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annarts05 · 2 years
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If your plot feels boring...
Does your plot feel boring, unoriginal, bland, lame, overused, basically any word that relates to these???
Do you feel frustrated that it’s not as creative as others’? Are you upset? Are you wallowing a little bit?
Okay, well stop it. Now. Don’t throw a pity party. Don’t lecture yourself. Don’t feel bad about your writing. Don’t get frustrated. Stay calm. We can fix this. 
That fact that you’re writing at all means you’re already made more progress than most people. A lot of people don’t make it past the idea phase. So be proud of the fact that you’re trying to come up with a plot at all. 
So here:
Reminder that the characters are what are interesting. Not the plot. Sure, if the plot is cool and original, great. But it’s not the be-all-end-all. Think of your favorite movie. 
One of my personal favorites is Spiderman: Into the Spider-verse. There are multiple different renditions of the Spiderman franchise. Multiple different actors, slightly different plots, and different characters. But the idea stays basically the same throughout them. And I love each one for multiple reasons, including plot variation. 
But the characters are what you get attached to. Okay? That’s why I love each one for itself. They have so many similarities to each other, but I don’t care because I love the characters. 
If people can love your characters, if they have a reason to read through the book and see the character come out changed from how they were at the beginning. Trust me. They will read through almost any plot. Doesn’t matter how boring it is, how common it is. 
Readers are in it for the characters. 
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crucifiedfaerie · 6 months
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Gibson Girl | Pt. 2 ༉₊˚✧
Kylo Ren x Fem!Reader
➴ Summary: He can't possibly have feelings for you. That would make him weak... right?
➴ Part One | Part Three
➴ Word Count: 1.3k
➴ Warnings: 18+ MDNI, fem!reader, dom!kylo, slowburn, sooo much angst, kylo is really mean this chapter :( guys im sorry, bpd king !!, kylo is an emotionally stunted asshole, gaslighting, crylo ren, dubcon, SMUT (pure filth im sorry, again kylo is mean, inappropriate use of the force, oral sex m!receiving, rough facefucking, degradation, sadist!kylo, sorta dacryphilia ??, light bruising ??)
➴ Taglist: ( @enviedear @capitanostella @teapartydreams )
A/N: kylo is such an asshole this chapter and for that i am so sorry BUT BEAR WITH ME... i have plans and i pinky promise things get better. also as hot as i think facefucking is, i have a sinus infection rn and all i could think about while writing this chapter was facefucking with a congested, stopped up nose and how horrendously unenjoyable that would be LMAO. like.. thats gotta be a form of attempted murder.
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"Sir, I just think she might be becoming too much of a distraction to you." General Hux paced the floor of the command room, as he spoke. "The Resistance is closing in and your mind is being clouded by a mere technician. I believe the best course of action would be to neutralize he-"
An unseen force lifted his body into the air by his neck. He attempted to find flat ground, the tips of his shoes grazing the floor as he choked on his words.
"Do not even finish that sentence General." Kylo boomed, his modulator struggling to keep up with his volume. "Unless you'd like for me to crush your skull right now, I suggest you keep your thoughts on my personal endeavors to yourself."
With a swift motion of his hand, Kylo slammed Hux to the floor, releasing him. "Now get out of my sight."
Filled with a rage that rivaled the fire of a thousand suns, he watched as the General scrambled to the floor and bolted out of the door.
Once the door shut, Kylo ignited his crimson saber and swung at the walls, the table, everything. He screamed as he shredded the durasteel, filling the room with the scent of molten metal and burning plastic.
When he was satisfied with his destruction, he slid down the wall and slumped to the floor. His head hung between his knees, and only a trained ear could have heard the sob that emanated from his mask.
You had been staring at Kylo's bedroom ceiling for hours, replaying last nights events in your head. If it weren't for you laying in his bed you would have thought it was just a really vivid dream.
You were pulled out of your daydream by the sound of his heavy boots making their way towards the bedroom. The door swung open and although the mask hid his face, you knew he was absolutely seething.
"Hi... are you- are you okay?" You tried to sound less terrified than you actually were, to no avail.
"Fine, actually." He said coldly, his hands balled into tight fists at his sides.
You are definitely lying.
You momentarily forgot he could hear your thoughts. With an outstretched hand, he used the force to pull you off the bed and onto the floor in front of him. You wince as your warm, naked body made contact with the cold floor of his bedroom.
He leant down to grab your face and make you look up at him. "You question me? On my own goddamn ship?" He yelled, any shred of the man who held your head in his lap last night was now gone.
The lump in your throat grew bigger, your voice trembling. "You j-just seemed upset Kylo. I-I don't understand what I did wrong."
He sighed in annoyance, looking up at the ceiling for a moment. "What you've done wrong..." his grip on your face tightened, leather fingers digging into your jaw. "Is get into my fucking head."
You didn't realize you were crying until a warm tear hit your hand. "I d-d-don't under- s-stand!" You sobbed.
He wiped your tears away carelessly with his glove. "Stop! Stop crying! If sympathy from me is what you're looking for you won't get it."
He let go of your face forcefully and stood straight up, towering over you before working to undo his belt and free his cock from the confines of his trousers. The heat that grew in your core betrayed you, despite your tears and anger.
He grabbed your hair and pulled. "Open." He demanded, his tone cold and stripped of any emotion that wasn't anger. You obliged and without a moment's hesitation, Kylo shoved his cock so far down your throat you saw stars.
More tears ran down your face as he held you there, gripping your hair and forcing you to breathe through your nose.
Kylo began to move, speeding up his thrusts and hitting the back of your throat with each snap of his hips. He was unrelenting, unmerciful on your pretty mouth. The pleasure you were getting from him simply using you mouth was downright sinful. You looked up at him, moaning around his dick and silently pleading with him through teary eyes to just give you a break.
Please-
He took pleasure in listening to the noises you made. He looked down at you, a mixture of spit, tears, and his precum dribbling from your mouth. He laughed at you, "Pathetic little thing, getting off on my cruelty towards you. And you think I'd give you a break? Fuck no."
Nearing his climax, his thrusts became erratic, almost animalistic. With one last thrust and zero warning, Kylo groaned as he came down your thoat. You noted how warm and salty it was as you swallowed, hands hitting the floor and gasping for air when he finally pulled away.
He just just stood there, staring down at you and watching intently as you breathed heavily on the floor, broken. There was a small shred of goodness left in Kylo that knew this was wrong, that knew you didn't deserve to be treated like a piece of meat. He wanted so badly to drop to his knees right there and hold you, to say he was sorry and that his feelings for you ran much deeper than wanting to use you as a fucktoy. But he couldn't bring himself to admit it. If he loved you that meant he was weak, right? And under no circumstances could the First Order have a weak leader. He wouldn't listen to that part of himself, even if it absolutely killed him inside to do so.
He grabbed your clothes from the night before off of the floor and tossed them to you. "Get out." He spit.
"Kylo-" You breathed, fighting the tears that threatened to resurface. "I don't understand-" Your voice broke into a sob as you dressed yourself.
His heart shattered at how badly he was hurting you. He was angry with himself, not you. But he couldn't tell you that. "I said get out! Don't make me have to ask you again."
You cried, tears blinding you as you left his quarters, slamming the door behind you. You winced at his modulated shouting and the shriek of his saber crashing through things in his room as you made your way down the hall.
I don't get him, I don't think I ever will.
Two weeks had gone by since your last encounter with Kylo. The morning after, he had left on a mission without a word. As time passed, the bruise he left on your jaw faded to a yellow-green and you vowed to yourself by the time the bruise was gone you'd forget about Kylo and that any of it ever happened. Deep down you knew that wasn't true, time wasn't as merciful on the aching emptiness in your heart.
As you worked through a tangle of wires, a notification buzzed on your datapad.
"Command Shuttle arriving at 15:30."
In ten minutes. Great.
You ignored it and went back to work, attempting to rewire a control panel in the Command Center, that who other than Kylo Ren had apparently destroyed with his saber a couple weeks prior. Despite your yearning, he was truly beginning to piss you off.
After a while of tinkering, another message buzzed on your datapad. When you looked to see what it was your heart sank. It was him.
"My quarters. Now."
You groaned, letting out a long sigh.
Gods- Can that fucking man make up his goddamn mind. Please.
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chawarin-panich · 1 year
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Sorry, same anon from like your last 4 or 5 asks. You'll let me know if I'm bombarding with too many asks, right? My insomnia decided to take over and so I've lost all self control rn. I do have an ao3 but I haven't posted anything in years. I'm too shy - hence the anon. But you've got blanket permission if you want to do anything with my little ficlet. Thank you for the lovely commentary, I'm glad you enjoyed it! =D
Same anon from before, just saw your other answer or would've put both in one ask. I found a clip of that video with English subs. First basically said that he doesn't wanna spoil us but also said him and khaotung have a lot of scenes together. I hope he wasn't messing with us.
anon im going to *expires* - why does he have a lot of scenes with khaotung what are they doing - if this becomes a buddy comedy where kaipa and alan band together to keep their love interests apart and falls in love in the process i might have to join the em twitter fans in their crusade against alankaipa asdkjshgjghjghfjh [i do need this to exist in fic form though lol]
but imagine - like as characters even without them being FK - Alan's path to healing and being able to trust again and also recognize his role in the way his relationship with Wen fell apart is actually a very strong storyline (and personally i feel its more compelling than JimWen's neglected suburban housewife getting with the poolboy vibe asdfghjhgfds dnt @ me plsss i promise i love EM lololol) Alan falling in love again centered around the themes of healing, redemption and second chances like riiiipppppp. the story then proceeds to just give you another single character who suffers a similar heartbreak but isn't dragged down by a jaded and grueling romantic past. Narratively, Kaipa is positioned almost perfectly to understand Alan but also inject his life with a little hope and maybe even call him out on his bullshit (just as a treat).
Kaipa saying, 'If we keep chasing after the one we love, do you think we'll ever be loved back?' in the same trailer where Wen tells Alan that he doesn't love him anymore like my adhd brain is making so many connections i can't even begin to sort through them.
A character who's vice is holding onto something a bit too tightly juxtaposed with one who's vice is neglecting the things that are important (they're foils your honor). They're at such different stages of their life faced with such different romantic problems but struggle with essentially two sides of the same issue: do i hold on or do i let go? and what role does love play in making that decision? what responsibility do i have to the one that i claim to love? Can two broken people heal each other? The only good answer (according to me) being only if they choose to: Alan and Kaipa can fall into tragedy just as easily as they can into healing and the outcome depends on an intricate balance between fate and choice. FirstKhao might be what brought me to AK but they are not the reason I've stayed with this pair and nurse their happy ending in the core of my heart. Anyway, I would love to help you regain your confidence so you feel comfortable posting on your account again. Like I'm not even joking your take on AK is really fresh and full of that hopefulness that really makes one believe that they'll make it without circumventing the difficult situation they're in. So tell me if there's anything I can do. also please send me asks whenever, you have no idea the favor you have done me (and @mr-iskender lol) in giving me this space to lose my mind over AK - there's only so much that someone outside the fandom can empathize with my constant AK yelling and EM fans terrify me too much for me to just go about posting AK headcanons before MLC has aired.
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lonesuperhero · 7 months
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The only positive thing I can say about this break up, other than finding out a headmate was not cut out to do his supposed job (and apparently turned into a villain (/neg) under stress) and actually having space to finally think for myself and figure out what was going with me to try and heal from that without still worrying, is that my family shockingly stepped up.
Like, they don’t know the full details and the nature of my relationship, other than I kept fucking up majorly bc I was struggling with a lot of mental battles and my ex had enough and told me to fix my shit before blocking me then perma-blocking me (bc of Finn’s idiocy), but regardless they’ve been surprisingly supportive.
Last time they found out one of their kids was dating “someone of the same sex” there was a lot of yelling and possible physical aggression involved. But this time around, they were just kinda “yeah, we don’t really care that much” which…it fucks with my head a bit because I’m sure they’re at least a little biased; but I’m assuming as long as I don’t really bring it up again I’m prolly fine.
But yeah, they’ve been a rock for me, mostly because I don’t have anyone else physically or emotionally close enough to rely on. And since the person in my highest relationship tier is gone, the new highest position falls to my family as being most important to me. Again…
They’ve helped keep me going a bit, making plans and consistent messages. Visiting me, having me visit them, them actually fucking driving themselves up here to pick me up and then drive me home then drive me back to campus once the weekends over which may not seem like much except from my home to college and back home is a SIX HOUR DRIVE.
They make plans and follow through and let me know if smth comes up or changed. They’re willing to work with me as I’m struggling to regain my footing.
…not to make it about my ex but-
Is it bad that I wish my ex acted the same way when I was struggling? That it would act like that even before I started getting worse mentally?
Like maybe not forcing it through a 7hour flight or a 36hour drive just to see me but like- following through in plans, showing it cared enough to do so.
I fucking forgave it for so many things, so many hurts. Like when it’d sleep in and miss activities we planned together, but i understood it struggled with sleeping so I pushed the hurt aside bc it was getting smth it needed. It’s happened multiple times, and im no saint in that regard either just- would it hurt it to put forth a little more effort?
I feel like my family has put forth more effort than it has regarding plans and activities together. And yeah I guess distance plays a big factor in that, but when you spend a large amount of time basically doing nothing else, would it kill it to just set an alarm or let me know if something suddenly happens? I’d stay up til 3am waiting for it to get online or respond to my texts or just call me, until I’d ultimately pass out and I’d wake up in the morning with a msg 10min after I passed out saying like “sorry I conked out, I’m still down to call if you’re still up?”
I’ve let this post get away from me- it’s sort of therapeutic just being able to complain about the things that bother me and hurt me regarding my ex. I still love it though, despite the hurt it’s put me through, the hurt it’s said it’s “accepted and owned up to” but I don’t think I’ve ever actually received an apology. I’ve received apologies for event while I’m in the midst of a break down so it feels like it’s trying to placate me, but it’s never really apologized. I don’t think it’s ever tried to. It hasn’t even tried to change the way it acts.
Right, getting away again.
Anyways: family is great to have around rn, shockingly, and I still feel hurt by my ex. End post.
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wonderlandmind4 · 9 months
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I smelt Daredevil so i've returned again (aka i finally had time to scroll on tumblr PFFT), see idk maybe its just how i viewed karen, but i truly never actually understood the hate around her like at all, like there were only a few moments where I'm like girl what in the god damn hell is you doing, which was taking ben to fisks moms retirement home and her going to fisks place in season 3 (but like Deborah ate that scene up so i win still PFFT). and sure maybe that scene with elektra being in the bed i see both sides of how maybe she went to conclusion a little fast but like Karen with knowing absolutely nothing beforehand honestly reacted way better then my ass would've.
Im probably forgetting some more (im struggling to try to write more than two sentences that aren't just me spamming the keyboard) but everything she's done whether it's the whole Matt thing season 2, how she handles her investigations, her logic and reactions between frank vs matt, etc have actual reasonings in my head and have been done on so many other situations with other characters in the show and people always be cheering them on EXCEPT karen. And with Matt she was quick to go back to being friends with him compared to foggy, I felt as though there was more tension with foggy up until the last episode in defenders because they writers are still tryna push the whole relationship with Karen (it triggers me and it hurts me every time they push the romantic relationship of mattkaren AHHA), so I wasn't too worried about how she reacted She didn't know shit for so long especially season 2, all she was seeing (kinda like what you said) oh I'm in a thing with this dude that i really like, lets add this stressful ass trial to it as well, oh matt is barely even coming to the damn trial that he helped push to do as well, wtf would this dude be doing but rn im too busy tryna figure out this whole trial and getting frank to stop being a dumb bitch. She's stressed enough as it is, now let's add Foggy as well not telling her shit but running off everytime he's in a conversation with matt, now the trial is utter shit, she sees a girl in his house like she got too much going on to be focused on the one week "relationship" she is dealing with matt so in her mind shes like no... im not dealing with this bs right now to hear an explanation, then immediately follows to the whole blacksmith thing. Karen in my head is the investigator for the show, she in many times is the only way we have the context of anything and people still be in her bootyhole yelling up a storm. I honestly probably need to rewatch it for like the millionth time just to make sure I'm not writing nonsense here im probably the last person to do an analysis rn AHAH but like she's my girl.
(This is the same dd anon right? I feel like the script was just flipped lol)
Speaking in what you mention of some things that Karen did kinda recklessly, just goes to her having those flaws but she’s so so passionate about wanting to help and stop things, and she shares that with Matt whether they realize it or not. And because of that passion they sometimes let logic and levelheadedness take a back seat.
I think Foggy said it once, but he needs Matt to think as a lawyer and not a vigilante as times and same with Karen. She needs to think as an  investigator/reporter and not as a passionate civilian who wants justice and revenge in a way.
But yes, I still see people hating on Karen to this day. And I’m strictly speaking of Netflix Daredevil Karen and not comic Karen (that’s a whole different thing and glad they went a different route with her character in the show)
So yeah, again. I think having Karen in the news how would be important as well
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ssamie · 3 years
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epilogue. “your girlfriend’s kinda hot”
kozume kenma x fem dazai!reader
(bsd x hq)
tw: mentions of suicide and suggestive themes + dirty jokes
masterlist.          suicide freak!
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"hey uh, welcome to my stream i guess" he said as he spared the camera a quick glance "im not really playing tonight because an incident has recently occurred in this household" kenma said with a tired sigh 
nobody else knew it, but the said 'incident' was y/n accidentally setting half of their living room on fire 
the reason? apparently, she wanted to try burning herself to death in the furnace. obviously, it didn't work. and all that's left from that is more shit for kenma to clean up and a trip to yosano-san. 
kenma is stressed. and y/n is still alive. both of them are facing problems. 
"can you please wear a maid outfit- no."
kenma shook his head as he continued playing, glancing at the chat once in a while to read the veiwers' questions and comments
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user: how about cat ears?! 
user: ^^ cATBOY CATBOY CATBOY 
user: u suck at this game wtf
kuroo.tetsu: hey kenma ;) 
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"first of all, i do not suck at minecraft thank you very much" kenma scoffed 
"second of all, go away kuroo. im still mad at you" 
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user: LMFAOOO kuroo what did u do?? 💀💀
user: he probably broke kenma's pc 
user: PLSS he's the one kenma’s throwing shade at on twitter 
kuroo.tetsu: STOP THE SLANDER 😔✋🏼
user: rooster head lookin ass 
user: ^^ NOT THE HAIR 
kuroo.testsu: 😃😃
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kenma sighed as he continued building a cute little cottage. he was currently vibing, just building y/n a cute cottage for her to probably burn later on. 
and he decided it would be nice to go on stream since his oh-so-lovely girlfriend was still out for work. 
ah yes, kenma has somehow kept y/n alive all those years. 
barely. 
hence why his phone was being bombarded with messages from her, all of which being blurry selfies. 
the photos had her sporting a huge grin while atsushi panicked in the background. 
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user: ayo, ur phone's blowing up 
user: do you have a girlfriend? 
user: KODZUKEN LET ME SUCK UR TOES 😋😋🤩
user: ^ ayo chill 😃
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kenma simply ignored them and continued on with his task. all was going well until a loud slam was heard. his cat-like eyes widened as he heard a familiar voice singing from downstairs, it was undoubtedly y/n. 
kenma chuckled nervously and muted his mic. 
but of course, cute dumb catboy didn't actually mute his mic. haha <3
he ignored all the questions in the chat, all of them being  speculations that he has a girlfriend. which he does, but they simply did not need to know that <3
"kenma~" she yelled out "i have a surprise for you!!" she said, followed by menacing giggles. 
kenma glanced at the camera before hopping off his gaming chair and peeking his head out of the door. 
"y/n, im streaming!! stay down there!" he yelled out in panic 
"aw, you're playing hard to get aren't ya?" she chuckled 
kenma deadpanned as he saw her limping up the stairs, with her bandages torn and unravelled, same with her clothes. he didn't really think much of it since this is usually how she comes home. 
its most likely just due to work and/or another suicide attempt.
"so, kenma.. you'll never know what just happened to me today" she started off with a goofy grin 
"im streaming, atleast let me turn it off first-" 
she paid no mind to him as she peeled off her ruined coat and pointed to her poorly bandaged stomach
"i got stabbed!" 
"you got what?!"
kenma furrowed his brows as he immediately rushed over to his side, cradling her face and waist as he inspected her injuries
"are you okay, kitten?" he asked worriedly 
"yep, apparently it wasnt deep enough to be fatal" she sighed dejectedly 
"please don't be sad about that." kenma groaned "can you undress?" 
"ara ara~ whats this?" she cooed "you're getting real bold, kenma" she smirked at him 
she unbuttoned her shirt and started pulling down on her skirt "but since you asked so nicely-" 
kenma simply sighed and shook his head. "i was gonna prepare you a bath but now im considering leaving you here to die" 
"but the second option would've been better though" she smiled at him 
"oh my fucking god." 
kozume kenma. (22)
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╰─▸ university student, stock trader, pro-gamer, youtuber, ceo of bouncing ball lpt. 
╰─▸ y/n's struggling boyfriend. definitely needs a pay after all he's been through.
╰─▸ currently panicking because his girlfriend got stabbed.
l/n y/n. (22)
╰─▸ operative/member of the armed detective agency. 
╰─▸ kenma's girlfriend. kinda dumb, very hot to compensate for it. still hasn't died yet. 
╰─▸ currently bleeding and wounded. also hoping for severe blood loss.
"kenma, did you know" she mused in a teasing tone "lack of sleep and too much stress could possibly lead to poor memory and lack of awareness" 
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kenma looked up at her with a look of confusion. he was currently kneeled down before her while she was sat on the bed as he cleaned her wound up with a damp towel. 
"why are you telling me this?" he asked 
"i just thought it probably applied to you" she snickered 
"why? i didnt forget anything-" 
he cut himself off with a huge intake of air. he slowly turned his head to look at the screen which still had his stream going on. to make it worse, the camera was on and they were both clearly in the camera's field of view. 
to make things worse worse, his mic was on the whole time and the live chat was in shambles. 
"i hate it here" he sighed 
kenma laid his head on her lap as he continued on patching her up, honestly not caring that this whole scene was being recorded for thousands or millions of people to see. 
"well, atleast the internet could finally see my beauty before i die" she laughed 
she ran her fingers through kenma's hair as he grumbled under his breath. kenma was a pretty private person. he made sure not to overshare, given his current 'influencer' status. and he was planning on keeping his relationship a secret, though it seems he can't do that anymore. 
"might as well say hi" she shrugged 
so of course, she then decided to walk up to the camera looking utterly dishevelled and roughed up. 
for context, the newly wrapped bandages around her stomach was being stained already by a crimson red hue and it was only getting worse the more she moved, undoubtedly messing up her wound. 
"hi, im kenma's girlfriend and if i see you flirting with him i will make you regret it" she grinned 
"y/n!" kenma groaned from the bed "you're close to dying right now, turn the stream off" 
ignoring him, she proceeded to read the veiwers' comments, laughing at some of them while she joked around. 
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user: heLLO?!?! 
user: GE HAS A GIRLFRIEND NOOO
user: bruh, did i just hear that right? were you fuckin stabbed? 
user: ur kinda hot tho
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kenma furrowed his brows as he reluctantly walked up behind her, reading the comments with varying reactions 
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user: well damn, hot bloody girl comes in and suddenly im lesbian
user: kenma looks so done
kuroo.tetsu: hi y/n ;) 
user: HER NAME IS Y/N
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"jesus christ shut up, kuroo" kenma grumbled out with a sigh 
"yup! yup! im y/n, and no, i am not a criminal. i swear." she shook her head 
"i got an injury from my job, that's all." she cleared up 
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user: tangina nyo sana ol
user: MSKAKAKKA
user: THIS IS LOWKEY ICONIC
user: time to scratch another gamer boy off my possible bf list 😔
user: girl wtf happened to u
user: that's wack bro 🚶‍♀️
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"great question, random person from the internet!" she beamed "see, what happened was.." 
"i went on a certain mission and got severely injured. though, when i called for help nobody responded" she said 
kenma furrowed his brows at her words. "why didn't anybody respond?" he asked. she sighed and fiddled with her torn bandages, pouting her lips as she does so. 
"well, when i told them that i was finally on death's door, all they said to me was 'congratulations!' and all that.." she said "what's your take on that, hm?" she asked kenma 
"im not surprised" he said 
she grinned at his words and leaned in for a kiss. "you're so mean to me, kenma~" she whined 
she licked her lips as she held his blushing face in her hands, she nuzzled their noses as she leaned in closer to him. 
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kuroo.tetsu: oh shit 😳
user: we all know where this is heading ;) 
user: sana ol talaga punyemas 
user: AYO CHILL 
user: why we goin so fuckin fasstttt 😳
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kenma hastily turned the camera off as soon as y/n's lips touched his. 
"kitten, were still- hmph-" 
he was only silenced as she slipped her tongue in his mouth, smirking lightly as she ran her fingers through his hair 
"thanks babe." she said as she pulled away, giving him a soft peck on his cheek and a nod "anyways.." she hummed as she turned the camera on once again 
she looked through the chat while kenma slaps his face to get rid of his blush. 
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user: ur fuckin freaky 
kuroo.tetsu: oya oya 😼😼
user: MS MAAM I JUST MET U AND I LOVE U ALREADY WJABSJSJJS
user: not me blushing chiiilllleeeeee 🏃‍♀️
user: KENMA IS FLUSTERED
kuroo.tetsu: kenma, i didnt expect this from u 😼
user: im so fucking JEALOUS GRR😡
user: girl r u bleeding rn 😃
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upon reading a certain comment, she subconsciously grazed her fingers against her bandaged wound. her eyes slightly widening as she felt a concerning amount of wetness seeping through
she glanced at kenma who was still calming himself down and inspected her wound 
"oh my.." she muttered, though she couldn't help but let a smile slip through 
so like any normal person would do, she simply ignored her bleeding wound and the fact that she was getting a bit lightheaded. haha <3
"anyways, let's answer some questions!" she beamed 
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user: what's ur full name
user: what's ur job miss girl 
user: are you possibly looking for a gf, because i am more 
than willing to take the spot 🚶‍♀️
user: how did you meet?? 
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"alright, those are all very nice questions" she chuckled. kenma, who's now calmed down, sat down beside her to look at the chat. 
"first, im l/n y/n" she mused "nice to meet ya" 
"second im a detective! mhm, im cooler than your fathers" 
"third, it depends, belladonna" she cooed as she sent the camera flirty smirk "are you perhaps willing to join me in a double suicide?" 
"oh god.." kenma grumbled. he pouted at her and shook his head in disapproval. "don't flirt with random girls" he whined 
"why not?" 
"uh- because i am your beloved boyfriend, is that not good enough of a reason??" 
"... anyways, we met at a cafe way back in high school" she said with a smile "also, i asked him to join me on a double suicide" she said 
she was smiling and nodding as if it was the most normal thing in the world, all while kenma nods along 
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user: wtf are u okay 🗿
kuroo.tetsu: teenage romance 🤩
user: cute ❤️
user: im concerned ❤️
user: ur a detective?? cool
user: LMAOO I'LL GO ON A DOUBLE SEWER SLIDE 
WITH U MOMMY 😩😩😋
user: ^^ SAME 😩
user: CHOKE ME WITH THOSE BANDAGES MOMMAE 😩
user: u r still bleeding 🚶‍♀️        
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kenma was simply glaring at the chat as more compliments and flirtatious comments came flowing in, all of which were directed to his girlfriend. 
"this is why i didn't wanna let people know about you.." kenma grumbled 
"aww, why not?" she asked with a playful pout 
"people are flirting with you." he sighed "also, stop asking for my girlfriend's onlyfans! she doesn't even have one!" he snarled
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user: LMAOO CATBOY IS ANGRY 😩
user: y/n-senpai spit on me 😡😡
user: drop the onlyfans 
user: chupapi munyanyo 😩
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"anyways, i'd hate to ruin the mood" she chimed in with a sluggish giggle "but im so wet kenma" she whined out 
a menacing smirk was etched on her lips as kenma spluttered in response, a bright red hue covering his face almost instantly as he faced her with widened eyes 
"y-y/n! why would you say that?!" he whisper shouted 
"cuz i am" she whined out as she grabbed his hand and trailed it down her abdomen 
she faced the camera and gave them a shit-eating grin as kenma mumbled out incoherent words 
"y/n we should-" he cut himself off as he felt the concerning amount of blood drip down his whole arm 
kenma's face paled as he looked up to see her smiling like a kid in a candy store, completely unbothered. 
"y/n, you idiot! why didn't you tell me!" kenma exclaimed 
"um- my girlfriend is bleeding. excessively. so uh- bye i guess" it was all he said before hastily ending his stream and turning off his computer. 
"y/n, let's get you to a hospital" he said as he reached down to carry her away. though she simply slapped his hands off and closed her eyes. 
"nope. this is my time, kenma. don't ruin it for me" she said 
"you're fucking dying!!" 
"well, would you like to join me?" 
"no"
"damn." she muttered in response 
"so...wanna fuck?" she asked sheepishly 
"for the love of god-" 
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Obey Me: The Brothers Accidentally Trigger an Abused MC (Asmodeus) (5/7)
Disclaimer: I’m not an expert on abuse or mental health. I’m not portraying how one should respond to these situations, only how I think the characters might. Abuse and trauma in particular are very complex topics, and people respond in all sorts of ways to them, and sometimes it gets really bad on all sides.
I can only draw from my personal experiences as well as those of people who have shared their stories or who I’m close with. There’s no one narrative of abuse and how it affects someone, so what I’m familiar with might not be what you’re familiar with. Let’s try and all be respectful of each other.
Content Warnings: Heated arguments, reference to past abuse, parental abuse, trauma response, breaking down in tears, this is quintessential hurt/comfort y’all, buckle up, mentions of alcoholism and abuse of alcohol as well as child neglect
I know abuse is never an easy or light subject, but this also has the added issue of addiction and alcoholism, so I’d like to add a second disclaimer here: addicts are not inherently abusive. If you or someone you know struggles with an addiction to anything, that doesn’t make you a monster or a bad person. I want to make it as clear as possible the problem here is neglect, and MC’s personal triggers related to alcohol, not a grand statement about addiction.
Now then... HERE IT IS! The long awaited fifth entry in this very angsty series. I’d say, “Don’t worry, things will pick up from here!” but uh... I don’t know what to do for the twins, sooooo... I’m not gonna make any promises about timing, but it Is Coming.
Lucifer (X) Mammon (X), Leviathan (X), Satan (X), Asmodeus (you are here), Beelzebub (X), Belphegor (X)
The flashing lights. The sea of sweaty, stumbling bodies. Music that pounds in their ears and shakes their bones. The miasma of a thousand perfumes and colognes failing to cover up the smell of drunken debauchery and things MC doesn’t want to think about. For the first time during their stay in the Devildom, it really feels like Hell.
But this is where Asmodeus thrives. MC sees him on the dance floor now, a gaggle of admirers all but clawing at each other to get closer to him. His cheeks are flushed, from exertion or alcohol no one can say, all sinuous movements and fluttering eyelashes. A demon- a concubus maybe? - is stroking along his upper pair of wings and saying something that makes him grin lavisciously in response. He looks at home here. In his element. Happy.
No sudden drops in energy followed by artificial cheerfulness to disguise the slip-up. No befuddled stares when he thinks they’re not looking. No boring plans with MC to worry about cancelling again. 
They should be used to this. They’ve always been a bother to everyone around them, not even their own parents wanted to spend any more time with them than absolutely necessary. More nights than not, they’d carry home the stench of the bar back with them, and MC knew they’d be paying their bus fare with the change from recycled bottles once again. 
Ugh, why did they let him talk them into this? They’re so stupid, this is how it goes every single time, they can’t go anywhere fun, all because of that smell-
Someone calls their name, enthusiastic but slurred. MC turns around on their barstool and comes face to face with Asmodeus, in all his lipstick-smeared glory. 
“MC!” he repeats, drawing out the syllables in their name. “What are you doing all the way over here? Come dance with me, silly!” 
He paws at where he thinks their shoulder is, missing and settling for the front of their shirt instead. He tugs them off their seat and they stumble into his arms. His hands wander and the lights are flashing and he smells like perfume and cologne and that damn smell of alcohol-
MC shoves the Avatar of Lust as far away as they can, yelling, “Get OFF of me!”
On any other day, Asmo would have a) not been phased by the panicked shove of a mere human, and b) recognized the distant look in MC’s eyes as they glared through him. But tonight his blood is more Demonus than anything else so he goes flying back into the crowd. They absorb and push him back onto his feet as one, the membrane of a world he can no longer return to.
All he can think is he came here with MC, because of MC, because they make him feel something exhilarating and terrifying all at once and he’s scared. (Scared he’s too much, scared he’ll push them off, scared he’ll hurt them, scared they’ll hurt him, he wants them close, so close too close please don’t leave-) 
He just wants to have a good time, he thinks. That’s all it is. That’s all they are. Except now they’re looking at him like that and he wants to help, wants to forget, too close too close too-
“Fine,” he spits, adjusting the roses on his top as he struggles to remain standing. “I can have more fun without you anyway. Go back to the House of Lamentation if you’re gonna be such a stick in the mud.”
He wishes they’d curse at him. Keep yelling, shove him again. Tell him to fuck off and never speak to them again.
Instead their eyes well up with tears and they run past him into the crowd until they reach the exit of The Fall.
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MC: Is anyone awake?
Mammon: I am now! Why’re ya texting at 3AM?! Some of us are trying to sleep!
Satan: You’d have an easier time sleeping if you didn’t leave your ringer on whenever MC is outside the House.
Mammon: >:O
Mammon: I DO NOT!!!
Leviathan: what are you normies doing spamming the groupchat
Leviathan: im trying to watch My Demon Boyfriend Can’t Articulate His Emotions Properly So He Compensates By Acting Like A Total Jerk But I Still Love Him? 
Leviathan: but i keep getting interrupted by these notifs!!!! 
MC: I’m outside The Fall.
Mammon: ALONE?!
Satan: No, Asmo has to be with them.
Leviathan: lol mammon’s simping so hard rn
MC: He’s not...
Mammon: HE LEFT YA A L O N W ?! 
Mammon: IM CMOIGNCONEESC
Satan: ...I will go with. 
Satan: Expect us there soon MC. Stay safe.
Leviathan: text me when you find them! 
Leviathan: Guys?
Leviathan: …
Leviathan: stupid normies…
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It’s Mammon who stays with MC. Satan quickly checks in with them, making sure they aren’t physically hurt, but seeing their bloodshot eyes and shaking hands spikes his already flaring temper. He apologises and promises he will return shortly, before storming into The Fall, magical flames licking at his silhouette.
MC is curled up on the steps to the club, hugging their knees. Without a word, Mammon takes off his jacket and drapes it over their shoulders. They start at the feel of the soft leather and look up at him in confusion.
“Why are you doing this?” they ask.
Mammon blinks at them owlishly. He gestures to their current position, opening and closing his mouth as he tries to figure out how to start his sentence, before saying, “You- I- He just- You said you were out here alone! A-and then we come find you, and you’re crying in the cold! What’d ya think we were gonna do, drag you home and dump you in your room?” He blushes fiercely as he scoffs.
MC doesn’t meet his eyes as they mumble, “Kinda… S’what everyone else does…”
If it weren’t for the muffled sounds of fireballs and curses being thrown around in the club, Mammon would say he temporarily became the Avatar of Wrath right then.
“Well then those people are a bunch of scumbags!” He taps MC’s chin so they look into his eyes. “You don’t deserve that, MC. I don’t know what my stupid brother said to you or did to you that made you this upset, but I’ll be…” He pauses. “...even more damned than usual if I let you think you deserve whatever he did.”
MC sniffles as their eyes well up again, this time for a different reason. Mammon’s ears burn. He blinks back what are most certainly not tears, and holds out a hand to MC-
Just as the doors to The Fall open and two familiar faces are thrown out by a very large and very annoyed looking demon.
Satan wastes no time. “Apologize. Now,” he demands from the floor, tail thrashing as he rights himself.
Asmodeus, charred, bloodied, and disheveled as he is, can barely get his hands under him, let alone upright. He glares up at the Avatar of Wrath, something vicious and ugly dancing in his eyes. He spits at his brother, blood staining his lips red. Satan lunges at him, claws extended, but Mammon is faster.
He separates the younger demons with ease and stands between them, arms outstretched. “Enough! I don’t care what you do later, but right now we’re taking MC home!” His tone leaves no room for debate. 
The walk to the House of Lamentation is silent.
MC wakes up to the pinging of their D.D.D.
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Asmodeus: please come to my room
Asmodeus: i would go2u
Asmodeus: but I think if i get up now i wilk not make it to ur room
Asmodeus: evertyhign is so bright
Asmodeus: imcsorry 
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    He’s typing more, but MC decides they’ve seen enough.
They pad over to Asmo’s room, still in pajamas and comfortable slippers. They don’t even have to flick the lights on to know something is wrong. His normally pristine bedroom is a mess. Clothes and bedsheets are strewn about as though a miniature tornado blew through his closets, and in the middle of it all sits Asmo himself, cocooned in a blanket, identifiable only by a shock of peachy curls.
MC calls his name and he springs to life, jumping up to greet them before unceremoniously falling off his bed in a tangle of fabric. They almost smile at the sight, but remember why they came here and stay in the doorframe. 
“You actually came,” Asmo says in a scratchy whisper. He looks up at them and MC sees last night’s partially removed makeup smeared all over his face. His bloodshot eyes water.
“You look awful,” they reply and curse themself internally. What a way to start fixing things, MC.
To their surprise Asmo laughs, an uncharacteristically cynical edge to it. They giggle too, and it’s not long before the pair are both howling on the floor. The tension almost dissipates, until Asmo’s voice hitches and suddenly he’s crying again. 
“It’s only fair, right?” he says, voice wavering. “I-It should m-match the inside, no?”
“Asmo…”
“Don’t!” he cries, shushing MC with a finger. “There is no excuse for what I said last night!”
“You were very drunk…”
“I shouldn’t have been!” He processes what he just said. “I shouldn’t have- I was supposed to watch over you! You were all alone in there and I just-”
“I shouldn’t need a babysitter. It’s not your fault I’m such-”
MC doesn’t get to finish their sentence on account of a bruising hug from a still-blanketed Asmodeus. 
“Shut up,” he says, and it’s their turn to start blubbering as he continues, “I don’t know who made you start thinking like that, but you are not a bother, or a burden, o-or boring, or anything like that!” He loosens his grip on them so he’s just holding their arms. “MC, what I said yesterday was completely untrue and totally uncalled for. I… I can’t take it back, but I’ll do anything in my power to make it up to you, I promise.”
MC doesn’t meet his eyes for a long moment.
“Tell me what’s been bothering you,” they ask.
“Huh?”
“Don’t pretend with me anymore, Asmo. Something’s been bothering you the past couple of weeks. Tell me what it is, and I’ll see if I can forgive you.”
“...Only if you tell me what got you so upset before… you know…”
“...Deal.”
They leave him on read and refuse to speak to him. At first he’s pleading, apologetic, chasing them down at RAD or in the halls of the House of Lamentation when his brothers aren’t around. They finally give in on a deceptively warm afternoon in the courtyard outside RAD.
“What do you want?” MC snaps, half turned away from the demon in question even as they stop speed walking. 
“Please, can we ta-”
“I think you’ve said enough, no?” They rattle off a list on their fingers, “I’m boring, I’m whiny, a prude, a stick in the mud, I need to get over myself… Do I need to keep going or have  I gotten through that thick skull of yours?” 
Asmo says nothing. 
“I’ve done this before, Asmodeus. I get it. I’m easy to take advantage of. That’s why you put up with me for so long, right?”
“That’s not-”
“Save it. I saw the looks on your face when we were together. You were humoring me. Honestly, if it wasn’t for that night at The Fall, I probably would have let you do it even longer.” They take a deep breath. “But- I can’t… I’m not your priority. That’s fine. But I made a promise to not let this happen again. So… Stop chasing me down. I’m not interested.”   
It takes him over a week to accept that MC isn’t budging, and another to convince himself that they’re just being stubborn.
Who wouldn’t want to spend time with him? He’s the darling of the Devildom, the Avatar of Lust, the jewel of Heaven - or at least, he was- he’s irresistible! So one human threw a fit out of nowhere at The Fall, whatever.
They’re not worth his time. 
That’s why he’s out clubbing so much now. It’s a better use of his time.
A less painful use of his time.
If he can’t remember the nights they’re not with him, do they even count?
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try writing the night V came out to Dee! id personally love to read something like that :)
gdhasgadhs okay okay im gonna give it a shot like rn please bare with me aight ive never written anything in my entire life shgfshdfhjs
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‘’Dee...Dee...wake up...’‘
It was the middle of the night, definitely past midnight. Dee let out a small groan and rolled in bed, he was way more than used to Virgil paying visits in the dead of the night. ‘’What is it?’’ he murmured, still half asleep.
‘‘Can I tell you something and you promise not to laugh at me?’‘ Virgil asked, in a rather small voice, he sounded...embarrassed? A frown formed on Dee’s face, but he didn’t bother enough to look at Virgil to the face.
‘‘What? Did you wet the bed?’‘ He asked in a mocking tone.
‘‘What? No!’‘ Dee felt how his little brother gently smacked his ankle, which made him let out a small chuckle. ‘‘I’m serious. I...wanna tell you something.’‘
‘‘I’m all ears, pipsqueak. But hurry up before I fall asleep.’‘
While Dee had his eyes closed, and he was clearly not taking Virgil seriously, he couldn’t help but feel like something was...off. Virgil’s visits to his room were either because some random and totally not creepy thought popped on his mind and the little rascal felt the need to share with him. That or the rare nightmare that managed to scare him enough to make him get out of bed and march to Dee’s room, looking for comfort.
But Virgil stood there, looking slightly nervous, tugging on his shirt...It wasn’t normal. Something wasn’t right.
Virgil took a deep breath, which only made Dee slightly more concerned ‘’I think...I just...’’ He struggled to let the words out. At this point Dee lifted up his body a small bit, now looking at his brother’s silhouette. He looked smaller, and slightly scared.
‘‘Vee?’‘
‘‘I...I don’t think I’m a boy.’‘ Virgil managed to make out in a very quiet voice, but it was loud enough for Dee to hear.
Oh.
Oh.
Now that was something he wasn’t expecting.
Every single inch of sleep Dee felt before was thrown out the window by now. He reached to turn his lamp on and then turned to Virgil. ‘’Oh.’’
Virgil didn’t dare to look at him in the face. His eyes were stuck in the floor. He looked scared, anxious, sad... Dee honestly couldn’t tell. He knew he was supposed to say something, but the words just wouldn’t come out.
‘‘Like...Are you...A girl?’‘ He managed to ask.
‘‘N-Not really.’‘ Virgil’s gaze moved to the left, then up to the ceiling ‘‘I mean... Kind of? No. No, it’s not. Ugh, it’s hard...’‘ 
Dee only felt worse when Virgil hid his face in his hands. A little voice in the back of his head was quick to yell ‘’You fucked up! You’re a horrible brother!’’ and it only made him panic even more than before. He definitely had to say something now to reassure his little sibling! Virgil looked in the verge of tears. ‘’Come on, Amadeus. Think! Say something!’’ 
‘‘That’s okay.’‘ He let out in a soft voice. But he had to say something else. Something among the lines of ‘’I love you and I’ll support you no matter what’’ But was that enough? Was that what Virgil needed to hear? Dee wasn't used to this! He was used to Virgil crawling to his bed because of a bad dream, he was used to Virgil waking him up to tell him some unnerving thought that kept him awake for at least 20 minutes, he was used to Virgil shaking him awake to ask him to grab the cereal that was left at the top shelf.
But Virgil willingly opening up without anyone asking about it first? Nu-uh. This was a whole new thing. And Dee was not prepared. His mind was absolutely blank.
‘‘It's just...I’ve been feeling weird for a while.’’ Virgil spoke up once again ‘’And I told Patton about it and we spent a whole evening trying to figure things out and...I think I might be non binary.’‘
Come on, Amadeus. Say something. 
‘’And like, whenever I looked in the mirror things just didn’t feel right.’‘ Virgil continued, looking at the floor again ‘‘ I thought it was just poor self esteem but it isn’t. It’s dysphoria. It’s called dysphoria and it usually doesn’t bother me. I can go on about my day just fine but on other days I can’t.’’ Virgil let out a choked sob.
Come on, Dee. Anything. 
‘’And I don’t know what to do and I’m so scared. How am I supposed to fix it if I don’t know what I want? Sometimes I’m fine but sometimes I’m not and I don’t know why! I don’t...I don’t know what to do with myself.’‘ 
‘‘Hey’‘ Dee called, waiting for him to look at him in the eyes. There were tears forming in Virgil’s eyes, and some of them had already made their way down his cheeks. But he still looked at Dee. 
‘‘I love you.’‘
Apparently, it was all Virgil needed to hear.
‘‘I love you so much.’‘ Dee repeated slowly as he watched Virgil finally crawl into his bed and plop into his arms. ‘‘I love you so much, Okay?’‘ he said once more, hugging Virgil tightly once he started to tear up again.
They talked softly, and slowly. Dee asked a bunch of little questions to clear things up. Such as the pronouns Virgil prefered, if they wanted to go by a new name or not, if they wanted their moms to know, if they wanted him to be there when it happened, hell, even if they wanted him to tell their moms. 
And after some minutes of silence, Dee spoke up once again.
‘’Did Ma letting you wear skirts when you were little helped?’’
‘’I think so.’’ Virgil mumbled, wiping some of their tears.
‘’I remember...when you were four, you used to wear a tutu.’’ Dee laughed softly, and his little sibling let out an embarrassed groan, hiding their face on his chest. ‘’It was blue. You used to wear a blue tutu, some black, dirty boots, and a purple sweater with a bee on it.’’ He smiled at the memory, and could feel a small smile on Virgil’s face as well. ‘’You loved that sweater.’’
‘’I just love bugs so much.’’ Virgil said, nuzzling closer to Dee, even though they were already as close as they could possibly be.
‘’Well, I’m sure the bugs love you just as much.’’
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Losing to the King PART 2 - Hide 'n Seek
THIS WAS DONE WHEN I POSTED THE FIRST PART BC IM BIG STUPID DSHDHJSD Characters: t!rid3r, g!vintag3 Warnings: vore (duh), fearplay, swearing Word count: 1166
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Rider huffed as he sat on the couch, still the same tiny size he’d been for the past few days. Goggles was hopefully going to be home tomorrow, which meant he wouldn’t have to dodge around practices or going to battles with stupid excuses. The worst part of this whole thing would have to be whenever someone came to the door and he had to just sit there and act like nobody was home. Which was hard to do, because the lights were on. Either way, he managed to keep it up pretty well... then he heard Vintage calling his name and forgot about what he was trying to do. “Nobody’s home!- f*ck.” Rider swore to himself as he made his way off the couch, darting towards the bookcase and sliding under it, just before hearing the door open. “Rider~ I know you’re here, you think Emperor wouldn’t tell at least one person what happened?” He held his breath as he heard the larger inkling calling out to him, beating himself up internally for having the idea to ever have that 1v1 with Emperor. He flinched as he brushed against something, almost hitting his head as he maneuvered himself away from the spider that just touched him and tried not to scream. (HAHA TOUGH GUY IS SCARED OF THE SPIDER- actually no its reasonable rn it’s like as big as he is) “oh cod no there’s a spider here- …guess you could say I gotta get more than 8 legs to get outta this one. ok, bad joke bye please don’t hurt me-” Rider murmured to himself as he backed up before creeping out from under the bookcase, managing to jump up and just barely get his arms over the top of the first shelf, pulling himself up and hiding around a book as he heard Vintage walk back into the room. “Come on out, it’s not like I’m gonna kill ya... That just made it sound like I am gonna kill you, I’m not I promise- Anyway, c’mon out, I know I heard you in here...” Vintage trailed off as the book Rider was leaning against slipped down a bit, the smaller of the two inklings freezing up as the other began walking over.
Vintage smirked as he saw a book move a bit on the bookcase, slowly walking over before snatching Rider out of the air as the tiny jumped in a vain last attempt to get away. He couldn’t help but laugh a bit at Rider’s struggles to get out of his grasp, rolling his eyes as he was yelled at to shut up. “Heh... I’d advise against you telling me to shut up, after all, which of us has more power in this situation?” Vintage grinned as Rider stopped moving, slowly looking up at him. “...I swear to cod if you’re gonna do what I think you’re gonna do...” The tiny growled under his breath, glaring up at the larger inkling, before visibly faltering as Vintage lifted him to eye level, a faint red glow emanating from his eyes. “Pfft... What else would I be doing?” Rider’s breath hitched at that response, squirming in the cyan inkling’s grip, earning more laughter at his pathetic attempts to escape.
Rider took a shaky breath as he glared at Vintage, trying to keep his composure as he was lowered to be more mouth level with the larger inkling. He bit his tongue as he waited, yelping as he was suddenly tossed into the air, grimacing as he fell straight into Vintage’s waiting maw. Rider, still stunned from being tossed into the air, huffed as he heard the teeth around him click shut, shoving Vintage’s tongue away once he got back to reality. He ignored whatever Vintage was trying to say to him, instead deciding to try and get out of the jaws he was trapped in, quickly realizing that wasnt gonna happen, and opting to struggle against whatever was ahead of him. Rider winced as he continued to get coated in saliva, squirming against the tongue that was pinning him to the roof of the larger inkling’s mouth, managing to gether enough strength to push himself away and allow himself to speak. “Vin, dude, this isn’t cool, cut it out!” He shouted, quickly closing his mouth as he was tossed around a bit more by Vintage’s tongue, trying to find a place it couldn’t get to him, only to come to the unfortunate realization that there was only one real place it wouldn’t be able to reach him. He’d be heading there in a few more moments either way. Rider suddenly realized he wasn’t being moved around anymore, instead sliding back on the larger inkling’s slick tongue, trying to get a grasp on something, of course failing because everything was just so slimy and slippery, closing his eyes tightly, before-
Glp.
Vintage grinned as he felt the pitiful squirms and struggles, a hand following Rider’s path until he couldn’t feel the tiny squidkid beneath his hand anymore, sitting down with a hand now resting on his stomach. “Sheesh, man, you really put up a fight, dont’cha?” He laughed, ignoring Rider’s struggles and shouts as he felt the small inkling enter his stomach. Vintage rolled his eyes at a muffled “Let me out!” from the tiny trapped within him, grinning as he responded. “Oh I will, but it’ll be an hour or two before I will...” Of course, that response got Rider to shut up, continuing to struggle until the larger inkling pressed down on his stomach, which pinned him in place, allowing Vintage to work him into a better position. “Get some sleep or somethin’, man. You’re just gonna be in there longer the more you fight it.” He chuckled as he felt Rider’s squirming slowly come to a stop, releasing the tiny by simply lifting his hand a bit. “Ya’ better let me out of here in the next two hours, then. At least do that much.” “Yeah, sure. Whatever.”
Rider huffed as he just laid there, his arms crossed. He could feel the slight extra weight of Vintage’s hand over him, both literally and figuratively telling him that he wasn’t going anywhere any time soon. He could feel himself slowly getting more and more tired, the warmth and sounds around him along with how exhausted he was from struggling not helping much at all, failing to stop himself from yawning. He sighed before closing his eyes, he didn’t really have anything else he could really do in this situation, might as well just get some sleep.
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Rider stretched as he awoke, wincing as his eyes adjusted to the light. The first things he noticed were the fact that he was in a towel, and that Vintage was just... Gone. He sighed, stretching again. “Cod... Hopefully he’ll be here tomorrow... Gettin’ tired of this happening.” He laughed a bit at his own words, sighing. “... Then again, this all could be so much worse...”
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grxceblqckthxrn · 4 years
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TDA characters as types of tiktokers
y’all KNOW i’m bored when i’m doing this shit lmao 
i’ll get around to doing the other TSC characters eventually TDA was just the first to come to mind also if you’re not actively on tiktok some of what i say might not make sense ahaha
also i named some tiktokers who yall can use for reference for some of them and from what i’ve seen they’re all fairly unproblematic so you should check them out!!
EMMA CARSTAIRS
okay so she’s DEFINITELY super popular and she uses her platform for good
she’s really funny and a lot of her audios go viral posts videos of her dancing saying that she cant dance but she’s actually really good at it
6M followers and growing fast 
 hypes up her boyfriend’s account ALL the time
calls out misogynistic/racist tiktokers through duets and KEEPS THEIR TAG IN THE CAPTION  
 she is not afraid of starting drama lmao
occasionally hops on POV and transition trends but its usually satire 
emma can’t act for shit lmao 
super active on tiktok and has a spam account
people are always asking her to drop the skin care routine but she doesn’t have one?? 
*pushes Zara down* “and no one’s gonna help her?? WOW some world we live in”
JULIAN BLACKTHORN
there’s no way he doesnt  have an art account lmao
a lot of his paintings go viral but 90% of his comments are 14 year old girls thirsting over him
yall know that pottery guy on tiktok?? the cute one?? (i searched up his account just for this post he’s @/daxnewman769) that’s the best way to describe him
literally all the famous tiktokers commission him
probably has like 4M followers lmao
will occasionally make about how respecting women doesn’t make you a “simp”
doesn’t get into tiktok drama tho
posts candid videos of emma and all his jealous 14 year old fans get so pressed but he shuts down anyone who says anything bad about her
sometimes does painting or drawing tutorials and he’s really good at teaching stuff lmao
CRISTINA ROSALES
omg okay so like yall know those really pretty girls on tiktok who are literal models and are always dropping tips on how to frame your face for pictures and best clothes and poses and whatever  ( @/ameliezilber is the first person that came to mind as an example)
thats her
alot of her content is just for the aesthetic
BLING EFFECT
GRWM’s all the time
10 step skin care routine 
GOOD VIBES
has a pretty decent following?? like at least 2 million
has a spam but it’s exactly the same as her main lol
also calls out problematic tiktokers but not by name
her entire account is full of body positivity and does a bunch of stuff on loving yourself
sometimes does POVs and all the comments are like “@ netflix hire her rn”
sometimes posts crack videos with emma and cute vids with mark and kieran
MARK BLACKTHORN
does a lot of reaction videos and duets
a lot of his videos go viral but he doesn’t have a huge following like maybe 800k
 everyone still knows him
gets at least twenty “are you wearing only one contact” comment about his eyes every post
he’s really funny without even realizing it 
sometimes goes inactive for weeks at a time and just forgets that tiktok exists lmao
shows off kieran and cristina ALL THE MF TIME AND EVERYONE IS SO JEALOUS LIKE HOW ARE ALL OF THEM HOT
KIERAN 
doesnt have a tiktok lmao sorry
but shows up so much on mark’s and cristina’s that a lot of people know who he is
DIANA WRAYBURN
unironically does POVs but is actually good at them??
lots of videos talking about the struggles of minorities like LGBTQ+ and POC and women
posts a lot of those vidoes that are like “what to do if you ever get kidnapped” “red flags in relationships” “most powerful parts of the body” etc
probably has like 500k followers 
at the end of the day she doesn’t really use tiktok that much tho ahaha
LIVVY BLACKTHORN:
does a little bit of everything??
posts dance videos sometimes 
omg her transitions are SO good
everyone is in love with her and she has to remind them that she’s a minor (i’m just a kid plays aggressively in the background)
posts videos that are just vibes?? like her skating at night, dancing in traffic with dru/her friends, walking through the city at night etc
lots of lip syncing videos to whatever sounds are popular and all her comments are like “i wish i looked like this” “guess im not eating today” and she gets so upset :((
she wants everyone to know that they’re perfect the way they are!!
also posts POVs sometimes and she’s not that bad at them ahaha 
probably has like 1 million followers 
doesn’t even need a spam just posts everything on her main 
shouts out her sibilings accounts all the time
overall just great energy
TY BLACKTHORN
never posts his face on his main but he does on his spam
yall know those accounts that post fun facts or psychology facts?? his is like that except he talks to explain them and everyone finds his voice SO calming 
he posts a lot of content of animals and everyone is in AWE with how good he is with them
his username is probably theanimalwhisperer or something djkfskjd
every single time he posts Kit on his account all the comments are like “OOH ICU” and “SHIP” and “ASK HIM OUT ALREADY”
he gives 0 shits about popularity on tiktok he’s just posting for fun because he likes teaching people about his interests
so he has like maybe 500k followers
lots of philosophical questions that has everyone questioning their existence
ugh i love him
KIT HERONDALE
be honest this is what y’all were waiting for 
yall know those unproblematic ppl that everyone refers to as the “king(s) of tiktok”???
yeah thats him
SO FUNNY
LIKE HIS CONTENT IS GENUINELY HILARIOUS
lots of sarcasm and satire
think @/adamkindacool  ?? (one of my favourite tiktokers lmao)
does reaction videos for those “pov: im the annoying hot cheeto girl sitting next to you in math class” videos
dark humor (not like rude humor but actual dark humor)
like “i put the baby in the oven and the pizza in the bed” type of jokes back when those were a thing
has like 4M followers but almost every single one of his posts go viral so he’s gaining fast
lots of pranks
starts a bunch of trends
any video he posts of Mina goes viral
sometimes he posts some really weird stuff that has everyone laughing so hard irl (@/benoftheweek)
he NEVER thirst traps but still gets a lot of those weird sexual fairy comments on his posts (iykyk)
TO BE CLEAR I MEAN THE FAIRY EMOJI ONES NOTHING TO DO WITH HIM BEING FAE 
reacts to the comments with a video of him just staring at the screen with the “oh to see without my eyes” or “im just sixteen” audio going on in the background which only encourages them to make more weird comments
anyways everyone loves him
any of his povs are pure jokes meant to make fun of pov’ers
posts maybe one serious tiktok every 5 months that talks about being respectful and using your platform for good
“i miss old tiktok”
posts a lot of random videos of Ty where, again, all the comments are shipping them except even more so on his account because everyone can see his heart eyes for Ty
collabs with Dru a lot and does a bunch of duets of her videos
everyone loves him bye
DRU BLACKTHORN
SO many memes
she deletes any hate in her comments bc she honestly doesnt care to respond to them and doesn’t need that kind of negativity in her life
but one time she got a “the f in women stands for funny” comment and she WENT OFF
does really dark povs sometimes that are really interesting
CLOWN MAKEUP + SCARY CLOWN TIKTOKS ( think @/avani ‘s clown make up posts
REALLY good at makeup and sometimes gets julian to do scary makeup on her for tiktoks and povs (like those ones with stitches over the mouth or skin peeling off)
huge ally!! posts a lot about minorities struggles and white privilege, and acknowledges hers
does movie reviews and stuff sometimes
“types of” videos
pulls a lot of pranks on her sibilings with livvy and sometimes with Kit
lots of body positivity + self love
calls out back-handed compliments
also has a lot of content like Livvy’s of just vibing in LA
julian and emma and mark go off at anyone who sexualize her in the comments
probably has like 650k followers
posts a couple of times a week
BONUS: 
JAIME ROSALES
lots of skateboarding videos idk he just gives me that vibe
doesn’t post that often but is super popular
like maybe 1.5M followers
really passionate about systematic racism
HATES all those privileged white boys using the “this is america” audio to pretend they’re oppressed ( this is a may 2020 thing so it probably wont make sense to anyone who sees this after lmao)
POSTS A LOT OF THIRST TRAPS LMAO 
also posts lots of videos that’s just him yelling about stuff but they’re really entertaining to watch ( like that guy sebastian @/sauceyogranny)
everyone thinks he’s super hot he always shows up in those “hottest boys on tiktok” videos except sometimes he’s just the token POC boy and it makes him mad :( 
DIEGO ROSALES
HIS ACCOUNT IS SO PRACTICAL LMAO
lots of tips 
“what to do if you’re trapped in the desert” “what to do if you’re kidnapped and stuck in the trunk”
doesnt reply to comments EVER unless it’s to clarify a point he made in the video or answer a question
has like 200k
okay thats it lmao im done bye this took me like an hour to make
i’ll get to all the other characters from the other series’ eventually 
also if yall are wondering abt the lack of f*ckbois in this post they’re coming dw
TMI CHARACTERS AS TYPES OF TIKTOKERS
TID CHARACTERS AS TYPES OF TIKTOKERS 
TLH CHARACTERS AS TYPES OF TIKTOKERS
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snifferz · 2 years
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'i fucking love everything about what im seeing in this work rn, theres so much in it that im struggling to describe and i dont want to come across like im being too over the top so it overwhelms the person but i really really like this, i also feel worried that if i point out the colouring for the 100th time (even though colour being done well is probably one of my favourite things and makes my silly little hedgehog brain do backflips and when i see it i want to yell about it for years but i dont want to repeat myself) maybe the person will get mad at me or say something. i really want to show how cool this is and how much i love it but dont know how to do it verbally from lack of social experience but this really really gets me in the best way possible and i love you and the art/concept/whatever'
-> 'THATSFYCKGIGN AWEOSME OMG WAAAAGHHH' 'HOLY SHIT OMG'
i am so sorry if i dont talk to you properly on discord im just... really really bad with social stuff, im trying i promsie 😭😭😭
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hii i know this is SUPER random but can u talk about seungcheol a bit.....? like i just LOVE the way u talk abou the members..... it can be anything.... like idk i just feel happy in some type of way.....? im so sorry that this is weird and confuse 🥺😪
OFC I CAN TALK ABOUT SEUNGCHEOL OMG i barely ever talk about him (bc i have . brainrot abt other members) but seriously i think seungcheol is one of the sweetest loveliest people in the world so . i’ll just do a lil personality analysis about him!
so cheol is an infp, which is the same as dk! i really truly believe infps are natural born leaders because of how devoted and sensitive to other ppl they are - cheol is a leader by example!!! he works the hardest and encourages others and when others see how much he cares and how loyal he is they want to do the same. the reason u dont see seokmin and cheol as similar personalities is completely from their zodiac sign i think (aquarius vs leo), so lets talk about how being a leo effects cheol's mbti!!!
leos are by nature a lil attention driven, but this isn't a bad thing!!! you can tell by the way cheol talks to carats that he can be super confident, always teasing and telling them to confirm how much they love him, but when someone gives him genuine praise out of pocket he gets SUPER SHYYY like he goes 😳 and then lAUGHS all embarrassed he is SOOO CUTE!!! like, he WANTS attention and praise, but hes still a fucking infp (chronic inferiority complex) so he doesnt??? think he deserves it???? which only makes him work HARDER because he desperately WANTS to believe he’s deserving but he doesnt!!! think he is! BUT HE IS HE IS SO DESERVING I LOVE HIM SO MUCH
infps naturally are super interested in the thoughts and feelings of others, which means he’s super good at listening. he genuinely hears others complaints and struggles and comiserates and comforts i really beliege seungcheol would be like the best big brother ever because he just really LOVES and he would lay down his life if it meant that you wouldn’t have to be hurt anymore. he’s also really good at letting others take the stage and be the center of attention for a while. when he’s confident, he’s SUPER CONFIDENT, but when he’s nervous, you can really tell. he speaks so well though!!! super diplomatic and so well thought out. sometimes he gets flustered and doesn’t know what to say (ex. every ment and every concert SDFHGSDH), but he uses that to alleviate some of the tension!!! like he’ll be like “idk what im saying rn” and laugh and all the other members laugh with him and encourage him and help him finish his thought AAHGFDSHFD god i love him
i also think cheol gets offended really easily, but the people around him have gotten really used to the way he takes things and have adjusted the way they speak to him to accommodate? this isn’t a bad thing! i think because he never seriously gets mad (it’s always joking yelling) it’s made others become more sensitive to the way others react to what they say, and in turn has made them better! yet another reason seungcheol is the best leader ever
i kinda hate talking about this because i hate projecting my mental illness onto real people but i feel its kinda important so... feel free to stop here! 
tw // anxiety (but with a happy ending?)
he internalizes a lot of his struggle (good ol introverted feelers!) and i think that scares him a lot sometimes, but you can tell that in just the last year that he’s learned to lean on his friends a little more. i love him so much i really hope he’s doing okay 😭 i don’t want to talk to much about mental illness because that’s a super not cool move but as someone who was diagnosed with gad when i was 11, watching older videos of him is like almost triggering because i recognize so many of my own defense mechanisms in the way he reacts to criticism and it HURTS. i really TRULY TRULY believe he’s gotten better, though, and so much of that has to do with the bond svt has and how they’ve been able to encourage him and talk to him. you see a lot of the anxiety celebrities have stemming from not being able to relate to anyone and feeling like you can’t complain because there’s so many incredible things about the job, but cheol has 12 brothers that know exactly what he’s going through. i can’t imagine how comforting that must be 😭
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hi love !! may i please get personality ship with ateez, txt, and enhypen (but with the hyung line only/sunghoon and up!!! but if you originally shipped me with someone in the maknae line, i'd also love to know too !) i got so carried away with writing, so you can cut the personality part when posting my ship! tysm in advance
I’m an ‘03 liner that’s 5’9.5 (basically 5’10) girl with dark skin, jet black hair (currently in long twists rn!!), and i’m on the curvier side (esp hips and my thighs) !! some of my favorite features are my plump lips (and i have a beauty mark on my bottom lip!), my long legs (they’re 40.5 inches long and look so good in dresses and skirts <33), my kempt and pretty fingernails, and my eyelashes !!! i’m a virgo (and surprisingly i get along with all the signs, i cant think of a sole zodiac sign i DONT mix well with), and i am an i/enfj (i got 51% extravert 49% intra the first time, then 50% for both the second time!! ) and i honestly agree—i’m an ambivert all the way! i often come off as cold/shy when meeting new people (one of my closest friends avoided me for a month before meeting me because i looked so intimidating LMAO), but once you get close to me i turn into a bundle of warmth and love: i will never stop texting them the <3 emoji every morning or buying my friends/s/o their favorite starbucks order when they need a little cheer-me-up.
i’m extremely passionate about the issues and people i care about and the goals and dreams i have. I’m creative, patient, an extremely good listener, caring, a social butterfly, and extremely hardworking. my friends always told me of my heart of gold and how perceptive i am of the people around me—noticing immediately when something is wrong and trying to make them feel better. I’m also very headstrong, detailed, and determined!! my friends also call me a nerd since i’ve had all a’s since kindergarten—i LOVE school/education and would describe myself as intelligent. i really like that i’m empathetic and motivational to those around me. it’s really easy for me to show my affection, adoration, and support for someone because i just want everyone to feel loved and safe :( i HATE seeing my loved ones sad, and when people usually have problems about anything (from family to just school), i’m the one they come to talk to because of my warm and openminded heart. I love sharing happiness with my friends in their goals and always hype them up no matter what, and it makes me so so so so happy seeing my loved ones content, comfortable, accepted, and just knowing that they mean so much to me and that they’re loved. im also really, really funny (my fave personality trait of mine tbh)!! I’m always cracking jokes and laughing (sometimes for no reason LMAOO). i would be in the library at like 7 am with my friends and struggle with stifling my laugh from jokes i told </3 although i’m extremely nice and outgoing, i’m not afraid to stand my ground (most of the time) and am super defensive (esp about topics like blm, antiblackness in our world, cultural insensitivity/appropriation, sexism/racism/ableism/homophobia), so if someone says some shit out of pocket, i will not be afraid to put them in their place !!! a lot of people (especially older/more traditional folk) do not like that but i could care less <3 some useless facts about me: i love love love afrobeats (nigerian gyal here), some k-pop groups (bts, txt, enha, ateez, gwsn, p1h, and some 2nd gen groups!), and r&b (rihanna and bey and aaliyah <33). i LOVE to play roblox, i’ve been to 14/50 US states, i can do VERY simple makeup, people often think my nails are acrylics bc they’re long and i love doing nail art on them), and i know all the lyrics and adlibs to enhypen’s given-taken 😋 if i could describe myself in a word, it’d be openminded!! and my dreams for the future are 1) to be truly happy and comfortable (which includes finding my true love <33) 2) to make a change on the people around me and the world itself (preferably through healthcare so i can mend health disparities in POC and low-income neighborhood!!), and i love junk food (I SHOULDNT but it’s so good). I also LOVE law and order svu and forensic files, princess and the frog, tangled, and penthouse !!!!!
I also love to go out and explore—whether trying out a new restaurant in the city or a newly opened amusement park or trying something new, like skydiving (or some other crazy but fun idea), trying recipes from around the world, or trying sledding for the first time! at the same time, i like really chill, mellow spending-time-alone-or-with-one-other-person activities like baking (my favorite treat to bake is red velvet cupcakes and cheddar bay biscuits) and dancing !! (i’ve been a dancer for more than 12 years!!). i can also speak more than 5 languages (including korean!) and i’m always saying random phrases (like thank you, i love u so much!, gtfo my face, that sucks ass) in a random language too LMFAOOO. i often think being a coffee/cafe lover is a personality trait (i love love love love love coffee) i also love accessories (earrings, necklaces, bracelets, anklets, rings, etc) and would die of happiness when the day i can wear matching accessories with my s/o comes. i also love cleaning/keeping my spaces clean and i hate a dirty house </3
besides being my bestfriend who i can kiss and whatnot (hehe), my ideal type is a TALL (like my 5’9+/i’m already tall but pls .5 of an inch taller would be enough) man who has eyes for me and only me !!! they may look cold/cool/mysterious/laid back at first glance (like “yeah haha 🙂" to any other girls but “hi baby what can i do for u today to please the loml” with me <3) but turn into the sweetest, warmest, cutest honey bun once i get to know them! (kinda like me)!! ALSO a man who can pull off all black outfits like those are my FAVORITE omg. he needs to be FUNNY and have a BIG sense of humor (like i want to laugh every second i’m with him and laugh so hard that our stomachs start hurting and we beg each other to stop making jokes type of humor), fashionable (so i can learn fashion pls and wear coordinated outfits with him). i just want a boy who i could talk to and listen to for HOURS. like i would follow him into the bathroom as he showers and sit on the toilet and just listen to him talk about his day or vent to him, but also a boy that loves comfortable silence!! like we can spend the whole together and come back to the house where im studying and he’s working on a personal project so that just being with him makes me feel warm <3 i want a s/o who’s willing to go out and travel with me so i could take off guard pics of him and make him my wallpaper until he begs me to change it. im also not good at conflict so if conflict arises, id love a boy who knows how to talk me down and open up the room for conversation and make me feel safe and not as if im confronted or wrong, someone where we can just talk, resolve our problem, and make it up with a hug or night out!! this kinda leads to me wanting a relationship where we both help improve each other and our flaws (for example some of my flaws are callousness, taking things to heart sometimes, and not opening up easily, etc), so i’d really appreciate a relationship where my partner and i can help each other grow as people. i also love love love to cook, so i’d love an s/o that loves cooking with me and teaching each other how to cook each other’s cultural foods (i would love to teach my bf how to cook jollof rice and have a cookoff one day). i also want a boy that i can tease (i love to tease people omg) <3 like i could say “u look like a cute tomato when u blush <3333” to “and that’s why you got a fat ass head” and we’d just laugh and he’d tease me back <33 I like ALL 5 of the love languages (im a hopeless romantic ik) but my top 3 tied for 1st are quality time (HEAVY ON THE QUALITY TIME i want to spend everyday with my bf at chinatown or a new city exploring), words of affirmation (someone who reaffirms me of their love continuously, supportively, and in sweet ways), and acts of service (cooking my favorite food when i’m down, doing chores that i cant do when tired). men who are really expressive through touch are also ideal <3 i'd shy away from pda, but inside the house i’d be so happy yet so shy and flustered when they express their love through touch (like laying in my lap so i can play with their hair, holding my hand while watching tv, cuddling while talking about whatever). OR like the SLIGHTEST compliment or act of love (LIKE BACKHUGS OR HOLDING HANDS OR KISSING MY BEAUTY MARKS OR FOREHEAD KISSESJSJSJSJ) i’d just love to be really appreciated and loved and also show the same love, support, warmth, closeness, and happiness to my bf <3
THANK U SO MUCH AAAA i honestly cant wait for my ship!! have an amazing day/afternoon/evening <3
Hiii! Thank you so much for requesting!! I really hope you like it!! Btw you seem like the sweetest person ever and you are literally perfection<3
ATEEZ:
I ship you with...
Seonghwa
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Okay! I literally was going between Mingi and Seonghwa the whole time but when reading your ideal type I was thinking more Seonghwa!
You said you like someone who is kinda cold on the outside but sweet when you get to know them and Seonghwa is literally the definition of that🤣
He can also pull off those black outfits you like(I’m simping lmaoo)😚
Wooyoung might disagree but I think Seonghwa is funny and you guys would always make each other laugh😄
He would 100% wear matching outfits with you(he wouldn’t be able to stop smiling)😆
Seonghwa would be open about his feeling with you🙂
He truly appreciates that you always listen to him and will always just let him talk out his day(he always lets you talk first, what a gentleman)🥺
I could see you sitting at the desk or table studying while he’s walking around cleaning and it wouldn’t be awkward 😁
Seonghwa doesn’t seem like the type to yell at you unless he was really really mad, he is more of the problem solver in my eyes so I think he would be that person to talk you down and have a conversation with you instead of yelling😊
I feel Seonghwa would really want to connect to you on a deeper emotional level, he would open up more the longer you guys are together😭🥰
Seonghwa does like to cook but isn’t like the worlds most amazing chef so I could see you guys cooking together 😋
Little cooking dates where you have fun competitions to see who’s dish is better🤩
He would let you tease him if it’s all light hearted but he would always tease you back💀
I think Seonghwa is a little bit shy about skinship but sees that you like when he initiates it so he really tries🥺
Your height is nearly the same so I don’t think either of you would mind the height difference 😁
He would always complement the beauty mark on your lip or your legs cause he know how much you like it lol😇
You both are extroverts so you guys go out a lot more often🙂
He likes how you take care of him when he’s having a bad day like getting him a drink or snacks or a simple text message when he’s at work🥰
He would be inspired by how passionate you are about issues around the world and would always ask you what he can do to help you or anything☺️
He likes how your always laughing or making jokes because he loves your smile and it always makes him smile😭😭
Because of your long nails he really likes when you play with his hair😚
He loves to hear you speak in all the languages you speak(he is really impressed)😋
You both don’t like a dirty house and you guys are clean all the time lol🤣
Overall, You and Seonghwa have a really deep relationship and really care for each other🥰🥺
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I ship you with...
Yeonjun
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Yeonjun is effortlessly funny so I feel like he would always make you laugh and you would always make him laugh😄
Yeonjun is really into fashion and would gladly wearing matching outfits with you
He also pulls off a black outfit just like you said you like🤩
He would constantly buy you accessories because he knows how much you like them🥰
Yeonjun is definitely pretty clingy to you😚
He is taller than you by like 1 inch 😋
Yeonjun is cold looking on the outside and is a cinnamon roll on the inside😆
He will probably beg you for a puppy(a welsh corrgi) a lot💀
I feel like Yeonjun would be okay with comfortable silence if he is in the mood
He is a talkative person so I feel like your conversations would never end😊
I don’t know how arguments could go with him, I feel like it depends on how he is that day🙂
You guys love cooking together with music blasting throughout the house😚
If he gives up on helping you he will cling to you and back hug you until your done in the kitchen😭🥺
He loves to complement you until your super super flustered ☺️🤣
He probably likes how clean you are🙂
For your birthday he got you a little necklace with a lock on it and he has the key for the lock and when you open it, it has your guys initials together😭
He would probably take you to the studio and have a little dance battle 🤩
He would be willing to explore with you though I feel he would rather be at home with you alone😁
He finds it inspiring how passionate you are about issues around the world and often looks up to you for it😊
You guys get matching nails!!😄
You guys are on the higher side of zodiac sign compatibility😇
Overall, you and Yeonjun are the cutest and are literally couple goals 😍
Enhypen:
I ship you with...
Sunghoon
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You guys are the same height😌
Sunghoon would pull off that black outfit you like!😅
I feel like it would take him some time to initiate skinship and be affectionate with you but when he does he can’t let go of you😊
He loves when you play with his hair🥺
I feel like he loves just spending time with you and being with you🤩
He likes to hold your hand😇
He bought you for your birthday match rings☺️
Sunghoon doesn’t know how to cook so be patient with him but he will always turn cooking into some competitive thing😆
I think it would take him a while to completely open up to you but he still likes to talk things out with you🥺
He is so beautiful how can you not take photos of him and set them as your wallpaper(he definitely begs to you to change it but also loves it and doesn’t want you to change it)🤣
He loves how he can always talk to you about absolutely anything😁
Introverts and extroverts go best with each other🙂
He is very cold and distant looking at first but we all know how sweet and baby like he is on the inside😁😊
He is really interested in the things you are passionate about and is constantly asking you questions 🤩
He finds himself smiling when thinking about you😭🥰
You always make him laugh, it’s one of his favorite things about you😄
He would laugh as you guys blast given or taken through the house and you sing the whole thing dancing around(grab his hands and make him dance with you)😂😚
I could see you guys eating fast food in your car in some random parking lot just talking and listening to music looking at all the stars🥺
Drag him out to do this with you😆
He likes how clean you are🙂
Overall, I think you and Sunghoon are so sweet together🥰
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bee-calm · 3 years
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Aaaaaaah love me new to the tbhk Fandom! Jfjfjes I wanted to know ur opinions on a few ships I'd that's ok! Ehehe so the first one is hananene, I really like the ship it's cute! And the second is aoinene! Oh man that one's my other djfjfkelrkkfsjf
2/2 SAmE ANON WHO ASKED ABOUT HANANENE AND AOINENE I HAD A TYPO FRICK I MEANT TO SAY AOINENE IS MY OTHER OOPS THAT IS ALL BYEEE 
hi anon !! as usual this is probably gonna get pretty long so i apologise in advance hhdgdhd
so this is the part where i get cancelled because i have to admit that i don’t really care about hananene all that much- i don’t dislike it or have anything against it!! it just doesn’t interest me that much personally, and i kind of prefer the idea of a platonic relationship between them (give me chaotic bi best friends rn). one thing i will say about them is that they need to have a serious talk at some point about this thing hanako does where he assumes what nene wants instead of actually just asking her- bc he’s made some pretty terrible decisions because of it and still doesn’t really seem to acknowledge that it’s maybe a bad thing to do. im very much rooting for nene to yell at him once the current arc has been resolved bc he kind of deserves it. anyway, i can definitely see the appeal, its the Main Ship for a reason, but it just doesn’t particularly get me, you know?? 
i dont think its any secret that aoinene is one of my favourite tbhk ships- one of my favourite ships full stop, even. you look inside my brain and it’s just full of aoinene thoughts 24/7. nothing else in there. i think my favourite thing about them is the fact that they can be cute friends-to-lovers who garden together and probably wrote letters to each other when they were kids, but they can also be super complex and painful (while still having the potential to work things out eventually.)  aoi and nene are both characters who have been lying to each other since the beginning of the series- nene has been keeping the supernatural stuff from aoi to the point that aoi was convinced nene hated her and was avoiding her, and aoi has been putting on a fake personality in order to fit in, and never mentioned it until she felt lost enough to want to disappear into the far shore. again theyre another two that have a LOT to talk about after this arc, and i very much hope that aidairo don’t skip over the the struggles they’re probably going to have to go through to repair their relationship. i guess the thing that really gets me about aoinene is the fact that neither of them are in the right, but nothing they’ve done is irreparable either- it might take a bit of work to fix things, but that sort of,, potential for growth is something that i really enjoy. i definitely prefer ships like that where both characters are a bit flawed bc it just makes it feel way more human despite this, aoi + nene do still clearly care about each other though!! (i will gladly fight anyone who thinks aoi doesnt care about nene.) some of the times nene has looked most distressed have been when aoi is in danger, and aoi openly worries about nene doing strange stuff by herself- and she looks up rumours and scary stories to tell her bc she knows nene enjoys them !! (also you cant tell me that aoi’s ‘i missed my chance to tell her’ didn’t seem at least a little bit romantic) i should probably stop here but aoinene has pretty much every single one of my favourite tropes, they can be super sweet while also having the potential for a lot of depth, and man i just want them to talk things out and start being more honest with each other,,
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mahvericks · 2 years
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thankfully John had kept the dog food from his previous dog
- ik i commented on this already when u posted the snippet but this still gets me 😭
or simply because you trusted John to wake you up if another nightmare came to bother you.
- w!r trusting john enough to not only sleep in the house soundly but wake them up, the growth ✨
Satisfied, the dog came back to lay next to your chair while John walked to you, putting his hand on your shoulder, he slightly bent down to kiss the top of your head.
- IMMEDIATE DAD MODE OMFG 😭😭
Isn’t he going to be bored here alone?
- no literally, ill be studying and thinking about my dog at home like what do they get up to 🧐
- ok but what if w!r got them registered as a service dog and then like the person (idk how this works but go w me for a sec) is like ok, whats their service? and w!r, straight faced, goes,” they stop me from killing people” /j
Me? Having a soft side? That’s insulting. I’m a lot of things but soft? No. ”
- same energy as that “are you the big/little spoon?” and w!r would totally be the person to say IM A KNIFE, with yelena yelling in from somewhere that theyre the little spoon
you weren’t even sure if someone else than Yelena could cheer you up
- soulmates your honor
“ What? Of course I do! ”
- hc that theyre used to having weapons on them cause yelena always has like a gajillion mini knives in her vest
Two weeks ago I didn’t even know I had someone out there that would care about me
- yelena punching the air rn
you’d look more professional with a suit
- if i, personally, was a target i would infinitely prefer someone not resembling an assassin than a 🕴
No. I’m not teaching you more about being a great hitman in a store
- you killed someone with a pencil john ✋🙄, practicallity is out the window
but had everything you were looking for in a coat, it had pockets
- the first thing they looked for was pockets. yelena loves pockets. in this essay i will-
You look like a pink flamingo.
- they’re sophisticated creatures john 🥸
Now you look like a pink flamingo too! ”
- no because why did this remind me of the “having kids with lisa” hc post 💀 where your daughter like made you a tinfoil hat to keep away aliens
Don’t let him catch you, y/n. You deserve your freedom
- bestie you captured their inner turmoil so well 😳, i was literally struggling like BRO ITS YOU OR THEM but like widows 🥺 BUT WE HAVE TO GET JOHN and i just had a full on animal muppet breakdown like AGHHHHHHHH
“ Will you be fine? Do you need backup? I can find a way to- ”
- THE IMMEDIATE CONCERN 😭, THEYRE IN LOVE HAROLD PLZ🥲🥲🥲
If I told you this yesterday, you would have gone after him
- OK BUT NOW HES AFTER YELENA ✋😤
honestly feeling the betrayal in my bones as we speak🤝 but im happy that theyre getting closer 😃. so happy i finally got to read this bestie <3
-😌
bestie i’m gonna be honest i hate myself for mentioning daisy poor little puppy 🥲 the way i skip the scene every time i watch jw ✋🏻
r trusting her dad is just 🥰
john woke up telling himself it was his first day truly being a dad and i just- 🥲
me when i’m leaving home fr what my baby doing? is she inside or outside? is she sleeping? 😭😭
no no bestie you’re so right idc i’m making r registering the dog as a service dog at some point this is a genius idea 😭🥺
DNHDJSM YES R WOULD NEVER ADMIT SHES THE LIL SPOON
they do be soulmates 😭
yelena owns every different kind of knives and she takes as many as she can in her vest and i will die on this hill
ndjdnek she truly was punching the air when r said that 😭
NOT THE 🕴🏻😭😭😭😭 but true i’d rather be murdered by someone who look like they just got out of a party ✋🏻
and when john kill ppl with a pencil again and r totally fangirl over how badass it was then what
r loving and needing pockets bc yelena LOVES pockets yup
they do be sophisticated more than most humans eheheh 🦩🦩🦩
omg bestie what if, without realizing it, i got inspired by this 👁👄👁
I DIDNT MEAN TO GIVE YOU A BREAKDOWN BUT NGL IT WAS ONE OF MY FAV MOMENTS TO WRITE 😭
harold, they’re lesbians 😳
he’s after yelena, and yelena is sacred we don’t touch yelena and r is out for blood bc no one hurts yelena 🔪🔪🔪
we feeling the betrayal 🔪🔪 i hope it didn’t feel too long to read and that you enjoyed it! i missed you coming in my inbox! <3
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luvuwite · 3 years
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all, go
i hate you
1. What was the last present you gave?
uMMMM probably a commission i gave to pancake (archie/vivi)
 2. What was the last present you received? 
i dunno? if its a doodle then i got that a week back!
3. What animal best represents your personality? 
from the oOoOO spirit animal tests i took im a snek
4. What are you most afraid of? 
sometimes my own mind EYES EMOJI
5. Who is your favourite villain? 
HMMMMMMM probably like,, megamind i love him
6. Who is your favourite family member? (we all have one, admit it)
MY SISTERRRR
7. If you could name your own planet what would it be called? 
myanus
8. Stars or Moon? 
stars!!
9. Do you have/want kinds? 
if my other partner wants them, sure
10. What is your greatest life goal? 
making it this far
11. What is something you can’t live without? 
soup
12. What is a place you associate with your childhood? 
one of the parks near the store-area
13. How was your first kiss/how would you like your first kiss to go? 
i never kissed, so i wouldn’t know, but pls,,,ask for consent,,, and warn me if we gonna kiss or not,,,,,
14. What is some life advice you have acquired? 
ive learned a lil’ bit, but one of em probably has to be to just be like,, dont cry over something you know is fake, at least thats what i remember atm HAHA
15. Who in history has influenced you? 
bruh i dont like history idk
16. What is something strange that you think about often? 
h,,,hopless romantic noISIJEIORQ AHHAHA i like to think about weird scenarios in my head basically
17. Baths or Showers? 
showrr i get shy with myself in baths
18. Tea of Coffee? 
coffee
19. Alcohol or soft drink? 
alchohol bad brisk brisk brisk
20. Writing or typing? 
typing since its easier
21. What is you most favourite thing in your bedroom? 
my bed its sexy and comfy
22. Spontaneous holiday! Where are you going and with who? 
wait what UH I DONT KNOW probably just close close friends and family
23. Introverted or Extraverted? 
i have my moments with both
24. Describe yourself in two words. 
small and aggressive
31. What do you think of when you hear ‘portrait’? 
a picture or image of someone/something
32. Tell me about your partner/ideal partner? 
i mean no one is perfect yeah? i just want them to be honest with me and accept my AHEM struGGLES with relationships since im not the best partner
33. Tell me about your siblings, if you have any? 
my sister is what you call a “girly girl”, she likes disney movies, outdoors, being loud and running around, yknow just like any other child ever
35. What are you a big advocate for? 
my friends!!
36. If you’re comfortable to answer, what is the sickest you have ever been?
migraine + stomach bug + mental in trash +  stomach pains + lil appendix pain
37. When were you the most scared in your life? 
when i broke my arm
38. Ever had a paranormal experience? 
ACTUALLY YEAH i thought i heard someone yelling help outside my window and i peaked out and realized it was nothing and i figured i was just tired but i was still kinda freaked
39. Biggest celebrity crush at the moment? 
im not like other girls,,,,....
40. What is something happening in your life right now? 
uhhh just general anxiousness/paranoia(?) tbh
41. What is your favourite mythological creature? 
DRAAAAGOOOOOON
42. Marvel or DC?
dont know what those are
43. What object would be on your family’s banner? 
soup
44. Favourite flower? 
pink rose
45. One characteristic you like in a partner? 
s,,,support/reassurance pls
46. What planet/star would you travel to if it were possible? 
i wanna,,,, actually i dont know i think i would just enjoy floating around in general 
47. What is your favourite meal… ever? 
soup
48. First time…. doing anything. Describe your first time doing something? 
first time i drew was twiggit sperkl and that was the most proudest i ever felt
49. Who is your favourite superhero? 
bRUHHH I DUNNO I DONT WATCH THAT STUF
50. What is your favourite poem? Recite it?
i dont read
51. What is an exercise you despise doing. 
burpees
52. Secret talent? 
,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,
fite
53. Current song on replay replay replay? 
[x]
55. If you weren’t in your current occupation what would you be doing? 
sleeping probably
56. What is the first thing you notice about the person you fancy?
,,y,yo they kinda,,,, scrumptious,,, AHUIWRWQI 
57. If you had one wish that would definitely come true, what would it be? 
yes
58. If you could time travel, when and where would you visit? 
i would go to future bc i wanna see what i look like
59. What is your lucky number? 
5
60. If you adopt a pet what would it be and what would you name it? 
a cat!! and i actually am planning a name and calling them clementine!! 
61. Do you believe in fate/everything happens for a reason?
i believe your fate is decided by ur own actions/words
 62. What is your favourite thing about your personality? 
im not too hard to get along with,, i hope
63. What is your favourite thing about your appearance? 
uhhhhhhhhhhhhh
64. What is your favourite clothing store? 
primark bc everything is like 2 bucks
65. What is your favourite online store? 
i dont do online shopping too much
66. Use one word to describe your most favourite person? 
observant 
67. How do you usually have your hair?
down with a clip, then ponytail next day
 68. What was your favourite subject in high school? 
math
69. What makes you feel empowered? 
power over something/someone(as a joke/in games, not in a bad way)
70. What motivates you to do something? 
a prize at the end
71. What advice would you give someone who is going through a rough time? 
it gets worse before it gets better, and in the worse ill be there for you so you dont have to go through this alone
72. Ideal date? 
wendys!!! sweater weather!!! cuddle!!! left 4 dead!!! comfy clothes!!!
73. What is the best date night movie? 
i am not that attractive to be taken out on a date
74. What is something you are currently looking forward to? 
nothing atm tbh im just here bc i have to beIEOJRWIOE
75. Tell me a funny joke? 
oo wa oh wa ooh
76. Do you like musicals? If so, what’s your favourite? 
never listened to one actually
77. What is your favourite song currently? 
sweater weather. always.
78. What song never fails to make you dance? 
POP EYED JOEEEEE IVE BEEN LIVING???? LONG TIME YOOO
79. What is your favourite “classic?”
gnomeo and juliet
 80. What is the best advice you have ever been given? 
obese paragraph and comfort doodles? lets go
81. Where did you ancestors come from? 
puerto rico
82. What have you learned from your parents/guardians? 
be tough nugget and dont take shit seriously till you have to
83. What is a phrase you heard a lot growing up? 
dont step on the crack or youll break ur mothers back
84. Do you believe in magic? 
nnno
85. What reminds you of your best friend? 
overwatch
86. What are you passionate about? 
dance dance dance
87. Tell me a story from middle school? 
one time
the end
88. Who was your favourite teacher and why?
i love my bio teacher rn bro shes such a sweetheart
 89. Can you roll your tongue? 
yes
90. What made you pursue what you are studying? (including school subjects) 
my little pony
91. Where would you like to travel to? 
japan for those toys gimme gimme
92. What is something on your bucket-list? 
i wanna see coral reef
93. What is home to you? 
place that brings feeling of comfort/security
94. What do you do in your free time? 
draw
95. If you could buy anything right now, what would it be? 
food
96. If you could see anyone, living or dead, right now, who would it be? 
probs one of my online friends
97. If you could choose, what would your last meal be? 
soup dumplings brisk and rice
98. How would you like to die? 
happy
99. List five of your favourite pieces of art (paintings, books, songs etc) 
ruby eyes / sweater weather / ponyo / wall-e / idk
100. What would you change about this world?
global warming SHOOO U FAT
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