#exe recovery

[misscloudiedays]

🔪💰

#sonic.exe #sonic.exe au #exe recovery au #exe recovery #pop up sonic #tw blood #tw: blood

[the-jesus-pill]

Teaching children thinking bad thoughts about someone is the same thing as murdering that person is fucked up. 

Thought crime doesn’t exist. No one has ever been harmed or killed by someone thinking negative thoughts about them. 

You know what has harmed people though? Teaching them they are evil for things they can’t control. Especially those who have intrusive thoughts. 

Here’s for everyone who has been taught their thoughts make them evil.

Intrusive thoughts are not your secret desires. 

They are involuntary. 

You don’t need to be ashamed of them. 

They will pass.

You are not committing taboo. 

No one can read your mind.

No one will ever know what’s in your thoughts unless you feel like telling them.

No one can judge you for what you are thinking, whether voluntarily or involuntarily.

Your thoughts are private

You are not a bad person.

#religious recovery #reminders #i was randomly reminded of being taught that thoughts are harmful in sunday school #intrusive thoughts #ex religious #deconstruction #exvangelical #apostate #deconverted #deconversion #exmo #exjw #exmormon #ex fundie #thought crime

[dirtyheathencommie]

DEAR EDUCATIONALLY NEGLECTED HOMESCHOOLERS

I’ve gathered some resources and tips and tricks on self-educating after educational neglect. This is only what I did and what I know helped me. I’m about to graduate college with honors after having no education past the age of 9. I wouldn’t be here without the following. Everything is free, and at/well above the standard for education in the US.

The holy grail: Khan Academy. Nearly every course you could take is available here, in order and by grade level. Their open-source free courses rival some of the college classes I’ve taken. This is your most solid resource.

For inattentive types: Crash Course offers a variety of courses that are snappy, entertaining, and extremely rewarding. They work for my ADHD brain. They also have college prep advice, which is essential if you’re looking to go to higher education with no classroom experience.

To catch up on your reading: There are certain books that you may have read had you gone to school that you’ve missed out on. This list is the most well-rounded and can fill you in on both children’s books and classic novels that are essential or at least extremely helpful to be familiar with. You can find a majority of these easily at a local library (and some for free in PDF form online low key). There are a few higher level classics in here that I’d highly recommend. If it doesn’t work for you, I’d always recommend asking your local librarian.

*BE AWARE* The book list I recommend suggests you read Harry Potter books, and given their transphobic author you may or may not want to read them. If you choose to, I’d highly recommend buying the books secondhand or borrowing from a library to avoid financially supporting a living author with dangerous and damaging views.

TEST, TEST, TEST: Again, Khan Academy is your go-to for this. I don’t personally like standardized testing, but going through SAT and ACT courses was the best way I found to really reveal my gaps so that I could supplement.

Finally: As much as you can, enjoy the process. Education can be thrilling and teach you so much about yourself, and help shape your view of the world. It can get frustrating, but I’d like to encourage you that everyone can learn. No pace is the perfect pace, and your learning style is the right learning style for you. In teaching yourself, be patient, be kind, and indulge in the subjects you really enjoy without neglecting others. You are your teacher. Give yourself what others chose not to.

#if you have any questions please don’t hesitate to message me anything #I’ll help however I can #homeschool #ex fundamentalist #ex homeschool #ex homeschooled #educational neglect #education #self education #ex fundie #send me asks #homeschool recovery #resources #educate yourself #ex christian #exvangelical #religious trauma #tw religion #deconstructing christianity

[thepeacefulgarden]

#self compassion #self forgiveness #you don't suck #you are not a failure #you are not your past #you are not your mistakes #perfectionism #ex catholic #exvangelical #neurodivergent #you are enough #you are worthy #fawning #people pleasing #codependency #healing #trauma #recovery #boundaries #mental health #social anxiety #rejection sensitivity #rejection sensitive dysphoria

[lousydrawingsforgoodpeople]

i think this is a groundhog. feel ur feelings.

#it’s ok to miss them #feel your feelings #doodles #bad art #lousy drawings #doodle #positivity #self love #healing #recovery #sit with the suck #emotions #groundhog #creature #exes #toxic

[cultsurvivorsafe]

Cult survivors, you don't lack intelligence. You don't lack morality. Your abuse was and never will be your fault.

#ex cult #cult survivor #cult recovery #recovery #trauma #trauma recovery #religious abuse #spiritual abuse #organized abuse #ramcoa #positivity

[sonicexelle-junkary]

When you’re the only au with themes of a virus/ illness that’s at least somewhat normal

Slammer Sonic: @space-cores-adventures

Recovery Sonic: @misscloudiedays

#art #fanart #sketch #doodle #shitpost #exe recovery au #contaminated! au #recovery sonic #slammer sonic #contaminated! sonic

[bpdohwhatajoy]

Reasons to not check their socials

•it keeps them relevant when they don’t deserve to be

•they’re up to their same old bs antics that lucky for you, you don’t have to deal with anymore!

•seeing what their up to and saying will make you feel worse and potentially spiral and that’s not worth it

•what do you really get out of checking? reminders of them you’re desperately trying to heal from? Them even more in your head when you want to move on?

ITS NOT WORTH IT. It never is. Choose your own peace and don’t check. You’re not missing out🕊️

#ryan.txt #healing #bpd #borderline personality disorder #recovery #recovery journey #abusive ex #for myself and for you #this is how I’m coping with the urge to check #recovery series

[goldkirk]

on peace after trauma 🌻

#trauma recovery #personal #my photos #my poetry #apostate #ex fundie #ex cult #exvangelical #ex Catholic #cult escapee

[creature-wizard]

As an ex-Christian with religious trauma, I find it so healing to listen to academic scholars talk about the New Testament, because it's so validating to hear them bring up the same kinds of oddities and curious implications that I noticed, and instead of shying away with apologetics they joyfully acknowledge it and discuss what it says about the early Christian community's broad and unsystemized collection of developing beliefs.

#ex christian #religious trauma #christianity #healing #recovery

[misscloudiedays]

#tw blo0d #tw: body horror #< jic #sonic.exe #sonic.exe au #exe recovery au #exe recovery

[the-jesus-pill]

You’ve got to forgive yourself for being traumatized and needing to learn how to function again. 

Recovery isn’t always nightmares and depression, it’s forgetting to eat, being scared of what others might see as completely normal things, it’s getting random panic attacks, not knowing how to take care of yourself, not knowing how to live like an adult, even if you’re twenty, thirty, forty, fifty, of feeling like you’re failing to function in a world where everyone seems to have their shit together. 

If you need help, ask for it. Go to forums and ask for advice. Take advantage of community resources. Buy pre-sliced veggies and fruits, eat instant meals if you can’t cook for yourself today. Hire someone. Ask a neighbor for a favor. Buy any item you think might make life easier, even if you feel like you aren’t ‘disabled’ enough to have it. 

Some of the depression posts (ie open your windows, take a shower, go outside, call a friend) are really helpful but they’re not always enough. I’ve found advice for spoonies, people with chronic pain or other disabilities have the best tips because they know what it’s like to be bedridden, out of energy, stuck in a brain fog. 

You may never return back to the energy you had when you were younger and you might always need to use crutches to help you through life. It’s the same with medication. 

Trauma is a real thing that happens to you, it physically alters your brain and it’s alright to have lasting scars. 

You’re not broken, your life is not over and you can still be happy. 

It’s not your fault.

#felix speaks #trauma #recovery #deconversion #ex cult #ex religious #ptsd #cptsd #healing #disabled #actually traumatized #spoonies #things i need to remind myself with too #it sucks to have to come to terms with the fact #but youll be so much better off once you stop denying yourself the help you need #also re: buying items meant for the disabled #do it! #you are not taking resources away #if you need it you need it #and the more in demand these items are the better theyll be made in the future

[sk-lumen]

What she says: I'm in my dark feminine phase. What she means: *busy focusing on her growth and mental health, doing shadow work, healing her wounds and traumas, diving deep into the abyss of her darkness, setting strong boundaries, reclaiming her power, productively expressing her rage, celebrating her wildness,

#dark feminine #shadow work #healing #recovery #divine feminine #self therapy #growth mindset #selflove #selfcare #writings #(important note: dark feminine is NOT the same as wounded feminine. dark f is about transforming and healing your darkness) #(wounded f is still stuck in disempowered narratives and how to get back ex and manipulating others. we're not here for that ladies)

[thepeacefulgarden]

#self compassion #self care #you are enough #self respect #healing #you are worthy #recovery #letting go #boundaries #unlearning #people pleasing #fawning #coping mechanisms #surviving #trauma #ex catholic #exvangelical #generational trauma #religious trauma #self care is not selfish

[lousydrawingsforgoodpeople]

#redraw #important #doodles #bad art #lousy drawings #doodle #positivity #self love #healing #recovery #toxic #breakup #toxic relationships #exes

[cultsurvivorsafe]

Your cult trauma is not some horror film. Your cult trauma is not a documentary. You don't have to educate or entertain anyone by recounting your abuse.

#ex cult #cult survivor #religious abuse #spiritual abuse #organized abuse #ramcoa #cult #cults #religious trauma #cult abuse #trauma #trauma recovery #ptsd #cptsd #reminders #positivity #cult recovery #recovery