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angelathewitch · 3 years

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Okay I just finished the ACOTAR series for the first time and I have so many thoughts so I'm gonna write them down.

Also I have not looked at any fan theories or been a part of this fandom very much so all these headcannons are straight from the noggin:

Literally what the fuck is tamlin doing.

Okay getting this out of the way cause its a hot topic. Azriel is my baby I love him but

I would have mixed feelings about him being with both gwyn and Elaine. I love the idea of Elaine being azriels sunshine he deserves light in his life (also their scene in ACOSF had me ejdjbdksks) but also all three bat boys being with all 3 sisters rubs me the wrong way idk.

Gwyn is amazing because she's a badass bitch and if azriel doesn't snatch that up I will. I feel like azriel almost gets bulldozed over by the other bat boys (like he will do the dirty work only because he feels inferior) And I want gwyn to help him stand up for himself.

Gwyn is an adult jfc. I'd be more worried about her trauma.

I am totally a elucien shipper I'm SORRY lucien deserves the world

But at the same time I would totally understand if Elaine couldn't forgive him for his involvement in the cauldron business. That shit was wack. I just want this relationship to be the biggest, most "period drama esqe" slowburn.

I have very mixed feelings about lucien. On one hand lucien has never had a home and when tamlin took him in I can see how that loyalty blurred the lines of right and wrong. But at the same time lucien messed up MANY times where the archeon sisters are concerned.

Nesta deserved her kick in the ass because it was needed. She did not deserve everyone to be a little bitch to her. It felt like feyre was the only one who wanted her rehabbed for nestas sake. I definitely would have preferred Nesta to hit rock bottom and choose recovery for herself (cause alcoholism and things can only be truly solved through self help) Everyone else was uncharacteristically nonempathetic. Idk how Cassian could be okay with her treatment after they mated.

I'm still digesting Rhys and nestas relationship. I like that they don't like each other for most of ACOSF. Nestas reasons for treating feyre poorly are valid, but not excuses. The feyre, Nesta, and rhys relationship thing is weird cause I see all sides. I need more feyre and Nesta bonding they always get interrupted.

I HATE what SJM did to Mors character. What the fuck is up with mor not liking Nesta. Maybe we will get an explanation in the next book but I feel like mor was set up to be a great LGBT character with himbo allies but SJM just dropped her off a cliff. Big mad.

However I do want eris and mor to end up together. Not necessarily romantically, but I want them to have it out and I want eris to support mor. Kinda want them to be mates. Kinda want eris to be gay as well. Kinda want them to get married and them have consorts.

WHY does everyone treat feyre like a porcelain doll when the IC has more collective trauma than anyone else in this universe. Don't get me wrong I'm all about the hurt/comfort but it was so inconsistently written LOL. When the IC was telling their stories the first night they met and then feyre told hers I cackled like sorry but she is a baby

Rhys's trauma is just as recent as feyres... yeah he's a lot older and seasoned but oh my GOD he was consistently assaulted for 49 years. Feyre does very little to comfort him. Idk I feel like it was SO glossed over.

Like in ACOWAR feyre admits that amaranthas hatred wasn't personal it was general, unlike Tamlins hatred. But amarantha and rhys had multiple personal vendettas against each other. Like his amarantha is vaguely feyres tamlin. Rhys didn't even get to kill amarantha. His trauma is untapped. Rhys is the main character feyre is the love interest idc

Idk what yall say rhys is my baby my lovebug my everything. He's got his flaws but you can't love Nesta and hate him at the same time without being a lil hypocritical

But he's fucked in the head for thinking he was justified in drugging feyre every night for 2 months. Almost more mad about that than the SA (I dont really blame Rhys since it is not cannon to me. SJM just messed up 😌 it was so out of character) did he ever really apologize for that??

ALSO I know smj wanted to write like #consentking but half of what he allowed was so unnecessarily dangerous (like the first AND second weaver encounter- if my SO ran off in the middle of a battle to track down a mysterious creature when the task could have been done after the battle I would have be livid. Mor was justified in being mad.)

I'm so mad rhys didn't flatten tamlin during the high lord meeting. Either it will happen in the future or I will burn these books.

THE BAT BOYS HAVE CONNONICALLY BEEN IN THE SAME ROOM WHILE HAVING SEX. the foursomes in my head gets clearer by the day

I HATE the fact that rhys almost had an existential crisis over feyre being so young when she found her mate and not having "lived" and THEN GETS HER PREGNANT??? Are you kidding me. I'm so mad. I don't wanna deal with babies. I hate babies.

But I DO have a fun headcannon that since the bone carver is a death-god or whatever he KNEW nyx wouldn't survive and that is why he appeared as him. Also when the bone carver offered to take feyres first born in exchange for help rather than the oroboughs I think that was also foreshadowing. The only reason nyx survived was because of Nesta and the bone carver had trouble seeing the cauldron.

((Maybe nyx should have died during the birth idk))

Literally I would have enjoyed ACOSF if instead of the pregnancy feyre was busy looking for bryaxis. Literally what happened to him. Wtf

I know the plot armor is crazy thick around the IC but it would have been nice if one of them died. Well, not nice, but more believable. Maybe thats why nyx should have died. Lol I need therapy.

FREAKING HEADCANNON: the archeon sisters are partially fae. Their mom was definitely a descendant and that's why all three sisters have mates. It was hinted that the sisters had mated because they were powerful and cauldron made but Cassian and rhys could feel the pull before the sisters were turned.

Tarquin is the hottest high lord

The whole blood rite thing was stupid. I would have loved if it was spread out over a longer period of time but it was so unrealistic

You know we all love a good #girlboss🤢 moment but the whole valkarie thing seemed 1. Out of no where 2. Really quickly forced (ACOSF should have been like 2 books) 3. If emerie and mor get together life=complete

The inner circle and ther archeon sisters would not get along if they weren't mated to like 50% of the gang

They're too whiny

It's so weird that the mating bond can only be felt by guys??? Lol wut

Okay I know this is a complicated subject but having LGBTs in a universe with mates based in evolutionary advantage seems more homophobic than having a universe without LGBTs LOL. Like their connection can't be as deep cause they can't procreate?? I did like that SJM made up for it a little by saying not all mates are complementary souls.

Hybern was so powerful and for WHAT. I don't understand

Vassa, lucien, and jurian being a trio is so weird 😐

I WANT A NOVELLA ON THE STORY OF AMREN AND VARIAN. They are my otp. If anyone has made it this far and knows of some good amren and varian fanart pls let me know

Okay that is all for now thank you if you read down to here xoxo gossip girl.

P. S. Also I am starting throne of glass and am having a hard time getting into it. Can anyone vouch for this series please I'm conflicted.

Edit: omg I was zooted when I wrote this and didn't realize my phone autocorrected cassian to Caspian RIP

#acotar #acosf #acosf spoilers #elucien #gwynriel #azriel #pro nesta #a court of thorns and roses #a court of war and ruin #a court of frost and starlight #a court of silver flames #a court of mist and fury

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inevitably-johnlocked · 4 years

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Hi :) I... really wanna read a fanfic or two but I can't find one I vibe with xD So... do you know one that's not too long (around 100k words maybe), has hurt and comfort, smut (am I allowed to ask about that?? Ahhhh) and a happy ending? Top!lock would be a bonus but it's not necessary. And if it's a nice AU (like... any kind but no crossovers pls), it would be perfect! :D By the way, I found your blog only a few hours ago and I already feel really comfy and Idk, kinda at home here ^-^

Hi Nonny!!!

Welcome to my corner of the Tumblrsphere!!! I’m so happy you’ve found me, LOL, because I love all my followers and friends! <3

First of all, I think it’s super cute that “not too long” to you is “around 100K” LOL LOL LOL!!! <3 That said, I’d argue all my fic recs are fabulous, LOL. But again, I’m stupidly proud of the wonderful lists I’ve accumulated, because it satisfies my organization kink LOL. And yes, you’re ALWAYS allowed to ask for smut here LOL.

ANYWAY, so I’m gonna use this ask as an excuse to post up a long-overdue part two to my 50 to 100K fic list! But first, here’s some past lists for the genres you’re looking for:

FIC MASTER PAGES: PG1 || PG 2 || PG 3

Toplock (Mar 2020)

Omegaverse

Please Check PG 3 for all my AU fic lists. There’s a lot :)

Hurt / Comfort Pt. 1: Under 5K Words

Hurt / Comfort Pt. 2: 5K to 10K Words

Fandom Favourites / Popular Fics

I hope those will get you started! So now, here’s the main event!! Hope you enjoy them!

50 - 100 K WORDS Pt. 2 (Novel Length)

See also:

Fics Under 2000 w.

Fics Under 2000 w. Pt. 2

Fics Under 2000 w. Pt. 3

E-Rated Johnlock for Newcomers Pt 1 (Short Fics under 20K)

Novella Length Fics: 25 to 50K (Aug. 2019)

Novel Length Fics: 50 to 100K (Nov. 2018)

Novel Length Fics: 100K+ w. (May 2019)

Long S3/Post-S3 Fics (20K+ w.) [Apr 2020]

Top 20 Fave 40K+ w. Fics (April 2017)

Smut-Free Fics Over 50K (Aug 2019)

The Four Horsemen of the Apocalypse by SilentAuror (E, 50,635 w., 1 Ch. || Post-S4/S4 Divergence, Case Fic, For a Case / Reverse Fake-Relationship, Conferences, Marriage Equality, Travelling / New York, Pride, Homophobia, Bottomlock, Marriage Proposal, John POV, Sexuality, Love Confessions, Emotional Love Making, Public Hand Jobs, Blow Jobs, Passionate Kissing, Needy/Clingy Sherlock, Virgin Sherlock, Touching / Hand Holding, Bed Sharing, Little Spoon Sherlock, Intense Orgasms) – John and Sherlock go to New York to attend a conference run by the National Defence of Traditional Marriage Coalition in order to investigate the potential bombing of the annual Manhattan Pride parade. As the conference unfolds, John finds himself repulsed by the toxic ideology being presented, which becomes relevent to his own unacknowledged issues and his friendship with Sherlock...

Repairing the Broken Things by BakerTumblings (M, 75,252 w., 15 Ch. || S4 Compliant, Angst, Hurt/Comfort, Medical Trauma, Hospitals, Big Brother Mycroft, Misunderstandings, Realizations, Severe Accident, John Whump, Pneumonia, Medical Procedures, Bed Sharing, First Time, Healing, Happy Ending) – "I'm calling today to notify you that there's been an accident."

Points by lifeonmars (E, 53,791 w., 42 Ch. || PODFIC AVAILABLE || HLV Rewrite / Canon Divergence, Married Life, Pregnancy / Baby Watson, Drinking to Cope, Boxing / Fisticuffs, Clueless John, Angst, Minor Medical Drama, Tattoos, Christmas, First Kiss/Time, Eventual Happy Ending, Love Confessions, Doctor John, Sexuality Crisis, Slow Burn, Case Fic, Drugging, Blow/Hand Job, Emotional Love Making, Parenthood, Passage of Time) – What if His Last Vow never happened? This fic picks up a few months after John and Mary's wedding, in an alternate universe where Magnussen doesn't exist, but Mary is still pregnant. Life continues -- just in a different direction. And slowly, Sherlock and John find their way to each other.

Never Change a Running System by Lorelei_Lee (E, 54,246 w. || Pre-TRF, Romance, Humour, Drama, Sex Toys, Anal, Rimming, Masturbation, Frottage, Blow Jobs, Public Sex, First Kiss / Time, Virgin Sherlock / Loss of Virginity, Accidental Voyeurism, Unresolved Sexual Tension, Experiments, Naive Sherlock, Pining Sherlock, Jealous Sherlock, Possessive Sherlock, Straight With an Exception John, Hand Jobs) – Sherlock discovers his sexuality – with far-reaching consequences for John.

A Hundred Crimson Sols by elldotsee (E, 55,536 w. || Astronauts AU || Mars Exploration / Space Travel, Slow Burn, Shy Sherlock, Scientist Sherlock / Biomed Engineer John, Alternating POV, Mutual Pining, UST, Angst with Happy Ending, Domestic Fluff, Hurt/Comfort, Injuries, Suicidal Ideation, Zero-G Sex) – Will Holmes is a chemical researcher recognized widely for his contributions to the new Mars exploration program. Thanks to his ground-breaking developments, the IMMC (International Mars Mission Corporation) is one step closer to Martian colonization. Will and his team of scientists are headed out on the first of three manned missions before the first group of settlers arrive. Three days before launch, one of the crew has to be replaced. Will panics because...new people. The replacement is of course one John Watson, biomedical engineer and space hottie who was pretty sure he had retired from actual space exploration and was now content to work in the nice, quiet research lab. Can the crew survive this TOTALLY ROUTINE trip? Will they be able to endure each other for the looooooong trip in close quarters? Gonna be a wild ride... prepare for blast off. Part 1 of the SpaceBois go to Space series

The Thing Is by TSylvestris (E, 56,743 w. || Case Fic, Dev. Rel., Anal/Oral, Blow Jobs, Meddling Mycroft, Drama, Romance, Humour, Casual Encounters, Pining Idiots, Possessive Sherlock, Orgasm Delay, Rough / Alley Sex, Public Sex, John Whump, Drugged John, Emotional Love Making, Awkward Relationship, Marriage of Convenience, Switchlock) – The problem with living with Sherlock, John thought, was that you never, never, ever knew the significance of anything. Like your flatmate's nose buried in your hair. Whilst you're in bed. Part 1 of Nitroglycerine

One Little Change by jadztone (E, 58,312 w. || ASiB Divergence, Fake Relationship, Bed Sharing, Mutual Pining, Friends to Lovers, First Kiss / Time, Anal Sex, Blow Jobs, Bi John / Gay Demisexual Sherlock, Switchlock, Alternating POV, Jealousy, Misunderstandings, Case Fic, Angst with Happy Ending, Emotional Love Making, Butt Plugs, Cuddles) – Our story begins right after John and Sherlock's first meeting with Irene Adler in September. It splits off into an AU that imagines them taking a case where they act as bait to hook a killer targeting closeted gays in secret relationships. In the weeks leading up to Christmas, many things happen that have our boys wondering if maybe they have a chance with each other. Then Irene fakes her death on Christmas Eve, and things get a lot more complicated - especially since they still have a killer to catch.

floating through a dark blue sky by Lediona (M, 58,966 w. || Notting Hilll AU || POV John, Celebrity Sherlock, First Date / Time / Kiss, Past Drug Addiction, Angst with a Happy Ending) – Of course, I’d seen his films and always thought he was, well, brilliant -- but, you know, a million miles from the world I live in. Or, when John is the owner of a travel book shop and the famous Sherlock Holmes stops in one day.

The Burning by SrebrnaFH (M, 60,658 w. || Reverse Reichenbach, Suicide, Depression, Hurt Sherlock / John, Separation, BAMF John, Good Big Brother Mycroft, Angst, Implied/Referenced Torture, Fake Character Death, Rescue Mission, Reconciliation / Reunion, Hospitalization, Marriage Proposal, Illnesses, Physical Therapy, Happily Ever After) – Something went very, very wrong. John had seemed, if not happy, then reasonably content with his life. Sherlock had never predicted something like THIS might have happened. Not in his worst nightmares. He was the lousiest friend ever, apparently. At least Mycroft found him something to occupy his mind with, so that he didn't have to go back to 221B and stare at the walls and the chair, where John Watson would never sit again.

This Thing All Things Devours by cypress_tree (E, 63,844 w., 15 Ch. || In Time AU || Science Fiction, Dystopian Universe, First Meetings, Action / Adventure, Romance) – In 2169, time is money—literally. Humans are genetically engineered to stop aging at 25, when the numbers on their arm start counting down from one year. When that time is up, they die. The only way to get more time is to earn it, borrow it, or steal it.John Watson lives day-to-day in the crowded slums of Zone 13. He never imagined living any differently—until he meets the practically-immortal Sherlock, and helps him on a case to track a local time-thief...

The Bells of King's College by SilentAuror (E, 64,019 w., 5 Ch. || Post-S4, Missed Opportunities, Angst with Happy Ending, Fake Relationship, Case Fic, John POV, Jealous John, John in Denial, Travelling / Holidays, Virgin Sherlock, Wedding Proposals) – It's only been two weeks since Eurus Holmes disrupted their lives when Mycroft sends John and Sherlock to Cambridge to pose as an engaged couple at a wedding show in the hopes of solving six unsolved deaths...

Hell Sent, Heaven Bound by ConsultingHound (M, 64,381 w, 16 Ch. || Angels / Demons AU || Fallen Angel Sherlock / Angel Cop John, Alternate First Meeting, Slow Burn, Case Fic, John & Lestrade are Friends Before Sherlock, BAMF John, Mind Palace John, Friends to Lovers, John in Denial, Sherlock Picks Out John’s Clothing, Clubbing / Dancing, Mildly Jealous John, Awkwardness, Kidnapping, Sherlock’s Mind Palace, Sacrifice, Worried / Anxious Sherlock, Angst with Happy Ending, Immortal to Mortal) – Ex-War healer and current angelic guard John Watson is not having the best day. He overslept, he’s underpaid, and now there’s someone tagging the Council’s building walls. However things may be about to get interesting: there’s an unusual stranger hanging around (the definition of tall, dark, and handsome), a literal underground cult is brewing, and rumblings are coming from hell. Can he keep his neighbourhood safe, how and why is he being connected to all this, and who the hell is Sherlock Holmes?

White Knight by DiscordantWords (M, 69,840 w., 13 Ch. || S4 Compliant/Post S4, Marriage For a Case, Jealous John, Pining John, Janine / Sherlock Fake Relationship, Serial Killers, Case Fic, Undercover as a Couple, Weddings, John is a Mess, Misunderstandings, Wedding Planning, Jealousy, Drunkenness, Love Confessions, Angst with Happy Ending) – Green. The word green was used to convey a great many things. Illness. Envy. Inexperience. Standing there amidst Janine's chattering bridesmaids, watching Sherlock furrow his brow and study fabric swatches, watching him smile and simper and flirt, John thought it a remarkably apt colour choice. Because he felt quite sick to his stomach, he feared the source of said sickness might very well be jealousy, and he had absolutely no idea at all what to do about it. Or: Sherlock needs to fake a relationship for a case. He doesn't ask John.

Being John Watson-ish by elwinglyre (E, 69,902 w., 17 Ch. || Bodysnatcher AU || Author John, Cranky Sherlock, Angst, Sexual Tension, First Kiss / Time, Falling in Love, BAMF John, Past Soldier John, Feelings, Inside Someone’s Brain, Shy Sherlock, Sherlock Loves John, POV Sherlock, Switchlock, Slow Burn, Internal Dialogue, Mental Turmoil) – When consulting detective Sherlock Holmes steps on one toe too many at a crime scene, he's consigned to a desk job in an archaic office on the seventh-and-a-half floor of the New Scotland Yard. It’s in this bleak office that Sherlock discovers a portal into the mind of renowned author John Watson. Grander than his mind palace, this new wonderland affords Sherlock new vistas of experimentation. To learn more about the mystery behind the portal, Sherlock seeks out and befriends Watson. But then it all goes wrong when others find the secret portal door—including the man whose brain he visits.

Just To Hold You Close by sussexbound (E, 70,841 w., 18 Ch. || Alternate First Meeting, Sherlock POV, ASD Sherlock, PTSD John, Demisexual Sherlock, Bisexual John, Cuddling/Snuggling, Platonic Cuddling, Enthusiastic Consent, Bed Sharing, Love Confessions, First Kiss/Time, Sexual Tension, Emotional Hurt/Comfort, Cuddle Negotiations, For a Case Until It Isn’t, Hair Petting, Sexual Negotiation, Anxiety, Trust Issues, Slow Burn, Panic Attacks, Frottage, Hand/Blow Jobs, Referenced Self Harm / Abuse / Suicidal Ideation, First Kiss/Time, Anal) – When a woman is murdered and the last person to see her alive is recently invalided army vet turned reluctant (and prickly) professional cuddler, John Watson, Sherlock Holmes is pulled into a world of intimacy and intrigue he never could have imagined. John is a conundrum and mystery: frank yet reserved, tender yet angry, open yet afraid. Sherlock is instantly drawn into his orbit, and begins to feel and desire things he never has before.

The Vapor Variant by 88thParallel (M, 72,684 w., 18 Ch. || PODFIC AVAILABLE || Post-THoB, John Whump, Protective Sherlock, Guilty Sherlock, Anxious/Worried Sherlock, Virgin Sherlock, Angst with Happy Ending, Hurt/Comfort, PTSD John, Slow Burn, Mutual Pining, Suspense, Virus, Sickfic, Big Brother Mycroft) – They stood face to face in the middle of a clearing. The dim light of the moon barely allowed Sherlock to see the glassy terror in John’s eyes and the sweat that glistened off his forehead. His nose was bleeding again, blood dripping in a slow stream from his right nostril. They were both gasping for air, John’s eyes locked on Sherlock’s. There was no recognition there, just wild animal fear. Time stood still for an eternal few seconds, and Sherlock took a shaky breath. “John—”Spell broken, John spun and bolted back into the woods. Still heaving for air, Sherlock took off after him.

Summit Fever by J_Baillier (M, 78,802 w., 18 Ch. || Mountain Climber AU || POV John, Angst, Tragedy, Suicidal Ideation, The Himalayas, Mountain Guide / Doctor John, Mount Climber Sherlock, Loneliness, Drama, Suspense, Slow Burn, Injured Sherlock / Sherlock Whump, Pining John) – After graduating from medical school, John Watson followed his heart to the Himalayas. Ten years later, he's a haunted cynic working for his ex-lover's trekking and mountaineering company. Will leading an expedition to Annapurna I—the most lethal of all the world's highest mountains—shake John out of his reverie, and who is the mystery client added to the group at the last minute?

The Monument of Memory by J_Baillier (M, 79,663 w., 14 Ch. || Post S4 Fix It Fic / S4 is Canon, Angst, Family Drama, Guilt, Case Fic, John Loves Sherlock, Complicated Feelings, Mentalism / Hypnosis, Murder, Grieving John, Sherlock is a Bit Not Good, Team Work, Trust Issues, BAMF John, Psychological Trauma, Protective John, Autistic-Spectrum Sherlock, Parentlock, John POV) – A genius traumatised by a past he's only beginning to recall. The psychopath sister that time forgot. A missing woman and a mentalist who may or may not be a murderer. And, in the middle of it all, stands John Watson.

Thermocline by J_Baillier (M, 83,557 w., 14 Ch. || Scuba Diving AU || Adventure, Angst, Hurt/Comfort, Marine Archaeology, Asexual Sherlock, Horny John, Relationship Drama, Technical/Scuba/Wreck Diving, Slow Burn, Underwater / Medical Peril, Doctor John, Hurt Sherlock, Anxious Sherlock, John POV, Protective John, Body Appreciation) – John "Five Oceans" Watson — technical dive instructor, dive accident analyst and weapon of mass seduction — meets recluse professor of maritime archaeology Holmes. As they head out to a remote archipelago off the coast of Guatemala to study and film its shipwrecks for a documentary, will sparks fly or fizzle out?

The Summer Boy by khorazir (T, 94,706 w., 6 Ch. || Post S3/Post TAB/Alternate S4, Friends to Lovers, Flashbacks, Sussex, Bullying, 1980′s Kid Sherlock, Emotional Hurt/Comfort, Inexperienced Sherlock, Grief/Mourning, Pining Sherlock, Background Case Fic) – About half a year after the fateful events at Appledore, Sherlock and John embark on a private case in Sussex. For Sherlock, it’s a journey into his past, bringing up memories both happy and sad that he has locked away for almost thirty years. For John, it means coming to terms with the present – and a potential future with Sherlock. Part 1 of the The Summer Boy series

Northwest Passage by Kryptaria (E, 95,157 w., 27 Ch. || PODFIC AVAILABLE || Canadian AU || BAMF!John, Canadian John, PTSD, Anal / Oral Sex, Rimming, Emotional Hurt / Comfort, Drug Rehab, Falling in Love, Pining Sherlock, Love Confessions, Sherlock’s Violin, Panic Attacks, Switching, Anxious / Protective Sherlock, Hugs for Comfort, Suicide Mentions, Healing Each Other) – Seven years ago, Captain John Watson of the Canadian Forces Medical Service withdrew from society, seeking a simple, isolated life in the distant northern wilderness of Canada. Though he survives from one day to the next, he doesn't truly live until someone from his dark past calls in a favor and turns his world upside-down with the introduction of Sherlock Holmes." Part 1 of Tales from the Northwest

31_Days_of_Porn_Challenge_2017 Series by distantstarlight (E, 96,540 w. across 31 stories || Prompt Ficlets, Assorted Kinks, PWP) – A collection in response to the 31 Days of Porn Challenge issued by AtlinMerrik! Thanks for doing that because this has been buttload of fun (that joke never gets old). All stories will be brief stand-alone one-shots.

The Baker Street Nativity by SwissMiss (E, 99,662 w., 23 Ch. || Nativity! AU || Teacher Sherlock / TA John, Pining, Sherlock POV, UST, Angst, Christmas, Music/Song Fic, Anal / BJ’s, First Kiss / Time) – Fusion between Sherlock (BBC) and Nativity! (2009 movie starring Martin Freeman). Sherlock is a primary school teacher and John is assigned to be his classroom assistant. Together, they are charged with putting on the school's Nativity play. What could possibly go wrong? Part 1 of The Baker Street Nativity Verse

Given In Evidence by verityburns (M, 97,884 w., 19 Ch. || PODFIC AVAILABLE || Post-TRF, Angst, Drama, Case Fic, Romance, BAMF!John, Submissive Sherlock, First Kiss, Humour) – Coming back from the dead can be a complicated business. With a new case on the horizon, rebuilding a life is one thing... rebuilding a friendship quite another. For Sherlock and John, things may never be just the same...

#steph replies #johnlock fic recs #my fic recs #long fics #50 to 100k #Anonymous #fic rec wednesday #e-rated fics

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bounce-a-coin-off-your-witcher · 4 years

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okay okay okay listen. listen. Grease!AU except instead of Sandy and the dude, it's Rizzo and her man. Jaskier in the Rizzo role, but instead of pregnancy it's his inheritance being threatened because his parents don't like Geralt, and Geralt decides that dammit he loves Jaskier too much to lose him to family drama and so instead of gleefully yelling "I'M NOT PREGNANT" Jaskier yells "I'M IN THE WILL" or something idk I just love the thought of Jaskier singing "There Are Worse Things I Could Do"

This is a Very Complicated prompt and I am too high to deal with all of it right now but I am saving it for later.

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tandv · 3 years

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What are your thoughts on Toni this season?

I have mixed feelings if I’m being entirely honest.

On one hand I am so so happy for Vanessa for having the screen time she deserved to have from the start.

On the other I’m not entirely satisfied with every choice being made?

I know timing is the real issue here but Toni being pregnant really doesn’t add anything to the plot presently. And I know it’ll be a bigger thing as early as next week, but if she wasn’t pregnant as the show presently stands it would not change anything narratively at all. Some scenes you legitimately cannot even tell she is pregnant.

When it was confirmed Toni would be pregnant in the show I guess I expected it to be more of a thing? I know she’s been preoccupied with other things and that I don’t mind. I really was afraid the baby thing would be her only storyline and I am glad it’s not. I truly am. I just wasn’t a fan of the pregnancy being written in in the first place.

I can’t really judge what will happen with the baby situation in the future but for now it’s just kind of underwhelming tbh. The only references to it have been Archie making a comment about it because he clearly noticed the bump, and then Toni mentioning it to Cheryl and in the same breath suggesting they could be girlfriends again.

Which is another part I’m not entirely fond of. I guess I thought the two would be more in the same camp as the other high school couples? I thought they’d have more independence from each other than they do.

And I know that sounds stupid because clearly they’re not heavily involved. I just mean that I thought Cheryl would have her own life and wouldn’t be someone Toni needed to “save” again.

It is entirely in character for Toni to see someone she cares about being in pain and not living a fulfilling and happy life. That makes sense.

It’s just not any different to who they were 3 episodes ago. Their entire dynamic has relied heavily on Toni needing to support Cheryl and make her life better.

Like it doesn’t feel good to me.

I know that dynamic is going to change now. But I hated that it even started that way.

They hadn’t seen each other in a while and Toni without hesitation was just like “oh we could be together now if you want”

Like ok. You have a whole baby in the oven and you live entirely separate lives but that makes total sense.

And speaking of the baby again. I think I’m in the minority here because I’m not a fan of the surrogacy theory? Idk I just don’t think a baby really even belongs in the show given the history of how they treat babies lol. And if Vanessa wasn’t pregnant this wouldn’t have been a storyline at all either way. So it’s still something that just feels like kinda lazy writing.

And I get that it’s easier to write in a pregnancy instead of hiding her behind desks and bags and camera angles.

I just don’t know how a baby will fit in in general?

If it is Kevin and Fangs’ baby. Then that means the show can have a pass to just be lazy and not give kangs anything outside of that. They’ll just be the background gays with a baby. No more effort needed to work toward their future or whatever else the other couples will get to do in the forefront of their storylines.

If it is Toni’s then that adds the whole complication of what happens when her and Cheryl eventually reconcile? Will they just be the same as they were in high school? Leaving the kid with a senile old lady and being inconvenienced by the child when they wanna have sex or have fun? Like. What does a baby add to their future relationship when it didn’t work out the first time story wise.

But also low key adds to the biphobic trope of sapphic couples needing the bisexual to have meaningless sex with a man so they can have a drama with their girlfriends via a baby

Babies just don’t fit in this show and I know I sound bitter or that I’m worrying about something that doesn’t really matter. But it bothers me for some reason sjsjs

But yeah if it’s Toni’s child then idk it could be so messy when adding a father to it. Especially if it’s someone we know. Idk at this point I don’t love any of the options when it comes to the baby situation. And that sucks because I am happy for Vanessa and happy she gets to do the pregnancy thing on screen while she was going through her own. That seems like something she enjoyed doing and I love that for her.

I just don’t understand what is going on and how it will work?

And as for Toni as a whole. I don’t mind the whole school storyline and her having something that showcases her big heart and her passion for her community. I love that. I do. That’s one positive.

But can we also have like her hobbies. Her photography. Let’s see that come back. Let’s see more of Toni outside of Cheryl and outside of her battle with Hiram. Give us more of her working with Alice! The relationship she has with her roommates! Gimme more of her in different dynamics and doing different things. I want everything I can get of Toni pls.

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Hello ! Any questions about Lucrezia Borgia became "happy" with their marriages? Some of your children left an opinion about their mother? Thank you !

hi sweet anon! thank you so much for your ask and i’m sorry for taking so long... several things are happening to me and my intention was not keep you waiting like this! i ended up losing myself and my desire for perfection didn't help either, since when lucrezia is involved, i really want to write/ do something worthy, you know? she is my queen *cries* ok, i will cut the drama ~~help idk if i will be able to live up to her but i will try my best:

well, lucrezia’s husbands are:

giovanni sforza, lord of pesaro

alfonso of aragon, duke of bisceglie and prince of salerno

alfonso d'este, duke of ferrara

first of all, it’s a pity not to have more access to documents/ letters written by lucrezia herself about her deep feelings and thoughts especially surrounding her marriages. however, i do believe that early in her life, she have known how important a good alliance (through marriages) was to her and her family survival - as her impeccable education suggests. so.. it’s difficult to establish a real “happiness zone” about the set of marriages as a whole but there is a great chance of lucrezia having happiness and safety (which was equally important, obviously). we can get an idea of moments like this with a quote about her first marriage with sforza:

“Lucrezia, meanwhile, remained safely in Pesaro where life was pleasant enough in the princely palace in the main square and at the beautiful Villa Imperiale on the hill of San Bartolo above the city. Pesarese society, although less cosmopolitan than that of Rome, was far from being dull and provincial. It was, above all, secure: the French army, pouring southward without meeting any resistance, was intent on reaching Rome and taking Naples. In Rome, her father was isolated, supported only by Cesare. Juan was still in Spain, Jofre and Sancia in Naples.” - Sarah Bradford

it's good to keep in mind that political alliances at the time were constantly changing, which clearly influenced happiness in a marriage, even if couples loved/ respected each other. btw, regarding the annulment of lucrezia's marriage with sforza, there is not necessarily evidence of an extremely deep feeling of sadness on the part of lucrezia. including, so far, scholars point out that lucrezia's most beloved husband was alfonso of aragon:

“If Lucretia really loved her husband, as there is every reason to suppose she did, his end must have caused her the greatest anguish [...] None of the reports of the day describe the circumstances in which she found herself immediately after the murder, nor events in the Vatican just preceding it [...] August 30th, Lucretia, accompanied by a retinue of six hundred riders, set out from Rome for Nepi, of which city she was mistress. There, according to Burchard, she hoped to recover from the perturbation which the death of the Duke of Biselli had caused her.” - Ferdinand Gregorovius

in relation to her third and last marriage (with d’este), we cannot fail to consider the political importance that this respective alliance has brought. no evidence that i have come across so far has shown me any disgust on the part of lucrezia towards her third husband:

“This moment was the turning point in Lucretia's life [...] what must she now have felt when the opportunity to ascend the princely throne of one of Italy's oldest houses was offered her! She was to become the wife of a prince famous [...] for his good sense and earnestness. She had seen him once in Rome, in her early youth, when she was Sforza's betrothed.” - Ferdinand Gregorovius

“Lucrezia consented in mid-1501 to the proposal advanced by Alexander VI that she marry the heir to the Este duchy in Ferrara. Armed with a rich dowry of some three hundred thousand gold ducats (roughly comparable to between thirty and forty million dollars today), Lucrezia arrived in Ferrara in February 1502, becoming duchess after the death of her father-in-law, Ercole I d'Este, in January 1505. After at least fifteen pregnancies, ten of which ended in the birth of a child, she died of the complications of childbirth on 24 June 1519.” - Diane Ghirardo

while the marriage of lucrezia and sforza did not generate any descendant, she had a son with alfonso of aragon (rodrigo of aragon) and more children with d'este like: ercole II d'este, ippolito II d'este and leonora d'este! some attribute giovanni borgia (infans romanus) to lucrezia but he was officially recognized as son of rodrigo in 1501! so... one more fact that we will never be sure, i suppose:

“Later, after Alexander's death, the little Giovanni Borgia passed for Cesare's son; he had, moreover, been described as such by the Pope in numerous briefs. It is not known who was the mother of this mysterious child. Burchard speaks of her merely as a "certain Roman." If Alexander, who described her as an "unmarried woman," told the truth, Giulia Farnese could not have been its mother. It is possible, however, that the Pope's second statement likewise was untrue, and that the "Infante of Rome" was not his son, but was a natural child of Lucretia. The reader will remember that in March, 1498, the Ferrarese ambassador reported to Duke Ercole that it was rumored in Rome that the Pope's daughter had given birth to a child. This date agrees perfectly with the age of the Infante Giovanni in September, 1501. Both documents regarding his legitimation, which are now preserved in the Este archives, were originally in Lucretia's chancellery. She may have taken them with her from Rome to Ferrara, or they may have been brought to her later. Eventually we shall find the Infante at her court in Ferrara, where he was spoken of as her "brother." These facts suggest that the mysterious Giovanni Borgia was Lucretia's son--this, however, is only a hypothesis.” - Ferdinand Gregorovius

unfortunately, lucrezia had little time with her son rodrigo, since she went to live in ferrara quite soon. several meetings reportedly have been scheduled but do not appear to have occurred. apparently, lucrezia kept in touch with her son through letters and even requested that rodrigo were raised by the family of alfonso of aragon, but rodrigo died before her in 1512. ercole II d’este became duke of ferrara like his father and had some children, including a daughter named lucrezia (like his mother) but apart from that, i couldn't find any more substantial details about the relationship of lucrezia and her children... i hope to be able to find more information in the future! i would definitely be happy to share!

again: i apologize for the wait and i really hope this ask hasn't been boring and confusing!

#anon #ask #lucrezia borgia #light of my life #borgia stuff #history

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submission re: EB & more anon reviews below

I thought maybe I can give my review of endings, beginnings that nobody asked for because well I'm seeing so many biased reviews on twitter of ppl who already decided they hated it before watching it.

Starting off, I would like to say that I expected it to be much more worse than it actually is based on all the exaggerated reactions to the clips and some of the shitty reviews.

Style - I have personally always liked drake's style. Dialogue playing over their body language enforces the idea that what they say is something and what they want to do is something else specially in the bar scene between Frank and daphne. I loved the colour palette used, although it's a bit too dark at times and I ended up watching my own reflection at the screen lmfao. I don't mind jump cuts but the jump cuts at the very beginning were too much.

Dialogue - I'm not a fan of completely improvised dialogues. I prefer a script to be pinned down and the actors are given the freedom to add or take from it. The dialogue is lacking for a movie! But if we compare it to real life it's very realistic and I assume this is what drake was aiming at yet this made the film lose its cinema charm.

Actors - I feel like everyone did absolutely great with what they were given. The process shailene described seems like hell for an actor, going into the scene and saying whatever and expecting the other to say whatever and you have to respond on the spot. Frank and Jack's characters were one dimensional because I assumed they are seen through daphne's eyes and she is not interested in them beyond what they can give her (one gives her security while the other gives her passion). Daphne's character is annoying yet you can clearly tell that was the purpose. She's messy, she makes dumb decisions, she craves to be wanted yet claims she wants to stay away from men, her self righteousness when she saw Frank doing coke shows utter contradictions with her own messiness. I felt like there are a lot of ppl who can resonate with her...she's not your typical heroin. Regarding frank, I felt like he was initially even more one dimensional than what was seen on the screen, but sebastian gave him more character. The last dialogue in the diner felt very real and it made me sad. His chemistry with daphne is one of the things I found to be very real too, when he stared at her during that game It felt so intimate that I wanted to look away and give them some privacy (a choice bart didn't have)

Sex scenes - fans have really exaggerated the sex scenes in the movie because in all honesty for a romantic drama 4 sex scenes is not much and they are not long either or too raunchy. You can tell frank and daphne are very attracted to each other which made the intimacy in the scenes super real and had the viewer squirm in their seat feeling weird for watching it. I'm used to sex scenes being very theatrical in American cinema and that often makes them lose the intimacy required for the scene to be considered "hot" much like fifty shades with it's cold approach to sex and nudity.

Ending - I liked how none of the men tried to chase her to the ends of the world, its realistic and if this was real life all of us would be saying they can do better. Drake didn't exaggerate the love stories and he kind of deployed these relationships as self exploration rather than love. What I hated is how she magically went through character development as she got pregnant (this is such a Male perspective that it made me annoyed) I get how he's trying to promote self love but it just didn't resonate with me because it was associated with pregnancy (yet another person to love and be loved by) her journey towards self love should have started solo and I found it incredibly unrealistic for her to not want to know who the father is and even more unrealistic that none of them demanded to know. No one can live their lives knowing their kid must be out there, even if they don't want kids. And it was so ooc of Jack to say "oh that's great" when she told him she's pregnant and he thought it's his because he clearly stated so many times he doesn't want kids.

Overall I liked the movie, its chill, its decent, and it's not cringey it just has a narrow view of what its trying to prove. It's not a movie you can't take your eyes off of when watching but it's one you are interested to know what happens at the end. Many seb fans expect too much after itonya that they are now criticising sebastian's filmography as if opportunities like itonya happen every day and are just waiting for him to hop on. It's much more complicated than that. Endingsbeginnings is a decent movie, we're just looking too much into it because seb is in it.

RS: I agree with you, great review.

anon1: I j watched eb and I still have no idea what happened to frank where did he go - ghosted, bb. went and had more wild adventures and totally ignored Daphne trying to get in touch.

anon2: I remember fans saying there's a sex scene that lasts 20 min in the movie and clearly there was not, which is one example of people exaggerating the hell out of everything about this movie including how bad it is. Shailene mentioned that they shot a 20 minutes long TAKE of the floor sex scene and drake ended up choosing the bits he wanted - yeah I’ve seen a few reviews from other people on tumblr and the reviews Drake is posting in his stories and nobody has any goddamn chill. it’s either the most heartbreaking movie they’ve ever seen (??????) and dug deep into their psyche and replaced the need for a therapist for the next ten years OR it literally came into their home and called their mom a wh*re and stole their cat and peed on their favourite pair of jeans. LIKE?

anon3: So, I still can’t figure out why Seb, Sha, and Jamie were like, kissing the ground Drake walks on because of how great a director he is. While I didn’t thing E,B was awful, nothing about the style or direction of this film makes me want to see any other of his work? I didn’t think it was that profound and found that his writing (especially Daphne’s character) wasn’t that great 🤷🏻‍♀️ maybe I’m just uncultured lmao - I feel like Drake had a big hit with Like Crazy and has been riding that reputation into the sunset

anon4: Watched the movie. Frank is a pathetic guy with no morals and a very low self-esteem. Shailene acting is painful to watch. The plot is prosaic and inane, the characters are unconvincing and the dialogues are dull.

anon5: I agree that the film didnt have a lot to say. Also i didnt hate Daphne like i thought i would and definitely related to her struggles & sadness. But really, apart from Seb the movie didnt make me feel anything much like you. Which is okay i guess if you're into that sorta thing. Also, did anybody else get the feeling she only really wanted Frank but was with Jack cos she didnt wanna be alone? - yeah for sure

anon6: I am somewhat confused about the film's premise. Was Daphne always so messy and the assault was just a catalyst for her or is she simply dealing with the trauma of being assaulted? The film does suggest the former with the mommy&Daphne cuts, but i am not entirely sold on that. And i fail to see how being *thatbigtwist* helps with her self-loathing? Whats happening there? - I agree with you that it seems like the former... but maybe with the assault kinda kicking off the latest round of messiness and exacerbating certain negative habits in she was dealing with people? Andddd idk... magical healing pregnancy trope?

#endings beginnings spoilers #submission

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Guardian Mapleshade AU

Cause tbqh Mapleshade is a great villain, but her backstory has so much potential here’s an idea I had.

Mapleshade, after her death, finds herself separated from her kits, and stuck in the Dark Forest. All that time to think gives her the opportunity to realize her mistakes, but also to cement her resentment at her clan, Riverclan, and Starclan, and how they treated her.

So she decides to do what Starclan won’t, becoming a guardian for Queens who broke the code. She-cats who fell in love outside of their clan, medicine cats who fell in love.

Those stories are below the cut:

Yellowfang… tbqh I haven’t read her book so, idk the canon exactly, but I imagine when she realizes she’s pregnant in this AU, she falls asleep, troubled, and finds herself in the Dark Forest. She’s suspicious, having never heard of this punishment for cats not good enough for Starclan, but knowing this isn’t right. Mapleshade approaches her, one of the only ones to show her any sympathy, telling her that her path will be filled with pain, but she is strong enough to handle it. Through the pregnancy and drama of figuring out what to do with the kit(s), Mapleshade visits Yellowfang’s dreams, offering her the support she didn’t get from Raggedpelt. When Brokenkit’s sibligns die and he is given to Lizardstripe, Mapleshade offers her the comfort Raggedstar refuses her, and through her time in Shadowclan occasionally visits her to comfort her.

Bluestar, this one is… complicated of course. Again, its been a while since I read her story, so i’m going off the wiki and changing things I don’t like. Cause its an AU and I can do that. Like with Yellowfang, Mapleshade visits her not long after she finds out she’s pregnant. Mapleshade sees a situation she recognizes too well. She tells Bluefur her story, honest with this ambitious she-cat that has no reason to trust her. Bluefur refuses Mapleshade’s comfort, stating she isn’t Mapleshade, and Oakheart isn’t Appledusk. Mapleshade, still harboring some of her anger exclaims that he is Appledusk’s kin, and she wouldn’t watch that family destroy another Thunderclan she-cat’s life. After the vision of Thistleclaw, Bluefur, who still occasionally dreams of the Dark Forest, Mapleshade caring too much to leave her alone, seeks out the older warrior. She seeks the comfort she had refused, horrified at the thought of history repeating itself, but horrified of the consequences if she didn’t take action. Mapleshade, having observed Riverclan for as long as she had, and who’d been at fault for a lot of the agony in Oakheart’s life before she exhausted her anger (in this au her actions against Crookedstar ended before Bluefur and Oakheart’s romance, probably sometime around his mate’s death), and having returned to see what kind of cats Appledusk’s kin had become admits that Bluefur was right. She offers to watch over Bluefur, admitting that Bluefur has a hard decision ahead of her, and that Starclan would not make this easier. Mapleshade’s shade hehe travels to the Sunningrocks with Bluefur and her kits, invisible to them, but still watching over them. She offers some comfort to Mosskit before the young one goes to Starclan, assuring her she’d watch over her family, and offering a silent witness to Bluefur’s sorrow as Mistykit and Stonekit go with their father. That night she is Bluefur’s confidant, promising her that she would do whatever she could to protect them, Bluefur made the right choice.

Silverstream was Mapleshade’s chance at redemption in her eyes. Appledusk’s great-great granddaughter give or take a great. Silverstream is young and in love, and Mapleshade approaches her, attempting to be as impartial as she can. She resents Silverstream for having what she wished she could have had, but when Silverstream looks to her for comfort, feeling something is wrong, still offers what she can. When Silverstream’s labor starts to go wrong, Mapleshade’s ghost is there, frantically begging Starclan to spare the younger she-cat, but is not heard. Silverstream dies, and Mapleshade again vows, to no one present this time, that she will watch over these kits.

Mapleshade continues to check in on the cats and kits she watched over, offering comfort to Yellowfang after she has to kill Brokenstar, watching her ascend to Starclan, proud as though the younger she-cat was her own kit. When Bluestar dies, finally getting a moment with her kin, Mapleshade mourns as well. She is thrilled to see Stormpaw and Featherpaw mentored by Stonefur and Mistyfoot, tagging along to watch their training.

When Featherpaw and Stormpaw are nearly killed, Mapleshade is frantic, watching the four kits she promise to watch over and praying for their lives. Stonefur, standing to fight for the apprentices, near death, sees Mapleshade and her fury trying to save him. When he finally dies, pausing before he goes to Starclan, she tells him how proud she is of him, and to send her love to his mother.

When Feathertail goes on the journey, Mapleshade is along too, because now the young warriors are practically her kits in her mind, especially after Graystripe went missing. She sees Feathertail falling for Crowfeather, and knowing the pattern, enters Feathertail’s dreams the next night. She tries to warn Feathertail, telling her how only sorrow follows these romances. Feathertail tries to heed her advice, but she’s young and in love. When Feathertail makes the jump to save Crowfeather, Mapleshade can feel her heart breaking a little more. She tries to comfort the young warrior as she dies, telling her she did so well.

When Leafpool falls for Crowfeather, Mapleshade, having seen this pattern so many times, tries to visit the young medicine cat. She has difficulties, but finally manages to see the medicine cat when she elopes with Crowfeather. Mapleshade tells Leafpool that this romance will only bring her pain, that there is a long, hard future ahead, no matter her decision. Too little too late, it seems, as the next time Mapleshade sees Leafpool, the she-cat is pregnant, and making her plans with Squirrelflight. Mapleshade can’t offer Leafpool as much support, as the younger she-cat knows of the Dark Forest, having had the opportunity to bond with Brambleclaw more, the tom needing someone to talk to about what he experienced and thinking a Medicine Cat apprentice the best choice. Leafpool, realizing what kind of cat she’s talking to, accuses Mapleshade of trying to get revenge on Thunderclan for soemthing. Mapleshade, recognizing this distrust, and frustrated, tells Leafpool that she’s had her revenge, and it did Nothing.

When the three kits are born, and Tigerstar starts to gather forces in the Dark Forest, Mapleshade becomes concerned, harboring fury for Stonefur’s death and knowing what kind of cat Tigerstar was. When Jaypaw wanders too far and finds himself in the Dark Forest, it’s Yellowfang and Mapleshade that interfere, protecting him from Tigerstar and Hawkfrost. Mapleshade entrusts Jaypaw to Yellowfang, the Starclan cat thanking Mapleshade before she essentially drags Jaypaw away. Mapleshade faces the two toms, finally meeting Tigerstar face-to-face, and tells him that those kits are hers and if he even thinks of messing with them, she’ll end him. Mapleshade is present at some of the meetings, lurking on the outskirts, dragged in by Tigerstar’s forceful presence. She sits in when Lionpaw trains with Tigerstar, a somewhat faded presence that Lionpaw comments on. Tigerstar taunts Mapleshade, asking if she’d like to offer Lionpaw some training as well. Mapleshade joins the training, only to ensure Lionpaw’s safety, fearful for the kit. When Lionblaze confronts the three in the Dark Forest, Tigerstar tells him they all knew from the start. Lionblaze and Tigerstar begin to fight, but Mapleshade intervenes, knocking the two toms apart, snarling at Lionblaze to leave, never return. After Lionblaze leaves Tigerstar tells Mapleshade of his plans against Starclan, trying to lure her in with her anger towards Starclan. Mapleshade knows she is being manipulated, and pretends to join. She offers basic training, working with younger cats. Then, during a meeting, Tigerstar calls on her to show them how why she is one of the deadliest cats here. Mapleshade steps forward, eyeing the dreaming cats, and tells Tigerstar she’d love to give him a taste of what she gave the last cats who wronged her. Tigerstar, uncertain of her meaning, agrees, and the two battle. Closely matched, Tigerstar and Mapleshade’s battle is vicious, the she-cat channeling all her fury into the confrontation, and when the battle is called off, Hawkfrost and Brokenstar breaking them up with help from some of the other residents, Mapleshade tears part of Tigerstar’s neck ruff from him, refusing to let go. Tigerstar, shocked at the she-cat’s viciousness, recovers and reminds his trainees that the enemy will be out for blood.

After the trainees leave, the confrontation continues, both spectral warriors bloodied, and the other residents watching, suspicious. Mapleshade bares her teeth, grinning vicious, when she tells him he shouldn’t have touched her kits.

In the Great Battle, Mapleshade fights against the Dark Forest, teaming up with Yellowfang to take on Brokenstar, joins Stonefur, Blackstar and Bluefur in taking on Darkstripe, Thistleclaw and a partrol of nameless Dark Forest residents, and when Tigerstar reveals himself, she is the one to attack him first. Other Dark Forest cats rip her away, and bloodied and exhausted, she can’t resist as they chase her away, allowing Tigerstar to take on Firestar. I’m unsure how the rest of the Battle goes, but Mapleshade survives, and takes the time to reunite with the she-cats and kits she guarded. There’s a moment, then, where Mapleshade’s name is called. Coming from the Riverclan cats Mapleshade sees Appledusk, his mate, and Crookedstar and his mate, Alongside them are Frecklewish and Ravenwing. Mapleshade shrinks then, seeing anger in their eyes, until a pair of familiar silver cats step in. Feathertail steps in front of Mapleshade, and Silverstream between her daughter and her father. They tell Crookedstar and his kin of Mapleshade’s protection when they were left behind by Starclan. Appledusk is furious, insisting that she deserved her punishment, especially after all she’d done to their kin. Then Mapleshade apologizes, and realizes that she really does mean it. The area is quiet, most of the living cats spending some time with kin, and Mapleshade tells them how sorry she is, how she knew it was wrong and knew she’d caused so much harm, but begs that they let her live(or continue undeath?), let her continue to protect the ones she’d vowed to guard, let her help those that Starclan forgot.

Idk how exactly to do it, but there’s a nice twist at the end, and Mapleshade is allowed to continue to protect her kits and her queens.

#warriors #mapleshade #au #warriors au #mapleshade guardian au #bluestar #yellowfang #feathertail #silverstream #guardian mapleshade au

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Theories on JJ’s secret in “Truth or Dare” ranked by likelihood & plot twist value

JJ is leaving the team

Likelihood: ✘✘ given iven the conversation she had with Will at the start of last season about “calling it” it might not be un-realistic, but i think JJ likes the job too much to walk away, even at the end of next season

Twist-iness: ✘✘✘ it would be surprising, but since it likely wouldn’t mean JJ is leaving for good, it wouldn’t be a shock

JJ is in love with Reid

Likelihood: ✘✘✘ i would have said very unlikely literally any other season, but given all the weird conversations they’ve been giving these two, i really don’t know what to expect. *cue Regina George voice* Gretchen, stop trying to make Jeid happen, it’s never going to happen!

Twist-iness: ✘ i’ve literally read like 8 fanfics with this exact plot.

Reid is Henry’s dad

Likelihood: ✘ first of all, why, second of all, how, third of all no.

Twist-iness: ✘✘✘✘ there’s probably a fanfic out there for this one, too. i would be truly shocked if Reid was secretly someone’s baby daddy

Emily was replaced by a body double à la Avril Lavigne

Likelihood: ✘✘ i mean, think about it. the team was falling apart. they needed another profiler and to give the team closure. so Hotch finds a body double, trains her to be Emily, and voila. ~why’d you have to go and make things so complicated?~

Twist-iness: ✘✘✘✘✘ if it works for celebrity conspiracy theories, why should’t it work for Criminal Minds? Reid would be devastated and it would provide some juicy inter-team drama ( “you lied to me for seven years???”)

JJ is pregnant again

Likelihood: ✘✘✘ it would be a more light-hearted answer to the question and bring “The Forever People” full circle since Reid is the only team member who knew she had a miscarriage (does Will even know?)

Twist-iness: ✘ idk it’s really not that surprising. JJ’s already had 2 pregnancy announcements, and Rossi turning out to be a father was more of a plot twist than either

Gideon isn’t dead

Likelihood: Mandy Patinkin made it quite clear he and Criminal Minds are never ever ever getting back together. like, ever.

Twist-iness: ✘✘✘✘✘✘✘ which is why it would be all the more shocking if he appeared for an episode. i’m pretty sure they can’t even use his image/voice anymore because he hasn’t even been used in re-cut flashbacks.

Hotch is dead

Likelihood: ✘ i mean they already killed off Gideon after he & the showrunners parted ways less than amicably, i don’t see why they wouldn’t do the same to Hotch. but really there’s just no good reason to since it’s the last season

Twist-iness: ✘✘ been there done that with Nelson’s Sparrow.

JJ knew about/had met Maeve before her death

Likelihood: ✘✘ the writers have been willing to bring Maeve back into things when they need some extra drama, and it would definitely be a deep dark secret if JJ could have done something to help them save or find her before she died

Twist-iness: ✘✘✘✘ it’s a little too out there to work, but it would create some major drama between Reid and JJ, which comes up every few seasons.

Linda Barnes was secretly a lizard person

Likelihood: ✘✘✘ she was notoriously cold-blooded and un-empathetic. she was also determined to climb her way to the top, probably so she could take over the world with the rest of her lizard brethren

Twist-iness: ✘✘ the “reptilian elite” is a classic conspiracy theory, featuring the Illuminati. would it really be so shocking to see Linda Barnes join the ranks of Queen Elizabeth, George W Bush, Bill Clinton, and Justin Bieber?

The rest of the team hates Reid’s mustache

Likelihood: ✘✘✘✘✘✘✘ i mean honestly who doesn’t

Twist-iness: ✘✘ it’s been 3 seasons, it’s time for it to go.

It has nothing to do with Reid they just used editing to lure us in

Likelihood: ✘✘✘✘✘✘✘✘✘ we fall for this like every season

Twist-iness: ✘ yeah literally every season

#criminal minds #spoilers #season 14 #truth or dare #jj #reid #jennifer jareau

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esta-metamorfose-ambulante · 5 years

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One of the few complaints I have about A Million Little Things is Delilah having Eddie's baby. Like, I get the affair carried her, his and Katherine's arcs for a while, but making them have a baby seems terrible to me. First of all, I think it is too much. Having a child out of an affair with your best friend's wife is something too painful for everyone to overcome (especially the kids). Secondly, dragging this to season two is tiring. I wish the show would've wrapped it up and move forward. How long will it take to everybody find out the truth and be able to process it? Absolutely new storylines are way more interesting than extending something that should've been ended a long time ago. Also, what does this add up to the story? Even when they all learn how to live with it because they are friends/family and they'll sort of have to, carrying this weight is too much. Imagine explaining to this child the circumstances that brought him or her into the world. It is drama just for the sake of drama and I hate it. Why not keep up the good, touching stuff and representation like masculine vulnerability, depression, dealing and overcoming alcoholism etc? There are a lot of important and relatable issues they could explore yet. However, the worst part of it is how it's gonna affect Katherine. Just when she was thinking of giving her marriage a second chance, she discovers another lie. And EVEN if she makes an effort to forgive him again, the timing is terrible because I guess Eddie won't be fully there since he will be thinking of his second child and trying to help Delilah all the time. She doesn't deserve such thing. Even if Katherine ends up back with Eddie, or before she commits to anyone, I wish she would just have fun and realize her worth first. I know she isn't the type that goes to clubs and dates casually, but I wish she would try new things, flirt, have friends (why isn't she part of the gang? Anyway, I want her more included in their stuff AND with friends that are only hers as well) and then make a choice. TBH, I don't know if she is still in love with Eddie or if she isn't ready to let go. Still, I believe that we should see more of Katherine in her own element when she's not parenting or working before a romance. She deserves more love from the writers. And if the writers' intention is not to give them a go for one more episode before finally ending their relationship, if they want to explore them or even make them endgame, I need to see Eddie being determined. I don't really think Eddie and Delilah are in love, for me they love each other and confused things at a moment they were both vulnerable. They have been separated for a while and yet they don't look devastated to me. Still, if Katherine and Eddie agree on trying one more time, I hope he is making a decision out of his heart, because he wants to be with her and Theo, not because he wants to make up for his mistakes or make his son happy. Either way, it just sucks because infidelity is always a horrible storyline and even when the person who was cheated on forgives the the cheater, it's still there. They can move on and have a perfect relationship, but you can't erase what happened before. And it sucks if the characters do have chemistry like Katherine and Eddie. I love their flashbacks, the recent bonding and everything, but this just frustrates me. It would've already been bad enough if it had happened at a moment where both couples were apart for some reason, but the fact it happened during their marriages makes everything so much worse. Or maybe if they wanted to keep the drama, they could've make Delilah be unsure about who is the father for a while and to only find out after the birth. She could've had one last night with Jon before realizing that the spark was gone. She could've had a risk pregnancy or anything that wouldn't' allow her to know until the baby was born. And again, why didn't she have any problems? I'm not mistaken she is 43 or 44 and being pregnant at this age has its difficulties. Or she could've just had a miscarriage. Idk. I just think whatever happens Katherine deserves more and I wish the writers wouldn't screw up her relationship with Eddie before exploring and flashbacking it, because they have/had potential and now it is just so complicated.

#Katherine Kim #Eddie Seville #Eddie Saville #a million little things #amlt

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hollands-poppet · 6 years

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ALL WE HAVE IS NOW PT 6// TOM HOLLAND X READER

Summary: Y/N is living the Hollywood dream but is conflicted with her feelings when her old flame comes back around..

Word count: 6.8K 💛

A/N: I personally think this part is boring but its crucial for the next part, and it took me foreverrrrrrrrr to write but I hope you guys enjoy this.. I feel like the series is slowly coming to an end but idk we’ll see

PART1 PART 2 PART 3 PART 4 PART 5

warnings: there is cussing ,angst and drama, also I sort of proofread this but not really so yeah

Y/N gulps in saliva, and puts her four fingers on her mouth while a her thumb rests on her cheek, “I might be overthinking it but-”

“But what?” Manny is growing impatient, a bit worried. Y/N could only think of the time she told Tom that she had loved him more than Timmy, the night they had sex. You hadn’t even left Honduras yet, and the stress of coming back home was already hitting you hard.

The ride to the airport was a quiet one, you didn’t give Manny a straight answer after realizing that you might be pregnant. This wasn’t your plan, Y/N had spent the past 3 weeks healing her mind body, and soul from the trainwreck she had created. How were you able to screw this up even more without knowing? A mess.

You couldn’t even look at Manny, you were so embarrassed. But how did this slip, you should’ve been aware when this birth control implant expired, Y/N had only one job and she screwed it up this bad. But she has to remember, she doesn’t even truly know if she’s pregnant or not. Just the fact that her birth control expired and Tom cummed inside of her. Once they had gotten on their flight, Y/N had gotten comfortable to sleep on the way home but Manny had other plans.

She shakes Y/N with her hands, and she kneels down next to her seat, “Hey- wake up.” You pull the headphones out of your ears, and look at her with an annoyed look. How dare she disrupt your nap.

“You slept enough in Honduras. I already have an idea about what you were referring to in the room but-” she squeezes Y/N’s knee, “I need to hear it from you.” Y/N looks into her best friends eyes, she knew Manny just wanted to be there for her and she knew that. You didn’t know why you were so scared, maybe saying it out loud just made it even all the more real.

“I just can’t say it out loud, I don’t even know if I can say it to be honest with you..” You bite your bottom lip, your shoulders tense up at the thought. Manny sighs, and rubs her eye, “Are you pregnant?” Your heart stops at the word you were afraid to say. Your eyes widen, and you purse your lips together, “I don’t know- maybe.”

Your best friend shakes her head, and rests her head on your knees, “Why, Y/N? Why? Why weren’t you safe?” You tug your hair, “Well, I thought the implant wasn’t expired. We should’ve used a condom, I know. It was just so hot and heavy in the moment.” Manny lifts her head to look you in the eyes, “Well, you should’ve thought twice before you didn’t use one.” You roll your eyes, “Manny, don’t you think I would take it all back if I could? This whole trip was to start over from everything, and this is obviously setting me back.”

Manny gets up from her knees and holds your hand, “Look, I’m not mad. I’m here for you, but you need to tell whoever impregnated you what’s happening…” There is an awkward pause until she asks, “It is Tom right?” You tug your hand away while you roll your eyes, and giggle “Who else would it be?” You sigh and pull the blanket that was next to you, and bring it up to your neck, “Before we jump to conclusions, we’re gonna get a pregnancy test first, I might not even be pregnant.”

Your best friend takes her seat, and reclines the seat back, “I guess you’re right.” She grabs her sleeping mask from her carry on and covers her eyes, “I’ll see you in LA.” And with that, Manny decided to take her nap. Y/N waited about 30 minutes before she got up from her seat, to make sure her friend was actually still asleep. You sit up from your reclined seat, bringing your feet to the seat and your knees to your chest. You felt like you were losing your mind just a little.

Walking into your home felt so weird, you could still feel all the tension you had left behind. Y/N walked past her foyer, dropping her bags and straight into her kitchen. She went straight to the sink and turned the faucet on, she let the cold water drip in the basin before she cupped her hands and wet her face. She tried calming herself before anxiety took over her, she brought the water on her damp hands into her hair. Her hands turning the faucet off, and she leaned over the sink, she felt so nauseous. Was that her anxiety or pregnancy symptoms?

Oh, fuck. This was so hard. She moves away from the sink, and to the kitchen counter and grabs a paper towel to dry herself off. In the corner of her eye, she notices a folded note that rest on the white counter. She quickly drops the wet paper towel in the trash, and reaches for the note, she quickly slides it into her view. As she opens it, its her house key that she gave Zendaya to give to the boys and it rests on the paper. It reads,

Tom fucked up, he knows that.

We’ll be traveling for the

next couple of months,

he wants to see you.

Just text me.

-Harrison O.

You sort of crumble the paper in your palms, you didn’t know if you wanted to see Tom. Well you kind of did want to see him but you knew you shouldn’t because of the way he acted. The only reason you would have to talk to him is if you were pregnant, you would have to tell him, he is the only person who could possibly be the father. That’s when you heard someone clear their throat, “You ready sweetie?”

It was Manny pulling out a plastic bag from her purse, you made the driver stop to a CVS before stopping to your house, and the swarm of paparazzi was insane. You forgot what that was like, you hadn’t been around this amount of people for a minute.

You waited in the Escalade and that is when realized that it was a good idea to wait for Manny while she went in the store. How did they already know you were back in town? The media is confusing. There were about 7 camera guys that surround the truck, it was a good thing that your best friend had went instead because if someone saw you buying a pregnancy test, the media frenzy would be wild on that whole situation and that’s something you didn’t want.

She walked next to Y/N on the counter, and emptied the bag next to her. A box of gum, a bag of chips, and a pregnancy test all fell next to each other. The sight of that box was something that you never thought you were going to have to see, this was neither a good or ugly feeling, the feeling just felt so new. You grab the box, and study it. This was surreal, your mom had instilled in you to be careful all the time growing up.

One of the biggest things your mom always said is that babies always complicate things. She sure as hell was right. This was a wild situation but you weren’t going to tell your mom anything until everything was official or until after you talk to Tom.

Manny puts her hand on your shoulder, “Hey, are you okay?” You shake your head, and put the box back on the counter “I can’t do this alone.” She swings her arms around your neck and pulls you in for a hug, “You’re not alone, you have me.” She pulls away from you, her hands still on your shoulders “We’ll do it together, okay?” Her hands move from your shoulders, to your cheeks.

Y/N rests her hands on Manny’s and takes in a deep breath, “Okay.” You let out a crooked smile and you both pull away, your hand landing on the box on the counter. It was time.

You exit the restroom in your bedroom and leave the pregnancy test on one of your dressers, you cue Manny to hit the timer on her phone. She’s sitting on the edge of your bed, and you take a seat right next to her. “I never thought I would be doing this, I never even thought about having kids to be completely honest.” Manny brings you into a side hug, “It’s okay, we don’t know yet for sure. You might be overthinking it. We have 2 minutes left to till we find out”

They both stay in their embrace, “These are the longest two minutes of my life.” Y/N says as they both break out into small laughter, they pull away and hold hands. “So are you going to talk to Tom...if it is positive.” You sigh and squeeze her hands, “I mean, I have to. I don’t think I can get rid of it, I wouldn’t have the heart to.” Manny nods her head, “Whatever you do, I’ll be here to support you no matter what.” You let out a crooked smile, “You’re the best you know that right?” Manny flips her hair over her shoulder, “Duh, I mean I’m your assistant for a reason right?”

“Speaking of being my assistant, we have major damage control to do when this is figured out. We need to call Universal, make sure we’re still on good terms with them, and every interview that was scheduled we need to send gift baskets to like buzzfeed, good day la,etc. I can’t have a bad rep on my name right now-” you’re interrupted, “Sweetie, one thing at a time. First let’s get this sorted.”

And at that moment, the timer on her phone goes off. Your heart beat instantly shoots up, holy shit. This was it, hopefully these last few hours of panic would be put to rest by this one stick. You just needed to pick it up, and it would all be over. Either outcome your mind would be at rest in some type of way.

“You ready?” Manny asks as you stand up.

“Not even a little bit.” You gulp down your saliva, and cover your nose and mouth with your hands as you walk towards your dresser. The only noise you can hear is your breath and your heart beat, they match perfect in sync, and in loudness. Every step making it louder, every step you feel the blood rushing through your veins, and it becomes more pronounced. The worst part is that you couldn’t run away, not this time. You reach the dresser, you stand in front of it not able to look down.

You close your eyes while your mouth and nose are still covered, and finally move your head toward the direction of your dresser. You count down in your head. 1…2...3...Open.

You bow your head down to the pregnancy test that lie on the dresser, and there it was. A sense of relief goes through your body, your shoulders releasing the tension that you had been carrying. Your hands move from your face to the dresser, your fingers slowly creeping up to hold the test.

Manny comes up behind you, “So...what’s the result?” You turn to face her and hand her the test, “There it is, bright and clear.” You bring your hands to your shoulders and release some more knots,

“It’s positive,” Manny says as she covers her mouth with her hand, “sweetie, it’s fucking positive.”

You don’t even react, you just run your fingers through your hair. You were pregnant. And that was that.

Manny had left the house early the next morning to do some damage control at Universal. You tossed and turned all night, you needed to talk to Tom. You needed to tell him what was going on but you couldn’t call him directly. You didn’t know if you were ready, so you would call Harrison. He did leave you a note to call. It only made sense.

It was around 10 am but you weren’t sure where Harrison was. You could text Z and ask but you weren’t sure what she was doing either so you just decide to call Haz. You bring your phone to your head while you lie in bed, your face toward the ceiling. The ringing in your ear didn’t last long, he picked up almost instantly, “Y/N? Is that you?”

“Harrison, hey. Good morning.” You say as you bring your duvet up right under your boobs.

“Well it’s actually goodnight over here but good morning to you too. I wasn’t sure you’d ever call.”

You clear your throat, “I was gone for 3 weeks, so I just seen it yesterday.”

“I hadn’t seen you on social media so that makes sense.” He sighs on the phone, “He misses you, Y/N.”

Your heart almost stops at Haz’s remark, “So, I’m assuming you’re back home in England since it’s night over there?”

“Yeah, we just got back a week ago. Z has been traveling with us because the Spider-Man premiere in England is in a few days, you should come. Tom would be happy.”

While you have you the phone to your ear you bring your thumb to your lips, your anxiety building up “I’m gonna fly out to you guys but Harrison- you can’t tell Tom.”

You couldn’t see his face but he probably so looked so confused right now, “What do you mean I can’t tell him? You want it to be like… a surprise?”

You drop your hand to your side, and you nod your head and almost forget you have to speak into the phone, “Yeaaah, I have a really big surprise actually.” You let it a short chuckle to yourself.

“Okay then, when do you think you will you be here?”

“Hopefully we’ll fly out by tonight but I’ll keep you posted.” You remove the duvet covers, and begin to get up.

“Sounds good.” You smile at Harrison’s cheerful tone, “Okay, bye Harrison.” And you hung up before you could hear his response.

“Hey, I bought you some heating pads for your lower back.” Manny enters your room and sets down heating pads next to your body, she notices you have an almost devilish smile on your face, “Why are you smiling like that?”

You put you index finger to your lips and bite it lightly as you speak, “We need to fly out to London by like...tonight.”

“You’re kidding me, right? We just got back home.” She drops her body next to you, “That’s the beauty of it Manny, we’re already packed.”

“As much fun as escaping sounds, I can’t leave with you Y/N.” You weren’t expecting that response from her, “What do you mean? You have to.”

Manny & Y/N lay side to side, hands held tight between them as Manny brings Y/N’s hand to her chest, “I have so much damage control to do right now with these studios, I-I have to stay behind.” You feel so bad that you’re best friend is taking up this type of responsibility, you needed someone to be by your side right now.

“Look, if you start getting a bad rep we won’t have any work to come back to if I go to England. You need to do this on your own.” She was right, Tom wasn’t her baby daddy, he was yours. Even though this wasn’t the exact circumstances you would want to see him in, you were sort of happy you were.

That rest of the day you tried to stay busy, you cleaned your house, switched out some clothing that was in your luggage, you kept getting nauseous here and there. You still weren’t sure if these were pregnancy symptoms or just your anxiety building up again. Y/N texted Harrison that she would be there the following night, Manny busted a bitch but she came through with that flight once again.

You were sad that Manny wasn’t joining you but you she was right, you couldn’t risk putting a bad rep on your career right now. An hour in to take off, you couldn’t sleep so you gave in and decided to buy the wifi and pass time by going on youtube. Watch a little Jeffree Star, or some David Dobrik but for some reason you clicked on a Wendy Williams video. Y/N felt so out of the loop since she had dipped for three weeks, maybe so celebrity news might be entertaining.

Wendy covered some news about R-Kelly and some stuff about the Housewives but you weren’t expecting what you were gonna hear next. You’re sipping your trenta pink drink thats nearly half empty when you see Wendy grab her mug and says, “So Y/N L/N..” She takes a sip of her tea and a headline that reads Y/N CAUGHT IN THE MIDDLE pops up in the screen behind her and then it turns into a photo of you. There are a few giggles in the audience as Wendy takes a sip of her tea, and then sets it back down on her table, “So allegedly Y/N went MIA for a few weeks after getting stuck in a love triangle.”

There is sudden noise coming from the audience like gasps, and shocked noises. How the fuck did they even know this? “Now, when I tell you who the men are you’re going to be just as shocked as I was!” She takes a pause, and then she reveals the two names, “Tom Holland and Timothee Chalamet!” The audience’s gasp is even louder than it was before, the only thing Wendy did was smile wide, all her pearly whites show while she fidgets with her wedding ring.

You wanted to close the screen so bad but you wanted to see what she was going to say. The screen behind Wendy fills with two more photos, one of Tom and one of Timothee. She turns around to look at the screen behind her and turns back to the audience, “Honestly, I wouldn’t mind being sandwiched by these two either!” Then the audience cheers her on, Wendy laughs and clears her throat, “In all seriousness though, rumour has it that Timothee and Tom got into an altercation at Y/N’s LA home, and the next day she left the country. Literally. No reports of where she went off to but there were photos of her landing in LAX yesterday morning.”

The audience is awing and gasping, and some laughter in the background can be heard. Wendy puts on her reading glasses and looks at the reading card that is placed next to her mug, “According to neighbors, they seen the two boys throwing hands while Y/N was held back by one of Tom’s friend,” A photo of Harrison came up behind her as well, “He’s very cute as well.” She takes off her glasses as the audience is chuckling at her remarks, “Look, Y/N is very talented actress, and seems very business savvy.”

She crosses her arms on her seat while the audience begins to clap, “But-wait-wait, allegedly she has also dropped out of the film adaptation of Wicked due to this love triangle.” Wendy purses her lips, knowing damn well she was disappointed in you for bailing out of a job because of men, “Y/N is a friend of the show, but no tea, no shade but this is some high school stuff. Get it together girl. We still love you though.” The audience claps as she moves on to the next segment, your hands cover your mouth due to the shock of you watching this whole segment. Thankfully Manny stayed behind to help you out, this was embarrassing.

But it was true, Wendy publicly put you in your place in front of a huge audience. Thankfully you were alone on your private jet, and you spent the rest of the flight crying yourself to sleep.

You have your bags in hand as you approach Harrison waiting at his car, “Hey mate long time no see.” He walks towards you and gives you hug while you’re holding your luggage, “Haz, it’s so good to see you. You have no idea.” Your voice cracks a bit, your puffy eyes covered by your sunglasses. He pulls away, “Likewise.” He takes the luggage from your hands, and walks towards his car.

“Where’s Tom?” You ask as you approach his vehicle, he closes his trunk and lets out a light chuckle, “He’s back at his apartment with Tuwaine, Harry and Paddy. We were playing a hand of poker but I had to come get you.” He comes up to the driver side of his car and he gets in as you follow into the passenger seat. “Oh, I can’t just barge in like that, I thought he would be alone.”

Haz begins to drive back to Tom’s flat in Kingston, “Y/N, you’re kidding right? You know of Tuwaine and you know his brothers, they won’t mind you being there.” You remove your glasses from your eyes, “I just need to talk to him Haz, it’s important.” You turn to look at him and he takes a double look at you, “Geez have you been crying?” You put the glasses back on your eyes, “I don’t know. I seen Wendy Williams fucking cover a story about what happened. Just got to me.”

“Is that what you came to talk to Tom about?” He continues to drive, his hand gripping on the wheel tighter. “No, actually. I- it’s just super important Harrison.” He lets out a scoff, “C’mon you can tell me. Are you pregnant or something?” He lets out a light chuckle and expects you to laugh in return but when he doesn’t hear your response, only clatter coming from your bag. You clear your throat and intertwine your fingers together, before you can respond Haz is speaks in a shook tone, “I was only kidding but damn. Are you really?”

You shook your head, “I don’t know Harrison, maybe. I took a test, it was a positive. But I don’t know. I just need to talk to Tom.” You sigh, “it also doesn’t help that I miss him.” Harrison runs his hand through his hair and the back of his neck, “Shit, well my mate sure is gonna be shocked.” He lets out a crooked smile, “Nonetheless, He is going to be so happy to see you.”

You smirk, “hopefully, I don’t know how to even break this to him.”

“It doesn’t have to be the first thing you say to him Y/N.” You can ease your way into it.” He was right, you didn’t have to tell him right away but that was the reason why you were. Right?

It took a while to get to Tom’s flat due to traffic but it gave you enough time to catch up with Haz, and it honestly helped rest your anxiety a bit.

Harrison opens the door to his best mate’s flat, and in his immediate view all the boys are sitting at a poker table. Paddy gets up from his chair and goes up to Haz, “Did you bring any food?” He looks at Haz who promised him he would get him food, “Harrison, you liar! You owe me McDonald’s.” Tom, Tuwaine and Harry all laugh at the poker table at Paddy’s remark.

Harry scrunches up his nose, “Why do you have those bags? You moving in with Tom?” Tom’s back is faced to the door Harrison has entered through, “Only if he pays rent.” The guys at the table laugh, and that’s when they hear the voice of a familiar voice clear her throat, “Well then I’m going to need to pay rent too then.” The boys at the table all turn their head including Tom to find Y/N standing behind Harrison.

“Padsterman, is that you? You’re so big now.” Y/N says as she moves out of Haz’s shadow and into full view in Tom’s flat. Paddy smiles and runs into her arms, “Y/N!! I’ve missed you! My mum asks about you all the time!” You pull away from him and tap his nose, “Then I guess I’ll just have to pay her a visit then.” You give him a genuine smile and then look up to see the boys from the poker table standing up. Tom looks as if he’s in shock, a good one at least.

Tom’s brother Harry and Tuwaine are chugging down the last of their beers as they approach you and Harrison. Harry puts his beer down and approaches you, “It’s so good to see you Y/N, Paddy is being serious about my mum too.” You both go into a hug and you pull away with your hands still on his shoulders, “You’ve gotten taller. How are you?” He crosses his hands in confidence, “I’m good. Just finishing up my GCSEs. Speaking of that, I was wondering if I could film you for one of my film projects.”

You let out a chuckle and tuck your hair behind your ear, “That’s great. I would love to be directed by the famous Harry Holland, just let me know when.” Harry lets out an excited yes I’m a whisper and high fives Tuwaine. You didn’t really know Tuwaine so you stuck out your hand for a handshake while he came out you to give you a hug and picks you up off your feet. “I don’t give handshakes, just hugs.”

Haz pats his back, “Tuwaine, put her down mate.” As soon as he sets you down you let out a loud breath, “Nice to meet you, Tuwaine. I’m Y/N.” You laugh as you catch your breath, and then you make eye contact with Tom who is still standing by the poker table. You latch your hands together, your fingers intertwining nervously as you look at the boy you love across the room.

Harrison breaks the silence, “Well, let me give you guys a ride home. Tom? I’ll see you tomorrow for the premiere tomorrow, alright mate?” Tom nods his head yes and gives him tight lined smile. Paddy wanted to stay a bit longer but Harry explained that they had to go. And as the door shuts behind you, there is nothing left but you and Tom.

His eyes study you hard, wondering how you could even be in the same room with him. Y/N stands so still, waiting for Tom to say something but maybe this time she had to. The scab on his cheekbone gone, no bruises on his face as if the fight never happened. You take a step forward, almost like his energy is tugging you towards him.

Y/N drops her bags on her sides, “Tom..” his name rolls off your lips, tears building up as you slowly walk toward him. You somehow didn’t feel alone anymore, you had left him that night standing alone in Zendaya’s house and you somehow managed to find him standing in front of you. He is so still, silent. No words have escaped his lips, not even your name or anything.

Then he finally speaks, “About what happened with Timothée...I’m so sorry Y/N.” She stops just about a foot away from Tom, not sure if she would overstep boundaries. He continues, “I already had you and I screwed up so bad.” He sounds so hurt, he probably spent the last 3 weeks evaluating everything that’s happened too.

Their eyes still locked heavy on one another, he bites his bottom lip as he lets out an exasperated breath as if he had been holding it in since the moment he seen you. He brings his head to face the ground, and a few tear drops fall from his face. Y/N nose begins to scrunch as she tries to hold back tears, she hugs herself. Maybe Tom wasn’t ready to see her, maybe she had hurt him too bad.

Seeing Tom so vulnerable was bringing a bunch of feelings back, feelings that Y/N didn’t want. She couldn’t help it, when you’re in love..you’re in love. Whether she wanted to admit it or not, Tom would always be her person. She was ready to forgive him, ready to just move on.

“I forgive you, Tom. I was just too scared to admit it.” As she begins to think about turning around to leave, he locks his eyes with her again, and wipes the tears rolling down his face. You could hear the jitter in his voice, “People that are meant to be together, always find their way back to each other right?”

Y/N lets out a crooked smile, and nods her head “Yes, Tom.” Tears start rolling down her cheeks, “I’m so sorry.” And before you knew it the man you loved was swinging his arms around you, bringing in you for what was a long needed embrace. He still loved you, and you still loved him. This was always meant to be. You and Tom were always meant to be. Your head is tucked into his neck, your lips kiss his collar bone lightly. You take this moment all in, you had missed this. You craved him, and he craved you too.

You pull back from his embrace, your noses brazing against each other. His hand lands on your neck, and pulls you in for a kiss. Your lips meet, and it’s like electricity being brought to life, your pretty faces igniting a fire that never burned out. You pull away, and bring your hands to his neck and look into his brown eyes, his face making your remember how much you wanted to be with him. But then again, you also remembered the real reason why you were here.

“Tom, I don’t even know how-” you’re interrupted by his soft voice, “I love you Y/N, I never thought you would come back.” You clear your throat, and guilt starts to set in. You were never going to come back, but being pregnant with his baby was the real reason that you were there. “Tom, I need to tell you-” Tom is too excited to listen, he’s never thought you would give him the light of day again. The guilt in you goes deeper.

He pulls you towards his living room, you follow him passing the poker table and onto his blue couch, Love Island is paused on the TV. He sits first and brings you to sit on his lap, your feet resting on the couch and your arm wrapped around his neck.

He was excited to have you back but he needed to know what was going, the real reason why you were. You move your arm from around his neck and bring your hands to your lap, the stress building up in your shoulders, “Listen, I just need you to know that after what I’m about to say, I hope you can be respectful and if you just want to be friends I get it but I didn’t come just come back for you.” Tom’s smile quickly disappears, the vibe between you two suddenly disappears like Thano’s finger snap. You jump off his lap and start pacing in his small living room.

He sits forward a bit, “Then why are you here?” You stop pacing, you bring yourself to your knees in front of him and both of your hands rest on your lips in a praying motion, “I’m pregnant, Tom.” He’s speechless for a moment, his jaw drops a bit letting out a slight scoff, “Are you sure?” You bite your bottom lip and shake your head no, your hands drop and warm up your thighs, you wanted more than just a cold response.

“I don’t know. I only took a test and it said yes, I just want you to know that this is happening, Tom...with or without you.” He runs his hands through his hair and lets out a sigh, “How did this even happen? You told me you were on the pill.”

Your pacing of words becomes more quick paced, “I am-well was. I didn’t know the implant in my arm is expired.” Y/N fidgets with her fingers while staring at the ground not too far from her, “Trust me Tom, I wouldn’t have let you go raw had I known that the implant was expired.” You look back up to find him staring back at you, “Maybe you can go with my mum to the family doctor ? Make sure its true?” You nod in agreement, and he lets out a crooked smile, he’s happy you didn’t fight back at his request. You at least owed him that.

Tom lets out a sigh, he missed you but he wasn’t going to tell you that now, “Where were you? I was so worried-you left out of the blue and you come back with this?” His eyes were a mix of everything, lost, sad, disappointed and you felt terrible about it to be completely honest. You wished that you could take it all back, you hated to see him like this, “I just needed time to myself, but had I known about this, I would’ve said something sooner.” You let out a sigh, and you didn’t know what else to say. Tom felt tired, the couple of beers he had earlier making him feel drowsy, “ Look, I have a busy day tomorrow...so I’m gonna get some sleep.” Tom gets up from the couch, he walks right past you as you stay kneeling.

While still kneeling, you turn around and call out for him, “Tom..” He turns around, and lets out a yawn, “Yes Y/N?” You get up and face him, he’s wearing a pair of jeans with a simple black shirt and his bare feet.

Y/N is still so in love with him, maybe this was all meant to happen. It is a little too late for a sorry now but you made your way towards him anyway, she grabs a hold of his hand, “Can I sleep with you?”

Tom was disappointed yes but he fought for your heart, so what was holding him back now? The fact that Y/N didn’t just come back just for him, but came with this news instead. He wanted to say no, he wanted not give a single fuck but he did. He really did, he loved her so much. He loved how her hair was tucked by her ear, and how she stood there holding his hand with such grace, how her crooked smile looked so beautiful.

Tom held her hand with both of his, and brought her knuckles up to his lips, and kissed them gently, “Yes, love. I wouldn’t have it any other way.” You both made your way to his bedroom, fingers still intertwined. You both make your way into his room and it’s exactly the way you remember it, you’ve missed this all so much. Tom pulls off his shirt and jeans, unmaking his bed to climb in it.

“Tom, I know what I said earlier was mean about just coming here because of being pregnant but.. I’m really happy that you’re even tolerating me.” He climbs into bed and moves the sheet down for you, “Lets just get some sleep, darling.” And that was it, no more words were shared, Y/N climbed into bed and was pulled in by Tom. His arms around her waist, and her hands resting on his chest, and they lie there and just take this moment all in. A moment they’d been wanting for weeks now.

Sleeping with Tom was like sleeping on cloud 9, Y/N had admitted to herself that she missed Tom. That she wanted to be with him, and if this pregnancy had done anything, it was going to tie both of you together for at least 18 years. Tom enjoyed you sleeping with him, he hated being alone. If he could, he would want you living with him instead of LA but he knew your life was over there.

Tom left his flat early to take care of some stuff for later that day, he had to run some errands but in truth he was only going to the gym and meeting Z to get you a dress for later. His treat, but what he didn’t let you know his mum was coming to see you .

You feel movement start suddenly while you’re in bed, as if someone was jumping on the bed. You feel licks on your face as you open one eye. It was Tessa, oh how you missed her. And then you hear a soft voice coming from the doorframe.

“Y/N? Sweetheart, wake up.” You felt a slight touch on your shoulder, and you open your eyes squinting a bit at the light hitting in the room, “Nikki?”

“Yes dear, Tom wanted me to come check up on you.” You sit up quickly, and move forward to hug her, you’re on your knees on the bed as you hug her. Tessa lightly scrapes your and Nikki’s arms, as she wants to be petted. You pull away from her embrace and turn to the grey dog next to you, “Hi Tessa. I’ve missed you.” Y/N lets Tessa lick her cheek and she rubs Tessa on her head.

Nikki smiles and rubs Tessa’s lower back, “So, I’ve talked to Tom...how are you feeling?” Y/N continues to pet Tess, becoming a little more serious, “I’m okay. Has Tom told you everything?” She nods slowly, “Accidents happen love. You have a doctor’s appointment tomorrow with our family doctor.”

Nikki tucks a hair behind your ear, and her hand moves from her ear to your chin, “I’m here for you both.” You give her crooked smile, “Thank you. I’ve missed you so much.” She gives you a cheeky smile, “Me too. I was actually hoping you would come with me to give Tessa a walk, it could help with your nausea or any bloating.”

You scratch your head, “I haven’t really had any, is that normal?” Nikki stands up and gets Tessa off the bed, “It depends, not all women experience those symptoms.” Y/N stands up from the bed, “Let me change real quick, I’ll be out in a minute.”

Tom’s mom nods her head, and takes Tessa off the bed and closes the door behind them. Y/N quickly changers into some leggings and a tank top, and wears some Nike’s she had brought. Nikki and Y/N had walked about 4 miles in total, and conveniently passed by a chemist’s shop in which Y/N wanted to grab a drink.

Nikki had to wait outside with Tessa while Y/N went inside. For some reason, Y/N itched to buy another pregnancy test. Nikki had caused her to have some sort of doubt, she’s had no symptoms of bloating. And she couldn't separate her nausea from her anxiety. Maybe the test she took was defective, grabbing another test would give her some peace of mind. She bought the other test and a water to quench her thirst.

Y/N stuck the test in her small backpack before exiting outside, she didn’t want Nikki to see. It was almost tempting to run back to Tom’s flat, she was so curious to take the test. Maybe you were confusing symptoms with your anxiety, but it didn’t make sense. The test you took was positive so why would this be any different? You just wanted to make sure you were.

As you entered Tom’s flat, Nikki walked back home with Tess and remarked she would see you and Tom back in London for the premiere. You had forgotten about that, but you didn’t have anything to wear for that so why would you go? Y/N takes the test out of her bag, and runs to the restroom in Tom’s flat. She does the same thing she did back in LA, she waited for the test’s result on top of the basin when she heard Tom’s voice calling for her, “Y/N, are you in here?”

For some reason she began to panic, and quickly jumped off the sink. She grabs the box and the test into the trash, piling on toilet paper to hide it. Y/N didn’t know why she was so afraid for Tom to see the test, she didn’t want him to feed into her self-doubt. She quickly hurries out of the bathroom, “I’m right here.” Y/N and Tom crash into each other’s arms, “Darling, lets go. Zendaya and Harrison are waiting for us at a hotel in London.” You stand confused, “What? I don’t even have anything to wear, Tom.”

“Don’t worry darling, I got you covered.” Tom gives you a grin, and pulls you out of his flat. Both of your hands intertwining as you both make way to the car waiting for you both outside. Y/N sits comfortably in the car with Tom, not knowing about the negative pregnancy test that lies in the trash can in his bathroom.

A/N: ugh, there I go again with that cliffhanger. I feel like this chapter was super boring but its going to pick up in the next one, I promise! Anyway, I truly hope you’re enjoying this mess of a story. Also feedback from y’all really helps me navigate the story so please flood my inbox haaha. -AMY 💛💛💛 (I don’t think I missed anyone on the tags but if I did, let me know please and if they dont work im so sorryyyyyyy.)

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transssexualheart · 7 years

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All!!

GOD BLESS YOUR SOUL1. you woke up naked to the last person you texted, what would you say?probably something along the lines of “sarah what the fuck”2. what’s going on between you and the last person you kissed?they asked me this! we are still very good friends3. if your bf or gf was into drugs, would you care?nah4. is your last name longer than six letters?it’s exactly six letters5. was your last kiss drunk or sober?sober, ive never been drunk6. have you ever wanted to have someone but you messed it up?idk, i mean that girl i asked out earlier this month hardcore rejected me so i guess technically i messed it up by asking her bc we aren’t friends anymore but she was kind of a dick so i don’t care7. what does your last received text say?“ur bio on tumblr is my old bio but with there must be added and ur info and that’s amazing good taste lad”8. how many times have you kissed the last person u kissed?idk i didn’t count and the last one was over a year ago so it’s been a while 9. where was your last kiss at?idk i think it was ur house??10. when is the last time you saw your sister?like fifteen minutes ago11. what do you drink in the morning?usually water, sometimes juice12. where did you sleep last night?my bed13. do you think relationships are hard? i mean, i suppose so. everything is pretty hard, especially when it involves love. but isn’t it supposed to be? if there aren’t hard parts or struggles, then how are the good parts any good? this is not to say that abusive relationships are any at all good, if your partner is hurting you a lot, physically or emotionally, then it’s not worth the good parts. 14. if you could go back and change something in the past five months, would you?nah, my past five months have been alright. i don’t really regret anything i did.15. you’re locked in a room with the last person you kissed, any problems?how many times do i have to tell you we are good friends no there are no problems16. would you rather it be sunny or rainy?depends, i don’t want all sunny or all rainy. but i love summer rain, so17. do you know anyone with the same middle name as you?no, i do know people who’s first name are my middle name18. are you wearing jeans, sweatpants, or pajama pants?leggings and a skirt bitch19. do you think you will be in a relationship three years from now?god i hope so20. does anyone like you?i know for a fact that at least one person does21. have you ever kissed someone with a name that starts with an S?no, ive got multiple friends with s names though so which one of you wants to change that ;^)22. is the last person you kissed gay?oh you fuckinh bet23. is there a person you cannot stand?of course, donald trump24. have you ever considered getting a tattoo?of course! i actually do have a stick and poke25. in the past week have you cried?well this week just started, i did cry last week tho26. what breed was the last dog you saw?idk27. do you dry off in the shower or outside the shower?outside28. have you ever kissed a football player?nope29. do you think you’re old?im 14, so no30. do you like text messaging?yeah, its p cool31. what type of day are you having?alright, pretty gay32. have you ever thought about getting your nose pierced?yeah, i def want piercings33. do you prefer warm or cold weather?i used to say cold, but warmer weather makes me so happy lately, it’s usually spring or summer when i fall hard for people so34. is there a person of the opposite sex who means a lot to youdan avidan35. would you prefer a relationship or a fling?relationship36. are you a simple or complicated person?i dont know37. what song are you listening to?when the day met the night by p!atd38. when you say you’re sorry do you mean it?yes39. is there a girl that knows everything or almost everything about you?ah i’m confused about genders and stuff of my friends sometimes, ive got two really close friends, one is genderfluid so sometimes they’re a girl and they know pretty much everything about me, the other idk?? she calls herself a girl sometimes but i’m still unsure but she knows nearly everything40. what made you start liking the person you like now?idk. it really just kind of happened? i think it’s that they make me laugh, which is super important to me41. when did you last get a text message?maybe an hour ago??42. what is wrong with you right now?i’m afraid of my friends not liking me, not caring, fuckin it up :)43. how well do you know the last female you texted?GENDER IS CONFUSING SO IDK WHAT COUNTS AND WHAT DOESN’T44. does anyone disgust you?donald trump, mike pence45. would you date someone right now if they asked?depends46. are you in a good mood right now?i’m alright i guess47. who was the last person you talked to in person?my mom48. what color shirt are you wearing?navy blue kinda49. has someone recently told you something you didn’t want to hear?don’t think so50. anyone you’re giving up on?nah51. do you hate the person you fell the hardest for?no no no52. have you ever thought about giving up on someone but couldn’t?i once thought about giving up on a friendship, but couldn’t.53. do you like rain?no, i hate myself (i like the actual rain tho, especially in summer)54. do you care if your gf/bf drinks? so long as they aren’t getting hurt and it’s not unhealthy55. have you ever liked somebody and never told them?yep56. do you like to cuddle?YES, who wants to fucking cuddle i will give you forever love57. are you shy?i have social anxiety58. do you get along with girls?yes i love them59. have you dated the last person you texted?yes, actually because after the long time it took to answer all these the last person i texted is different from the last person i had texted when i started this. the last person i texted was the asker lol60. what do you carry with you at all times?my phone, chapstick, lipstick, and pads61. if you were paid 1 million dollars to spend one night in a supposed haunted house, would you?well i’m super paranoid and scared of the dark so i’d def need someone to come with me but for i million dollars, that so much money man so probably62. do you think you can last in a relationship for five months?yeah63. think back to october, were you in a relationship?no64. the person you like kissed you on the forehead, do you find this cute?YES FUCK ME UP65. did anything cute happen in the last week?person i have a crush on existed and they’re cute as hell so yes66. how old are the last three people you kissed?LOL IVE KISSED ONE PERSON they’re fifteen67. would you rather pay people to get your nails done or do them yourself?i always do them myself68. which do you like better, zebra print or leopard print?neither i don’t like animal print69(lol). do you have any stickers on your car?i don’t have a car, my mom’s has a bunch of bernie stickers tho70. would you rather listen to luke brian or lil wayne?yeah i don’t listen to either so no idea71. blackberry, andriod, or iphone?iphone72. when’s the last time you had a pizza from pizza hut?uhhhhh i was like 1173. do you like diet soda?never had it74. what color are the walls in your room?pink75. are you 16 or older?already said, i’m 14 so no76. do you watch pretty little liars?no77. do you have a job?nope78. what are your initials?REO (i haven’t written them out since my name change over a year ago, wild)79. did you ever have braces?no, i am missing an entire adult tooth tho80. are you from the south?nah81. what does your last status on facebook say?i don’t really use facebook, only for messaging and seeing drama club updates82. do you still talk to the first person you kissed? yeah did it today83. are you closer to your mom or dad?my dad died when i was eight so by default, my mom84. have you ever done cheerleading or gymnastics?nope85. what’s the last movie you saw in theaters?i think it was the ghostbusters reboot86. do you smoke?nah87. would you rather wear heels or flip flops?heels88. is your phone touch screen?yeah89. do you normally wear your hair straight or curly?i don’t have hair, my head is shaved. i used to wear it straight, but if i had time i would’ve curled it every morning (curly hair makes me weak tbh)90. have you ever snuck out of your house?nah91. would you rather swim in a river, lake, or pool?a pool92. have you ever made out in a car?i have kissed in a car, but it was not making out93. had sex in a car?never had sex anywhere94. are you single or in a relationship?single95. what were you doing last night at midnight?sleeping (wow me sleeping at a somewhat reasonable time?)96. when’s the last time you saw fireworks?probably on the fourth of july97. do you like the camera on your phone?it’s ok98. have you ever had a friend with benefits?if the benefit is their love then yes99. have you ever passed out from drinking?no100. are you friends with people on facebook you actually hate?i don’t really use facebook101. have you ever had a pregnancy scare?lol no i’ve never had sex102. name your fav kesha song:tik tok probably lol103. do you have any tan lines right now?it’s winter, no104. would you ever wear cowboy boots with shorts?i rarely wear shorts, let alone cowboy boots

tysm for asking!!!!

#ask tag

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phantomjai · 7 years

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all the asks

You woke up naked next to the last person you texted, what would you say?

- It was Dakota so probably, “wtf bro put some damn clothes on.”

2. What’s going on between you and the last person you kissed?

- I think the last person I kissed was Morgan? And we are just as good as friends as normal.

3. If your boyfriend or girlfriend was into drugs, would you care?

- Honestly it depends on the drugs I can handle very little and as long as they don’t constantly talk about it its okay(?)

4. Is your last name longer than six letters?

- No it is exactly 6.

5. Was your last kiss drunk or sober?

- Sober.

6. Have you ever wanted to have someone but you messed it up?

- No not really.

7. What does your last received text say?

- “Aww, thank you!”, its because I left my roommates cookies.

8. How many times have you kissed the last person you kissed?

- Like twice?

9. Where was your last kiss at?

- I have no idea.

10. When is the last time you saw your sister?

- Like 2 weeks ago, I might be seeing her on Friday.

11. What do you drink in the morning?

- Sometimes coffee or water.

12. Where did you sleep last night?

- On the floor at my friends house.

13. Do you think relationships are hard?

- No, as long as there is healthy communication and trust.

14. If you could go back and change something in the past 5 months, would you?

- uhh hard one, probably but idk what exactly a lot has happened.

15. You’re locked in a room with the last person you kissed, any problems?

-Nope, none.

16. Would you rather it be sunny or rainy?

- Rainy, as long as I don’t have anywhere to go really.

17. Do you know anyone with the same middle name as you?

- Nope my middle name is pretty unique for a middle name.

18. Are you wearing jeans,sweatpants,or pajama pants?

- Jeans but I was wearing sweatpants earlier but I went to go get some food.

19. Do you think you will be in a relationship 3 years from now?

- God hopefully.

20. Does anyone like you?

- Romantically no, platonically yes.

21. Have you ever kissed someone with a name that starts with an S?

- Not that I can remember.

22. Is the last person you kissed gay?

- Very.

23. Is there a person you CANNOT stand?

- Oh my god yes multiple.

24. Have you ever considered getting a tattoo?

- I have one and have a couple more planned out.

25. In the past week have you cried?

- No.

26. What breed was the last dog you saw?

- I have no idea but he was very cute and excited to see me.

27. Do you dry off in the shower or out of the shower?

- I do a quick dry off in the shower and the rest out of it.

28. Have you ever kissed a football player?

- Yes I think?

29. Do you think you’re old?

- Nope.

30. Do you like text messaging?

- As long as its not going nowhere and is boring.

31. What type of day are you having?

- An okay one.

32. Have you ever thought about getting your nose pierced?

- I have my septum pierced :)

33. Do you prefer warm or cold weather?

- Cold, because you can warm up.

34. Is there a person of the opposite sex who means a lot to you?

- Yes a couple.

35. Would you prefer a relationship or a fling?

- A relationship.

36. Are you a simple or complicated person?

- Complicated.

37. What song are you listening to?

- I’m not listening to anything but it depends on my mood.

38. When you say you’re sorry do you mean it?

- Yeah of course

39. Is there a girl that knows everything or almost everything about you?

- Um yes

40. What made you start liking the person you like now?

- I don’t like anyone so nothing

41. When did you last receive a text message?

- Like 20 minutes ago

42. What is wrong with you right now?

- A lot my dudes

43. How well do you know the last female you texted?

- Pretty well

44. Does anyone disgust you?

- Yes technically

45. Would you date someone right now if they asked?

- Ehhh maybe

46. Are you in a good mood right now?

- Yeah!

47. Who was the last person you talked to in person?

- I think the barista at Starbuck

48. What color shirt are you wearing?

- It is grey

49. Has someone recently told you something you didn’t want to hear?

- Nope

50. Anyone you’re giving up on?

- Nope I rarely give up on someone because I know people can change.

51. Do you hate the person you fell hardest for?

- No

52. Have you ever thought about giving up on someone but couldn’t?

-nope

53. Do you like rain?

- Yeah, but I hate how muggy it is afterwords.

54. Do you care if your boyfriend/girlfriend drinks?

- As long as they don’t do it too much

55. Have you ever liked somebody and never told them?

- YES

56. Do you like to cuddle?

- YEs very

57. Are you shy?

- Yea a lot.

58. Do you get along with girls?

- I love em

59. Have you dated the person you texted last?

- No but I have kissed her

60. What do you carry with you at all times?

- My phone and some headphones

61. If you were paid 1 million dollars to spend the night in a supposed haunted house, would you?

- Um fuck yes

62. Do you think you can last in a relationship for five months?

- God one day I hope

63. Think back to October, were you in a relationship?

- Um it is literally the 6th of November and I was single and have been for like 3 years.

64. The person you like kisses you on the forehead, do you find this cute?

- YES

65. Did anything “cute” happen in the last week?

- I saw a dog so yes

66. How old are the last three people you kissed?

- Um all are 19 (?)

67. Would you rather pay to get your nails done or do them yourself?

- do them myself.

68. Which do you like better- Zebra print or leopard print?

- Neither, but I guess Zebra

69. Do you have any stickers on your car?

- Yes, two for my school and one for disney.

70. Would you rather listen to Luke Bryan or Lil Wayne?

- Don’t care either

71. Blackberry, Anroid, or iPhone?

- iPhone

72. When’s the last time you had pizza from Pizza Hut?

- idk, I usually get dominoes

73. Do you like diet soda?

- ehh, not really

74. What color are the walls in your room?

- In my dorm white, back home purple.

75. Are you 16 or older?

- I’m only 19 but my mind is older ;) (I turn 20 in like 2 months when’d did this happen?!?)

76. Do you watch Pretty Little Liars?

- No

77. Do you have a job?

- Umm I would if I decided not to stop working at the place.

78. What are your initials?

- JEG

79. Did you ever have braces?

- No but I kinda need them

80. Are you from the south?

- Yeah, Florida to be exact

81. What does your last status on facebook say?

- man idk I rarely post on facebook.

82. Do you still talk to the first person you ever kissed?

- Nope

83. Are you closer to your mom or your dad?

- Its a mix, I have different relationships with both.

84. Have you ever done cheerleading or gymnastics?

- I was in cheerleading in kindergarten

85. What’s the last movie you saw in theaters?

- Happy Death Day (which I highly recommend)

86. Do you smoke?

- Um, no. But the only thing I’ve technically smoked is Hookah

87. Would you rather wear heels or flip flops?

- flip flops

88. Is your phone touch screen?

- Yes

89. Do you normally wear your hair straight or curly?

- My hair is v short so naturally

90. Have you ever snuck out of your house?

- nope, well kinda? I went to taco bell when my mom was sleeping once

91. Would you rather swim in a river, lake, or pool?

- pool

92. Have you ever made out in a car?

- No :(

93. …Had sex in a car?

- no

94. Are you single or in a relationship?

- Single and ready to mingle

95. What were you doing last night at midnight?

- Sleeping

96. When’s the last time you saw fireworks?

- The other day driving home from college bc I go by Disney

97. Do you like the camera on your phone?

- Yea

98. Have you ever had a friend with benefits?

- ehh not one sexually I guess but we did make out with each other

99. Have you ever passed out from drinking?

- nope

100. Are you friends with people on facebook that you actually hate?

- YES, but I live for drama

101. Have you ever had a pregnancy scare?

- No

102. Name your favorite Kesha song:

- Right now praying

103. Do you have any tan lines right now?

- YES, I wear a lot of muscle shirts and not enough sunscreen.

104. Would you ever wear cowboy boots with shorts

- Ummm, my friends would think I would but nope no thanks

#umm im too laxy to fix it #jacketty #I finally did it #I’ve been meaning to finish it but I went home #and also turned out to be really lazy

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