#nervousness

[blueberrypancakesworld]

7-Minutes in Heaven with Charlie Walker

warning : fluff , kissing , making out , nervousness , friends to lovers , confident reader , nervous Charlie , trying to make a move , being in a small room , mention of murder , little drinking

Charlie Walker x fem reader

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It was already night when the teenage girl arrived in her car in front of the barn. She heard the loud music through the closed doors of her car. A smile played around her lips as she reached into her small handbag and took out the lipstick. Taking off the cap, the dark red tone revealed itself, which could at least be something for the Stabathon. Almost as if she was drawing blood on her lips. Looking at herself in the small mirror in her car, she put the lipstick back before getting out of her car.

The fresh evening air was cool yet pleasant on her skin. Undoing the leather jacket a little more, she headed towards the barn. A pair of leather trousers clung to her legs, the heeled boots made her look a little taller and under the leather jacket she wore a dark red top with a wide neckline. A perfect outfit for the Stabathon.

On the way, she said hello to a few of her classmates and chatted briefly with them. Before she finally arrived inside and immediately saw the big screen.This evening is going to be more than good she thought and went in search of alcohol. A little to lighten the mood. Moving to the table, she took one of the red plastic cups before reaching for the ladle of alcohol.

Before, at the same moment, another hand wanted to take it too. ,,Oh...hey Y/n please you go first" she heard the slightly nervous but friendly voice of her friend Charlie. A friendly young guy she had been in the film club with. And maybe she had a little thing for Charlie. Cute she thought as she saw him take his hand back and a small smile curl his lips.

She saw his nervousness and how he tried to cover it up. She knew he liked her but unlike Kirby she didn't play with him. Too often she had spent time with him, met him and worked together in the film club. Too often she had flirted with him, too often she had asked him for a date, which he took as a meeting. It was almost cute how he didn't understand her flirting.

But sometimes she wished he would dare to be honest. She put her cup in his hand, making sure her fingers touched his before she smiled and poured him some of the alcohol. ,,Here you go," she said and saw him looking at the cup in his hand, almost astonished. ,,Thank you," he said and hastily took a first sip. ,,No problem," she waved him off and took a cup herself before pouring herself the alcohol.

The drink wasn't too strong, but it didn't have to be. It did what it was supposed to. ,,Come on, I'll show you a good seat," she heard him say before he walked towards the stage and gave her a seat in the front row. ,,You can see everything best from here," he said and watched her sit down with a sigh.

Sliding a little on the chair and pretending to evaluate it, she looked at him scrutinisingly. ,,Yep, that's a good seat," she finally said and saw him smirk. Before she saw his friend Robbie arrive behind Charlie. ,,Hey Y/n is it alright if I interrupt you two lovers and borrow him, the movie is about to start" he said and she saw Charlie looking at his friend with disgust.

But it was nothing new, everyone knew the film club leader had a thing for her. ,,Take him, Charlie, I'll see you," she said, swaying slightly after him before she couldn't help but smile. A few moments later she listened to Charlie and Robbie talking before she offered the former a seat next to her, to which he was almost pushed by his friend. Sitting down next to her, she saw him give her a small ,,Thanks" before his attention turned to the film.

Something she also liked about him was his interest in films. How he could talk for hours about his favourite films, was happy to be listened to and also knew his stuff. He was a true film nerd. She too turned to the staff films and concentrated on them. She knew the films as good as by heart, the usual jumpscares and how the individual victims died.

Only one jumpscare always made her wince - it was like being jinxed. Despite knowing the film, she flinched again when the killer suddenly jumped out of the darkness. Wincing, she unconsciously reached beside her and held onto Charlie's arm for a moment. ,,Sorry, I get scared at this scene every time," she admitted and slowly let go of his arm. But she had felt his touch.

How he had put his own hand on hers for a moment to tell her that everything was alright. ,,No problem," he murmured and gave her a comforting smile. Watching the film, some time passed before the events seemed to come to a head. Ghostface appeared before the sheriff arrived shortly afterwards with the police in tow.

She also made a quick getaway before being reunited with Charlie outside. ,,That was exciting," she said, slightly out of breath after what felt like too much running around and still feeling some anxiety. ,,If you'd like to come, well, we were going to continue the party at Kirby's. Do you want to come too?" he asked her suddenly as more students were walking out around them. Finally a try she thought and was happy. ,,Yeah, sure, I can give you a lift to Kirby's. Come on," she said and took him by the hand before pulling him behind her. She opened his car and got in before she started the car and drove off.

Every now and then she looked over at him. He had his arms crossed and looked uncertainly back and forth between the surroundings, her car and her. ,,Are you cold?" she asked and saw him move his fingers towards the regulator. ,,A little," he murmured and she turned on the heater. ,,Relax, it'll warm up in a minute," she said and smiled at him briefly before focusing on the road again.

The drive didn't take long and soon they had reached Kirby's house. Getting out and walking behind him, they were a little surprised to find the door open, but just walked in. ,,There you two are, huh?" came the confused question from Jill as she expected to see two people instead of apparently just Charlie.

Jill, Kirby, Trevor and Robbie were already gathered around the coffee table and seemed to be waiting for Charlie. ,,I invited her", the brown-haired man said and tried to ignore the knowing looks of his friends. The others made some room and while Robbie and Trevor each sat on one of the chairs, Jill and Kirby moved a little to the side.

Charlie sat down next to Y/n and Robbie handed him a bottle of whiskey, which he declined and took an energy drink from the freezer. Instead, Y/n took the bottle and took a sip.That's strong, she thought as she took the bottle from her lips. ,,Well, now it's getting interesting, let's play seaven minutes in heaven!" Kirby announced happily, and it was a mix of cheering and sighing sounds. They took an empty bottle before spinning it and the game began. And it seemed to go haywire.

First up were Kirby and Robbie, with more of a loud argument going on inside than anything else. Jill and Trevor couldn't have been quieter, though she thought she might have heard a kiss before Jill had gone out. Robbie had a grin on his lips as he came out of the cupboard with Trevor.

Before the bottle landed on Y/n and Charlie. ,,Yay, now it's getting interesting, get it, tiger," cheered Robbie, who was already well drunk. Charlie gave him the middle finger before disappearing into the cupboard with her.

As expected, it was not particularly spacious. She felt that her hair was already touching the ceiling because of her boots. But Charlie also had to get used to the new surroundings. But she could only guess, because she could only see his facial features and appearance dimly. The light coming through the slits in the door was not much but it had to be sufficient. Because of the narrowness, she had automatically tried to make room for herself and leaned one hand against the wall next to his head.

While he tried to make himself as small as possible. He's giving me his space, she thought, and she found his cuteness ever sweeter. ,,I probably shouldn't have worn boots" she tried to lighten the mood and heard the short ,,Yeah, I guess" from Charlie. She had hardly ever seen him this nervous before, but she didn't really feel any different.

She wanted to finally confess something to him, or at least help him confess his feelings for her, but how? Her free hand slid to the zipper on her leather jacket and pulled it down. ,,What are you doing?" he asked immediately and she saw his eyes go to her now visible bosom. The look and the blush on his cheeks was not lost on her. ,,Isn't it a bit warm in here?" she asked innocently and playfully fanned herself.

Almost defeated, he let his gaze slide downwards and played nervously with his fingers. ,,I-you-we-," she heard him say after a moment of sudden silence. I dare you she thought hopefully and came slightly closer to him. But he seemed to fall silent again before she slowly slid her free hand to his. ,,Say it...I'm sure it's something good" she murmured and took his hand in hers.

Slowly, not breaking eye contact, she brought his hand closer and closer to her lips. ,,So...well" he began and almost gasped in surprise as she placed a kiss on the back of his hand and her lips left a slight imprint. ,,Very good...and continue" she praised and kissed each finger as he spoke. ,,W-Well I...since we're here I wanted to...tell you something" he stammered and she felt the slight twitch in his hand as she placed his on her cheek and signalled him to leave it there.

Slowly she let her other hand slide to a strand of his hair. Let it roll back and forth between her fingers. Careful not to break eye contact. ,,So what?" she asked quietly with an encouraging little smile. ,,I-" he began and looked down again, his nervousness seeming to take over. But she took his hand from her cheek and held it gently before stroking his knuckles quietly.

Her other hand released the strand of his hair and moved gently under his chin. Before she practically forced him to lift his gaze again. ,,Just say it," she whispered, and they were only a few centimetres apart. ,,I...love you," he finally managed to say and blushed. But immediately her lips were on his and she wrapped him in a kiss.

She felt him surprise as his hand lightly squeezed hers and his other hand went to her side and held on. He had finally dared. ,,I've loved you too, Charlie, for so long," she admitted as she pulled away, blushing a little herself. A smile was on his lips when he heard this and relief but also pride and joy swung in his gaze.

This time it was he who engaged her in a kiss and even pulled her closer in a moment of determination. It was the best moment of her life. ,,Well, you two, the seven minutes are long gone!" they suddenly heard Kirby shout as the door opened and a barrage of cameras filmed them hastily moving apart. ,,This is going to be a hit right away!" she heard Robbie say and saw Jill smirk. ,,Finally," she heard Trevor mutter and she looked at Charlie, unable to help laughing.

His lips were the same shade of red as hers, competing with his cheeks. ,,Okay guys, that's enough gapping," she playfully reprimanded and promptly closed the door again to hide from the cameras. Before she suddenly heard a giggle from Charlie too. Before he sought her gaze and gave her an affectionate grateful smile before engaging her in another kiss.

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#fluff #fem reader #male x female #comfort #kiss #first kiss #kissing #making out #nervousness #friends to lovers #confident reader #nervous #charlie walker #charlie walker x reader #charlie walker scream #trying to make a move #flirty #flirting #small room #7 minutes in heaven #mention of murder #drinking #getting drunk

[viviwood007]

hey nauseous bunch. need some advice on how to stop getting nervous nausea. shit ISNT fun and tums don’t seem to be doing the trick…

#nausea #nauseous #anxitey #nervousness #word vomit #screaming crying throwing up #advice

[pluralprompts]

Prompt #1,143

"But what if Headmate A doesn't like it or doesn't like me or I make it too awkward or –"

"Person B, I think you're forgetting something important."

"Huh? What's that?"

"That we're really, really similar. If Headmate A hasn't gotten sick of me yet despite us sharing a body for as long as we can remember, they're not gonna get sick of you just because you might be a little awkward in asking them out.

"Trust me. They like you back."

#pluralgang #plural system #pluralprompt #plurality #prompt #prompt blog #pre partnership #romance #anxiety #worry #nervousness #how tf do I tag the e.motions in this one #dialogue

[pithia]

I am comfortable wrestling. I have fun wrestling. You put me in some spandex in front of a group of people, I'm a hundred percent fine. You put me in a suit in a room in front of fifty press people and I get really nervous.

Daniel Bryan (quoted in Yes!)

#quotations #Daniel Bryan #Bryan Danielson #comfort #nervousness #perspective #wrestling

[goodgrammaritan]

"You are very nervous," said Tiffany. "If you told me why, that means there's two of us, which is only half the nervousness each."

...

"However, since you raised the subject, I was concerned. Something was making me uneasy. Something close, I think. It was probably nothing. In fact, I feel a lot better now we're leaving."

But you don't look it, Tiffany thought. And I was wrong. Two people means twice as much nervousness each.

A Hat Full of Sky by Terry Pratchett

#gnu terry pratchett #tiffany aching #a hat full of sky #nervousness

[fiction-quotes]

At the back of his mind a bad feeling began to grow. He thought about how it might be to be, say, a fox confronted with an angry sheep. An angry sheep, moreover, that could afford to hire wolves.

  —  The Colour of Magic (Terry Pratchett)

#book quotes #fantasy fiction #terry pratchett #discworld #the colour of magic #nervousness #fear #power #threats #bodyguards

[idontreallyexistyet]

In light of 1,000 posts I have decided to share my Twitter. I have made no posts and don’t plan to but y’know. Do with this what you will

#Self promo #Twitter #nervousness #were going to ignore my @ #French Fries are good okay?

[quality-on-a-patch-of-awesome]

Chapters: 1/1 Fandom: SEAL Team (TV) Rating: General Audiences Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply Relationships: Mandy Ellis/Jason Hayes/Brock Reynolds, Brock Reynolds and family Characters: Brock Reynolds, Mandy Ellis, Jason Hayes, Original Characters, Original Female Character(s), Original Male Character(s) Additional Tags: Cerb and Pepper are also there, Year of the OTP Prompt Event 2023, Meeting the Parents, Brock has sisters, Siblings, Sibling Love, Drinking, Polyamory, Nervousness Series: Part 7 of Two Guys, a Girl, and a Navy Base, Part 7 of Universe of Trios Summary:

“So? That go better or worse than you were expecting?”

Brock introduces Mandy and Jason to his family

@polyamships

#seal team #yotp #yotp 2023 #mandy x jason x brock #brock reynolds #mandy ellis #jason hayes #meeting the family #cerb and pepper are also there #peak sibling behaviour #siblings #sibling love #drinking #nervousness #two guys a girl and a navy base #universe of trios

[rumanomarika]

nervous vulnerable men make me shiver to my core in an aroused way.

keep being so cute and I'll have to kiss you.

#nervousness #if they r shaking its even better #do i make u nervous corky? #so cute

[addictivecontradiction]

Yi Yi, 2000

#drama #romance #yi yi #yi yi: a one and a two... #edward yang #su-yun ko #nien-jen wu #nervousness

[blueberrypancakesworld]

Forced move

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warning : tiny comfort, darker themes , little yandere behaviour , obsession , obsessed love , mutual love , little swearing , tiny mention of blood , nervousness , angst , love , kissing , touching eachother , nothing graphical in smut and blood , little drinking , blackmailing basically , open ending , make out, minors don't interact

Charlie Walker/Ghostface x fem reader

masterlist

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The evening was dark and relatively cool when the small pling from her mobile phone made the eighteen-year-old look up. Glancing up from her homework and books, she picked up her phone and typed on the small screen.

It was a message from one of her friends. Party at the barn.Stabathon-free alcohol come over she read the message and sighed slightly. Not that she wouldn't want to come. But the exam period was coming up and a party compared to the anger of her parents would be something she wanted to avoid.

On the other hand, a little fun and a little alcohol would be a deliberate distraction. And the old, big barn was not too far away. A short drive. A little fun never hurt she thought and decided to finish the sentence before changing.

The thought did cross her mind because of the murders that had been committed in the last few days. Actually, her parents had hung up an exit spear after eight o'clock in the evening. But she thought this was a bit exaggerated.

Uncertainty lay in her gaze as she looked at herself in the mirror. There are still other people here, said this little voice calling for a party. Suddenly the doubts were gone and the fun was there. She looked at herself again in the mirror a loose outfit not uncomfortable but not a looker either.

Simple and appropriate for a horror party. With another pling on her mobile phone she picked it up. Charlie is here too ;) she read the little extra message and a smile flitted across her lips. Charlie Walker, the acknowledged nerd of the group, film club leader and her crush.

Ever since she had seen him at Woodsboroo high school she couldn't get away from him. His friendly, cheerful manner when he talked about movies. How much he knew about movies, his whole being attracted her. Only the glow in his blue eyes when Kirby even spoke to him was something she noticed.

Kirby Reed she knew, no everyone knew that Charlie had a thing for the blonde. He seemed to be attached to her like a dog. She's just using him she thought after hearing this herself as the girls walked by. She knew the girls only briefly, most of all she had to do with Jill.

They had been assigned to several school projects together and even then they got along quite well. But now that she was already going to a party where Charlie was and not Kirby, she could take advantage of the situation. Maybe he'll notice me she hoped and opened her wardrobe again.

She had tried on everything from her normal everyday clothes to her pyjamas and communion dress. All except two things. ,,This is a bit extreme," she muttered and took the short leather skirt and the loose blood-red blouse out of the wardrobe. Holding the two items up, she pondered for a moment. ,,So what?" she decided and put on the clothes she had once bought for Halloween as a joke.

At that time she wanted to go as a hooker with all her friends just for fun. Teenage fantasy she thought and smiled as she turned in front of the mirror. The clothes just looked a lot better than they did a few years ago. It accentuated her curves, her legs were visible all the way up her thighs.

The red blouse made her décolletage clear. He's going to notice me she thought resolutely and grabbed her leather jacket before grabbing her mobile phone and car keys. Walking out of her room, she listened in on the house. She heard the sound of the television downstairs in the living room. A good sign.

Creeping slowly down the stairs, she peeked around the corner into the living room. Both asleep she thought happily as she heard her father snoring lightly and her mother snuggled up to him. Creeping along, she took the black high heels before taking her car key from the small key bowl and opening the door.

Pulling it quietly behind her, she hurried to her car and got in. ,,Done" she muttered in relief and started the engine before driving off towards Stabathon. The drive didn't take long - she was on the road for about ten minutes before she heard the relatively loud noises.

Parking the car, stuffing the key in her jacket pocket to her handy she headed for the barn. This looks good she thought and grinned when she saw all the decorations and slightly dressed up people. Even though her outfit definitely stood out from the others.

She didn't have a knife stuck in her chest, or a ghostface mask, or even the jacket of her football team. She was dressed relatively inconspicuously for the party. She tried to find her boyfriend but gave up after a few minutes.

Too many people with too many of the same costumes and too much alcohol. Looking around she finally found the bar with the drinks.

Heading for it, she found the alcohol in a large glass bowl before grabbing one of the red plastic cups. ,,Y/n the best animatress of our film club in her gorgeous outfit" she suddenly heard a voice next to her and jerked around. ,,You scared me Robbie," she said, shaking her head slightly.

Robbie was the second boss of the film club and Charlie's best friend. She knew he was recording her and it was being streamed live. ,,Don't do that," she said, taking the first sip of alcohol as he looked her up and down with his camera for the third time.

Defensively, he raised his hands and chuckled. ,,What? It's not often you come out like that, a real beauty," he said, but quickly fell silent as he heard the warning look from his classmate. ,,Thanks Robbie, you really are a gentleman" she said rolling her eyes and swearing inwardly. Maybe it wasn't such a good idea to come here after all.

She took another sip of the drink and was about to leave when Robbie walked around her and cut her off. ,,Sorry, I didn't mean that, come on, let me get you a VIP seat," he said with a smile and pointed to the stage. Nodding, she followed him and quickly arrived at a ladder leading to the upper area. ,,Are you serious straw?" she asked and took one of the stalks between her hands.

Before she threw it at him, which Robbie returned with a roll of his eyes. ,,No, go up and sit or stand on the railing so you can see everything," he said, seeming slightly excited as he looked at his watch. ,,Thanks" she murmured as he left to start the welcoming speech before she made her way upstairs. He's right, she thought, leaning against the wooden railing where she could see everything. A small smile flitted across her lips as she listened to their speech, paying more attention to Charlie than anything else.

Regardless, she took another sip of the alcohol and looked at the first staff for a while. Before she suddenly heard a creaking behind her. The creaking of wood, someone coming towards her. She put the cup down on the railing and spun around. She was already prepared for a prank in the worst case scenario.

To her surprise Charlie showed up. ,,Hi Charlie," she said, slightly surprised, and smiled at him. He was leaning against one of the stacked bales of straw. The white button-up shirt clung loosely to his torso. The grey shirt underneath which was slightly visible through the slightly open collar.

The long brown hair that always looked so soft to her. Almost fluffy. The small smile on his lips and the piercing look of his blue eyes. He was perfect. ,,Hey, I didn't think you were coming," he said, walking up to her before standing next to her.

She felt how nervous she was, how fast her heart suddenly beat, her fingers tangled in her skirt and she stared at him. ,,Yeah, me neither...well a friend texted me to come" she admitted and quickly looked away as he looked from the film to her.

In the corner of her eye, she saw his eyes pass over her form. He's looking at me, she thought excitedly and grinned slightly. ,,You think this stabbing is so funny?" he asked with an amused tone in his voice when he saw her smile. Protectively she put her hands up slightly, ,,No...I um just had to think of a joke" she said hastily and would have preferred to sink into the ground. He nodded slightly in disbelief and turned back to the film.

She continued to watch him and felt almost stupid after five minutes of endless waiting. Do something she urged herself, because one thing she couldn't do was flirt. Or even make a real move. She had once asked him if she should stay for the break to help with the club, or have a coffee. She had even asked him for homework, but at the last moment she withdrew her book with the note for a meeting.

The idea came from Jill and not even from her. ,,Hey, I've got to get back to Robbie's for the next film, see you later," he said suddenly, pushing himself slightly off the railing. ,,Um, yeah, have fun," she mumbled and would have liked to push herself down.

He had just disappeared behind the bales of straw and she was already thinking about finishing the alcohol before she plunged down when he suddenly reappeared. ,,Hey, if you're up for a little party at Kirby's house, why don't you come?" he said hurriedly and she called after him with a ,,I will, thank you!". It's at Kirby's...but he invited me she thought happily and decided to go in search of her friends again. Not knowing that the evening would be all the more exciting.

Not only had Gale turned up, but the real Ghostface and the sheriff were all here. But when the first shot was fired by Dewie, she had run outside with the crowd for fear of being arrested.

As well as becoming another victim of Ghostface. ,,What a night," she muttered as she started the engine and drove down the road to Kirby. Parking the car and getting out, she saw the lights on in the house.They must have left earlier she thought, her high heels clicking lightly on the street before she went inside.

The door was open. But after only a few steps inside she heard voices and a slight relief spread. ,,You knew the door was open, didn't you?" she asked as she walked in and looked into the faces of Robbie, Kirby, Jill and Charlie. Only the latter gave her a small smile. Almost as if he was relieved that she was here.

But she could have imagined that. ,,Y/n, what are you doing here?" Jill asked in surprise and stood up before pulling the other into a light hug. ,,Charlie invited me," she answered briefly and Robbie handed her a bottle of high-proof alcohol. ,,Drink to the survival of my masterpiece," the camera man ordered and she took a light sip. ,,Whatever I invited you...we're watching Stab Seven now," Charlie announced and took care of the film.

Jill sat back on the couch next to Kirby who hadn't said a word to the new girl. Robbie moved a few feet away to the kitchen and continued to complain, mumbling. And Y/n sat down on the left, on the other side of Charlie.

Not that she didn't want to be with him, but Kirby seemed to be looking at her with a look she knew too well. Get out of here, the blonde seemed to say. As best she could, she tried to ignore the look and took a few more sips of the alcohol.

A few minutes had passed and Stab was in full swing when she slowly felt the warmth in her body. She was not drunk if at all slightly tipsy but the warmth told her she had had enough for now.

Putting the bottle on the table, she took off her leather jacket and her red blouse stood out as an eye-catcher. ,,Someone has made herself pretty," she suddenly heard Kirby say. The blonde looked at her carefully and smiled charmingly. But there was annoyance in her eyes. ,,So what?" she asked back and raised an eyebrow before standing up.

Grabbing the bottle, she took another step towards Kirby. ,,Nothing...nothing the question is for whom?" she probed further and Y/n became more uncomfortable by the second. She didn't like the way the evening was going. ,,For no one but me," she countered and walked past the blonde to hand Robbie the bottle and grab a glass of water.

Walking back she just saw a shadow coming from the right before she bumped into someone coming in with firm steps. ,,Ouch...Trevor?" she said as she stumbled back slightly from the force of the older and taller man. Surprise showed on everyone's faces as the one they didn't think was coming appeared. ,,Great" she muttered and looked at the stain of water on her blouse.

Right in the area of her bust and the black lace of her bra pressed against it. ,,The bathroom is upstairs," Robbie said, averting his gaze from her and his camera. ,,Peeping Tom" Y/n muttered, slightly annoyed, and went up the stairs. A few moments later she heard Jill leaving with Trevor, looking for her mobile phone, and Robbie going out onto the terrace. Only Kirby and Charlie stayed behind.

Finding herself in a house and hallway with endless doors, she was baffled. ,,Just great" she mumbled before sighing and opening one door after the other which seemed to take forever. How rich is she? she asked herself when she found the third guest room and the second walk-in wardrobe. Before she finally found the bathroom with another door. Turning on the light she grabbed one of the towels and tried to dry it somehow.

She wanted to avoid walking around in a visible bra all evening. Taking the towel off her clothes, the stain had only receded slightly. Sighing, she looked at herself in the mirror. Her bra was still slightly visible on closer inspection, but otherwise it was fine.

Leaning on the sink, she ran her hand through her hair. Did he even look at me? she asked herself and decided to go back downstairs. The evening was not over yet, even though she could hardly hear any sounds coming from downstairs. Walking down the corridor she suddenly heard a creaking sound like a door.

Looking around, she saw that a door to the guest room was slightly open. Did Jill go in there? she asked herself and decided to check. She hoped it was Jill or just a pet and not a stupid prank by Kirby.

That was the last thing she wanted. She opened the door a little wider and slipped inside before taking a few steps inside and standing in the middle of the room. ,,Hello?" she asked into the darkness but got no answer.

Suddenly the light from the bedside lamp came on and gave the room a slight orange tint. Not bright enough to dazzle but not too dark to see anything. Only the shadows of the furniture and things seemed more threatening.

She had flinched and scurried around as the door closed and suddenly Charlie was leaning against the door, causing it to close. ,,Charlie...you scared me," she said, grabbing her upper body before a small unsmiling smile came to her lips. ,,Is everything all right? It's pretty quiet down there?" she asked and took a step towards him. For the first time, however, it seemed that something had changed in him. His gaze remained on her, not avoiding her, and there was no Kirby in his blue eyes.

He seemed to be looking only at her. An engaging feeling, she found. ,,Everything is fine, Jill is outside with Trevor. Robbie is on the terrace recording and Kirby...she's asleep on the couch" he said after a short silence and walked away from the door with a click. Did he lock it? the question entered her head, but she could have imagined the click. ,,That's good...and you?" she asked and continued to look at him. Her heart seemed to have never beaten so fast as she realised how close they were.

Alone together in a room. No party, no friends, no Kirby, just her and Charlie. ,,Oh, I just wanted to check on you, I was worried, you know? You can't be too careful about the killer, can you?" he asked and slowly approached her. The question took her slightly by surprise.

Ghostface. She had been aware of him. But she as a victim. Why? Because she drew for the film club, read books and had a crush? No, she wouldn't be a victim. ,,That's true, but if he's really copying the original murders, then well, I'm not a suitable victim, I don't have a role in all this," she said, gesturing around her as if the others were here.

An amused chuckle crossed his lips as his blue eyes continued to look at her. ,,Are you sure? I mean the killer could also think of something new...something unexpected" he said and took another step towards her.

He was standing in front of her now, looking at her and not seeming to want to let her go. Her heart seemed to jump out of her chest as she looked into his eyes. ,,And what?" she dared to ask as she felt him twirl a strand of her hair between his fingers. Her heart beat even faster.

His look was amused, almost pleased with himself. As if he had accomplished something. Something important. ,,A move," she heard him say before he came closer and closer before kissing her. She felt his other hand on her hip, pulling her slightly closer. She sighed and her hands went to his torso.

He was gentle and careful she was uncertain and reluctant. It was apparently the first kiss for both of them. But it was incredible. Her heart was full of love. She had closed her eyes but noticed the small smile on his lips when he broke away. Through the light he seemed to tower over her even more.

As if his shadow enveloped and covered her. Enchanting her and keeping her close. It was a pleasant feeling, there was only the two of them. She saw the small blush on his cheeks as he carefully let a hand wander over her breast. ,,Oh man," he murmured as he squeezed gently and she couldn't help but smile.

He was completely fascinated by the new feeling and she felt herself falling for him more and more. Dare said her inner voice and she reached for his other hand and brought it to her lips before giving it a soft kiss and placing it on her other breast. ,,That's wow - I mean, am-am I hurting you?" he asked suddenly, almost startled as he seemed to sense her brief shudder.

It was true that she was as good as inexperienced in the area of intimacy. At least as far as contact with twits was concerned, but now there was no better chance. She leaned forward and gave him another gentle kiss.

Before she told him, ,,No...please go on, it feels good," even though she also felt the warmth on her cheeks. They both seemed to have to overcome their insecurity little by little. With caution and uncertainty. She felt him deepen the kiss and his hands continued to run over her body. Exploring every inch and yet with a caution. With a caution almost out of fear of hurting her or out of rejection.

She noticed how he detached himself from her and his gaze went to the guest bed. Suddenly she realised what he meant but the uncertainty she had felt was almost gone. Instead, she felt comfortable, comfortable with the thought of what it could lead to.

Nodding slightly, she took his hand and he led her to the bed. Standing in front of it, he engaged her in another kiss just as he was about to say something. ,,I-" she started before suddenly a clang and a scream could be heard from below. ,,What was that?" she immediately asked in alarm and looked at Charlie who was looking at the door.

Walking past Charlie, she wanted to look outside. ,,If it's Jill, then-" she couldn't get any further when a hand suddenly came down on hers and he gently but firmly pulled her back. ,,It's only Kirby, she must have dropped a bottle," she heard him say, but his voice seemed to have almost changed.

The tone of lightness was gone. It seemed almost commanding, controlling. He's going to keep me here, she thought, feeling her heart beat fast.

But whether out of love or slight fear, she couldn't tell. ,,Are you sure? I mean, there's a murderer on the loose here," she admitted to her concerns and she flinched in surprise when she felt his lips on her neck. He laughed lightly. ,,It's a good thing we're together," he whispered and he seemed different.

As if his nice, friendly, almost sometimes retiring manner was to some extent an act. She felt him continue to spread kisses greedily and needily on her neck. His hands ran lightly over her breasts and he traced the lace of her bra. Goosebumps spread over her body.

A pleasant feeling. As if he was hiding behind something, knowing that he knew something. That he knew something she didn't. ,,Yeah...but here," she stated a little uncertainly and gently pushed him away from her. She knew that maybe it was a one-time moment and yet something inside her told her that something was wrong.

But what? She looked at him again. His eyes seemed darker, still blue, but the good seemed to be gone. His gaze held hers as if he was proud. But proud of what? ,,Are you sure everything is alright with Kirby?" she asked, trying to read his reaction. To her surprise, he almost sighed in annoyance. As if the talking was annoying him and he wasn't nervous at all.

As if he saw it as annoying. ,,The bitch is fine!," he said suddenly, upset but full of resentment. What happened? she asked herself again as she realised that something was definitely wrong. But he immediately realised his mistake as the girl took a step back. Away from him, back away from him. Out of fear. ,,Charlie...what have you done?" she dared to ask and her hands clawed at her skirt in fear of the truth.

Defensively he raised his hands and came towards her trying to explain himself but stopped when she pointed at his shirt. ,,Is-Is...that blood?" she asked, slightly afraid when she finally noticed the small dark spot on his white shirt. Astonishment was in his eyes as he wiped his fingers over the stain.

She saw him lick the substance from his fingers and an uncomfortable shiver came over her. ,,You-you are", ,,Ghostface" he finished her sentence before a knife bored into the wall next to her head, blocking her way. A short cry escaped her lips. Fear had a grip on her, devastating fear. Fear of dying, fear of being hurt. Fear of him in a mix of attraction.

It was scary. ,,Please Charlie," she tried, but whimpered as she felt his fingers brushing against the strands of her hair again. ,,Do you know how long I have waited for this moment?" he asked and seemed to be waiting for her answer.

But he didn't get it and only an anxious shake of the head. ,,No? Well, let's say long enough to know that you're just like me," he said with a happiness that couldn't have been more inappropriate. Not when the cold steel of the knife next to her head could still mean her death. ,,I didn't kill anyone," she dared to say, wincing as he laughed and his eyes darted briefly to the knife.

As if he were weighing when he would kill her. ,,Oh no, I don't mean that... no, I mean our kind, our feelings, you know? I mean we were both just too shy to talk to each other all the time" he explained what he meant and slowly she understood. Slowly she understood him.

Slowly she realised that her crush was a crazy serial killer who had wanted her as an honourary victim all along. She had been the victim for months. ,,And now you're going to kill me?" she asked, looking back from the knife into his eyes. Again he smirked and seemed to enjoy it.

Enjoying having the confidence, enjoying having something and not just being a plaything. He let go of her hairline and his hand moved carefully, almost shyly, over the warm skin of her neck.

Before he lingered there and slowly and gently put his hand around her neck. ,,No, no I would never kill you. Not like Kirby, that fucking bitch...I just didn't want to believe it until now. And now we finally have each other" he began to whisper softly, audible only to them both.

But clearly understandable. Has he had this side all this time? she asked herself, seeming to see this side of pent-up anger, hatred, disappointment and all the emotions only rarely if ever for the first time. And it fascinated her to a small extent inside.

Fascinated and frightened her. ,,I-I...was always afraid that you would never look at me," she suddenly admitted. For fear that they would be her last words. For fear of never having confessed to him. ,,I have always seen you, my precious girl" he murmured and gave her a soft chaste kiss on her lips.

As if he was going back to his old self for a moment. ,,What did you want to say to me earlier?" the question seemed to come back to his mind. But there was a certain impulse in his eyes. As if he was afraid of getting the wrong answer. As if he was afraid that she had even played with him. Suddenly the grip around her neck became slightly stronger.

Not strong enough to cut off her air but enough to give her a warning before he picked up the knife again. ,,I-I wanted to say that I...love you," she admitted. They just looked at each other for a moment. For a moment in which he seemed to be weighing whether he could trust her.

A moment in which she decided whether she could trust him. A moment was enough before he pulled the knife out of the wall and kissed her. The metal clanked to the floor, but it was nothing. It didn't matter that he was Ghostface, it didn't matter that she was actually afraid.

It was the realisation that they loved each other that penetrated them both and made them forget their situation for a moment. ,,I love you too" she heard him say and it was the first time in the night that she felt hope next to fear. Hope that when all this was over she had a chance at love with Charlie. A chance that everything would turn out well.

Because she knew if she didn't make it out of here he would keep her for himself. Because underneath his friendly, cute, nerdy exterior, he was a hurt, scared, insecure serial killer who found redemption in her. And they both seemed to know that she could give him love.

The love to forgive him for what he had done. She was his and whether she wanted to or not he would not let her go. His sweet, dear, beautiful light of hope. No she would never leave him. He would make sure of that.

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#scream movie #scream 4 #charlie walker #charlie walker x reader #charlie walker scream #x reader #fem reader #male x female #angst with comfort #tiny comfort #dark theme #yandere #tw obsessive behavior #yandere behavior #mutual love #minor swearing #blood #nervousness #angst #unhealthy love #obsessive love #lovers #kissing #first kiss #touching eachother #slightly #nothing graphic #open ending #make out #ghostface

[zenwords]

When you learn to be the witness of your thoughts and emotions, which is an essential part of being present, you may be surprised when you first become aware of the background "static" of ordinary unconsciousness and realize how rarely, if ever, you are truly at ease within yourself. On the level of your thinking, you will find a great deal of resistance in the form of judgment, discontent, and mental projection away from the Now. On the emotional level, there will be an undercurrent of unease, tension, boredom, or nervousness. Both are aspects of the mind in its habitual resistance mode. — Eckhart Tolle, from The Power of Now: A Guide to Spiritual Enlightenment #kindlequotes #thoughts #thePowerOfNow #presence #awareness #unconsciousness #judgment #discontent #theNow #tension #boredom #nervousness #resistance https://www.instagram.com/p/CloX5DTOlEF/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

#kindlequotes #thoughts #thepowerofnow #presence #awareness #unconsciousness #judgment #discontent #thenow #tension #boredom #nervousness #resistance

[phanfictioncatalogue]

Nervousness Masterlist

2009 (ao3) - outphan

Summary: Dan and Phil's first Skype call after their first meeting.

Always Read the Margins - ineverhadmyinternetphase

Summary: Phil is a master’s student, Dan is a nervous first year. Phil is in the library when he has to look up a reference in a law textbook, and there is a scrawled note in messy handwriting down the side that makes him laugh. On a whim, he scribbles a reply, but he doesn’t expect to get a response…

And Obviously We Were More Than Friends (ao3) - sunflowerwitches

Summary: Dan just finishes making his coming out video and gets awfully nervous. Phil is there, as he is for all of Dan’s filming, and comforts him.

Art Class - narcissistpenguin

Summary: AU in which Dan and Phil has to draw each other in art class. Although Dan is good at art, he’s still super nervous since he had a secret crush on Phil for a very long time. Includes a fanboy Dan.

Bullies (ao3) - TooAttachedToDelete

Summary: Dan and Phil are out shopping when they come face to face with one of Dan’s old bullies. Dan is nervous, Phil is angry.

Butterflies - chocolatesaucelester

Summary: Dan is very nervous about meeting Phil for the first time, but Phil makes all of that fear melt away.

Clean Slate (ao3) - silentdescant

Summary: For the prompt: shaky hands

Fall…The Colors Leave Me Breathless (ao3) - glitterhowell

Summary: It’s their seven-year anniversary and pastel Dan is nervous about letting his punk boyfriend Phil plan their anniversary date. But when Phil is able to surprise his boyfriend with the perfect date Dan didn’t think it could get any better. There’s no way this day could be more perfect, could it?

getting something out of nothing (ao3) - Anonymous

Summary: Unfortunately, the anxiety comes back almost instantly when Dan asks his next question: “When’s the first time you figured out you liked guys?”

Hold Me In Your Arms - cuddlephan

Summary: Dan’s nervous about meeting Phil at the train station for the first time.

How Far We’ve Come (ao3) - angelszn (artbabe)

Summary: Phil asks Dan to move in with him.

How to have a successful date (ao3) - Phantje

Summary: Dan has trouble keeping calm when Phil tells him about a business dinner they have to attend. What Dan doesn't know is that Phil only wants to ensure that Dan accompanies him to a restaurant to have dinner together, without additional company.

A very Dan and Phil story about a successfull (in parts) date.

I’m Not Nervous - awesomesockes

Summary: Prompt: “Dan isn’t a youtuber, but Phil is. Phil takes Dan to Playlist or Vidcon and Dan is super shy and socially awkward when he tries to meet Phil’s fans with him.”

“This isn’t really a prompt but maybe something you could throw into a shy Dan fluffy fic: Dan still sucks his thumb when he is feeling shy or tired and Phil thinks it’s adorable.”

Perfect Night For Wishes - paradisobound

Summary: Dan hasn’t been nervous for a date in nearly 10 years. But now that Phil suddenly wants to go out for Valentine’s Day, he finds himself nervous for their date.

Pierce your lips and win his heart (ao3) - IntolerantBonita

Summary: Dan would do everything to make Phil his - even fight with his greatest fear (aka Phil jokes about liking lip piercings and Dan takes it too seriously). Trigger warning: descriptions of being pierced and anxiety/nervousness.

The Pancake Fic (ao3) - Randomperson180

Summary: Dan is nervous because he knows that today is the day that he will finally ask Phil the question.

waiting game (ao3) - orphan_account

Summary: Waiting is a bitch, as they find out.

You’re Beautiful - nebulous-frog

Summary: Dan and Phil are meeting in person for the first time, and both are nervous as hell. They spend the day together and work through the nerves to find the start of something beautiful.

#phanfictioncatalogue #phanfiction #phanfic #phan #masterlists #nervousness #nervousness masterlist

[v-67]

Here I am, oversharing one of my stories, hoping that people I know never ever ever find my account, because this is my solace, my safe space, my peace

If you know me and are reading, pls go away

This year I realised that when I went to therapy

I would never actually talk about things which are the actual problems

Kinda like things I would think, actual things that scare and and stuff

I always fixated on anxiety, maybe because it was something I found either reliable to talk about, acceptable as a problem or something? I'm not sure

But when I realised it, I'm kinda like, maybe because I was always too fixated on it and always kept going back to it, putting everything into that category if I'm not able to do something, maybe that is why it kept getting reinforced

So I've stopped associating the word anxiety with me

I have no definition

Yes I get anxious

But I don't have anxiety

I get nervous, I get anxious, but doesn't everyone? Isn't it what makes me human?

It is

So I don't care about it anymore

I'mma just roll around and do shit and be okay.

Makes sense? Maybe, maybe not.

Thankyou for coming to my sleepy speech

It's 5 in the morning and I must sleep

Yet here I am

Half awake

Writing this

Wanting to just, do something

Good night, manifesting sweet things for all of you

#mental health #writeblr #random #tumblr #writerscorner #writer #anime #writeup #random rumblings #anxiety #nervousness #human #therapy #mental health support #mental health stuff #okay bye :3 #no hateful energy pls #if you relate you do if you don't you don't #i respevg you and same same

[thehypegoblin]

The Luck & Chaos crew is finally getting to the part of the plot that my Patrons had a bunch of input on! I hope they have fun 🥹

See you tonight for some D&D at 7:30pm EST!

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[catluniscia]

I admit I was fiddling around with some settings and stuff in my art program and accidentally made this. I really liked it to be honest it kinda is a visual representation of what Anxiety can be like for me. A friend called it Beautifully Anxious and Staring into the eyes of a 90s elder god…which makes me scared what the rest of that elder god looks like.

I don't know I just like it to be honest. I know its simple but…something about it hits close to me. Maybe its because I come off as a happy perky person but my anxiety (and depression) make me become scrambled and I am trying to make something nice and pretty while working with something very chaotic and not really as understood by others minus me and those who have them. Or I am being over thinking and over poetic over some art -shrug- it's abstract I know that much for sure.

I am selling prints of these if anyone is actually is curious by the way

Redbubble: https://www.redbubble.com/shop/ap/143164542?ref=studio-promote Teepublic https://www.teepublic.com/poster-and-art/41978525-pastel-anxiety

#anxiety #mental health #mental health awareness #mental wellness #pastel #pastels #rainbow #abstract art #pretty #art #nervousness #nerves