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thebibliosphere · 1 year
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Speaking of therapy, I say, as though we're old friends, and you're not a stranger trapped in this metaphorical elevator with me and you can hear the suspension wires starting to fray.
I've been doing a lot of work recently that's focused on imposter syndrome and the feeling that no matter how well or how much I do, I'm not good enough. That I'm somehow tricking everyone into thinking my work is actually good.
Some days it's a minor niggle in my head that I can gentle and soothe with logic and affirmations. Or smother, depending on the mood. Other times it's loud and all-consuming and the mental anguish it causes me is so real I can feel it twitching in my muscles. This desperate fight-or-flight instinct with nowhere to go and nothing to fight but myself.
Anyway, because I'm several types of Mentally Unwell™, I was switching between workshop sheets ahead of next week. Filling in different forms. (Trying to get a good grade in therapy) And I got my "recognize your harmful ADHD coping mechanisms" worksheet mixed in with the "you're not actually lying to people, you just feel like you are because your brain is full of weasels" worksheet, and seeing them side by side made something go topsy turvy in my head, and I just had to sit and breathe for a couple of minutes until the urge to scream passed. Because it clicked, it all suddenly clicked.
The reason the imposter syndrome workshops and therapy sessions aren't sticking was because I do routinely trick people into thinking I'm someone I'm not.
Because I'm masking my ADHD for their convenience.
I've always known there was something wrong with me. My neurotypical peers made it abundantly clear I didn't fit in or was failing in some way I couldn't see nor remedy, no matter how hard I tried.
So I compressed myself into a workaholic box of hyper-competence in the hopes they'd stop noticing the flaws and exploit like me instead. And then subsequently lived with the daily fear that if they looked too close, they'd realize I'm a monumental fuck up with enough personal baggage to block the Suez Canal.
If you ever need someone to burn themselves to ashes for your comfort and convenience, I'm your gal.
Or I used to. Until I had a bit of a breakdown, and the rubber band holding my brain together snapped and pinged off into the stratosphere, never to be seen again.
Unfortunately, the trauma of living like that didn't also fuck off and instead left a gaping maw where my personality ought to be, so now I get to deal with that aftermath.
And it's that aftermath that's affecting the imposter syndrome shit. Because yes, I am hyper-competent and good at what I do-- but it doesn't feel real because that is how I mask.
And the truly frustrating thing is I am good at what I do. I am not pretending. I worked hard to be good at this. It just feels like I'm dicking around because 90% of my personality turns out to be trauma masquerading as humor in a trenchcoat, and having people genuinely like something weird I'm doing is so foreign my brain has decided it's just another form of masking.
I'm pretending to be a good author so people will think I'm a good author, and my brain thinks we are in Danger of being found out. We are in Danger, and writing is Dangerous because then people will know I'm Weird and not whatever palatable version I've presented myself as for their NT sensibilities.
Like the neurotic vampire with a raging praise kink wasn't an obvious giveaway.
Anyway. I got nothing else. Thanks for listening.
I'm going to go be very normal in another room and not stare into the abyss of my own soul for a bit.
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softestofangel · 4 months
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Functioning on caffeine and 3 hours, sleep for this early train ride back home.
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kaisensei · 9 months
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— ☆ hallucinations
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summary: you visit your best friend only because you wanted to see him. but due to a sudden change of plans, you end up on top of him; which by the way, started as a challenge to prove him that you are indeed, very much real.
pairing: satoru gojo x reader (f)
genre: smut, friends to lovers, 18+
wordcount: 4k
warnings: kissing, language, fingering, cigarettes, drinking, oral sex (f. recieving), unprotected sex (wrap it before you tap it), multiple orgasms, grinding, drunk af satoru!!
note: my first fic over here, so please be kind! minors stay away, if I find out your age is less than 18 then I'll block you! please let me know what you think about this one :) it's kinda unedited and also like 9 pages of pure smut. dividers: here @cafekitsune
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The lights seem hazy and you slouch back on the bed, your feet nudging Satoru's thigh as he sits at the other end of the bed.
You didn't mean to drink, your main reason to visit him being your urge to see him. You had come up with an elaborate reason about how you had to give him the parcel Megumi had asked you to transfer to him; smartly leaving out the part where you had bullied that poor guy to hand it to you and not to Satoru. He had smiled and invited you in, unknowingly seducing you with his voice which had indicated that yes, this guy is drunk.
"You know, you seem like a hallucination," he exclaims and you balk.
"Why would you say that?"
He blinks at you and then laughs, "I mean you in my bed? That must be my imagination."
That statement has your stomach dropping to your knees. Is he implying what you think he is implying? Why else would he be so affronted to you being in his bed? Unless…
"I can prove to you that I am very much real."
He laughs and leans forwards, towards you, his eyes, although drooping slightly, holding a challenge you can never turn down. You grin at him, your insides tingling with the need to get near to him.
You take a puff from the cigarette pinched between your index and middle finger, and then proceed to crawl towards him; your face now inches from his because of the way he leaned forwards too. You smile, the drinks you had a while back fuelling you, and grab his neck to pull him to your lips, your skin already on fire from the adrenaline and excitement coursing through your veins.
As soon as his lips touch yours, your chapped lips feel as if they were burned. The smoke that you immediately exhale forms a shroud around your attached mouths and you inhale a bit of it, a jolt spiking through your body and you push yourself closer to him.
At first he doesn't move. But, when your lips move on their own accord, his hand finds your cheek and he falls in rhythm with you. In tandem with you, like two swans dancing across the lake, performing an intricate ballet of their own – that's how your lips move together. As if they were meant to be, like jigsaw pieces fitting in perfectly.
You don't know how his eyes had widened like saucers when you first pulled him down by his neck. You don't know how his heart had stopped when your lips landed on his, the action making him feel jittery and burning his inside with need.
All you know is how blissed out you feel – and you are fucking loving it. You know the wine made you so bold as to kiss him, especially like this, but you are just glad you are finally kissing him. 
And he is kissing you back. With so much fervor that you feel you can dissolve in a puddle. His other hand also makes its way to your face and he holds you gently, but firmly. His tongue swipes across your lips and you shiver before breaking the kiss.
With a hair's breadth away from you, Satoru stares at you in a haze, hands still holding your face and lips red and glossy.
"Did you just kiss me?" 
"Now do I feel like a hallucination?" you quip and he shakes his head, thumb swiping at your cheek softly.
"Fuck. Do it again."
Gladly, you think and rush to stub the cigarette on the tray. In your haste, you stumble a bit and Satoru steadies you with a giggle, almost falling forward with you himself.
As soon as you put it out, you scramble in his hold and intertwine your hands behind his neck, climbing on his lap and straddling him. He grabs you by your waist, to steady you, and almost instantly you attach your lips again – this time with an eagerness that you both match.
He groans when your lips move against his, performing the same dance, but with added grace. His grip on your waist gets tighter and you open his mouth with yours, licking into his mouth and tasting faint traces of whiskey. It makes your mind go on an overdrive, and goosebumps spread through your whole body. 
Arousal pools at your center when he runs a finger up your spine, his other hand inching upwards, under the shirt you had on. He sighs into the kiss and breaks it.
"Oh my god, you are so soft." his nose touches your cheek and he slowly drags it all the way to your ear, tongue peeking out. You shudder when he licks your jaw, forming circles with his tongue under your ear, on your neck.
"Satoru." you keen and tug at his locks, pulling him closer to your skin – which is absolutely on fire. His lips meet your neck and he kisses your skin slowly, taking his time to savor your neck.
His hand on your waist works its way around it, and he grips you tighter, and before you know – you are being picked up and tossed on the bed with a soft thud.
"Ow." you groan and Satoru's eyes widen and he hovers over you, sparing no time.
"Oh my god, I am sorry. Are you okay?" his round eyes meet yours, face way too near for you to function. In his haze, he doesn't realize that even if you were hurt, your face would have been intact, and you giggle.
"Yes." you sigh out and pull him down to join your lips again. He almost crashes into you, but braces himself with his forearms. His tongue enters your mouth immediately, relishing in the flavor of bubble gum and making you moan as his tongue does wonders.
"Wait lemme-" you break the kiss and shift upwards, so you are not in the middle of the bed, dangling off the edge. That makes Satoru crawl upwards too and once you both have settled, his mouth finds your neck and your hands find his hair.
His tongue finds a spot on your neck, which gives away how fucking sensitive you are, and he groans into your skin when you whine. Your hips buck upwards and he pins you down with his, with perfect pressure that keeps you in place, but doesn't hurt you.
"Satoru, I want more." you moan his name and he ruts his hip against yours once, grinding down on you so you can feel him. His semi hard length rubs against your center, and even through the barrier, you feel overwhelmed by it.
"You want me?" he teases with his mouth at your breastbone, dragging your shirt down so he can see the top of your breasts.
"Yes."
"Say what you want, baby." 
You whimper in his hold. If he called you baby again, you might actually die.
"You, all of you."
"Fuck you're making me go crazy." 
You get hotter at this, goosebumps erupting across your whole body. As if you were any better? As if you weren't crazier?
Your back arches when his lips brush your nipples through your bra, making your pussy clench around nothing. His hand pushes your shirt upwards, rubbing patterns on your skin with the gentleness of a feather, soft but tingly. You arch a bit more, instinctively, when he tries to remove your shirt – and you let him, meeting him halfway. Your shirt goes flying somewhere in the dimly lit room, and you don't care.
Satoru has a different air around him, one that makes you succumb to him, with everything inside you. Your hips push themselves upward, for any kind of friction and he looks up at you from your chest. As soon as he does, you inhale a sharp breath and wish to die for him.
His hair frames his face beautifully,  like the prettiest ocean. His eyes are deep, and beautiful, and his eyelids droop scarily, hazily, as he watches you with a glint in his eyes. His lips are wet and bruised, and his tongue pokes his cheek, before he speaks.
"Eager, are we?" 
Oh God.
"Yes." you sigh, and you think you see him smirk, if only for a second. You are restless, you are crazy and you want everything, all at once. And he is making you run hills for it.
He kisses your stomach, and makes his way southwards. Your toes curl when his hands brush over your core and reach to unbutton your jeans.
"Can I?" he looks up at you, and even if his voice is a whisper, you hear it clearly, and you nod,
"Of course, 'toru." 
He grins at this, and undoes your button, your zipper the next. You lift up your hips to help him pull down your jeans, and in a few tugs, you are lying on his bed in only your underwear.
He looks at you with a glimmer in his eyes, filled with lust and haze. There's adoration that you make out, and you return it tenfold. The ever changing lights from his lamp frame his body, making him glow and you pant as you beckon him to you.
"You are so beautiful," his hands toy with your band and he kisses your core through the material, making you arch your back, your hands flying to grab his hair.
"Oh fuck," 
He slowly tugs your underwear lower, as if he has all the time in the world and you whine impatiently. You need something, and your cunt is restless as you try to shimmy out of the piece of clothing gracing your ass.
He grunts at the sight of your bare pussy. You arch your back, pushing your hips upwards and he bends down, eye level with your naked core, as he caresses the side of your hips.
Your mind buzzes, the fog sitting down heavily. You already aren't coherent enough, and the feeling of lust drives you to another level of high.
"Shit." you hiss quietly. It feels so good when his hand cups your pussy, making you squirm your hips and tighten your core due to the sudden action. The laugh he lets out is hoarse, deep, and the utter desire to have him drives you with ease.
Your eyelids flutter shut when he starts leaving feather light kisses on your lower stomach, dangerously near to your center. The soft action amidst the heat of the moment has you curling your toes, hands slowly reaching up to his locks.
"Satoru," you sigh and he grunts into your skin, his voice muffled by the rising of your body, with each ragged breath that you take. You are gasping for air, trying to take in his essence, his scent, all of him. It won't be wrong to say that you are so fucking pathetic, so gone, that he hasn't even technically done anything, and you are already incoherent.
"Can I taste you?" 
Your hold on his hair tightens at this, and you mindlessly nod. Of course, you would like him to taste you. Your pussy is aching with need – crying for whatever that is offered. Yes, that's how pathetic you feel.
His breath hits your quivering cunt and you shudder when he parts your folds with his fingers. They then find your clit and he rubs circles around it, making your legs shiver. You quietly whimper when he skillfully traces a line to your cunt. One of his fingers plunges in and your arousal coats his hand, merrily.
Even though you know how real this is, you still can't believe you are here with him. You close your eyes in a state of utter bliss, heightened by the faint noises he lets out right at your center.
"You are so fucking amazing," is his word before his nose touches your folds, parting them. You think he sniffs – and moans – right in front of your pussy. The sudden vibration makes you go haywire and you gasp out loud.
"Stop doing that." you warn him and he chuckles, making you run for your breath – again. You don't know how he can be the cause of your misery and pleasure, all at once.
"It's like I can live here." he says and you get a bit bolder – maybe from the high? or maybe from the frustration?
"If you're only gonna talk, then find some other place." you grumble and it's as if a switch flips inside him.
He pulls you down by the hips, burying his nose between your folds and swipes a path, almost hungrily. His hold on your hips is firm, not hurting, but also not allowing you to squirm. You faintly register his tongue peeking, but before you have the chance to react, it fully assaults your poor pussy. He licks between your folds, making your legs shudder, and moan in pleasure. His hands creep to your inner thighs and he pushes them wider, allowing himself to stay comfortably in between them.
"Mhm. So sweet, baby."
You whine at the pet name, and pull at his hair. His tongue works skillfully, and he lets out little noises of pleasure which drive you mad. His hair cascades down the side of his face, and faintly tickles your thigh, while framing his face beautifully. You can feel your high wearing off, the lust taking place instead. Your back arches when his tongue finds your clit.
"Satoru, that's.. yeah." 
His laugh is devastating, and your toe curls. You open your eyes to a sight that makes your breath hitch, and your other hand goes to the sheets, gripping them for any kind of anchor.
With his eyes closed, his jaw works heavenly. There's a slick sheen of sweat covering his forehead, and his eyebrows are drawn taut in focus. He hums and his finger rubs circles on your skin, leaving fire in their wake.
"You know," he looks up at you with a lopsided, lazy grin, and eyes drooping low. His lips are red and wet, and there's a blush spreading across his neck. His lip curls and he bites down on his lower lip to stop himself from laughing, especially after seeing you ragged and gasping for breath, looking at him with your head tilted and eyes pleading, "You sound like pure fucking sin." he completes and you thrash your leg, for him to say such a thing.
"Please, don't." you sigh and he snickers.
"Don't what? That's the truth, baby." 
You roll your eyes and it doesn't take him longer to get back to your cunt. This time as soon as his tongue flattens on your bundle of nerves, the tightness in your core starts to nudge you. His finger parts your folds and his tongue twirls in circles on your nub, making you gush like a fall.
You can feel the mess you are making, and his affirmative hum just makes you curl your fingers more.
"I'm, I'm close. Please don't stop"
He shakes his head and increases the pace of his assault, making you gasp out loud. The squelching sound of your juices has you rolling your eyes back and gulping. His tongue flicks over your already sensitive nub, and that being the last straw – you break for good.
Your orgasm washes over you in waves of haze, which has you moaning out loud for heaven's sake. The stars that Satoru's lamp forms on the ceiling seem so very much real, that it has you reeling for a second. You try to take in as much air as you can, taking in the smell of sex. As your breathing turns normal again, you register his tongue still on your cunt. He laps at your juices deliciously, and you arch your back painfully – especially because of the pain your nub feels, sensitive and gone.
"Stop no." you rasp out, and he stops immediately.
He looks up as you gasp for breath, and his face is drenched – covered by your cum. His tongue peeks out and he licks his lip, tasting your cum again and you almost shudder at the sight. His thumb presses into your skin and he leans ahead, sniffing once more.
"I love you so fucking much."
Time stops and your eyes turn into saucers, your heart flying out from your body. 
Did he just say he loves you? Is this real? Is he real? After being a moth to his flame for literal fucking years, he tells you that he has been no better. Heaven rushes to you and your eyes brighten with glee. You want to grab him by the neck and shout at him that yes, you love him too, but somehow those words die on your tongue when you look at him looking up at you with those eyes. So, you just nod; a gesture which seems to translate perfectly well to him, for he smiles wide.
His eyes, crinkling at the edges, catch sight of your hardened nipples from your bra and he fucking groans. Soon, he is hovering over you – the motion so quick that it gives you whiplash. He wedges his thigh between yours and rests his weight on his forearms, as he sets them beside your face. He is quick to attach his lips to yours, and you sigh into his mouth. The taste that sits on your tongue is yours, and even though you inwardly cringe, you find it so fucking hot. His tongue presses down on yours and you gasp when you feel his teeth on your lip, almost bruising you.
The vigor of his kiss drives you, and you moan when you feel his hard length poke your abdomen. You mindlessly shift your body and he grinds down on you, detaching his lips from yours – only to moan at your lips. His head hangs low as he works his hips a little more, and you help him with little whimpers and shifts of your own.
"Let me ride you." you sigh out and he pauses, looking up at you with a furrow in his brows.
"Are, are you sure?"
Even though you can't actually feel your legs, you know you are sure.
"I want to ride you. I need to." you assure and he groans.
"Fuck, baby."
He climbs off of you and stands beside the bed, unbuttoning his pants. His eyes glaze over your eager form on the bed and a jolt strikes through your body, pooling at your center. There’s a slick sheen of sweat on his naked chest, and you get the sudden urge to wrap your arms around his wide frame and pull him as close as possible to yourself. He rids himself of his pants and you almost moan out loud, loving the sight of his nude thighs, practically inviting you to sit on them.
Satoru nudges you and you shift, letting him settle down on the bed beside you. Immediately, your hands are on him, and you trace his form with your fingers, your lips on his jaw trying to savor each and every inch of him. He groans under your ministrations, leading you to push yourselves onto him, finally on those thighs you have always thought about.
“You are so hot,” he sighs, his hands finding solace on your waist. 
You will your hands to leave his pecs, and direct them to his cock, standing tall with need. You fist it once, the man under you keening with pleasure. You look him in the eyes, your gaze challenging him as you continue to drag your hand over his length slowly, making him bite down on his lip and tighten his hold on your waist. His touch burns you, his fingers digging into your bare skin. The pleasure and his voices drive you, and you bring your other hand to your back, successfully unbuttoning your last piece of garment. He audibly moans when he sees your boobs and your insides flare with need.
“Baby, please,” he pleads, and you understand what he asks of you. Your actions are swift as you hover above his length, directing it to your aching pussy and slowly sit down on it. You throw your head back, syncing your moans with his as your walls cover his needy cock, filling you full. You brace yourselves with your hands on his abdomen and he guides you lower on his length, your pussy tightening around him and covering him with your slick arousal.
"Ah shit," he hisses, his eyes glazing over with lust. Your ass hits his thighs, and you bite down on your lip to stop the insensitivities from spilling out of your mouth. You lean towards and start moving your hips, your fingers inching up his abs and pussy sucking him in deliciously.
The stretch of your walls hurt you, but you can't even complain because that's what you wanted. Soon, you are riding him with ease, your hips rocking as his fingers dig deeper in your skin. The pleasure is so crazy that you see spots in your vision, your body hot with need.
He whines under you and you moan his name out, increasing your pace and leaning back on your palms, as they rest on his knees. You close your eyes and he thrusts his hips upwards, meeting you halfway. Your tits bounce as you move, and the man under you groans at the sight.
"'toru, you feel so good," you whimper, and miss the way he bites down on his lip. His eyes drink your sight in, and rather than see it, you feel the heat of his gaze on you, goosebumps erupting in its wake.
Your core tightens and your pace gets sloppier, his thrusts taking you to levels never seen. His eyes screw shut and you try to train your sight on the beauty of his body, white spots filling your vision from the pleasure that courses through your body. You are terribly close, leaning towards him in need to find his lips on yours.
"Angel, I," he begins and breaks the sentence with a deep thrust upwards, "I have never felt so fucking blissed out before."
Oh god, you almost cry out at this, slipping closer to the edge. You tell him so and he nods, a grin etching on his face.
"Let's slip together," he brings his hand to yours and intertwines his fingers with yours. Butterflies rise in your stomach and your throat almost chokes up at that action, a lovely feeling encasing you.
He loves you.
And you love him.
That fact combined with the way his cock fucks into you so sweetly, you topple over the edge, your orgasm washing over you in waves of pure bliss. You see stars behind your closed lids and stop moving, not being able to feel your legs or your knees or your hands; only and only his presence.
It's a few seconds later that he spills inside you, his hold on your hand tightening and a deep groan making its way past his lips. His cock jerks inside you once, and he brings you closer to him, your name the only word on his lips like a mantra.
Your boobs press up against his chest and he gushes at the feeling, his nose nudging yours, a similar smile on both of your faces. He pulls out with a grimace and wraps his arms around your form, locking you in his embrace.
"You said you love me?" you sheepishly suggest and he lets out a full belly laugh.
"Yes, yes I do. I'm in love with you, and I can no longer deny it."
Oh, straight to your heart. You get all giddy like a teenager at his proclamation of his love for you.
"Do you…?" he trails off, a shadow of doubt passing over his face.
"Of course, I love you."
He grins, relieved by it and leaves a chaste kiss on your lips, giving you the chance to chase it if you want to. And of course you want to.
You'll always want him.
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tswhiisftteedr · 4 months
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The Cheshire Cat and The White Rabbit ☆ Headcanon
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☆RSA Student!Artemiy Artemiyevich Pinker(Che’nya) x White Rabbit!Heartslabyul Student!GN!Reader:
As you go through your day to day life as a Heartslabyul stundent, you begin to remark an odd/out of place presence lingering during unbirthay parties, or anytime you’re back on dormitory grounds. Unbeknownst to you and that unknown presence, your relationship would soon change to somewhat of a more intimate one…
Warnings: Non-Conseual Kissing??(Che’nya appears out of nowhere to kiss reader on the cheek), suggestive tones for the last sentence. Not proofread.
Note: This is based from this ask, this work is a bit a of a mix between Headcanon and Drabble, so sorry if this is longer than you wanted. But I hope you’ll enjoy it!!
☆ More under the cut. ☆
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As obvious as it sounds, Che’nya with a White Rabbit!Reader comes out as an odd pair up to anyone around able to see it. But despite the aloofness of it all, it is still a one of kind relationship that is precious to both concerned parties.
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First I’d like to elaborate on White Rabbit!Reader;
White Rabbit!Reader would definitely be assigned to Heartslabyul following the NCR Dark Mirrors’ logic.
White Rabbit!Reader just like the original in Alice in wonderland, would be a jittery individual.
White Rabbit!Reader would be the extremely cautious type, and very much so around troublemakers like Ace and Deuce.
They would automatically freeze up as they heard the duo’s familiar voices. Readers long ears would be wide and rigid along their back while their body is stiff, crouching down close to the floor. A natural reflex to seem less threatening, as one is scared.
White Rabbit!Reader is very submissive, despite not wanting to get in trouble they would often go along with anything anyone asked of them, if said person was persistent enough.
White Rabbit!Reader is definitely one of Riddle’s favourite dorm member, despite their willingness to go along with whatever is demanded as long as some pressure is applied. This is simply because of how much they follow the rules.
White Rabbit!Reader probably would have the rules all memorized half way into the first semester, if not sooner.
But this exemplary display of discipline doesn’t come by because the reader wants to follow the imposed rules. No, not at all, they even have beef with some of the 810 rules, not agreeing with them at all.
They just follow them because they get easily frightened by the idea of having anyone mad at them for doing something wrong, especially house warden Riddle. Oh boy, is he a scary one to our poor little rabbit!
White Rabbit!Reader is definitely the apologetic type, to an extent that they would repay any damage cause 10 folds.
Ex. They stepped on your foot by accident, and in addition to an extended apology, they would also bake you cookies for you to forgive them.
Also despite excelling in academics, in fear of disappoint anyone if not, White Rabbit!Reader is very naive. To the point of doing things way beyond deserved to repay someone.
I feel like they might have bumped into Azul some day, spilling WATER on his uniform. And obviously Azul being Azul, after seeing their reaction to the situation. Used their naivety against them, making White Rabbit!Reader work their bones off for a week at the Monstro Lounge, for ‘Damage of his personal property’.
Another thing about White Rabbit!Reader certainly has allegrophobia(phobia of being late). They would probably arrive to an event 4 hours early if anyone actually let them. But at last, to our little rabbit’s demise that time has been realistically reduce to 30 minutes, in some cases a max of 1 hour.
They most likely, once arrived 10 minutes late to the preparation for an unbithday party, and upon realizing it, they bawled their eyes out, profusely apologizing to Riddle and their fellow dorms members for their tardiness. Begging for everyone present for forgiveness after ‘they ruined the day with their latenesses’. Even after “Strict Housewarden Riddle” told them it was fine, they wouldn’t let it go for a month, apologizing to him and any Hearstlabyul students they encountered during that time.
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Now that we have established their character, let’s move on to White Rabbit!Reader with our favourite Cheshire Cat beastman!
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How they met;
Che’nya definitely had seen the reader around Heartslabyul before, after all how could he not notice them with their long white ears, puffy tail and constant trembling out of nervousness. But their official meeting didn’t happen until a little later…
White Rabbit!Reader would have met Che’nya during one of the many unbirthday parties that took place during the year. The encounter was one sided for the most part.
He had snuck in on campus from RSA, to spend some times with his childhood friends Riddle and Trey, maybe scare some freshmen with his signature spell.
But he instead found himself observing the reader. He watched as they would constantly look around before the tea party begin as some sort of nervous tick, and how they held their tea cup with two trembling, making it seem like they didn’t trust themselves not to drop it.
Honestly it was all really amusing to him.
Che’nya would’ve certainly decided to mess with the reader, by play with a strand of their hair, blowing down their nape, even resting his arms on their shoulders with his head on theirs, all that while being invisible. It really did mess with reader’s head, they felt stuff but no one was their to do them!
And that only made it more fun to him.
This would continue for about halfway through the party, he had then made the choice to reveal himself. Hugging the reader tightly from behind, as only his toothy grin was visible. Making the students around the reader freak out and Riddle sight in exasperation.
But how did the reader react you may ask? Well as they always do! They froze up, ears flat down, and completely at his mercy.
After seeing that, he bursted out in laughter, forgetting about maintaining his magic, now fully visible.
Having reader’s frozen self in his arms for a little while, he then release them from his tight grasp. Watching as they slowly unfroze, now fluster, with a blush creeping on their face(this is only if they have the skin-tone for it). They would babble incomprehensibly as they register fully how close they had just been to someone else.
They would then look up at Che’nya, grin plaster on his face, with a trembling pout as if they would soon cry from the overload of emotions.
That didn’t necessarily make him feel bad, well maybe a little. But he mostly though it was cute, and made him want to play and tease them even more.
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How it started;
After White Rabbit!Reader and Che’nya’s first official meeting, the mischievous cat beastman would frequent NCR more and more often, basically on a weekly basis.
Getting his dose of entertainment at the reader’s expense…
Things started small, from surprise hug attacks, playing with reader’s hair without their knowledge, doodling on them when they weren’t paying attention. All small and sorta sweet things, but they could still be completely considered platonic.
Than things started to shift a little, Che’nya would visit on the daily, actually chat with the White Rabbit!Reader instead of just messing with them.
He would of course still mess with them tho. His favourite way of doing so was by playing on the reader’s immense sympathy and willingness to fix their wrongs.
Che’nya would fake being offended by minor mistake the reader did to get them to do silly things to amend, such as;
Selfies with odd clothes on, dumb challenges like pranking riddle together.
But his upmost favorite ‘compensation’ was when he would make the reader do something they’re afraid of, so that they would rely on him.
Ex. Reader is afraid of heights; Che’nya is making them go on a broom ride so that they’ll cling onto him.
Reader is afraid of spiders: He’s bringing them to barn full of them, so that they’ll hide their face in his shirt.
Anything goes really, as long as they’ll into for him for comfort and protection. Even if it is something he’s also scared of, he’ll still continue with this tactic just to see the reader all squirmy and looking up at him with begging eyes, counting on him to chase away any danger.
Just the thought of it made him grin…
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A bit further into the semester, he started to switch things around. He would do this thing where he would chase the reader around, making them do embarrassing things as punishment if he caught them.
But this confused White Rabbit!Reader so much. Sure Che’nya had developed some sort of fixations with seeing them a bit miserable, but this was new, like did he seriously like them?
Now some might be confused by this train of though, but there is a viable background to it.
You see, in the wild, males rabbits chase females as part of “courting”. Sometimes, males and females chase each other.
Some of it is just fun and games, but sometimes it is part of the dominance relationship.
So to our dear White Rabbit!Reader, this was like Che’nya told them he was interested. After all he was already sharing a meal on most day with them!(probably just snacking on some chips). Which is another way rabbit show courtship.
White Rabbit!Reader liked how Che’nya focused his attention on them, and didn’t seem to care if they made a mistake despite him ‘faking’ offense. He always had a big warm grin on his face no matter what. This made them fall for him.
So White Rabbit!Reader had liked him for a little while by then, but were never sure if they should confess. ‘Because what if it offends Che’nya, or worst he doesn’t want to be around them anymore!’
So they kept it to themselves, but after Che’nya started chasing them around, they weren’t sure on what to believe.
So about a week later since the original events, White Rabbit!Reader talked about their feelings to Trey, a kind soul they had befriended. They explained to him all the behaviour Che’nya was displaying, and how it made them feel. They even admitted to wanting to date Che’nya if he’ll have them, but were to shy to actually confess.
But unbeknownst to them and Trey, Che’nya was listening in, as he had decided to pay a visit that day.
And after hearing about reader’s thoughts and feelings, Che’nya made the decision to take matters at hand. Showing them his own feelings, in his special way…
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The usual hug attacks would now be followed with a peck on the cheek, he would start nipping at them: nape, cheek, etc., he would hold their hands when dragging them somewhere.
White Rabbit!Reader little bunny brain was overwhelmed by the obvious display of affection, causing them to by pass their initial shyness and out right ask Che’nya about his feelings.
Of course the confident cat beastman answered without a problem, admitting he had been pinning for them for quite a while now, and that he also knew that they felt the same.
This made White Rabbit!Reader break away from their usual obedient and non-controversial self, replacing it by one that would proceed to call Che’nya mean and selfish for playing with their feelings, despite knowing they had difficulty expressing theirselves.
The cat only chuckle at this, grabbing the reader by their waist, hugging them tenderly to bring reassurance. Finally, the both of them ask each other out.
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How it’s going;
After Che’nya and White Rabbit!Reader start dating, the dynamic wouldn’t really change.
Reader would still be his favourite person to tease and play with. And reader would still fall for his tricks.
The only feasible changes would be reader being more open to reprimanding Che’nya for his mischievous acts, and a great augmentation of physical contact.
PDA would be at almost its max between the two, Che’nya would kiss and cuddling them in public.
But he would keep make out session for behind closed doors, only he should be able to enjoy his bunny’s sweet gasp and breathless panting!
And anything that follows~
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bowsersfavprincess · 9 months
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BOWSER X METALHEAD S/O
Contains: Fluff, gn reader, Bowser having a fat crush on the reader (ofc), Junior being a cutie patootie, Kamek not giving af, mention of potential imprisonment/death/kidnapping, bad words 🙀☠️
Sorry it took me so long to make another part but this pretty much goes with my last post (Although you don't have to read it to understand)
Bowser's a lonely guy, all he has is his makeshift family
Kamek, the Koopalings, and of course his son Junior
Which you'd think is a big family, but he still feels lonely
He longs for companionship
He craves the thought of marriage
Which is why Peach finds herself in his grasp so often
Junior obviously deserves a mother figure, and who better than the sweetest most beautiful Princess in all the land?
And although Bowser can't deny that Peach is something special, he finds himself thinking about how Peach sort of isn't his type
She's too uptight and prissy for him
He wants someone who he can be himself around, and they won't see him as a total monster
But he's convinced himself that no one like that exists, and that Peach would be the best option for a mother
Well he was convinced, until he met you
You had both been at a concert
Bowser's favorite heavy metal band at that
A band that happened to originate from the darklands
The band was entirely made out of Koopas, so the only fans were darkland creatures
Who would be dumb enough to travel to this deadly lava land and possibly be imprisoned forever just to see a rock band?
And it made sense, heavy metal was usually only enjoyed by the people of Bowser's kingdom
But there you were in the crowd, sticking out like a sore thumb
Easily noticeable
Though most of the Goombas, Koopas, Shy guys, and other creatures didn't seem to take notice or care
If you were any real threat King Bowser would easy spot you out and dispose of you
And oh, he spot you out alright
As soon as he sits in his big throne (which he has for all his concerts because he's 'The King of Awesomeness') he spots you immediately
'Kamek... who the hell is that?'
Kamek nudges him for swearing because Junior's standing by
The small Prince looks at his father with wide eyes
'Oops.. uh.. sorry Junior. But who is that?'
Kamek just shrugs
'I'm not sure sire, why don't you ask?'
'Wha- I can't just go up and ask!'
Bowser wonders why he's so nervous about asking
You're technically an intruder, and he could throw you in a pit of lava if he so wished
But that feeling in his stomach reminds him that he wouldn't
That jittery feeling of nervousness and excitement
He begrudgingly does what his advisor suggests, tapping you on the shoulder
You turn around to a tall King looming over you
His shadow engulfs you, but you aren't afraid
He seems puzzled at this
'Oh! You must be King Bowser. It's a pleasure to meet you, really.'
Now he's even more confused
A pleasure? To meet him? Surely you're joking
But that sweet innocent smile says otherwise
'I.. uh.. yeah. You too...'
He's at a bit of a loss for words, which never happens to him
Ever
He's trying to find something to say, to not just stand there staring awkwardly
'So uh.. you... like this band?'
You smile at him once again with genuine interest in the conversation
'Yup! This is my favorite band actually.'
Bowser can't help but smile too
'Huh... really? Wow, not a lot of uh... outsiders like this music..'
He quickly speaks again to make sure you're comfortable
'Not that you're not welcome of course! I won't uhh, throw you in lava or anything..'
He chuckles awkwardly, hoping that he won't scare this mysterious human away
You laugh too
'Oh that's alright, I'm not scared'
He stops, blankly staring
You're not scared
You're not scared of him
You're not frightened, visibly repulsed, you actually like the music here
Bowser just stares for a long while, absolutely dumbstruck
Then the buzz of speakers connecting is heard and he knows the concert will start soon
'Uh.. why don't you.. join me?'
He points to his elevated seats
'Best seats in the house'
He smiles awkwardly and is overjoyed once you accept
It's then you meet Junior and Kamek
Kamek isn't necessarily interested in you, you aren't a threat and Bowser seemingly enjoys your company
Junior however, could not be more interested
Some random human that his father brought back to sit in the royal spots with him
Some human who seems genuinely friendly
It's not something Junior is used to either
He doesn't get along with Mario at all, doesn't see Luigi much and well
Princess Peach doesn't necessarily like Junior
As much as she's sugary sweet on the outside, the idea of mothering a small version of her enemy doesn't quite appeal to her
And she's not exactly the best actress
But this random human seemed to have no problems with Junior
In fact they seemed as interested in Junior as he was in them
Bowser notices
'Oh, that's my son, Junior'
Junior just gives a small wave
Your eyes go wide and you smile at him
'Hello Junior'
You can't help but squeak with excitement looking at the shy koopa
'Oh, you look just like your father! I bet you're going to grow up and be big and strong just like him, huh?'
Junior's tail wags slightly
'Yeah! I'll be just like papa!!'
Bowser watches this scene with the most joy he's felt in years
Maybe... maybe he could stop pursuing Peach and kidnap someone else
No, he had a chance
It was slim, but much larger than the chance Peach was giving him
Which is none
He didn't have to force you, not yet
You weren't scared
You seemingly liked him and his son
Maybe he could actually get someone to love him
The real him
After the concert ends Bowser doesn't want you to leave
In fact he's a bit beside himself at the thought
Maybe he will have to kidnap you, make you stay
But you assure him that you'll be back
He doesn't believe it, not one bit
But then you take out a sharpie you had brought to get the bands autograph and write your number on his palm
Once again he's speechless
Maybe he has a chance at real love after all
We can fix him. Or make him worse 😈
I'll probably make a part two to this because I was going to do something entirely different but then accidentally made a whole story lol
Also how do you guys feel about Bowser x reader smut?? 🤔🥴 (Monster fuckers unite)
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kierewrites · 2 years
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Haunted Mansion
navi - masterlist
Bakugou x Reader x Kirishima
Art: anonymous? if you know artist pls message!
Mood Song: thriller
Summary: After years of torment from your sinister boyfriend, Kirishima finally teamed up with you to take down the grumpy blond and give him a taste of his own medicine for Halloween. But when October 31st rolled around, the night went far from expected.
Warnings: cursing, mentions of blood, thriller/horror, kiribaku being mean af </3 (i like it tho ¬‿¬)
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There was never an outing with the infamous Bakugou Katsuki that didn’t include scowls and curses, and tonight was no different. The closer your trio walked to the decrepit looking house, the more annoyed Bakugou grew.
It was clear after you and Kirishima pretty much begged him to come out to the town’s apparent “haunted house” on the night of Halloween, you two were up to no good.
Though there were no previous historical events attached to the house, there was still a rumor that the previous family who lived there decades ago was murdered by their youngest child who went on a wild rampage. To this day people claim the little boy walks the halls, searching for anyone who dares to trespass.
To Bakugou, it all sounded like fucking bullshit.
“This is fucking bullshit.” Bakugou huffed as he shuffled besides you and Kirishima who had stupid grins on your faces. While you were practically jumping up and down, Kirishima kept squeezing your hand and shared knowing looks with you which definitely didn’t escape Bakugou’s eye.
“Quit being a buzzkill, it’ll be fun.” Kirishima said with a grin, his hand clapping against Bakugou’s shoulder which made him growl in annoyance.
Meanwhile you kept bouncing until you landed in front of both of them, excitement gleaming in your eyes, “Yeah Katsuki, it’s perfect for Halloween!”
Both boys stared at your jittery form, eyes softening from the sight of your excitement alone. The past few months had been… weird for the three of you. Though Bakugou clearly made his own group of friends, the three of you grew pretty much inseparable compared to the others.
Just a few months ago both boys ended up confessing to each other that they liked you, which should’ve made things awkward until you confessed you liked them both too. From then, you all never quite established what you were, but none of you really felt like you needed to.
Kirishima was quick to scope out the rare soft smile on Bakugou’s face, wiggling his brows to the boy which caused Bakugou’s short lived gentle moment to fade as he shoved the boy aside with a snarl.
The two kept moving forwards, you still standing in front of them both as you began to walk backwards, index finger pointing accusingly into Bakugou’s chest as you gave him a cheshire grin.
“Don’t tell me you’re scared.”
The ash blond was ready to sling every offensive word in his vocabulary down to you as his cheeks began to flush until your back collided with a mailbox, the sudden object making you shriek and quickly jump around with your arms up defensively, only to see what your attacker was.
The feeling of warm palms curling around your shoulders made your lips plump into a pout as you already knew what cocky voice was coming.
“I think I should be more scared for you princess.” Bakugou hummed in your ear, shit eating grin surely on his face before you smacked his hand away and glared at him.
“Just you wait asshole,” You hissed, eyes narrowing up to him in a challenging glare before you grinned to Kirishima, “I’m sure you won’t have all this confidence when we get inside.”
Bakugou looked down to you unimpressed, though the smug grin evident on his face when you spun on your heel and stormed up the driveway, missing the glance the two boys shared behind you.
This was all going to be perfect. Both you and Kirishima had planned it out. Bakugou had been tormenting you since the day you met. Even being a capable hero in training, you were so easy to get spooked. Something as simple as him popping around a corner had you nearly swept off your feet, so the ash blond took advantage of it and made it his life goal to petrify you at every turn.
You mentioned to Kirishima how nervous you were about it being the month of October, surely expecting Bakugou to go all out this month to really spook you. Luckily your noble red head decided it was time for you to stand up to Bakugou and give him a taste of his own medicine.
The plan was to take him to this “haunted house” on Alms Street, walk around a bit then have Kirishima separate from the group and pretend to disappear with blood everywhere. Then when Bakugou would surely be on edge, Kirishima would pop out and scare him.
It was a seal proof plan, one that you got more and more excited about at the last day of October neared. But now as you stood before the ominously large house, you felt your nerves start to hit a bit.
Your thoughts seemed to be read as a warm hand grabbed your own and squeezed it, your head whipping back to kind red ones as Kirishima smiled down to you, “Sure you’re okay with this?”
Blinking you glanced to see Bakugou was busy inspecting around the house, already seeming to be curious as to what you two did to the place. Seeing he was distracted, you looked at Kirishima with worried eyes.
“I’m okay! Just.. you sure this house isn’t really haunted?”
Kirishima simply smiled, pulling you into a quick hug as he ran his fingers through your hair, “Don’t worry angel, it’s not really haunted. I’ve been with my siblings plenty of times.”
Letting out a sigh you smiled up at him, giving Kirishima those big warm eyes that made his heart melt every time. It was then he began to feel a pang of guilt in his chest, but Bakugou’s rough voice cut through any hesitation.
“You two done being gross? I want to get this shit over with.” Bakugou hissed, causing your head to whip around as you glared at him once more, lecturing him about being nice or something like that.
Bakugou simply grinned down to your outburst, adoring the way your face scrunched in annoyance before he gently shoved you towards the front door.
“Ladies first.”
All you could do at this point was flick him off, which surprisingly earned a loud bark of laughter from both of the boys before you stormed into the house, not knowing what you were getting yourself into.
Even knowing this was all a staged prank, you still hated the atmosphere of the haunted building. Just like any movie, the stereotypical howls of wind through the cracked windows and the eerie creaking of the old wood floors had you on high alert the whole time.
Surely Bakugou had to be slightly on edge with the spooky environment, but each time you looked at him he wore the same unimpressed face he had outside. Once he caught you staring he rolled his eyes and sighed.
“Oh right, I’m supposed to be scared.”
Your bottom lip quivered into a pout, shoulders slouching a bit at the bland reaction until you felt an elbow gently jab at your side, your attention moving to the soft redhead.
“We just got here bro, don’t get too cocky.” Kirishima sneered with a grin, his confidence making your heart race with excitement again as you smiled back to him.
Bakugou simply rolled his eyes, ignoring your silent giggles and whispers as you all walked deeper into the home. Even though you were in on the plan, the house itself still had you on edge. Just like any stereotypical house, the quality was low and eerie. Just littered on every object, wood falling almost completely apart, carpet and furniture torn up. Surely some of this damage was from rotten kids who probably visited this house previously, but you couldn’t help but think back to the story of this home and what really happened.
“How about you guys check the living room,” Kirishima spoke casually, though his eyes shot to you with a mischievous glint in them, “I’ll check the kitchen for any suspicious activity.”
Bakugou missed the wink the two of you shared as he spun around to see his two grinning idiots, “Why the hell would we split up? Shouldn’t we just stay together?”
The ash blond’s rational was articulate as always, but you wouldn’t let it ruin your plan.
“C’mon Katsuki.” You purred, placing your hand on his chest before letting your index and middle finger strut up till they reached his chin, forcing him to stare down to your cheshire grin, “You too scared to let Eijiro leave the room?”
Both boys shared a glance at your confident change in attitude, Bakugou’s eye beginning to twitch the more you teased him.
“Don’t give a fuck what shitty hair does, fuck off to the kitchen then.” Bakugou snarled, swatting your hand away which made you giggle before he stormed off to the living room.
Spinning to Kirishima you quietly skipped to him and flashed him a warm smile, “This is it Ei, we’re finally going to scare him!”
Kirishima held your hands gently as you jumped before him, his heart pounding with a certain rotten feeling as he watched your eyes light up.
“Don’t spoil it now angel.” Kirishima whispered, lightly flicking your head before leading you on to follow Bakugou.
This was the boring part, but possibly the most important. You weren’t sure how long it would take for Kirishima to set up the kitchen. Fake blood couldn’t have been easy to handle, especially because Kirishima had to be silent the entire time for this to work.
Though you wanted to quickly drag the ash blond to the kitchen and have Kirishima scare the soul out of him, you knew all good things came with patience. Bakugou on the other hand, didn’t quite see eye to eye.
“This is fuckin stupid, we should just get out of here and do something actually fun.” Bakugou huffed, tipping over one of the pillows on the couch before turning to you.
To be honest, a night outing with the two did seem like a lot of fun, but you could save that for after you scared this little punk shitless.
“We are not leaving till we explore every room in this house K,” You spoke plainly as you let your finger run along a dust covered bookshelf, “Quit being a baby.”
Bakugou let out a growl as you teased him again, stomping up behind you before gently tugging at your hair to force your head back up to him.
“You need to watch that smart mouth of yours princess.”
The position had your cheeks flush, taking you by surprise as he smirked down to you for finally having the upper hand. It was short lived though as you narrowed your eyes and stuck your tongue out. The sight had him let go of your hair as he let out a string of curses.
Surely the grump wasn’t going to last much longer, so you figured it was now or never.
“Bakugou wait.” You spoke in a hushed tone, freezing a bit as Bakugou glared over to you, “When’s the last time you’ve heard Kirishima?”
Bakugou rolled his eyes, though his head did turn in the direction of the kitchen with curiosity, “The hell if I know, dipshit probably face planted on one of these uneven planks.”
The small snort that escaped your lips had Bakugou grinning, even you couldn’t help but laugh as you imagined the scenario before you glared at the smug blond.
“Have more faith in our Ei you dick.” You whispered, trying to fight the grin off your face before you pointed your attention back to the kitchen.
Though that was a very solid guess, you knew exactly why it was so silent. Kirishima was definitely ready to scare the crap out of your boyfriend.
“We should probably check on him.” You spoke softly as you looked back to Bakugou, only to see him already smugly looking down at you.
“You scared princess?”
His mocking tone had your blood at a boiling point, your teeth gritting together as you glared up to him and flicked him off, causing him to loudly bark out a laugh before he slung his arm around you.
“So dramatic.” Bakugou hummed in your ear, your eye twitching a bit. If it weren’t for the fact that Kirishima was waiting behind one of these doors ready to scare the crap out of the smug blond, you would’ve already begun fighting the boy.
So deciding to ignore his antics, you allowed him to lead you to the kitchen. Your heart raced and fingers buzzed just imagining his reaction. Finally after four years of torture with this boy, you would get sweet sweet revenge.
Bakugou was never one easy to scare. You couldn’t even picture in your head what he would look or sound like when he was. Even on the training camp during your first year, when you were supposed to walk through the maze of terror, he barely shook upon being jumpscared.
Part of you was worried that this wouldn’t startle him either, but the plan you and Kirishima formulated was too good. This was definitely going to work.
“Kirishima? Are you still here?” You called, peaking your head around the wall to pretend you were trying to search, when really you were just trying to hide the grin on your face from the boy beside you.
When you were both met with a silence unknowingly obvious to you both, you glanced to Bakugou and wiped the smug grin off to replace a concerned pout.
“Katsuki I think he might actually be hurt, go check in there.”
“What- Why me?” Bakugou shouted, eyes wide before your lips curled into a small grin causing him to growl as he shoved you away from him, “Don’t you fucking say it.”
A small giggle escaped your lips as he stormed around the wall and into the kitchen, his eyes surveying the area before he looked to you with an annoyed expression.
“He’s not in here.”
Your eyes widened at this, your breathing coming to a halt at his words. Why wasn’t he scared? Did he not see the blood all over the ground? Was Kirishima really not in the kitchen?
Quickly trotting besides Bakugou, your mouth fell agape at the sight before you. Sure enough the dingy tiled floors of the kitchen remained spotless of any blood.
“W..Where’s the blood?” You whispered, eyes wide before Bakugou looked to you with a raised brow at your statement.
“What blood?”
Blinking back to reality you looked to Bakugou, trying to keep a neutral face as you shook off his question before glancing back down to the floor.
If there was no blood here that only meant two things: Kirishima went off plan and is doing his own thing, or Kirishima is actually hurt or lost. Your plan was so crystal clear though, so there’s no way he just chose to not go through with it. Was Kirishima really in trouble?
“Y/n.” Bakugou spoke sternly, his tone causing you to whip your head to him as you tried to avoid his gaze, knowing you weren’t able to hide your worried eyes, “Why are you acting weird.. What’s wrong?”
Your blood ran cold, watching Bakugou’s fierce eyes try to read whatever was running through that little head of yours. If you told Bakugou your plan he would be pissed, and he would be even more pissed knowing Kirishima could actually be lost or hurt. You needed to investigate before jumping on any theories.
“Uh.. Nothing is wrong! Let me just check the pantry and see if he’s in there.” You spoke, forcing a smile on your face as you shakily began walking towards the door.
Bakugou didn’t miss the hesitancy in each step you took, your fear not being easily hidden as you took anxious steps. Surely Kirishima was just sitting there confused on your instruction. Even though you went over it.. Multiple times. Or maybe you didn’t give him enough time, so he had to resort to hiding in the pantry to not ruin it.
That would make sense, then you could get Bakugou upstairs to let Kirishima finish and all would be back on track.
The more your head swarmed with theories, the more your senses became less aware.
Before you could even hear the crack against the glass of the kitchen window, a small figure covered in a black robe smashed through the glass and screamed at you.
Everything was a sensory overload to you now. The sight of the small figure jumping at you and the ear slicing shatter of the glass had the breath nearly knocked out of you. Once you realized what was happening, your high pitched screams echoed through the house. Without a second to spare you stumbled backwards on your own two feet, yelping as one of one of the shards of glass sliced through your ankle before you jumped into Bakugou’s arms, letting him spin you away from the intruder and hold you protectively in his arms.
Gripping at his shirt you continued to scream, waiting for Bakugou to surely let go of you and relentlessly attack whoever dared to come after the two of you, but instead you were met with him continuing to hold you as you felt his chest vibrate.
You peaked an eye open, breath still ragged as you felt the rumbling grow stronger in his chest. Was he…?
The sound of howling laughter from behind one of the guest room doors had your head whipping up, your eyes following the familiar laugh as the door slowly opened all the way to reveal your red headed boyfriend curled over on the floor from laughter.
Immediately you reeled your head up to see Bakugou now nearly hysterical, his hold on you loosening as he had to lean against the counter for support.
Though it took a minute for the shock and raw fear to escape your core, your eyes darkened to see your two boyfriends finding this whole situation hilarious.
“Y..You..” You whispered, mouth falling in horror as you looked to Kirishima, then to Bakugou, then to the dark figure before looking to your feet, “What the…”
“I..I’m sorry Y/n,” Kirishima choked out between laughs, “Bakugou came to me first with the idea… and I j..just couldn’t resist.”
The moment Kirishima’s gaze met with Bakugou’s, they both snorted a bit before bursting into a more obnoxious tone of laughter as they struggled to keep themselves standing.
The sight had your blood run cold, not sure if your heart was racing still from the traumatic fright you just experienced or the betrayal of your two loving boyfriends.
Your eyes narrowed to both of them, seeing as they thought this was the funniest thing in the world. The revenge you would seek would be intense, you knew that much, but for now you needed to process what had just happened.
Once the two boys finally got over themselves, their eyes fell on you, a slight twinge of guilt being shared amongst them.
You simply stood there, head hanging low causing your hair to cover over your dim eyes while you remained motionless.
Both boys still fought their lips from twitching up into grins before sharing a worried look and making their way towards you.
“Don’t blame shitty hair Y/n, it was my idea.” Bakugou grumbled, moving to stand before you as you refused to look up to him. Kirishima gave you sympathetic eyes and began wrapping his arms around your waist.
“I’m sorry angel, I promise we’ll make it up to you.” Kirishima spoke softly until he realized you were trembling in his hold. His eyes widened as he looked to the blond who raised a brow at Kirisima’s startled expression, “Bro she’s literally shaking.”
Bakugou’s eyes widened for once all night, his gaze immediately falling on your quivering form as a small sniffle filled the air. The ash blond’s eyes softened as he placed a finger under your chin and forced you to look up at him. Before being able to respond, his mouth froze at the sight of warm tears streaming down your face as your lip wobbled in between your teeth.
The sight had both boy’s heart stopped, not knowing if it was the saddest or most adorable thing they had ever seen. Kirishima quickly pulled you into his embrace tighter as Bakugou began to chuckle with a mock frown, his fingers brushing the wet hair stuck to your face as he rubbed his thumb along your cheek.
“Y/n baby you’re crying.” Bakugou spoke, pulling your head into his chest as you broke into a pathetic sob while the two boys shared a knowing look.
“B..Because I’m angry!” You hiccuped, your fist weakly punching at Bakugou’s chest which caused him to chuckle. You hated how the sound made your heart beat just a bit faster as he held you close.
“We made our angel cry..” Kirishima cooed almost tauntingly, running his fingers along your hair before rubbing your back, “We’re so mean Katsuki.”
Their insincere tone had your blood boil, though you knew you couldn’t be terribly angry with them. Instead you tried your best to be stern with them, shoving the two away as you glared at them.
“I trusted you asshole.” You spoke in between sniffles, pointing an accusatory finger towards the surprised redhead, your glare then shifting to the still smug blond, “And you…”
Bakugou crossed his arms and watched as your brain struggled to formulate a sentence. Most likely still overwhelmed from the scare, or the fact that your plan went terribly wrong. Instead of finishing your sentence, your face just grew red and you huffed while whipping your head the opposite direction.
“Quit your fuckin pouting princess,” Bakugou said, but his tone was much softer now as his arms now wrapped around you from behind, “You should’ve known better not to try and scare me.”
Rolling your eyes, you tried to jerk away until Kirishima stepped before you and took your hands in his own, rubbing comforting circles around them before smiling, “We’ll get him next time angel, promise.”
The sound of Bakugou’s offended growl behind you had the corner of your lip twitch upwards, though you were trying your best to hide the smile. Unlucky for you, Kirishima caught it as he placed a warm kiss on your forehead.
“And we’ll do whatever you want now, the night is yours.”
Narrowing your eyes you pointed a finger to his chest, “Even if I want to binge every Halloween movie on Disney Plus?”
“Fucking hell-” Bakugou started behind you, but Kirishima simply shot him a glare before nodding to you.
A small smile cracked on your face now, the sight catching both boy’s attention as grins formed on their own lips.
“There’s our pouty girl’s smile.” Kirishima said, beginning to smother your face with kisses causing you to cringe a bit in Bakugou’s grasp. This only had the ash blond clamp down on your waist tighter as he joined in the barrage of kisses, your smile turning into giggles as you tried to push them away.
“You gotta admit, that was fuckin hilarious.” Bakugou spoke in your ear, moving his way in front of you next to Kirishima as you wiped at the dried tears on your face and rolled your eyes.
“Yeah yeah, it was a pretty good plan.” You spoke, your expression slightly growing annoyed before you glanced behind them at the black figure still standing there, “Though breaking through the glass was a bit overkill.”
Both boys glanced to each other, their eyes finally looking at the scene upon realizing the mess on the floor.
“That definitely wasn’t part of the plan, whoever decided to dress up really went all out.” Kirishima spoke with almost impressed eyes while he waited for one of his friends to reveal themselves from behind the tarp.
“Whichever dipshit decided to do that was an idiot, glass could’ve really hurt her.” Bakugou hissed, his eyes falling to your ankle to see a small drip of blood already spreading along your white sock.
Silently Bakugou motioned for you to hop on the old counter, you did so as he tugged at his sleeve and began to apply pressure to the small wound before he looked to Kirishima, “See which dumbass I’m going to blow up then find the others, should be outside.”
Kirishima nodded, now beginning to realize how weird it was that they didn’t reveal themselves as soon as you had been scared. Gripping at the top of the black cloak, he ripped it off only for his entire body to freeze up at the sight.
Bakugou waited to hear which stupid voice was going to give an excuse as to why they changed the plan, but when he was met with silence he was even more confused. Giving one last final wipe, Bakugou huffed to himself in satisfaction when your wound began to stop bleeding as intensely.
“Well who the hell is it-” Bakugou hissed, his head whipping to Kirishima only to see nothing standing before the redhead.
Quickly moving around him, Bakugou looked everywhere for the sight of one of his shitty friends, only to find no one in sight.
Kirishima was already looking at him with wide eyes, both of them swallowing what saliva was left in their dry mouths before looking at you. Surprisingly, your face wore an unimpressed look as you folded your arms and raised a brow.
“Y/n, get upstairs.”
Admittedly, Bakugou’s stern voice had you a bit on edge. When he spoke like this, he usually meant every word. But after the scare they just put you through, you had a hard time believing much of anything.
“Very funny, haven’t you guys had enough torturing for today?” You huffed, rolling your eyes until you felt a strong arm lift you up off the counter and place you roughly down on the floor.
“Y/n, go now.” Kirishima growled, this officially shocking you since the redhead rarely ever got aggressive with you in these situations. Backing up slowly towards the stairs, you kept your eyes glued to the empty kitchen before looking to the two boys.
“T..This isn’t a part of your prank?”
The sound of a glass plate being flung into one of the cabinets across the kitchen was an answer enough for all three of you, each of you making a mad dash up the stairs as more kitchenware began to rumble and shatter within the kitchen.
Your mind was racing, surprised your heart didn’t just stop from all the jumpscares you’ve experienced in the span of a few minutes. Even in such a stressful moment, you couldn’t help but feel confused. If this was their plan all along, how did this ghost end up knowing about it? And where were all of your friends that were surely in on it?
“Y/n, go in that room ahead!” Bakugou shouted from behind you, both boys close on your tail. Nodding you quickly reached the door, never yanking a door knob faster in your life as you whipped the door open only to feel your blood run cold.
Kirishima kept his eyes on the bottom floor, his quirk already activated in a defensive manner while Bakugou watched you freeze in place.
“The fuck are you doing?! Get in!” Bakugou screamed, growing more frustrated until you slowly fell to your knees, a loud cry escaping your lips.
Once you were down, Bakugou’s gaze finally fell on the sight before him and he felt like his heart was going to stop.
“No…”
Kirishima felt his heart race as more chaotic noises grew closer from downstairs, his head whipping back to the two of you only to be confused as you both stood frozen.
“What’s going on?” Kirishima shouted, not quite being able to see around Bakugou before a loud bang was heard on the side of the stairs, “Shit Bakugou we have to go!”
Bakugou’s head whipped back at the loud bang, his eyes beginning to burn as he let out a growl and grabbed your waist, lifting you up as the two boys ran into the furthest room down the hall.
You remained shriveled up in Bakugou’s arms, your loud cries echoing through the home even throughout the chaotic noises that had Bakugou’s heart break.
Once Kirishima closed the door he looked down to your hysterical form, raising a brow to Bakugou while still keeping a close eye on the locked door, “What’s her problem?”
Bakugou thought about how he should respond, the sight alone would have been enough to bring the redhead to his knees as well, so he wasn’t sure how he would handle hearing it. But before the blond could open his mouth, your quivering voice filled in.
“O..Our friends! They were dead.” You cried, hands gripping onto Bakugou’s shirt as you sobbed into his chest.
Kirishima’s eyes were wide, his gaze immediately turning to Bakugou who had a dark expression on his face, “All three of em were there, covered in blood.”
The redhead felt his knees buckle, his mouth going dry as he processed Bakugou’s words. The brutish blond never lied about these types of things, and based off the glossy look in his eyes there was no lies to be found.
Either an intruder was in this house, or the story of the demon boy was real.
“We.. we need to get the hell out of here…” Kirishima said, though his voice wavered. He didn’t know what to really do, but he understood enough that he couldn’t lose either of you too.
Bakugou nodded sternly, his grip on the back of your shirt tightening as he glanced to the door which had horrifying sounds behind it.
“The last thing we need is that little fucking demon to hurt one of us,” Bakugou growled, eyes glowing with a new passion to bring pain to whoever caused all this, “How do you think we should get out?”
Kirishima pondered it for a moment, watching as you slowly brought your face out of Bakugou’s now soaked shirt. Your eyes were filled with fear and worry, and it made both boy’s hearts break even more.
This was supposed to be a simple prank, none of you ever expected it to turn into this.
Just as the two were about to converse over ideas, a sickly creak was heard from behind the three of you. All you wanted to do was pretend you never heard it and continue thinking of a plan, but with the situation you were in you knew you had to.
As the three of you looked back, all of your mouths dropped in horror to see the familiar cloaked figure standing before you, a sharp knife covered in blood swinging around in it’s hand before it pointed it to you all.
“Leaving so soon?”
The first sound to fill the air was your blood curdling scream, both Bakugou and Kirishima were quick to snap out of their feared shock thanks to their hero training. Without needing to verbally make a plan, Kirishima lifted up the nearby nightstand and launched it towards the window, the force causing it to shatter along the awning below you all.
Without a second to debate, Bakugou grabbed your hand and led you out the window, Kirishima close behind you. With little grace the three of you slid across the awning before Bakugou wrapped his arms around both of your waists and launched you in the air with his explosions.
The three of you skidded across the uneven gravel road, new cuts forming along your skin as you all glanced up at the dreadful haunted house.
“Holy shit.” Kirishima cried, his hands tugging at his hair stressfully as he looked down at the two of you.
“We need to get the fuck out of here and call the police.” Bakugou hissed, grabbing at your hand to help you up, though you didn’t miss the tremble in his hand.
There was no more joking, no more pranks, this was real life.
“B..But our friends…” You sobbed, head whipping back to the house as you felt your legs trying to give out again, “Our friends.”
“They’re fucking gone now Y/n, we need to leave before that thing gets us too!” Bakugou shouted a bit harsher than he intended, but with all three of you on edge you didn’t seem to notice.
Just as you all spun around and began running towards the front of the development, you all stuttered once you heard slow clapping behind you. For a moment, you all made a decision to run faster assuming it was that twisted demon still tormenting you from behind, but when you heard a dreadfully familiar voice you all officially stopped, blood running cold.
“I wouldn’t say we’re totally gone.”
You were the first to spin on your heel, your mouth dropped in complete and utter shock as you saw your three “dead” friends standing before you with grins.
Immediately hot tears began to fill up as you spun to the two boys who were still turned away from you, your fists clenching as you began to beat at their backs.
“Are you fucking kidding me?! That first scare wasn’t enough you assholes?”
Kirishima began to shake, not even feeling your furied punches while Bakugou caught your wrist, giving you a dark glare before focusing it towards his friends, “We didn’t plan this part.”
Your aggravated motions paused, eyes falling back to the two boys before glancing to your friends.
“Yup, it was all us!” Mina said with a grin, her arm slung around Kaminari as she stuck her tongue out, “Gotta admit, this is the best prank we’ve ever done!”
After everything you endured tonight, you had finally had enough.
“I thought you had died.” You cried, fists clenched before you raised a brow, “How did you even do this? Why did you do this?”
“Well Bakugou and Kirishima came to us with this plan to prank you,” Kaminari explained, your dark eyes glaring to both boys besides you before turning your attention back to the grinning boy, “And we thought that was super unfair to you so we decided to double cross your double crossed double cross.”
Your brows furrowed at Kaminari’s rather foolish explanation, arms folded as you let out an annoyed puff of air, “But you still scared me, what was the point?”
“It wouldn’t have worked as well if you knew.” Sero said matter of factly as he watched the three of you just stand there, devoid of all emotion.
Still your mouth was agape, your brain not being able to process the worst thirty minutes of your life you had just experienced. Luckily you didn’t need to think of anything to say, the sounds of sharpening and explosions going off besides you.
Justice was going to be served.
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meruz · 1 year
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some weirdly specific artist game questions im answering while eating dinner. im gonna use my truly abysmal surface pen so theyre gonna be jittery af.
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2. Is it easier to draw someone facing left or right (or forward even)
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8. What's an old project idea that you've lost interest in I feel like I don’t lose interest in projects so much as I run out of time to do them nowadays. I had a bunch of ideas for a shortbox comics fair project and then got too busy to execute and meet the deadlines. same with some zines... I still want to do them!! Idk when though. I guess when I was a kid I used to be interested in more ambitious original writing, long form fantasy type stuff. I think if you really dig through my archives you can probably find ocs from ideas like that but I don’t have a lot of interest in pursuing stories like that anymore because... idk even writing short things is tough for me.
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11. Do you listen to anything while drawing? If so, what
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5. Estimate of how much of your art you post online vs. the art you keep for yourself
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I think this is mostly because ive been “finishing” art less lately? or like... making less small things and more singular big/complex illustrations? idk. it’s tough, I want to post more because I like posting art on the internet. I grew up watching other people post art on the internet and wanting to do the same. there’s a lot of artists who don’t like it but its fun to me. unfortunately this whole year has kind of been like a non-posting year tho.
26. What's a piece that got a wildly different interpretation from what you intended
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25.  Something your art has been compared to that you were NOT inspired by Uhhhh this is tough idk. I think I’ve gotten like...ava’s demon before?
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Which doesn’t make a lot of sense to me looking at the style alone but does like...make sense in the way that I think I share similar cultural inspirations with that comic like...being online in the mid 2000s...deviantart digital art type stuff. So even if there isn’t any direct inspiration there’s some shared dna probably.   I think I’ve hard art compared to transistor (the supergiant game) too and I think its like. a similar story there. Heck, If i drew more sexy characters my inking tendencies would probably get my art compared to hades just with how big that art style is culturally rn.too bad i only draw dumb looking kids.
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I’ve never played a supergiant game. they look very nice and I rly respect them as a company but they’ve yet to make smth that’s really up my alley.
(unrelated but tumblr user wellnoe I’m a huge fan of ur art you have one of the biggest brains in xmen fanart imo...!! thanks for sending in an ask LOL ;-;;;)
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biteofcherry · 11 months
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Listen, I like drama. But I like brotherly drama even more so here is a thot[this is gonna be long]:
You are an omega who got accepted into a prestigious college. There you meet the college's most popular guy and he is famous for all the right reasons: emphatic, sweet, gives the same respect to each designation.
He is the golden boy of his family, the favorite child, the one who always follows rules and is a bit traditional.
You both instantly click and become a couple. He proposes to you and you say yes, because he makes you feel safe and he promised to let you continue your studies and later on, work. You both decides to meet his parents. He's jittery on the drive to the mansion and you chalk it upto nervousness but it quickly becomes apparent why he was so anxious.
It wasn't his parents. It was his brother. The same younger brother who studies abroad because he isn't cordial with anyone. He is the black sheep of the family, the rebel, the bad boy.
He's the polar opposite of his elder brother. Charismatic, brash and goes through omega like clothes. He doesn't seem interested in you and you also keep your distance and only came to attend his brother's wedding to keep up appearances.
But are they really how they appear? Is one of them keeping a perfect facade?
Because when the wedding date nears. The younger brother catches the elder fucking another omega. He is furious and confronts him, leading to a lot of revelations.
The elder brother is only marrying you because you are sweet, shy and easily manipulated. You're the epitome of perfect omega, perfect for show. That he will have other omegas who aren't as perfect but are a great fuck. That he's going to knock you out the second you to marry, every promise he made was a lie. He will trap you, just like his father.
The younger brother immediately comes to you and tells you everything but in return, he receives a hard slap. Elder brother already knew this was going to happen so he manipulated you into thinking that the younger brother was spiteful and was trying to ruin your relationship. You played right into his hands as you never believed him, no matter how much evidence he showed.
The younger brother is distraught, he doesn't want you to end up like his mother. Alone and miserable. He feels defeated and his brother's words just add fuel to the fire.
"Should have played by the rules, brother. Should have not rebelled."
As the wedding comes closer, he comes increasingly desperate. Now, he's ready to do anything if it means saving you from his brother.
People say he's bad. Then, he will do just that. So on the night of the wedding, he marches into your room, commands every omega present to get out and before the elder brother can arrive. He claims you. Sealing your fate with him.
So, who's the cunning, golden brother and who is the misunderstood, black sheep?
First of all, how dare you come to me with this, but wothout a (at least) 30k fic ready to read. Rude af.
Secondly, this fits so many characters! I could easily imagine Andy vs Ransom, or Steve vs Ransom. Maybe Steve vs Johnny. As well Bucky vs Nick. Or put a twist to it and make it Ari vs Steve - and both ways work, because Ari could be the golden boy and Steve the playboy, as well the other way around.
In the end, i thin with this one I'd go with Andy vs Ransom - because that choice in the end would be easier for me. I can't have Steve there, because I'd be choosing him no matter which brother he is 🤣
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wroteclassicaly · 3 months
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I might go ahead and publish this half-written Eddie fic I wrote for V-day last year. ❤️ I feel bad for not even doing any blurbs for y’all, but I’m just jittery and stuff, and we also found out my fur baby boy has a tumor, so I’m just stressed af 😭
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bluiex · 1 year
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ANON IS SO BIG BRAIN W DEMON SCAR N GRIAN CORNERING MUMBO
Hejfiwkrnicosnrjcieirfnfickakqowoorotogkcnxnz sorry I made it angsty af
Mumbo being so very turned on but also very concerned. This isn’t like Grian at all, and the sudden change is alarming.
When it’s time for the rice he’s making to simmer, he twists around to face Grian. The man in question immediately pins him to the countertop.
Mumbo can tell something is off. Were Grians eyes always tinted red? Were his nails always so long? His teeth always so sharp? That’s not even mentioning the looming presence in the room. The hairs in his neck stand on end and honestly, he’s scared.
When Grian winds his hands around Mumbos waist, not so subtly pressing their bodies together, Mumbo clears his throat and tries to push him back. He’s doesn’t know what’s going on, but he can tell Grian isn’t in his right mind.
Grian doesn’t go far though, and just returns even closer a moment later. It takes another, stronger shove from Mumbo to push him back fully. Grian pouts and crosses his arms.
To say Mumbo is shaken is an understatement. He needs to get himself under control before he does something they’ll both regret come tomorrow. “What’s going on?” Mumbo asks finally.
“What do you mean?” Grian steps closer, a grin growing.
“You’re acting different, mate. And your eyes are a bit red. Are you high or something?” Mumbo stays stiff as a board, as jittery as a rabbit.
“No,” Grian laughs. Still moving closer, the shadows seemed to warp around him, “No, I’ve never felt more sober, Mumbo, never felt more like myself.” He extends a hand towards him, palm up.
Mumbo flinches back, stumbling in the process. He just barely manages to stay upright, except he’s now much farther from Grian. Which is good. However, the intense shiver of dread that drips down his spine is decidedly not. His instincts scream at him to run.
Grian’s face flickers to annoyed for a moment, and he grumbles something. The oppressive feeling vanishes as quick as it came. Mumbo takes a shaky breath. He feels like he’s been made prey, and Grian is about to hunt him.
Grian sighs. “I love you, Mumbo.”
Mumbos heart is in his throat, but he reminds himself that they’re friends. That Grians his friend. It’s platonic. “I love you too, mate, but you’re scaring me a bit.”
“No,” Grian pinches his forehead before turning to face him fully. “I’m in love with you, Mumbo.” He moves towards him, and Mumbo backs up. “I’ve been in love with you for years! You’re the other half of my soul, the one I could never live without.”
Tears push at Mumbos eyes as the sense of wrong gets worse. Grian continues to ramble about how much Mumbo means to him, but he’s not listening. His head is ringing as Grian stalks closer. Eventually Mumbos back hits the wall and there’s no where to run.
“Why?” Mumbo manages to ask.
Grian’s face twists into confusion. “Why do I love you? Mumbo, where do I even-“
“Why are you doing this to me?” Mumbo croaks out, making Grian stop.
“What?” Grian takes another step closer. Mumbo presses himself against the wall.
Mumbo tried to swallow back tears. “I- you stop wanting to have movie night, months ago. And then you stop wanting to hang out in person. And then you stop picking up calls, and all your texts are one word. And now, Grian I haven’t heard from you in weeks, and you burst in here and start groping me and declaring your love for me. What am I supposed to think?! Am I just some toy to you? I can’t trust what you’re saying to me; this isn’t you!”
Grian had frozen, inches away from touching Mumbo, who was shaking as tears had begun to fall down his cheeks.
“I’m… It’s me, Mumbo,” Grian said finally, sounding desperate, “I promise, I’m not messing with you, I don’t- I didn’t mean to- I didn’t realize I’d been gone for so long. I promise I’m totally sober too. But, I’ll make it up to you! Because I love you!” He hesitantly reached forward to take Mumbos hand.
Mumbo jerked back with a pained noise. “Stop,” he closed his eyes, “Please stop touching me.”
Grian’s face crumpled, not that Mumbo saw. “I-“
“Please just go,” Mumbo begged, adding much quieter: “You’re scaring me.”
“Okay,” Grian whispered. He shuffled back. As soon as he was out of Mumbos personal bubble, the man dropped to his knees with a sob. Burying his hands in his hair and his face in his forearms, curled up and shaking.
As much as Grian longed to lean forward and comfort him, he forced himself to walk to the door. As he closed it behind himself, he felt Scar join him. He locked the door for good measure.
“Ungrateful,” Scar growled immediately after they got home, “He doesn’t-“
Grian didn’t hesitate to smack Scar. Hard. The demon stumbled in surprise.
“Don’t even start,” Grian snarled, “He’s right; I treated him like a piece of meat just now, and you weren’t helping! In fact, he liked it up until you decided to be all dramatic and try to help!”
“I thought you people liked the fear part,” Scar frowned.
“No, dumbass, I like the fear part. Obviously Mumbo did not! And I told you to let me handle it until I signaled you!” Grian groaned. “And now he probably hates me! God fucking damnit! I’m so stupid.” He covered his face with his hands as he collapsed onto the couch.
Scar stood there awkwardly, trying to think of something to say. Humans are always so complex… and then he noticed the soft sniffling coming from his mate. He kneels next to him at once, making an inquisitive noise.
Grian sniffles and lets a small keening noise bubble out as he cries into his hands. His body shakes as he lets the guilt churn within him.
— abridged anon, who couldn’t help themselves sorry
WAAAAH MUMBO NOOO
GRIAN NOOOO
*rattles Scar around like a maraca*
I love it. I love it so much. now make them kiss and make up. This is a threat /j /nf
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ohyondermemphis · 1 year
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WIP Lines Tag Game
Thanks for the tag, @luxvespertine!
Rules: share 7 (or more) lines of a WIP you've been working on
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Well, I am getting old af. But these WIPs are even older.
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A Silence of the Lambs AU that just feels like I'm watching the movie but with Tomarry:
“You drew these yourself, sir?” He follows Harry’s line of sight, unblinking, that slow slide of a smile that still looks ill fitting on him. Voldemort hums, walks slowly closer to him. Harry tenses, jittery but desperate to not show it, this close and it feels like a predator closing in. 
He’d been to the zoo once, long enough ago that it’s not a clear memory, but a snake had reared up in the cool dark of the enclosure, swaying eye to eye with him for breathless moments. He feels very much the same now. 
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Jumping on the Regulus bandwagon, Fem Harry/TR/RB, semi-incestuous Black family drama:
“You fuck him and call it family.” She spits it out, like it could absolve her from her own guilt, like how she dug her fingernails into her palms every time she looked at him. 
He smiles, bright and charmed by her vulgarity, crosses around the desk to stand in front of her, tall and much more impenetrable than she could ever hope to be. His hand, long and wand calloused, touches the curve of her cheek, her hard jaw. He whispers lover soft into her ear, “What do you call it when I fuck you?”
A jolt, but he’s always hit below the belt. 
“A mistake.” He laughs, low and amused, forever amused by her, she’s always ten inches tall in front of him. 
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Tomarry Arranged Marriage AU - my absolute favorite - with a gush of A/B/O:
Customarily, before mating, the alpha will supply all and sundry for the omega. He is to come to his alpha with nothing but that which the alpha provides. Harry isn’t surprised that Voldemort is such a traditionalist. 
So, Harry sits on his bed, sleep deprived and nervous. His fingers twitch on his bare thigh, and his door remains locked even though there have been knocks. He murmurs an affirmative to their low voices, ambivalent to any concern now that the contract is signed. The words are binding, his people are safe, his family and friends even more so. Magic is shining her light on Great Britain again and he isn’t even the first war bride in the last century.
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Witcher!AU - High fantasy with UST and knives to throats.
“He’s but a boy.” Tom arches a brow, arms folded and already bored with the older men’s theatrics. The clash of swords outside, that beautiful melody of steel against steel, reaches longingly into his ears. How long has it been since he pressed blade to blade with Barty, with Bella? How long since he had felt more human than monster? 
The answers aren’t in Dumbledore’s bright blues. Nor are they in the basin, with its blood and gore, where two emeralds fade into the bones that rattle in its depths. 
“A boy.” Sardonic, he turns to Gellert, his mentor, one hand holding his cheek and long legs crossed. His smile is all sharp teeth. He knows Tom will say yes, his pet seer isn’t needed for that, at least. 
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Fem!Harry/Fem!Tom, Hogwarts!AU - Grief fic sliced with slutty interludes.
Tom puts her arm up, quick, silent, stopping Harry in her tracks. She licks her lips, eyes on Tom, feeling that reckless, that daring more than usual tonight. “You’ll let me go, won’t you, Tom?” She becomes boneless, lost lamb. Tom’s eyes eat up what little light there is in this secret, furtive alcove.
“That depends entirely on you, sweetheart.” Tom doesn’t do anything as crass as licking her lips, not like Harry, who has plump bottom lip caught between teeth. She leans, breathless, on the wall, let’s Tom tower over her. She seems to like it, this cat and mouse game Harry can’t stop herself from playing. 
Tom’s other hand touches her sharp collar bone again, light fingertips that trail across vulnerable skin. They haven’t broken eye contact. 
Harry pushes forward, tip toes skimming the flagstones to press her mouth against the slick smirk on Tom’s. 
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Again. Femme Tomarry - because there just isn't enough. Toxic domesticity (catch and release pt 2)
There’s a darling curl of a tattoo under her rib, snake and skull, that clues Tomasina to anywhere she might be. She’s had no cause to regret it, even now. 
They’ve only been split for three days, enough that the ashes of every Marlboro light still clings to the tips of her fingers, drunk on cheap fire whisky (at home) and giggle water (at the pub). She keeps her wand near her and her ears as open as she can, can’t help but watch sightless in front of her when Tom’s name is whispered behind her back. 
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Tomarry Hannibal!AU - Dark romance in all it's forms.
She doesn’t bring up her late night escapades the next day. All her glamours drip off like rain as she walks through his doors, so she doesn’t have to say a word. The arch of his brow, the purse of his lips, the way he can read her so well, intrinsically, intimately. 
She swallows the thought back down. 
“Trouble sleeping again?” She wonders if he’s paid by the word, if he’s energized by the charming way he disarms every warrior that enters through his gates, world weary and heavy hearted. She snorts, inelegant, unrefined, nails bitten down and dirt from where she’d worked in her garden this afternoon. 
She was off today. Twenty four hours away from the hell her job had become. Twenty four hours to drink whiskey from mugs and pet her cats and feed her owl and pretend for twelve goddamn hours that this was the sum of her life. 
Her mandatory attendance with Tom Marvolo Riddle, six p.m. sharp, every Wednesday, whether she was working or not, interrupts that blissful fantasy. 
These were the terms and conditions of her agency. Free will wasn’t an option. Not when she was her, not while she still dreamed of monsters, not while she didn’t even need to be asleep to see them still. 
.....and that's enough of that.
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atirosnor · 1 year
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I can't beleive I didn't post this! Anyway, this was Ectoberhaunt II: Staff
A Grandfather Clockwork short.
TW - depictions of a ghost destabalizing; essentially melting. Character death. Also almost- suicidal thoughts? Is it considered that if a character is giving himself up for another? 
Yeah. I didn't expect this to turn out quite so angsty.
▪  《¤》  ▪︎ 《▪︎◇ ▪︎》 ▪︎  《¤》  ▪︎
It wasn't often Clockwork visited Danny in the living realm.
Even less so with his red eyes tinged green and his scar leaking shadows.
That Danny was in the middle of dodging ectoblasts from a ghost and his parents was irrelevant.
"Clo—"
A cyan hand found his shoulder and he was surrounded by the discordant ticking of a thousand clocks. As well as the glowing green gears; those might be worth mentioning.
"ckwork? Are you—" 
Of course he wasn't okay. He was literally shuddering as he lifted his arm to him, then jerked it back down again. 
"Da—" his voice was thick with static, and he opened and closed his mouth a few times, as if hoping some other sound would come out. Suddenly his voice was clear. Loud, like a gasp after being underwater. "Daniel."
"Wh-y did you bring me here?"
"Sa…afe," static. "la—ir."
::readmore::
He tried again. "Less…udchchchchx uder my…chxco—co..trol." 
His entire body was trembling, taut with tension as if two forces wrestled for control.
Danny reached for his shoulder, but Clockwork jerked away, as if sucker-punched. He tried not to feel hurt. 
Clockwork reached for him again, but his hand fell just shy of him as his eyes dropped. His staff appeared in his other hand, and he looked pained, yanking it to himself.
Danny noticed a drop of blue on his temple, like paint or liquid plastic.
His eyes widened. "A–are you okay?"
Clockwork offered a shaky half smile, but didn't answer. 
Danny pursed his lips, eyes wide. 
Clockwork listed to the side.
Launching himself to him, Danny tried to keep him upright, steady; in control, like Clockwork was supposed to be.
Not a jittery mess that looked like he'd either topple into a despondent contradiction or melt into a broken puddle.  
Clockwork leaned on him for a moment, then stumbled away and stood straight. Somehow, though he stood steadier than before; with more resolve, Danny realized, he looked way worse. The hand that held the staff gripped too tight; shaking, and his other arm seemed to be melting upwards and fading to mist at once. 
"Daniel." His voice was commanding, no longer the tender grandfather he so often showed. "You know the importance of Keeping to the right Timestream," It was a statement; a command.
Not a question.
Danny paled.
"I—Clockwork! You're going to li—" 
"Don't let the last words I hear be a lie, son."
He paled still further.
"This—this is all a test, right? Yeah, and in a few minutes…or hours, days, whatever—you'll come get me, and it'll just be another test-lesson-thing, and—"
Clockwork glided forward and put a finger to his mouth. 
"Daniel. I need you to listen, not speak, right now."
Danny bit his lip but was silent.
"Whatever I do, or you do, remember you can do better. Whether you think you're irredeemable or not, it will be made right.
"And you don't always have to be the one to make it that way. There will, at the very least eventually, be those who help guide you through messes you think you can't navigate.
"Simply—" and here he almost chuckled, "Don't worry about the future. Whether it is fixed by you or someone else, it will be.
"And whether it works out for the better good or not, pain is not forever, and their ends will become their beginnings. Daniel—"
Those eyes that should be ruby began once again to manically glow that venomous green, and the hand that had been on his lips now traveled down towards his neck.
A fury that hadn't been in his eyes now flashed, and a strong hand grasped Danny's throat, hard, too hard. Even if he didn't need to breath much, pressure on a throat always hurts. 
"Clchch—" Danny hadn't learned properly how to reform vocal chords or breath air through the back of his head yet. 
[Pressing a little too roughly, a little to hard. He was human, after all.
Then he started to strangle.]
Even in this, though, he realized Clockwork was fighting. 
He hadn't grabbed for his core. Never his core.
A large gear sprang—well, probably rolled—into existence between them, shoving Clockwork back. He looked releived, but the guilt in his eyes made Danny balk.
He tried to lighten the mood. "So that's what you meant about your lair being better, huh? Wanted to get geared up for how you roll?"
He could see Clockwork try to smile, but the self-loathing in his eyes ruined the effect. Danny frowned, worried. 
Those had been good puns, too.
Clockwork looked up and held his eyes, almost more sincere than he had ever seen him. 
~ pov change ~
"Danie—Danny. I'm sorry for leaving you like this. I'm sorry I'm so selfish, that I—" prefer to die than allow the chance that I could kill you. Oh, child. "I'm so sorry for leaving you." Alone. To learn to navigate the time stream as he had, without guidance. He'd tried, oh he'd tried to make a good beginning of it, but ancients—perhaps ironically; there never was enough time.
He seemed to be growing shorter—or, rather, shrinking. He felt—buzzy—seeing to much and too little as his powers acted up in anticipation of ending. 
Eh, they'd have a new host.
He was at the edge of a forgotten rice farming village in Babylonia.
He was in a Nasty Burger joint as it exploded, hurling debris as a hurt boy's world fell apart. 
He was at a crossroads near Ephesus as a man asked what it all meant.
He—his duplicate—stood before some observants who'd entered his lair.
"What are you doing?" they hissed.
They always came in threes. Why did they always come in threes? 
He hated threes.
He ignored their question. It was rhetorical after all. It had to be if they knew the answer, right? 
He cocked his head to the side. "Why are you here?"
It wasn't like he didn't know. They were trying to make him kill his ward. 
What more could they do to him as he allowed himself to end? 
They stalked forward. "What is the meaning of this?!" "You know very well why we're here." "What are you doing?!" 
The hatred emanating off of them was delightful.
Best infuriate them one last time. 
"Saving the timeline." 
Fulfilling his duties. 
Obeying you. 
His grin had to look gruesome with half his face melting off.
"You will immediately cea—"
"Stop? Spyníc? Deténgasse? I am following your orders, if I may remind you." he felt his face stretch into a too- wide grin. "Of course I may. Or perhaps your little power hungry egos are too weak for that."
What did it mean to him if they tried to hurt him? He was ending; because of them; they couldn’t injure him anymore than the slow death he was feeling right now.
They advanced, and his duplicate popped out of visibility before them.
Danny suddenly straightened, steel in his eyes. "I'll—I'll bring you back, Clockwork. I swear, I'll find—"
"No." Clockworks voice growled like thunder, sizzling and popping with ghost speak.
Danny cowered. 
Clockwork's face softened, but he hissed fiercely nonetheless, "You must not come for me. You must live."
I have had all the time I needed. You have not.
It had been the only way to be sure through his own actions Danny would live. There were chances, many truthfully, that Daniel could fight him under their power and win. 
But there were also possibilities he wouldn't; futures where Clockwork was the one left kneeling over the child's broken body.
His child's.
Those ended in a far worse way than those futures in which Daniel became the new Timekeeper prematurely.
The observants glared as they ventured around, his duplicate leading them on deeper into his lair.
He let his cheshire grin fade into existence before them. They reared back, tripping over themselves, then collected themselves, shooting him little glares all the while. 
Finally they stood straight, daring him to just weave into their midst and tickle their armpits or jab their solar plexuses. 
"You—you will not enact this—this sick—act!"
They were afraid. No, they were terrified. 
They would miss this power he gave them. 
He knelt and embraced Daniel in the molten mess he was becoming. 
"You will die."  They hissed.
Clockwork smiled, wearied and broken and glad. "All is as it should be."
And Danny knelt on the floor and wept, in a cyan pool of ectoplasm that wrapped and caressed him, before seeping up through his skin to make a unique creature into a new one. 
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Clockwork's speech - maybe it doesn't sound too encouraging now, but I mainly put thoughts that brought me out of my depression—at least long enough to ignore it for awhile—and I think they're what Danny will need to remember in the future, when he, like any of us, inevitably messes up for a time, so he doesn't go down that hole of hating yourself so much you bring everyone down with you; at least for too long.;P As for the rest of it—word vomit. I honestly didn't know what to write, so I just put hints of what I would tell myself, if I were a separate person.
Tags... yeah.
@ectoberhaunt ?
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sleepy--anon · 1 year
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the other thing that we moved past far too fast is sap being able to show dream all of george’s spots?? like coz none of us expected sap to meet up with george first eee
but sap managing to find the rib that drives george crazy. or finding that george sometimes snorts from neck tickles ☹️ just revealing all this to dream but not without george screaming about it,, coz he knows that dream is just gonna abuse it
(Long af response lol)
I remember that streak we went on where Sapnap gets jittery and needs to get his hands on something or someone. Makes me think that's probably how he found it and George probably let him so he'd be able to calm down.
And once George is settled in he makes a snide comment after seeing a rather one-sided tickle fight with Dream on the bottom. When Sapnap says "you're one to talk" Dream immediately asks him to elaborate, granted a bit out of breath still. George starts spouting out don't you dare's and empty threats at Sapnap before he can even open his mouth. "Why don't I just show you then?" George’s brain says run but his body didn't respond fast enough because as soon as he turned around he was lifted off the ground by arms around his waist like he weighed nothing. He's placed between Sapnap’s legs on the floor infront of Dream, who's still getting his breath back and calming the blush on his face. Sap’s legs cross over his, effectively trapping him there, Sapnap begins explaining how he found out about George’s ticklishness and certain spots, trying his best to talk over George’s continuess screams to 'shut up' 'stop talking' ext. Eventually Sapnap pins his arms, which had been flailing in his face, to his chest and covers his mouth with the other hand. "That's better" the only noise George could make was muffled yells that weren't nearly as loud as Sapnap finished what he was saying. Much to his dismay. We can bring the coaching concept back for this one, with both his hands occupied Sapnap guides Dream’s hands, telling him that 'this is the order you go in to thoroughly wreck George, showing him his thighs, his special rib, his arms and hands. George eventually bites the hand covering his mouth which earns him a "punishment" Sap has Dream target his tummy while he reached between them to get his back. When George is tired out Sapnap asks if he can show Dream one final thing. He's too loopy to put up his act so he nods. Sapnap raises his eyebrows at Dream quickly, nonverbally saying, 'watch this'. He keeps George’s arms pressed to him in a hug type hold and he cups the side of George’s head to tilt it to the side, too out of it to realize what he's doing, George just let's it happen. He sparks back to reality when he feels a raspberry and the inability to protect his neck. Littering it with raspberries and gentle nibbles, George doesn't squirm much besides twisting in his arms a bit while his laughter was airy, squeaky, and decked out in snorts. Neither could see the beaming adoration on Dream’s face but by the end of it George was too mushy (@mushiewrites ;)) to care about what was all exposed, all he wanted was to held so he could calm down and fall sleep
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levmada · 2 years
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Omg I didn’t realize anons could send you prompts for the 1K post 😭😭😭 congrats on 1K and also HAPPY BIRTHDAYYYYYYY🥳🥳🥳🥳🥳
I was hoping you’d be able to do kitty Levi in a domestic setting with “ i love when you talk to me like that” 🫣 (I got it from the soft smut drabble list but if you wanna throw in some hurt/comfort so be it 😅) OKAY THANK U LOVE U I HOPE YOUR BDAY IS GREAT
YOU ARE THE LAST EVENT CONGRATS! and THANK YOUUUU ! even tho this came a bit after my b day lol. i added "show me where it hurts." to "I love when you talk to me like that." so we have the best of both worlds<3
content/warnings: domestic af, hybrids (kitty levi), suggestive, very minor injury
wc: .4k
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When the knife goes down the wrong way, Levi's ears flick back with a silent wince. He doesn't drop it, but his slicing falters, which you notice despite the steam from the pot on the stove wafting up in your face.
"Levi?"
Without replying, Levi moves to the sink and flicks on the water. On the inside, he's cursing himself. He should be better at this.
He was only a little distracted. You and that way you stick your tongue out when you're focusing so hard, and on cooking stew of all things. And your hair was a little out of place. He was distracted by that, too...
"What's wrong? Did you hurt yourself?" you go on, in lieu of any reply from him other than a glare down into the sink.
"It's fixable," he grunts, ears flat like airplane wings.
No, he would never be this distracted if it wasn't for the fact that you moved in together last week, all after dating for five fucking years. Maybe he's a little jittery.
You flick the stove's flames down, and join him at his side to tuck a strand of black behind his ear. “Show me where it hurts.”
Isn't it obvious?
He shoots you a small look, and points at his lips with said cut finger. It's no longer bleeding.
You snort, take his finger, and kiss it before giving his lips a proper peck. "Honest mistake... Good kitty."
Levi blushes, not helped when your arms come down around his waist. His tail flicks. "Didn't do anything."
"Exactly."
His cheeks burn, his tongue suddenly too dry. He tucks his face in your neck instead.
"What's on your mind?" you drawl.
"What about yours?" Levi feels around his back, where your fingers are not-so subtly dancing around the base of his tail. You know what that does to him. "Pervert."
"Oh?—Guess who loves me for it?"
"No one."
You gape, laughing out loud. "Now you wanna be a bad kitty."
Levi fights the smile threatening his lips. Instead he tucks back into the hug, mumbling, “I love when you talk to me like that.”
"Mm. I know you do."
A finger strokes around the small of his back, the base of his tail, drawing a small gasp from him. He tenses, then melts.
"Ah," he breathes, eyes threatening to shut. "Don't. I'm not kidding; it's sensitive."
The smirk is in your voice, foreboding. "I know."
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assorted adhammerlock headcanons
(as written by a hammerlock fan and an adhder)
content warning: medication, forgetting to eat/generally take care of yourself
hyperactive type. he needs to be Doing things or else
his lifelong special interest is hunting & zoology obvs but he has periods when he will hyperfixate on a specific species and learn all there is about them, or at least as long as possible within the ~7 days each hyperfix lasts
doesn't like coffee because it makes him sleepy. and because it tastes bad. but mostly the sleepy thing
very fidgety & jittery, but masks it (high society upbringing Will do that to you) and has only started unlearning it recently
excitable af ! this one is just canon to me tbh. he's just a silly little man
The Leg Bounce (tm)
hyperfocuses on things often. sometimes it's beneficial, like while he's hunting and hyperfocuses on the task at hand. however usually it isn't and he ends up working on something for 7+ hours and forgets to eat, hydrate and rest
"hey, alistair, how long has it been since you've eaten somethin'?" "uhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh i. i can't recall." "...how many pages of that biology treatise of yours have you written since mornin'?" "47" "yep, you definitely didn't eat a thing" "curses."
however he occasionally forgets to take his meds, and that's . hm. Bad
medicated, and has been for decades.
whenever he goes on one of his expeditions, wainwright triple checks if he packed enough meds to last him the trip (and usually more, just in case it drags out)
off meds, he has exactly 2 modes: Hyper Menace (which is most of the time) and s l e e p (which is rarely)
the former basically means he doesn't sleep almost at all and paces wildly around the estate, really bored and wanting to do something but not really. being able to force himself to do anything that isn't prompted by an impulsive thought.
the latter is zero spoon mega brainfog where he doesn't even bother to get up from bed (but not in the cool way where he gets to cuddle with his husband all day. in the bad way where he doesn't want to be touched by anything and his mind feels dull)
if unmedicated alistair and unmedicated gaige are Ever in the same general area all hell will break out .
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chubbyybunnie · 1 year
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Tw: med mentions, symptom/side effect talk, period talk, 💩 talk
So broskis, the vibes are in shambles. I am fragile af, im cramping like a mf, im shitting my goddamned soul out and I feel like I wanna scream, cry, orbit the planet, burst into flames and take a 20 century long nap.
My doctor didnt tell me that stopping Celexa cold turkey would be this intense. Also, idk if its the Focalin or just general anxiety but I feel jittery and shakey af. I cant tell if Im actually shaking or if it just feels like my blood is vibrating.
Also, period nausea sucks. I hate the feeling of nausea but I also hate shitting. My asshole is basically in tatters. The never ending wipe is awful even with flushable wipes... its like wiping a fucking marker.
In conclusion, I wanna fucking combust
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