Commission for Ravage509, featuring his character Chikara (right), and his BF, Flare! I love doing haunted house aesthetics. xp
I hope everyone has a great Halloween tomorrow! I'll have a Halloween-themed Ryan-Nes comic up tomorrow, and I'm going to be streaming I-Spy Spooky Mansion in the late evening, NA time. :3
Now I kinda wanna see Ramattra reacting to some of the other machines. What would it think about the earthmover?
regarding benjamin?
i think it would go a little something like that.
regarding the other machines tho? obviously it would depend. Ultrakill is, I think Ramattra's ideal world: no humans, machines rule, hell yeah. ramattra seems to show a lot of empathy towards his fellow war machines, i think he would be in utter awe of the machines that ended up "liberating" the world from humankind (though he might not be so fond of the mess they made of everything else...) but considering we don't know much about how the humans from Ultrakill's world felt about their machines, who knows if they were oppressed the same way omnics were in the Overwatch universe? are Ultrakill's machines even sentient? we don't know for certain. ramattra might be violent but he doesn't kill without reason. maybe he'd be more wary than awestruck, at the way Ultrakill's machines razed the world for no reason other than their own gain.
but those are just my thoughts. there's no way to know, really.
maybe i'll do some more drawings of Ramattra meeting all of them in the future. i think it would be interesting.
We have to be moved out on the 15th. @helly-watermelonsmellinfellon was busting her arse helping me get our room packed today. There's an assload to do still.
Dave is going on about not having tv. I told him I have no money for tv or internet. I have 4 bucks to my name. I don't know where he thinks I can pay all these bills without help and still have money left to get service turned on at the new place. WTF?!?!
We will not have tv or internet. We will be living out in the boon docs, in farm country. We won't even have access to any internet, because there is nothing near us. Not a damn thing. @helly-watermelonsmellinfellon and I will not be online for a long time.
I'm not even going to have a cell cus I have no money to pay for a month of service and certainly no money to pay for my daughter's cell. So we are in trouble either way. With my luck, I'll end up having a heart attack and no way to call for help. I'd be lying if I didn't admit to being scared.
And we have no choice but to move. Our lease is up and nothing cheaper was open.
I just want all this crap to end. The universe, God, higher power really hates me and my family. That has to be it.
Joshua 1:9 (ESV) -
Have I not commanded you? Be strong and courageous. Do not be frightened, and do not be dismayed, for the LORD your God is with you wherever you go.”
thinking about the murals in Horror of Hormak depicting what seems to be elves being captured and turned into halla and the original myth we got about Ghilan’nain being captured and turned into a halla
The Great Kanto Earthquake, which led to the deaths of almost 110,000 people, had not yet finished finessing the fledgling film director's vision, however. Akira's older brother Heigo took him to witness the devastation first hand. It was a sight that remained with him for the rest of his life. 'Amid an expanse of nauseating redness,' of the kind one can see recreated in his last epic, Ran, 59 years later,
I saw corpses charred black, half-burned corpses, corpses in gutters, corpses floating in rivers, corpses piled up on bridges, corpses blocking off a whole street at an , and every manner of death possible to human beings displayed by corpses!'
Kurosawa's first instinct was to turn away and close his eyes. His brother seized his arm and said, 'Akira, look carefully now. If you shut your eyes to a frightening sight, you end up being frightened. If you look at everything straight on, there is nothing to be afraid of.'"
The guy I borrowed money from to save our belongings is now demanding I pay the remainder of $140 asap. He's backtracking from our original agreement. The kicker is that he let us store our things in his garage that he wasn't using. It's stupid because both @helly-watermelonsmellinfellon and I said, "How long do you think that will last?" Now, he's saying he either gets the money or he will throw our stuff in the trash. The real kicker is everyone is excusing his asshole behavior on him being 81. His age has nothing to do with it. He's an asshole. This is why I don't trust people. The majority of the people in this state are assholes.
So now we have to somehow find the money for a cheap motel room, money to pay this jerk off, money for food, money to fix the damn van, money for gas, etc. It never freaking ends.
I can't find a place we can afford. I can't find private landlords in our area. Not one waiting list we are on has had an apartment open up. We are just fate's punching bags.
I have no place I can send my 16 yr old to so that she doesn't end up sleeping in the van with us. I don't know anyone here. I don't know what to do. I even considered sending her up north to live with her brother, but he and his wife have 2 kids under 3. He has no room and he just had to move into his aunt's house.
I'm really at a loss.
So now we have to pack up our stuff tonight to be out by 11 am. We will be stuck in the van. My 16 yr old will be stuck in the van. I'm just so ready to give up.
You know, this is my eldest's birthday. At the very least, she shouldn't have to worry about being homeless on her day. I feel like such a worthless mother.