffling your hair, “Jeez.”
He caresses the petals with his thumb, “It can symbolize many different things, purity, luck, rejection…” his deep voice became smoother, “I’m pretty sure pink is a symbol of gratitude. It’s a sign of appreciation, or a way of saying, ‘Even when you leave, I promise, I’ll never forget you’”.
Your eyes softened. Pink carnations, huh? You thought about Corazon. Would he remember you once the dreams finally stop? Did your friendship mean anything? You squeeze your eyes shut. You were grateful for him! You didn’t care if he didn’t treasure your time spent together, you were beyond grateful for Corazon.
“Is something on your mind, Kanna-ya?”
“Hm? It’s nothing.” You grab his hand, “Let’s keep exploring!”
-
“Captain?”
“Hm? What is it? (squeeze)”
“What made you want to be a doctor?”
“My father taught me when I was young. I wanted to be just like him. I studied when I was a child, and kept at it.”
He continued, “When I got my Devil Fruit abilities, I was able to get better and better. I now have the ability to save those I care about and heal them. I became stronger, I suppose,” he pauses,
“...I just can’t afford to lose any more family, the people I care about, the people I love,”
His grip on your hand tightened, “I won’t let it happen. After losing everything, and nearly abandoning all hope, I just wanted to fight again.”
The Surgeon of Death!
He stole the hearts of one hundred pirates to become a Warlord, and he liked it.
I heard he sliced a bunch of kids up on Punk Hazard, he’s ruthless!
He’s a brat. He’s dangerous.
He’s sadistic.
He loves you, Kanna.
“...!”
He’s doing his best.
“...”
I’m sure he saw himself in you and wanted to do the right thing, what others failed him over and over again. He saved you. That’s what captains do!
You turn to face him, and grab his cheeks,
You pull his head forward, nuzzling your face into his hair. It smelled amazing.
“Tch!! O-Oi! Kanna-ya!-“ Your Captain awkwardly hunched over.
“I wish you’d smile more, Captain.” you mumble into his hair, “You’re beautiful when you smile.”
“...!!”
“...” He blushed. “It’s not that easy, Kanna-ya,” He pulls away from you, keeping his grip on your shoulders.
“Also, next time you wanna hug me like that,” he cups his hand over your cheek, “Just warn me.” He bonks your head.
“Alright, Captain. I’m sorry, too. You just look really handsome today.”
“O-oh?”
You smile, warmly, “You’re like a snow leopard!”
“???”
Your Captain laughs, “What’s that supposed to mean!!”
-
“Captain? (squeeze)”
“You can call me Law today, if you’d like. (squeeze)”
Your eyes widen, “Really?”
He nods, “Only for today, though! (squeeze, squeeze)”
You smile, “Okay, Law!”
Law.exe has stopped working.
“Law! Your face is heating up! Are you okay?” You place your hand over his forehead.
“You’re-”
“Fine, I-I’m fine.” he lied, waving your hand away, “I just need to catch my breath.” He turns away from you. His hand feels hot and clammy.
“Are you sure?”
“Y-Yes!”
“Alright, Law-ya~” you hummed.
Law turns to face you, grabbing both of your hands,
“!! Kanna-ya, I…” he looked at you, tenderly,
“I...”
“...Law?”
Why am I acting this way? What am I doing?
“Nothing, let’s keep going.” he squeezes his eyes shut. He grabs your hand and escorts you across the meadow.
After a few minutes of silence, Law regains his composure. His grip was firm once more, and his sudden and mysterious fever had vanished.
“Law, can you help me gather some flowers to make a flower crown for you?”
“Me?”
“Yes, you!” you laugh, “I’ve wanted to for a long time.”
“Is that so?”
“Yeah!”
“Is it a special occasion or something?” He squeezes your hand.
You squeeze it back. “No, I’ve just wanted to make one for someone. My dad taught me to make them when I was younger,”
You continue, “Nobody knows this, but I even made one for Koby before I left to sail with my Dad” You chuckle, “I’m sure he still has it after all these years.”
“Have you heard back from him? (squeeze, squeeze)”
You shake your head, “He’s probably really busy. I’ve been waiting to catch him in the newspaper.”
Your voice becomes sad, “I haven’t seen him in so long. I really miss him. He was actually the one who gave me my flower bandana! It was one of my few saving graces during my time in Dressrosa, since I wasn’t able to contact anyone.”
“He’s so sweet and bright, Law. I really hope you meet him someday.”
“Isn’t he a marine? I don’t think it would be possible,”
“If it’s his sister, he’d make an exception. I know he would (squeeze)”.
Law closes his eyes and smirks. Hearing you talk about your family was charming.
-
“Primrose…” Law says to himself.
“Law, what do you think about these flowers?” You squat down in front of Law, holding out the flower. Law takes your hand and pulls it closer for inspection.
Law squints at the white flora, “...That looks like a Camellia. It’s beautiful.”
“Yeah!”
As you get up to walk away, you notice a look on Law's face. He seems deep in thought about something.
"Are you okay, Law?"
Law shakes his head, "It's nothing. I've been feeling much more vulnerable today with my emotions. I don't know why, but it feels nice, in a way," Law places his hand over your head,
"I appreciate your concern, though."
"Is this about last night?"
"..."
You place your hand on his shoulder,
"Don't beat yourself up over anything like that, Law. It's dumb."
"Hm?"
You continue, "I won't push you or pry into you. Just know that it's okay to be vulnerable. It's okay to not be serious...ah, I dunno what I'm saying." You laugh.
"I guess, just try to remember," You scoot close to Law, placing the flower into his hands. You guide them and press the white camellia close to his heart,
"You're free and you're human, alright? I'm here for you, always."
Letting go, you turn to walk back towards your set up, "I'll be here! Just yell if you need anything."
Law gazes at the gentle white flora, brushing his fingers along the soft, smooth petals. He brings it close to his nose, smelling the aroma.
A flower of purity and innocence. Selflessness, new beginnings, and true love.
Law's eyes soften. His cheeks were a gentle pink, as his lips formed into a grin,
I took the stars from my eyes, and then I made a map
And knew that somehow I could find my way back
Then I heard your heart beating, you were in the darkness too
So I stayed in the darkness with you
I've heard you sing those words before.
Somewhere, deep inside my soul, I realized,
"If that day ever comes, I'll find you."
You won't ever walk alone ever again. I'll hold onto you, so, please live. If not for you, for your family. For your crew.
For me.
-
As the two of you gather flowers, Law reflects on the past.
The history between the two of you was quite different than that and most of your crew mates. He knew it all too well.
“Heliotrope, petunia, hydrangea, amaryllis, marigold, cosmos, hyacinth, peony, carnation...rose...”
Once his basket was full, he sat back, inspecting his work carefully.
“This should be enough…”
He looked up to find Kanna gently picking flowers from the meadow. His caged heart throbbed against his chest the moment he saw her.
He sighed, trying to release some of the tension in his chest. Yet, he only felt it grow tighter and tighter the longer he gazed at you.
Law was hopeless.
He stood up, Kikoku held close to his shoulder. His polar cap continues to hang loosely around the pommel of his blade allowing his dark, raven hair to shine in the sun.
"Oi, Kanna-ya! Are you finished?"
"Yeah, and what about you?" he responded, plainly.
"Yeah!" You walked over to him.
"Well then, let's go. We don't have all day."
He tried to appear quiet and unbothered. Yet, despite his best efforts, Law’s eyes couldn’t help but soften the closer you approached. He could feel a soft blush warming his cheeks.
"Alright,"
You reach for Law’s hand and gently intertwine your fingers together with his.
"I promise you're gonna love it, Law!"
Law absentmindedly began to brush small circles with his thumb against the backside of your hand.
"You know I'll love it either way, right?" he smiled. His warm grip remained firm and protective.
You leaned in and nuzzled your cheek against his hairy arms,
"Yeah, I know."
He smirked, leaning his head forward and whispered,
"Especially when it's from you."
“!!”
You pull your head back, looking down at the grass as the two of you continue to walk.
You could feel your heart thundering against your chest.
Something about him, the way he spoke, the way he carried himself, his sweetness, made you nervous.
Had things always been this way when you were around him?
Has he always joked with you this much?
“Oi,”
“Hm?”
Law chuckled, giving your hand a playful squeeze.
“What’s wrong? Did I say something wrong?” he teased.
“...No, it’s nothing” you respond quietly.
“Well, those cheeks of yours say otherwise,” he responds smoothly.
“Hey!” you smile, hiding your nervousness, “You’re blushing too!”
“Hm, I guess we’re both guilty, huh?”
The two of you laugh, your hands clinging to one another as you walk.
Have you always liked it this much?
-
“What started your interest in plants, Kanna-ya?”
“Oh! Hmm,” You pause, “I don’t really know, honestly.”
“I think the longer I was at sea, I just found myself loving plant life more and more. It’s really strange, but that’s what I think, at least.”
You continue, “When I was little, too, me and my mom did a lot of gardening work together. So I think I just really missed it.”
Law grinned, “That’s sweet, Kanna-ya.”
You smiled into your lap.
“What’s your favorite plant, Law?”
“Mine? Hm…” Law paused,
“There’s a flower called Epiphyllum oxypetalum. A lot of people call it the Queen of the Night.”
He continued, “It’s a species of cactus that only blooms at night and wilts at sunrise. It also has some beneficial medicinal purposes for respiratory issues, bleeding, pain and inflammation.”
“I didn’t know you were that much of a plant kinda guy, Law.” you said.
“What makes you think that? I’d have to know about plants to some degree. I’m a doctor. Plus, humans share a lot of similar biological traits with plants.”
“Well I know, and I guess if it’s used for medicine. I don’t know,”
You look back and continue preparing the flowers,
“Lots of plants have ingredients that are used in medicine. Even flowers. As my medical assistant, you should know this.” He gently bonks your head.
“Well yeah! I know but, I guess it’s just out of nowhere. I like learning about you…but, what made you wanna talk about it?”
“It’s my favorite flower.” he casually responded, his hand resting under his cheek. Your heart raced once you saw how fondly Law was gazing at you. “Remember?”
You nod, blushing.
Law chuckles,
“There are lots of beautiful flowers out there. Some are much prettier than the Queen of the Night,” he said,
“But, I think the one in front of me is the prettiest.”
You look at your captain with widened eyes. His cheeks are burning red. He smirks at you.
“Heh, is something wrong, Kanna-ya?” he scoots closer to you.
You look away from him and shake your head.
He chuckles and ruffles your hair softly,
“Silly-ya~”
“Hey!” You laugh, ruffling his hair back, “You’re teasing me!”
The two of you tumble over together, playfully wrestling with one another. The two of you lay side by side, breathless from laughter. Law pulls you in, tightly wrapping his arms around your stomach.
“Kanna-ya. I don’t know what you’ve done to me. But everytime you say my name, all of my worries just disappear.” He scoots closer, his lips grazing the back of your neck,
“My heart aches, my world stops, I feel dizzy,” He pauses, “Am I…”
He pauses again, his breath slightly trembling, “Do you feel these things, too?”
You roll over to face him. You study his face, brushing your hand against his cheek. He reaches to hold it, placing his hand over yours.
“I may not feel as nervous as you, but I feel really happy. My chest fills with butterflies when you say my name. I-ah-It’s different when Bepo, or Shachi, or Zoro say my name. But I feel…it feels right when you do. I like it when it’s you.”
You glance at Law and blush. You pull back your hands and cover your face,
“I don’t know what I’m saying. It’s just stupid, I dunno. My heart just swells when I see you,” You groan “I don’t know anymore…”
“Kanna-ya,”
You uncover your face to look at Law,
Your cheeks felt hot.
“Hi,” you whispered, nervously.
“Oi,” he responds, gently.
You take your hand and carefully rest it on his chest. It’s warm. He’s nervous.
You feel his hand brush your cheek, holding it and caressing the softness. He slowly moves his thumb to your lips, gently stroking the plushness of your bottom lip.
“You’re trembling, Kanna-ya,”
“So are you,”
Law leans in, tilting your chin up to face him,
-
You confuse the hell out of me, Kanna-ya.
-
-
He kissed you. He couldn’t take it any longer. He pressed his hand against your lower back and the back of your neck, and pulled you in.
“Mmmnn..”
He was sweet, yet affectionate. Your fingers traced along his chest, following the radiant black ink of his heart tattoo.
You wanted to tangle your hands in his hair so badly, you wanted to tangle your legs together, but you were trembling. You were so nervous.
Yet, you loved how kind Law was to you. His kisses were the best. They felt pure and genuine. You felt welcomed to be this intimate with Law.
His lips tasted like sweet honey and lemon. Short, hot breaths and soft moans escaped your lips. Law’s gentle groans would vibrate against your mouth, setting your heart ablaze.
You melted further into his embrace the longer he kissed you. Every now and then, Law would gently lick your lower lips, tasting the sweetness of your strawberry flavored lip balm. He loved it.
As the kiss went on, he began to lick more. His tongue would push against your lips as your hands explored his chest.
Finally, you parted your lips, allowing your tongues to explore each other. His tongue dominated yours, exploring every crevasse of your mouth. The moment you tried pressing your tongue into his mouth, he sucked, pulling your tongue in.
“Mmmnn..!!”
You could feel his lips press further against yours, as he shifted his arms.
His hand roamed to your hip, his thumb rubbing small circles into the soft fabric of your dress. He wanted to touch you more, but he was scared. He wouldn't stop overthinking.
He softly moaned your name against your cheek. Law grabbed your thigh, caressing it and pulling it closer to his side. His other hand held your chin tilted up towards his lips.
I want to hear it again.
He pulled away from you, his eyelids half open. His breath was shaky, as he tenderly brushed your cheek with his thumb. Your cheeks were flushed. A thin string of saliva kept your lips connected.
“Your eyes are beautiful, Law,” you panted,
Just one more time…
He carefully climbed on top of you. He grabbed your cheeks and pulled you in for more.
“And your eyes are beautiful, too, silly girl,”
Your hands interlaced.
After one slow, passionate kiss, his kisses traveled down to your neck.
"I love you."
Huh?
A gentle moan escapes Law's lips.
...Did I hear that right?
Song Credits!!
[Song title (Artist, Year Released)]
Cosmic Love (Florence + the Machine, 2009)
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