#i just saw it was your birthday after waking up so i hope this isnt too late

[kunimikat]

How they act after you break up with them.

(I made sure to check but there might be small grammar errors, and this is a long one so strap in 🙇, but hope you enjoy angst+fluff here) but not me actually feeling bad for them after-

Is more out of it then usual.

The reason you broke up with him is because you felt like it wasn’t a real relationship. And more like you sometimes got to talk during class, and sometimes out of school.

He writes in his a separate notebook of ways he could’ve done better

Starts comparing himself to other guys more often

Leaves earlier then everyone else to got to dorms.

Mumbles even more then usual, and sometimes the only person that can snap him out of it is Aizawa.

Sometimes takes it out on his friends

“Hey Deku!-“

“Not right now Uraraka.”

“Oi, Deku nerd, the-“

“Can you not right now Kacchan?”

“HAAH?-“

“Midoryia! Would you like to study?”

“Maybe later Iida...”

Todoroki offered him soba but it resulted in Midoriya slowly slurping up soba as he looked into the void of people

He shut everyone one out and didn’t talk barely most of the week.

He’d take out a lot of his anger during training.

It somehow finally clicks into place how bad you feel and how much you miss him when All Might pull you aside and asks. “Uhhh...Is Young Midoriya ok? I’m getting real worried....ITS NOT LIKE I DONT WORRY ABOUT MY OTHER STUDENTS HAHAHA! HOW’S-

There’s 15 minutes of your life awkwardly telling All Might how all your classmates are doing.

Which made you want to jump off the top of UA at the moment.

You decide to head to his dorm and ask him about it, cause you feel like it’s your fault.

You walk in on him crying, clutching the shirt you bought for him on his birthday.

You almost dropped to your knees in guilt at the sight

You rushed over and sat by him, comforting him, though it wasn’t much as you started crying too.

Basically a crying festival for an hour.

“Please....Please Y/N I love you so much, I promise I’ll make it work, and I’ll do my best to make it up to you, just please...PLEASE don’t leave me.” You kiss him on the lips and then his hand, “Babe it’s not all on you, I promise I’ll do better this time too, I’m so sorry for being selfish, I love you, ok?” Another crying fest.

After you start dating again:

Always makes sure you’re comfortable, and checks into your dorm before he starts a study session.

Helps you with your work before his. ( Though you insist he doesn’t as he’s gotten points off multiple times for turning in his work late.)

Goes on dates every time you have some free space in your schedules. Somehow ends up in an All Might merch shop 80% of the time.

!!CUDDLE SESSIONS AFTER HERO TRAINING AT ALL TIMES!! Even in Recovery Girl’s office, though many times she bops you both on the head and tells you to get out.

(If you both like All Might) You both geek out over new All Might stuff, and his old interviews while wearing an All Might onesies.

(If you like a different hero) You could spend hours bickering on who’s best hero, pulling up recordings and articles on the. With you holding your favorite hero plushie and him wearing All Might pajamas.

And waking up early just to take a long route to school together.

Makes sure to say ‘I love you’ at every small moment, and compliments you, though he can’t take compliments himself-

If it’s a permanent breakup:

“I...I understand, but why?”

Tears well up in his eyes and he for once he keeps eye contact with you, without looking away

It takes everything in you to not breakdown

“I’m sorry Izuku, I just don’t think it’ll work out in the end.” He grabs your hand and holds it both of his. He puts it to his forehead, nearly on his knees at this point. You try not to cry with him, but you knew it wasn’t going to end up a happily ever after in the end. And you wanted to break it off before that could happen.

“Izuku, I know, I know, I’m so sorry, I wish it couldn’t end like this-“

“Then don’t let it. Please Y/N don’t let this end.”

You eyes welled up as you put a hand over your mouth while repeating ‘I’m sorry, so sorry Izuku’. You looked away from him as you slipped your hand out of his, you close your eyes painfully, the tears finally running down your face. You couldn’t help but look back one more time, and almost wanted to run to where he was and take it all back. He sat on his knees, his head in his hands as painful sobs wracked his body. You quickly leave the room, shutting the door behind you.

You both were pretty quiet and emotionless the whole week.

Midoriya was even worse then before,

It got to the point where sometimes he didn’t eat or sleep

He barely responded to anything anyone said

Hell, even Bakugo was worried at some point

Midoriya would always go back to his dorm and cuddle with the gifts you gave him while you were dating.

It took a long time for him to get over it, and even when he thought it did, he still gets emotional over it

Even after highschool it pains him to see your off doing your own thing without you at his side the whole time

Quieter then usual

Is so deep in thought, sometimes forgets he’s in class or what he’s doing

During tests, or while working on assignments he’d be so deep in thought he didn’t realize he broke his pencil, or used his quirk on his desk

Instead of having his usual outburst on people he’d just walk off, or click his tounge and walk off

Even during Hero Lessons he’d be less calculated, and not as pumped up

When anyone tried to ask he’d just say “Fuck off, I’m fine.”

His grades slightly dropped

He had bags under his eyes, and had even worse posture then usual

When it came time to leave, he’d be the first one out, and no one could find out where he’d go

A permanent frown was on his face at all times (basically him most of time but with a deeper frown)

No one knew what to do at this point

It didn’t click with you until one day during Hero Lessons

He was sparring with Kirishima and all of a sudden he fainted

Everyone was surprised to say the most

You rushed with Kirishima to Recover Girls office

You both almost busted the door off it’s hinges

She wacked you both on the head but quickly tended to Bakugo, surprising you both as she checked on him

“Oh....I wouldn’t have expected this from Bakugo.” You and Kirishima had confused looks on your faces. “Well he passed out from exhaustion, which I usually see with that foolish Midoriya boy. This one usually keeps up with himself, something must’ve happened.” She cut herself off as she saw the look on your face that said it all. She beckons Kirishima to follow her out, as he still wasn’t getting what was happening.

You finally got a good look at him, and saw just how exhausted he looked. The bags under his eyes, his bruised body, and how pained he looked in his sleep. You hugged the non-bruised part of his arm, and finally let the tears you held let go. “I’m sorry Katsuki...I’m sorry I didn’t see it sooner.” Before you realized he woke up, he placed his free hand on your head, rubbing small and soothing circles on your head. “S’okay, let’s make this work.” You knew you didn’t have to say anything else as you both stayed like that until Recovery Girl came in to kick you both out.

After you start dating again:

Comes to your dorm everyday to get you up knowing you’d oversleep if he didn’t (also wants to see your sleeping face...not in a weird way)

Cooks you breakfast in bed on off days,

You guys cook something together when you have a movie night

Instead of yelling most times, he just makes sure he understands your side of everything before jumping to conclusions

Makes sure he isn’t too rough with you verbally (lol not sure physically)

Brings you to his parents house during some free time since you get along with his mom and dad well

Won’t admit it but adores the fact that his parents love you

Whispers ‘I love you’ when he’s made sure your ‘sleeping’ (you’re not, you just wanna hear him say it all shy like)

You guys go on training dates, where you both train together, then have a picnic where you just trained

Him being more open with PDA, like holding your hand, or laying his head on your shoulder, etc. just small stuff

He loves playing with your hair and twisting it around his fingers while cuddling or studying

You both cheer on your favorite hero during a fight on TV, or you pick a random channel on TV and you just listen to him rant how stupid something is while you lean onto his shoulder at 2am (somehow got him to stay up this late)

If it’s a permanent breakup:

“No...no...you can’t, you can’t be serious”

He sounded so broken. His fists clutched so hard you thought his bones would pop out

Anger was evident in his face, and he honestly scared you with the face he was making

“Y/N....are you joking?” You frown and step back a little, did he really think everything you said was a joke? “No Bakugo, I just think this isnt gonna work out in the end.” You heard him click his tongue, then just look at you in shock, then anger. He looked down, his bangs covering his expression. “So you’re just gonna end it like that? No working anything out, just break up? It was one fucking mistake Y/N.”

“Yeah one big mistake, you don’t suck faces with some other person on accident, Bakugo.” The venom in your voice slicing through the tension filled air. “Can you just fucking forgive me? I won’t do it again.”

“You said that last time, Katsuki, then you go and clown off again-“

Before you could get anything else out Bakugo already had his quirk going in one hand, and the other holding your shoulder down. You both looked surprised, even as he backed away. “No..nononono fuck Y/N baby I’m sorry-” you smacked the hand that reached out for you. You started packing everything, Bakugo’s eyes widened as he just stood in shock. Before he knew it you were leaving already.

“N...NO NO Y/N PLEASE, I’M SORRY-“ he grabbed you by the arm that reached for the door knob. You quickly shrugged him out of his grasp, and opened the door. “Goodbye Bakugo, I hope well for the next person with you.” And you slammed it in his face. He stood there, it’s like the emotions he felt before were completely wiped when you slammed the door on him. It was 8:03pm, he should start getting ready for bed anyway.

For a few weeks he was unresponsive, and only talked when he needed to

His movements were sluggish and he’d often stare at nothing

Bakugo didn’t even glare, or really do anything when Midoriya tried talking him

Or shittyhair, dunce face, raccoon eyes, or soy sauce face

They were all the same, and just molded into one voice every time someone tried talking to him

After a while he got over it, but he still regrets what he did

You helped him through so much yet he went off and did stupid shit

Even after highschool, he’d still keep up on you frequently through social media

Basically stalking you on there, guessing he never truly got over it once he felt tears subconsciously stream down his face as he saw you with someone else, happier.

He felt like he didn’t do anything wrong, and he was confused at the throb in his heart every time you looked away from him or ignored him.

So he did ask you, and all you did was look at him like he just hit you.

Why did you look so hurt?

Todoroki shrugged it off, thinking you’d come back like you did after every fight you guys had

But you didn’t, and that’s what took an actual toll on him

More emotional

A permanent frown on his pretty features most of the time

All he mostly eats is soba

He didn’t know how to handle this in all honesty

Sometimes he’d just stare at you, and even when you looked back he’d just stare...

Sometimes he’s so out of it he doesn’t realize he’s either froze the entire classroom or was a living breathing radiator, or both (rip Momo, Satou, and Tokoyami)

He’d ask Midoryia for help but it came out as a fumbled mess most of the time:

“Midoryia...how do you hurt....them, a lot...without...? Can you help?

Midoryia is just like:

(Sorry I had to add that in I was cackling sm from it)

“I think you should just talk to them Todoroki.”

That was harder to do then he expected, you mangaged to avoid him pretty well,

One day he was just fed up and as soon as the bell rang he took your hand and left the class

He takes you to an empty classroom, his left side nearly giving you frostbite

You were about to yell at him before you saw his broken expression

“What...what did I do for it to be like this?” You we’re now quiet as you saw the confused and hurt expression on his face. Him barely being able to control either of his quirks, he was shaking, yet still held a confused expression. It just clicked with you, Todoroki wasn’t used to the sudden emotions or feelings, and when one of the people he’d usually go to to talk about it wasn’t there, he started to crumble.

You hugged him tightly , not caring if his quirks messed up your uniform. “I’m sorry Y/N....I’m sorry I’m not enough, but-“ You cover his mouth as tears fell from your eyes and onto the ground or his uniform. “I- I-I’m so sorry Todo...it’s just you never gave me affection and I was being so selfish and petty about it, I just- I didn’t realize that you went through your own experience for it to turn out like this. It’s not your fault, and I love you the way you are Shoto.” Todoroki didn’t even notice the tears come down his face as you kissed him over and over again. A small ‘I’m sorry’ from you every time. His quirks calmed down and now you were holding each other in a random classroom. You’re heart nearly stopped as you looked up at him and saw a small, teary eyed smile.

After you start Dating again:

Todoroki was much more observant

He’d stay up late readings articles saying “How to understand emotions” or “Is there other good food then Cold Soba” wait-

Regularly gets you gifts, even though most of the time you make him return the stuff since he’s been getting so much with his dads card

Endeavor ended up yelling at you both in a 7/11 while you were stuffing your faces with a soba flavored chips

You both figured out a way to get Todoroki to express himself without words

He’d slightly activate his left side if he wanted any sort of attention, and his right side was if he was feeling stressed or upset

He subconsciously goes to your dorm now to check up on you to make sure you’ve had a glass of water, dinner or anything really (He just wanted a reason to go to your dorm)

You played with his hair once, and he’s never going back

When cuddling he’d lay his head in the crook of your neck, hoping to feel you playing with his hair

You push him to start taking therapy sessions to understand what emotions he’s feeling and how to express them

Takes you in your free time to an empty field just to hear you talk, and learn more about you

And he’d always wake up early and made sure to get a few snacks for you before you woke up and brought them to your dorm room (Last time he tried to cook he almost burned the kitchen down)

Overall Todoroki just loves giving you small head pats now, you don’t know where it came from but you didn’t complain

Poor bby stuttered so hard the first time he said ‘I love you’ you giggled

Ended up making him feel embarrassed and like he did something wrong, but you quickly kissed him/praised him

He can’t stop saying it now, one time you picked up his pencil, before you could hand it to him just a sudden “I love you Y/N” the entire class looked at you both in shock

“STOP SUCKING FACES OVER THERE!”

“SHUT UP BAKUGO”

“HAAAH?”

Todoroki is the happiest he’s been.

If it’s a permanent breakup:

“Over? What do you mean we’re over?”

You felt so horrible by the the pure confusion on his face

But the rude things he said to you, over powering your want to get back with him

Lately Todoroki has been more protective, and rude. Insulting everything you do, belittling you slightly. It just added up and you were tired of it

Todoroki tilted his head to the side, deep in thought.

“Y/N your being on the dumber side again, are you hanging out with them too much?” You were taken aback by how nonchalantly he insulted you and your friends. “Excuse me? Todoroki did I hear you right?” You stepped foward leaning your head toward him. “Of course you can, or did Bakugo’s yelling make you not hear so well?” The fact he said it with no emotion, or nothing to it was making you clench your fist. “The hell has gotten into you Todoroki?” You shove his shoulder a bit. He frowned at you heavily making you flinch. “Well if you didn’t go and ignore me most of this week maybe I wouldn’t be like this. I usually hold my tongue but you’ve been rude this entire week.”

You stood there speechless. “Well Ex-fucking-cuse me Shoto. Maybe if you didn’t insult me all the damn time I wouldn’t ignore you, or wait for an decent apology.”

You drag out the last words as you glared at him, Todoroki giving one back. “I’m only telling the truth so you don’t look dumb. I’m helping you out Y/N, I thought you’d understand.” You scoff in utter shock, you couldn’t help the sudden urge to slap some sense into him. Now he stood speechless, the force in that slap causing his hair to look messy, and a red mark on his cheek. Tears were in your eyes as you clenched your fist, biting your lip from cussing him out on the spot. “Your lucky I don’t beat your sorry ass, just...just the the fuck out Todoroki!” You pushed him toward the door. He looked at you with no emotion in his face as he saw you start to bawl your eyes out. “Just...just get the hell out Todoroki, it’s over, we’re over.” He felt a pang in his heart, but choose to ignore it and just left.

It only actually came to him during the night as he was about to walk to your dorm after a nightmare, when he realized the entire conversation

He tried knocking on your door but you didn’t answer, even though he could hear your music

He went back to his dorm, sat on his bed and just had a full mental breakdown

Realizing his main emotional support that helped him through mostly everything was gone

He felt he said stuff his father said to you already which made it even worse

He tried texting and calling you but you had him blocked on everything

He repeated the entire conversation in his head, just now coming to how disgusting he really did sound

Todoroki for that whole week was an emotional wreck

During hero training if he was thinking about you or what he did he doesn’t notice poor Satou trying to get out of his wall of Ice.

Is always with Midoryia at some given time,

He kind of clinged onto people in his circle that gave him attention of some sort

When he some time passed he eventually got over it

After Highschool you both kept in touch, but it pained him when he saw you engaged and happy with another person

But he was happy if you were happy.

Heyyy so this is probably the longest thing I’ve written since like my last Wattpad fanfics I used to do(yikes). But hope you enjoy, and don’t be afraid to request! I’m taking them now so go wild.

Sorry that they were all confusing it’s my first hcs+scenario thingy, but I have a few other things in the works so... 💃🕺

#mha x reader #bnha #bnha x reader #bnha x male reader #mha x gender neutral reader #mha x male reader #mha x female reader #bnha x female reader #bnha x gn!reader #bnha x gender neutral reader #midoriya x reader #bakugou x reader #bakugou angst #todoroki x reader #angst #fluff #mha x poc!reader #bnha x poc!reader #izuku midoria x reader #mha deku #bakugou x y/n #todoroki x y/n #izuku x reader #mha imagines #bnha imagines #mha headcanons #bnha headcanons #bakugo fluff #bakugo x female reader #todoroki x fem!reader

[milqueandsugar]

could you maybe do another beach day with the reader (maybe female but gender neutral is perfectly fine) but with George, Karl and Quackity this time?

🏵 Your Tea Is Ready 🏵

Warnings: Slight NSFW

Genre: fluff

| George |

Cottage core swimsuit? Yes please

Totally didn't buy you a swim suit matching his for your birthday a few weeks prior in prep

Absolute slander how dare you

Actually woke up early for this event, well with the help of Dream XD of course

"So what do you think they'll wear?"

"I already know"

"Pervert"

"It- Its not like that! I bought it for them!"

"Pervert"

When you finally arrive boy is he floored!

Hes never seen you like this before and it had him rather flustered to say the least

"Fix your dick before they come over here"

"I dont have a boner Dream!"

"For now"

When you come over to great him hes arguing with the god, though he quickly composes himself in your presence

"Hey! We match!"

"Yeah! Yeah I saw how good it looked on you and thought I'd buy my own pair, I hope that isnt weird"

"No! I think it's really cute! We look like a couple"

Your little giggles had him burning up, imagine how he felt when his overworked mind processed your words

"Hey, you're looking a lil red george, you okay?"

"Oh hes fine, we slept in today and he forgot to bring sun screen in the rush"

Thank the heavens he had the god as his wingman, he was still recovering from the heart palpitations you had given him

"Do you have any Y/N? I'm sure he'd appreciate the help"

"Of course! George forgets stuff all the time here!"

Okay he was a little less thankful as the god egged you on

His attention was quickly brought back to you as you smoothed your sun screen across his reddened cheeks

A soft sigh escaped his lips as he rested his head in your hand

"You tired already george? Why dont we go swimming! That might wake you up"

Feigning a yawn be brought his hand to his mouth

"Maybe, As long as you're with me"

You gently punch his shoulder and begin to lead him to the water

His eyes falling to the curve of your ass

"Today seems like its gonna be fun day, doesn't it george?"

George can only nod along, swallowing thickly as he let's you pull him into the ice waters

"This is going to be fun"

"Fuck off"

| Karl |

Honestly the only reason he even came to the beach party was for you

Dont get me wrong he has nothing against social gatherings

In fact he loves to wind down with a good party with a few friends

But parties never ended well in the smp and he didn't feel like it was worth it

Much to Quackity and Sapnap's chagrin

"Come on!! Phil's making food! So is Niki! This is the buffet of a life time!"

"I dont know, I have some organizing I have to do for the library-"

"That hottie Y/N will be there"

"Huh? Y/N's gonna be there?"

"Woah! Now you're interested loverboy! If I knew that would've worked I would have said it from the start!"

"Shut up! It's not like that!"

"Sure think Karl, sure thing"

Most likely wears his hoodie over his swim trunks

Hes just a little self conscious y'know

The bois show up just a little late, fashionably you could say

"Hey! Karl! I didn't think you were coming"

"Yeah, sapnap and Quackity swayed my mind"

"To be fair we did have some extra help"

That comment earned a rather harsh elbow from Karl

"Well I'm happy you came! Come on let's go get some hot dogs"

"Yeah, that sounds good"

"Count us in! Do you know if Niki is here yet?"

"Maybe? I haven't seen her yet but I just got here"

"Me and Quackity are gonna look for her, you two have fun!"

You wave them a brief goodbye, still holding Karl's hand

"Why are they acting so weird?"

"Its Sapnap and Quackity, what else could you expect"

"I mean you're not wrong, now let's go get some food before Tommy eats it all"

| Quackity |

Was probably the one who organized the party

He had some extra money from winning a few at the casino, and was he more then happy to spend it on seeing you in a swim suit

Hes just, a little bit of a perv to say the least

Hires Niki and Fundy to make sure the food comes out good, afterall he wants to make it perfect for you

Invites only a few people, sure he wants to spend the day with you but if it were just the two of you things might get a little awkward

After all you weren't quite dating yet

Makes sure to invite you just a bit early so you two get just a bit of alone time

"Hey Big Q! Hows it hanging?"

"Hey! Y/N you're early! Excited to see me huh?"

"Early? I thought I was on time"

The nervousness in your voice drips guilt into his mind

"Dont worry about it! Now we have some alone time, Mamacita"

He purrs pulling you closer to him

You giggle and take hold of his cheek in your hand, running your fingers across his scar

"You're one hell of a flirt aren't you?"

"You know it, Hermos(a/o)"

"Hey! Quackity! Y/N hows it going!

"Hey love bugs!"

"You've gotta be kidding me"

"Niki! Eret! Love the sun hats! "

#dsmp x reader #mcyt x y/n #dsmp imagine #mcyt x reader #mcyt imagine #mcyt x you #dsmp x you #george x reader #george x y/n #quackity x y/n #quackity x you #quackity x reader #karl x you #karl x y/n

[yatsugareboyf]

helloo!! i hope you’re doing well!!

can i ask for head canons when atsushi and tanizaki (separate) forget their s/o’s birthday?? when do they realize? and what do they do after they realize?

cause all friends forgot my birthday (back in dec). only my one of friends remembered and everyone else only realized the like half an hour before the day ended or realized the day after and ngl that shit hurt really bad (╯︵╰,) but it’s okay they made up for it ٩(^ᴗ^)۶

sorry i needed to rant a bit but take your time we love you!!💗💗

hi anonnie i hope ur doing well too ^^ im glad they made up for it because it really sucks for someone to forget that its ur birthday yknow :( so here are hcs for u :))

hcs for atsushi and tanizaki forgetting s/o's birthday

atsushi nakajjma

i dont think atsushi is the type of person to forget your birthday just because its that special to him

but lets say he forgot to greet you because he was busy with the agency

you were so excited for ur birthday because atsushi kept on reminding you about it because he wants it to be the best day ever for you :(

but when you wake up and he's not there, not even a note or a breakfast left for you, you felt devastated

"well maybe he has a surprise for me when he gets home?" you think hopefully as u went on with your day

you never really do much for your birthday, but it felt so dull than usual :(

when you got home from work or school, atsushi was already there reading a book on the sofa

"so there isnt something for me?"

he looked over at you and smiled, greeting you as usual and asked you to sit with him like he always does

and he asks you about your day, typical daily stuff he asks you

and you were really upset, did he really forget about today? was your birthday something unimportant to him?

"well, i went out and got this new headset ive been meaning to buy... it only makes sense to treat myself for today..." you offhandedly remarked

"that's great! did something happen today? im sure you did well today, angel. im proud of you !" he says, clueless about the hints you're already dropping

despite his warm words, you weren't swayed. he really forget didnt he?

you sigh and stood up, making a beeline straight to your bedroom leaving atsushi stunned and thinking

i think that's when he realizes that today's your birthday and he forgot

BABY FEELS SO BAD LIKE OMG I FORGOT THEIR BIRTHDAY !!

rushes out the door to find any at all shops that were still open to get you small gifts and food

good for him, he alr prepared your gift ages ago, but he beat himself up for forgetting the day hes supposed to give it to you

poor bby pls accept his apologies hes trying :(

knocks on your door gently after setting up some things

"hey angel? can you open the door?"

with a little hope left in you that he didnt forget and everything earlier was just for show, you stood up (tho you weren't feeling better anw) and opened the door to a very nervous atsushi

"c-close your eyes, ill show you something."

he leads you to the dining room where he and kyouka set up a small feast with gifts around

yes kyouka is there now he asked for her help along the way

"im sorry for forgetting earlier :( ill make it up to you for the rest of today and tomorrow i promise !! I love you !!" hes all 🥺 and rubbing the sides of you arms in hopes tht you wont be mad PLSSSS

ofc u forgive him !! hes too cute !! GEOFJKRKRKJDKR

and you eat with him and kyouka, opening the small gifts he got you along the way

he got you colored pens, lotions, a small keychain stuffie tht reminded him of you, probably smthn random like a crystal he saw at this one shop tht the nice lady told him brings peace

for the bigger present he got you the bag you've been wanting for a while, since ur work/school bag is pretty beat up alr

he spends the rest of the night cuddling w you and watching movies

hes afraid to go to sleep cause he might forget about it again and he doesnt want you to get mad at him :(

takes the day off the next day and brings you to wherever you wanna go :DD

tanizaki junichirou

POOR BBY you asked him to go out for today because it was ur birthday right

he forgot tht one small detail and brought naomi with him

PLS you tried to enjoy today w him because it was ur birthday and you know shes his sister and all but today was about you :(

you ended up being left out esp when you went to the carnival :(

LITERALLY YOU WENT ON A ROLLERCOASTER AND YOU HAD TO SIT WITH A COMPLETE STRANGER WHILE HIM AND NAOMI SAT IN FRONT

you wanted to be mad u rlly did but you couldnt ksndkkekfkemmfk naomi is like... part of the deal yknow??

the day was ending and you decided to go to a yakiniku place to eat and there was a birthday event going where you get a free pass when its your birthday

tanizaki was reaching out to pay when you but in saying "here's my id, its my birthday today."

HIS JAW DROPPED I TELL YOU

"oh that's why we went out today!" naomi says, looking at the cashier as he punches in your info, recording your entrance as free

he couldn't bring himself to look at you during dinner he was that ashamed that he forgot cause he now remembered that today was supposed to be you and him only :(

WHEN THE WAITERS STARTED SINGING TO YOU IT WAS MORE AWKWARD THAN IT SHOULD HAVE BEEN

naomi was greeting you and asking you about gifts and what his precious onii-chan bought you

"oh, he hasnt gotten me anything."

SHED BE SWATTING AT HER BROTHER

"you haven't gotten y/n anything?? onii-sama i know you love spending time with me but its their day !!"

she ends up leaving so tht her brother can make up for this so called tragedy he had caused

for a while it was just the sound of you grilling the beef and drinking when he spoke up

"y/n-ah, im so sorry i forgot :( do you wanna come to the mall with me? if its still open... ill treat you to anything you want !!"

BREAK HIS WALLET I TELL YOUUU /j

but he ends up buying evrything you wanted because he loves u and he feels bad :(

#bungou stray dogs #bsd imagine #bsd #bsd headcanons #bsd atsushi #bsd tanizaki #bsd x reader #bungou stray dogs x reader #nakajima atsushi x reader #atsushi x reader #tanizaki x reader #yatsugareboyfwrites

[nikrangdan]

photographer!ni-ki

pairing: photographystudent!ni-ki x gender neutral reader

genre: fluff, comedy

description: every time you went to the park you noticed a mysterious boy who would take pictures of the scenery on his cute little camera. you liked to see what he’d take pictures of from afar but one day you noticed his camera pointing straight at.. you

for ni-ki’s bday!!!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY LOVE <33 sorry i posted a day late but i hope u all enjoy!

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“y/n!”

you groan before getting out of your bed at 10am

it was a saturday why was your mom yelling at u ..

you walked into the kitchen all sluggishly and rubbed your eyes

“you need to start taking suki on walks to the park. you need the exercise too.” your mom doesn’t even spare u a glance before walking out the door to run some errands

right

u forgot u were taking care of ur cousins dog while he was out of town... her name was suki

shes a little shiba inu AND SHES THE CUTEST THING EVER!!!!

WELP

u dont even have a choice anymore

u got somewhat ready before heading out with suki in your arms

shes so soft and fluffy

though u dont like to admit it, u kinda agreed with ur mom about u needing to exercise and get out the house

you’ve been cooped up in your room for days with no social or nature interaction

so

the park was about a 10 minute drive from ur house

and it was actually a really pretty park...

there was a lake and really pretty flowers everywhere and alot of gazebos and benches

and a nice open field of greenery

it basically looked like a park out of a movie

so you weren’t suprised that there was a decent amount of people there

but not too much thankfully.. or else you would’ve driven to another park with less people

you got out the car with suki and put her on the leash

let the walking begin!!!!

it was a really nice day out... the sun was shining but it wasnt too hot or cold

you led her onto the sidewalk and she began sniffing at the grass around her

whenever a few people would pass they would coo at how adorable she was

it wasnt until 5 minutes later that ur eyes locked onto a figure infront of the lake

you were just walking with suki in silence.. admiring the scenery

until u caught sight of a boy

u could only see his back but u noticed the camera over his shoulder

he was standing in one of those photographer poses where like one leg is bent and kind of out while his back is hunched to get that perfect angle of a shot

he was infront of the sidewalk railings where the lake begins and he was taking photos of the scenery across from it

it was a beautiful sight honestly

there was another sidewalk but behind it was colorful trees and blossoming flowers and bushes

u understood why he’d take pictures of it

you didnt see his face but u kind of acknowledged the boy before walking past him with suki

basically thinking he was just another passerby that you noticed making a single appearance in your life and never expecting to see him again

OH BOY U WERE WRONG

the next time you see him is 3 days later at the same park

you were walking suki again but this time at 7pm after dinner

the sun was almost done setting so the sky was getting darker but there was still a hint of the orange circle peeking from below

this time you walked further down the sidewalk path towards the scattered gazebos

and you noticed the same boy again

this time he was sat in one of the gazebos with his tiny camera in his hands

his back was hunched over again and he was looking closely at the pictures he had taken

‘oh its him again’ u thought

and that was it

LOL

u just acknowledged him in ur head AGAIN before u thought nothing of it and continued ur walk with suki

so the NEXT time u saw him was another 2 days later at 7pm again

you wanted to take suki on a quick walk

but you got tired after like 10 minutes so you sat down on a blanket u brought

suki was just laying next to u while u were on ur phone

it wasnt fully dark out yet and there was still a few people in the park

the fairy lights that were placed around were lit up already

it was super pretty and the weather was nice

after staring at ur phone for a few mins u looked up just to look around

and u saw Him again

wow

why do u keep seeing him !?!?!

his back was faced towards u like always

and he was like 40 feet away from u so he looked so tiny

but u could tell it was him because of his blond hair and black coat he always wore

you kind of zoned out and unfortunately ur eyes were trained on his back without u even noticing

and he

turned

around

for the first time EVER!!!!

its like he sensed someone staring at him

but yes he turned around with his camera in his hand

the first thing u noticed was that he got a new camera

it was a larger black one

definitely more expensive

Awe good for him!!!!!

and then u glanced up to see his face

and u made EYE CONTACT

u looked away so fast

because

He was SO CUTE.............

u awkwardly started looking to your left and tried turning ur face away from him

‘oh look at those beautiful um... birds.. yeah’

hopefully he didnt notice

*nervously sweats*

u didnt dare look back in that direction so u spent the rest of your evening in the park on ur phone or playing with suki

eventually it reached 8pm so u packed up ur stuff and went home

U were still kind of thinking about that boy....

so u were like

i need to go back

and u did Lol

u went back the next day at 6pm this time with suki

it was lighter out and the sky was beautiful

perfect for a certain boy to be taking photos

*evil laugh*

u were walking for like 15 minutes and u didnt see him anywhere :((((

the one time u go there for HIM

u settled down under a tree

suki immediately went on the blanket when u sat down too

you played tug of war with her and fed her some treats while playing

playing with her for 10 minutes straight definitely tired u out so u laid down and just stared at the sky

it was a faded blue turning into orange and pink

U were kinda bored so u sat up and started petting suki

you would occasionally glance up at the strangers walking past u

and

let me tell u what Happened..

u looked up at another lady walking her dog and went like

‘aweee that dog is so cute’ in ur head

and u took ur eyes off the dog and glanced to ur right

idk bc u felt like it

AND GUESS WHAT U SEE???!??????

THE BOY

LIKE 20 FEET AWAY

STANDING IN THE MIDDLE OF THE FIELD

AND HE HAD HIS CAMERA UP TO HIS FACE

and it WAS POINTED AT U ??!?!

as soon as u looked in his direction he jumped and put his hands down

he like

Blushed????? and awkwardly smiled u know rubbing the neck and all that

he was embarrassed

ur cheeks were turning so red

BUT HE WAS SO ADORABLE

was kind of weird.... stalkerish but um

he cleared that up BECAUSE

He started walking over to u

he was wearing black jeans that were ripped on the knees with black high top converse

and a gray sweater with a black coat over it

HE JUST LOOKED CUTE OK

ur were like OMg []£{€]%[#{%€]£{

n he just Plop

he stood right infront of u basically towering bc u were sitting under the tree

suki noticed the boy and tilted her head like hmmmm???

u had the SMALLEST smile on ur face bc u wanted to seem friendly but not TOO friendly

he had his camera strap over his arm while he held it and his other hand was rubbing the name of his neck

“uh... sorry about that.. i didn’t mean to seem weird or anything!” he waved his hands infront of him to deny it

u just sat there while he talked like ❤️_❤️

“im uh taking photos for my class and i thought u looked nice so i took some pictures.. im really sorry i should’ve asked first now i seem weird or something im really-,”

u cut him off so he didnt ramble any longer

“no its okay! i get it” you gave him a warm smile and pet suki while she drifted to your side and kept her eyes on him

u both just stared at eachother for a few seconds before you spoke

“um.. would you like to sit?” you scooted over and made room for him in the blanket

WOW U WERE FEELING BOLD TODAY...

“uh sure” he set his camera down and sat beside u

“this is suki.. shes my cousins dog” u said when she climbed into his lap and started sniffing him

he grinned and pet her before looking up at you

“im ni-ki by the way” his cheeks turned a bit pink which u thought was cute

“y/n” you smiled

“suki seems to like you” u laughed

“so how long have you been working on this project or whatever?”

“oh um i started last week... i just have to make a portfolio of photos i take and turn it in” he said while keeping his eyes trained on suki

u noticed he didnt make eye contact with u often but u knew it was probably because he was nervous because u do that too

“can i see the pictures...?” u hesitantly ask him

his eyes light up when u say that

“yeah!”

AWE HES SO EXCITED

he picks up his camera next to him and clicks a few buttons

“oh by the way... ive noticed u at the park before! you’re always with the camera” you laugh

“ah yeah, this park is where most of my project photos are taken.”

he leans over and shows you the pictures on the device

“woah” you let out a gasp

he showed u the picture he took of you first

How does a picture look better than real life...

you’ve never really been into photography but now that you’ve seen his work u might just have to start getting into it

“this isnt even done yet, i still have to edit it so it’ll look even more perfect” he shyly says

“this is amazing what the heck” your jaw is Dropped

“thanks”

“i need to see the final result” u said because it was such a nice picture

“um.. if you give me your number i can show you it” he sent you a cheeky grin

SMOOTH.....

he was so AGGGHGGHG ur kind of obsessed

you two exchange numbers and talk about random things for a whole hour until he says he has to go

“it was really nice meeting you.. i had fun” he tells you as he starts standing up

suki is sleeping so he tries not to wake her up

“i had fun too” you smile

“would you like me to walk you to your car?”

A GENTLEMAN !!?!?!?!

“oh yeah, thanks”

you two spend another 2 minutes together as you walk side by side with suki in your arms and he held your blanket and bag for you

you reached your car and thanked him

“ill see you soon, dont forget to text me! and good luck on the project, i know you’ll do great”

“thank you..”

ni-ki’s cheeks turn pink once more before he turns around and starts walking away with a smile on his face

he is just the cutest thing ever

you definitely need to see him again

#IM SO BAD AT ENDINGS #BUT #HAPPY BIRTHDAY NI-KI #BELATED BIRTHDAY #SORRY IM LATE #I LOVE U #enhypen #enhypen niki #enhypen imagine #enhypen imagines #niki imagines #enhypen scenario #enhypen scenarios #enhypen x reader #niki x reader #enhypen reactions #enhypen requests #enhypen blurbs #enhypen drabbles #kpop #kpop imagine #enhypen headcanons

[bridgyrose]

how about z for ladybug? i'm a sucker for dream soulmates

(This is a bit of a longer post)

Ruby smiled as she sat down in a meadow, relaxing in the view of a small village below her. She leaned back, feeling the grass on her back and the sun on her face… only for a shadow to cover her. She opened her eyes, chuckling a bit. “If you wanted to see me again, all you had to do was ask.” 

Blake sat down next to Ruby, pulling out a picnic basket. “You know as well as I do that I cant choose when to see you.”

“I know, but… maybe one day we can meet each other.” 

“Assuming you remember this.” 

Ruby nodded and sat up, reaching for her bag. “Oh, there’s something I almost forgot.” She pulled out a small parcel wrapped in twine. “For you. Happy birthday.” 

Blake slowly took the parcel, smiling softly. “You remembered.” 

“I couldnt remember the title of that book you liked, so I hope you like this one.” 

Blake unwrapped the book, looking it over. She smiled and held it close. “Faunus fairytales. Havent read a few of these since I was a kid. This means a lot Ruby. Thank you.” 

Ruby laid back again. “I’m glad you like it.”

Blake leaned back with Ruby, laying close to her. “I know this is just a dream but… I cant help but feel we have a connection.”

“I understand what you mean. Maybe we could-”

Blake put a finger on Ruby’s lips before sitting up and moving to straddle Ruby, looking down on her. “I think I can make an exception this time.”

Ruby smiled and closed her eyes, leaning in for a kiss-

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*BEEP BEEP BEEP* 

Ruby groaned as she woke up to the sound of her alarm going off. She reached for her alarm, snoozing it so she could go back to sleep. She hated being interrupted by a good dream and this one… this one was great. She couldnt remember all of it, but she at least remembered a date and a face. 

Yang came up into Ruby’s room, sighing and shaking her head. “Come on Rubes, you need to get up. You’ll be late for your first day on the job.” 

“Dun wanna.” Her voice was muffled as she pressed into the pillow. She curled up more in her blanket, trying to get warm. “Sleep…”

Yang walked over to Ruby’s bed and jerked the blanket off her sister and then went to open the blinds. “Rise and shine sis. You know dad isnt going to be happy if you’re late.” 

Ruby slowly got up, yawning and glaring at Yang. “It’s too early…”

“And that’s what you get for staying up all night playing games. I reminded you that we had to be up early and what did you say?” 

“I’ll be fine…” Ruby sighed and got up to get showered. “Nora, Pyrrha, Jaune, and Penny needed me. We had to finish up the raid and stop the Demon King’s armies.” 

“They could’ve had you later today.” Yang started walking out of the room, straightening her apron. “Breakfast is ready when you finally get downstairs. We’ve got to leave in an hour.” 

“Alright, I’ll hurry up.” Ruby groaned as she started her shower, sighing a bit. “Today’s going to suck.” 

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Blake held her book close, not remembering when she had gotten it. She didnt remember going to sleep with one and she certainly didnt remember having a book with faunus fairytales. At least, not since she was a kid. She smiled a bit as she opened up the cover, seeing the words “Happy Birthday Blake” written inside. 

Kali knocked on the door. “Blake? Are you up?”

Blake nodded and sat the book down on her nightstand. “Yeah, I am.” 

Kali walked in, smiling softly and pulling Blake into a hug. “Happy birthday dear.”

“Thanks mom.” 

Kali pulled away a bit. “You seem happier today than you have in a while.” 

“I… had a great dream. My soulmate has to be near, I know it.” 

“Maybe we’ll get lucky and see her in town.” 

Blake smiled a bit. “W-wait, you mean it? We can go into town today?” 

“I dont see why not. It is your birthday and we have plenty of time to do whatever we need today.” 

Blake practically threw herself onto her mother, hugging tightly. “Thank you mom!” 

“Alright kitten, make sure you’re ready so we can go soon. And we can stop by that bookstore you like.” 

“And I can get any book I want, right?” 

“Within reason.” Kali smiled at her daughter. “You may be eighteen now, but you need to start thinking about your future.”

“I know mom. And I will.” Blake pulled away and got up to start getting dressed. “Really think I might meet my soulmate today?” 

“Stranger things have happened.” Kali started leaving her daughter’s room, lingering a bit by the door. “Oh, and breakfast will be ready soon. We wouldnt want it getting cold today.” 

Blake nodded, getting herself ready and putting on a bow to cover her ears. “Dont worry mom, I’ll be down soon.”

Kali started heading back downstairs to finish breakfast for her daughter. 

Blake smiled at herself in the mirror before fixing her bow a bit. “Today is going to be a great day.” 

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Ruby slowly walked into the bookstore, sighing as she sat her pack down behind the counter. “Sorry I’m late dad.” 

“Try to be on time tomorrow.” Tai came out from the back with a large stack of books, setting them down on the counter. “I’d rather you not make a habit of coming in late.” 

“I know. I… misjudged how late I was staying up last night.” 

“You really should quit playing those games. If they’re going to consumer your life or enable you to make the wrong choices-” 

“It was one time dad.” Ruby sighed and started picking up a few books to put away. “I wont make a habit of it. Besides, waking up today wasnt easy after the dream I had.” 

Tai shook his head and started helping his daughter. “What was your dream this time?”

“I… saw that girl again. I think we were in a meadow of some sort? I dont know, most of the dream seems fuzzy now. I just remember today’s date being important.” 

“If you’re starting to see your soulmate that frequently, maybe its getting close to time to meet them.” 

“Yeah, but… how will I know?” 

Tai shrugged. “There isnt exactly a way to tell. I know I met your mother a few years after I started seeing her in my dreams. And it was like we had known each other for all that time.” He sighed and looked at the picture on the counter, sighing. “And I know she’d be proud of how you’ve turned out. And I bet she’s missing out on trying to torment you about meeting your soulmate.” 

Ruby nodded a bit, starting to feel a bit saddened. “I wish she was still here. It was easier to talk to her about these kinds of things.” 

“I know sweetie.” Tai hugged his daughter, pulling her close. “I know. I miss her too. Things…. Havent been the same without her.” 

Ruby nodded and silently put a few more books away.

A few minutes after the shop opened, Ruby heard the bell chime for the door opening. She smiled and made her way to the front. “Welcome to the Long Rose bookstore. How may I…. help…” she stopped for a moment, looking at the girl that had just walked in. “You… You’re from my dreams.” 

The girl smiled at Ruby. “And you’re from mine. My name is Blake. I’m… I’m your soulmate.” 

#rwby #ruby rose #rwby ruby rose #blake belladonna #ladybug #ladybug rwby #blake x ruby #shippy drabbles #soulmate au stuff

[shxllxfx]

Desperation // Angel Reyes Imagine

Angel Reyes x Reader

Summary: Y/N and Angel get into a big fight

Warnings: a fight? I am bad at warnings lol. No insults or anything. Grammar? English isnt my mothertounge

A/N: an idea i got because of a song. If you wanna listen to it: Desperation  Eminem ft. Jamie N Commons

Words: 2282

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If you wanna be added in my future posts, let me know :)

The third time today, Angel didn’t answer to you. In the morning, when you woke up, he wasn’t there. Already gone like the day before. When you wrote him a “good-morning-text” telling him you would be at the Mayans club house at 12 he read it but didn’t answer. You were annoyed to say at least.

None of the boys knew about you and Angel. There wasn’t really anything they could know. Angel came over occasionally, you watched a movie, cuddled, talked and most of the time he came over and both of you drove to the club house in the morning, together but not since a couple of days. At first Angel would wake up earlier, write you a message saying they had some business to take care of. The next day he would just leave, waiting for you to write him before he shortly answered but now? He didn’t even write you back. Your mind tried to calm you down. Maybe they are just busy and he can’t write back.

You checked your phone again. Nothing. With a sigh you got in your car and started it, making your way to the clubhouse. You needed to talk to Angel. When you arrived, no one was outside, but the bikes were there. So they were too. When you opened the door to the older building a smell you knew and loved hit you. Cigarettes, beer and motor oil. “Hey Y/N” Chucky said, running past you carry some stuff outside. You held the door open for him. “What’s up, Chucky? Everything all right?”  He gave you a quick nod and smiled before leaving. You let the door close and turned around, looking for Angel. Disgust flooded your face when you saw him sitting in a chair, some random girl on his lap. She was whispering something in his ear, which made him chuckle. When he brought his beer to his lips his eyes met yours. For a few second, he just looked at you, before turning his head back to the girl. She touched the side of his face, letting her fingers run over his jaw, just like you always did. Your heart ached. You couldn’t cry, not in here. They don’t know. They would just ask questions. Questions you didn’t want to hear right now. You didn’t know why he was acting like this. You thought there was something between the both of you.

Your head was prepped on his chest, with closed eyes you listened to his heartbeat. His fingertips ran over your side, occasionally stopping at the elastic of your sports bra. With a small smile on his lips he tilted his head down to yours, placing a soft kiss on the top of it. “Could get used to this.” He chuckled. Your heart skipped a beat. He never said anything like that too you. But today already started different. He made you breakfast in the morning, gave you a kiss before walking in the club house, occasionally gave you a small smile while you worked in the clubhouse, handing drinks to the other men around and sometimes you could even feel him staring at you. When you drove home after the end of your shift, he had to stay. He came outside to tell you he would come over later, pecking your lips with a boyish smile on his lips. Something he never did, especially not in front of the clubhouse. When he arrived at your place, he brought you your favorite food and watched your favorite show with you, even though he hated it. You looked up at him and smiled, bringing your hand up to his cheeks. He kissed your palm and you ran your fingertips over his jaw, making him smile like a little kid on Christmas.

The images of that night flashed before your eyes and you felt anger grow in your gut. You couldn’t cause a scene. You weren’t official. It still hurt. You knew you only had two options: Talking to him or starting your shift and simply ignoring him, which would be very tough. With wide, fast steps you made your way over to him. “Angel.” You blurted out. The other men sitting at the table looked at you. His head slowly turned to the side, facing you. Your eyes flew to the girl on his lap for a second, making you want to puke your guts out right there and then or punch Angel in the face in front of everyone. You didn’t know yet. “I need to talk to you. Alone. Its important.” He raised an eyebrow. Bishop chuckled. “Reyes, what did you do?” A low chuckle from the others made you straighten your back. He didn’t say anything at first, just looked at you. You were angry. Heat radiated from your body. “Like right now Angel.” You said through gritted teeth. If he wouldn’t get up, you would start a scene. You didn’t care. You were angry and ready to punch him in his face. He patted the girls back, which made her get up with a groan. You rolled your eyes as she gave you a death glare. When he followed you outside, you felt your anger grow even more. Gripping his wrist, you almost ripped him out of the club house.

“What is going on?” You asked, exhaling to calm your nerves. “I don’t know what you mean, (Y/N).” You felt your hands starting to shake as he crossed his arms before his chest. “Oh really? Save the bullshit for your bitch inside, Angel.”  Now you crossed your arms. “You really wanna play it like that, huh? As if nothing happened between us? Who are you trying to kid?” You voice started to shake. He scoffed and leaned his head to the side. “What happened between us? You mean that I stayed over a couple of times? God, didn’t know you would get your hopes up that fast, querida.” Your heart skipped a beat at his words. “What do you mean? I-I- That between us, I- I thought…” You took a step back, tears starting to flood your eyes. “What? That its love? C`mon you didn’t really think that I love you? That you love me? It was fun for a while but- “You cut him off when your hand flew to his cheek, turning his head to the side. “I did. God I’m such an idiot. I love you and you just wanted something to play with?” The first tear left your eye. “Y/N, you know this aint love.” His voice was calm, but he couldn’t look at you. “What is it then, huh?” You were screaming now, letting your anger out. “Its desperation. You are desperate for someone to love you, but it aint me, Y/N.” He turned around. “Just go home. Ill tell Bishop you’re not feeling well.” With a shocked expression and tears running down your face you watched him go back in the club house.

It has been a week since your fight with Angel and the two of you hadn’t talked since then. You knew that the others felt something going on between the two of you. Angel was constantly stressed and angry, easy to piss off. And you? At first you called in sick, you couldn’t stand seeing him, After two days you came back. You were more daring. Talking to the others more, completely ignoring Angel, playfully flirting with the others. They took it as a joke, nothing serious. Today was one of your shifts at the clubhouse. It was Bishops birthday and even though he says he hates celebrating his birthday, they always threw him a small party with loads of alcohol. You looked at yourself in the mirror. A black crop top and your favorite jeans, that hugged your curves so perfectly were the best look for a day like this. You put on your leatherjacket and took the little present for Bishop before getting into your car and driving to the MC.

“Hola Corazon” Coco opened the door after he heard your car, giving you a quick hug. “Hey. How’s the birthday kid?” You heard him chuckle while walking behind you. “Kid? The old man is by the pool table.” He made a quick pause, grabbing your hand and pulling you back a bit. You stopped. “Angel is there too. “ Your heart stopped and yet you shrugged. “I don’t give a fuck. I’m here for Bishop and his party.” You smiled and pulled him to the pool table by his hand. “I am here to have fun.”

When you walked towards the pool table all eyes were on you, holding Cocos hand. You let go and walked to Bishop with open arms, the present in the hand Coco didn’t just hold. “Happy birthday, Bish.” You smiled and hugged him. His arms wrapped around your torso before squeezing you for a second. “Thanks querida.” You quickly pecked his cheek before pushing away and giving him your present. He smiled at you and took it. “Got you a little something. Hope you like it.” You felt Angels eyes on you when you walked over to the bar, taking the beer Ez gave you. “Wanna tell me what’s going on between the two of you? Angels been pissed ever since you talked to him.” Ez eyes wandered to his brother. “And he is staring at us.” When Ez eyes were at you again, you smiled. “I don’t know. It’s a long story.” A sudden need to talk to someone about what happened overtook you. And who would be better than Ez? After all he knows his brother better than anyone else. “You can tell me.” He nodded to the door. “Wanna talk outside?” With a quick nod from you he walked to the door, arm over your shoulder as he always does.

“He-We…God I don’t even know where to start.” You shook your head as you sat down on, he stairs next to him. “Let’s just say there was something. Or at least I thought there was something. He made it clear that that wasn’t the case.” You looked at your hands, rubbing small circles on the back of it. “What did he say?” Ezekiel was a good listener, always has been. Your jaw clenched thinking back at his words. “That it wasn’t love and that I am just desperate for someone to love me.” His eyes widened in shock. You head just nodded. “He didn’t mean that. See…there has been a lot going on recently…with the club, our dad…you should talk to him again.” You let your head fall on his shoulder. With a long sigh you closed your eyes, enjoying silence for a minute. You missed him, his hugs, his lips, cuddling with him on the sofa, laughing, watching a movie. It hurt. You heard the door open. Steps coming closer to the two of you made you open your eyes. “I will go back inside.” Ez said, looking behind you. Now you knew who was standing there. Angel. “Yeah. Thank you, Ez.” He stood up, giving you a nod. His steps were heavy on the wood, just like Angels before. You heard him stop and pad Angels shoulder before walking inside. You looked up. It was already dark, the stars on the sky sparkled brightly. His weight made the step you sat on complain for a second. It was quiet. He didn’t say a word, just like you.  His smell wandered in your nose. Cigarettes, beer and motor oil. “I’m an asshole.” He sighed. You didn’t answer, it was like your lips were sealed. “I didn’t mean what I said, its just-“ He stopped. “I love you. And that shit scares me.” You turned your head to face him. The light that lit up his face came from the clubhouse and wasn’t bright. You tried to search his face for any other expression than the one it had right now. Regret. “I live a dangerous life, Y/N. I don’t want you to get hurt or worse. I-I wouldn’t forgive myself if something happened to you.” Your head slowly nodded up and down, eyebrows raised. He said it. “You love me?” It was the only thing that left your mouth. He nodded. “I chose this life, Angel. I chose to take the job here. I chose to. I wanted it. I knew it was dangerous.” He didn’t say anything. “It was my decision and so far, I’ve never regretted it once. This club isn’t only your family, it became mine too. I love this club. I love you. And I have never felt more save in my whole life. But when you said that I-“ He cut you off. His words were fast and you were lucky to understand him. “I didn’t mean that. Oh god, Y/N . You aren’t desperate for love. That was just- I wanted you to forget me. I wanted to forget you. I thought it was better that way but I can’t. I love you and I fucking miss you. The only one that is desperate is me.” A small smile grew on your face. You cupped his face with your hands and pulled him to you, pressing your lips on his. He was quiet, didn’t hesitate to kiss you back. His hands grabbed your hips, lifting you up to place you on his lap. You broke the kiss to breath. “I am so sorry, mi dulce.” He pressed his forehead against yours. You nodded slowly. “I love you, idiot.” He let out a small laugh before pressing his lips on yours once again. “I love you so much.”

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[propertyofwicked]

Could you do an a-z for dating dean please? I loved tom’s! 😍

i really enjoy writing these :) ive got a george one requested so i will be doing that later. hope you enjoy this one anon :)

a - argue

like the mature adults you guys are, any argument results in silent treatment till one of you realises your fault and apologises. sometimes it takes other people to point out your mistakes, but in the end you would talk it out, make compromises and understand your differences. a little goes along way with you and dean.

b - body (his favourite body part of yours)

dean likes your hands. he likes how they move to cup his face when you kiss, he likes how your fingers move effortlessly across your keyboard when you’re typing, he likes how they wrap around things ;) he likes how they fit perfectly in his and he likes how they run over the surface of his back.

c - care (caring for each other when you’re sick)

you both spend a lot of time away from each other, as he is away filming a lot and you are at uni or doing coursework. when you do get to spend time together and it happens that someone is ill, you’re still going to spend as much time together as physically possible. you’ll spend the day in bed, wrapped up warm. If you’re ill, dean wants to treat you like a queen. under no circumstances are you to leave the bed, unless it’s for the toilet, and even then, he keeps an eye on you to make sure you don’t pass out on the way. he’ll cook you food and bring you painkillers as often as needed. when he’s ill, you’ll do mostly the same, perhaps try and move him to the sofa or go for a walk for some fresh air.

d - dates (what do you guys do?)

to the start of your relationship, dean preferred to take you on high key fancy restaurants, but once you were comfortable settled together you’d go on cafe dates in-between lectures or just stay home and watch movies with some takeaway food.

e - engagements (how he proposed) 

dean had taken you to venice for your birthday, and spent the entire week spoiling you,as he usually would much to your protests. on the last night before you flew home, you went for dinner and on the way home, he took you to a cute little bridge, tucked away from the main town. whilst you were distracted by the stars appearing in the orange sky, he got down on one near and called out your name to gain your attention.

f - friends and family (do they like you/him?)

his parents loved you. his mum and you often cooked together whenever you visited for dinner, or you and his dad would talk about politics or the football. His little sister liked having a female around that was closer to her age, you were more of her friend than her sister-in-law. your parents liked dean, he was the most respectable boy you’d ever dated and they could see how happy he made you. out of each of your friendship groups, you both were the longest to be single, so your friends were just happy to see you not crying over some failed fling.

g - gifts

as dean was away for filming a lot, he often wanted to remind you of how much he loved you by getting flowers delivered to your house and when he was done filming, he’d sometimes brought back bits of set or props that he thought you would like. being a broke student meant that sometimes the only gift you could send would be some lovely photos specially for him ;)

h - how you met

often, your uni would use it’s rooms to host interviews for press tours, or q&a halls. the uni offered pay for a group of people to set up the rooms and pack up at the end so you volunteered. tt was here you ran into george and dean as it was a 1917 q&a. they were lost so you helped direct them to the room they needed to be in. dean actively stalked you down after the interview and asked if you’d want to go for coffee with him and you hit it off from there.

i - intimacy (how often are yall getting down)

whenever, wherever. he’s down. the amount of time you spend apart just builds up your need to be together, so you grasp at any chance you can to be physically intimate with one another. it’s when you’re bored of a tv program, or he’s wearing a suit, you get the gist.

j - jealousy

you get fairly jealous as dean works around and with a lot of people you believe to be better, prettier, that yourself. as much as dean reassures you, you can’t help yourself from wondering if he’d ever leave you for one of the actress he work with. dean doesn’t tend to be massively jealous, but the more time he spends away from you, the more jealous he gets. he fears that you will find someone who can be in your life more permanently and physically than he can.

k - kinks

dean likes edging/control. he loves to see you struggle to contain your release until he says so, and he loves to take you beyond the point of pleasure till you’re literally begging to cum.

l - long distance

with dean working away so much, long distance gets hard. Sometimes he manages to come home for the weekend, but he could be gone for 3 months at a time. every night, you facetime or call each other whilst just going about your daily routine together, as if he was there. just hearing each others voices daily was enough to keep you going till you saw each other again.

m - moving in

there was never really a point where you moved in with him. your stuff just started manifesting it’s way into his house, to the extent you’d spend ages searching your room for it only to realise you’d left it at dean’s. once you were going into your second year at university, you’d been with dean for almost a year and he just kind of suggested that you live with him to avoiding massive bills for uni halls, but everyone knew it was a ploy to be able to spend more time with you.

n - nights out

as a student, nights out were key to social engagements. so, your group of uni friends and their partners would head out to a local pub and spend the evening chatting drinking or playing darts. you’d both stumble home at the early hours and wake up several hours later with a pounding hangover.

o - open with each other

whilst he was away, it was hard to be fully open with each other, knowing that anything bothering you would just upset each other further as you couldn’t be with each other at the time. once he was home, however, it was easy to spend hours wrapped up together talking about anything that was on your mind.

p - pda

neither of you are particularly into massive displays due to the public eye being on you more often than not, but a simple hand hold or peck didn’t go amiss. dean preferred to save all of his affection for home, where he could properly show you how much you meant to him.

q - questions (what you talk about late at night?)

let’s be honest, you would go into any massively deep conversation it’d be more along the lines of “how was your day? what did you do?  did I ever tell you about the time that...” but it was the small moment s like that that counted.

r - reproduction (do you want kids?)

not at this point in time, as it is the start of your careers and you’re both pretty young but you had discussed it a little. if it was to happen by surprise, you’d both embrace it but one day down the line you fully plan to have atleast a child if not more.

s - surprising (what surprised you about him)

the simplicity of his happiness. it doesn’t take much to make dean smile, or let out a little laugh but every time he did you feel a surge of happiness rush through yourself. to see him happy made you happy, so you’d strive to do that as much as humanly possible.

t - together (what you do together)

you guys like watching movies, which isnt surprising given the nature of deans job. you also like to spend quite a lot of time in the bedroom ;)

u - under the influence (drunk vibes)

it was rather common that you’d be out separately, you out with uni mates or him with co stars. drunk calls were the best, both of you becoming the funniest people alive whilst intoxicated. when he chose to stay home and you’d make you way back, fumbling to get the keys in the lock subsequently waking him up, he’d come to you and put you in bed. he’d make sure there was a glass of water and painkillers and a bowl near your head. you’d do the same, but drunk dean is flirty dean and whilst you were trying to change him into sleepable clothing, he’d make comments like “at least by me dinner first”

v - vacations

a lot of your holidays were spent on set with him, but sometimes you’d go abroad to malta or somewhere remote. you preferred quiet, adventure holidays than expensive beach holidays.

w - wedding

you had the cutest wedding ever. it was in this converted barn, with both your families and friends attending and the reception was basically a massive party in very fitting taste for you and dean.

x - xray (when he’s hurt)

dean injured himself on set of 1917, where he slipped down a trench and twisted his ankle fairly bad. because of it, he was sent home for two weeks to recuperate, where you literally tended to his every need. you brought him food, drink, medication and care to the point where he literally had to make you spend time on your other work rather than him for some time. normally it would just end in you falling asleep, cuddling on the sofa, in your living room.

y - you (a random headcanon) 

you’d had a long and bad day at uni, so you came home stressed out of your mind, muscled tensed and a pounding headache. the moment you stepped foot into the flat, you bag dropped to the floor and shoes kicked to the side, you walked into the living room where dean looked up at you and sent you a small smile. he noticed the fatigue in your eyes and posture, moving to pat his lap for you to sit on. You found your way onto his lap, legs wrapping around his waist as he moved to lay down. you hands moved under his back to hold him properly and one of his arms snaked around your waist, the other moving to brush a hand through your hair. his head lifted up slightly to press a kiss onto the top of your head.

“bad day?”

“very. but it’s slightly better now.”

“you’re very welcome babygirl”

z - zzzzzzzzzzzz’s��(sleeping routine)

dean would be in bed before you every night without fail as you’d be sat doing coursework till late. but he always stayed awake till you made your way into the room and held out his arms for you to climb into and rest your head on his chest. his hands would go straight to your hair and brush through them softly, lulling you into a deep sleep that he too would fall into soon after you.

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[giovaenna]

𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐆𝐎𝐃𝐅𝐀𝐓𝐇𝐄𝐑 𝐏𝐀𝐑𝐓 𝐈𝐈 (𝟏𝟗𝟕𝟒) 𝐒𝐄𝐍𝐓𝐄𝐍𝐂𝐄 𝐒𝐓𝐀𝐑𝐓𝐄𝐑𝐒

“ I feel rotten about telling you this. “ “ I've got some bad news. ” “ You looked after me like a father. ” “ Take this to your family. ” “ I’m not interested in things that don't concern me. “ “ You still have my goods ? “ “ It would be a present, I know how to return a favor. “ “ This is a real palace. “ “ Sit down, make yourself comfortable. “ “ Good health is the most important thing. “ “ I came here because there's going to be more bloodshed. “ “ Nobody wants another war. “ “ When i refused, he tried to have me killed. “ “ He was stupid, I was lucky. “ “ I'll visit him soon. “ “ The important thing is that nothing interferes with our plans for the future. “ “ You're a wise and considerate young man. “ “ There's much I can learn from you. “ “ What we'll do in the next few months will make history. “ “ He's small potatoes. “ “ Is something wrong? “ “ I wish you would have let me know you were coming, I could have prepared something. “ “ I didn't want you to know I was coming. “ “ I want you to help me take my revenge. “ “ I don't have your brain for big deals, but this is a street thing. “ “ I remember when I was a kid, we had to be quiet when we played near here. “ “ My father taught me many things here. He taught me in this room. “ “ Keep your friends close, but your enemies closer. “ “ Will he come alone? “ “ You guys lied to me, I don't want you to call me anymore. “ “Close the fucking door ! “ “ What's the matter? “ “ You open the fucking bar I'll blow your head in. “ “ When I woke up I was on the floor, and I donit know how it happened. “ “ jesus, jesus. “ “ I dont know and i dont understand why, i can't remember. “ “ I'll speak to him. “ “ The doctors would disagree, but what do they know? “ “I saw an interesting thing happen today. “ “ It occurred to me, the soldiers were paid to fight. The rebels weren't. “ “ What I wouldn't give for twenty more years. “ “ I’m kind of nervous from the trip. Can I get a drink or something? “ “ It's not easy to be a son. “ “ How do you say bana daquiri ? “ “ Can i trust you with something? “ “ Before i reach my hotel, i'll be assassinated. “ “ He thinks he's gonna live forever. “ “ Someone put a bullet through his eye. No one knows who gave the order. “ “ i love you, but don’t ever take sides against the family again. ever. “ “ I didnt ask who gave the order because it had nothing to do with business. “ “When i wake, if the moneys on the table i'll know i have a partner. If it isnt, i'll know i dont. “ “ I know it was you, [name]. You broke my heart. “ “ You're still my brother. “ “ Where's my brother? “ “ Young man, i hear you and your friends are stealing goods “ “ You and your friends should show me some respect. “ “ You young punks have to learn how to respect a man like me ! “ “ The cops will show up at your house and your family will be ruined. “ “ Of course if I’m wrong about how much you stole - I’ll take a little less. “ “ Tell your friends i don’t want a lot , just enough to keep my mouth shut. “ “ Why should we give him the money we sweated for? “ “ I’ll reason with him. “ “ I never lie to my friends. “ “ Tell him you'll pay him whatever he wants, dont argue with him. Then i'll go and get him to agree. “ “ Just remember that i did you a favor. “ “ I'll make an offer he won't refuse. “ “ I’m short of money right now. I’ve been out of work so... give me a little time. “ “ How come I’ve never heard of you before? “ “ You’ve got a lot of guts. “ “ You’ve done well for yourself. “ “ [Name], your father loves you so much. “ “ We called it a family. “ “ At first like everybody else, I was a soldier. “ “ When the boss says push a button on a guy, I push a button. “ “ No, i never talked to him. “ “ You may find this very amusing but i promise you the members of this committee do not. “ “ He was being strong for his family. “ “ By being strong for his family, could he lose it? “ “ You can never lose your family. “ “ Times are changing. “ “ It’s my pleasure, i dont want money. Take it as a gift. “ “ If theres something i can do for you, you come, we talk. “ “ [Name], why did you come to see me? “ “ He said he'd get the police to throw me out on the street. “ “ Who the hell are you to come give me orders? “ “ Do me this favor, I wont forget it. “ “ Ask your friends in the neighborhood about me, they'll tell you I know how to return a favor. “ “ Im giving back the money you gave me. “ “ Your kindness made me feel ashamed of myself. “ “ Can i offer you coffee? “ “ He won't be back. “ “ It was a term used by his friends. One of attention and respect. “ “ They have honored me with their support and friendship. “ “It would be a shame if we allowed a few rotten apples to give a bad name to the whole barrel. “ “ They are the salt of the earth and the backbones of this country. “ “ i hope they will have the decency to clear my name with the same publicity with which they have besmirched it. “ “ Well, just get a good night's sleep. “ “ Tomorrow... my life wont be worth more than a nickel after tomorrow. “ “ You’ve got a great home here, for the rest of your life. “ “ You'll live like a king. You’ll be a hero. “ “ How did they get their hands on him? “ “ He thought you double crossed him. “ “ Our detectives said he was half dead, scared stiff calling out that you'd turned on him. “ “ I havent got a lot to say, [name]. “ “ What about now? Is there anything you can help me out with? “ “ I didn't know it was gonna be a hit. I swear to God i didn’t know. “ “ He said there was something in it for me if i could help him out. “ “ He said that you were being tough on the negotiations. “ “ It would be good for the family. “ “ He said it would be good for the family. “ “ And you believed that story? You believed that? “ “ He said there was something in it for me, on my own. “ “ I’ve alway taken care of you. “ “ Did you ever think about that? Did you ever once think about that? “ “ It ain't the way I wanted it ! “ “ I can handle things, I’m smart. Not like everybody says. “ “ You’re nothing to me now. Not a brother, not a friend. I don’t want to know you, or what you do. “ “ There’s more people than at a ballgame here! “ “ I have my own family. “ “ But it was all lies, everything. “ “ So I said yeah, sure why not. “ “ There are some things id like to talk to you about. “ “ What really happened with [name]? “ “ Where is he now? “ “ I had nothing to do with it. “ “ You’ve become blind! “ “ I don’t want to hear about it “ “ At this moment i feel no love for you at all. “ “ I never thought that would happen, but it has. “ “ We leave tomorrow. “ “ [Name], you haven’t heard me. “ “ In time, you'll think differently. “ “ I know what that meant to you. I'll make it up to you. “ “ I’ve learned that I have the strength to change. “ “ I had it killed because this must all end. “ “ I know now that it’s over. I knew it then. “ “ There would be no way you could ever forgive me. “ “ I'd like to stay close to home now, if it’s alright. “ “ I hated you for so many years. “ “ I think that I did things to myself, to hurt myself, so that you'd know that I could hurt you. “ “ You were just being strong for all of us. “ “ I forgive you. “ “ Can't you forgive [name] ? “ “ Our business friend and partner is in the news. “ “ He's only got six months anyways. “ “ It would be like trying to kill the president, theres no way we can get to him. “ “ If anything in this life is certain, if history has taught us anything - it’s that you can kill anyone. “ “ Is it worth it? You’ve won, do you want to wipe everybody out? “ “ I don’t feel I have to wipe everybody out. Just my enemies, that’s all. “ “ I've always been loyal to you. What is this? “ “ Every time i put a line in the water I said a Hail Mary, and every time I said a Hail Mary I caught a fish. “ “ He's ten times tougher than me. Old fashioned. “ “ We were like the roman empire. “ “ When a plot against the emperor failed, the plotters were always given a chance to let their families keep their fortunes. “ “ The little guys, they got knocked off. “ “ [Name], kiss your mama goodbye. “ “ Mother of God, pray for us sinners. “ “ You break your father's heart on his birthday. “ “ Your country ain’t your blood. “

#sentence starters #roleplay starters #roleplay meme #long post //

[bechloeislegit]

Beca’s Calamity?

Happy Birthday, rejection-isnt-failure. Ask, and you shall receive; I hope you like this little gift I put together for you. (Sorry it’s late.)

“Beca, wake up,” Chloe said as she nudged her best friend. “Becs? Come on. We’re on the base. I can’t believe we’re in Spain!”

Beca mumbled and stretched her arms over her head before slowly opening her eyes to catch the big smile Chloe was wearing. “Hey,” she said, smiling back at Chloe.

“Let’s go, girls,” Aubrey’s commanding voice said, rousing the group.

“This is exciting,” Ashley said. “I’ve always wanted to visit Spain.”

“Flo, can you teach us some useful phrases in Spanish we can use?” Jessica asked as they all got off the bus to get their luggage.

“Sí,” Flo said.

Jessica laughed. “I know that means yes. I was thinking more along the lines of where’s the bathroom or where’s a good place to eat? And, especially, you’re cute, are you single?”

Jessica raised her eyebrows up and down, and the girls laughed.

“Dónde está el baño, is where is the bathroom,” Flo said. The girls repeated it back.

“Muy bien,” Flo said, nodding her head. “That means very good. Eres lindo eres soltero means you’re cute, are you single?”

Jessica repeats it once or twice. Flo smiles and tells her she has down, and now all she has to do is find someone cute and try it out.

 “Okay, ladies,” Aubrey said, getting everyone’s attention. “Our escort is here and will show us to the hangar where we will have our soundcheck.”

“If you ladies will follow me,” a young female soldier said and started walking across the tarmac.

The girls hurriedly grabbed their luggage and followed the woman. After an unfortunate encounter with John and Gail, the Bellas were met by two army Sergeants.

“Well, hello,” Flo purred as the girls watched the two soldiers make their way to them.

Beca looked over to see Chloe’s eyes suddenly light up as she bit her lower lip and smoothed down her hair. She followed her line of sight to see what made Chloe perk up as she did.

Beca scoffed and muttered to herself, “Of course she’d be interested in a soldier.”

The two soldiers stopped in front of the Bellas and smiled. The soldier Chloe had been eying spoke, and Beca had a hard time hearing when one of the planes ‘revved’ its engines.

“Did he just say his name was Chicago,” Beca thought. “Oh, God, if Chloe gets with him, their ship name will be something stupid like Chlocago or ChiChloe.” Beca’s eyes grew wide as she thought, “Oh, my God! I have got to stop hanging around Amy.”

“Is that like after night time?” Chloe asked coyly.

Beca rolled her eyes and stared at Chloe.

“It’s five,” Chicago said with a boyish grin.

“Thanks,” Chloe said, and she and Chicago continued to stare at each other with shy smiles.

“Gag me,” Beca mumbled.

“What was that, Beca?” Chloe asked.

“Oh, great,” Beca thought. “Now she decides to pay attention to me.”

Beca was saved from responding when Amy raised her hand and asked, “So, this is first base. Will you be going to second base with us as well?”

Beca groaned and noticed Emily wince. She gave the youngest Bella a small smile.

“We need to get you ladies into the hangar for your soundcheck,” Chicago said and started walking toward the building without responding to Amy.

Chloe almost knocked Beca and Emily over as she rushed past them to catch up to Chicago.

“Here we go again,” Beca said so only Emily could hear her.

Or so she thought.

“What was that, Beca?” Aubrey asked from behind her.

“You know it’s just another fling for Chloe, right?” Emily said. “She does this all the time.”

“That’s the problem,” Beca said. “Chloe keeps having these flings, and I’m left on the sidelines waiting for her to notice I’m still here. I’m tired of being on the sidelines.”

“Don’t give up on her, Beca,” Aubrey said, as the three walked side-by-side. “Chloe hasn’t yet admitted to herself that she still has feelings for you. You need to do something to make her take notice.”

“Like what?” Becas asked, frustration making her voice whiney. “It’s been almost seven years. I’ve outright told her I liked her and nothing. She just laughs and says she feels the same way for her “bestie.” I’m stuck in the friend zone and will never get out.”

“Then find someone else,” Emily said with a shrug as they came to a stop behind Chicago.

“Ladies, these are the other groups in the competition,” Chicago said before Beca or Aubrey could say anything further. 

“I knew there was a competition,” Chloe said excitedly, causing Chicago to smile at her exuberance. “There’s always a competition.”

Chicago introduced the groups to the Bellas. Beca couldn’t handle Chloe fawning over Chicago, so instead of standing next to Chloe like she always did, she stood near the back of the Bellas. She looked around while Chloe and Aubrey were having a back and forth verbal exchange with the members of Evermoist. The group was four women and all quite attractive.

Beca wasn’t paying too much attention to the conversation, but she did find herself checking out the lead singer and got caught. She saw Calamity looking at her with a raised eyebrow and a smirk.

Beca blushed but managed to throw a smirk back. Beca considered moving closer to get a really good look at calamity, but suddenly they were in the middle of a riff-off.

~~ Beca’s Calamity? ~~

After their horrible showing at the riff-off, the Bellas walked away with Aubrey stating, “We won. We won.”

Beca hung back, and Calamity came over to her.

“Hey, sorry about all that,” Calamity said. “We’re really competitive, and after fighting like hell to get selected for this, we were a bit put-off that your group just waltzed in because one of your singers’ father got you in.”

“Yeah, sorry about that,” Beca said. “We just wanted to sing together again. Life’s been rough since we all graduated from college.”

“I hear you,” Calamity said. “I have a law degree, and my family is beside themselves because I’m pursuing my dream to become a musician.”

“For what it’s worth,” Beca said. “You girls are fantastic. I love your sound.”

“Thanks,” Calamity said. “Um, would you want to get a drink with me?”

“Oh, uh,” Beca said. “I have to get back to the Bellas. We have to check-in to our hotel and get settled.”

“How about later then?” Calamity asked. “I believe we are all staying in the same hotel. We can meet at the bar, say around seven?”

“I, um,” Beca glanced to where the Bellas were standing. Chloe was chatting up Chicago. “You know what, I’d love to. I’ll see you at the hotel bar at seven.”

“Perfect,” Calamity said. “And if all goes well, maybe we can get some dinner after.”

“It’s a date,” Beca said. “I should get back to my group.”

“See you later, hot stuff,” Calamity said, causing Beca to blush and smile.

“Come on, Beca,” Emily called out. “We’re going to the hotel.”

“Coming,” Beca called back. “I’ll see you later, Calamity.”

Beca turned and hurried over to the group. Chloe walked over to her.

“What was all that about?” Chloe asked.

“Oh, nothing,” Beca said, blushing and putting a piece of hair behind her ear.

“Didn’t look like nothing,” Chloe said, seeing how nervous Beca was.

“It was nothing,” Beca said a bit more forcefully. “Calamity and I were talking.”

“What about?” Chloe asked.

“What difference does it make?” Beca said. “We were just talking.”

Aubrey heard Beca and realized she was getting angry.

“Come on, girls,” Aubrey said, trying to diffuse whatever was happening with Beca and Chloe. “Let’s go.”

Beca looked at Chloe and shook her head. She turned and made her way over to Emily.

Chloe furrowed her brow and walked over to Aubrey.

“What was all that ?” Aubrey asked quietly as they started walking.

“I don’t know,” Chloe said. “Beca got mad when I asked what she and Calamity were talking about. They looked pretty cozy for having just met.”

“So do you and Chicago,” Aubrey mumbled.

“What?”

“Hey, Chloe,” Chicago said as Chloe and Aubrey got on the bus. “I saved you a seat.”

“Thanks,” Chloe gushed as she sat next to Chicago.

Aubrey looked up and saw Beca frowning. Aubrey sat next to Beca.

“You okay?”

“Yeah,” Beca said. “I thought Chloe might sit next to me, but I should have known better. I guess accepting Calamity’s request for a date wasn’t such a bad idea after all.”

“You and Calamity are going on a date?” Aubrey said a bit louder than she had intended.

“Could you keep it down?” Beca said, looking around. Her heart nearly stopped when she saw Chloe looking at her with what looked like a mix of anger and sadness.

“Sorry,” Aubrey said. “But, it looks like it might bother Chloe a bit that you’re going out with Calamity.”

“If I’m continually worrying about what bothers Chloe, I’ll never date,” Beca said and turned her head to stare out the window.

Aubrey turned to look at Chloe and would swear she saw tears in her eyes before she turned her head around.

Aubrey caught Emily watching the exchange, as well. Emily frowned and shook her head; Aubrey let out a sigh and shrugged her shoulders.

~~ Beca’s Calamity? ~~

A few hours later, Beca was trying to decide what to wear to meet Calamity.

“Keep the jeans and change the shirt to something a little nicer,” Emily suggested. “You said it was going to be casual. Don’t look like you’re trying too hard.”

“You’re right,” Beca said with a heavy sigh. “I haven’t had a real date in so long I don’t know how  to even dress for one.”

Beca pulled out a red silk button-down blouse and held it up. Emily smiled and nodded.

“That’s the one,” Emily said. “It’s casual but also classy.”

Beca thanked her and changed her shirt. She then went over to the mirror and touched up her makeup, and ran a brush through her hair.

“I want to thank you and Aubrey,” Beca said as she was putting on her earrings. “I’m not sure I could have handled sharing a room with Chloe right now.”

“It was all Aubrey,” Emily said. “She and I were going to share, but when she heard Chloe say she was sharing with you, Aubrey spoke and pulled the I haven’t seen my best friend in ages, and we need to catch up card.”

“I’m lucky to have you guys,” Beca said. She smoothed down her blouse and looked at Emily. “Okay, how do I look?”

“You look good,” Emily said. “You should probably head down to the bar. It’s almost seven.”

“Right,” Beca said and chewed on her lip. “Am I doing the right thing? Should I go out with Calamity when I feel so strongly for Chloe?”

“That’s a question only you can answer, Beca,” Emily said. “But, if you want my opinion, I think it’s great that you are moving on. Calamity seems like a good person, and I’m sure you’ll enjoy your time together.”

“What about Chloe?” Beca asked.

“What about her?” Emily responded. “Has she shown any indication that she wants to be with you? Has she said she likes you as more than a friend?”

“No,” Beca said. “You’re right. I would like to get to know Calamity better, and that’s what dating is all about. Thanks, Em.”

“Have fun,” Emily said. “Oh, and text me if you don’t plan on coming back to the room.”

“I’ll be back,” Beca said with a laugh.

~~ Beca’s Calamity? ~~

“Shit,” Beca said when she spotted Chloe and Chicago sitting at the bar.

“Hey,” Calamity said, placing her hand on Beca’s back, causing Beca to jump slightly. “Sorry. Shall we sit at the bar?”

“Um,” Beca said, looking over at the bar to see Chloe watching them. “Could we get a table instead?”

“Sure,” Calamity said and motioned to a table.

The two sat down, and a waitress walked over. They ordered drinks and then sat quietly for a moment.

“So, um,” Calamity started speaking and stopped. She noticed Beca glancing over toward the bar and looked over. She saw that Chloe seemed really interested in their table.

“What’s the story with you and Red over there?” Calamity finally asked.

Beca scoffed. “There’s no story there.”

“Really?” Calamity questioned. “Because she’s staring daggers at me, and I have a feeling it’s because she’s jealous that someone other than her is sitting here with you.”

“Jealous? Not likely,” Beca said. “I’ve been friend-zoned, so nothing for her to be jealous over.”

“So there is a story,” Calamity said.

The waitress arrived with their drinks and set them on the table.

Beca thanked her and said, “Could you bring us another round?”

The waitress nodded her head and left their table. Calamity looked questioningly at Beca.

“If I’m going to spill my guts, I’m going to need more alcohol,” Beca said.

“I’m listening,” Calamity said and sipped at her drink. “Were you two a thing and had a bad breakup or something.”

Beca snorted and proceeded to tell Calamity about her feelings for Chloe and how Chloe didn’t reciprocate those feelings.

They had finished their first drink and were starting on the second when Beca stopped speaking.

“So, you love her, but she doesn’t feel the same way?”

“That’s it in a nutshell.”

Calamity sipped her drink and took another look over to the bar. Chloe was still watching them but looked away as soon as Calamity caught her eye.

“I think you’re wrong about that,” Calamity said. “I think she does care about you.” Beca scoffed. Calamity asked, “Want to test my theory?”

“I think you’re wrong,” Beca said, glancing over at Chloe, who was laughing and smiling at Chicago. “But I’m game. What kind of a test do you have in mind?”

“Follow my lead,” Calamity said. 

Beca nodded her head and muttered, “Okay.”

Calamity smiled at Beca, and Beca smiled back. “After I finish talking, I want you to laugh and cover your face like I said something complimentary.”

Beca let out a laugh and did as Calamity said.

“Now, I want you to lean in closer like we’re whispering,” Calamity said.

Beca did, and Calamity leaned in as well.

Chloe’s mouth dropped open as she watched Beca and Calamity. She closed her mouth and turned away from them.

“You okay, Chloe?” Chicago asked.

“Yes,” Chloe said and then sighed and ran a hand through her hair. “No, I’m not okay.”

“What’s wrong?”

“That’s what’s wrong,” Chloe said, pointing out the table where Beca and Calamity were now staring into each other’s eyes.

Chicago turned to look. “What’s wrong with that? It looks like they’re really into each other.”

“That’s the problem,” Chloe mumbled.

“What was that?” Chicago said, turning back to Chloe.

“I’m sorry, Chicago,” Chloe said with a tear in her eye. “You’re a great guy, but I’m in love with-” Chloe looked over to Beca. “Beca.”

“Oh,” Chicago said. “I see. Um, that’s cool. I find you very attractive and thought maybe we could be something, but I get it. Can I ask you a personal question though?”

“Um, sure,” Chloe said hesitantly.

“If you’re in love with her, why are you over here with me?”

“Because I just recently admitted to myself that I have feelings for Beca,” Chloe said. “And seeing Beca with Calamity makes me realize that I’m too late. I had a big crush on Beca when we were back in college, but she had a boyfriend. Then when we moved to New York, she told me she liked me, but I thought she meant as her friend. I thought I had buried my feelings for her, but now-” Chloe wiped at a tear that fell.

“But now you realize your feelings are still there,” Chicago finished for Chloe.

“Yeah,” Chloe said softly. “I really am sorry, Chicago.”

“Don’t sweat it,” Chicago said. “But if I were you, I’d be over there trying to win Beca over. If you love her, fight for her.”

Chloe swallowed and looked back over at Beca. She had her head back laughing at something Calamity was saying.

Chloe chewed on her bottom lip and looked away. “It’s too late,” she whispered to Chicago. “I think I’m going to go up to my room. Thanks for the drink.”

“I’ll walk you,” Chicago said.

Beca watched as Chloe and Chicago walked out of the bar together; Chicago had his hand on Chloe’s lower back, guiding her out the door. Beca’s eyes followed them as they made their way to the elevators. She felt the tears stinging her eyes and let out a shaky breath.

“Are you okay?’ Calamity asked.

“Yeah,” Beca said, wiping her eyes. “Do you want to find someplace and get dinner? I need to keep my mind off of what they’re doing.”

“You think they might be, you know?”

Beca nodded her head but didn’t say anything.

“Come on,” Calamity said, standing and grabbing Beca’s hand. “I’m buying you dinner.”

~~ Beca’s Calamity? ~~

“Keep it down, Beca,” Calamity said as she half-carried, half-dragged Beca down the hallway to Beca’s room.

“Sorry!” Beca cried out and started laughing.

“Where’s your key card?” Calamity asked once they reached Beca’s room.

“Frisk me for it,” Beca said and held out her arms, almost falling to the floor.

“Whoa,” Calamity said, grabbing Beca before she hit the floor.

Calamity held Beca up and hesitated slightly before reaching around Beca to see if her key card was in her back pocket. Just as Calamity reached her hand into Beca’s pocket, Chloe popped her head out to see what all the noise was.

Calamity stopped and looked directly at Chloe, whose eyes were wide and her mouth hanging open.

“Chloe, it is not what it looks like,” Calamity said. “I swear. I was trying to get her key card. In case you couldn’t tell, she’s drunk and of no help at all.”

“Shhh, don’t tell Chloe I’m drunk,” Beca said, swaying a bit and hitting her back against the wall. “Ow!”

“What’s going on, Chloe?” Aubrey sleepily asked as she joined Chloe at the door.

“Beca’s drunk,” Chloe told Aubrey. “I’m going to go help Calamity get her into her room.”

“I’ll help, too,” Aubrey said. “Let me grab our key card.”

Just as Chloe got to Calamity and Beca, Beca lurched forward. Chloe had to grab her to keep her from falling onto the floor. Calamity took one side and Chloe the other and turned Beca toward the door. Chloe reached into Beca’s back pocket for her key card but stopped when the door to Beca’s room opened.

Emily stood in the doorway, rubbing her eyes. “What’s going on out here?” Upon seeing Chloe and Calamity trying to hold Beca up, Emily exclaimed, “Oh, my gosh! Beca, what’s wrong with you?”

“She’s drunk,” Calamity said. “Sorry for all the noise.”

“Emilyyyyyyyy!” Beca screamed and giggled. “Please don’t tell, um, don’t, you know, the red-headed girl that I’m drunk.” Beca leaned in toward Emily and waved her closer. Emily bit back a smile and moved closer. “I love her.”

“Um,” Emily said, pulling back to look from Beca to Chloe and back.

Chloe’s gasped and looked at Beca. Aubrey and Calamity both smiled and shook their heads.

“Looks like you read this all wrong, Chloe,” Aubrey said. “Calamity isn’t the one Beca wants.”

“I’m so sorry, Calamity,” Chloe said sincerely.

“It’s all good,” Calamity said. “She told me about her feelings when she saw you leaving with the soldier. She was upset because she figured you two were going to your room to have sex.”

“We were not!” Chloe said indignantly. “I left the bar because I couldn’t bear to see you two laughing and having a good time.”

“So, you were jealous,” Calamity said. “I told Beca that, and she didn’t believe me.”

“Maybe you guys should bring Beca inside,” Emily said.

“Oh, right,” Chloe said.

Chloe and Calamity maneuvered Beca inside and over to the bed. They laid her down and then looked at each other. Calamity smiled and said, “She did nothing but talk about you the entire time we were at dinner.”

“I’m sorry, Calamity,” Chloe said, trying not to smile at what Calamity told her.

“Stop apologizing,” Calamity said. “Beca’s hot and has a sarcastic sense of humor, which I love. But, she’s into you, and I respect that. I’m going to head out so you guys can do whatever you need to do to get Beca into bed.”

“Thank you, Calamity,” Aubrey said.

“Yeah, thanks, Calamity,” Emily said.

“I’ll see you out,” Chloe said and moved toward the door; Calamity followed.

Chloe opened the door, but before Calamity could leave, Chloe pulled her into a hug. “Thank you for taking care of her,” she whispered into Calamity’s ear.

“You’re welcome,” Calamity said, pulling out of the hug. “You should go take care of her now.”

“I will,” Chloe told her. 

Calamity left, and Chloe closed the door behind her. She let out a breath and walked over to help take care of Beca.

~~ Beca’s Calamity? ~~

The next morning, Beca groaned as she squinted her eyes open and immediately shut them. “Oh, God!”

“Good morning, sunshine,” Chloe said, sitting up in the bed next to Beca.

“What?” Beca asked, trying to sit up. She tried to clear her throat, but it was still raspy as she mumbled, “Emily, you sound like Chloe.”

“I am Chloe,” Chloe said. “We need to talk.”

“Oh, God, that does not sound good,” Beca moaned as she fell back onto the bed, her eyes still closed. “What did I do last night?”

“Get up and take a shower,” Chloe said. “You’ll feel better, and then we can talk.”

“No,” Beca said.

“Excuse me?” Chloe said.

“Just say what you want to say and get it over with,” Beca said, her voice still raspy.

“Open your eyes and look at me, please,” Chloe said.

“I can’t do that,” Beca said, putting her hands over her eyes. “It hurts my head.”

Chloe let out a sigh and got off the bed. “I’m leaving. When you’re awake, call me. I need you to be coherent when we talk.”

Chloe stopped at the door and looked back at Beca. Beca had not moved, and Chloe couldn’t help the small smile that came to her lips.

“I love you, too, by the way,” Chloe said and left the room.

Hearing Chloe’s words, Beca shot up. “What?”

Beca jumped out of bed and stumbled to the door. Beca tried three times before she could grasp the door handle and open the door. She ran out and saw Chloe at her door.

“What did you just say?” Beca yelled at Chloe.

“I said, I love you, too,” Chloe responded as she turned to face Beca.

“What do you mean too?” Beca asked as she moved toward Chloe.

“You said you loved me last night,” Chloe said, moving toward Beca.

Beca stopped mid-step. “I did?”

Chloe got closer and stopped about a foot away from Beca. “You did.”

“I was drunk,” Beca said. “It, uh, it didn’t mean anything.”

Chloe let out a frustrated sigh. “Why are you like this?”

“I can’t help it,” Beca said, looking down at the carpet. “It’s just me being me.”

“Well, stop being you for a second,” Chloe said, mild anger lacing her words. “Stop hiding behind your insecurities and tell me how you feel while sober.”

“I can’t!” Beca yelled.

“Why not?!”

“Because I’m scared!”

“Of what?!”

“Everything! Of you, of my feelings for you, of you not having the same feelings toward me!”

“I already told you I love you. What more do you want?”

“I don’t know!”

“Then why are you yelling at me?”

“I don’t know!”

“Then stop yelling,” Chloe said, her voice softer. “And just tell me you love me.”

Beca swallowed and looked at Chloe with tears in her eyes. “I love you.”

“I love you, too,” Chloe said.

“I’m going to kiss you now,” Beca said.

“Not if I kiss you first,” Chloe said.

Neither will ever be able to tell you who moved first, but suddenly they were joined at the lips.

“Um, Becs,” Chloe said, grimacing as she pulled back from Beca. “As much as I like finally kissing you, you need to take a shower and brush your teeth. I want to remember our first kiss,” Chloe scrunched up her nose, “but not like this.”

“Oh, right,” Beca said, stepping back from Chloe and holding her hand in front of her mouth. “Um, give me half an hour, and we can go to breakfast and talk some more?”

Chloe smiled and nodded. Beca smiled and walked back to her room. She pushed the door handle, and the door didn’t open.

“Shit,” Beca mumbled and turned toward Chloe. “Do you know where Emily is? I’m locked out of our room.”

“Here you go, Beca,” Emily said as she walked out of Chloe’s room, holding out the key card for their room.

Beca finally looked around and noticed that all the Bellas were standing in the doorway of their rooms.

“Um, you guys saw all that?” Beca asked, blushing.

A collective “Yep!” came from the girls.

“It’s about time, too,” Cynthia Rose said. “Who’s up for breakfast?”

“I am!” “Me!”

“Then get dressed, and let’s meet in the hotel’s restaurant in thirty minutes,” CR said.

The Bellas, minus Emily and Aubrey, retreated into their rooms.

“There’s a nice diner a block from here,” Aubrey said, looking at Beca and Chloe. “You two should try it out while we have breakfast here in the hotel.”

“Thanks, Brey,” Chloe said, still looking at Beca. “Come get me when you’re ready?”

“I will,” Beca said. “Come on, Emily. I get the first shower.”

Emily smiled and followed Beca into their room. Chloe followed Aubrey, and, as soon as the door closed, Chloe squealed with excitement.

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The Daughter of a Righteous Man- Chapter 13

*SEQUEL TO THE LOOK IN HER EYES*

After her husband is drug to Hell, Ava Winchester and her brother in law Sam try their best to do right by Dean and raise her daughter, only to find that good intentions aren’t always enough. Loving someone isnt always enough.

Chapter Thirteen, The Touch of an Angel

Ava

One kiss for the road. One kiss to say everything that we couldn't say, that we would never say. He pulled me closer, and I let him.

My heart was confused, my head swimming. There wasn't ever a choice. Not for this. Maybe in a different life.

Thunder rolled around us, and I pulled back. "We need to get inside."

"But if we go inside then it's over..."

I touched his cheek. It was rough from the beard he was growing. He looked older. "Sam... it already is over."

"I don't want to leave Nel..."

"You don't have to," I whispered. "I don't want you to leave." It wasn't fair, but I had to say it.

"I don't want to leave either, but this..." he gestured to us. "It's complicated. I don't know if I can look at you every day and not be with you."

I sighed and wiped my eyes. "Sam, I'm his wife. We got married. We had a child... He died for me. The two of us were happy, in love." I swallowed hard, biting back tears. "I'm his wife."

"And I'm his brother, Ava. You're not the only one who betrayed him."

Betrayed. There it was. The word I was searching for, but couldn't speak out loud. I promised my unborn child that I wouldn't let her fathers sacrifice go in vain. Instead, I got with his brother.

"It'll destroy him," I whispered. "If he finds out."

Sam looked down and he sucked in his breath. "Okay."

"Okay?"

"It never happened." He turned toward the house, walking up the stairs, and through the front door.

It was final. It's what needed to be done. Thunder roared around me again and rain started falling all around me, washing me clean. Or trying to drown me. At this point I honestly couldn't tell which was which.

I walked up the stairs and around to the other side of the house, opening the sliding glass door that connected the wrap around porch to our bedroom. I didn't want to pass Sam again. I needed some space. We needed some space.

I slid open the door, shivering from the rain.

Dean sat up suddenly, his muscles tight. He looked around for me.

"Hey," I said to him.

He exhaled in relief. "Hey back." He opened his arms for me and I crawled into bed, despite my rain-soaked clothes. "Ave, you're soaking wet." He raised his eyebrows.

"I needed some air."

He ran his fingers through my wet curls. "Is this too much?"

I searched his face, he looked vulnerable. He was looking into my eyes for an answer. One that sat on both of our tongues. Do I still love him? I touched his cheek with my cold hand. He was warm, and he smiled at my touch, turning to kiss my palm.

"It's not too much. All I've wanted for the last four months is to be with you."

I thought back to my birthday wish. I wanted to be with him forever. It was always us.

"You're shivering," he commented. "Let me warm you up."

I scooted toward him, and he peeled off my wet sweatshirt and leggings. I snuggled against him under the blanket, pressing my naked body to his. He wrapped his arms around me and tangled his legs with mine.

"Thank you," Dean whispered to me.

"For what?"

"I don't know much about Hell, I don't remember much... but I do know that the only reason I'm here is because of you. I know that if I'm still sane it's because I never forgot how I felt about you."

I pulled him closer, so close that my very being ached. I love him. I love him so much.

"I could still feel your lips... and your hips." He grinned and winked at me.

"I thought about your hips the first day I met you." Bed breaking to be exact.

"I thought about yours too." Dean looked me over, his eyes burning my skin even in the midst of darkness. "You look way too good in your dress pants."

"And you look good in a suit."

"I guess we make a good pair." He kissed me again.

"I guess we do."

Our hands we're together, fingers intertwined, and I examined his hands. They were cut. His knuckles still fresh. "What happened?"

"Have you ever clawed your way out of a coffin?"

I frowned and pressed my lips to his knuckles. "Can't say I have," I whispered, my heart breaking inside of my chest.

"Ava."

"Dean?"

"Did you get my note?"

I licked my lips and frowned. "It took me a long time to come back in here, but eventually I did read it."

"Did you do it? Let yourself be happy?"

I closed my eyes.

"Sam, if I watch anymore How I Met Your Mother I think I will morf into Ted Mosby."

"But it's happening. Come on one more."

"Why do you like this so much?" I asked, curled against his chest.

"It's hilarious."

"I mean, yeah. But why do you stay up with me watching it?"

"I like it,” he said stroking the length of my hair.

I knew why. I couldn't sleep, so he stayed up with me. It's how it had been since the first night I came home. The two of us cuddled on the couch watching some new tv show to distract me.

"So, I'm doing you a favor by watching it with you, is what you're saying." I grinned.

"Exactly."

"You're so dumb." I laughed. "I'm going to make some popcorn."

"Add the ranch seasoning!"

"What? Do you think I'm new here or something. Of course I'll add the ranch seasoning!"

"In my own way, in a different way than what I'm used to... yeah I was happy."

"I'm glad." Dean nodded. "What about Sammy?"

"What about him?"

"Was he happy? He's out of the life so I bet he is."

"Yeah, Sam was happy."

I just hoped with everything in me that he could still be happy.

Sam

Earlier

"Whiskey." I nodded to the bartender as I almost fell onto the bar stool. She kissed him. Of course she would. I knew she missed him, but somehow I thought it would've been different. Maybe it was because I still was tingling from being in bed together that morning. "Actually, make it a double."

The bartender slid me the glass, and I accepted the warmth willingly. Dean was back. I was so happy when I saw him, seeing him smile, seeing him alive. It's what I begged for as I dug at the frozen ground. It's what I threatened for with every demon Ruby and I exercised.

All I wanted for months was to see my brother again, and to not wake up in a cold sweat picturing him in Hell. It was all I wanted, but yet, when Ava saw him everything changed.

She looked shocked. He picked her up and her eyes locked with mine. The romantic dinner I was cooking for her was cold on the stove.

I finished the whiskey, and I gestured for another. What the fuck am I going to do?

"Sam."

I turned toward the familiar voice and was face to face with Ruby. Her hair was down in loose waves. She wore a tank top under her leather jacket. She looked pale.

"Ruby? What're you doing here?"

"Is it true?" She took a step toward me.

"Is what true?"

"Is Dean back from the pit?"

I took a drink of the new pour. "How did you hear about that?"

"So it is true."

"We think it was a demon."

"Sam." Ruby shook her head. "Demons can't just pull people out. Souls don't walk out of Hell. No one can do that. Not even Lilith."

I could see her shocked face as she tried to attack me, falling off short. "Maybe she isn't as strong as she likes to pretend she is."

"Sam this is serious," Ruby said low. "The demons are scared. I'm scared. Whatever did this is bad."

"You're a demon. Isn't bad your thing?"

"Not bad like a demon.. the earth quakes at its voice. This is cosmic. This is big."

"So what are you saying?" I asked with a sigh, gesturing for another glass.

"What are you doing?" She grabbed for the drink, but I stopped her arm.

"Celebrating," I said dryly.

"Is this about the girl? Fucking really Sam? What are you fourteen? There's so much more going on here than your love life." She moved closer to me. "Besides, if you need a girl in your bed you know one that's always willing."

I batted her away with a groan. I was attracted to Ruby, there was no doubt about it. She was sexy and powerful, but she wasn't Ava. Not even close.

"You need to figure out what this is before we are all dead," Ruby said, pulling her hand out from under mine. "So I hope your little fling doesn't get everyone killed. Goodbye Sam."

I watched Ruby walk away, swinging her hips. She was right. I couldn't be with Ava even if she wanted to. She was never mine to start off with, and more importantly, something yanked Dean from the pit, and we still have no idea why.

Dean

Alastair's eyes were black, his snaked tongue licking his lips as he brought the blade over my skin, carefully peeling it away.

I screamed out, not able to be the stoic badass I liked to believe myself to be. I tried to find my happy place away from the heat and sting of his blade. If I were alive I would've passed out a long time ago, but I'm not alive. I'm in Hell.

There was no happy place for me, no matter where I went I still felt his fingers on my skin forcing open wounds with tools that could only be invented by a master.

"Little Dean Winchester. So many scars. So much pain." He ran his knife along my skin, and I struggled against the restraint. "It's only a matter of time before I break you. Everyone has a breaking point."

Tears streamed down my cheeks. I wanted to call out for Sam, for Ava, but I knew better than to give him ammunition, to give him something else to hurt me with.

He lifted the blade and slammed it down on my ring finger, slicing it in two. My vision blurred for a second as I cried out, begging to pass out.

"Oops! It slipped!"

He was a liar. It never slipped. I was set up to endure an eternity of his sharp teeth and black eyes hanging over me, breathing hot wet breath that smelled like death.

"Well I'd hate for your other hand to not match." He lifted his blade with a larger than life smile, almost ripping open his cheeks to show rows and rows of razor sharp teeth.

I sat up in bed gasping for breath. I moved my hands out in front of me. They were still in tact.

"Hey, are you okay?" Ava asked, sitting up. She pressed the sheet to her bare chest.

"Just a bad dream," I admitted, my heart still pounding. I clamped my eyes closed trying to send the images away. I felt her lips against my shoulder and suddenly I could breathe deeply again.

I wasn't in Hell, I was with Ava.

A knock came to our bedroom door. "Hey ya idgits need to get around. I've got a lead." Bobby said through the door. "My friend Pamela is the best damn psychic in the US. If anyone can find out what pulled Dean out its her. Put on your boots, we leave in 10."

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Ava and I drove in the Impala, and for some reason Sam rode with Bobby in his truck. Ava called Dad and told him we would pick up Nel on the way back home.

"He said he will take her to the park. He has enough bottles to last the rest of the day."

"He's going to take her to the park?" I asked dumbfounded. Not only was a four month old baby too young to possibly play at a park, but he never took his own kids to a park.

Ava snuck away to the bathroom to pump, complaining that her breasts were sore, while I got ready. I was a little disappointed that I didn't get to take a peek, but I knew there'd be time to make up for everything I've missed.

We pulled up to Pamela's house, and found a curvy brunette in a Led Zeppelin tank top and tight jeans waiting for us on the porch. "Bobby!" She said, waving as he got out of the car.

I raised an eyebrow at Sam. Maybe he could take her out. Sam and Pam, they could double with Ava and I.

Christ when did I turn into the guy who thinks about double dates?

I glanced at Ava as she shook hands with Pam, she smiled shyly and my stomach fluttered. I knew exactly when I turned into that guy, and I was weirdly okay with it.

"Dean Winchester back from Hell." Pamela grinned as she took my left hand in hers. She eyed my wedding ring. "That's a real shame,” she murmured tapping the ring.

I shrugged. "That's What all the women say."

I heard Ava snort next to me, and I grinned cheekily.

"Any word? Are the spirits talkin?" Bobby asked as we entered the house.

"I've used my spirit board with about a dozen spirits and no one knows who pulled your boy out."

Sam sighed. "So what next, then?"

"Next, tall dark and handsome, I do a seance."

"You're going to summon the damn thing?" Bobby asked, shocked.

"No, no." Pamela laughed. "More like take a glimpse at it, like a crystal ball, but without the crystal." She patted Bobby's shoulder.

She went into the dinning room to set up and I hung back to catch Sammy. "Hey," I whispered to him. "You should go for it."

"Focus, Dean," he said sharply before walking away from me.

I frowned. What's his deal?

"Alright, take a seat around the circle,” Pamela said.

The table had a cloth draped over it and a pentagram in the center. There were a variety of candles lit, and the only light in the room was coming in through the closed blinds.

We all sat, Sam next to Pamela, Bobby next to Sam, Ava next to Bobby, and me in between Ava and Pamela.

"Take hands,” she instructed us.

I took Ava's in mine. Her palm was sweaty. "It's okay," I promised her at a level only she could hear. She nodded, but didn't look convinced.

"I need to touch something that the mystery monster touched." Pamela eyed me up and down.

"Here," I said exposing the handprint on my shoulder.

She closed her eyes and we followed her lead.

"I invoke, conjure, and command you, appear unto me before this circle. I invoke, conjure, and command you, appear unto me before this circle. I invoke, conjure, and command you, appear unto me before this circle."

I opened my eye to take a peek. Something felt wrong. My heart was pounding in my chest, and I felt the hairs on the back of my neck stand up. I saw the tv in the corner come to life, on a static screen just like in the gas station.

"I invoke, conjure, and command... Castiel? No. Sorry, Castiel, I don't scare easy."

"Castiel?" I asked, feeling Ava squeeze my hand harder.

"Its name. It's whispering to me, warning me to turn back."

Pamela's nails dug into my skin, and the table began to shake. The energy in the room was growing, threatening to bubble over.

"I conjure and command you, show me your face," Pamela chanted, over and over, her hand growing hot on my skin.

All of our eyes were open now, but Pamela's. Bobby looked alarmed as everything in the room seemed to tremble with the power pulsing through it. "Maybe we should stop."

"No, I've almost got it." She turned her face upwards and with a loud voice she shouted. "I command you, show me your face! Show me your face now!"

The flame from the candles in the center of the circle shot upward, and Pamela screamed out. She fell backwards in her chair, clawing at her eyes. Our hands dropped, and I fell to the ground next to her, taking her head in my lap. She was bouncing between screams and sobs. "I... I can't see."

Where her eyes used to be, were two burned out holes. She was completely blind.

"Call 911!"

Castiel. What the fuck are you, and why did you bring me back? What could you possibly want with me?

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[justalittleofyourlove-fic]

Can we have a drabble of Xander and Ryder when Xander is away at college and Ryder calls her for help?

This one got kind of long... I hope enjoy!!

And yes, there are pictures at the end for you.

Staring in the mirror, pulling a deep breath through her nose, Xander Woods was preparing herself for the day. Her first day of her PhD program!

After attending Stanford for her bachelor and masters degrees, she’d moved back to the east coast for the final leg of her academic career. New York City, and Columbia University, was her home for the next couple of years.

“Are you really nervous?” Kelley, her fiancée, stood behind her. She slowly wrapped her arms around Xander’s waist, her chin resting on her shoulder. “I’ve only seen you nervous like… 3 times in all the years I’ve known you!”

“5 years ago, nearly to the day, when we met,” Xander said with a soft smile. Her eyes shifted to meet Kelley’s grey eyes in the mirror.

“A few months after that, before your first lacrosse match,” Kelley added with a smirk.

Rolling her eyes, Xander turned in her arms. “Of course I was nervous! How was I suppose to know I’d meet an amazing Scottish girl at university. One who would actually love me as much as I love her! I’d just asked you to be my girlfriend and you were about to see me play a game everyone said I was the best - ”

Kelley leaned into her, silencing her rant before she could really kick it into high gear. Xander hummed and settled more fully against the counter behind her, pulling Kelley with her.

“You’re going to do great, babe. I know it. Your students will love you!” Kelley whispered against her lips when they separated.

“The third time you saw me nervous was the day I proposed.” Xander replied. She sighed and pressed her forehead to Kelley’s. “I have students. Who look up to me! Love, I’m not a role model!”

Another kiss and an eye roll followed. “Xan. Ryder looks up to you.”

“That’s different! She’s my little sister!”

“Oh, Xander. No. Most 15 year old girls don’t want anything to do with their parents or their big sisters. They’re moody and snarky and tired and stressed over boys.” Kelley’s hands moved up and down Xander’s back as she spoke, smooth lines and wandering circles meant to calm her down.

“I think we both know Ryder Griffin-Woods is going to be a lady killer. No boys for her,” Xander said with a chuckle. “I don’t know if I’m happy about the no boys or worried for all the teenage girls back in Polis.”

Kelley giggles with her. Then she pressed another short kiss to Xander’s lips. “Good luck today, babe. I can’t wait to hear all about it!”

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It was just over a week later when Xander’s phone rang in the middle of the night. Kelley only groaned and rolled over, away from the light and sound.

Xander pulled herself up onto her elbow, fumbling for the bright screen on her nightstand.

Ryder Die: FaceTime Call

Glancing at the time, Xander’s heart began to race. She sat up in the bed, pulling the sheet up over her naked chest as she settled against the headboard.

“Ryder?” She said as she accepted the call. “It’s 1:30 in the morning. Are you okay? Are Moms okay? Clio - ”

“I need your help.” Ryder said.

The tone was more serious than Xander had ever heard her baby sister. She could barely make out her blue eyes on the screen, it was so dark.

Leaning over, Xander flipped on her bedside light.

“Ryder. What’s wrong?”

“It was an accident! I didn’t mean to… I don’t even know how we ended up here!” Ryder spoke quickly. Her words tumbled together and the pitch shifted to panic. “Moms are going to kill me, Xander! I was just trying to impress this new girl, her name is Sammie and she’s just so pretty and funny and she can surf! She came over and we practiced on the wave pool Uncle Linc and Declan built for me and then - ”

“Ryder!” Xander interrupted her rant loudly. Kelley shifted beside her, looking over her shoulder.

Her little sister blinked a few times. Tears sparkles as they fell down her cheeks. “Xander?”

Sitting up, Kelley reached for her shirt and slipped it on. She wiggles her fingers at Xander, wanting the phone. Xander handed it over without arguing.

“Ryder, honey. What’s going on? Are you safe?” Kelley asked.

The teenager only sniffles and nodded. Xander breathes a sigh of relief as she slid out of bed and grabbed the sweatpants Kelley had tossed across the room earlier in the evening. She pulled on an old hoodie, one of Clarke’s from her days playing softball at UCLA, before climbing back into bed.

“Take a deep breath,” Kelley instructed. Xander didn’t know if she was talking to her or her sister, but she took a deep breath anyway. “Where are you?”

“Brooklyn,” Ryder replied. Her voice was barely over a whisper. “I think…”

Xander stiffened. She held her hand out for her phone and shook her head at Kelley’s warning look.

“Ryder Griffin-Woods!” She hissed as soon as she could see her sister again.

“I know! I know! I’m sorry!” Ryder said as quickly as she could.

Xander was already sliding out of bed again. She set her phone down, shaking her head when Kelley reaches for it. Instead she pulled off her sweats and hoodie and grabbed her jeans and a long sleeved t-shirt. Pulling on some fresh underwear and a bra, Xander sighed.

“Where?” She asked as she buttoned her jeans.

“A diner. On Metropolitan Avenue.” Ryder sniffled and mumbled the words.

Kelley has joined Xander in getting dressed. She pulled her shirt over her head as Xander picked the phone back up.

“Are you okay? You’re safe?” Xander asked.

“I’m fine. There’s a few cops in here. One of them saw me crying and bought me some fries.” Ryder held one up and smiled weakly. She bit into it and smiled. “They’re really good.”

Xander chuckled and shook her head. “We’ll be there soon. 30 minutes, tops! Do not move!”

“I won’t!” Ryder promised. “Thanks, Xan!”

Tapping the screen to end the call, Xander sighed. She glanced at Kelley.

“C’mon, babe. Let’s go rescue your sister.”

“You don’t have to go,” Xander replied. “I can go get her and we’ll be back in an hour.”

With a shake of her head, Kelley held up Xander’s leather jacket for her to slide her arms into. She kissed her neck and smiled at the sigh her fiancée let out.

“You should probably call your moms. Make sure they know Ryder is safe.”

“I’m sure they think she’s at a friends house.” Xander replied.

“Then you should call them and let them know she isn’t.”

Xander laced her fingers with Kelley’s tugging her out of their bedroom and toward the front door. “You want me to sell out my sister?”

“If you don’t tell her, what happens when Ryder does?”

She took a moment to consider that. She loved being a big sister. She’d taken to the role naturally. Ryder was her little Kork 2.0 and Xander adored her for it.

“We’ll call them once we’ve got Ryder back here.” Xander decided. She shrugged at Kelley’s arched brow. “There’s no point in them worrying about her now. She’s safe and we’re on our way to get her. We’ll wake them up once we’re all safely back home.”

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It was 32 minutes. Xander and Kelley walked into the diner hand-in-hand to find Ryder curled up in one of the booths.

“She’s been out since she got off the phone with you.” The waitress, Roni, said when they slid into the empty bench opposite her.

“Ryder,” Xander said loudly.

The teenager jumped and clutched at her jacket.

“Oh! Xander!” She said tiredly. She yawned and stretched. “I was so scared!”

“Why didn’t you just come to the apartment?” Kelley asked.

Ryder shrugged and dropped her chin to chest.

“Answer the question.” Xander said.

“I don’t have any money with me.” Ryder admitted.

With an eye roll, Xander slid out of the seat again and approached the waitress. The cops had paid for Ryder’s fries and her hot chocolate but left before Ryder ordered a grilled cheese.

Once the bill was settled, Xander handed her jacket to Ryder since she shivered when they stepped into the cool autumn air.

“Ryder?” Xander said, nudging her sister with her shoulder. At the blue-eyed glance that answered, Xander continued, “I am very happy you called me. You know I’ll always have your back. Always.”

“But?”

“We’re calling Mom and Mama as soon as we get back to the apartment.”

Sighing, Ryder nodded. “I kind of figured you were going to say that. I was going to call them in the first place but… you were closer. I didn’t think they’d want to get on the train tonight.”

“Well yeah,” Kelley laughed and draped an arm around Ryder’s shoulders. “But those 3 or 4 hours on the train are nothing compared to the month or so you’ll be grounded.”

Ryder smirked at the ground. “I didn’t take the train. We flew.”

Xander stopped in her tracks. Then she laughed. “I don’t want to know. I want plausible deniability. But you have to know you’ll be grounded until your birthday!”

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The Forgotten One

AN: Sorry it has taken me this long to come out with something. I hope you will enjoy this one, I have broken this up into parts and enjoy.

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Word Count: 1,141

You are the youngest out of your brothers. Michael the oldest, Lucifer, Gabriel and finally Castiel who is a year older than you are.

You woke up on an early morning, getting out of your bed and its your birthday. A smile forms on your face as you walk out of your bedroom to go down the stairs.

You looked through the cupboards, spotted your favourite cereal, got yourself a bowl along with a spoon to pour the delicious contents and finally got the milk from the fridge.

You settled yourself at the table to enjoy the tasty meal of the morning. Until you heard a set of foot steps coming down the stairs and its Michael the most obvious one to wake early.

“Morning y/n” Is all he says once he has his sight on you. You sit there waiting for him to say something else that would be a special greeting but nothing.

“Morning Michael” You retort softly looking to your bowl.

He runs the water to make a pot of coffee for the morning and who else would wake to the smell of fresh coffee in the morning. You hear someone else coming down the stairs and its Castiel.

“Morning y/n, Michael” Is all he says looking between the both of you.

“Morning Castiel, coffee?” Michael asks getting a cup for him from the cupboard as he nods and gets himself a bowl to make himself cereal as well.

You finish your bowl and went to sit in the living room to watch some TV before heading back up the stairs to shower. Castiel joins you in the living room after a while he finishes with his breakfast and the rest of your brothers wake from their deep slumber. Gabriel seats next you while he reaches for the remote to change the channel.

“Hey, I was watching that” You glare at your older brother while whining to him.

“Sorry squirt” Is all he says and ruffles your hair. You huff and get up from the couch to head up the stairs.

“Y/n, dont worry I'll change the channel on him soon” Lucifer says while he has the extra remote in his hands.

You smile at the gesture and continue on walking up the stairs to take that shower.

“Dude c'mon, I wasnt done watching that” you heard Gabriel.

You laughed as you made your way to the bathroom.

'Thank you Luc' You mutter to yourself as you get the shower head going and finally going under the nice warm water.

After taking your shower you felt a little hurt by your brothers not remembering your birthday than again why doesnt it surprise you. They have done this for as long as you could remember.

Even dad wasnt so great at remembering your day either.

You lay in bed staring up at the ceiling wondering what to do for the day, it was Michaels weekend off from work, Lucifer worked weekends, Gabriel has classes during the afternoon and Castiel just has a weekend from school.

As the morning went on and all of your brothers were ready for the day.

“Hey y/n Im off to work now” Lucifer knocks on your door to let you know he is off for the day.

“I'll see you later” you get up from the bed to open the door and give your brother a peck to his cheek before he walks out of the house. He smiles at the gesture.

“Let me know if Gabriel gives you a hard time alright. See you later” He says and walks down the stairs to walk out of the house.

You got up from your bed to head back down stairs to remind your brothers that today was a special day. For once you wanted to share this with your family well the only family you have left.

“Hey Michael” you knock on your brothers office door to walk in and he is on the phone more likely working.

“Y/n not right now, Im busy” he says as he whispers to you and you turn slowly to walk out of his office and close the door behind you.

“Hey Gabe?” you walk in his room.

“Not right now squirt. Im in the middle of writing my essay and need to come up with my own recipe” he says while waving you away from his room.

He is attending College for Culinary Arts and someday he wants to open up his own bakery.

You went to Castiels room but of course he isnt in there so you went back down to see if he was hanging out in the living room.

He wasnt home and you knew he would be out with his friends or what ever he did on the weekends.

You decided to head to Lucifer's work place to see if he wanted to celebrate with you. He works at an auto shop called Winchester body shop as the bookkeeper.

He is awesome at his job there are times when he would work on the cars if his boss needed the help.

You walk in and see a fairly tall, blonde, well toned man standing at the counter looking through the computer for an invoice maybe.

You try to remember his name but you are drawing a blank, even though you practically grew up with his half brother Adam who happens to be Castiel's best friend.

“Hi, Im looking for Lucifer Novak” you ask the man and he looks away from the screen and gives you a warm smile.

“Hi, yeah I will go and get him for ya” he says and disappears into the back of the shop. They both walk to the front of the shop and Luc sees you with a smile on his face.

“Y/n, you remember Dean? Dean this is my sister y/n” he introduces the both of you and now you know who he is.

“Whoa the last time I saw you, you were this tall” he says and gestures his hand beneath his hip.

“Hi. Um I wanted to ask if you wanted to head out for lunch or something. I know you take a late lunch and thought you would like some company' you tell him while motioning to the restaurant across the street.

“I wish you would have came by earlier but um I already took my lunch. Im really busy right now and going to work through my break.” he says expressing his sympathies while Dean is eaves dropping from the counter pretending to be busy.

“Oh uh I should have called first. I just wanted to make it a surprise is all. I'll just head home, see you” you tell him and walk out the door while you try to hold in your sobs but you wanted to wait until you got home.

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[eviebugsicons]

Texts from last night! Here are some of my favorites from the website and I figured I’d turn it into a meme! Feel free to change pronouns if needed.  --- some nsfw some sfw. + more under the cut!

[text]:  Did we kick in my basement door last night? [text]:  My hook-up from last week somehow found me at the club, saw the girl I was trying to fuck, kissed me right in front of her, and walked off. [text]: Had a moment of weakness, slept with my ex last night [text]:So that's why our room smells like tequila and shame. [text]:  It's my birthday. I should be drinking mimosas in a top hat, not working. [text]: Quit being awkward towards me every time the group is together. They're going to figure out we're fucking. [text]: I hope every time you eat hashbrowns you think about me, the awesome sex we had and how great we could have been. [text]: I get so sad when I watch him slowly destroy his life with whiskey and cocaine. Then he bites my neck and I just want to fuck him. I can't help it. [text]: After dropping your phone on the ground you got down and sat with it, kissed it and apologized for being so mean [text]: He asked if I could not say his name during sex cause he liked the girl in the apartment above me. [text]: So, random question. How much should you tip a Lyft driver when you realized you've fucked his sister? Asking for a friend. [text]: She left a cookie cake on my porch, and the frosting reads "I'm sorry". She left me an I'm-sorry-for-punching-you-in-the-face cake. 

[text]: It's very disconcerting to wake up and she is gone. I never know where she could be. It's like playing wheres Waldo but Waldo could potentially be drunk and wandering around in weird places that normal Waldo's don't go. [text]: idk what to be more embarrassed/confused about, that i lost my underwear or that i woke up covered in fried rice [text]: I'M HANGING OUT WITH THE DRUG DEALER UPSTAIRS JUST SO I CAN STEAL HIS WIFI PASSWORD, I HOPE Y'ALL LOVE ME. [text]: There is also a moment when you wake up in a kiddie pool of jello cubes where you question what the fuck you did last night. Are you still in the attic or did you go home. [text]: I'm basically cruising around listening to 90's gangsta rap with my meatball sub telling people to go fuck themselves [text]: Dude, you spit in your shirt pocket saying "I'm saving it for later" then dove head first into the pyramid of beer cans we set up. [text]: When we get drunk one of us ends up running off and fucking someone in an inappropriate place, like the roof of the restaurant, or Greece, while the other convinces people not to worry and not to go looking. That good sir is a real mother fucking friendship. [text]: If my one night stand asked me to move in with him right after does it still count as a one nighter? [text]: I woke up beside him and almost cried. Then I realized you were on the other side so I knew I hadn't made any bad decisions. [text]: I just want to eat chicken fingers and drink beer and smoke in bed with my laptop so I can watch Netflix [text]: So your not doing THAT great with the break up then... [text]: Never thought I'd see the day when I got assless chaps in the mail, and yet here we are... [text]: your mom was just petting me...I am strangely comfortable with it [text]: Seriously if we go to rome ur fucking me into the sunset on a wrought iron balcony overlooking Vatican City [text]: This friendship isnt goin to work if you dont respond to my drunk texts [text]: Two days ago a random guy asked me to sign his forehead 'cause he wanted to have the name of the prettiest girl in the bar on him and never wash it. I just saw him and my signature still there... [text]:  I have wine with a bendy straw bitches I can do fucking anything

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