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cah0mie · 3 years

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To all my MCs that never really Enjoyed Celebrating their Birthday

Mammon: Alright! What does everyone have planned?

Asmo: I bought them multiple massagers so they can have a relaxing, stress-free day!

Satan: I bought them the new book series for them from their favorite author. I figured we could discuss the meaning throughout the story together.

Lucifer: I convinced Diavolo to give them the day off from any school activities so that they may rest, since they have worked hard it was an easy request. I also made a reservation at Ristorante Six.

Beel: I practiced how to make their favorite dish perfectly so they can have a delicious lunch!

Levi: I bought them the new most popular game they really wanted to try!!

Belphie: Uuhhhh guys? I don't know about this. I mean don't you remember what happened when we asked what they wanted?

Mammon: When they said they didn't want to celebrate? I've thought of that, and I have a plan!

Satan: This ought to be good.

Levi: Why exactly are we letting him run things anyway?

Mammon: Shut up and listen up! We don't have to celebrate anything! We can just try to help them unwind a little. Just friends trying to help their other friend, for no reason at all!

Satan: That sounds so suspicious, they would realize what we were up immediately!

Mammon: Do you have a better plan!?

Satan: ....... *Sighs* No....

Lucifer: Then I guess that's our best shot at doing this for them.

Belphie: I'm not entirely thrilled about following a plan made by Mammon, but I agree that it's the only idea we have.

Asmo: That's pretty sad..

Mammon: Shut up! All of you!

Lucifer: Moving on, I have already told MC that we have no school tomorrow. Hopefully they will sleep in and buy us some time.

-next morning 9:00-

MC: Shit....slept in a bit late didn't I?

-there's a knock on the door-

MC: Come in.

Asmo: Oh good you're awake!

MC: Just woke up. What's up?

Asmo: Oh, just got you a little something~ *carries in a tray with a cover on it*

MC: ..... Asmo..... What is this?

Asmo: I just thought you deserved *takes the cover off* Breakfast in bed.

MC: ...... *Stares at Asmo* What's the occasion?

Asmo: Can't I just do something nice because I fell like it.

MC: You're a demon.

Asmo: But YOUR demon, right?

MC: *shakes head, smiling* Thank you for the food, it looks great.

Asmo: Oh, but that's not all. *Retrieves a bag set by the door* Now, this mask will massage your eyes and play relaxing music.

MC: Asmo-

Asmo: This here will massage your neck and shoulders- which you could really use being hunched over a desk constantly.

MC: ASMO-

Asmo: And these are supposed to wrap around your legs and feet. They are massaged through air waves.

MC: ASMO!!

Asmo: What? I'm on the last one.

MC: Asmo, what IS all of this?? I don't need all of this, if anything you should use it.

Asmo: Now isn't that silly, of course you need it!

MC: As-

Asmo: Now, enjoy your food and relax as long as you wish! *Leaves*

MC: .....*sighs* .. So it's gonna be like that huh?

-few hours later-

Mammon: Yo MC! How about a game of Poker? I know you can't resist the game and the bets!

MC: It's more of the people and the conversations that I enjoy then the game itself. If we get more people on board sure.

Mammon: Uuummm, then how about some blackjack?

MC: Mammon, you know I'm not a gambler.

Mammon: Then how about....... Rummy?

MC: How about Speed?

Mammon: What?

MC: If you want to play a two person card game that bad, let's play speed.

Mammon: ...... What are the rules?

MC: Come here, I'll show ya.

-half an hour later-

Mammon: Wha-!? What the hell!? How are you so fast!?

MC: It's called 'been playing it for years'.

-lunch time-

Beel: Here you go MC. I made your favorite.

MC: Beel, this is much appreciated but why aren't you getting your food first? You must be hungry.

Beel: Nah, I'm ok. Besides, you deserve it.

MC: How so?

Beel: For being a good friend. 😊

MC: ...... *Sighs* ... I can't refuse you when you look at me like that and you know it. That's why you abuse it....

-afternoon-

Belphie: MC, it's time for our afternoon nap. Are you coming?

MC: I'm coming, I'm coming. *Goes to lay down beside him*

Belphie: Oh hold on! *Grabs a different pillow* Use this one instead.

MC: .... Isn't this one of those pillows that are supposed to keep you cool all through the night?

Belphie: Yep! You kept mentioning how hot you'd get while you're sleeping and how uncomfortable you'd be. I'd like my cuddle buddy to be comfortable while sleeping together.

MC: ....... There's NO other reason behind it?

Belphie: What other reason would there be?

MC: .... Fine. *Lays down with the pillow* Thanks.

Belphie: No problem.

-Evening-

Satan: MC, I'd like to talk about the theme in this book I've been reading. It's really confusing to me, I was hoping for different mindset to even it out?

MC: Sure, what book is it?

Satan: Come to my room, I'll show ya.

MC: Ok, *follows*

Satan: *lifts a book off his desk* This is it, apparently this story is holding the idea that committing crimes is alright depending on the situation.

MC: For example?

Satan: Committing murder is alright say, if someone kidnapped your kid.

MC: You think that's not alright?

Satan: I'm a demon, watching humans kill each other is pretty much sport to me. I just see it very unrealistic.

MC: .... Depends on the situation. Say your child was abducted and about to be sold off and become a victim of human trafficking. If this is proven then you should be pardoned for the most part, you will just have to live under new names and protection.

Satan: Wow, I didn't realize how complicated it all was.

MC: Yep, that's life. *Goes to leave*

Satan: Oh, before you go. *Grabs the series of books* Here, read these. I already have and I believe they're right up your alley.

MC: ...... Aren't these the new series of books, that just came out the day before? And you already read them?

Satan: *smirks* If you don't believe me, quiz me.

MC: ...... *Takes the books* .... Why do I not believe this is all coincidence?

Satan: *shrugs* Who knows?

MC: ..... *Leaves*

-Dinner-

Lucifer: MC, you're cooking?

MC: Yep. Everyone else cooks for dinner, I figured I could pick up the slack a little.

Lucifer: How much longer will the food take? We have a reservation in an hour.

MC: It shouldn't take too mu- wait, back up. What the fuck are you talking about!?

Lucifer: Is there something wrong?

MC: A few things yeah! One, I'd like more of a heads up! Two, why now!? What is this for!?

Lucifer: Consider this a reward for all your hard work.

MC: ...... Ok yeah no, this calls for a meeting.

-Everyone is gathered in the common room-

Asmo: What's wrong sweetie? You looked stressed

MC: I am stressed, all of you are stressing me out.

Mammon: Oi!! What did we do!

MC: Everything that has happened today was because my fucking birthday! Wasn't it!?

Satan: So what if it was? Why can't we celebrate it?

MC: I asked you not to.

Beel: MC, why do you hate your birthday so much? We only want to make you feel appreciated... 🥺

MC: Don't give me that damn look. I told you that it was a little too personal, and I rather not talk about it.

Belphie: Do you not trust us?

MC: I didn't say that, it's just...hard to talk about...

Mammon: Have you even tried?

MC: Have you tried not stealing shit? Difficult isn't it?

Levi: Woah! Burn!

Mammon: Shut up!

Lucifer: MC, we would probably understand your request better if you were to explain.

MC: ....... Let's just say... Something REALLY BAD happened on this day.... And everytime someone tried to celebrate with me....I remember it..... When I don't want to....

Levi: .... Woah.... Tragic backstory confirmed!

Asmo: Oh sweetheart, I'm so sorry.

Satan: I'm not.

Mammon: Wha-! Satan!

Satan: What!? Come on! When they first show up they state us down like we're frogs in the dessert, and they don't want to be reminded of some shitty memory!! You're better than this! Whether you like it or not I'm celebrating your birthday every year! Because you deserve it!

Lucifer: Agreed. You're stronger than you give yourself credit for. I believe with a little push you can love past that block on your mind.

Beel: I'll still make you delicious meals that we can enjoy together!

Belphie: You're keeping that pillow, whether you like it or not.

MC: ......... You all are assholes..... I hope you know that....

Mammon: Yeah well, you're a pain in the ass too. So we're even.

-later that night-

Levi: ....... I got that game you wanted....

MC: ....... You want to play together?

Levi: ...... Please?

MC: ...... I'll grab some snacks and drinks. You set up the game.

Levi: Yay!!

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That was much longer than I meant it to be, and alot more feelsy. Regardless, I hope you all enjoyed.

If you see anything that I could have done better, please don't hesitate to inform me. I accept all forms of constructive criticism.

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trashforhockeyguys · 3 years

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Don’t Hold Me -11- Carter Hart

A/N: Buckle up? That’s really all I can say. Get ready.

It was quiet inside the spare bedroom. Despite the lights of the city beneath you, it was quiet and lonely. Everytime you closed your eyes you saw another scene from your previous life. Another time where you’d been hurt, and yet you’d lied about all of it to spare him. You wouldn’t be able to get back those years that you lost because you were convinced he loved you. You were convinced that if you just covered up for him, that he’d stick to his promise and things would be different. They never were different though.

You sat up in a cold sweat. Your body seemed to burn. You almost thought that if you rolled up the sleeves of your sweatshirt, that you’d see the bruises again. You shook in the bed. You normally felt safe here, but now you just felt scared and alone.

You carefully climbed out of the bed. You weren’t even sure if Carter was still awake. It was the middle of the night, and you knew they’d had a long practice this morning. He was most likely already asleep. But you couldn’t stand to be left alone to the dreams. He already knew you had nightmares, did it really matter why they were back with such a fury?

There was no light coming from under his door, yet you opened it anyway. He was sprawled out on his stomach. You could see his hair splayed out over his face. He looked peaceful in a way you hadn’t seen before. There was nothing but peace about him.

Before you could talk yourself out of it, you slowly made your way over to the bed. There was just enough space for you to slip in and go relatively unnoticed. You could explain why you were there in the morning. You probably wouldn’t sleep much anyway. Not now.

You carefully peeled back the blanket and tried to slide into the bed without moving too much. He stirred, drawing in a sharp breath.Through the dim light you could see his eyes open and the sleep filled confusion. He still moved over to allow you a little more space.

“Are you okay?” His voice was deep, laced with sleep, but still soft.

You shook your head, not trusting your voice. You could hear him sigh slightly and lift the blankets more for you, “C’mon.”

Despite this being the first time you’d ever even thought about getting in the same bed as him, he acted as if it was the most normal thing in the world. Or maybe he just understood that you wouldn’t be here unless you really needed him.

“Do you want to talk about it?” He asked as he wrapped the blanket around you and tucked you into his arms.

You shook your head again and fought the tears that burned your eyes. You didn’t want to cry with him again, but you couldn’t help it. You were so tired and scared of even walking outside. You tried to act like you weren’t afraid, but every little thing scared you. Because he was still here in the city. He was watching you. He was waiting for the perfect time to get a hold of you. And you knew that. You knew it was only a matter of time. But what were you supposed to do? You had school, a life. You couldn’t just hide out for the rest of the semester and hope that he got tired of waiting around for you to show up. Because you knew he wouldn’t. He’d keep waiting, and if he couldn’t get you, he’d go through anyone he had to.

“Shh, it’s okay,” Carter whispered, kissing the top of your head, “You’re safe. I’ve got you.”

You shook your head and clutched onto him. You wanted to feel safe for just a moment. You wondered if he could share his peace with you. But you could feel his strong arms around you, holding you close to him.

Hot tears fell down your cheeks before you could stop them. Your whole body shook in his arms as he tried to calm you down. His bed was warm and inviting. Being close to him was almost enough to quell your fears. Almost..

“Nightmares?”

You nodded slowly, still not sure if you could even get a word out. He seemed to understand that they’d gotten bad. And although he still never told you about the first night you spent here, he couldn’t help but remember the way you’d wake up screaming. Or how you were begging for someone to stop.

His heart broke because he knew he couldn’t really do anything to help you or make them stop. So he held you and hoped that one day your mind would heal like your body had. He hoped that your heart wouldn’t stay broken forever. Because even though he knew he couldn’t tell you, Carter was falling madly in love with you. He loved every bit of you, even the broken parts. So if a few sleepless nights were the price he had to pay, he’d do it.

“I’ll chase the boogeyman away if he comes back,” He tried to joke. He just wanted to see you smile, just once.

He wanted you to feel safe with him. But he also wanted to understand what was going on. All of the sudden you seemed so much worse than you’d been. Patty told him when he’d come over that you and TK had gotten in a fight. But Patty wouldn’t tell him what it was about.

Carter would be lying if he said he wasn’t worried about you, the beautiful and strong girl, that was crying in his arms. He wished he could help you somehow. He wasn’t used to feeling useless, but that’s all he felt.

So he just held you as you cried, and eventually drifted off to sleep. You were so still in his arms. He watched you for what felt like hours, hoping you’d sleep soundly through the rest of the night. Every so often, you would shift a little and snuggle deeper into the bed. He’d smile and hold you a little tighter. He could feel his chest ache. For a second, Carter wished this could be every night, and that nightmares weren’t the thing that drove you to his bed for the first time. He knew you’d apologize in the morning. You’d keep saying you didn’t mean to. You’d find a way to seemingly talk yourself out of this small moment.

But to him, it wasn’t a small moment at all. He was holding you while you slept, which had only happened once before. But he was holding you while in his bed. You’d come to him, you’d trusted him enough to be here.

He wished you trusted him more, he wanted you to feel comfortable with him. Like how you did with Travis. But he knew he couldn’t push you, and he wouldn’t dream of it. He didn’t want to risk spooking you. So he’d be patient and he’d wait. Carter would wait for as long as you needed him to. So he held you, and he waited.

You woke up early the next morning, instantly feeling warm and cozy. You nuzzled into the blankets, not wanting to move yet. It took you a few moments to realize that there was an extra weight on you, and the bed felt different. You shot up, looking around you in a panic. You couldn’t remember where you were.

“Hey, hey, it’s okay,” Carter was sitting up with you within seconds. His hand was on your shoulder, trying to calm you, “It’s okay, Y/N.”

You shook your head and started to move the blankets off of you. Panic was setting in. This wasn’t meant to happen. You weren’t meant to wake up here. You felt mortified, you’d hoped coming to his bed was just a dream.

“I’m sorry. I’m sorry,” You rushed to say, “I- I woke you up last night. I’m so sorry. We can just forget it happened.”

“Y/N, slow down,” Carter didn’t want you to panic like this, “It’s okay. Really, you needed sleep more than I did.”

You shook your head. Your heart was hammering in your chest. Why did you think this was a good idea? You shouldn’t have gotten out of your bed. Or maybe you shouldn’t have even stayed the night. You could’ve gone back to your dorm. You shouldn’t be in this situation.

“Hey, come here,” he said softly, “It’s okay. I’d rather you wake me up when you’re having nightmares. I don’t want you to feel like you have to deal with all of this on your own. Okay? I’m here, no matter what.”

Your body slowly relaxed. Although you never wanted to lean on anyone like this. You didn’t like the feeling. But you knew he meant what he was saying. But that still didn’t mean you were ready to depend on him. Your heart wanted to, but your head kept reminding you of everything that could happen.

You trusted Carter, you wouldn’t be in his apartment, much less his bed, if you didn’t. But that didn’t mean that you weren’t terrified of every moment. You knew that all of this could end in a split second. He could just as easily stop being the great guy. You tried so hard not to think about things like that, but you couldn’t help it.

But before you could even let yourself overthink it anymore, your phone started ringing. You’d forgotten that you even brought it into the bedroom with you. You sighed when you saw your roommate’s name on the screen, which gave you an excuse to get out of the bed, just so you could have a few seconds to breathe.

“Kora, hey. Sorry, I meant to text you and tell you I wasn’t coming back last night but-”

“I don’t give a rat’s ass, Carter texted me anyway,” She replied, “But, you did forget to mention your brother was coming.”

“What?”

“Your brother is in our dorm room.”

“I’m sorry, what?”

“For fuck’s sake, Ethan is literaly five feet from me,” She groaned, “I don’t know how many other ways I can say that. Jesus, you’re supposed to be the smart one! He said he’s coming to get you for breakfast.”

“What’s going on?” Carter asked from behind you.

You turned, still trying to wrap your head around the fact that your brother was here in Philly. He didn’t even tell you he was coming. You hadn’t talked to him all week. Last you heard, he was working on getting a coaching job for one of the local travel teams.

“My brother is here.”

“Ethan?”

“Yeah, um...Kora said he’s in our dorm. I uh...I have to go.”

“Okay, I’ll drive you.”

“No...Ethan is coming to get me.”

You felt a little dazed. There was too much going on for you to process. You didn’t even like going out now, but you couldn’t tell Ethan that. He didn’t need to know how you were feeling. How scared you were of everything. And Carter...you felt so many things about him. You didn’t even know how to sort through everything you felt about him and for him.

Everything was confusing for you. But you didn’t really have the time to sort through it, not with Ethan apparently on his way to get you. You tried not to think about the fact that Travis might’ve called him and told him what was going on. You hoped that he didn’t know. You didn’t want him to worry more than he already did.

“I’ll call you later,” You told Carter.

You only made it a few steps before he stopped you. His eyes were soft as he brushed some stray hair out of your face. You weren’t used to anyone looking at you like that. You couldn’t exactly tell what he was thinking either. He was a mystery to you.

“Don’t push me away,” he practically begged.

You felt your heart ache. You wished you knew how to tell him what you felt. You wished you could tell him what was going on. You wanted to reassure him, just as he reassured you everyday. But you didn’t know how.

So, you did the only thing you knew how to do. You leaned up and gently kissed him before wrapping your arms around him. You laid your head on his chest. You could feel his heartbeat, strong and steady. His arms held you tightly. He understood that this was all you could give him. But he didn’t dare take it for granted, he knew that this was a very large step for you.

“I’ll call you, I promise.”

It wasn’t until he heard the front door shut that he sat back down on his bed and finally said the words that were bouncing around in his head for weeks now, “I love her.”

Downstairs, you waited on the sidewalk for Ethan to pull up. He’d texted to say he was just a few minutes out. You kept bouncing on your feet to try to stay warm. Your cheeks were red as you finally thought about the fact that you spent most of the night cuddled up next to Carter. You slept in his arms. You felt safe with him. You were so distracted with the idea that you were most certainly falling in love with Carter, that you didn’t even notice the man walking towards you. Until you heard the voice that stopped your heart and sent your whole body into survival mode.

“Hello, Y/N.”

When you turned, his smile alone was enough to make your blood run cold. You were frozen where you stood. He found you.

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shishu-writes · 4 years

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𝟓𝟎𝟎 𝐅𝐨𝐥𝐥𝐨𝐰𝐞𝐫 𝐂𝐞𝐥𝐞𝐛𝐫𝐚𝐭𝐢𝐨𝐧!

Hi! oh my gosh It feels like my blog grew really fast? I’m really grateful to every one of you and I’m so glad that I get to do what I love while also making you guys happy! My 500 follower celebration may not be the most exciting or original but I wanted to do something different for the occasion! Im putting my WIPS on pause and opening up prompt requests!

Send an ask with a number w/ 2 characters max and I’ll write a short fic or HC (depending on prompt) about it! Both HAIKYUU! and BNHA characters are available!

*depending on amount of requests, I will cap the amount of requests I take on, sorry 🥺

Requests closed!!

The prompt requests will be open until tomorrow at 6pm CST so send them in! below is the prompt list, all credit for this list goes to @marauder-exe !

Angst

“I love you ! Is that what you wanted to hear ?”

“I love him/her, and I know that I shouldn’t.”

“Can you just shut your mouth ?”

“wHY DO YOU KEEP LYING TO ME ?”

“We both know that I should walk away, but I can’t.”

“Wait, he/she has a girlfriend/boyfriend ?"

“I lo—-” “No, please… Don’t say that. You love her/him, not me.”

"Could you just take this pain away ? It hurts, so much… Help me.”

“You’re safe here, I got you.”

“Don’t ask her out again, please… You’re killing me, every single time you ask that.”

“Look, he/she wants you, just make him/her happy.”

“If you go, I’ll know that you never loved me.”

“We never were just friends, and you know it.” “I know it, but you deserve someone better than me.”

“SHE WAS CRYING BECAUSE OF YOU!!!”

“You love me like I’m the person who actually deserves your love.” “But you are the only one who deserves it.”

“I know for a fact that you’re not “fine”.”

“You’re looking at me like.. you’re disgusted. What did I do? Just tell me what I did, please!”

“What happened between us?”

“Nothing has changed!” “Yes it has, and you know it.”

“Love isn’t supposed to hurt this badly.”

“You said you needed space. You were 5,000 miles away for a year, and you’re still unsure. I’m starting to think that an entire universe apart wouldn’t be enough space for you.”

“I remember when he/she/they used to look at me that way”

“I want you to list every lie you ever told me. Then I’ll forgive you.”

“I don’t hate you. I hate that after all of this, you’re still trying to lie to me”

“I can’t keep this secret for you anymore.”

“I’m sorry I’m not what you signed up for.”

“Why she/her/them? It could have been anybody, and you chose to betray me with her/him/them.”

“This will be the last time you lie to me.”

“You never loved me, did you?”

“You made me miserable and I still loved you.”

“Everytime something goes well, I momentarily forget how much I despise you.”

“We’re never going to have a happy ending, just remember that.”

“Don’t pretend like you’re not happy to see me like this.”

“Your mind must be a horrible place.”

“Hand me the gun and I’ll kill him myself.”

“And I thought you loved me."

" And I thought I loved you."

" Aren't you even going to cry?"

“I didn’t expect you to wait forever. I just hoped…”

“Did you always know that you were going to leave?”

“If you cry, I’ll stay, and if I stay that will just give you another reason to hate me.”

“I’m addicted and at this point I don’t think anything could make me stop.”

”If you wanna know, then ask.”

“You never asked because you knew I wouldn’t tell you what you wanted to hear.”

“We grew apart, and at this point I’m glad.”

“Find somebody else to kiss your ass.”

“When are you going to stop clawing for something that’s never going to happen?”

“What you’re doing is going to kill you one day.”

“It was easier to believe that the you I knew was dead than deal with the fact that I still have to see you every day.”

“What you’re doing is going to kill you one day.”

Fluff

51. “You’re hair is really soft after you wash it.”

52. “Ssh. Stop fussing. I’m just braiding your hair.”

53. “You smell really nice.”

54. “Would it be all right if I borrowed your sweater? It smells like you.”

55. “I might have slept with your robe when you were gone.”

56. “If you steal the blankets, I am going to put my cold feet on you.”

57. “Here, let’s share the blanket.”

58. “You’re comfy.”

59.“You are very endearing when you are half-asleep.”

60.“But I want to hear you sing.”

61.“Don’t get up - I’ll do it.”

62.“Care to give me a back scratch?”

63.“I think I love you.”

64.“Your bed head is really cute.”

65.“How about a kiss?”

66.“You made this for me?”

67.Aw, you’re blushing.”

68. Uh oh, I know that look. What do you want?”

69. “Let me help you with that.”

70. “I don’t want to forget this moment.”

71.“Are you really flirting with me right now?”

72.“I like the way your hand fits in mine.”

73.“You have something in your hair, umm… Do you want me to get it out?”

74.“It’s nice that your voice was the first thing I heard today.”

75.“This movie is really scary, but you’re into it so I’m trying not to cover my face the whole time, but- WHAT IS THAT?”

76.“Wait, don’t pull away… Not yet.”

77.“Half the time I get too embarrassed to say anything”

78.“No, it’s fine. I can wait until you’re done talking to them.”

79.“No, like…. It’s just, I can’t believe you’re actually wearing my clothes.”

80.“You’re a big piece of inspiration for this, honestly.”

81.“I’ve been trying to get ready for like an hour and a half, because I know you’re going to look so good and I need to try and match up.”

82.“I wanted to say “I love you” for the first time without stuttering, but that failed.”

83.“My friends get so annoyed by how much I talk about how sometimes.”

84.“No, mom, don’t tell him/her I said that about him/her!”

85.“I can’t get over how a few months ago I wanted to learn your name and now you’re having breakfast with me in my sweater.”

86.“ You are so beautiful — So fucking beautiful. “

87.“And just WHERE do you think you’re putting your hands?”

88.“Wow, you look even better in the daylight.”

89.“I don’t remember ever having this many hickeys. But I don’t mind.”

90.“We could order pizza and just stay like this all day.”

91.“It was always you.”

92.I love you in every possible way.”

93.“I didn’t mean to love you so much.”

94.“Don’t you hurt a single hair on his/her/their head.”

95.“Duck, you idiot!”

96.“Hey. Pal. I’ve got a wand and I’m not afraid to use it.”

97.“Shh, you’re safe. I won’t let you go.”

98.“It’s not a double date. We’re just third and fourth wheeling.”

99.“Look, I know we don’t know each other that well, but I’m still worried about you. No one deserves to be alone.”

100.“I remember practicing how to ask you out in the mirror..”

Sarcasm

101.“Define normal.”

102.“Do I get bonus points if I act like I care?”

103.“Just remember if we get caught, you’re deaf and I don’t speak English.”

104.“Don’t look for any redeeming qualities. I don’t have any.”

105.“It’s amazing how fast the world can go from bad to total shit storm.”

106.“I love you. You enormously stubborn pain in the ass.”

107.“And you wonder why you’re still single.”

108.“Remind me to kill you. Please.”

109.“That’s a little melodramatic, don’t you think?”

110.“She’s crazy. And just when you think you’ve reached the bottom of her craziness, there’s a crazy underground garage.”

111.“She may seem like lollipops and rainbows but I bet behind close doors she’s latex and whips.”

112.“If my day gets any worse, I’m asking hell if they’re having an exchange program.”

113.“Sorry. I don’t speak skank.”

114.“My middle finger salutes you.”

115.“I don’t have enough middle fingers to let you know how I feel.”

116.Somebody’s cranky.” “Somebody needs to shut up.”

117.“Oh darling. Go buy a brain.”

118.“Frankly my dear, I don’t give a damn.”

119.“All due respect, but that’s a bunch of crap.”

120.“I am one of the few people in the world who can murder you and leave no forensic evidence behind.”

121.“Excuse me. I have to go make a scene.”

122.“What did I tell you about calling her/him the devil?” “That it’s offensive to the devil?”

123.“I heard that!” “You were supposed to!”

124.“I need therapy after this.”

125.“You didn’t get in trouble for lying. You got in trouble for lying badly.”

126.“I turned out liking you a lot more that I originally planned.”

127.“I think you’re weird.” “I think you’re boring.”

128.“I’m afraid I’ve been thinking…” “A dangerous pastime.”

129.“Wow, there’s a big surprise. I think I’m going to have a heart attack and die from surprise.”

130.“I’m gonna hit you so hard, it’ll make you ancestors dizzy.”

131.“Sarcasm is the body’s natural reaction to stupidity.”

132.“Well, excuse me, psychic wonder!”

133.“Don’t look in her eyes, she might steal your soul.”

134.“She’s hot, but she’s evil.”

135.“Do I regret it? Yes. Would I do it again? Probably.”

136.“I already know that I’m going to hell. At this point it’s really go big or go home.”

137.“I’m not a damsel in distress. I’m a damsel doing damage.”

138.“So stick that in your juice box and suck it.”

139.“Never take life seriously. No one ever comes out alive anyway.”

140.“Sometimes I question my sanity. Occasionally it replies.”

141.“Why should we date?” “Because we are attracted to each other.” “I am attracted to pie, but I do not feel the need to date pie.”

142.“Neither one us is drunk enough for this conversation.”

143.“You’re questioning my methods.” “I’m not questioning it, I’m saying it’s stupid.”

144.“Wow, somebody needs a Happy Meal.”

145.“I didn’t do it!” “Then why are you laughing?” “Because whoever did it is a freaking genius.”

146.“Idiots. I’m surrounded by idiots.”

147.“You couldn’t handle me even if I came with instructions.

148.“Obviously you have mistaken me for somebody who gives a shit.”

149.“Rule number one: don’t bother sucking up. I already hate you, that’s not going to change.”

150.“You make no sense to me.” “Welcome to my life.”

Drama

151.“Can you stop thinking about yourself for once?”

152.“Can you stop thinking about yourself for once?”

153.“Don’t think I forgot about what you did last time.”

154.“I know you lied to me.”

155.“I’m not even sorry.”

156.“You backstabber!” 157.“I never want to see you again.” 158.“You never mattered to me.”

159.“I knew this was a bad idea.”

160.“Rot in hell.”

161.“It was supposed to be a secret!”

162.“No one loves me.” 163.“He/she/they is/are so petty…” 164.“You made me cry.” 165.“I don’t know who you are anymore.” 166.“How DARE you?!” 167.“I know you’re not talking to me…” 168.“I SAW you with him/her/them!”

169.“Just leave me alone.”

170.“What did you do?!” 171.“I told everyone that I didn’t want to talk but I’m actually dying for attention.”

172. “Just admit that was extra…”

173.“I forgive, but I don’t forget.” 174.“Did you see what he/she/they was/were wearing?” 175.“So what if I had sex with your ex?” 176.“There’s something I have to tell you…” 177.“I can’t do this anymore.” 178.“You weren’t there for me when I needed you the most.” 179.“I never loved you.” 180.“It’s too late.”

181.“Quit ignoring me.”

182. “Don’t you get it? It’s because I love you!”

183.“I love you. I’m sorry.”

184.“I don’t want to be friends.”

185.“Can we please pretend I never said that?”

186.“Friendzoned again.”

187.“You should’ve loved me when you had the chance.”

188.“Fuck you for toying with my emotions like that.”

189.“I was there for you when no one else was!”

190.“Alright – I can tell a ‘no’ when I hear it.”

191.“I’m sorry I acted so creepy.”

192.“Fuck. It’s like what they say – nice guys finish last…”

193.“I’m tired of keeping this secret. Even if you don’t love me back.”

194. “I knew that’d be your answer. That’s why I never told you before.”

195.“When I said I loved you, I meant it.”

196.“Is there any part of you, deep down, that might love me back?”

197.“You were the one that left all those notes for me?”

198.“You’re in a relationship with another person – you know this can’t end well.”

199.“We agreed this was just physical!”

200.“I love you. I know you don’t love me, so don’t say it back.”

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everytime - I KNOW PLACES (Chp. 24)

Author’s Note: Just a warning, I mention sensitive stuff in this chapter(stalkers) but that’s it. It’s brief mention. Hope you enjoy this one. -May

Catch up on everytime here

Aug 16, 2019. 2 PM.

*Y/N’S POV*

Knock. Knock. Knock.

I stood outside the door, waiting for it to open. After a second, Harry opened the door for me.

“Surprise!” I said in a cheery voice. “Well, not actually since you saw me from the cameras”

Harry stepped to the side, allowing me inside.

“So, how has your morning been?” I asked, passing him. “Went for a run?”

“Actually, I went to the shop” Harry said, closing the door.

“How was yours?” Harry asked. “Slept in?”

“Uh-huh” I said, kicking my shoes off, leaving them on the shoe rack. “The old routine. End concert late, sleep in late”

Harry nodded, understanding.

“Please tell me you actually have something good for breakfast” I asked Harry. “And not any leftover smoothies”

Harry looked down, a little offended.

“You know, you don’t need to have one if you don’t want” Harry said.

“I know” I told him. “I just don’t see why there’s a need to have one”

I walked away from Harry and to his kitchen. I started rummaging through shelves looking for anything edible.

“Yes!” I said, finding some crackers.

“Crackers?” Harry asked. “For breakfast?”

“Well, you don’t have anything else” I told him. “Wait, do you have eggs?”

“Wait there” Harry said, walking away.

He returned a few seconds later with his phone in his hand.

“Avocado Toast or egg muffin?” Harry asked me.

“What?” I asked.

“Postmates” Harry said.

“Oh” I said. “Neither”

Harry raised his eyebrows at me.

“Neither?” He asked.

“Neither” I said. “Pancakes”

I walked out of the kitchen, Harry following me behind.

“Pancakes it is”

Two hours later.

“I need to add how to make biscuits to my list” I said, setting my plate on the table.

"I thought you already knew how" Harry said. "Didn't you bake some the first few times I was at your apartment?"

I shook my head, blushing as I remembered what he was talking about. I sat back on the couch.

"Store brought" I said. "Twenty-three year old me was a horrible baker"

"Well, I could teach you or try to do it with you" Harry offered. "As someone who worked in a bakery before"

I smiled at him.

"Next time" I said. "Had enough biscuits for today"

"What about tomorrow?" Harry asked.

"Tomorrow I have a flight at three" I answered him.

"So, you can't make the Ariana's show tomorrow night either?" Harry asked me.

"You're going to Ariana's show tomorrow?" I asked him, surprised. "With who?"

"You know who" He said. "Mitch, Adam, Sara-"

"Sarah" I filled in for him.

He nodded.

"Well, sorry" I said. "As much as I would love to get drunk and dance my ass off, I can't"

"Next time" Harry said.

We looked to each other, smirking. Next time. When was there a next time for us?

I looked down to my lap, staying quiet for a moment.

"Do you miss him?" Harry asked me.

I looked up to Harry.

"What?" I asked him.

"Ashton" Harry said. "Do you miss him?"

I bit my lip.

"A little" I admitted. "Not talking to him though"

"Aw, why?" Harry asked.

"Don't want to get into it but . . . it doesn't feel like the right time" I said. "I talked enough about it to Ali and Aaron yesterday"

Harry looked down, smirking to himself.

"Stop making fun of my misery" I told him.

"Oh, I'm not" Harry said. "I just find it ironic"

I raised my eyebrow at him.

"You're just usually the more hopeless romantic one of the both of us" Harry said.

"I am" I said. "I've always been one"

"Really?" Harry asked me. "You don't sound like one now"

I gently kicked his leg.

"Hey, hey, hey! All I'm saying is that you changed" Harry said. "Nothing bad about it but I remember you being different. You used to have a 'glow' in your eyes whenever you talked about someone"

"And I don't now?" I asked him.

"You do" Harry said. "It's just less noticeable"

I looked down, thinking. I mean, he wasn't wrong. . .

"I'm just trying to be realistic" I said to Harry. "I want to be with Ashton more than anything but . . . starting a relationship on tour? You know how hard it could be. It's just not the right time"

Harry nodded, keeping silent for a few seconds. He smiled to himself.

"What about being his friend then?" Harry asked me.

"You mean, talking to him but not dating him?" I asked.

"Yeah" Harry said. "Well, until tour finishes but it has to be better than not being with him at all"

"Right..." I said in sarcasm. "I should just call him up like 'Hey, Ash. Wanna be pretend to be friends even though we both kissed and obviously like each other?'"

"Well, don't say it like that" Harry said.

I laughed at Harry. Not even a second after I felt myself leak. Leak down- down there.

I stopped laughing, realizing I was late for my period. Shit.

“What’s that look for?” Harry asked me.

“Umm, nothing.” I told him. "I think I just got my period

Harry looked to the side, having no idea how to respond to that. He looked back to me a quick second after.

"Surprisingly, I think I have some of Camille's leftover pads in the bathroom" Harry said.

"Won't need" I said, getting up from the couch. "Always have one on me"

My phone vibrated on the table. Harry grabbed it for me, looking at who was calling.

“It’s Lisa” Harry said.

“Answer for me” I told him. “Gotta check”

I turned away and walked out of the living room and to the bathroom. I locked the bathroom door and pulled my pants and underwear down. I looked at my underwear.

No blood. Thank god.

I pulled my pants back up, sighing in relief. I unlocked the bathroom door and walked back to Harry, who was setting my phone on the table again.

“False alarm” I said in relief, sitting back on the couch. “What did she want?”

Harry blinked at me, a little surprised.

“Vogue?” Harry asked me.

“Italy’s Vogue” I said.

"Still, Vogue" Harry said.

"And?" I asked him. "I've done Vogue before. Nothing new"

"News to me" Harry said to me. 'Didn't tell me about it"

"Because only my team is supposed to know about it" I said.

"So did mine when I did Rolling Stone" Harry said, pointing out the difference.

"Well, I'm sorry I didn't bring it up sooner" I faked-apologized to him. "Speaking of Rolling Stone, when is it coming out?"

"September" Harry said. "They sent me an early copy of it"

“Really?” I asked him. “Can I see?”

Harry looked at me, a bit hesitant.

“Oh, come on” I said. “It’s me”

"Hmm, you didn't tell me-"

"Just show me" I said to Harry, almost as an order.

"Fine" Harry said, getting up from the couch. "They're in my room"

I got up too, following him into his bedroom.

Of course, Harry's room was clean for the most part. I mean, it's Harry. He's cleaner than me and most people I know. His bed was made, there was no tossed clothes on the floor, his jewelry was in order. I was pretty sure Harry had a sprayed lavender before I came over too.

Harry walked over to his bedside table, shuffling through the several sheets of paper that was laid on the table. I sat on his bed, waiting for him to hand me the photos -which he did, after a moment.

"Here" Harry said, handing me the photos with a paper clip on them.

I looked through the photos, one by one.

The first two photos was of Harry, shirtless. The two photos were taken in different angles but it didn't matter. All of his chest and arm's tattoos were clearly bared in both photos.

"This one is going to be the cover" Harry said, pointing at photo in my hands.

"As it should" I said. "It's a tease of a cover"

Harry smiled at my comment. I flipped through to the next photo. This one was Harry wearing a blue hat with some feathers on it along with him wearing blue trousers and a blue jacket. I flipped to the next photo, which was a close up of Harry in the same attire.

"I'm guessing Harry L. picked this for you" I said to Harry.

"You don't like it?" Harry asked me.

"Oh, no. I do" I said. "Just know feather hats aren't your style"

"They are now" Harry said.

I shook my head, smirking. The next photo I looked at took my breath away for a second. It was Harry photographed in a field of flowers wearing a blue jumpsuit. I've seen countless photos of Harry before but this one - something felt special about this one.

"I kept the jumpsuit" Harry said. "I'm hoping to wear it on stage"

"You look god in it" I said. "You look beautiful here"

"Thanks" Harry said. "It's my favorite one we took"

I smiled to myself, an idea popping in my head. I looked to Harry.

"Can I take a picture of this?" I asked Harry. "Just to use as your profile pic for my phone"

"Why? What photo of me do you have now?" Harry asked me.

"You know which one" I told him. "The one of us backstage at your concert. I was with Felix and my hair was blonde"

"When I was with Camille?" Harry asked, remembering it.

I nodded.

"So, can I use it?" I asked Harry. "I swear I won't share it"

"Alright" Harry said. "But if I find one-"

"I got it, H" I told him, cutting him off from his joke.

I placed the photos on the side of the bed. I got up from the bed, walking towards the door. I tried to leave the room but the door wouldn’t budge. I looked down to see the door was locked. A pin needed to be entered to leave the room.

"Why'd you lock the door?" I asked, looking to Harry.

“Oh” Harry said in a weird tone. “Don't remember locking it"

Harry got up from his bed, walking towards me. He entered the pin, opening the door for me.

"Here" Harry said, holding the door open for me.

I held the door open, allowing Harry to return to his bed. He straightened the photos into a pile.

I squinted my eyes at him. He didn't remember locking the door. Neither did I.

"Does your door lock automatically?" I asked him.

Harry looked to me, pretending he didn't hear me.

"Your lock" I said. "Is it automatic?"

"Uh, yeah" Harry said, looking down. "Aren't you getting your phone?"

"I am but . . ." I said. "Why do you have a lock if you have the rest of your house to yourself? Isn't that annoying?"

"The lock's broken" Harry said, changing his story. "I'm getting a guy to fix it"

I stood there, staring at Harry. Something didn't sit right with me about this.

I took my hand off the door, letting it close.

"Are you lying?" I asked him.

"Lying?" Harry asked me, sounding defensive. "Why would I be lying?"

"H" I said, sitting down on the bed, next to him. "How long have we been friends?"

Harry bit his lip, looking down. I placed my hand on his.

"H, what's wrong?" I asked him. "You can tell me anything"

Harry didn't say anything for a moment before sighing, giving in.

“I have . . . a stalker” Harry said in a low voice, almost like he didn’t want me to hear. "Had a stalker"

“What?” I asked him. “When did you have a stalker? Why am I just hearing about this?”

“A few months ago. We sued him” Harry said, looking up to me. “It’s all okay now"

“Is it?” I asked him. “Because you’re still using a lock. Is that why there are so many papers on your table? Are those the lawsuit papers?"

“It’s all under control, Y/N” Harry said. “I really don't want to talk about it. I just want to leave it all behind me. I promise I am okay.”

I stared at him, not knowing if I should trust him. Was he really okay? He didn't seem okay. He was sleeping with a panic lock every night. You don't sleep with a panic lock unless you don't feel safe. Was he sleeping with a panic lock for months? Was he that traumatized he needed to sleep with a lock every night?

“Y/N” Harry said, squeezing my hand.

I blinked at him, snapping out of my thoughts.

"I'm okay" Harry said. "You don't have to worry about me. My team is taking care of it. My stalker is away in his own country and I have a bodyguard that stays with me at night"

"A bodyguard too?" I asked him. "How is that okay?"

"Y/N, I wouldn't be here if I didn't feel safe" Harry said. "I swear I'm alright. You don't need to worry"

I bit my lip, frustrated. I sighed, deciding to let it go.

“Okay” I said. “But if you ever feel like it, or if he ever comes back . . . you can always stay by me"

"I know, I know" Harry said. "But London's home. Can't just leave it because of one person"

I leaned my head on Harry's arm. I sighed.

"Nothing better happen to you" I said to him. "The last thing I want is you to get hurt or feel unsafe"

"I am safe" Harry said. "I feel safe with you”

I looked up to Harry who was looking down at me. We slowly smiled at each other.

I felt safe with him too.

"You're not getting your phone, aren't you?" Harry asked me.

"No" I said, still smiling at him. "No, I'm not"

#harry styles imagine #harry styles imagines #hs imagines #harry styles fanfiction #hs fanfiction #harry styles fanfic #everytime chapters

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Tyrus' first times headcanons

Short disclaimer beforehand: I've never done this before, this is literally my first time. Also, English isn't my first language, there shouldn't be too many mistakes but there might be some. This is also much longer than I intended it to be but oh whatever.

• acknowledgement of each others existence

TJ would never tell Cyrus but the muffin incident wasn't the first time he had noticed him. TJ had one talent and that was noticing cute boys. For the longest time, he thought Buffy was Cyrus' girlfriend which was also part of the reason why TJ didn't like her at first.

Cyrus' first encounter with the name 'TJ' wasn't as lovely though. He was Buffy's bully which means he wasn't worth any love or friendship from Cyrus but admittedly, the first thought that went through Cyrus' head when Buffy dragged TJ to get him a muffin, was: "He has nice eyes."

• exchanging numbers

TJ did go back to the swings after the first time and, fortunately, he did meet Cyrus there again. Only this time, neither of them were feeling bad about themselves, maybe it was the universe speaking, but they both felt the urge to come back to the swings. They talked for a while (literally until the was replaced by the moon). Before Cyrus could leave because it was late, TJ stopped him, built all the courage he had left in his body up and asked Cyrus for his number. Luckily, Cyrus happily gave it to him.

• sleepover

Their first sleepover occurred after the whole gun incident. They had been to each other's home's before but Cyrus never thought TJ would want to spend an entire night with him. The first sleepover took place at TJ's house (because he doesn't have shrink parents) and TJ was a lot more nervous than he had been before any math test ever. He wanted the whole thing to be absolutely perfect. Usually, he was the most chill person there is on any sleepover but all he wanted to do was to impress Cyrus.

Cyrus himself wasn't any less nervous. He didn't want TJ to notice how lame he truly and his dinosaur pyjama surely didn't help his case.

As it turned out, being nervous was completely unnecessary. They basically got into their PJs immediately (out of solidarity to the dinosaurs, TJ wore his embarrassing High School Musical fan shirt along with his sweatpants) and then they continued to watch movie after movie after movie, well, if you can call making fun of cheesy rom-coms "watching". At one point in the night, they weren't able to keep their eyes open for another movie anymore so they'd just talk about random stuff until they would fall asleep.

The next morning, TJ would continue his mission to make this sleepover perfect and try his hand on chocolate chocolate ship... pancakes! for breakfast.

• date

The night of the mysterious bench was also the night of TJ asking Cyrus out on a date. Of course Cyrus happily accepted and told TJ about a million times that night, that it didn't have to be special. But of course TJ could not accept that. He had listened to everything Cyrus had told him the past months and his brain was full of amazing date ideas.

After a lot of thinking, TJ finally settled on the aquarium. It was a great place to talk, he knew Cyrus loved it and it was really close to the park. The park. Instead of taking Cyrus out to dinner after the aquarium, TJ thought it would be a great idea to have a picnic in the park. Luckily, Buffy and Andi were super helpful setting everything up while they were looking at fish. TJ couldn't have been happier to be able to call them his friends as well.

• first time in school as a couple

Their first time going to school as a couple was scary. Sure, Shadyside was generally really accepting and TJ was still the scary-basketball-guy to most people but there was always this shadow of doubt. They both knew that rubbing it in everyone's face would be a bad idea so they kept it very lowkey (basically walking very close together and holding hands under the lunch table). This method continued for a few weeks until TJs basketball team came up to their captain and confronted him about his relationship with Cyrus. Long story short, they all ship it and Tyrus is now part of the Jefferson-Middle-School-Basketball-Team-Protection-Program.

• kiss

After his super successful kisses with Iris, Cyrus wasn't the most confident when it came to his first kiss with TJ. TJ, on the other hand, had never been kissed and that was what held him back from doing it. They had been dating for about a month at this point and there had never been any lip contact. It got to the point that TJ started to practice kissing with his childhood teddy. It wasn't pretty.

It was the faithful day of their one month anniversary when Cyrus finally decided that it was time. At this point, he wasn't scared anymore that TJ was just pranking him and would just say, "ha, you fool, I'm not gay." once Cyrus would show his affection. This was the day.

It was Cyrus' turn to take TJ out on a date and as always, the date ended at the park. TJ and Cyrus would sit down on the swings and TJ would thank Cyrus for the amazing day. That was what they did after every date. However, this time, instead of starting to swing, Cyrus got up, stood directly in front of TJ, took a deep breath, said "you're welcome" and then he leaned in. Just like any first kiss would be, theirs was a little awkward as well, but the fireworks were there and they improved over time, very very quickly.

• cuddle

The first time they cuddled was also in the Kippen house. They really had almost all of their sleepovers there at this point. TJ loved Cyrus' family but they were a little controlling and basically checked on them every 2 seconds. TJ's mom only showed up to bring them snacks or more blankets, other than that, she really didn't bother them.

In the end, they could probably thank the horror movie industry for introducing them to the art of cuddling. The whole school had been talking about his awesome new horror movie and for some reason, TJ and Cyrus seemed to be the only two people who hadn't seen it. They both didn't want to be that person that couldn't participate in any conversations anymore so they decided to watch it together. Turns out, they both hate horror movies. Really, cuddling seemed to be the only way to get through it. It started with simple hand holding but it didn't take long for them to scoot together more and more until Cyrus was almost on TJ's lap. Cyrus buried his head into TJ's shoulder while TJ did kind of the same thing but with Cyrus neck. After the movie was over, they kinda moved away from that again and Cyrus was sitting fully on the sofa again, however, his head did not move from his comfortable spot on TJ's shoulder.

• sleeping in the same bed

TJ Kippen is scared of horror movies (apparently), heights and any animal that has more than 4 legs.

Cyrus Goodman is scared of all those things too and flamingos and puppets and thunder and, well, a lot more.

They had been together for a year at this point and it was time for yet another sleepover at TJ's house. Everytime Cyrus slept at TJ's house, they would just put an air mattress on the ground for Cyrus, it wasn't the most comfortable but Cyrus quickly got used to it. This night was different though. The weather hadn't been great for the last few days but up until this point, it had only been raining. It was about 3 am when Cyrus woke up to the sound of thunder. The whole room lit up with the light coming from the lightning and Cyrus was terrified. Thankfully, the loud noise also woke TJ up who could now hear not only the thunder but also the sound of a crying boy on his bedroom floor. Of course TJ immediately knew what was happening and he tried to comfort Cyrus but nothing worked. TJ quickly decided that this was basically another horror movie situation and invited Cyrus to get into his bed. Cyrus gladly accepted the offer and so TJ held Cyrus in his arms, kissed his forehead and waiting for Cyrus to fall back asleep.

• I love you

TJ and Cyrus both knew that they loved each other but they hadn't said it yet. One year into their relationship and at this point, neither of them felt it was necessary to actually say it out loud anymore. However, when TJ saw a sleeping Cyrus in his arms, still with wet eyes from crying because of the thunder, he couldn't hold it back anymore. Of course TJ knew that Cyrus was asleep but he still whispered the magical three words into his ear before he closed his own eyes and fell back asleep.

Cyrus' first "I love you" actually happened shortly after. In the morning after that horrible night, he woke up to the smell of chocolate chip pancakes and hot chocolate. IN BED! Cyrus just stared at his boyfriend in awe and wondered how he could ever be this lucky. After the glorious meal, Cyrus just collapsed on top of TJ, told him he loved him and gave him a quick kiss. Of course, TJ gave Cyrus the same words and the same action back.

#andi mack #tyrus

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Never Again

CH8.

You awake from an all night crying session with Levi. You look over to see Roman asleep your one week old son sleeping on his chest.

You and Roman had been up almost all night long with Levi.You and Roman tried to take turns but it seemed he only wanted his daddy.

You head downstairs to make coffee and breakfast.

"Good morning" Roman says in a raspy voice making you jump.

"Jeez, you scared me, Good morning" you smile

"Mmmm..I forgot how you wear minimal clothing in the morning" he smirks after checking you out.

"Sorry, I just really needed coffee after last night" you say realizing you were in panties and an oversized t- shirt that probably belonged to Roman at one point.

" Don't be sorry, I'm enjoying the view, and if I wasn't there myself I wouldn't believe you just had a baby a week ago" he smiles walking up to you.

"Smooth but you still ain't getting laid" you laugh

"I can wait. As long as you keep using that pretty little mouth on me" he smirks slapping your ass.

"I'm gonna go throw some shorts on so i'm not in a t shirt and panties when Lulu comes down" you say.

" Hey, Y/n have dinner with me tonight..just the two of us. I'll see if mom will watch the kids" he smiled taking your hand in his

" I can't tonight I'm meeting an old friend what about tomorrow night?" You ask playing with his fingers

"Yeah, tomorrow sounds great, now please go get dressed before I forget that whole 4 week rule" he laughs.

You put the finishing touches on your make up for tonight, you were only going to snag a bitch but shit you mind as well look good doing it.

You fixed your hair one last time.

" Damn Y/n, you look absolutely gorgeous!" Roman said as you came down stairs.

" Thank you" you smile.

"Who you going with looking that good?" He ask spinning your around

" an old friend, we're probably gonna meet up with Becky and some girls for dinner" you say.

" Be safe, I'll see you later" he says kissing you lightly

" I will. Kiss my babies for me?" you ask

" OUR babies. And yes I will kiss them for you" he says

Once at the arena you tried to keep a low profile one: you didn't want to blow this by Kelsey knowing you were there. Two: you also didn't want Seth or someone to see you and tell Roman.

You met up with Sonya, Becky and Mandy backstage Mandy expressing how sorry she was about everything going on.

"I know she's lying, she's said on multiple occasions how she wanted Roman and would have him if it was that last thing she'd do but this , this is too far!" Mandy says

" I agree. I'm not happy with the situation but I know my husband that isn't his character." You say. " And honestly I just want what's best for the children involved all of them. With these accusations against him it affects him being around his children"

" Exactly" Sonya agrees.

Mandy sets her phone on record and heads to Kelsey's locker room.

" Hey babes" Mandy says

" Hi mamas, what's going on?" Kelsey's asks playing with Autumn.

" Not much just came to see this little princess" Mandy smiles " So I hear the rumor mill is going around and the latest is Mella says Autumn is Roman's baby" Mandy giggles.

Kelsey laughs " Word travels fast round here huh?"

"What do you mean? Is she Roman's?" Mandy's asks acting confused

"No, of course not. She's definitely Mike's but since he left I thought why not pin it on Roman since his wife thinks we already slept together being that she caught me kissing him" Kelsey laughs.

" Wow, So you didn't even have sex with Roman how does he think the baby is his then?" Mandy asks

"A false DNA test, I know a girl a the lab, Roman was so drunk he probably thinks we did but doesn't remember, but girl think of the support money ima get now" Kelsey says

"Kels that's low even for you boo" Mandy says

"No he turned me down, its payback. The best part is I told my lawyer Roman forced himself on me" she says

"Kelsey you didn't?!" Mandy says shocked

" I did girl, if I can't have him neither can that tramp Y/n" she says.

" hey I gotta match, but I'll be back" she says kissing Autumn

When Mandy returns she plays the recording for you and sends it to you. Hearing Kelsey lie made your blood boil you walk in right out and head to her locker room. Becky and Sonya running after you trying to talk sense into.

"Y/n stop you just had Levi" Sonya says

Becky sees Jeff Hardy who you had been friends with for years being that your cousin was Lita.

"Jeff I need you to help with Y/n" Becky says

"What's going on" he asks

Becky explained the story to Jeff, he came after you.

"Y/n calm down, your gonna get Roman fired, and think about your kids" he says stepping in front of you

"Jeff, she tried to ruin my marriage, she's gone too far" you say

" I know I know but sweetie think this through" he says hugging you.Let's go somewhere and talk alright?"

You leave with Jeff telling him the whole story crying in frustration. Jeff hugged you tight

"Come on Y/n let me take you home" he says

Jeff drove you home. As he pulled up to your house you see Richard's car in front of your house.

"Thanks again Jeff, thanks for stepping in at the arena" you say hugging him.

"Anytime Y/n" he smile

You get to the door as Roman was opening it for Richard.

"Thanks again Rich, keep me posted" he says

"Absolutely Roman, we are gonna figure this mess out sorry for coming so late" Richard says

"Hey everything good" you say

"Hi Y/n yeah just trying to help our guy out here" Richard says

"When did you get back?" Roman asks as Richard leaves

"Just now, what Rich have to say?" You ask

"Same old, So since when is Jeff one of the girls?" He asks

"What?" You ask

"Jeff he dropped you off right?" He asks

" Yeah what about it?" You ask.

" You said you were going with the girls" he says

"No, I said an old friend, and that's kind of what Jeff is" you smile at Roman's jealousy

"A friend who has always had a thing for you, and who you've been friends with benefits with" he says

"Roman that was a million years ago" you laugh

"Did you fuck him?" He asks

" Excuse me?" You nearly shout

" You heard me Y/n" he says

" I can't believe you'd even ask me that Roman!" You yell

" Why not huh? It happened before, why not now? Especially after what I've done why not" He says

" Umm. Maybe because I just had YOUR baby a week ago, or maybe because everytime I fucked Jeff before I wasn't married or maybe even because I love you Roman" you snap

"Well why else would you lie about being with Jeff?" He asked

" I didn't lie" you say

"Y/n did you do anything with Jeff tonight? He asked

"No, Roman I was actually at the house show saving your ass from the Kelsey situation, but glad to know what you honestly think of me asshole" you says slamming your phone down for him to hear the recording before going upstairs.

A little while went by before Roman brought himself up to apologize.He felt like a complete ass.

"Y/n I'm so sorry,I'm an ass I should have handled that way different" he says sitting on the edge of the bed

"Roman, Do you honestly think I would sleep with someone just to spite you?" You ask

" No, of course not" he says

"Roman, I swear I have never slept with Jeff since you and I have known each other" you say

"I know baby I do, but Y/n you could have just told me what was going on," he says

"I know but honestly Ro,I knew you tell me it was your mess and to let you figure it out" you say " but Roman we got her"

"We do Thank you" he says kissing you.

"Don't thank me yet we still have to make a case" you say

" True but let's not think about that right now let's go to bed" he says pulling you close

#roman reigns fanfiction #roman reigns x reader #roman reigns smut #roman reigns imagine #never again

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holographic-chogi · 5 years

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Protector pt.2/23

Author: holographic-chogi

Pairing: still a surprise!! Sticking with fem!readerxstray kids

Rating: this chapter is PG

Warnings: none for this chapter

A/N: I’ve been releasing shorter chapters so I can release updates more frequently, I have finals going on so unless I write shorter updates there’d have to be a huge gap between chapters. Also there is major handmaiden’s tale inspo for this series (if you couldn’t tell) with the whole theme of the dystopian gender divide.

Summary: a virus has wiped out most of humanity, and society has collapsed. People survive in groups where they live in constant fear and a struggle to survive. Women were the primary victim of the virus, leaving few behind. You are one of the few, kept in secret since the beginning. However, you’ve just been caught.

Masterlist

The panic attack from earlier wore you out. At this point you only register that you are outside and it’s dark out. Someone to your left pulls your arm around his shoulders so he can support you more. Your guess, is it’s the nice freckled boy with the deep voice from earlier. He does most of the work but that doesn’t stop you from tripping on various rocks and plants, and eventually potholes.

You must be traveling on the highway. You’ve been walking a while. Your eyelids keep drooping and you try to keep your hold on the boy but you keep feeling yourself slip.

You hear an annoyed huff from behind you, and suddenly you feel two strong arms behind your knees and back, and then you were being carried bridal style. You’d feel awkward if it weren’t for the sleep pulling at you. Before you close your eyes you look up, feeling a bit curious.

Huh. Changbin was carrying you. You didn’t expect that.

Hours later you come to. Your eyes remain shut as you feel the softness of the blankets above you. This is much nicer than you’re used to, you can’t remember the last time you’ve slept on a mattress. It wasn’t like Jiho deprived you of that on purpose. Actually, all the blankets in your old room went to you, while he would usually fall asleep in that wooden chair near the door.

You feel your heart prick. You hope he’s okay. You know he didn’t leave you. He couldn’t have.

When you finally decide to open your eyes, you wince from the flash of sunlight. Must be daytime.

Your eyes adjust and you gasp at your surroundings.

It is the most pleasant looking room you’ve seen in awhile. The two windows let in loads of sunshine, lighting up the whole space. The walls are a light, cream color and the ceiling is made from wooden panels, with beams spread across the top. There are stalks of old, dried lavender pinned to the walls amongst a few other flowers. The bed has an old-fashioned looking wooden frame and a plaid, baby blue comforter stretched across its surface (that you were currently underneath). The bookshelf on the wall near the door is full of old books, and the nightstand beside you has a couple placed upon it as well. Framed photographs were lined up along the dresser. They’re of a young woman and her family, they look like farmers. You’re guessing that this room was inside a farmhouse, it looks a lot nicer than the cell block.

That awful cell block. There were four cell blocks within the prison, and you (along with your group) had been staying in B. In short, the group would usually just call it Block B. It wasn’t an ideal place to be. The condition that the group had for you staying there, was that you would be hidden away. Women after the virus were a rare commodity, and they didn’t want a target on their back more than they already had.

Pretty much the only things you knew about your old group were their names. Before and after joining them, you spent all your time with Jiho. He tried his best to make your “room” comfortable, but with no windows to see the time of day or surface to sit on besides cement, there wasn’t really any way to make it better. As bad as it was, both Jiho and you knew it was dangerous to be without a group. Especially with you tagging along.

You’re brought back out of your thoughts from the sound of two guys laughing outside. Oh right. You shouldn’t get too comfortable.

There’s one thing first that you need to know.

You sit up more in bed and lift the covers to look down at your clothes. You feel relief wash over you to see the same jeans and grey hoodie that you’d been wearing last night. Sure, maybe some sweatpants would’ve been more comfortable to sleep in, but you’d rather not be unclothed in a group of what you assume are all men. After all, most groups are these days.

You swing your legs over the side of the bed and walk to the door. You feel hesitant to open it, but then chuckle to yourself. Deja vu much?

You open the door to reveal a hallway with (surprise) even more windows to let the sun in. So many doors...must’ve been a big family that had lived here before. You head down the wide, wooden staircase to the main floor.

The stairs end at the middle of the main floor. Directly in front is the front door, currently propped open with the screen shut, letting a nice, warm breeze brush past. To your right is a living room and to your left was a kitchen, and oh my. The undeniable sent of scrambled eggs fills your nose and you feel your mouth water. You definitely don’t get to eat often and when you do, it certainly doesn’t smell this good. You tiptoe towards the kitchen, hoping that the meal was left unattended.

You peak around the corner and into the kitchen. Someone is whistling quietly while they prod at the eggs in the frying pan, a soft hiss from the oil everytime he does so. You recognize the soft orange hair and know that it belongs to the freckled boy from last night. You muster up some courage and step forward.

“Um...hello.”

He jumps a bit, then turns around with a flustered smile. He must not have heard you. “Hi! You’re awake! I was actually just about to go bring you some food”.

You wrap your arms around yourself, “I’m sorry if I startled you, I’m just quiet on impulse. Thank you for making me food.”

You look at him and force a smile. He seems sweet, but you still have your guard up. The only other person to treat you this well in a long time is Jiho.

The freckled boy let his own smile stretch wider, “no worries at all. Did you sleep alright?” His gaze flashed to one slightly less comfortable and he looked at the tiled floor. “I know jeans aren’t very nice to sleep in, but I figured you wouldn’t want any of us to change your clothes. I hope that’s okay”.

“No that was the right call, thank you for that. The jeans weren’t that bad to sleep in either, I usually sleep in much worse conditions.” You chuckle to yourself. If only your old group could see where you slept last night.

The boy’s eyebrows furrowed, he looked displeased. “What kind of conditions?”

You didn’t like where this was going. Time to change the subject. “My name is Y/N, what’s yours?”

His intense gaze melted away and his smile returned a little bit. “Name’s Felix. It’s nice to meet you Y/N.”

You weren’t gonna lie, his smile was heart-melting. Maybe it was a trap. “Where are we?”

He leaned back into the counter a bit, “We’re miles from the prison. This place is some farmhouse that was abandoned after the virus. We’ve been here about a year and a half.” His eye smile grew again, “We have animals. Do you like animals? We have crops growing too, that’s my favorite part of the farm, actually.”

You dug your nails into your forearm as you tried to keep eye contact. This has to be a trap, he was way too nice. Your gaze sinks to the floor as the dread sinks in. You’re miles from Jiho, and you aren’t sure if he even knows where you are. And miles in what direction? You wouldn’t even know where to run. You feel trapped, at the complete mercy of the boys in this farmhouse. You’re snapped out of you thoughts quickly at the feeling of hands on your forearms. You look up to see Felix’s worried face.

“Hey, I’m sorry, did I say something wrong?” He rubs his thumbs in a soothing motion on your skin, in an attempt to calm you down.

You look up at him, no longer trying to hide the fear on your face. “W-why are you being so nice to me?”

His lower lip sticks out in a sad pout, “do people not usually treat you nicely?”

Just as you are about to answer, the screen door swings open. You flinch and scramble out of Felix’s grasp; spinning around to lock eyes with Changbin. He looks at you and then narrows his eyes at Felix. His voice comes out in his usual grumble, “Give her her food and head out, meet us by the water pump.” he looks back at you quickly before adding, “we’re having a family meeting. Wouldn’t wanna miss it”.

It doesn’t take you long to wolf down breakfast. Not only were you hungry, you also have the tendency to stress eat. You were sat down in the living room on one of a couple couches, trying to scope out the area outside. They’re most likely unaffiliated with a district. If they were from the YG or SM districts, you’d be within a city, not some farmhouse in the middle of nowhere. The JYP district wore their signature initials everywhere, and you haven't seen those on anyone. This was a good thing though, the districts were dangerous for women. Your kind was a rare commodity, and the districts, especially YG and SM, were notorious for not letting women leave. YG was easily the worst, being you would literally be property. At least SM has the courtesy to pretend you’re a normal citizen, not a prisoner. JYP is who you knew the least about. Jiho told you that they don’t have a central city, they’re more just a collection of groups spread out across the territory that answer to the most powerful group. Not as bad, but you still figure you should still steer clear.

From the front living room window, you can only see so much. The most obvious is a handmade fence, made from several pieces of other mismatched fences that stretches pretty tall. There are two perches on either side of the entrance for what you presume are for keeping lookout. Since the meeting had started, Changbin and someone else had been alternating the perch on the right. That probably isn’t the best way to escape. Maybe there’s a back entrance. You get up from the couch to move closer to the window and get a better look, but just as you do, you see everyone except Changbin heading back to the house. You quickly dart back to the couch, trying to look as inconspicuous as possible.

The screen door opens, and the whole crew files in, making their way into the living room. Most look at you with warm smiles, while some look with curiosity. One particularly young looking boy, most likely in his late teens, shies away behind the others. Felix shoulders his way to the front, and kneels in front of you to get to eye level.

“Are you doing alright, Y/N?”

You nod, keeping your eyes down.

“Our leader, Chan, has an offer to make you if you’re willing to hear it.”

You look up at Felix. His smile is warm as usual. “Which one is Chan?”

One of the boys you remember from last night steps forward. “That’d be me. We met yesterday, but it was pretty hectic so I’d understand if you didn’t remember.”

You did remember him, he scolded Changbin when he tried to point a gun at you. You were grateful for that. “I remember you. Thank you, for telling him to put the gun away.”

He looks almost bashful at your remark. “O-oh. It was no problem, really. He shouldn’t act so impulsively all the damn time.” He straightened up a bit, “anyway, I have a proposition.”

You nod again, waiting for him to continue.

“We can protect you here. You shouldn’t be without a group, and we won’t have any problem taking you in. I understand you’re waiting for Jiho, but we can’t say for sure when he’ll be around to come find you. If we bring you in, we’d have to let Jaebum know you’re with us. He’s in charge around here, so we gotta keep him filled in.”

You stare at him, one eyebrow cocked in confusion, “aren’t you in charge around here?”

He nods, “I’m in charge of the group, Jaebum is in charge of the district.”

What? Your eyes widen, the familiar look of fear on your face. “We’re in a district?” Your panic becomes evident, and you wrap your arms around yourself. “Where are we? Am I trapped here?”

Felix instinctively reaches out for you, hands on your shoulders. “Hey… you aren’t trapped, I promise.” feeling your shoulders shake, he pulls you closer, “shh...you’re okay. You’re alright.”

The others watch, clearly off put by the affection Felix was giving. After a moment, Chan pulls Felix away. “That’s enough. Give her some space.” He looks back down at you, trying to stay stern. “You’re in the JYP district and you aren’t trapped. Women aren’t prisoners here, you can leave whenever you want. However, I don’t think it’s a good idea to be on your own.”

You sniffle. You hate that you’ve cried in front of them so much. You hate feeling weak and you hate that no matter how you view it, you need to stay here. At least for now. You look up at Chan, wiping tears from your face. “I don’t think I should leave either.”

#stray kids #skz #stray kids fanfiction #stray kids reactions #stray kids scenarios #protector

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pbandjesse · 6 years

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I’m very tired and I don’t want to have to do this for very long. So I’m doing the talk to text again. Just why my Bose last night was 4 ½ pages long. Sorry about that.

Eyes are very itchy. My allergies haven’t been so bad so it’s annoying that they’re acting up again. But today was pretty great. I’m mostly not stressed. And I accomplished almost everything I wanted to do.

I slept really well last night but it was still hard to get up in the morning. I was mostly concerned I was going to be late. Because I was going to the steel side ships and I wasn’t sure how long it would take me to bike there. So I woke up a little earlier than I really mean it to. But I got dressed and felt pretty good. I did some yoga. I couldn’t make breakfast. I just had weird stomach pains. So I just didn’t. And brought some snacks for later. I headed out of here a little before 8:30. Which is ridiculously early since I had to be there at 9. But as I was liking up the other guys were already there. So that was cool. I was working with a couple people I haven’t talked to you much. But James was there. Who’s the hot guy that gave me the cupcake. And he’s definitely my favorite. Even invited me to hang out with him and his girlfriend. Since I’m also new in town. He’s not actually knew but he lived in Philly for a few years. He’s from Baltimore originally. But he still trying to make a new friend group now that he’s back. It’s nice that he’s trying to make me feel welcome. And honestly both of these new jobs are so great for that. Almost everyone there is accommodating and relatively close to my age. And it’s just really cool that they’re all being so nice.

James showed me around Taney and help me figure out what I’m supposed to be doing. I helped him sweet. But I was very overheated. I had one long sleeves because I was cold when I left the house. But I end up changing in the closet just because I had to get that shirt off. It’s definitely a learning curve figure out how to wear pants and a uniform shirt. I’m going to have to figure it out quickly I know but for now I’m sort of fumbling in the dark.

Because I’ve only done still so yesterday they let me pick which ship I wanted to be on. And since I was on the submarine yesterday and I have the speech down I thought I would do it again. So a little after 9:30 we head over to our ships. James was on the Chesapeake so he was right by me. But I would mostly be alone for the day. One of the guys help me turn on all the lights and the TVs. But I felt pretty comfortable. It was a good day.

There’s only one weird hiccup in the morning. Something I hadn’t considered working at the ships especially on steel side, was that I was going to be alone. And on the submarine it’s the farthest from the harbor stores and restaurants and foot traffic. There’s definitely still foot traffic but it’s back where there isn’t anything besides the back of the aquarium. So if something happens like what happened today I’m all alone. And what happened today was I was harassed by some guys on the pier that then came on the ship and sort of cornered me in my box. I mean I wasn’t in danger at all they were just kind of like cat calling me. And only a little. Asked me if I had a boyfriend and try to get on the ship for free. But I didn’t really know what to do. I didn’t have a phone number for James yet and I wasn’t sure when to turn off the customer service niceness and tell them off. But eventually they left. It was just very eye-opening what I may have to deal with. But for the rest of the day it was fine. I did tell my supervisor and he was absolutely horrified. And again I was reminded that everytime I tell a guy friend about cat calling or other types of harassment they are always shocked like it’s the worst thing they’ve ever heard. But honestly I told him the same thing every time I have been a woman for my entire 27 years of life. And I am so used to this by now. It sucks and it’s scary but it’s not unusual. I mean he ended up telling me that there’s a panic button inside the ticket booth. Which is great. But do I really want to call the cops because it doesn’t seem like it would be worth it. Like it would be a waste of time to call the cops on two people that were just making me a little uncomfortable. And they weren’t really doing anything wrong per say. They were just being weird. And not even weird I don’t know how to describe it. I’m going to see if I could talk to upper management about a better way to handle cat collars or men being weird from the pier in the future. Because honestly I think they just haven’t had a lot of women on staff and they’re not prepared to handle a situation like that. I don’t know if it could be just having the managers come by more often or what. But something because I could see that situation not being good very fast.

But the rest of my day was absolutely fine. I had over a hundred people come through again. But over the span of 8 hours instead of 5. So it was a lot more spread out. But the weather was gorgeous and it’s such a nice time being out on the boat. I mostly did embroidery. But my Bluetooth headphones came in so I also listen to some podcasts. I read my book for a little while. And I talked to a lot of really cool people. It was really nice. I really like working on the submarine. And Amy the woman who hired me, made a mistake on the schedule and I do have an overnight when I come back from my trip this week. So I have a whole extra 16 hours so that’s pretty sweet. I also I’m going to try to take the test and work my way towards that pay raise and become a museum educator. I mean I am in a museum educator in everything but pay and title. So I just have to finish all these tests. But I feel like I can at least get the Able Body sailor test done this week. And then it will just be 15 test to go.

I got my lunch break really late. But I prefer that so it was totally cool. I went and sat on the pier and watch some ducks. And the rest of the day went fairly fast. At the end of the day a coast guard guy came and was taking pictures of us for possibly the defense website. I’m not clear on that. I’m also not clear on who he was. I think he might have been a student? I don’t understand. But he was very nice. And showed me how to properly fold the ensign. Which is what they call the flag on the boats. Because everything about has a stupid name. He had me pretend to be giving a tour at one point. For a photo and I was pointing at something and saying I didn’t know what it was and just making things up. Like I was pointing and saying this is just a hole in the wall that I think is for naps. But I know is actually for torpedoes and I have the guys rolling over that.

Are poor managers set off the alarm on the ship twice trying to beat the timer and run down the gangway. So that was very funny. And then it was time to go. James and he walked over to Taney to clock out and we talked for a bit. Exchange numbers. He’s a cool guy and I hope that we can actually be friends. And not just do that thing that adults do where they say we’ll hang out we never do. I’m pretty good about following through. As long as the other person isn’t flaky.

I was really glad to go home though. I had planned on getting Shake Shack but was too hot and felt dirty so I decided to just go home. I ended up making the last of my veggie chicken nuggets and french fries. And it was actually really good dinner. I had one of my avocados as well. Maybe I’ll have Shake Shack tomorrow. We’ll see.

I took a shower and chilled. I had talked to Sabrina and she’s going to check in on Sweet P while I’m gone so I had to give her a key. When she got home I ran upstairs and gave her the key and we hung out for an hour talking. Then I came down here and work in my studio, and finished my diorama for this week. Just was able to find a simpler one for me since I was very stressed out over the two more complex ones. So I’ll go back to those at some point next week but this week very simple. I did get to include lights though so that was cool.

I finished packing for my trip and now I’m just ready for bed. I’m working on the constellation tomorrow. And I’m looking forward to that. I am attempting to wear just a black T-shirt. But the two I have are a little Loca. So we’ll see if it’s all right. If it’s not I have my long sleeve one still there. I just don’t want to get too overheated and feel miserable. It’ll work out. I hope it is just a nice day. And everything is fun and good.

I hope you all sleep well tonight. And that’s the weather stays nice. Good night everyone

#ootd #embroidery #work #boat #good day #monday

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namjoonchronicles · 6 years

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So tonight is a song you could have sex with yoongi to. Can you make a list of the members and songs that you see doing it for the first time with them to?

OF COURSE I CAN OH WOW THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR ASKING ME TO DO THIS, THIS IS GONNA BE SO MUCH FUN OMG HYPERVENTILATES

(This is going to be a bit long, because I added some a lot description on how it led to the ‘first time’ and i BLABBER A LOT SORRY)

Seokjin I’m a fan of Sunday mornings. Seokjin looks like he enjoys cooking together, making breakfast with you. Imagine dancing in the kitchen, chopping apples, him lip-syncing the high notes, joining him singing, putting cream on his handsome face while making pancake batter, with Maroon 5′s Sunday Morning playing in the background, because he’s bubbly and first time would be fun fun fun. Seokjin likes making jokes and he will enjoy the joy in your face a lot, and it will be a cute date really.

Having breakfast with you in his lap, sharing a plate together, and he is going to be direct and ask you if you want him because he has no filter.

Hoseok will begin with something very sensual, something that has a significant beat, and actually the ‘first time’ isn’t even planned. It just sort of, happened(?) So, you had been spending the whole tireless, upbeat day with Hoseok. Roller blading, playing arcade games, going to a cafe to eat cakes, enjoying his glorious, ear-piercing laughter, holding hands, being extremely comfortable with each other.

There’s also one time he SUDDENLY stops walking to join a street dancer, just because he liked the song. Starting a random samba on the walkway, doing the twirl just because he wants to. All sort of random shit just because of Hoseok’s impulse really. Takes you to his house and had you ruling the speaker with your choice of music. Robin Thicke’s Lost Without You had you two silly dancing dancing and you know the rest.

Namjoon okay this guy is my husband so bear with me, I’m gonna make this as brief as I can because I can go days, weeks and years with him. He introduced you to this song, /hold hands with me for this, have mercy on my poor soul/ Sabrina Claudio’s Frozen fuck I love this song so much, I sing it my sleep dammit. OK, you seriously just came to borrow one of his damn books, but then he had to turn the speaker on and play this song and put on his best charming DIMPLY smile, and you know you’re supposed to focus on the things he say but all you could think about is HOW delicious those lips would be salivating like this gorgeous ass man is making you thirsty and tuning on this song is not helping shit.

Then he invites you into the hammock he had in his house, by the corner, being extra close, listening to him read a book for you and being cuddly and he smells nice, his forehead is showing, oversized glasses, your legs tangled with each other while you lay on top of him, gazing his face like how can you not goodness gracious and truth be told, that you’d blame him for everything. He had this planned, for sure. HE HAD THIS COMING, GAWDAMMIT.

Jimin my sweet sexy ass needy clingy koala who had been testing my loyalty since 1995 let me tell you about this cutie. It was a casual morning. Doing workouts together, cycling by the park before the sun if fully up because we all know that Jimin is a morning person I’m not, but I can change *clears throat at glaring Namjoon* You guys went back home, sweaty, taking turns to use the shower because you know, innocence. Never crossing the line, because Jimin wants to take things slow unlike someone /looks at Taehyung/. After showering, you walked with wet hair to join him in the living room.

You let him take your phone to transfer some songs because he liked some of them. He came across a playlist named after him. Jimin, taking the chance of you not being there, pressed to reveal. There’s only one song in it so he puts in on the bluetooth speaker when you walked out drying your hair, totally oblivious, you heard Ed Sheeran’s Kiss Me was playing and you knew what he did, instantly. “Jimin what did you do.” He crinkled his eyes at your question, and started to give you a back hug, rocking you side to side. His little giggles had rendered you weak as he buries his face in your nape. *swoon*

Taehyung A lot of you don’t know this, but Taehyung is my first bias in BTS before Namjoon snatched me because I’m such a sucker for deep voices and charisma. I’ve been using this song everytime I get into the sexy moments in my wiritngs and I always think of Taehyung sexy poses you know those poses he usually do when he’s doing photo shoots? I think Frank Sinatra would definitely be his choice, but Nouvelle Vague’s Fade Out Lines really have that groove, like when the beat begins, I can just see Taehyung and his extra ass, with a half-filled soda bottle, dancing with his hips to tease you.

His lips protruded as he is feeling himself. He will extend his hand at you, dancing his way to you. The living room is dark, and only lit by a tiny yellow stand lamp. The music sets you in the mood, and he starts feel your back against his chest, his breath fanning on your neck, one arm low around your hip, leaving no room for air in between you both as he whispers, “Work it, baby. Do it like that, yes...” he inhales through his teeth, before turning you to face him and giving you lustful kiss. Remember, Taehyung wanted 5 kids, so you better start now.

Jungkook I have to mentally remind myself that this boy is an adult and not 15 like the first time I saw him. Let’s be honest, he had been terrorising my poor noona heart since he turned 20.*cracks fingers* *inhales deeply* *starts typing*I like Jungkook’s spotify, I’m not gonna lie. Jungkook’s Spotify playlist lazy analysis from me, he likes songs with amazing drops like same bunny me too, and it’s good for dance, really, nice to listen to, but to put in the ‘mood’? Not so suitable.

We all know how Jungkook loves working out right? It was weekend, free time. Instead of running to jog like Jimin’s and his girl, you’re stuck at home holding a stopwatch. “296, 297...298,” Jungkook’s arms began to shake. You sat on his back like it’s the most comfortable seat on earth, cross-legged, counting his push-ups, eyes on the stopwatch, drilling on him, pushing him to the limits, giving motivations, “...Two more baby, let’s go. Let’s do it. Two hundred and ninety-nine,” you counted when his chest hits the floor and, “300!” Jungkook dropped face down on the floor and you got off, jumping on his side while he pants violently. “You did it baby!” You squealed and he rolls to his back so you pepper him with kisses and he giggled in return.

“What do you want for present this time? No movies, because the last time we went, you slept there because you were so tired, you even started snoring.” You lay on your stomach, next to him on the floor. Jungkook was still panting and he crept a smile with his eyes shut, “...I got a pretty good...idea.”

“What.” “Make breakfast with me?” “You mean tomorrow morning?” “Yes, dummy.” “...That’s a pretty modest request really. I’ll see you tomorrow morning then.” Jungkook rolled to his side and rest the back of his head in his hand, “I mean stay over.” And you spent the night talking about stuff, just talking, your worries, your fears, funny things that happened, and to be honest, just general cuddling. Until he wake you up at midnight, with a Maroon 5′s Acoustic Version of Never Gonna Leave This Bed, on all of his bluetooth speakers he had in his room, starts to get closer, pulling you by your waist, nibbles your lips, whispering sweet nothings to your skin as the song proceeds. This song is perfect for Jungkook, he will always feel defeated by the person he loves. ‘You make me so nervous, calm me down...’

Wow Jungkook what have you done to Noona.

Let me know if you want full-length scenarios of my bullshit. Bye.

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rastacutie · 5 years

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Trust is bull shit

About 3, 31/2 years ago I met this man. I know you’re thinking oh another stupid hurt boyfriend posts but this is crazy and my mind can’t decide what to do. This is now a legal problem I have no idea. I didn’t want this to ever get out of hand.

I met this man. I knew him for about 5 years from his mother who tried really hard to hook us up even though he was on Texas. (I was friends with him mom for a long time through an old friend) anyways he wound up moving here because he got a random call in the morning from his ex bitch of a waste of life saying she had no idea she was pregnant since Kenna was sitting in a weird way and she “didn’t think about it” she knew. She told her best friend and one guy she was cheating on and he took off to another town. Shocking because she looks just like him. Anyways she swore up and down it was his even though it was clear it wasn’t. But no one would man up to be there for this little girl and if he didn’t take care of her, her life would be terrible. About 4 months of trying to make it work she admitted that she slept with about 4 other people including his brother so it could be anyone. Then she left told him to figure it out because she didn’t want Kenna at all in the first place. And then HOOKED UP WITH HIS BROTHER!!! AND HAD A KID! Kenna has a fucking sister cousin in Texas she doesn’t even know about because the mother has hardly any rights and gives them up every year not even a birthday call. He left that crazy ass shit and came to Oregon where his god mother is. (Our mutual friend) but Kenna after a while I was the one she chose to call mommy because I’ve always been Irie. I could go on with this story but I’ll move on.

He heard that and knew I was the one so he purposes and I say yes. I was so excited my family loved him, they loved Kenna, we were looked at like the Joneses. He even told my dad he’ll never have to worry. That I’ll always be taken care of no matter what. That’s why my dad gave him the blessing.

He promised...

In between that he went through many jobs, always gone, found an unanswered women’s shirt in the laundry (even Kenna said it wasn’t mine) he tried to blame it on everything else but I was reading his texts looking at it all and I knew there was something more with his boss. All he would do is swear nothing happened try being extremely over the top defensive. Said it was his Mom’s (a rich women who doesn’t wear crap cloths. Um and she’s in fucking Texas why would it show up out of no where when I’m washing his cloths!!!???) anyways it was constant fighting between the both of us very aggressive love and we thinning, sex was become more less everytime I saw him. I knew. I didn’t need his confession I knew. At that point though I was pregnant with our child! One we tried really hard to get. I was so heart broken. And you would think he would understand. Well we kept trying and trying but it was just constant fighting and when it was fighting it was bad. Both of my winter jackets torn. (I live in bend fucking Oregon it gets below zero and I still have nothing warm to wear.) things were just getting out of hand even quitting and trying all these different gigs that just didn’t work out.

He did finally get a home gig but he was gone working all night and sleeping all day. I lost 3 days of sleep with the baby all night and the (at the time) 3 year old. I was wearing thin and with how bad my anxiety and depression was it was really wearing on me. But that didn’t matter. He would pretend to help once in a while but that was just giving candy out and ignoring the baby because the 3 year old is ALWAYS more important. This poor baby has only had real attention and love from me and who I call my mom (grandma Jess). It hurts my heart. She’ll always be our second. It’s fucked up. The fights got worse. Things were being packed and thrown by the door. His mom instigated almost all our fights because she now hates me. We hate each other. She’s wronged me in so many evil horrible ways I couldn’t even go there.

One morning I was spread very thin. The 3 year old wouldn’t eat the baby I was trying to get ready. Everyone had ate and gotten ready except for me. (Course mom is ALWAYS last) and I have my fiancé acting like a 15 year old while I’m fighting with the 3 year old to stop throwing fits and whining it’s rude and she had been doing it all morning. My anxiety kicked in and went nuts when he says “why aren’t you ready? I thought we were getting Dutch bros” I flipped my switch and exploded. I said “because I’ve had to make breakfast, get the kids ready, clean, now I’m changing a diaper and you’re not even helping at my struggle. So I said I was going to remove myself from the situation and go get ready. I haven’t even had time for a damn bowl of cereal! So I’ll do what you say and get ready! I walked into the bathroom and started to get ready. He must have felt a little bad because he then bring me a bowl of cereal I’m thinking “how am I suppose to even have time to eat that?” So I kept getting ready. Noticing that my legs were hairy on a hot day I was bummed and drew a bath so I could shave really fast. I couldn’t hear anything.

Normally my 3 year old either walks in or knocks or does something when she has to pee so I know. I never heard anything and continue to get ready. I was taking off my cloths to get into the bath and hurry so I latched the door. All of a sudden I have him with a pissed off face saying he’s done with my attitude that morning and was done. He told me 1 time to get out I said no I’m doing what you asked which is to get ready she can pee I’m the one that potty trained her. 2nd time he says to get out I say no this is my bathroom I can get ready if I want too. 3rd time he lost it and picked me up by my arms and threw me in the hallway. Closing the door so the 3 year old doesn’t see anything else.

He went into this trance that wasn’t him. No words were said I was pushing him off me ripping his shirt and telling him to stop. He kept flipping out and throwing me around till he threw me in the middle between our room door way and the hall again. Then got on top and strangled me. I have asthma so that short breath came earlier then most and I was fighting and my legs were giving out I was sure this was it. I have never felt more terrified in my life. The feeling still comes back once in a while just the feel of it. Once I went limp he got off and freaked out about what he had just done. Pacing back and forth staying please don’t call please think about what you’re doing. I said I am. You need help. And I called 911. Already I had terrible bruises that quickly. The man I thought loved me and would never hurt me like that did. I felt betrayed. I felt stupid. I felt heart broken I felt played I felt so little. Scared. Lost. Lonely. I honestly didn’t know how I was going to get over it. Those beautiful blue eyes that my daughter has burns in my eye lids. The feeling of the pressure on my throat I thought I would never forgive him. I had to move out of MY home I got MY self and had to leave according to DHS for safety, my step daughter was taken to Texas to be with his mother the one that hates me. They brain washed her, well tried she is smart and calls people’s bull shit out so she knew what they were saying was wrong. They would tell her I’m her fucking step mother. I have been her mom almost since day 1. I never had my heart break. She said it twice in front of her friend. And she was molested by her cousin and her grandma did nothing. Kept it a secret. I couldn’t believe all this.

At the same time I’m dealing with my fiancé trying to give him a chance to speak since he was broken admitted his wrongs, did his time, wrote me letters while he was in there (that she kept from me his mother) and he’s begging on his knees he’ll do anything for me and our family to be fixed. He couldn’t believe how it got that bad and he cried for days. Sleeping in his car but paying to make sure we can pay rent to have a roof over our heads especially with the 3 year old coming home. He even wanted to kill himself because he felt so guilty. I gave him the benefit of the doubt because god damn me I love the fucker so much I could never explain. I mean come on I would never have kids but we had a planned child together. I love him to the point where love has me blinded I keep hoping as well that we can repair our family. He would blow up my phone if I was even slightly upset he wanted me and us back more then life. I tried.

He then cheats on me with two of his co-workers. He claims he never had sex but to read on his work phone how one says things like honey, sweetheart, and says I have to talk to you about something but I can’t tell you on the work phone. She shows up at the fair and he claims he had no idea she hits him up after and they both blame me and my insecurities. Shortly after I read another text on his work phone saying “I wanna do dirty nasty things to you” and the girl says “oh yeah ;) show me. Then it skipped to something else. Her meeting him for lunch and all this shit. I beat the crap out of him. She was constantly reaching out to me telling me shit that at first crushed me but then I saw she was lying hard core just to get under my skin. She wouldn’t even leave me alone after all the shit went down and he was on his knees crying and pleading again saying the reason he did it was only because I questioned if he loved me and he thought that was it. I told him it gives him no right to be sexting this women. Both were also in a relationship! My dumb ass still tried to keep our relationship going for our girls pretty much at this point because we as lovers changed. He claims it never stopped for him. My trust is gone. One second I love him the next I hate him with a burning passion. Idk what’s worse at this point.

It’s now been like 4 months and with his guilty Conscience and my insecurities now it’s also caused a lot of issues. I just can’t trust him even though we constantly talk. We love each other and want to fix this. He took upon himself to get into these classes that help with anger and parenting. I’m trying to give him that 3rd and last chance but I feel like so much has changed In our relationship it feels like that awkward first date but not in a good way. No hand holding, no leg touching. Yeah sex but I want more emotional insite love. He’ll do extremely nice gestures but it doesn’t feel emotionally the same. I tried to tell him that and he had to wrap his head around it assumed it would be better to split and wouldn’t call me or talk to me all day. It’s so easy now to disregard my emotions and his only matter. He didn’t even get the point. I don’t understood I want my family and my life back. But I woke up terrified again for the first time since June 4th 2018. The worst year of my life. He says things that would make you feel like he’s Prince Charming and everything will be okay. How much he loves me and needs me but flips a switch and it’s always my fault. I’m not sure how much more I can take. My heart has been through the fucking wringer and all I wanna do is cry. I wake up at 5:30am every morning crying because I miss him for 15/20 mins then fall back asleep. How could I love someone who’s wronged me so badly? I have NO idea..... 💔

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otnaidrum · 6 years

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Hohes Licht Journey

It was my first time for this mountain hiking and forest wandering kinda thing. In fact it was the first time for three of us to go hiking. Well, to refresh our mind after stressing classes and exams in college, me and some friends decided to hike a mountain to spent our holiday last summer. Yeah, right. A mountain. So, we basically are bunch of amateurs who never been hiked before, trying to conquer one of the peak up in the Alps (definitely not Matterhorn or Mont Blanc). Nuff said.

One of our friend who has the basic experience in this mountain expedition thing and has been hiked one of the Alps (watzmann) last year, agreed to be the expedition guide in our trip to the Alps. Yes! I’m always excited when it comes to backpacking trip.

It was August 4th when we went to Oberstdorf. A municipality skiing and hiking town located in the Allgäu region of the Bavarian Alps. After the long tiring 17 hours journey from Leipzig to Oberstdorf by regional train (which had 7 times different transit) we still had one misfortune. There were no more free room left in every single hostel, motel, camp, or whatever you wanna called it all over this town. Tho our eyes have been amazed by the mountain range view on that beautiful sunny 35^C when we reached Oberstdorf. So, now you're wondering why did it take so long for us to went from Leipzig to Oberstdorf. So, short story we got kicked out of the train in the middle of nowhere at 4 AM. Due to our stupid carelessness (the ticket valid only till 3AM) we had to wait till 9 in the morning for the first train to Oberstdorf. As we waited our train we fell asleep on the bench.

Back to Oberstdorf. So, after the long search of free room we decided to explored the town. At least the people here were so nice and kind compared to the people in the east side for me. Everytime we looked confused or tired or looked like don't know where to go, there were always people asking if everything's okay and which destination we were heading to or just asked where we came from. That night we slept on the bench(again) by the side of the railway, under the stars and the moon as our night lamp, waiting for the sun to shine. Wondering what tomorrow may bring.

(Early morning vibes from Bahnhof Oberstdorf; FYI Oberstdorf is a small town, so the Bahnhof open at 7AM and close at 2 PM daily.

(A typical mountain town’s sight in Germany; this when we desperately seeked for a free room.)

It was a sunny yet breezy 8 in the morning when we arrived on the foot of the mountain and officially stepped my first step in the Alps. With the magnificent mountain range around me, that time i felt so small.

Long way to go...

Hours by hours went by and we kept walking...and walking...deeper...and deeper through the forest. That time i felt so weak. Damn, i felt so exhausted and a bit embarassed everytime another hiker past me by from behind. As i wander further and further through the forest, i considered the charasteristic of the Bavarian culture with the nature. Living in the foothils of the Alps with unpredictable extreme weather makes the Bavarian stronger both mentally and physically. They are always ready and prepared for everything may come to them. I've met them along the way. From bunch of elementary school kids till 70 years old guy. Their spirit is boundless regardless their own humanly limitations. I knew this kinda spirit. This is a very typical german’s spirit. Spirit to let other things go and move forward to reach the top. That’s why the germans are always on top in almost every important sectors in the world. In this case, their spirit represented by the nature and by the way they treated their nature. I am humbled by this experience.

(Along this trails we’ve met people. Good people)

(An apathetic hungry cow was blocking our way that day.)

Long way to go....

We've been hiking for nearly 6 hours when we finally could see the end of the track. Yeah it sure was our destination. Rappensee. Standing in the 2047m above the sea level you can feel how the clouds hit you in the face so smoothly. All i can see was the endless landscape of green hills (complete with flowers that grown wildly), Rappenseehütte (our shelter for staying tonight), and of course the magical lake itself Rappensee. The water was so clear and fresh that you could swim there for hours (sure it's cold). But i didn't swim. I was stunned by the beauty of this spot. I felt like i was truly at peace that time and in touch with myself and the nature. And nothing bothered me. We were lucky to stumble upon this spot before it gets dark to see the water of the lake turn to glass. If you ever watched 5cm, maybe it's my german version of Ranukumbolo. Well, one thing i remember about the Alps is, the higher you wander, the more amazing the views are.

( Rappenseehütte: A hut where we stayed for a night and got our important accomoddation supplies. aka charger. Got some serious meatball soup too )

(Trust me, it’s never hard to get lost in the moment especially in places like these)

(This is what i meant by the water turned to glass )

(The clouds behind me that moved in and out uncovering all the beauty of the lake from time to time)

(Fadel, Ihsan, Me and Dimas took a selfie before chillin by the side of the lake)

Next day we woke up at 6. Our next destination was Hohes Licht. After we prepared everything we left Rappenseehütte. There was no breakfast time for us. Well, we were in a hurry because we were hoping to see the sunrise there. Too bad the weather that morning was a bit shitty. It was all overcast and the track became more and more extreme. Conquering the summit, we had to crawl between the rocks and glacier. That time we've been walking for almost 2 hours. The thick fog made our visibility very limited as the dark cloud followed right behind us. We had to be super careful.

What can i say? We were at the edge of the cliff as the rain began to fall. Undoubtedly not one of my lucky day. Then we decided to take a break. We sat right at the edge of the cliff for a moment and wait. Waiting for the rain to stop. We wait and wait... That exact situation made me feel like i was just in Shire yesterday and now i'm in Mordor complete with the dark clouds and three mountain ranges surrounding us, just like Frodo from The Lord Of The Rings (if you know what i mean). Right, maybe i’m too much. It was my first experience in that kinda situation. I think i was just too scared and too excited that time. Really. It was not that hard.

As we hiked the very steep rocky ridge line the sun emerge as we continued up. Still, we gotta be extra careful.

(One of the glaciers we crossed. At that time our friend Ihsan had a muscle cramp in his leg when we had to climb this cliff but he managed it well )

And....finally... The second peak of the Allgäu Alps itself. Btw, the Hohes Licht (2651m) which means high light in english, was not so hard to reach. Really. Maybe due to rain and bad weather we had a little trouble and it did take our time a little back then. Just before we reached the summit we had to use a damp, wire-rope-protected chute to reach the rocky path to the summit. After a short passage, which is secured by wire rope, it led us upwards to the summit. A panoramic view to 420 alpine peaks could be seen from Hohes Licht, including: Wildspitze, Konigspitze, Ortler, Tödi and Säntis.

(Behind me is a panoramic view of the summit that lies in the Austrian state of Tyrol. Too bad the mist was too thick back then)

(Sitting under the wooden cross on the highest peak of Hohes Licht)

So, looks like that day me and my friends were the first group to reach Hohes Licht cause nobody was there. (probably the first Indonesians to reach Hohes Licht too). One lesson i learnt that day was that it was worth getting up early (I’m not a morning person btw) when you finally reached the summit. Especially your first summit. Despite the unfriendly weather in Hohes Licht i was satisfied overall. We, bunch of amateurs finally conquered one of the Alps.

An hour passed by. It’s still 11 in the morning and we decided to climb down the Hohes Licht due the bad weather there. Once again the rain fallen from the sky as we walked down.

(On our way down. After the rain scenery when the fog uncovering the valleys. The Alps in summer can be a real dream if the weather plays along)

I'm still humbled as well as thankful by everything the nature and this experience gave to me. You did teach me things. Even by now when i’m writing this notes. What a journey. Make me feel so alive. And cause every journey has it owns story, that was my story. Hopefully we could spend some time again in the nature soon. So, let’s get lost again!

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