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#it’s ONLY EVER Steve for Bucky. Steve is IT for Bucky 😭😭😭
afriendlyblackhottie · 6 months
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Description: of course you’d come to them if your boyfriend wasn’t treating you right. They were your best friends after all. You weren’t expecting them to take advantage of the situation though.
Tags: minors dni, smut, oral (female receiving), edging, dubcon (better safe than sorry), if I missed any please let me know 😭
(A/N: Omg I’m finally just gonna put it out I’ve been writing this on and off for so long lmao still not edited though cuz fuck the grammar police hahaha I hope you all like it. Please like, follow, and reblog with a comment 💜✌🏾)
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“He wouldn’t what?” Bucky asked with a look of bewilderment on his face about what you had just told him.
Maybe you were doing the most by spilling things, but what can you say, you were upset. Had just walked in on your boyfriend with someone else after he’d told you over and over again that nothing had been going on. To say you were in your feelings was an understatement.
It wasn’t like things hadn’t been on and off for a long time anyway but this was the final straw. You were so sick of him doing this to you. Of him lying to your face.
Telling you that you’re the only one and that he was serious about you. Honestly you really should have known be would have turned out to be a player. The worst part was that it seemed like you were never the one to get off. Felt like you’d wasted your time. Probably why you were spilling everything to The Winter Solider.
It was almost like things were coming out as word vomit. Secrets spilling from your mouth that you hadn’t even told Natasha as they were too embarrassing.
Except he was sitting there acting like he really cared and clearly you needed that. Even more so when you started to say way too much.
“I know, right!” You scoffed. Thinking about the way he’d treated getting you off like some kind of chore.
Honestly you should have dumped him after the first time he said to you, ‘I don’t eat pussy.’
“So he never?” Bucky asked with a raised eyebrow.
You shook your head, sniffling. He looked so taken aback.
“That’s bullshit,” Bucky said once again with a scoff. Eyes trailing all over your body. Thinking to himself what an idiot your ex was for not appreciating what he had. “Aw, Honey,” he cooed, grabbing your hand when he noticed you tearing up.
As if you should be wasting tears on that asshole.
“I’m sorry,” you sniffled some more. “I don’t even know why I’m upset right now. He’s not even worth it.”
Well, he was happy that you knew that.
“It’s okay,” he replied. “You know I’m right here.”
You nodded as he leaned forward to pull you into a hug. Wrapping your arms around his shoulders. Needing to melt into him as the vulnerability hit you like a freight train.
“Thanks, Bucky,” you managed to say, pulling away so you could look at him. “Steve’s so lucky to have someone like you.”
Bucky glanced down at your lips. Wondering what Steve would say if he even saw the two of you in this position. You needing a shoulder to cry on as he wished he could comfort you in the way he wanted to.
Not like Steve wouldn’t understand. He saw the way his boyfriend looked at you.
“Yeah well, Steve’s stuck with me so…”
You chuckled stopping to wipe your eyes. Bucky gently placed a hand on your cheek so he could do the same. Thumbing away the droplets.
“Wish I could find a great guy like you. Hell like either of you. Seems like I’m only ever getting into relationships with assholes.”
That kind of sparked something in his chest. Hearing you say that. Sitting here spilling his heart out to him.
“Oh yeah?” He asked. “Well you know I think you deserve better.”
You smiled and wiped your eye. “Thanks, James.”
“It’s okay,” he said, finally reaching out to give you a hug. Seeing that you clearly needed it. “You know I’m always here for you.”
“I know,” you whimpered. Honestly you didn’t even know who else to come to besides him and Steve. They’d really done so much for you after they’d moved in. Sure you kind of had to get used to living next door to the superhero couple, but so far they’d kept you pretty safe.
It was super convent. Hadn’t had to walk any groceries up to your place in months either. Seemed like the two of them were always there to take care of whatever you needed. Took such good care of you. Always.
So how did you think Bucky was going to feel when he heard that your ex hadn’t been. As if any man wouldn’t be happy to have a face full of pussy. Especially yours. Honestly what a fucking idiot. Even the idea of getting a taste was making him feel things he normally didn’t.
“I can’t believe he wouldn’t eat you out, though,” he laughed. “What a- why didn’t you say anything.”
“I don’t know!” You laughed too, pulling away. “I just… I don’t know…”
“It’s okay. We’ll just find you someone that’s going to take care of you right.”
Once again you laughed and honestly he was just happy to see it. Hated having to see you cry. Especially over some bullshit like a man that couldn’t even pleasure you properly. Why cry over him when Bucky could be making you smile.
“You’ve got such a cute little laugh,” he complimented. Not like it wasn’t something he did a lot.
Him and Steve both did. Always wanting to let you know how beautiful they thought you were. Thought they’d just been doing it as your friends, but Bucky just couldn’t deny his attraction forever. Look at you.
Even crying you were one of the prettiest girls he’d ever seen. Had gotten all dolled up for an asshole that didn’t deserve it. Makeup creeping down your face. Fuck. You shouldn’t have to waste such a look.
You let another one of those giggles, looking down and using your shoulder to rub away a tear. Bucky leaned forward so he could place his hand underneath your chin. Lifting your head up. “Honestly, Doll,” he started, “you might be the prettiest girl I’ve ever seen in my life.”
“You’re just saying that,” you sniffled.
“No, I mean it. You know I do.“
“Bullshit,” you replied.
“I really do,” he said. “Why do you think Steve and I have to take care of you so much. Pretty thing like you shouldn’t have shit to worry about.”
Inside your heart felt like it could stop. He just looked so handsome as he spoke. Had recently gotten a haircut so he looked even better. Fresh faced. Even in a simple pair of jeans and a t-shirt he looked hot.
Not like you hadn’t thought about him or Steve before. Knew they were both bisexual so it wasn’t like they wouldn’t ever be interested in you but still it always felt like such a long shot. They were your best friends. You weren’t supposed to be thinking about them at night when you touched yourself. Especially when you had a boyfriend.
And they were from a different time. Actual gentleman back in the day from what you gathered. Wanted their women in the home and spoiled.
Sometimes the idea of it sounded kind of nice. Having a man dote on you. Then you had two of them really, really interested in your well being. Of course you were going to crush a little but you didn’t want to cross any lines.
“I don’t even know what I’d do without you both,” you said.
“Hey, that’s how we feel about you. Who else is going to cook for us and make sure our place is tidy when we’re gone.”
You chuckled. “You make me sound like a housewife.”
Bucky shrugged. “I mean… it’s a good look on you. Could see that.”
“Well, I mean, I’d have to find a guy first.”
“I mean… maybe you already have,” he said.
“What?” You asked with a chuckle. “Bucky, I-,”
“I know,” he cut you off. “But, can I be honest?”
“Okay…”
“You know how much I love having you around and I-,”
“What about Steve?” You asked him. “I can’t just… I can’t just do that to him.”
“We’ll worry about him later,” he replied, stroking your cheek, making you look at him. Finally placing a kiss on your lips.
You quickly pulled away with a gasp. “Bucky, we can’t… he’s my…”
“Shhh, don’t worry about, Steve, Baby,” he tried to assure you, your eyes hitting his. Something about his gaze making you feel warm on the inside.
“I- no we can’t just…”
“Yes we can,” Bucky said. “It’s okay.”
And as bad as you wanted to keep fighting him. For some reason you just couldn’t. As Bucky pulled you close so that he could go back to kissing you.
Fuck his lips did feel good. And everything with your now ex. You were vulnerable. You wanted to feel wanted.
But, Steve…
“Don’t worry about Steve, Baby,” Bucky whispered in your ear again. “Focus on me.”
Bucky’s fingers went under your dress. Gripping your thighs. A curl in his lip. Fuck he was so pretty.
He slowly pushed you down. Climbing on top of you so he could really take control. Pushing your legs up so that he could get in between them. Kissing you more before you could protest.
Bucky was getting his fucking taste. Just because your stupid little boyfriend didn’t want to taste it, didn’t mean he didn’t want to. He was getting it.
“Fuck!” You gasped as he started kissing your collarbone. No longer thinking about your ex or his boyfriend.
Felt good to have you right where he wanted you. Finally. It had taken him this goddamn long.
You laid back as Bucky got on his knees. Placing a kiss on one of your knees first before going up towards your thigh. A breath hitched in your throat. If you were feeling hesitant, he could change your mind.
“Bucky,” you whimpered as he spread your legs, to get a good look at your panty covered pussy.
“So fucking pretty,” he groaned as he looked up at you. His poor girl still obviously shy. That’s okay he’d take care of you. Just needed to-
“Fuck!” You cried as he kissed you through your panties. “We shouldn’t-,” you tried to keep it going.
Not like he cared as he pushed your underwear to the side so he could lick a strip from the bottom up to your clit. Making your words get caught in your throat as you laid back with a moan. Yeah that’s what he fucking thought. He knew you wanted this shit.
You trembled as he feasted on your clitoris. Sinking into the cushions as your hips stuttered. See he knew you liked it. It was so much better when you didn’t fight him. Now he could really give it to you.
He didn’t waste anymore time as he pulled the fabric from your body. Not giving a single fuck as to where it could have possibly been discarded before diving back in. It had been a long time since he’d done this, but it’s not like Steve wasn’t aware that he’d missed a woman’s touch. Maybe more than he realized.
“Fuck me, Bucky,” you sobbed as he got you closer. It had been so long since sex had just been about you that maybe you should take advantage of being a pillow princess. What girl wouldn’t want her hot metal armed best friend to eat her pussy. Can’t believe you tried to turn this down. “Don’t stop!”
Not like he planned too. Especially as he dipped his fingers into your cunt. Twisting them around so he could find your spot.
“Ah!” You cried, as soon as he hit it. That’s his fucking girl. He watched as your face twisted up in pleasure. Could taste how close you were. How yummy you were.
“Buck!” Steve’s voice could be heard from the hallway as the door slammed closed.
You sat up, quickly. Pushing his head away and scooting away from him to smooth out your dress. Shit. Fuck. “Babe, it’s okay,” Bucky whispered.
What the hell does he mean it’s okay. His boyfriend was about to walk in on-
“Oh, Y/N, I didn’t know you were here,” Steve said as he came into the room. Placing a quick peck on Bucky’s lips making your mouth drop. He had to have tasted you on his lips. You found yourself feeling stuck as you sat up, making sure you were covered. “Is everything okay?” Steve asked with a raised eyebrow.
Except it was like you couldn’t speak. What the hell were you supposed to even say as if his boyfriends face hadn’t just been close to making you squirt all over it.
“She caught Bryce cheating,” Bucky explained. Funny how that literally had not been on your mind this entire time.
Steve looked taken aback and scoffed. “What? No? Seriously?”
“Y-yeah… with… some girl,” you replied, not wanting to meet his eyes.
The super solider frowned as he grabbed your hand to pull you into a hug. Wrapping his arms around you. “Oh, honey. I’m sorry. He’s a fucking idiot,” he said, much like his boyfriend when you’d first told him.
Only making you feel more horrible inside. How the hell could you do this to him. Especially after what Bryce had just done to you.
“It’s okay,” you said. “Maybe I should go.”
“And go where?” Bucky asked. “Not back to that apartment I can tell you that. Just stay here.”
The pair of panties Bucky had taken off of you were practically staring at you from the other side of the room. Steve’s back turned to it. “At least stay for dinner,” he said. “We can get whatever you want.”
Except even the suggestion made you feel more awful. Steve did not deserve this. If anything you should just say it. Not that the words would actually leave your lips. Tongue tied and all you could do was nod.
It was insane how quickly Bucky was able to act totally normal. Or that you were more frustrated that you never actually got the chance to finish. They were right though, you really didn’t have anywhere else to go, but here.
So there you sat right next to Bucky as the three of you ate the dinner Steve had ordered you. Trying to keep your cool as you didn’t want to bring too much attention to yourself. Even as you squirmed in your seat, trying to relieve some of the pressure. Bucky had really done a number on you. Could still feel his mouth on your lapping at your clit.
“So what happened?” Steve had finally asked from his spot across from the two of you. Obviously wanting to know everything. Not like you two weren’t normally close.
Your jaw dropped as you immediately tried to think of a lie. “Um, nothing,” you blurted out.
Bucky put his hand on your thigh, attempting to relax you except you were way too on edge. How could he just be touching you like this.
His boyfriend on the other hand raised an eyebrow at your outburst. “I thought you caught Bryce cheating?” He asked.
You closed your eyes. Duh he was talking about that. “I mean, I did,” you replied with a nervous laugh. “Yeah, he was with some girl.” You sighed.
“Well, what are you going to do now? You know we’re not going to let you go back. We have a perfectly fine guest room,” he said a smile on his face. Looking every bit of nice and sweet as he always did. The guilt already feeling like it was going to eat you up.
Didn’t even pay attention as you felt Bucky’s metal hands going up your thigh more. Getting dangerously close to the intimate place his face had just been buried inside of. You put your hand over it to move him, but he didn’t budge. Not giving a single shit.
You gulped at his fingers found their way up your dress again. Biting your lip as he chuckled. Not taking his eyes off of you as you struggled to answer. “I can’t ask you to do that.”
“Bullshit.” Bucky laughed. “You’re staying with us, Doll.”
You crinkled your nose which turned into biting the inside of your cheek, trying to hold in a moan. “We won’t take no for an answer.”
Well, that much was obvious.
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The two of them helped you get settled in. You wore one of Bucky’s t-shirts since you literally didn’t have anything else. Had finally managed to grab your panties before you hoped Steve had seen them.
Your body still screaming out for release. Before giving you his shirt he’d whispered in your ear. “And you better not make yourself cum when you’re in the shower. Only I’m allowed to do that.” Wanting to prolong your torture.
What kind of shit was that. How did he get you so worked up like this. So easily. Hell that whole time you were with Bryce you can’t remember that happening. Not like you wanted to think about him.
The distraction was pretty nice, you had to admit. Who had time to think about being cheated on when your hot best friend was trying to eat your pussy.
As you opened the door you poked your head out, hesitating to call out to them. Hey, guys?” You called. Poking your head out from the restroom.
“Yeah?” Both of them were quick to chime in.
“Can you bring me some shirts!?” You asked. “I’m a little… exposed.”
You couldn’t see him, but Bucky snickered as Steve tilted his head at him. Both of them standing on either side of their king sized bed. “What?” Bucky said. “Oh come on I’m sure it’s fine,” Bucky tried to say with a straight face, but as soon as he was done he chuckled.
Steve shook his head, but couldn’t help the smirk that came on his face. “It’s really short,” you complained. “And I don’t have clean underwear.”
With that Bucky winked in his boyfriend’s direction. “Be right back.”
The smirk didn’t drop from the super soliders face as his boyfriend left the room. Only to go back to making up the third spot on the bed between them.
“What’s up, Doll?” Bucky asked seeing your head still sticking out.
“It’s too short,” you said, biting your lip.
He raised an eyebrow. Going to push the door open, not caring that you’d been blocking it. “Lemme see.”
“No!” You protested.
Bucky rolled his eyes. “Oh come. You’re acting like I didn’t just eat you out,” he said.
“Steve is right outside,” you whispered harshly.
He rolled his eyes. “Steve’s in the room.”
“Yeah and he has super soldier hearing,” you pressed.
“It’s not all he has,” Bucky said under his breath. “Doll, you’re fine. I can’t even see anything.”
“My ass is out!” You gasped.
The man smirked at that, getting behind you to press your ass into his crotch. “And what a nice ass it is,” he whispered in your ear. Flesh hand landing on your breast to squeeze it and not giving a shit as you tried to swat him away. Going down your body until he was pushing up the shirt.
“We can’t!” You protested as his hand slipped down to your pussy. As bad as you wanted him to touch you, it didn’t seem wise. Fuck your body was practically crying for the release he couldn’t give you earlier.
“Everything okay?” Came the other man’s voice from outside the door.
Bucky scrunched his nose. “Yeah,” he called. Going to open up the door. “Tell her it’s not that bad,” he pressed.
You tried to tug it down so it was a little bit more past your thighs. Face heating up as Steve scanned up and down your body. “You look fine, Doll.”
Ugh. There the both of them go. The two of them were way too handsome to be having you stand here exposed with a dripping wet pussy. You bit your lip. Not like anyone else would see you. Just them. “Well… ok…” you sighed.
“Wanna watch a movie before bed?” Steve asked.
You nodded. Bucky put his hand on your lower back. Going down dangerously close to your ass. Only to finally come down to squeeze it tightly. Making you yelp. “Ah!”
Steve furrowed his eyebrows but laughed. “You ok?”
“I’m fine,” you squeaked, putting your hand over your mouth. Before making a pointed look at his boyfriend.
“Anyway, I was thinking we could watch a movie before bed,” Steve suggested.
“Actually, I’m kinda tired,” you immediately replied. Going to stretch your arms up and yawn until you remember how exposed you were.
“Oh come on, it’ll be fine,” Bucky said, nudging you.
“No. I have to be at work so early,” you replied. “It’s already way too late.”
“Hell no. You’re taking a sick day.” He looked appalled at the notion.
“I can’t.” You sniffled. “Besides, I’m off the next day. I’ll be fine.”
Bucky huffed. “Alright, fine, but what are you going to wear to work then?”
“I’ll just wash my clothes before we go to sleep,” you replied with a sigh. Haven’t exactly thought all of that through.
“So, movie it is?” Steve said.
Of course they’d get their way. Trying to keep your shirt from riding up too much as you went on your tippy toes to put your stuff in the wash. Closing your eyes when you realized your panties were still missing.
You peeked over to where they would have been. Except Steve would have definitely noticed them by now. “Looking for these?” Bucky asked. Holding up the pair. You immediately glanced over at where Steve was in the kitchen before reaching out to snatch them. “Ah, ah, ah,” he held them above his head. “Finders keepers, Doll,” he teased.
You let out a huff, crossing your arms. “Why are you being like this?” You asked. Honestly it was all so shocking. Normally he was such a sweetheart. He eats you out once and this is what he turns into?
Bucky shrugged. “Because I can,” he replied with a wink before leaning into kiss your cheek. “Now wipe that look off your face before I do it for you. You hear me?”
You nodded and sniffled. Wishing you’d gone anywhere else. Natasha’s maybe. Or hell even Sam’s place would have been fine. Not like you didn’t like how Bucky’s mouth had felt on you. It’s just now you were feeling terrible for doing all of this under Steve’s nose.
“Good girl,” he said, placing a chaste kiss on your lips.
You sighed as he went back to the bedroom. Making you raise an eyebrow. Weren’t the three of you supposed to be watching a movie?
“Hey, Doll,” Steve said from his spot on the bed. Going through Netflix. “What movie did you wanna watch?”
“Oh? We’re watching in here?”
“Yeah?” He replied. “That a problem?”
You looked over at Bucky who despite not responding, had a smirk on his face that you wish you could wipe off of him. Sitting there smug with his hand in his pocket. No doubt toying with the pair of panties he’d stolen.
“Actually I think I’m just gonna go to bed after all,” you said. “I’m really tired.”
Bucky rolled his eyes. “Well, I forgot to set up the guest room.”
You crinkled your nose. Of course he did. “That’s ok. I can just sleep on the couch.”
“What?” Steve chimed in. “We have more than enough room for you, Doll. Come on.”
They had to be fucking with you. No way was Bucky getting what he wanted just like that. ���No it’s fine. I’ll just get blankets from the linen closet.”
“Doll,” Bucky’s voice was stern. Commanding even. “Come. Here.”
You hated it when your feet started moving. Whether you wanted them to or not. “What?” You asked, not meeting his eyes as you stood in front of him.
“First of all, drop the attitude. Second, we told you, you’re sleeping in here so get over it.”
Steve watched the two of you, not saying a word. Didn’t he care that his boyfriend was trying to manipulate you? Right in front of him. Your bottom lip quivered, tears prickling at your eyes.
“I just wanna go to bed,” you whispered.
“Fine. There’s a perfectly good spot right between us. Is there a problem with that?” You shook your head. Not wanting to even argue anymore. Didn’t even feel worth it.
It was just too much for one night. All of it was. Can’t believe you hadn’t just started bursting out crying right between them.
Instead you tried to get some sleep. As restless as you were. Trying to keep yourself from tossing and turning since you didn’t want to bother them. Not like you had much room considering you were squeezed between two giant super soliders. “You ok?” Steve asked in a tired voice.
“Hm?” You hummed, not taking your eyes off the ceiling. “Can’t sleep.”
He yawned. “Hey, I know your ex was an ass, but you know Buck and I are going to be with you through this whole thing, right?”
You nodded, not saying out loud what was really on your mind. Fuck this was so wrong. Screwed up on so many levels. Too bad you didn’t kick Bryce out instead of coming over here, but at the time it was the natural thing to do.
Hell there was barely even any room between their giant bodies. Even in this large bed. Felt like if Bucky rolled over he’d end up squishing you. He’d gotten so damn close. Bad enough that the t-shirt they’d given you was sitting above your ass now.
“It’s ok I’ll be out before you guys even know it,” you said.
Steve scoffed. “Don’t be silly. You know you can stay here as long as you want. A city like this is no place for a little girl like you all alone.”
You scrunched up your nose at that. “I’m not a kid, Steve. I can take care of myself,” you assured.
“Yeah, but you shouldn’t have to. Not as long as Bucky and I are around to do it.”
Speak of the devil, that was when he wrapped his arms around your waist. Pulling you against him. Ass going to his crotch. You let out a gasp and tried to wiggle away, but with Steve so close you were stuck. Not like you could get away from him anyway with the hold he had on you.
Not like you didn’t know that he was a cuddler. Not the first time the two of you had fallen asleep together. Never with your naked ass out though.
“It’s ok, Steve. Really,” you tried to assure him. As you were doing that, Bucky decided it would be a good time to sneak his hand between your legs. Taking advantage of you being bare. You let out a gasp, jumping as soon as his hand made contact.
“You ok?” Steve asked with a raised eyebrow.
“Uh huh,” you squeaked out, trying to grab at his hands, but all he did was use one of his to hold yours down as he continued touching you.
“Hold still, little girl,” Bucky whispered in your ear, saying the last words in a mocking tone.
Your face felt hot as you looked forward at the blond. He had to know right. There was no way Bucky was just doing this right in front of him and he had no idea.
He pawed your thighs. Making sure they were nice and spread as his hand hands continued their torture. One going underneath the shirt to cup your breasts. Tweaking your nipples. He was groping you like he didn’t give a fuck about getting caught. Only made worse when his fingers finally touched your clit.
You bit your lip to keep yourself from crying out. Especially as he pushed you back so you were really pressed against him. Hard dick to your ass.
“I’m ok,” you tried to assure Steve. The words on the tip of your tongue. Pressure building in your stomach already as you’d never had the chance to finish earlier.
“When are you going to get your stuff?” Steve asked. “You know we’re going to come with you, right.”
Instead of fighting him you just replied, “T-thanks, Steve.”
“Always,” he said. “You know Bucky and I are always here for you.”
Well, obviously.
“I know we don’t say it a lot, but you mean a lot to us,” he said and all you could do was swallow as you felt his boyfriend’s fingers bringing you closer and closer to what you never got to have earlier. “And Bryce was such an asshole. He never deserved you.”
You swallowed down the moan that was threatening to bubble out of your mouth. Only made worse as you looked into Steve’s bright blue eyes as he sleepily looked over at you. Not like you hadn’t heard that a million times from both of them, but right now he just looked so freaky and-
“Ugh,” came out of your mouth which you quickly covered up with a cough.
“Are you sure you’re ok?” Steve asked once again.
“Never better,” you lied through your teeth.
Steve yawned. “We should get some sleep. Goodnight, Doll.”With that he leaned forward pressing a chaste kiss on your lips. Catching you all the way off guard.
“Steve-,” you gasped, putting your hand up to your lips.
“What?” He asked with a chuckle.
“You can’t just-,”
“It’s not big deal,” he assured. “Bucky won’t care. It was just a little goodnight kiss.”
“Yeah, but-,”
He cut you off once more. “Unless you want it be to more,” he said with a wink.
What. The. Fuck.
“Goodnight, Doll,” he said not giving you a chance to say more as he closed his eyes. Smile on his face.
Bucky stopped what he was doing to put his face into your shoulder. Light snores coming from him. Hell his hand was still in your panties. Almost like he was making sure you couldn’t get away from him. The worst part about it was that not once did he let you fall off the edge.
You’d definitely need to start looking for places tomorrow.
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buckybabieboy · 9 months
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Heyy! I was reading you work, which I love btw, and I wanted to request a one-shot or blurb for little!bucky accidentally getting drunk, like how would he act, what would he say. I feel like he’d be super clingy and needy. With cg!mommy!reader please 🥹 Love you writing <333
Lol this is gonna be the cutest thing ever😭. Thanks for the request Babie!
Tipsy Baby.
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☁️ Summary: Bucky has way too much to drink at Natasha’s party, leaving you to take care of your little boy.
⚠️TW(READ.): sub!touch-starved bucky, dom!fem!reader, Bucky is so touch starved😭, reader is able to carry bucky, lactation kink cuz I felt like it, mentions of alcohol, Bucky can get drunk if he drinks an abundance.
📝A/N(PLEASE READ): DO NOT READ IF YOU DONT LIKE. ITS THAT SIMPLE. DON’T REPORT MY WORK JUST BC YOU DONT LIKE IT. Anyways, pls enjoy this lil blurb! drunk Bucky is just the cutest 🥰. and your right, bucky is VERY clingy AND FUCKING TOUCH STARVEDDDD when he’s drunk.
“Mommyyyy!” Bucky slurs out as he dramatically falls in front of you on the compound’s floor.
“Mommy pay ‘tenttion to me!”
You peer over your phone and watch as your baby heaves and pants on the ground, his beautiful pale skin flushed with pinkish-reddish tones, and his big puppy dog eyes red and puffed.
“Baby, are you drunk?” You question him, though you already know the answer. He only whines and thrashes his limbs around in a hissy fit, not using his words.
“W-why are you so faaarrr?” He wails petulantly, completely ignoring your question.
“M’ not far, sweetheart, ‘m right in front of you.”
An empty bottle of Tiger Beer has accompanied him on the ground, clutched inside his sweaty palms.
“Gimme that!” You sigh before getting off of your comfy spot on the couch and snatching the bottle out of his hands. He whines even more.
“Who let you have this?”
Bucky pouts and mutters something, but it’s almost impossible to hear with the music and noise that flood throughout the compound.
“Can’t hear you bud, you’re gonna have to speak up f’me, okay?”
“T-tasha…” He hiccups. “N-Natasha lemme have some, mommy…”
Another exasperated sigh escapes from you as you begin to regret supporting Bucky’s idea to come to Natasha’s party. It didn’t really surprise you though, since he was always a party guy when he was younger. You rarely ever drank, especially when you were going to an event. You opted out of that a long time when the both of you got drunk, which you both know didn’t end well.
Natasha had invited everyone to her floor for a party. You weren’t too fond of the idea when you heard there was going to be alcohol, but Bucky was very excited and begged you to go. He assured you that Steve and Sam would be there to watch him.
So eventually you gave in, but not before making him promise that he wouldn’t drink.
When you arrived at the party, Bucky was acting more than normal. He immediately started chatting and playing party games with Wanda and Vision. He even played Twister with them, which you knew was a surprise to everyone. Despite the fact that loud noises triggered him, he seemed to be having a good time. Needless to say, you felt comfortable with letting him go off on his own for awhile.
Scanning the room, you spot Natasha by the fridge, a Tiger Beer in hand. The trash can next to her was filled with empty bottles of that stuff, and you knew they had to be Bucky’s. He couldn’t get drunk easily so it would take a copious amount of alcohol to get him drunk.
The blame wasn’t all on Natasha, though. Wanda, Vision, Steve, Natasha, and Sam all were made aware of Bucky and his little space—you’ve told them a numerous amount of times for his safety. So Natasha could’ve given him a bottle, but Bucky must’ve gotten his hands on this much alcohol all by himself.
You’d have to talk to them about that another day though, because right now, your little boy was cemented on the cold floor, spacey and dazed below you.
“S-so pretty. Mommy so pretty!” Bucky giggles, his head cocked to the side in awe as he gazes up at you. He wasn’t thinking about anything else. He literally couldn’t. His little brain couldn’t process anything while in little space, so him being drunk definitely amplified it X10.
“C’mon, baby boy. Let’s get you taken care of.”
You offer your hand to him. He doesn’t budge though, instead he whines, and mutters more incoherent sentences. This wasn’t the first time Bucky lost all of his words. When he was little, most of the time he would gesticulate instead of speaking up.
“Hmm…” You tap your index finger on your chin, prenteding to brainstorm. “Oh! I know what you want! You want uppies!”
Bucky nods and squeals, making grabby hands up at you. You place your hands under his arms, pick him up, and set him on your hip. A precious little noise escapes from him as he wraps his legs around your waist, his arms around your neck, and leans into your touch. The smell of your hair seemed to be the only thing he was able to process.
Once you make it to your floor, you set him down on the bed. He whines once again when you leave and you quickly shush him, reassuring him that you’re just getting his pj’s out for bed. Bucky stands up to take off his pants but stumbles and trips, landing face down on the floor.
“Hnnngh..” He whines, starting to pick up his thrashing and wailing from earlier.
“Hush, my little boy, let Mommy take care of you.”
“M’ dizzy…” He fusses. “Everything’s spinning…”
“I know baby, I know. Let’s get you in your PJ’s, okay?” You hush him a little bit before helping him off the ground and settting him back on the bed. It was a struggle, but you got his pants and shirt off. Now the task was to replace them with his nighttime ones. You take one leg of the pants, grab his leg, and slide it in.
“Good job, Jamie! Now your right leg!” You praise your little boy. He giggles when his pants are all the way on, and doesn’t even fuss when you put his shirt on for him.
“Perfect… now let Mommy get changed and then we can go sleepies, okay?”
He fussed, but you got changed in no time, and his fussing quickly became coos of happiness once you cradled him in your arms.
“My little baby.” You fawn. “Your mommy’s boy aren’t you?”
Bucky’s eyes flutter, as he tries to stay awake. His baby blues are glossy and clouded from the substance earlier.
“Mmm… uh-huh! M’mommy’s boy! Mommy’s goodest boy!”
“Yeah, except for earlier. What did I tell you about drinking that much alcohol? You know your little mind can’t take it.” You scold, and he pouts up at you.
“Sammy was watchin’ me! But then he drank some too, ‘n we-” His hiccups interrupts him.
“W-we made a stupid bet. Who could drink the mostest, ‘n I won.” He giggles at that last part, obviously proud of himself for beating Sam at literally anything.
You were about to respond when you noticed his eyes flutter. His metal fingers tug on your tank top—you already know what that means by now.
“Awh my baby’s hungry! You hungry, sweetheart?” You coo at him in the softest tone possible. He does nothing but nod, his words are becoming little to none—indicating that he was deep in.
“Go ahead, Jamie. You can have some, mommy doesn’t mind.”
You help him out a bit by tugging down the top yourself, your leaking tits out for Bucky to suckle on. He wastes no time, immediately latching his pink lips on your right nipple. His suckles were harsh and rapid. All he wanted right now was to taste your sweet nectar. A few strokes to the scalp and he’s almost out—his stamina completely gone from earlier.
You praise your little baby. Whispering to him all of the things he loved to hear. Calling him all of the names he loved to be called while in his little space.
The meekest whines and whimpers come from him as he suckled more frantically. As time went on he became frustrated—frustrated at the fact that he was too exhausted to keep going.
“Shh, it’s okay. I know… your so exhausted, hm? So exhausted from having so much fun earlier?”
You stroke his scalp with your fingers, keeping the movements slight and slow for him. Bucky could never describe it, but there was always a certain tactic, or pattern in which you’d scratch his scalp that made him feel so innocent. So vulnerable.
You know this, You know what touching Bucky’s hair does to him, what it does to him when he’s completely reliant and under your control.
“I’ve got you, Bucky Bear. Hush now.”
Bucky eventually quiets down, and so do his suckles on your nipple. He lets your nipple fall free from his mouth, some milk dripping down his parted lips. You wipe it off gently.
“Mommy m-mines?” He whimpers. “All mines?” He nuzzles himself into your chest, the warmth of your body and vibration of your voice as you cooed to him always calms him down.
“All yours, honey.”
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buckyysdoll · 1 year
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— 𝐝𝐚𝐭𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐛𝐮𝐜𝐤𝐲 𝐛𝐚𝐫𝐧𝐞𝐬 𝐡𝐜𝐬 —
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જ⁀➴ — summary: self explanatory; a/n: fic song choice: “Slow Hand” — The Pointer Sisters -> i can imagine him just being your idiot and pretending to strip tease and singing along, for no other reason that it makes his wife laugh and there’s no sound in the world more beautiful; cw: allusions to sex, but otherwise just soft; pairing: bucky x f!reader
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• “get your fucking hands off my wife” type of husband clodisiaiixkaioai
• or he brushes soft fingertips over your cheek and says quiet as death, “who did this to you?”
• bucky knows you can defend yourself perfectly well, so is more than happy to pin the bastard down and let you go for it, let you be feral 😌 supportive husband 💪🏻
• but that doesn’t mean he can’t be possessive as well, and though he tries to control it, it does still get between you. it’s just that he loves you too fucking much to know what to do with it, how to breathe through it —
• jealous!bucky with his arm around your waist in public, or coming up behind you to press a kiss to the side of your neck with his broad hands settled on your hips
• extremely protective, and most of all against himself; his biggest fear is who he was, what he could do and the threat it returning. And so that thought of hurting you — the risk of it pulled him away time and again. took him from your bedside in the middle of the night and went insisting that you shouldn’t have to do this, have to love him.
• because he just can’t let go of who he was like you did readily, and couldn’t yet see that loving was easy when centred on him; was as natural as breath.
• in bed, he does the cold feet thing but with his metal arm on your waist from behind, his hand on your bare tummy giving rise to a shriek that’s half laugh and half cursing your husband.
•BUCKY DOES THE HAIR TUCK THING BEFORE HE KISSES YOU, AND YOU KNOW BY THE LOOK IN HIS EYES WHAT HE'S THINKING, BY HIS CHANGED PITCH IN BREATHING YOU KNOW WHAT HE WANTS, AND HIS EYES WON'T LEAVE YOUR OWN BUT FOR YOUR LIPS, WHICH THEY JUST CAN’T STOP STRAYING TO
• i do believe he’d also be the type to channel aaron warner with a little “lift your hips for me love” 🫡🫠KCKIDIDKSNKSCKAKFKKSKXKKS
• bucky is obviously very touch-starved, but i think physical contact would definitely be his love language once he gets to know and feel and trust it, through learning with you. so then you’re touching in some way almost constantly, whether it be a hand held in public (or a throat held in private? *😏) because it just assures you both and keeps you steady, keeps you grounded.
• *as in like, this may sound weird, but i feel like he’d love to feel your pulse because it assures him that you’re here and that you’re safe? and even more so when he’s got you worked up, cos his heightened senses feel your heart rate pick up at his touch😭 so when you’re making out, his hand will come to rest on the curve of your neck, and he’ll slowly brush his thumb across the hollow of your throat as he’s getting drunk off kissing you
• so a hand on your thigh when sat together is expected, his thumb rubbing the same slow circles into jeans or skin in the same way that he does it with your hands held. or he’ll be holding your hand in public and then just randomly, absentmindedly bring it to his mouth and press a light kiss to the back of it
• he’s just so goddamn proud to be the man on your arm, and that 40s charm and courtesy with ladies hadn’t been erased from him like so much else had
• we all just know what he’d be like; as a boyfriend, as a husband, as an absolute gentleman.
• you get soft!bucky cos you’re the only one other than steve who ever tried to see the good in him; i-hate-everyone-but-you, grumpy x sunshine trope 🤌🏻
• although he still doesn’t think that he deserves you at all :’( so he often pulls away which leads to fights, and emotional make-ups.
• and these may or may not lead to inevitably slow + passionate sex where you’re both left shaking just from love for the other before you’d even gone so far as touch.
• and those nights end with your mutual tears as you show him just how much love you have to give, how much he’s worth. and so too do they threaten to fall as you give yourself over to his slow loving hands; over to his mouth and the feel of his skin as he shows you that to him, you are divine.
• in your relationship in general he needs frequent reassurance, and you’ll always give it gladly with no single question asked. after all, you both had scars that ran deep — you needed it from him just as much.
• and of course, where would we be without slow dances in the kitchen, which are somehow more intimate when dressed in his shirt than anything you’d done thus far without your clothes on. it’s in the way he cradles you to him by the songs that were custom to him in his youth, with one hand held in his against his chest and the other around you. it’s in him breathing in your scent from your hair, from the soft crook between your neck and shoulder as you softly sway and move, him exhaling in the place where he’d found home, your fingers finding his hair.
• it’s just a very soft love where you’re both safe and adored and accepted; met fully where you are, and not asked to change but to grow old together.
• because of his vibranium arm, idk why but i just feel that he’d love to pick you up — whether it be jokingly or tender. you fall asleep on the couch? he’ll lift you and carry you gently to bed. it’s something in the way his solid strength can keep you safe that he’s assured he can protect you, and that you trust him when so vulnerable.
• so too, though, will he hoist you up into his arms with a natural ease, and lay you down with kisses pressed to each part of your body he lays bare. then bucky whispers with that wicked half-smile, ‘you’re gonna regret that’ in response to something teasing you had said —
• oh, and how your sounding laugh made his heart leap.
• okay and this makes me melt, but bucky loves to cook for you and give you those date nights and perfect mornings-after you deserve. and even though that first dinner he made you on your first official ‘date’ outside the watchful gaze of the other avengers he did burn, every moment still was perfect because it was him, because he cared enough.
• he plans to bring you breakfast in bed, though the smell of cooking bacon and that coffee woke you first. on padding bare feet you enter the kitchen and are met with the sight of him with his back to you, standing at the stove with a wooden spoon in hand and that pair of pyjamas you’d bought him. the smile that touches your lips takes up your whole face, and you couldn’t hope to stop it. you come up behind him and wrap your arms around his waist and there he softens, muscles settling into the shape yours take, as he has learned to trust a world that has you in it. and so then bucky smiles to himself to feel your touch; he turns, and he sees you’re in his shirt and loves you deeper for it.
• coming in for a good morning kiss is something inevitable, no choice to be made. The truth? You hadn’t believed in miracles until you’d met the Winter Soldier, and fallen for the man with the warmest of hearts beneath that old fabled ice.
• But he no longer flinched at contact, knowing touch could be beautiful when shared; learning that to love and touch could mean the whole world and no hurt at all.
• he just genuinely loves to take care of you, regardless of the hour or what it is you need.
• his sleepy voice just drives you insane and he knows it, he loves it; he presses the advantage. he’s teasing as he wakes up and the first thing he wants is you, seeing you lay so stubborn in pretending that the husk of his voice is not arousing, damn the man. so excuse my vulgarity in saying, but he’s some kinda *morning man* if you know what i mean 😌
• though then again, he’s a man for any goddam time of the day when it comes to his wife and her love
• but aside from all that, it’s like his voice was the sole sure light in your life; each time he spoke you felt the stir within your gut that said at long last, i am home. you find yourself waiting for the moment when he walks through that front door and you then breathe again as you eat, sleep and talk with the love of your life. and somehow life means something more than you’d ever thought it could all those years past, yet here you are. sharing home and hearth with the man who’d become your love and best friend all in one. He who’d dragged your heart back up from HYDRA’s raging hells.
• Bucky loves to be touching in sleep, so your back is always curved against his front, or your head’s on his chest. The first waking seconds of each day were spent like this: his fingers carding through your hair or running gently down your back, tracing shapes, wondering how on earth he got so lucky as then.
• thinking that if only he’d known just how good it could be, then he would’ve known just what he had been living for all those years in the cold, empty dark.
• comforting him in the predawn hours when nightmares break his sleep, and soothing him back to the rest that escaped him with soft fingers in his hair; or a cold damp flannel for the fever in his head that you accompanied with praise, with words of comfort.
• You take his bad days with his good, as he does you. There’s a silent understanding. Something that’s mutual and unsaid before it’s shared out in the open: how you both had pasts with HYDRA that left hollow spaces where life had once dwelled.
• And so he proposes one morning in bed, cos i can’t get enough of this scenario my god. you’re both just sleepy and he’s kissing you and his smile is lazy and content and he’s happy, and he just smiles against your lips and says “marry me” cos there’s only one thing that could improve upon that happiness, that joy. and you don’t know if he means it at first and it scares you just how much you want him to, but he’s here and he’s saying the words, and he’s never meant anything more in his life.
• The engagement ring that’s been sitting in his sock drawer waiting for the “right moment” is now finally aired to breathe, pushed lightly onto your wedding-band finger that you only see half-blind through unshed tears.
• should i have included dad!bucky hcs? or pregnant!reader hcs? IDK
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evansbby · 9 months
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steve’s like today’s plan is skiing! and bucky and the bro’s are like “whoop whoop hell yeah let’s go to the highest level” and omegas nervous but excited and steve sense that immediately and is like 😠 no not you, omegas don’t ski because it’s dangerous so it’s only for alphas so she just 😔 makes a snowman while everyone takes the ski lift and it’s cold and she’s regretting ever coming here but then steve comes back! skiing and at full speed and they build snowmen and make snow angels 😌😌 then omega starts getting cold and the boys aren’t back yet so they go into the hot tub and he hasn’t seen her bare feet all day so they fuck there 😩😭
Not Steve with his “plans” lmfao. And omega is such a cutie, being nervous and excited bc she automatically assumes Steve is going to take her skiing too 🥺🥺 so she bundles up in her cute ski outfit (powder blue, bought by Steve) and she’s like “Where are my skis, Steve?😊” and Steve is like “You? You’re not going, baby. You’re just a baby omega and omegas aren’t allowed to ski because it’s dangerous. You need to stay inside the ski lodge.” And omega’s like 😔😔😔😔 bc she’s never done skiing before and wanted to try it out.
Anyways, Steve goes skiing but he gets bored without omega so he quickly comes back and sees her making a snowman 🥺🥺🥺 and he helps her and they make a whole snow family and Steve gives his snowman a big carrot dick and omega tells him not to be vulgar and it’s just very cute 🥺🥺 (Bucky and co are all still skiing so Steve doesn’t have to act all macho and cool in front of them and so relaxes and is actually wholesome). Then he sees omega getting really cold and his protective alpha mode kicks in and he takes her inside.
He warms her up in the hot tub and, yes, sees her bare feet for the first time all day and becomes superrrr horny and fucks her (puts her on top of him and makes her ride him) and just 🥹🥹🥹 he’s like “you’re so beautiful, baby, I couldn’t wait to come home to you” and omega’s all 🥰🥰☺️☺️ and they have really good hot passionate sex and Steve is SURE he got her pregnant 🤰 and then they go to bed and cuddle.
Then Jake Jensen knocks on their door bc he has to use their bathroom bc they have an en-suite and he doesn’t and the downstairs bathroom is occupied. 🙄🙄🙄
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eulalielatibule · 2 months
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oooo happy birthday bucky!! how about dad bucky being surprised by his baby's firsts? cpuld be words, steps, home run, etc 🥹💕
Happy birthday Bucky!!! That is a cute request!! I'm gonna go with first home run because it's giving me ideas!
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When Bucky was a teenager he was very athletic.
Not only did he do boxing but he also was on his school's baseball team.
Baseball was something he loved, something he and Steve bonded over as it was one of the few things from back from his time that was still around.
And when he met you, got married and had kids, he knew he wanted to teach his kids how to throw a ball and swing a bat.
Your husband and daughter were playing catch early on and he even got her one of those plastic kid's bats to play with.
As she got older he got her a nice mitt and baseball.
It didn't matter to him that she was a girl- back in the 40's women were recruited to play baseball and some of them were better than any man he ever met.
And if she wanted to play baseball, he was going to advocate for her relentlessly.
Which is what happens when she tries out for the little league and he has to go Papa Bear on the coach.
She ends up on the team, to no one's surprise.
She has a few hits and misses, just like everyone else. But in the middle of the season, they have probably the greatest game of all time- at least according to Bucky.
It's during that game that Bucky Barnes' little girl hits her first home run.
She was being haggled by some of the boys on the opposing team, causing her to miss the first few times.
Bucky could see how frustrating she was getting, and when she looked up at him he gave her a warm smile and mouthed, "you got this sweetie."
She gave him a small smile and nodded, and her next swing? The ball went flying.
Everyone was cheering as she ran to each base, Bucky standing up and cheering her on like you hadn't seen before.
He had more enthusiasm than when he was watching the Yankees.
She reached home and Bucky laughed, a big grin spreading across his lips as he ran out to the field to pick his little girl up and hug her tight.
"I'm so proud of you, honey."
Not me crying 😭😭😭
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haleyhunwritess · 1 year
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broken promises is so good😭 would you ever consider an au of it where she escapes/someone helps her escape and she actually gets away with it? like steve and bucky actually end up getting caught or something
𝐑𝐮𝐧𝐧𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐚𝐰𝐚𝐲 (𝐁𝐫𝐨𝐤𝐞𝐧 𝐏𝐫𝐨𝐦𝐢𝐬𝐞𝐬 𝐚𝐮!)
warnings: soft!dark!stucky x little!reader
a/n: i'm so happy you like it, love!! i hope you enjoy this too <3
𝐁𝐫𝐨𝐤𝐞𝐧 𝐏𝐫𝐨𝐦𝐢𝐬𝐞𝐬 (𝐒𝐞𝐫𝐢𝐞𝐬)
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She'd never noticed how beautiful the sky was at night. Tonight there was a special kind of darkness, one that only exists to hold the stars and make them shine even brighter. Though she was tired from running for so long, she couldn't stop but stare at the beautiful sky. Of course to others it probably seemed like an ordinary night. Most were headed home, probably after a long, hard day of work. They couldn't wait to get home while she never wanted to go back inside again.
She couldn't remember the last time she had been allowed out of the house, especially this late at night. Probably months by now. The last time they took her out on a picnic was the last time she was allowed out of the house.
When that strange woman came up to her, she started searching for more answers. Eventually, all the memories started flooding back, including how Wanda had helped them brainwash her. She was absolutely terrified.
This time she was clever though. She knew she had to keep this a secret from them and pretend to play into their fantasy, otherwise she would never be able to escape them. Foolishly, they believed her. They believed every lie that came out of her. Never questioned if her sudden clinginess or neediness was fake.
Once they started trusting her enough to stay home alone, she started working on her escape plan. It took a while, but once she was able to get the code for the front door as well as Buck's special key, she ran away. She kept running, and wouldn't stop for until her legs eventually gave in. Even then, she didn't ask for anyone's help. She didn't know who to trust anymore.
Eventually, it was night time. It got fairly dark but there were still people everywhere. She didn't know who to ask for help but then she spotted a cop car and ran towards it. She knocked on the window, and waited for the officer to get out of their car before she began telling them her story. Although they weren't sure whether or not to believe her, they still took her down to the station.
She begged them to believe her, and though some of them did, others had a hard time believing that Steve and Bucky would be capable of doing something like this. She asked them to call May, hoping she could help her out.
The second May saw her, she broke down crying and hugged her tightly. Although, all that softness disappeared when she began yelling at the officers for not doing their job. She asked them to find the house where they had kept her and look for evidence.
Thankfully, they listened to her, and after a bit of searching they found the house. Once they looked inside, there was enough photos and other evidence that she was telling the truth. This led to Bucky and Steve getting arrested, and she felt like she could finally breathe.
She had moved in with May at first because she didn't feel safe being on her own yet. However, just two days ago, she found herself a small apartment that was away from all this. The place wasn't too big but she was able to decorate it somewhat and make it look nicer. The kitchen stuff was still packed away so she decided to pick up takeout. The lady at the small restaurant across the street was starting to become her friend, and her food was always delicious. Things were starting to fall back into pieces.
Once she got her food, she walked up the stairs to her apartment. Reaching for her key to unlock the door, she heard her phone start to ring. She opened the door, and walked straight to the kitchen to put the food down and check who was calling her. The screen read UNKNOWN, so she decided to ignore it and started taking things out of the takeout box. She put some of it on a pastel pink coloured plastic plate with matching plastic cutlery, and filled up a sippy with some chocolate milk before making her way over to the living room.
She was about to put the plate down on the coffee table when she noticed Bucky was sitting there with a smirk on his face, "Aww princess, you're still using the sippy we got you? I do like the new pink plates though, and the matching forks and spoons too of course."
She quickly turned around to run when she noticed Steve was standing in the hallway, with his arms crossed, "Sweetheart, you ignored my call earlier. You know you're not supposed to do that."
"Don't worry about it, Steve, she's not going anywhere now. We have lots of time to punish our girl for trying to leave us." Bucky got up from the couch and made his way over to his girl. "Did you miss us, doll?"
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buckgasms · 2 years
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Halloween Princess 🎃
Can't believe I didn't think of this before 😱 I don't know what it is but I hope you like it because this is my dream 😂😅
Also remember when he looked like an actual prince in front of all of our eyes. He makes me wanna cry 😭
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Warning: sexy times at the end 🤤
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- So Bucky doesn't normally care about Halloween parties but you were so excited about the idea of costumes and candy and dancing that he had to oblige you.
- And he didn't regret it...
- Because you loved a costume anyway but this was something else.
- Obviously you weren't going to be anything scary because you were just a babygirl.
- Bucky had to contain himself when you paraded through the living room as an Angel, Cheerleader, Kitten, Bunny and a Fairy.
- He might have pinned you to the floor and kissed you all over, pulled your costume off and fucked you right there.
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- Later, when you were lying in bed, you suggested the idea of a couple's costume.
- Bucky frowned and pulled you to lay on top of him, hands squeezing at your soft ass and raking over your body.
- "Don't even think about it Princess" he growled into your soft skin and you giggled stroking his beard.
- You suggested Little Red and the Big Bad Wolf, Princess and a Knight or even a dirty doctor and nurse.
- But he wouldn't budge.
- He did give you lots of kisses though 😊
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- The party was going to be thrown across one of the floors of Bucky's building, so you only had to go down a few floors in the elevator to get there.
- Bucky and you decided that the best idea would be for you to go as a Princess given that's what you were.
- You spent the entire day getting ready. Your hair was perfect, adorned with a sparkling tiara (with real diamonds ofc), glitter, pretty pretty makeup and the most beautiful dress ever.
- It might have been a little shorter than a princess would wear
- A lot shorter in fact
- But you felt so pretty and perfect 😍
- Bucky sent you a message that he would meet you at the party, and be waiting for you at the doors to the elevators.
- You were a bit nervous about walking into a big party by yourself but you were also so excited, so you rushed to the lift and waited, jumping from foot to foot as the numbers counted up to you.
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- The doors pinged open and your ears were filled with noise of the party.
- As you stepped out into the room you gasped as Bucky walked up and took your arm.
- He was dressed in a smart suit but he had added some very little touches that made him look like a fairytale prince, including his slicked back hair, and a silk sash.
- You squealed and wrapped your arms around him, as you felt him chuckle and wrap his arms around you.
- "You look beautiful Princess" he said, taking you in and twirling you around before pulling you close. "Come on, I have some Halloween surprises for you..."
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- He had arranged for a kind of trick-or-treat where you went around the room and guests have you candy and complimented you in how beautiful you were.
- You danced with Natasha and Wanda who were dressed as scary witches, but you weren't too scared of them.
- Bucky told off Sam and Steve for making you jump by leaping out of a dark corner.
- Wanda and you spent a little while plotting how to get back at them which was fun.
- Finally Bucky walked you into the dancefloor and twirled you around to soft music and sighs from jealous on lookers.
- You felt like a real princess and you couldn't help but feel overwhelmed by how happy you were in his arms.
- Resting your head on his shoulder you let him guide you around the dancefloor until you whispered in his ear that you wanted to go upstairs.
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- Lemme paint you a picture:
- Dress on the floor, make up running down your cheeks and the soft sounds of your gasps filling the quiet room.
- He had you sat on his cock, hand wrapped around your throat as he pounded upwards, trapping you there.
- Tears streaked down your cheeks as you clung to his arm, pleasure sparking from the top of your head to the tips of your toes.
- Before you even realised, he had flipped you over, pulled you so you were on your knees, face pressed against the sheets and pressed his thick cock into your drenched heat from behind.
- He pressed down, covering your soft body with his hair dusted one, nipping at your neck and ear.
- "Fuck Princess, taking me so well hmmm? Made for this ain't ya?"
- You could only whimper in response as his hand snuck underneath your body and rubbed at your sensitive folds.
- "Don't be selfish babygirl, tell Daddy..."
- Crying out you told him you were made for this, his little whore, his princess.
- He grunted in approval and snapped his hips harder, hand wrapping in your messed up hair and he pulled you up until you were leaning against his chest, his cock spearing into you at the most sensitive angle.
- "Daddy!" You squealed as he spanked your puffy lips and grabbed the hand that wrapped once again around your throat.
- "I know Princess, you wanna come don't you? But you're gonna wait until Daddy says so."
- You wail again and wriggle in your predicament, making him groan a little as you squeeze him so tight.
- "No Princess, do as you're told...."
- He kept you on edge for ages, dragging your body to the precipice before he would let you fall.
- Now your body was a shivering, sensitive mess. He hadn't let you come even though he had released his hot come over your pussy and in your tight holes.
- You were laid out on your back, limbs spread wide and a soft glow of sweat covered your body.
- Suddenly he was pressed on top of you. His face blurry but you felt your face warm under his gaze.
- "Such a good girl for me" he muttered, pressing kisses to your face and lips. You could only whine and paw at him.
- "You ready to come for me Princess?" His voice floated in and out of your awareness but you nodded, desperate for some release.
- A soft hum filled the air and a cool sensation pressed against your sensitive folds, making you shudder a little.
- "Easy baby, there's my good girl" he whispered in your ear and he pressed the vibrator even harder and wiggled it.
- Your eyes rolled back and you cried out for Daddy and before you knew it you were coming under his actions, a long moan calling an end to your evenings entertainment.
- When you came back to yourself, you were wrapped up in his arms snuggled under a blanket.
- "There's my princess" he muttered pressing more kisses to your face. You turned to give him kisses back.
- Snuggling into the crook of his neck 👌🏻
- When you had a moment, you looked at the bed.
- Bucky had brought all the candy you'd received, as well as hot chocolate and water to hydrate you.
- You giggled and grabbed at the candy as he flicked the TV on to some Halloween cartoons before you drifted off to sleep.
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no bc at the end of the day, when steve and bucky were on the helicarrier, and steve already stopped it from killing a bunch of people, steve didnt fight back
because at the end of the day, he took every single one of bucky's punches thinking that its his fault that this happened to bucky
because at the end of the day, Steven Grant Rogers just stood there while he was getting beaten up
because at the end of the day, James Buchanan Barnes knew him
NO BECAUSE AT THE END OF THE DAY, STEVE WAS WITH HIM TIL THE END OF THE LINE
oh god THE FEELS, honey, why do you do this to me 😭
oh. oh no. darling I must ramble, I just, I can't help it, I can't *shrieks*
just. how relieving it must be for Steve, to know that he doesn't have to fight Bucky anymore, that he doesn't have to hurt Bucky anymore. now that his mission is complete and the world is safe again, Steve doesn't have to be Captain America anymore, and you can see the shift in him the moment he lets himself leave all of that behind - the world, the public, his mantle, his duty. it's like a weight has been lifted off his chest and he can finally breathe.
he physically divests himself of all of it: he takes off his cowl, lets go of his shield, and stands before Bucky as only Steve Rogers - because at the end of the day, that's the man Bucky knew, that's the man Bucky saw whenever he looked at him.
it's kind of like that day, in that bar, 70 years before, when Bucky told him that no, Cap wasn't the one he was ready to lay down his life for: Steve was.
what Steve is saying now is just, the other side of the coin. Captain America might have other priorities; he might have to put the greater good first, and worry about the rest later. But Steve's number one priority is Bucky: everything else is just background noise. and the man standing before Bucky now is Steve, as vulnerable and true as he can be.
he's not an ideal, or a symbol, or an abstract concept: he's a man made of flesh and blood, and he's in so much pain, and he's stubbornly forcing himself to stand upright rather than curling in on himself like his body desperately wants to, because there's no agony worse than knowing that Bucky's right here, and still just out of reach.
you know, we always say that Steve stops fighting back in this scene, but that's not quite true, I don't think. Steve is still fighting, just not in the same way as before. and what he's fighting for now, is for Bucky to come home.
Your name is James Buchanan Barnes, he says. You are my friend. You've known me your whole life. Come back to me, he says, I'm here waiting for you.
this is how Steve's fighting back against Bucky's rebuttal: not with his fists, not with his shield, but with his heart. each time Bucky hits him, vibranium against mere human flesh, breaking skin, bruising bone, desperately trying to make Steve shut up, resorting to violence because that's the only way Bucky can defend himself against the nightmarish reality that's coming down around him, Steve responds with love. with all the incommensurable love he's been carrying in his heart for Bucky all these years, through time and death.
Steve responds with the only thing he's got left to give, after he's given all of himself; and, incidentally, the thing Bucky has been denied the most, ever since he fell out of that train.
what Steve is saying to Bucky, in every way he can, is: I love you.
You have a name. You're not a machine, you're not a thing to be owned and used. You are a person. You are Bucky. I know you.
and how many times have we said that to know someone, to really know them inside and out, is to love them?
I know you. I've shared my whole life with you. I love you.
but even more than that, I think he's telling Bucky, You know me, too. You loved me, too.
because Bucky may have been told otherwise for 70 years, but he too has a heart. he too is allowed to feel, to care, to love, to think, to just- be. to a man who has been brutalized beyond all comprehension, weaponized, dehumanized by any means possible, Steve is saying, You are human, and they cannot erase that, no matter how hard they try.
and I think this is where I start crying, 'cause gsjdkfldkg
choosing to echo Bucky's own words from when they were younger, that's, god that's just.
first of all, it tells you just how important those words were to Steve, how deeply they touched him, and how much he cherished them all his life, if they've stayed with him until now. second, it's easy to assume that possibly, nah, probably, nay, definitely, it didn't happen just the once -- Steve must have heard Bucky say it time and again, right? every time Steve got too stubborn, when he thought he should shoulder the weight of the whole world on his own, Bucky must have reminded him of his vows, and told him that he would never be alone.
but- but we don't even need speculation here, do we? we have proof of that.
when Steve asked Bucky if he was staying in Europe to keep fighting, didn't Bucky tell him he would follow him, yes, even "into the jaws of death"? when Steve tried to tell him to save himself, didn't Bucky scream No, not without you? and isn't the true meaning behind those words always one and the same? I'll be by your side until the end, no matter what.
that's a lifetime's worth of loyalty, of love, of selfless devotion that Steve's offering back to Bucky now. This is who we are, you and I, Steve says with what little strength he's got left. This is who we have always been. We don't give up on each other, we don't leave each other behind.
and if it's true that Steve's Bucky is gone forever, if it's true that he died a long time ago, broken over and over, then the least Steve can do is stay with him, with what's left of him, until his own dying breath. because that's what they promised each other. besides, Steve's already lived in a world where he'd lost Bucky; he's not going to go through that again.
Then finish it, he says. If you must, if that's what you need from me, then kill me. If your hands are cold, lay me on your fire to keep them warm. I'm not letting you down again.
and when a glimpse of recognition finally appears in Bucky's eyes, moments before the glass pane under them crashes and Steve falls, and you know that Steve's words have finally broken through the programming, then--!!! *SCREAMS*
for a second before he falls, just for a split second, Steve looks up and there's Bucky looking back at him. doesn't that just kill you??? that Steve probably thinks he's dying, just when he'd finally got Bucky back? must they always be just out of reach of each other? must one of them always, inevitably fall, ripped away from the other?
but. but Bucky gives their story a different ending, this time.
Bucky jumps after him. with a dislocated shoulder, a possible concussion, several bruises, and a fucking storm raging in his head, he dives into the Potomac and grabs onto Steve for dear life, dragging both of their spent bodies back to the shore.
he has to go; but first, he makes sure Steve's still breathing.
and and and and and honey, just, the way he pauses and looks down at Steve for those endless seconds, without saying a single word, just lingering there for a while, I'm- I'm getting emotional just thinking about it.
what is he seeing? does he remember Steve's name, has it come back to him? is he fighting off a different image of Steve, resurfacing from the back of his mind? does he want to reach out, touch Steve again just to make sure he's real? is he wondering why he jumped in the first place? is he struggling to understand? to figure out where this instinct to protect Steve comes from? is he trying to commit Steve's face to memory, afraid that he'll forget again? is he saying goodbye? is he hoping Steve will wake up and beg him to stay, tell him more, call him by that name again?
ALL I KNOW FOR SURE IS I'M CRYING AGAIN
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cleabellanov · 4 months
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💙 hi and welcome to my ted talk about the latest episodes of what if, please read through (3) 💙
First of all. Why is season 2 so...happy?
I'm not complaining. Marvel has enough sad stories for a lifetime, but I found that, instead of exploring demises, we're now seeing victories. Old villains find their insight and become heroes (Hela, Nebula, Gamora) and lives are influenced for the better, earlier on (Peter Quill, Bucky, Hope).
It might be nothing.
But I think it's something.
You know what season 2 of what if comes right after? Season 2 of Loki. And, as you'll see at the end of this post, their colors are making themselves known.
Could it be that, from his throne, Loki got sick of watching sad stories and seeing worlds die? There is a chance, I don't know how plausible, but there is, that he's influencing all that we saw this season. A little hope here, a little time there, and, using their free will, everyone gets a second chance.
That, or Uatu felt bad for us and wanted to gift us in honor of New Year being in 1-2 days. Do tell me if you have additions on that.
If I had to bet on something, it would be the overall fan reaction to the opening scene. I screamed, yes. Did they expect us to see Loki's name there in the subtitles and be totally chill about it?
"To be or not to be, that is the question"
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I can totally see Tom having this idea for the opening scene: just Loki reciting Hamlet, and altough to his brother's bordedom, acting from Shakespeare. And it was the best idea he could have.
It's a missable detail, but Thor mentions Mjölnir! And you know how? As a gift...for Loki!
He responds to that with "I...have misplaced it" which is, yeah, typical, but how do you just lose Mjölnir, Loki? The idea, however, is that he'd be able to lift it, which I would have loooved to see on screen. But this was fun to have too.
And the response to Captain Carter's "You're a bigger drama queen than your brother" (talking to Thor)?? 😭
"Blessed"
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Can we also point out how insane it is that after just being stripped from her home in an unknown world, Peggy still wanted to help?
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She not only has a hero's soul, she is that brave as to turn down The Watcher's warnings and offers to take her back safe. And remember, not everyone can hear Uatu as he narrates. But she can, sometimes.
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"What if, what if, what if. I have to try."
"Not on my watch"
This ambition of hers, is, of course, given by her humanity too. But that's not only a bad thing. The Watcher's all knowing, his experience of seeing worlds die everyday, has made him unsensible (from our point of view). That's not the case for Peggy.
Amidst all her adventures, however, perhaps she's also searching to avenge the love she lost, searching for her happy ending. In the movie Endgame, I have to admit she felt optional, like Steve wasn't meant to be there with her. But not now.
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I wish The Watcher told her she has a happy ending somewhere.
I don't know about you, but this episode...is my favourite ever from the series. It used to be the Strange Supreme one, but that's on the second place of the podium now.
We got to see queen Hela, drama prince/ actor Loki, king Thor. Bucky, NOT the Winter Soldier, and Steve, finally on the same page! Scarlet Witch!! Using her powers for good, not corrupted. All of them in cool costumes too. If things like these were on live action, I'd lose my f- mind, if I haven't already. :))
And now the green. The "rifts" that are tearing this world apart are very familiar in color.
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And this is not the only thing that's turning green, when it used to be multi-colored. The prism, too, the one from which The Watcher watches and narrates. And I'm not talking about the Time Stone. I'm talking about the tree of life, and how it might actually have a serious impact over everything. I mean, does Uatu know anything? And what was that decorated Yggradsil in the trailer, before the holidays?
Nevertheless, I think it's related in some way, and if it's not, don't blame me. I really like green.
That being said, thanks for reading <3
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dreamlandcreations · 9 months
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Thank you for the tag @kayhi808
Rules: reveal the titles of the documents in your WIP folder and tag as many people as there are documents. Let others ask questions about the ones that interest them and post snippets or explain the contents as you see fit!
I'm starting a new post bc I have too many WIPs (and these are just the ones in my drafts) 🙈
tag as many people as there are documents... but but but there are more than a hundred drafts 😭 anyway
tagging: @zablife @raincoffeeandfandoms @cinebration @marvelmusing @massivecolorspygiant @celestialspecial @stardustmorozov @startrekkingaroundasgard @oneeyedvisenya @happilyhertale @drabbles-mc @withmyteeth @runnning-outof-time @storiesbyrhi @nickfowlerrr
Little Miller - Benny Miller x Reader
Not tonight - Boba Fett x assassin!Reader (x Fennec Shand)
Speak freely - Boba Fett x half alien!Reader (platonic)
Games - Boba Fett x Mandalorian!Reader
Just a simple man - Jango Fett x half alien!Reader
Happily ever after - Bucky Barnes x Steve Rogers
Hey, Kid - Poe Dameron x Skywalker!Reader
First - Poe Dameron x Skywalker!Reader
The King - Tattooed Biker!Boba Fett x Reader
A deal is a deal - Raymond Smith x half Asian!Reader
Day and Night - Brother Day x Reader
Second Chances - Boba Fett x force sensitive!Reader
One King - Bishop x vampire!Reader (Night Teeth!au)
Reality - Boba Fett x force sensitive!Reader
I know what day it is - Bishop x Reader
Slave to Sensation - changeling!Billy Russo x psy!Reader
Angel's crush - Bishop x tattoo artist!reader
What you need - Billy Russo x autistic!Reader
What you want - Billy Russo x autistic!Reader
What you have - Billy Russo x autistic!Reader
Tangled, twisted or maybe something right - Billy Russo x Stark!Reader
Best friend - Bucky Barnes x Wilson!Reader
Stranger - Billy Russo x Reader
Apprentice - Doctor Strange x sorceress!Reader
Misery loves company - Venom x Reader x Eddie
We broke up - Eddie x Reader x Venom
Once upon a time - King Arthur x royal!Reader
Wicked - shifter!Santi x witch!Reader
Desert Flower - shifter!Benny x (non)human!Reader
Reaper - Venom x Reader x Eddie
The proposal (Would you like to series) Tommy x Reader x Alfie
Kissing Alfie Solomons - Alfie x Reader
Lighten up - Darkling x Fjerdan!Reader
Faeted hearts - fae king!Alfie x half-fae!Reader
Castaway AU - Billy Russo x Reader
Grimm AU - blutbad!Alfie x grimm!Reader
Fearless - Alfie Solomons x Shelby!Reader
I'm here for you - Billy Russo x Reader
Scheming, games and secrets - Alfie x Reader + Tommy
Fortune Favours the Brave - Eddie Munson x cheerleader!Reader
What women want - Billy Russo x genderfluid/nonbinary(afab)!Reader
Slayer - dragon shifter!Alfie Solomons x warrior princess!Reader
See you at the office - Alfie Solomons x ex-assistant!Reader
Weave it into words - (clan leader) king!Alfie Solomons x Shelby princess!Reader (Brave AU)
Crave the love - prince!Billy Russo x princess!Reader
Jeweller - Alfie Solomons x Tatiana's cousin!Reader
What's underneath? - Alfie x Reader
You only need to ask - Raymond Smith x aristocrat!Reader
What about dessert? - chef!Alfie x manager!Reader (modern!au)
The bright side - FO!Poe Dameron x Jedi!Reader
More than seeking comfort - Eddie Brock x Reader
Bait - Derek Hale x hunter!Reader
Cosy on the throne - Tattooed Biker!Boba Fett x Reader
This is not your color - Eddie Munson x Reader
Distraction - Max x Reader (Mad Max: Fury Road)
Three is still a company - Billy Russo x Reader x Frank Castle
You missed a spot - Brother Day x Reader
Behind closed doors - Darkling x Sun Summoner!Reader
Don't mind me - Alfie Solomons x Reader (x Tommy Shelby)
Feeling adventurous? - Eddie Munson x Reader
I can wait - Alina x Reader (Darkling x Alina x Mal)
Why the f*ck not? - Alfie Solomons x Reader x May Carleton x Tommy Shelby
Solace - Boba Fett x Reader
First time - Billy Russo x Reader
I'm all yours - Billy Russo x Reader
Patience - Billy Russo x Reader
The Happiest Day of Our Lives - Darkling x Sun Summoner!Reader
Mirror, mirror - Aleksander Morozova x Reader (xAlina)
Perfect - Darkling x Reader
Necessary evil - Darkling x Inferni!Reader
King of the Seven Seas - Atlantean king!Alfie x Reader
Don't you f*cking dare - chef!Alfie Solomons x manager!Reader
Do you doubt me? - James Delaney x Strange!Reader
Remedy - James Delaney x Reader
Unexpected - Matt Murdock x Reader x Elektra
Sweet torment - Alfie Solomons x Reader
Mr CEO - Billy Russo x Reader
Complications - Darkling x reader
Preying on you tonight - werewolf!Billy Russo x Reader
Sweet victory - Jake Seresin x Reader
The fun kind - Jake Seresin x Reader
Catch me if you can - Jake Seresin x Reader
Black and White - Darkling x Fjerdan princess!Reader
Stay Forever - Jake Seresin x BFF!Reader
In my corner - Billy Russo x Reader
Heartbeat - Milo/Lucien Crown x Reader
Just friends - modern!Alfie Solomons x Reader
That's the rule - Jake Seresin x Reader
Fire and Blood - Daemon x daughter!Reader (platonic)
The Bronze Witch - Aemond Targaryen x Daemon's daughter!Reader
Unity - Darkling x Fjerdan!Reader x Nikolai Lantsov
Risk and reward - Jake Seresin x Reader
Late night visit - Aemond x Reader
Peace offering - Aemond x Reader
The first warning - Darkling x Grisha!Reader
Stay with me - Darkling x Grisha!Reader
Like calls to like - Darkling x Grisha!Reader
Darkest hearts - Darkling x Nikolai's twin!Reader
Nothing - Darkling x Grisha!Reader
Heartbreak - Jake 'Hangman' Seresin x Reader
The eternity of this day - Darkling x Sun Summoner!Reader
A dream come true - Eames x Reader
A debt to be paid - Aemond x Reader
Honourable Quest - Xenk Yendar x Reader
Honouring a Debt - Xenk Yendar x Reader
Sacrifice of Honour - Xenk Yendar x Reader
My Queen - Daemon Targaryen x Stark!Reader
Naru - Sesshōmaru x modern!Reader
Fire and Blood, Ashes and Dust - Daemon Targaryen x niece!Reader
Give him to me - Daemon Targaryen x niece!Reader
The Taming of the Dragon - Daemon Targaryen x Stark!Reader
The day you died - supervillain!Darkling x superhero!Reader
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Hi could I request Steve rogers cg head cannons?
I just need a lil pick me up :/
-❤️🫶😭
Hiii Sweetheart!!! Sorry that this took so long to do and that there aren't that many, I was struggling a bit to come up with some of these so my friend had to help me with a few!!! 😅
Caregiver!Steve Rogers Headcannons
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He is so protective of you!!!
He sometimes takes you on easy missions. (He has to be 100% sure that it will be safe enough!!!)
^ He will absolutely take you out for ice cream to celebrate a good mission with you!!!
Overall in my opinion he's not very strict (I mean he's the same guy that went against the government so. 🤷) As long as you are safe and happy he doesn't mind too much.
No swearing tho!!! He is quite big on that rule!!!
He will absolutely give you piggybacks!!!
This man is incredibly strong and he will carry/rock you to sleep if you want.
For Regressors with long hair he cannot style hair to save his life however he will play with it 😂
With Steve as your Caregiver, Sam and Bucky are basically your uncles!!!
Lets you where his shirts/hoodies ect.
Has somewhat learnt to cook for you. (Wanda helped him)
Will definitely watch any cartoons you want with you!!! He's new to a lot of it so he finds it interesting!!!
Reading to you >>> He is one of the best story tellers ever!!! Not only does he love reading from a book but he's also so good at coming up with little stories on the spot. (Or talking about a true story about a 'tamer' villain!!!)
Disney. Disney. Disney.
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shitouttabuck · 6 months
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20 questions for fic writers
tagged by @thewolvesof1998 thank u bud i’m procrastinating packing and this was fun
1. how many works do you have on ao3?
seven!
2. what’s your total ao3 word count?
129,484 which is a fake number to me
3. what fandoms do you write for?
nothing has made me as insane in my life as network television procedural drama 911 on abc, so
4. what are your top 5 fics by kudos?
you can start a family who will always show you love
let the world have its way with you
my hearts over-pumping and your mouth is an ambulance
like a dog with a bird at your door
i like the summer rain (i like the sounds you make)
5. do you respond to comments? why or why not?
i try very hard to because they make me so happy and it’s unbelievably kind of people to take the time to leave them!!! However i sometimes leave it too long and then worry it’s weird to reply after like. a month. which as a fic reader i wouldn’t give a shit about so idk what my problem is!!!! i will reply i will just maybe take a hot sec to do it
6. what is the fic you wrote with the angstiest ending?
i don’t have any i’m a happily ever after or bust kinda guy in my own head if nowhere else…… angstiest is probably the sound of love astounds me if only because it ends post-feelings realisation but still pre-relationship
7. what’s the fic you wrote with the happiest ending?
they’re all so happy omg. i will say with great personal bias it’s my heart’s over-pumping but also i have. a sequel in the works….
8. do you get hate on fics?
no people have been very very very lovely but also sjjsjsjs i’ve not been here super long. the funniest comment i’ve gotten was on my first fic where someone was like i liked this but it is jarringly inaccurate as mcdonald’s in california doesn’t have a veggie burger option 😭 i cried laughing im so sorry to u americans. pls petition your local mcdonald’s to stock the mcplant it slaps
9. do you write smut? if so, what kind?
have written two e-rated fics….. it’s very fun but i don’t think i’m very good so i’d like to practice actually (maybe some sexy prompts after i finish the bed-sharing ones?) just the regular kind for now like i love buck and eddie desperately and am myself into a million things but i don’t know how kinky they would actually get in my own head. so just a little gross with it for now i guess
10. do you write crossovers? what’s the craziest one you’ve written?
nope!
11. have you ever had a fic stolen?
nope
12. have you ever had a fic translated?
no that would be SICK. @alliaskisthepossibilityoflove is podficcing bucket list fic which is so very cool of her!
13. have you ever co-written a fic before?
no omg i don’t know how y’all do it i’m bad at group projects but also this sounds soooooo fun. if also deeply stressful
14. what’s your all time favorite ship?
if that’s synonymous with most likely to get you institutionalised, uh. gestures around us. otherwise mulder/scully and i am just now right as i’m typing this realising i’ve never ever in my life actually read x files fic what the fuck. also steve/bucky but i haven’t read fic since 2017 probably
15. what’s a WIP you want to finish but doubt you ever will?
listen i have not written a word for x files au past that one snip i shared forever ago. i want to soooo bad i’ve talked about it to some of you very rabidly but. it does not want to be written and if it did it would have to be so fucking long which is very daunting to me. not saying i’ve put her in the ground yet but. we might need some necromancing
16. what are your writing strengths?
i think i’m pretty good at writing in character? mostly? sometimes i struggle with buck just because i think we’re very similar and i project a little and then have to go back and fix it lmao but for the most part i think i’m good at that! and i have a lot of fun writing dialogue
17. what are your writing weaknesses?
plot!!!!!! and pacing!!!!!!!!!!! also my inability to write non-linearly omg if i get stuck i just get Stuck i can’t jump ahead
18. thoughts on writing dialogue in another language in fic?
oooh i love it and would love to include more than the teeniest bits i have but i’m so conscious about it sounding natural and not stiff to people whose language it actually is (shout out and a million kisses to @eddiebabygirldiaz for fixing the spanish in i love you like a dog!!!!!)
19. first fandom you wrote for?
911 babey!
20. favorite fic you’ve written?
my heart’s over-pumping and your mouth is an ambulance !!! not just because it was the first fic i posted after joining tumblr fandom but. idk it is so so so special to me like it makes me so happy and when i think about it i’m like. hey u wrote that. good for u my dude. and also maybe i just associate it with meeting a bunch of you whjsjssjsj
tagging @callaplums @eddiebabygirldiaz @housewifebuck @rewritetheending @try-set-me-on-fire @onward--upward @anxieteandbiscuits @devirnis @athenagranted if anyone wants to do this i’m nosy soz if you already have !!!!
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Sorry to bother you again, there is no other place I can blab about it... I'm reading really good Stucky fic, so full of emotions and I wonder why is it still so raw for me? I cannot stop thinking about them, their love, their suffering, their fight for better life. I love this fantasy of them living happily ever after in Wakanda but to be honest living anywhere but together, loving each other in peace. I just want them to be happy ❤ P.S.: I've never been to Brooklyn, I don't even know if I would like it but there are tears in my eyes when I hear the word in the random song on the radio (hence this ask for you)🥺🥺🥺
First of all, you could never bother me by blabbing about Stucky, so don't worry about that. Secondly, I've been reading some old favourites lately after taking a prolonged break, and I'm once again completely blown away not just by the sheer talent in this fandom, but also the raw intensity of the feelings which reading about Steve and Bucky's love still evoke for me, even after years and years, and after a break.
So I completely understand what you're saying, although I also can't say exactly how it's possible it still feels so intense and raw, other than the fact that their love stories (imho) is one of the greatest ever told 🥺❤️ It transcends time and space and despite so, so many obstacles standing in their way, they found each other again and got another chance at love and life together and it's just 😭😭😭 It's a lot! I also just want them to be happy, lovely 💘
And I also understand what you mean about Brooklyn, and how it triggers all those emotions in you when you hear the name 🥹 I had the same thing before I ever went there, and since then it's only intensified! Like, I can't even listen to No Sleep Till Brooklyn by the Beastie Boys without getting a little choked up and that's not exactly a romantic song 😅 So yeah, I get you darling, you're not alone! And again, don't ever worry about bothering me with this sort of thing, I love it! Also, if you wanted to share the link to that fic you mentioned, please do 👀 Sending hugs your way! 💕
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vivelarevolution13 · 24 days
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hi, your fic “moving like a river of trouble crossing” kinda resonated with my soul and maybe even changed my life just a little bit, and i thought you deserved a better comment than my inarticulate ranting in the reblog tags yesterday.
the idea of shield hiring a therapist that looks like an older version of steve’s mother is unbelievably fucked up. the psychological warfare at play there is insane. and i love the parallel drawn to him first waking up from the ice and them trying to play this trick on him. he’s so much smarter than they give him credit for, everyone’s constantly underestimating him. i think that’s my favorite theme throughout this story; everyone is commodifying him in their own way, trying to stuff him in the box that they already made for him inside their heads.
the phrase “are you awake yet?” repeating over and over is so many different kinds of powerful. firstly, the way that it ties back to him waking up from the ice and his feelings of displacement in the world. secondly, that hazy, detached feeling that comes with depression, like you’re half-sleepwalking through your entire life, and no matter how hard you try to snap out of it and wake up, you can’t. i know that feeling well, and it emanates viscerally from this entire story. thirdly, it feels like a metaphor for the fact that he’s just drifting through life, doing what he’s told, following orders because he doesn’t know what else he’s supposed to do with himself.
obsessed with lina’s comment of “wrong place, wrong time” after the date. she’s right on so many levels, more right than she knows. each and every line of this story has so many layers, all of the characters feel three-dimensional, and the vibe is distinct and consistent.
the entire section following “pain, steve knows on an intimate level,” him cataloguing all of the hurt throughout his life, is a masterpiece. this story belongs in a museum. long sections of introspection like that are always hardest for me to write, and this is like poetry. i was searching for a handful of favorite lines to pick out to quote back at you but i can’t even pick.
all the symbolism in the movie that he’s watching (is this a real movie that you’re quoting from? if so that makes it so much better) tying into his memories of his mom dying, of becca and peggy and bucky and the line “steve was only ever as strong as the people propping him up.” 😭😭😭 i have no words for how deeply i can feel his pain and loss. he’s sitting there thinking about how he was never really alone when he was lonely back then, but now he is really alone, and there’s nothing to soothe the ache in his soul.
Rumlow communicating through riddles and insults and violence is everything to me. this actually may be my favorite iteration of him that i’ve ever read; he almost mirrors natasha in the way that he says everything but what he really means, pushing limits and pushing into people’s lives like a creeping vine. pushing himself right into steve’s space, nearly pushing steve over the edge.
i’m picking up on some desperate, hopeless undertones of the little scene with steve riding his motorcycle, risking his life senselessly just to feel something, trying to convince himself he’s grateful for this second chance at life. there’s so much powerful character development in such a short scene, this is masterful.
the way that the fight between steve and rumlow is practically a proxy for intimacy is everything i love about their dynamic in one scene. the way that rumlow talks shit snd fights dirty and likes hurting steve just a little more than is strictly necessary. i know despite everything, rumlow’s gonna be thinking about this night for a long time. steve’s just a sadist’s dream, mind and body designed specifically to take brutality, and he has enough guilt and self-hatred built up to put himself in situations like this for the sake of blowing off steam. they’re a match made in hell, really.
this story deserves to be up there with the big names in stucky fic and i would die on that hill. i’m sorry this is so long, if there’s one thing about me it’s that i love writing insanely long comments 🤩 but um yea i’m so glad you decided to share this with the world bc !!! it got even better on my second read-through to write this comment this morning.
Omg hi! First of all, thank you so much for the generous kind words and for the detailed message. I am always so delighted when people engage with the stuff that I post in any way whatsover, but especially when they're willing to share their impressions, so you never need to apologize for it getting long. I love talking about this stuff. (if anything, I'm just sorry I couldn't get around to responding sooner!) I'm really glad the theme of everyone's different attempts to "place" Steve came through. That might be one of my favourite conflicts when it comes to his character, actually - especially because it's very workable both in-universe (we get to see people project their personal definition of what Cap is supposed to be onto Steve in the comics over and over, as well as in the movies but to a lesser extent) and as meta, considering the wildly different interpretations different canon writers as well as parts of the fandom have voiced for years now (hell, decades) - many of which, in my personal opinion, just completely ignore his background and defining traits/experiences in favor of, again, what their personal idea of what Cap (read: the USA) should value, prioritize, and represent. I just think the idea of a regular man - one with very specific life circumstances that produced a pretty rigid, strong-willed set of morals for that matter - thrown headfirst into being a myth and a propaganda tool, and by virtue of that being manhandled by the government and the public and pretty much everyone he meets almost constantly, to be very interesting. Also honestly I'll take just about any opportunity I can get to shit on intelligence agencies and all the psychological warfare (as you very aptly put it) they entail. And I love Steve's relationship with Sarah as well as that idea of everyone constantly underestimating him so this felt like a good, if painfully fucked up way to introduce that.
I could talk about my love for CATWS' nods to Steve's grief and extremely internalized way of dealing with things but I'm not going to because then we'd be here all day, so I'll just say this: I think about his whole subdued demeanor at the start of that movie coupled with those Avengers deleted scenes of him just kind of aimlessly wandering around New York looking like the epitomy of Sad Man with No Plan at least once a goddamn week. That exchange with Sam at the VA also just wrecks me every time, simply because it's so quiet and unassuming but says a lot. I'd say I'm glad my writing could get you to relate to that sense of dissociation so strongly, but having experienced it myself one too many times I'll just say it fucking sucks and I'm sorry it's so familar. Again, interesting to write about, though, especially when you're writing about a guy who's not only clearly been used to keeping this shit under lock and key his whole life, but who has only had maybe like three and a half people that he could on rare occasions allow himself to confide in, all of whom have gone and died on him or are getting there. Not to mention the survivor's guilt involved - I kept thinking that I can't imagine how badly just about anyone would react to these kinds of feelings if they were feeling guilty about being alive in the first place on top of everything else, and then guilty about feeling that way instead of grateful, like some kind of hellish positive feedback loop. Happy the "wrong place, wrong time" comment went over well! It felt a little heavy handed while I was writing it, but that may just be because I spent a good few days just overthinking that segment. That said I do have a whole background for Lina I have to figure out what to do with now, lol. I've gotten too attached. The movie he's watching is in fact real! It's called Mikey and Nicky and I can't recommend it enough to anyone who might be interested in a slightly experimental, character study-esque '70s crime flick that's really more a thoughtful story about love and death and devotion and lifelong friendship ultimately not surviving the test of time, differing life choices and disillusionment. Themes of childhood and loss and remembrance just kill me in general, especially in the scene I included, and especially because my brain kept going "haha but what if we made this about stucky" on repeat until I had to sit down at write this. Tbh that segment might be my favourite, the fact I had to take several breaks while writing bc I got too sad notwithstanding. And finally: ah, Rumlow. That motherfucker. Hate that guy's guts, love writing him. I cannot tell you how much I'm glad that Natasha parallel came through for you, because I think I did initially conceive of them as mirrors. My thinking was that Steve probably wouldn't fully trust either of them, especially in that lockdown survival mode and just having come into the whole paranoid toxic environment that is SHIELD which he already doesn't really trust, either. That said, I think on that surface level he might latch onto Rumlow more simply because he kind of highkey screams DOWN TO EARTH SOLDIER more than spy which might be more familar, and because Steve's well aware Natasha owes her allegiance to Fury in a pretty established way and is showing a personal interest in his life, which could come across as suspect. And it definitely is to an extent, but I think in the way that for Natasha at this point the slowly budding care she is developing for Steve as one of her own is still very much inseperable from her need to possess information and have control over the situation, which clashes with Steve's equally distrustful nature and desire to keep something for himself. Of course, we know that she's well-meaning and just acting on habit, while Rumlow is...well, Rumlow.
I tried to write Steve as being attracted primarily to that familiarity/comfort of having someone very competent and dogged and seemingly loyal on his side as well as Rumlow as a whole - his experience, his skill, this more level, borderline challenging approach he takes with Steve, even that rougher side to him; despite also being somewhat aware of and at moments even put off by the dubious nature of it all (not necessarily the fascist dogwhistles, but just those moments where that "just one of the guys" front crosses a line into something murkier) but eventually always ending up shutting that feeling down as dismissible because he doesn't have the energy to process it, and prob because there's a certain degree of shame coloring the whole thing. He doesn't want to think about why he's attracted to Rumlow including the violent side of him, about why he's drawing unwilling parallels to Bucky, about what he's subconsciously looking to get from Rumlow while in this self-destructive spiral, and so he inevitably just goes along with it. For Rumlow's part, I think he's definitely got that "moth to a flame" attraction to Steve, and might even respect (big, gigantic fucked up quotation marks around that) him in his own way, or at least he respects what Steve could do if he just wasn't so...well, Steve. I imagine the whole projection of Cap the Symbol (remember when I mentioned that like 2000 words ago?) as well as many of the things we all love about Steve the Man probably rub Rumlow the wrong way, if for no other reason because they're an unwittingly glaring call to his conscience, which I figure would just unnerve and piss him off more and make him turn even more punishing on instinct just to justify himself to himself. In any case, he definitely gets a kick out of being near Steve in the same way people get a kick out of proximity to powerful people in general. I don't think it's a HYDRA honeypot thing or some straight-up evil plan behind it or even a fully conscious thing for him necessarily, just that he's aware Steve's very, very strong and very, very closed off and very, very good while also being pretty fucking vulnerable, and gets a kick out of being able to exploit that and push his buttons and ultimately more or less subdue him in a way that has as much, if not more, to do with power as it does with sex and attraction. So violence as a proxy for intimacy is a perfect way of putting what I was going for, thank you for that!
What I ultimately find the most interesting about writing this version of Rumlow in relation to this version of Steve is that Rumlow is very much a hateable character to me precisely because on the surface he could be just any other alright guy, if he weren't, well.... Rumlow, if he didn't repeatedly decide to give in to the same sadistic instinct because it's easier than the rest of it, if he didn't make the same morally wrong choice over and over despite initially seeming reedemable, despite getting every opportunity to choose differently; same as Steve repeatedly chooses to be good despite his own flaws, despite the opportunity to just give up, despite his own inner turmoil.
So, y'know: very much fuck that guy. They should've dropped more than one building on him. Hell of an interesting dynamic to write, though. Match made in hell indeed.
*claps hands together* ANYWAY! JESUS CHRIST THIS GOT LONG, I'm so sorry to you and anyone seeing this. This wasn't meant to turn into my own personal verbose meta playground, and yet it did. Thank you so much again for the lovely comment and for taking the time out to come talk to me about your impressions, it's been a pleasure!<3
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evansbby · 1 year
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i need a poyt!verse beach party drabble so bad!
i can imagine steve picking out a super revealing bikini for omega, but when they get to the beach, all eyes are on his omega and steve freaks out and gets overly possessive of omega.
and bucky is just 👀 staring 👀 at omega the whole time.
natasha wants omega to come hang with her and tan, and steve is so mean to natasha, and omega is all sad cause she hates having to stand around next to steve while he chugs beer and is with 😎 da boyz 😎
ARGH I NEED THIS!
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Lmao Steve’s idea of a fun beach party is his omega all scantily clad in a tiny cute bikini (preferably pink or white) with a frilly coverup looking all cute and sexy in his lap while he chugs beer and talks about football or smth with ✨da boyz✨ whilst periodically showing her off, fondling her and kissing her😌 and also humping up against her bc he’s got her sitting perfectly with her ass nestled on his crotch 🫣🫣
BUT 👀 he’d also be paranoid bc his omega is practically next to naked and of course, according to Steve, every alpha wants to fuck his omega. So when omega politely requests if she can go make sandcastles in the corner, Steve is like “no, you have to stay with me at all times. This skimpy outfit you’re wearing is gonna attract the wrong kind of attention. If you could even call it an outfit.”
And omega’s like “but you chose it for me!” But Steve isn’t hearing any of it 😭😭😭. But eventually, Natasha manages to steal omega away and persuade her to go swimming. But when they get out of the water, Steve is all red with anger bc his omega is all dripping wet and her white bikini is practically see through! He drags her to his car, yelling at her about how “you’re not an attention-seeking slut like Nat is, so stop acting like one!” Which is like the meanest thing ever and omega starts crying 🥲
but Steve is angry and doesn’t give a fuck so he fucks her in the backseat of his car, then on the hood of his car, then on the front seat of his car😩 and after he’s had his fill and his anger has gone down, he takes omega into his lap and kisses her and babies her and cuddles her and says in his faux-sweetness-poyt!Steve-way, “I don’t like yelling at you, baby. But as your alpha, it’s my job to tell you when you’re doing something wrong.”
And omega sniffles like, “b-but I was only swimming.”
And Steve’s like, “You didn’t ask for my permission. All my friends were staring at you like you were a piece of meat.”
(At this point, omega wants to point out that his friends were staring at her like that even when she was sitting on Steve’s lap and he was literally showing her off to them but she keeps her mouth shut bc she is scared)
Then Steve starts kissing her sweetly, telling her how she’s such a good and well-behaved omega and how Natasha is a bad influence blah blah blah total gaslight classic poyt!Steve and the end! (This obviously takes place before Steve’s tentative redemption arc in part 4 lmao)
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1/1 ⋮ HAND IN HAND (yhhmsgm FINALE) | @thenhewaswrongaboutme
Bucky Barnes x Reader (x Steve Rogers)
Not Canon Compliant 》 tiny Angst, Fluff
The culmination of arguably the best ever series within the Marvel fanfiction community, and my heart could barely handle it. Many tears of both sadness and joy were shed, I love these two (three) with all my heart. (X)
2/1 ⋮ I WANNA BE YOUR SLAVE, I WANNA BE YOUR MASTER | @buckyismybicycle
Bucky Barnes x Reader
Rockstar!AU 》 Fluff, implied Smut
I have never felt so pumped reading anything! I was there in the crowd; I could feel everything and everyone around me. The tension was the best part, what a fucking menace Bucky is! 😈 (X)
6/1 ⋮ RAVENOUS | @navybrat817
Bucky Barnes x F!Reader
Smut
Bucky is such a little shit, and that surprise cameo made me fucking laugh so hard I snorted! (X)
8/1 ⋮ DARK SIDE OF THE MOON | @sgt-seabass
Bucky Barnes x Reader
Werewolf!AU 》 Dark, Smut
I don’t think I survived reading this, a ghost is writing this. This hit almost all of my weaknesses for this trope and I am dying. 🥵 (X)
9/1 - 24/1 ⋮ YOUR EYES OUTSHINE THE TOWN | @duckybarnes1917
Bucky Barnes x Black!F!Reader
Canon Divergent 》 Angst, Fluff, Smut
↳ Chapter 1 ✦ Fluff, Smut
Literally still reeling from the damn sweater paragraph, and I need a cold shower. 🥵 (X)
↳ Chapter 2 ✦ Angst, Fluff
Things are heating up, and not in a spicey way, beginning to get a bit nervous. 👀 (X)
↳ Chapter 3 ✦ Fluff, Smut
I AM WITHERING AWAY - I want to make snow angels and throw snowballs at Bucky but I also wanna do… the other things. 👀 (X)
↳ Chapter 4 ✦ Angst, Fluff
We’re digging into the sads now, but it is perfectly peppered with comfort. 👌🏻(X)
↳ Chapter 5 ✦ Angst, Fluff
THIS ONE WAS A ROLLERCOASTER! I didn’t know whether to laugh or cry at most of it and I was on the edge of my seat! (X)
↳ Chapter 6 ✦ Fluff, Smut
You come up with the best punishments, I swear. That was deliciously cruel. 😏 (X)
↳ Chapter 7 ✦ Smut
The fact that you write sub!Bucky so perfectly is hazardous to my health. Seriously. (X)
↳ Chapter 8 ✦ Angst, Fluff
I would say this is the fluffiest chapter yet, they’re so fucking soft and adorable and I love them. 😭 (X)
↳ Chapter 9 ✦ light Angst, Fluff, Smut
I must ask you to leave my brain, this is getting beyond the joke. 🥵 (X)
↳ Chapter 10 ✦ Angst, Fluff
LOOK THAT WAS NOT OKAY! I NEED MY SHOVEL! I swear to god the tension and suspense is not okay, and I’m really fucking glad that I’m reading this when it is finished. (X)
↳ Chapter 11 ✦ Angst
Okay, you have now ripped my heart out, and stomped it into lemon juice with a dash of salt. You absolutely heartless monster. 😭 (X)
↳ Chapter 12 ✦ Angst, Fluff, Smut
You are forgiven. I can’t get over how fucking good you are at writing the conflict, and then the resolution. 💯 (X)
↳ Chapter 13 ✦ Angst, Fluff
Short, sweet, and perfect - just what the two of these idiots needed. (X)
↳ Chapter 14 ✦ Fluff, Smut
OI VEY! okay, okay, okay, I can breathe! *internally screaming* (X)
↳ Chapter 15 ✦ Fluff, Smut
Drunk Bucky is the epitome of chaos, and I love him. A really fun chapter. 🥰 (X)
↳ Chapter 16 ✦ Fluff
The final arc, and my heart is in my throat. I feel like the feels are gonna get a lot more intense! (X)
↳ Chapter 17 ✦ Angst, Fluff
I’m now waiting for the other show to drop and I dunno if I like that… (X)
↳ Chapter 18 ✦ Angst, Fluff
Look, my heart can only take so much. I love Betty! 😭 (X)
↳ Chapter 19 ✦ Angst, Fluff, implied Smut
A perfect ending for these two babies that I have grown to love with all my heart. 😭 (X)
18/1 ⋮ SHATTER | @navybrat817
Bucky Barnes x F!Reader
Fluff, Smut
Look up the word ‘menace’ in the dictionary, and you will find ‘NavyBrat817’ in BOLD LETTERS. (X)
19/1 ⋮ RED SUN | @sgt-seabass
Bucky Barnes x Reader
Hybrid!AU 》 Dark, Smut
Beyond beautifully poetic and scorching hot, literally one of the best smuts I have ever read - ever. (X)
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26/1 ⋮ CLOCKWORK AU | @sgt-seabass
Nick Fowler x Reader
Dark, Angst, Smut
↳ Chapter 1 ✦ Dark, Angst, Smut
My mind is blown right now, I cannot believe what I have just read, and I am addicted. I can’t get enough. (X)
↳ Chapter 2 ✦ Dark, Angst, Smut
It just gets even more intense, and it was fascinating to see the dynamics amongst them all. Though, you know my favourites. (X)
HUNT THE WHELP ✦ Dark
This went from super fucked up to being sort of sweet, and I can’t get enough of it. (X)
SIP YOU SLOWLY ✦ Dark, Smut
The cracks are beginning to show… and he is not ready for them at all. I’d say poor baby, but it’s about damn time. (X)
SLEEPLESS ✦ Dark
This is my favourite by far, the dynamics and the tension here is beautiful. It definitely makes what could be coming next very interesting. (X)
PEACE ✦ Dark
Look at him being soft, I love it. 🥹 (X)
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18/1 ⋮ DRESS UP | @sgt-seabass
Lee Bodecker x Reader
Dark, Smut
I literally cannot get over how vivid this was in my mind as I read, and that equaled a lot of trouble for me to keep a straight face. (X)
18/1 ⋮ DBF!LEE DRABBLE PT. 1 | @sgt-seabass
Lee Bodecker x Reader
Smut
Please, every one of the points got me, and got me good. 😩 (X)
18/1 ⋮ DBF!LEE DRABBLE PT. 2 | @sgt-seabass
Lee Bodecker x Reader
Smut
THERE ARE NO WORDS. JUST- 😵‍💫 (X)
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18/1 ⋮ DARK!JEFFERSON | @sgt-seabass
Jefferson x Reader
Dark
Why do I gotta love the psychos… I’m gonna blame it on how well you write them. (X)
18/1 ⋮ DARK!JEFFERSON | @sgt-seabass
Jefferson x Reader
Dark
I REFER TO MY PREVIOUS STATEMENT. (X)
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18/1 ⋮ HEADS WILL ROLL | @sgt-seabass
Steve Kemp x Reader
Dark, Smut
I have nothing more to say than this was a masterpiece. It would have been so easy to delve into some pretty fucked up territory with this one, and you kept it perfectly balanced. 👌🏻 (X)
18/1 ⋮ SLAVE TO PAIN | @sgt-seabass
Steve Kemp x Reader
Dark
If I have said it once, I’ve said it a hundred times. Escape and Steve Kemp do not go together, and you captured the desperation perfectly. (X)
18/1 ⋮ SHATTERED (Sequel to Slave To Pain) | @sgt-seabass
Steve Kemp x Reader
Dark
He is such a sick, twisted sonofabitch but you write him so fucking good he’s addicting. 😩 (X)
18/1 ⋮ THE POSSESSION | @sgt-seabass
Steve Kemp x Reader
Dark, Smut
I am in shock I think - I didn’t expect to like this trope but… damn. 😵‍💫 (X)
18/1 ⋮ MIND GAMES (Sequel to The Possession) | @sgt-seabass
Steve Kemp x Reader
Dark
He is so twisted and I am addicted. (X)
19/1 ⋮ DINNER PLANS | @sgt-seabass
Steve Kemp x Reader
Dark
I DID NOT EXPECT THAT PLOT TWIST! damn! 😳 (X)
19/1 ⋮ STEVE KEMP X READER | @sgt-seabass
Steve Kemp x Reader
Dark
SHORT AND SINISTER - just how I like them. 😌 (X)
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1/1 ⋮ STEVE COMFORTING YOU HEADCANONS | @writing-for-marvel
Steve Rogers x GN!Reader
Modern!AU / Not Canon Compliant 》 Angst, Fluff
Literally made me all emotional, I didn’t know I needed this until I read it. Beautiful. 🥹 (X)
6/1 ⋮ AT YOUR SERVICE | @writing-for-marvel
Steve Rogers x F!Reader
Bodyguard!AU / Diplomats Daughter!AU 》 Fluff, Smut
Steve… Steve, Steve, Steve. Mate, you’ve got some grovelling to do. The tension is fucking unreal! (X)
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6/1 ⋮ CAUSE THAT’S WHEN I’LL SEE YOU AGAIN | @writing-for-marvel
Ari Levinson x F!Reader
DBF!AU 》 little Angst, Fluff, Smut
I’m in fucking tears over here after this one, I felt it all and it was so melodic and happy and just down right FLUFFY! 😭 (X)
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1/1 ⋮ I WILL | @kafkazmlekiem
Bucky Barnes x Steve Rogers (post!TWS)
Canon Divergent 》 Angst, Fluff
my first fic of 2023 and I picked a really good one, the flow, the dynamic, the emotion.
4/1 ⋮ HOME | @buckyismybicycle
Bucky Barnes x Steve Rogers (post!TWS)
A/B/O 》 light Angst, Fluff, Smut
Just the right amount of emotional porn, AND BUCKY COMES HOME?! 😭👌🏻 (X)
5/1 ⋮ SUGAR, SPICE AND EVERYTHING NICE | @buckyismybicycle
Bucky Barnes x Steve Rogers (hinted Clint x Natasha x Steve x Bucky)
Modern!AU 》 Fluff
Extremely fluffy, and now I wanna go to a cat cafe 🥹 (X)
5/1 ⋮ ALWAYS & FOREVER | @buckyismybicycle
Bucky Barnes x Steve Rogers
A/B/O 》 Smut
I literally think I passed out reading this, and it is so cruel how I discover new shit through your works. I swear to fuck. 🤣 (X)
5/1 ⋮ CLEAR AS DAY, THERE WAS NEVER ANY OTHER WAY | @buckyismybicycle
Bucky Barnes x Steve Rogers (all eras)
Canon Divergent / Adjacent 》 Angst, Fluff
The flow and storytelling in this one really stands out for me, feeling Steve’s emotions and then Bucky’s was gut wrenching and I enjoyed being hurt, this time. 😝 (X)
6/1 ⋮ DRAWN TO YOUR BLOOD | @controlofwhatido
Bucky Barnes x Steve Rogers
Vampire!AU 》 Fluff, Smut
Literally one of the best vampire fics I have ever read, and the way you write? Just… absolutely fucking captivating. Beautiful. 💗 (X)
7/1 ⋮ HOLDING ONTO YOU | @winteratdusk
Bucky Barnes x Steve Rogers (WWII)
Canon Divergence 》 Angst, Whump, Fluff
This made me cry so hard, it’s been a little while since I’ve read whump so I lost my immunity to it and goddamn 😭 definitely encouraged me to rebuild my immunity again. (X)
7/1 ⋮ FOUR DREAMS IN A ROW (YOU WERE BURNED) | @winteratdusk
Bucky Barnes x Steve Rogers (post!TWS)
Canon Divergence 》 Angst, Whump, Fluff
↳ Chapter 1 ✦ Angst, Whump
I knew what to expect coming into this fic, but wow. I need to find a factory of tissues and move in, I reckon. The emotional rawness and Steve’s desperation were captured perfectly. (X)
↳ Chapter 2 ✦ Angst, Whump
Considering my fear of what goes on in this chapter, it made it all the more impactful. My heart was in my throat the whole time and god, my heart is just breaking for the two of them; Steve’s helplessness and guilt, Bucky’s suffering and confliction. (X)
↳ Chapter 3 ✦ Angst, Whump
Arguably, I feel like this is the most poetic chapter (that I have read so far, anyway, no telling what’s coming but more pain 🤣). Having Bucky still be in there fighting to keep the Soldier alive, even when he didn’t want to be… it’s like he knew. He knew one day something would give. (X)
↳ Chapter 4 ✦ Angst, Whump
Like I said in my comment, you are literally leaving the most emotional stuff for the 4th instalment. I am in literal shock at what I just read and I am in tears, but this time, the end is happy tears. (X)
↳ Chapter 5 ✦ Angst, Whump
I FEEL LIKE I COULDN’T BREATHE READING THIS MY HEART JUST COULDN’T TAKE IT! oh my GOD! I am so glad I’m binging this now when it is complete, I could not handle the cliffhangers! (X)
↳ Chapter 6 ✦ Angst, Whump, Fluff
A perfect end, for a perfect fic. 💗 (X)
24/1 ⋮ LATE NIGHT GOOGLING | @jro616 (roe87)
Bucky Barnes x Steve Rogers
Canon Divergence 》 Fluff
Your writing always makes me smile, and this was no exception. I will forever picture this fic in my mind whenever I’m down. 🥰
30/1 ⋮ THE HOUSE ON WINTER LANE | @ClandestineMira / @Duchess_On_Fire
Bucky Barnes x Steve Rogers
Modern!AU 》 Angst, Fluff, Smut
↳ Chapter 1 ✦ Smut
Perfect world building and hella captivating, there were bits I had to stop and collect myself after laughing so hard! 🤣 (X)
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4/1 ⋮ RIDE | @buckyismybicycle
Bucky Barnes x Sam Wilson
Not Canon Compliant 》 Smut
Sam is such a lil’ shit it was a wonder Bucky hadn’t fallen victim sooner - tbqh. (X)
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16/1 ⋮ VITA ÆTHELSTANI | @oneiriad
Ragnar Lothbrok x Lagertha x Athelstan
Canon Divergent 》 Angst, Fluff, implied Smut
I loved every single bit of this from start to finish, and it made me really miss all 3 of them so much. 😭
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