#i am not a fucking baker so something always goes wrong when i make these pies ššš
Super sexy me is so sexy I accidentally set off the fire alarm while baking pie shells for my pumpkin pie. And now I don't know if I should've even baked them in the first place. But well. Too late now š
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someone play big bank ft nicki minaj bc uh oh, back again
IM SO SORRY i am so in love with your writing
may i request someone falling into a deep sleep (either the reader or the character- it can be diff for every scenario if u want !!) and the other person has to perform True Loveās Kissā¢ but it goes wrong (nothing too angsty pls im too weak)
like
that one scene between luz and hunter from the owl house, somebody falls, the cpr kiss between apple white and darling (man there are a lot of failed kisses in media) and any other shenanigans you can think of
with riddle, jamil, neige, ace/deuce, jade, and anyone else you want to do !
tysm in advance !!
A/N: OH MY GOODNESS THANK YOU SO MUCH??? AND PLEASE DONT APOLOGIZE I LOVE SEEING WHAT OTHER PEOPLE WANT TO READ!! I also have some spare time before stuff picks up later in the semester, so I'm getting most of my writing done now ;;;; I never watched any of those shows, so I just went with 'gone wrong after', if that's alright!
Riddle:
-He knew that mer was up to no good, especially when Floyd outright ASKED to be Riddle's partner
-Despite his gut instinct, he went along with it and, of course, Floyd threw in one of the ingredients sitting on the shelf, the entire jar sinking below the surface of the potion that threatened to bubble over and spill
-It never bubbled over, rather it EXPLODED
-Riddle would have lost his mind screaming if it wasn't for the way that his head began spinning and how quickly he seemed to be falling to the ground.
-Ace and Deuce, of course, were the ones who came to grab you, hoping to save their dorm leader
Outside of the infirmary, you stand with your arms crossed, glaring at both the boys.Ā
"Have you forgotten that I have no magic? I can't wake him up," Ace groans, rolling his eyes.Ā
"But if you do, he might feel, oh, I don't know, indebted? So he'll feel bad when he goes to collar us." You fight the urge to smack Ace and look to Deuce, who's staring at the ground in shame.Ā
"You too?" The blue haired boy doesn't respond and you sigh. "What do you want me to do?"
"Well, there's this fairytale thing..." Ace starts with, face breaking into a grin. "And it says it'll break any curse, so-"
"Are you talking about the-?!" You punch his arm, face flushing a bright red. "I knew you were up to something stupid!"
"You like him, he likes you! What, did ya want Deuce to kiss him?!"
"What the fuck, Ace?" Deuce shoves Ace, who cackles and turn to you, walking forwards quickly and making you stumble back into the infirmary, quickly slamming the door closed and yelling from the other side.Ā
"Good luck, Prefect~" Ace coos. "Oh, I also told Trey that you woke him up already. Won't wanna make our resident baker sad, would we? He told me that he'd make you something as a thank you~"
"Damn you, Trappola," More laughter as footsteps echo down the hallway and disappear, leaving you in the dimly lit infirmary.Ā
Just you.Ā
And an unconscious Riddle.Ā
You take a breath, sitting on the edge of the bed and staring down at his soft face. He was always boyishly handsome in a way that made your heart flutter whenever he looked in your direction, his stern gaze never failing to make you swoon, much to Ace's dismay. Now that he's asleep, calloused hands for once unclenched and relaxed at his sides, you can take a moment to notice the small things about him that you don't have the chance to normally see.Ā
Everything from the small freckle that sat upon his eyelid, to the dark circles under his eyes, to the way that his face, even in sleep, was still flushed a light pink. You slowly grab his hand and feel a wave of sadness to find it cold. You wonder if he's ever had someone hold his hand, if it was always this cold, if the scowl that was no longer on his face was how he would look no matter what or if it was an expression trained into his soft features.
Biting your lip, you look to the door and back, deciding to suck it up and kiss your crush from the beginning of the school year.Ā
You slowly lean in, lips connecting to his own slightly chapped ones before pulling away slowly. You notice how his crimson eyelashes flutter, his chest rising much higher than it had as he takes a deep breath. His cool gray eyes open to meet your own, thin lips forming a small smile as his half-lidded eyes take in your features.Ā
Until it sets in.Ā
His hand rushes to his mouth and he sits up quickly, making you lean back as to not bump his head. He gapes, mouth opening and closing as a bright red rises up his neck, soon covering his entire face. Riddle stares at you for a moment, terrified before making a sound that was something akin to a dying hamster, scrambling as far from you as possible and trying to get off the bed.Ā Ā
Mumbling to himself quickly, mind seemingly in a frenzy to explain the situation, to find a way other thanĀ his first kiss was when he was asleep.Ā
He didn't seem to notice how the blanket got tangled in his and your legs, pulling both of you to the ground with a loud thud. He also didn't seem to notice Professor Crewel standing in the open doorway, the antidote in hand, eyebrow twitching at the scene before him.Ā
"You couldn't wait two seconds?!" The professor groans.Ā
Ace/Deuce:
-Both of them were dumb, and partnered up during potions class, accidentally making a potion that exploded all over them both
-What did you expect? You should have offered to separate the two rather than agreeing to Partner with Sebek during the joint lessons...
-Now you're stuck with two sleeping idiots while the professor works on a solution
-It's Epel who suggests that you kiss him to wake him up
"Oh, come on, Prefect!" Epel sighs. "It's not that bad! Besides, we all know that you like him!"
Ace route:
"Why would you think I liked him?!" You retort, frowning at the lilac haired boy, who shrugs.Ā
"You two are always together, even when Deuce isn't there!" Epel fights back. "And he was the first one you met here..."
"He's-he's Ace! He's a bully, and doesn't think at all, and is-is-"
"Just kiss him!"Ā
You scoff, looking down at the sleeping redhead, eyes tracing over the light freckles that crossed over the bridge of his nose. It was weird seeing his face look so... peaceful. For most of when you'd known him, he'd always have a shit-eating grin or a pout. He was always so expressive and seeing him look so still made something in your heart ache.Ā
For a moment, you think about what would happen if he didn't wake up. Epel was right about one thing- that he was your closest and oldest friend here.Ā
He may be annoying and a general menace, but he was still your menace. Ace was still the boy who would do anything to make you smile after Crowley runs you ragged, he was still the same boy who would steal stuff from Heartslabyul's kitchen if he heard that you liked it, dropping it off at your dorm before shyly asking to stay the night because he was sure that Trey had seen him do it and that Riddle was hot on his trail.Ā
He was the one who protected you during countless overblots, throwing his life on the line and using as much magical power that he had to keep you safe. The one who made sure you ate every day, and had enough spare madol in your pockets for when you didn't have the time or the money to eat.Ā
You look at him before frowning, making your resolve. You look at Epel nervously, who apologizes and averts his eyes. Your eyes scan his face once more, lightly brushing some of his ruby hair off to the side as you lean in and press a light kiss to his lips, leaning back and trying to ignore Epel's gagging and laughter.Ā
Ace sighs, eyes slowly opening when you notice your hand was still resting on the crown of his head. You pull it back and the boy laughs softly, moving to sit up, raising an eyebrow.Ā
"You're a perv-" He snickers, making you huff and shove him lightly. "H-hey!"
You rush out of the room, hearing Epel's laughter grow into cackling as Ace's voice sounds from the infirmary. "It was a joke! I meant in a good way! A good perv!" Epel laughs harder as your face flushes and you rush back to Ramshackle.Ā
"Dumbass..." You mumble under your breath.Ā
Deuce Route:
"And?!" You retort, making Epel snort.Ā
"And he likes you," Rolling his eyes, he puts both hands on your shoulders and frowns, looking deep into your eyes, making you gulp at the intensity of his expression. "Prefect, on behalf of every first year student who is tired of watching you both be pathetic around each other-"
"Okay, Vil~" He lightly smacks your arm.
"Shaddup!"
Laughing, you pull away from him, fighting the blush that creeps up your face as you stare down at Deuce's sleeping expression, lips slightly parted accompanying the soft rise and fall of his chest.
"And imagine how happy you would make Ms. Spade~" Ah, his secret weapon- Deuce's mother who had taken a liking to you due to how often Deuce tells her about you. After learning of your 'other world' situation, she began talking to you more and more often, checking to see how you were doing or if you needed anything. She even offered to allow you to live with her and Deuce over the duration of summer break should you still be here, already making plans to take you out to get clothes of your own (rather than hand me downs from your friends, as well as from the dorm leaders and the teachers).Ā
"Okay, okay, I'll do it..." You mumble. Epel pulls out his phone, camera on when you push him out of the room, huffing at his muffled laughter from behind his hand. "You could be such a bully sometimes!"
"Have fun!" You watch him disappear down the hallway and close the door to the infirmary, sighing as you sit on the edge of the bed, lightly toying with the flimsy sheet that covered the boy.Ā
Smiling, you attempt to fix the smudged spade that covered his eye with your thumb, only managing to smear the makeup further across his face and down his cheekbone. You can't help but rest your makeup-stained hand on his face, feeling how much his body temperature had dropped in his sleep.Ā
Normally when you would help him with his makeup his face was so warm as you held it in your hands, pleading for him to stay still and stop squirming so you can make the shape look neat. You can't seem to forget that same warmth that he would hold when you would both sleep on the floor during sleepovers, the two of you sleeping back to back in between the rest of the first years, legs barely intertwining with one another.Ā
And how his face would flush as you tutored him, feeling his labored breaths dust over your face as you backed away, realizing how close you had gotten to him while trying to explain the problem. The same flush that painted his face after you would thank him for everything, patching up his wounds when he would get into fights on your behalf, silently weeping about how he was doing so well and went back to his old ways. He would let you hold him close then, every ounce of shyness pushed out of his system as he sniffled and you reassured him that he was going great, that you were glad he was there to be your knight in shining armor...
You wanted to see that comforting shade of red again.Ā
Leaning in, you press a kiss just shy of his lips, the corners of your mouths connecting before you shyly lean back, watching his eyelids shoot open.
He gasps and you feel an immense pain in your stomach, winching and hissing as you grab the spot that you realized he had hit.Ā
"P-prefect!" His face pales when he realized that he just had his fairytale moment, and also that he had kissed- and, on instinct, punched- his true love. "I'm so, so, so sorry!"
The rest of the first years made fun of you both- Deuce on the verge of tears apologizing and begging for forgiveness and you with a massive bruise on your stomach, holding an icepack to the spot. He promised he would make it up to you later- or you could hit him back.
Ruggie:
-Ate something completely on accident. He was so hungry after his shift, and the fruits on that tree just looked so good... and don't blame him! They looked like normal apples, and they smelled and tasted the same, especially to his half asleep and starved self
-He was passed out in the forest near Ramshackle when you were making your way to Sam's shop, noticing the familiar pair of hyena ears peeking out from within a bush
-You pull him out with a little bit of a struggle, what with the branches getting stuck on his clothes and hair as you attempt to yank him out
-Finally, you manage to get him on his back on the ground, pulling the twigs out of his hair and noticing how, in sleep, his ears still twitch when you accidentally brush too close.Ā
-You shake him a few times, getting more and more nervous when you realize that he wasn't responding
-You pinch his cheek, blow on his face, pulling his ears, you even dump half of your water bottle on him
-You call Leona in a panic, the lion grumpy about being woken up from his nap
-He tells you that he'll tell someone, which you highly doubt, and adds a second solution before hanging up on you
"-or ya can always kiss him."
"Leona, what do you-?!" The sound of a beep signaling the end of the call makes you huff, face alight from the prince's suggestion. You put your phone in the grass, mind racing about what you could do to help him, the kiss echoing throughout your skull and making your heart skip a beat. You fumble to make yourself busy as to get rid of the thought, a blush creeping up your neck at the suggestion as you peeked over to the unconscious hyena beastman.
You feel a stab of pity once you see his vacant expression, freckled and scarred face shifting every once in a while as a reaction to whatever dreams he was having. His brown hair streaked with blonde sways in the afternoon breeze, some of it blowing into his eyes. You hesitantly reach over to brush it away, getting to see the small details you're never close enough to notice.Ā
The heavy freckles that coat his entire face, thickly concentrated on his cheeks and along the bridge of his nose. The light scarring from scraps he'd told you about getting into growing up. You lightly run your thumb over the light nicks that lined right below his bottom lip, small white lines that indicate where he'd accidentally scraped himself while growing in his fangs- a common occurrence amongst beastmen. If your eyes traveled down, you could notice the thin, crack-like scars that creep up his neck and disappear below his collar from Leona's overblot.Ā
You also take a moment to notice just how... frail he seemed when he wasn't as active as he always is. The purplish-blue circles under his eyes that seem even deeper with how his eyes seemed to be sunken in. How narrow his face was, cheekbones prominent. You grab one of his rough, calloused hands in your own, noticing how large his hand was compared to the rest of his forearm. Frowning, you run your hand over his features, wishing that the boy would allow himself a break or at least accept your offer to take over his jobs for him. That he didn't think he owed you anything for trying to help him.Ā
You couldn't deny your crush on him, not even if you wanted to. His clever tricks and pranks never failed to make your heart flutter- and annoy you. No matter how much of an act you could put up, how angry you pretended to be when he stole your bag and wouldn't give it back until you shared your lunch with him, when he purposefully annoyed Grim and ran away, you were sure that he could see through it.Ā
You wouldn't undermine his intelligence so much as to think he didn't notice your nervous stammering, the surefire blush that would make it's way onto your face whenever he got to close. You're sure that only lead to him teasing you more to watch you sputter and try to regain your composure.Ā
Despite all of that, he was still one of your closest friends. He still checked up on you and often (jokingly) doted on you like a worried mother, trying to make you laugh during the times when the pressure of being alone in an alien world seemed to be too much. He would still take time out of his busy day to teach you some tricks about the world, how to get around and get things done with or without the help of magic. He even went so far as to share some of his food with you when he noticed how Grim seemed to be your priority, how you would put him before yourself, neglecting your health.Ā
Despite how he seemed to most of NRC, he was still one of the sweetest, most hardworking, earnest, caring boys you had ever met.Ā
And, you decided, you would not let him wither away here. Sleep curse or not, you were going to wake him up!
You lean in and press a small, inexperienced kiss to his chapped lips, sitting back in the grass and watching as his nose twitches a few times, groaning and sitting up. His light gray-blue eyes open and he gapes at you, jaw hanging open as he presses a clawed hand to his lips, eyes wandering down to your own.Ā
"Y-you..." He mumbles, face flushing. "Do it-...do it again?"
You pause and nod, heart pounding as you lean in, your hand landing atop his own asĀ you both lean in, opting to close your eyes as you feel his warm breath on your face and-
Then you feel a tongue run along the bottom half of your face. You pull back, staring at Ruggie, this time it's your turn to have your jaw dropped. The boy stares, droopy eyes laced with mortification as his ears sit flat atop his head.
You cover your mouth, shoulders shaking as you laugh.Ā
"H-hey! Don't laugh!" He yells, face flushing a brighter red than you had ever thought you would see on the normally laid back boy. "It was my first kiss! I don't know what I'm doing!"
You ended up going on an actual date after that, as long as you swore on your life that you would never tell anybody what happened.
Jade:
-He invited you to go camping with him
-Most people would turn him down before you even asked, but you were hopelessly in love with the eel, so...
-Here you were, atop one of the mountains near campus, backpack in hand, being tasked with the job of holding the glass terrariums that the boy would put his findings in and trek back to campus with
-That is, until he touched a particularly fascinating mushroom that exploded in his face
-He fell to the ground, unconscious, and you panicked, immediately dropping the terrariums to fall to your knees and shake him, doing anything to try to wake him up
-On the verge of tears, you call his brother, who laughs at the situation
"Just kiss 'im, dummy!" That makes your tears stop as you sniffle and wipe your nose with your sleeve.Ā
"W-what?"
"Yeah, you kiss him and he'll wake up. It's a magic thing, you wouldn't get it," The other twin, starting to sound annoyed, groans when you hear Azul's voice in the background beckoning him back to his work station. "I can't!" A distant 'why?' from Azul, clearly fed up with Floyd. "Shrimpy killed my brother!" A louder 'what?!' followed by Floyd's laughter rings from the other side.Ā
"I gotta go!" He hums. "Try to bring him back in... at most three pieces, yeah? Mama would be pissed if I came home without him," You pick up on his soft snickers before the call drops and you drop the phone in disbelief, watching the eel mer sleep. You fashion a pillow out of your jacket, propping his head up so it's not rested against roots and rocks and bugs.Ā
You take a second to run your hands through his teal hair, twirling the black strand around your fingers a few times. "It couldn't be that bad..." You mumble, face heating up at the thought as you stare down at him, sighing as you continue to play with his hair strand, mumbling and swearing to yourself as it gets caught on his earring that glimmers in the afternoon sun.Ā
You work to untangle it, feeling his warm breaths against your forearm, which doesn't hep to stop the shaking of your hands. You try to keep yourself balanced, ducking down to see exactly where the hair strands were tangled.Ā
He had let you touch his shockingly soft hair once before, when you had asked. You ran your hand over the cold sturgeon scale earring, glad that you could finally touch it. Jade had told you the story behind him and his twin's shared earrings as well as other stories from their childhood, which captivated you to no end.Ā
Living under the sea? Swimming with sharks on a daily basis? Having a tail (or tentacles) rather than legs? It all seemed insane to you... and Jade seemed to take great pleasure in telling you all about his hometown.Ā
He had promised to take you there someday, which made you so excited you nearly dropped the glass cup you were drying off after your shift at Mostro, the eel chuckling and lightly chastising you for your clumsiness.Ā
How did he not know that you were in love with him? Someone as observant as him surely would have noticed your reactions around him- his brother sure did.Ā
And Floyd never let you hear the end of it.Ā
He also told you that his twin felt the same way, often going out of his way to push you two together as often as possible. you were considering begging their childhood friend for his help, but you were worried that he would try to take something, despite having changed his ways after his overblot.Ā
You could deny it all you wanted, but you could not deny how his soft touches made you feel. Everything from the gentle way he would look at you when he didn't think you would notice, to the gentle way he held your hands when he was helping you pitch your shared tent, to the domesticity of cooking dinner with him over the campfire the night before.Ā
Without thinking, you slowly kiss him, pulling away once you realized what you had done, face turning a bright red.Ā
Jade's eyes peek open, finding your own as his mouth breaks into a wide, toothy grin, one more earnest and softer than any you had seen. He silently holds your hands in his, moving to sit up as you hear something snap and watch as his body sways to the side before he cascades down the hill and disappears into the bushes.Ā
"Jade?!" You shout, scrambling after him and hearing his muffled groans and swears as he continues to plummet down the hill. "Jade, I'm coming! Hold on!"
Floyd lost his mind when you both came back and Jade had his arm in a sling, finding it hilarious how you managed to bring his brother home in pieces after all...
Jamil:
-It was during one of NRC's family events
-It was heavily guarded, but that still didn't mean that something wasn't going to happen
-Being the son of a wealthy merchant does get you enemies, but it also gives you people willing to do anything to get involved in the family
-So when Jamil taste tested one of the carnival snacks meant for Kalim and fell to the ground, the noble girl throwing a fit about how that was meant for Kalim and how she should have been the one to wake him up with a true love's kiss, all hell broke loose on campus
-Kalim, knowing that you were incredibly close to Jamil, dragged you to the infirmary, pleading for you to kiss his best friend and wake him up
"Kalim, I really can't-"
"Oh, please!" The boy grabs your hand in both of his, eyes brimming with tears and his bottom lip jutting out. "She-she said that the only way to wake him up would be true love's kiss! And he really, really likes you, so it has to be you!" You flush at his statement, hoping to pass it off as just being Kalim's optimism kicking in during the bad situation.Ā
"He's asleep! I-I can't just kiss him!" You shake your head, trying to fight the blush that creeps up your neck. "That's wrong!"
"I'm sure he'd understand!" The boy practically wails. "Just try, please!"
You sigh and try to shake him off, begrudgingly agreeing to help your friend. Of course, you'd been harboring a crush on the boy since you first met him before the Magshift match in October, the crush only growing throughout the rest of the year. His snide comments, dark humor, and responsible nature warmed your heart. Even when he acted like he didn't want your help with preparing dinner, or to help clean up the gym after basketball practice, he still joked and laughed with you.Ā
Even when you noticed how he hung his head with every little compliment you attempted to send his way, suddenly pulling his hood further over his eyes.Ā
You walk into the infirmary, Kalim excusing himself to give you both some privacy. You sit on the chair next to the bed, watching his sleeping face. After the fall, some of his hair had fallen out of his braids and ponytail, cascading down his face. You couldn't deny that he was attractive- his charcoal gray eyes that twinkled with mischief, the way he would bite his lip when he was practicing basketball, toned arms shifting with every move, practically glowing in the lights of the gymnasium. You couldn't help but admire him more when you reached out and toyed with one of the bells that decorated his hair, smiling softly to himself.Ā
The first time you watched him dance, you practically had to leave the room. His long hair that would swirl around him as he spun and stepped, his sharp eyes meeting yours and grinning, baring his slightly sharpened canines. The thought of the moment makes your heart skip a beat as you fight the urge to trace a finger over his sharp features, opting to settle your hand on his cheek, cupping it and running your thumb on the space beneath his eye. With your other hand, you brush a strand of hair out of his face, his sleeping form on display. You take a breath, leaning in and pressing a chaste kiss to his soft lips, backing away and covering your face from the effort.Ā
You watch his face slowly contort into a grimace, groaning as his eyes slowly open, a hand making it's way up to his cheek to hold your own. His hand feels so warm over your own, matching the slow heating of his cheek as you gulp. He gasps softly, quickly sitting up and turning to face you, mouth agape.Ā
"S-sorr-" He cuts you off by practically lunging at you, lips colliding with your own as you yelp and scramble for balance as the chair begins to rock, tipping backwards. Jamil swears and you hold onto him for dear life, one hand pulling his hair and the other awkwardly wrapped around his arm, as you both plummet to the floor.
You walked away with a sprained wrist and he walked away with a sore scalp and a nasty scratch on his forehead, but hey, at least you got a date out of it.
Neige:
-When you're in the public eye as often as he is, you tend to have a few fans who are willing to go above and beyond to get any sort of interaction with you
-Neige was well aware of this, just just couldn't refuse when one of his fans gave him a box of homemade chocolates, begging him to tell them how it tastes
-He obliged, despite the feeling in his gut as he took a bite of the apple-shaped chocolate, a caramel-like substance leaking out of the side
-One of the volunteers at the event managed to catch him before he hit the ground
-You, being there to support him during the meet and greet, were the second person to get to his side, shaking him and yelling at someone to grab security and a medic
-That's how you both landed here, in the city's hospital.Ā
You sat in the uncomfortable plastic chair at Neige's bedside, the endless flowers and cards sent by fans piling up in the room, barely leaving enough space for you all to walk through. You had to go live on Neige's magicam account on his behalf to thank everyone for their well wishes, but also to kindly ask them to stop sending extravagant bouquets due to the lack of room in the hospital, joking that the nurses were thinking of kicking you two out.Ā
You couldn't help but let your eyes wander over the chat, countless donors and commenters telling you to kiss him.Ā
"True love's kiss, huh?" You said aloud accidentally.Ā
'Yesss!'
'Ofc'
'its like the story, right?'
'they don't know about it?'
'do u think its gonna work?'
'it has to!!!!!!!! THEY'RE BOTH SO CUTE TOGETHERRR!'
You can't help but blush at the comments, quickly thanking everyone once more before turning the live video off, setting his phone off to the side. You were both well aware about your... fanbase. After seeing you and Neige attend so many events together, some of his fans had taken it to the next level.Ā
Fancams of the two of you two together, countless edits of your small moments together that the fans are adamantly arguing is proof of your relationship. You have both received fanart of the two of you together- ranging from very cute (a small drawing of the two of you together having a picnic) to... borderline uncomfortable (pictures of you two and your 'children' named and given personalities by the fan themselves...). You had even been sent popular fanfiction about the two of you from Cater, who laughed like a madman when you called him immediately after he sent the text, flustered and annoyed.Ā
Neige didn't seem to mind, even going as far as to point out the good things about even the worst things you two have been subjected to. ("The anatomy is very well done!" "Neige, it's creepy," You pouted, earning a nervous chuckle from his end.)
You wipe the remainder of his stage makeup off gently, patting his face down with one of the towels given to you by the hospital. The light mascara had smudged in the fray, not having enough time to clean his face off until just now. You gingerly wipe around his eyes and under his soft cheekbones, sighing in defeat when you notice that his long eyelashes don't even flutter at the touch.Ā
Of course you knew what true love's kiss was (aside from the perfume brand that Neige had modeled for a few months prior). Neige had told you the story once after being compared to the infamous Princess by a fan- a girl with an evil stepmother, stepmother orders to get her killed, she runs into the forest and finds seven dwarves, she eats a poisoned apple, the prince kisses her, they wake up, and happily ever after.Ā
You can't help but be skeptical of the situation, especially coming from a world where there is no such thing as magic.Ā
But...
Seeing the disheartened faces of Neige's roommates made your heart sink. Those boys all cared so deeply for their friend, and were so worried when they heard what had happened. You remember Dominic asking if there was anything you could do, hinting at the true love's kiss once more.
You take a breath and lean in, pressing a chaste kiss to his lips before slowly peeling back, watching his dark eyelashes flutter as he lets out something that sounds akin to a whimper from the back of his throat. He gasps, deep brown eyes meeting yours and lighting up as he smiles softly, raising a hand to cup your face. You hold your hand over his own before both of your phone begin buzzing incessantly, making you both jump and breaking you out of the moment.Ā
There you see it. A screenshot of a livestream of one of the nurses raving about Neige LeBlanche being in her hospital. And in the background...
You, very clearly, kissing him awake.Ā
You sigh as Neige giggles.Ā
"At least we don't have to worry about telling anyone!"
And so your fanbase grew.
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hatred is a whole lot like bread. she would know.
as a baker, issa knows there's few things out there that can be as fickle as making bread from scratch. the time you need to knead. the almost arbitrary temperatures the bacteria you require in order to make it work requires in order to survive just enough in order not to completely fester the dough and ruin it. how it'll mock you at times and just come out completely wrong even though you did everything the right way.
now don't misunderstand, because it is a labour of love. there's absolutely no one on earth that would subject themselves to the suffering of waiting hours upon hours for the damned thing to be ready to bake, just for it to come out of the oven fucked beyond recognition and useless on top of that, and decide you just need to try it again.
that's exactly, where it resembles hatred.
you see, following the exact same steps for something usually gives you the same results. not with bread. not in an enviroment you cannot control completely. something will always spiral just out of your control and, will remind you that you're at the mercy of gods who abandoned earth as soon as it became evident that humans were able to fend for themselves, although not particularly good at doing so. like cats in a way, but a lot less cuter and a lot more capable of commiting crimes against its own kind for completely incomprehensible reasons. that is why, in the act of repeating the same steps over and over with the hopes that this time, the fundamentally uncontrollable thing that keeps on fucking things up for you will simply disappear and will allow your bread to rise beautifully.
hatred exists in the way you'll repeatedly make the same mistakes over, and over, and over, and see how it's ruining everything, how it's fucking up this thing you initially wanted to be beautiful, and yet you blame everything but yourself.
it takes effort to bring a loaf of bread to life. in the same way, it takes effort to ruin someone beyond recognition and still look at them in the eyes and say it wasn't you.
issa takes a tray out of the over. it deflated. it got burnt. her mother hoovers just over her shoulder, asking her with raised eyebrows what went wrong this time. what did she fucked up. tells her to try again. tells her to try until she stops fucking things up.
she thinks of her sister, and how she fleed one day in the middle of the night, twisted beyond recognition, and muttering how hatred solidified like the fat in your gut until it simply became who you are. she thinks of her brother who she hasn't seen in a decade and how he hated their father so much, he ended up becoming the exact same person. she thinks of her father who hates himself so much he keeps on repeating the same mistakes over and over and over and keeps on wondering why are things still the same. why do his children hate him. why is the bread completely burnt.
she thinks of herself, ugly and chained up and hateful, deflated like a dough that didn't grow correctly because she herself simply grew up the wrong way. not her mother's fault, as she can do no wrong, not her father's fault as he simply isn't around, but her own, even though she grew up under their watch, under their rules. but, she still ended up fucked up, and then it must be because of reasons beyond their controls, instead of the repeated, measured and careful steps they took each day, every day, for over sixteen years.
"i guess we'll eat burnt bread for dinner now," she hears her mother say. "just like yesterday, and the day before."
"i am sorry though," she insists, on the verge of tears.
"sorry isn't enough, when will you learn?"
to make a good bread, you must learn many things. the correct measuring of everything, and the correct times, and temperatures, even what to do so it will still come out right when everything else goes wrong. and if it still goes wrong then you learn accountability, because otherwise you'll keep on making the same mistakes and love will turn into hatred.
she hasn't been taught accountability yet. nobody has apologized to her for all of the hatred. nobody has bothered to ask why is that she's festering and rotting with this soul eating bacteria that replaces every feeling in her body with hatred. and maybe that's why she'll keep on repeating the same mistakes over and over until somebody can sit besides her to point out exactly what's wrong. hopefully her mistakes won't be solidified like the fat in an old man's gut by then and she'll still have the chance to scoop out her faults with a net.
her mother leaves eventually, after complaining of all of the things wrong with her as if she simply was scolding a badly trained stray dog instead of the daugther she herself measured, kneaded and waited upon for years and years and years. she complains about the way she was raised, as if it wasn't her who did it.
tomorrow she'll try again. and the day after. and the day after that one too. until the day she too learns how hatred is so close to love you cannot tell the difference once you burn it.
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Maybe something to do with another coops live stream theyāre hilariousš
These livestreams are basically my favorite fics to write and Iām so glad you all enjoy them! Sweater Weather credit goes to @lumosinlove!
āHey, Instagram, weāre back!ā Sirius smiled so wide his dimples appeared as Remus sat down and wrapped an arm around his waist. āItās been a while since we did a livestream and weāve been looking forward to it for a while, so letās get started.ā
āFirst question,ā Remus said, leaning forward a bit. āWho kills the spiders? I do.ā
Sirius wrinkled his nose. āWe tried to do a catch and release policy, but they always end up coming back. Who is the better dancer? I donāt know, honey, who is the better dancer?ā
Remus rolled his eyes and gave him a playful nudge. āRub it in, why donāt you.ā
āItās me,ā Sirius said with a smug grin. āLionsfan65 wants to know if being married to your best friend is like having a 24/ 7 sleepover.ā
āOh, thatās a good one.ā Remus bit his lip. āYeah, I think so. I mean, some nights we stay up late to watch movies and other nights we stay up late doing taxes, but itās awesome.ā
āThatās so accurate,ā Sirius laughed. āWe should build a taxes pillow fort sometime.ā
āWe totally should. That would make it so much more bearable.ā
āWe could have popcorn!ā
āHell yeah!ā They high-fived, and Remus turned back to the phone. āDo waiters ever ask if weāre splitting the check?ā
Sirius groaned. āAll the time. We were on our honeymoon and literally holding hands over the table, and the waitress asked if we were on a āguysā tripā.ā
āShe also said that our wives must be glad to have the weekend to themselves,ā Remus added with a grimace. āIt was one of those awkward āthanks, but thatās my husbandā moments.ā
Sirius scrolled through the incoming questions, then burst out laughing. āOh, fuck, I knew I missed doing these for a reason.ā
āWhat? Which one is it?ā
He took another moment to catch his breath before tapping the screen. āTo Sirius: no offense, but your husband is really hot. Why would I take offense to that, fernbaby? Itās true!ā
āWho sent that in? Thank you, fernbaby, thatās so nice!ā Remus blushed a bit, but his smile turned to confusion as he read the next one. āWho wears the pants?ā
āRight now, both of us. On a really good day, neither of us,ā Sirius said easily. āHoney, someone thinks Iām an āalphaā.ā
Remus tilted his head. āA what?ā
āAn āalphaā, whatever the fuck thatās supposed to mean.ā
āSeeing as weāre not werewolves, neither of us are an āalphaā.ā Remus did air quotes around the word and raised an eyebrow. āPlus, the guy that originally coined those terms for wolf packs later came forward and said his experiment was unreliable and that he had proved wolves work in hierarchies based on age.ā
āThatās science, bitches,ā Sirius said with a grin. āAw, this one is sweet! What are our nicknames for each other?ā
āI call you ābabyā all the time, but āhoneyā is a close second.ā
āYeah, there arenāt a lot of nicknames for my name. Um, I call you āsweetheartā, āmon loupā, āmon amourā, āReāā¦now that I think about it, I canāt remember the last time I called you by your full name.ā
āI hope not,ā Remus laughed. āYou only do that when Iām in trouble.ā
āTrue. Oh, this one is for you.ā
Remus scooted closer to him. āTo Remus: whatās the hardest part about moving from PT to player? Ugh, everything. If I had to choose one thing, it would be having to step back from helping the guys when they get hurt in a game. Hestia still has to remind me to let her do her job sometimes, even though sheās the most amazing PT in the world and I have total trust in her. Itās pretty tough seeing your friends in pain and not being allowed to help them anymore.ā
There was a beat of quiet. āWell, that got morbid fast,ā Sirius said drily, making Remus snort. āThis is promising: pick a Disney princess you each identify with.ā
āShould we switch, and each say each otherās?ā
Sirius gave him a look. āDo you even know mine?ā
āOf course I know yours!ā Remus said indignantly. āItās Rapunzel!ā
āWhat?ā
āIt totally is! You have a crush on Flynn Rider and her chameleon is named Pascal!ā
Sirius hesitated, then nodded slowly. āOkay, fair. I was going to say Elsa. Yours is easy, though.ā
āAre you sure?ā
āIf itās not Belle, youāre lying to yourself.ā
āIt is, donāt worry,ā Remus laughed. āEveryone in the comment section guessed that. Great job, guys! This is an easy one: what was our last fight about?ā
āWhich Disney princess I relate to more. Do we have the same taste in men?ā Sirius stifled a laugh. āI think this one answers itself.ā
Remus gestured vaguely. āSeeing as we look completely different, no. Iām into tall, athletic, heart of gold types.ā
Sirius put his best poker face on. āLibrarians are really my thing.ā
āOkay, you know whatāā
āIām kidding, Iām kidding!ā he laughed, tugging Remus closer to kiss his cheek despite the mock-scowl on his face. The phone screen lit up with multicolored hearts and they turned back to it after a chaste kiss on the lips. āYour turn.ā
āLibrarian,ā Remus scoffed around a smile. āWhy did we keep our wedding a secret? Well, we didnāt. Everyone knew it was happening.ā
āWe didnāt tell the media the details for a few reasons. Number one, we wanted a small ceremony with just friends and family. Number two, both of us are tired of peopleās noses in our business. Number three, it was really, really funny watching them speculate.ā He counted down on his fingers, looking rather self-satisfied. āAnd it worked. It was perfect.ā
āPlus, we planned it in, like, six weeks. There werenāt a lot of concrete details to actually give people. Someone asked one for you, baby.ā
āTo meā¦do I get along with Reās parents? Oh, I adore them. Theyāre amazing people and I love seeing them when they visit.ā
A slow grin spread over Remusā face. āOh, I love this next question. Loops, we all know youāre weak for the French accentāyouāre not wrongābut Cap, do you like his accent, too?ā
Sirius lit up. āI do! Itās so cute! It comes out when heās tired or excited and I justāā He smiled and drummed his hands on his knees, going a bit pink. āI dunno. Itās cute. Alright, letās move on before I embarrass myself even more. Whoās the better cook or baker?ā
āYou are adorable,ā Remus said, his cheeks vibrant red. āTo answer the question, Iām the better cook, but I canāt bake for shit. Sirius makes brownies like youāve never tasted before, though.ā
āIām practicing.ā
āWhatās the best prank Iāve ever pulled on Sirius?ā Remus laughed under his breath. āSirius and Pots teamed up to fuck with my gear one practice, so I spent the next day and a half playing the circus theme song whenever they walked into a room together.ā
āAh, fuck, I forgot about that,ā Sirius muttered. āAnd then you got Finn to sing it, too.ā
āI didnāt do anything, he started that himself.ā
āHeās so annoying,ā Sirius said fondly. āAlright, last question. Remus, was it hard to adjust to having more disposable income?ā
Remus hummed in thought for a moment, resting his chin on his hand. āDefinitely. I am so, so grateful to have this opportunity, but itās always the little things that remind me. Like, plane tickets to go see my family in Wisconsin donāt have to be a big expense anymore. Itās been a really interesting adjustment for sure. Is that all we have time for?ā
āI think so.ā They waved to the camera one last time. āThanks for joining us, and thanks for the great questions! Go Lions!ā
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I am so looking forward to Dando Coffee shop AU! I don't know why but cute little Lando as a baker or making Coffee sounds so cute. Do you have any headcanons for angsty part of it?
Yes!!!! It's adorable.
I'm in love with the idea of photographer Dan falling for the cute, awkward barista at the coffee shop he found on accident even when he knocked over stack on reusable cups <3
As for the angst....there will be things like Lando being insecure but the main thing I'm focusing on for angst isn't between them but outside forces like so
Dan and Lando have been together a little while
They're happy and getting comfortable
Lando is so excited to tell Charles and Max
He's so happy and he has someone and a job and university is going well
Daniel is the same
He has someone who not only inspires him, but seems to fit with him and understand him in a strange way no one else has and he doesnāt feel lonely anymore
And heās so excited to tell Michael and Scotty and the others that he found someone
But then everything goes to shit
Michael wants to be supportive, but sees only the age gap and makes Daniel feel old and creepy, asking things likeĀ āIām happy for you but, canāt you just date someone our age? Its fucking weirdā,Ā āWhen you were a teenager, he was in diapersā,Ā āIs this a....a sugarbaby thing, are you that lonely Dan?ā
And Daniel feels awful
He feels disgusting and weird and like there is something wrong with him
For Lando, Charles and Max make him feel stupid
They make him feel like heās a kid
Max goes on about howĀ āheās basically old enough to be our uncleā,Ā āwhy canāt he date someone his age?ā
Meanwhile Charles is just sighing and telling Lando relationships like thisĀ āalways end in hurt, trust me. been there done that, donāt be an idiotā
And he just feels like his friends see him as a kid who doesnāt know anything and canāt be trusted to make his own decisions
It almost makes them break up, but instead it just makes them closer with Lando reassuring Daniel that there is nothing wrong with them for loving each otherĀ
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Christophe x childhood friend reader x Kenny, Christophe, Gregory and reader have been friends since gradeschool. Reader was a very emotional person who cared about everyone. She was very sweet yet still helped the boys assassinating people. Reader had always had an obvious crush on Christophe but she never seems get to an direct answer and it really starts to bum her out. So she starts trying to stop showing her feelings to him. It worries people because she starts being more quieter than her normal self. When asked, all she can say ' I just realized that there's something I could never have' and nothing else. It's until reader's parents (who are bakers) get a job opportunity in a town named South Park. It's a very awkward goodbye (with Christophe, it's sad af with Gregory) and she leaves.
As if a switch was pulled, reader goes back to being a sweet and emotional girl (much to her parents delight/relief). We makes lot of new friends and gets a new crush too, Kenny McCormick. She's shy around him at first, much to her friends: Bebe, Wendy, and Nicole's confusion. She confides in them and tells her past troubles with love. They comfort her and tell that it's sure to be different. So reader lightens up around Kenny and they begin a beautiful relationship.
Yet we hit a rough patch when Kenny's womanizing way Catches up with him (Kelly, Tammy, etc) so we naturally get defensive (not to how we were with Christophe but still pretty strained). But worry not, reader (and her friends) win their class a trip to London (they sold 7,777 cookies!!!). Reader is nervous but doesn't stress to hard, it's not like Christophe is still leaving there right? Well after settling into their hotel, Reader and Gregory run into each other and have a heartfelt reunion then reader reunites with Christophe and it's really awkward. So Gregory and Christophe decide to join them on their trip, but something wrong. Christophe seems a lot more open with reader, which confuses reader and Kenny, having connected the dots, tries keeping reader for himself. And poor reader's in a blushy confusing emotional spiral.
I had such a blast writing this. Writing Christophe is mad fun.
Btw, I implied that the events of the movie never happened here, so Wendy and the others never met Gregory or Christophe.
Kenny and Christophe are also pretty mean girls basically but I loved it so much, I couldn't help myself. ^^
(EXCUSE MY BAD FRENCH; IT HAS BEEN YEARS SINCE MY LAST FRENCH LESSONS AND I WAS PRETTY BAD AT IT)
Warnings: Kenny and Christophe are a little OOC I think, swearing, French, Bad French.
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Christophe x Childhood friend!Reader x Kenny
You hummed as you waited for your best friends in the whole wide world. You had prepared a nice little lunch with self-made sandwiches, lemonade, and brownies.
Your excitement went through the roof, once you heard the door to your secret hideout open. Gregory was the first to come in. āAh, Y/N, what a lovely surprise!ā He said gleamingly and admired the beautifully set table. He put down his backpack and as he did so, your longtime crush strolled in. Cigarette in mouth, dirty all over him and an annoyed expression painted on his face, Christophe.
āHey, how was the job?ā You asked sweetly, as Gregory sat down, and Christophe did so too after a short hesitation. āIt went well unti-ā āUntil zat fucking dumb kid made the wrong zound and made me mess up the whole time plan. Why does no one know what a dying giraffe sounds like?ā He ranted, hands moving around hastily, while you and Gregory chuckled. āItās not funny!ā The dark-haired protested while he lit his cigarette. You just smiled.
Despite Christopheās mean demeanor, you had a huge soft spot for him. āHey, Christophe?ā You asked, demanding his attention, which he gave you, while also taking a bite of a sandwich. āWould you maybe like to hang out sometime?ā Gregory pretended to not exist and focused on the suddenly very interesting drink in his hand. He knew you liked their friend. But he also knew Christophe better than anyone else. And the blond knew this couldnāt end well.
āAh, excuse moi, maisā¦I just donāt have the time currently.ā You nodded, trying your best to not show how disappointed you were. It pained Gregory to see you like this. He loved you like a sister and seeing how Christophe was constantly breaking your little heart made him sad.
To his demise, you only grew quieter with time. When Gregory pressed you on the matter, asking whatās wrong, all you managed to mumble was: āI guessā¦ I just realized that there's something I could never haveā. It made him worry. You were such a sweet girl but recently you had become a husk of yourself and today was no different.
They had just come back from another job but this time you didnāt even greet them, just passed the folders in which you listed the new jobs they could take. āHere. I am afraid I have some bad news though.ā You mumbled as you pressed the papers in their hands. Gregory looked at you with worry on his face. āWhatās wrong, dear?ā He asked and noticed how close you were to crying.
āMy parents got a really good job over in Colorado. We will move next week.ā You mumbled. Gregory threw the papers across the room, before storming to hug you. You held him close, feeling sad, that you would never again drink tea with your favorite English gentleman, and that deeply saddened you.
Your eyes wandered over to Christophe, who looked somewhat sad but made no move to express this. āI can't believe it. Youāre THE most important part of this organization and you will be gone by next week?! Who is gonna help me with all the papers?ā Gregory held you so close, you almost had trouble breathing.
āI gotta go early today since I have to start packing. I will miss you two so much.ā You said, not being able to stop the tears from flowing down your cheeks. āYeah, sure, take your time. If you need any help, you know you can always count on me.ā Gregory said, finally letting go of you. You nodded and walked up to Christophe.
āI guess thatās it huh?ā You muttered. āOui. You will be a great loss to zis organization.ā Awkwardly you nodded. Was this really everything he had to say? You didnāt see Gregory in the background, wildly gesticulating for him to say more. The dark-haired raised an eyebrow until he finally got what his partner tried to say.
āWe will miss you.ā He thought this was a perfectly fine answer, but didnāt catch how much that hurt you. āYeah, me you too.ā You said and walked towards the exit. āSee you guys!ā You called out before you vanished.
āGreat job making her feel like shit.ā āWhat waz I supposed to say?ā
āMy God, Y/N, you have been here for over half a year now! Just tell him already!ā Bebe commented and you blushed profusely. āN-no! He doesnāt even like me that much!ā You protested, your cheeks colored in a deep red. āThere is no point in denying sweetheart. You both are head over heels for each other. Trust me, Stan told me how much Kenny talks about you.ā Wendy reassured you. She pointed with her fork over to the table the boys were seated on and sure enough, the blond boy you were talking about was looking over, waving even when he spotted you looking at him. You shyly waved back, before hiding in your sweater.
āOkay, Y/N, what the fuck happened when you lived in England? I canāt imagine you always behave like this around someone you like.ā Nicole looked sternly at you, and you let out a deep sigh. āWell, fine, yeah, there was a guy before Kenny that I liked.ā
The girls all pushed their food trays to the side, to stick their heads closer together. āIn England, I was close friends with two guys.ā āOhh, a three-way?ā āBebe!ā Wendy hissed before they let you continue. āThey are assassins and I helped them with everything behind the scenes, like contacting clients, paperwork, and all that. Gregory was my best friend, and the other guy is a French, god-hating, foul-mouthed idiot named Christophe. And I really had a thing for him, but he was always super cold and just not that interested in me.ā You rambled and the girls listened attentively. āOkay, okay, Y/N, hear me out on this oneā¦ā Bebe began, and you looked at her. āHave you maybe thought about the fact that that Christophe guy was just an idiot? Youāre great and Kenny sooo has a thing for you. Just go for it!ā Nicole and Wendy nodded. āYeah, you gotta make new experiences, real experiences.ā Nicole agreed and Wendy gave it a thumbs up.
Before they could talk any further, you felt a tap on your shoulder and turned around. Kenny stood there, smiling warmly. āHey, Y/n, I just wanted to ask if you maybe wanna go to the mall with me on Saturday and maybe get a smoothie or something?ā You felt your face heat up and heard the girls squeal quietly. You nodded. āYeah, that would great!ā You answered and he shot you a flashy smile. āGreat. Iāll come to pick you up, yeah?ā You nodded excitingly and he walked back to the boyās table. āAhh, you got a date!ā Nicole beamed and so did the other two. A big smile was glued to your face, and you only managed to nod. āWe will so come over on Friday and get you ready! Girlsā night!ā Bebe planed and you happily agreed.
Being with Kenny was great. He was loving, always looked out for you, loved listening to you, and yet, you hated his guts just now. You wanted to strangle those stupid sluts that constantly clung to his side like their life depended on it. Yeah, you knew Tammy and he had history, as did Kelly, but did he really have to talk to them that much? Didnāt he see how much you hated it? āHey, babe!ā He whispered into your ear, and you moved away. āHey, Kenny.ā You said coldly. You waited for Mister Garrison to finally let you in the hotel. You and the girls managed to win the school competition for a trip to London, by selling 7,777 packages of cookies, totally legally, by the way, nothing to see here, so now your class was in London and after you sat with the girls in the bus Kenny had sneaked up to you. You were kind of nervous, fearing that you could maybe run intoā¦himā¦ but there was no chance he still lives here, right? Right?
You didnāt know why, but since Kenny had started to talk to his bitches, as you called them, again you distanced yourself from him. You were afraid of being hurt again, so distancing yourself was an automatic reaction.
Once you got settled in your room, the girls proposed discovering the town, since you guys had no events for the day. You happily greed and once in the corridor, you spotted Stans gang down the hall. Wendy asked them to join, much to your demise. You wanted girl time, not being secretly annoyed with Kenny time.
You, Wendy, Bebe, Stan, Kyle, and Kenny wandered the streets, taking in the new scenery. āItās pretty nice here, isnāt it?ā Wendy asked as she put the sweets she bought in her bag. āYeah!ā You agreed and sipped on the tea you ordered.
You guys had sat down at a cafĆ© to just watch the bussing streets and enjoy some British tea. Kyle was talking to Stan about Cartman, and what prank theyād play on him tonight. Kenny was chatting with Bebe and Wendy about Tammy and Kelly, much to your demise and you just looked around. Your eyes wandered and you watched the other patrons when you stopped at a familiar seeming one. Your mouth was agape, thereās no way your eyes werenāt tricking you right now?!
The in leather gloved hands, the orange button-up shirt, that thick golden hairā¦ A book rested in his left hand, while the other held the tea with an extended pinky. It was him. Gregory. He must have noticed you staring as he looked up and recognized you as well. A big smile appeared on his face, and he quickly put the book in his leather messenger bag. You got up, ignoring the questions from the others, while you ran into Gregoryās extended arms.
āY/N my dear! I would have never guessed to see you again!ā Gregory proclaimed, spinning you around. Neither of you cared that everyone was watching. āIām so happy to see you. It has been ages!ā You mumbled, still hugging your long-lost friend tightly. You only lost contact because you lost your phone during the move, so you had no way of contacting them. Before you two could talk, Kenny appeared by your side.
āHey, babe, who is this guy?ā He asked and as you turned around you saw the questioning looks of everyone. āOh sorry. Guys, this is my old friend Gregory, we have been friends since we were little. Gregory, these are my friends from America, Wendy, Bebe, Kyle, Stan, and my boyfriend Kenny.ā
Gregory properly introduced himself and moved to sit with you guys. He talked with your new friends, and you immediately saw how Wendy and Bebe hung to his lips. You understood that. Gregory was a really good-looking young man by now. You chuckled when you spotted how jealous Stan became with each passing second. Soon Gregoryās phone rang, and he excused himself to take the call.
āOh my god! Thatās the Gregory, you told us about, Y/N? Why did you hide that heās a British snack!ā Bebe exclaimed and you chuckled. Soon Gregory sat back down and that devious smile on his lips made you wonder.
āZe Mole is coming.ā He just said, knowing you wanted to question his smile. You felt the blood in your veins freeze for a second.
āHe is still here?ā You asked and Gregory nodded. āWhy wouldnāt he? We kept the organization running. And there is always a spot for you if you ever want to come back.ā The blond spotted the longing in your eyes at an instant. Kenny watched it happening quietly, carefully watching you. Soon enough, a certain someone arrived, pulling another chair to your table, and sitting on it backward, so that he was leaning on the backrest.
Your heart was beating like you had just run a marathon as you inspected every detail about him. His dark messy hair was roughly still the same and his trademark cigarette his only accessory. The tight-fitting dark green shirt fit him perfectly you thought and the tactical belt around his torso was still there. He also still wore fingerless gloves. The two really didnāt change much, apart from becoming older.
āWell, Christophe, these are Y/Ns friends from America.ā Gregory introduced them and the dark-haired male lazily gifted him a wave. Wendy and Bebe noticed how you were obviously checking him out and laughed.
āI see you got a thing for baddies.ā Bebe whispered into your ear, and you wanted to protest, but got interrupted by Stan.
āWell, I like this sort of reunion, but donāt wanna want to continue or sightseeing?ā Gregory smiled warmly, as he offered to play tour guide for you. Your friends happily agreed to his proposition, feeling glad to have a real British tour guide. So, you guys paid for your orders and started walking.
To your surprise, instead of walking up front with Gregory, Christophe walked next to you, eyeing you curiously. āItās nice to ze you again, mon chĆ©ri.ā He said you felt your face heat up. Did he seriously just call you that? Did he actually say heās happy to see you again?
āWell, it has been a while, hasnāt it?ā You mumbled and Christophe had a pleasant smile resting on his face. That was a new thing, you thought. While Christophe walked next to you on your right, Kenny was on your left and eyeing the French with jealous eyes. He was an expert at reading people and he spotted Christopheās attraction to HIS girlfriend miles go and he wasnāt blind to your body language either. You two had history. That much was clear.
Gregory led the group down to a nice spot near the riverbanks of the Thames where the girls took pictures together. Kyle and Gregory switched taking the group photos, while Kenny stood next to Christophe, both looking at the others.
Everyone felt the obvious tension between the two. āDonāt even think about, frog eater.ā Kenny said, which made Christophe chuckle.
āAhh, you AmĆ©ricains are so funny. You think everything belongs to you, when in reality she was already mine, once I sat down at ze table.ā Christophe took the last puff of his cigarette, before stomping on it on the ground. Kenny averted his gaze and looked at his newfound rival.
āYours?ā He questioned but didnāt Christoph didnāt reward him with an answer. He only chuckled and put a new unlit cigarette in his mouth.
āĆcoutez-Vous. You sound so funny.ā The girl the two were fighting about returned with Bebe and Wendy and they all obviously felt the tension between the two.
āKen, come over. Group pics!ā Kyle called out to him and somewhat annoyed, Kenny jogged over. So you and your two friends were left with the French man.
āI just wanted to say, you look formidable, ma briquette.ā Wendy and Bebe quietly squealed, as Christoph took your hand to press a kiss on your knuckles. You blushed a deep red. What had happened to him? He never behaved like that, but you couldnāt deny how he made your knees weak.
āHey, Hey, Hey!ā Kenny called out and quickly came stomping back. āI just told you to back off.ā Kenny said. āAh sorry, my English is pretty bad, I must have misunderstood.ā Christophe shrugged. Kenny wrapped his arms around you and held you close.
āIāll fuck you up if you donāt keep yourself in check.ā Kenny spat and you broke free of his forced hug. āKen, what the hell?ā You questioned his sudden aggression, but you were quickly shoved away by Christophe, who now got all up in Kennyās face.
āOh, zen pray to whatever hate-filled God you believe in, and I hope for you heāz real because nothing will be as real as your fucked up face once I am done.ā āOh, I donāt believe in Gods. Not when I already know what hell looks like and so will you when I get started.āThere was no point in denying that you, Wendy, and Bebe were super interested in this showdown. It was interesting to see two guys who were obviously fighting over you get so riled up.
Bebe leaned over and whispered: āDamn Y/N, you really got the hot guys fighting over you.ā You had a faint pink tone on your cheeks. The two guys you liked were ready to basically kill each other over you. It was kind of flattering. Stan and Kyle tried getting the two to calm down, but to no avail, as they just kept going with their petty insults.
Gregory walked up next to you, leaning down to talk. āYou are the only one who can get them to stop, you know that right?ā He questioned.
āYeah. But you must admit, this is kinda entertaining.ā He laughed and nodded. āYouāre right.ā āGive me a minute Gregory. I never had someone fight for me.ā You whispered with a hot face, watching as Kyle and Stan tried to pull the two away from each other.
Your heart was confused, seeing Christophe again and how he now behaved towards you awakened feelings you thought werenāt there anymore, but you also loved how Kenny was ready to fight for you. How could anyone not find this super interesting?
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Distance Makes the Heart Grow
CHAPTER 8
Series Masterlist
Pairing: Mafia Boss!Neville Longbottom x Reader
Pronouns: She/Her
Word Count: 4k
Summary: (Y/n) lives a normal life. But thatās the issue, itās normal, itās plain, and itās growing boring. Everyday she wishes for something, anything to spice up her life. But, when her old school friend (and crush) shows up at her bakery with a new look (and what looks like a new life), what will it bring for her? Will their puppy love grow? Will his big secret lead to the end of them or will it spark a new beginning?
Warnings: none!
A/N: sorry it took me so long. The rest of the date will be in chapter 9!Ā
(Y/n) huffed, crossing her arms across her chest at the mess Twyla had made. Originally, she had thought asking her to help her get ready for her date was a good idea. The two of them hadnāt spent as much time together as she had liked too and she knew how much Twyla adored fashion. But now, as her various designer dresses and shoes were scattered around the floor along with makeup palettes that had been tossed aimlessly, her patience was wearing thin.
āWas this mess really necessary? I hope you know Iām not cleaning this.ā she said, causing the girl to turn around. She tossed a dress on the bed beside the girl before continuing to sift through the manmade jungle she had caused.
āI know. Neither am I, thatās what the maids are for!ā she turned, watching as her friend bit at her lip nervously, picking with the skin around the bed of her fingernails. āYou know for someone going on her first date, I seem more excited than you do!ā when she didnāt get a response she looked over at her shoulder giving her a concerned look.
āI-itās not that Iām not excited! Trust me, I am. Iāve been waiting for this date for over 7 years. Itās just..ā she sighed, looking away from her as her cheeks heated up in embarrassment. āWhat do you even do on a date? O-or say? What am I supposed to wear?!ā
āA good date will flow naturally no matter what youāre doing. And you said Nev was taking you to some fancy restaurant but also on a gondola ride, right? Pick out a dress thatās fancy but also gives you flexibility. Hold up, lemme look I think I saw the perfect dress.ā Twyla dove back into the pile of clothes, causing her to giggle at the sight. She continued to lift and throw things until she popped up letting out a loud āA-ha!ā she watched as the dress was tossed on the bed along with a pretty pair of strappy white sandals and a purse in the same shade of white. Once she picked the items up, Twyla began to shove her towards the bathroom with the items.
(Y/n) looked in the mirror, letting out a shaky breath. She felt beautiful, undeniably so. Twyla had already taken the liberty of styling her hair and doing her makeup. They had gone for a natural but ethereal makeup look. Dewy foundation, subtle but glowly highlight, a thick layer of gloss along with some individual lashes to make her eyes pop. She felt like a fairy, a princess even. Reaching a jittery hand towards the doorknob, she opened it peaking her head out. Twyla looked up smiling before her jaw dropped at the sight of her friendās full appearance. Squealing she walked up to her, twirling her around to admire the full look. Sure, she had seen her in a dress before, and even makeup. But this outfit, this look, was much more like her. Yet Twyla couldnāt help but feel as though something was missing.
āHmm.ā she trailed, eyes gazing across the room. Her eyes lit up at the sight of what it was. The diamond encrusted crown lay gently on top of a velvet pillow along with the diamond necklace and earrings. She handed the earrings to (Y/n) to put on before placing the crown on top of her head. Turning her around towards the vanity, she unclasped the priceless necklace before placing it around her neck. āOh myā¦(Y/n) you look so beautiful! Like a, like a princess.ā she felt her ears tingle from her kind words, smiling as she admired her appearance in the mirror.
āNow, letās talk lingerie.ā
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āDidnāt peg you for the nervous type, boss.ā Blaise piped up, chuckling as Neville fiddled with his tie for what seemed like the thousandth time. He glared at the man through the mirror, grumbling under his breath. Blaise wasnāt wrong, he rarely was. The bigger problem at hand was that he was nervous and he didnāt know how to handle it. Neville had punched some of the most powerful men in the face, made people gravel and beg for their lives, hell, he had even killed men and throughout all of that, he had not an ounce of nervousness in his system. But now, when he was taking the little baker girl who he had been madly in love with since they met in school all those years ago, nervous was the main thing he felt. He was excited, sure, plenty, but in actuality he had never been on a real date with someone he had feelings for.
āDo you even know what to do on a date? You were quite the playboy before she came back into your life.ā Ron added, mixing around the scotch in his glass, pouring some for Neville who instantly downed it, not even wincing at the taste.
ā āS not true!ā he said, turning his head some to glare at him. Seamus cackled, wiping the invisible tears in his eyes as he slapped his knee.
āPlease boss, you went through more women than George does bullets on a mission, which is a fuck ton.ā he said, causing everyone else to agree. The guys had all gathered in the spare room to help him get ready, calming his nerves and even giving him a few pointers. Although a lot of the advice was useless, he was able to make sense out of some of it.
āOkay, well, suppose I am nervous. How should I...what should I do on a date?ā he asked, coughing over the last part to cover it up. They all heard loud and clear though, starting to overlap one another before Blaise whistled, causing everyone to silence. Neville gave him a nod of acknowledgement.
āWell, did you buy her flowers?ā Draco asked, breaking the silence. He scoffed at the ridiculous question.
āOf course I got her flowers! Did you really ask me of all people that? I picked and charmed a bouquet for her the other night. Each flower was handpicked from my garden with intention behind every single one of them.ā he rolled up one of his sleeves, seeing if he preferred them rolled or down. Pondering it he decided to roll them down.
āWell combine that with what weāve taught you and youāre all set.ā Harry said, shrugging some as he looked up from his newspaper. Neville gawked at the men. Taught? The only thing they had taught him was that he needed better friends!
āTaught me?ā he let out an exasperated laugh, walking towards them. āTaught me? You havenāt taught me shit! Iād have half the mind to-ā a knock on the door caused his breath to hitch. The boys all gave each other knowing smirks but their jaws dropped as the door opened revealing the (h/c) girl in all her glory.
There she stood, skin glowing in the soft streams of sunlight that came from the evening Italian sun. The soft lace and tulle draped across her skin delicately, bits of sparkles from the fabric shining brightly. What caught his eye the most was the crown on her head. Even though he had saw it on her yesterday, it was having the same effect on him today.Ā
āHoly shit.ā Seamus whispered, forcing his mouth closed. Not a single pair of eyes werenāt on her.
āListen, if Nev fucks his date up tonightā¦ā Blaise trailed, causing the girl to giggle, looking at the ground shyly. She glanced up at him through thick lashes, watching as he made his way over to her. He bowed, pressing a kiss to her knuckles causing her to giggle some. As he looked up at her, a soft barely there smile graced his face.
āI donāt think thatāll be happening.ā he said as he stood up, grabbing the bouquet of flowers from behind him before handing them to her. āWhat are you doing here, petal? I said Iād come get you from the room.ā
āTwyla was really adamant about you seeing me as soon as possible.ā she smiled at the scene that had taken place a few moments beforehand. āShe said that I looked too good to be kept waiting.ā
āYou know, that girlās always speaking nonsense but for once Iāve gotta say I agree.ā Neville said, stroking her cheek gently as he leaned down, placing a soft peck on her lips. āReady to go?ā he asked. She nodded eagerly, wrapping her arms around his arm, waving before exiting the room with him. Seamus watched as they left before standing up, wiping his hands on his pants.
āWhere are you going, Finnigan?ā Harry asked, quirking a brow at him. Seamus smiled, winking some.
āLaunching operation āmake sure the date goes wellā. You didnāt think I was gonna miss out on this did you?ā Draco eyed him suspiciously as the vein in his forehead began to throb.
āTwyla set you up to this, didnāt she?ā Seamus turned once he got to the doorway, flashing him a smile.
ā āCourse she did!ā
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āWoah! Iāve never seen a car like this in person before.ā (Y/n) said, in awe as she walked up to the vintage car. Neville smiled some as the driver came over, bowing as he opened up the door. He slid the driver a large bill, thanking him in italian.
āYeah, you like it?ā she nodded, looking back at him as he climbed in the back of the convertible with her. He pulled her into his side, pulling his Dior sunglasses over his eyes to protect from the evening sun. āItās mine. Should I have it imported back to England?ā her eyes widened. Although Neville had a lot of nice things, she never failed to be surprised when he had something new to show her. She leaned into his side, pulling her legs up onto the seat as the car began to move.
āItās pretty. I think you should leave it here though. You know, as a memory of tonight.ā She looked up at him, smiling some. Neville felt his heart race as he looked down at her. He felt breathless. Whatever he had done in the past years to have the angel of his dreams sitting next to him, going on a date, heād do it all over again just to see the smile she was giving him. He leaned down, capturing her lips into a passionate yet loving kiss. Their lips locked till they were practically breathless, pulling away. (Y/n) let out a breathless giggle.Ā
Neville pulled out another large bill, leaning forward to hand it to the driver. āGuida piano, sƬ?ā the driver looked at him through the visor mirror, giving him a nod along with a knowing smirk. He sighed to himself as Neville turned back to the girl, laughing at something she had said.
āAh, giovane amore.ā
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Neville opened the door for the girl, holding her hand as she stepped out of the car. He decided first that they could get dinner. Itād be an easy way to set the tone for tonight and give him another opportunity to spoil her yet again. He made sure to pick the best restaurant money could buy but even then, she deserved more. More than money could buy. He smiled as they reached the reception desk, clearing his throat to catch the attention of the man behind the desk.
āWelcome sir, name?ā he asked, looking up at the man cluelessly. A few others in the restaurant were noticeably tense, but continued to work.
āLongbottom.ā he stated, watching as the man looked through the reservation book. He sucked on his teeth, giving Neville a fake look of sympathy.
āSorry, it looks like youāre about 5 minutes late! Iām sure if you come back tommo-ā
āDid you hear what I said? You might wanna listen closer this time. Iām Neville Longbotom.ā the man behind the desk blinked at him blankly before his eyes shot up in a sudden realization. He began to scramble, trying to form some sort of apology. Neville slammed his fist on the desk, leaning forward as he began to speak through gritted teeth. āJust get me my fucking table, yeah? My lady should never be kept waiting and if she has to stand here for one more god damn-ā
āYes, yes! Right this way sir.ā he said, grabbing the menus. At some point he dropped them but continued to walk, leading them to a private table near a large window. (Y/n) gasped, leaning against the window to look at the breathtaking view. Below her was the ocean, the sunlight cascading across it as seagulls flew around freely. While she was distracted, Neville took the opportunity to pour two glasses of wine before tapping her shoulder. She turned around, smiling at him.
āYou seem to be enjoying the view. I take it the table choice is fine?ā he asked, pulling her chair out for her. He pushed her chair up before taking a seat in the one across from her.Ā
āItās beautiful, I haven't seen anything like it. Last time I saw views this beautiful was Hogwarts.ā she tensed slightly as he reached across intertwining their fingers, before relaxing. Her heart was racing wildly, a million different thoughts running through her head. Her and Neville had spent many moments together, far more intimate than this. But there was something so nerve wracking about being with him in public where anyone could see them. (Y/n) found herself growing self conscious about the pressure of it all, but decided to push it aside. She had been waiting for this for years and she wasnāt going to ruin it with a few negative thoughts.
āYeah? If you like this, youāre gonna love what I have planned for after this.ā he smiled at her. After this? He had more than this planned for them? Her wonderings of what it was didnāt last long when the bread was brought out, causing her eyes to light up. As soon as the basket was placed on the table she reached for a slice of the expensive bread, layering butter on it.
āTh-theyāve got the good bread! With the butter thatās all smooth.ā she muttered with her mouth full. Neville bit his lip to contain his laughter at her childish display. āYāknow what Iām sayin,?ā
He smiled at her, grabbing a piece of his own. āSomehow I do.ā
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After 30 minutes of good conversation and 3 bread baskets later, the two were finally ready to order. (Y/n) opened up the menu, gaping at it in confusion. There was so many elaborate names with descriptions even more confusing. Neville noticed this, pulling her menu down to look at her a bit.
āYou alright, pretty girl?ā he asked, ignoring the impatient waiter that was supposed to take their order.Ā
āIām alright itās just...thereās so much confusion. All I wanted was chicken alfredo and I donāt even see it on the menu.ā her eyes continued to scan the menu, becoming more perplexed as the names grew longer. Her eyes followed the tattooed finger as it pointed to a name that she didnāt even wanna think about pronouncing.
ā āS right there. Donāt worry dove, Iāll order for you.ā her shoulders relaxed some as she gave him an appreciative smile. As he sent the waiter off, a silence fell over them. It wasnāt necessarily awkward, but it was clear something needed to be said and for once, it wasnāt on Nevilleās end. Did she really wanna ask him now? āI should at least wait for dessert, that way it wonāt be awkward if he says something I donāt wanna hear.ā she thought to herself.
The silence was encroaching, slowly becoming unbearable. It was suffocating, she felt like she was on a rope, dangling above all the words she wanted to say but couldnāt.
āSo I-ā
āDo you-ā
They both looked at each other as they began to laugh. āYou can go. I insist.ā he encouraged, taking another sip of his wine before she could protest.
āI was just going to ask if you picked the bouquet yourself? Itās far too beautiful to be store bought, the flowers look happy.ā she said, smiling down at the bouquet fondly. When the waiter first came, Neville heavily urged them for a vase to put them in. The waiter originally had been hesitant but when Nevilleās jaw began to clench he quickly went to look for a vase in the back room. He smiled at her eye to detail, nodding as he cleared his throat placing his glass back on the table.
āYeah I did.ā he secretly snuck his hand across the table, the edges of their fingers brushing against each other. āDo you remember flower code?ā she moved her fingers under his, smiling when he tightened his grip on her hand.
āOf course I do. We learned it together during the spring in the astronomy tower together. Best spring of my life.ā she sighed fondly at the memory. āForget-Me-Nots for true and everlasting love, violets for faith and affection, however, the tulips are leaving my mind. I canāt remember what they mean for the life of me.ā she huffed, looking off as she tried to recall their meaning. He chuckled, placing a kiss on her knuckles. He trailed his kisses as far up her arm as he could reach from his position at the table.
āTulips, well, tulips represent perfection and royalty because thatās what you are to me.ā their eyes locked in a passionate gaze, (e/c) meeting his own dazzling ones. āMy tulip, so perfect. I have every intention to treat you like royalty.ā she was left wordless. Was this all real? She had read many fairy tales growing up and now here she sat, experiencing one of her own. Sure, those fairytales never had dangerous tattooed men with hearts of gold, but the way he looked at her, holding her with such delicacy let her know she had found her prince charming.
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(Y/n) was thankful she had worn a dress because if she had worn jeans? The button would have flown straight off her pants. Her alfredo was delicious, every herb and seasoning used done so perfectly. Not another bite could fit in her. However, when the dessert menu (that featured pictures of each and every dessert) was brought out, she didnāt see why it wasnāt a good idea to get dessert!
āIt all looks so good! Like I made it, but better.ā she breathed out, eyes scanning the dessert menu eagerly. But when she saw the triple chocolate cake, it was like she was falling in love all over again. āThis. We need this Nev or else I might die.ā he laughed at her serious expression, rolling his eyes some.
āAlright, love. Un ordine della torta al cioccolato, per favore.ā the waiter nodded, writing it down before walking off again. The same silence from before fell over them but this time, she was going to do it. She sighed, grabbing both his hands in one.
āListen, Nev. Thereās been something, or someone, Iāve been meaning to ask you abou-ā her eye began to twitch as a familiar figure stood next to their table. She gave her a bone chilling smile before turning to Neville who was much to her surprise, even more upset than she was.
āAh, Neville! What a pleasure it is to see you here!ā she said, holding out her hand for him to kiss. However he glared at it, leaning back in his seat.
āCan I help you Gisele? Actually even if I can, I donāt want to. Get lost.ā he said, waving his hand for her to go away. But as expected, she didnāt budge. She leaned forward onto the table, gripping the edge with her red manicured hands. Her cleavage was on display as a fake pout graced her face. āIām on a date and Iād rather not see you.ā
She gasped, placing a hand on her chest in surprise. āA date? Oh my, is that what this is? Gosh I am so sorry! When I met, er what was it? Ah, (Y/n), over here the other day she said you werenāt together!ā he raised a brow at this, looking between the two.Ā
āYou two met? Why didnāt you tell me, love?ā he asked, turning his attention to the girl. She gave Gisele a disgusted one over before looking back at him.
āWell, it wasnāt exactly the most pleasant meeting.ā she pushed out, looking at him. He rubbed at his chin a bit as he hummed.
āReally? Do you recall what she said to you?ā he asked, knowing it couldnāt have been good. Giseleās expression gave it all away. Although she feigned being unbothered, her expression was slowly cracking.
āYou know as a matter of fact, I do! She said I was a knock off version of her and that you were using me as a replacement for the original!ā she said, giving Gisele a wide tooth grinned. Giseleās lips were parted as she searched for the words to say, mind blanking.
Neville looked between the two girls as he took a sip of his wine. āNow that you mention it, you two do look alike. I never really noticed though, I didn't spend much of any time looking at her face. But now that I amā¦ā he trailed off, eyes tracing Giseleās features, āYouāre definitely not a knock off of her. I think itād be an insult to you to even insinuate that sheās a knock off of you!ā Now it was her turn to be surprised. Had he really not noticed their semblance to one another? It was clear now that not only was it a coincidence, but Giseleās whole story was a lie.
āYou- I- you ruined everything!ā she shrilled, stomping her foot angrily. āThat should be me in your seat, me on this..ā she tuned her out as she looked at her own glass of wine. It would be a shame if the wine was to somehow end up on her ugly little polka dot dress. She squinted her (e/c) eyes, watching as the wine splashed all over the girlās dress. Gisele paused mid sentence, gawking at her dress. Neville began to cackle, eyeing his date suspiciously. His thoughts were confirmed when she sent him a wink.
āMy dress! Look what you did to me!ā she wailed, motioning to the giant red stain on her dress. A few people turned to look at them all, whispering as they pointed at the girl.
āMe? I didnāt lift a finger.ā she said, shrugging as she gave her an innocent look. āI suppose thatās what happens when you meddle in peopleās business.ā
āIs there a problem maāam? Sir?ā the voice sounded familiar, but an octave deeper. Turning her head her eyes widened at the sight of both Twyla and Seamus. Both of them were in costumes, fake beards and mustaches on their face along with wigs. She went to say something but when the blonde put a finger to her lip, she quickly decided against it.
āYeah we got a complaint from the head chef. Youāre to be escorted out of here immediately. Come along now.ā Twyla said, dragging Gisele along with her. Seamus went to follow but was stopped by Neville. He pulled him close, leaning near his ear.
āNext time if youāre gonna spy on your boss, make it a bit less obvious.ā he pat his shoulder, tightening his grip. āAlthough Iām glad you were able to handle this, Iām gonna ask that you leave. Itās not a suggestion but an order from your boss. Iām a big man, I can handle my date on my own.ā
Seamus nodded, tipping his hat to them both. āBoss, mini boss.ā and with that, he was gone. Neville turned to her, thanking the waiter once the cake was sat down in front of them, two golden forks on the plate.
āLetās have dessert, shall we?ā
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Sugar and Coffee [10]
Chapter 9 - Chapter 10 - Chapter 11
ā Words: 5.2k
ā Genres: 99.5% Fluff, 0.5% Angst, PĆ¢tisserie school!AU
ā Summary: It isn't hard to be a pĆ¢tisserie chef, but it's not a piece of cake either. It seems like for you in particular, life keeps throwing in one wrench after another. It always finds ways to make your sweets bitter. The cherry on top is Jeon Jungkook ā a rival with a sensitive sweet tooth who always finds ways to complain about you.
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You love baking.
Itās what got you through the years of high school, through your grandparentās passing and when home wasnāt the refuge you wanted it to be. For a long time, baking was the only real interest you had. And for great reasons too. It was magic and every time you stepped into the kitchen, you felt like a magician, pouring ingredients in, mixing to get an instant product.Ā
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Itās chemistry with a sweet result. Something you can share with others.
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And that passion has only deepened over time. You love baking desserts, pastries, cakes, tarts, everything. Even things with chocolate, no matter how hard it is to master them.
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But fuck. Lemon meringue pie is an absolute bitch.
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āThe pie filing is a bit watery.ā The teacher places her tasting fork down. āNot too bad, but lots of room for improvement, you two. Watch that starch.ā
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You and Jungkook sigh. This was your second attempt too. You swear this dessert is a nightmare in disguise and here to ruin your career.
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Taehyung notices the gloomy atmosphere bogging you and Jungkook down. He slides up to your counter after the teacher goes to judge the next pair that have finished. āCan I get a taste?ā
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āKnock yourself out.ā The boy beside you pushes the sad pie over to him.
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Taehyung eats, tasting it thoughtfully on his palate, and hums.
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āThe crust is a bit soggy, huh?ā
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āI donāt get what we did wrong,ā you mutter.
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At least this was just practice and not a time-constricted examination. But so much for picking Jungkook as your partner. You thought he was the most competent baker in this class and thus the most worthy to bake with you. But maybe you gave him too much credit.
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āWell, there could be a number of things you did wrong. Maybe you boiled your cornstarch for too long or at too high of a temperature. When did you add in the lemon? The acidity mightāve destroyed your cornstarchās ability to stay thick,ā Taehyung points out, suddenly an expert on pies. āAlso did you make sure the lemon filing was hot before you spread the meringue? That might be your issue as to why the filing is a watery mess. Try again, guys. Maybe youāll succeed next time.ā
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āWhat the fuck.ā Jungkook has his brows furrowed, eyes narrowed into slits. Like you, heās baffled. He doesnāt even process it and is unable to think of a comeback to Taehyungās condescending tone.Ā
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Taehyung is an idiot. Usually. Since when did he know better than the two best people in class?
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āWant a taste of ours?ā A huskier voice sounds behind Taehyung. The brunette moves aside and you find Yoongi at the counter beside yours, a smirk plastered on his face. He sets down his lemon meringue pie. It looks similar to yours.
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āSure.ā
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You wonder what their pieās issue is. But as you dig into the slice they cut and put it on your tongue, thereās an explosion of flavour.
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Their crust is buttery and crispy, meringue fluffy on your tongue and soft. The filling is sweet yet balanced with a citrus sharpness to the flavour. You almost cream your pants as you swallow. Your mouth is watering for another lick, but you have too much dignity and pride to do so.
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Unfortunately, Jungkook canāt hide his expression as well as you can.
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āGood, right?ā Both Taehyung and Yoongi are wearing shit eating grins, obviously relishing in your reactions. āThe teacher said it was the best sheās tasted in a long time. Asked us if we cheated and bought it at a bakery.ā
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āThisāll probably be our last attempt.ā Yoongi hums, crossing his arms. āProbably donāt need to try again. She said sheād give it an A anyway, and you canāt really get any better than that.ā
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You take a deep breath and grab Jungkook by the shoulder to drag him back to the counter with as much dignity as you have left.
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The scent of lemon is stuck to your skin permanently. Even with a change of clothes and your apron stuffed in your locker, you can still smell the damn thing when youāre miles away from the kitchen.
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āCan you smell that or am I going crazy?ā
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āNo.ā Jungkook already knows what youāre talking about. āI can smell it too.ā
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āGod.ā You bang on the door and Jimin opens it. āHey, Chim.ā
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āHey, guys.ā The two of you step inside where the others have already gotten started, playing Super Smash on the TV with Yoongi and Taehyung battling against one another. Itās not an unusual sight, but what makes you stop in your tracks is thatā
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āAeri?ā
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Your friend is seated on the couch with Hoseokās arm looped around her casually. āHey.ā She greets you with a shy smile.
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You nod, rather impressed at this new development. āI didnāt know youād be here.ā
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āI didnāt either,ā she admits and Hoseok grins at you.
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You throw your bag down while Jungkook flops beside Yoongi, taking a controller to join in.
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āGonna play?ā Jimin asks, about to hand you a controller too but you shake your head.
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āNah. Not yet. Iām starving.ā You pat your stomach and walk to the kitchen, ready to raid the fridge of whatever it has.
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āDonāt eat the meringue pie!ā Yoongi shouts after you.
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āFuck you,ā you spit without looking back. āI wouldnāt even if you paid me to.ā
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Now thatās one huge lie. But you still have your pride to hold onto.
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āLet me join you.ā Aeri gets up and scrambles from Hoseokās arm much to his dismay.Ā
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You hum, peeking into the fridge and purposely overlooking the beautiful, godly pie in the middle. Min Yoongi mustāve placed it there to mock you on purpose. That fucker would.
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But you arenāt swayed and you grab the jars of peanut butter and strawberry jam as well as the stale bread. You place the ingredients on the counter to slap a sandwich together.
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In the meanwhile, Aeri lingers on the other side of the island. āHow was your day?ā she asks.
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āGood,ā you answer and donāt beat around the bushā āSo youāre dating Jung?ā
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She coughs, sputters, caught off guard by your question. āWellā¦..I-I donāt know.ā You loll your head to the side, giving her a look, and the blush on her cheeks deepen in hue. āMaybe? I donāt knowā¦..itās...kind of my first timeā¦.ā
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āBeing in a relationship? Yeah, I get it.ā You smile reminiscently. Even if youāve lost a comrade to the curse called love, you canāt feel bitter about it. You know what itās like ā the excitement, butterflies, nervousness, how every touch got your heart racing into what you thought would put you into cardiac arrest. The innocence of a first love can never be repeated. āDo you like him?ā
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āY-Yeah. I think so.ā Aeri struggles to explain how she feels and makes wild gestures without realizing. āEvery time I see him and every time heās goneā¦.I...Iā¦.ā
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āYou miss him.ā
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The girl in the sweater nods and tugs on her sleeves self-consciously. āSometimes I get really anxious that Iām doing something wrong and other times Iām so happy.ā
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āYeah, thatās how it goes. Loveās a crazy thing, huh?ā You spread the peanut butter on one side of the bread. āFucks with your brain real bad.ā
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āIt does,ā Aeri agrees sheepishly. āAnd I donāt like being out of control with my feelings, but I thinkā¦.itās worth it.ā
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āIām jealous.ā The words come out before you can stop it, but then you reel back and you laugh it off, slapping both halves of your sandwich together. āNot really. Iām kidding. Anyway, take it slow and youāll be fine. Hoseokās a good guy. You have nothing to worry about.ā
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āYeah, I know.ā She grins, rocking back from her heel to her toes, beaming with joy.
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āAnd if he ever hurts you, tell me.ā You slam the butter knife you have in hand onto the counter and it makes her jolt in surprise. āIāll kill him.ā
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Giggles bubble out of Aeri's throat. They diminish as you finish making your sandwich, tossing your tools into the sink. But she doesnāt easily let go of the slight envy you had accidentally expressed. āYouāre doing okay, right, Y/N?ā
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āThings couldnāt be better,ā you assure with a grin.
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Except thatās a lie too.
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The both of you arrive back to the living room and your ears perk, catching wind of a husky voice, āāpie is good enough to win the competition, guaranteed, so thatās why we signed up.ā
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If there was one thing in your life that could be better, it would be Min Yoongi and Kim Taehyungās humbleness or rather, lack thereof.Ā
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āAre you still talking about your pie, Yoongi?ā You scoff, flopping down to the couch, and eyeing him with a cocked brow. Aeri slides back beside Hoseok in the meanwhile and the dark-haired man is visibly happy to have her return to his side, arm coming to drape the back of the couch again. āYou have no other accomplishments to rave about?ā
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āAt least I have one.ā
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āIt wasnāt even that good,ā you tell the rest of them just for the record.
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But Yoongi audibly scoffs. āReally? Because it looked like Kook here was about to start crying.ā
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āJungkook always looks like heās about to cry when heās put on the spot.ā
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Your kitchen partner turns his head away from the screen towards you. āExcuse me?ā
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āJust admit it,ā Taehyung eggs you on to further irritate you. āOur lemon meringue pie was the best thing youāve ever tasted and that weāre going to crush the other teams.ā
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āAfter we pick up that five hundred dollar prize, I might as well retire.ā Yoongi stretches out his muscles with a small smirk. āI finally found the product I can sell for the rest of my life.ā
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āGordon Ramsay would probably put it on his menu to serve,ā Taehyung says to his partner who shrugs nonchalantly.Ā
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āI wouldnāt be surprised.ā
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You whirl your head to the other people in the room to see if theyāre hearing this like you are.
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Both Jimin and Aeri are sheepish and shrug at you, not knowing what to say. Hoseok grins, enjoying the back and forth. But you know that look on Jungkookās face, the expression he exchanges with you. The two of you are pissed off at their cockiness.
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Hoseok notices and decides to throw gasoline into the fire. āWas it really that good?ā
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āYou can try it if you want. Itās still in the fridge.ā The corner of Yoongiās lips curl. āBut itās better than Y/N and Jungkookās, thatās for sure.ā
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āA lot better than theirs,ā Taehyung says in a matter of fact way. āTheirs was sad, the filing and crust soggy. The meringue was weeping too. What a shame.ā
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āCanāt blame them,ā Yoongi adds as he leans back into the couch, spreading his thighs like he owns the damn place. Which he does. But thatās not the point. āLemon meringue is hard to make. Only the best. Excellent. Competent. Most talented can bake it.ā
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āThatās right,ā Taehyung agrees.
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A muscle in your cheek twitches. Your jaw clamps.
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Thatās enough for you to snap. āJungkook and I are competing too.ā
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Your partner looks away from the game and quirks a brow. āWe are?ā
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āYeah.ā Your eyes flicker from him back to the grinning duo. āSo weāll see who the best really is.ā
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It hindsight, it was a bad, bad decision made on impulse.
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The baking competition was taking place on a Sunday at school with four teams already signed up, including Taehyung and Yoongi. The competition itself isnāt too shabby, especially considering that the five hundred dollar prize is a great incentive.Ā
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The problem is you and Jungkook havenāt prepared anything whatsoever. And itās a problem that explains why most students donāt do bake-offs ā sometimes itās more effort than itās worth.
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The pair of you havenāt decided anything. You both havenāt practiced.Ā
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āAre you sure this is a good idea?ā Jungkook asks, standing in front of the bulletin board with all the details of said competition happening within the next few days.
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āCome on, Jeon!ā You try to ignore your own doubts by firing him up, plopping a hand on his shoulder. āWe have our pride and our dignity on the line.ā
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āIāve never had too much dignity to begin with,ā he mutters.
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āAre you really going to let Yoongi and Taehyung tell you that theyāre more competent than you?ā
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Jeon Jungkook scoffs, his competitiveness being poked at. āYoongi canāt pipe for shit and the only thing Taehyung can bake is bread.ā
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āExactly.ā
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He nods and together, the two of you sign your names on the sheet, bracing for whatever is to come.
The day of the competition arrives sooner than expected.
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Youāve gathered at an open kitchen with all your friends watching on the risers at the sidelines, and two of those most annoying idiots are at the counter beside you. There are ninety minutes on the clock and three teachers you know seated at the front with bright smiles. Mrs. Pham is nodding her head, Mr. Chu looking around while Miss. Kang coming forward with a microphone.
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Something that should be a friendly contest has you, Jungkook, Taehyung, and Yoongi oozing an intense competitiveness that has the other three teams scared.
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āAlright folks, when the timer begins, you can begin and get whatever ingredients you need from the pantry. Remember, you will be judged on taste, presentation and creativity equally! Try your hardest and have good sportsmanship!ā
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āReady?ā You lean in to whisper to Jungkook, eyes meeting his and he nods sternly.
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āIs everyone ready?ā Miss Kang lifts her arm and on three counts, grins. āGo!ā
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The timer begins and Jungkook books it to the pantry with Taehyung is hot on his tail.
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In the meanwhile, you preheat the oven to four hundred degrees fahrenheit and grease two baking sheets that are already at your counter. Jungkook ends up coming back sweaty but with a basket of things you need and doesnāt seem to be missing anything.
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āNice.ā
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āCourse, I have it all up here.ā He mischievously taps his temple, making you lightly scoff.
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āHand me theāā
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Before you can finish your sentence, Jungkook slides the butter across the countertop and you catch it.Ā
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āI got you.ā The boy in the white apron winks, making you roll your eyes.
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You combine one cup of butter and two cups of water in a large saucepan, putting it over medium heat. At the same time, Jungkook works in sync with you and gets two cups of flour prepared with a half teaspoon of salt.
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Right when the butter finishes melting, you remove it from the heat and whisk in the flour and salt. He puts the egg carton beside you and begins to chop the semi-sweet chocolate he had gotten from the pantry.
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Beside you, Yoongi and Taehyung have fallen into a rhythm as well. They shout calmly at one another, as calm as shouting can be. You know theyāre not to be underestimated, but itās comforting to know that you donāt need to win ā you just need to beat Yoongi and Taehyung.
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Miss. Kang approaches the pair of them. āWhat are you two doing here? Ooh, Yoongi, looks like youāre making pie crust and Taehyung youāre making working on some filing?ā
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āItās lemon meringue pie,ā Taehyung says with a grin, flickering his eyes up.
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The teacher is genuinely impressed. āA classic, but one with great difficulty to master. Iām excited to taste it. Are you nervous at all?ā
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āNot really,ā he responds. āOur pie is the best.ā
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āI am loving that confidence, you two. Keep it up!ā
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She continues around and as youāre working, you hear the team behind you are making rhubarb cherry pie. Another team is working on mocha truffle cheesecake and the last, a duo diagonal to you, is baking blueberry bread pudding.
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It seems like everyone has a solid plan, but you donāt dwell or pay too much mind. You focus on beating the eggs into the mixture one at a time until the batter is smooth.
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āWhat a lovely sight to see, Jungkook and Y/N!ā Miss. Kang is ecstatic to see the two of you working together. Especially when she was the one who paired you both to the internship happening in two months while being completely aware of the bitter feud that was going on back then. āAnd what are you two making today on this beautiful afternoon?ā
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āWeāre making croquembouche,ā Jungkook says with a smile as he finishes chopping his chocolate. His announcement seems to get the attention of the other contestants, Yoongi and Taehyung whipping up their heads to look as well.
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The teacher is taken aback. āAnd youāre making that in an hour and a half?ā
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āThatās the plan.ā Jungkook grins with that bunny smile of his, channeling that Jeon charm of that almost has you rolling your eyes yet again.
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āIt will be very impressive if you two can pull it off. Well, good luck!ā
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Miss. Kang walks another round before waltzing back to where Mrs. Pham and Mr. Chu are waiting. She must murmur something to them because their eyes suddenly widen and they look over at your station.
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Jungkook works on spooning the choux dough into twenty four small rounds on each baking sheet and once itās in the oven, the timer sets for half an hour.Ā
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āItās in.ā
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āGood.ā
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Quickly, you wash the raspberries and leave them to dry before preparing the caramel mixture. You pour the sugar into a saucepan and then add two thirds cup of water, allowing sugar to boil and you move to prepare the ice water.Ā
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Jungkook, on the other hand, heats the one cup of heavy whipping cream until it shimmers and pours chocolate over it. He stirs until itās all melted and lets it sit to return to room temperature after sprinkling in coarse sea salt.
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Once the choux is golden brown, itās out of the oven and both you and Jungkook work side by side to pipe the ganache into the choux.
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āTwenty minutes left everyone!ā Mrs. Pham announces.
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āIāll grab the caramel,ā Jungkook says and you nod, going to get the serving plate.
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The both of you work fast. You dip the choux into the caramel and leave it on the tray for Jungkook to begin assembly. But in the midst of working, he notices your hands beginning to shake.
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āHey, Y/N.ā He calls you softly and your eyes flicker up. āItās going to be okay. Weāre doing well.ā
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You nod. Itās calming to have his reassurance and you finish dipping all forty eight in while Jungkook forms them into a cone shape, towering up to your eyes. You bring over the caramel, the consistency that of syrup, and you lightly drizzle around the choux pastry puffs. The thin threads of caramel wrap around the dessert, gold and glistening in the light.
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Jungkookās brows furrow, placing the raspberries between them in the last few remaining seconds.
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āHere.ā You help him.
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āTenā¦.nineā¦.eightā¦.sevenā¦.sixā¦.ā Mr. Chu is counting down, watching the timer go off. Then it rings. āAlright folks, step away from your plates, please!ā
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It looks like all the teams have finished on time, and the scent of baking surrounds your senses ā breads, chocolates, and cooked sugar. The air is sweet.
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You look over and Yoongi and Taehyung are grinning. Their perfect lemon meringue pie is on their counter, exactly replicated from last time. But your eyes move back at your own dish, and you find pride blooming in your chest. The french dessert stands tall, choux pastry puffs piled into a cone shape and bound with threads of caramel wrapped around it.Ā
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On the sidelines, Jimin, Aeri and Hoseok are cheering, and while youāre not sure if itās for the other team or your own, you like to think both of you deserve it.
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āI think we did pretty well, if I do say so myself.ā Jungkook gives you a cheeky smile, getting you to high five him.
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You giggle after your hands slap together. āI think so too. Ours has the best presentation thatās for sure. Itās only about taste now.ā
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āIām sure weāll be fine. Well...I donāt know about your pastry, but my ganache filling isā¦ā He does a chefās kiss, gathering his fingertips together to kiss against them and then opening up his hand.
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You scoff. āPlease, Jeon. If thereās any issue, itās going to be the caramel or the ganache. My pastry is perfect. I would know. My specialty is going to be in pastries.ā
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Jungkook grins, expression all too playful. āOkay, weāll see then.ā
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The three judges go around, giving a taste to all the dishes and giving compliments. As expected, their eyes bulge at Yoongi and Taehyungās pie, and Taehyung seems to charm them too. All of them laugh, openly wondering if they somehow cheated and slipped in a pie from a gourmet bakery.
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āVery fluffy and crisp. Absolutely delicious.ā
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Mr. Chu bobs his head in approval. āIām not much of a pie person myself, but very well done.ā
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āThank you.ā Yoongi offers a modest smile.
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They move on, having nice things to say about everyone with few criticisms. And when they come over to you two, theyāre smiling and all the contestants pay close attention. āNow to the dessert of the hour.ā
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āItās incredible that the pair of you managed to make croquembouche in an hour and a half. It can take some up to four hours, so Iām very impressed over your ambition,ā Miss. Kang admits, āThere was a point I thought you werenāt going to make it. But you worked hard and finished it off, so well done.ā
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āA very tedious and painstaking dessert to make,ā Mrs. Pham notes. āBut you both work well together if you can pull off something like this under such strict time conditions.ā
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āExceptional teamwork,ā Mr. Chu agrees.Ā
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They each take a choux from the top onto their plates with raspberries, and a bit of caramel. When they bite into the pastry, they quirk their brows in surprise. āIt isnāt pastry cream?ā Miss. Kang chews thoughtfully. āItās salted ganache.ā
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āJungkook works well with chocolate and I work well with pastries so we decided to combine both our skills and put a twist to the usual croquembouche,ā you explain.
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āVery creative!ā
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āThe salted ganache is also bittersweet and the choux is very crisp,ā Mr. Chu says as he swallows. āTypically the choux has to be chilled in the fridge, but in spite of skipping that step, I cannot taste the difference. The raspberry is a good touch as well and not just for presentation.ā
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Mrs. Pham nods at him. āItās crunchy and has a good bitter note to lessen the sweetness of the caramel. Itās perfect.ā
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āWell done, you two!ā Miss. Kang grabs for another. Once they finish up, they take a step back. āWeāll take ten minutes to decide the final results!ā
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After the announcement is made, they return to their places at the front as Yoongi and Taehyung slink over.
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āIāll admitā¦ā Yoongi ganders at your tower of pastries. āThis is pretty damn extra.ā
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āWe take challenges seriously,ā you chime with a grin and he smirks.
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āCan I have one?ā Taehyung asks, fingers itching, eyes glimmering. āThey made it sound so good.ā
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āSure.ā But you stop him before he can grab one. āOn one condition. I get a slice of your pie.ā
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āDeal.ā
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āSo you admit it.ā Yoongi cocks his brow, smiling. āOur pie is delicious.āĀ
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āI never said it tasted bad.ā You mischievously shrug.
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āI want a slice too,ā Jungkook says as he leans over. āOr two.ā
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Yoongi takes a choux off of your tower and grins. āFine by me.ā
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While Taehyung moans about how good your croquembouche tastes, the other contestants come swarming over, curious and wanting one as well. Jimin shouts from the sidelines to save him one and Jungkook hands them out. In the meanwhile, you go over with Yoongi to claim a slice of the meringue pie and get Jungkookās before itās all gone too.
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āThink youāre gonna win?ā
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Yoongi shrugs, surprisingly not as arrogant as before. āMaybe. Weāll see.ā
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You lightly scoff at him. āWhere did that confidence go?ā
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But the dark-haired man merely shrugs. He cuts you a piece and you donāt hesitate to dig in. Yoongi smiles when he sees you openly enjoying the pie without restraint and then his eyes travel across the room to where Jungkook is still happily handing out the pastries. āSo this is what the dream team can cook up, huh?ā
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āDream team?ā You frown.
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āYeah. You and Kook,ā he says it like itās obvious. āYou two are the ultimate pair. What? Youāve never heard people say that before?ā
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āPeople? Who?ā
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His shoulders bounce nonchalantly. āClassmates. Teachers. Iāve heard it a few times and itās true. You make up for what the other person lacks and you work well together. It was easier to deal with when the two of you still hated one another, but now that the top two kids can work with each other, it sucks for the rest of us.ā
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You burst out laughing. āYou just have a lot to catch up on, Min. Donāt fall behind on me and Jeon.ā
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āKind of hard not to when youāre both maniacs.ā
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Jungkook comes barrelling over for his piece of pie before you can eat it.
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You also try other contestantsā desserts before the judges return, making you all scramble back to your stations.
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āThe results are in!ā Miss Kang announces with a bright smile. āEveryone did exceptionally well today and it was difficult to come to a decision, but thereās a team in here today that was just exceptional and demonstrated that itās possible to push the limits on taste, creativity, and presentation!ā
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You look over to Jungkook and he grabs your hand, bracing for it. āPlease give a round of applause to our winnersāā
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Suddenly youāre being picked up.
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Jungkook has his arms wrapped around you and lifts you off your feet, swinging you around. After a second, he sets you down onto your feet again, but youāre bewildered. There are claps from the few in the audience, the contestants and teachers applauding and all staring at you and Jungkook.Ā
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Aeri, Hoseok, and Jimin are on the stands cheering loudly. Yoongi is smiling while nodding in approval. Taehyung is grinning. And Jungkook places his palms to your cheeks. Your mouth forms into fish lips, face squished together, and he makes you look at him. Your dazed eyes meet his.
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āWe won!ā
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āWeā¦.won?ā You blink. His doe eyes are glimmering like there are stars captured in his dark irises. Jungkookās pretty ā you never really thought about that before. āWe. won. We won?!ā
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You canāt believe it. But after some words of congratulations, it sinks in.
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āWe won, you freaking idiot!ā You jump on your feet and hug Jungkook again. He smells like chocolate and sugar, his apron dirty against yours, but you donāt particularly care. Not in this moment. āYouāre not such an idiot, after all!ā
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Jungkook laughs, boyish features scrunched up. You smile at him.
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Maybe Yoongiās right. No. You know he is ā you and Jungkook are the ultimate duo. Like two socks that make a pair, like two magnets that attach, like dumb and dumber. And you wouldnāt have it any other way.
āHey, Jungkook!ā Baekhyun approaches him in between their class break, and they fist bump each other. āI heard you won that competition with Y/N. Congrats, man.ā
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āThanks.ā
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āHowās it going by the way? Havenāt seen you in a while.ā The two of them are not necessarily close, but they became friends in last semesterās sanitation and safety class where they both died of boredom together.
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āAs great as it can be with exam season coming up.ā
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āYeah, itās tough.ā Baekhyun sympathizes with a sigh. āBusiness communications is destroying me. Like I need to get at least a ninety on the finals to pass the course.ā
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Jungkook sharply inhales. āThatās rough, dude.ā
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āBut hey, after this then itās just our internships. Thatās the only thing getting me through it. That and my girlfriend. Oh yeah, you were going to do wedding cakes, right? How do you feel about it?ā
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āIām still not sure,ā Jungkook admits and then without thinking much, says, āThe only thing getting me through it is being able to hang with Y/N.ā
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He hasn't seen you since the competition which was two days ago, but itās still a long time. Especially when heās used to you plopping down beside him during breakfast, lunch or dinner ā when heās used to you banging your fist on his dorm room ā when he gets texts with you whining about period cramps ā when you come from nowhere and pester him till the end of the world.
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Jungkookās still buzzing over the victory, but itās been tough days one after another. The only thing that gets him through it is finally being able to see you and spend some time with you.Ā
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These days Jungkook prefers being with you anyway as opposed to hanging out with Yoongi, Taehyung, Jimin, and Hoseok. Theyāre noisy and always worsen his headache. Sure you like to purposely egg him on and tease him, but your company is still peaceful and worthwhile. Most of the time.
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āSo you two are finally dating?ā
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āWhat? No. No, we arenāt.ā Jungkook laughs it off. Itās an odd idea that still sends shivers down his spine.
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āOh, okay, my bad.ā Baekhyun smiles. āItās just that I see you both hanging around together a lot and Iāve heard you talk about her a lot too.ā
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āYeah, weāre friends.ā
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āSo youād be okay with it if she dated someone else?ā he suddenly asks.
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āUhā¦ā Jungkookās caught off guard, mouth opening before closing like a fish out of water. āI guess?ā
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āYou guess?ā He pauses. Jungkook flashes him an odd look and Baekhyun laughs loudly, lifting his hands and backing off. āSorry, I donāt mean to intrude or be annoying. It just reminded me of before my girlfriend and I got together.āĀ
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āIt was kind of hard to tell where the line of friendship and romance was and then one day I realized that friends donāt really miss each other in the way that partners do. Like when you miss them when itās only been a short period of time, like a day or two. But anyway,ā Baekhyun sing-songs, āI shouldnāt stick my nose into anywhere it belongs. I know I tend to do that and Jessica always yells at me for being rude. Oh shoot. I should get going now before Iām late. See you around?ā
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āY-Yeahā¦.See you.ā
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Baekhyun smiles and walks away, not knowing the bomb he just dropped.Ā
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Jungkookās brows furrow and he begins to dangerously wonder.Ā
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He wonders if heās supposed to miss you like this when itās only been two full days. If heās supposed to come to you every time something goes wrong. If heās supposed to think of you every time thereās good news. If heās supposed to think of you this much.
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Friends arenāt supposed to think about each other like this.
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Episode 5: The Mile High Job
WHY IS THIS EPISODE 8
FUCK THE NETWORK IāM VERY TIRED
So weāre starting on a client testimony. Which is sad because I kind of like the context establishing scenes
Sophie being French is hilarious
Iām not saying Hardison shouldnāt be able to take off when he needs to. I am saying that MAYBE THEY SHOULD PLAN HEISTS FOR DAYS WHEN THEY ARE A MEMBER SHORT?
Also, why does Hardison not put his food on a plate before he puts it in the microwave. That spinning plate does not get washed nearly enough for that to be sanitary
OK wait did Hardison just flake out? THEN WHY DID THEY NOT POSTPONE?
THEY SHOULD HAVE PLANNED THIS MUCH BETTER
I love Parker being magic and teleporting
The security guards always seem like idiots and tbh, working where I work with the security guards being who they are, I feel like itās all bullshit and a disservice to security guards.
I love the Doctor WHo references. TOM AND SARAH JANE BAKER YES MAāAM
But also did no one make a Doctor Who comment? Like really. I know Tom Baker is probably a common name but I really want to know what happens when they get a whovian checking their IDs
THe poor flight attendant. That sucks. Can you imagine getting a COMPLETELY fake call that your cat might be put down? Iām sorry, I canāt. Completely innocent people get screwed by them sometimes and I feel bad
Eliot remembers everyone heās slept with I love him.
THIS POOR FLIGHT ATTENDANT? WHat happens when she comes back and everyone is side eyeing her and being bitchy?
I hate the trope of girlfriends or love interests being overly sensitive about people remembering tiny details. Especially when they arenāt actually together. Especially when it happened years ago. Especially when they hold it against them for the whole episode.
SOME PEOPLE HAVE TERRIBLE MEMORIES OK
Also, this is Nate. Itās a shock he has any brain cells left with how drunk he is 99% of the time. Get OVER yourself Sophie.
PLACE YOUR MASK OVER YOUR MOUTH AND NOSE ok Leverage predicting the futureā¦
Parker being a terrible flight attendant is hilarious
Did I like her in this episode? I think I liked her in this episode
Eliot suffering through economy I canāt
I feel bad for the woman, but likeā¦ stop pushing? I know sheās nervous but the flight attendant is trying to do her job. I mean, itās Parker, but in any normal situationā¦
Hardison pulls the same āYouāre such a racistā bit every time he gets in a sticky situation, and it always works? Can you imagine if he tried to pull that on an actual racist?
Do planes have bars like that? Iāve been on plenty of planes and iāve never seen a bar like that
Im never in first class though so whatever
OKAY GUYS THE IN-FLIGHT MOVIE IS ONE OF THE LIBRARIANS MOVIES
Which means noah wyle exists in the leverage universe.
HOW IS THAT GOING TO WORK WITH THE REBOOT THOUGH?
Unless they justā¦ expected no one to notice? To be fair, itās not like they focused on it
They probably just needed a movie they could use without securing rights first or running into copyright issues
But stillā¦ paradoxes
Eliot just going through a bunch of random people's bagsā¦
HE AND PARKER MOVING AROUND EACH OTHER SO COMFORTABLY THOUGH
THIS IS SEASON ONE WHY ARE THEY SO GOOD TOGETHER ALREADY
I LOVE THEM GUYS
Parker. Thatās not reassuring Parker. Parker thatās just terrifying. WHY WOULD YOU SAY SOMETHING LIKE THAT PARKER?? pARKER?? iāM CONCERNED PARKER!
I really hate Sophie getting mad at nate for this shit. Itās not funny. Itās not cute. It just makes Sophie seem unreasonable and bitchy
OK BUT Hardison and the woman bonding IMMEDIATELY over nerdy gaming is so great
Also i like that they made the other nerd a woman is great
OK but he is not talking nearly silently enough for the ONLY other person in the room to just stop listening to him?
Could you imagine the person you were talking to randomly stops talking, looks upset, and then sticks his head in the cabinet? And starts muttering to himself?
LIKE EITHER HE CANāT TELL REALITY FROM FANTASY OR HES A SPY
WHY ARE YOU NOT SUSPICIOUS??
He really does pull this shit off really well.
The amount of men in that conference room is oppressive and very realistic ina very sad way
Parker must be in a thiefās paradise
OKAY I REMEMBER NOW AND I DID LIKE PARKER IN THIS EPISODE
āNobody tells me anythingā
THATāS SUCH A MOOD
Literally the job Iām working in right now is exactly like that
My job is literally to know things and help people and provide them with the information they need
AND STILL IāM ONE OF THE LAST TO FIND THINGS OUT
ITāS VERY FRUSTRATING OK
WHy can I not remember why theyāre going after genegrow? Someone died I think? But i cannot remember
āThe guy in 1D wants to kill you. Ginger Ale?ā
Why is it that all i can think about right now is harry styles and niall horan
I mean I KNOW why but likeā¦ why
I LOVE them but why?
WHAT IS THIS OFFICE WOMANāS NAME I LOVE HER
How does no one question Hardison showing up out of nowhere though?
Im just sayingā¦ supposedly itās āDaveāsā birthday, and they think they should have already known about it? He just started that job on that day?
Unless heās pretending to have been there forever but even thenā¦
This makes no sense? Iām so confused?
Eliot beating a guy up in an airport bathroom is fantastic
But also you canāt fit one person in a airport bathroom, let alone two
THe view from the top is much smaller than the shots from the side
Parker: the guy we just took out? Eliot: -_- Parker: The guy Eliot just took out?
Sophie always seems so shocked by the inhumanity of some of these people they interact with. Nateās like āYeah, people are awfulā and Eliotās like āI see worse all the timeā and Parkerās like āIs this meant to be weird or something?ā but Sophieās like āWHAt? Someone wants people DEAD? And might KILL US IN THE PROCESS?ā
Is the art theft world just not so violent?
Even hardison doesnāt seem shocked, just upset and offended. Sophieās always like OoO though and it gets weird?
Now both Eliot AND Nate are fitting in the bathroom? With an already unconscious guy? IāVE BEEN IN AIRPLANE BATHROOMS. THEY ARENāT BIG ENOUGH FOR THAT.
Unless iām just fat. Which is an option.
Why do people have random wires in their luggage? Who travels with a giant bundle of wires in their luggage?
Oh look. The red head was right. There is a tailwind
OK But THE OXYGEN MASKS CAME DOWN AND NO ONE IS TRYING TO PUT ONE ON?
I know theyāre panicking but still
Nate really does just throw things at hardison and then Hardison goes like WHAT I CANāT DO THIS and then he does it.
HOW is Hardison THAT talented itās ridiculous
WE all talk about Eliot being hyper-competent in everything when Hardison is literally right there
Not to say that eliot doesnāt deserve attention because he does and I love him
I LOVE ELIOT OKAY
Iām just saying Hardison deserves more credit
HOW DID THEY NOT HIT ANY CARS WHEN THEY WERE LANDING? THERE ARE CARS RIGHT THERE? ANd then thereās suddenly no cars in font of them when they land ? Itās all deserted?
HARDISON IS SO GOOD THOUGH
How did they set up a party for āDaveā so quickly?
WHY DOES NO ONE LOOK TO SEE WHO DAVE WAS YELLING AT?
Everyone is so done with Hardison and honestly? Fair. He mightāve saved them, but he also screwed them over earlier. It came in handy, but still.
I really could not give less of a shit about the Nate Sophie storyline in this episode. In most of season one really. Itās all shitty and annoying
FINAL THOUGHTS: 8/10. Points off for people not acting like people. Points off for the shitty Sophie/Nate stuff. Extra points for Eliot being Eliot. (There will always be extra points for Eliot being Eliot). Extra points for Hardisonās badassery. Extra points because I liked Parker in this episode. Extra points for nerd girl. You go nerd girl. Points off because I literally remember nothing about this episode except for Hardison being awesome, the office scenes, and the fact that there was a plane crash. Why were they on the plane? No idea. Canāt remember.
Sam count: 3/5
IYS count: 2/5 (Am I remembering this wrong? I felt like there were more? Then again, Iām only 5 episodes in)
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Soulmate AU Prompts
Dialogue Prompts
1) "I refuse to believe this creature is my soulmate." "You better believe it, baby, I'm your soulmate and I'm the only one you're getting."
2) "I've met my soulmate and they are disgusting and foul and the most annoying person on the planet." "Yes, but they were chosen for you for a reason."
3) "Where's your mark at?" "Inside of my thigh." "Can I see it?" "If you'd like to hear from my fucking lawyer later then sure."
4) "Oh my god they're so stupid." "Hey, their soulmark kind of looks like yours." "Oh fuck."
5) "I don't believe in soulmates." "That's because you don't have one." "I have one, I have a mark." "Sorry, you're right, you have one. You just don't believe in them because you're upset they aren't around here."
6) "If when they get their soulmark it matches mine I will jump off this bridge." "Oh! Looks like you're gonna have to jump! Looks like you're going to have to do it!" "Shut the fuck up, C."
7) "You're a werewolf!" "But I'm still your soulmate." "Oh my god, am I a furry?" "Hey, fuck you!"
8) "Should we kiss? To see if we're soulmates?" "If you kiss me I'll kill you."
9) "What if we're soulmates, you don't even want to try and see?" "No."
10) "We're soulmates." "I don't believe in that shit." "I thought you liked me." "Well, then, I guess you thought wrong."
11) "Hey, I like your drawing. This looks like my soulmark I have on my hip." "This mark?" "Yeah." "This is on your hip?" "Yeah, why?" "Holy shit."
12) "What's your mark say? What are your soulmates first words to you?" "'Can you move out of my way, I'm trying to find my girlfriend/boyfriend.'" "Oh shit." "Yeah, I know."
13) "What are the first words your soulmate is going to say to you?" "'Damn, your ass looks good in those jeans tonight, bit--oh shit, oh my god I'm so sorry, I thought you were my friend Person A.'" "That's what yours says!? I can't even begin to imagine what theirs says."
14) "I'd take a bullet for you." "No you wouldn't." "No, I wouldn't. But I want to want to take a bullet for you." "Sometimes I think you'd make a better soulmate than whoever my soulmate is."
15) "Holy shit you're hot." "You're my soulmate?" "Okay, well, the way it's written on my wrist never sounded like that in my head. I figured the way you'd say it would be like āDamn! You're my soulmate?ā Like you were lucky I looked so good." "Oh no..." "Wha--Oh no? What do you mean oh no? I'm a catch. This is my friend Person A, they can tell you what a catch I am. Tell them." "I'm supposed to be getting married today!" "Ooh, yeah, okay, now I can see why you're upset. For a second I was rapidly losing confidence."
16) "You're my soulmate? No. No fucking way. I'm not living my life with this nightmare of a person." "Nightmare? I am not a nightmare. I am a goddamn dream. I'm pleasant to be around! I'm a national fucking treasure and Nick Cage wishes he could steal me!"
17) "Okay so don't be mad." "I'm already livid, please continue." "I may or may not have got in the wrong line to get my soulmark and accidentally mixed up my place and got the same mark as you." "Oh my god, are you kidding me?" "Look, I'm not pleased either. I'm not good at being on time, alright?" "The one time I decide to work with you you decide to ruin my life forever." "I'm not even the worst soulmate you could have. You could have gotten stuck with a murderer! Hmm? That would have been fun." "But my misery wouldn't be continuing like this if I'd gotten stuck with a murderer."
18) "You think I asked to be your soulmate? You think I asked to listen to you bitch and complain about every little fucking detail of everything? I wish I'd had my mark removed and my memory wiped because you are the worst soulmate in the history of soulmates." "If you don't want the mark then we'll just get them removed and we can forget about these arguments. We can forget about each other."
19) "Why didn't you tell me you were my soulmate?" "And get in the way of you and Person A? No way. You look at them like they're your whole world, you don't look at me like that. Just because we're soulmates doesn't mean you have to love me." "So you don't love me?" "I never said that."
20) "I don't care if A has my soulmark. You're my soulmate. You've always been my soulmate."
Regular Prompts
1) A comes from a wealthy family while B doesn't. B's excited that A is their soulmate but A is annoyed and offers the get the marks removed and pay B a large sum of money for the removal treatments and to keep B as far away from them as possible.
2) A's always been excited to meet their soulmate and can't wait to meet them. B's never believed in soulmates. When they meet A is excited and tells them they've always wanted to meet them and that they're excited to finally start a life with someone. B immediately lets A know they're not interested and don't care about the whole soulmate thing. A decides to spend their time convincing B that soulmates are a good thing and that they're perfect for one another. B tells them they'll spend a month with them but if they don't feel anything by the end of it A has to go with them to get it removed.
3) A's parents keep A isolated from the world for most of their life until it's time to meet their soulmate. They expect a to move in with and marry their soulmate within the first six months of meeting them because that's how things go. But when they meet their soulmate and their mark is activated their soulmate, person B, is already seeing someone born without a mark. When A explains that they're their soulmate B gets an apartment with them but refuses to break things off with Person C. A stays in their room for the most part while B comes and goes. A tries to win B's heart by cooking and eating dinner with them, but B insists they only moved in with them because they would have been arrested if they didn't. B tells them to give up but A insists they don't give up and that they're going to make B fall for them.
4) A goes to a marking ceremony where they stamp you with the marks based on compatibility, but when A and B get their position in line mixed up they end up getting marked as each other's soulmate. They don't get along at all and decide to ask the court if they can fix it. They tell them there's a removal process but that it takes months and cash. The two work hard and try to come up with ways to get money so they can afford it and when they get half the amount they need they realize they work well together. They laugh about it and decide to just try kissing as a joke or something. But when they kiss it's intense and they laugh it off until one's bold enough to ask if the other wants to do it again. When they do the two end up having incredible sex and decide maybe they should put off the removal process for a while so they can earn more money for important things they want and go to their friends weddings and things. But they just keep going to things and agreeing to go to places together that the thought of removal just disappears from their minds. (Bonus if it ends with their wedding.)
5) A is a super villain and B is a superhero. They meet in their normal identities and hit it off really well but keep making excuses to leave and save people or do bad things. They fight all the time but are never too badly injured for the other to notice. It's only when B is knocked unconscious by something that A unmasks them and panics, quickly making sure they'll be fine and set them on a roof so no one can find them but they're able to get up and go whenever they recover. A pretends not to know anything but B is curious as to why their rival hasn't shown their face in a while. They use their villain persona to invite B to a private meeting and tell them that they want to reveal themselves to them. B is confused but ready to take them in to the police. But when A reveals themselves to be their soulmate things get complicated.
6) A and B are from two different kingdoms and ice kingdom and a fire kingdom. When people are born with a soulmark from the opposite kingdom they are normally killed or their family hides the mark for them so no one can tell. A is the prince/princess of the ice kingdom and B is the prince/princess of the fire kingdom. When they're born with opposite marks their parents keep their marks hidden. When the two kings meet to keep peace and not start a war A and B join their meal and when they lock eyes they find themselves drawn to one another. When they excuse themselves to do something they reveal their marks to one another and touch hands, realizing they're unable to hurt one another. They agree to meet at the gate and have long chats about leaving home to be alone somewhere else. But when they leave the two kingdoms go to war and they know if they don't return people will die. When they return they do so holding hands, exposing their marks and revealing that they love one another. Their parents are shocked but don't know how to proceed.
7) A is an incredibly famous actress/actor who normally hides their mark to keep people from seeing it, but when it's leaked in a movie trailer by accident everyone desperately wants to have it. B is a baker who is trying to come up with more ideas for baked goods. When A comes in and sees B's mark they're annoyed and act rude thinking they're a fan who got the mark tattooed like many others have. B finds A incredibly obnoxious and explains they have no idea who they are but politely asks them to leave if they're going to be rude. A keeps coming back and trying new items while asking about B's soulmate. B claims that their soulmate is away, which A can tell is a lie. They end up growing closer and A invites B out to a movie premiere which B finds incredibly flashy but they agree because they do want to hang out with A. When it gets to the scene in the movie where A's soulmark is revealed they look over to see if B noticed but finds them asleep on their shoulder from baking all night to come up with another recipe. A is frustrated and decides to just come out to B and say it, surprising them.
8) (This one's long so I'll shorten it here by saying it's an AU where soulmate marks only form whenever soulmates kiss for the first time.) A is an incredibly famous musician who's known for being someone who is extremely money, sex, drugs, whatever. Person B is a model or an actor/actress who's famous but also known for being incredibly professional, doesn't drink or do drugs and is typically described as a buzzkill. When they're forced to work together for A's music video they're both annoyed. Person A finds B to be uptight and high maintenance and Person B finds A to be childish and annoying. A thinks the song is good while B makes an offhand comment that their songs aren't as good as they used to be. This upsets A and they leave the shoot telling everyone it's cancelled while B's boss tells them to fix it. They go to A's place to fix it but find A high out of their mind and insisting that B stay and that they can't call the hospital. B agrees and they listen to A go on about how B was right and that they worked on new songs and they have a moment but when A goes to kiss them B insists it isn't a good idea. When A comes down they remember everything and the two don't see each other for a while. But when they meet again to make the music video they find they have to kiss in a bathtub or something. When they kiss for the first time their soulmate marks form on their necks for the first time on camera and the music video ends with them pulling from each other and looking into each other's eyes as they realize they're soulmates.
9) A's a cam boy/cam girl that never shows their face while B constantly gets off too when they're alone. A and B form a kind of friendship. A's admits to never being really sold on the whole soulmate thing and doesn't really believe in it. B admits they do believe in soulmates but they've never met anyone with a mark that even looks remotely similar to theirs. A and B eventually start texting and talk about meeting up but never really end up doing it due to being too busy. When B tells them they just got a bonus and tell them they'll give the whole thing to see their face A tells them they like them and they'll do it for free if they send one back. They exchange nudes and B notices their soulmark on the back of A's neck. They immediately tell A they don't care how busy they are to meet them in person. A thinks it's just gonna be a hook up or something B just kisses them. A immediately sinks into it and B shows off their soulmark and A tells them they were actually really hoping their soulmate would be B.
10) A and B have known each other since they were kids. They have two incredibly similar soulmate marks but they're not completely identical. They become close friends and find themselves falling in love with each other as they get older. Neither one is brave enough to admit their feelings until they decide to tell each other on new years. But Person C shows up and their mark is identical to A's. B is devastated but happy for A. A is unhappy with C but assumes they're that way because of their feelings for B they've yet to get over. A tells C they're not ready to be intimate and C understands. When A's wedding comes up A finds them self looking at B the entire time longingly. A tells their family they aren't really ready to marry C and that they don't love them but B is the one that tells them it's okay. As A is about to say yes the ceremony is stopped and A's mom/dad admits they had A's mark tattooed to make it different from B's because they didn't want B to marry A. While A's other parent and the crowd are pissed A and B are just running into each others arms and just feel too complete to be angry in the moment.
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Pollen - Chris Redfield x Fem!Reader (NSFW)
Summary:Ā A new type of mutamycete has been discovered in a remote region of South America. As a scientist working for Blue Umbrella, you are sent along with BSAA Captain Chris Redfield and his team to conduct research on it. Unfortunately, everything goes to hell when the infection goes out of control and start contaminating the unit ...
Authorās Notes: This is a request sent by the Queen of Headcanons (@missmamacitaoliveiraā). It is basically porn with a plot and I chose to characterise it as "mild dub!con" because the sexual interaction depicted in this one shot is definitely the result of an arousal both characters (Chris and Reader) experience because of the mutamycete that contaminated them. Consent is given but the sexual act in itself is still a mix of fear and lustfulness at least at the beginning of it.
Read at your own risk.
Warning: Sex Pollen /Ā Smut /Ā Mildly Dubious Consent /Ā Rough Sex /Ā Masturbation / LanguageĀ
Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Golden spore-like particles were beautifully floating and dancing in the air outside the sterile plastic tent, shining like millions of innocent little fireflies but killing like a deadly swarm of wasps. They were covering the surrounding forest in yellow, from the trunks of the trees up to their tops, rotting the bark and the leaves, turning them into a thick yellowish mold capable of liquefying even the most solid of steels. A one-of-a-kind fascinating spectacle you had never thought to witness one day. Ā
Incredible ā yet scary - what this new type of fungus was capable of doing.Ā Ā
Your earpiece crackled loudly in your ear, making you grimace and you dropped your leather notebook on your desk. āWeāve ā¦sot ā¦ bit of sitā¦tion.ā was all you could make out, the words sounding like gibberish because of the permanent interferences caused by the large cloud of mutamycete that had spread and contaminated the ambient air and the flora in the forest area by the riverside. āWhat kind of situation?ā You asked, already removing a white Hazmat suit from a hanger. A never-ending sizzling was buzzing in your ear now, making it impossible to ear whoever was trying to communicate with you. āHello?ā You said as you adjusted the device to restore the communication. But all of a sudden, some static electricity ā probably generated by the interferences - fried your earpiece in your ear, making you squeal in pain and fear and troubling your vision for a second. āShit.ā You cursed as your threw the broken earpiece to the ground, a low buzzing echoing in your head. āWhy does it always happen to me?ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā
You quickly slipped on the rubber suit, put on some chemical overshoe boots and grabbed Umbrellaās latest air-filter helmet before heading towards the exit. Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā
Luckily for you, you didnāt have to wander outside for too long as an officer rushed towards you, pointing at the military green tent that happened to belong to the medical unit that accompanied you on this mission. āHurry, please.ā He said with an alarmed voice that sent shivers down your spine. Something was definitely wrong.
Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā You ungraciously followed him to the tent, your uncomfortable get-up making it hard for you to run properly. After all, it was made to work in a lab, not play commando in a remote tropical region of South America. Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā
Once in there, you immediately noticed two soldiers convulsing hard on their medical beds, struggling to breathe in spite of the oxygen the mechanical ventilators were providing them. Their faces were bright red, covered with pustules and blisters; their skin peeling off as if some acid had splashed on them. Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā
āWhat happened?ā You dared ask, your widened eyes staring in shock at the poor men whose painful screams where muffled by the masks covering their melting faces. āUnsuitable gear. Thank your corporate overlords for that.ā You glanced at the man who had answered, recognizing the angry powerful husky voice in spite of the deformation caused by the gas helmet he was wearing. āCaptain Redfield, Iām sureā¦ā He waved you to shut up and you obeyed, knowing that now was not the time to start an argument with him. It would not end up well, Redfield being too impulsive and stubborn to have a calm conversation with you even in more peaceful circumstances. His reluctance to work with Umbrella Co., you supposed. āHow can I help?ā Ā
āYouāve been studying this new mold, havenāt you?ā Chris asked as he rushed to immobilise one of his men to allow a medic to sedate him with a syringe of morphine. āMight care to explain whatās happening?ā Ā Ā Ā Ā
āIāve only studied the infection on the nearby vegetation. I donāt know whatās happening to them.ā Ā Ā You mumbled, trying to keep your composure and ignore your growing concern and panic caused by the gut-churning vision before you. Ā Ā Ā
āJust tell what you know!ā Chris growled as he pinned his struggling teammate down on the white mattress with an incredible strength you found scarily impressive. āItās basically the same mutamycete that we collected at the Bakerās except that it was somehow genetically modified to have a reproductive morphology similar to plants and flowers. Thatās why it looks so much like pollen.ā Ā Ā Ā Ā
āMake it understandable for a 5 years old, Y/LN, please.ā Chris demanded with an annoyed sigh and you nodded though you didnāt really know how explain days and days of complex scientific research in a few simple sentences. Ā Ā
āAlright. The previous mutamycete permitted to turn dead people into Molded, sort of. This new version does the same but it can also reproduce ā¦ breed if you prefer. A simple contact with a compatible host can lead to fecundation that can ultimately lead to lots of Molded babies. But I donāt need to develop that part, do I? Everyone in this tent knows how to make babies, I believe.ā You scoffed, finding a certain comfort and some safety in sarcasm. But now was not the time for humour and you understood it perfectly when Captain Redfield glared at you. āSorry. I tend to make bad jokes when I freak out.ā And you were definitely freaking out right now. āBut to sum up, this new mutamycete basically mimics the primary instinct of a G- virus infectee.ā Ā Ā
āMeaning?ā Chris asked, his voice sounding an octave lower certainly because of the knot in his throat the simple mention of the G-virus had created. Ā Ā Ā
āIt basically has a vital need to procreate, relentlessly searching for the right host to fecundate.ā
āSo youāre saying that my men are what ā¦ pregnant with Molded?ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā He frowned and you could hear all his worries in his voice. He genuinely cared about his men. Very admirable and honourable. āI donāt know, Captain. Iām just telling you how it works on plants. Might be different for humansā¦ I hope. Do you have an ultrasound scanner?ā
ā No, but we have one at the lab.ā The doctor said.
ā Then we need to evacuate quickly. And I ā¦ā You took some surgical pliers from a medical trolley and a test tube from your pocket. āā¦am going to need a sample to study all this.ā
You approached one of the soldiers who was now basically dozing because of the morphine and slowly removed one of his gloves to cut one of his nails in order to later study his DNA. But as soon as your fingers touched him, he woke up with a start and jumped you, growling like a beast and grabbing you by the waist with a superhuman strength, almost digging his nails in your flesh through your clothes. Ā Ā Ā Ā
You first instinct was to scream. Not the most efficient thing to do, you agreed. But, fortunately for you, you were accompanied by men who had better first instincts and reflexes than you.
Chris pushed his man away from you and pounced on him, grabbing him almost brutally by the wrists to slam him down against the bed. You put a hand over your pounding heart and stared, terrified and powerless, at the enraged man squirming to get up. His eyes were dark and hungry and fixed upon you as if he was unable to focus his attention on anything else. āWhat the fuck, Carter?ā Chris roared as he used all his weight to keep his soldier in place. But Carter didnāt care. Carter didnāt even look human anymore. And watching those two men struggling on this bed was like watching two lions fighting on National Geographic. Except that it was terrifying. Fucking terrifying.
Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Twenty-four hours later, Carter and his teammate were dead and their bodies still burning up like hot ember had been placed in the morgue section of the lab for you and your colleagues to study. But, in spite of the disgusting bloody experiments you led on them, you couldnāt take your mind out of the near-death experience you had been through at the camp. It haunted you, making it almost impossible for you to focus exclusively on your work. Those eyes. That darkness in them. That hunger that looked more and more sexual and lustful the more you thought about it. It was making you shiver in fear and discomfort. You had never seen anything like it before. Ā Ā Ā
You shook your head to make the images go away and concentrated again on your researches. You had been studying fours little rats in a glass cage for hours, trying to see how their systems reacted to the new mutamycete. But for now, six hours after injection, only an unusual high body temperature could be noticed.
The automatic sliding door of your lab opened with a hiss, making you slightly jump. You briefly checked the clock on the wall. 10:38pm. You didnāt expect any visit that late especially not a visit from Chris Redfield. āCaptain Redfield. What are you doing ā¦ here?ā You furrowed, staring at him with concern. He didnāt look so well. Ā Ā
āSomethingās happening to me.ā His voice was cavernous and raspy and he sounded almost out of breath as if he was chocking under his black turtle neck. Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā
You immediately got up, resisting the instinctive urge to come closer to check up on him and took a few steps back. āAlright. Why donāt you tell me whatās wrong and Iāll see what ā¦ā You werenāt able to finish your sentence as Chris crumbled to the floor beneath him, growling as if he was trying to resist something, his nails dug in the grooves of the white tiles. āOh my god, Chris.ā
āI feel like Iām burning up.ā He struggled to say. And this time you rushed towards him. You couldnāt leave him like that. You had to do something. Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā
Knelt onto the floor, you grabbed his broad shoulders to help him lean his back against a lab bench. His face was scarlet red and pearls of sweat were dripping along his forehead. You wiped them away with your sleeve. They felt weirdly sticky and had a strange sour smell. But what worried you the most was the heat radiating from Chrisās body. You could feel it brushing your face. It looked like the man had been microwaved. āDonāt move. Iāll call for help.ā You tried to get up but Chrisā hand caught your arm in a firm strong grip that made you wince. āYou donātā¦ understand.ā He managed to say, panting, his extremely dilated brown eyes staring at your (colour) confused ones.
Without forewarning, he placed your hand over his crotch, a gesture you found disgusting, salacious and incredibly inappropriate and that instinctively made you squeal and try to get away from Chrisā grasp. He was incredibly hard. āWhat the fuck?ā You gasped, horrified as you tried to quickly get up. But you lost your balance and clumsily fell on your rear.
āI donāt know whatās happening to me.ā He confessed, suffocating. āIāve been like this for the past hour or so.ā Ā Ā Ā Ā
āThe past hour?ā You repeated, not knowing how to react or what to do. āPlease tell me you can do something.ā Chris begged, truly shamed and panicked and perfectly aware of the how indecent and degrading his behaviour must feel to you. Ā
You stood up to focus on your breathing and regain your calm. āOkay. Everythingās going to be fine. Breathe.ā You needed to have your mind clear if you wanted to help Chris. You needed your scientist mind back. āAre you ā¦ aroused?ā You said, genuinely uncomfortable to ask something so intimate. Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā
āFuck, Y/LN!ā Chris growled, glancing down at his pants. ā Isnāt it obvious? Iām freaking hard!ā
āClearly.ā You cleared your throat. āDonāt move.ā You rushed towards your cupboard to rummage in it. āIām going to give you GnRH antagonists. They can suppress hormones like testosterone. It should ease your pain for a while, or at least long enough to be able to find something that might help you. Itās possibly an effect linked to a long exposure to the mutamycete. Got you.ā You took the vial with your trembling hands and turned around to go back to Chris. But what you didnāt realised was that Chris was just right behind you.
You bumped into his large chest and accidentally dropped the vial onto the floor. It broke into a thousand pieces as it landed on the tiles and you cursed, internally blaming yourself for your stupid clumsiness and your panic. āPlease donāt tell me thatās what I needed.ā Ā Ā Ā
You grimaced, scared to tell him the truth as you could tell he was getting angry again. Then again, who wouldnāt? Ā Ā Ā
āThere might be another way.ā You tried to reassure him but you knew it was vain. āAnother way?ā He harrumphed with a growl of pain as he leaned against your desk to breathe deeply. āWhat way?ā Ā Ā
ā Well, have you tried to ā¦ you knowā¦ā You mimicked a pumping motion with your hand, not daring to say the word. āMasturbate?ā Ā Ā Ā Ā
āYouāre serious?ā Chrisā darkened eyes widened, refusing to believe you were actually serious. āThis is your medical advice? You want me to jerk off!ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā
āYes, thatās what I want ā¦ I mean advise.ā You corrected, probably as uncomfortable than him right now, if not more. Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā
āAre you guys at Umbrella all dumb or is it just you? I donāt even know how I still can walk, Y/LN. Iāve never been that sensitive in my entire life. I feel like if I touch myself I will actually explode, like literally. I canāt jerk off right now!ā Ā
There was an awkward silence that didnāt last long as Chris turned around to shout his suffering again. Though this time it was mixed with an animalistic rage whose cause was still blurry to you. Was it mad at you? At himself? At his condition? At Umbrella? ā¦ All of it? Ā Ā
You sighed and approached him. Hands on his back you helped him face you. āI canāt believe Iām about to do this.ā Ā You told yourself. Ā Ā Ā
You put your hand over Chrisā male parts, making him wince and hiss, to blindly look for the zipper, staring away from him on purpose. āWhat the fuck are you doing?ā He asked, slapping your hand away from him.
āYou got a better idea, soldier boy?!ā You retorted, wishing there was another solution and that this all situation was merely a nightmare. You opened Chrisā trousers and disgustedly slid your hand in his briefs. āOuch, easy!ā He grumbled the second your fingertips touched him. His member was so sensitive and aching right now. Ā Ā Ā
āThis is the worse day of my life.ā You admitted as you delicately took his hot swelling length, which was thicker and heavier than what you expected, in a limp grip. āPff. Iām sure part of you enjoys itā Chris said in between two guttural moans, a sensation of both suffering and pleasure tensing his abs and clenching his jaw. āYou must think it is karma for all the times Iāve been an ass to you.ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā
āWhat?ā You harrumphed as you stopped moving your hand, genuinely offended. āHow can you believe Iām enjoying it? Youāre sick.ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā
āThen why are you all flushed?ā He asked.
All this panic and concern for Chris had made forget about your safety and yourself in general. You touched your cheeks. They were abnormally hot and you could feel their sudden redness tickling your skin. āEmbarrassment and panic.ā You retorted, trying to convince yourself more than Chris. After all, wasnāt it the most plausible reason? Unlessā¦ āOr the mutamycete and in that case itās all your fault and if I die Iāll come and kill you.ā You started panting and Chris stared at you silently. āWhat? You think that masturbating you arouses me? Pff, you should know better than anyone right now what it means to be aroused.ā Ā Ā Ā Ā
āY/Nā He called out by your first name. He had never done that before. Ā
āWhat?!ā You screamed, pissed at him. Ā Ā Ā Ā
āShut the fuck up and keep going.ā He ordered with a severity worthy of his military status. āSeriously?ā He didnāt reply, seeing no need for an answer, and you reluctantly resumed your soft motion on his engorged cock, feeling the prominent thick veins throbbing against your palm as Chris suddenly began removing his military vest and his turtleneck āAre you kidding me?ā You mumbled in between your teeth, definitely not liking this situation. āIām burning up. I canāt stand my clothes anymore.ā But soon your eyes occasionally started glancing towards Chrisā broad and hairy chest. He had a formidable body. God, what the hell were you thinking? Ā
āPlease tell me youāre gonna cum soon.ā You begged but he didnāt respond. A bad sign. āGosh, I must be doomed.ā Ā Ā
āPerhaps if you actually put some effort in it.ā Your eyes widened at him. Was it really criticizing the way you were jerking him off? āSeriously, Mister āOuch Iām too sensitiveā?ā Ā Ā
āDonāt mind me. I get it. Youād rather do something else than help me right now. And I know this must feel very degrading. Well guess what? Iād rather do something else than being jerked off by you.ā You stepped back. You had had enough of it. āThen go ahead.ā You waved at the door. āLeave and get out of your bloody mess on your own. I donāt give a fuck. Actually you should have done that from the very beginning instead of coming to me. Why did you come here anyway?ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā
āI have no fucking idea, Y/N. I was in my quarters and seconds later I was here. I canāt explain it. I was like ā¦ guided here. ā You frowned, finding this honest confession extremely weird and yet not so absurd, your scientific brain making a parallel between Chrisās words and the way the mutamycete was permanently searching for a host to breed. The conclusion that Chris might want the same thing froze you to the spot, scared and apprehensive, a bit like a deer caught in headlights. Why hadnāt you thought about that earlier? Ā āAnd the more I look at you, the more I stay with youā¦ I wanna fuck you so bad. And I hate myself for it.ā
You gulped, finding yourself unable to regain control over your paralysed body as an instantaneous wet hotness formed in between your legs. You tried to repress it but Chris came closer, his darkened chocolate brown eyes staring at you the same way Agent Carterās eyes had stared at you under that tent. It made you shake, expecting with a certain amount of fear what was bound to happen. Ā Ā
āFuck! You have no fucking idea how hard it is to resist the urge to just slam you against that desk and shove my cock into you.ā Your heart skipped a bit and the air got stuck in your lungs. You couldnāt breathe anymore. Terrified and yet so atrociously aroused it was making you want to hurl. A strange sensation ā certainly a result of the contamination - you had never experienced in your entire life and you didnāt know how to process. Ā Ā
āIām calling security.ā You announced as you somehow managed to rush towards your desk. āTheyāre going to place you under quarantine. Thatās what I should have done from the very beginning.ā You tried to seize your phone but it was immediately taken away from away from you and thrown across the room before you could even push a single button. Ā
You trembled again when you suddenly felt Chrisās towering body press against your back, his hardened member pushing against your butt as his muscular arms were forming a caging embrace to prevent you from escaping. āThen why havenāt you?ā Ā He whispered in you ear, his hot breath tickling your neck and making you shiver, this time more in arousal than in fear. āI donāt know.ā You mumbled in a whisper, feeling your heart pounding like crazy in your chest because of the exquisite proximity between Chrisā strong body and yours. This was insane.
You moaned when you felt Chris softly grazing his teeth against the sensitive skin of your neck and then gasped with a certain apprehension when his large hand grabbed your throat to squeeze it, knowing he could choke you to death with ease right now without giving you a chance to fight back. āTell me you want this.ā He murmured, rubbing his pelvis against your rear hoping teasing you would convince you to give in to him. āI wonāt touch you unless you want me to. But please, please, tell me you want me to.ā
You looked back at him to stare at his eyes. In their hungry darkness, you could notice that Chris was still in there, spotting his integrity slightly gleaming behind the veiled pupils. He was fighting the temptation caused by this stupid fungus. But how long could he resist? Or better question, how long could you resist judging by the wetness growing in your panties. The answer? Not long.
āDo it.ā You whispered so low, hoping he would not hear you and let go of you. But he did hear you and he didnāt wait. He pulled your skirt up to your waist and ripped your panties with a swift powerful motion that made you squeal and hold on tight to your desk. Ā Ā
āI donāt think itāll take long.ā Chris said with a raspy voice as he dropped his trousers and briefs to his feet, finally freeing his throbbing cock that sprang erected and hard as a stone pillar. He watched it for a second, admiring it twitching and begging to be relieved. Then he stared at you, at your naked butt and your glistening red lips. āGosh, you look delicious.ā He said to himself before spitting on his finger to lube his length. Last thing he wanted was to hurt you. āYouāre sure youāre up for this?ā He asked again, not knowing how he would react if you said no.
āIām sure. Just fuck me, please.ā You whimpered and Chris smiled as he guided himself towards your entrance. He moved briefly in between your half-closed thighs, right against your tight lips, to spread your juices along his shaft before kicking your calves to make you spread your legs for him. Ā Ā Ā
Once the access granted, he finally pushed himself deep into you, sliding him member so deep it almost disappeared in you. You winced and moaned, nails dug in the wood of the desk, when you felt him stretching you, definitely not used to welcome such girth inside your pussy. āHoly shit.ā You cursed, with a small tear in the corner of your eye. āYouāre so big.ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā
āI know. Sorry.ā He chuckled, his hand wandering down your back. āYouāll get used to it.ā You cried out when Chris suddenly pulled out to push himself back inside of you with one single hard move. The force of his thrust made you fall flat on the desk. āYou got nothing against rough sex, right baby girl?ā Baby girl? The pet name made you furrow. What was next? You calling him daddy? āCause Iām in that kind of mood right now.ā He growled as he repeated the same motion, making you muffle a new loud moan in the leather notebook on which your head was resting. āLetās get this over with.ā You growled, already breathless.
Chrisā pelvis smacked loudly against your ass, making it bounce, as his heavy balls hit your swollen clit. āFuck!ā You shouted, hating the sensation as much as you were liking it. And he did this over and over. With time, you grew accustomed to the brutality and even happened to find a blissful pleasure in his roughness. Hell, you could even hear how wet your pussy was. āYou like that? You want it faster?ā You nodded and he grabbed your hips to pull you even closer to him and started relentlessly pounding you from behind. You screamed his name, wondering how he could still be that rough and yet that fast. His cock was literally a jackhammer hitting you hard inside, not that you minded. āYes, just like that.ā You said as you brought your fingers to your swollen clit. āDo you want to cum already?ā You heard the cheekiness in his voice. He was amused. Ā
āArenāt you the one who said it wouldnāt last long?ā You retorted with a mocking smile that he definitely noticed in the tone of your voice since he grasped a handful of your hair to pull you back against his chest. āYouāre going to regret this tone, young lady.ā He bit your lips, making you almost bleed and kissed you with a hunger and a ferocious passion that would certainly let your lips bruised for days.
And as he did, his fingers crawled towards the buttons of your white shirt to violently tear the clothe apart, reducing it to rags and making the small metallic buttons fly in the lab. āLet me see those boobs.ā Chris ordered as his hands squeezed your breasts, feeling the hard nipples pointing through your laced bra that he ultimately removed with the same burning ardour he had shown while removing your shirt. āSo perky and pretty.ā He confessed in a whisper as he pinched the rosy teats between his fingers. āDo you like them?ā You asked, biting your sored lips Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā
āMore than I like you. Thatās for sure.ā The rebuke made you sourly laugh. āI donāt like you either.ā Ā Ā
āGood.ā He turned you over to face him and pushed you against your desk to make you sit on it, throwing all your stuff to the ground before laying you down on it. You instinctively wrapped your legs around his waist but thatās apparently not what Chris wanted as he put both your feet above his left shoulder with a grunt. āAnd donāt move.ā He commanded and his hand slapped your breasts. They reddened almost instantly but the overall sensation was exhilarating, making you clenched your walls around Chrisās cock. āFuck, donāt squeeze me like that.ā He complained and you chuckled. But your laugh was brief since Chris caught you by your legs again and resumed his previous pounding.
You head tilted to the side and a stream of OHs and AHs escaped your mouth. You were completely at Chrisā mercy, lost in an intense bliss that made you completely unaware of the world around you. There was only pleasure. Pleasure and Chris. Ā Ā Ā Ā
You toes went to feel Chrisā muscular pectorals, curling up more and more by the second. āI think Iām gonna cum.ā You confessed with half-lidded eyes that you could barely keep open now. āYeah?ā You nodded. āYou want me to help you?ā Ā Ā Ā
āPlease.ā You whined, desperately wanting to let the ticking bomb of pleasure between your legs explode.
āAlright then.ā His arms circled your waist and he hoisted you up against his chest with an incredible ease. You were certainly very light for a man as strong as Chris. Ā Ā Ā Ā
His small dark hair tickled your breasts, making you shiver and you wrapped your legs against him as well as your arms around his neck. You could feel it still inside of you and you were waiting eagerly to se how he would manage fucking you in that position which was far from easy. āHold on tight.ā He announced as he squeezed your ass to make you slide up and down his penis. The first moves were sloppy and clumsy but what followed drove you back in intense delight. The perks of being fucked by a man who had definitely been spoiled by Mother Nature.
Your body perfectly angled against Chrisā, hands now holding on tight to his large shoulders, you could feel your clit rub atrociously well against the bush surrounding his member that your pussy had excessively creamed. āChris. Iām cumming.ā You shut your eyes and cradled against his body to keep yourself in place when the exhilarating moment you had been longing for finally happened. Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā
You shouted so loud as you clenched your walls against Chrisās cock you wondered how no one rushed in your lab to see what was happening in there. āThatās it baby girl. Cum for me.ā Chris hissed, his mind split between your pussy squeezing him tightly and your nails scratching his shoulders to the blood. āFuck, Chris!ā Your climax knocked you out, rendering you dizzy and limp, and you let yourself slump against Chris, head over his shoulder. Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā
āAlright time to truly finish this.ā He chuckled and knelt to the floor where he laid you hot body on the tiles. The coldness made you tremble but you were too giddy and tired to mind. Nevertheless, you sensed Chris lie on top of you, his massive body sprawled over yours almost crushing it under his weight.
His shaft found his way back in your relaxed pussy and he weaved his hand in your soft hair to pound you for the last time. Only soft almost soundless moans escaped your mouth but you could tell that the effect of your powerful orgasm was slowly fading away as your energy was slowly growing back and regaining your limbs. āIām gonna cum in you.ā Ā Ā Ā Ā
This was a terrible idea, risky even, and you knew it. But you didnāt know how ā or didnāt want ā to fight back, actually desiring to feel Chrisās hot sperm spurt inside of you. So instinctively, you managed to circle his waist with your legs and spur his hard rear to make him go deeper inside of you. āEager girl. You want to take my cum so bad, donāt you?ā He scoffed and kissed your lips hard as he pinned your wrists up your head to finally release his sticky white seed in your vagina with a guttural animalistic grunt that echoed in the lab. āTake it.ā He growled as he kept pushing himself hard inside of you to be sure not to waist a single drop of his semen.
Chris pulled out of you and gazed at you glistening red pussy, glad to see that his cum was not oozing out of you. āThat felt so good.ā He admitted before allowing himself to fall next to you with a sigh of content and enjoy the coldness of the tiles against his sweaty body. āAnd you know what? I actually feel a lot better.ā You didnāt answer, exhausted but more especially lost in your thoughts. Gosh, what have you done? Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā
āYouāre alright?ā Chris asked, his voice finally back to normal. You glanced at him and noticed even his eyes had found their sweet chocolate colour back. ā Y/Nā Ā
Your name echoed in your head and you suddenly got the impression that your body was abnormally convulsing. āY/LN! Y/Nā Chris repeated as he urged to hold you. āY/LN. Hello?ā You felt your mind slowly dozing off, finding yourself unable to answer. What the hell was happening?
That was the last thing that came to your mind before it completely shut off. Then everything went dark and only Chrisā voice calling your name remained. āY/LN! Open your eyes. Wake up!ā
Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā You woke up with a start, lost and wondering where you were, your startled eyes scanning your surroundings in search of something familiar. It took you a couple of seconds to realise you were laying on the ground and that you actually were in your tent, a the camp. āY/LNā Your eyes met Chrisā. He was staring at you with concern, his hands firmly holding your shoulders. āYouāre alright?ā You stared at him, still very astonished and then, you spontaneously jumped in his arms. āChris! Youāre okay!ā The relief in your voice made Chis frowned and he slowly pushed you away. āYes. You?ā You nodded with a smile. Ā
āSo it was a dream?ā You asked, expecting an answer from Chris which was completely absurd.
āA dream?ā He repeated. āAre you sure youāre okay? Did you bump your head or something? Hurt yourself?ā Ā Ā
āNo.ā You shook your head, not getting why he looked so worried. Ā Ā Ā Ā
āBut your ear.ā He pointed at it, not daring to touch it and you brought your fingertips to it. A thick liquid was pouring out of it. It was pus and blood. You were bleeding. Why were you bleeding? āWhat the fuck?ā You looked around you only to spot the fried earpiece on the ground next to you. Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā
The interferences. The static electricity. It had certainly burst your eardrum and made you faint and ā¦ āIt was all a dream.ā
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Hai there! Seen you do some of these and figured Iād try and get a shipping with someone if not no big ^_^ (not sure what to write but I read through them so here goes lol)
Name is Natasha but everyone calls me Tashy because if I hear my full name I get all panicky and think I did something wrong. And on that note I do have bad anxiety and some things that calm me down from it is reading, writing, dancing or listening to music. And because of my anxiety having headphones on are sort of my comfort feel? Not sure what itās called lol. Iāve finally learned after finding myself that Iām a lesbian. And have started to learn to love myself more. Iām an absolute introvert and only really become talkative with people I feel comfortable around. Meeting new people is a scary thing for me but I try to push through it. My hobbies are as above and job wise Iām a baker. I love making cookies and cakes especially for those special to me. And one final thing is although Iām a dancer I am the most clumsy person youāll ever meet lol...
first of all IM SO PROUD OF YOU!!! Iām so glad your open and able to realize your self love! Look at you go! Much love my beautiful!! So so so proud!
Let me just say, Valkyrie has learned a lot form you
Sheās a pretty outgoing person and not afraid to talk to anyone but youāve helped her see not everyone is like that
She is so so sweet and loves to take her time to really know how you tick
So she wonāt freak people out when she starts a conversation out of no where
She is so gentle with you and holding your face is probably her favorite past time
Since sheās become more up to date with modern technology, she alway has earbuds on her person
If itās for you, a podcast, anything really
She also makes you playlists itās so fucking adorable
She will name the playlists like āmy starā or āfor my goddess divineā
She loves it when you bake like UGH
You made cake one time and this girl is hooked
Do NOT trust her to go shopping cause she will bring you ingredients and be like āokay now do your magic sorcererā
Terrible dancer oh my GOD HAHGSSJH
honestly she may be bad but seeing you laugh at her with a genuine laugh.. she would fall on anything if she got to see that smile again
Loves when you read to her she honestly canāt get enough
Sheāll always say something like āyour voice is like honeyā or āyou would make a siren jealousā
Sheās always had a hard time comforting people because she herself would push others away when they came to comfort her
But with you she just listens to what you want and sheāll comply
In her words āyouāre the only thing that really gives my life any meaningā
And she loves you so so much and tells you like 50 million times a day
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Hard to Love - Rafe Cameron
Description: Pushing away people came easy to you. You pushed away your friends when they urged you to get out more and you pushed away your family when they urged you to eat more. You felt like a burden to everyone and you didnāt want that. You were hard to love with your harsh attitude and pickiness. Once Rafe Cameron, your new friend and classmate, tries to convince you to give him a chance, you wonder what it would mean to be a girlfriend-- someone who gives love and receives it... you wonder: are you even capable of being loved?Ā
so this is sort of a continuation of High Maintenance, but also can be read as a standalone? I thought it would be interesting to explore the romantic relationship that didnāt get to develop in that fic ... so here ya go! :D
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Being your friend was hard, but being your boyfriend was much harder (not that you had one yet, just for future reference).Ā
Being your friend was hard because you cancelled plans last minute because of chronic pain/aching or because you were going through a depressive episode that made you unable to socialize.Ā
No one talks about the mental side of physical pain.Ā
Trust me, you wouldnāt be nice either if you were hungry half of the day and in pain the other half.Ā
You didnāt want your diet to define you, yet it was like you revolved your entire life around your meal times.Ā
You pushed your friends away who wouldnāt do enough research on your condition. You obviously didnāt expect them to look up everything about it, but when they gave you food you couldnāt eat or asked you to go on hikes you couldnāt trek without feeling dizzy (or even fainting), you couldnāt help but distance yourself.Ā
You didnāt want to share all your negativity with them; they didnāt deserve that.Ā
You were used to being the rock of your group; not exactly the mom friend, but the happy, funny friend everyone went to for a laugh or to have fun. You werenāt the one with problems. You didnāt get to be that person.Ā
You didnāt want to be that person.Ā
āIām a fucking idiot!ā You shouted at no one in particular.
āWe know!āĀ
You glared at the girl standing in the hallway who happened to be your best friend and your house mate. You and 3 other girls decided to stay in apartment together for your freshman year and you never regretted your decision. You could never live in the dorms with people making noise all day and night.Ā
You were already agitated all the time.Ā
āGo away, Ames.āĀ
The girl sighed.Ā
āI made some rice krispies. Do you want some?āĀ
Yes.
āNo. Iām not hungry.āĀ
That was a lie.Ā
āOk, well then why are you so upset today?āĀ
You paused, wondering if you should confide in her. Despite you guys being best friends, you never truly felt like you could confide in anyone. It was a fucking miracle that you spilled so much to Rafe Cameron, a boy you never thought would become one of your best friends. You honestly thought he would leave you the second you got off that wooden bench, yet you two hang out all the time.
You decided to give her a lighthearted version of what you were feeling.
āIām not itās just... random question: am I high maintenance?ā You asked finally.
The girl snorted.Ā
āYeah, everyone knows that.āĀ
Your heart sank. You were starting to hate that joke. You knew you had a lot of dietary restrictions and people had to work around what you ate, and before you didnāt mind that, but now you hated when people did that for you.Ā
You just wanted people to stop asking you out to eat or asking you to hang out. You just wanted people to leave you alone.Ā
āFuck you.ā You said laughing, it was fake. But she didnāt need to know that.
āWhatever, is that all you wanted to ask?āĀ
āNope, I wanted to ask are you still having your bachorlette party next Saturday?ā
āYup, you better be there! No ditching me for whoever old lady author you wanted to see.ā
You bristled at her harsh tone and flinched when she slammed your door shut so that you couldnāt argue with her.Ā
You heard her soft footsteps fade away which allowed you to slip back into your negative feelings.Ā
All you could think about is that if your best friend didnāt even want to deal with you or fully understand you, how could anyone else?Ā
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āHello~ Earth to y/n?ā
A black line skitted across your face, snapping you out of your trance. You swatted at the pencil floating in front of your face with an angry look.
You were currently in the library, working hard on your essay that seemed like it would never end.
āWhat do you want?ā You snapped.
You were in the middle of focusing your attention on a small dot at the back of the room. You did this to try to take your attention off of the discomfort in your stomach. You wouldnāt exactly call it pain, but it didnāt feel great.
The poor boyās eyes drooped at your anger.
āUm, sorry you just were spacing out.ā
āWell, donāt interrupt my space outs.ā
āGot it.ā
Why were you being so mean? You never were like this before you got diagnosed. You were so irritable all the time and felt anger build up in you faster than expected.
It wasnāt fair to the boy sitting across from you.
Rafe Cameron.
The boy was dedicated, you could give him that.
You didnāt expect much from the obviously Southern boy who sat next to you in a Shakespeare class. You felt like you were sitting on pins and needles until Rafe started talking to you; you didnāt know why you took a male-dominant class. You werenāt used to talking to guys so often, but you wanted to push yourself. Get out of your comfort zone you embraced so much in high school.
After he apologized for being a dick about eating standards, you easily started to fall for him a bit more.
But that didnāt matter.
His feelings wouldnāt last.
They never did.
āUm, are you okay?ā Rafe finally said. You wanted to snap at him once again, but when you saw his concerned blue eyes, you lost your bite.Ā
You forced a smile. āIām fine, just a bit tired.ā If you had a nickel for every time you gave that excuse, youād be a billionaire.
āOh, then we should finish here.ā
āNo!ā
You said abruptly. He lifted a brow.
āNo?ā
When he saw your face turn a soft pink color, his eyes lit up and he softly bit his lip. He knew what he did to you.
āUm... no, itās ok. I can still study. Iām ... Iām mostly just upset because I wanted to go to this book signing thatās like a week from now, but I have to go to my friendās bachelorette party. I really love this author, but I wonāt get to see her and she rarely goes on tour... But itās fine, Iāll get over it and studying helps me keep my mind off things.ā You shrugged.Ā
Yes, your friends were getting married that young. You simultaneously loved and hated your friends. You seemed to always be dropping things you loved for them, but you knew they wouldnāt do the same for you.Ā
Your friends were great to live with, harder to be friends with. Plus, two were avid bakers and another was an aspiring chef. You hated all of the temptations of their baked goods.Ā
He laughed at your nerdy confession which rubbed you the wrong way. He stopped laughing when he saw your dark expression.
āSorry, I was only laughing because I totally get that. There are some authors that just leave an impact on you and you would die to meet them. And plus, those parties are lame. All they do is drink and drink and drink, which you canāt do because itās not on the low fodmap diet.āĀ
Well, boy definitely did his research.Ā
āExactly! Finally, someone who understands.ā You turned your head away so he wouldnāt see you blush-- it wasnāt because you were shy, but it always happened when you got excited about something.Ā
He nodded and saw your head wobble. A sharp pain fluttered through your head. You probably needed to eat something.Ā
āAre you... hungry?ā The boy said hesitantly.
This got you in the mood to be mean again.
āNo, Iāll tell you when I get hungry, Rafe.ā
The bite in his words made him move away from you. You hated this. You wanted someone to comfort you, but you pushed everyone away.
Self-sabotage was your middle name.
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You felt a warm hand softly tap your shoulder.Ā
āLibrary closes in less than 10 minutes.ā Rafe whispered to you.Ā
Shit, I fell asleep.Ā
You lifted your head and saw the once full library empty out.Ā
āShit. I fell asleep.ā You said your thoughts.Ā
Rafe chuckled. God, you loved his laugh so much.
āYeah, I know. You look cute when you sleep.āĀ
You smiled, but canāt believe you fell asleep in public. You werenāt the type to let your guard down so easily. When did you get this tired? When did you become this weak?
You felt your stomach rumble silently, signaling your hunger.Ā
āUm, do you wanna get out of here and get some food?āĀ
You began to say no, but he stopped you.
āOk, let me ask that once again, do you want to get out of here and I can cook you food?āĀ
You felt anxiety build up in your chest. You never trusted other people to cook for you. You had this irrational fear that people would deliberately try to sabotage your meals, but truly people just didnāt know what you can and canāt eat.Ā
āUh... you know.ā
āYes, I know, strict diet. Iāll look it all up to be safe.āĀ
You were going to say no, but you wanted this so badly. You just wanted to hang out with a really cute and nice guy without feeling abnormal. It was almost 11pm, but you werenāt going to pass up the chance to hang out with him.
āOk, take me to your place.ā
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His apartment was dark and organized. You tried not to laugh at the display of books on the ground... you definitely needed to get him a bookshelf.Ā
āDo the books feel better on the ground or something?ā You teased.Ā
āYup, they need their sleep too.āĀ
He nudged you on the shoulder to let you know he was joking.Ā
āOh, and watch the hiking supplies. I went last weekend and havenāt had time to clean it up since Iām going on Sunday again.āĀ
Hiking...Ā
āYou like to hike?āĀ
The boy nodded, his face brightening.Ā āYup, Iām an outdoorsy kind of guy. Love hiking, going to the beach, sports, all that jazz.āĀ
You nodded, not relating to any of that.Ā
You looked around, but realized there were only two doors, and one leading to the bathroom.Ā
āOh, you live alone?āĀ
You fiddled with the hem of your shirt nervously.
āYeah... is that ok?ā He asked softly.Ā
Yes, yes, itās more than ok.
āOf course! Itās just I donāt know many sophomores who live alone.āĀ
What you meant to say is you didnāt know many sophomores who could afford to live alone. JJ always joked about Rafe being rich, but you werenāt aware of the extent of his wallet.Ā
He chuckled.Ā āYeah well, itās easier to focus on my studies this way. No distractions.āĀ
You nodded. You would live alone if you could afford it.Ā
āGot it. Perfect for the ladies too, right?ā You winked.Ā
Rafe choke on air. You enjoyed flustering the usually confident Mr. Cameron.Ā
āGod, um, I donāt know how to respond to that.āĀ
You shrugged.Ā āCanāt deny the facts.āĀ
He gave you a gentle look.Ā āY/n, youāre the first girl Iāve had in here since my last girlfriend.ā Your jaw dropped.
āReally? You havenāt had a single girl in here for... a month?āĀ
āUnless you count my little sister, then yup.āĀ
āHow does a guy as hot as you not bring a single lady friend here for over a month?ā He let out a strangled laugh.
āYou think Iām hot?āĀ
āI know youāre hot. And you know youāre hot.āĀ
The pink blush that formed on his face made you want to run over and kiss his cheeks.Ā
But friends didnāt do that.Ā
āWell, I guess... I guess Iāve been waiting for the special girl to come along.āĀ
He gave you a look you couldnāt quite decipher.Ā
āYes, Iām the most special girl in your life, right?ā You teased, trying to be nonchalant about the tension in the room.Ā
He just smiled at you.Ā
āSo! What are you cooking?ā You said, changing the subject.Ā
This distracted him.Ā āWell, I have leftovers from yesterday... I have rice noodles with chicken broth--ā
āUm, I canāt eat pre-made chicken broth.ā You interrupted before he could get too excited. Thankfully, you hadnāt gotten your hopes up about eating much at his place. People could rarely accommodate to your needs.Ā
āOh donāt worry, I made the chicken stock last night with... a real chicken. So itās not out of a box.ā He opened his fridge and you saw a cooked chicken that was sitting there.Ā āSee?āĀ
You paused and evaluated the situation.Ā
āSo... you made chicken pho?ā You said blankly.Ā
He blushed.Ā āYeah, yeah I did.āĀ
You thought back to that night. That night when you confessed to him your deepest and insecurities.Ā
You yelled at him about how you basically only ate Asian food exclusively.Ā
āDid... Rafe... Ok, if I didnāt know any better, I would say that you expected me to come over today. Unless you just happened to have IBS friendly food.āĀ
You were joking, well half-joking. You guys always met on Thursday nights to study, so he knew you would be hanging out then. You hated the excitement and fondness filling in your chest; it would be only a matter of time before you pushed him away. Or until he left. Whichever came first.
His face was red now.Ā āUm, I may have anticipated it.āĀ
Oh God, your heart was so full right now. You didnāt even want the food anymore, you just wanted him.Ā
But he had put great effort into this. You had to eat it.
āThank you.ā You whispered.Ā
He shrugged off your words.Ā āItās no biggie, I know I see you Thursdays and we always study pretty late.āĀ
You set the table while he dipped the noodles in water to cook them. He made two bowls, one being larger than the other. He remembered that you rarely ate big meals.Ā
As soon as he set your food down, you realized he had to watch you eat. And you had to make conversation while eating. You hated talking and eating.Ā
And you got a lot of gas while you ate. Shit. This was a bad idea.Ā
You pushed those thoughts aside and took a sip of the soup.Ā
It was amazing.Ā
āThis is really good.āĀ
He smiled widely.Ā āThanks, I tried my best.āĀ
Thankfully, you didnāt have to talk much while you ate. The TV served as a good distraction to that. When you finished your bowl, you waited for the pain to hit you. You felt your stomach gurgle around and you clenched your fists to avoid the pain.Ā
You had good and bad stomach days. Some days you could go the whole day without feeling any pain, but then you had days where you ate any food and felt a mild discomfort and had to lay in bed.Ā
You felt a mild discomfort, but it faded quickly enough. Thank God, a good stomach day.
After you both finished eating, Drew put both the bowls in the sink. You tried to do the dishes, but he wouldnāt let you.Ā
āThanks for the meal again.ā You said, anxious to leave.
It wasnāt eating that was the worst part of IBS, it was the anxiety afterwards. You were always nervous that your stomach would flare up hours after you eating, which it sometimes did if you ate something not IBS friendly.Ā
āYouāre always welcome here.āĀ
You checked your phone.Ā āUm, itās getting late. I should go.ā You turned to leave, but he caught your wrist softly.Ā
āWait, y/n.āĀ
You stopped and turned to face him. He looked nervous as he was still holding your hand gently.Ā
āYeah?ā You tried to say casually, but you were now extremely anxious for a reason besides food.
He let go of your wrist to brush his fingers through his hair. You loved his messy hair.Ā
āUm, ok, well... ok Iām just gonna say it.ā
āSay it then.ā You said out of habit. He glared at you, but you knew he didnāt mean it.
āFine, well, youāre... youāre really fun to hang out with. Do you want to... go out with me sometime?āĀ
āWe go out together all the time.ā You said stupidly.Ā
He let out a strangled laugh.Ā āYeah but... like ... as a date.āĀ
Your heart stopped.Ā
āA date.āĀ
āYes, a date, if you want.āĀ
A date? What could you both possible do on a date? You hated eating at restaurants, you canāt go hiking or backpacking because who knew when your symptoms would pop in and you were stuck on a mountain with no bathrooms and nowhere to sit. Not to mention, you didnāt eat much so you got lightheaded easily. You werenāt compatible. You would just be a burden to him.Ā
āy/n?ā You almost forgot you were in the middle of a conversation.
You looked up at his pretty blue eyes that were full of hope. You couldnāt do this to him. You couldnāt hold him back like that.
āI... Iām sorry, Rafe... I canāt.ā His face fell.Ā āYouāre an awesome guy, I swear to God youāre the best guy Iāve ever met. But... you just... weāre just... weāre just different.āĀ
That was a cop out answer and you knew it.Ā
āDifferent.ā He echoed.Ā
You nodded.Ā
He paused, like he was wondering whether to keep talking to you or just kick you out. You wouldnāt blame him if he chose the latter.Ā
He then laughed bitterly.Ā
āThatās bullshit, y/n and you know it.āĀ
His harsh answer stunned you.
āWhat are you talking about?ā You bristled. Now you were irritated.
āOh, cāmon, you know I like you, and I know you like me. You canāt ignore what we have.āĀ
āWeāre just friends, Rafe. Just friends.āĀ
āBut I want more.ā He said sadly.Ā
You were on the brink of tears too.Ā
āI do too.ā You blurt.Ā
āThen why-ā
āBecause Rafe! You want to go out and do things. You want to treat your girlfriend like a princess-- youāve said that to me before. And you just canāt do that for me because itās not possible.
He scoffed.Ā āWhat do you mean by that? You think youāre undeserving of love? Are you trying to sayĀ āitās not you, itās meā?ā He was angry, and he had a right to be. You were running him in circles and you felt bad.Ā
āThatās not it! I just--ā You felt your legs becoming weak, you could never stand for too long, especially in a heated conversation like this.Ā
āY/n? Do you need to sit down?āĀ
You nodded as he was already guiding you to his couch.Ā
āFinish what you were saying earlier.ā He said softly. God, you hated how kind he was to you even during an argument. You were trying to push him away!
āRight, well, I donāt think Iām undeserving of love, but itās too hard to love me.āĀ
āWhat does that even mean?ā
āIt means, you donāt know how to love me! You canāt take me on dates-- I hate eating at restaurants which is a normal date, so you can cross that off your list of fancy dinners or whatever. I canāt go hiking because what if my stomach starts to hurt on the mountain? And you just fucking saw me getting woozy standing and talking for you too long while arguing. Iāll just be a burden to you.āĀ
He grabbed my hands and forced me to look at him.Ā
āListen to me. You will never, ever, be a burden to me. Got that?āĀ
His voice was low and pained, like it hurt him for you to think about yourself like that. You didnāt need his pity so you pulled away from his hands.
āYou donāt deserve someone who canāt do all the things you love.āĀ
āRelationships are all about compromise, y/n. I can do those things with my friends.āĀ
You shook your head.
āRafe, youāre a great guy. Too good if I might add. And Iām so picky about everything. When Iām mad at you one day and you want to make it up to me, you canāt buy me chocolates or ice cream or whatever.Ā For anniversaries, you canāt just take me out to a fancy restaurant. There might be a day where you run out of tricks and youāll realize how hard it is to love me.ā You laughed bitterly.Ā
āI can learn what makes you feel good. I can learn how to love you--ā
āYou canāt learn how to love me! I donāt even know how to love myself!ā You shouted.Ā
A deafening silence washed over the room.Ā
I donāt even know how to love myself.
The honesty in your own answer made you cry.
How could anyone love you when didnāt even know how to love yourself? You didnāt even know how to make yourself happy. You didnāt know how to spoil yourself.Ā You lived your life just to get by.Ā
How sad.Ā
āIām sorry Rafe, I just canāt do this.ā
This time, he just nodded.Ā
Heād already given up.
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Around two weeks had gone by since Rafe asked you out and you embarrassed yourself. You had never been the type to be so negative or so insecure. You hated what you had become.Ā
You hated how you felt some sort of relief when Rafe let you go. He grabbed you an uber and you went home.Ā
You both were ignoring the obvious conversation that needed to happen, but it was better this way. You were back to being the chatty girl in his English class and he was back to being the guy who laughed at all of your jokes. Normal. Everything was back to normal.Ā
āSup, y/n, howās it goinā?āĀ
You tried not to look surprised as JJ Maybank said hi to you.Ā
You two werenāt exactly friends, but you were friendly to one another. Yes, he could be a dick sometimes, but he was clueless about it.
āOh hey, itās going good so far. How about you?āĀ
āHe and hisĀ āgirlfriendā got into a fight yesterday and needs advice.ā Pope blurted. You tried not to laugh at the bluntness of his friend.Ā
JJ hit the boy.Ā āDude!ā
āHey, she was going to figure it out soon enough. You canāt shut up about it.ā Their banter was always fun to watch.Ā
āWhat are you guys talking about?ā Rafe asked when he sat down.Ā
āJJ got into a fight with his āgirlfriendāā. You made sure to use the same air quotes like Pope.Ā
āYes, thank you for embarrassing me further.ā You shrugged.Ā
āItās not like Rafe knows her.āĀ
JJ sighed and adjusted his hat to hide his tired face.Ā
You grew soft on the poor guy.Ā āWhat kind of advice do you need, JJ?āĀ
JJ looked at you with sad eyes, but hopped right into his story.Ā
āWell, so this girl Iām into, sheās this big city girl. Grew up in Los Angeles, and you know me, I grew up in a small town in Alaska. Weāre just so... different. She likes doing all this city girl stuff like going to the malls and just walking around a crowded town which is so different from me who didnāt even have a big mall where I was at and you could walk miles without running into another person.Ā
āI just donāt know how to keep up with her all the time... and sheās rich so she has to go to these fancy events. She told me I had to dress up if I wanted to meet her parents.Ā
āAnd she doesnāt like to be on the waterĀ ācause she gets seasick. And I practically lived on the water when I was in Alaska! What should I do?ā
You paused, taking in his situation.Ā
You heard Rafe scoff.Ā
āDude, itās fucking obvious. Man the fuck up and buy better clothes and learn how to hold all of her shopping bags. Isnāt it obvious?āĀ
JJ nodded, like this made sense.
You nudged Rafe harshly.Ā āWhat are you talking about? JJ, you guys sound really different, you have to ask yourself: do I like how I have to change myself to be with her? Am I ok with that? Am I ok with sacrificing things I love to be with this girl?āĀ
JJ nodded, soaking in your words.Ā
āRelationships are about compromise.ā You rolled your eyes at these familiar words.Ā āIf you really like her, you are going to be willing to change.āĀ
āYou shouldnāt have to change for someone else.āĀ
āEveryone should change, itās good for the soul. Staying static is boring.āĀ
āGuys, guys,ā JJ stopped you and Rafe.Ā
āOk, I get both points. But, I do really like her. Iāve been pining after her for a while now and... and I donāt know, I just want to win her heart over. Sheās already starting to push me away because she also doesnāt want me to change who I am. But Iām willing to put in the extra effort.ā
āSee? Putting in extra effort to impress the girl he likes, thatās what you should do.ā Rafe commented.Ā
You grit your teeth.Ā
āI agree, JJ, you should always try to be better in a relationship. If sheās pushing you away because of her own fears, that only means you need to work harder.ā Pope noted.Ā
āOr maybe sheās right, maybe you shouldnāt push people to make them feel like a burden to you. Maybe she just wants the best for you because she obviously knows you very well!ā
āMaybe he wants to challenge himself because he wants her to feel safe and comfortable around him!ā Rafe raised his voice.Ā
āMaybe he just wants to do that because of his ego.ā You said with an equally angry tone.Ā
āOr maybe he wants to do that because he loves her!ā Rafe slammed his hands on the desk and suddenly the room was silent.Ā
āUm... are you guys good?ā JJ whispered, his problems now forgotten.Ā
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Because he loves her.
Loves her.
Love.Ā
Was Rafe still talking about the hypothetical JJ in this situation or was he talking about himself?Ā
Because you knew you were talking about yourself.Ā
Was he doing the same?Ā
You sprinted out of that classroom once your professor dismissed you.Ā
āY/n, wait.āĀ
You paused outside the door. If you left, it would make you look mighty suspicious. If you stayed, then you could pretend everything was ok and that theĀ āargumentā you just had wasnāt about yourselves.Ā
You decided to make a run for it.
Unfortunately, Rafe jumped in front of you before you could leave.Ā
āY/n, please. Talk to me.āĀ
āWhat? Thereās nothing to talk about. JJ can make his own decisions. What a handful of a girl, right?ā You tried to step around him, but Rafe kept blocking you.Ā āMove-ā
āWe need to talk and I have a class soon. Meet me at my apartment when your classes end, ok?āĀ
You hesitated, but the desperation in his eyes made it hard for you to say no.Ā
āOk.ā
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Rafeās apartment wasnāt too far of a walk from campus, plus you took the bus for part of the way. You secretly ate a bowl of rice with beef and broccoli before going just in case he didnāt have any more pho left at his apartment.Ā
You felt your heart beating out of control as you plucked up the courage to knock on his door.
āCāmon, you can do this.ā You whispered to yourself. You raised your hand to knock, but the door flung open.Ā
Rafe had been back for a while since he was a morning person and finished his classes before noon. You on the other hand, finished classes at 5pm. No hate in the game, this was college.Ā
You took in his appearance and looked him up and down.Ā
He was wearing gray sweatpants with a white tank top and a red flannel over it. He looked too good right now for being casual. Fuck.Ā
You gulped.Ā āHey.āĀ
He gave you a tight smile.Ā āHey.ā
You both stood there awkwardly.Ā
āCan I come in?ā
āOh shit, yeah, of course.āĀ
As you stepped into the well-lit apartment, you noticed he was sweaty; it seemed like he just got done with working out. All you wanted to do was to take off that flannel and see what he was hiding underneath.Ā
āDid you just come from the gym?ā You asked nonchalantly.Ā
He raised a brow at your random question, but nodded.Ā āYup.ā
You both stood in silence for a hot minute, the tension filling the air. You noticed his eyes trailing down your body; you knew you wore tighter clothes up top to try and impress the boy. You didnāt think it would work... but it did.Ā
āOh fuck it.ā You spat. His eyes grew confused at your sudden outburst, but when you took 3 large steps and grabbed his face, they widened.
āCan I kiss you?ā You whispered.
āPlease.ā
And then you kissed him.Ā
His lips were soft, but his hands were rough on your body. He pulled you close enough so that your chests touched, making you groan at the contact. He deepened the kiss, teasing you with his tongue.Ā
āRafe,ā you chanted. You didnāt know what you were asking for, you just wanted him.Ā
He smiled, moving to kiss you all over your face and your neck. He smoothly pulled you into his bedroom.Ā
His bedroom was bare; only a bed sat in the middle and one desk to the side of it. You didnāt care, as long as there was a bed in there, thatās all that mattered.
Except you happened to miss a large box near the side of the bed that almost made you hit your head on the wooden floor.Ā
āOops.ā Rafe caught you before you fell.
āSorry, I forgot to move those.ā
Before he could move them out of sight, you noticed something familiar looking.
āWait... are these--?ā
āWait-ā
You picked up the box before he could stop you. You grew confused staring down at the object inside of it.
āAre these... what I think they are?āĀ
He ruffled his hair and nodded, trying to hide his red face.Ā āUm, yeah. Itās... yeah.ā He finished lamely.
You looked down and gently traced your fingers across the extravagant book covers. When you looked inside, they were all signed by your favorite author with a cute message. You felt tears well up in your eyes.Ā
āYou went to the book signing.ā You said numbly.Ā
He nodded hesitantly. He wasnāt sure how you would react.Ā āI did...I wasnāt sure which book you liked from her so I got all 3.ā
He played with the bottom of his flannel, anxiously waiting for your next move.Ā
You set the books down and pulled him in by his shirt.Ā
āKiss me.āĀ
He paused, but only for a moment before he stripped off his flannel.Ā
Yes, finally.
He laughed.Ā āYouāve been waiting for this to come off?ā Shit, you said that out loud.Ā
He wasted no time pressing his lips to yours. You clung onto his neck, not being able to get close enough to him. Kissing was great, it was fantastic even. But you wanted more. You gently lifted your hips to meet his, rocking back and forth experimentally.Ā
He groaned at your movement.Ā āBaby,ā He whispered.Ā
You thought you would hate that pet name.Ā
You didnāt.Ā
āYes?ā You teased, planting little kisses on his neck, his collarbone, right under his ear. When he didnāt answer, you tugged him back down to you by his hair.Ā
Youāre sure you had been making out for at least half an hour at this point when suddenly he lifted his head up.Ā
āAre you sure?āĀ
āYes.āĀ
And you meant it.Ā
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You woke up in the morning with the best sleep youāve had in years. You immediately turned to your side and saw Rafe still fast asleep. You saw his bare chest move up and down, up and down. It was hypnotic.Ā
You gently moved your fingers across his chest, soaking in the smoothness of it. The feeling of soft pleasure woke Rafe up. He smiled when he saw your mischievous look.Ā
āGood morning, gorgeous. Howāre ya feelinā?āĀ
āHmmm, alright.āĀ
He gently kissed your shoulder blade. What a tease.
āOnly alright?āĀ
He tried to pull the blankets down to uncover your naked body, but it was the morning and you were still shy.Ā
You laughed at his attempts to turn you on.Ā
āStop, Rafe, you horny ba-ā
He then leaned in closely to you and whispered in your ear.Ā
āIf I knew getting you books would get me laid, I wouldāve done it years ago.āĀ
You laughed.Ā
āYou didnāt know me years ago!āĀ
He gave you a crooked smile.Ā
āPlus, my love language is receiving gifts, so you got lucky.āĀ
He shrugged, but his eyes softened when he stared at you longer.Ā
He pulled you down for another soft kiss. You wanted more, but he pulled away before it could get too racy.Ā
āTold you I would learn how to love you.āĀ
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Lights OutĀ
Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Prologue
It's a cold and cloudy, wintry Tuesday morning, the type of day you would rather be curled up in your home with something warm, then out in the freezing cold. The streets were calm and quiet than usual, which was odd regarding Gotham City. People were bustling about through the biting chill of the breeze to their destinations, not paying any mind to one another. Among the bustling crowd is a (h/c) girl making her way to the local cafe, where she works as a barista and baker. Briskly walking to get away from the cold, she weaves her way through the crowd with thoughts of warm coffee and fresh baked goods in mind. Walking up to the front doors of the cafe, she unlocks the door letting herself in, heading to the backroom. She opens her locker and puts her stuff inside before heading behind the front counter. Putting her apron on she starts baking the pastries for the day. While preparing the mornings stock of goods, Ā she hears the cafe door chime, she looks up seeing her coworker walk in. "Hey Y/n. Here early as always." she says groggily. "Hey Amelia. Yeah you know I have to be here early to start baking." Y/n laughs. "Right, we'd be out of business without your delicacies. I get that but how can you be up so early?" Amelia yawns, "Well I actually wasn't sleeping. I had a couple of papers due, so I stayed up to finish them," She admitted dusting off the remaining flour on her apron, finishing the pastries. "Alright, alright, but you better go home and get some sleep after your classes," she says with a hand on her hip and the other pointing in a scolding manner. "Yeah, yeah, yeah." 'Ameila, always the mother hen,' Y/n laughs to herself, getting back to work.
Ā Ā Ā Ā After finally opening the cafe for the early morning rush of freezing commuters, Y/n gets to work taking customer's names and orders while Amelia gets the pastries ready. It's not long before the rush comes to slow, a few people sitting around taking in the warmth before beginning their day. It's almost time for Y/n to end her shift after she takes her last order of the day, a tired looking college aged guy walks through the door bundled up in an expensive looking winter jacket with a hoodie underneath and a pair of joggers. "Hey there, Tom. Here for the usual?" the cheery (h/c) girl asks, " Yes but I think I'll try one of your pastries today." He says with a tired smile, Ā " What would you recommend Y/n." "Sure thing Hun. I like most of the stuff here except the lemon tart, but that's mainly because I don't care for the bitterness so early in the morning, add your plain black coffee to the mix and you're in for one hell of an after taste." She laughs and he chuckles before she continues, "But my favorite is the apple and cinnamon muffin, especially for a cold morning like this." "Yeah the lemon and black coffee doesn't sound so good, but the apple cinnamon sounds like what I need. I'll take that," Tom chuckles, paying for his coffee and muffin.
Ā Ā Ā 'She seems happy even for this early in the morning,' I think. 'But isn't she always.' Ā Smiling to myself as I walk to my usual table in the back, I sit down and pull out my laptop checking over a paper for my first class before thinking back to the barista. I come here every morning before class for my regular coffee, trying to keep my eyes open. I use to make the long trek a few blocks away from campus before this place opened up right by my apartment. I made the lazy decision to try the place out when I couldn't make myself trudge the extra few blocks. I thank my tired state of mind for that everyday since. My first time here, it was packed, I almost walked right out, but something stopped me. With my feet rooted to their spot in line, I patiently waited my turn. When I got to the counter with my beverage already in mind, a black coffee, can't go wrong with that. I lost my train of thought though once I was greeted by the barista. 'Hello, what can I get you this morning?' Came her sweet resounding voice. I could tell she was trying to hide the tiredness in it and she was doing a good job at it too. If I didn't know any better I'd think she was a natural morning person, but being a detective aided me with miniscule things like that. 'Uh, yeah. Could I get a black coffee?' 'Sure thing! What's the name?' 'Tom,' I reply not thinking clearly, being caught off guard by both her and my tiredness 'Okay, Tom, that'll be out in a few,' she says handing me my change. I walk off to the farthest table in the back and wait for my coffee. "Order for Tom! One black coffee and a cinnamon muffin!" I'm pulled from my musings by a familiar voice calling my "name". I mentally face palm every time I remember the encounter. If Dick, Jason, or even Damian were there, they'd give me so much hell for it. I get up from my spot to get my order. "Here you go. Hope you enjoy the muffin." She smiles as I take my coffee and muffin back to my table. Sitting down again, I can't help but note the same smile she always wears, looks more like an accessory than genuine at this point. But I don't think she's realized that herself yet. 'God, what am I thinking. I don't even know the girl and I'm already trying to wrap myself up in her' I sigh putting my laptop back in my bag and leaving. As I'm walking to campus, drinking my coffee and eating the apple and cinnamon muffin, I can't help but think about how the muffin melts in my mouth. Warm and soothing, with a sweet and crisp taste. It really is good, no wonder it's her favorite. Reminds me of the cute barista,"Y/n," I whisper her name. As much as I try, I can't help but smirk as the name rolls off my tongue.
Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā A few minutes after "Tom" left, Y/n ended her shift, heading to her first class of the day. Ā The only thing on her mind being the new murder mystery book she'd gotten from the bookstore a few days before. She just couldn't wait to continue reading it again. If it wasn't the book on her mind then it was the next episode of her other new obsession; Crime Time Mysteries. A new TV series about old and new cases some solved and some unsolved. Some of the cases even happened in Gotham. Not that that was a surprise. It's the one thing that keeps Y/n in town. As odd as it sounds, crimes have become a big part of her life, in regards to books, movies, and the media. Her father was a crime author. She grew up helping her father with his ideas. So it goes without say why she can't help but be pulled in by the enigma that is Gotham. Even at the cost of her own freedom.Ā
Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Accused
What's going on? Ā
Where am I?
Ā Ā Ā Why am I covered in blood? Ā Ā
Amelia?
Ā Ā Ā Ā Amelia, where are you? Ā
Ā Ā Sitting up, you looked around trying to gain your bearings. Once your eyes focus on the room room around you, you can tell your on the bathroom floor in Amelia's apartment. 'What the fuck is going on...?' Ā Helping yourself up, you stagger out of the bathroom, you hold yourself up against the hall walls, your legs feeling like their jelly, you have to force yourself to stay leaning on the wall. Staggering to the living room, you drag yourself from the hall to the kitchen counter, using it as leverage to support your body weight. Getting to the entrance of the kitchen leading to the living room, you slip on something, falling on your ass. Laying on the guard, you can feel something sticky all over your arms and legs. Lifting yourself up on your knees, you look at your limbs and around you seeing some sort of dark liquid all over the floor in the dark apartment. Ā Ā Registering the metallic smell of blood, your not fully comprehending what you've walked out on. Your head is pounding and your whole body is numb but hurts all the same. You try to get yourself up again but fall, laying on the ground, you just stay there trying to focus on gaining your senses back. Ā
Ā Ā Your jolted out of nowhere, having blacked out, by the sound of banging on the apartment door and you hear yelling too. Having gained feeling back in your body, you sit up again, looking around and taking in your surroundings. Your completely horrified to find yourself covered in blood. Getting up you try to stand up but you trip over something, looking over your shoulder, your petrified to see Amelia's dull, blank eyes staring at you. Screaming you try to crawl away from your dead friends body. Too caught up in your own horror, you don't notice the apartment door being kicked open. Gotham City's police department is rushing into the apartment and surrounding you. Your so confused and frightened, you're being yelled at, accused of murder. Ā You don't know what's even going on. You're being pulled up harshly and thrown into a wall, having your Miranda rights shouted to you. You're so out of it, you don't register your body throwing and flailing around trying to get out of the officers hold. You can't even hear your own voice as you scream that you didn't do anything.
Ā Ā Finally being able to weasel yourself away from the police officers, you run to the apartment window, throwing yourself through it. Rushing after you, the officers aren't able to grab you before you've thrown yourself through the window pane, and begin to fall along the side of the apartment complex. Landing in a dumpster, you lie their for the briefest moment, before launching yourself out of the dumpster. Hooked on pure adrenaline, you're barefoot, covered in blood, wearing sleeping shorts and a tank top running down the empty alley trying to look for somewhere to go.
Ā Ā Coming across a hole in the side of a building, while wandering around an alley, you try squeezing yourself through the hole, being able to get yourself through. Pulling yourself into the building, you look around seeing the place is some warehouse that looked abandoned. Sighing to yourself, you walk around, wandering up a staircase leading to an office. You sit yourself under a window, trying to calm down from all the adrenaline, you take the time to really take in your appearance. You're covered in blood and dirt, with bits and pieces of glass in your skin. Your tank top and sleep shorts are ripped and torn, and your bare feet are caked with more dirt, blood. There are even some pieces of rocks, gravel, and glass in the bottom of your feet. Trying to figure out what the hell happened, you try to focus on remembering the last thing you did. But you can't think straight, your head is throbbing. Curling in on yourself from the intense pain, you let yourself fall into a heap on the ground, giving into the overwhelming pain, you let yourself drift off again. But there won't be any peaceful sleep from this day on, only the restless need to run. Run for your freedom, for your life.Ā Ā
A/n: This is a story Iāve been working on myĀ wattpad account. I have a few other WIPs on there too, that I might post later on depending on the feedback I get on this one, This is the story regarding the mystery/thriller obsessed Reader who ends up being accused of her best friends murder. While on the run she meets a local hero who can already tell that Y/n is innocent. They offer to help her prove her innocence. With her knowledge of crime based media, the hero and Y/n compile all the evidence thatāll prove her innocence, once and for all. Along the way theyāll come across heroes and villains alike, who all have their own intentions for being involved.Ā
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Lunatic Parade Yuma Mukami ā(Chapter 4)
[Chapter O 1] Ā [Chapter 2] Ā [Chapter 3] Ā [Chapter 4] Ā [Final]Ā
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Place: Tart Tatan , Glimmer Street RestaurantsĀ
Yui: (For now, he told me to get something to eat as I got hungry butā¦)
Yuma: Ah...how shall we get staaartā¦
Yui: It was...the one who chased two rabbits didnāt get a single one.
Yuma: Aah...whatād ya mean?
Yui: I meant, it was impossible to get both heart and that giant cake at one shot.
Yuma: Tch...fuck. Donāt just decide the rare things or stuff all for yourself!
Aah, when I feel irritated, it gets on my nerves.
Yui: (Iām aware that I canāt have a gloomy mood but, itās not impossible to...)
(get back my heartā¦)
*Running footsteps*
Yuma: Nh? That man isā¦.
The fear store Manager:Ā Ooh! Youāre āre after all, I got you!!!
Yui: Good afternoon! Why are you in a hurry?
The fear shop Manager: Details explanation will be later! Anyway, I want you to come with me!
Yuma: Jeez...whatās now?
Place: ćµć³ććć¬ćć¼ćÆéć / Saint HonorĆ© Park Street
Yui: (Shop Manager...heās running surprisingly fastā¦!)
Yuma: I knew, the bakers were slow but steady...Yui! Have a look there!
Yui: Eh?
Place: ćµć³ććć¬ćć¼ćÆéć /Ā Saint HonorĆ© Park Street
Yui: (Thereās a curtain in the giant cakeās spaceā¦?)
Yuma: Oi, that curtain, whatās that?
Shop Manager: Iāll have you to look at that no matter what. Come on, hold this rope?
Yui: Eh?
*Hold the rope*
Shop Manager: You too! Donāt pull it roughly, okay?
Yuma: Y- yeahā¦
Shop Manager: Aight, weāll start counting. Hey, is everyone prepared?
Clown D: Of course!
Shop assistant: Same here, weāre ready!
Shop Manager: Okay thenā¦.One, two and ć¼!!
*Uncovers the cake*
Yui: This is...a new giant cake?
Shop Manager: Yeah, we ended up making one.
Yui: Eeh?
Yuma: However...isnāt it a little different though? Itās huge but the color is also different.
Shop Assistant: Fufu~ there was a lack of ingredients at last. So, we changed itās usual design, therefore this time is a cheese-cake!
Clown D: For this, the rear car also smelled like cheese~!
Yui: (Wowā¦!)
Yuma: Heeh~ It means y'all did it.
Manager:Ā Aah, that was the spirit. Since, it was stolen, so decided to rebake once āgain!
You taught us the lesson to never give up. Thanks alot for that.
Yui: No, we didnāt do anyā¦
Manager: Nope, Iām sure, we couldnāt get stirred up all by ourselves like this.
You could face many dangers in order to bring back the cake, am I wrong?
Yuma: Aah? I donāt get it?
Clown D: Ms. Assistant, you canāt hide the truth!
Assistant: Yeah. When you were passing by through the garden shop street...you bought the seedling of the demon-world strawberry, right?Ā
-> Spoiler! éēć¤ćć“ means Demon worldās strawberry literally!Ā
Yuma: Y- yeah, whatās wrong ābout that?
Manager: Demon worldās strawberry has a very complex color plus the taste is very luxurious...but you still wanted to plant it, which is pretty difficult to.
Itās bines completely move like a hitting whips and if the flower blooms, then the pollens are deadly poisoned, in some cases, it is also called devil strawberry.
Despite of these, you still thought you had to grow that...for the giant cake...uuuh *cries out*
Yuma: Tha- thatās right...if itās me then, itās a piece of cake...hahaā¦*fake smile*
Yui: (...Does that mean he bought it without knowing anythingā¦)
Manager: Anyways! As you showed up your stubborn side, we also couldnāt give up at all.
Me too, more, more, much more than before! Iāll have pledged to having a warming up passion for making cake!!
Assistant: Thanks to that, weāve passed a wonderful time...really, thank you.
And also, could you concentrate on finding a rare thing for Earl Walter...for your heart?
Yui: Ehā¦?
Manager: You told us the time cake was stolen, no?
Clown D: We have been worried~ Could it be that you were putting off your own purposes for us.
Manager: Thank you for all of these feelings...and also you helped us, we were encouraged.
Yui: Thatāsā¦.same here, thank you.
(The truthās thatā¦.we were the one to break the cake from the very first...but still they cared about us)
Yui: Really, thank you so much.
Manager: Itās aight! You were also in trouble.
Assistant: If everything goes well, then come again for eating the cake. Weāll serve it.
Yui: Ah...yesā¦
( I see. Everyoneās taking me as a resident of demon-world, not a human)
(It hurts when I feel like Iām deceiving themā¦)
Selectionć¼
-> Tell them you are a human /äŗŗéć ćØčØćĀ
Ā -> Be silent/Ā é»ć£ć¦ććĀ (+Correct)
Yui: (I want to say bit, but Iāll end up creating chaos for sure)
(There may be bad people out there and also I donāt want to pour water on this excitement)
*Yuma gets closer suddenly*
Yuma: Yuiā¦
Yui: Eh..?
*Strokes her hair*
Yui: (Heās...stroking my hairā¦)
(Does he know that Iām being worried)
Yuma: ...You better not say extra words. You gotta lie at this point.
Yui: Yes...got it.
Yuma: Aah--, sorry for making worries! Weāll concentrate on getting heart from here on!
Clown D: Yup, yup, do your best~!!
*Yumaās BGM*
Yuma: Aight, this time for sure! Weāll protect the cake!
Manager: But...didnāt you hear what we just said? Heart!?
Yuma: Kukuhā¦.unfortunately, Iām not a kind man whoāll just act on protecting the cake, yaāknow? Well, Iāll explain my plan.
Earl will be coming to steal this cheese-cake too. Hit it in all newspapers!!
Yui: Ah...I seeā¦!
Clown D: But, will the cake get stolen again?
Yuma: Dumbass, we have no choice but to bring the same topic. This time I aināt allowed to fall behind!
Protect the cake too and following that, Iāll get the heart back!...make sense?
Yui: yesā¦!
Assistant: If thatās the deal, then weāll cooperate too!
We have business in the shop, so itās impossible to help all the way but...after that, letās have the vow and help them!
Yuma: Oh! My bad!....This girl looks so overwhelming, so Iāll count on you being super nice!!
Yui: Itās...shameless thing.
Yuma: Itās fine ācuz thereāll be our victory from āre on.
*After a while*
Yui: (Itās been a long time butā¦)
Yuma: Heās not showing an appearance. Whereās he, that bastaard Earl!
Yui: (The pedestrian traffic is also less than before)
(I canāt have a guess since the demon world is dark, but to its residents, this time is natural)
Sorry for having all of you gathered here. Iām sleepy for a while, is it okay to get a sleep?
Yuma: No, itās fine. Same goes for you, are yā feelinā cold?
Yui: No, since you gave me a blanket, Iām fine.
Yuma: Noo, that one piece of close wonāt work.
Yui: Not really, itās fiäø!
*Hugs her*
Yuma: Stop talking and cling onto me more.
Yui: ...Yes
Yuma: ...kuku, if you think about it deeply, this situation quite looks like a dream.
Yui: About what?
Yuma: Yaā know...the atmosphere that everyoneās restless, I donāt hate it.
Perhaps itās been so since I was a lilā kid.
Yui: Eh? When you were a kidā¦?
Yuma: In the past...every single day I had to plow the field and that wasnāt fun at all.
The thing I remembered that sloppy circus used to come in the spring festival during the snow thaw time.Ā
To a brat liked me, it was very interesting show...and I used to watch that like a stupid.
Yui: Thatās how it wasā¦
Yuma: It was like a provincial town, so I wouldnāt stay all the time there.
End of the day, that group used to leave, continuing to wave their backs.
āDonāt leave, do it more and more...continue creating this dreamy worldā¦ā I wished.
Those circuses always used to come in my dreams...Without even having any realization, I forgot ābout them.
For this, when I am in this parade with you, I am having a restless and a strange mood.
Yui: I see, thank you.
Yuma: Haa? Why give me thanks?
Yui: Because you shared an event about your childhood...itās something to be happy about.
*Yuma blushed*
Yuma: Ha? That...not really, it wasnāt like that.
Yui: Nope, thank you for sharing that.
Yuma: Jeez...well, itās fine. Itās your turn to share some of your past.
Yui: Yes...I want to share a lot.
Yuma: Kuku, is that so.
Yui, no matter what this placeās, if I am with you thenäø
Earl Walter: Hahahaha!! Conversations between lovers in one kind of beauty in a parade.
Yui: Kh!!
Yuma: Finally show up!!
Earl Walter: Itās useless if you just stand and watch. This elegant giant cheeze-cake will belong to me!!
Yuma: Wait āre!!
*Yuma runs off*
Yui: Yuma kun!?
Look here!! Donāt ya dare to think that youāll fight the same thing as before!!
Yui: (He is holding a...mop?)
Earl Walter: Kh...donāt tell me this cakeā¦
Yuma: yeah, Iāll make it into a brutal state in no time!
Yui: You...canāt!
Yuma: Shut up! Donāt split out anything!
Yui: ā¦.!
Yuma: Oi, Iāll make you hear me! Give her heart back!
Earl Walter: Haah...that means you want to trade between the heart and the cake?
Yuma: The truthās that i donāt wanna handle any of those! But...I am sure the guys of the shop will be convinced if I talk to them!
Yui: Yuma kun, butā¦!
Earl Walter: Pftt...Hahahah!!
Yuma: Whatās so funny!!
Earl Walter: Iām apologizing for being soaked in this sentiment, however, thereās no way trade with that heart and just this cake.
Yui: Umm...then, what can we do so you can trade?
Earl Walter: In this area, a valuable thing isā¦
What about trading with this boy?
Yui: (Eh...?)
Yuma: Ha? Kh...me?
Earl Walter: Someoneās precious person, it has corresponding value right?
To you, he is precious, right?
Yui: ā¦ā¦.
(What should I do...if I agree, then Yuma kun will...)
Yuma: Haa...if I go, then she will survive, right?
Yui: Kh...no!
Yuma: But, Iām not valuable at all. Are you targeting correctly?
Earl Walter: Aah, ofcourse. Human plus vampire...very interesting.
Since I havenāt gotten anything like this before...thatās it. Iāll decorate him like a stuffed animal.
Yui: Kh! Thatās absolutely NOā¦!
Earl Walter: Then, will you give up on trading?
Yui: Then fine! I canāt hand over Yuma kun!
Earl Walter: Then, letās break this conversation here.
Yui: ā¦...Yes.
(Itās good...now)
Yuma: Wait...I get it. Iāll go with you.
Yui: Eh!?
Yuma: ...I canāt give up just for this.
*Yuma knocks out Yui*
Yui: Uuhā¦.!
*Yui falls*
*Screen black*
Yuma: Iām sorry...Yui.
???: O~i! Are you okay!?
Yui: nh...Iā¦
Clown D: What a relief, I was worried.
Yui: Ah...Where is...Yuma kun!?
(Not here...it means he went with Earl)
Clown D: When I rushed into here, I didnāt see him.
Yui: I seeā¦.
Clown D: Yes, I donāt know where did big bro go leaving you behind~
Yui: (He told that he will decorate with Yuma...itās very awful)
(It canāt beā¦!)
I have to go there. Clown san, whereās the castle of Earl Walter?
Clown D: Bernstein castle? Itās that direction.
Yui: That way...I get it, thank you so much!
Clown D: No not at all~ By the way, *sniffs*...neh, I smell something good.
Yui: Eh?
Vampire Woman A: What is the smell? Itās so deliciousā¦
Vampire Man E:Ā Aah, I can smell too...hey, is this woman, a human?
Yui: Kh!?
(Smells good, does it mean me?)
(Oh...I get back my heart, by trading with Yuma)
Vampire Woman D: You, it smells so good...can I have a little?
Vampire Man B: No, Iāll be first. Come one, gimme your blood!!
Yui: Kyaa!!
(I gotta runā¦!)
*Runs off*
Place:ćć«ć³ć·ć„ćæć¤ć³åĀ åéå / Bernstein CastleĀ front of castle gate
Yui: Haah...haahā¦!
(This is bernstein castleā¦)
*knock*
Yui: Excuse me! Please open the gate!
Give back Yuma kun!!
(I gotta get their attention quickly orā¦!)
*Running footsteps*
Vampire Man A:Ā Here sheās!! That woman!!
Vampire Woman A: Hey, lemme suck first!!
Vampire Man D: Nooo, me first! Hey you, come here!
Yui: Kh...No, donāt touch!!
*Knock*
(Please, openā¦!)
*Soaring*
Vampire Man C: Hm? Somethingās flying? A giant batā¦
Vampire Woman C: Hey, come here, wonāt you!?
*Eagleās flying*
Yui: (Thatās...the egg we wanted to get in the mine, the giant mom eagle?)
Vampire Man A: Kh, this woman is a wild-...wild-animal-tamer!? Run!!
Vampire Woman D: Kyaa-!!
Yui: Whyā¦.
I wanted to do a terrible thing with you...but you helped me?
Thank you...kyaa!
(Itās rubbing my back...does she want me to ride?)
Vampire Man B: First of all, we have to deal with that eagle!
Vampire Woman D: Beat that at first!
Yui: Kh...please, fly away!!
(Letās cling onto her...Iām sure itās gonna be fineā¦.!)
*Flies*
Yui: (Kh...I could be thrown off)
Vampire Man E: Oi, you canāt escape! Shoot it and make her fall!!
Yui: Fly higherā¦!
Place : Sky
Yui: ( Wow...she has reached higher in to time)
(Itās fine if she left me inside the castle)
(I donāt know sheāll understand my language, but letās request)
Would you mind if I get off in that castle?
Thereās a person there whom I canāt lose...please!
*Flying to that direction*
Yui: Kyaa!
(Diving down...I'll collideā¦!)
Place: ćć«ć³ć·ć„ćæć¤ć³åĀ ćć«ć³ćć¼ / Bernstein Castle Balcony
Yui: (...Huh? It doesnāt hurt?)
Waah, wait, Iāll get off.
*Gets off*
Thank you for helping...you can now go back to your eggs.
(Maybe that cake has already hatched out? It was good that I gave back the egg couragely)
(He forcefully stole my heart but now he simply exchanged it, how weird. So, I canāt give up at all.)
(So two of us can escape together...for now, I have to search him first.)
Place: ćć«ć³ć·ć„ćæć¤ć³å å®ē©åŗ« / Treasure Room of Bernstein CastleĀ
Yui: (Waah...wonderful, all of these are Earlās collection?)
(Glittering stuffs and also slightly creepy things...there are so many)
(Iām sure each of the owners of these treasures cherished a lotā¦.I canāt forgive him.)
*Foot steps*
Yui: Khā¦!
(Looks like someoneās here...I have to hide!)
???: Whoās there?
Yui: (Eh...this voice)
Yuma...Kun?
Yuma: Yuiā¦?
Yui: Yuma kun!
Yuma: Why are yā āre? Thatās even alone...itās dangerous!
Yui: Giant mom eagle protected me all the way and brought me here.
Yuma kun, whyād you go all by yourself? Itās awful!
I couldnāt help it...even if I helped all the way, I wonāt be satisfied at all.
Yuma: Haah...Not really, I just paid back everything you did, that was all.
I told you that if you cut out your own purposes and think only ābout others, itās comeout like this!
Yui: Khā¦
Yuma: Of course, I didnāt do it just with a single inference.
My real intention was to help you, no matter what happens to me.
I really donāt care about the strangers but if itās you then I canāt lose.
If it means to help you then Iāll overwhelmingly put myself into a fire...even though youāll be sad.
Yui: (I canāt say anything back...he was always holding sorrowful feelings for me)
(Despite of then, I... was just acting on my own)
Yuma: Did you understand the feelings of the guys you left behind?
Yui: Khā¦
Yuma: Iām asking if you understand their feelings when they were chasing after the person who was risky flying!?
*Yui cries*
Yuma: ā¦.Now, crying out will be a foul game.
Yui: Becauseā¦.uuhā¦
Yuma: If youāve learned by this experience, donāt you ever throw out your life away, got it?
Yui: ā¦.Yes...uuuhā¦.
Yuma: Aah, youāre making an ugly face. Donāt just stand, cāmere.
Yui: Eehā¦?
Yuma: You come to steal me from Earl, no? ...Kukuh, what ābout catching me then?
*Yui blushed and then laughs*
Yui: ...Yuma kun!
*Runs off*
*Fades to CG*
Yui: Iām sorryā¦
Yuma: Iām tired of hearing your āGomennasaiā Say something different.
For example āAs a punishment for acting on my own, Iāll let you suck blood as much as you canā etc.
Yui: Yes...Iāll let you, no matter whatās the amount.
Yuma: heeh? You say it after all.
Yui: Because I got my heart back, and sure my blood will taste ć¼
Yuma: Haah...Stoppu! I told you that I donāt care ābout the taste. Donāt go against it.
Yui: But...you were the 1st one to say that āI want to suck your bloodā
Yuma: Oh, well...I didnāt say for itās yummy taste...I want it, because itās your blood.
Donāt misunderstand.
Yui: Yesā¦!
Yuma: Kukuh...youāre finally making such a happy face just ācuz Iāll drink your blood. You canāt escape from these fangs anymore.
Yui: ...I donāt want the fangs, what I want is just to stay by your side.
Yuma: Haah? You also said it beforeā¦
Yui: Itās something to give back.
Fufu
Yuma: Well, Iāll forgive today.
Yui...letās stay together forever.
Yui: (These gentle eyes...put me at ease)
(Stay with me all the time, Yuma kun)
*CG Fades*
*Claps, Claps*
Yuma: You dumbass!
Yui: Earl Walter!?
Earl Walter: Hahahah, you did really wonderful.
Yuma: Haa? What are yaā saying?
Earl Walter: I thought you guys will be the perfect to possess the treasure.but...I didnāt think youād do that far.
Yui: What do you mean?
Earl Walter: Sometimes itās charm confuses humans and leads to misery.
...Vampires are deceived and end up going to a wrong path, the same goes with your heart.
So you and your partner are the appropriate owners of this heart. I was the judge.
But, it was needless to be worried. If your mutual bond continues like this, itāll be fine.
Yuma: Tch...Without even yer words, itās obvious to be fine!!
I mean, itās still fishy. You make everyone unhappy for that cake.
Yui: (Certainly...everyone was having a smiling faceā¦)
Earl Walter: Aah, I ate that cake as much as I could.
Yuma: Haaah!?
Earl Walter: I lost my interest in the cake so I returned it back to the forum. As I thought, a suitable amount is important.Ā
Yui: (So that was his purposeā¦.Iām somehow disappointed.)
Yuma: I get it but not get it. When I speak with bastards like you, I wanna hit so bad. Anyway...see ya.
Yui: But, how can we get backā¦
Yuma: Weāll fly from the balcony...I want to have you in my arms for a while.
Yaā canāt get separated.
Yui: ...Yes!
->Ā Continue
äø The end of Chapter O 4
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The townsfolk indeed call for another Witcher. For all Jaskier knows, the baker's wife put a contract in a notice board in the nearest town ā Corvo Bianco is small, and it's a bit farther away from any main roads ā and, surprisingly, someone has arrived.
It's the innkeeper, that Jaskier meets at the well as he goes to collect water, that says that to him. āIt's a Witcher I've never met before,ā he says, gruffly, while he weights up two buckets full of water, āHe came here this morning, flashed a strange grin when he asked us to take his things, payed a room and went to hell, probably.ā
Jaskier is almost afraid to ask, āWhat is he like?ā
The Witcher is obviously not Geralt, because the innkeeper would have known him in that case. Jaskier is scared to hope anyway ā he wants him to be Eskel, or Lambert. He needs a familiar face, someone he can talk about and understand his words. A shoulder he can cry on. A friend he can ask to keep an eye on Geralt, because he can't anymore.
āHe's, uh, strange. Has scars, pale skin, two swords.ā
āLike any Witcher.ā Jaskier almost laughs. He can be anyone, really. He doesn't dare to hope.
āDunno if he'll come back, but he has a room in my inn. You might meet him.ā
Jaskier takes a deep breath, āI might.ā
He does, that same evening. Jaskier doesn't even know why, after all, if the Witcher is Eskel or Lambert, they know where he lives ā and if they already know about Geralt and his break up and they don't want to see him anymore, Jaskier surely doesn't want to impose his presence to someone who doesn't want it. He can be annoying, and most of the time he ignores when a person is annoyed by him, but he can take very well that kind of hint.
But curiosity's got the best of him, and won against the disappointment that is already stinging in his chest, while he walks, slowly, the small roads of Corvo Bianco. The past years, he has taken the same roads so many times that he's lost count, to reach the tavern down the village so he could perform for a, yes, a small crowd, but a very welcoming crowd. A crowd that Jaskier always adored, especially when they warmed up towards an amazed Geralt ā still not used to the generosity, kindness and gentleness of this people.
He enters inside the inn and he's greeted by the innkeeper's wife. After a bit of small talks, she immediately points him a table in the center of the common room, where a man dressed of a light, leather armor is eating voraciously, not looking up as the innkeeper's wife tells him, āHe's the Witcher!ā, even though Jaskier is pretty sure that he's heard them very clearly.
Jaskier doesn't know what he was expecting. Not Geralt, but when his eyes lay on the Witcher's hair, he feels nonetheless a pang of disappointment when he notices that the colour is wrong, it's a too dark shade, not even close at the white strands Jaskier is so fond of. It's not even the brownish, gentle colour of Eskel's, and that is definitely not the chaotic head of Lambert. And he's never met Vesemir, but by the stories he heard, the Witcher is definitely not Geralt's mentor.
He blinks frenetically, but his eyes remain dry. He has half a mind to just turn around and forget about the unknown Witcher ā right now, it's not strong enough to deal with the mess of another Witcher ā but, the other half... the other half is curious. He wants to know who he is. He's been so lonely lately...
āI'll pay for what he eats.ā he says then, to the woman in front of him, āBring him another bowl of broth.ā
āWant some, dear?ā
Jaskier shakes his head, āI've already eaten, thank you.ā he tells her, as he walks towards the Witcher that now is looking straight at him with a confused stare. He fidgets with a hem of his doublet, feeling a bit intimidated under the Witcher's unnerving eyes.
When Jaskier sits finally in front of him, he notices his medallion. The animal it represents is definitely not a wolf. āYou're welcome.ā he says, because he doesn't really know how to break the ice.
It works, somehow. The Witcher laughs, with a half seductive smile. āYou must be the bard that lives here. There's this little girl that this morning talked my ear off about you, while showing me the way to the inn. She said you're funny and have a funny voice.ā
Jaskier laughs. She must be the baker's daughter, the split image of her mother. āThat must be me, yes.ā The innkeeper's wife comes to them with two steaming bowls of broth, and ignores Jaskier splutters when one of the bowls is settled in front of him. She just looks at him, deadpanned, and makes a tactless remark about the weight he has lost lately, before turning back at her chores. āYou're here for that child's parent's contract about a wolf.ā
āThat girl thinks it's a werewolf. And she's godsdamn right about that, at least.ā the Witcher eyes at him through long, thick lashes. His eyes are of a strong yellow, they almost glow in the timid light of the torches. There is smudged kohl decorating his lids, it makes them bigger and more feline. They are like a black cat's. āShe's wrong about you, you don't seem funny at all. You have no instruments with you, and I am not hearing a single song danced in miles. You're boring,ā he grimaces, then, āAnd depressed. You're depressing me.ā
Jaskier doesn't touch the broth, that's going cold under his nose. And really, as much as he's trying to be better, he can't deny those words. āSorry for that. I... forgot my lute back at home.ā he lies easily. His lute has remained untouched since Rinde, and now it's collecting dust inside his case under the bed. āMy name is Jaskier, by the way. I was hopingāā what? What was he hoping to obtain? There is a Witcher in front of him and it's not from the Wolf's school. It's all a waste of time. āNevermind. You're a Cat Witcher, and, I'll be honest, I haven't heard anything good about Cats. People say that you're cunning, and cruel. I, obviously, don't think it's true, because people say those things to all kind of Witcher, really,ā he doesn't say that most of those things was Geralt that told him, āBut I thank you for your services. If there's really a werewolf around here, it's... bad. It's a very bad... situation. Rarely we've had this kind of problem, here.ā
āYou know quite a lot 'bout Witchers, uh.ā the Witcher pushes his empty bowl to the side, without lowering his gaze from Jaskier's face, āName's Aiden. I'm a Cat Witcher, and I am usually cruel, if needed.ā
Jaskier tries a smile, āHopefully, we won't need it. I just wanted to tell you that here, you'll be... treated well. Not as a mutant, that is. They are used to Witchers, so no one will charge you more than needed for food and such, and they will pay you what is owed.ā
The Witcher ā Aiden ā passes a hand against his lips, wiping the grease away with a swift move, āGood. I like when I'm payed fair and well. Now, this has been awkward enough so, if the master bard will permit it, I will head to bed. I spent all the day in the woods and found nothing, so if y'all are so cordial as you're saying, now I deserve a very good rest.ā he says, standing up and stretching his long limbs. He's more lean and slender than the Witchers Jaskier knows, with less muscles and more agility, he guesses. I bet his cock is still smaller than Geralt's, Jaskier thinks, then, immediately after, he feels the urge to bang his head against the table.
Jaskier doesn't answer him, too occupied in try not to maim himself. But then, Aiden stop in his track and turns around enough to look at him again, contemplating something that Jaskier cannot read in his expression, āNow that I think 'bout it, I have another contract. Considering that I have to wait the next full moon to do anything with the werewolf, better get done with that too.ā
Jaskier shrugs. It's not really his concern, after all. For a second, he has the impulse of telling him that, if only he needs it, he has some witchery potions back at his house. Just in case he hasn't enough supplies with him for both the contracts. After all, Geralt won't use them ever again. But, but something stops him to propose that: fuck, they're Geralt's, regardless of everything.
He won't give Geralt's things to anyone for any reason at all.
āThe little girl hired me,ā Aiden continues, with a grin. āShe said that your house is haunted, because every night all the village hears wails coming from.ā
Jaskier blinks, āThat's... that's untrue.ā
āShe said that everyone is just ignoring that. Oh, it must be a very scaredā correction, scaring creature living into your house.ā
āThere is no creature in my house! And no one wails in the night!ā Jaskier snaps, incredulous. Whatever the fuck? āWell, I would know if there is something like that in my own house, I live there! There is nothing apart from me!ā
Aiden raises an eyebrow.
Suddenly, hot shame creeps up Jaskier's chest, coloring his cheeks in an ugly red. āIt's not me, Witcher.ā
It's impossible. He doesn't cry since the day the townsfolk sent the pie to him. And during the night he, Gods, he just sleeps. He doesn't have nightmares, he has no reason to wail.
āOh, I don't know. But worry not, bard, I am the monster hunter here, so I'll soon find out what lurks in your shadows, for very little compensation. See ya later, then!ā
āLater?ā Jaskier repeats, stunned. All he receives for an answer is the Witcher retreated back, and nothing else. He's totally been ignored, damn it. āFucking hell.ā he softly murmurs, even if all he wants to do is screaming for the terrible fate that has fallen upon his head.
He doesn't want another Witcher in his life. One ā three, he lost them all ā is enough, and he has already stomped on his poor, fragile heart, surely there's no need for another one to push his finger into the still fresh wound. Aiden will notices the evident presence ā late presence ā of a Witcher, from Geralt's old armors and weapons hanging on the wall, to the countless potions in the storage, and there will be questions, so many question that Jaskier still doesn't want to answer. And if he, indeed, is the one wailing during the night, he'll want to know the reason, andā and he doesn't want to explain himself. He feels so tired.
Dazed, he leaves a couple of coins on the table, next to the untouched, cold bowl of broth and gets out into the fresh evening air. He blinks while walking, not really acknowledging where he's going but pretty sure that his own feet are taking him home.
He thought he was feeling better. He thought that after a couple of months, he's made peace with what happened in Rinde, considering that it was no one's fault, considering that now Geralt is safer that he'll ever be with him, considering that all he wants is Geralt's happiness even if it's not with him. Sure, Jaskier's always been selfish, and he's always wanted everything despite it all, butā but he thought that with Geralt was different, that he was ā is ā more important than his foolish humanly desires.
And yet, Gods. And yet, here he is, sad and depressed, still waiting for Geralt to come home.
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