#Traumatised

[neytris]

hi im logging off and never coming back

#traumatised #ꗃ – 𝐝𝐢𝐚𝐫𝐲

[hatred-rage-and-repression]

Deep down I wanna be worse because I deserve it... I don't wanna be happy, safe, or loved. They are such alienated feelings to me... I deserve to live a life full of misery, because I am evil.

#self hatred #self hate #self loathing #depressive #depression #paranoia #paranoid #unlovable #i feel so unloveable #i hate myself #i am stupid #mother wound #i am disgusting #cptsd #trauma #coping #traumatised #traumatized #dysfunctional family #dysfunctional household #narcissistic abuse #mother issues #father issues #father wound #emotional abuse #physical abuse #psychological abuse #neglect #childhood trauma #personal

[brokenbxnny]

I get really lonely sometimes. I have a lot of friends and I know they care about me, but I know I’m not anybody’s favourite person. I’m not close with anyone, I’m not anyone’s first choice. Im kinda just the backup friend who people could probably live without tbh.

#trauma #vent #actually bpd #actuallytraumatized #bpd problems #bpd tag #traumatised #venting #vent tag #insecure #bpd life #living with borderline #borderline tag

[solisea]

#link click #link click season 2 #link click s2 #lu guang #cheng xiaoshi #traumatised #because they both surely are

[notabled-noodle]

you’re not a bad person for wishing that your trauma was worse. you’re not a bad person for wanting to go back to a traumatic environment once you’ve left. you’re not a bad person for fantasising about your abuser(s).

these are all understandable (and common!) trauma responses. we all respond to trauma in different ways, and not all of them will make sense to people who haven’t lived through what you’ve lived through.

you deserve a better life, you deserve to feel safe in your brain, and you deserve to recover

#trauma #positivity #reminders #traumatised #ptsd #tw abuse

[pensat-i-fet]

#ruben dias #he looks scared #but the photo is placed beautifully on the post #before the ugly jeans #that's everyone's face seeing the jeans #scared #disgusted #traumatised #🤣🤣🤣

[infpisme]

Trauma is not what happens to us, but what we hold inside in the absence of an empathetic witness.

Peter A. Levine, In an Unspoken Voice: How the Body Releases Trauma and Restores Goodness

#Peter A. Levine #life struggles #cptsd #trauma #fighting battles #traumatised #complex trauma #complex ptsd #please understand

[tokyo-daaaamn-ji-gang]

Takemichi screaming Naoto's name here though, knew it was going to hurt but omg

#traumatised #it's only gonna get so much worse as the season goes on too with the others 😭😭😭😭 #tokyo revengers #tokrev #tokyo revengers spoilers

[willows-woes]

surviving suicide feels like it leaves a deep wound inside you. you feel guilty for breathing, having a heartbeat. your blood isn't your own anymore. you feel like you really, really should have died. and everyone thinks you're better. but you're not, not really anyway.

deep down, you feel like you truly did die on that day. and nothing is real anymore. like you're just a ghost and nobody knows it yet. but your corpse is rotting somewhere.

tw // graphic descriptions of hanging

your body is hanging from the ceiling. your neck is being strangled by that godawful wire. you're limp and deceased. the door is locked. nobody has found you, and you're not sure if you've found yourself.

#vent #mentally fucked #mental illness #suicide attempt survivor #suicide survivor #i want to die #trauma #traumatised #actually traumatized #<< i want attention thats why all the tags are here. gimme notes

[spider-swift]

oh my god you guys weren't lying about the connor mpreg

#traumatised #titans #titans spoilers

[hatred-rage-and-repression]

People abandoning me just reinforces my belief that I only deserve the worst of the worst. Who am I to have boundaries after all? If someone gives me an ounce of attention, and affection, I will worship the ground they step on; that's who I am. Miserable loser.

#i am unloveable #self loathing #i am stupid #self hate #depression #self hatred #depressed #autistic #autism #stress #stressed #anxiety #anxious #cptsd #traumatised #traumatized #childhood trauma #mother issues #father issues #i hate my family #i hate my body #i hate everything #i hate this #i hate it here #dysfunctional household #abusive family #narcissistic abuse #schizoid #szpd #paranoid

[salmon-daikon]

current mood:

watching coleys one vid about fandoms she was in and feeling morbidly curious abt the transformers shit she talked abt (because i also was once a fan with my brother back in the day) and being STUNNED by the shit im seeing bc hello??? what is this????

like im sorry????? what??????? huh???????? thank god i didnt have access to the internet when i was 7 geez

#ao3 #transformers #cartoon #fanfiction #ao3 cursed tags #traumatised #lmao #coleydoesthings #optimus prime #megatron

[idiocracyisreal]

someone tell me they’ve seen the new episode of bluey that came out today aka ‘ghostbasket’….

let’s hope it doesn’t have anything to do with ‘the sign’ (the 28 minute episode)

#like I’m SCARREEDDDDDDDDD BRO #Bluey #bluey heeler #cartoon bluey #traumatised #scared #really scared #Holyyy cow it got me

[the-habitat-sysblog]

my trauma didn't even make me funny it just made me sad & detached from reality. hwat the fuck

#this was in our drafts with no name so #i can only guess this was #...lucerne? #which of her names should i use as the tag hmm #gauze🔬.txt #; #💬 #[ #shitpost #trauma #traumatised #traumagenic system #actually traumagenic #cdd #system #trauma recovery #traumatized #trauma survivor #]

[infpisme]

#suzette boon #trauma #dissociation #narcissistic abuse #cptsd #complex trauma #road to recovery #overcoming abuse #traumatised

[fairyforu]

when i was 16/17 i didn't have the permission to go out or do anything w my friends, i only would go out w my parents and most of the time we would have a big fight which my parents assumed it was "because of you..you're the reason why we always fight". anyways years went by so now that i'm 20 i have no friends, no kind of connection or relationship with anyone and it hurts honestly.. i feel so alone but i can't do anything about it so i write

#depressing life #depressed #daddy issues #toxic mother #toxic family #toxic household #traumatized child #trauma #toxic parents #strict mommy #strict parents #mommy issues #im cryin #childhood trauma #childhood #traumatised #hurtful