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borathae · 25 days

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Chapter 4

ooh looks like he is a gentleman

You can see it in the way he looks at his knees ever so often. dont tell me he slept

HE DID AHAHAH PLS this is peak comedy for me, idk i had this image of "ooh mysterious ancient being, must find sleep, and other stuff as something for the weak", basically a grandpa on him. (i see yoongi like that from reading the drabbles, but now that im reading it, tae felt like that in 1st chapter lol)

Of course not, I was merely resting my eyes” ofc i believe you, u were having a meditating/communicating with your ancestors moment

As if he doesn’t even notice his hand touching you the way it does. STOP I LITERALLY DIE EVERYTIME THIS HAPPENS WHEN IM READING LIKE AAAAAH *bites, slaps, giggles, fans myself, pretends to be dead soo much ah

Your chest heaves up and down in a heavy breath, your legs parting slightly. sis is gone already. mood

Come go with me. I SAID I HAVE NO TIME HEE HEE

Taehyung placed his hand on your thigh instead. OH NO HE IS GETTING DANGEROUS

Your nails dig into the edge of the seat, her: (literally made it, if only i had this devotion in my studies 😭)

Taehyung’s delight as another smirk washes over his face. He stops moving, the only sensation he allows you to feel is his big, warm hand against your inner thigh SDTOP I CANT HANDLE HIS ASS I CAN ALREADY IMAGINE THE FAKE GUM CHEWING AAAH

Tapping on your inner thigh rhythmical AAAAH WE MUST STAY FOCUSED BROTHER

Stay, fellow, I can read. I DOUBT I CAN IM LOSING MY SANITU

“Are you alright?” he rasps DO U THINK IM OK?????

My master’s. THAT FAST?? really said wanna see some speed?

You whine at the loss of touch, pulling at his necktie. PULLING NECKTIE WWWOOOO IM SQUIRTING

The door, which normally always squeaks, opens silently when Taehyung opens it mythical being or has strict parents pt 3 (pt 2 during the date)

I want to devour you.” yn my love, what if he actually does 😭(missed the vore tag on ao3 once and i have ptsd from that)

You’ll probably call me crazy but I named all of my houseplants after famous painters TAE MOVE UR ASS, SHE'S MINE WE ARE MARRIED BYE

Just mere seconds ago it felt like he wanted to devour you whole and now here he is, as patient as ever. i take that back, we can be a throuple

I didn’t even hear you come outside mythical being or has strict parents pt 4

It’s one of those weirdly dishonest smiles again. maybe he is in lactose intolerant and is worried destroying ur toilet with the volcanic diarrhea

It makes you look so perfectly alive." THATS EXACTLY WHAT A VAMPIRE WOULD SAY. i would have said that tho lol

I guess you are right. What a silly thing for me to say." OFC ITS VERY SILLY CUZ U IS MR.DRACULA

“Actually this is just a myth some misogynistic doctors made up in the sixteenth century to shame women for having sex”, SLAY now marry me

“so enjoy it ___ for as long and as passionate as you can.” THATS WHAT A GRANDPA WOULD SAY or A VAMPIRE

I am glad that you aren’t pretending with me hold ur horses he didnt say he is 95% honest, also the 5% could be more shocking than the 95%

swirling the tea in his cup with a flick of his wrist. LOOK AT DA FLICKA DA WRIST

My dream is to own a really big greenhouse. THE GARDEN IN THE DRABBLE

“you’re not having a heart attack, are you?” damn grandpa is dying (im sorry i had to)

OH SHIT WHATS GOING ON?? did she put some anti-mythical being stuff in the tea?

0-100 real quick

she is so cute im feeling it soo well, you wrote those parts well. it made me feel like im intruding them

Throw it on the floor *starts throwing it back Tae: i meant the tie me: oh sorry, silly me

that wasnt me, that was the demons bye

He has a really nice spine, my bestie to me - your spine is ... um how do i put it to words, spines very well. i will definitely count them for anatomy 💀💀LIKE STOP AT LEAST ITS BETTER COMPARED TO 4TH GRADE

thankfully Taehyung can’t read minds because this was one silly thought. you sure about that? u sure about that??👀👀

OH MY GOD HE IS IRRESISTIBLE LIKE STOP JUST AAAAH

Dearmotherofchrist what the hell? Okay, goodbye cruel world this is how you will die. PLS 😭😭

This is madness. Heaven. ME AT YOU POOKIE

besides, we have many more occasions to practice your stamina SUCH A TEASE AAH

im sick and feeling cold. guess who isnt cold anymore cuz they are reading a smexy, gobsmacking as usual smut by THE MOMMY, SIBI?? ME YALL. a hoe(mentally) doesnt get cold, until they get runny nose.

don’t rip it because this cost like forty bucks” WE LOVE REALISTIC SMUT HERE

He scissors them, fucking in and out of you slowly. His teeth craze over your nipple before he bites down. poeple died sir I DIED

During class, on the bus, whilst talking to people. same here girly pop, relatable after reading smut

watching you be like this drives me crazy I AM CRAZY

me: i hope i dont fall him: he praises me: ana oop

It is a stupid name, but it has never been more accurate than tonight. no it aint stupid when true af

"Hold me"..“That’s it, draw me in deeper. Keep me there” bye i will be jumping off the cliff(my bed's name)

seven matches this soo well, cuz its sexy but very romantic

that was too hot until u think (wait this is bts songs in a nutshell)

oh boi tae is just trying feel humanity, life, and the whole "live in the moment", "yolo" by asking to hold closer and feel what she is feeling

horny - sad real quick. (bts albums and playlists be like)

Sex is merely a wonderful byproduct from being with you. You have truly bewitched me, body and soul” this is too good holy fuck

reminds me of blood sweat and tears lines and the whole mood is hold me tight

they are soo cute, being all warm and cozy with each other.

shitting tears as we speak bye,

the emotions were emotioning, smut smuting (do i even have to say about this anymore lol) i love how your smut isnt just focused on sexy parts, emotionally, yes very much connected and love it and also shows other parts, like its soo easy to have the entire view from pillow to toes, with lil frames with focused parts.

now that we still havent seen 2seokkook, its making more nervous like

EXCUSE ME??GOOGLE JUST VIOLATED ME 💀

this is actually so funny HAHHAHAH he is always acting like such a well-put mysterious man and then he is sleeping in class BHAHAHAHAH

this is so valid HE IS SO HOT LIKE SIR PLEASE FADNFDSN

the gum chewing pisses me off with any other person BUT ITS SO HOT WHEN HE DOES IT LIKE PLEASE KEEP DOING IT SIR IMMA SUCK YOUR COCK

You whine at the loss of touch, pulling at his necktie. PULLING NECKTIE WWWOOOO IM SQUIRTING

jajdfj valid.

I want to devour you.” yn my love, what if he actually does 😭(missed the vore tag on ao3 once and i have ptsd from that)

NO BUT WHAT IF??? oh god hahhaha I feel you I once missed the impregnation tag and actually triggered myself when he started speaking about putting babies in her like BACK OFF ILL BITE YOUR BALLS OFF

It’s one of those weirdly dishonest smiles again. maybe he is in lactose intolerant and is worried destroying ur toilet with the volcanic diarrhea

PLEASE hhahahhaha this would be so iconic of him tbfh

“Actually this is just a myth some misogynistic doctors made up in the sixteenth century to shame women for having sex”, SLAY now marry me

he is SO HOT I need him to fuc-

My dream is to own a really big greenhouse. THE GARDEN IN THE DRABBLE

👀👀👀👀

OH SHIT WHATS GOING ON?? did she put some anti-mythical being stuff in the tea?

THAT IS A VERY GOOD QUESTION INDEED

LISTEN. don't judge me but I genuinely think that spines (inside the body where they're supposed to be) can be so sexy like if someone has a nice spine I just wanna trace and lick and kiss and touch it like-

thankfully Taehyung can’t read minds because this was one silly thought. you sure about that? u sure about that??👀👀

THE RIGHT QUESTION INDEED

im sick and feeling cold. guess who isnt cold anymore cuz they are reading a smexy, gobsmacking as usual smut by THE MOMMY, SIBI?? ME YALL. a hoe(mentally) doesnt get cold, until they get runny nose.

I gain ten years of life each time one of you calls me Mommy HAHHAHA like yes I am indeed mother HFAHDSF

don’t rip it because this cost like forty bucks” WE LOVE REALISTIC SMUT HERE

BAHHAHAHAH I LOVE REALISM

me: i hope i dont fall him: he praises me: ana oop

BITCH (affectionate) SAME HOLY FUCK praise works so well with me like it got me thinking about the person for the next five weeks for real

oh boi tae is just trying feel humanity, life, and the whole "live in the moment", "yolo" by asking to hold closer and feel what she is feeling

*sobs*

reminds me of blood sweat and tears lines and the whole mood is hold me tight

OMFG I LOVE THIS THANK YOU

shitting tears as we speak bye,

hahahhaa shitting tears jfadsjf

THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR SAYING THIS!!! that's exactly what I want most of my smut to be for 😭😭😭

#asks: sanguis alpha #asks #minusback #tw: long post #tw: blood

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ashthemadwriter-archived · 2 years

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Challenge Accepted

-Part 1

Pairings:Suna x Fem!reader

Warnings:Robbery, Cursing, Punching, Violence, Etc

Summary:Being a spy for an underground organization is a tough nut to crack, let alone being one the best spies, and youre enjoying every second of it. However, things change when you bump into Rintarou Suna, also one of the bests but from your rival organization, during an important mission.

Word Count:1.4K

A/n:English isn't my main language so sorry if theres any mistakes in the following text.

This is just the beginning...

MasterList ⇝ Part 2

"Oikawa! I said point the fucking flash light on my hand, not on my eyes! I cant see shit like this!"

When people hear the word "Spy", many things come to their minds. Going to difficult missions pretending to be someone you're not, knowing how to handle a fight when things get ugly and having professional acting skills. These were the terms that could describe a spy, or a good one at least; but a spy's job is to go undercover and gain important information that nobody else has the balls to get their hands on, not to go rob rich ass bastard's Coffer.

Which was the reason why you and your partner Oikawa, one of the best spies of the Organization, were in this mess.

"Chill out, Girl! Youre not cleaving an atom, you know"

Oikawa was a good spy, even more experienced than you; which explained why he was so popular among the other members, Though his good looking face and cheeky manners werent exactly ineffective in the case. But the boss also trusted him, and that was surely not because of his handsomeness or charm.

Oikawa was good, but he always turned into a fucking moron when he wasn't interested in the job, and unfortunately, the "job" was not exactly killer everytime he got paired up with you.

"Wanna unlock in yourself, then?"

"My sincerest apologies, My lady; where did you want me to lighten up again?"

Oikawa was many things, and "A best partner" was definitely one of them. not because of how helpful he was during the mission, you prefered doing things on your own anyway; but because he could make you laugh at shitty moments, like this one.

"Clown"

You chuckled, stuck your ear to the iron wall of the Coffer while spinning the combination lock, carefully listening to see if you could hear a particular "Tik" and then end this nightmare, but unfortunately, today was definitely not your day.

"You're hurting my feelings, Y/n Chan! That's so cruel!"

"Im sorry. You happy? Now shut your mouth so I can open this damn thing and get this shit over with"

Maybe it really wasn't easy for him to be serious at this moment. Oikawa was in charge of tricky missions, he had even dealed with the president's security gaurd once, so it was natural for him not to give a shit about this mission. You weren't exactly happy either, this was most certainly not the reason why you got up at 4am, wearing tight black sheath. That was why you wanted to end this mission so badly, but Oikawa being a dumbass was clearly not helpful at all.

Though the mood lightened up a bit when you finally heard the Coffer's door getting unlocked.

"Oh, thank god! C'mon! Grab the files and lets get the fuck out of here!"

Oikawa chuckled, bending over to grab the black bag he had brought with himself, until you heard quiet, careful footsteps that surely did not belong to any of you.

"Oiks, someone's coming!"

"Say less"

If you were in any other circumstance you could easily just beat the shit out of the interrupter, but the boss specifically ordered you to do this mission quietly. No fuss, no fights, only clean work.

You and Oikawa were already hiding out somewhere in the corner of the office when a short, weird looking guy stepped inside. But it wasn't his looks that appeared to be weird;

it was the fact that he didn't even bother to turn on the lights. He just carefully looked around, shone the flash light he was holding around the room, and quickly went for the money in the Coffer you suffered to unlock with so much pain.

Weird.

If he was the building's security gaurd or something, then why the hell was he acting like this?

"Are you thinking what i'm thinking?"

"Yup"

Well, the night was finally getting interesting.

"On three. One...Two...Three!"

you both got up at the same time and went behind the man, who was too busy packing the money in Oikawa's bag for himself that he didn't even seem to notice you two.

Oikawa let out a nervy chuckle as he hit the guy in the arm.

"Hey! The hell do you think you're doing?"

Thankfully the room was dark, so the man couldn't see the way you were both dressed; or else he wouldn't have thought of you as the building's owners.

"I-Im sorry! P-Please forgive me! I promise i won't ever go stealing again!"

"You think it's that easy? So a pitiful scumbag like you dares to attempt on stealing my money? MY MONEY?"

you smiled at the sight and snatched the bag from the man. It was obvious that Oikawa was enjoying himself. Anyone could tell that from the smug look on his face.

"I won't ever do it again! Please have mercy on me this time! I dont wanna go to jail!"

The man was shaking in fear. He was on his knees, practically begging him to let him get away. It wasn't exactly a pleasant scene, since you were not really different from him tonight.

"Well, you should have thought about that before getting your hands on my belongings"

"Let him go. It's not worth it"

Oikawa showed you a devilish look before turning his head back to the man, and grabbed his collar.

"How about i teach you a lesson instead of turning you in to the cops, hm?"

"Seriously, leave him alone. We're gonna be late"

"Fine! party pooper"

"Are these the files?"

The boss carefully grabbed the papers and looked through them. They didn't look really interesting, but it seemed like he had a different opinion.

"Yes sir, these were all that were in the Coffer"

"Hm...interseting"

"And which part is exactly "Interesting"? cause I seem to be failing to notice" Oikawa mumbled while looking through his phone. He had the fun he wanted with that man, but he wasn't completely satisfied with the results.

"Well it is interesting, but the rest of the mission doesn't concern you. Only her" The boss put the papers down and smiled at your surprised reaction. You sure did not see this coming, but was really curious now that it seemed like an important job.

Oikawa shared a glance between you two before pouting and whining like a big baby. "What do you mean this doesn't concern me? She and I are together in this!"

"No you're not. You were just nagging in my ear, telling me to give you a real mission next time!"

You giggled and tried to reach the files while observing the bosses action, and when he blinked meaning that it was ok for you to touch the case, you started reading the file out loud.

"The giant atomic bomb...project?"

"Yup. That's what all this is about" The boss was now wearing a serious look, trying to choose his next words carefully.

Well,You sure did not expected this.

"Ok...so,what does it have to do with us? It says here that it's worth millions of Dollars!"

"That is why we need to get our hands on it"

The smirk that appeared on your face was definitely the sign of satisfaction. This was kinda like the robbery you did a while ago, only bigger.

Much bigger, much better, and undeniably much funner.

You didn't particulary cared about the money, but the work was absolutely going to be Challenging.

Who were you to turn down such a big opportunity to have some fun? Maybe you could break some noses, smash a few heads and kick some balls while you were at it.

"But you gotta be careful, cause obviously, we aren't the only people who have their eyes on this treasure. Other organizations are probably going to poke their nose into this mission, that's why i need you to be very careful. Oikawa is a known agent, but since you started working here a few month ago and were able to keep your cover, nobody knows about your identity and your fighting skills and instinct are definitely different from a rookie's; Therefore, you're our best choice. So, can i trust you, Agent Y/n L/n?"

Your lips curled into a wide smile as you turned your head up, just to see the same look on your bosses face. He knew your answer beforehand, but clearly there was something enjoyable about it coming from your own mouth.

"You can count on me, Sir"

To be Continued...

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mxfitmatrix · 6 months

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I think a good chunk of the big heavy thing im feeling right now is left over grief from cutting my mom out of my life.

She was easily the 2nd most important person to me other than my brother for most of my life. She taught me to survive and to be ok with being silly as an adult. She created the holiday magic with me and stayed up late when I couldnt sleep because she couldnt sleep.

The older I get, the more my body becomes like hers. I have a lot of her health conditions now, and I look and sound a lot like her some days.

Then my heart shatters because I hear from my brother and his gf that shes supposidly forgotten why i left. Why i cant come back. She fell into some very narcissistic patterns and she had us so well trained to feed into them, to the point that I still feel guilty from time to time for holding my ground. But everytime I think, you know what its been a few months, maybe i can reach back out and we can talk and maybe i can express my conditions for coming back and we can work together to repair things. Then she lies and manipulates and it breaks my heart again.

This year I have to go through the holidays without the magic her traditions bring. They were dying for a while, but it still brings some whiplash when I have the urge to ask her when we are making krispelli or if she wants to do a yule celebration.

She just proved this week, and mind you its only wednesday as i type this (this shit started sunday night), that she has not grown at all, and if anything is getting worse as my brother begins to disconnect from her since her scapegoat is gone. Shes forgotten that her husband wanted to have me arrested if I stepped foot on property again, and that its because of their actions that i cant come over. Its not my choice, its respecting a boundary at best and being incredibly cautious over a man who cannot be anything less than the best in the room at all times always at worst. I cant fix them, and its not my job to. But im still sad. I dont have much hope that things will change.

Funny thing is, this is perpetuating family cycles too. It should be obvious to her whats happening. She did the same thing to her mom over 10 years ago! She cut my gma out of our lives because she didnt care about her kids.

And honestly I hope that she does know whats going on at some level. I hope she does know that shes wrong but isnt ready to fix it yet. The alternative is so much more painful and I'm not sure that I can reconsile that with my inner child in a way that will not fundamentally break me.

How do you handle it when your greatest hero becomes the ultimate villain after all?

All that to say, I'm feelin big sad, but I know its whats best for me right now. I am trying to look forward to new traditionsand hopefully breaking the bad luck surrounding me trying to help plan events.

Fucking love planning events. Would love it if people showed up to them sometime. (To be very clear and fair: 95% of cancellations are emergencies, unavoidable circumsyances like illness, and weird things that need to be taken care of. I refuse to blame my friends because they all try to show up in other ways and its a huge improvement over what used to be and i love them so deeply for it.)

So here's to ending generational trauma, the strange grief that comes from going low/no contact, and to any traditions that bring you joy in these cold dark months.

#jo babbles #aka time to process some big feelings before i have a meltdown

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im-not-a-simp-i-swear · 2 years

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LUCI TEACHES HIS BROS HOW TO DRIVE

Yes i know i have a ton of requests but im also currently learning how to drive right now so this last minute idea was more important to finish right now

Sorry... i'll get to the asks later i swear

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💛MAMMON

Sueprisingly the best one, i mean come on! Dude's got a car!! Of course he knows how to drive

Probably one of lucifer's happiest days with Mammon in a while, anyone who didnt knew the second born could drive could easily assume he is to stupid to do so

"Wow you are actually doing pretty well Mammon, how about we park over he- wow you can park sideways- wow!"

*Happy lucifer noises*

Boi's got a license so clearly he suceeded in his work, Mammon obviously bragged about said license and even more when he got his baby four wheels

🧡LEVI

"No levi it isnt like Devil cart you cant have access to special items while driving"

"No levi this isnt a race game you arent even supposed to pass over the limit that appears on the street"

Levi is definetely having a panic attack at least once a day while practicing, this panic attack leads to lucifer having to drive back home cause the otaku boi is too nervous to grab the steering wheel again, IF he even gets enough courage to do so in thw first place

Both end up agreeing that levi should drive, he is just a very anxious guy and to be honest it isnt like he goes out so often and does most things online so levi doesnt really need a license unless he really wants one, which he most likely doesnt want

💚SATAN

He is just doing it to shiw lucifer he is better at driving than the eldest

He ends up crashing the first day thanks to a cat sprinting onto the street right infront if the HoL... it takes a bit for both sides's embarrasment to lower to get practicing again

*HONK* "WATCH WHERE YOURE DRIVING SH-TASS!!" "it's fine Satan just ignore them- Satanpleasethisisaredlightpleasedontstartafightwiththempleasefortheloveoffuckk!"

His anger issues really are what keep him from getting a driver's license...

"Whatever, walking is better anyways, i can pet the cats that way, who ever thought the we needed cars??" "Look Satan if you just listened to me instead of CRASHING MY SHI-"

💖ASMO

"Asmo you cant drive and do your makeup at the same time-" *passes by a street bump* "NOO MY LIPSTICK!!" "I TOLD YOU-"

This boi is doing everything but keeping an eye on the row and that obviously keeps the old man at edge the entire time

For some reason Asmo thought it would be a good idea to stream one of his classes on devigram, this lead to him crashing and breaking another one of luci's ribs (everyone else besides Mammon has crashed/almost crashed the car)

Its a funny view honestly, Asmo can drive but the issue is he gets distracted way too easily, if he kept his eyes on the road like he should then he couldve gotten a license much more earlier than anticipated

❤BEEL

The easiest one to train, not teach, train

Lucifer keep's a bag if candy and everytime beel does the right action while driving and responds the right answer to a question the redhead wins a treat

Infact it might just be harder for him to make sure beel doesnt eat all the candy before the leave HoL than to teach him how to drive

There has only been one incident however, beel was driving from HoL to RAD

💜BELPHIE

Belphie fell asleep the moment lucifer started to explain the basics

Belphie has also gotten tired and has almost crashed the car multiple times while practicing, usually leading to lucifer having to drive back to HoL

Yeah if you havent connected the dots yet belphie doesnt plan on getting a driver's license any time soon, less does luci plan on teaching him again cause his mind can only handle so many crashes and insurrance

Maybe lucifer should've signed them all up ti an actual driving school...

#obey me #obey me asmodeus #obey me beelzebub #obey me leviathan #obey me lucifer #obey me satan #obey mammon #obey me belphegor #obey me headcanons

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thesolotomyhan · 3 years

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joining the dea and javier peña falling for you would include

a/n: first javier request and my soft clown ass did her best to bring this request justice for you corazoncitos,, wow anyways pls love me either way if this is actual garbage

taglist: @fandomnerd16 @visintaes @sheeshgivemeabreak @artemiseamoon @umvirgo @redhairedace

let me know if you want to be tagged!

ok so when i thought about this- my mind went straight to a slow b u r n relationship :))

because all i can think about is him not even realizing the moment where you- the very person hes been trying to avoid since day one- holds his entire heart in your hands

like him coming to the point where he notices hes so deep in love with you the very second he stared at you a little longer than usual,,

not paying attention to what you said even though he was staring straight at your lips-

and hes just over here like “fuck me,, this cant be happening-”

i laugh because i know he would start to get all nervous around you,,

his tie feeling like its choking him when he tries to talk to you, becoming tongue tied,, when he had literally zero problems before talking with you-

his palms sweating and getting so frustrated with himself,, especially when he looks over at you when you laugh at something steve or horacio said to you-

just wanting you to be laughing at something he said instead-

just the literal exact opposite feelings hes been trying to push away and convince himself he doesnt have has him beyond done with himself at this point because he knows theres no way out of this-

because?? since when the fuck ever did the javier pena start getting nervous around trying to talk to a woman and much less the person that hes supposed to be working with,, thats what pisses him off-

and i would imagine him having this closed off connection with you since the first step you took in the office

because i have this thought in my head where javier wouldnt have liked the news of you joining the dea in colombia when he first heard about it

bc theres already so much stress going on from trying to catch escobar,,

and hes not about to have to train and catch your rookie ass up to them ya feel?

but woW does he realize he has it all fucking backwards about you when steve introduces you to javi when you get there-

like im not going to lie,, i can feel it in my bones that javier wouldnt really care when both you and steve are standing in front of him

i can just imagine him just glancing up,, looking you over once and just brushing you off,,

just giving you a short hello with like a forced smile and getting up,, grazing past you two-

and steves over here rolling his eyes like “dont listen to him, he can be an asshole,, but youll get used to it-”

i dont know- i get the feeling that you and steve would get along well since the start,, like the two of you becoming best friends:)

because he knows what its like to be in a different country and even more, what its like to be the rookie

so hes just having you always stick with him all the time,, being dea buddies :)) wow

but also having a good relationship with carrillo because i just know he would see something in you-

youre not the one to be a goody-two shoes like steve in the beginning and just by hanging around with you for 5 minutes,, he already loves you and is always with you on missions,,

like you becoming one of the people he trusts the most in the group :)

just- you befriending the whole office to the point everyone would come to you for literally anything-

i laugh imagining javiers amargado ass always being annoyed af by that,, because weve seen this man stress tf over escobar and bernas bs hes always pulling-

and hes just trying to be serious for once and not have this whole case drag on any longer than it has to the point where people dont come to him anymore-

but listen- i can see you having this attitude with him all the time,, like challenging him everytime you interact with him,,

literally not giving 2 shits if he listens to you,, just getting under his skin and steves over here already on your side no matter what-

i cant- imagining him giving you an attitude back,, pushing you away and sending you with murphy but

:(( even tho he wont ever admit it then,, :( he lives for bantering with you because those would come to be the highlights of his day :((

like in those moments he slowly starts to realize unconsciously he doesnt hate you at all,, he just doesnt know how to handle these feelings he has for you because he gives me vibes of him never settling down-

but here he fucking is,, not even noticing that hes constantly looking at you,, sitting up straight when he sees you start to walk over to him :(

or like him muttering to himself,, trying to convince his mind that he doesnt and shouldnt see you in a romantic way-

but he just can’t help stop thinking about you,, the way you smiled at him that morning or that you chose to sit by him during a meeting-

i dont know- im just emotional at the thought of him being so hopelessly in love with you,, like not even fighting it anymore because he cant

just him slowly coming around to being near you all the time,, and maybe just checking up on you,,

i CRY at thought of him becoming your number one hype man :((

like him yelling at everyone to shut up and listen to you when you have something to say about information-

the both of you smiling to each other,, like him nodding in your direction because he has your back :)) wow i aM SOFT

im fucking sorry but the way he has literal HEART EYES watching you talk in front of everyone,,

not even paying attention to what youre saying just focusing on the way hes never noticed the little details about you- i

this bitch is literally in a haze,, focusing all of his attention on you,,

like he doesnt even notice when steve looks over at him and back to you,, smile on his face when he realizes what javis thinking about-

i cant- and him elbowing javiers side when you finish talking because hes not even moving from his spot,, still too embobado watching you like

“you fucking like her dont you?”-

:((HOLD ON?? - I SOB at the thought of steve being the wingman because he just wants the best for both of his friends,,,

he makes it his fucking mission to get you two together- :((

like im imagining him being the type to give you a note or something from carrillo or messina-

telling you to pass it on to javier even tho he’s literally like 4 feet away from you both lol

like hes just trying to push you two to spend more time together as much as possible-

woW because can you imagine you giving javier these smALL HEART EYES AS YOU WALK UP TO HIM,,

the two of you being stuck to the floor when youre giving him the note,, both of you waiting for the other to make a move first,,

neither of you being able to get 2 words out to eachother even though you both would banter with each other before but now?? its a difference feel

and all the while steve is over here next to carrillo,, the both of them betting which of you two is going to do something first lmao

god im sorry but im :(( imagining you giving him a small smile and walking away buT javiers not even looking at the note because hes over here standing there,, not moving a single muscle,, just watchinG YOU LEAVE WITH THE BIGGEST HEART EYES WHEN YOURE NOT LOOKING AT HIM ANYMORE- :(((

oh my god, wow can you imagine steve getting connie in on this because hes just so done waiting and watching you both fucking struggle to get 4 words out to eachother- so much p i n n i n g

so like the two of them would definitely do this double date just to get the two of you together outside of work :))

but:) they would skip :)) halfway through the date or just not show up at all :)))

and have you and javier go on :)the date alone :)) so its just the two of you :) WOW

listen i dont make the rules but you and javier definitely walk in the next day together,, holding fucking hands perhaps?? im- i need to go sob

#narcos imagine #narcos imagines #javier peña x reader #javier pena x reader #narcos #javier peña #javier pena

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calehenituseappreciation · 3 years

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i hc wilbur made tommy president because he planned to go and press the button while tommy spoke and kill him along with himself

wilbur wanted end all his unfinished symphonies and as the person who raised tommy- he raised him like he raised l'manberg. he doesnt care for fundy- not since he denounced him- so he wanted to end him :)

i need a fic where tommy is the one who goes to stop wilbur and wilbur fucking stabs him before pressing the button saying "it was never meant to be" tommy loses both first and last lives to that phrase

tommys last words are it was always meant to be fucking wilbur survives the explosion and has no one to kill him and now he has to live with the consqunces tommy becomes toast- short for ghost tommy i refuse to write so many letters each time- and immeditly looks for his older brothers and he finds wilbur first :) wilbur is exiled for his crimes and also out of fear- they tried to rehabilate him! they really did but then he freaked out over seeing toast... in a bad way.... and he and toast burned georges house on toast suggest (maybe we should burn something! that always helps me calm down!) this is after wilbur is trusted enough to be not... in a prison... after phil convinced them he needs help and toast tries his best ok- (WHO LEFT WILBUR WITH TOAST!) (I THOUGHT IT WAS A GOOD IDEA AT THE TIME! I WAS ONLY LEAVING FOR FIVE MINUTES! AND RANBOO WAS THERE TOO!) and toast tries to go with but everyone is like "yeah no" and toast is like "whhhhyyy i just wanna stay with wilby!" and everytime anyone tries to tell tommy about the wrongs that have happened to him he screams and clutches his head in pain and everytime he comes back he doesnt remember the convo toast,,, is the most BABY toast calls everyone cutesy nicknames unironcially he calls eret rere toast, chriping happily: TECHIE!!!! tubbo: TOMMY STAY AWAY FROM HIM! toast, in a very lost and confused voice: why? techno, freaking out: tommy? toast: hi!!!!!!! im toast!!!!!! :D techno: lowkey ab to cry toast: NOOOOOOOO DUN CRI! toast: there there techie... i know what will help! tubbo, sighing: arson? toast: ARSON! phil comes just in time to find tommys dead body and l'manberg gone hes not around for the withers neither hes there just to see the crater and wilbur in chains with blood on his hands trying to off himself phil will forever blame himself for not making it in time :> dream: taking wilbur away in boat toast, floating behind the boat: o^o dream do you have any games on your phone .///^///. looks at exileinnit hmmm spins roulette wheel who should i hurt... i picked d all of the above they dont let toast go with him but because he is baby and you can't tell him what to do tubbo: sighs finally now that the exiles done toast can you- tubbo: looks up tubbo: GOADDAMN IT

toast is promptly kidnapped back to l'manberg the next day toast keeps going back tho and no one understands why- he literally killed him! why does he keep wanting to go back! (toasts unfinished buisness keeping him tied was helping wilbur and l'manberg- he loved wilbur even at his worst)

toast vibes around everyone but he stays with wilbur- where ever wilbur goes is where he builds his home

its shitty but its an 'ome Toast, teary eyed: Dad? Why does everyone hate Wilby? Why can't I be with him... Phil, with no idea what to do: niki bakes cakes with niki whenever hes in l'manberg he keeps accidently setting her bakery on fire but hes sMOL AND GIGGLES A LOT AND HE HAS FLOUR ON HE GODDAMN SELF toast is a part of mexican l'manberg i dont make the rules mexican dream: AYYYYYYYYY HOMIE toast, giggling: 'OMIE!!!!!

Toast is wholesome while everyone is literally willing to murder Wilbur while also trying to stop him from khs toast is just a very happy lovely child and cries whenever anyone is mean to 'his big brother wilby!' and so they all constantly glare daggers over toasts shoulder wherenever he cant see em meanwhile Phil is just dying inside because Tommy is a ghost by Wilbur's hands and Wilbur keeps trying to commit suicide and oh god what is he supposed to do- he simply avoids this struggle by avoiding them toast, waddling up to philza: papa do you have any games on your phone? all im saying is that tommy called phil papa before changing to dad or fathercraft phil,in the tired parent voice: tommy please sit down- just for five minutes- at least for 5 minutes toast: sits down and then proceeds to struggle to continue to sit but he must because dad told him to toast is just ADHD incarnate wilbur, trying to end himself: im gonna escape my consequences toast: HI!!!!! :D wilbur: FUCK ITS MY CONSEQUENCES toast,,,, is so baby Wilbur is just not allowed to have anything remotely sharp i like how theres so much angst and im just hyper focusing on ba yby dream uses toast the same way he uses ghostbur! :D toast doesnt realize of course even after wilbur tells him dream is bad but he keeps forgetting!!! Everyone: da baby Dream: how can I profit from this oh dream is manipulating wilbur btw wilbur: suffering toast: i made you a card toast trusts eret wholeheartedly and this hurts eret because she knows if toast remembered he probably wouldnt- they wanted redemption but not like this- not because of death Toast: you look cool Toast: you are friend now Eret: sobs I don't deserve this Toast: what did I do wrong Toast: how can I help friend!!!!! Eret: sobbing more toast looks at everyone says "ah! friend shaped!" if ur wondering wheres the angst toast is the angst- toast is just tommy without any bad memories and hes so different they thought he was happy before they thought he was fine tommy was hurt too but since he internalized it no one cared toast sees wilbur being sad and goes! i know what will help! n-not arson tho people dont like arson when you do it.... BUT ITS OKAY! I BROUGHT A FRIEND! shows friend, the sheep and wilbur just fucking sobs Toast is wholesome chaotic in a perfect mix- toast is tommy but without the 'asshole on purpose as a self defense mechanism" someone mentioned something about Tommy masking insecurities once Toast doesn't remember. and he's fine with that he doesn't have any insecurities toast hurts because in retrospect toast, meeting bad: WOAAAAAAH! YOU LOOK SO FUCKING COOL! bad: LANGUAGE! toast, cringing back, looking at the ground: ..sorry :( bad: ...you can swear toast: :D bad: once toast hasnt sworn since "hes saving it for special occasions" sometimes he accidently swears and immedtly gasps and looks at bad and bad just sighs and is like "its okay it was an accident" bad never would have thought itd take letting tommy swear for him to stop huh... its almost like... hes a child.... and the negetive reienforcement.... was doing more harm then good.... toast: exists in an amount of happiness no one has ever seen him in before everyone: pain how much pain was tommy in before? they thought tommy was happy- was... was he not happy? he's so unabashedly joyful and energetic looking back they can see how forced every laugh felt, every smile- He's not afraid to just talk to people, make new friends he became so much more cautious after Eret, had it really effected him that badly? He's open. He never lies about how he's feeling, never brushes anything away how much was Tommy hiding, how much pain, how much fear- It's chilling. bone chilling. There's no way to fix what's been lost. No way to apologize to who Tommy used to be, to try and make it better. None of them every bothered to see him as anything more than a nuisance, an annoying child or cannon fodder and they'll regret it for the rest of their lives everyone: having a mental crisis toast: GUYYYYSS!! I MADE ANOTHER FRIEND!!!

"Wilby?" Wilbur heard Tommys voice say in an innocent tone.

Was he hearing things? Tommy's dead. He killed him himself.

"Wilby why are you in prison?" The image of his little brother asked, "Did you commit arson without me?" it asked in a pout.

"TOMMY!" Tubbo yelled running into the cell where Wilbur was kept, going through the bars with ease, "Tommy get away from him!"

"But 'ubbo!!!! Wilby is 'ere!!!!" Tommy (?) said with a smile Wilbur hadn't seen since Tommy was a child.

"Tommy, I understand you don't remember anything right now but you need to come back over here!" Tubbo demanded and Tommy flinched

Wilbur was struck with the sudden realization that this isn't just his mind- no no it can't be- but Tubbo acknowledged him he has to- Wilbur reached his locked hands towards Tommy only for him to pass through him. What? No no it was just his imagination that makes sense.

"Oh sorry Wil! I'm kinda dead! I don't remember how i died... but i think im a ghostie!" Tommy said plainly, floating off the floor. Wilbur looked at him in confusion. Whats happening?

the first time toast sees the crater toast srceams in intense amount of pain- its so loud you can hear it all over the smp- and just dissapears for a few days before reappearing with no memories of what happened toast saying things tommy thought but never said- he calls eret "big brother" and eret fucking d i e s toast cals all the l'manbergians older siblings He's far too honest for anyone to handle tommy was always honest too but he learned from experince that honesty only lead to hurt Tommy was like an enderchest, you could never see beyond the exterior, everything inside was exclusive to him and him alone Toast is like when someone dies and all their fuckin items explode onto the ground. you just see everything and most of it was pain and everyone feels bad because they thought he was the only one uneffected that nothing had ever put a damper on his happiness and energetic smile- at what point had that smile became fake? also for angst reasons the last memory toast has is before the elections toast has uwu boy vibes but more chaotic toast goes to dream smp from logstedshire purely for sam nook toast starts making his hotel since he sees nobody has a home (including dream LMAO) (and he wants to make a safe place since everyone keeps saying something about war) and wants to make one and asks sam for help since apparently hes good at building and sam lets him pay after he finishs the hotel and sam nook is there since day one because i dont think i could handle a world without sam nook toast: biting everyone tubbo: wHY DO YOU DO THAT?????? toast: once techie bit all the cupcakes and then said it was his cuz he bit it so im biting everyone to show their mine!!!!! tubbo: i- tubbo: i am both flattered and disgusted everyone, remembering how tommy used to bite everyone upon meeting and then everyone would get mad at him and yell at him until he stopped biting people on meeting: sadly whips and nae naes hes a BABY toast deserves the fucking world also i havent talked ab it but there is wilbur and fundy angst here fundy confronts wilbur also not that fundy is angry about not not not getting murdered by his father but also why does he consider tommy his unfinished sympohny and not him? he raised fundy too- maybe he just only ever loved tommy (based off his insecurity of how close wilbur and tommy are based off wilbur raising tommy and wilbur only being there for fundy by the time he was older and also using hybrid age go nyoom for this dream manipulates toast during wilburs exile along with wilbur and toast realizes both of them were being used by him and fucking screams lourder than he ever has before and dissapears for a week and then shows up at technos house (he got lost and he didnt know why he was at logsted shire- he doesnt remember the place) on the day of the excution and tries to help technoblade but keeps forgetting that everyone is trying to kill techno the butcher army is hesitant when "hey why are you all attacking big brother Techy-" "HE SPAWNED WITHERS IN L'MANBERG!" "he did?" toast asked tilting his head in confusion "YES! HE DID! AFTER YOU DIED! NOW WHERE IS HE TOAST! WE NEED TO CAPTURE HIM!" whenever tubbo talks ab how theyre planning on excuting techno or how there was no trial toast has flashbacks to tubbos excution but hes never able to hold on to the memories just leaving him feeling bad toast sees anything traumatic and just makes the blue screen noise toast has to reboot every time anything truamatic happens and when he does he doesnt remember what happens after

toast hurts on a "THE FUCKING IMPLICATIONS OF THIS" level just.. everyone trying to make up for not noticing tommys hurt and trying to be good to toast when its already too late... far too late glatt is also here because whenever ytoast dissapears after something trauamtic he bounces back to the land of the dead for the bit and sometimes he drags glatt out to the land of the living with him only works bc toast has unfinished buisness so he can freely go between and just stays in the land of the lving until he can finish his unfiinshed buisness ghostbur and toast wouldve been good friends if they ever met anyone yells at toast and he immeditly starts sobbing

basically when everything is calm and peaceful and everyone is happy together after dream is in prison and toast is like "oh... this is what ive always wanted"

"toast?" tubbo asked, confused toast smiled softly, "i think its time for me to go" "what?" wilbur asked his pitch unusually high due to the fear lacing his voice "i think... i think this was my unfinished buisness... this is the last thing i wanted when i was alive, the reason i stayed... i think its finally my time to go now" toast said smiling tearfully "no! you vcan't go! we just got you back!"

basically when everything is finally ok, when things finally calm down toast fades back to the void/afterlife thing

#dream smp #wilbur soot #tommyinnit #dream smp hcs #dream smp au #dsmp

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hey, i have a sister who struggles with addiction. she moved out from our parents to my place when she turned 18, so that she could have some space and that her highs and lows wouldnt affect our younger siblings that much. but shes been going through a hard time for quite long now, which causes her to treat us around her like complete shit. her behaviour led into a pretty bad argument, which led to me driving her to our parents in the middle of the night cause i couldnt mentally or physically handle the shit she was giving me anymore. after that night, she never returned to mine and told our parents to pick her stuff and move it into a new apartment that she got for herself (which locates in the same building as her friends who she uses substances with). she hasnt reached out to me at all, even though we have been around each other and i cant bare to approach her either, cause im still upset and hurt. my mom said that shes already prepared to lose her. i heard from her friends that shes told them that if she goes unconscious, theyre not allowed to call the ambulance or try to help her. i am worried sick to my stomach everytime i think about her and i feel so powerless. my parents just say that theres nothing more we can do, she goes to psychotherapy and shes under the social services but still i feel like we should do something more to help her or to stop her from destroying herself. im so sorry if this message makes you feel uncomfortable, but since ive followed you for quite awhile and i know your experiences with these things, i would appreciate if you could help me with this situation or at least try to give me some advice, how to cope with these feelings that come from loving your sister that struggles. i dont want to lose her.

hey, i am so sorry to hear this. there's a lot i could say and a lot i want to say but can't really articulate. i don't think there's any one size fits all advice for such a complex and heartbreaking situation. i guess i'll begin with what i'm sure of, and that is that your boundaries and feelings are justified. addiction literally rewires your brain and perception of the world beyond recognition, to the point where the only thing the person cares about is their vice. it's just total tunnel vision, selfishness denial and violence on top of selfishness denial and violence. being around ppl like that, especially a loved one, is beyond exhausting, it's its own special kind of hell. like screaming at a brick wall. it's totally understandable that you had to take a step back after falling victim to her erratic, manipulative and abusive behaviour. the drug use explains it but it absolutely does not excuse it. you're really brave for putting your foot down and prioritizing your own mental stability when it all got to be too much. know you never have to regret that. having said that, it's possible for two conflicting feelings to coexist and for them both to be (for lack of a better word) valid. she's your sister - of course you're worried, of course you're terrified for her. of course you love her even while feeling like you hate her, at times. it's alright to let your emotions be illogical, to just weather the storm and let them pass through you. write it down, talk to your loved ones, maybe consider speaking to a therapist or hotline over it. it's perfectly normal to need that support and talking through your circumstances may be illuminating/lead to some personal revelations regarding how you want to approach this. ultimately, you're angry because you care. after a while i was like that too, with my sister. although i tried to let her know that i was more worried than frustrated during our conversations, sometimes i still couldn't help the internal rage. all because i wanted her to wake up to reality and for her to be okay - i didn't get her thought process at all, didn't get her version of the world. and i felt so fucking powerless because she just strayed so quickly from her path, despite what she was telling me, despite her being relatively fine mere months prior. despite us being best friends and on good terms. it's a headfuck, and you don't have to know what to do, you don't have to have anything figured out. just try to focus on what you need, today.

the hardest thing to accept is the fundamental truth of the situation, and that is that you can't fix this for her. can't love her out of it, can't enable her out of it, can't fight her out of it. all you can do is be there for her emotionally while still maintaining the appropriate boundaries necessary to preserve ur own mental wellbeing. it's completely okay if you need more time - i know you said you cant bear to reach out to her at the moment, which makes total sense. but since you sent this message and i can still see that you're beyond concerned and it's only getting worse, maybe you could consider calling her or sending her a text or meeting her for coffee when you're ready. just to let her know you haven't stopped thinking of her. and that you care about her so much, that when/if she's ready to get help you will be with her every step of the way. even if shes battling addiction for the rest of her life. if she screams at you, if she breaks down, if she ignores you for what you say - fine. but at least she'll know on some level that she is not alone, and at least you'll know you did what you could with what was in your control. also about her being under social services - is there any way you could get in touch with them, maybe explain that youre still worried about her and that you think she needs a higher level of care, maybe ask them if theres anything proactive you can do in collaboration with them to maximize the help shes getting? i dont know how it works where you are, that might be a no go, but i just thought i'd mention it. i'm sorry, i know it's a disappointing answer, but i really don't realistically think there's any other. there's only so much of this that is in your hands and so far it sounds like you've done and are doing everything possible to stay sane while looking out for her. i really really hope something clicks for her and that she starts to listen to you and her loved ones soon, that she begins to approach recovery out of the genuine need to get better. but it really does have to come from within her, all you can do is encourage it. im sending you both so much love. i know more than anyone how fucking stressful it is to have to wake up to this every day, and i'm so sorry. if you need someone to talk to, my inbox will always be open. you deserve peace in your own life, too. take care x

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#tw addiction #tw drugs #anon #talking

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yatsugareboyf · 4 years

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Please may I ask for Chuuya and Aku with an s/o that is pretty weak and sickly - often fainting and needing to rest for a while? It’s fine if not!

im so sorry this was rlly late, i havent been on lately but here goes!

hcs for akutagawa and chuuya with a weak and sickly! s/o

akutagawa ryuunosuke

he can relate to you, hes probably the same

both of you will have the same doctor? or maybe go to the same hospital so you can go together rather than going to different hospitals

or if your doctor's in a different hospital he wont mind, as long as you're getting the treatment you need

very wary around you, because you can fall at any minute and it scares him sometimes

you could be cooking and suddenly you're on the floor out cold

he helps you carry things your frail arms cant

but its more of you taking care of him

cause you obviously still take your meds and eat your prescribed diet

but him? bitch is stubborn

he literally said "i dont have much time to live due to my lung disease" I WILL CRY TAKE YOUR FUCKING MEDICINE

you take him to his appointments and make him eat properly

make sure he gets proper rest

its an equal (maybe more to him than u but thats okay) share of taking care of each other

ur apartment smells like a hospital ward sometimes and u hate it

but you're both sensitive to certain smells so you cant just spray glade or smthn

if you need to rest, hes got you covered. if your agency/work thinks ur slacking off? hes got em!

he'll handle everything just so that you get the rest you need.

and you vow to do the same for him

nakahara chuuya

hes scared for you

what if youre out grocery shopping and you suddenly faint?

hes coming with you wherever you go

makes you wear masks when you go out so that you dont catch any lingering viruses out there

he'll wear one too

fuck everyone should wear masks rn

holds you by the waist

so that when you faint he can activate his ability to keep you from the ground

he'll carry u even if ur conscious

escorts you to work, to your appointment, everywhere hes attached by the hip

everytime you faint and hes not there for you, his heart drops to his feet

he'll cradle you when he sees you and brings you to bed, a string of apologies coming from him for not looking out for you

his heart curls inside out everytime you cough or whimper at any discomfort

some days you're on his lap, whimpering and trembling because you've got a fever and hes trying not to cry

will have you eat more healthy food

get you to exercise even for a bit cause its good for you!

brings you on dates where its not that crowded

wont make u wear heels or any of the sort

brings an extra sweater of his so when you get cold, hes ur man

he loves you so much and will look after you

you're never gonna be a burden to him, not when you give him so much joy when you pull him to run around in the park

when you dance with him like you dont care whether or not you'll lose your breath

when you smile brightly at him everytime you feel better

hes going to chase all those moments, and stay in those moments when neither of you will remember the pain that comes after

#bsd #bungou stray dogs #bsd chuuya #bsd akutagawa #akutagawa ryuunosuke #nakahara chuuya #chuuya x reader #akutagawa x reader #reader insert #bsd x reader #nakahara chuuya x reader #akutagawa ryuunosuke x reader #bsd headcanons #bsd imagines #chuuya x y/n #akutagawa x y/n

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jinnwenhe · 4 years

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A/N: I ACCIDENTALLY DELETED THE DRAFT AND THEREFORE THE ASK WAS ALSO DELETED, IM SORRY— alright, hopefully you'll enjoy this nonetheless, thanks for asking! I'll try to find the person who asked for this prompt later.

And so, this ask is Raihan x Female! Reader, the prompt is displayed above.

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You sip your bottled tea as you watched Raihan battle the opposing gym challenger from the bleachers; to say you're amused was an understatement. The dragon tamer never ceased to amaze you everytime he's in a battle, regardless if he reigns victorious or fell down in the depths of defeat— his match is always wild, numerous of fans shouting for his side as he let the sandstorm take over the stadium, enveloping it in a rough weather.

The fans were alright though considering the stadium was perfectly designed for these type of things, protecting the said viewers from the harsh effects of the weather— which Raihan takes pride in, looking at how his technique consist of taking advantage of the weather to boost his pokemons powers.

This is what makes you baffled with his performance every time. Even if you already became a Champion that rules over Galar, you didn't look down on him, and you're not planning to.

Occasionally, the dragon tamer would lock eyes with you, sending chills down your spine as his cerulean eyes stare right through you, followed by that signature smug grin of his in which his fans has grown a liking to. You gave him a gesture of support by clenching your hands accompanied by a determined look on your eyes. He noticed your small action and gave you a thumbs up before focusing on the match infront of him once again.

Some fans mistaken it as him looking at them, and they immediately melted on the spot due to that misunderstanding. Though you didn't pay any mind to it, you dont want to ruin people's happiness anyways, just let them be.

After the earthshaking match, which Raihan managed to reign victorious, he gave a hug to the challenger, and telling them that there were no hard feelings involved. Luckily for him, the challenger was still determined to try harder for a rematch in the near future, and they can ensure Raihan that they'll be the one taking victory home next time they meet.

Raihan saw that as a challenge and he's going to get stronger, he wants to give his best at every match, that's his job after all. Losing just wont do for him.

When all of that commotion ended, you approached the said dragon tamer with a smile dancing on your lips and arms open wide, incase he wanted a good ol' hug after the match.

You know him so well, of course he wanted a hug, and its from you— you.. you're his crush, not that you know it, its a new thing for him too. He took an interest on you when he saw you battle at the Championship Cup, reaping the victory without any effort; you're strong, you're tough, you're more than what you seem, and Raihan liked that part of you.

Though on other times, you're also clumsy, careless, and mostly oblivious. These trait of yours just amplified your attractiveness level to Raihan; strong and oblivious usually doesn't match with eachother, yet you managed to make them mix well, creating... you.

"Good job on the victory!"

You planted your face on his chest, burying your head in the warm feeling of his hoodie, and trying your best not to get tiny little sand stuck in your head. It'll be a pain in the ass to clean up later if you did. Your arms wrapped around his lean waist, hugging him as tight as you could to show him your affection.

Raihan responded well by hugging you back and ruffling your hair, saying a light 'thanks' along the way. Maybe without your support, he would've lost this round, and other rounds from before— no matter, he should just focus on the present, where you're hugging him in the middle of the stadium... infront of his assistants. Not to mention Leon is also watching, accompanied by chairman Rosé.

The dragon tamer then pulled back after awhile, he knows this affectionate act of yours doesn't have any meaning behind it. Just a hug you gave to your bestie after his gruelling match; it has became a habit at this point, and you didn't even notice that. Raihan did though, he paid attention on every little details about you. From the way you dressed, to the way your expression changes over the time, that even he notices the smallest shift in your mood during the day.

Silence began spreading between you both, and its getting kind of uncomfy. So you decided to break away the tension by helping him dusting off the sand on his body, and his features. The amount was quite a lot, and it's going to take awhile if you really want to remove all of the tiny bits of sand from the previous match. You even thought about suggesting him to not use the sandstorm weather next time, it's really getting troublesome and somewhat irritating to handle. At least for you.

"Stay still im helping you clean up" you said as you reached for his headband. He didn't want any help in cleaning up this time, considering that Leon is here, and few of his assistants—lets not forget about chairman Rosé whos observing from the sidelines, possibly being held captive by Oleana because of work reasons.

Raihan then gripped your arm as he tilted his head a little bit back, preventing you from reaching his tangerine headband "No need princess, i can clean it up by myself" he grinned, trying to hide the embarrassment thats slowly growing inside him.

Sure he might be a man of confidence, pride swelling on his chest with each step that he takes, but the poor dragon tamer only could handle so much when it comes to you. All that pride and confidence washed away just like that, and thats all because of your damned adorable oblivious trait.

You were determined to take off his headband, even if that means you need to use all off your techniques on him. This time, you only relied on your obliviousness. You really dont know what effect it has on him— you didn't even know if your oblivious trait has an effect on him at all! But you saw him blushing a few times from you being genuinely curious about something, so its worth a try.

Raihan was completely caught of guard when he looked down at you and your determined eyes; it was different from before where you're supporting him, he cant tell whats really different, but it just hits diffrent. You reaching up with Raihan gripping your wrist, warm eyes locking with his followed by a small curl on the edge of your lips as you felt him slowly reducing his strength in the effort to prevent you reach for his headband.

This only resulted in him looking away, blush subtly creeping on his cheeks as he tried to avoid eye contact with you. The Great Raihan would never be embarrassed in such a situation, hell, he'd be the one to make you embarrassed! But this time, apparently the odds were in your side , and you're grateful for that.

The thing you didn't understand was; why is he blushing? You didn't do anything, you only tried to take off his headband in order to clean it, and yet when he locked eyes with you, a tint of blush appeared on his chocolate skin, in which he attempted to hide it by looking at anywhere but towards your direction. This was a great opportunity to make him blush more, dont you think? Its rare to see Raihan blush out of nowhere, and you got to see it up close! A way great opportunity, you couldn't bear to pass this chance.

With a gentle push forwards from your body and him being off guard, you two tumbled down to the ground below you with a loud 'thud' ; Raihan covered your fall by pulling you close to his chest, which makes you comfortably land on his body instead.

"Honestly," you trailed as you got up from your position, lifting your body up with your hands on each side of Raihan's head before looking down onto him with a joyful grin plastered on your face "You're cute when you blush, Rai" you chirped, followed by a soft laugh. The position you guys were in wasn't quite the best to see without context. But you couldn't care less, you two were only having a wholesome bestie moment— yet Raihan might be freaking out inside because, oh Arceus, what is he gonna explain to Leon and the Chairman himself? Him blushing just makes it worse and doesn't help him out at all.

His eyes finally dared to look into yours again while a sigh slipped past his lips "You're just teasing me," he exclaimed as his lips curl into his usual relaxed smile; shades of blush still not leaving his face "Again." He added, hands reaching up to pull you back down onto his body, loving the way you fit inside his embrace just perfectly. He's way taller than you, meanwhile you could be accused of 'tiny' compared to him. Thats why he liked hugging you so much, even if you're just teasing him.

He doesn't care if you know his feelings or not, he's just happy that he could hold you like this without any care in the world right after his tiring match. Though he still does have a lot of explaining to do the the Chairman later, and possibly to Leon too.

#Raihan #Pokemon #Raihan pokemon #Raihan x reader #Pokemon sword #Pokemon shield #Pokemon sword and shield #Pokemon sw sh #Kibana/Raihan #Pokemon imagines #Kibana

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who-ever-said-i-was-nice · 3 years

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Mtach up thing please! <3

Female, INFJ-T, Sagittarius. 155cm (tiny potato, just dont smash it on my face or I will get insecure)I would never, brown eyes, long light brown hair, pale with freckless. Average-skinny. Wear glasses for study/work which is basically 24/7 same and have some tattoos here and there.

I think Im more of an ambivert but more close to the introvert side. I’m smiley but still people tend to tell me that they thought I was rude (or directly a bitch) highly doubt it they just jealous but found out I’m not that bad, guess that’s on bitch resting face :( nope :) better. Socially awkward but after I get comfortable I fool around a lot, memes and vine references give me life. I tend to do the opposite of what I’ve been told just because I don’t like it when people order me things.pffff can relate Tho I’m shy I will not hesitate to step up if someone is being rude with someone specially if is towards a friend or someone close to me. I try to be very caring and supportive for anything you will need but also empathic, I cry if someone cries kjdfhgk but try to hold it together so I can help and not make feel worse the other person you seem very nice pls be my friend

I’m sensitive, I get stressed and anxious easily and for that I constantly have headaches and stomach ache,noooooo :( I have a whole self-care routine to help me with that or else I will, without a doubt ,get sick. I don’t like places that are too crowded or very loud noises, it makes me nervous. I’m your “will cry if gets too anxious” person. yup you are to innocent and cute to be my friend I’m either “Mama bear” scary or “will murder you in your sleep” scary.....I’m just a marshmallow tho

I like reading welcome to the bookworm club, learning random things. I love art in general, music, painting, dancing, etc. I love animals too! All of them, cats, dogs, birds, frogs, please let them all in(but my weak spot are cats, I cant deny it). I’m vegan, try to make it the most healthy possible (eating well, taking vitamin D and B12 to not die that was funnier than all of my jokes combined i died ). Sugar is my passion and my minimum 4 tsp of sugar per coffee knows it(this is where the I eAt HeAlThYy goes to hell xD damn right lmao, you still healthier then me). When it comes to music I like a bit of everything, I will be listening alternative rock or metal and then jump to kpop, tho I’ve been into chill lofi lately, specially when is mix of a series or movie cause nostalgia hits hard and I’m into that shit kjhjk I also have a playlist of Disney, anime or movie songs/soundtracks because it helps me to study or work more motivated, your girl needs motivation to not stare into space for 1 hour straight,kjkiijjioh same tho Im quite disperse, I always forget where I put things and then blame the goblins for that, but it turns out, it was on my hand all the time lollol

I study art online, I want to be a concept or background artist for animation, I used to study animation on a university but dropped because the pressure was too much and never could get along with the university itself, every week was a fight about something (Im not problematic I swear, I try to be the most chill out-care free possible but I swear the system is horrible here :( )yeah it happens sucks that you had to go through it. I’m also learning complimentary therapies! (I think that’s how it is on english) Reiki, tarot, pendulum, past lifes and such, Im into esoterical/”mystical” things.

For hobbies I do embroidery, sewing, read, stare into space for 1 hour and yoga (this is part of the self care routine to not die).

My favorite season is autumn or early spring, I dont handle too hot weather or the sun well, I like winter and rainy days but then I get so cold that I invernate on bed the whole day.

For relationships I think communication is key, I know is not easy but is the only way to make it work :( and cuddles, please cuddle me and pet my head, I will be on your palms if you scratch my head. I can be very touchy, like holding hands and hugs but I dont like it if someone who is not a very close friend or my partner does it, I just dont know how to react or do kfdhlk I prefer my personal space untouched :( Im so sorry it was so long!! I wanted to do it very detailed but sHoRt to not make you think so hard with who match up me but maybe tmi is just the opposite for you, if so Im truly sorry! :( I think you are an angel just for trying to match up me with someone <3 ahhh, yes, the matchup (take a shot for everytime i said match up on this paragraph game) for ikevamp please! <3

4 shots huh.Ahahahahhahhhahahhahahhhah...... Don’t worry about the length. The longer the better right. Right? I’m nasty I’ll stop. Also yes I went through it and left little notes within the text. Why, because I’m cool. Hopefully. One day. Anyway!

I matched you with...............

.......................ISAAC!!!!!

My sweet baby angel little boy

Isaac is very,very shy so it took him some time to warm up to you

but that does not mean that he didn’t like you

oh no no no

on the contrary

Isaac died every single time you passed him

he didn’t understand how someone could be so perfect

you took his breath away

him not being the tales man actually liked that you were shorter then him

you see, because men are supposed t be tall and strong and all that crap, plus being around Leo, who scores a 10 in all of those, made him quite insecure about his, well, actually everything

the way he talked, or rather didn’t, his height, that fact that he wasn’t jacked like some of the guys in the mansion, or, you know, at least in his mind

he isn’t exactly the fighter type either

he’s a scientist after all, not a worrier

and this made him feel like he didn’t deserve you, because he couldn’t protect you

oh my, sweetheart no

you on the other hand, think he is amazing

I mean not all people know all the constellations name and position by heart, nor can they carve amazingly cute wooden toys and decorations, nor are the university professores and just so happen to be an absolute physics geniuses so yeah

both of you being quite reserved, it took you ages to get together

but when you did it was the most amazing thing ever

he confessed to you one night while you where stargazing

it went a little something like this:

You: Thank you for bringing me out. It’s so beautiful!

Isaac: Yes. Like you.

You: *eyes emoji*

Isaac takes your hand, blushes hard, and even though he wanted to look into your eyes he couldn’t bring himself to, in fear of loosing himself in them

“Y/n ever since I first laid eyes on you I knew that I needed you in my life. You make me feel so comfortable by the just being here with me. You are funny, lighthearted and so welcoming and accepting. I love when you sit next to me in the library, I love it when we stargaze, I love how you ask me oh so many questions. How you are so eager to learn everything. Yet you are so quiet and shy. It’s amazing really. and in those moments I fell like I love it even more. The comfortable silence we can both sit in. The look we share, were we somehow always know what the other is thinking without even asking. I love your hair falls and frames your face perfectly. Those adorable freckles are driving me mad you know? Your petite features always astound me. So small yet so pretty. How is it even possible? However I don’t expect you to reciprocate my feelings. It doesn’t matter how much I adore you, I can’t protect you. I am not what a man is supposed to be. I’m not strong and tough Y/n, I’m just a scientist. However I felt the need to tell you this. To tell you my true feeling. I love you Y/N. I really do.”

Isaac sat there with tears streaming down his face

he couldn’t look at you

he just waited for the rejection to slap him in the face

however it didn’t come

you cupped his wet cheek gently and he looked up to see your tear stained face

you slowly pull him towards you and kiss him

it was so gentle and full of love

you pulled away tears still pouring down your faces

however these weren’t tears of sadness, but of joy

you both laughed as Isaac pulled you into a hug

well.....

i may or may not be crying writing this

yes I definitely am that is totally the case

anywhoo

after this it is smooth sailing

cutest couple ever

And that is it! Sorry if this is lame and it literally took forever. Thank you for the request though.! Have an amazing day and be safe!

#Ikemen Vampire #IkeVamp #ikemen vampire match up #ikevamp+matchups #ikemen vampire isaac x reader #ikemen vampire isaac #submission

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baroquebucky · 4 years

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I love you and your work so much! One of my favorite blogs here! If you have time and if you're still taking requests please could you write a one shot about reader believing bucky hates her guts because he's always yelling and saying mean things to her but later admits it's because he's terrified, he hasn't been infatuated with a woman for over 70 years and doesn't think he deserves her anyway. Hope this makes sense

A/N: wow my heart is warm <3 i hope this meets ur expectations ilysm

You smiled at Bucky as he made his way down the stairs and sat at the table where you ate some pancakes.

“good morning” you spoke, hoping that maybe he wouldn’t be harsh today. He only rolled his eyes and sat in the seat furthest from you, glancing at you occasionally. A small frown settled on your face and your hunger left you. You grabbed you plate and set on the counter top, going back to your room to finish getting ready.

Bucky was left alon in the kitchen, letting himself groan loudly when he knew you were out of earshot.

Later that day while you were out running bucky was training with steve, Steve however was trying to make this into a therapy session for the man.

“so why do you hate her? She’s really never done anything wrong” he spoke, rushing the words out as he blocked a kick and threw a punch at the metal armed man.

“Steve not now we’re practicing” he spoke gruffly, avoiding his question. Steve took note of how stiff Bucky got at the mention of you and he decided enough is enough.

Swiftly, Steve swept his leg at Bucky’s ankles and laid him flat on the floor before he could even react. He quickly got ontop of him and pinned him so that he couldn’t get up.

“I’ll let you go IF you tell me why” steve spoke, slightly out of breath and Bucky groaned, going slack under Steve and mumbling something.

“fine, ONLY because I’m tired already, or else i totally could have taken you” he smirked and Steve scoffed nodding his head and letting the man get up.

You entered the compound quietly and were about to round the corner before you heard two familiar voices talking in the living room. No one else was at the compound currently because everyone was either on a mission or visiting family.

You quietly pressed your body to the wall, took your headphones out and listened to the conversation Steve and Bucky were having.

“Buck you cant just push her away because you don’t like those feelings.” That was Steve, who were they talking about? Was it you?

“I haven’t felt like this in like 70 years, I’m not the charmer I used to be, I have so much baggage I can’t do that to her. I thought if I hurt her enough she’ll leave me alone but she won’t, she still smiles at me and tries to be nice” Bucky groaned and you felt your chest tighten.

It was the perfect time for you to waltz in and pretended you had heard nothing, but you also wanted to continue listening to the troubled man and figure out who he was talking about. During this time of debate you hadn’t notice that they had stopped talking and moved towards the opposite end of the hall that you had entered from, sneaking up behind you.

“have you been listening this whole time?” Bucky spoke from behind you, causing you to let out a small scream and slap him across the face. Your eyes went wide and you thought for sure you had met your end. You just slapped the Winter Soldier and he already hates you.

“Oh my god! Oh god I’m so sorry i didn’t mean to! I was just- i got scared i didn’t- im sorry! Are you gonna kill me? You already hate me oh god please tell my family i love them, I’m sorry- you know i can help you! With the problem!” You rushed out, fumbling over your words and backing up slowly, only for your back to hit a wall and you pressed yourself against it as the super soldier slowly walked up to you.

“Y/N-” he spoke and you quickly shut your mouth. Looking up at him, your heart rate erratic and you could hear your own heartbeat in your ears.

“it’s you” he whispered softly, you could nearly hear him over your own heart beat. You suddenly felt less tense and blood rushed to your cheeks.

“me?” you replied, looking up at him and meeting his eyes, searching his face for any emotion. He simply nodded and backed up, allowing enough room for you to leave if you wanted to. But you weren’t.

“I thought you hated me, all those times i tried to be nice you would just tell me off or insult me. I tried to help you out and support you and you just pushed me away. I tried so hard and you’re telling me you let all that go down the drain just because you couldn’t handle your own emotions?” You spoke, feeling a mix of emotions.

You knew it was hard for him to deal with emotions, after everything he’s been through he probably thinks he shouldn’t have a crush on someone. However you were beyond angry and upset that your fruitless efforts weren’t because he hated you but because he was afraid of his own emotions.

“Y/N i know this is my fault and I’m sorry, i wanted to tell you, i wanted to just sweep you off your feet and hold you and cuddle and love you and shower you with love but i don’t deserve that. Everytime I imagine anything with you I feel like it shouldn’t be me, it should be someone better.” He focused on the floor and occasionally glanced up to meet your eyes for a few seconds.

“I thought that if I was rude to you that you would hate me and those feelings would just fizzle away. But they didn’t and I got so scared and I didn’t want to face them, so I just kept being mean to you as a way to just not deal with them. I know it’s wrong and I’m sorry for making you go through that. Maybe someday you can forgive me” he spoke, looking at you with a mix of emotions, but not a hint of the cold stare that you were used to.

You were quiet for a moment, gathering your thoughts and trying to come up with a response, but you could manage to do was walk up the the man and wrap your arms around him. You buried your head in his chest and breathed in softly.

You sighed in relief as he hugged you back, both his arms wrapping comfortably around you and engulfing you. You closed your eyes and just enjoyed the feeling, no hate, no pressure. Nothing. Just, love.

You both pulled away and you smiled at the soldier, looking down at the ground and then back at him.

“I forgive you, but you owe me ice cream from that time you talked tony out of getting me some when i was sad” you spoke and he smiled nodding at you, Steve had long gone, knowing that it would work itself out between you two.

The best things take time, and you knew it would take time before you and Bucky became more than just friends, but you didn’t mind. You looked forward to stolen glances and small smiles, to surprise snacks and training together. You looked forward to growing with each other and becoming who you were meant to be.

#bucky barnes fluff #bucky barnes #bucky barnes imagine #soft bucky barnes #bucky barnes angst #bucky barnes one shot #baroquebucky

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delfiniela · 4 years

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scary love - digital time oneshot

UUUUUUMMM THIS IS THE FIRST TIME THAT I WRITE SOMETHING LONG IN ENGLISH SOOOOO ITS PRETTY BAD AAAANND HAS HELLA TYPOS

Also this is inspired on the song scary love by the neighborhood

uuuuuuu enjoy

*Scary love* Colin has never experienced any kind of romantic love, or love in general, nobody has ever told him "I love you" or hugged him, but it was something that he used to deal with, and after all, he was a machine, romance or having feelings for someone else in general wasnt important to him, or at least thats what he thought But things changed when he met Tony. Colin admits that at first he thought that they would never get along well because Tony was a really serious person and didnt like Colin's small pranks at all so they ended up in small arguments, but for Colin's relief, he was wrong, and with the pass of time, they stopped fighting and started to have more respect to each other. They began to do stuff together, at first just casual stuff, watching tv together or have casual talks, but at the end they ended up spending more time together, knowing each other better Colin started to admire how Tony could perfectly work under preassure or manage any problem that the other teachers caused, keeping a serious imagine, but also, being sentimental as well when it was the time, cheering up or helping the others. He also started to realize that he liked a couple of small things about the clock man, like the small and almost interceptible smiles that he gave him everytime they exchange glances that always made the robot's metallic heart beat fast for some seconds, or how he listened every stupid theory that he told, or how he tried to play videogames with him, even if he always falied leaving Colin as the winner, or how he enjoyed his company in silence. Colin didnt understand what he was feeling for Tony, but decided that he would process it later, he was now talking with the clockman about their future lessons. - About all of the digital stuff.. I think im just going to talk about the 3 essential things that the students can do.. - That sounds good! - Tony answered as he put his arm on Colin's shoulder in a friendly way Don't touch ME! Thats all Tony heard before Colin roughly pushed him away. "That's it.. now he's gonna get mad..." Colin looked up at Tony, expecting him to have an expression of anger, but for his surprise, Tony was looking at him worried, expecting some kind of answer for his unexpected reaction. - Im sorry... I-... its just.. somebody used to... not be friendly to me and now... I cant handle physical contact... The robot looked down ashamed, but the hand that Tony was lending to him made Colin look at him again. - I cant change the past.. but maybe I can help you to improve the present and maybe the future.. - Tony said with a sweet smile - what if we try some kind of training? - training? - Colin said confused, but with a but of hope - Yeah! Every day we can hold hands for a bit, the time that you feel comfortable, and when you decide to stop, we'll stop, and who knows?, maybe with the pass of time you feel at bit better about physical interacion, of course if you want - Tony explain as he looked at Colin with a smile on his face - That sounds great - answered Colin with hope on his voice Then Colin proceeded to gently hold the hand that Tony was lending to him At first he shyly hold Tony's hand, but ended up holding it a bit more thigtly, at least for some seconds until he decided that it was enough physical contact. Tony proudly smiled at Colin - You did it great! Im sure that you'll end up hugging someone if we keep trying - said Tony, making Colin smile. And so they did, the small training took time, a lot of time, but Tony always did his best to make Colin feel comfortable, being patient with him, and Colin aprecciated this. Then one day Colin decided that he was prepared enough to try to do something more than hold hands with the clockman So when the time of the small training came, instead of the usually holding hands, Colin shyly put his hands over Tony's shoulders. Tony looked at him a bit confused but didnt stopped him and instead decided to calmly smile at Colin. That gave Colin the confidence enough to lean on Tony and hug him. At first struggling a bit, but ended up thigtly hugging him. That took Tony by surpirse, but didnt hesistate in gently hug the robot back. Colin was more than happy, he felt safe in Tony's arms, he felt cared, he felt.. he still wasnt sure about what he was exactly feeling, but he liked it and didnt want it to stop. The hugs became something more casual after that day, even if it was harás for Colin to ask for one, Tony knew exactly when the robot needed one by just looking at him and Colin adored that, reciving hugs from the clockman made him feel good and in some strange way, special. But reciving hugs from Tony wasnt the only thing that made him felt special, reading books with him, cuddling, even if was a bit, with him, sightly holding his hand or made him smile made him feel special and good as well. The robot had found happiness in the clockman's happines. But why? Colin started to think And think.. And think... And think... The realization finally came He was in love with Tony That's why he felt safe in his arms, the reason why his heart beated faster when the clockman looked at him, or why he felt special when he was with him. Thats the emotion he have been feeling, love how? he was a robot, an average machine he wasnt meant to have emotions he wasnt meant to be loved "Colin, are you alright?" The sighlty concerned tone of Tony's voice interrumpted his thoughts. Colin looked at the clock, who was looking at him with a small smile. - Hey Colin are you ok? You looked a bit distracted- Colin started to shake, that was to much to process, love was a emotion out of his understanding. - C- Colin? - the smile of Tony's face disappeared Small oil tears started to stream down the robot's face. - Colin- what's wrong??? - said Tony concerned - I don't understand, Tony... for the first time I dont understand something - Understand what? - Love.. Colin covered his face with his hands, ashamed - Colin... emotions aren't meant to be understood, are meant to be felt. Tony put his hands over Colin's hands and gently uncovered his face - Its just.. no one has ever cared for me as much as u do.. Tony looked at Colin's eyes and wiped away one of his tears - and.. I don't understand why.. but.. it makes me feel.. good.. - It makes you feel loved.. - But why would you care about me in the first place??? - said Colin with a broken tone on his voice Tony couldnt help but giggle at the question, making the robot look at him confused - You really hadnt got it yet? I love you, Colin - W- what??? - Colin was getting red - what you heard, I love you - said Tony again - why do you think I like to spend my time with you? - B- But why?? - Colin was blushing a lot - im just an average computer - you are more than that to me, you make me feel happy, you made me smile, you have made my days special - said Tony as he gently caressed Colin's cheek Colin didnt think anymore and kissed Tony. - I love you too.. Tony smiled again and gave Colin another kiss And while Colin happily looked at Tony, he came to the conclusion that even if emotions were scary, they made him feel alive, and he was more than happy to feel loved by Tony.

#don’t hug me i’m scared #dhmis #dhmis 2 #dhmis 4 #dhmis tony #dhmis clock #dhmis colin #dhmis computer #dhmis fic #dhmis ship #dhmis digitaltime #dhmis tony x colin #fanfic #oneshot #digitaltime #dhmis digital time #digital time #tony the clock #tony the talking clock

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rainingspellforlove · 4 years

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with you.

(Inspired by tbz in new york while bbangnyu shared the same bed 😩✊)

morning comes and the sunlight already shines from the window. the sun warms the room that has been cold since the night. the air conditioner is already turned off in the midnight since the night was colder because of the rain. the bed is filled by one giant guy and his one and only love, the tiny one. the tiny one was curled up inside the blanket while hugging the giant guy like a koala. then, the tiny guy still feels so cold so he hugged the giant guy even tighter.

“im freezing” chanhee said while curled up to younghoon

younghoon still half awake and lookin at his boyfriend while hugging him tighter too.

“but i already turned off the aircon though.. let me warm you up and just continue your sleep hun”

chanhee nodded and tried to sleep again. younghoon hugs his curled boyfriend while carressing his soft hair.

actually, chanhee didnt allow younghoon to sleep here last night. but younghoon insisted. last night, they watched movie together and they stayed at the 24 hours coffee shop for a long time until midnight. it’s their habit actually. they liked to spend their time together every weekend until midnight but usually younghoon just dropped chanhee in front of his apartment then went home to his condo. chanhee was so surprised at younghoon that suddenly want to crash at his apartment. they are indeed boyfriends, they hugged, they kissed, but they havent spent the night together.

“chanhee-ya, let me sleep here”

“wait- what?” chanhee seems so surprised

“let me sleep here tonight okay? pleaseee”

“w-why? it’s not a bad thing for you to go home at this hour right..” he panicked

“no, it’s not like that hun, i want to feel how it feels like seeing you the first moment i wake up.. pleasee” younghoon whined like a baby

“b-but my room is a mess.. n-no, just go home, your bed is better than mine”

then younghoon pouted and keep whining in front of chanhee’s apartment.

“so you dont want to see me after waking up :( okay then im going home“ younghoon puts his sad and pouty face and walked out from the door.

it’s not like chanhee didnt want younghoon sleeps next to him but he’s scared that his heart will explode while sleeping beside him. then chanhee made a quick move and held younghoon’s hand.

“no it’s not like that younghoon-ah, then fine you can stay here..”

younghoon turned back and smiled widely like a puppy. he got a big step and kissed chanhee’s forehead.

“eish. what a big baby” chanhee smiled afterwards

they eventually didnt straight go to sleep after that, they had their own midnight’s talk in chanhee’s bed. they just talked about everything that crossed their minds that night. they laughed so much. chanhee adored how younghoon always made him smile like this. younghoon is like a big baby with the softest heart ever. he’s the definition of angel for chanhee. he always be thankful that younghoon could be his. younghoon talked a lot and chanhee just smiled while listening to younghoon. when younghoon got a time to story telling, it will never ends but chanhee never gets bored of it. he enjoyed younghoon’s storytelling even it’s just so weird sometimes. he just loved eveyrthing about younghoon. then younghoon caught chanhee that just silently listening while staring to younghoon not giving a single respon.

“hey, is my story not interesting though? why are you being quiet hun?”

“no of course not, it’s interesting. i love it.. i just love it so much until i can not give a respon to it.”

“oh... is it?” then younghoon smiled.

“ehm, of course.” then chanhee smiled while staring at younghoon softly.

then they were being silent for a while, and chanhee cant help not to stop staring at younghoon. he never thought that he will be this happy right now, having younghoon beside him. he’s scared that it’s just a dream. so chanhee just-

in this quiet and cold night, chanhee didn’t know what’s going on on his head that night.

“younghoon-ah”

“hm?”

chanhee leaned closer and finally kissed him on the lips.. younghoon got a bit surprised but he knew they both wanted it so younghoon pulled chanhee’s waist closer and continue the kiss softly. chanhee circled his hands on younghoon’s neck and younghoon keeps pulling chanhee’s waist closer. chanhee was in younghoon’s laps and he curled his legs in younghoon. they kissed passionately until both of them were out of breath. chanhee pulled himself first from the kiss. then younghoon just smiled widely and giggled. they still on their position after that. and chanhee keeps looking down didnt want to see younghoon in front his face. their faces just few inches from each other. chanhee was blushing red like a tomato.

“shut up” chanhee said

“i know you’re not listening to my story, you can always tell me that you want a kiss hun” younghoon giggled

“just shut up” while attacking younghoon’s chest with his tiny hands

“look at me” younghoon said softly

“no im shy..”

“chanhee-ya... come on look at me hun”

then younghoon lifted chanhee’s chin with his left hand. finally chanhee looked at younghoon’s eyes. chanhee’s heart really wants to explode at this time. younghoon’s eyes that were beautiful as the pearls. everytime chanhee looked at those eyes, he’s like drowning into them and cant go back anymore.

“i love you” younghoon said it softly.

they rarely said i love yous to each other because it’s just words, they already feel the loves for each other while just being together. then chanhee held younghoon’s face softly and pressed their forehead together.

“i love you more” chanhee smiled.

after that, younghoon moved closer and kissed chanhee again. they kissed again way more passionately than before. younghoon puts his hands on chanhee’s waist and pulling him closer. they both melted in thier kisses on that night. they kissed so long in the middle of the night until they decided to sleep after that.

rain suddenly poured while they’re sleeping hugging each other that night. the air became colder and colder. chanhee was freezing inside the blanket and younghoon pulls chanhee closer and hugs him even tighter.

“are you cold hun?”

chanhee nodded while moving his head closer to younghoon’s chest.

younghoon turned of the air conditioner and covered chanhee with the blanket and hugged him closer.

“better?”

“yes thankyou. it’s warmer because you’re here hugging me”

“you look like a koala right now you know that? lets sleep like this until morning” younghoon smiled while looking at chanhee who pressed again his body like a koala. chanhee was too cute to handle , younghoon loves him even more.

“ehm, night younghoon”

“sweet dreams hun.” younghoon gave a lil kiss to chanhee’s lips. then they fell asleep together.

chanhee feels like this morning when he woke up is the best morning of all mornings he ever had. having his boyfriend beside him like this and hugging him tightly. if it was a dream, he never wants to wake up.

“younghoon-ah, it’s not a dream right” said chanhee half awake

younghoon got flustered at chanhee’s sudden question and he smiled

“do you want a proof that it’s not a dream?”

chanhee nodded

younghoon moves his head closer and kissed chanhee’s face. younghoon just kissed chanhee’s forehead, then his nose, his cheeks, and his lips. and did it for countless times. chanhee was blushing red.

“stop i believe it right now. eish”

younghoon laughed and he pulls chanhee closer by his waist.

“it’s not a dream dummy, im here okay? and i never leave you”

“hm i know.. this just still feels surreal though.”

younghoon smiled and hugs chanhee rightaway..

“hmm i just think of a good idea”

“what is it?”

“i will stay here every weekend and you cant say no.”

“what-”

“you love it anyway, and you need me to hug you, you’re easily got freezing. im worried that you’ll get sick if you often get cold and you’re here by yourself”

“you’re right..”

“and we can do other ‘’things” too”

“what things”

younghoon smiled and whispered to him softly

then chanhee just

“YAH!” chanhee pushed him from the bed until he fell down. chanhee blushed again and again

“aw it hurts hunn, but you kissed me first, i know that you wanted it too” younghoon groaned and laughed at the same time

“eish!! youre annoyingg”

chanhee finally got up from the bed and tidied up his bed.

“i will go showering, you can shower after me” chanhee said

then younghoon got up from the floor and quickly caught chanhee from the back while hugging him then he whispered

“why dont we shower together?” teased younghoon with his wide smile

then chanhee blushed again and tried to get away from younghoon but ofcourse younghoon is way stronger so he cant get away.

“lemme gooo you giant!”

“lets stay a while like this chanhee-ya” younghoon puts his head on chanhee’s shoulder while hugging chanhee’s waist from the back.

younghoon closed his eyes. he enjoyed chanhee’s scent from his neck. he just loves chanhee so much. then they stayed like that for a while.

“what do you want to do today?” chanhee breaks the silence

“it’s up to you, i’ll just cling on to you this whole day” said younghoon while hugging chanhee tightly

“big baby, lets eat outside then, i dont have any foods here.”

younghoon just nodded still with his eyes closed enjoying chanhee’s scent. then chanhee turned his head right to younghoon’s head in his shoulder, and pressed his lips softly on younghoon’s.

finally younghoon knew that chanhee always wants him as he wants chanhee too. they kissed for a while until chanhee pulled out.

“l-let me shower first. “ said chanhee panickedly and younghoon giggled.

chanhee went to the bathroom quickly and showered.

maybe this is the first time chanhee take a first action. chanhee was scared to express his feelings but after being with younghoon, he wants to express his excessive loves for younghoon thoroughly. as he loves younghoon so much. there will be lot of these sweet morning comin through. loving this big baby, kim younghoon, is the best decision that ever chanhee made in his life.

-fin

#younghoon #chanhee #new #theboyz #fanfic #bxb #fanfiction #bbangnyu #ju-yeonnfics

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youngmistressofchopchop · 4 years

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I did it. Now I dont write, I draw so this is not gonna be so good. Its been through many revisions and I realized I spelt "Yuseke" as "Yueske the entire time so forgive me ill fix that next chapter. My Kuwabara x oc story:

It was finally cold again. Miyoko was overjoyed, she had never liked summer. Sure there was no school and she had more time with friends, but she couldn't stand the heat. She detested those sweaty nights, or how the bugs always bothered her, actually she didnt care for any part of summer.

Miyoko had dropped so many hints over the years and yet somehow, Kuwabara still had no clue. His air-headed-ness was cute, but it made things difficult for the shy girl Miyoko was. She just couldn't work up the nerve to say something, and when she did, something would always interrupt her. However, today she planned to change that! Miyoko got dressed up as cozy as she could, ready for what her and her friends had planned and with a gleam of excitement in her eyes, she headed out the door.

That was apart from going to see her crush, Kazuma Kuwabara's baseball games, he would play every summer. When they were younger, he played in an official team wearing his "Mötor Head" jersey and smoking every opposing team he played against. Miyoko never missed a single game! Every home run, every strike, and every fight that broke out because of a bad call, she was there. When they got older, she would be there to watch him play against his friends, still wearing that jersey. She was always supportive of him, she was madly in love with him, and had been for awhile.

"Urameshi!! Where do you think you're going?? I was talking to you!" Kuwabara's feet hit the sidewalk with force as he sprinted after Yueske, who had walked only a few feet, forcing Kuwabara to stop abruptly frantically trying to steady himself without falling. After regaining balance, Kuwabara grabed a fists full of his friend's jacket to pull him close aggressively.

"D-Dont tell anyone! Or I'll break your mouth, so you cant tell anyone nothin' ever again!!" Kuwabara's face was as red as the setting sun. Unfazed, Yuseke stared at Kuwabara blankly for a short second before sighing and shrugging the big flustered fool off of him.

"Listen man, I wont say anything. But this is getting really annoying. Ive told you before that you should just go through with it. Whats your problem with admitting to her anyways?" Yuseke looked to the helpless man and immediately regretted asking. Kuwabara looked off dramatically twords the orange and red sky. His shoulders slouched, slumping over, and fiddling with his hands.

"I....Shes really pretty, ya know? And...Im well...ya know?" His voice trailed off, as if wanting reassurance he was being foolish. When there was no reply, Kuwabara peeked up with a quivering bottom lip.

Yueske stood with his hands in his pocket saying nothing, only wearing a furrowed brow and tight lips. Suddenly, he burst into laughter. Causing Kuwabara to stand up straight and look at him even more embarrassed, and ready to punch him.

"I never thought I'd hear the great Kuwabara, warrior of love, admit to being ugly!!" Mocked Yueske. He bent over shaking his head and slapping his leg, resting his other elbow on his knee and laughing loudly. He straightened and wiped a fake tear from his eye. Kuwabara gasped in shock.

"What?? Ugly??" Again Kuwabara grabbed at his friend, this time missing and falling. He quickly got up and held up a threatening fists.

"Im not ugly!! Im just not a romantic type!!" He rubbed his fists on his chest.

"I am a warrior of love, so I know how to treat a lady and how to talks to girls, I just....." He paused, his mouth moving like hes trying to remember how talking works. "She's different!!" He finaly blurted out. "She reads them girly romance books that Kurama likes!!" With a frustrated grunt, Kuwabara rubbed his neck nervously and spoke in a much more serious tone.

"Ive known her a real long time, and I cant tell her yet cuz I'm kinda worried she only thinks of me like how Shizuru thinks of me." Yueske picked up on the seriousness of the situation and scoffed trying to lighten things up again.

"Well you are ugly, but I think she likes you anyway. Besides man, why asks me? You think I read them werid books?" Yueske pat Kuwabara awkwardly on the shoulder.

"No way. I asked cuz you have a girlfriend!!" Kuwabara turned to look at Yueske who was moving his arm away.

"So? Doesnt mean I know what im doing, just asks Keiko." The boys laugh, seeming to have calmed down a great deal. Before much more could be said, four familiar and approaching voices could be heard chatting playfully.

"Oh dear, you didnt actually take me seriously did you, Miyoko?" Botan said in a teasing tone.

"I did!! I'm gullible, you cant just tell me anything about spirit world.I will believe it!! Everytime!" The two girls laughed.

"I've noticed," Interjected Kurama. "You have managed to retained alot of attributes from your childhood haven't you? I find that interesting." Kurama continud, wrapping an arm around Botan.

"Alot of people say that...is that a bad thing? I'm not immature am I?" Miyoko felt nervous now. Maybe that was the why Kuwabara never seemed to return her feelings, perhaps she wasn't mature enough for a relationship.

Keiko quickly spouted, "No no! I don't think he meant it like that, I think it's cute!" Keiko put a reassuring arm around Miyoko and smiled a friendly smile.

"Ofcourse! Its an admirable trait." Kurama said as Botan giggled.

Botan wagged her finger and pointed it at Miyoko with a knowing smile "Im on to you! You shouldn't feel so insecure!" Botan pulled her arm back and used it to hug Kurama's arm. "Don't be so hard on yourself, I know you're simply nervous, so you're being extra critical of yourself, but you'll do fine!" Botan hummed encouragingly. "And, we all look fantastic!" Botan added as they all rounded the corner.

Keiko stopped dead in her tracks, and started tapping her foot. "Well, most of us are...Yueske! I thought I told you to dress up!!" Keiko pouted, walking over to her boyfriend's side.

Yueske was the most casually dressed out of all of them. Just wearing his usual faded blue jeans, black converse shoes, plain yellow shirt and favorite green and yellow windbreaker jacket. He looked even more underdressed standing next to Keiko. She was wearing a lovely pale pink turtleneck, a plum purple suspender skirt reaching to her knees, long white socks, and loafers to match her skirt. Despite their contrasting attire, they somehow matched perfectly.

Yueske wrapped his arm around Keiko's shoulder and smirked."Kuwabara isnt dressed up." He looked over to Kuwabara and nodded his way while jutting his thumb twords his friend.

"What!! I am too!! This is the nicest thing I got!! Other than like...a tux or something!!" Kuwabara wore a blue Letterman jacket, a red sweater with dark blue jeans, and brown dress boots laced in black, he was indeed dressed up quite nicely. Miyoko blushed at the sight of his clothing, he cleaned up nicely as always. She couldn't help but smile at him, it was always a slight surprise to see him out of his school uniform. Kuwabara had a simular reaction to Miyoko's choice of clothing. She dawned a wine red A-line dress, knitted black leggins, and shin high beige lace up boots. She wasn't one to dress up like this, but she wanted to tonight, it was a special night after all.

Trying to redirect the situation and prevent Yueske and Kuwabara from fighting, Botan chimed in. "Well, I never have to worry about Kurama when it comesto presentation! Unless ofcourse, he's overdressed and making me look a fool!" Kurama and Botan giggled to eachother looking the most put together, like they were the parents of the group. Tonight, everyone was going their part to help Miyoko's odds, evident by Botan, who was wearing something much different from her usual choice of clothing.

She modelled a white turtle neck dress, form fitting reaching just above her knees with a small slit on the right side, with sleeves that reached slightly past her palms, she wore her wedding ring, hoop earings, beige velvet tights, and blue slip on flats to top off the look. To match her, Kurama dressed just as nice. Wearing a white button up tucked neatly into his dark brown pants, red suspenders with red suede shoes laced in black, and a matching wool trench coat to top complete it all. Now everyone felt underdressed.

"So what are we doing anyway?" Yueske asked scratching his cheek. Keiko shook her head "Are you serious? You've been waiting around this long, and you dont even know why??" Yueske simpled shrugged "I guess?"

Botan sighed looking tired, Yueske was a handful for everyone. "Dont you remember, Yueske? I told you this morning! We're all having dinner!"

Botan motioned to the brick building everyone was standing next to. "You've been standing right next to the restaurant! Where I told you we would be meeting up, seriously! You didn't connect the dots?" Botan tilted her head with a hopeless look. Yueske gritted his teeth and roughly pulled Keiko by her hip to his, talking through his teeth. "Whatever!!" He sighed and let go of Keiko fixed his hair flustered, he brought his fists down onto his palm talking loudly. "So now that we're all here, can we go?? Im starving and you guys took all damn evening to get here!"

Keiko lightly kicked his shoe pouting up at him. "Hush!! Its not our fault you dont listen, besides you didnt even try to dress nice! So I dont feel sorry for you." Yuseke quickly stepped aside and raised his voice a bit "Hey! Didnt ya hear me?? I didn't know what was going on!!" Keiko roughly poked her boyfriend's chest, "Again, not our problem! Listen and you wouldn't have to worry!!"

Kurama was the first to put a stop to the bickering. He took a wide step twords the brick building and grabbed the glass doors handle, he opened the door and motioned for everyone fallow him inside.

So theres that. I'll write more soon. I hope its as fun to read as it was fun to write.

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jaykayseagull · 4 years

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Cause I Love You Way Too Much - Idol!Jungkook x reader - Married Couple Au (Angst/fluff) pt.1

The sound of the front door opened and closed disturb my long thoughts of a couple of things that has been lingering in my mind for months now. I know Jeongguk is home immediately. He just got home from practicing with the rest of his group member.

Just like always, it's been years since we married and not one thing has change. He loves me deeply just like i do, but maybe...

I love him a little too much, way more than anything.

That's why i decided to make a final decision about what i've been thinking of for months.

I will ask him to divorce me.

This marriage is the most beautiful moment in my life. I couldn't believe that i was his, and he was mine. Everything is fine. But i wish that i see this all was coming before everything started.

This whole time, i've been keeping it all to myself. I didn't tell Jeongguk about it even a bit. I thought i could handle it by myself but, people are just.. Way too right.

Ever since i got married with him, i've been accepting messages and calls from people who hate me, telling me that i'm not good enough for Jeongguk, not pretty enough, only wanting his money and popularity and stuff. It's all hate comments. When i go to somewhere alone, there's always this people who tried to harrass me and I always ended up running back home with a tears flowing on my cheeks.

I was mentally harrassed.

But this goes just fine with me.

I'm starting to used to it.

Jeongguk doesn't know.

He actually tried to asked me a few times if i was fine or if someone bothering me when he's not with me, but being the stubborn i am, a 'no' and 'nothing' is a script that i always used for my acts in front of him.

But this wasn't the reason of my sudden decision.

I think about it. A lot. Jeongguk is someone who i don't expect to ended up with me. He was a heartthrobs of millions female. He has everything that i dont have.

It makes me feel like i'm just a little thing that only can give him my love and soul. I feel like im not giving him enough. He was an angel, and i know he deserve better than this.

This marriage is only keeping him away from his fans. It's a wall between his fans. And i couldn't do that. He worked hard everyday ever since his debut and i came along in his way just to set a wall for him to reach his fans? No i dont want that..

I know i should have think about this before i decided to take a part in his life. But back then i didn't know that my love will go this far to the point i want to erase myself for being a stupid woman, disturbing his way to success and happiness.

I should have walk way the moment i locked eyes with him on the street that day.

I should have say no to his help to share an umbrella because it's raining.

I should have push him away when he tried to kiss me.

I should have deny the statement when said 'i love you'to me.

But then i couldnt help myself.

I love Jeongguk way too much.

"Jagi, are you okay..? "

I was surprised by his sudden stroke on my hair. I didn't realised he was there sitting beside me on our bed already.

"Jeongguk.. You're home.. "

I look at him with my tired eyes. He was tired as well, i can see that.

"Baby, what's wrong? Are you okay? You look a bit pale and tired than usual. Are you not feeling well?" He cupped my cheeks and look into my eyes.

He's always like this, always caring for me and love me unconditionally.

"No, nothing. I'm fine. Just a little bit tired..."

Lie again.

"No i won't play this with you anymore. Tell be baby, what's wrong? You always came up with the same excuse everytime i asked you this. Tell me, please.. I dont want to see you like this.. " Jeongguk start to desperately take my hands in his and get closer to me.

Before he start to question me again tho, i let a tear fall on my left cheek, i cant help but feel sorry for making him worried about me.

He start to panic and cupped my cheeks and apologising without reason. He hugged me tightly and pecking my forehead.

I start to cry harder because i know i have to face him with this conversation now.

A half an hour passed by, and my sobs starting to slow down.

He gave me one last peck on my forehead and said, "Alright, let's just go get you to bed okay? we'll talk about this later. I dont want you to feel forced and stressed out. Just remember that no matter what happens, i'm here for you y/n..." He pecked my lips and smile comfortingly to me. His eyes showed signs of love and adorement.

He is way too good for someone like me.

I already in my pajamas so he said to me that he will take a quick shower and get in bed with me.

He walk to the bathroom and close the door. Not a minute later, i heard the shower turn on and i lay down on the mattress. I closed my eyes and start to rethink my decision again.

He deserves the happiness in this world.

His fans and career.

I didn't realised the tear that slid down again.

I heard the bathroom door opened and closed and i hurriedly sweep the tears off, not wanting him to see me cry again.

I rolled on the other side so i don't have to see him changing into his pajamas.

A minutes later, i feel the bed dipped and a pair of arms holding me against him.

I turn to him and hug him back. He pecked my forehead again and said "goodnight, i love you y/n".

That night something is finally changing. Something odds.

I didn't say the three words back.

#jeon jungkook #jungkook bts #bts jungkook #jungkook #jungkook x reader #bts fanfic #bts #bts scenarios #bts fic #angst #bts angst #marriage

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