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bloodcoveredgf · 10 months
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🐺🪓⚰!!
favorite type of horror movie monster?
vampire >:] same as it ever was... always and forever <3
ultimate final girl/boy/person?
i said before i dont consider ash williams a final boy and dont really actually agree with the term so id say if we were talking survivor boys he would be my pick but in terms of final girls sidney prescott is my favorite and has been my whole life <3
favorite horror trope/cliche?
answered already but im just going to copy and paste it here too for you instead of linking the post since i rambled so much and answered a lot of extra things in that post :)
oooh soo many honestly. gotta love tropes and cliches of a genre that is most beloved to you! im definitely going to leave some out because theres so many effective and great ones like an easy one could be the final girl or weird girl and another could be creepy music swelling to signify that something is about to go wrong or tricking you into being wary of that or the scare that you wait for but it never comes/the fake-out, fear of the unknown like things shrouded in darkness or things that arent visible to the naked eye or something, the "one last scare" trope where the killer or whoever comes back for one last scare, or the twist of "it was actually this other thing/situation all along!"which isnt always effective or interesting but great when it is and is original... but a few lesser known or used fun ones im thinking of are weird/creepy/fucked up twins, losing a limb and replacing it with some kind of weapon, also technology is the mind killer and will actually kill you!
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httpjeon · 4 years
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a piece of you — taehyung+jungkook (m.)
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taehyung/reader/jungkook | smut, fluff | abo!au, camcouple!au
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contents: sex work (cam porn), dirty talk, dom/sub themes, pussy spanking, knotting, degrading names (bitch mostly), praise kink, tae is whipped, cam sex, threesome, voyeurism (tae watches), brief handjob, slight biting, theres a slight fight for dominance between taekook, creampie, masturbation, possessiveness, accidentally ruined orgasm, humiliation, jk is a bit gay for tae tbh, lots pet names, use of Alpha and Omega titles, blowjob, fingering, orgasm denial, light cum play, squirting
— synopsis: your alpha boyfriend does cam porn and convinces you to join him one night. somehow, there seems to be a fan of the two of you on campus.
note: this has like 5 fuckin smut scenes and was honestly mostly an excuse to write both a camcouple!au and abo smut...also i write a lot of taekook idk why
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"I'm thinking of streaming tonight," Taehyung was panting as he jogged up behind you, adjusting the strap of his backpack on his shoulder.
"Oh?" you turned your head to let him press a soft kiss to your cheek before he took your hand in his.
"Yeah, did you have anything you wanted to do tonight instead? I can do it another day," he offered.
You smiled, shaking your head, "No, you can do it."
"Awesome," he squeezed your hand, beginning to swing them between your bodies.
Taehyung and you talked the whole way back to your apartment — a short trek since you got one as close to campus as you could. He explained the upcoming test he had in Chemistry and how much he was dreading it — debating on getting a tutor so his already low grade wouldn't drop more.
You pulled your keys from your pocked as you approached your door. Taehyung slipped by as you pushed the door open, toeing his shoes off before making a beeline for the bathroom.
As you heard him start the shower, you went to the kitchen to make some ramen. He preferred the burning, hot spicy flavor but you didn't so made his first.
Just as it finished cooking, he entered the kitchen toweling his hair off. He was dressed in sweatpants and you could tell he had nothing on beneath them.
"Ah, you're an angel," he gasped dramatically as you put the bowl down in front of him as he sat at the table.
The two of you ate together, sharing casual conversation as you did so. The time was ticking down to when Taehyung would usually start his live stream so he quickly finished, pressed a kiss to the top of your head before finally disappearing into the bedroom.
As you finished your own dinner, you heard the blow dryer turn on. Placing the bowls in the sink, you vowed to wash them later before heading to the bathroom to shower as well.
You used some of Taehyung's body wash instead of your own, knowing your scent mixed with his would drive him crazy during his livestream.
When you entered the bedroom, Taehyung was sitting on the bed, the camera set up and the laptop sitting on a table at the end of the bed. His eyes were glued to the screen, presumably reading comments.
He glanced up when you entered, a small smile playing on his face. You wore just a towel and opted to wear one of his t-shirts, knowing he enjoyed it. The act of watching him live stream to thousands of people while you sat out of view just teasing him with your presence — it riled him up and made the stream that much better.
Sitting on the chair near the window, you pulled your knees to your chest as a light chill ran through you. Your hair was still wet so you continued to pat it dry as taehyung officially began.
"Ah, we're quite split between alpha and omega viewers today aren't we?" Taehyung said as he knelt on the bed.
He was still just in his sweatpants but you could tell he was growing hard beneath them. The sight of you in his clothes and your scent mixed with his was no doubt aiding his arousal.
"As usual...your tips are highly appreciated and if you're new; there is a list on the side bar with tip goals. As we reach each tip...each option becomes unlocked!" he grinned into the camera and sat back, a brow raised as the tips began to pour in.
You stood up, motioning to taehyung that you'd be right back. He smiled and gave a small nod before he began to read some comments.
You wandered into the kitchen, locating your phone on the counter. You snatched it up and went back to the bedroom.
Once you stepped inside, you were knocked breathless for a second. Taehyung was leaning back, bottom lip caught in his teeth as he stroked himself through his sweats. His eyes flicked to you once you stepped into the room and you could see him inhale deeply, his lashes fluttering.
You bit back a smile and returned to your chair, Taehyung's eyes following you the whole way. Sitting down, you crossed one leg over the other and got comfortable while taehyung continued to flirt with the viewers.
You unlocked your phone and logged into the website to view Taehyung's stream. Immediately, your phone was filled with the comments of the viewers.
Your boyfriend was definitely one of the more popular cammers around. Symbols indicating Alpha and Omega blurred by with a yellow Beta would pop in every once in a while. It surprised you both to know that so many Alphas were interested in watching another Alpha get off.
Compliments flooded in but Taehyung's eyes were focused on you. His tongue slid across his bottom lip as he inhaled, your familiar scent making him smile.
Every move he made was so familiar to you — having experienced his touch for years. His hand reached into his sweats to pull the band down beneath his balls to expose his leaking cock to the cool air in the bedroom. He visibly shivered at the feeling, mouth falling open as he tapped the very tip of himself.
He met your eyes and brought his finger to his lips, popping the digit in his mouth. You clenched your thighs together as he made a show of tasting his own precum.
He smiled, wrapping his fist around the base of his cock and sighed in relief. The slight swell where his knot was so sensitive to the touch his thighs twitched closed at the feeling. His mouth fell open as he began to stroke himself.
Your were lost watching the way his hand moved, precum dripping from the tip. He avoided his knot so as to not overstimulate himself. There had been times he used his knot to ruin his own orgasm — something that sent the viewers crazy. Afterwards, you would sit on your knees and suck him off until he came down your throat. Just the thought of his sweet voice calling you his good girl had you dripping into your panties.
"Fuck..." Taehyung sighed, head falling back as he lifted his hips to fuck into his own fist.
The sight was too much that it had you placing your phone to the side. taehyung glanced at you when he saw the movement, jaw clenched tight as you reached beneath the shirt you wore to pull your panties down your legs.
His grip on his cock tightened as you spread your legs. Baring his teeth, he inhaled deeply to take in the sweet scent of your arousal.
You circled your clit with your finger. Taehyung's eyes were locked on every movement you made. The stream was all but forgotten as he was zeroed in on everything that you were doing. He pumped his cock almost desperately, soft moans of pleasure escaping his pretty lips.
You covered your mouth to stop your own sounds from escaping. taehyung let out a low growl — he wanted to hear you.
"I'm going to cum..." Taehyung huffed, finally returning his view to the computer screen.
Comments flooded in — some teasing him for cumming so quickly and others begging him to let them see him cum.
You halted your own movements to watch him. His thighs trembled as he stopped stroking his cock. His hand wrapped around his knot, cock twitching a couple times before cum finally began to spill from the tip. Mouth falling open, the sweetest whimper fell from his lips as his orgasm ran through him.
Your eyes were locked on his throbbing cock as it drooled cum. Subconsciously, you licked your lips. How you wanted to taste his cum.
Your core was clenching pathetically around nothing as you waited for him to close up his stream. He left his cock out — still hard despite the fact he had cum.
As soon as the laptop was shut, he was off the bed and on his knees in front of you.
"My pretty Omega," he growled, arms wrapping around your thighs to expose your wet cunt to his insatiable mouth.
"A-Al—" you were cut off by his lips catching your sensitive clit.
His tongue was hot as it swirled around the bud. Your mouth fell open at the endless pleasure his mouth brought you.
Taehyung's eyes never left you, even as you grabbed his wrist to bring to your mouth. His fingers, still covered in his cum, were suddenly caught in your mouth. Your tongue swirled over every inch of skin to greedily swallow his cum down.
He growled into your cunt, doubling his efforts on eating you out. The way you were desperate to taste his cum as his cock throbbing once more.
"G-Gonna cum..." you warned as you pulled his fingers free from your mouth.
Taehyung detached his mouth from your bud, making you whine.
"Already?" he raised his brow, making you flush at his teasing, "Watching me get off always makes this sweet cunt wet, doesn't it?"
"L-Love it!" you were trembling as he used his thumb to pull the hood of your clit back, blowing against the exposed bud.
"Love what, Omega?" he growled.
"Love watching Alpha get himself off..." Taehyung grinned at the bashful way the words slipped from your lips.
"Good girl," he cooed.
You didn't have time to appreciate the praise before his tongue was on your clit again. Crying out, you wrapped your hands up in his hair. He didn't mind as you tugged as your thighs trembled around his head.
Your high was growing, making you tremble and cry out his name. Taehyung relished in hearing your pleasure as he felt your bud throb beneath his tongue.
The taste of his cum lingered on your tongue and the image of his throbbing cock drooling for you finally sent you over the edge. Taehyung diligently worked you through the high until you were pushing him off.
He was on his feet in a second, hand wrapped around his cock. You leaned forward, replacing his grip and grinned.
"You didn't knot," Taehyung couldn't respond before you were taking his cock into your mouth.
You moaned around him as you tasted the cum that still lingered of the velvet soft from his earlier orgasm.
"Fuck," he groaned, tangling a hand in your hair, "Let me fuck your mouth, babygirl,"
You nodded, eyes shining as you looked up at him. He grinned, thrusting forward until he hit the back of your throat. Your hands came up to his thighs to hold into him as you felt his cock push past your gag reflex.
Taehyung's cock was big — something he was very aware and proud of. He loved watching you struggle to take all of him. Your throat was tight around his cock and he growled, his grip on your hair beginning to burn. Your eyes were teary but you maintained eye contact, making him grin proudly.
"Such a good girl," he whispered, watching your lashes flutter at the praise.
You let out a soft gasp as he pulled back but quickly wrapped your lips around him once again. His precum lingered on your tongue and you whimpered, gripping the fabric of his sweatpants. Turned on by your eagerness, he pushed back into your throat once again.
Reaching up, you wrapped your hand around the slight swell of his knot. He groaned, trembling at the sensitivity. Instead of fucking into your throat, he used his grip on your hair to force your throat down onto his cock.
You were pliant, letting him use you however he needed. His cock began to throb as he got closer.
"Gonna cum down your throat," he whispered, breathless as the pleasure grew.
You could feel his thighs tense beneath your hands and soon enough, he was pausing his movements. His cock throbbed and you whimpered — he was too deep in your throat to feel him cum but the way he let out a groan let you know he had reached his high. He was still for several seconds before he finally pulled free of your throat.
You let out a heavy breath, releasing your grip on the base of his cock. He wore a cocky smirk as he tucked himself back into his sweatpants.
Swooping down, he pressed his lips against yours. You smiled into the kiss, wrapping your arms around his shoulders. His hands gripped your hips as you stood up, pulling your body flush against his. He was so warm, hand sliding softly up your back as he pulled away and smiled at you.
"Wanna shower?" he asked.
"I guess we should..." standing on your tippy toes, your pressed your lips softly to his once again before you separated to make your way to the bathroom.
Fresh out of the shower, the two of you snuggled together beneath the duvet. His scent was all around you, calming you and nearly putting you to sleep. His arm was around you as your head was pressed against his chest, listening to the steady rhythm of his heartbeat.
“_______?" he asked, voice thick with lingering sleep. You hummed in response, letting him know you were listening, "Would you ever join me for a cam show?"
You were quiet for a second, taking in the request before sitting up on your elbow to look down at him. In the dim light, you could make out a soft smile on his lips.
"I doubt your viewers would appreciate my sudden appearance...they subscribed to you, not a couple's channel," you shrugged, though you hadn't given him a yes or no.
"They already know you exist," he placed his hand on the back of your head to urge you to lay back down on his chest.
"Do they?" you asked, surprised.
He nodded, "I've mentioned you in passing and stuff..." he pressed a kiss to the top of your head and ran his fingers along your arm, "Would you if they wanted you to join?"
"...Yeah, I think it'd be fun," you smiled as you snuggled back into him. Taehyung nodded and closed his eyes, falling asleep quickly.
The next day you both had off and you were awoken by your boyfriend launching himself into the bed to wake you.
"Wh-What are you doing up so early?" you mumbled into the pillow, letting him know you were alert.
"Here, look!" he tugged your arm until you were sitting on your heels frowning at him.
"What?" you mumbled, squinting as he pushed his phone into your face.
As your eyes adjusted, you realized you were on Taehyung's cam account. The fiery red symbol indicating his Alpha status beside a verified tick was the first thing that caught your eye.
Scrolling down a bit, you found what he no doubt wanted you to see; it was a poll.
"Would my viewers be okay with a stream involving my girlfriend as well?"
"Wow..." you looked at the results 92% were approval.
"So..." Taehyung didn't bother hiding his smile.
"I guess we can give it a try..." shrugging your shoulders sheepishly, you gave him a half smile.
Taehyung swooped down to press his lips to yours, wrapping his arms around your waist to pull you close to him.
"You need to brush your teeth," he mumbled, making you roll your eyes.
"You're the one who kissed me," you fired back, making him laugh.
Through the week, you got swamped in school work. You were suddenly given assignment after assignment that ended up taking up all your time and effectively stressing you out.
Taehyung took notice and watched you throughout the week until Friday night when you were sitting at your desk nearly pulling your hair out over the massive block you had over finishing your essay.
"Baby..." he mumbled from the doorway, sighing when you didn't even notice him. He sighed, walking over to you, placing a hand on your back. You jumped and looked up at him, frowning, "You've been at this all day."
"I have to finish," you replied, shrugging as you turned your gaze back to your laptop.
"Take a break, ______," he mumbled, rubbing your back softly.
You sighed, leaning back in the chair, "It's only 9...just give me 3 more hours."
"______," he grumbled when you went back to your computer, ignoring him.
You could feel his patience running thin and usually you wouldn't test him but for some reason, the more irritated he got, the more you wanted to prod. As you continued to ignore him, he stood up straight and stared down at you. You weren't actually paying attention to your computer anymore — too focused on Taehyung standing beside you.
In a split second, his hand was around the back of your neck. You gasped as he made you look back up at him.
"Are you playing games, Omega?" he growled, catching onto your game when he saw the hungry look in your eyes.
"N-No..." you whispered, lying through your teeth.
Taehyung let out a low chuckle, sending a shiver through you. The power he emitted had you dripping into your panties.
"Come with me," he hissed, keeping his grip on you to lead you to the bedroom.
You both paused when you got inside. Taehyung had the streaming equipment up, reminding you that tonight was the night you were meant to do your first live with him. Looking back at Taehyung, you swallowed thickly at the dark look in his eyes.
"Get on the bed," he ordered, finally releasing his hold on you.
Without wasting a second hesitating, you climbed onto the bed and sat on your heels. You squeezed your thighs together as you watched him turn everything on. You appeared on the screen and you felt your heart skip a beat.
The red light turned on indicating you were now live. Immediately, the number of viewers began to go up. The comments flooded in but you were unable to read them due to the speed they were going.
Taehyung stood behind the camera, simply watching you.
"Introduce yourself, babygirl," the smirk on his lips grew as he noticed how nervous you were.
"I...what do I say?" you mumbled, heart racing in your chest.
"How about..." he rounded the camera set up and over to the side of the bed. He was in view but half of him was cut off as he was still standing. Your mouth ran dry when you reached out to wrap his hand around your throat, "You tell them you're my little bitch, huh?"
You gasped at the name, feeling your core burn with arousal as he chuckled at your reaction. He could see the goosebumps rise over your skin and could feel your pulse racing beneath his fingers as he held your throat. Releasing his grip, he motioned to the camera. Your gaze was already becoming glassy as he brought your submissive side out.
"I-I'm V's l-little bitch," you choked out, squeezing your thighs together once more.
Taehyung chuckled, climbing onto the bed behind you, pressing his chest against your back. Wrapping his arms around you, you noticed him place his phone down. When you glanced over, you could see it was open to the stream's comments.
"She's my sweet little Omega," Taehyung introduced properly, gripping your chin and running his thumb over your lips. You opened up and took the digit into your mouth immediately, making him smirk, "I asked how you would all feel about having her join and she agreed so...here we are. Unfortunately, she's been acting a little bad tonight so I'm going to have to punish her."
You whimpered around his thumb and he chuckled, sliding his hand down your clothed body to cup your heat through your sweatpants.
"What do you say..." he took his thumb from your mouth so you would be able to speak, "The highest tipper gets to decide your punishment, hm?"
"But..." you shifted where you sat, leaning more of your weight on him. He wrapped his arms securely around you, pressing his lips to your hair as you thought of what you wanted to say, "How long do we have to wait?"
Taehyung hummed, sliding out from behind you. You whined at the loss of his heat as you watched him sit on the end of the bed in front of the laptop. He clicked around on the screen for a moment and you took a moment to admire how good he looked from behind with his broad shoulders and white t-shirt showing you the barest hint of his back muscles that flexed with his movement. Scooting forward, you press yourself against his back.
You could see him grin from the screen and it made your heart flutter. Sitting up on your knees, you wrapped your arms around him. Your lips found his neck and he sighed, move his head to the side to give your more access to the sensitive skin.
After a moment of clicking and typing, he finally leaned back.
"You're so needy," he commented, making you giggle as you nodded.
"What did you do?" you asked, referring to the stream.
"Right, so everyone..." you both turned your gaze back to the camera set up, "I've set up an auction type of tipping. Basically in the given time limit, you can tip us and whoever gives the highest amount gets to decide the punishment for my little bitch."
"Tae..." you whimpered, feeling him stiffen for a second before he turned around and pinned you to the bed. As he placed his hand over your mouth, eyes narrowed in a sharp glare, you realized what happened — you referred to him by his actual name.
"What did you call me, Omega?" he snarled, making you whimper into his hand.
"Alpha..." your words were muffled but made him grin anyway before he pulled his hand away.
“You're on thin ice, little girl,” he growled, nose to nose with you, “You want to add onto your punishment?”
“N-No, Alpha…” you breathed, body feeling hot for his touch.
“That's what I thought,” he hissed, “You better be good then, huh?”
“I-I will, Alpha!” you shivered at the proud smirk that crossed over his face.
"My good little bitch," he whispered, his lips grazing the shell of your ear, "Are you wet for me?"
"Y-Yes, Alpha..." you keened, arching your back as he slid his hand down your body once again. This time, he slid his hand down your sweats and into your panties. Your breath stuttered at the feeling of his fingers sliding between your folds, spreading you open so he could circle your clit with his middle finger.
"Yes, you are..." he groaned, burying his face in your neck to lick and nip at the fragile skin until you were whimpering and throwing your head back to allow him more access.
"P-Please, T-Alpha..." you begged, gripping his shirt in your trembling hands.
He cooed, pulling back to meet your gaze with soft eyes.You pouted when he pulled his hand from in your panties. He pressed his lips against yours in a gentle kiss that betrayed the dominant Alpha role he was playing. Sitting up, he pulled his shirt off — making you sigh before reaching up to touch his bare skin. He bit back a smile, taking your hand in his and pressing it over his chest where his heart was racing.
"Let's get your shirt off and show everyone your pretty tits, hm?" his voice was still laced with a hint of softness but the dominance in it had you obeying immediately.
Sitting up, you allowed him to pull the fabric over your head so you were bare from the waist up. Taehyung growled, immediately cupping your breasts in his hands. You sighed, pushing your chest out and biting your lip to let him do as he pleased.
He pinched one of your nipples until you hissed before leaning down to take it into his mouth, soothing the soreness away with his tongue. Pulling back, he moved to sit behind you could see yourself on the screen.
Your hair was messed up and your lips were swollen from biting them. Taehyung grinned from behind you as he saw the tips beginning to come even faster.
Of course the viewers would be eager to punish you after seeing his Omega's pretty body. The thought filled him with pride and he couldn't help but lean down to press soft kisses against your neck as he cupped your breasts once more.
"My pretty Omega, huh?" he grinned, watching as the comments flooded with responses and praises towards you, "Bet every Alpha is jealous only I get to see you like this huh? Torture your little nipples and stuff your pretty cunt..."
Your mouth fell open in a breathless whine at his words, your panties beginning to stick uncomfortably to you because of how wet they'd become. Taehyung let out an almost sadistic chuckle that sent a shiver down your spine before you felt his thumbs hook into the band of your sweats. You eagerly lifted your hips, leaning your weight back on him until you were left in your panties.
"Spread your legs, baby," he growled, eyes on the screen to watch you do as you were told.
He groaned against your neck at the sight of your once white panties turned transparent from how wet you were. The fabric molded to your folds, leaving barely anything to the imagination.
He cursed under his breath, grabbing the band of your panties to tear them but you whined and slapped his hand away to stop him. He couldn't help but chuckle as you pulled them off yourself to save the pair of panties from his destructive hands.
Your face burned hot when you suddenly found yourself completely spread open on camera. Taehyung held you beneath the knees, forcing your legs apart so the viewers could see the way your wet folds parted to give the barest peek of your slit and clit.
His cock was painfully hard in his pants but before he could think to go any further, there was a loud chime from the computer. You both paused to look at what it was.
"Ah, your punishment has been decided," he chuckled darkly, feeling you stiffen in his arms.
Of course you knew he wouldn't do anything that could genuinely hurt you or something he knew you were uncomfortable with. Still, the aspect of an outside voice being the decision in your punishment made your heart stutter.
"Well well..." the excitement in your boyfriend's voice had a pit forming in your stomach, "Looks like my little bitch is going to get her little cunt spanked."
You felt yourself clench pathetically around nothing, no doubt gushing more arousal. Taehyung manhandled you into the same position you were in with your back to his chest and your legs spread obscenely wide to show your wet folds.
He hummed, cupping your core and spreading you open with two fingers. Your face was hot with embarrassment listening to the way he told the viewers how pretty your pussy was. His digits gathered your wetness and he took a moment to circle your clit until he could hear your breathing pick up.
Then, as you were lost in the growing pleasure he brought his hand down in a sharp smack that had your body stiffening in shock. It stung, leaving a burn in the wake of the impact. He found your clit once again, giving a sharp slap to your thigh when your legs flinched closed in fear of another hit.
"Hold your legs open," he ordered, waiting until you hooked your arms under your own knees — leaving your pussy vulnerable for another smack.
Taehyung didn't waste another second in giving you on. It made you hiss as the burn of the previous hit still lingered. He didn't bother trying to soothe the ache now, instead supplied another hit directly to your clit.
Your eyes rolled back at the painful pleasure it caused when he hit your bud. A series of quick slaps rained down on your pussy until you finally cried out.
"Ah, good girl..." he whispered in your ear, running his fingers over your folds to soothe the ache, "Took your punishment like such a good little bitch."
"Alpha..." you sniffled, your watery eyes finally vanishing along with the hits.
"I think you deserve a reward now, huh?" his voice was soft once again with your punishment over. He pressed a kiss to your temple when you eagerly nodded your head, "How about I make my sweet Omega cum."
Licking your lips, your body relaxed against him when his touch found your clit again. His touch was experienced and familiar, making you sigh in pleasure.
"Alpha, please..." you whined, looking up at him, "P-Put your fingers inside please."
"So polite...good girl," he cooed, easily sliding two fingers into your entrance.
There was a burn, his fingers were big and he'd gone with two immediately but you both knew that you loved when it hurt a bit. He let out soft moans in your ear as he watched your cunt eagerly swallow his fingers. Every time he pulled out, he could see the way your juices clung to his skin and he felt his mouth water at the thought o tasting you.
Angling his fingers up, he found your spot with quick ease, having memorized your body even better than you. You hips kicked up in response, abandoning your hold on your knees to grip onto his arms.
Your nails dug into his skin, though he didn't really notice the slight pinch. He was too focused on the way your walls fluttered around his fingers with your impending orgasm. He found your clit with his other hand, giving a few quick circles to your bud before you came. He continued to fuck you with his fingers, milking every second of your high until your legs clamped shut around his hand to stop the overstimulation.
"Shit, you're such a good girl," he whispered, bringing his fingers to his mouth. The groan he let out with your sweet cum met his tongue was lewd — making your cheeks burn.
"Alpha," you sighed, sitting up to finally separate yourself from him.
He grinned, gripping your hips as you stood on your knees, using his shoulders as support to press a sweet kiss against your lips. The two of you sat like that, lips moving eagerly together as his hands continued to wander your body.
"What is it baby?" he breathed when you pulled away.
"Want your cock, Alpha," you begged, making him groan as his cock twitched in his pants.
"Yeah?" he chuckled, "Alright baby, lay back."
You hurried to get into position, spreading your legs eagerly for him to take his place. He crawled between your legs, hovering over your body with his hands on either side of your head. He pressed his lips against yours, rolling his clothed cock against your sensitive folds. The texture almost hurt but it was so good it had you gasping into his mouth. He grinned against your lips as your reaction before pulling back to rid himself of the final article of clothing.
He wrapped his fist around his cock, stroking himself a couple times to watch you lustfully lick your lips. Running the tip of himself between your folds, he watched your thighs tremble at the tease of having him so close but not where you wanted just yet.
"What do you say, Omega?" he growled, slapping your clit a couple times with the head of his cock.
"Please fuck me, Alpha," you immediately moaned, biting your lip as he finally began to press inside.
"Good girl," he groaned, voice choked by the feeling of your cunt stretching around his cock.
Your eyes fluttered and you were trembling by the time he bottomed out.
"S-So full..." you mewled, making him grin.
"Yeah? Your Alpha's fat cock stuffing you full, huh?" he asked as he pulled back out, feeling your wetness cling to him.
"F-Fuck, yes..." you replied, arching your hips when he sunk back into you.
His cock was hot and throbbing against your walls. As he fucked you, the wet sound of your cunt swallowing him reached his ears. He groaned, the fact you got so wet for him making him even harder.
He leaned down and took one of your nipples into his mouth, making you gasp at the added pleasure. Your breasts bounced in time with his thrusts and you cupped your other one to pinch your neglected nipple.
A sharp nip to the bud made you gasp, your walls clenching around his cock. He grunted, pulling away completely to sit back on his heels. Holding you beneath your knees, he doubled his speed and began to fuck you roughly.
The swell of his knot was forming and your pussy fluttered around him in anticipation. Crying out, your back arched at the burst of pleasure when he hit your spot. He chuckled, his heart swelling with pride knowing everyone watching could see how well he fucked his cute Omega.
"A-Alpha...y-you're gonna make m-me cum..." you whimpered, cupping both of your breasts now.
He grinned, watching you pull and pinch at your nipples, "Yeah? My pretty little bitch wants to cum?"
"Y-Yes, please!" you begged, arching your hips up to meet his thrusts. It made him sink even deeper into you, kissing your cervix and making your eyes roll back.
He reached between your thighs and found your clit with his thumb. The bud was hard and swollen from your previous orgasm. Still sensitive, it didn't take long for you to reach the edge.
"Cum, babygirl," he panted, never letting up on his thrusts, determined to get you to cum, "Cream on my cock, you can do it. Show everyone how pretty you are when you cum on your Alpha's knot."
His words were punctuated by his knot popping into your cunt, setting you off immediately. He cursed, falling forward and catching himself on his hands.
You were lost in the euphoria of your high, wrapping your arms around your boyfriend's shoulders to hold onto him. He groaned into your neck, feeling his knot throb almost painfully as he came. The feeling of his cum filling your cunt made your high that much more amazing — feeling him knot you was unlike anything you'd experienced.
Before long, the two of you were coming down. Taehyung pressed soft kisses to your neck and shoulders before reaching your lips. You were still trembling, walls still spasming around him from the power of your orgasm.
"Such a good girl," he praised against your lips, "My sweet Omega, so pretty..."
You basked in his praise and compliments as they helped your body settle down until his knot deflated enough for him to comfortably pull out. Once he did, he turned back to the laptop with a lazy grin.
"Thanks for watching, I guess," he chuckled, feeling you curl yourself around him from behind, "I've got to hurry and shut this down but thank you for your tips and there will be a poll posted later tonight that you should be sure to check out."
He reached forward and immediately turned the stream off and returned his attention to you. You clung to him, feeling a strong desire to be close with your Alpha. He naturally obliged, wrapping you up in his arms as you laid together on the bed.
With his fingers gently caressing your skin, you let your eyes fall shut to sleep.
“I can’t believe so many people are interested in this becoming a regular thing…” you mumbled as you say on your boyfriend’s lap, his account open on comments about the previous nights stream. Over the course of the weekend you'd gathered up hundreds of comments praising you and asking to see you more — rather solo or more couple streams.
“Pretty cool,” he chuckled, pressing a kiss to your cheek, “What do you think?”
“I had a lot of fun so…” you shrugged, looking over your shoulder to smile at him, “I think it'd be nice to do every once in a while.”
“God, I love you,” he grinned, giving you a quick squeeze before you hopped off his lap and left the room.
“Don’t forget we have class at 3,” you called from the hallway as you made your way to the kitchen, intending to cook a quick breakfast.
Throwing you coat on, you jogged down the hallway to meet Taehyung where he was waiting by the door with his car keys in hand. He smiled as you came into view, reaching up to smooth down a stray piece of your hair.
“Ready to go?” he asked, opening the door.
“As I’ll ever be,” you mumbled, wincing as the cold winter air met your warm skin.
You were shivering by the time you made it to the car, waiting for Taehyung to get in and unlock it for you. He was laughing at your pout as you finally sat down and shut the door.
“We need to get that stupid...key thing unlocked,” you whined, referring to the keyfob that had ceased working a few months ago.
“Yeah, I’ll get right on that,” Taehyung mumbled sarcastically as he started the car.
You were dreading getting out of the car when he finally parked on campus. It was beginning to snow, little flurries falling and sticking to the windshield. Pulling the hood of your jacket up, you hopped out of the car and met Taehyung on the other side.
He held his hand out, giving yours a little squeeze when you slipped your fingers between his. He kept a strong grip on you, making sure you didn’t lose your footing on the increasingly slick snow-covered ground.
You and Taehyung shared the first class that day before you ended up separating. By the time you reunited, you were both tired and eager to see one another again.
He was waiting in the campus cafe when you were finally let out of your last class. Wrapping your arms around his shoulders, you leaned down to press a kiss to his lips before taking a seat across from him.
“Um...excuse me,” a soft voice nervously called from beside you, drawing both yours and Taehyung’s attention.
“Can I help you?” Taehyung asked, eyeing the young man standing there.
He was about the same height as Taehyung with long, curly bangs peeking out from beneath the beanie that sat atop his head. One hand was shoved into his jeans pocket and the other held his backpack on his other shoulder. It took one look at him to know he was an Alpha.
“This...is going to sound weird and I’m sorry but…” the stranger shifted on his feet and his cheeks turned a bit pink, “Are you...V from abocams?”
You and Taehyung shared a look of surprise before looking back at the stranger.
“Yeah,” Taehyung answered honestly, shrugging his shoulders.
“I...I guess you could say I’m a fan. I caught the stream on Friday,” he said, seeming to relax once he knew he had the right person, “I’m Jungkook.”
“Taehyung,” your boyfriend reached out and shook his hand before gesturing to you, “My girlfriend, _____.”
“Nice to meet you,” you smiled, also shaking his hand.
“How about you have a seat, we were just going to order some food,” Taehyung offered, motioning to the empty seat beside you.
“Really? Thanks!” Jungkook grinned, a cute bunny-like smile before pulling the chair out and dropping his backpack on the ground as he took a seat.
“So how old are you, Jungkook?” Taehyung asked as he looked over the flimsy menu before him.
“22 now,” was the response, making Taehyung hum.
“You’re younger than me,” the younger Alpha nodded as if he already knew it — though he probably did since Taehyung’s age was listed on his profile.
You glanced beside you to where Jungkook sat. He smelled good, a delicate scent of perfume wafting from him. He had broad shoulders, a sharp jawline and thick thighs that were encased perfectly by his jeans.
Looking away, you caught Taehyung’s gaze. He had a brow raised and a lazy smirk on his lips, making your cheeks flush at being caught checking out Jungkook.
After the three of you ordered food, you began to talk. Jungkook was surprisingly easy to relax around — he was funny and charismatic. He and Taehyung shared banter like the two of them had been friends for ages. You learned that Jungkook was in his 3rd year of university with a major in graphic design. He lived alone after moving from his home in Busan, having moved to Seoul for college.
When it was time to go, Taehyung asked for his number and you parted ways with a promise of meeting again.
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Sure enough, the three of you met up again. Since school was closed for a Student’s Day on Friday, you all went to get some lunch.
It was a quiet, rustic little restaurant near your apartment that had some delicious grilled chicken that made your mouth water. Jungkook was a bit late but you and Taehyung ordered a couple drinks anyway. Your stomach was growling by the time Jungkook came stumbling up to the table.
“Sorry, there was an accident blocking traffic,” he mumbled, taking a seat beside Taehyung. You were left on your own side of the booth, much to your delight.
“It’s fine,” Taehyung waved him off handing him the menu he was no longer using since he’d decided what he wanted.
“Thanks,” the younger grinned, making you smile subconsciously. It was contagious and something about the younger Alpha made you feel happy — he was such a bright, lovely person to have around, “I was wondering if you guys want to get some drinks tonight?”
“We can’t,” you mumbled immediately with a frown.
“We stream Fridays,” Taehyung supplied after seeing Jungkook’s confused face.
“Oh, that’s right...I don’t know how I forgot,” Jungkook chuckled, closing the menu before waving the waiter over.
“Sorry, Jungkook…” you pouted, “Maybe we can go Saturday?”
Before he could answer your invite, the waiter came up and you all got distracted giving you orders. Giving the menus back, you got settled down once again to wait for your food to arrive.
“So…” Jungkook pursed his lips, looking from you to Taehyung, “Can I know what’s going on tonight?”
“We never agreed to spoilers when this friendship started, Jungkook,” Taehyung teased with a wide grin, making Jungkook whine.
“Oh, come on!” the younger whined, sinking lower in his seat.
“It’s another couple stream,” you said, making Taehyung squint a playful glare at you. You giggled and stuck your tongue out at him.
“Oh thank god,” Jungkook whispered, tossing his head back with a sigh.
Surprisingly, there was nothing awkward knowing Jungkook watched the two of you have sex on camera. Nor did it bother either of you that he was openly into it — really into it. Despite the fact you’d become quick friends, it didn’t halt Jungkook fanboy qualities. Taehyung also seemed quite flattered that the younger was obviously also attracted to him.
It wasn’t something unheard of — Alpha-only relationships did exist. They were usually treated as taboo which was probably so many Alphas watched Alpha cammers. It was a safe alternative than the social stigma. Although, with the younger generation, it was definitely becoming a more widely accepted relationship.
Jungkook didn’t seem bothered in the slightest as he was open in the fact he enjoyed watching Taehyung on his own as well. He’d called your boyfriend hot several times and neither of you really batted an eye. He was confident and sure of himself despite his young age.
Before it got too late, you and Taehyung decided to get home so you could prepare for the stream. You bid Jungkook goodbye, blushing when he expressed his excitement for tonight.
Stumbling into your apartment, your heart was racing with excitement. You always felt excitement when you knew you’d get to feel Taehyung’s touch. No matter what, you always craved the Alpha’s rough hands and soft lips on your skin.
It was no different that night when you found yourself on your hands and knees with Taehyung's cock splitting you open. You bit the sheets to muffle your cry as you were fucked into another orgasm.
"Fuck!" Taehyung snarled, slapping your ass to make you flinch, "You're cummin' so much tonight — is it because someone is watching?"
Your cheeks flushed hot at what he was insinuating — and it was true.
The fact Jungkook was watching, maybe fucking his knot into a fleshlight imagining it was you. You moaned at the idea, your walls clenching around your boyfriend's cock making him hiss.
"What're you thinking about, babygirl?" he chuckled, tangling his hand in your hair to pull you up on your knees. With your back pressed against his chest, he was able to whisper in your ear so the mic wouldn't pick it up, "About Jungkook? About how it would feel to have another knot you while I watch?"
"A-Alpha..." you gasped, eyes rolling back s you fucked yourself on his cock.
The position offered a perfect angle for his cock to hit that spot and had you clenching once again. Taehyung chuckled, letting you use his cock how you needed. However, when you reached down to find your clit, he slapped your hand away.
"Don't you dare," he growled, "You better cum like this, slut, punishment for thinking of another Alpha."
You sobbed, hanging your head as you were forced to take it. It felt like you were stuck on the edge, unable to fall over without the sweet touch on your clit. Taehyung chuckled, cupping one of your breasts to pinch your nipple.
It had you gasping but still wasn't enough to get you off. He took sadistic pleasure in hearing you whine and sob as you were kept on edge, creaming on his cock and clenching him so tight he almost couldn't move.
"What is it?" he whispered, seeing the glisten of a tear on your cheek, "Does it hurt?"
"Mhmm," you whimpered, tossing your head back to rest it on your shoulder.
"Aw, poor baby," the condescending tone made your bottom lip tremble but made him grin.
"Please!" you cried, rolling your hips back on him.
"Please what?" he teased, feeling you tremble in his hold.
"L-Let me cum!" you begged, the heat from your denied orgasm becoming painful.
"Aw, poor baby can't cum on her own?" you let out a choked whine of humiliation, "Need your Alpha to make you cum?"
"Yes! Please make me cum!" the desperation in your voice finally set him in motion.
Pushing you down so you face was in the bed once again, he shifted on his knees to finally resume properly fucking you. Your mouth fell open in a silent scream when his hand finally found your clit.
It was impossibly easy to set you off, you trembled and sobbed into the bed. Taehyung grunted in his efforts, feeling your walls clamp down tight around him.
Suddenly, you reached down to slap his hand away from your clit. He frowned, ready to chastise you but the words caught in his throat as he felt the gush of your cum around his cock.
"Shit, baby," he tossed his head back and moaned, "Messy baby, squirting for me...what a good girl!"
His grip suddenly tightened around your hips and you gasped as the sting of his knot stretching your walls. Immediately, you felt the gush of his hot cum against your walls. He pulsed in time to each spurt and he groaned in pleasure as his thighs trembled through the high.
It didn't take long for his knot to go down. When he pulled out, you gasped as his cum dribbled from your still gaping hole. He groaned, catching some on his thumb to smear along your folds.
"God...you're incredible," he whispered, smiling when you curled up on your side.
Turning around, he took a moment to shut the stream off before turning his attention back to you.
Peppering your face with kisses, he let you cling to him to let the high from being knotted by your Alpha wear off.
He always told you it was his favorite part — when you became clingy and needy for his comfort after sex. You were so sweet and soft, it made him proud as an Alpha.
He closed his eyes and rested his head atop yours as you relaxed into his embrace and fell asleep.
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“Hey babe!” Taehyung called, wondering where you were at.
You heard his footsteps approaching and turned to look at him from where you were loading the sheets into the washing machine. He was holding his phone as he walked up to you, casually leaning against the wall to watch you for a second.
“What?” you asked, shutting the washing machine to start the cycle.
“Jungkook invited us to a party,” he said, handing you the phone.
From: Jungkook [7:10PM] hey i know its short notice but theres a party tonight i was wondering if u guys wanna go with me?
You hummed, handing Taehyung’s phone back before shrugging, “I don’t mind. We haven’t been to one in ages.”
“Really?” Taehyung grinned, “I’ll let him know!”
“What time?” you asked, following closely behind him as you both went into the bedroom.
“He says 10,” Taehyung answered.
“We’ve got a bit of time then,” you sighed, laying back on the bed.
“That we do…” Taehyung crawled onto the bed and over your body until his lips reached yours, “And I can think of a way to kill an hour.”
“Oh?” you raised a brow, already feeling your body heating up at the dark look in his eyes, “How’s that?”
“Wanna eat your pussy so every Alpha at that party will be able to smell how sweet your cum is,” he growled, making your breath hitch and eyes flutter.
“Please,” you whined, placing your hand on his shoulder to urge him down.
“Ah, my good little Omega,” he grinned as you shivered under the praise.
He flipped your skirt up and groaned at the sight of your cute powder blue cotton panties.
Instead of taking them off, he simply moved them to the side. Groaning at the sight of your wet folds, he felt his mouth begin to water at even the thought of your taste.
Not wasting any time, he leaned forward to slide his tongue between your folds. His eyes rolled back and he wrapped his arms around your thighs to keep your spread open for him. You cried out, tangling your fingers in his hair as he began to eat you like a starving man.
He didn't care that your juices were smearing all over his face. His tongue found its way into your entrance, only slightly fulfilling your need to be filled.
Your back arched and he groaned, pulling back and reaching down to spread your folds. Looking down, you saw his pupils were blown wide and his lips were shining red with your juices and swollen. Using thumb to pull the hood of your clit back, he immediately captured the exposed bud in his mouth.
You pulled on his hair, making his cock twitch in his pants and he began to slowly roll his hips against the bed.
Your breathing stuttered and you found yourself grinding down on his mouth. He groaned, lashing your clit with his tongue to make you tremble. The louder your moans became, the faster he ground down into the bed. His cock hurt, trapped in the suffocating material of his jeans but he was more concerned with making you cum.
Your juices were sweet on his tongue and your clit was pulsing in his mouth, indicating you were growing closer and closer with every second his mouth was on you. Looking down only again, you shuddered at how determined he looked — he was desperate to taste your cum on his tongue.
Finally, your whole body froze.
Taehyung whimpered into your cunt, his own his taking over him as he came in his jeans. His felt his cum, hot on his own skin as he continued to hump the bed until he couldn't take it anymore.
His tongue never let up on licking and sucking on your clit as you came. You trembled and gushed sweet cum that he eagerly caught with his tongue and swallowed down with a moan.
He pulled away he felt your hand go lax in his hair. He sat on his heels looking at you as he licked his lips and collected every drop of you he could from his face to taste.
You squeezed your thighs shut, still throbbing in the aftermath of your orgasm. Taehyung watched you with a proud smirk.
"Now I have to change my panties..." you panted, finally relaxing completely against the bed.
"No you don't," your boyfriend grinned, making you roll your eyes.
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You were still feeling the excitement from having Taehyung eating you out by the time you stepped foot into the party.
“Hey, you guys!” Jungkook grinned, bounding over to you happily. He had a red cup in his hand and it was clear he had already been drinking before you arrived. Without wasting a second he shoved the cup into your hand and urged you to drink.
Sharing a look with Taehyung, you shrugged and took a few big gulps before handing it to Taehyung who downed the rest of it. Jungkook laughed happily and urged both of you to follow him to the kitchen.
“This is my friend’s house,” he explained as he grabbed a bottle of vodka and filled the cup back up, “If you want, we can just hang out in one of the rooms.”
“Sure, I don’t know anyone here anyway,” Taehyung took your hand and you both hurried to follow after Jungkook.
The younger held the mostly full bottle of vodka in one hand and the half-filled red cup in the other as he ran up the stairs two at a time. He smiled triumphantly as he waited at the top for you two to catch up. Finally, he picked a room that he had to unlock with a key, ushering you both inside before he turned around and locked it once again.
You looked around, seeing it was a TV room. It had a big screen on the wall and a big, comfy L-couch situated in the middle of the room with several throw pillows and blankets to use.
“Have a seat, my friends,” Jungkook motioned to the couch as he placed to bottle and cup on the table. He flopped back and put his feet up, grabbing the remote to turn the TV on.
You reached forward as you took a seat, grabbing the red cup to take a few sips. Taehyung took a seat beside you, throwing his arm over your shoulder to hold you close. Jungkook was Netflix surfing for a few minutes before settling on Archer.
The three of you sat in relative silence as you shared the cup of vodka, occasionally filling it back up until you were pleasantly buzzed.
You laughed at a scene on Archer, unaware of the gaze burning holes through you. Beneath your ear, Taehyung’s heart sped up as he watched Jungkook’s tongue slide over his bottom lip before he tucked it between his teeth.
Alcohol always made you feel sleepy, so you snuggled up against Taehyung with a small smile on your lips. He leaned down and pressed a kiss against your head.
“Hey Kook,” he said, making the younger break his gaze from you, “Hand me a blanket.”
“Oh, sure,” he mumbled, turning around to grab the one thrown over the back of the couch behind him.
When he reached out to hand it to Taehyung, he paused, “Oh, just lay it over her for me,” Taehyung smiled.
Jungkook swallowed thickly and moved forward, placing the blanket over your curled up form. He smoothed it down and Taehyung noted how his hands lingered for just a second too long before he returned to his seat. If Taehyung was any closer, he would have heard the younger Alpha’s heart pounding erratically.
“Hey Tae…?” he said suddenly, bringing Taehyung out of his thoughts. He hummed, turning his gaze to Jungkook, “I’ve been curious,” his words were slurred from the alcohol and he paused to take another sip, “How is it that you can be so cool with just...sharing her with the world? I mean...she’s your Omega…”
Taehyung shrugged, glancing down at you, “She’s not my property and as long as she’s not cheating...she’s free to do anything she wants as long as it’s in a safe environment.”
Jungkook lets out a soft hum, his head lolling drunkenly, “If she was mine, I’d never let anyone see that side of her. Omega’s too precious to let just any asshole jerk off to…”
Taehyung smiled softly, stroking your hair as you slept away on his chest.
It was nearing 1:30 in the morning before Taehyung decided he wanted to go home. He and Jungkook had watched a Pirates of the Carribean movie to pass the time and sobered up in the meantime.You had also managed to sleep your drunkenness off, though you hadn’t drunk as much as they had.
Stumbling into the house, Taehyung was surprised to find himself pinned to the wall with your lips on his. He groaned, tangling his hand in your hair as you slipped your hand down the front of his jeans to grip his cock. He growled, feeling himself quickly harden as the scent of your arousal pooling in your panties reached his nose.
He eagerly reciprocated your excitement, hiking up your skirt to tear your panties down your legs. You shivered as his nails scraped along your skin, a little prick of pain in the pleasure. His fingers found your folds, wet and ready for him.
“What’s got you excited, little slut?” he growled, plunging two long fingers into your painfully empty cunt. 
Your breathing stuttered and you clutched the front of his shirt as he easily found your sweet spot, abusing it until you were squirming against him and your slick was dripping down his wrist. He chuckled, leaning down to press his lips against your neck. 
“Please,” you breathed, reaching down to undo the button and zipper of his jeans.
“Tell me why you’re so fucking needy first,” he snapped, clenching his jaw as you pulled his cock free, wrapping your little fist around him and squeezing. 
“I-I…” you whimpered, pumping him slowly, “I don’t know…”
“You don’t know?” he scoffed, pulling his fingers from your dripping cunt and bringing them up to slide into your mouth. You whimpered at your own taste and felt his cock throb in your hand, “I think you do.”
“I-I don’t,” you whispered, eyes falling to the fat head of his cock as it peeked through your fist.
“You know what I think?” he asked, a smirk forming on his lips, “I think little Jungkookie got your little pussy wet.”
You swallowed thickly, giving his length a subtle squeeze, “I…”
“I’m right, huh?” he chuckled, taking your hand from his cock.
You gasped as he suddenly lifted you from the back of your thighs, pinning you against the wall. Your cunt, opened from Taehyung’s fingers, was positioned over his tip. He could see the way your gaze darkened in desire at having him so close.
“Tell me,” he commanded, prodding your hole. You squirmed, whimpering impatiently, “Tell me you got wet because of Jungkook.”
“Alpha, please,” you whined.
“Don’t try that with me,” he snapped, making you frown, “Tell me and I’ll fuck you.”
“I…” you licked your lips, looking down at the cock you were so desperate for, “I-I got wet because of Jungkook.”
“That’s my good girl,” he chuckled darkly before his hips surged forwards and filled you to the hilt.
You both groaned in unison at the feeling. You were immediately grinding down on him, needing him to move. He clenched his teeth as he set a hasty pace, the both of you knowing it was going to just be a quickie. Still, you were dripping down his length and soaking the cotton of his boxers. 
“F-Fuck!” you cried out, wrapping your arms around his neck. He panted against your shoulder with the exertion of his pace. 
“You gonna cum already?” he scoffed, tone condescending, “Can’t believe little Jungkookie got you this riled up without even doing anything. Little whore, getting wet over other Alphas…”
His words had you coming undone, twitching in his grasp as you gushed around his cock. He hissed at how tightly you squeezed around him, halting his movement until the rhythmic clenching of your walls had him cumming. You whined in disappointment when you realized he hadn’t knotted, making him chuckle.
“My sweet Omega,” he cooed, letting your legs down while supporting your weight until you could properly walk, “Let’s get washed up and in bed.”
Watching you sleep, Taehyung thought about the look in your eyes when he talked about Jungkook. Biting back a smirk, he rolled over and wrapped himself around you.
When he woke up in the morning, he called up Jungkook before you even woke up. Before he left, he let you know through your sleep hazed mind that he was going to hang out with the other Alpha.
Taehyung hopped in his car and followed the GPS to the address Jungkook had sent him. It was a small apartment complex that the younger lived in and easy enough to get in and find Jungkook’s place.
“Hey!” he greeted as Jungkook let him in.
It was a modest, lightly decorated apartment. There was a blanket piled on the couch indicating that was probably where he had been sitting before he arrived.
“Hey, what brings you over so early?” Jungkook asked, hanging Taehyung’s coat on the wall hook.
“I wanted to talk to you about something,” the words had Jungkook pausing and turning to look at his friend.
“Oh? What’s up?” Jungkook shifted on his feet as he watched Taehyung lean back casually against the wall with his hands in his pockets.
“It’s about ______,” those words had Jungkook freezing.
“Wh-What about her?” he asked, fidgeting with the fabric of his couch as he leaned against the back of it in hopes of matching Taehyung’s casualness.
“I know you like her,” Taehyung said, “Why wouldn’t you, though? She is just perfect isn’t she?” he took sick amusement in watching his friend scramble for a way to defend himself, “You’ve seen her on her knees sucking my dick...you’ve seen her face when I make her cum...the way she begs for cum and a knot.”
He grinned, stepping up to Jungkook’s trembling frame. He knew the boy was hard in his sweats simply remembering all the things Taehyung talked about.
His eyes fluttered and he licked his lips, “Y-Yeah she...she’s great…”
Taehyung chuckled, shaking his head before playfully shoving his friend’s shoulder. Jungkook’s doe eyes were wide in confusion, “You’re so cute, Kook.”
“Wh-What’re you talking about?” Jungkook’s voice was shaky, still nervous from Taehyung’s protective demeanor.
“I was just teasing you,” Taehyung shrugged, “I actually came over here to ask if you wanted to have a threesome.”
Jungkook shoulders relaxed and his face went blank. He stared at your boyfriend for several seconds, blinking repeatedly as he processed the words.
“Huh?” was all he could conjure up.
Taehyung chuckled, “I know she thinks you’re hot too so I figured why not?”
“Dude…” Jungkook heaved a big sigh, hanging his head, “I thought you were going to fucking kill me!”
“Nah,” Taehyung shook his head, “I get it if you think she’s hot or you wanna bang her. I’m not mad about it.”
“She um...she wants to have a threesome as well?” Jungkook asked, almost nervously.
“I haven’t asked her but…” he chuckled, licking his lips, “I brought you up to her last night and...she seemed interested in fucking you.”
“Whoa…” Jungkook smiled, “If she’s down and you’re cool with it then...hell yeah!”
“Perfect,” Taehyung patted his friend on the shoulder, “I’m going to raid your kitchen because I haven’t eaten anything yet today.”
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“Where were you all day?” you asked when he stepped through the door.
“I told you I was with Jungkook,” your boyfriend replied as he slipped his shoes off.
“Yeah I know but like...why?” you turned around when he entered the kitchen, where you were making dinner.
“Wanted to proposition him,” Taehyung shrugged, opening the refrigerator to pull out a can of Coke.
“Oh? How’d that go?” you stirred the sauce in the pan while Taehyung took a seat behind you at the table.
“He agreed,” Taehyung smirked into his soda can when you turned around with a brow raised.
“Care to share with the class?” you mumbled, placing the lid on the pan before taking a seat beside him.
“Well,” he leaned forward, his face inches from yours with that smirk still on his lips, “I asked how he would feel about having a threesome with us.”
“Taehyung!” you gasped, smacking his shoulder before dissolving into laughter, “You did not!”
“I did!” Taehyung began laughing with you, “I scared him as well...made him think I was pissed he wanted to bang you. He was shaking.”
“Tae!” you cried, “You’re so mean!”
“I know but I couldn’t resist!” he defended himself, taking your hand before you could smack his shoulder again. You sighed, a smile still on your lips as he pressed a kiss to your palm, “He agreed so...all I need to know is if you’re on board or not.”
“Of course I agree,” you rolled your eyes.
Before either of you could say anything else, the timer on your stove went off and you both moved to get dinner on the table.
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Taehyung moves fast, and he wasted no time in setting everything up.
You were getting ready to stream in just a few hours with Taehyung when the doorbell rang. Since you were closer to the door, you answered it. The surprise you felt when you were met with the bright eyes of Jeon Jungkook had you stunned.
“Wh-What are you doing here?” you asked, waving him in.
“Tae invited me,” he answered easily, hanging up his coat and kicking his shoes off.
“Why?” you frowned when you received only a shrug in response.
“Ah good, you’re here!” Taehyung grinned, walking out of the hallway shirtless.
Jungkook took a moment to admire the smooth expanse of tan skin before questioning the elder on what was going on.
“We’re going to have our threesome,” you gaped at his words speechless before Jungkook spoke up.
“Aren’t you streaming tonight?” he asked, which Taehyung nodded at, “So...how are we doing it tonight?”
“We’re doing it live!” Jungkook choked on his spit at the words, eyes darting to you quickly.
Your lips were pursed in a pout before you folded your arms over your chest and glared at your boyfriend, “When did we decide this?”
“Hey, if I’m gonna let him fuck my Omega…” he shot a quick look towards Jungkook, who held his hands up in defense, “I’m at least going to make some money off it,” he watched your face carefully and waited for a response but when he didn’t get one, he took your hand in his, “If you don’t want too—”
“No, I’m good with it,” you looked towards Jungkook, “Are you? It’ll be your first time on camera, right?”
“I um...I actually really like the idea…” he confessed, cheeks turning pink.
“Great, it’s settled then!” Taehyung grinned, “Jungkook you can use our bathroom to freshen up while we get the setup running.”
Truthfully, he didn’t really need your help. You sat on the bed watching as he set the camera up and connected it to the laptop.
You were practically vibrating in excitement by the time you saw yourself on the screen.
"You're starting now? Without him?" you asked softly just as the red light turned on to indicate you were now live.
The number of viewers quickly jumped and excited comments flooded in about how they had missed you and where Taehyung was.
"Yeah, why not?" Taehyung chuckled, stepping out from behind the camera, "It can be a nice surprise."
You giggled as he dropped on his knees in front of the bed. The back of his head and shoulders were in view as he began to pepper kisses along the skin of your calves and thighs.
"You look so cute in my clothes," he chuckled, referring to the hoodie you were wearing.
"They smell like you," you mumbled, making him smile against your thigh.
He gave you a soft bite before reaching up to find the hem of your shorts that were obscured by the length of his hoodie.
Tossing them away, he cupped your core through your panties. You sighed, biting you bottom lip and leaning back to let him stroke your slit through the fabric. It was a bit rough on your clit but the texture added to the pleasure.
Suddenly, the bathroom door opened and Jungkook stood there with a towel wrapped around his waist looking a little sheepish.
"I uh...didn't have spare...what're you doing?" he blinked owlishly as he stepped forward to see past the camera set up to find Taehyung on his knees.
"Kook..." Taehyung smiled, waving him over, "We started without you, sorry."
"I-It was his idea..." you mumbled, stuttering as Taehyung lightly slapped your folds through your panties before standing up.
"Everyone, we have an even sweeter treat tonight," Taehyung grinned, tugging Jungkook into the frame and pushing him down to sit beside you, "This is Kook, he's an Alpha and he's going to be fucking my Omega."
You looked to Jungkook, who froze where he sat. His eyes were wide and he looked almost scared but you could see the way he was getting hard beneath the towel.
"I-I am?" he stuttered out, making Taehyung chuckle.
"Of course, what did you think we were doing?" you wanted to chastise your boyfriend for teasing the younger but stayed quiet.
It seemed that Jungkook easily took the offer as he turned to look at you. He cupped your jaw and drew you in for a kiss. It was soft and sweet, he was tasting you for the first time. He wanted to experience a gentle kiss with you and you eagerly allowed him that.
Taehyung huffed out a small laugh as he backed away from the two of you. He took his seat in the comfortable chair near the bed, keeping his eyes on the two of you.
Beneath the tight fabric of his dark wash jeans, Taehyung's cock was painfully hard. Watching how excited Jungkook was for his Omega excited him, filled him with pride. He knew how desirable and perfect his Omega was and it made him feel so lucky to have you as his.
Jungkook's behavior changed quickly and you suddenly found yourself pinned beneath his weight. His fingers slid beneath the heavy fabric of your hoodie up. He paused just before your breasts came into view, dipping his head down to press his lips against your skin. Goosebumps rose following the path of his feather-light kisses.
Taking a deep breath, he pushed your hoodie off, letting out a soft curse as your breasts came into view. He wasted no time tossing the hoodie towards Taehyung. The elder chuckled as the fabric met his face before he chucked it on the ground and settled his gaze back on you.
Jungkook's lips found your right nipple, making you keen. He groaned against your breast as you tangled your hand into his hair and tugged. His towel came undone and fell, exposing his dripping cock. Taehyung's own heart stuttered in his chest at the sight and he had the urge to wrap his fist around the younger and have him whimpering beneath his control.
But alas, it wasn't his turn.
"Please, Kook," you whined, making Jungkook groan. He wished he could hear you calling him 'Alpha' — but it was an impossible desire.
"What is it, baby?" he asked, panting against your breast before giving that fragile skin a soft nip.
"Please touch me," you begged, arching your hips to meet his throbbing cock.
He groaned, whispers of profanity escaping his lips as he eagerly stripped you down completely bare. Spreading your legs, he felt his cock drool at the sight of your slick coated folds.
His thumb met your slit, collecting your arousal on the digit to bring to his lips. He whimpered at the taste, his eyes rolling back in his head.
"Please, make me cum," you asked, biting your lip as you reached down and spread yourself open.
Jungkook's mouth fell open at the sight of your dripping hole and hardened clit that was clearly aching for his touch.
"I don't think so, baby," he chuckled, gripping beneath your knees to pin your thighs open. Your folds spread obscenely and he slid the head of his cock against you. Your thighs trembled as he drug the thick vein on the underside over your clit, "You're going to cum on my cock, got it?"
"Y-Yes," you whispered, meeting his gaze as he reached down to grip his own cock.
Neither of you breathed as he sunk into your clenching cunt.
"Shit..." Jungkook breathed, eyes rolling at the feeling of you squeezing around him.
You were hot and tight around him, felt better than he could have dreamed. From the sidelines, Taehyung squeezed his own cock through his jeans. He was painfully hard and fuck if seeing Jungkook's fat cock spreading you open didn't make him throb. His boxers were no doubt soaked from his own arousal.
Jungkook immediately set a pace that had you crying out. Your breasts bounced in time to his thrusts and he couldn't help but cup on in his hand. As he pinched your nipple, he felt you clench around him. You were soaking his cock, in your slick — it smells so sweet that he was beginning to regret not taking the time to eat you out.
Maybe Taehyung would let him have a taste later.
At the thought of your boyfriend, he looked over at the elder. His hand was stroking himself over his jeans and his eyes were lidded. Instead of watching him, his eyes were on you. It irked Jungkook. He wanted Taehyung to look at him.
"A-Ah, please—" you choked out, clawing the flawless skin of his back, leaving angry red marks.
Jungkook groaned, leading down and pressing his lips against yours. You whimpered into his mouth, clutching onto him. Peering down to where his cock was stuffing you full, his pace stuttered at the juices you were drooling around him.
"My cock's big huh?" Jungkook growled in your ear.
You nodded, "F-Feels so good."
"Yeah?" the Alpha chuckled, casting another glance towards Taehyung where he was sat casually in the chair still. It irritated him that the elder looked completely unbothered by the sight of another Alpha balls deep in his Omega. He wanted to rile him up, see him for the Alpha he really was — get his attention, "Bigger than Tae's? Hm?"
You gasped in shock but still couldn't help but clench around his cock in response, making him laugh.
From the chair, Taehyung's eyes narrowed into a glare. His jaw clenched and he finally moved, sitting forward with his elbows on his knees. You were whining and squirming in pleasure beneath the other Alpha and for the first time he felt the burn of possessiveness. He snapped when he heard Jungkook mutter, "Bet I fuck you better than him, huh?"
You met Jungkook's gaze, worried about if he knew what he was saying but you saw the excited glint in his eye and the playful smirk on his lips. Immediately, you understood the game he was playing — wanted to fire the most dominant Alpha up and make him angry.
It was also a game you enjoyed playing.
Your heart stuttered when Taehyung stormed up to the side of the bed. Jungkook continued to fuck you until Taehyung grabbed a fistful of his hair. The sting made him hiss and he stood buried to the hilt inside you.
"I'd be careful if I were you," Taehyung growled, using a voice even you rarely heard, "Don't forget who's Omega it is you're fucking."
"And it's also your Omega who's creaming on my cock," Jungkook shot back.
Taehyung let out an angry growl that had you clenching around Jungkook again. The younger groaned at the feeling, lashes fluttering.
Your boyfriend suddenly yanked the other back so his cock popped out of your cunt. You could feel yourself gaping around nothing as your pussy fluttered.
Jungkook's back was pressed to Taehyung's front. You clenched your thighs together at the sight of the younger showing submissiveness to your boyfriend by baring his neck. Taehyung took the invitation and opened his mouth, letting his teeth find purchase on the fragile skin. Jungkook winced a bit but it didn't break skin — just a warning.
Then he reached down and took Jungkook's leaking cock into his hand. The younger shuddered and groaned, mouth dropping open as he watched Taehyung give his length a couple quick strokes.
"You better remember that I can always fuck you like an Omega and make you cum on my cock, Kook," Taehyung hissed, squeezing Jungkook's cock until he whined, "Don't get a big head because you've got my Omega's cunt stuffed, hm?"
Jungkook's eyes fluttered and he gave a noncommittal nod. He took it anyway and backed off once again, sparing you a fleeting glance before he took his seat again.
You relaxed into the sheets again when Jungkook quickly slipped his cock back into you. You whined, wrapping your legs around his waist as he resumed the same pace he'd kept earlier. It was easy to wind you back up given the aggressive display of dominance you'd seen from your boyfriend. Jungkook seemed in a daze as he buried his face into your neck and kissed the skin there.
"Fuck," he groaned, feeling his knot begin to swell.
"M-Make me cum, Kook..." you begged, arching your hips up.
He grunted, resting all his weight on one arm as he reached down to find your clit. You keened, eyes rolling back.
"C-Cum, baby," he urged, voice strained as he struggled to hold his own high back, "Be a good Omega and cum for me."
When you fell over the edge, it was a low cry that set Jungkook off. He pulled out of you, missing the distressed whimper from you, and gripped his cock as he spilled over your stomach.
You watched the mess pool and slide down your side to the sheets. Jungkook relaxed and looked down at you, cock giving a valiant kick at the sight of you marked with his cum.
After a moment, Taehyung stood up and approached the two of you.
"You know..." your boyfriend sighed, sounding almost bored, "For someone who talked such a big game about how well you can use that cock of yours..."
He sat down beside you and pulled you so you were sitting up and leaning against him. Jungkook watched with lidded eyes as Taehyung's hand found its way to your cunt. You gasped and eagerly spread your legs for him.
"You barely even got her off," Taehyung tsked, making a show of parting your folds for Jungkook so see your still leaking hole.
"I-what?" Jungkook breathed, still a little breathless from his own orgasm. He was so sure he felt you cumming around him.
"Ruined her orgasm," Taehyung mumbled, reaching up to collect some of Jungkook's cum. Jungkook's brain nearly short circuited as he began circling your clit using his cum, "Pretty mean, huh baby girl?"
You whimpered, nodding your head as you clung to your boyfriend's arm. Jungkook felt his face burn in humiliation as you acknowledged his mistake.
"You were such a good girl," Taehyung cooed, meeting Jungkook's shameful gaze, "Good girls don't get punished but that's what he did, huh? It's okay, your Alpha will make you cum since Kook clearly can't."
You didn't offer a reply, too lost in watching Taehyung smear Jungkook's cum on your clit. Jungkook's face was on fire and he quickly broke Taehyung's gaze, remembering all the people watching who saw what he'd done. The way he talked such a big game only to not even be able to make you cum properly.
It was punishment enough to watch the way you came so quickly and easily for your boyfriend. Your thighs shuddered and hugged his arm to sob out his name in the throes of pleasure.
He wished he had been able to feel it properly. Knowing he'd lost his one and only chance to make you cum on his cock — and knowing Taehyung was going to be able to do that any moment he wanted. It was a taunt.
Your boyfriend pressed a kiss to your temple and let you curl up as he bid goodbye to the viewers and turned the stream off.
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"I swear, I am absolutely beat," Taehyung sighed, throwing his arm over your shoulder as he took your heavy bag from your hands.
"I don't even know why you came with me today," you mumbled, "You got up for no reason."
"I came to school with you!" Taehyung argued.
You laughed, playfully pinching his side, "You didn't even have class today!"
"Oh well shame on me for being a bad boyfriend and wanting to spend the day with you," he shot back sarcastically, "By the way, I have an idea."
"Oh?" you asked, wrapping your arms around him as a chill ran through you.
"How about Saturday night we watch Jungkookie's stream together," he whispered the words low in your ear and you nearly whimpered.
The idea of having his hand shoved down your panties as you both watched Jungkook get himself off — you eagerly agreed, making Taehyung beam happily.
Before the two of you could make it to your car, you were intercepted by an unfamiliar voice shouting, "Hey wait up!"
You both turned around to see a man, shorter than Taehyung and sporting bubblegum pink hair, running towards you.
"What's up?" Taehyung asked with a brow raised.
"Y-You're V and his girlfriend, right?" He panted, giving you a bright smile, "I'm a big fan!"
You and Taehyung shared a gaze before introducing yourselves properly, inviting the young man to lunch.
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mykingdomforasong · 3 years
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Do you take prompts that aren't from a prompt list? If so, could you write skymandolo with a sick or injured Han that tries to hide his illness/injuries from Luke and Din and they have to convince him to let them take care of him.
Thank you! Love your writing :)
I'll write almost anything! If you send something not on a prompt list but when I'm taking prompts, I'll probably write it, mostly because I'm just looking for things to write. If you send prompts when I'm not taking prompts from a list, theres a chance it'll get lost in my inbox because I likely won't get to it in the first few days after it's sent.
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Han tried not to limp back into their small home. When Din and him had left, they gave Luke little explanation about where they were going, leaving it at "we're going to find trouble."
They found plenty of it. Between bounties, bar fights, and spice runs, they'd come home with a small fortune. And Han had come back with a foot that had been screaming at him for two days.
It didn't hurt that bad at first, so he kept walking and running on it, but now it hurt even when he was sitting. He was glad he and Din had to sleep in shifts, or else his partner would have raised some very serious questions about why he suddenly wanted to sleep with his boots on. (The answer, of course, was to hide the bruising and swelling).
Why he ever thought he could honestly hide it from Luke was beyond him.
"You're hurt," Luke said the moment they stepped in the door. Din turned to him, and Han could feel his confused look through his helmet.
"Don't look at me like that, bucket head," Han said, "if I was really hurt I would have said something."
"What happened?" Luke asked.
"Twisted my ankle, but it's fine," Han said.
The green bean waddled up to him, choosing to greet him first instead of Din, which was new. Grogu reached out towards his hurt foot.
"You know how I know it's not 'fine'?" Luke asked. "The baby is trying to heal you, that's how much pain you're in."
Han bent down and picked up Grogu, who made a small 'wooo' noise as he was lifted. "No need for that, Munchkin," Han said. He held the child gently in his arms, giving him a welcome squeeze for good measure. Grogu was Din's baby, but Han was his husband, so, as Han argued, Grogu was also his baby.
Han tried to step forward, ignoring the concerned and annoyed stares of his partners as he went to play with Grogu, trying to keep any visible signs of pain off his face. He placed the child in the living room, and managed to get himself onto the floor to push colorful balls around with him. But Grogu just went back to his foot.
Before Han could do anything, Luke was lifting Grogu and Din was lifting Han.
"We're putting you in bed, and looking at that ankle," Din said.
"You know how I know I'm not hurt?" Han said. "That promise to be taken to bed was enough to get my motor running."
Luke rolled his eyes and Din sighed, but otherwise, they ignored him.
A minute later he was laying in bed, his hurt foot elevated on pillows, with Grogu safely in his room for nap time.
"Alright," Din said, unzipping Han's boot, "lets get this off." But when Din touched him, even lightly, it sent pain shooting through his foot and ankle.
Han tried to sit up casually, hiding the amount of pain it had caused. "Seriously, guys, I'm fine." Din ignored him, and started to pull on his shoe again. "Really, there's no need for all of this."
Luke cut him off by climbing on top of him, straddling his waist, and pushing him down with his hands. "Would you sit still?"
Han smiled through the pain, letting his hands trail up and down Luke's thighs. "Anything for you, baby," he said.
Luke patted his hands against Han's chest gently, not hard enough to hurt or leave a mark, just to punctuate his point. "Stop," slap, "being," slap, "horny," slap, "for," slap, "five" slap, "minutes."
Din had stopped working on his shoe. "In his defense, Cyare, I imagine that'd be hard for anyone to do when they've got you like that."
Luke turn his head and torso around to face Din the best he could. "Oh sure, take his side," he said.
Han sat up, wrapping his arms around Luke's torso. "You're cute when you're angry," he said.
Luke smiled, and Han knew he was in trouble. "If you don't lay down, I'm going to be fucking adorable," he promised.
Before Han could say anything back, Din tugged off his boot with one quick pull that did enough to aggravate the injury. Han quickly buried his face in Luke's shoulder, stifling pained groans.
Luke's tone shifted quickly, wrapping his arms around him in a comforting hug, and offering quiet reassurances that he was okay.
"Thanks," Han whispered quietly. Luke just kissed his cheek and got off of his lap to help Din assess the damage.
"It's pretty swollen," Din said. "You probably fractured or broke one of these little bones," he pointed Han's foot. "They're easy to break, and hard to heal. We'll have to get you to a doctor soon," he said.
Han laid back. "Great. I love a long healing process."
"Don't be too sad," Luke said, "now you get to be stuck on world with me."
Han held out his arms towards both of his boys, trying to look as pathetic as possible. Now that his injury was undeniable, he might as well get some decent cuddling out of it before he limps to the healer.
Luke joined him first, then Din once more of his armor was removed, making him a much more comfortable bed partner.
"You know you don't have to hide your injuries from us, cyar'ika?" Din said.
"I know," Han said.
"He doesn't always have the best decision making skills," Luke said, holding onto Han just a little tighter.
"Hey, my bad decision making skills have pulled you out of a fair number of scrapes, kid."
Luke smiled and hummed a little. "I was never a bad decision," he said.
And Han couldn't deny that about either of them.
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poptod · 3 years
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The Ivory Haunting pt. 4 (Ahkmenrah x Reader)
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Description: It’s getting a little harder to exist with your truth.
Notes: its such a struggle to find new gifs for stories these days (cause i fucking used all of them already). also quick note: this starts off kinda spooky and depressing but theres also some heavy petting shit going on WC: 2.3k
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They come to you at any moment. Terrorizing your normal life. You hadn't considered this, hadn't even thought of it becoming reality, but it's true and clear enough to see by now.
It's ripping you apart, slowly. You're not really supposed to be here, but are you even yourself anymore? When had the change occurred when you were no longer familiar in the mirror, when you expected nails doused in Egyptian blue rather than the plain ones on your hands? Sometimes you don't respond to your name––ever since remembering the name you carried as a servant, it stuck in your head. Plaguing you. Tearing down the life you've made, duct-taping in its' place Ahk's life for you.
Memories can make you sick, and they often do, striking you anytime something remotely reminds you of something you used to know. Unlike the first time it happened, you can't seem to stay fully conscious. Now you're missing the feeling of blacking out – it's safer than when you collapse to the floor, waking up with bile in your mouth.
How dreadfully pathetic you've grown.
You barely sleep but can't seem to stay awake, desperate for rest but unable to reach it. Most food doesn't sit well in your stomach––for the past five days you've eaten three pieces of toast and drank your weight in water. Fortunately it doesn't physically show all that much, so it allows you an excuse as to why you still won't tell Ahk. He doesn't notice. He doesn't need to, and it's not important.
Your laugh is quiet, and rare these days, so it delights Ahk when you do. By now he's noticed your anxiety––he's horribly protective of you, but he understands what boundaries are. Just wants what will make you happy. So he spends time making sure there are more people in the room than just the two of you, moving the pressure of conversation off you. When he does want to speak to you alone, he takes you on these long walks.
It's cold as fuck.
Sleet lines the sidewalks, wet and slimy and full of dirt spiralling off car wheels. It can't even be called snow anymore––it's just a slush, but fortunately the actual sidewalks are still walkable. Like most evenings these days the streets are empty, barren of conversation and a social desert. That's what's safe, but it still puts you on edge. The only other movement ––cars included––is a man about a block in front of you, smoking something beside the only open store; a Tesco.
"Whoof," Ahk says as you get closer, his hand sneaking up around your waist to pull you closer. You don't trust that guy either. "That.. is very strong."
"What is?" You ask softly, looking up at him.
"That smell. I think it's what he's smoking. Can you not smell it?"
"No," you say, though you don't particularly mind. Tobacco isn't an all-too pleasant smell.
"You'll see soon, we'll have to pass him anyway," he mumbles, rubbing circles into your side with his thumb when he feels your shoulders tense.
You step slightly into Ahk's side as you pass the smoker, your mask already on from the moment you saw him. Ahk doesn't wear one––which is fair, since he's already dead and can't get sick––but this man doesn't seem like he cares whether or not you have a mask. You avert your eyes as you pass him. He does the exact opposite; stares at you, blowing a hefty cloud of smoke into your face.
That's not tobacco. Not at all. You can't even tell what it is, but it makes your vision spot out, head swirling in your skull as you lose your balance. Your eyes shut the moment you try to blink.
"Don't pay attention to him," he whispers against your temple, barely having to move with you pressed against his side.
What little sunlight gets through the tented room is turned a vibrant red, casted onto the carpet with swirling designs. They reflect from the tapestries hung on the ceilings, drooping just slightly and lined with knotted fringes. The doorway is made of the same thin cloth, a tiny crack between the two flaps letting pure sun seep in, illuminating the smoke dancing just below the ceiling.
The whole room is shaped in a circle, allowing a ring of seats, all of which are taken up by people you don't know. The prince knows them––or he says he knows them––but that in no way comforts you. Just because he's nice doesn't mean the people he knows are. They certainly don't seem nice, eyeing you up and gauging your thoughts, sizing you down to what they can get away with. It's a look you're familiar with; you got a lot of them when you were on sale, sat outside in the boiling sun all day till your skin cracked.
And suddenly you're property again. Time with Ahk sort of... made you forget about that. You're not sure if that's a good or a bad thing.
While some of the smoke in the small, humid room is coming from burning incense, the majority of it is coming from a strange glass and metal mechanism the men are handing back and forth. The smoke isn't all that thick like the incense, but the smell is pungent––unlike anything you've smelled before, which is strange, since according to Ahk it's a plant he gave you once.
He hasn't told you what it is he's smoking, giving you that single hint before falling quiet with a sly, mischievous smile. When the mechanism is handed to him he doesn't hesitate––sets his lips upon the mouthpiece and intakes a deep breath. He fiddles with something on the side that you can't see before letting go, a long breath tainted with heavy smoke leaving his chest. It spins in the air, curls in the rays of sunlight, dancing in a way that shouldn't be beautiful but mystifies you.
Their eyes are still on you. Your chest constricts, mind telling you that you mustn't move, too terrified of making the wrong one. Even breathing is suspect as the eyes drag back up to your face, demanding you look to them.
You don't.
The soft conversation in the room isn't enough to steady your nerves, and to your immense relief the prince notices. He leans away from you, towards the man that owns the smoking den, muttering something in his ear that gets him to stand. You don't miss the bag of coin Ahk slips him, either. Though the man's eyes do fall to you for a moment he doesn't linger, calling the rest of those gathered to leave the tent.
When the last person steps out your shoulders instantly release their tension, your breathing once more returning to you.
"Better?" He asks you.
You nod. He's had his arm around the back of your seat the entire time, but without outside stimulus, it's now all you can feel. His skin is always warm, always soft, but you never give into it first. He has to initiate it. So as much as you want to lean into him and rest your head against him, you don't.
"Have you ever smoked?" He asks, reaching forward to put the glass contraption back in his lap.
"No," you say. "What is it?"
"It's... a mix of things. Won't do much but calm you down," he assures you, and though you know that's probably not the whole truth, you allow him to hand it to you anyway.
It's a little heavy––the weight is unbalanced, but Ahk helps balance it in your lap, instructing you with his hands in how to use it. When you take in the smoke––or is it vapor?––it slides hot down your throat, drying you out and swelling in your lungs. A long sigh allows the smoke to leave you, plumes of it coming from your lips and drifting up into the low ceiling. You don't cough but you do need water.
"See?" He says. "That was a very smooth draw. I'm impressed."
You blush a bright red at the compliment, visible even in the dim of the room, and he doesn't even give you the courtesy of hiding his reaction. He chuckles softly, leans over and presses a kiss to your temple before taking in more smoke.
Two more draws and you're feeling it heavy on your skull. There's pressure around your chest, like you're being squeezed, but it's a pleasant sensation. A bit like being hugged. Everything else is just warm––dry on your tongue, hot on your cheeks and down between your thighs. You shift in your seat, hoping to relieve some of the pressure without giving anything away. How inappropriately your body reacts to something simple in the presence of the Prince.
"You're very quiet company," he notes softly, and you can feel his eyes on the top of your head. Slowly you turn, meeting his almost concerned gaze. "Do you ever have anything on your mind? You can speak freely around me."
Now he has to ask you what you're thinking about? Now of all times? Couldn't have done it when the two of you were staring at the stars, or when he took you by the riverside––it has to be now, when all you can think about is the places on you he hasn't touched, places that burn with desperation to be touched for once, away from the hunger affection's absence has given you.
Now.
"My mind is... a little... not alive right now," you say in slow, enunciated words that shake on your lips.
"Ah, yes," he says as though he understands, and considering how familiar he was with smoking, you're sure he does. But he lets out a soft sigh as he speaks, leaning into you as you press your back against a wall of cushions, allowing him to rest his head upon your chest. "I understand perfectly well. Blue lotus can do that. Mmm..."
He drifts off, words falling flat as he moves against you. Not once does he stop––just keeps shifting till he's wedged gently between your legs, lips on your collar. It isn't quite fear that courses through you, though it is familiar in a way that should be frightening. Just the touch is familiar, and with each grace you can feel echoes in your mind of other times you were touched in such ways. Times where you didn't have a choice. His fingers run down your back, and now he feels the marks of whips.
He's felt them before. When he feels them again, his kisses are softer, sweeter on your skin than anyone before ever cared to do. Your heart beats out of its' chest but you know you can make him stop. You find you don't especially want to––that heat between your legs couples nicely with the feel of his hips on yours, pushing and grinding against you until a moan falls unwillingly from your mouth.
Too good––your body shakes at simple stimulation, too sensitive just from his hand climbing lower against your waist. You breathe in sharply each time his fingertips brush your skin. It's then that he rests his palm on your knee, climbing upwards on the skin of your thighs. You know he can feel your nerves––it practically burns you, but he chuckles, rumbles warm against your chest as he just climbs higher. The tip of his thumb reaches your heat and you jump, shocked at the sudden gentle touch.
"Breathe, my love," he murmurs right in your ear, low and sweet and oh so assuring. "Breathe."
Your eyes flutter shut, darkness encompassing you as his touch turns cold.
"(Y/N)? Breathe, please," he pants out, hands unable to choose which part of you to hold; your face, your hands, your waist. You open your eyes and the stars are above you, muted by a bright streetlight.
"Ahk?" You mumble, half-slurred in your half-conscious state. There’s a piercing freeze around you.
"There you are," he says, relief staining his eyes with tears when he pulls you into a tight hug, practically ripping you away from the cold ground and into his touch. You melt into him––of course you do.
"Shit, I'm sorry man," says a strange voice, rough and soft-spoken. You turn away from Ahk, finding the smoking man above you, his cigarette put out on the ground a few feet away. "Didn't know you had asthma. You should probably get that checked out, could'a died without an inhaler."
"Why.. didn't I, then?" You ask quietly, still unable to fully keep your balance.
"I had an inhaler," another voice says. Over Ahk's shoulder there's yet another stranger, but this one has a mask. "Don't worry about the germs, I disinfected it before we used it," he assures you.
"Thank you," you mutter.
You sway even in your seated position, counting on Ahk to catch you, which he does. Your head lolls onto his shoulder as he moves to his feet. Before leaving he thanks both strangers––even the one who caused it, since he's nice––and keeps you close as the two of you head back to the museum.
"You didn't tell me you have asthma," Ahk says, one arm still set protectively around you.
"I don't," you answer hoarsely.
"Oh. Then what do you think caused it?"
"Maybe it's the scent," you say, as nothing rings clearer in your mind than the scent of burning blue lotus.
"Makes sense. The man––he told me he was smoking blue lotus. Have you ever been around that before?"
There’s your trigger right there, then.
"... no," you say. It's technically true; you, as yourself, in this body, have never been around it.
"I'll make sure to keep it away from you, now that we know. Alright?"
"Yeah, um.. yes. Thank you," you mumble, leaning into him with eyes that can't seem to stay open.
"Of course, my love."
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Ocean Eyes - Part 1
Summary: Your past with Chris catches up with you.
A/N: Can’t say more than that or it gives stuff away! 😂 Taglist is open, if 
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After a long day working at the local coffee shop the last thing i wanted to do was go to a club! But it was Sadie's leaving party so i had to make an appearance or id never hear the end of it.
It had actually been a really fun night, my first night out in what felt like years and after a few drinks i let myself enjoy it. I even had a couple of guys offer to buy me a drink! Just after midnight i caught a taxi home and left the younger girls to carry on with their partying..... how they did it i don't know! Most of them had had far too much to drink already and no intention of stopping any time soon. God i miss the days where i could do that!
When i finally got home i dropped my bag and my jacket next to the front door, went to the kitchen to grab a bottle of water and headed up to bed. I managed to throw on an oversized t-shirt before crashing face first into bed, the make up removal would have to wait til the morning i was too exhausted to care.
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I woke up to my cell phone blaring loudly in my ear, i patted around for it keeping my eyes closed already feeling the hangover! I mumbled a 'hello' then heard the soft chuckle of my mom.
"Had a good night did you?"
"Mmm it was okay, i'm so not used to drinking anymore Ma. How do people do this every weekend?" I moaned as i slowly opened one eye then the other.
"I remember when you'd be out every weekend, you even ended up in Vegas that one weekend...."
"I remember believe me!" I said as i finally sat up grabbing the bottle of water from the bedside cabinet draining half of it.
"I was just wondering what time you were coming over?.... you said 10am but its almost lunch time"
"What??!! are you serious?.... shit. Okay let me go get a cup of coffee and take a quick shower and i'll be there"
"Okay sweetheart, no rush"
"Everything's okay?"
"Yeah yeah all good. I'll see you soon"
"Okay, bye mom".
I had just finished my coffee and was heading upstairs for a shower when the doorbell rang. I was going to ignore it but then whoever it was started knocking.
"Jesus.... give me a second" i muttered marching to the front door, i opened the door just a crack hiding behind the door due to my lack of pants! When i looked through the gap i gasped.... the last person i ever expected to see was stood on my doorstep.
"Chris...."
"Hey" he smiled nervously "sorry for just showing up like this but i didn't have your number. I tried calling the one i had for you but it was out of service"
"Yeah i had to change it a few years back..... wh...what are you doing here Chris?"
"Can we talk inside?.... i don't really wanna do this through a crack in your door" he laughed a little but it was more of a nervous laugh.
"Erm, sure can you give me a couple minutes to go put some pants on?... i was just about to get in the shower"
"Sure"
I nodded and closed the door before quickly rushing upstairs and grabbing my jean shorts from the chair where i had discarded them yesterday. I was just about to leave my room when i passed the mirror and caught a glimpse of my reflection "fuck!" I quickly grabbed a makeup remover wipe and cleaned my face of smudged mascara and run a brush through my hair.... it was no good,  the hair could not be saved! I quickly tied it up in a messy bun not minding the loose bits that fell out, it would have to do!
The living room was a mess so i closed the door leaving just the kitchen visible. Then i rushed over to let Chris in before he thought id run off and forgotten about him. He followed me through to the kitchen and took a seat at the table while i made us both a coffee.
"How you been? Its been a while since ive seen you" he asked softly.
"I guess it has been.... erm i'm good" i shrugged casually keeping my attention on the mugs as i made the coffee.
"Im glad. Seemed like you disappeared off the face of the planet, you just left. No one heard from you...."
"It was for the best, fresh start and all that"
"Im sorry for how we... how i left things"
I shrugged shaking my head
"you really don't have to apologise Chris, you made a choice...."
"A stupid choice..... i was young and very stupid...."
"Whats done is done, theres no point rehashing it... its been almost 7 years i'm over it" i scoffed picking up the mugs and joining him at the table.
"You are?"
"Of course!"
"Thats great" he nodded avoiding eye contact.
"Okay so spill it.... i don't mean to sound rude but i've got somewhere i need to be soon and i'm already running late....."
"Still cant handle your drink huh?" He finally looked at me smirking.
"Apparently not.... how'd you know?"
"Ive seen you hungover enough to know the signs, the hair and the face full of smudged makeup...."
"you saw that huh?"
"Yeah" he chuckled looking me over.
"So....."
"Right... i um....i need you to sign this" He said reaching inside his jacket and pulling out some papers.
"Sign what?..... what could you possibly need me to sign?" I asked, my eyebrows furrowing in confusion as he pushed the papers across the table to me. I leaned forward to get a better look and the first thing my eyes landed on... "Petition For Divorce".
I felt my heart start to race as i looked up at Chris..... "what is this? I signed these 7 years ago Chris!"
"I know. I never filed them"
"What?! you mean we're still married?!"
"Yeah"
"Why? You told me you'd take care of it all...."
"And i was gonna, but i couldn't bring myself to do it"
"Jesus christ Chris!"
"Im sorry Y/N" he started to say but I shook my head as i got up to get a pen, when i sat back down and signed them without hesitation Chris made this noise, like i had offended him by signing the divorce papers without an argument.
"What?"
"Nothing, its just you signed them pretty quickly...."
"Chris, i signed these 7 years ago when i loved you.. why wouldn't i sign them again? There's no reason not to..... what we had has been over for years"
"I just thought maybe somewhere down the line we'd work things out"
"I didn't. Any thoughts of us working out ended when you broke up with me because your career was taking off and you liked the attention from all the girls"
"I was an idiot i know, i was just a kid...."
"Bullshit! If you were old enough to get married....you were old enough to know what you were doing".
He looked down shaking his head again, he actually looked ashamed of how he had acted. Maybe he had grown up.
My phone started ringing and i saw my mom's name flashing on the front.
"Hey mom..... oh god, yeah okay.... i'll be there in like 15 minutes i promise" i hung up after saying goodbye to her.
"Im sorry, but i've got to go. You got what you wanted" i shrugged pointing at the papers on the table, he folded them neatly and tucked them back inside his jacket.
"Thank you"
"Can i ask you something?"
"Anything"
"Why now? You didn't bother for 7 years"
"Ive been seeing someone..... its getting kinda serious now...."
"Right, i get it. Your ready for a new wife...." i shook my head suddenly feeling very sad about my past life with Chris "i didn't even get the chance to be your wife.... not really. That ain't worth shit" i pointed towards his jacket where i knew the papers were.
"Its not like that Y/N i swear, i just.... i want the option to be there if the time comes"
"Well i hope it works out better for you this time. Look i have to go......"
"Right okay, sorry. I'll get out of your way" he got up quickly and followed me through the kitchen and to the front door.
"It was good to see you, make sure you file those this time" i said as he walked towards his car.
"You got it, it was great seeing you too" he smiled before getting in his car and driving off.
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"Hey Ma!" I called walking into my mom's house.
"Your late" she called from the sofa, i made my way to her and dropped down next to her.
"I know im sorry, you'll never guess who just turned up at my house??!"
"Who?"
"He who shall not be named!" I said quietly, my mom's eyes widened as she gasped "you mean...."
"Yep!" I nodded "turns out we've been married the last 7 years! He never filed.... he came by to ask me to sign them again"
"That boy has some nerve showing up here...."
"Yep"
"Did you sign them?"
"Of course i did"
"Just like that?"
"Yeah, just like that" i shrugged "like i told him, i already thought it was done and over with, i haven't seen him in 7 years.... why wouldn't i sign them"
"Sweetheart....." my mom started to say something but was interrupted by the excited yell of 'MOM!" right before a small body crashed into mine.
"Hey buddy" i laughed hugging my baby close "have you been behaving for nana?"
"Yep, i'm always good" he rolled his eyes before wrapping his arms around me "i missed you mom"
"I saw you yesterday baby" i chuckled running my hand through his brown hair before kissing the top of his head.
"I still missed you"
"Awww ain't you cute! I missed you too".
"Hey! I thought you liked staying with me? We had so much fun" my mom said trying to act offended but smiled when Mason started laughing.
"We had fun Nana, but i missed my mom" he looked up at me with his big blue eyes and i felt my heart swell with love for my baby boy.... well he wasn't a baby anymore, it was hard to believe he'd be turning 6 in a few days.... how time flies.
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Flower Child: Chapter 15 (Daze)
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3:32 AM:
If fault was to be placed, assigned, consecrated, and ordained, then Blue Diamond supposed it was her own fault in the end.
This was nothing new.
How could it possibly be when it was everything familiar? 
It was a cycle studiously recapitulated, and it was a tango long danced, and it was a litany of the damned carved deep into the facets of her memories, buried there and intimately known only to the ghostly choir of her own head.
It all circles back to me, does it not? She had asked on a balcony full of light. She had very nearly collapsed. I’m sorry, Yellow.
For being like this.
For being me.
When Blue pulled her nightgown on that evening and stared at her sleeping pill for a few seconds less than her usual disdain for it entailed, she supposed that she should have estimated right then and there that hope was not enough to save her from the night, and that hope was an imperfect solution, and that while grief was one dangerous entity, hope was still another.
At least she knew grief, the very dimensions of it and what it took from her—piece by piece over so many days, months, and years. 
She couldn’t say the same about hope, the emotion having eluded her for so long.
If grief was wasting, then hope was generous. It gave and it gave, and it swelled like a tentative blossom in her chest, rising up from a ribcaged ground against all the odds of a cruel, forbidding world.
It gave her a false sense of security.
It gave her the strength to swallow one sleeping pill more.
And so, when the dreams came that night, seething over Blue like a restless tide, she hadn’t expected to be taken so far away from the shore, dragged beneath the undertow, and churned and churned and churned.  
She sat on the edge of the hospital bed, leaning over the pale form of Steven Universe who smiled up at her with all of his teeth. Even in the feathery edges of a dream, his dark, brown eyes seemed to be lit from within, candles behind tinted lantern glass, flickering gently.
Sunlight drifted in from the nearest window, falling like a thin, golden blanket across them both.
She dreamed that she was kind, that she reached up and brushed a stray curl from his clammy forehead as various machines hummed all around them. The oxygen cannulas weaving around his ears and into his button nose hissed pneumatically. Wires indicated his aliveness, his hereness and his thereness, in steady, rhythmic beeps.
“Hello, sweet boy,” she murmured, the beginnings of a tentative smile lifting her parenthetically enclosed lips. It was becoming a little easier every time now—to smile and to mean it, to smile and to do so without reflexive condemnation.
“You looked away from me, Mom,” the child beneath her whispered, her skin cool beneath Blue’s long-fingered touch. “Why?”
Pink Diamond had taken Steven’s place in the bed, brown eyes dull and feverish, her accusation and her question alike caked on her cracked lips. Blood dribbled warningly down her mouth in a thin line.
“Pink!” The name was stolen from her, violently wrenched. She was just a little girl, and they still killed her anyway.“I—“
“Excuses,” Yellow Diamond scoffed in that singularly imperial way of hers.
Pink was gone—she was always gone—and her wife remained, her sharp facial features arranged in a knowing sneer. If Steven Universe’s eyes glowed like candlelight, then the businesswoman’s amber eyes seemed to burn with all the ferocity of a dying sun. It was a wonder that she didn’t simply implode on herself with all of that anger, shatter from the inside out and crumple to thousands of unrecoverable pieces.
“That’s all you have these days, Blue. Excuses, excuses.” Each word was a cruel crack of the whip driven into her skin with relish. How they loved to rake the nails of their words across each other’s faces these days; how good it felt to take some of the pain out on themselves and each other and the whole, damn, godawful world. “Why? Why now?”
Blue’s tongue fumbled for an answer, but it was hard, nigh impossible to think over the insistent shrilling of the disconnect tone of a long interrupted call. How long had she sat in that waiting room after Yellow had hung up?
Five minutes?
Maybe ten before the woman named Amethyst plodded over? 
Seconds were eternities these days; they felt like years upon years upon bitter, aching years.
“Defend yourself,” Yellow demanded.
“You’ll never let me grow up, will you?” 
“So, please , Blue Diamond… please don’t look away,” Steven Universe whispered.
He begged.
Blue Diamond did not wake with a start.
Nor did she wake with a scream.
She woke because a doorbell pealed through the silence of the penthouse suite, its sliding tones slipping beneath the darkness and into Blue Diamond’s half-empty bed, pressing an insistent hand against the wrenched open ‘o’ of her mouth.
It was a gruesomely familiar sound, heard so many times in so many different iterations of the same echo which seized across the twilight zone of her memories.
2:38AM.
That was when a police officer came to their front door and shattered the portrait of the Diamonds’ picturesque lives.
He’d rung the doorbell ever so politely.
He told them that their daughter was dead.
Pale eyes wide in collecting, growing, abscessing horror, Blue Diamond slowly turned her head to the left where she could just make out the change of one minute to the next on the alarm clock as the bell continued to chime, its music walking briskly down the hallway, its urgency knocking insistently at her bedroom door. 
3:36AM.
She waited for Yellow Diamond to burst through the threshold in a mass of panicked limbs and bedstruck hair, alarm in her golden eyes, the collar of her silky pajama shirt rising against her neck, but no such reassuring image erupted in the darkness.
The knight didn’t clamber through the trapdoor.
Her wife didn’t come.
It was an untenable oxymoron to Blue.
A contradiction.
An impossibility.
Because Yellow always showed up.
Perhaps she never arrived as quietly and as kindly as Blue would have preferred. Goodness knew that she was loud. Heavens knew she was harsh. The entire world called her abrasive and was almost entirely correct to do so. She wielded the sharpness of her persona like storied warriors had once done their gleaming swords.
But even so, and all the same, Yellow Diamond, for all of her faults, was there—constant, unwavering, stoic, and steady. She was never more than a step across the hallway, the door to her study never completely closed. 
She hadn’t come home before Blue had gone to bed, though.
She’d texted.
Brusquely.
And indicated that her meeting would hold her up.
“Don’t stay up. I’ll be home shortly afterwards.”
The doorbell chimed again, loud and ugly.
Ruinous.
8:13AM:
Stunned silence followed the nephrologist’s proclamation as morning light leaned in from the window, eager and insistent, yellow fingertips braced on the sill, as though it was straining to hear the news, too. They crowded around Steven’s bed—Garnet, Amethyst, and Greg—and stared at Priyanka Maheswaran with open disbelief, the emotion naked across their wide eyes and half-opened mouths. Greg’s fingers gently gripped his son’s shoulder.
Softly.
With all the delicacy that his condition required.
Kidneys.
His son was getting—
“No fuckin’ way, Doc!” 
Amethyst’s exclamation shattered the vacuum that the extraordinary words had made, and it was with a smile that transformed her entire physiognomy—so harsh and often weary—that Priyanka Maheswaran succinctly replied, “Yes, Amethyst. Yes fucking way.”
It was the most visible marker of how exultant she was that the usually prim doctor swore aloud in front of Steven.
And it was the most audible sign of how overwhelmed Pearl was that she, on speaker phone, didn’t bother to even scold the doctor, her affected gasp nearly unheard over the resulting din. For, in the blurred rush of seconds that followed, there was only incomprehensible noise and laughter and celebratory yelling as Garnet picked Amethyst up and spun her around through the light filled air. And there was an excited tangle of voices on the other end of the line as Peridot and Lapis were handed the news, too, the thin pillars of Pearl’s voice shaking at their foundations. The girls screamed, and they shouted, and they dissolved in paroxysms of disbelief, while a cat somewhere in the midst of them happily meowed. And there was a hoarse sob, thick and unrestrained, as Greg’s shoulders shook with a relief that felt so much like agony that he could barely stand to stand upright. His knees buckled as though were about to give way beneath his feet, the ground shuddering almighty and, strangely enough, not all. 
“You mean it, Dr. M?” Steven’s throttled voice entered the fray. His heart monitor had sped up somewhere in the middle of all the commotion, betraying his emotions before his sunken face ever could.
Because, as Greg glanced down, hardly able to comprehend what he was seeing through his tears, he could at very least ascertain that the fourteen-year old’s face was partially closed off, furrowed brow questioning as he peered up at Dr. Maheswaran from darkly grooved eyes. 
This year had taken so much out of him.
He couldn’t afford another loss.
None of them could withstand so much as a singular blow more.
“I’m…” Steven grappled with the words as though each one was new on his tongue, heavy and awkward, a little clumsy between the teeth. Greg, wiping at his snotting face with one hand, brought the other downwards from his son’s gowned shoulder and onto his wrist, touching it lightly, careful of all the slithering tubes. “I’m getting kidneys?”
Complete silence then—sudden—expectant and almost fearful.
Garnet set Amethyst down.
Static crackled on the line as Pearl and Lapis and Peridot all held their baited breaths.
And then, Priyanka Maheswaran did something very un-Priyanka Maheswaran-like, and Priyanka Maheswaran had just dropped the f-bomb in a room with a fourteen-year old for God’s sake. 
With a movement as slow as it was gentle, as tentative as it was quiet, the careworn doctor sat down on the edge of Steven’s bed and placed one of her lined hands on his blanketed leg. It was a mother’s touch—Greg could tell from the way that the pads of her fingers were arced ever so lightly on top of the wool, as though she was cupping the boy, holding him, and not simply touching. All the accumulated furrows in her face seemed to breathe with a kind of easiness that seemed contrarian to the woman’s unbending nature.
Paradoxical.
Dichotomous even.
But not wrong.
No.
Tenderness very much became Priyanka Maheswaran.
“In roughly half an hour, I’m getting in a helicopter that’s going to take me across the city to Empire Gen,” she began, “to an operating room where I’ll stand for a couple of hours waiting for Dr. Keating to say that it’s time. And there they’ll be, Steven.”
Her dark eyes widened.
A smile crept, all clandestine, onto her lips. 
“Your kidneys, ready to come home.”
She squeezed his knee then and held on to it—held on to him, anchoring him, or perhaps even herself, and maybe both of them together.
And in the space following this gesture, there was a pause, a slip of a second of a beat, before Steven finally let out the shuddered breath that they had all been holding.
The skepticism melted from his face, making way for acceptance, and on the heels of acceptance, relief.
“Took them long enough,” he grinned weakly.
It was the kind of joke that wasn’t funny, but, at the same time, very much was.
In that hospital room, filled to the point of excess with light and noise, they all laughed so hard, it was a wonder that they weren’t crying.
9:29AM:
For the first time in months, there was music in the kitchen.
There was dancing, and there was laughter, and there was joy.
Oh, God, there was joy.
So much of it.
Simply overflowing. 
Lapis turned the radio on and knobbed the volume up as loud as it would go, and Peridot, cradling a bemused Cat Steven in her arms, swayed breeze-like to the folksy, jangling beat. And the kitchen smelled like bacon and eggs and the warm doughiness of freshly made waffles. And this and this and this. And sunlight glanced in through the open windows, wreathing them all in crowns made of rosy gold and capes of salt-weathered wind. And the waves jubilantly whispered the news against the shore. And the susurrus swelled to a crescendo just as the song on the radio proclaimed its triumphant chorus: love, love, love, precious love.
And this and this and this. 
And though Pearl tried to attend to the oranges that needed squeezing for the juice they would eventually drink, and though she attempted to slice a few strawberries to garnish their waffles, Lapis only shook her electric blue head and pulled the slight woman into the center of the wooden floor to dance, their fingers tangling with the sounds of their laughter and shitty singing, with the unfettered sounds of celebration and euphoria and bliss.
And this and this and this.
Because Steven was getting kidneys today.
He was going to live.
And Pearl had no choice but to be swept up with the commotion of it, for the kitchen and the beach house and all the people and animals within its boundaries were simply kinetic with it—the emotion, the feeling, the loveliness, and the respite.
She tried to care about breakfast, but Lapis’s freckled nose, scrunched up in one long, continuous laugh, distracted her.
As the song’s bridge played, they twirled on the oaken slats of the floor as Lion wove between their legs—in and out—trying to catch the rhythm of their bare, tangoing feet.
And Pearl tried to come back down to Earth, thinking through the financial logistics of the surgery that they would still have to contend with after the fact or maybe even before. Finding the kidneys was only one variable in the equation; affording them was the hefty other. And what of Steven’s hospital stay? And all the medicines he would have to take after the completion of the surgery? When would all these bills pile up with the rest? When would the numbers climb so high that her painfully organized ledger could scarcely hope to scale them?
But these worries, always so pressing in the organized corners of her minds, slipped between the folds of her thoughts as though they were but loose grains of sand as Peridot—Peridot!—barreled in to her near the conclusion of the song. Cat Steven fell lightly to the ground, and the engineer braced her slender arms around Pearl’s midsection, fingers curling into the fabric of her shirt. Physical intimacies had never come easily to the reticent twenty-one year old, and so, for this to be the expression of her own relief, for a hug to be how she communicated it to Pearl, was something extraordinary indeed.
Pearl staggered beneath the sudden weight but somehow remained upright, instinctively wrapping her arms around the girl, too.
And they both stood there for what seemed like an eternity compressed into a handful of seconds—fleeting and simply infinite.
The last notes of the song fell through the sun stricken air, and the jockey began to cycle through the daily news. It was seventy-eight degrees outside, sunny without a chance of rain, the wind crisp and cool. Traffic on I-65 leading into Jersey was pretty slow, so drivers might want to consider an alternate route.
It was going to be a beautiful day.
“This is really happening, huh?” Peridot asked, the question muffled against Pearl’s pajama top. A shock of wild, blonde hair brushed the edge of her chin.
“Pinch me,” Pearl only replied, her throat thick with emotion. “I half-think I’m dreaming.”
“Don’t wake up,” Lapis advised dryly as she moved back over to the counter, plucking a piece of bacon from a plate and snapping down hard on it.
“No…” And she smiled then, very softly, the gesture quiet but somehow, simultaneously loud. “I don’t think I will.”
The radio jockey said something then that Pearl tried to care about. Famed Diamond Electric CEO Yellow Diamond had been in a car wreck last night in Empire City. No one was seriously injured, but—
And that was all she deigned to hear before she kissed Peridot lightly atop of the head and extracted herself from the embrace.
“Lapis,” she laughed fondly, “you’re going to eat all the bacon.”
“Oh, like you eat it anyway.”
10:01AM:
Her name was Laura Norwood, and she had been twenty-eight years old—a young woman in the prime of her life. Someone’s daughter. Someone’s fiancée. Someone’s sister. Someone’s very best friend. A drunk driver pulled out in front of her tiny Impala at a red light, and that was that, the damage irrevocably dealt and done.
Five seconds was the difference between Laura Norwood being someone and becoming an empty shell, her head all bandaged up, a ventilator breathing for her because she no longer could. Five seconds was scarcely longer than the blink of an eye, and yet, it was enough to the eradicate everything this girl had been and anything she might have ever hoped to be. 
She had a pale scar on her upper lip.
There was a tattoo of the phases of the moon trailing down the fair skin of her upper right arm.
A strand of curly auburn hair escaped the confines of the gauze wrapped around her head wound.
It was always these little things that struck Priyanka Maheswaran so fiercely, piercing her through like a nail hammered in at just the right angle.
Apart from being Steven Universe’s savior, she had been her own person first.
For twenty-eight years and never again.
In the spacious OR at Empire Gen, Priyanka stood in line with the rest of the surgeons who would receive the last gift Laura would ever offer to the world: her organs. The theater was quiet, studiously solemn, as Dr. Alan Keating, the transplant attending, made the first incision, his hand steady as he dragged the scalpel down in a fluid motion that spoke to so many years of having done this dance of vicious contradictions. He had a bushy brow that collected like fuzzy caterpillars above his eyes. Crow’s feet pecked the leathery skin just beneath his wire-rimmed glasses.
“Some of you don’t know the drill,” he said, the bluntness of his words somewhat muffled behind his mask, “but whenever I do this procedure, I have to have a little pick me up, somethin’ to keep me going, somethin’ to remind me why I’m toeing the lines of the Hippocratic Oath that prevents all of us in here from doing any harm.”
Priyanka knew what was coming, and yet, she briefly closed her eyes against it anyway, nausea and aching relief commingling in the pit of her stomach. When she opened them again, she looked at Laura Norwood’s hand, stretched out at a perpendicular angle, and saw that her nails were painted a bright sunshine yellow.
“Startin’ from the left, tell me what organ you’re picking up and who it’s going to.”
Dr. Keating pointed his scalpel at the first person in line, a nervous-looking resident in maroon scrubs. They nearly dropped the cooler they were holding beneath the spotlight of the surgeon’s stare.
“H-heart,” they stuttered, but there was a certain conviction in their voice that spoke volumes. “Masumi Hashimoto. Forty-two years old. She and her husband want to travel the world after she recovers. First stop’s Paris.”
“Good,” Keating nodded gruffly as his fellow passed him an instrument. “Excellent. Next?”
And down the line they went.
“Lungs. Leo Russell. Nineteen and three quarters. He’s the captain of his uni’s debate team.”
“Liver, sir. Jane Myrick. Sixty-three years old. She wants to spend more time with her grandkids... there’s so much more she has to give them.”
“Pancreas. Kitty Coleman. Thirty-one. She and her partner are hoping to rescue a puppy soon.”
And on and on. 
Because Laura Norwood’s parents and fiancé had both agreed that she would have wanted to give everything, even if it meant that there was barely nothing of her left. 
When Keating’s gray eyes finally lit upon Priyanka, there was a silent understanding that passed in the clinically clean space between them.
Because they’d both been here together, dozens of times—what felt like hundreds—locking gazes over death in order to save just one life more.
“Steven Universe,” she said, her voice low, thick with sudden emotion. She conjured his beaten face in the theater of her mind’s eye. The echoes of all the hands and arms that had embraced her in his hospital room earlier that morning pressed against her skin with a softness that the nephrologist scarcely allowed herself to know. “Fourteen-years old. He’s going to get to grow up, Alan.”
It was a quick gesture, fleeting, but Keating smiled beneath his mask, the wrinkles around his eyes creasing.
“Those stories are always my favorites.”
10:10AM:
If consciousness was a black sea—sloshing, vicious, endless, primordial—then Blue Diamond’s soft voice was the lighthouse that called Yellow Diamond’s vessel safe to shore. She heard the faint strains of it from somewhere within the darkness, and she crawled towards it, simply stumbled, like a child just gaining its feet, all clumsiness. She craved its gentleness. God, how she wanted to be enveloped in its silken embrace. How she wanted to come home.
(Because home was not a place to the consummate businesswoman. It was not a multimillion dollar penthouse suite, nor a study, nor a master bedroom in which she never slept. It was a person. It always had been—Blue and Blue and Blue.)
“She was... inebriated?” 
The incredulousness in her wife’s hushed tone was so pronounced, that it was almost, if not entirely, offensive. 
“Heavily, Mrs. Diamond,” returned a wry voice that Yellow didn’t recognize. “I doubt she’ll remember even being in the ER when she wakes up, which is a shame. She was absolutely engaging.”
“Insomuch as?”
“She threatened to sue anyone who so much as touched her as we tried to assess her injuries.”
“Ah…” A rustle of heavy fabric and then a sigh, soft and exasperated. “Charming.”
When Yellow Diamond finally wrenched her eyes open, she struggled at first to gather a cohesive impression of her current situation.
Her entire body ached all over, stiff with the sort of heavy soreness she vaguely associated with her college running days, when she’d wake up riddled with cramps after doing ten miles the previous day. If she thought about it, though, really focused, most of the irritation was isolated to her left arm and her head... 
Granted, if she had to guess, the latter symptom had more to do with the copious amounts of alcohol she had imbibed the night before as opposed to anything else. 
(Another recalled relic from her university days—what it felt like to have a goddamn hangover.)
Apparently lying flat on her back, wherever the hell she was—though she was already beginning to construct a solid theory—Yellow’s heavily-lidded gaze found an unfamiliar white ceiling, upon which she pieced together scattered memories of the night before. Her temples ached dully. There was a heaviness like concrete settled in the dry oasis of her mouth. 
They’d been on their way home at who knew what time… it was amazing she had possessed enough of her faculties to be capable of calling her valet to begin with… traffic must have been bad because she kept yelling at the poor woman to drive faster… and then, there was a metallic screeching sound… a simultaneous jolt… a collision… someone had rear ended them… glass shattered with a piercing kind of finality… smoke poured into the entrails of the car, smothering the leather, her clothes, her hacking mouth… Yellow hadn’t been wearing a seatbelt… her entire body had slammed forward with the momentum… and then there was darkness, rushing… the sound of sirens clambering through the night… a jumble of confused noises… people in white coats trying to demand her attention… the coppery scent of blood in the air…
With a wince that wasn’t entirely voluntary, and a conviction that was wholly sure, she concluded that she was absolutely in a hospital.
The question now was the state of her own body.
What was the damage?
How fucked up was she?
Careful not to move her head, she glanced downwards and saw that her left arm was propped on top of a pillow and wrapped tightly in a stiff, dark brace. It comforted her, at the very least, to see that it was not a cast. A cast would have implied brokenness; a brace opened up the possibility that she had been lucky, that she may have escaped nearly intact.
A quick surveillance to her left proffered the view of a wide, glass window with the blinds pulled down. Pinpricks of daylight seeped through the slats, making horizontal rows on the darkened floor. 
“She was lucky, Mrs. Diamond.”
Yellow briefly smirked to herself.
Damn right she was.
“As far as we can tell, she only has a hairline fracture in her left wrist and a few small abrasions on her face and neck where glass shrapnels hit her,” the woman she surmised to be her doctor explained. “However, I want to keep her another night for observation, just to ensure that she doesn’t have a concussion we didn’t catch during triage.”
A pause as her wife mulled over the words in that thorough manner of hers, grazing them slowly in the silence.
“That makes sense,” she finally returned. “Thank you, Dr. Reed.”
“Mm, of course.”
The voices waltzed together on Yellow’s far right, the one direction that had escaped her otherwise thorough assessment of her surroundings. Though, perhaps escaped was not the correct word. Escaped was too coincidental; it eliminated the possibility of foresight; it implied a scarcity of intent. And Yellow Diamond, consummate to the last, was not the type of woman who ever committed an action without purpose, who made a movement that did not have an objective neatly attached.
For she was a tactician in her bones, all utilitarian ideology.
Everything had a place stiffly governed by reason.
Every movement was a cosmological chess piece in the game she so adamantly played against the cruel machinations of an unthinking world.
She hadn’t looked to her right because she hadn’t wanted to.
Because she couldn’t bear to face her wife.
Couldn’t stand to comprehend the emotions in her tall, oval face—whatever they happened to be.
The fear.
The shame.
The silent disappointment.
And maybe, worst of all, the love which had long been absent from her grief-torn physiognomy—that Yellow Diamond had craved—desperately—at the very same time that she had grown to fear it in its deficiency.
It was ridiculous—goddamn absurd—but if Blue Diamond still loved her, and it was written all over the softly curving lines in her face, then Yellow didn’t know what she would do.
She supposed she would say it back.
And she would mean it.
Absolutely.
Entirely.
Or, maybe, just maybe, four years of anger and bitterness and sadness and grief and horror and painstaking care and long, sleepless nights and how many missed meetings and hundreds of trips to the cemetery and hundreds of trips to the doctor’s office and fear and loneliness and frustration would rise up the column of her throat and erupt.
Maybe, just maybe, she would simply explode, and the both of them would burn where they laid and stood.
Turning to ash and dust together at last.
All their history consigned to smoke.
So, even now, as Yellow made a motion to slightly tilt her head in that direction, she only allowed herself to ascertain their elongated shadows on the floor, where they stood in the rectangle of light thrown into the room from the hallway. She saw the hem of Blue Diamond’s dress pooling at her feet, and comprehended the metallic supports of her cane sucking the cold, hard ground.
But didn’t dare to glance up.
Because she was afraid that her wife still loved her, and she was terrified that she would say something fucked up to ruin it all over again.
Because that alone was what these four years had so deeply instilled in her, the pedagogy now as habitual as the cup of black coffee she drank every evening.
Insomuch that they still loved each other, they had hurt each other just as much and maybe even more intensely so.
“Do you think she will sleep for a little longer still?” Blue asked, her voice hushed. Yellow Diamond abruptly closed her eyes as she felt the pair’s gazes drawn towards her again, as though suddenly magnetized.
“Possibly,” Dr. Reed replied, her scratchy voice edged with amusement. “We gave her a hefty dosage of sedative.”
“For her sake?” The question was dry, resigned. “Or your own?”
“Excellent question, ma’am.”
In the darkness, Yellow’s brow twitched irritably. 
The nerve of this woman.
“In that case then… I think I may go home for awhile—rest… she won’t miss me.”
She said it so casually—and so lightly—that the businesswoman knew that the doctor wouldn’t suspect a thing, but Yellow knew. Or, at the very least, she could hazard a well-educated guess, that Blue believed in the verisimilitude of her statement. Words were always so carefully collected on the palate of her tongue, always loaded with fullness of intent.
It was funny, Yellow supposed.
Downright hilarious.
How belief, then, could be so condemning.
“We’ll keep an eye on her,” Dr. Reed said reassuringly, “and call you if there’s anything urgent.”
“Please do, and thank you. Sincerely…”
“Of course, of course…”
Yellow Diamond heard but did not watch as one pair of footsteps died away and another pair drew closer, the perpetrator’s soft soles shuffling almost imperceptibly against a tiled floor. The clinking and the clanking of an accompanying cane was just a little louder.
It felt as though her heart was about to violate her throat, pulsing so loudly, the sound and the sensation slippery and wet and hot.
Surely, she thought—she dreaded, she half-hoped—Blue Diamond could hear it, too.
Yellow didn’t dare unclose her eyes, though, this shell of a ruse her last defense against a vulnerability she was not yet prepared to confront. She was weak. She was a coward. God, she was so many other foolish things besides. Somewhere, in the hallway just outside the door, the humdrum and quiet cacophony of a hospital swarmed around the two of them like the droning of hazed bees. Somewhere, in the vast, stretching darkness, Blue Diamond stood above her, only feet, mere inches away. Perhaps she even leaned, for the velvety fabric of one of her sleeves grazed the blankets above Yellow’s chest, tantalizing a touch that the woman’s entire existence yearned to re-experience.
How she ached to be touched.
Tenderly.
By the person she loved.
But there was no such relief.
Blue Diamond pulled her hand away.
10:43AM:
While a nurse drew blood from the crook of Steven’s right arm, Garnet dutifully held his left hand, curling the striations of her fingers over the spines of his knuckles—lines and mountains and lines.
He hated needles—this she knew—but he needed one test more in order to ensure that his body was ready for the transplant surgery.
“Hey,” she grinned suddenly, and it was hard to keep the triumph from her voice as she nosed the top of the boy’s pale forehead. “Steven.”
“Whatcha cookin’, good looking?” He returned just as playfully as the nurse withdrew the needle in a flurry of expert motions. She bandaged the spot with a swath of gauze and tape before placing the blood sample carefully in her bin. With a small smile, she took her leave.
“I think it just hit me,” she said softly. She whispered it into his dark hair. Her heart swelled with the emotion. Simply soared. She could have shouted. She half-wanted to still. “You did it, my little fighter. You won.”
“The referee hasn’t called the match yet.” Steven lifted a black brow, taunting her, teasing. She could make out the barest sliver of his face beneath her.
How the side of his mouth was lifted in the beginnings of a smile.
“No,” she murmured, kissing him sweetly, “but it’s all but over.”
11:59AM:
“You suck,” Steven laughed as Amethyst slurped down the dregs of her chocolate milkshake, the straw sucking vacantly at the bottom of the styrofoam.
Because he would be having surgery in a few hours time, the kid wasn’t allowed to eat anymore.
Of course, both of them knew his ribbing was empty anyway.
He hadn’t entirely held down solid food in days.
But hey—it was a special occasion.
She gamely went along, her mouth teasing itself into a wicked smile as she propped her feet up on the side of his bed, crossing her ankles with a kind of delicacy that would have made Pearl both exasperated and faintly proud.
“I’ll drink t’that,” she snorted, raising the empty cup up in the air. “That nurse said you’ll be slurpin’ down milkshakes with me this time next week.”
And it was then, with a suddenness that nearly choked her, all the possibilities of the next chapter of their life opened up to the twenty-eight year old like a good ass preview right before the beginning of a movie.
They were going to get to hit up the Boardwalk for fry bits together again and slam all the burgers and pizzas that they wanted. They would play tag on the beach with Lapis and Peridot and Garnet and sometimes, when she could be enticed, Pearl. They would swim in the shallows of the ocean, riding the salt crusted waves until the sun set low in the carpet of the sky, signaling it was time for dinner. 
Time to come home.
They would get to live.
No more hesitations.
No more strings (or tubes) attached.
“Oh,” the little asshole simply smirked. “I can hear Pearl now. That’s disgusting! Are you cave people?”
To which Amethyst could only laugh so hard that her stomach began to ache.
Maybe she shouldn’t have drunk her milkshake so fast after all.
1:12PM:
Tender sunlight threaded itself all silk-like through the blinds as Steven’s soft snores drifted upwards from his half-open mouth. Pearl had only arrived at the hospital a little over half an hour ago, and he had remained awake long enough to smile sleepily at her and say hello before drifting off into the easiest sleep she had seen him surrender to in weeks. 
Because it was always a fight these days.
A skirmish.
A war.
To a boy with chronic kidney disease, sleep was as much as a threat as it was a relief.
But now, his purple-ringed eyes were closed in a gentle sort of way, strands of his curly black hair falling across his forehead in loose curls. Pearl was not brave—not in the way Garnet was, at least—she didn’t dare crawl into the hospital bed with him lest she accidentally disturb an important line, a wire, a tube.
Her upbringing was such that she treated all the boundaries she was presented with the respect they may or may not have deserved.
It hadn’t been until she met Rose that she began to wonder what would happen if she toed the tightrope a little more boldly than her strict mother had ever allowed.
It had been Rose who had taught her that love, in all of its sundry, multifaceted forms, was rebellion in and of itself.
A feeling so much bigger than a fixed and finite set of rules.
A sprawling complex of sensations and experiences and memories upon thousands of flickering memories: her spidery fingers tangled in pink hair, Rose’s loud, round laugh, the thrill of protest, the nights they spent exchanging secrets beneath an alabaster moon with its sprinkling of silvery stars. Lips against lips, palms against palms, the shuffle of their warm breaths coiling with the spring breeze. They waltzed together in perfect union, synchronized to even the very last step. 
And then she met Greg.
And they fell in love.
And had a baby.
And Rose died.
Simply ceased to exist, as Pearl’s world continued to turn on.
Slowly.
With distant and detached cruelty.
It was an oversimplification of their history, scrubbed free of all the complications that Pearl had agonized over night after night, trying to untangle all the knots in the hopes she would find the lifeline that would tell her where it had all gone wrong.
But the deeper she plunged, the less sure she became, her fingers all red for the effort of trying.
And so, in the end, it was easier to stick to the simple facts.
She had loved Rose, and now she was gone.
But she had left behind Steven for her to love, to cherish, and to protect.
And love?
In and of itself?
Love was rebellion—the woman knew that much at the very least. Love was leaping over sure lines, and it laying your life down on a line. It was eschewing all the boundaries of a normalized existence. It was bravery.
A gentle smile curving the shape of her thin lips, Pearl reached up and pulled the side of her hand down the side of Steven’s face, holding him gently.
Tomorrow morning, she would wrap her slender arms around him.
She would be hard pressed to let him go.
3:28PM:
The hours dripped by, the minutes plunging like saline in a steady, rhythmic drip. Time was meticulously regulated in the space of an OR, systematically quantified and accounted for by the narrow screen on the far wall where huge, red numbers indicated that five hours, twenty-five minutes, and eighteen seconds had elapsed since Keating had made his first incision. Each second, down to its tenth, counted when surgeons literally held lives in their hands, an adage that was especially true of organ procurement surgeries where even the slightest of complications could delay gratification for so many others. 
One by one, the various doctors received their organs and made their bow from Dr. Keating’s operating theater. There were places to be, lives to be saved, and new stories to tell in the darkness around the warmth of a kindling fire.
Masumi Hashimoto was going to get to travel to Paris.
And Leo Russell was going to kick ass at debate team.
And Jane Myrick was going to have the opportunity to spend more time with her grandkids.
And Steven Universe… Steven Universe was going to get to grow up.
Sitting on a stool as she waited for Alan to call her up, Priyanka wasn’t quite seeing the Empire Times crossword puzzle that she’d been working on for the last hour or so. Instead, she saw the contours of Steven’s future stretch out before her, bright and tangible where they hadn’t quite been before. There was a lot of smiling and laughter. And there was a flash of sweet mundanity as she pictured him shouldering a backpack for the first time in nearly a year as he wound his way through a crowded school hallway, And there was a certain warmth as the scene suddenly shifted to Greg and the Gems enveloping their boy in the tangle of their arms as they welcomed him home from a long day.
Healthy, safe, and sound.
It struck the nephrologist then, as it so often did when she was caught unaware, that these were all the little things that she sometimes took for granted with her own daughter—going to school and coming home all intact.
Not every parent could say the same.
And so, as Dr. Keating’s team prepared the ice slush that the surgeon would wrap around Laura Norwood’s kidneys in preparation for removal, Priyanka resolved to herself that she would be more attentive to the mundane, to the little moments, to every smile that Connie worked herself up to proffer. 
Because the kid had been smiling more often these days, the lines of her lips twitching upwards with more regularity than the doctor was used to knowing.
“Dr. Maheswaran,” Alan said suddenly. 
He only ever called her by her formal title when he was about to deliver bad news that any good friend would try to avoid. 
His fellows had abruptly stopped what they were doing, hands frozen above Laura’s body, eyes drawn to her midsection. 
It was like a grotesque Renaissance painting.
The light head glared unholily onto Dr. Keating’s bowed head.
“Come here for a moment.”
Priyanka’s entire stomach constricted where she sat on a stool that suddenly felt too small for her body. She knew that voice, but it was different this time. 
Because she'd gone soft. 
She was compromised.
She cared too much about her patient to accept the reasonable outcome of a blow.
“No,” she whispered. Her voice was garbled behind her mask. Guttural. “Alan, no.”
“Blunt kidney trauma…” he replied softly. She knew that voice. It was his best patient voice. The voice doctors used when they were delivering bad news. The voice Priyanka, in all of her studious harshness, had never entirely mastered. “…sometimes doesn’t produce outward signs… I’m sorry, Dr. Maheswaran.”
They’d called each other by their first names for nearly half a decade.
His gruff voice tripped over itself.
It hesitated, and it stared down into the precipice it had to jump. 
“These kidneys are unsalvageable.”
4:07PM:
The minutes inched onwards with all the delightfulness of paint drying on a damn wall. They crawled into hours, and they languished like poetic lovers, taking their slow, sweet time. Each second was seemingly savored by the analog clock on the wall, the hands lingering far longer than they should.
A world in love with itself.
How disgustingly saccharine.
Though Dr. Reed was pretty damn sure that Yellow didn’t have a concussion, she was also pretty damn reluctant to let the businesswoman go until her head completely stopped pounding. For, even after she had woken up properly, the dull, localized jabbing hadn’t gone away, persisting around her temples.
A hangover headache. 
“Perhaps,” Dr. Reed had hummed noncommittally, pressing a skeptical hand below her chin.
“Trust me,” Yellow returned darkly, rubbing the left side of her head tenderly with her middle finger. “I know when I have a hangover.”
But the batty woman still insisted that she stay, just so they could rule out the possibility of latent brain injury, which was why Yellow was currently hooked up to a banana bag as a means of working the last of Lagavulin out of her system. 
Because, if it was indeed a hangover, this simple remedy would assuredly help with her headache. 
And, well, if it wasn't, it would replenish her electrolytes at the very least.
Thrilling.
Situated in the chair next to Yellow’s bed, Poppy’s thin brow was woven together in concentration as she knitted what appeared to a lumpen, misshapen scarf—or was it a sweater?—her metallic needles clicking together every so often in the silence. The maid had arrived nearly an hour ago to bring her employer a set of pajamas to change into, as well as some paperwork from the CEO’s office. However, with her usual fumbling obsequiousness, she had insisted that she could stay for awhile.
She could attend to Yellow’s needs while her arm was out of commission.
Could satisfy her hourly duties.
But Yellow was no fool.
The slight woman did not linger out of the simple contract which existed between them as employer and employee. Indeed, she suspected that Poppy’s fidelity ran deeper than even that—that the maid dared to like her despite Yellow’s general sharpness of exterior, that she wanted to keep her company in a hospital room that was as empty as it was cold.
In the end, she supposed that she was… grateful for the implicit support.
She supposed, if she was forced to name an emotion at gunpoint, she would have no choice but to admit to her appreciation of someone who had been by her side, attendant to her every want, for nearly a decade.
But there was no steel barrel pressed against her tousled hairline, only the tinny clinking of those infernal needles and the occasional shuffling of papers as Yellow Diamond tried and subsequently failed to skim the brief the Zircons had left in her inbox. It was well-written—comprehensive—as it always was with Diamond Electric’s head attorneys, but what was an abstract lawsuit to the very real questions which tumbled ceaselessly across the furrows of the woman’s otherwise neatly tilled mind? What were words—nouns and verbs and adjectives—next to the torment of her wife’s almost touch?
To the simultaneous miracle and utter insanity of her sudden recovery?
Sick, angry, guilty, overcome, Yellow plucked her readers from the bridge of her nose and slapped them neatly on the tray next to her bed. The sudden thud startled Poppy from her knitting.
“D-did you need something, ma’am? Can I get you a glass of water? A snack from the vending machine?”
“No,” she snapped, and then, correctly interpreting the stung look on her maid’s face, she remembered herself.
She took a deep breath.
It wasn’t Poppy’s fault that her wife was doing better.
However…
“I mean,” she amended herself gruffly, “no thank you, Poppy… I do have a small favor to ask of you, though.”
“Yes, Mrs. Diamond?” She leaned forward in her chair, her scarf, sweater, or whatever it was flopping limply over her neatly crossed legs. “Anything.”
Gathering her thoughts in the very same way she gathered her lined fingers into a temple next to her stomach, Yellow thought to herself first that perhaps it was about time she gave her maid a raise.
Her second thought was the one she verbalized aloud, the question doled out in carefully measured words, nouns and verbs and a dash of barely repressed reluctance for good measure.
“That boy… Steven… he’s in this hospital, too, yes?”
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a/n ⇾  i know it’s not what you all were expecting but i hope you enjoy regardless. sorry for being away so long. i think i’m back now lol... thank you all so much for reading and for all your love and support! ✨
THERE WILL NOT BE A PART 2 TO THIS, PLS DO NOT ASK.
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LIFE WITH BANGTAN | knj + myg + jhs
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genre ⇾ smut, fluff + comedy
pairing ⇾ bts x fem reader, yoongi x reader, namjoon x reader, hoseok x reader
summary ⇾ you don’t usually get invited to the studio when your boyfriends are working so you know something is definitely up when Namjoon, Yoongi and Hoseok ask you to stop by bc they need your help...
warning ⇾ it’s  s m u t  so; polygamous relationship, dirty talk, praise kink, pet names, overstimulation, threesome, voyeurism, fingering, nipple play, oral sex (f receiving), masturbation + usual warnings: cringy-ness and swearing
words ⇾ 6k 
I DID MY BEST TO PROOF READ THIS, SORRY IF THERE ARE STILL SOME GRAMMAR MISTAKES! 
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You ring the doorbell to Yoongi’s Genius Lab and wait patiently.
 After hearing a few electronic beeping sounds, the door is being pulled open. You are happy to see a pair of bright eyes and a heart shaped mouth, forming a smile at you.
“Hi Hobi,” You greet him and stand on your toes to reach his lips for a peck. “Hi Angel, thanks for coming!” He says after kissing you back and stepping aside so you can step in.
Once you enter the room, your eyes land on Namjoon, whose arms are already stretched out, waiting to receive a hug from you. You giggle at how cute he is. “Hi Joonie,” You say as you step into his arms. He waste no time wrapping his arms around your waist and you wrap yours around his head, softly holding him to your chest as you stroke your fingers through the strands of hair at the back of his head.
Namjoon closes his eyes and enjoys the soothing feeling of your fingers in his hair.
It’s only been a few days since you’ve seen him but he always misses you dearly when you’re apart.
Still wrapped in Joon’s arms, your eyes meet the side of on Yoongi’s face.
His bottom lip is pulled in between his teeth as he focuses on the computer screen in front of him. He hasn’t turned to see you since you entered the studio which isn’t unusual. 
Most people would take offense to him not greeting them when they arrive but you know Yoongi well enough by now to know that that’s just the way he is.
Usually when he’s focused on his music, he has little to no time to pay attention to anything else.
“Hi Yoongs,” You finally say, just wanting to let him know you’re there. “Hi Kitten.” He responds, not taking his eyes away from the screen.
“He’s been like that since we got here earlier.” Namjoon mumbles to you and you nodded understandably. You unwrapped yourself from Joon and walk over to where Hoseok is sitting on the couch. You find your place on the plush seat next to him. He drapes his arm over your shoulder, pulling you closer to him and you snuggle up into his side.
“So what goes on?… Why did you guys tell me to come here?” You asks, mindlessly playing with Hoseok’s hand. You use the tip of your finger to trace the skin over each bulging vein.
You never thought yourself to be a person who is attracted to someone’s hands but as mentioned before, a lot has changed since you met the boys...
“We just wanted to see you.” Namjoon speaks up and you have to raise an eyebrow at him in suspicion.
‘I just saw you a few days ago.’ You think to yourself.

“Ok, not that I don’t want to see you guys too but y’all never really invite to the studio.” You say crossing your arms over your chest. “So excuse me if I don’t believe that you told me to come over just because you missed me...” You add in disbelief.
“I always invite you over.” Hoseok protest you, moving his hand down to wrap securely around your waist.
“Yes, I know Hobi but these two,” You say pointing between Namjoon and Yoongi. “Never want me around.” You say jokingly with a pout forming on your lips. “Lies, you tell.” Namjoon argues and you giggle. 
“There’s a reason why I don’t invite you here when I’m working and you know that...” Yoongi says, finally turning around in his chair to face you.
You take a few seconds to take in his appearance. He’s dressed in all black... One of your biggest weaknesses.
A beanie on his head, a hoodie, some sweatpants and a pair of Balenciaga sneakers on his feet to finish off the look.
Although he looks good enough to eat, you can tell by the look in his eyes that he is exhausted. You almost want to scold him because you know he’s been staring at the computer screen all day, probably hasn’t even eaten or taken a break, but you refrain from doing so as you know it would be pointless…
He’s going to do what he wants, especially when it comes to his music, even if it means working himself tirelessly...
“Why do I always tell you that you can’t come here while I’m working?” Yoongi asks again, getting you out of your thoughts. He looks at you expectingly.
“Because, I’ll be a DiStRaCtIoN.” You say in a mocking tone while holding your fingers up to put air quotes around the word. Yoongi can’t help be chuckle at your antics. “Bingo.” He confirms before swiveling back around in his chair.
“Well I for one,” Hoseok starts, gathering the attention of you and Namjoon. “Love when you come visit me Angel.” He says, theres a hint of mischief in his voice and you know exactly why.
“Yeah because her visits to your studio always ends with her mouth around your cock.” Namjoon apparently knows why too…
You bit back a smile and hold your hands up to your cheek as they start to warm up from embarrassment. “I won’t deny that that is true but it’s not the only reason why I like when she comes around…” Hobi informs him. “I mean that’s a big factor but not the only reason.” He says, and you blush furiously before hiding your face in his chest.
“Cute.” Namjoon coos, beaming over at you.
He thinks you’re the most adorable when you’re flustered, as do the other boys.
You  know you should be used to these types of conversations with your boyfriend by now and you know they’re even more detailed when you’re not around but for some reason they still make you blush like a little school girl… You can’t help it.
“Any who,” You say as remove your face from Hoseok’s chest. “Why am I here?” You ask, getting back on topic.
“We need your help with something.” Yoongi informs you, eyes still glued to his computer. “Something like?” You ask curiously.
“A song." Namjoon tells you.
“You need my help? With a song?” If you were confused before, you are even more so now. 
Why would the guys ask for your help with a song… It’s not like you’re music expert or anything. Yes, you understand the basics... You know what it is and you enjoy it but anything beyond that? Nope.
“Yeah we want you to listen to something we’ve been working on.” Hoseok explains. “We got the beat down but we feel like it could be better.” He continues.
“It’s missing something.” Namjoon voices.
You nod your head, letting them know you understand what they’re asking of you. They just want me to listen and give your input. That doesn’t sound too hard…
You suddenly perk up in your seat when you realize this is probably a song that no one else has heard yet. You’ll be the first to listen to it… You feel a sense of pride swelling in your chest knowing they respect your opinion enough to let you listen to one of their unreleased songs.
“Okay, I don’t know how much help I’ll be but I’ll take a listen.”
“Nice!” Hobi says enthusiastically. 
Soon after the word leaves his mouth, Yoongi hits a button on his keypad and a beat starts to pour through the speakers in the studio. 
Yoongi swirls back around in the chair to face the rest of you.
The beat starts off slow. It is definitely giving R&B vibes. It’s very… sensual and different from the usual style of music they do. 
You bob your head as the tempo picks up just a bit.
You don’t noticed that they boys are watching you intently… You are too immersed in what you’re hearing to pay attention to anything else.
You continue bobbing your head to the rhythm. So far so good. You really like it and just from what you hear, you already know whatever lyrics the boys decide add later, will make the song ten times better.
But you do agree, there is definitely something missing. You’re not sure what but, there could be more, like Namjoon mentioned.
“What do you think?” Yoongi asks after the beat fades out. “I love it.” You say immediately. “I love all your other music but this is different…” You explain. “It smooth... It flows nicely... It’s more sexy?” You try not to cringe at the use of the word sexy but you couldn’t think of a better word to express what you mean. 
“Thats what we were going for.” Hoseok says proudly beside you. You beam up at him, happy because he is happy. 
“Although it’s already good, I do understand what you mean about it missing something…”
“Right? There could be more.” Namjoon suggest and you nod.
“Which is why we thought about you.” Hoseok confesses and you turn your head to look at him. 
“Me? Why would you think about me?” You ask in confusion. 

“We thought your voice would be a nice contribution...” Yoongi says.
“Ha!” You laugh out loud, throwing your head back. Namjoon chuckles with you and Hobi smiles. “You’re joking right?” You ask with amusement in your voice.
“Nope, not at all.” Yoongi say without a hint of humor in his.
You look at the three of them, your mouth falls open slightly, in both shock and disbelief.
“The three of you are aware of the fact that I cannot sing right? Like can’t hold a note to save my life... I’m worse than Joon in the shower.” Yoongi’s eyes scrunch closed and his shoulders visibly start to shake as he laughs at your statement. Namjoon on the other hand did not find it funny. “Hey! I can sing.” He says, glaring at you. “I know you can baby but in the shower? Not so much.” You retort. You feel a slight pinch on your thigh which causes you to yelp softly. You look over at Hoseok, knowing he’s the one who inflicted the pain on you. “Don’t be mean.” He warns you, with an amused smile on his face. “I’m not!” You defend yourself. “Joon knows I’m only kidding, right baby?” You say before getting up from the couch to walk over to Namjoon. You plant yourself in his lap and he instantly wraps his arms around you.
If he was mad at you before, there’s no sign of him being mad now.
“Anyways,” Yoongi speaks up. “We weren’t asking you to sing.” He informs you.
“You weren’t?” You say a puzzled look on your face.
“Mm, mm.” Yoongi hums and shakes his head.
“Then what?” You ask.
“We were hopping to use you voice for something else...” Hoseok mentions. You look at him, curiosity taking over you features.
“Okay...” You trail off, wanting him to give you a proper explanation.
“Something different...” Namjoon chimes in, his voice has suddenly dropped an octave and if you weren’t so perplexed about what the boys needed your voice for, you probably would’ve felt the tingle you always feel in your abdomen, every time he uses that voice on you.
“Why does it feel like you guys are beating around the bush...”
Yoongi sighs. “Cause they are...” He says. He spins his chair around to face you for third time tonight. “We want you to moan for the song.” Yoongi blurts out and had you been drinking anything, you would’ve spat it out in shock, right in front of him.
“W-what?” You stuttered out.
You’re not sure if you heard Yoongi correctly, he does have a tendency to mumble when he speaks sometimes... 
Maybe he didn’t actually say what you thought he did.
“We’d like to record you moaning for the song.” Yoongi says.
“Ok, so you did say what I thought you said.” You mumble to yourself. You sit up in your seat, placing your hands neatly in your lap. “Lemme get this straight,” You start, looking around the room to see each of their facial expression as you talk. “You all called me over here because you want to record the sound of me moaning… For your song?” You question. Even saying it out loud, it sounds fucking ridiculous. This has to be a joke. 
“Correct.” Yoongi confirms nonchalantly while nodding his head.
You clear your throat… “I’m flattered really, I am but I don’t think it’s a good idea.” Your voice is filled with worry. “Why not?” Without turning to face him, you can almost hear the pout that you know is on Hobi’s face and you hate to reject them but you can’t help but think of the fans.
You're sure ARMY would get suspicious if the boys released a song with some random girl moaning in the background. Releasing a song like that would be basically be like ratting yourself out because, knowing the fans - they’d just dig and dig until they find what they’re looking for. You’ve done an exceptional job a keeping things under wraps so far... No need to break the streak now.
"What about the fans?" You finally voice your concern. "Hm?” He hums cutely. “Why do you ask Baby girl?" Namjoon asks, tilting his head to the side like a puppy would if they were curious. "Well, I'm sure ARMY would have a lot to say after hearing a girl moaning in the background of one of your songs." You stated causing Yoongi to chuckle.
"We've already thought about that and have come up with a solution."
"Enlighten me..."
"First of all, your voice would be subtle in the background.” Yoongi begins explaining.“We'd be rapping over it, so it wouldn't be picked up right away.” He continues.
“We'll blend it into the beat so it sounds more like an instrument rather than anything else.” Namjoon chimes in.
“And if they do catch it-...” You cut him off, “Which they will… You forgot that your fandom is exceptionally sharp and quick witted.” You state the obvious. “If they do catch it…” Hoseok picks up from where Yoongi has left off. “We’ll just tell them that we’ve taken Jungkook’s voice and pitched it up. They’ll have a field day with that.” He seems enthusiastic about the situation.
“So why don’t you just do that instead… Use Kookie’s voice” You suggest, wondering why they’d wanted to take a risk by using yours. “We don’t want too use Kookie’s voice… We want to use yours.” Yoongi says bluntly.
“Isn’t it too risky?” The weariness in your tone makes Namjoon raise an eyebrow at you. 
“You really don’t want to do this huh?” He asks, a hint of sorrow in his voice. 
You know it must sound like you are coming up with every excuse in the book to not have your moan recorded but you just want to make sure the boys have thoroughly thought this through and will have no regrets later on.
“No, it’s not that I don’t want to… I’m definitely intrigued but I just don’t want this to cause any problems. I don’t want ARMY to be upset or anything…” You say solemnly.
“You’re so considerate, its cute but you don’t have to worry. We know what you’re doing.” Namjoon assures you.
“It’ll be fun Angel… The song will be even more special this way and only the three of us and the kids will know about this.”
“The other boys are on board with this?”
“Jungkook was the one who said to tell ARMY it’s his voice.” Yoongi notifies you.
“Hmm….” You hum to yourself. Thinking for a few seconds about whether or not this would actually be a good idea.
“So what do you say?” Namjoon is impatiently waiting for a response.
A few beats of silence pass before you finally give in. “Okay.” You say shrugging your shoulders. You trust your boys and if they say it’s going to be fine then it’s going to be fine.
“That’s our girl. Come on, let’s go.” Namjoon says standing up.
Fuck, you didn’t think they’d want to start immediately. “Right now?” You ask, suddenly feeling a little nervous.
“Of course, why waste time.” Yoongi says as if it’s the most obvious thing in the world.
Hoseok stands too and holds his hand out for you. You put your hand in his and he leads you to the recording booth… Namjoon follows closely behind.
Yoongi stays seated, messing around with all the little buttons and knobs on the sound equipment. "Aren't you coming my love?" You ask, directing your attention to him. He shakes his head. "I have to stay here, make sure everything is running smoothly but don't fret Kitten, I'll be watching you." He assures you.
A pout falls on your lips. You want him to be in there with you too...
As you step into the booth, you are greeted by an array of plush blankets and pillows covering the center of the floor.
It seems like the boys had been anticipating you agreeing to do this for them, already making arrangements to keep you as comfortable as possible during the recording process. “How did you guys know I’d say yes?” You ask, turning around to face Joon and Yoongi. “Cause’ we know you and you’d do anything for us.” Yoongi’s voice fills the room you’re in, even though he’s on the opposite side of the glass.
You’re not sure how recording booths work but you suppose he can hear everything that is and will soon take place in the room.
You just nodded in agreement at his statement. He’s one hundred percent correct about that... You’d do anything for them.
Hoseok gets down on the floor, sitting comfortably on the plush blankets. He spreads his legs open for you. “Come sit Angel,” He instructs you and you spring into action, getting down on the floor to sit in between Hoseok’s legs with your back pressed against his chest.
You lightly lean back against him, not wanting to put too much of your weight on him in fear that you might hurt his back because of the position he is in.
“Comfortable?” He asks against your ear and you nod your head, rubbing your hands over the softness of the blanket you’re sitting on.
“Nervous?” Namjoon inquires next, squatting down so that he can meet your gaze. Your eyes suddenly drift down to the thickness of his thighs...
To be honest, you noticed them as soon as you came into the studio… The way they look in the black shorts he’s wearing, how thick they’ve gotten and the way the muscles in them beginning to bulge a bit whenever he flexes them, even more so now with new position he’s taken on.
Oh how you’d love to have his thighs in between your own right now. The thought of you rubbing your core on his muscular thigh sends a delicious shiver down spine. You pull your bottom lip in between your teeth to stop the whimper that is at the back of your throat.
Namjoon notices this and a smirk forms on his lips. He knows one of your favorite things about him is his thighs and he knows it drives you insane when he wears shorts but he does it anyways to get a reaction out of you.
You finally snatch your eyes away from his lower half to look up at him. He’s smirking at you...
You’ve been caught staring... Again.
“Huh?” You ask, hoping he’d repeat whatever it was that he asked you. “I said are you nervous?” He asks again. “Oh... Uh, a little bit.” You say truthfully, looking down at your hands. Namjoon reaches out and grabs hold of your them to stop you from nervously fiddling with them. “Don’t be baby girl.” He tries to assure you. “Yeah, it’s just us... And don’t we always take care of you?” Hobi adds, kissing your bare shoulder. “I know you guys will... I’m not worried about that... Just the whole idea of being record is...” Your voice trails off. “Is what?” You hear Yoongi’s voice again. You look over to see him standing up with his hands on his hips, staring at you through the glass window. “What if I sound weird…” You say shyly which causes the men around you to laugh. “Not possible baby girl. You make sweetest sounds I’ve ever heard and I’d really like to hear them now if you don’t mind.” Namjoon tells you and you feel your face and body heat up with arousal at his words. 
“Okay...” You say softly.
Suddenly the lights in the recording booth are being dimmed down to set the mood. You assume it’s Yoongi’s doing. “Just relax, okay?” Hoseok comforts you, by wrapping his arms around your waist.
“Whenever you guys are ready.” Yoongi encourages you all.
Hoseok is quick to pepper kisses on the exposed skin of your shoulder and neck. You tilt your head to the side to give him more access, always loving the feeling of his mouth on you. “Mmm.” He hums contently. “You always smell so good.” He compliments you and your face heats up for the hundredth time tonight. “Thank you?” You respond softly, not sure of what else to say. 
Hobi chuckles at how adorable you are.
Your eyes start to flutter open and closed as the feeling of Hoseok’s lips on your neck cause a warmth to spread between your legs. You can feel your heat getting wetter by the minute... It’s becoming a bit uncomfortable and you’re itching to get out of the leggings you’re in.
Namjoon is now on his knees in front of you. He brings his hand forward to brush the back of it across the side of your face. “Our beautiful girl.” He whispers and you smile, leaning into his touch.
Your heart feels like it might explode from the affection and attention you’re receiving from your boys. In times like this, you can’t seem to wrap your head around the fact that you are actually in a relationship with seven amazing men who adore you and worship the ground you walk on.... 
You of all people?
‘How did I get so lucky?’ You think.
Namjoon leans forward until your faces are only a few inches apart. His breath is fanning over your lips. “I love you.” He mumbles sweetly. You respond by leaning forward, closing the rest of the distance between the two of you so that you can press your lips against his full ones. Namjoon can’t hold back the smirk forming on his lips as the two of you begin molding your mouths together, all the while Hoseok is still attacking your neck, leaving a beautiful array of lust induced bruises on your skin.
He unwraps his hands from around your waist to place them against your thighs. He grips them softly, causing a small whimper to escape your mouth.
Any little touch counts at this point.
When your lips part for a brief second, Joon takes the opportunity to pull your plump bottom lip between his teeth. He nibbles softly on it then sucks it into his mouth before letting it spring back into place.
You almost whine at the lost of Joon’s lips from yours. You want more, you always want more. You lift your hands up to grab hold of the strings on his hoodie, pulling him closer to you with as much force as you can. You smash your lips against his frantically, eager to taste more of him. He groans against your mouth and you waste no time slipping your tongue in. 
The taste of his mouth is familar yet so sweet. It swallows you whole and makes your cunt tingle with anticipation. If you could spend the rest of your life making out with Kim Namjoon, you do it. 
“She’s wearing too much clothes.” The impatient tone of Yoongi’s voice catches you off guard. You pull away from Joon to give your attention to Yoongi. His eyes are burning into you, so much so that you can feel an electric shock pulse through you just from his gaze.
You wish he were in the room with the rest of you.
“Is that so Angel? Should we take these off?” Hoseok says as he pulls on the hem of your shirt. “And these.” Namjoon hooks his fingers in the band of your leggings, teasingly pulling at them.
“Please.” You say in needy breath, not sure if you can take much more of how slow things are progressing.
You just want them to play with your pussy already.
“Always so polite.” Joon smirks at you and your clit throbs instantly at the sound of his voice.
You need these panties off, immediately.
“Arms up Angel.” Hoseok instructs you and you do as you’re told, sitting up straight and lifting your arms up for him.
Hobi hurriedly takes your shirt off, exposing the ugly heather grey sports bra you’re wearing. You suddenly feel self conscious, wrapping your arms around yourself. “Uh uh uh.” Yoongi tsk at you. “Don’t cover yourself up Kitten. I wanna see you.” He commands.
“If I had known…” You moan out as Hobi nibbles on your earlobe. “That coming here, would end with me being half naked…. I would’ve worn something prettier.” You try to make an excuse for yourself, thinking that they wouldn’t be happy with your appearance.
Hoseok laughs against your skin. “Oh Angel.” He says against your skin. “You’re pretty in everything…” He informs you.
“It also doesn’t matter what you’re wearing,” Namjoon says from in front of you. “It’s all coming off anyways.” He starts to tug your leggings and panties down in one go, causing you to lift your hips off the blanket.
When the material is completely off your body, he tosses it behind him. You hear it hit the floor with a soft thud.
Namjoon’s eyes fall on to your wet center. Your lips are glistening with your arousal and in Namjoon’s eyes, you are the most appetizing thing he’s ever seen.
“Fuck, she’s dripping.” Namjoon thinks out loud.
“God, I bet.” Hoseok growls, just the thought of how wet you are is making his pants feel a lot tighter.
“Fuck.” Yoongi groans at the sight of you.
“Let’s give Hyung a show, yea?” Hoseok mumbles in your ear for just the two of you to hear. “Yes,” The word is strained as it leaves your mouth.
“Spread her open for me Hobi.” Namjoon instructs the man behind you.
“My pleasure.” He starts. “I can’t wait to get my fingers wet…” He kisses the side of your head before sliding his hands in between your legs, his index finger slipping in between your folds. You throw your head back against his shoulder, eyes fluttering closed. “You’re so soft and warm.” He compliments you. His finger glides easily against your harden nub. You lift your hips up off the floor, wanting to feel more friction against your clit. “So needy.” He says teasingly.
“I said spread her, not play with her.” Namjoon hisses, laying down on his stomach, positioning himself comfortably between your thighs. He kisses a trail up from your knee too the middle of your thigh.
“Sorry Joon, I couldn’t help it.” Hoseok confesses as he hooks his hands under your thighs, spreading you open wider.
Namjoon and Yoongi now have a full view of your glorious cunt. He watches in amazement as your hole clenches around nothing. His dick twitches in his pants at the sight.
You’re so pink and pretty and swollen for them and he can’t wait to taste you.
Namjoon goes back to peppering open mouth kisses on your inner high. He’s leaving a scorching trail with his lips on your skin, getting closer to your core... You think he’s finally going to give you what you want but he switches his attention over to the right thigh before he gets to your most needy part. 
“No more teasing... Please.” You beg as he nibbles on your skin. “Someone’s impatient.” Hoseok mocks, followed by a devious smirk from Namjoon between your legs.
He grips your knees, using them the pull you a little closer to him. Your back slides further down the front Hoseok’s body. You can now feel his thick, hard cock pressed against the middle of your back. You want so desperately to take care of it for him, but the thought flies out of your mind the minute Namjoon licks stripe from the bottom of your pussy to your clit. “Oh fuck,” You moan out instantly, back arching against Hoseok. 
He removes one hand from underneath your thigh, sliding up your side to caress your skin. He slips his hand under the band of your sports to grab the hold of your bare breast, gripping it softly before kneading the flesh as best as he can within the confinements of the material.
Namjoon on the other end is licking into to you repeatedly, the grit of his tongue gliding in between your folds is causing a string of soft moans to escape your lips.
It feels so good but of course it’s not enough for you. You put your hands on his head and grip at his hair. “More.” You breath out. “What was that Angel?” Hoseok asks, being the only one to have heard you... Or so you thought. “She wants more.” Yoongi informs his members. “More what?” Namjoon speaks against your wet center. The sounds of his voice vibrating against you, making your hips buck forward. “Please, suck my clit.” You beg him, not caring how weak and pathetic you sound at the moment.
“Ah,” Namjoon says in realization. “Patience Baby girl, I was getting there.” He assures you and you almost let out a groan because patience is something you don’t have enough of right now but Yoongi’s voice stops you from doing so...
“You guys aren’t doing your best tonight.” He teases the other boys. “If I were in there, Kitten would’ve been on her second orgasm by now.” Yoongi says smugly.
You don’t have to look over to him to know there’s a cocky grin on his face.
Namjoon growls at Yoongi’s words before diving mouth first into your pussy. He pays special attention to your clit, lapping his tongue around it. You throw your head back in pleasure, pulling at Namjoon’s hair.
‘Yes, this is what I’ve been waiting for.’
“Fu-uck yes! Right there Joonie,” You moan out loudly. “Right here?” He responds, mouth wrapped snuggly around your clit. He sucks it into his mouth, savoring the taste of you.
You begin panting, the more he sucks on you. You’re chest heaving and your mind spiraling at the pleasure building inside of you.
Yoongi’s words must’ve also lit fire underneath Hoseok with the way he is frantically pulling your bra up over your breast, freeing them from the god forsaken cage that was your sport bra.
Both his hands come down to cup your perky round breast in his palms. He began rolling your nipples between his index and thumb. You whimper out at the feeling. 
There is so much going on that you’re sure you will not last long.
You hadn’t realized but you’ve been lifting your hips up off the floor to meet Joon’s mouth. “You’re so eager Kitten.” Yoongi confirms from where he’s sat.
At this point you were a moaning uncontrollably, whimpering weakly between the two men, panting their names back and forth.
Namjoon was making a mess of both you and his mouth. He pulled away from you, letting out a ragged breath in the process. His lips glazed are over with your arousal, breath fanning heavily over your swollen clit.
“God, you taste amazing. You always taste so amazing.” He compliments you. His words causing your pussy clench around nothing
He brings his hand up, taking two fingers to run up and down between your lips. The tip of his fingers brush against you sensitive bud. You breath out, the sound of your moan getting caught in your throat. “That’s it baby. Nice a loud for me.” Yoongi encourages you.
“You’re doing so well.” Hoseok praises. You want to respond to him but Namjoon sliding his fingers into your tight hole causes you to lose your train of thought. “Oh my god.” You whimper, your eyes screw shut. “How are so tight?” Namjoon questions you before latching his mouth back on to your clit.
He plunges fingers in and out of you, the wet squelching sounds of your pussy, mixed in with your moan and ragged breathing fill the room.
“Fuck” You hear Yoongi groan, you take a chance and glance at him... Your mouth falls open at the view. His head is thrown back against his chair, his neck and adams apple is on full display... The way is bobs as he swallows does something to you. You can’t see anything past his waist but it doesn’t take rocket science to know that the up and down movement of his arm, means that he is pumping the flesh of his cock between his palm. The sight of Yoongi is enough to push you closer to your climax.
“Yoongi,” You moan out his name, his head snaps up to look at you and he smirks when he realizes he’s been caught. “I can’t wait to get my hands on you Kitten.” He informs you, his voice is so desperate and needy that you almost want to run to him and drop to your needs before him.
You swear you were about to beg Yoongi to let you suck his dick but Namjoon begins making out with your clit as his fingers pump relentlessly inside of you. “Come on Baby Girl.” Namjoon encourages. “Please cum for me. I want you to cum around my fingers, please.” He begs as he curls his fingers up, moving them against a certain sensitive spot inside you. “You’ve been doing so well Angel.” Hoseok tells you. “Making such pretty noises for us.” He adds.
The pressure you feel on your abdomen is heavy... Something finally snaps inside of you after building up for the past 5 minutes, you can feel your orgasm consume you. It feels like being submerged under a pool of pleasure. 
Your body shakes in Hoseok’s arms, all the while Namjoon is still giving you his all, mouth and fingers still on and in you. You begin pushing his head away from your core, “I-I can’t...” You nearly scream out. “One more.” It’s Yoongi’s voice again, he is pumping feverishly against his cock, his breathing is staggered and his words are strained. 
“You can give us one more Angel.” Hoseok’s voice is so sweet, yet so sinful in your ear and you can’t decide which side of him you like more at the moment.
Namjoon is up on his knees now, steadying himself with his fingers still in you. He pumps them in and out of you and places his thumb on your clit, pressing down hard. You yelp and buck your hips, feeling another orgasm approaching. 
You didn’t even have enough time to recover from the first one. “Joonie,” You whine out his name, ready to beg him to stop. The overstimulation is way too much that tears start to prickle your eyes. “Gimme one more Baby, just one.” He says, fingers pumping mercilessly.
Hoseok puts his fingers under your chin and turns your head towards his. His lips crash down on yours as a way to distract you and it works for a bit when he slips his tongue into your mouth and sucks on your bottom lip but then you hear Yoongi panting and grunting from the opposite side of the glass. Your pussy clenches tightly around Namjoon’s fingers at the sound. “That’s it Baby girl.” Namjoon speaks lowly, as if he’s talking more to himself than to you.
You gasps against Hoseok’s mouth as you feel a familiar warmth roll over inside you. Your mouth falls open but the sounds is caught in your throat, as your orgasms washes over you for the second time. You eyes roll back into your head for a brief second before you hear Yoongi’s voice again... “Look at me.” He growls. He selfishly wants your attention as he is also about to come undone in his hands. You force yourself to keep your eyes open, giving Yoongi the eye contact he asked for. 
He grunts and groans as he cums, making sounds you are all too familiar with as you have been the cause of them many times. 
Namjoon watches you ride out the rest of your orgasm, cumming all over his fingers, palm and the blanket. He smirks, seeing your arousal drip down your thighs.
You look so pretty like this, completely lost in lusts, covered in your sticky, sweet substance and flushed beyond belief.
He pulls his fingers out of you and you whimper at the loss.
“You are amazing.” Hoseok whispers in your hair, placing multiple kisses to the top of your head. He brings his hand up to wipe the sweat off your forehead. You skin feels warm under his palm. “I’m proud of you Baby girl.” You smile tiredly at Namjoon. “Did you get it Yoongs?” You ask curiously and Yoongi chuckles in the same tired manner. “Oh yea, I definitely got it,” Yoongi confirms and your smile grows a little bit wider.
“I hope you guys invite me to the studio more often.” You say after finally catching your breath. This causes your boyfriends to laugh out loud. Hoseok wraps his arms securely around you and sways side to side. “You’re always invited.” He tells you and you hum contently.
“Let’s get you cleaned up.” Namjoon says before popping his fingers into his mouth. He nonchalantly sucks your arousal off them while standing up to retrieve your leggings. “What about the three of you?” You say, eyes traveling to the tent in Joon’s pants. You feel bad that you hadn’t been able to touch or pleasure them the whole entire time. You wanted to return the favor. 
“Oh don’t worry Kitten.” Yoongi tells you.
“We’re gonna clean up then we’re taking you back home.” There is an insanely smug look on his face, you’re not too sure how what is going on in his mind but you would certainly love to find out. “We’ll need a bed for what we want to do to you next.” He adds. Your cunt throbs again at his dirty words...
‘Oh fuck...’
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It was amazing just how quickly Nairi got used to waking up and finding texts from Cherry waiting for her.
Cherry seemed to be up and on at all hours of the day; she was awake in the morning well before Nairi’s eleven o’clock alarm, but also worked well into the small hours of the night and put in long hours at the day job. Nairi had managed to ascertain that it had something to do with art—Cherry had strong opinions on grades of paper (something about absorbency), colour theory (people were stupid), watercolours (they were bad), and on the one occasion she’d come upstairs had informed Nairi that her walls were driving her mad and that she’d be painting something to stop the encroaching insanity.
When she wasn’t inserting herself into Nairi’s life she was sending Nairi pictures and selfies with her other friends; grad students with brightly coloured hair, a grinning bartender showing off his flair, baking with a short woman in glasses. And now this:
C: youre closed on tues y/y?? C: which means yourf free tonight right?
Nairi sent her back a quick “yes” and set her phone down before pulling herself out of bed to face the day. Not opening the dojo meant she was able to take a little longer with her morning, but she still preferred to do her prayers before she had to think about anything else, and Cherry was prone to showing up if Nairi indicated she had free time. Which she apparently had a lot more of than she realised.
Maybe she should look for a new style to start training in. This was the first time she hadn’t been focused on a new one since she… Well, for a while.
When she came back upstairs her phone was lit up again. Maybe Cherry had ideas about lunch? It would mean she’d have a reason to go out and eat something.
C: great!! C: dn you wanna come out tonight?? dinner C: on me if i need to sweeten it ;) edies just moved back fr work and if its just me her and nick im go6na die from them being old folks who disapprove all night C: also i keep talking about you at nick and he wants to meet you lol
Nairi had initially assumed ‘Nick’ was Cherry’s father, just based on the way she talked about him. But then Cherry had mentioned her father later, just calling him ‘Dad’, so maybe he wasn’t? Either that, or she was very discreet about their being gay. Or she just went back and forth between ‘Dad’ and ‘Nick’ arbitrarily. ‘Edie’ on the other hand was a name Cherry had mentioned in passing once and then never again, so Nairi had concluded she was one of the colourful grad students. Apparently not.
She sent back a “sure”, and then after a moment, asked for a place and time.
C: yay!! thank you!! C: its this fckn italian place edie loves but theres a ok bar so not all bad C: edies fatal allergic to being on time but nickll be 7 minutes early
The next message was a sticker, a little pair of eyes rolling across her phone screen when she opened it.
C: meet at 7? C: i checked the menu has good veg C: pasta heavy but good :p
Nairi smiled a little at that and sent her another “yes”. After a moment she added a “thank you”. Cherry sent her back three hearts, and Nairi put her phone down to go and get some lunch.
She didn’t think anything of it until she showed up at the restaurant. Cherry had driven and was already parked, leaning against the side of her obnoxious little two door to wait. It was bright red and nearly vintage, and she’d obviously put a lot of care into it. Nairi had half expected vanity plates, but they were a normal registration.
Nairi waved as she approached and Cherry visibly perked up with a wide, glossy smile, waving back. Cherry had dressed up a little nicer—dark skinny jeans and a pretty sleeveless shirt with a modest v-neck. The heavy Docs were gone, traded for heeled ankle boots, and she had delicate pearl bob earrings to match her golden cross. Not a paint spatter in sight.
“Hi,” she said as Nairi drew to a halt just out of arm’s reach. “Didn’t we pick an interesting night to go out?”
“We sure did,” said Nairi, her brow furrowing as she looked past Cherry to the road between them and the restaurant. “What the hell is going on?”
The stretch of asphalt was filled with a flock of young adults, all of them shirtless, yelling along together in an incomprehensible chant as they ran up and down between two unmarked points on the road. They were arguably being directed; a young woman with a reflective coat and a manic grin, holding a megaphone in one hand and an airhorn in the other, was standing on a shopping cart in the middle. Standing next to her on the ground, was another woman in reflective orange with a clipboard.
Judging by the amount of honking and the lack of anything resembling city signage, this wasn’t an official event.
Cherry glanced down at her phone as one of the women held up the airhorn to the megaphone. Charitably she waited for Nairi’s ears to stop ringing before she spoke. “Flo did a round on the facebook pages—apparently it’s some dorm flash mob from a hall at her college.”
“Which one’s Flo? Did she have the blue hair?” asked Nairi as she lowered her hands from her head and gladly pulled her attention away from a panting eighteen-year-old who had something pink painted on his heaving chest.
“Nah that’s Mason, he’s finishing up his sociology honours. Flo has the green hair, she’s doing her psych PhD,” said Cherry, craning her neck to look around Nairi. “Nick’s here! Right on time, like I said.”
She started waving, and Nairi turned to see the tallest man she’d ever seen waving back across at them. She raised an eyebrow, the muscles in her forearms tensing, and she tried not to feel too uneasy about it.
Cherry hummed happily, picking herself up from where she was leaning on the car door and reaching in through the open window to grab a thin cardigan from the seat. “Oh, and just a heads up,” she said casually, “Nick like, really hates it when people call me Cherry, it’ll probably be better if you just use my real name in front of him.”
Nairi opened her mouth to remind her that she’d never actually gotten around to saying what the was exactly, but Cherry was already halfway across the lot towards the man. “Nick!” she called out as she approached, closing the distance and leaning up on tiptoe to wrap her arms around his shoulders.
He said something to her, pausing to hug her back before continuing over to Nairi. He drew to a halt next to her while Cherry returned to perching against her car. “You must be Nairi,” he said, voice alarmingly deep, hand outstretched. “Linden’s told me so much about you.”
Nairi took his hand and shook it once before dropping it, resisting the urge to take a step back once she’d done so. “Likewise. It’s very nice to meet you.”
Nicholas was close to seven feet tall and probably in his late fifties or very early sixties if she was any judge. His hair had landed firmly in the ‘grey’ zone just past salt-and-pepper, though he’d managed to keep rather a lot of it, close cropped in a very standard short back and sides. He had broad shoulders and a carefully ironed shirt that looked worn but cared for. He had a firm grip, muscle swelling ever so slightly in the lines of his shirt, and there was a furrow in his brow that made him look deeply concerned about something.
Though, from what she’d learned being friends with Cherry—Linden—if she were an older adult in her life she’d probably be deeply concerned as well. Or maybe it was the students.
“Do either of you know what’s going on here?” he asked after a moment, nodding at the crowd.
“Youthful hijinks keeping us from our dinner,” said Linden, grinning easily. She’d released some of the tension in her shoulders since Nicholas’s arrival, but at the same time seemed a little more on edge, like she was anticipating something. She took a deep, exaggerated breath, and pushed her hands into her jean pockets. “Do you know what that smell is?”
Nairi exchanged a faintly puzzled look with Nicholas, though his looked a little more exasperated. “Cheap beer?” she tried.
Linden sniggered. “Yeah, we called it ‘Eau de Freshie’ when I was in school,” she said, tossing her head to give the students behind them a speculative, almost mean look. They were still yelling enthusiastically, and she gestured at them. “It’s no longer funny, anyway. How many of these assholes do you reckon I have to beat up to let us get through?”
“I’m sure it doesn’t need to come to that,” said Nairi, her mouth twitching a little at the side.
Nicholas shot her a grateful look. “From the looks of things someone has already called the police, I’m sure they’ll be dispersed presently,” he said with a nod towards a pissed off looking woman standing by the crosswalk, phone jammed up against her ear.
“The cops always take fucking forever,” complained Linden, running a hand through her hair, foot tapping impatiently. “Come on Nick, you actually like, made a reservation and now we’re gonna miss it.”
“Linden I’m reasonably certain the staff can see what’s happening from where they’re standing,” said Nicholas, irritation creeping into his tone. “A little patience will not kill you, please do not start a fistfight with a teenager.”
Linden grinned at him, stretching her arms out in front of her chest. “I’m like, pretty certain the one with the airhorn is at least twenty.”
“Linden.”
“Well, I mean,” said Nairi speculatively, eyeing the students. “All you really have to do is be flashier than them.”
One of the running students fell out of pitch with their friends, and someone complained in her peripheral. A car door slammed and there was the crunch of footsteps on gravel followed by a huff as someone else joined the spectators. Linden turned her grin back to Nairi. “Yeah? You got an idea?”
“Yeah,” said Nairi, stepping up to Linden and reaching past her into the car window.
The other items she wanted were on the front seat, and Linden’s grin only widened as Nairi pulled them out. The baseball bat was wooden and well used, with a long crack threatening to split it clean open and letter stickers in the world’s ugliest font spelling ‘LINDE’ down the length. There was a clean spot amongst the built-up grime under the ‘E’. The bottle of lighter fluid was about half full, and Nairi held the bat out in front of her to squirt the contents over it liberally, splattering the asphalt in front of them as she did so.
She reached around Linden, extending the same familiarity she’d been receiving from her for the last two weeks, and pulled the lighter out of her back pocket.
The bat lit up easily and Nairi twisted it around to hold it upright, offering it to Linden. Linden looked at her, wide eyed, and took the bat. She placed her other hand on Nairi’s shoulder and squeezed it gently. “You get me,” she said with warmth, before throwing her head back and cackling loudly, sprinting towards the crowd of students with the bat raised over her head.
Nicholas, next to her, made a faint, strangled noise. Behind her was a scoff and a loud voice. “Well. I’m guessing you must be Nairi.”
She turned and came face to face with an older woman in a rumpled men’s dress shirt and glasses who was glaring at her. She had red hair, natural as opposed to Linden’s box dye, and it was plaited out of the way to keep her tired face clear. Grey blue eyes stared down Nairi under her stern brow, and she uncrossed her arms to step forward into Nairi’s personal space. She was stocky and only a little shorter, barely having to raise her chin. “Just for reference,” she said, tone acerbic, “If I hear a single piece of news about young adult burn victims in the local urgent care facilities tomorrow? I will track you down and hold you personally responsible.”
She stepped away without waiting for an answer, glare sliding over to Nicholas. “You’re so right, Nicholas, I can see how much of a model presence she is,” she said in a way that even Nairi could read the sarcasm. “You remain a uniquely terrible judge of character.”
She strode across the street in the wake of Linden’s chaos. The students had mostly scattered with cheers and yells, and the girl with the megaphone was doubled over laughing in her shopping cart.
Nicholas was very slowly turning red, staring at Nairi with an unreadable expression. She coughed slightly and spun on one foot to follow the others across the street, trying to swallow her irritation at their judgement.
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hvnbrn · 4 years
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  @everdreamt​ -- It’s exactly at midnight that Kiha leaves Daesung’s side for but a moment, only to return vampire-fast with a small, visibly aged box in his hands. The smile he wears is shy, bashful, perhaps a little unusual for him – the boy with the smile like the sun, always carefree and unabashed. But today is a special day, and Daesung is his special someone. Foolish as it is to get attached to yet another mortal, Kiha can’t help himself.   He rejoins Daesung, pulls him into his arms without a second of hesitancy. “It’s officially your birthday,” he whispers, and presses a slow, adoring kiss to Daesung’s lips. As he does, he slips the box into his hands, and the moment he draws back, he urges him to open it.   Inside rests a bracelet, glittering with gems. It’s aged just like the box is, the centuries not having been too kind to it, but Kiha had done his best to make it look as nice as possible again. He takes it out as soon as the box is open and fastens it around Daesung’s wrist. The light overhead catches in the gems, brilliant despite the age.   “This was my mother’s,” he explains, his voice smaller, a touch sad. “We weren’t very wealthy growing up, but this was her treasure. One of the only things I have left of her. When she died, she entrusted it to me.” Kiha laughs, a soft, quiet little thing. “I know it’s… cheesy, perhaps, but… I want you to have it. You don’t have to wear it. I know it’s not the prettiest thing anymore. But it’s important to me, and so are you.”   Kiha pulls Daesung into his arms again, tight but gently. “You mean the world to me. I am so thankful you were born, and that you found your way to me, too. Happy birthday, my love.”
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      “Have you been counting down?” The chuckle that leaves his lips is soft, on par with the way he’s pulled into Kiha’s arms. The box is taken gently, opened when Kiha urges him to, and despite the fact it’s past it’s prime ... Daesung is instantly in love. It fits his wrist almost perfectly, stones glistening under the light; making easy work of looking effortlessly beautiful. In a way, and perhaps to Kiha -- much like their new owner.
“This is too much, you know that? I’d have taken flowers, or a kiss, or ... yeah, a little more than a kiss.” Heart swells almost twice it’s usual size as he speaks, emotions catching in his throat for the first time in a long time. They’d never had a proper conversation about maternal shortcomings. Though, it was due to that that the gift meant so much more. He twists his wrist and watches the bracelet roll around his skin, theres something so fascinating to him about meaningful jewellery.
“It’s pretty Kiha, just like you.” A short kiss on the lips as he tilts his head to the side for a better reach. “I’ll wear it always, I promise. Anything to keep a part of you close to me, especially when you’re out vampire-ing and stuff, or I have work.” A moment ruined by Daesung’s inability to shut up, as usual, is a moment all to common with the pair. “Have we got plans for today?”
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simple-skarsgard · 6 years
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Pairing: Virgin!Bill x Sexy!Reader
Prompt: Bill loses his virginity to you obviously lol
A/n: Obviously Bills experienced lmao. So if you wanna imagine this takes place in highschool or college or whatever, you go ahead lmao. But theres no set time for this one shot. I hope you all enjoy cause I think I’ma like this one a lot lmao.
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"I'm a virgin."
The words came out of his mouth and hung heavily in the air- expanding and taking up all the space in the room until it filled with nothing but silence. He swore the whole world had stopped moving then and there. For a whole minute he felt his heart freeze and fear began swelling inside him the way the words had in the room.
You were straddling his lap as he was propped up on his elbows with his shirt unbuttoned to show his chiseled body, lazily hanging on his shoulders. Your hands had stopped at his pants and had them unzipped to show his very prominent bulge.
The heat was rising to his cheeks the longer the silence hung between you. He felt as if you were getting further and further away with every passing moment. Fear setting in that he may have ruined everything you had.
"Oh.." was all you said. Just.. 'Oh'...
"I-I'm sorry," Bill sat up and began to button up shirt, eyes forced to look to the ground feeling embarrassed. It never occurred to him that it might've been a problem. He zipped up his pants, shame flushing his cheeks at how tight they were. 
"I should go," were the next words that came from his lips and just as his hands were on your hips to help you off him, your hands cupped his face and turned his sad eyes to meet yours.
"Why do you have to go?" You asked, an obvious disappointment in his decision to leave. Truth was you didn't want him to leave. You wanted him to stay with you and you wanted to make him feel comfortable.
"I just..," his face was tilted to your direction, but his eyes stayed looking to the ground. It was almost like he felt guilty for being .. that thing.
"There's nothing wrong with you being a virgin, Bill."
He inwardly cringes at the word as if it pricked his chest. He hated having to hear it now, it was uncomfortable having to admit it.
You cup his cheek and run your thumb over his cheek bone,"Bill.. Look at me.."
He shuts his eyes tight as if mustering the courage to face the ugly truth before he sighs, visibly letting go of his stress. The tension in his face and body draining as he opens his lids to stare at you with glossy green orbs.
You smile a little and kiss his temple before withdrawing and meeting his eyes again.
"I don't want to make you do anything you don't want to do. I know how intimidating this experience can be and I want to make sure that you want to do this. I'm not pressuring you."
"It's not that I feel like you're pressuring me.. I just..."
"You just...?"
"I want to be able to please you!" He admits aloud. His fear of not being good enough surfacing and making itself seen in plain sight. Although he still had clothes on it felt as if that sentence alone had stripped down to his bare skin. Vulnerable and naked.
You’re silent for another moment, not sure how to respond, because how in his right mind would he ever believe he wouldn’t know how to make you feel good? He could have you like putty in his hands and he was totally unaware of it. The number of times you had to touch yourself after a heavy make out session and he would leave. The times you were a shriveled mess in the very sheets he was sitting on in that moment, moaning his name as a blissful orgasm washed over you.. He knew none of that?
While you’re stuck in your thoughts trying to process all this information, Bill is staring at you. Eyes searching you over and raking over your body- still straddling his hips- and just drinking in every curve and edge of your being. He’d fantasized about being able to touch you in this way for the couple of months you’d been together, but now that it came down to it, he couldn’t have been more paralyzed. 
What was he so afraid of?
Zoning back in you look at him and see him staring at your chest, only slightly exposed beneath the v-neck you’d been wearing. He seemed distraught and far too into his head, like he wandered down a path that he couldn’t find his way back from. 
You take one of his hands, the sudden movement slamming him back into awareness so hard he jolts like he’s been caught in a crime. You lead his hand to your breast over the fabric of your shirt and notice the shock widen his eyes like he couldn’t believe what was happening. Almost like allowing a crook to get away with his crime. 
Which wasn’t accurate to say the least. This was no crime. There was nothing wrong in the situation other than how stuck he seemed to be. 
“You don’t know how many times I’ve daydreamed about having you touch me Billy,” you take his other hand and guide it so it slips under the hem of your shirt and travels upward, making sure his fingertips drag along your skin ever so softly. 
Bill’s only response is to blink as he feels his right hand resting over your boob and you drag his left until it brushed over the lace of  your bra. You slip his fingers into the cup of your bra so he feels your breast in his hand, making his mouth go slack a bit.
A part of you wants to giggle, because he is like a school boy drooling over you, but you’re more turned on with the fact that he hasn’t stopped you from guiding him. He was open to being shown how to make you feel good and if that didn’t tell you he was going to be amazing already, then what else would.
“I’ve had so many dreams of you fucking me into my bed and just feel you inside my pussy, Bill.”
You make his thumb brush over your hardened nipple, not failing to catch the release of little breath he’d been holding. Seeing how things are well so far, you decide you’ll take a bigger step and strip off your own shirt, hands reaching behind you to unclasp your bra and drop the articles of clothing to the floor.
Bill’s eyes graze over your now bare upper torso and his hands lazily rest along your waist, but the longer he takes in your appearance, the more you feel the anxiousness in his fingertips as he presses down on your skin. He drags his hands up your body, no longer needing much of a guide. A tiny moan passes through his parted lips and he feels tension growing in his cock.
He tilts his head as if trying to capture your view from every and any angle, fascinated with your appearance. Specifically, because it was you he was staring at. Every little mole, freckle, stretch mark and fold of skin was hypnotizing.
“You’re so beautiful,” he says more to himself than you as he leans in and begins to kiss your chest, up to your neck, not sure if you’d be upset if he were to leave a mark behind or not.
You bring your hands up to tangle in his hair and guide his kisses, sensing he’s still a bit hesitant  on where he’s allowed to kiss. You even tilt your chest up slightly and bring his head down so he kisses just above your nipple. He can feel his heart rate climbing and neediness along with it as his lips part to start leaving open mouthed kisses on your soft skin, letting his tongue graze you slightly.
Upon feeling your fingers tighten in his hair and a small whimper emerging from your throat, he takes it as sign you like what he’s doing and lets his lips close around your nipple to suck on the tender bud while his right hand resting on your hip moves to grip your neglected breast.
He feels the breath hitch in your throat and the way you push his face further into your breast, not being able to restrain your greediness of the attention you’d been craving for so long up to this point.
“You have no idea how many nights I’ve laid here touching myself, wishing it was your hands on me,” your eyes shut and leaning your head back as your body’s instincts take over and you begin to rock your hips against his growing bulge, knowing he too needs attention.
His hot breathes grows heavier against your skin and his moaning grows more audible as he feels the friction against his almost painfully sensitive cock. He takes his chance to switch tasks with your breast- sucking on the other and running his thumb over the other before pinching it to roll it between his fingertips.
You could feel your wetness growing between your hips the longer his touch lingers on your body, losing yourself in the pleasure. Bill sensing he’s on the right track, turns to flip you over, leaving him hovering over you and your legs wrapped around his waist as he begins to kiss you again. His tongue slipping into your mouth and brushing against yours to run slickly against the muscle.
Before you can process how much more turned on he’s left you, his fingertips slip passed the band of your shorts and panties and runs between your folds.
“So wet,” he moans gently as his kisses stray from your lips to your neck as his middle and ring finger slip into you.
Your walls close around his fingers as he begins to move them in and out of your pussy. He hears the swishing of your pussy with every pump and he’s unsure of why that turns him on further, but he’d guess it’s because it’s an obvious sign you’re feeling into him as much as he is into you.. Just a guess though.
As his fingers are working inside you, he leans further back just enough to catch your form beneath him. Your eyes are closed and head leaning back with your back slightly arching off the bed. You looked as if you were drowning in ecstasy and trying to come up for air in his eyes.  
“Wait,” you grab his hand and reluctantly make him stop his movements.
Panic sets off, “Did I do something wrong?”
“No,”
“So then what is it?”
You move his hand away before you nudge him off and turn him back so he lays flat on the bed with you straddling his lap.
“It’s that this is about you.”
He furrows his eyebrows,”Babe no I want to-”
You press your hand over his mouth and muffle the words before he can get them out. “Want to make me feel good- yeah I know, but you’re going to have many opportunities to do that, but this is your first time and it’s important to me that you get the attention.”
He ponders a moment, upset that he won’t get his wish fulfilled of being the one to please you, but also understanding where you were coming from. And it wasn’t like you were wrong. This would undoubtedly be the first of many times you and him have sex, and every chance after so would be another step closer to learning your body as he wished. So he complied by nodding in agreement.
The elegant smile Bill loved seeing on your lips spread wider into the goofiest grin before you removed your hand and crashed your lips onto his again. He blinks before reciprocating the kiss and hands instinctively groping your ass as you rock your hips against him. 
Your tongues intertwining and your hands pulling at his hair, making his moans pass into the cavern of your mouth as it continued its movements against his. Your hands began to greedily claw at his clothing and shred them off his smooth skin until you’d stripped him down bare. If he didn’t feel naked before, he sure as hell did now, but you refused to let him get snagged in the web of self consciousness as you still ground your clothed crotch against his naked member.
His hands rested on your hips as he delved into the friction you were giving him so freely and generously. His head tossed back into the bed sheets and his Adam’s Apple bobbing down with the little noises he wasn’t even trying to restrain coming from his throat. His neck being so exposed was only calling you to attack it with desperate open mouthed kisses, hardly being aware of the little control you had was slipping from your grip. All you wanted to do was ride him until he was cumming into your tight little cunt.
“Oh god,” he rasps as his fingers unconsciously dig further into your hips, the sensations in his balls and dick growing to a pleasure he’d never imagined feeling so much better than when he would touch himself.
"Does it feel good, baby?" You cooed letting your lips gently graze the skin of his neck before biting down with enough pressure to make him moan.
He merely nodded with his eyes screwed shut, an expression of desperation with eyebrows turned upward in vulnerability. His tongue flicking out to lick his dry lips as if tasting the bliss that you made him feel.
"You look so pretty," you comment mesmerized by his beauty. Your hand unconsciously slid up his bare torso and gripped his throat. His eyes blinked open in surprise but he made no indication for you to stop. He even reached his hand to guide the placement so your fingers rested along his cheek, fingertips bridging over his jawline and palm on his throat.
"Kiss me," he said breathlessly. "Please."
You did as he asked, your hand still placed where he left it and squeezing just barely feeling his pulse against his jugular. The longer this went the more you realized you desperately needed Bill inside you.
"Are you ready?" You mumble between your desperate kisses.
"Yes."
You withdraw enough and don't break his eye contact as you stripped. His eyes wandered down your body in a new perspective. Imagining you naked was nowhere near as good as it was seeing you. All of a sudden his mouth went dry and his chest grew tight, he was growing anxious. And you seemed to notice because your lustful eyes furrowed with worry.
"Don't be scared, Billy." You reassured him and ran your hands all over his chest."Just relax. It'll feel good, I promise."
He let out a breath he didn't even realize he'd been holding and nodded. It never ceased to amaze him just how well you'd learned him in the short time you'd been together. It was impressive, especially since most would never be as caring as you. You always did your best to make sure he was comfortable in any situation and he with you.
"I don't doubt it, babygirl," he leaned up to cup your face and kiss you again just as you lower yourself on his shaft. The pressure in your core making your walls clench around him and his groan unable to be suppressed.
"Fuck."
Your hands reach to cup his face and you kiss him passionately before he can fully process your wet, tight pussy around his cock. You rock your hips and hear the clapping of skin on skin. The sound of your wetness swishing as his dick pumps in you.
Every few moments your movements would falter just enough to catch your breath, especially Bill. The ability to breathe had gone increasingly low and he was grateful for the smallest pause to regain breathing as it seemed to only grow louder and impossible to quiet down. But you didn't seem to mind his now slicked-sweat body and heavy breathing. In fact, it seemed to be more of a turn on.
And he was right. You were infatuated with every noise he used as response to communicate the pleasure he was feeling. The little whines and slight shifting under you to watch his dick slip in wnd out of you. It was all such a beautiful connection that you were grateful to give to him. At least he would know that someone he loved and someone who loved him in return would be the one to experience this with him for his first time.
Then he felt himself twitching in you. He gasp and moans,"Im gonna cum." He blurts out, almost worried. He didn't want to finish before you. He didn't want to seem he couldn't last. "S-Slow down. I won't last."
"Cum for me baby," you encourage breathlessly.
He whimpers and shakes his head in refusal. "N-No."
"Please cum for me baby," you pick up your pace, feeling him twitch in your walls,"I want you to cum in my tight little pussy."
His eyes shut tighter as he visibly tries to hold on. So you gripped his hair and appreciatively accepted his whimper, crashing your lips on his and slip your tongue in his mouth. He moans into your kiss when suddenly he feels himself release into you. His eyes roll back and jaw drops open as you touch every inch of his skin and keep your movements steady to make sure he feels the total wave of his orgasm take him over.
His body tensed and his fingertips tucked into your skin. You felt him ease into the mattress until he relaxed completely beneath you. 
When his eyes fluttered open he sighed with disbelieve at how amazing he’d felt through the entire thing. A few tears in his eyes slipped down his cheeks from how powerful he had cum, but his shock wore down quickly. He frowned and looked at you.
“You didn’t cum,” he sounded disappointed.
“Bill I told you, I couldn’t care less about not finishing,” which you’d been honest with him. You didn’t care about finishing, but you were seeing how much he cared.
His frown stayed in its place, refusing to leave.
You folded your lips before thoughtfully chewing on the right corner of your lower lip before you came to a conclusion that would be a win for both of you.
“How about..,” you run your hands through his hair and scan his face, admiring his cheekbones and his swollen lips,”you go down on me.”
His face went red,”Wh-What?”
You chuckled before your expression softened, clearly aroused,”Eat my pussy, baby.”
Bill would have choked on his own spit then and there had you not gotten off him and splayed yourself out on the bed beside him, bending your knees and spreading your legs as you bit your finger and made bedroom eyes at him.
“Please?” you stirred slightly moving your hips against the sheets,”Eat my pussy, please Billy?”
He swallowed harshly before turning his body to lay on his stomach and situate himself so he was staring at your dripping core. A soft moan passed through his lips. “Oh, fuck..”
He reached to caress your folds delicately before inching closer, glancing up to meet your eyes over the valley of skin of your tummy and between the mount of your breasts. You looked beautiful.
He hesitated, this was new to him and he didn’t want to do anything wrong, but he trusted he’d watched enough porn to have an idea of what to do. So he shook himself free of his doubt and let his hands rub up your thighs, sliding up to grip your breasts. The sounds of your whimpers encouraging him further before he licked a long strip between your folds..
The jolt from your body wasn’t anticipated, but definitely reassuring. He moved around to slip your legs over his shoulder and wrapped his arms around your thighs to keep them in place as he repeated his first movement. The whining from above grew at your lack of being able to move as freely as you had moments ago.
He smirked a bit before he began to kiss your core, his tongue swirling and slicking between your folds and pressing flat against your clit. A low moan rang from your throat as your hips unwillingly rose to grind against his tongue.
“Bill,” you moaned and began to play with your breasts, pinching the sensitive nipples and rolling them between your fingertips. Bill could feel his confidence growing with every response you were eliciting. You were so responsive and he liked it. It was reassuring to know he was giving you the pleasure he so desperately wished he could.
“Rub my clit,” you suggest and he listens, pressing his index and middle finger to rub your clit in circles before switching into a figure eight motion.
“Oh god,” the words rumbling in your throat,”I’m gonna cum, Bill.”
He almost panicked, stopping for a moment before re-initiating his gestures just barely any faster, hoping that it’d bring your orgasm faster. And so it came, your juices spilled from you and along his tongue. Your hips lifting off the bed and thighs trembling in his hold.
Your head fell back into the sheets and jaw dropped as you let out a long sigh of satisfaction and your eyes screwing shut. Bill swore the next time he got you to do that face that he’d be coming with you. He would figure your body out and he would keep this image of you in his head, for it was the most beautiful expression he’d witnessed on you. 
When your hips fell back to the mattress and your legs went slack with exhaustion, Bill licked you clean and kissed his way up your body. His lips peppering your skin until he reached your chin and he looked down at you in admiration until you cupped his face and kissed him passionately, tasting yourself on his lips.
“You’re so beautiful,” he breathed into your kiss, feeling his own exhaustion catching onto him.
He collapsed at your side and allowed you to cradle him so his cheek was pressed to your bare chest. You twirled his slick hair in your fingers, watching his eyes fall close. He looked defeated in a chaotically beautiful way. Drained but at peace.
“I love you..” Bill says with his eyes closed before they slowly open and he searches your expression almost worried he’d crossed a line he shouldn’t have.
“And I love you, Bill.”
He smiles before letting himself drift to sleep in your embrace. 
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rhodesmystery · 5 years
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um. smutfic. i joked about 3hrs but then got embarrassed about posting until i bought my vow hoodie from bungie and got such a rush and now here we are lmfao 
2.5k words of pwp. god bless. charlie x mc
Charlie finds her standing by the window. Not so unusual, all things considered. One of the first places he always thought to look, whenever they happened to be together. Something about staring out, letting her thoughts get away, eased her. He knew that much. 
However, Charlie had mostly found her clothed in the other times. Or as close to it. A shirt of his that was barely hiding anything wasn’t passable, and it wasn’t the first time he was thankful they had enchanted his windows to be one-way only. He didn’t want to think what would be said about some poor soul walking past and seeing Natasha the way she was. 
With a yawn, loud enough to alert her, and a roll of his shoulders, Charlie steps completely into the room. Mismatched, with parts kitchen, living and dining, all in one. Not that he minded, as it was his. Much like her, as he happily thought, when Natasha turned. Never a hint of sleepiness in her, with bright eyes and lips half turned up into a smile. Yeah, he knew she already knew that he was awake, but it was the entrance that mattered. Especially when he scratches his chest, stomach, only to rest his hand idly on his thigh.
“Morning.” Once, Natasha told him that she loved his voice in the morning. Didn’t tell him what exactly it was she loved, but he had made a note since then to take full advantage of it.
Natasha is surprisingly quiet with her response. A tumble of ‘morning’, that’s soft and private. Charlie might’ve thought something was wrong, if her eyes weren’t pointedly south. That gets a smile out of him.
“Thought you’d still be in bed.” Idle conversation, to fill the gap between him and her. Until he took those seven exact steps to stand before her. “Missed you.”
“Did you now?” Natasha is facing him now, and he can see his shirt was open, not even buttoned in some vague attempt for decency. Like this was some grand scheme of hers (and he was playing right into her hand). “I’m sorry.” Her lack of sincerity was hilarious, and his laughter was infectious, as she giggles to herself. Enough to distract him again. 
Charlie always liked her tits. Or, maybe he should call them breasts outright, to add some politeness to the conversation. But Natasha clasps her hands behind her back, purposely jutting them out at him, that he can see the swell of each, and how the shirt was barely holding on to cover her nipples. He was definitely going to commit this to memory.
“You should be.” Still trying to keep his tone vague. Not focus on how he could almost follow an arrow that pointed down, between her breasts, over her stomach. Like everything was shouting look at me, and he ate it up. Taking a lot for him not to just sink to his knees and eat her until she screamed his name. Forecast was telling him that was his immediate future.
With a fleeting look back at Natasha’s face, to gauge where she was at, Charlie gets a rather satisfied smile. Yeah, yeah, she read his thoughts, thought herself to be so smart about it too. Not like he wasn’t being obvious about it, cock at half mast already just thinking about her. Natasha, in his shirt, unbuttoned and open, and legs spread just enough, leaning against the window, a hand idly running down her front. Like he hadn’t already had that image in his mind since he’d walked out the bedroom.
“What ever can I do to make it up to you?” And the lines were corny, something out of the really bad movies she was fond of mimicking, except with the way she punctuates her words, making it different. Implications abound.
Charlie moves in a bit closer, a half step forward. Until there’s not else in his vision except her, her lips, her eyes, the spattering of freckles over her nose and the mismatched scars along her jaw. Practically swims in the green, noticing they were darker than any other day. And he loved why he knew that happened. Natasha kisses him, and it’s slow, deep, the only touch. Just the tilt of their heads, the slide of their tongues, and each other. Nothing more, nothing less.
Eventually, it’s his turn to make the move. And not to romanticise their positions, knight takes queen, pushing her against the window, pressing against her entirely. Never breaking the kiss, just hands trying to pull the shirt off, to find skin, only to end up with it tangled around her elbows. To trace along the curve of her spine as she arches into him. Natasha moans against his mouth, her nails burning into his shoulders, Charlie please. Please, the real magic word. Held a lot of weight, when applied properly. Like how it sits pleasantly on his head, as he begins a trail down.
Soft kisses, trying to catch every inch he could. Charlie could never tire of this, even if he knew how embarrassed she got. How she insisted on reciprocating. Not that he minded that outcome, of course, but there was something to be said for how Natasha’s face would look, when he looked up at her. Always partway there to covering her mouth, eyes heavy and hair a mess. Chest heaving, and a flush that coloured her pink. He didn’t know how many times he was up to, with calling her beautiful, but he was bound to crack a thousand eventually, surely. 
Natasha just snorts, trying to play off her embarrassment. Hand on his head, edging him down further. Charlie can only grin, kneeling as comfortably as he could, hands on her thighs. Encourages her wider for him, further still. Fingers tease her nipples, and Charlie can only savour the first strong lick in response. 
Something almost like a hiccup escapes her, and Natasha visibly shudders. With two fingers, Charlie parts her lips, and finds exactly what he wants. What he knew would have her all but shake on him. Charlie sucks, nips, laves her clit with attention, trying desperately to keep his eyes closed, but unable to stop from looking up. He loves when she looks like that, flustered and letting control go. 
Fingers that had spread her move to touch, to feel. Dragging across her seam, barely pressing against her. Charlie has to stop from smiling, when he feels the telltale buck as with one finger, he drives in a little further, but never quite enough. So soon? he thinks, but doesn’t complain. Not like he wasn’t in the same boat. At that thought, Charlie runs a hand over himself, pulling away from her clit only to look down, notice he was leaking. 
Not that he wanted to hurry, but with another twist of his wrist against his cock, he turns back. Ah well, he could make it up to her later. 
Tongue pressing against her, Charlie edges in. The slick sounds, normally off-putting in any other circumstance, always made Natasha a little weaker in the knees. Or it might’ve just been his good work, as she’s saying his name, muffled only by the sleeve of the shirt. Fingers circle her clit, and his free hand pulls at her cheek, massaging, spreading. A barely there teasing touch, against her ass, until he leans back again. 
Switching hands, replacing tongue with fingers, Charlie turns to watching her carefully. How her face may contort into something other than pleasure, when he presses one finger in. Slow, turning, brushing along her inner walls. Last night she’d mentioned that she was sore, a little more than usual. Perhaps Natasha knew what he was looking for, in how she meets his eye entirely, whispering his name as a second finger joins the first. No outward signs of discomfort, especially not when her fingers twist in his hair, tugging strands with a certain amount of force.
“Feels good?” Charlie has to ask, anyway. Can’t help himself. 
Natasha huffs, sending hair flying up. “Yes, Charlie, Merlin’s beard, if you don’t make me come, I swear—”
Even though he’s laughing, he cuts her off. One somewhat satisfied customer then. Curls his fingers, thumb pressing against her clit, and laves attention on what skin he could find with his tongue. Scissors his fingers, free hand perhaps the only thing holding her upright as she all but presses her weight down on his shoulders. From how she bent over him, Charlie could hear her whispers clearer, her pleads. 
Nope, not letting go until she’d come, good and hard. She's shuddering, Charlie yes please right there god yes. Charlie knew about the muggle god that her father’s family worshipped. It was oddly satisfying to hear that name mix in with his, to the point where he didn’t know who was who, as he pumped his fingers in and out of her. 
Natasha comes with a low, long moan. Not her first orgasm, no sir, but definitely one that has her lock up and quiver all at once. Charlie rides her through it, slow circles drawn out, just how she liked. Knew exactly where to touch, where to hold, as she comes down. Time isn’t a concept, as Natasha struggles to push herself back up, eventually leans against the window for support.
And then she says: “You’ve gotten better at that.” As if she’s not heaving in air, sensitivity overloading with how Charlie can’t seem to run a hand up her legs without her nearly giving out.
“I’ve had practice,” is what he says instead. If only because he’s getting a kick out of how he splays his fingers over her stomach, and she has to close her eyes. Bite her lip. 
Puffs of air that resemble try to resemble a laugh leaver her. “Oh, really? What’s her name?” Natasha tries to keep the conversation light and teasing, but Charlie knew. Probably a light draft would have her tumble over once again, if aimed right.
“Natasha. You probably don’t know her. Great gal. Fantastic tits.”
When she laughs, it’s the best sound Charlie had heard in months. Head thrown back, genuine kind of laugh, that ignores the situation and encompasses it all at once. Natasha grins, slack and easy, running a finger over his lips. Charlie chases it, nibbling on the tip, which earns him a pointed look. One he was quite happy to keep around. 
Leaning in, Natasha kisses him. Hot and wet, far too much tongue, and he knows that she can taste herself. The knot in his stomach tightens, acutely aware of how he was running warmer than usual. Along her lower back, Charlie drags his nails, finds her hips. Palms her into turning around, breaking the kiss despite her noise of disapproval. And he might’ve told her that if she just asked him to come on command, he would’ve then and there, except Charlie manages to get her with her back to him, hands firmly planted on the window. 
As Charlie rights himself, one hand firmly stroking his cock as he lines himself up, does he notice how Natasha turns to look over her shoulder. As if regaining some bravado in that moment, she smirks, wiggles her hips. 
“This is new for you.” 
With a snort, Charlie can only settle for giving her ass a light slap. “Shut up.” Perhaps he was a little mollified. Not to say that he was the most adventurous, as he knew he wasn’t and more often than not blushed his way into Natasha all but dominating. Definitely not his fault that he was far more favourable of the lower end of the scale. 
Fine, fine. If she was going to be all smarmy about him branching out, then he'd show her! As long as he could figure out how to stop his ears from burning as he eased his way in. Charlie moans, as she's twitchy and wet around his cock, not helping how Natasha pushes up onto her toes, fingers pressed against the glass. With a few blinks, Charlie is able to see just how the glass steamed in front of her, with every breath she took.
“I’m gonna move.”
“Thank god.”
Chuckles dissolve into pitches in breathing. Like there was just not enough oxygen in the room, and Charlie was definitely a little dizzy, enamoured, whatever, when he grips her hips and pulls her back to meet his thrust. Pushes a hand up, moving the damned shirt up with it, following the arch of her back. Until he lets it fall back again, settling for her shoulder to hold instead. 
Natasha isn’t quiet. Not by a long shot. Settled for thanking her later that she’d been the one to soundproof the house on her arrival. Faster harder Charlie pleasepleaseplease. And he tries to keep up what she’s saying, how he lets go of her hip to palm his way to her front. Find her clit and rub at it furiously, which does nothing except have her cover a moan with her arm. Even as she twitches, tries to pull away, tries to keep meeting him thrust for thrust, Charlie keeps at it. Nothing if not consistent. One of her hands joins his, Natasha’s fingers slipping along his, brushing what was exposed of his cock as he continued to move inside her. 
It's when he presses his forehead between her shoulder blades, does Charlie struggle. Hand slipping from her shoulder, he finds her hand against the window, threading fingers and gripping until his knuckles turn white. Embarrassingly so, holding her firmly against him as he comes. Moans against her skin, something that was definitely her name if a little garbled, until she follows only seconds later. 
Charlie doesn’t know how to move. Limbs felt heavy and light all at once, as if he moved even one foot, he’ll just fall flat on his face, either way. Blinking, the world doesn't stop spinning. Not yet, but he gingerly slides himself out. Regrettably, and “sorry,” when he spies the telltale spill begin to trail down her thighs. Too bad he was tired, or it might’ve been able to roll him into action, strangely so (except, he was acutely aware that his lower half was almost numb, brain fuzzy, eyes only trying to find her face).
As she turns, Natasha faces him with heavily lidded eyes, and a very pleased smile. “It’s fine.” But she’s leaning against the window, as if she didn’t trust her own legs too. With a blush that spread to the tops of her breasts, hair mussed and eyes dark, Charlie knew she was beautiful. And told her just that.
Eventually, she slides down, landing on the ground with a grunt. Charlie follows suit, wobbly and flushed, bumping shoulders when he’s beside her. Natasha kicks a leg over his, idly playing with what he could now consider her shirt, until she pulls it up and holds it at her front. Tilting his head back, Charlie closes his eyes, finds her hand, and squeezes it fiercely. 
For several minutes they sit just so. Until, with a sigh, Natasha rolls her head towards him. “Want breakfast?”
Charlie grins, one that slowly builds, that doesn’t even try to hide what he was going to say next. Opening one eye, he looks at her. “I already ate.”
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tiredwritersworld · 5 years
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Jack’s Girl
Ellie is like family to the Winchesters, having never been part of the hunting life she's like a breath of fresh air and she visits every so often to brighten up the place and their lives. Jack is desperately and hopelessly in love with her and he realises this when it all comes crashing down and he learns how close he came to losing her forever.
Part One - Home
She had to get home. As she trudged through the dirt tripping occasionally on the upturned tree roots she thought on that. Anything to take her mind off of what had just happened. The bunker was like a home but it hadn't been her home. Sam had once asked her to stay, to live with them where she could feel safe and where they could relax knowing that she was okay. Dean had voiced his approval but she had always been independent. Possibly too independent for her own good but as she dragged herself alongside the highway, out of sight of course, she decided that having a home with them, her chosen family was the only thing in the world that she wanted.
Thoughts and memories washed over her. The time that Jack had spilled his milkshake over his new clothes and so she shared her own shake with him. The time she and Dean made pancakes. The times that she helped Sam research and the times that Jack sat up with her when she was too spooked by said research to sleep. They were like a real family and she needed her family in that moment more than she needed air.
The hospital was too far in the other direction and she was in no state to drive and so she pushed on clutching her side to stem the bleeding as best she could.
The bunker door was heavy but she had already tried knocking and so she gathered what was left of her strength to yank it open. Stumbling inside she immediately heard the shuffling of chairs and her name being called.
Sam, sickened by the sight before him as he climbed the stairs suddenly burst forward catching Ellie in his arms.
"Oh no.." Jack cried softly as he took her in, blood was everywhere, her hair was matted and her face barely visible beneath the dried blood. Her eyes met with his and she let the blade in her hand drop to the ground noisily.
"What happened? Where were you?" Sam breathed as he lifted her against his chest and turned back to find Dean and Jack behind him.
"You knew I was gone." She whispered.
"Of course we did sweetheart we looked everywhere for you." Dean replied and he and Jack turned and climbed down the stairs, Sam following carefully behind them.
"Vampires. They were vampires." She said weakly.
They laid her on the table as Castiel investigated her wounds. Jack was at her side holding her hand as he watched in anticipation.
"Ellie how did you get here?" He asked softly.
"Walked." She murmured and he visibly flinched in response.
"Jack can you heal her?" He asked and Jack wasted no time as he stood by her head leaning in close to her. His hands hovered over her fragile body and he let his light wash over her.
He hushed her gently and brushed the hair from her eyes offering a reassuring smile. "I'm going to put you to sleep Ellie. That way it won't hurt you okay?" He said softly and she gave a small nod in response. With one tap she was out. Her body heaved with each rattling breath that she took and Jack bit back the emotion swelling within him. He wanted to scream, to break things but he focused on her pain, on her broken body and set to work healing her.
"Castiel she's broken." Jack whispered and as he closed his eyes a tear fell past his lashes onto his cheek.
"Yes she is. How she managed to walk here like that is beyond me." He replied looking to Dean who was glaring at the scene before him.
"What happened to her?" Sam asked.
"She said it was vampires right?" Dean growled.
"Yes.. I don't think they took too much of her blood but her ribs were broken, she had many fractures and internal bleeding." Castiel replied sadly and at that Dean turned and skulked out of the room.
Jack was still leaning over her. He had healed her but she was still covered in blood and not all of it hers. He stroked her forehead gently and held her hand in his. "You're safe now Ellie. I won't let anything hurt you."
Dean returned with a duffel bag hooked over his shoulder.
"Where are you going?" Sam asked.
"Where the hell do you think. You coming or not?" He demanded as he sorted through his bag.
"Dean we don't even know where they had her let alone how many there were." Sam said.
"There clearly wasn't enough to stop her escaping and we know she went to the mall. It's gotta be somewhere between here and there." He said simply.
"So what you wanna search every building between here and the mall?" He asked incredulously and Dean shook his head.
"If that's what it takes. I'm not letting a single blood sucking son of a bitch escape after what they did to her." He growled.
"When Ellie wakes up she can tell us where they are." Castiel pointed out.
"And give them time to haul ass? Not taking that chance Cas." Dean said angrily." He stopped sorting through the bag and took a deep breath in. "I can't sit by and do nothing. I'm going, anyone wants to come with me that's fine but I'm leaving now."
"I want to come. But I need to stay here in case she wakes up." Jack said.
"I'll come. When she wakes up call us." Sam replied.
It wasn't long before she stirred. She woke up in a strange room, Jack still clutching her hand.
"You're awake." He said, relief in his voice.
"Where am I?" She whispered.
"My room. We didn't want you to worry about being in your own room." Jack said. He was always so thoughtful but she could only briefly acknowledge it in that moment.
"Sam and Dean have gone to hunt the vampires that attacked you." Castiel said which answered her unasked question.
"I don't think theres any left." She said quietly not meeting their gaze.
"You killed them?" Jack asked curiously and she simply nodded.
"Ellie do you know where they took you?" Castiel asked.
"Not really. It's a warehouse on the highway, but I don't really remember much." She said.
"I'll call Dean." He replied and gave her shoulder a gentle squeeze before leaving the room.
"I don't know too much about these sorts of things and I'm afraid to ask you the wrong question, you see I don't want to make you sad." Jack said and Ellie looked up at him, her eyes glassy.
"I just want to be clean." She said quietly.
"Sam runs you a bath sometimes. Can I do that for you?" He asked and she nodded in reply.
Jack slowly stood resting her hand gently on her stomach before leaving the room. He loathed their distance but he knew what he had to do to help and so he quicky began running her bath.
"I don't want to be alone right now." He suddenly heard her voice and turned to find her hovering in the doorway.
"Ellie you'll never be alone again. I'm always going to be with you and I'll always protect you." Jack said leaning forward and wrapping his arms around her. She clung to him which made him happy yet nervous at the same time. He didn't want to let go but he wanted to make sure the bath was perfect and so he gently pulled her arms from his shoulders. "I just need to do this okay? You can hold my arm if you want to." He said holding out his arm for her but she shook her head, a small smile on her lips.
"There, I think that's perfect." He said standing back and looking at the bubble bath he had run. It was the smallest thing in the world but he was still proud.
"Thank you." She said quietly and he turned back to her. She hadn't moved since he had let go of her and he frowned.
"I'll wait outside." He said and made to leave but she stopped him.
"Please don't leave I need you to be here." She pleaded and he gave a nod. He was very nervous, his heart raced at the implication. He'd seen naked women before having once used Dean's laptop and he had enjoyed that, women were beautiful and Castiel had explained a few things on the nature of sex to him. He had thought of Ellie that way before but shame and guilt had immediately washed over him. He didn't understand the way he felt about her, not entirely. Castiel did but they never spoke of it.
She struggled with her clothes, they were hard with dried blood and parts stuck to her skin where she had been injured.
"Ellie... Do you want me to help?" Jack asked hesitantly and she turned to him with tears in her eyes.
"Yes Jack, please." She whispered and he stepped forward and began slowly and carefully undressing her. She winced as the clothes peeled away from her skin but he ran his hands over her as he went healing the little stings and scrapes. When she was down to her underwear he stood and watched her hesitantly. Suddenly she stepped forward wrapping her arms around his neck. He held her tightly and ran his hands in small circles on her back.
"It's alright." He whispered. Jack was confused, he had thought seeing her like this would have made him feel as it had before when he had imagined being with her, but he just felt sad in that moment. Sad for her and angry that someone had done this to her. She was so fragile and frightened and in that moment all he could do was care for her. His own emotions taking a back seat. Without thinking he swept her up into his arms and placed her into the bath carefully, his shirt getting soaked in the process. He didn't dare remove her underwear knowing that was a line he could not cross.
She let go of him and sat with her knees brought up into her chest and he kneeled beside her cupping the hot water in his hands and letting it run over her back.
Castiel watched from the doorway as Jack cleaned her slowly and carefully, the bubbles were soon gone and the bath water had turned dark and murky. She said nothing as he hummed a familiar tune and simply stared forward. She thought of only Jack. The way his hands ran over her body careful not to touch her too intimately. He thought of her smiling. The way she would laugh at every day things he would do. The way she held his hand when she was scared and as he touched her he tried to pour the happiness he felt when he was around her back into her.
"Ellie, the water is dirty." He said sadly and she looked down and sighed softly.
"Perhaps a shower." Castiel suggested and she looked up at him in surprise. "I'm sorry I just wanted to be sure you're okay." He said awkwardly.
"Its alright. A shower is a good idea. Will you wait outside for me?" She asked and they both nodded.
Jack forced himself to leave her and gently closed the door behind him.
"She will be alright." Castiel said to Jack who had pressed himself up to the door.
"How can you know that?" He asked turned to him.
"Because she has you." He replied with a small smile.
"Castiel... I think that I'm in love with her." Jack said quietly despite the noise of the shower.
"I believe that you are." He confirmed and rested his hand on the younger mans shoulder. "And you are both so lucky to have found each other but she will need time."
"I know. I'll do anything to help her." Jack said and leaned back against the wall.
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hathlostway-blog · 7 years
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hands + mouth :o
physical  features
as  far  as  hands  go  they’re  on  the  larger  side  with  long  fingers.  the  joints  are  a  bit  bulbous,  they  swell  and  get  stiff  sometimes.  by  default  they’re  always  in  a  curled  state.  it’s  uncomfortable  for  him  to  flatten  his  hands  out  from  arthritis,  a  mild  ache  or  hurt.  he  cracks  them  a  lot.  they’re  rough  also,  calloused  of  course  and  in  all  the  spots  a  swordsman  would be.  the  flesh  between  his  index  and  thumb  feels  leathered  especially.  from  holding  a  blade  for  so  long.
the  fingers  themselves  are  cool  to  the  touch,  lack  of  circulation  and  everything.  however  the  middle  of  his  palms  end  up  being  warm.  while  the  whole  of  his  hands,  especially  the  back  are  dry.  the  skin  around  the  knuckles  especially  can  get  dry  enough  they  crack  and  bleed  a  little  bit.  it’s  also  easy  to  see the  veins  on  the  top  of  his  hands.  his  nails  on  the  other  hand  are  short,  usually dirty  but  that’s  about  it.  he’s  got  a  few  raised  scars,  just  nicks  here  and  there,  specifically  on  the  inside  of  his  hands  such  as  around  the  fingertips.  but  they’re  not  remarkable  or  anything.
samson  has  a  good  grip  also  although  his  hands  get  the  shakes  every  once  in  a  while.  they  never  used  to,  they  used  to  be  steady,  but  lyrium  and  age  have  done  that  to  him.
mouth  wise  his  lips  are  actually  pretty  full,  as  in  he’s  got  a  bottom  and  top  lip.  the  top  even  has  a  bit  of  a  cupid’s  bow,  although  the  middle  of  the  bow  dips  down  a  bit  too  much.  his  mouth  stretches  out  on  both  sides  of  his  face.  its  not  a  big  mouth  ( lol )  but  his  mouth  does  fit  his  head  pretty  well.  the  lips  tend  to  be  on  the  dry  side,  skin  looks  wrinkled  especially  right  in  the  middle.  while  on  the  outside  they’re  kind  of  soft.  he  has  a  nasty  habit  of  picking  at  them  if  he’s  sitting  down,  elbows  on  a  table  sort  of  deal.
default  expression  is  usually  just  a  line  to  put  it  simple.  neutral.  either  that  or  drawn  into  something  annoyed  or  fed  up.  when  it  comes  to  a  smirk  or  grin  it’s  usually  only  one  side  of  his  mouth  that  turns  up.  rarely  will his  whole  mouth  break  out  into  a  grin  or  even  smile.  if  he  does  however  then  it’s  all  teeth.  which  don’t  look  very  good,  they’re  crowded  and  uneven  and  yellow.  he  does  have  a  majority  of  them though,  only  two  are  missing  from  taking  trauma  to  the  face.  both  back  molars  on  one  side.  a  few  have  cavities  and  one  is  only  half  there.  it  looks  like  an  empty  spot  but  theres  still some  tooth  left  near  the  gums.  its  only  visible  if  he  smiles  fully,  otherwise  it  looks  like  he’s  got  a  full set  of  teeth.  he  has  one  dimple  on  the  right  side  of  his  mouth.
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robbyrobinson · 7 years
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Ranking the Sisters
10. Lily: Again, while I do like Lily, she doesn't have that much of a personality besides being cute. Really, I feel that Lily is pointless at some points; her only purpose is to be cute, and to say "poo poo."
9. Lisa: Now, I have said this before, so I'll keep it brief. I mainly dislike Lisa because she comes off as a conceited girl who looks down on her siblings and others. I mean, I get that she's supposed to be a genius and all, but does she really need to put others down? Besides that, she also came off as a killjoy to me, especially in episodes like "Snow Bored" in which she was planning to melt the snow so that the schools would be open that day. That's not even getting into the fact that she performs experiments on her own siblings at points, much like how she gave Luan a cookie that caused her to temporarily glow in the dark, or that one time that she accidentally caused Leni's head to swell up. And then she nearly electrocuted Lily. No, Lisa, it doesn't matter that you were going to give Lily a sucker afterwards; that was just messed up. Oh, and the whole thing with taking stool samples....thankfully, one fanfic passes that off as her just being concerned about their health so that's okay, I guess.
8. Lynn: You all know how I feel about her. Even as season 2 is nearing its end, nothing has made me come to like Lynn. Really, the one word that I can think of when I'm thinking about Lynn is bully. Now while I get that some people may not like Lori or Lola because they're jerks, at the very least, they have moments that show that they're not terrible at heart. With Lynn, you barely get that. I mean if threatening to beat Lincoln, karate chopping him, doing the Dutch Oven on him, etc. is her definition of affection, I want no part in that. I still think her worst episode was definitely "Space Invader." She acts ungrateful to Lincoln after she was kicked out of her own room and he begrudgingly allowed her to stay in his. I guess what I mean is while I personally believe that she does all this to Lincoln without any ill intention, she is never made to realize that enough is enough. And then theres' the fandom....Lynn has to be one of the most overrated of the sisters, well besides one that'll appear later in the list. I mean, I don't get it; why do people like her? I mean, besides the normal art, you of course have Loudcest, which I blame "Space Invader" for. I tried....I really tried to like Lynn, but after everything, especially NSL (which I did not hate; I still think that Lincoln was at fault), I just don't think I'll ever like her. I don't hate her, but I also think she's one of the weakest of the sisters as she has yet to have any noticeable character development.
7. Lori: Now, while I do agree with some blogs that say that there's more to Lori than meets the eye, I still don't find her interesting. Out of the sisters, she doesn't have any noticeable talents. She just comes off as being kind of average. And then there's those moments where she gets mad. Some are understandable, but then there are some moments where she comes off as a bratty little child. Case in point, "Save the Date." She forces Lincoln to go on a double date without his consent, all because Bobby dumped her when Lincoln accidentally offended his sister. Really? Does Lori even value Lincoln as a brother? I just get the sense that had Lincoln not have been born into their family, they might not want much to do with him. I don't mean to say it that way, but if you care more that your boyfriend dumped you than your own sibling....
6. Luan: I find Luan annoying at some points. Just getting that out of the way. She's energetic, almost happy all the time, etc. but I just tend to find her irritating especially with her puns. While some of them are funny, a lot of her puns are the death of comedy. And that's not even getting into how she becomes criminally unhinged whenever April Fools' Day is on the horizon. She can give even the Joker a run for his money. However, as I have said, I didn't hate "April Fools' Rules." I am still amused with how much thought Luan puts into her pranks. Really, they seem like a lot of them required meticulous planning. As for a "Fool's Paradise....." she was a borderline serial killer in that episode. Of course no one died, but she seemed to be even more psychotic in that episode. I'm just really worried for Luan's mental state. She seems to bubble all of this up, only to go all out on one day. However even then, I wouldn't label Luan as "evil." She just comes off as someone who just wants to have fun, but she just doesn't think it through enough.
5. Lana: Lana is an okay character. For the most part, I like her because of how she likes to get her hands dirty, as well as how she likes things like mud, frogs, reptiles, bugs, etc. Of course, my absolute favorite episode regarding Lana is still "Toads and Tiaras." I really loved the bonding she had with Lincoln, and how she ends up winning because she chose to be herself. However, I do sometimes get a little nauseous regarding Lana because of her eating habits. She ate worms once, she eats dog food (but her comment about dog biscuits keeping her "coat" clear was pretty funny), and she even ate a wadded piece of gum she got from a garbage can. It's really a miracle that the only time this girl got sick was when she contracted the flu.
4. Luna: I don't really know how to go about discussing Luna. For the most part, I like her; I mean, while I'm not much of a music guy, I do often like hearing Luna jam on her bass guitar or playing other instruments. I also find her to be one of the more kind sisters (no, I'm not going to use that nice sister crap if you think I'm going to), and I just ultimately found her to be kind of cool. If I had an older sister, I would definitely want her to be kind of like Luna. On the other hand...sometimes I get annoyed with Luna's voice. It's like scratching nails across a chalkboard. I mean, not necessarily when she uses that pseudo-British accent. When she's singing or something like that...really, Luna isn't one of those types that should sing. I mean at some points I'd be like "Dude, turn it down a couple volumes, please?" Seriously; besides her short hair and butch appearance, no wonder my mom confused Luna as a boy. She can seriously pass herself off as one. And as you would've probably guessed if you've read this far without chucking your computer out the window: I feel that she's way overrated. Besides that nicer sister nonsense, her reveal as a bisexual. I have spoken to death about how I feel on the subject; while I love the twist...it doesn't really make Luna better in my eyes. I mean, 99.9% of comments on "L" is for Love amount to "OMG! Luna likes girls! Best. Character. Ever!" I mean, who cares? Well besides those who dumped the show for that stupid reason. Just because a characters' gay, lesbian, bisexual, or trans does not make them an automatic good character. There should be more depth to their character. We know about the character, but we don't know anything about that character. Just because Luna's bi does not make her automatically good. She's not a bad character, but she comes off as pretty hollow overall.
3. Lola: OK, while I love parading that Lola is a sociopath, but I don't ultimately believe that to be the case. In regards to who is the more visibly entertaining of the sisters, Lola has that in spades. She's hammy with how self-centered she is, she overreacts a lot. I mean, remember how she was in "Out of the Picture?" She was overly dramatic about her bad yearbook photo. Besides that, I also love her "evil" moments. They're over the top and funny with how terrified the other siblings get around her, etc. Besides that, she has moments where she can be pretty nice. Especially with "Out of the Picture" where she voices her gratitude towards Lincoln and Clyde for changing the photo, saying that if anything, she'd remember what they did for her. And then JFMStudios ruined that heartwarming moment by making an alternate ending. Curse you, JFMStudios (jk)!!
2. Leni: I just love how innocent Leni can often be with her cluelessness. Amongst the sisters, I find Leni as one of the more quotable. I also like how she's generally one of the more kind of the sisters, and how she can be thoughtful at some points. If you're worried that she may get too played as dumb frequently, they always manage to have a moment where Leni is smart in her own way to the point that some of her ideas could pass as outright ingenious.
1. Lucy: Again. Much like with my first list, Lucy ended up scoring the number one spot somehow. If I ranked the sisters by which personality suited me the most, I somehow ended up scoring under Lucy. I mean I'm serious; I once did a personality quiz based on the show, and I somehow ended up getting Lucy. At some points, I do kind of feel like I understand Lucy the most, because I feel the same way about certain things myself. Sometimes I feel unhappy, sometimes I feel that others ignore me or see me as invisible, or sometimes I feel that life isn't fair. I guess that's what often drifts me towards liking Lucy the most. Not in some kinship, obviously, but I find her relatable. On another note, one thing I have in common with Lucy is how I seemingly appear in other places of my house without my parents or grandmother noticing, and then unintentionally scaring them. Of course, that's because I walk fast, sometimes without making a sound, but that's beside the point.
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Roleplay Server Log #211
“Infinite Flux, Cp Cleansing”
[Notch] Quietly as they walk away - how long were you hovering around listening to us anyway?
[Flux] - Not too terribly long, I was beginning to wonder where you were
[Notch] You can't pinpoint people on the server? I know Doc can do that, I thought it was an admin thing?
[Flux] - I have my own way I suppose, when I take my mist form I can see everything, everyone, wverywhere
[Notch] Laughs lightly- That sounds both amazing and headache inducing.
[Flux] - I am used to it.  It was a bit disorienting coming here because this server is bigger than the one I originate from
[Notch] But it also means more interesting things to look at, and more people to check in on.
[Flux] - I could show you
[Notch] Really? Is it because I can see code now? Or could you have done this all along to anyone?
[Flux] - Not before, but I might be able to now that my energy has been fixed
[Notch] I trust you Flux. I'm up for anything you want to show me.
[Flux] Reaches over and takes his hands as she brings them to a halt.  She shuts her eyes and a bubbly feeling overcomes Notch as the two of them dissolve into mist, as Flux said, Notch can now see everything on the server and everywhere-
[Notch] Gasps in shock, it's too much to take in at once and his mind is overwhelmed with tears that have no way to manifest. He clings to her with all his energy and there's a sudden swelling as the powers comingle, the server shoots away below them, beyond the ceiling of the skybox and there it is....
All the seeds streching forever into a gray misty horizon in every direction, little glowing doorways to an untold number of worlds, Notch hesitates for a moment before reaching out to the nearest node, his unformed hand passing through the sparkling star of a world-
I....
[Flux] Brings their forms back to a more physical state- Notch?
[Notch] Wobbles around for a moment and then falls down. His face is green with motion sickness and he's panting a bit from the sheer pressure of everything that was just lifted from him.
[Flux] Kneels down next to him- Notch?  What was that?
[Notch] I... I don't know... I just reached out for you... and we went so much higher... I feel dizzy.
[Flux] Pushes some hair away from Notch's face- Breathe, it will help.  The first time doing that is always overwhelming...  But that place...  Where was it?  I've never seen it before...
[Notch] It was everything... the web of seed nodes spread out over the void. Just one little corner of the Internet itself.
[Flux] - Your creation?
[Notch] I had help... but yes...
[Flux] - It's appropriate
[Notch] Was that what you wanted to show me?
[Flux] - No, my intention was just to show you this server...
[Notch] Then why....?
[Flux] - I cannot say, but perhaps TLOT or Doc may be able to shed some light on this?
[Notch] Not... not right now... I need to think about this. Just, walk me home, okay? We'll have some tea, maybe some of the lobsters Stevie gave me.
[Doc] Was dozing lightly and feels a small vibration from the golden carrot that's phone coded - xe pulls it out and reads the display slightly above it. With hir forked tounge just poking out xe twiddles hir claws and waits. The reply comes back immediately and there's some spirited back and forth. The exeggutor wanders over and watches hir blithely. - after a few minutes xe closes it satisfied and types out a message to Cp over the chat- Turns out Dawn already had what you needed, she made one for herself a long time ago and then didn't use it. She says she'll put it in a container near the tv and you can just grab it. Just give her a few minutes to get to the beach.
[CP] - I DON'T NEED ANYTHING!
[Doc] It's for your nightmares! Just take it. You don't have to talk to anyone.-
[CP] - Slender already gave me protection!
[Doc] Why the fuck didn't you tell me?
[CP] - BECAUSE I WAS MORE CONCERNED ABOUT MY WIFE!
[Doc] TAKE IT ANYWAY.
[CP] - MAKE ME!
[Doc] whiny and trying to make Splender laugh- Splender.... Cp is being rude... blarg. - Xe rolls over in a dramatic way-
[Splender] - Should I go get him?
[Doc] No... he's with Lie. It makes more sense for me to go to him. He's still at my house anyway. Splender... I don't expect you to do anything. I was just bitching to make myself feel better. Thank you though.
[Splender]- Oh, alright!
[Doc] I guess I'll head home. Though you're always welcome to tag along if you're bored. - Lifts up and shakes off a bit. - Snake? Are you still around?
[Splender] - No, I should be going home as well
[snake] snake is not here only a donut
[Doc] Safe journey then. Huh?
[Exeggutor] Waves it's fronds at Splender
[snake] I am a donut but don't eat me
[Splender] Waves his tendrils, the bells jingling softly before he teleports away-
[Doc] Okay. Well then. Donuts belong in my kitchen, so I guess I'll just take you along. - Xe picks up Snake with two claws and balances him on hir snout like a dog with a treat before trotting back towards the castle with the pokemon stumping along behind-
[Alexis] Passes them on her way home-
[Doc] Hi Alexis. - Waves hir tail by way of greeting-
[Alexis] - Hello Doc, everything okay?
[Doc] Just the usual nonsense. Got my butt kicked by a wild animal while Cp stood around watching. He's determined to be on my shit list today.
[Alexis] - I see, well I hope your day gets better, I'm heading home now
[Doc] Good enough. Stevie could probably use some comforting anyway.
[Alexis] - Got it- Heads towards her house
[Doc] Puts up a paw as xe gets to the front door and changes under Snake so they're laying in hir open palm.
[Exeggutor] Has decided to stay outside and settles down in a patch of sun near the water.
[Doc] Heads down to the kitchen.
[CP] Is keeping himself between MB and Lie-
[Mb] Is just sitting against the wall with the pea-shooter concealed and his arms folded. He's focused entirely on the baby dragons playing and ignoring Cp.
-The baby dragons are starting to wear out a little-
[Mb] Oh look who's back....
[Doc] Comes down the steps, hoping theres no mess
[snake] donut say eat more cookies
[CP] Growls at Doc a little-
[Doc] Puts Snake on the table and gives Cp a calculating look- well?
[CP] - Go get it yourself!  You're the one who keeps wanting the practice!
[Doc] If I get it myself, will you take the item?
[CP] - No, because I don't need it!
[Doc] Why are you so against this?
[snake] donut say take the item
[CP] - I don't need it, Slender has already given me their protection and I trust in that
[Doc But it could come in handy later. From what Dawn said, a lot of work went into it.
[snake] donut says you should always have a plan b
[CP] Is just being stubborn now as he folds his arms and turns away-
[Flux] - Notch, I really do believe that you should go speak to someone now, before you forget anything
[Notch] Holds himself nervously- Are you sure? I mean... nobody here really seems to know what's happening to me....
[Flux] - Yes but it would be best to keep them up to date on what is happening, do you not think so?
[Notch] slumps, defeated, he makes a weak gesture for Flux to lead-
[Flux]  Takes his hand again- We'll walk this time
[Deer] - Snake?  Why are you curled up like that?
[snake] I am not snake I am a donut
[+Deer] - Oh...  Um, okay?
[snake] but really I just don't want to be serious right now
[Deer] - Alright, there's nothing wrong with that
[Doc] Is just staring angrilly at Cp
[Mb] Has perked up and is watching to see if a fight will happen-
[Notch] Comes down the stairs - Doc, I need to tell you something-
[Flux] Is following behind Notch-
[Doc] What is it Markus?
[Flux] - I was showing him how I saw the server when something went odd, we saw all the seeds...
[Notch] It was amazing... and scary as all hell-
[Doc] So maybe the mingling of your energies caused a reaction?
[Flux] - Perhaps, I'd never tried showing someone else before...
[Notch] I wasn't trying to do anything.
[Doc] I understand, but there's a chance that you did something anyway without meaning too.
[Lie] - Maybe it's one of Notch's powers?
[Doc] So you think he might be able to see all the codes with a nudge in the right direction?
[Notch]  It didn't feel like that. I wanted to.. help.. I guess?
[CP] - Who cares!  Something weird happened, big deal
[Lie] - CP what is wrong with you right now?
[Doc] Snorts - maybe you should help me next. All I want is for Cp to grab a thing that's just outside our usual portal and he won't do it.
[Notch] I guess?
[CP] - Will the both of you just fuck off already?
[Doc] Bristles and shoots him an incredulous look-
[Notch] Hey... if you want me to try and help I will.
[Doc] Throws up hir hands- Fine! What's the worst that can happen right?
[Lie] Sighs and motions for them to go ahead, she won't stop them-
[Doc] Tries to make a portal, there a lot of crackling and statick and it falls apart quickly. Xe grits hir teeth and tries again-
[CP] Snickers-
[snake] donut say your being mean cp
[Doc] Gets it semi-stable, but it's clear they're using everything to maintain it and there's nothing visible but digital snow on the opposite side-
[Notch] Approaches tenatively, trying to focus his mind on helping somehow-
[Deer] - CP really, do you want to be turned into a cat again?
[Mb] What the fuck are you doing anyway?
[CP] - Not helping
[Lie] - Doc is trying to make a portal to the outside world
[Mb] Outside? Like another seed or game or something?
[snake] lie make sure to eat more cookies
[Lie] - It's the world Notch and I come from, it's where Minecraft was created
[Doc] Tries harder and suddenly feels Markus touch hir shoulder. There's a sudden whoosh as the pressure vanishes entirely, and the beach outside the old TV can be clearly seen through the little hole. The smell of the surf and sand, and the rushing noise of the ocean  fills the room.
[Lie] Smiles a little-
[Mb] Is on his feet and moving towards the hole, his eyes are as blank as ever but his mouth is hanging slightly agape. - What... It's so... the pieces are so small...!
[CP] - Because it's not pixilated dumbass
[Doc] Sticks hir hand through quickly without losing contact with Markus, and drags in a beach bag. There's the tiniest digital crackle as the resolution on the bag falls dramatically to match the server.
[Notch] That's home...
[Mb] Reaches out for the hole and jerks his hand back as if burned-
[Lie] - It used to be
[CP] - Yeah the first time out there is super painful
[Notch] You're right Lie. But I'm trying to help Mb understand what he's seeing. This is where non-digital humans come from. Everything is much more detailed.
[CP] Is considering setting the beach bag on fire-
[Doc] Looks at Notch and moves his hand gently off hir shoulder. As they break contact, the portal falls apart entirely. - Markus...
[Flux] - Such an interesting reaction...
[Doc] I think we should do some more tests but.... at first blush, that's an amazing power... Lie? Could you give it a shot? Let Markus help you spawn a flower, nothing new, just see what happens.
[Lie] - Alright- She holds her hand out for Notch, focused on creating a love blossom
[Notch] Takes her hand gently and thinks about helping her as well-
[Lie] The blossom forms quickly, growing much larger than usual and a few petals fall off while a scent fill it's room.  Everyone there being reminded of those they love the most-
[Notch] Turns instinctively to Flux, his eyes are wide and hopeful
[Mb] Bends down and reaches out for Celine
[Doc] Takes a step back to lean against Deerheart and reach down for Yaunfen. - It's so beautiful Lie....
[CP] Purrs as he looks at Lie-
[Lie] - It's so much bigger
[Flux] Has a light blush across her face, she's a bit confused as to what she's feeling, but she knows it's aimed at Notch-
[snake] -flops out of being a donut-
[Doc] I think we have confirmation... Too bad you're ashamed of your father Cp, having your own powers amplified could come in super handy...
[CP] Scowls- Still not introducing him to my mobs Doc
[Lie] - What brought that suggestion about?
[Doc] I had a fleeting thought about Cp introducing Markus as a super powerful Notch to impress his mobs and keep them in line.
[CP] Tenses as he picks up on the thought- No!  Besides, even if we did that my mobs would still initially challenge him, and I don't think he can protect himself yet
[Notch] Swallows-
[Doc] Bah, they're just mobs. All I'd need to do is put him in creative.
[CP] - You have no say as to what happens on my seed Doc
[Doc] Did I say I did? And that's a good question, can you put people in creative on your seed? Are you an admin, or just an invader?
[CP] - I don't know, never had a reason to, and Stevie always preferred to be in survival
[Doc] Then you basically put your greatest weapon aside because... you can't be bothered to hack into the admin functions?
[Mb] dumbass...
[CP] - No, because I'm naturally in a mixture of survival and creative, and I never put one of my victims in creative
[Doc] And... it never occured to you to flip your own modes before fighting your NOTCH?
[CP] - I've tried, it's part of my glitch that I can't completely enter creative
[Doc] Okay, that I understand. But you not using every weapon at your disposal makes me suspicious.
[CP] - What do you mean?
[Notch] Cp... you usually use anything that can give you an advantage in a fight...
[CP] - And I still do! I just can't fully enter creative!  I've tried Nether knows how many times!
[Doc] Ah, that's a shame, but... you don't want my help,so.....
[Mb] Mean laugh-
[CP] Growls- I don't need it, I'll figure out a way eventually
[Lie] - CP no, you've tried your way long enough now
[Flux] - And you are not the only one with a vendetta...
[Doc] Pretends to ignore them and opens the bag. There are a couple of items inside, but the charm is on the top. Xe pulls it out. It's a scroll made of animal hide and it's been wrapped over it's entire length with red string knotted at intervals and then sealed with a complex sigil pressed into wax. It seems to pulse weirdly in hir hand-
[Deer] - That feels so weird...
[Flux] - There is definetly magic in that...
[Doc] It's made of skin and obviously not meant to be read.
[Notch] Hovers a hand over it. - It feels really different from what Flux uses...
[Flux] - Well it is a real world magic, not digital
[Doc] I guess it will come in handy if someone else needs protection at least.
[Lie] Goes over to CP and runs her fingers through his hair-
[Doc] Rustles around in the bag and pulls out a brown cube, it seems to be slightly hairy. - What the...?
[Deer] - What is that?
[Notch] Is that a coconut?
[Doc] Shakes it - why is it full of liquid?
[Lie] - It's edible
[snake] -flops off the table to get a closer look at what doc has-
[Doc] Makes a second one and puts it away before fussing with the original. Xe taps it on the table like an egg- How are you supposed to get it open?
[Lie] - You have to break it open, not only can you drink the "milk" inside, but you can eat the flesh to
[Doc] Oh... Um... - Xe sits down at the table and picks at the coconut a bit, pinching pixels off of it like someone removing lint.
[snake] get a machete and cut it in half
[Lie] - Doc?  Do you know if TLOT has figured out a time for some of villagers to meet Notch?  I'd like to be there to support Notch
[Doc] But Snake, if it has liquid in it, and I hit it with something, it'll go everywhere.  I don't know? I'm not entirely sure where he is. But I presume he'd want to be there himself.
[Lie] - We should ask him then
[snake] normally they are round so just some would get out while the two half's flopped to the side containing the rest gem saw it in a video once
[Doc] Squeaks a finger into a small hole xe's made and feels liquid - It's okay, I think I've got it. Anyone have a bucket? -at Lie- Oh? Right.
[CP] Tosses one full of lava at Doc-
[Doc] Fumbles the bucket and gets it on hir lap, xe leaps up and breaks the chair to keep it from catching fire-
[Mb] Grabs Celine and tps into the kitchen proper-
[Notch] Jumps away in alarm-
[Lie] - CP!
[Doc] FUCKING DAMMIT CP!
[CP] Doesn't care-
[snake] -gets as fast away from the lava as he can-
[Doc] Cleans up the lava and stalks over to him before kicking him hard in the shin-
[CP] Leaps up to attack only to find himself quickly shrinking as Lie flicks the collar onto him-
[Lie] - ENOUGH!
[Doc] Grabs him roughly and plunks him on the table- What the hell is wrong with you?!
[CP] Growls and hisses at Doc-
[Doc] Scowls- I don't get it... he was doing so well... why is this happening now?
[Lie] - Could it be an affect of the protection Slender's given him?
[Doc] Fuuuuuuck. You might be right.... I think... I need BEN just in case. One of my carriers to make contact with him.
[Lie] - Do you think it's Her again?
[Doc] Growls- I don't know, but I'm not giving her one fucking pixel in the battle between us. - types- BEN? Can I borrow you for a minute?
[Flux] Reaches out with her magic- I feel her aura, but not her
[BEN] - What do you need?
[Doc] Just your purging ability. It will only take a minute. Is there anything you need from me? Just to make the trip more worthwild?
[BEN] - Not really, I mean we're getting a bit scratched up by Hyrule's nails, we don't exactly have anything to trim them
[Doc] I can fix that. Do you want to bring him over too?
[BEN] - Sure, I'll be over soon
[Doc] Thank you.
[Notch] Found a bucket in the kitchen and is draining the coconut.
[Flux] Takes a seat at the table-
[CP] Bites at Doc-
[snake] doc do you still have the cookie I gave you? maybe you can make more so everyone can have one.
[Doc] Swats the top of Cp's head lightly- No! Oh, Snake? Yeah, I do. - Fusses around and makes a small stack before setting them on the table away from Cp-
[CP] Glares at the cookies, considering barfing on them-
[snake] yay cookies for everyone
[Notch] Gives Cp a little pat and sighs unhappily. - I thought we were done with this...
[Lie] Gathers CP's clothes- This happens every once in a while
[Notch] What, like some kind of male pms?
[Lie] Pauses- Kinda?  But not as regular
[CP] Makes a beeline for the cookies-
[Notch] Puts the bucket down in his way and leans on it so he can only bang into it -
[CP] Stumbles back a little and hisses-
[Notch] Anyone who wants a cookie should grab it now...
[Doc] Maybe later, I still have some.
[Lie] Takes one as CP tries to get around the bucket-
[Yaunfen] Lunges for the cookies, grabbing several-
[Mb] Slips quietly out the kitchen door. He has a lot on his mind now and his dragon is sleepy.
[Notch] Moves the bucket a bit too quickly and sloshes a bit of coconut water on Cp.
[Celine] Suckles a little on MB's shirt-
[CP] Unhappy noises as he tries to shake the liquid off-
[Doc] That's what you get for being a dick.
[BEN] Enters carrying Hyrule- Hey
[snake] hi ben
[BEN] Nods in acknowledgment before looking at CP- So he's a cat again?
[Doc] There you are. Yeah... he's been really bad today... Oh, I meant to ask, hows the fairy working out?
[Nia] Comes out of the folds of BEN's clothes-
[Notch] Aww, Hyrule's a cutie - notices Nia- What the? You have a fairy? She's so tiny!
[BEN] - Standard for our game
[Flux] - It has a little bit of magic
[Notch] Makes a silly face- Hey Hyrule, listen!
[Doc] Hello Nia.
[BEN] - DON'T YOU DARE!
[snake] -falls over laughing-
[Notch] Chuckles- Just playing around.
[BEN] Scowls- Anyways, what do you need me to do?
[Doc] We think Markus may be developing some powers of his own as a newly digital entity-
[BEN] - And that involves me how?
[Doc] I just need you to hold his hand and let him try and help you while you lay your other on Cp.
[BEN] - You want me to touch the hissing ball of piss over there?
[Doc] Only for a moment, Lie can you keep him still?
[Lie] - Sure- She goes over to her mate and places a bit of pressure on CP with her hands to keep him still
[Deer] -Here, BEN?  I'll hold Hyrule for you
[Notch] Offers a hand to BEN-
[BEN] Hands Hyrule over to Deer before awkwardly taking Notch's hand and reaching for the hissing CP-
[CP] Growls the entire time-
[Notch] Tries to reach out to BEN mentally, focused on amplifying his anti-insanity wave-length.
[CP] Shudders as he hunkers down-
[BEN] Soon pulls his hand away- Well, if he was infected, he's not now
[Doc] Thank you BEN. He's been being horrible the last couple of days and it's a really abrupt change. And then Slender offered him some protection from the thing in his nightmares and... I'm just worried he's being influenced.
[BEN] - Wait Slender gave him protection?  That would explain it.  It's like a subdued version of what he does with his proxies usually.  A proxy can have two completely different personalities depending on the terms of their contract.  Some aren't even aware they're proxies
[Doc] Grinds hir teeth - Dammit... then I know what we need and Cp, you're taking that fucking scroll if I have to shove it up your ass. Notch, I need you to help one more time. Lie? I need the purifying flame Xophiel gave you.
[Lie] - I can try?
[BEN] - Woah woah woah!  On other pasta's it's temporary!  I don't think we have anything to worry about!
[Doc] Not if he's going to pull the bullshit he tried a few minutes ago! He threw a bucket of lava at me in a room with wooden furniture and two baby dragons playing under the table!
[BEN] - Well at least he threw it in a bucket?
[snake] and I was almost next to doc
[Doc] A bucket that I couldn't catch cause my hands were full.
[BEN] - Um...
[Doc] How would you like it if he tried that in your house? You have a little one to protect as well.
[CP] Has been silent this whole time-
[snake] I am pretty sure that would burn the tree down and gem would get pissed
[Doc] Exactly. And maybe I'm just paranoid, but I suspect this may be deliberate.
[Lie] Finally manages to conjure her purifying flame-
[Doc] Some nasty little ploy to turn us all against him now that he has friends and family and isn't always availble to be Slenders right hand.
[BEN] - I highly doubt that it's deliberate, other than trying to defend a member of his household that is
[Notch] Is watching Lie's fire. He puts a hand near the light to see if there's any warmpth.
[Doc] Then it's convenient for him at least... I don't trust Slender at all.
[BEN] - We do
[Doc] Then that's up to you BEN. Slender would like to convert or kill me. I'm just as entitled to my opinion as you are.
[BEN] - He's the best option out there for our kind...
[Doc] Out there, perhaps. In here? I disagree.
[BEN] Just looks down-
[Doc] I'm not trying to turn you against him BEN. I told you you're free to come and go and I meant it. But I. I cannot afford to trust him.
[BEN] - Whatever
[Lie] - It's alright to touch Notch- The flame is almost cool to touch
[Notch] Puts his fingertips into, it hesitantly allowing the flow to touch him in return. It's cool and clean and lifts his spirts immensely, not even understanding how he turns it back on her doubly strong and even brighter.
[Lie] Yelps in surprise and accidentally puts the flame out-
[Notch] I'm sorry Lie! Did I hurt you?
[Lie] - No, no not at all, just surprised me
[Notch] Try again? For Cp?
[Lie] - Yeah- She concentrates and brings the flame back again
[Notch] Reaches for the flames that are dancing in his flat black eyes. He puts his hand on the back of Lie's and the flames grow brighter and higher, until she seems to be holding a radiant star with five dim lines where her fingers wrap the shimmering surface.
[Lie] Glances at CP- So how are we doing this?
[Notch] I guess, just touch him?
[Lie] Takes a bit of the flame into her other hand and touches CP with it-
[CP] Grumbles before purring a little-
[Doc] That sounds promising...
[Notch] Is still staring at the fire. - It's so pretty Lie....
[Lie] - It was a gift
[Doc] From a very interesting angel with the face of a bird.
[CP] - An asshole angel is more like it
[Lie] - Just because they dropped your pick on your head does not make them an asshole CP
[Doc] At least they brought it to you instead of leaving it out there...
[CP] - Plus they interfered when I was looking into a dream...
[Doc] That's odd, who's dream was it?
[CP] - Weirdo kid's mom
[Doc] Dolly? Well I guess that makes sense. Xophiel seems to have a particular interest in them.
[Notch] Takes his hand away from Lie's - Cp... are you feeling any different?
[CP] - ...  Kinda?
[Doc] Better then nothing. Here, take this just in case- Xe slides the scroll across the table so it sucks into his inventory.
[CP] Immediately tosses it back out- I'm fine!  I can feel that Slender's protection is still there!
[Doc] Puts hir hand on the roll- But you said you felt different?
[Notch] Is this really just a chemical thing? Mid-life crisis or something?
[CP] - It kinda does?
[Flux] - I can no longer feel Her aura, but there is another one...  One which would normally elicit a fear response...
[Doc] So maybe she's using Slenders protection as a conduit to get to Cp?
[BEN] - See!?  I told you Slender wasn't doing anything backhanded!
[Doc] I think I can be forgiven for my suspicions. He's delt with me dishonestly before.
[BEN] Hmph's-
[Lie] Dismisses the flame and picks her mate up-
[CP] Rubs against his mate-
[Doc] I think it's silverfish time again. Cp? Can I have that egg back?
[CP] - Whyyyyyyyyyyy?
[Doc] I'm going to recode it, so it will go off if you're being influenced from outside. I think I know what I'm looking for now.
[CP] Grumbles but kicks the egg out-
[Doc] Fusses with the egg, redoing it's frequency - I'm changing this so it makes a noise too. It's for our safety and so you know that you're losing control and need to fight it. Or at least go the bathroom and compose yourself until it passes.
[CP] - Oh fuck you
[Doc] What? It's no good as an alarm if only you can hear it. What's a good noise?
[Deer] - How about him just yelling?
[Notch] Thunder would be appropo....
[CP] - I hate all of you
[Notch] Don't say that...
[Doc] Well I don't hate you! Otherwise I wouldn't spend so much time trying to help you!
[Lie] - He's just being grumpy right now
[Doc] Grumbles. Seriously. Pick a noise.
[Notch] What about the Blaze sound? It's not loud enough to be super startling, but it is unnerving enough to catch your attention.
[Lie] - Good point
[Deer] - That would certainly work, so long as one of us isn't near the blaze in the lab at the time it goes off
[Bianca] -yells for deer-
[Deer] - Oh, Doc?  Would you mind coming with me?  Bianca would like to speak
[Doc] Is startled, xe breaks the egg accidently and the coded silverfish goes scuttling across the table. - Dammit!
[CP] Snickers-
[Notch] Scrabbles at the silverfish-
[Deer] Lunges for the silverfish-
[Notch] Bonks into Deer and gets poked in the eye with one of the points on her antlers- OW!
[Deer] - Sorry!  Sorry!  Sorry!
[Silverfish] Changes directions and heads towards Lie-
[Lie] - Ummmm...
[CP] Leaps out of Lie's arms and kills the silverfish- Ha
[Silverfish] Busts into pixels that vanish into Cp's fur-
[Doc] Well then... that's going to be really hard to code if I need to change it later. Way to find a more permenant solution Cp.
[CP] Sticks tongue out-
[Deer] - Love, Bianca?
[Doc] Blep.
[Deer] Takes Doc's hand- Come now, let's go- She hands Hyrule back to BEN
[Doc] Just go go talk to them for a minute. I need to take care of Hyrule real quick. - Xe leans over the baby and uses the tiniest bit of statick to begin to pare off the childs sharp little nails.
[Deer] - Alright- She heads down to the lab and the recovery room- Bianca?
[BEN] - Be careful!
[Doc] I am, I am.. - Starts on the little toenails-
[BEN] Watches worriedly-
[Doc] Finishes up with a little tickle on the babies belly- There you go. All better now.
[BEN] Cradles Hyrule and looks at him happily- My son...
[Doc] Do you mind of I give him a little code check up while you're here? Just a scan.
[BEN] - Okay...
[Doc] Holds hir command block in one hand and scans over the other digital entity. - There you go. That was easy. Looks good. No errors at all. He's a perfectly healthy boy.
[BEN] - Good, we think he's almost ready to start crawling...
[Doc] Gently- some of your fellow pastas are apparently quite interested in his progress.
[BEN] Growls- Who....
[Doc] It's okay! Apparently someone called Judge Angels and another called Bloody Painter have been trying to concieve. I think that if your child with Aven is normal and healthy, they might willingly trade their Insanity so they can have a baby of their own.
[BEN] - Those two...
[Doc] I don't actually know them, what are they like?
[BEN] - Judge Angel, she was abused because her eyes were different, they look like the void.  Her sense of "Justice" is because her father was a judge.  Only person she ever really liked was her mom, ended up carrying her mom's body around in a suitcase for a few weeks before the police caught up to her I think...  She beheads her victims with this sword...  We're not sure but we think the sword is supernatural.  Bloody Painter on the other hand, well they were bullied and figured out a way to keep blood's natural red color once out of the body.  Everything they paint usually is with blood now and the two will sometimes work together.  Judge beheading, Painter gathering and using the blood.
[Bianca] oh sorry i was in the bathroom deer
[Deer] - Why did you call for me?
[Bianca] i wanted to meet everyone
[Doc] Well fuck... I guess it's safe to assume they'll both be protective parents at least? Since they know how it is to be ostracized and bullied?
[BEN] Shrugs- That's pretty much how all of the pasta's are when it comes to things they view as theirs...
[Doc] Ah well, -Xe gives Yaunfen  a soft smile - we're all learning as we go aren't we?
[Yaunfen] - Burp!
[Doc] Leans down to give Yaunfen a kiss on the snout- love you.
[Yaunfen] - Fuck!
[BEN] Snorts in amusement-
[snake] -giggles at the what yaunfen say-
[Doc] Sighs- I'm looking forward to you learning some more words kiddo.
[hyrule] -is pulling at ben's shirt just because he can-
[BEN] - Hm?  What is it kiddo?
[hyrule] dada
[BEN] - Yes?
[hyrule] -points to ben- dada
[Notch] is idly flicking his fingers and runs a thumb over Cp's tail tip. ( just like you would with a normal cat)
[BEN] - Yeah, I'm dada
[CP] If Lie weren't holding him, he'd turn and try to attack-
[hyrule] -smiles-
[Notch] Notices what he's doing- ah sorry Cp. I've spent so much time around cats it's just second nature to touch. Speaking of such... How's Grinny?
[CP] - The fuck should I know?
[Notch] Haven't seen him around lately.
[Doc] I think he just likes to sulk and hide. He's around here somewhere. Probably avoiding LH.
[Lie] - Well, I think I'll take CP home now so I can change him back
[Doc] Okay. Can I have him for a minute?
[Lie] Okay- CP is already growling at the thought as Lie puts him on the table
[CP] - Why the fuck do you want me!?
[Doc] Because I'm going to hug your ass you mean little fucker. -Doc encircles him with hir arms and gives the red cat a bit of a squeeze - don't you dare go and sulk. I'm your friend whether you like it or not. - lets go-
[CP] Bolts for the stairs-
[Lie] Sighs and follows-
-There's the sound of a fire ball hitting a door before Lie can get there-
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Blog Post 1
I go on runs from time to time when I’m back in Burbank, I enjoy keeping active, but it’s mostly an excuse to get out of the house. When I come home on holiday, I become confined to my parents house without any means of viable transportation. I have my drivers license, sure, but no car. My parents can’t afford to buy me one, and I can’t afford to get one myself. In fact, even if I could afford a car, I certainly couldn’t afford the insurance to go with it. Anyway, all this is to say I go on runs so I don’t feel too confined to my house.
That’s not very interesting, is it? Some things just tend to be that way. The life of a poor twenty-one year old white kid is never all that interesting in the first place. My life, my story, whatever it is, is not irregular. In fact, it’s one most people in America know very well, because it gets championed whenever one of us poor white kids gets rich and famous. Surprise, surprise, it happens pretty frequently.
So why write about it? I don’t know. Does it really matter if no one sees it in the first place? Maybe not. I guess I backed myself into a corner. If you’re reading this (if anyone is reading this) you’re probably expecting me to dive further in. Ultimately, you might say, there’s no point in agonizing over whether or not you’re going to talk about your life, because you already started writing a blog post about it, and it has to go somewhere. It does, doesn’t it? So why start with a lengthy preamble full of rhetorical questions? Besides being a clear literary crutch I’m struggling with, I think I feel indebted to having a conversation or dialogue about these things, as if to hide from some private guilt I have in telling any personal story. Writing has clearly become some sort of therapy to me, where I play both doctor and patient. The results are always inconclusive.
Anyway I should get back to the bullshit lede about running. Look, I like running, and it’s when my head is its most clear, so forgive me for using it as a starting point. Most of my ideas come to me when I run, so it was only fitting that it become the brief anecdote that starts a blog post that holds the kernel of what I’m going for. Which, now that I’m thinking about it, I didn’t really get to. Look at me, whining before I even finished my “insignificant thing is contorted into something profound” anecdote. Okay, I’ll finish the story:
I like to go on runs. I feel trapped at my house, and I like to get out. Anyway, whenever I run, I take the same path. It leads away from my house towards the park in the hills where people would take their prom photos back in high school. The path mostly runs parallel to the major streets and hits several large intersections on its way. In all, the run from the house to the park and back is about five miles. Yesterday, I reached the park and stopped for some water. This wasn’t irregular or anything, but I took my time and drank more that I usually would. Then, something compelled me to keep running. The hills in Burbank are filled with expensive homes, and near the top of the street, sort of tucked away, there’s a pretty large mansion that’s almost gothic in its design. Anyway, I guess it was my curiosity that drove me to keep going. To get a look at that mansion, and the others around it.
So, I kept running for another half mile or so to see this mansion. On the way up, the houses got larger and more impressive looking, and I was filled with a mounting sense of dread. Eventually I reached the cul-de-sac with the house on its end. Naturally the street, called Viewcrest if you can believe it, was the most decadent one yet. Their driveways were filled with expensive cars I don’t know the names of, carefully manicured lawns, and about ten security cameras lining every porch. I got closer to the end of the street where the imposing mansion was, but it was tucked away from the front and hardly visible. I didn’t get much closer than fifty or sixty feet. The drive way had a large black Hummer sitting in it; another, more psychological warning sign for someone like me to keep away.
I left pretty quickly after I got there. No one was out, but I couldn’t shake the feeling of being unwelcome. Before I turned the corner and left the street completely, I had the strange desire for someone to come out of their house and scold me for even coming there. In this fantasy, would I stand my ground, or run away as is fitting for my station? My brain firing it’s typically small amount of synapses couldn’t quite make it that far. Instead, I was caught up in the swell of what righteous injustice such a thing should muster.
This story isn’t very interesting, I know. Nothing really happens in it and there isn’t much imagery to it, but it caught me off guard as I thought about it again today. I had the idea to write about the experience soon after it happened while I was still running, but I, ever the proactive one, put it off. In sitting down with it today, I realize how full of shit I am.
Before I go on, I’ll give a little more context for my life. As mentioned briefly before, I’m a poor white kid. My parents are loving if occasionally abusive, or maybe abusive if occasionally loving. We live in my (deceased) grandmothers house and can’t afford any necessary repairs on it to make the place livable. My dad lost his job about a year and a half ago that was going to take him to retirement, now he works at target. My mother is a hoarder, not to the extreme you may have seen on television, but certainly well beyond what the general society might deem as healthy. She works just enough hours at the Disney Corporation’s day care so that they don’t have to give her full time benefits.
Two of my adult brothers still live at home, crowding the house further. They could, should they allot their funds correctly, afford to have their own place, but my parents discourage that sort of thing. Coming from lower middle class families, both of them have really only known economic uncertainty their whole lives. To have their children live lives separated from themselves means certain uncertainty. Plus, when you don’t have the kids at home, there’s no one left to accuse of being a burden.
I, more than any of my brothers, struggled against my parents to have a normal life. For a while I was pretty damaged; my parents fundamental conservatism really did a number on me. I was a hateful kid, saying cruel things to people that didn’t deserve it. When I got to high school, it took a little while, but I became a better person. Still prone to bouts of selfishness, I began to try a little harder for things. I quit running competitively in high school to join the theater, much to my parents chagrin, and also started dating. Naturally my parents tried putting a stop to both.
By the time I finished high school, I had cut ties with most everyone that knew me there. By its end, I had partially realized that I hadn’t progressed all that much as a person and was still rather selfish. My assumptions that people did not like me were eventually proven correct when I had finally done something that had made me worth disliking. I receded further into myself, even more aware of my deepest flaws.
Eventually I made it to college where I became more depressed than I had ever been before. Towards the end of the semester, my mom ordered me to call after weeks of ignoring her. During that phone call, I told her that I wanted to kill myself. Horrified, she said that they could afford to send me to therapy, I said no, it would be too much of a hassle and it would get to be too expensive. She was relieved and thus the matter was settled and never spoken of again.
So today, I sit in my crowded bedroom in my decaying house (yes, there are rats now) and try and write a story, a true story, about how running in the rich part of town made me sad. So often I am desperately seeking a new lede, some way to ease into the story of my life, so I come up with the flimsiest ones imaginable as opposed to just starting from the beginning. I’m no one I tell myself, so why bother in the first place? No one will read it anyway. But so often, I’m met with the same dull idea that I have a story worth telling. The cynic in me is so embarrassed to want to explain away my life that it has to invent a dialogue with no one to justify wanting to tell an over told story. The poet in me wants to make something beautiful out of my life, and will find any excuse to do so in the most meaningless of events. The realist is here with you trying to make sense of these two voices.
I am obsessed with artifice. Look anywhere in my life and you’ll see it. I’m a theater performance major. I sit at home alone and watch movies that very few people like to gage some sensationalist position on. I go running by major streets hoping that someone, anyone from my past will see me and say hello. I run to the park I took my prom pictures at for the hope that some ounce of high school happiness will be absorbed back into myself, so that I can pretend I didn’t lose all my friends from those years by being selfish. I run further into the hills because deep down I know it might lead to something worth writing about. Only to now finally realize there wasn’t much of a story there to begin with. There, or anywhere.
Self pitying is probably what most people would call this. I’ll probably call it that too. Maybe it’s a cry for help. Maybe. Or maybe it’s a desperate plea for attention from an empty audience, because the author thinks that’s most poetic of all.
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