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#he’s such a terrible friend it’s so sad . will was so precious to him before but now he’s so …
yioh · 2 years
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CJSHXIHSKNSSIDHS i’m so sorry but . god mike pisses me off sm it’s insane
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cyberkinks · 5 months
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𝐇𝐎𝐋𝐈𝐃𝐀𝐘 𝐒𝐔𝐑𝐏𝐈𝐒𝐄 ︙ 𝐊𝐈𝐌 𝐌𝐈𝐍𝐆𝐘𝐔 {KINKMAS}・♡
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⤷︎︎ 𝐢𝐧𝐜𝐥𝐮𝐝𝐞𝐬, wom!reader, fiancé!mingyu. surprises, him being the kind man he is, him meeting your family and friends, you two being lovebirds throughout this, kissing, sexual interactions, multiple sex scenes, your mom scolding you. ✨
⤷︎︎ 𝐰𝐚𝐫𝐧𝐢𝐧𝐠𝐬, use of foul language, use of pet names (maybe), misspellings (maybe. english isn’t my first language). 🎄
⤷︎︎ 𝐠𝐞𝐧𝐫𝐞, smut, fluff, CEO au. ⛄️
⤷︎︎ 𝐬𝐮𝐦𝐦𝐚𝐫𝐲, christmas. a wonderful time of the year that you share with your precious family and in this case, your fiancé. you honestly felt as if mingyu forgot about the week you two were supposed to visit your family in LA but little did you know. ❄️
⤷︎︎ 𝐝𝐢𝐬𝐜𝐥𝐚𝐢𝐦𝐞𝐫!, this is for entertainment purposes only! 🌨️
𝐚𝐮𝐭𝐡𝐨𝐫𝐬 𝐧𝐨𝐭𝐞: ❛Hello, loves. I know it's been a while but I'm back with a longer imagine this time. hope you all enjoyed it as much as I enjoyed writing it for all of you. I still have more things in the works so look out for it! love you all, merry chrismas (if u celebrate), and happy new year! muwah! (I'll try to post for new years as well!) ♡ ❜ ☃️
𝐩𝐫𝐨𝐨𝐟𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐝: no, unedited.
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It was kinda expected and you were torn apart but you kept a smile on your face around your family since you didn’t want them to know.
mingyu promised to come with you to LA to visit your parents since he’s never met them and as always, his schedule said otherwise and he was 'disappointed' also. you had left days before chrismas since it was gonna be a long flight plus you needed to help out your mom.
you looked around as your family mingled and talked amongst each other but you kept your life private which means it would’ve been an even bigger surprise since they didn’t even know you’d thought about dating. you were the most career focused person they knew.
you sat there trying to maintain a happy face but it eventually failed and your face turned sad at the thought of Mmngyu not being able to come.
your mom noticed and came over and sat down by you. “everything alright?” she asked with a look of concern and you nodded immediately, covering up your true feelings. “yeah, I’m fine.” you reassured her and flashed her a small smile.
she looks at you and chuckles. “y/n, I can tell when you’re not fine.” caught. she caught you in your “I’m okay” act and you sigh deeply. “it’s just….someone was supposed to come but…” you didn’t know how to finish off your sentence without ruining the surprise. “the person couldn’t make it.” you look down at your coffee mug before taking a sip.
“and why not?” she asks “they’re just…busy busy.” you replied trying your best not to spoil anything. “I see and this person is making you this upset? must be important.” you raise an eyebrow at her words, wondering if she knew already.
she winks at you before walking off and you shake your head, trying to clear your thoughts and have a good time but it was hard with mingyu being on your mind so you pick up your phone from the table and sent him a quick “I miss you” message then sat your phone face down back on the table.
soon, the doorbell rings throughout the house and you look over and see your mom going to answer it. you think nothing of who it might be until you hear that familiar voice and you stand up and walk into the living room from the dining room only to see mingyu standing there with his bags in his hands. “Sorry I’m late.” he says softly before kissing your forehead as you stand there in shock “the traffic was terrible” he continued. “I thought you said you were handing things today.” I ask him with a confusing frown.
he smiles down at you. “I wanted to surprise you, love. I took a few days off.” a smile appears on your face and you lean in and kissed his lips softly. “this is one hell of a surprise.” you say with a smile before looking back and seeing most of your family standing there. “oh sorry, uh mingyu this is my mom, (F/N). mom, this is my fiancé, mingyu” you stand aside watching as they greet each other.
soon after, you introduce him to your dad, (F/N) then the rest of your family as you hold onto his arm.
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After introducing him, you two sat down on the sofa looking around. you look over at him. “I honestly thought you forgot.” you spoke softly and he chuckled softly at your words. “I know but I would never, i know how important this was for you.” said mingyu with a soft smile across his lips and you smiled back before pecking his lips “well, I’m glad.” you grabbed his hand, intertwining your fingers with his and he kisses your temple.
you couldn’t have been more happier in this moment. surrounded by your fiancé, friends, and family. being together with him on your favorite holiday was all you needed for christmas.
・ ・ ・ 𝐀 𝐅𝐄𝐖 𝐇𝐎𝐔𝐑𝐒 𝐋𝐀𝐓𝐄𝐑, it was now 11 PM and everyone went to bed early and it was just you and mingyu awake in the guest bedroom.
you were relaxed and laid back against the headboard, watching TV in your nightgown, rubbing your legs against the silk sheets trying to get comfortable as you waited for mingyu to finish up showering.
you couldn’t sleep without him being next to you. you were slightly clingy.
when you hear the water turning off, a smile forms on your lips but what happens next is something you didn’t expect. you looked up and saw him with a towel around his waist as water dripped down from his body and his hair, running down his abs and his neck.
you closed your legs at the sight before looking away not being able to handle the view and a light laugh came from his lips. “can’t handle what you see?” he says in a low whisper and you chuckle before looking back over at him. “of course I can, I just…it’s different.” you clear your throat before facing the tv again, trying to get your mind off what your eyes just saw.
“different? how so, love?” mingy says in a seductive tone before drying the water from his body and you take a deep breath. “I’m not sure what I meant by that either.” you say pulling the covers down a little, trying to show him what you were wearing and he raises an eyebrow. “now? In your parent's house?” he says as he climbs onto the bed, hovering over you. “such a bad girl, aren’t you?” he moves closer, positioning himself between your legs.
you bite your lips at his words before nodding as your hands rest on his shoulders now, feeling his cock resting against your thigh as he leans in closer, moving his head down to your neck and placing soft kisses and leaving love marks behind. “wanting me to fuck you right now..” he whispers against your skin, sending shivers down your spine.
your body was heating up at this point. your underwear were now soaked in your own juices. his hands grabs onto your hips, pulling you closer towards his own body.
“please, mingyu.” you breathe out, rubbing on his shoulders and biting down on your bottom lip after.
“please what, sweetheart?” his lips trails down to your collarbone, kissing on it softly while his hands slide up your gown tugging at the hem of your underwear.
you felt as if you were slowly losing control at the way he was teasing you. his thumbs trace circles on your hips, trying to contain himself since there were other people here.
“Mmmph, i need you.” a soft whine escapes your lips. a soft smirk appeared across his lips. “do you now?” he said in a low and husky manner before moving back and slowly pulling your underwear off. he smiled at how wet you already were for him and threw your underwear on the floor.
with his two fingers, he spreads your wetness around your clit then carefully dips his fingers inside of you making a sharp gasp leave your lips.
mingyu slowly thrusts them into you, prepping you for him as he bites down on his bottom lip. he loved listening to the sounds you made and knowing it was him that could only make you feel this way excited him more. he watch as you squirm underneath him “b-babe.” you moan softly, wanting to squeeze your thighs together but he stops you before leaning down between your legs and wraps his lips around your clit sucking on it gently and you quickly cover your mouth to prevent yourself from waking everyone up.
you look down watching as he pleasures you. he grabs ahold of your thighs, pulling you closer. he begins to devour you as if it were his last meal.
he moans softly against your folds, diving deeper as he continues to hold you in place. his tongue laps at your clit over and over again. he loved the way you taste on his tongue. you tried your best to suppress your moans, trying your best to keep quiet but he was visibly making that hard.
your thighs begin to shake while your hole starts to pulse. you felt your orgasm approaching just by him using his tongue. you were almost there but he quickly moved his mouth from your folds.
his chin and lips were covered in your juices. he licked it all off his lips before leaning down to kiss yours softly, letting you taste yourself as he lines himself up with your aching hole. “ready, my love?” he whispers against your lips and you nod quickly, your eyes were full of lust along with his.
he carefully slid himself inside of you, grunting instantly at how wet you were meanwhile you covered your mouth once again, trying your best not to moan loudly as he stretched you out.
“Oh god..” You gasp, gripping his shoulders for dear life. “I could cum like this..” he groans pushing his cock further into you, filling you up to the brim.
his forehead rests against yours as he slowly thrusts into you, letting you get used to his size while waiting for your cue.
after a few more slow thrusts, you nod for him to speed up his pace and he does at that moment. he grabs your legs, pinning them down on both sides of your torso.
your head went back, moaning softly into the air as you grabbed onto his shoulders tightly. “m-mingyu!” a whimper left your lips.
“you’re so fucking tight, sweetheart.” he moans, leaning in closer. the bed creaks at how fast he is going as the headboard thuds against the wall.
you knew by now that your parents knew what was going on since the guest room was next to theirs and you cursed inside your head knowing your mom was going to scold you about it today. you began to scratch at his back, moaning a little louder and he shushed you with his lips, grunting into the kiss as his pace quickened.
"you're so fucking deep!" you mewl, looking down and watching as he pumps into you with sharp and quick thrusts.
his hands grab onto your hips tighter. "(Y/N).." he grunts, throwing his head back this time. you could feel your orgasm building up and the pressure was becoming too much and it wasn't long until it finally broke loose and flooded all over his cock. you gripped onto his back tightly as your orgasms hit you like a freight train. your walls tightened up squeezing him tighter.
“fuck, (Y/N)…” he muttered through the kiss, releasing his thick ropes of cum into you and you panted heavily as he let go of your legs.
once your breathing settles down he kisses your sweaty forehead softly, his heart beating out of his chest as he holds you close. “I love you so much." he whispers “I love you, too, mingyu.” you smile, holding him tightly. after everything was settled, you both lay down in silence, listening to each other's heartbeat.
"my moms gonna absolutely scold me." you mumble softly before drifting off to sleep and he chuckles at your words before kissing your forehead one last time before falling asleep as well.
・ ・ ・ 𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐍𝐄𝐗𝐓 𝐌𝐎𝐑𝐍𝐈𝐍𝐆, you wake up in Mingyu’s arms, laying on top of him and cuddling closer to him. his arm wrapped around your stomach and you snuggle into him, your face nuzzling against his bare chest and you hum softly under your breath. “good morning.” he says in his raspy morning voice before kissing the top of your head causing you to giggle quietly. you lift your head slightly, staring into his dark brown eyes. you watch as they scan over you and your face immediately heats up. “morning.” you say smiling widely at him before giving him a soft kiss.
"Enjoyed last night?" he smirks, caressing your cheek as he gazes into your eyes and you nod "I always enjoy anything with you." you tug down on your bottom lip, pulling him closer. "I'm glad." he hums, climbing on top of you and kissing your lips softly. his lips move down to your neck, leaving soft kisses behind. "Mm, mingyu we can't. I have to help my mom prepare and the kiddos are opening their presents now." you hum, wanting him to continue despite that. “even though we’re missing it.”
"We'll be quick.." He says rubbing his now hard-on against you and you chuckle. "promise?" you open your legs a little wider, letting him between them. he nods before kissing your neck again, running his hand up and down your inner thigh, making you bite your lower lip and arch your back. he pulls away, lifting himself a bit before he slips his cock inside of you and you gasp, wrapping your legs around his waist as your back arches upward.
He moves his hips slowly as he looks into your eyes, watching your facial expressions before burying his head into your neck, nibbling on your earlobe while pumping his hips harder and faster, his teeth scraping lightly. you start moaning softly again which causes him to grow even harder at seeing your reactions. “fuck..” he groaned, grabbing ahold of your hips and slamming himself into you. “yes…” you whisper into his ear, gripping his shoulders tightly. he lets out a guttural growl, his hips pounding against yours with every movement of his body and soon you start feeling waves of pleasure washing over you, your moans getting louder and he quickly kisses your lips to shush you.
He picks up the pace once more and you clutch on his shoulders, your nails digging in, as he comes into you hard. you both collapse back onto his bed, exhausted from the intense sex. Mingyu rolls over on his side, hugging you close to him while you wrap your arm around his waist. "Nothing like morning sex, huh?" I mumble as I snuggle closer. he chuckled and kisses the top of your head before replying "not at all."
Mingyu pecks your lips before removing himself from the bed. he walked into the bedroom and grabbed a clean rag and wets it up. after he squeezed the unneeded water out of it, he walked back into the bedroom and saw that you were trying to sleep and he quickly woke you up. “no no, we have things to do.” he says as he pulls you towards the edge of the bed and cleaned you up.
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After you two were all ready and fully showered and cleaned, you walked down the steps and your mom instantly looked at you two. you gave mingyu a kiss on the cheek before walking into the kitchen and you looked up at your mom who was preparing the food alongside my dad. I raise an eyebrow “what is is it, mom?” I ask her with a confusing frown.
she chuckles. “you know, I couldn’t keep my hands off your dad either but… there are children here.” she says quietly and you gulp. “first of all, ew I don’t think I needed to know that and I know, we were just caught in the moment and it’s been days since I’ve seen him since I was here half of week but I do apologize.”
“Thank you, now I need help with this.” Your mom says and you grab the cake and carefully carrys it into the dining room and places it down on the table with everything else.
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After everything was prepared and ready, you all began to eat after a prayer. you sat down beside mingyu and instantly smiled at him.
“My mom scolded me as I told you.” he chuckled at your words “I know, she scolded me too, didn’t expect it if I'm being honest.” you giggle at his words before starting to eat your food little by little as your family talked in the background.
I took a deep breath. “this is the best christmas ever, mostly because i have everyone to share it with.” you smile softly at him. “I’m glad, because…this is my favorite christmas ever.” he said looking over at you and you smiled. “I love you.”
“i love you too.”
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reidscanehand · 9 months
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I Remember Halloween
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Pairing: Spencer Reid x fem!Reader
Category: Fluff/Comfort
Warnings: mentions of burnout and anxieties
Based on a single tiktok and this song
~ More and more I’ll catalogue my doubts ~
You could see the signs. Hell, you’d always been able to see the signs. Even when you and Spencer weren’t dating and were just co-workers, you’d been able to see the signs. You don’t see how anyone could miss any of Spencer’s tells, honestly, though he was terribly good at masking them when he wanted to. However, since semi-retiring from the BAU and focusing more on teaching, Spencer had been less careful, less guarded. It would annoy him if you said so, but you delighted in it - the openness, the guard finally down fully. Suffice it to say that when your adorable husband came home two weeks in a row, exhausted even after only teaching one class, you recognized it as burnout, even if he didn’t. Or wouldn’t - self care had never been Spencer’s strong suit. Which is why the element of surprise is entirely necessary, no matter how drastic it may feel. It was incredibly helpful that, despite living through a pandemic working in education and being a genius, your husband still is an abysmally precious mess when it comes to technology.
You’d originally thought to do a Friday, but with various friend and family celebrations almost every weekend until the end of the year, it made more sense - and frankly made it more fun - to cancel Spencer’s classes for a day and play hooky a little.
It’s a bright and slightly rainy Thursday morning - random, but purposefully so - in September. Your husband’s alarm goes off and he leans over, pressing a kiss to your temple, before getting up and taking a shower. Every so often, you’d join him in the shower, but not today. Today you get up and head to the kitchen.
You’d loved Spencer’s old apartment, but when the two of you moved in together, especially after the events of his last few somewhat traumatizing years with the BAU, a change felt necessary. The two bedroom, two bath bungalow you two found just outside of Stafford, Virginia was just as charming as Spencer’s old place. Antique, but modern enough to have better security than his old building (he is understandably a stickler for safety). The kitchen features windows looking out into your small backyard, Spencer planted a tree last year and you’re sure it was in order to watch the leaves change as fall arrives. The tips of the leaves are just beginning to yellow, the light rain a perfect background for the day you have planned. You turn on the stove and oven and open the fridge, pulling out a can of pumpkin spice cinnamon rolls and the package of turkey bacon. You begin cooking and you can hear your husband start getting ready and, just as you thought it would, the smell of the food draws him away from his typical morning routine (get dressed, make coffee, grab a granola bar if he remembers to) and brings him to the kitchen.
“Is there a reason,” he asks from the doorway, “that it smells…like, um-“
“Like fall?” you ask, smiling over your shoulder at him as you flip the turkey bacon in the pan. Spencer grins and you turn back to the food.
“Well, yeah,” Spencer says. “You planning a fun day alone?”
You wince a little at the small hint of jealousy you hear in his voice, thrilled that your response is, “No, not alone.”
“Oh,” he replies, a little shocked. “Is someone coming ov-“
“Nope,” you reply cheerfully, grabbing a mitt and pulling the cinnamon rolls out of the oven.
“Wait…wait, what?” Spencer questions, totally not distracted by you bending over like that.
“Come on, lovey,” you tease, turning to face him fully. “Put the pieces together.”
He stares at you for a moment and then looks almost overwhelmingly sad, “Honey, I have three classes today, I can’t-“
“About that,” you cut him off quietly. He arches a brow at you, but you cross to the end of the kitchen island, pulling out Spencer’s university laptop and opening it, clicking to his classes’ dashboard page on the school’s site and turning it around slowly, chewing on your lip just a little nervously.
“Dear Students,” Spencer reads after popping on his glasses. “Classes are cancelled until Monday due to slight illness on my part. Have a great long weekend - be sure to read ahead for Monday!”
There’s a slightly too long silence that makes you just a bit nervous.
“I know it might be a bit of an overstep, but you’ve just seemed so…so burned out lately and-“ you’re cut off as Spencer moves to stand right in front of you.
“You cancelled my classes for me?” he asks, a small smile poking at the corner of his mouth.
“Yes,” you reply.
“So that we could…do what, exactly?” He attempts to keep his smile at bay, but is nearly beaming.
“Well,” you smile, “I thought we could eat some pumpkin spice cinnamon rolls and bacon and, I don’t know, maybe get really cozy on our super comfortable couch and watch Hocus Pocus, Corpse Bride, and Practical Magic? Maybe throw in Crimson Peak if we’re still going strong?”
“Just to clarify, you realized I was burned out and decided to plan a cozy fall movie day to make me feel better?” Spencer asks, almost incredulous, wrapping his arms around your waist.
“That would be it, yes,” you nod, wrapping your arms around his neck.
“Damn,” he mutters quietly, looking down at you.
“What?” you giggle.
“Nothing,” Spencer beams, turning his head and eyeing your lips, “I just definitely married the perfect woman.”
Your laugh is quickly quashed by his lips on yours.
~ I remember Halloween. ~
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nocturnest · 21 days
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okay why i am i OBSSESSED with ur works. Just had an idea. Maybe assassin reader is usually the sunshine golden retriever and tan is usually grumpy black cat vibes but when reader gets angry or is upset/ annoyed, tan turns into sunshine character cuz he doesn't like seeing reader upset and they switch roles for a minute. I kinda love the slow burn so i feel this dynamic is before and after they get together. idm if u do hcs for this. Loving ur writing atm :)))))
@12johnwick897 thank you so much for your kind words! love your support, my dear friend and i hope that you enjoy! feel free to send as many requests as you'd like! buckle up guys lol!
tangerine x golden retriever assassin reader headcanons:
tangerine is known to be extremely hot-headed and when he gets particularly angry, there is very little one can do to calm him down - somehow, though - your presence, your touch, and your voice all calm him down
if he's arguing with someone while on a mission, you'll put your hand on his shoulder and squeeze it gently, giving him a smile
he'll turn to you, brows furrowed and scowling, but his expression will soften and he'll become much more level-headed
you'll hold his hand too - the first time it happened he was cursing left and right, threatening the life out of someone. he didn't even realize your hand clasping his at first and when he does he becomes flustered and the anger just simmers out of him (i'm tempted to write a fic just for this scene 🤫)
from then on, he's much more open and vulnerable, going out of his way to seek your touch - whether it's the squeeze of your hand or the weight of your palm against his back
lemon catches on straight away and gives extremely knowing looks to tangerine, which you are oblivious to
lemon would be like "something to share with the class, tan? to which tangerine would merely reply with a "piss off..." and you would sigh thinking that they're just brothers being brothers
of course, you feel something beyond friendship for tangerine - you've always been drawn to him and felt something inexplicable for him; but, you're content with continuing this little dance of affection for fear of ruining your friendship if he doesn't feel the same (but of course he does)
now, you were usually his sunshine - you're like the light of his life, always hopeful, always positive. but every now and then, even you get upset.
the first time tangerine sees you truly, truly angry is when you two come across another assassin after the same job as the both of you; the assassin makes some comment about one of your prior friends
she and you had joined the agency at the same time, becoming assassins at a very young age. the two of you were inseparable until she had been killed on a mission. her death was a sore spot for you.
this assassin you faced had been her ex-boyfriend and a rather terrible one at that - he admitted with pleasure that he had been the one to kill her
with that one comment, your happy demeanor fades and you become a complete force to be reckoned with; you're beating this guy up before tangerine can even reach for his knuckle dusters
by the end of it, when the assassin's a bloody pile of a mess, tangerine is filled with a sense of awe but his heart also aches for you
he wishes to comfort you so he takes his hand into yours and doesn't let go. not even while he's driving back to the safe house after the mission, not when you get inside.
you're unbelievably silent and tangerine can make out the mixture of fury and sadness in your teary eyes. he takes you into his arms as if you're the only precious thing in this world and you fall apart. you're kenning, sobbing - you're mourning for someone you practically considered your sister
he understands the pain and runs his ringed hands down your back - you're holding him like you never want to let him go and he lets you; he wants to be there for you - always
when you've calmed down, he looks down at you and hesitates. even though you've been crying, tangerine thinks you look so beautiful. he fights the urge to kiss you right then and there and instead places a kiss on your forehead.
from then on, tangerine considers it his mission to ensure that whenever you're upset, he makes sure to be extra soft and caring with you - in a way that he's not with anyone else, not even lemon.
of course, he's still the same - easily infuriated and curses like a madman but you're there to calm him down and he's more thankful than ever for your presence.
things have changed though since that night when you got upset. tangerine has started to look at you differently - you'd find him gazing at you for a few seconds too long and when he'd look away, clearing his throat, you swore his face was slightly flushed.
lemon was beyond frustrated. he could tell- clear as day - that you were already in love with tangerine. similarly, he watched his brother long for you, fall in love with you.
how could both of you be so oblivious?
things changed on the bullet train. the tension between you and tangerine was palpable - so much so that even ladybug could sense it.
ladybug and maria start a bet on when you both will get together when he finds out that you and tan aren't together yet
ladybug only referring to tangerine as your "boyfriend" which irked you beyond belief - probably only because it upset you that it wasn't true
when ladybug and tan are fighting, ladybug would be like "woman, calm your psycho boyfriend down!" or "this is the same man i saw practically cuddling you when i walked past you earlier?!" or " i know a great therapist for couples' therapy, if that's something you'd be interested in"
when tan gets pushed off the train, you were furious at ladybug and terrified for tangerine. you definitely beat the shit out of ladybug before he managed to slip away.
when you bump into tangerine again after he makes his way back onto the train, you're in shock and then so thankful - you jump into his arms and hug him, tears in your eyes.
you thought you and lemon were going to die on this godforsaken train, leaving tangerine completely alone in this world.
and he's beautiful, even when he's all bloody and covered in broken glass. you can't help but notice that to the point that you realize you're just staring at him in silence.
he's looking at you with so much longing in his eyes and he leans toward you, his forehead against yours, and asks, "can i kiss you?"
you happily oblige and one thing leads to another - maybe a trip to the train bathroom for something a little more 😉
then you and him find lemon, who's thankfully still alive, but not without scaring the fuck out of you and tangerine at first when he practically arises from the dead.
then, the three of you decide to hop of the train - with or without ladybug, who - if he came along - would be thrilled to have won the bet over maria and would call her gleefully.
tangerine would be annoyed as hell by ladybug's antics but secretly thrilled because tan ended up with you in the end
and as your relationship continues to develop, you'll always be there to calm tangerine down with a simple touch and he'll do the same when you're upset
but he doesn't only become completely soft for you because he doesn't like to see you cry - it's because he realizes that you make him want to be a better person - you complete him.
AHH hope you guys enjoyed this and sorry it was so long!
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This Week In BL - These Are the Days of Our BLs
Aug 2023 Wk 2
Being a highly subjective assessment of one tiny corner of the interwebs. Organized by which ones (in each category) I’m enjoying most.
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Ongoing Series - Thai
Laws of Attraction (Sat iQIYI) 5 of 8 - They cute making heart eyes at each other, but could we get back to punching & slutty silk shirts? OMG the poor rich kid & the bodyguard who wants to hug him SO BAD are KILLING me. I did giggle & yell “punchy punchies” during the fight scene before the fire. But Charn is a diamond-encrusted evil-gorgeous gremlin beastie, isn’t he? 
Only Friends (Sat YT) ep 1 of 10 - NO SINGING, but also.. wristbands! Sand is great = smart, snappy & over this shit. (Tired Gay 2.0) Neo & Mark are a revelation, where’d that chemistry come from? Force playing a douchenozzle is damn delight. Plus a counter lift in the first ep? Boys, you’re spoiling me. Mew is the least interesting, but Book is still adorable. Ray is the least likable character, but since it’s Khao, he’s the most likable screen presence. In fact, I’m enjoying all the messy messy gays & I know all their types IRL. I wish we had some femme & swish rep tho. Is this Thailand’s Queer as Folk? Seems like. Is it good? Not sure. But it is FUN as hell. Still, I gotta say it… they all dance like straight boys. 
Hidden Agenda that isn’t hidden (Sun GMMTV YouTube) ep 5 of 10 - Zo just wants to turtle & avoid but Joke is not gonna allow that. GMMTV keeps having sub issues (usually fixed within a few days). 
Low Frequency (Sat iQIYI) ep 6 of 8 - I do like the psychic gay detective trope. It makes this show more interesting and enjoyable. But they solved the mystery awful fast. I guess different drama spins the final 2 eps? 
Be My Favorite (Fri YouTube) ep 12fin - It was fine. I was fine with it. A kind of Vice Versa situation. The usual with Jittirain, as it turns out, is pretty simple: one of her main characters is going to be a manipulative liar or extremely unlikeable or both. It got an 8/10 from me, but probably should get a 7/10 just because I’m so exhausted by this. But I have to be fair and judge each BL on its own & not in light of repeat author mistakes. Not much of a trash watch here. Final full review here. 
Dinosaur Love (Sun iQIYI) ep 7 of 10 eps - Boyfriend trip together. Terrible overalls. What the fuck? No. Meanwhile, perfect choice for college star. (Could Ton please lead out a new BL? I know I’m 0 for 2 with him but I’m willing to try again if he is.) I actually enjoyed this installment for a change. Perhaps “enjoy” is too strong a word. Not much happened, dog days of BL, perhaps that’s a good thing with Dino? 
Be Mine Super Star (Mon Viki) ep 6 of 12 - Mostly I was excited to watch this week because of Ben but there wasn’t much of him. Sadness. OK, I know it has STIFF competition but does this show have the worst music in BL, or is it just me? I still like Big Daddy & Hot Doc as characters but I am despairing over their arc (would we call it an arc?). All in all this week... Whatever.
Wedding Plan (Weds YT & iQIYI) ep 4 of 7 - I am officially being driven to drink. Trash watch is happening!
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Ongoing Series - Not Thai
Jun & Jun (Korea Thurs Viki) 4 of 8 - This show makes me laugh so much. It is so damn cute. And there’s so much language play going on. THEN . . . JUST ADD SIMON. I love a good Simon. Who doesn’t love a good Simon? I know SO MANY Simons. Now 3 boys are circling the ingénue (who I suspect is less innocent than he appears). So much delightful competition, postering & flirting. “My Jun,” is he, Simon? You are a precious angular stalk man, aren’t you? Pacing is great with this show. Every week I can’t wait for the next installment, that’s a hallmark of the best KBLs. If the language stuff confused you as much as it did me here is an EXCELLENT post on the subject that will help. 
Stay By My Side (Taiwan Fri Gaga) 7 of 10 eps - Sweetest seme. He’s hurt & mad at his boy but still can’t help taking care of him. I do like the courting with snacks & sweet little notes. (It’d work on me.) YAY!  Reunion kisses & nuzzles!!! Snuggling!!!! Gah! Taiwan, I love you. These 2 aren’t your best kissers but their cuddling is off the charts. I guess we are just gonna be plotless messy gay bfs for the final 3 eps? That’s cool with me. 
Sing My Crush (Korea Weds iQIYI) 3-4 of 8 eps - it’s adorable, they’re adorable, I’m enjoying it a whole lot. It’s like a very soft, low-stakes Addicted. 
Love Class Season 2 (Korea Fri Viki) 10 eps - I liked Love Class 1 (more than most on Tumblr) & I normally don’t want 2nd seasons. But this has an entirely new cast (in the “Replay” model). I’m fine with a 2nd season that has little or nothing to do with the first. J-min is an interesting choice of idols but he’s doing an unexpectedly good job. (He is a truly great rapper, by the way.) Trigger warnings out the gate... also this is complicated. Ready? We got 3 queer besties: artist gay Hyun (J-min), shy cafe gay Minwoo (in love with), sunshine gym bunny bi slut Maru (represent, my brother). Then we got Mr Put-upon-TA (+ boy who saw him nekid). And the twist = all black otaku Kim An (used to tutor artist gay in high school = exes ghosting DRAMA). This last reads as a hyung romance. Which you know I love. But it also feels v dark. All of which is to say, I am intrigued but a little nervous over the tone. 
My Personal Weatherman AKA Taikan Yoho (Japan Sat Gaga) ep 1 of 8 - Classic JBL is back! This one is My Beautiful Man + Tokyo in April/Oh My Assistant. It’s odd and warped af but I like it. Very much has a the feel of old live action yaoi + VERY D/s. BRING IT JAPAN.
Minato's Laundromat Season 2 AKA Minato Shouji Coin Laundry Season 2 (Japan Thu Gaga) 6 of 12 eps - Shin is my sweet bean sprout and Minato should just boink him. Why all this waffling? I love the doctor. But mostly I’m as frustrated with this show as Shin must be in general. Minato 2- the season of blue balls.
Stay Still (Hong Kong Tues YouTube) 2 of 5 eps - I re-watched the first 2 eps & now find it a bit more comprehensible (yes 2: there is an ep 0). I don’t think we can expect this to end happy for either couple. It’s kinda sticky & grungy (in a way I’ve come to expect from the Philippines, although this is not as cluttered visually nor as brightly colored as the Pinoy stuff). I do kind of like that lived-in feeling, it reminds me of Taiwanese shorts. There is something very honestly queer about the primary leads (tattoo & babyface) in particular the way they dance queer? around each other: verbally, emotionally & physically - laying down breadcrumbs of gay for the other to follow. The secondary couple (reunion, cheating) is very sad. Although I do love a counter lift make-out sesh. (Occasionally Cantonese sounds like Vietnamese to me. Apparently I am not alone in this.)
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Gossip - AKA P’ABL is Disappointed
I was gonna put a statement here but I just did it separately, earlier this week, since my ask box was overflowing regarding actor gossip and other stuff. 
Meanwhile, Stay With Me ended exactly as expected. Can’t say I didn’t warn ya. You watched this anyway? You got what was coming to you. I am entirely unsympathetic. 
 Next Week Looks Like This:
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Look at that PACKED week. NIIICEEEE. 
Starting:
8/18 Dangerous Romance (Thai Fri GMMTC YT) 12 eps - Perth returns to lead out a BL, odds on that ever happening were slim. (Let alone Chimon.) Still here we are. Interesting times. Chimon plays a poor studious kid who hates the school bully but is forced to become his private tutor. Lurv results. 
8/19 Love in Translation (Thai Sat One31) 10 eps - Two strangers start working in a cafe together. Looks very pulp. No idea on international distribution. 
8/19 I Feel You Linger in the Air (Thai Sat Gaga) 12 eps - The time travel historical romance many of us have been waiting for. Adaption of y-novel by Violet Rain. Heartbroken architect is transported to the 1930s. From the producers of Lovely Writer.
8/20 My Universe series (Thai Sun iQIYI) 24 eps - This is sampler pack BL, 12 pairs, each pair gets 2 eps, not sure on the order they’ll drop. Known couples include EarthBank from Destiny Seeker and KaownahTurbo from Love Stage!!!, fresh faces otherwise. Jane to direct.
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Still Coming in August 2023
8/22 Kisseki: Dear to Me formerly known as Miracle (Taiwan Tues ????) 13 eps - From screenwriter Lin Pei Yu (We Best Love, H3: Trapped) features a student doctor forced to take care of a gangster. I love the premise and like the writer, Viki or Gaga will get this one.  
8/23 Why R U? (Korean remake iQIYI) is supposed to be out this month, filming started in sept 22. I find everything about this hilarious. I mean if Korea remakes it, we lose all the sexy and then... would we have a story at all? No we would not. Not even for six short eps. It’d be like one of those mesh shopping bags.
8/24 Man Suang (Thailand movie, domestic cinema release) - historical drama about Thai burlesque with KP’s MileApo. 
2023 forthcoming BL master post (see comments, some are inaccurate, NOT KEPT UPDATED)
THIS WEEK’S BEST MOMENTS
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Talking grandkids. Made me snicker. (Low Frequency.)
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The waist grab that launched a thousand gifs (Laws of Attraction). Okay it was last week but I gotta chronicle it here in the weeklies. For science. 
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Sing My Crush. They are so damn cute. 
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Thank you for the counter action GMMTV, please Sirs, may I have another?
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Captain snark in the house. Of course they handed the best and most complex pairing to these two. Well done GMMTV. (Only Friends) 
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I really did not expect J-Min to be this good. (Love Class 2) 
(Last week) 
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shxtodxroki · 1 year
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𝟸00 𝙵𝚘𝚕𝚕𝚘𝚠𝚎𝚛𝚜 𝙴𝚟𝚎𝚗𝚝 𝚂𝚙𝚎𝚌𝚒𝚊𝚕 𝙷𝚎𝚊𝚍𝚌𝚊𝚗𝚘𝚗𝚜: 𝙼𝙷𝙰 𝙲𝚑𝚊𝚛𝚊𝚌𝚝𝚎𝚛𝚜 𝚆𝚑𝚎𝚗 𝚈𝚘𝚞 𝙿𝚛𝚊𝚗𝚔 𝚃𝚑𝚎𝚖 𝙱𝚢 𝙳𝚘𝚍𝚐𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚃𝚑𝚎𝚒𝚛 𝙺𝚒𝚜𝚜𝚎𝚜
Summary: How do MHA Characters react when their s/o decides to prank them by purposefully dodging their kisses?
Warnings: Swearing
Characters: Shoto Todoroki, Izuku Midoriya, Mina Ashido
Word Count: 2.3k
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♡ Shoto Todoroki ♡
- Oh you’re absolutely terrible for doing this prank on poor Shoto of all people, he hates it most of all </3
- He loves loves loves showering you with physical affection whenever he possibly can, including kisses, so not allowing him to kiss your pretty face will absolutely break this poor boy’s heart, why would you do that to him :(
- Your week-long work studies had just ended, meaning that Shoto hadn’t gotten to spend more than a few minutes with you for an entire week :(((
- Safe to say, he missed you terribly the entire time (as he let you know with his constant texts complaining about having to spend his time with his father rather than you, and how much he missed you and couldn’t wait to see you once the week was over and you both were back at school) and you knew he would be extra cuddly and affectionate when he came to your dorm this afternoon
- And you knew it was cruel to deprive your poor, sweet Shoto of affection in a time like this, but when you had seen the challenge on TikTok a few days ago and sent it to your friends asking if you should do it on your poor boyfriend, they all begged you as they knew his reaction would be hilarious. So now you had to follow through with it, despite the guilt you felt for dragging poor innocent Shoto into this
- So when Shoto enters the dorm you feel a guilty look immediately flash across your face, rushing to hide it and return to your usual soft expression for your boyfriend as you made your way to him with your arms wide open
- Shoto looked beyond relieved to see you standing there in front of him, eyes brightening and a small smile crossing his features as he rushed into your open arms to engulf you in his embrace
- “I’m so glad to finally see you, I missed you so much, love.” He mumbled into your skin, both of you immediately realizing that now that he had his hands on you, he wasn’t going to let go any time soon. This made your plan slightly more difficult, but you knew that you could work around it and keep the prank alive if you tried hard enough
- “I missed you too bub.” You replied, running your fingers gently through the boy’s hair as he completely melted into your touch. For a moment the two of you simply stood like that, allowing yourselves to rejoice in finally being able to hold one another in an embrace, before Shoto pulled away slightly as he eagerly attempted to press his lips to your own
- And as much as your heart wanted to forget the prank entirely and spend your entire night cuddling with your precious boyfriend, you had to at least attempt it. So, with a shameful look that you tried to hide from the boy, you turned your head away, causing his lips to meet nothing but air as Shoto’s brows knitted in confusion
- “...My love?” Shoto managed to choke out after a moment, voice already sounding slightly shaky and looking more and more confused by the second as his eyes opened wide and looked at you questioningly
- “Yes, Sho?” You replied, trying not to seem suspicious as you ran your hand gently up and down his arm
- “...Why did you avoid my kiss? He asked quietly, eyes growing sad as he attempted to piece together your strange actions. “I thought you’d be happy to see me, you seemed like you were just a moment ago.”
- He continued on when he was met with no answer from you, a sad thought appearing in his brain as his frown suddenly deepened. “Am I… am I being too clingy right now, is this too much for you?”
- Immediately you knew you couldn’t continue with the prank, pulling your boyfriend into a tight hug as you pressed kisses along his cheeks and forehead in a silent apology for your behavior.
- “No, of course not Sho. I’m beyond happy to see you, and I’ll happily cuddle with you all night long. You’re not being clingy at all.” You reassured him, rubbing a hand along his back in comfort as you explained yourself. “It was just a dumb prank, baby, I promise I didn’t mean anything by it. It was just meant to see how you’d react, but it was stupid anyways and I’m sorry for doing that to you.”
- Shoto didn’t feel the need to respond verbally to your confession, his shoulders slumping in relief that he wasn’t upsetting you as he simply hummed in acknowledgment at your words
- Now that he knew that you were as eager to cuddle as he was in that moment, though, you’d better be prepared to spend the rest of the night in your boy’s arms cuddled up together on your bed, playing gently with his two-toned hair and pressing occasional kisses along his body in order to make it up to him for pulling that silly prank in the first place <3
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♡ Izuku Midoriya ♡
- Oh poor Izuu hates pranks like this, all he wants is to be loving and affectionate with his beautiful s/o and depriving him of that just makes him so upset :(
- Obviously Izuku has a very busy schedule, between classes, his own training (sometimes with your classmates) and the work he does with All Might
- So he comes back to his dorm pretty much every evening dead tired, with only enough energy to shower and eat before he collapses into his bed 
- And half the time he only manages to eat and shower because you make him, being the wonderful, caring s/o that you are. You know that Izuku’s not the best at taking care of himself, and you’d be damned if you didn’t ensure that he was eating well, taking a nice warm shower every evening and ending his night off in your arms with some cuddles and kisses, so you found yourself at his dorm pretty much every night right when you knew he’d be coming home for the evening
- Tonight, though, tonight you decided to be a little evil, just to change up the routine and mess with your boyfriend a little bit >:)
- Izuku seemed to be in a pretty good mood today, judging by the texts he had sent you throughout the day and how upbeat he had seemed in class, and he was getting back to his dorm about an hour earlier than he typically would since he had done well in his training with All Might throughout the day
- You had the day off from classes that day, and while Izuku had spent most of the day working directly with All Might on quirk training, you had managed to find some time in the day to browse through TikTok, which was where you learned of this prank in the first place
- Immediately the video on your screen inspired you, a sneaky grin flashing across your face as you began plotting. Your poor boyfriend had no clue what was in for him when he came back tonight, a thought that made you giggle as you favorited the video for further use
- When Izuku finally entered his dorm that evening, he immediately collapsed into your arms, happy to see you waiting for him like always as his eyes immediately fell closed and his legs became jelly beneath him.
- “Nice to see you too, Izu.” You laughed at the way your boyfriend immediately fell into you, helping him set down his stuff before guiding him over to his desk where you had left some food for him to eat
- “I missed you so much today, baby. I feel like I could just collapse right now, I was working so hard and all I wanted to do was just cuddle with you and forget about how sore I am from all that work.” He mumbled, taking a small bite of the food in front of him before turning to nuzzle himself into your neck. “Thank you for all of this, angel, you’re so good to me.”
- Izuku tried to punctuate his sentence with a kiss to your cheek, but instead you leaned back and completely dodged his peck, leaving him hanging in the air where you had previously been standing. A puzzled, grumpy look made its way across your boyfriend’s tired face immediately, a look that you knew meant trouble as you could see the wheels in his brain start to run
- “...Y/n?” He asked after a moment, immediately pouting at you as Izuku tried to figure out what had just happened. You had gone through the effort to prepare this food for him and had come to his dorm for cuddles like usual, so there’s no way you’d mind him giving you a little kiss on the cheek to show his thanks, right?
- There had to be something else going on here, and he was too tired and needy to be deprived of your kisses right now as his pout continued to deepen
- “Yeah, Izu?” You asked with as much sincerity as you could muster, trying to keep the prank going. Perplexed and needy for your affection, Izuku placed a hand gently on your face before leaning in to press a kiss to your lips this time, though you pulled away from him again and left him staring at you in shock, jaw wide open as he wondered what was going on with you tonight
- The shocked, grumpy look on your boyfriend’s face was enough for you to finally call the prank off before he could mutter out the sassy, grumpy remark you were sure his tired, typically precious and kind brain was mustering up right that moment. You let out a giggle at the way your boyfriend pouted dramatically at you and attempted to kiss you several times to no avail, before finally holding his face in your hands and pressing a much-awaited kiss to his lips
- “I’m sorry baby, it was just a prank. I shouldn’t have done it when you’re so tired and you’ve had such a long day.” You apologized as you cradled your boyfriend’s face into your hands, his expression immediately returning to its typical bright, happy state as he leaned into your hold. Izuku was just happy that your prank was over, placing another kiss across your cheek now that he knew you wouldn’t run away from him this time
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♡ Mina Ashido ♡
- Mina’s a very affectionate and generally cuddly girlfriend lol, so this prank will definitely work on her and it will work well and would make her so pouty :(
- You were in a particularly mischievous mood after a fairly light day of classes, that's how this all started in the first place.
- Typically you came home pretty exhausted between classes and training, but class was currently focused more on academic learning in preparation of the upcoming written portion of the final, so training was cast aside for the moment and you were left with quite a lot of energy at the end of the day.
- As was Mina, excited to have actual time to herself for once and to not have to come home in pain and exhausted from a long day of training
- Of course, you two immediately wanted to take this opportunity to spend the evening together. Often times you didn’t actually get to plan fun little dates together because of how rigorous your training was, and a sleepover date was definitely in order with the newfound energy you both had to make up for all the time lost due to your training
- Unfortunately for Mina, however, your increased energy also meant that you finally had the chance to play a silly little prank on your girlfriend that you’d been planning for a while, and had just never been able to find the right time for
- As soon as the two of you made your way to Mina’s dorm, she immediately placed her backpack on the floor before collapsing onto her bed
- A wide smile was on her face as she glanced over at you, already excited about the new movie the two of you were planning to watch together that night and just the chance to spend her whole evening talking, cuddling and enjoying her time with you
- She immediately beckoned you over to lay with her, wrapping you up in her arms the second you collapsed onto her bed alongside her
- You knew the moment you fell beside her that you’d have to be extra vigilant and that it was pretty much go time for your prank, as cuddles were always closely followed by kisses peppered across your face when Mina was involved
- And your assumption was proven correct almost immediately, your girlfriend leaning in to press a loving, sweet peck on your lips mere seconds after you had joined her on her bed
- When you turned your head away from her and caused her lips to meet the back of your head, though, Mina swiftly pulled away from you, brows turning down in dramatized anger as she immediately glared at you
- “Excuse me, what the hell was that for?” She asked right off the bat, giving you a pout as she continued to glare at you in mock hurt. Mina wasn't dumb, she knew this was most likely a playful joke, but she still had to take the chance and make you feel a little bad over it as she amped up the dramatics
- You immediately knew you wouldn’t be able to hold this facade for long, but you were committed to at least attempting to make this prank interesting, so you forced your face to remain neutral as you glanced over at her
- “I don’t know what you mean, what’s wrong babe?” You asked nonchalantly, though Mina wasn’t one to lose when it came to battles over affection
- She immediately tackled you on her bed upon hearing your response, pinning your arms above you to prevent you from blocking her love before absolutely covering every inch of your face in kisses
- It took very little time for your resolve to crack once she began her attack, immediately breaking into lovestruck giggles as apologies fell from your lips in response to her retaliation
- Once Mina was fully satisfied with her payback for what she had long ago realized was simply a dumb prank, she leaned in to press one final kiss to your lips to make up for the one she had missed earlier before finally leaning back to allow you to breathe
- “I’m sorry babe, it was just a silly prank. I shouldn’t have deprived my precious, clingy girlfriend of her beloved kisses, that was terribly mean of me.” You managed to speak after taking a moment to contain your giggles, Mina immediately cuddling up to your side at the admission
- “That’s right, it’s not fair to deprive me like that. I’m literally the best girlfriend you could ever ask for, never do that to me again.” She responded, a satisfied grin forming across her face as she curled further into you, content to cuddle into your side for the moment as she wrapped her arms around you tightly once more :]
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munv · 1 year
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𝗠𝗘𝗦𝗠𝗘𝗥𝗜𝗭𝗜𝗡𝗚 𝗪𝗜𝗦𝗧𝗘𝗥𝗜𝗔
A lil sum to keep you all on edge before I post part 2 of you know what 🗣❗️❗️
Diasomnia x !vanitas reader
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LILIA finds you interesting and that’s on period. Curing all vampires you say? What devotion! And he can tell without hesitation you would use him for your own benefit if it meant achieving that. Naturally the minute you were assigned to the dorm he had grown quite fond of you and your nature. Yet, he still couldn’t decipher what type of person you were. Seeming a bit..twisted, in a way.
Him being a being who has lived for many years on end could at least tell that lonely look in your eyes was filled with hatred. You don’t quite see him as annoying but him teasing you has been getting on your nerve quite a lot. Lilia has been doing this without stop in hopes that your false facade would eventually crack. He want’s to see the real you and you my dear, are terribly mistaken if you think he’ll stop just at teasing you.
SEBEK in a sense suprsingly acknowledges your strength. He just refuses to say it outloud and continues to curse you out for being a human. Which you find a completely nuisance. “HUMAN! HOW COULD YOU SAY SUCH VILE WORDS IN FRONT OF-” “would you shut up?” “...”
Yeah no, getting along with him is a bother. Although you are strong you aren’t STRONGEST and could be possibly weaker than sebek himself. So since you are his precious waka-sama’s friend he shall take it upon himself to protect you when others can’t!
SILVER knows only one thing. Is that you know his father and everyone else in diasomnia but yet he would barely make a effort to get to know you. However he was the polar opposite after finding out more about you. Especially that power of yours, so he ALSO decides to train with you in hopes of getting stronger, after even training he still spends time with you because you both alike love the comforting silence you bring one another after some time.
Silver probably silently watches you do something and then falls asleep with a content smile on his face. Sometimes you even bring it upon yourself to fall victim to sleep beside him.
MALLEUS literally saw your powers ONCE and started his “investigation” yes it was stalking you but gladly he had no ill intent! You caught him one day in the bushes with two green curious eyes looking right back at you, and that my friend is how your friendship started! He often loves to cast spells with fireflies around since it looks simply magnificent. And if you’re really uo for it, you use the book of vanitas and show him the true beauty of it.
You both can relate at some extent to the point of being lonely but you finally realized you have each other. Though he’s sad that you might not even live as long he knows that you will always be his lil shy friend who refuses to acknowledge has a crush on him if it starts to get romantic.
Do not worry though! Since he has taken more than “quite a liking” to you as well!
(you both tend to take walks in the garden together when you think nobody is watching it’s literally obvious)
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trutrustories · 6 months
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Just some thoughts I have, immediately after viewing ep 6.
spoilers! oh my god, oh my god! I´m honestly relieved! Can you believe it??? I´m SO GLAD endindg didn´t ruin the show! Quite the opposite, actually! I think that with the context of this ending, they actually made season 1 much BETTER. which is like... complete surprise for me! What the hell???? I seriously didn´t expect that! AT ALL! 🤯 It was funny, It was clever, it was epic, and absolutely heartbreaking 🥺😭 Ouroboros, Casey, Timely, and Sylvie... they all survived, and can live they lives however they choose! O. B. making the sequel of his bestseller is the best thing ever! And he has friends now!!! My precious boy!!! Good for him! He deserves it! And Loki and Mobius both survived as well THANK GOD!!!! And they still remember each other! (I was prepared for much worse scenarios, to be honest.)
Anyway, I´m sucker, for bitter sweet endings. So I´m FINE. ....except I´m not.
Because It´s so fucking tragic at the same time!!! God, what a love story! (what isn´t denied is allowed, so... ) they ended it with two of them, alone. Mobius isn´t actually getting back to his boys, because they already have Don. But he didn´t want to stay at TVA because Loki is not there anymore.
Last few shots are Mobius, just standing there, watching life he can´t have and for the first time he is free to wonder around the world on his own. he´s able to WASTE HIS TIME now. And then we see right after Loki, stuck on his throne, alone. And it is implied that he was able to hear Mobius (or see him, even!) And he looks lonely, but also happy for his man!!! GOSH. I was crying like a baby. whole sequence from that scene in a theatre room right until the end! And that freaking music!!! I only have one complaint, and that being: we should see Mobius actually enjoy some JETSKI! Or even better: last shots should have been Mobius happily steering a jet ski on the open sea (wind in the hair and all) AND then Loki on his throne with a smile on his face (because he´s watching him). Last thing: there is actually so much potential, after this finale. If not for actual Marvel project, then for fanfiction writers and for imagination. They left so much room for the good stuff! 😍 For example:
Mobius struggling to addapt to normal life on a timeline. And then he somehow finds out, Loki can see him/ hear him. And he will starts talking to him. And because Loki is so alone and unable to go anywhere, this starts to be his source of fun. Something that makes him happy. And he finds way, to talk to Mobius back somehow... or
Loki will find out that he can travel to his past selfs without having to leave his throne. He stays there, but his mind can travel to his body at any point before.
I am actually mad, I have no time to write fanfics right know (but hey, my english is totally tragic and terrible, so it´s probably a good thing 😅)
Anyway. I feel sad, and also happy. And inspired and satisfied. And I´m still sobbing. All at once! It was beautiful, and I enjoyed every second of it! Can´t remember last time marvel actually managed to do that to me.
*standing ovation* I applaud to creators, actors and everyone involved. You guys did a fenomenal job! (at least that is how I see it)
👏👏👏👏👏👏👏👏👏👏👏👏👏👏👏👏👏👏👏👏👏
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annabellelupin · 10 months
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So, a lot of people (maybe not those that follow me on here but people in this fandom in general) are really going to hate me for this but I really hate the direction this fandom is going in with the "Slytherin Skittles" and such.
I just messaged a fellow fan account admin on my Instagram that said they'd really like to start posting again but wasn't even sure if people would like their content anymore because of how much this fandom has changed.
People were filling them in on all that's happened in the fandom recently and someone made a really good point. Most of this fandom hates Snape because he's a death eater and treated Lily terribly. Hmmmm, who does that also sound like.... oh right, Barty Crouch Jr. (altho he treated other people like Alice and frank who he literally helped torture to insanity terribly). And would you look at that; so many people in the fandom have started glorifying him and treating him like a precious baby as if he isn't just as bad or even worse than Snape. I mean you all can't seriously tell me that you'd think the Marauders would be friends with people that hate on minority groups (muggle borns like Lily).
Also can I just point out that in the Goblet of Fire Barty literally locks a man in a trunk for months, and stole his identity. He showed kids unforgivable curses and turned Draco into a literal ferret (he deserved it but still, it was a bit uncalled for). He really set harry up to die. He helped him all throughout the tournament just to get Voldemort back to full strength. Is this really someone we should be obsessing over?
And the babygirlifcation is absolutely ridiculous. It's mainly been happening to Barty and Evan, which I shouldn't even be surprised by. When I say that I mean it seems like this fandom (which seems to be consisted of mostly femme aligned people) has a really bad habit of fetishizing achillean/mlm ships, so it shouldn't be a surprise that these two guys often shipped together are being treated like babies by the fandom.
Regulus is the only canonically Slytherin character in the Marauders era that actually has redeemable qualities and proved himself to be a decent person (Narcissa isn't all bad either but she certainly isn't great). It's sad that a majority of this started because people wanted to give him "friends" (Regulus realized what was going on was wrong while the others didn't. I don't feel like he'd like them very much because of that).
I've heard a lot of people complain that Jegulus shippers and people who like the Slytherin Skittles are ruining the fandom and I definitely wouldn't go as far as say that, but like I said before, I certainly don't like the direction things are going in. And honestly it could be the fact that I was mainly in the fandom back in 2020-2021 when things were much different and I'm just not used to everything going on, who knows. And this isn't meant as a hate post towards anyone, I've just been thinking about this a good bit and needed to get the rant out of my system.
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theslut4smut · 10 months
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𝗽𝗮𝗿𝘁 𝗼𝗳 𝗼𝘂𝗿 𝘄𝗼𝗿𝗹𝗱 | 𝘆𝗮𝗻𝗴 𝗷𝗲𝗼𝗻𝗴𝗶𝗻
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𝗰𝗮𝘁𝗲𝗴𝗼𝗿𝘆: smut & fantasy
𝘄𝗼𝗿𝗱 𝗰𝗼𝘂𝗻𝘁: 2.8k
𝗶𝗻𝗰𝗹𝘂𝗱𝗲𝘀: afab reader, mermaids to humans, best friends to lovers trope, virgins, both of you are clueless yet horny, experimenting with touch and other sensations, nipple play, oral (both receiving), penetration, messy kisses.
𝗻𝗼𝘁𝗲𝘀: it’s giving little mermaid gone wild. no, seriously. this is the same exact plot and everything just… with sum sex.
and before you yell at me! they technically don’t speak
… is this allowed? 🫣
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father warned you about the dangers of the human world. they were malicious and vile up there. greedy, selfish and cruel.
but you couldn’t help but to be so in awe of all of it.
their trinkets and doo-dads, cheers and laughter, touches of affection, the way they walked on those… what are they called again?
you didn’t understand why father was so stubborn about it. he was so protective and controlling over you.
his strict rules made your curiosity even more intense. it’s like there were two sides of your brain fighting against each other.
one side wanted to obey father. he was much older and wiser, which meant he knew what he was talking about. and he was only so overbearing because of how much he loved and cared for you.
but the other side? it craved rebellion and adventure. it dared you to push the limits, swim a few feet closer to the surface, poke a finger or two out. just a little taste.
you loved collecting their lost items. they were like treasure. you didn’t understand how they operated, but that didn’t stop you from searching for new additions to your display everyday.
they were all so special and precious. you’d spend hours delicately caressing and admiring them as you hummed melodies to yourself.
you knew it was dangerous and that father would be upset, but that never stopped you before.
and that’s why you were here; standing before the evil sea queen herself, making a bargain.
that bargain, you may ask? your voice.
your voice that all of the seven seas knew and adored, that soothed any sad or aching heart, that filled the area with joy and peace.
and in exchange for what? a chance to be human.
you could only imagine how terribly upset father would be. the pain would be agonizing knowing that you could betray him in such a way.
but you needed this. you needed to be apart of the world you so desperately craved. you needed to feel the happiness your heart was long deprived of.
“sing!” she commands, sucking your angelic voice into the shell around her neck.
even if you wanted to go back, it was too late now.
you were terrified, but so desperate.
you look over to your best friend, jeongin. you can feel your heart ache as he experiences the same pain you’re going through.
he didn’t ask for this. he was always so, so good. always did what he was told to. made sacrifices to make everyone else happy.
you had met at such a young age and immediately grew close after discovering you both had a passion and talent for singing.
your parents loved to put the two of you together at gatherings and have you sing for all of your fellow merpeople and creatures.
and you loved him so dearly. as if he was your own brother. you could always count on him to be there for you and your shenanigans, fearfully following you into dangerous and abandoned places the ocean had deteriorated, reminding you of how upset your father will be and the risks of getting injured.
it must have drove him crazy the way you never listened, but he continued to watch out for you with a full and patient heart none the less.
when you told him of your plan to see the wicked sea queen, he begged for you not to. tugging at and pleading you not to go through with it. how she would find a way to make it unfair and cause harm to you.
as much as it broke you to see him so distraught, you couldn’t keep living this unfulfilling life. hoping and wondering what it could be like. feeling left out under the weight of the great sea.
so he jumped in too, sacrificing his all just so you wouldn’t have to be alone.
lights flash and bubbles whirl as you feel your body thrash around and change.
the sound of her despicable laugh fills your ears.
your eyes widen as your throat begins to close and you struggle to breathe. you swim upwards in a panic.
but moving around had never felt this hard before.
the pressure was unbearable as you fought your way to the top.
you start to become hazy, weak and fall behind before you feel jeongin grab onto you and pull you along with him.
the light shining down brings you peace and hope as you get closer and closer to your sweet escape.
the two of you break through the surface, coughing and panting as you both try and catch your breath.
you take this time to look around.
it was unbelievable.
a gorgeous sunny day, gentle waves crashing at the shore line, birds squawking as they roam the area.
you can see large boxes with translucent cutouts that the humans peered out of not so far out. that must be what they call their home.
the smell of something delicious causes you to inhale deeply through your nose as you imagine the different and interesting new type of cuisine you’d discover.
you turn back to jeongin, attempting to speak before smiling as you cover your mouth once realizing no words could come out.
he stares down into the water, a reminiscent look on his face.
you sigh as you move closer to him.
he raises both eyebrows and looks up once feeling your hands on either side of his face.
you smile warmly as you look into his eyes and place your forehead against his, hoping he can feel your appreciation even though you can’t verbally express it.
he gives you a soft smile as he grabs onto your wrists, relaxing into your touch as he exhales.
you stay like that for a moment before pointing to the shore and giving him an excited look.
he holds up a hand, signaling for you to wait a moment as he pulled himself up onto a rock poking out of the water.
you jump and widen your eyes as your gaze travels lower.
he no longer had his usual emerald green tail that curled and swayed behind him as he swam.
it was exchanged with a long and delicate looking replacement that was the same color as the rest of his skin. except for the top that was a blush pink.
you had never seen anything like it in your life.
and even though it was something entirely new to you, you felt excited as you admired it.
he furrows his brows as he looks down, letting out a gasp before covering himself.
you place your hand on top of his, shaking your head.
he gives you a questioning look.
you nod.
he hesitantly moves his hand, showing you the wet and soft organ.
you rub your lips together as you experience this intense feeling for the first time ever.
you touch it gently with the pads of your fingers, causing him to hiss.
you quickly look up to him in a panic. he lets out a shaky breath and nods his head, letting you know he’s okay.
you continue your movements, gently poking, caressing, and squeezing as you take it in.
the member in front of you becomes firm in your hand before standing taller, causing the two of you to gasp and widen your eyes.
you quickly let it go.
was this part of the queen’s plan? was it some sort of magic? how could it change so suddenly?
the two of you give each other nervous looks before you slowly reach your hand out again.
he lets out a deeper groan this time as your fingers brush against it. he jerks his hips upwards, causing the tip of the new phenomenon to gently slap against your lips.
you feel a jolt run throughout your body.
you wanted more.
you swallow deeply before grabbing it once more, this time wrapping your hand around the whole thing.
he bites his lip as he closes his eyes.
you take it into your mouth and shove it all the way in, choking before quickly pulling away.
he cries out as his entire body flinches.
you place your hand over your pounding chest as you try to catch your breath.
maybe you just needed to go slower.
he looks down at you with a shocked expression.
you smile up at him, feeling excited that you could make him feel so good.
it was the least you could do after all he’s done for you.
you lick your lips before grabbing onto the sensitive area and entering it into your mouth, making sure not to go too fast this time.
he grits his teeth and squeezes his eyes tightly shut as you take him further and further down your throat, stopping before it got too uncomfortable again.
you stay still as you savor the full feeling in your mouth.
he whines softly as he wiggles his hips.
you furrow your brows. was it not satisfying enough for him?
he bucks his hips up, causing you to cough.
now you understood.
you begin to slowly move your head up and down, feeling the tip of it brushing against every inch of your throat. you try your best to suppress any upcoming gags.
the touch of your hand to his thigh causes goosebumps to decorate its surface.
you become more used to and comfortable with the new and vulnerable feeling, picking up the pace.
he sucks in a sharp breath.
you feel your own saliva pooling in your mouth as you embrace the somewhat painful chokes and gags his member causes as you proceed with the bobbing movement of your head.
moans of yours vibrate off of his shaft as you feel a deep and tingly feeling in the pit of your core.
you had never experienced anything like this before.
jeongin pants quickly as he begins to squirm and twitch, grabbing onto your hand that was still gently placed upon his wet skin.
you feel his member throb in your mouth.
a warm and white liquidy substance spills from the corner of your lips as he groans loudly, shaking intensely as you continue.
you pull away with a loud pop before spitting into the water.
the two of you look at one another with wide eyes and smiles as you stare down at the sticky and runny mess jeongin had made.
he closes his eyes as slowly exhales.
you admire his face as it softens into a relaxed look.
he was so handsome like this. the bright sun shining down on him, placing a golden hue upon his pale skin. his blonde hair that had now dried and begun to frizz out slightly, making him look so precious.
he looks down at you, tilting his head to the side as he furrows his brows.
you do the same, looking down.
two full and round balls lay placed upon your chest, smaller and darker buds in the center of them.
you gasp softly as you look up to jeongin, noticing that he didn’t have them. his chest was flat and firm.
he rubs his lips together before biting them as his eyes stay fixated on the sight in front of him.
he gives you a hesitant look.
you smile bashfully before nodding.
he slowly reaches out to the mounds on your chest, squeezing lightly into the flesh.
you moan, throwing your head back as you grab onto his arm.
he kneads the skin for a few moments longer before moving towards the hard and erect nubs.
you let out a choked cry as he rubs them in between his fingers.
waves of electricity flow throughout your body as you gasp and moan.
breathing felt like an almost impossible task.
in the midst of your pleasure, you feel his hands grab onto your arms, causing you to give him a questioning look.
he pulls you up, a slight gasp slipping past your lips as he places you onto his lap, immediately attaching his mouth to your tingling chest.
you moan and wrap your arms around his neck, pushing him further into you.
he goes back and forth from each breast, squeezing and fondling whichever one he isn’t sucking.
he reaches down, attempting to please you the way you did him, halting his fixation on your bosoms once realizing something was different.
you give him a confused look as he pulls away.
he chews on the inside of his cheek as he tries to understand what he’s looking at.
before you could explore and examine the area yourself, he switches your positions, laying you on your back as he dips back into the water.
he spreads your legs, eyes widening at his discovery.
a wet and dripping hole with swollen and puffy lips surrounding it.
he lets out a shaky breath, immediately licking a stripe up your slit.
you let out a squeak as you look down, not expecting it at all. you try to see what he’s seeing.
he begins to ravish you with his tongue, an instinctual feeling coming over him as he laps up your juices that squirt out onto his face.
you thrash around as you tug at his hair and whine out desperately.
this was an entirely new feeling and experience for you.
you had never felt such a strong physical reaction before. the involuntary twitches and shakes overwhelming you as you took the unknown sensation in.
he stops and stares at your heat with intrigue before looking up at you.
you sit up slightly, tilting your head to the side in a questioning way.
he gives you a small smile that lets you know he’s had an idea.
he pulls himself back onto the rock, picking you up and resuming your previous position on top of him.
the two of you stare into each other’s eyes for a moment, the reality of what was happening finally setting in.
it was something completely taboo to the both of you, but it was obvious how much you were enjoying it.
he bites his lip nervously before looking down at your opposite sexes.
he wraps an arm around your torso, lifting you up before taking his member and lining it up at your entrance.
before you can give him another confused look, he pushes in, causing you to gasp as you dig your nails into his shoulders.
his mouth gapes open as he places a firm grip on your hips.
as if your body knew what it was supposed to be doing, you lift yourself up before slamming back down onto him.
he moans as he throws his head back.
you quickly bounce on his hard dick, feeling as if the wind was being knocked out of you every time it hit that gummy spot inside of you.
hot tears race down your cheeks as you continue to ride him.
you tilt his head upwards to face you, looking into his eyes as you cry.
he places one hand on the side of your face and the other on your waist. he caresses your skin reassuringly.
you let out a high pitched squeal as feel your tummy begin to form a tight ball.
this causes you to move yourself up and down faster, making him moan even louder.
you once again can feel the twitch and movement of him inside of you just like when he was in your mouth.
he begins to buck up into you, digging into the soft flesh of your ass and surely leaving marks.
the ball in the pit of your stomach snaps, causing you to scream as you begin to spasm on dick.
he gasps before releasing as well, burying his face into the crook of your neck as his vision goes in and out.
you slow your movements once your high passes.
you blink a few times as you try to take in everything, chest rising quickly.
jeongin looks up to you, smiling bashfully.
you do the same.
he removes himself from your shoulder, sitting up straight as his eyes melt into yours.
you become shy and break the eye contact.
he redirects your gaze back onto him, slowly leaning in to capture your lips with his own.
it was messy and full of teeth and spit, but it made you happy.
happy to know that you could experience something so magical and powerful together.
so intense.
you smile at him before pulling him into an embrace.
maybe the love you had for jeongin wasn’t so much like one for a brother or someone dear. it was clear he meant so much more to you.
you couldn’t imagine being without him. he would always be your guidance and peace. comfort and reassurance.
and little did you know, he had always felt the exact same way about you.
the two of you slowly regulate your breathing as you hold onto each other, staring out into the beautiful distance, the sun setting and casting a gorgeous orangey pink tint to the world around you, sending you into a deep and love filled sleep.
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imhisangelhesmydemon · 7 months
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I had a fever dream that was terrible.
Scene: Aziraphale sits in a chair within a dimly lit room, bathed in a solitary holy light. He gazes intently into the darkness, unable to discern the person before him, who speaks first.
[Female Voice] Aziraphale, Principality Guardian of the Eastern Gate, come before the Almighty and demand that I halt the Second Coming and Armageddon. You claim you're willing to do anything to make it happen.
//Aziraphale appears determined and resolute.//
[Aziraphale] Indeed, humanity has made significant strides, yet they still have much to learn. They continue to evolve.
[Female Voice] Why are you so protective? Why would you risk everything to oppose eternity?
[Aziraphale] As you've mentioned, I am the Principality Guardian of the Eastern Gate. By definition, my very existence revolves around guidance and protection. If you didn't desire me to safeguard them, you shouldn't have sent me to Earth for that very purpose.
//The Female Voice chuckles.//
[Female Voice] You're quite right. However, in hindsight, I should not have crafted the Divine Plan before creating you Angels. Are you genuinely prepared to give anything without hesitation?
[Aziraphale] Yes, I am ready.
//The Female Voice loses her mirth.//
[Female Voice] Then this is my request: the love you hold for the Demon Crowley, you will bestow that love upon me. And before you respond, understand that granting me this love entails erasing all memories of him. Your recollections will be entirely rewritten. You shall never have known him, regardless of the passage of time or how well you come to know him again; you will never remember him, and your love for him will vanish.
//The Female Voice pauses for a moment.//
[Female Voice] Are you willing to grant me this without hesitation?
//Aziraphale speaks without hesitation, yet sadness fills his eyes.//
[Aziraphale] Yes, to save humanity, the Earth, time, and the universe, I will surrender my love for Crowley to you.
//The Female Voice sighs, seemingly hoping for hesitation from the angel.//
[Female Voice] With this offering, I shall cease Armageddon and halt the Second Coming. I thank you for this precious gift. Aziraphale, Principality Guardian of the Eastern Gate, I grant you mercy. You may now return to your peaceful life in the bookshop. I shall oversee heaven in your stead.
Scene transitions: A blinding light surrounds Aziraphale, and he finds himself back on Earth, standing in front of his bookshop. He enters it happily. Off-screen, the sound of books falling can be heard, and the camera turns to reveal Crowley and Muriel. Crowley is holding a stack of books for Muriel, who is on a ladder.
[Crowley] Angel?
//Crowley approaches Aziraphale with uncertainty.//
[Crowley] Aziraphale, what brings you here?
//Aziraphale smiles gently at him.//
[Aziraphale] What do you mean? This is my bookshop. The question, my dear friend, is: Who are you?
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vickyvicarious · 7 months
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3 October, part 2
I am already so worn out
oh I love the several individual flicks of paper. The frustration and rage and deliberateness of him moving one page at a time to get to the right spot
"As I must do something or go mad," I. I........
"The teaching, big or little, could not have landed Mina or me anywhere worse than we are to-day." I AM SO SAD
their voices together...
THE WAY HE ASKS WHAT END
oh my god his little sniffle before "to work!"
NO I FORGOT ABOUT THIS we get to hear Renfield yelling agggggh I was not prepared at all and now I'm crying again
"the very first thing we decided was that Mina should be in full confidence; that nothing of any sort—no matter how painful—should be kept from her." I love how you can hear the rage at himself and determination to never ever ever fail her this way again
the fear, the trembled edge as he says "her eyes shone with the devotion of a martyr"
I love the way she says "I shall die." perfect delivery, gets across the 'like a fact' so simply and so well
"I would; if there were no friend who loved me, who would save me such a pain, and so desperate an effort!" She looked at him meaningly as she spoke." she is so good at manipulation. Something about the way she says this is perfectly pointed, so deliberately calm and not requesting but absolutely requesting and framing it as love and friendship and what is deserved
I really love the way he says "you must not die!" each and every time
"you must struggle and strive to live!" this sentence has such a good sound
"She was pleased with the prospect of anything to do" oh Mina
"Until it sets to-night, that monster must retain whatever form he now has. He is confined within the limitations of his earthly envelope. He cannot melt into thin air nor disappear through cracks or chinks or crannies. If he go through a doorway, he must open the door like a mortal." I think this is new vampire lore, that he cannot change shapes or anything during the day. It makes sense but hasn't come up I don't think
"the minutes and seconds so preciously laden with Mina's life and happiness were flying from us" I just love this phrasing
the house in Piccadilly that Jonathan hunted down. so, so, so glad he did
the way Jonathan says "the precious, precious time!"
"Don't - wait - more than need be..." he is trying so hard
van Helsing is so good at knowing how to get away with breaking the law <3
I wonder if this story about the guy who sold the stolen house is based on true events
van Helsing's laugh at the story is so nice
the way Art says "I can be of some use here" he is trying so hard to help. this is the only time he's wrong because his carriages are too fancy richboy for the situation
Jonathan not mentioning Mina's pointy teeth...
van Helsing's "do you forget" is SO king laugh. oh my god
the way Jonathan says "did I forget" lkadjsflkdjsf;kds
"I shall not forget, for it is well that I remember" Mina's hoarse voice...
the way Jonathan sighs when saying Mina was the most cheerful
MINA'S SCREAM AND THE MUSIC HOLY SHIT
"my poor darling" the way he says this
fuck, the way she sobs "Unclean" and "polluted flesh", how her voice cracks on "before the Judgement day"
JONATHAN CUDDLING HER INSTANTLY
"For a few minutes our sorrowful hearts beat together," this line
the way Jonathan says this line so softly: "There was hope in his words, and comfort; and they made for resignation."
~holding hands while pledging to save Mina~
HERE IT IS
"To one thing I have made up my mind: if we find out that Mina must be a vampire in the end, then she shall not go into that unknown and terrible land alone. I suppose it is thus that in old times one vampire meant many; just as their hideous bodies could only rest in sacred earth, so the holiest love was the recruiting sergeant for their ghastly ranks." this line. and the delivery. almost soft at the end, but completely resolute.
van Helsing has at minimum 56 holy wafers left. and that is after his antics at Lucy's tomb. he really just took a giant sack I guess
Jonathan waving to Mina in the window <3 and her waving back <3
Art looking out for Jonathan's future <3 and utilizing his privilege and title
oh I love the frustration as Jonathan snaps "Eight boxes only out of the nine, which we sought!"
god, the description of Jonathan. love the music on "he is like a living flame"
oh I have always been pronouncing it "skolomance" in my head
"He is experimenting, and doing it well;" I love the delivery of this line
"Do we not see how at the first all these so great boxes were moved by others. He knew not then but that must be so. But all the time that so great child-brain of his was growing, and he began to consider whether he might not himself move the box. So he began to help; and then, when he found that this be all-right, he try to move them all alone." I really don't think this is the case. I think he didn't feel the need to move them all by himself at first, not that he didn't think he could
"He has just now, 12:45, come from Carfax hurriedly and hastened towards the South." the USEFULNESS. the PRECISION ABOUT TIMJE
"Now, God be thanked, we shall soon meet!" and "I would sell my soul to do it!" Jonathan is AFLAME
the delivery of the "w- for him" when van Helsing is scared they literally destroyed the boxes is so funny
oh I love the way van Helsing figures out his movements and the music as he does so
THE MUSIC AS DRACULA ARRIVES AND THEY FIGHT
so exciting kill him kill him
the slice!!!
the loot drop!!!!
again the disgust as JAck describes Dracula
I love the window breaking noise so much, not only just for itself but for what it means. Dracula is reduced to ungainly flight. he's snatching money off the floor and jumping out a window, tumbling to the ground. He's still losing money when he gets there!!!! (the ting is so good). Meanwhile Jonathan will skitter after him no problem at all
the way he says "You!" all scoffing but with a little edge to it. This whole speech. He is trying so hard to sound in charge and unbothered and terrifying and he is failing
Jonathan had no problem with the window but sadly a locked door yet again defeats him :(
Mina still finding time (and blood) to blush at descriptions of Jonathan's love for her <3
THE WAY SHE SAYS "Jonathan." so much love I cannot handle it at all
Mina speaking of pity for Dracula now... it's about herself as well of course. She is trying to sound so calm and compassionate but she is also so so so afraid here.
Jonathan's hatred for Dracula <3
"I, too, may need such pity; and that some other like you—and with equal cause for anger—may deny it to me!" Jonathan thinking well that will never happen because I will never let it.
The way she repeats "my husband". The way her voice shakes. I imagine her touching his hair as she talks about it...
The way he says "This, I know." The way he cries as he talks about how much more he loves her. I can't....
"I am not sleepy myself, though I am weary—weary to death." God, the way he says this line is agonizing. And how he gasps into his next breath... gahhhhh the way he starts to fall asleep as he writes
Mina's fear at someone in the hall is SO GOOD. And Quincey's so so so gentle "go back to bed. It's all right..." I love them so much I am crying about it, literally
oh SHIT there's music
OH YOU FUCKER YOU ABSOLUTE JACKASS
I literally tensed every single muscle in my body as I hear Dracula start to sing. Oh my GODDDDDD every line is so good and so inFURIATING holy shit the smug bastardddddd
the music is. so CHEERY. fa;lkdfjas;kdjlas god he is so delighted with himself this is. I cannot. ASJKDFLKDDJ DRACULAAAAAAAA
this song is amazing. with every single new line I. I- incredible.
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What We Came Here To Do Pt. 5
Episode 3 pt.1
A/N: Holy shit I'm so sorry this took me so goddamn long. But I'm back guys and I will be regularly (Hopefully) posting again for this story!
Summary: Y/N Kane is not doing well after getting speared but with a little help from her friends maybe she can survive this.
warning: Mentions of a knife, Surgery(?) lots of cussing, if you squint a little bit of fluff
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Everyone in camp was on edge, You were in an immense amount of pain and made it everyone’s business. Charlotte, the youngest delinquent sent to earth was having a nightmare when Clarke walked by. She crouched next to her gently shaking charlotte awake.
“Hey hey hey, shh it's okay wake up.” Charlotte jolted awake, sitting upright, shaking terribly. “Hey, it's okay to be scared. You're Charlotte, right? I'm Clarke, do you wanna talk about it?” 
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“It's my parents, they were floated…they are all I see in my dreams.” Clarke gives the young girl a sympathetic look.
“Yeah I know the feeling, but I’d like to think down here we can live past all that, start over new and live a good life.” Charlotte wipes her face.
“Do you really think so?” Clarke stands dusting off her pants.
“I'm trying to. Now try and get some actual sleep.” 
She walks to where the water is then before making her way back to the dropship. 
“Hey princess.” Finn greets. Clarke hands him a container of water before sitting down.
“I'm worried about Y/n. She had a temperature and hasn't woken up yet. If I can't get advice from my mom soon I don't know what we’re going to do.” Finn signs looking down at you.
“Yeah, It worries me as well,” he says yawning.
“You should go get some rest, I'll keep an eye on her.” Finn is reluctant but nods because he was exhausted. 
Clarke walks over to where Monty was working. 
“How’s it going, Monty?” He lets out a sad sigh. 
“Not well. The bracelets are fried before I can even try and use them.” 
Clarke rubs her face in frustration, tears threatening to spill from her eyes. Monty notices and places his hand on hers. 
“Look Clarke it’s gonna be okay.” 
“W-what if I can’t save her.” He gives Clarke's hand a firm but gentle squeeze. 
“Hey don’t think like that, negative thoughts bring negative actions. No pressure but you got this.” She takes a deep breath and nods bending down to hug him. Monty is thrown back at first but hugs her back.
“Thank you Monty” He nods into her shoulder. 
“Go get some sleep I’ll watch over her. Not like I’m gonna make any progress with these bracelets.” Clarke thankfully nods and goes to her tent. 
Monty walks over to you and sits down taking your hand in his. 
“Hey, they goober. I really need you to push through this. I know it’s for mostly selfish reasons because I don’t want you to die but also because we need you at this camp. I need your brains I know you would know how to contact the arch with these stupid bracelets. Hell if you were awake right now we’d probably have full power on this ship.” Your hand twitches a little and Monty smirks. “Cocky much.”
The next morning Finn walks into the ship and sees Monty asleep holding your hand. He goes to wake Monty but a hand stops him. 
“He was up all night watching her, Plus they are pretty precious.” Clarke chuckles. Finn smiles and looks at you for a long moment, sadness in his heart as he thought back to the first time he met you.
You came racing to the mechanic wing tripping over your feet as you call, no scream down the hall for Wick. Before you could ever watch where you were going you collided with someone both of you hitting the ground. “Jesus watch where you're going!” You rub your head and look up. 
“Sorry doofus I was in a hurry.” The boy with fluffy hair looks you up and down. 
“Who you calling doofus, doofus.” You couldn't help but giggle a little which caused the boy to smile and hold out his hand. 
“I'm Finn.” You grab his hand and give it a good shake.
“I'm Y/n” 
“So where were you going in such a hurry?” You both stand up and you do a little twirl. 
“I was going to show my best friend my new mechanics outfit!” 
“Mechanics outfit huh?” He smirks. You nod proudly. 
“I got into the program a month ago but my outfit just came.”
“Well go get 'em, tiger.”
“Finn…Finn?” Clarke waved her hand in front of his face.
“Uh sorry…” Clarke gives him a sad smile.
“We're gonna save her I have an idea., It's not a great idea and it's gonna be hard for everyone but it might actually save her. I'm going to cut out the infection.” Finn looks at Clarke a little scared. “We don't have any other option, Finn. We have to try.” He lets out a sigh before nodding.
“Okay, let's do it. I’ll wake up Monty you get what you need.”
About 45 minutes pass before Monty, Jasper, Clarke, and Finn stood around you, no one saying a word for a few minutes. Clarke is the first to speak.
“I really need you guys to make sure she doesn't move okay?” The boy's nod in agreement and Clarke takes in a deep breath before pressing the knife to your skin. Immediately You scream, jerking your body trying to get away from what was hurting you. “Hold her still!” They grab onto you tighter, watching in horror as their best friend screams.
Clarke was almost done when Bellamy comes running in.
“What the fuck are you guys doing to her?!” He didn't know when it happened but over the last few days, listening to the rest of the camp complain about You saying that they should just let you die had made him feel protective over you. So when he had gotten back from target practice with Murphy and your screams filled the camp his heart dropped to the bottom of his chest. 
“Saving her life!” Finn snapped trying to hold you still.
“She can't be saved.” Murphy says walking in behind Bellamy. Bellamy is silent for a moment and Murphy looks at him.
“You can't be serious, you really think they can save her?” Bellamy looks at Clarke.
“Do what you have to do, I’ll be crowd control.” Clarke nods at him, mentally thanking him and Murphy scoffs before Bellamy shoves him out of the dropship. 
Clarke goes back to work and soon she finishes. At some point, you passed out from the pain.
Monty and Jasper had left to take a nap so that left Clarke and Finn once again. Clarke pokes at the red moss on your open wound as she contemplated. 
“Whatever this red moss is, is clearly helping to heal her. I need to find more.” Finn nods. 
“Ill tell Monty and Jasper to watch over her, we can go on a little adventure.” 
As soon as Clarke and Finn leave, reluctantly letting Wells tag along, Bellamy walks into the dropship. 
“Hey can I can talk to her for a minute.” Monty and Jasper look at Bellamy.
“Uhh… sure want us to go outside?” Bellamy nods. They shrug and leave. Bellany takes a seat next to you and grabs your hand.
“Hey… sorry, I have visited since that night. I don't know why I'm so scared that you are gonna die but I am. I don't even know you but I feel so connected to you.” He leans down and kisses your hand. “Please don't die Y/n I need you.” He gets up and leaves not saying a word to Monty and Jasper. He leaves the camp with a hunting team, deciding he needed to kill something.
You continue to moan and scream in pain. Monty and Jasper just whisper to you and hold your hands trying to calm you down. 
Outside the drop ship, Murphy is going crazy. He stands up knife in his hand. 
“That's it, I can't take this anymore, she's fucking dead.” Mbege looks up at Murphy.
“I thought Bellamy said to leave her alone?” Murphy scoffs.
“I don't fucking care.” Octavia gets up from where she was sitting next to  Atom and books it to the dropship. 
“Murphy… he's gonna come…and kill Y/n” Monty shoots up from his seat and runs to the hatch, sitting on it just as Murphy tries to come in. 
“Jasper, Octavia get me something thing to block the hatch!” They search around as Murphy pounds on the door.
“LET ME IN MONTY SHE NEEDS TO DIE!”
“NO!” Octavia finally finds something big enough. 
“Got it, move!” She places it and the three of the watch the hatch, it moves but keeps Murphy out. 
A full day goes by before Clarke, Finn, Wells Bellamy come back with the moss and atoms dead body.
Octavia runs out there. 
“What the hell happened?!” 
“There was a fog. We all got caught in it but looks like some didn't find shelter.” Finn says sadly. 
“I'm sorry but I need to get to Y/n. Octavia, I’m so sorry.”
She nods and gives Clarke's hand a squeeze. Bellamy looks that the other delinquents.
“Get Clarke whatever she needs.”
“Jesus I was starting to think you guys died!” Jasper said exasperated. Finn sighs.
“There was a weird green fog, we did almost die.” Monty starts asking questions to which Finn answers the best he came about the fog while Clarke starts applying the red moss.
Bellamy looks at Murphy
“Anyone here besides Atom die?” Murphy does his signature scoff.
“No.”
“How's Y/n?”
“Tried to take her out but your psycho little sister and he stupid frie-” Bellamy lunges forward and grabs him by the collar.
“My what?” He says angrily.
“Your little sister.” Bellamy shoves him to the ground.
“That's what I thought, and if you ever try to lay hands on Y/n again you're done.”
~Taglist~
@gaymansruse @severa-kane @slut4bradley
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Sitp recs my beloved first of all thank you for all you for this fandom ur reclists never cease to amaze and the amount of care you put into each one is so precious we can tell u rlly love the fandom and it's creators so ty you truly are an invaluable part to this fandom <3 SECONDLY I just finished All our secrets laid bare and Fire meet gasoline two incredible(understatement)fics that I couldn't put down and I'm wondering if you have any more good post war falling in love fics, something I can sink my teeth into with the emotional rollercoaster maybe... thanks!! :)
Thank you so much anon, your message made my day! I’m so excited you enjoyed those fics, love All Our Secrets Laid Bare and Fire Meets Gasoline are epic. I’ve listed below other long reads you might enjoy - they’re all post-war and plotty - some are A+ case fics, others I chose for the emotional rollercoaster. Happy readings!
Open For Repairs by @drarrytrash (M, 35k)
After the war, Draco works at a tv repair shop and Harry breaks things. feat. sad boys in jumpers and more ABBA than is probably necessary.
Here's The Pencil, Make It Work by ignatiustrout (M, 49k)
Harry thinks "Why is Malfoy working in a coffee shop in muggle London?" is a much simpler question than, "Are you going to accept that auror offer and, if you don't, what will you do?"
Take the Air by dysonrules (M, 51k)
Someone or something is attacking Muggles and leaving them for dead. Auror Harry Potter is assigned to the case, but with his usual partner unavailable, he is stuck with the most annoying Auror ever to walk the halls of the Ministry.
The Boy Who Only Lived Twice by lettered (E, 54k)
Harry Potter is an Unspeakable. Draco Malfoy is the wizard who shagged him. Adventure! Intrigue! Secret identities, celebrities, spies! It's all right here, folks.
The Darkness Before the Dawn by Ren (E, 55k)
A mysterious creature is loose in London, stalking and killing people. Auror Harry Potter requests the help of a liaison from the Beast Division and gets saddled with Draco Malfoy. Will they be able to stop the creature before it claims more lives?
Modern Love by @tackytigerfic (E, 61k)
Harry Potter, of all people, knows that life isn’t always fair. And no one gets to be happy all of the time. But surely there’s something more—something better—than a rubbish Ministry job, and a lonely old house, and that feeling that everyone out there is doing a better job of living than Harry is.
We Are Young (I'll Carry You Home Tonight) by Femme (E, 68k)
Harry and Draco have been falling into bed on and off again since the last election five years ago, much to the amusement--and financial gain--of their circle of friends.
Timecode by Rasborealis (M, 73k)
Harry Potter has been dead for two years, and Draco would laugh in the face of anyone claiming differently. Well, anyone but Hermione Granger.
Super Rich Kids by @thusspoketrish (E, 81k)
Draco Malfoy has become disillusioned by the glitz and glamour of the scandalous lives of the Post-Second Wizarding War Pureblood Elite. Enter: one existential crisis, one group of thieving cynical friends, and several terrible, terrible decisions.
Criminal by @the-sinking-ship (E, 83k)
Things were going just fine for Draco Malfoy. He successfully conned and counted cards across Europe and America, amassing a small fortune, along with a lengthy rap sheet. That was until he made the grave mistake of returning to England for a high stakes card game and got himself caught – by Harry Potter no less.
I Am Not Who I Became by mab_di (E, 93k)
Draco left England after the trials and has travelled the world meeting wizards and Muggles from different cultures and with vastly different relationships to magic, each other, and the natural world.
A Case of You by @epitomereally (E, 97k)
Draco was doing just fine working as an Unspeakable in Paris, hanging out with his living and ghostly pals, inventing new spells, and definitely not thinking about Potter. Then, Lucius just had to break out of prison and turn his world upside down.
Who we are in the shadows by @quicksilvermaid (E, 99k)
What happens when you’re forced to become the very thing you despise? Ex-Auror Harry Potter, tossed out of the Ministry for something he had no control over, has been looking for a way back to his former life.
Chasing Dragons by @the-sinking-ship (E, 99k)
Draco can think of only one way to outclass his pleat-front-khaki-wearing politician ex, and that’s by making headlines with an obvious upgrade. And who better to upstage the cheating bastard than the Saviour of the World, Harry Potter himself?
All Missing Things (Can Be Found) by daisymondays (E, 100k)
After a drunken hook up ends badly, Harry Potter and Draco Malfoy have no intention of ever speaking again -- but when they're assigned to solve a case of young child disappearances, they have to put their past behind them.
In the Bleak Midwinter by @the-fools-errand (E, 105k) - Peaky Blinders AU
After serving in the border wars for the ever-expanding dominion of Lord Voldemort, Draco and his cousins have returned to Hogsmeade to resurrect the old Black Family name in crime.
The Paradox of Active Surrender by @korlaena (E, 108k)
When Draco shows up as a suspect in a murder case after eight years of no contact, Harry has to balance his professional life and his past friendship with Draco.
Nor All That Glisters by @sweet-s0rr0w (E, 110k)
Lonely and frustrated on house arrest, with no prospects for the future, Draco begins brewing Felix Felicis in an attempt to improve his lot. Just in the short term, of course. He isn’t a total idiot.
A Sword Laid Aside by @korlaena (E, 128k)
When Draco’s cover is blown during a deep undercover operation and the Ministry is compromised, Ron takes Draco to the only safe place he can think of—Potter.
Tales From the Special Branch by Femme (E, WIP)
When Gawain Robards asks him to form Special Branch seven-four-alpha, Harry Potter knows they'll have to work outside the confines of the law--even though they are the law.
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Hey👋 can I request ichiros fem s/o finding out ichiro is a yandere pls
Fem!s/o finding out Ichiro is a yandere
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femreader, overprotectiveness, yandere themes;;
-I think Ichiro, despite his appeal of a gold retriever boyfriend, is actually much more serious and attentive inside than it seems. So he can hide his possessiveness for a pretty long time, acting like just an overprotective guy.
-Kinda ashamed to actually admit his jealousy, so every time he found out you were hanging out with your friends he's like a sad hurted puppy, clinging to you. Warmth of your body so close lets Ichiro feel you're actually here, only here, near him.
"I'm not jealous.. Just, you know.. Spend more time with me, okay?" - he mumbled shyly, looking away as his hands pushed you closer to himself.
-Well, but this looks so cute, not really differ from other people's envy. Everyone can get kinda possessive towards their partner sometimes, so you never consider any danger here.
-There were other things that slowly started bothering you. The way Ichiro always brings out of nowhere some terrible, dirty information about any new people you meet. Well, he knows everyone in his division and even beyond this territory too, due to his job so.. All these things are actually real, don't you think? There's no need for him to lie..
"So that's why you shouldn't talk with them ever again.." - Ichiro moved closer, hugging you in some defensive hug, as if this person who you're talking about would suddenly appear out of nowhere and attack you. - "I don't want you to get into some bad company, okay?"
-The way he always gets unexpectedly pissed off when random guys on the streets try to flirt with you or just to get to know you.. Most of the time your boyfriend just scares them away with angry glares, but these stupid jerks always find time to catch you when he walks away just for a second.
"Stay away from her! She's not alone!" - with a pretty loud shot he gets between you and a surprised man who immediately steps away. There's no difference if he was some kind of pervert or actually just a simple guy, Ichiro willing to have a whole beef.
-The way you catch him at least a few times checking your phone, and especially your text. Already knowing who your closest friends are, he always tries to find out what you are talking about with them. And even when you pointed this out, he would say sorry.. But does he actually mean it?
"I'm sorry.. It's not like I don't trust you, I know you'll always be my loyal girlfriend.." - A small kiss from him didn't soothe you like usual. - "I just don't trust your friends, you know? There's something wrong with them, I tell you!"
-..Is this actually the same Ichiro you started to date some time ago? This all happened so slowly, and as you never really suspected his overprotectiveness, now it is hard to say when things get weird. Just how you get used to this so easily, and just now realized?
-But every time you tried to bring up this theme, there's immediately something happening that would distract your attention. What kind of magic! Even before you would say the reason why you want to talk, It's like Ichiro knows when you have another topic or when exactly this one, and always gets away with it.
-The only thing he can do now is to keep being just a good, cheerful boyfriend who's just a little bit overprotective. But you're not that naive and can connect the dots. You found out, and you know. And he knows that you know. But while it's not said out loud, it means everything alright? That means you would run away from his possessiveness, that you would keep being his loyal, precious girlfriend..?
"Sh, don't talk, s/o.." - the warmth of his embrace is so luring, blinding you in the face of danger. - "Just hold me tight, like this.. I don't want you to go away."
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Yandere! Ichiro with NB! darling
-Yandere! Demon King! Ichiro with angel! NB! reader (pt.1; pt.2)
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Birthday Blues
Summary: Raise your hand if you've ever felt terrible on or near your birthday before. Well, I sure hope I'm not the only one. You were doing pretty well this year, until now. But as your birthday nears and you glimpse at something on Chan's phone you probably shouldn't have, guilt and paranoia begin to consume you until you can't bear it anymore. But luckily for you, you have a loving boyfriend who's got more than birthday plans up his sleeve.
WC: 1.5k
Established relationship, depictions of anxiety, light hurt and comfort.
A/N: This is the second part of a birthday gift for @bitchlessdino!!! NANA BELOVED I'M SORRY FOR MAKING THIS SAD I HOPE THE ENDING WAS CUTE ENOUGH TO MAKE UP FOR IT </3333 You can find the first half of her gift here!
Buzz. 
You groaned, turning over in bed and pulling the blanket over your head to stay as comfortable as you can. You don’t know what time it was, but it was too early to be awake and you didn’t want to be. You just hoped that whatever was causing the noise would stop soon. 
Buzz. Buzz. Buzz. 
You realize after a while that someone’s phone kept going off next to you, and if it was yours you were going to fling it at a wall. Or, more realistically, put it on Do Not Disturb mode so you can get more precious sleep. But as the phone kept buzzing with notifications, you finally gave up the battle against wakefulness and pulled the blanket off your head.
It wasn’t a bad sight to wake up to, the soft sunlight filtering in through the curtains as Chan snored next to you. You blearily looked over at the phone that was still buzzing at you, annoyed to see that it was Chan’s phone that was buzzing and not yours. Oh well, you guess you can’t throw it at a wall today, but you could still silence it. Leave it to him to be able to sleep through all the noise, even as his phone sat charging next to him. It should’ve been a quick thing to do, to turn on the phone and press a few buttons before leaving it again. But you made the mistake of allowing yourself to glance at the messages as they flew by, Chan’s very large friend group chat enjoying (or suffering from) a boom in activity. You could barely read what the messages said with how fast they moved, but all you could glimpse at was your name being mentioned a few times and something about a birthday. Even in your sleep deprived state, you could connect the dots. Chan and his friends were planning something for your birthday, which was very soon according to your calendar, and now you were curious about their plans. 
But just as you were about to unlock Chan’s phone for a sneak peek, he started shifting in bed, a sure sign that he would be waking up soon. So you quickly turned on the toggle for Do Not Disturb and snuggled against Chan’s arm right as he started yawning and stretching. But you couldn’t stop the pounding of your heart at almost being caught looking at something private, and you could feel it starting to gnaw at you before you decided to push the feeling away. 
“G’mornin’.” He mumbled sleepily, pulling you into his embrace and half laying on you.
“Good morning to you too.” You grunt at the sudden weight on you. “Your friend’s group chat is blowing up your phone again, and I had to silence it because it was bothering me.” 
“Aw, I’m sorry it was bothering you.” Chan consoled, kissing you lightly on the forehead. “Maybe keeping my sound notifications on at night wasn’t a good idea.”
“Yeah, no kidding. Who even keeps sound notifications on for their phone anyways?” You teased. 
“I’m a heavy sleeper, it doesn’t bother me so it’s never been a problem for me before.” He whined at you, burying his face in your neck.
“Yeah, but you’re not living by yourself anymore, I’m here too now. So you can’t charm your way out of this one, now move I need to get up.”
“You’re so mean to me, I'm not making you breakfast then!”
“Then I’ll make my own.” You stuck out your tongue at Chan as you successfully shove him off to get ready for the day. “It’s not my fault my boyfriend is weird and has sound notifications on.”
“Hey! You’re being mean to your boyfriend! I think you should apologize to him with a kiss.”
“Only after he brushes his teeth.” You laugh at him over your shoulder as you go. 
Chan still makes breakfast for you both even as he continues pouting at you. But you give him all the kisses he asks for in return, so you think you’re even. But even as you both go about your days, you still can’t take what you saw off your mind. Part of you was excited to see what Chan and his friends had planned for you, but you still felt a little guilty for trying to look at his phone without him knowing. So you mentally agreed with yourself that you would leave it alone, let them plan in peace.
It was easier said than done though, the days passing by at a sluggish pace even if it was the same in every other aspect. And the guilt of seeing something you probably shouldn’t have was beginning to eat away at you even more now, despite your continued efforts to try and brush it off. The more you pushed the feeling away, the more ingrained it became in your consciousness, to the point where it constantly plagued your mind now. 
Chan noticed you getting antsy about it, you were impatient and nervous about something even if he couldn’t quite pinpoint what it was. He mulled over the possible sources of your anxiety, he wouldn’t just leave you to suffer in your own feelings if he could help it. Work seemed okay for you, he wasn’t having any problems with you as far as he knew… But maybe it was time to ask you, just in case.
The night before your birthday, he sat down with you on the couch in your living room, thumb smoothing over the back of your hand in an attempt to reassure you. He knew that this might not have been the best time to ask you about this, but he wanted you to have a good birthday and if he could alleviate any of your stress then he would gladly try to do so.
“Hey, I noticed you’ve been acting really anxious lately, is everything okay?” Chan asked gently, trying to meet your gaze. 
You kept your eyes averted from his though, unable to bring yourself to look at him properly. You hated the fact that you couldn’t let go of your feelings, and now you feel like you’re making Chan worry about you for no reason. “I…” You trailed off, gripping his hand tightly in yours as you tried to compose your thoughts. “I’m sorry. You know how I told you that I was trying to shut off your phone’s sound notifications when they were bothering me a while ago? Well, I think I might’ve- no, I definitely saw something I didn’t mean to in the process. And I know it’s something really small, but I also feel bad because I got so curious that I almost wanted to look at the messages on your phone properly to figure out what your friends were going to do about my birthday. I know I shouldn’t have, and I didn’t know how to tell you this.”
Chan sighed softly before pulling you into a tight hug, rubbing your back. “Hey, it’s okay. It’s as you said, it’s not that bad. I’m not upset about it. And I appreciate you telling me this now. If you don’t mind me asking, how much did you see?”
“Not very much, just passing mentions of my name and something about my birthday. I… realize now that this really wasn’t a lot to get worked up over, was it?”
“Even if it was, your feelings about this still matter. I really wanted to keep this a surprise for you, but if it’s affecting you this much, then I don’t mind telling you.” 
“No! It’s okay.” You quickly reassure him, pulling back to properly meet his gaze now. “You and all your friends probably spent so much time working on this, whatever it is, and I won’t ruin it now just because I was getting paranoid over something small. I trust you, and I always will. I’m feeling a lot better now that I got to talk to you, so now I know I can celebrate my birthday tomorrow with a lighter heart. Thank you so much for being here for me, even when I’m being silly.”
Chan shook his head firmly at your last remark. “You weren’t being silly at all. But I will always be here for you too. And I will put the same amount of trust in you as you do in me. Now come on, we have a big day tomorrow so let’s get plenty of rest.”
You laughed lightly as Chan gently pulled you up from the couch, taking your hand to lead you to your shared bathroom so you could start your nightly routines. The domesticity of your actions didn’t escape your notice, especially the way Chan would make silly faces at you in the mirror while brushing his teeth. No matter what your birthday held in store for you the next day, you knew that you had everything you could ever want with you right now. And despite all the worry that plagued you for the past few days, you knew now that you could sleep with a smile. At least until Chan wakes you up at midnight to obnoxiously sing ‘happy birthday’ into your ear. But it’s the kind of rude awakening you would gladly embrace. 
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