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darkk-academic · 2 years

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From the Shadows

[Five Hargreeves x Reader]

[Part I] [Part II] [Part III] [Part IV] [Part V]

Summary : The fact of the matter is, unrequited love sucks.

Warning : None.

“A mighty pain to love it is, And ‘t is a pain that pain to miss; But of all pains, the greatest pain It is to love, but love in vain.”

Ain't that the truth, you think. Gaze running over the tattered pages of your journal, reading the poem over and over again— as though it might soothe the sting.

Unrequited love sucks.

Your eyes dart up from your journal, fixing on the subject of your thoughts.

Five Hargreeves.

Sitting a seat forward on your left, next to the window. Head tilted down, scribbling away, wholly oblivious to your stare.

It'd caused such a ruckus in the school when 'The Umbrella Academy' started attending. Whispers and wide-eyed stares followed them, like they were stars—which fair they kinda are. It took months before things settled down.

Not that the stares and whispers stopped, mind you, they are still the apple of everyone's eyes, the students just got less starstruck and more subtle.

As for you?

After being paired for a project with Ben in literature class, you'd gotten closer to some of the others, emphasis on some.

Luther had shown clear disapproval at your appearance—something about you being an outsider. Diego too prickly, and prefers to brood. Allison too busy with theater, although you still exchanged polite greetings.

Klaus, Ben, and Viktor, on the other hand, had welcomed you with warmth. Ben and Viktor share your love for literature, and Klaus brings along an impulsive kind of fun with him, which you are all too eager to participate in.

Which brings you back to— Five. You still don't know how you became friends with him.

All you know is one afternoon you were waiting for your friends in the empty library, only to receive a text that they were bunking. You remember saying—

"Damn you, Klaus!"

"I share that sentiment," a voice spoke, startling you.

You turned around, eyes settling on the culprit. Five Hargreeves. He stood, leaning against the bookshelf, hands shoved in his pockets.

You'd talked to him a handful of times, during class, or when with his siblings. Acquaintances at best, still you both never tried to initiate a friendship or conversation.

"Seems someone was ditched," he continued, an easy smirk on his face. "I feel like I should ask you to join me," the smirk grew, "out of the goodness of my heart."

"And why, exactly, am I being showered in such kindness?" You retort. Lips curling upwards as you stepped towards him.

"Haven't you heard?" He tilted his head, a brow rising. "I'm a superhero. Benevolence is kinda our thing."

"Is that so?" you asked.

He gave a nod, mirth gleaming.

"How will I ever repay for such generosity?" Eyes widening dramatically.

"Well," a mocking frown, he pursued his lips. "You can promise to stay quiet as I work? Not too much, is it?"

You couldn't help the chuckle that escaped past your lips. You looked at him, taking note of the tiny curl of his lips.

"Lead the way."

And that was that. After that, talking to him became a routine, and before you knew it you'd grown much closer to him than Ben, or Klaus or Viktor.

It's been two years since you both became friends. Almost a year since you realized you're in love with him.

It feels like it happened all of a sudden and simultaneously, as though every second and every moment spent with him led to it.

Everyone knows. Your best friend. Ben, Klaus, Viktor. You have a suspicion that even Diego knows. And yet, it's a secret.

A secret that protects itself. Only from him.

You are a coward. You don't—can't fathom confessing to him. So, you stay in the shadows. And your love stays there with you.

You and your love.

From the shadows.

Your gaze clears at the thought—stepping out of the reverie—and locks on him again.

The sunlight filtering through, tracing his skin, making him even more mystical. A blue hue in his eyes as he concentrates on whatever he is working on. The furrow of his brow, the twitch of his nose.

Him in his entirety. Extraordinary.

You sigh. Extraordinary sounds like such a beautiful compliment, but not to you. To you, him being extraordinary means he's that much out of reach. Your reach.

Like, no matter what, there's always going to be an invisible line between you two. Separating you.

"You are staring," a voice cuts through. "Again."

Tell me something new.

You turn in the direction of it. Peering at your best friend. "Yes, Lila," you deadpan.

Lila, your best friend.

"It's pathetic."

Lila, your childhood best friend who has no filter.

"Yes, Lila," you agree. Honestly, at this point you're devoid of shame.

"Seriously, what do you even see in him?"

You open your mouth to question what she sees in the brooder, but your attention diverts.

Gaze narrowing at the feminine hand that has curled around Five's hand, to draw his attention. And yours inevitably.

Dolores.

You almost dismiss her. Almost.

It's Five. He'll brush the girl off. It's what he does. Has always done.

Not this time, it seems.

Because Five smiles.

A seed of dread plants itself in your stomach.

You look between the two of them. The smiles on their faces resonates a sinking feeling in your heart.

Yeah, unrequited love sucks.

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A/N :

Hello!

The poem at the start is by Abraham Cowley. Beautiful isn't it?

I really wanted to write an AU like this tbh, unrequited love kinda one. Angsty. So here it is. This one will have more parts btw.

Also for those who're waiting for Ballerinas & Brellies, I'm working on the chapter it's taking a bit longer, sorry about that.

I'm considering making a taglist, so like if you guys want to be added let me know.

Hope you enjoyed this.

Thankyou! ❤

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#five hargreeves #tua five #number five #five hargreeves x reader #five hargreeves x you #five hargreeves imagine #tua #the umbrella academy #tua season 3 #tua3 #x reader

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dr-cameron · 6 months

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Have you seen this post yet? https://www.tumblr.com/jimmywilsonschutzpah/732600806459719680

As my local Cameron expert, I was curious what your thoughts are on this post and / or Cameron’s full backstory? If you wanted to chat about it ^_^

hiiii

ok so i read the post like a night ago (i think) and i completely agree with op. the only point i can see cameron from is from her dead husband onwards, barely anything about her teenage or youth years.

i see myself in her more than cuddy, masters, adam, park, thirteen and even amber. i could only guess that she lived a very banal life, did great in school, maybe was a nerd, not really sure if she was a geek. maybe in the years before she was turning 20 she had a circle of friends that made a pact or idk how to explain it but its like "this is only for us and us to know" kind of relationship. maybe she was too pretty that she couldnt make friends properly or have lovers confess.

i dont think she has some huge emotional baggage that isnt her husband but maybe a turning point that made her realize "oh....." fleabag style. maybe she was a wallflower or she played by the rules strictly she couldnt loosen up ince she started working under house thats y she hated the waiting and awkwardness of waiting for a case to break.

also abt allison being arrested once ive been guessing she was dui LHASDLA nothing too crazy unless she forgot to pay the taxi and she was too drunk to remember (ik someone who went to the police for that lmfao).

her family being complete shadows of her in the show made me question like whyyyyyyyy. they didnt say a thing abt it, it was just a fraction of idk tip of the iceberg. maybe she use to be close w her brother and now that theyre both out of the house they dont talk much unless its a seasonal holidy or their bdays (im guessing)

tsk we couldve knew her more a bit if the patients ask abt her. unlike chase and foreman, cameron's the only one thats almost nonexistent.

oh oddlittlestories feel free to message me if u want a convo abt cameron :] or idk anyone that loves cameron cuz ive been curating her history base from the show (which is limited errr)

#in my head shes a better version of me #allison cameron #house md

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peachy-wolfhard · 2 years

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He's an asshole but he's MY asshole (IV)

A/N: still can’t believe how many people love this series, thank u sm :,). u alr know dialogue is from the episodes

Taglist at the bottom, feel free to ask to be tagged in upcoming parts!

Warnings: reader is described as a bitch bc same, swearing like normal, comic book references, body gore? (Grace loses her eye), drinking, talks of sex, mentions of tentacle sex bc im a degenerate, reader gets burned (not severely), knocked unconscious

Word Count: 3.3k

Part 1 Part 2 Part 3 Part 5 Part 6 Part 7

ok but does anyone know what song plays at the end of episode 7? ive been looking for it but still cant find it

Luther doesn't keep to his promise and lets you wander about the hotel. No big deal though you’d rather be on your own than have to listen to Sloane and Luther talk all mushy to each other. Finding an unlocked room you start to see if you can find anything else to wear. Unable to find anything, you spot the housecleaning and start walking over, hoping that they can point you in the exit direction. Upon closer inspection, you realize that it's the weird guy, who you now know is Klaus, and the small pyromaniac child. Turning away as soon as possible you blindly walk until you find the balcony. You sit on the pool table, looking towards the foyer where Jayme and Alphonso’s bodies were still laid out, for all to see. Soon the others start to arrive, Sloane, standing next to you while Allison, Diego, and Viktor are in front of you and Luther in the middle mediating. “We use Sloane and y/n as an olive branch,” Luther explains. “We let them go as a gesture of peace, along with the bodies of Jayme and Alphonso.” “Once we’re back with our family we can-” “We?” you interrupt just wanting to go home. “Fine, I can convince them the old guy had nothing to do with you and get them to stand down,” she continues.

Tuning out the ensuing argument you turn to Sloane. “I hope that you know that I'm not going along with this, I just want to go home and get Jayme and Alphonso home,” you whisper almost to the point of tears. “I know, I know,” she says rubbing your arm. Typically you wouldn't allow yourself to be this vulnerable around people but especially the ‘enemy.’ You want to be home, in your husband’s arms, mourning your siblings, not arranging a peace treaty. Luther and Diego continue arguing, about some prince or king before Sloane steps in and tells Allison to rumor her to prove that she isn't hiding anything. “Do whatever you wanna do, Luther. That’s on you. I’ve got bigger shit to deal with,” Allison hisses before walking away Diego follows.

In the car, Viktor starts to talk to you, “I’m sorry about them,” he whispers leaning towards you so that Sloane and Luther don't hear. Ignoring him you look out the window. It was always so pretty at night, that’s why all your dates with Ben were at night and the fact that before him you were primarily nocturnal. “So you and Ben huh?” he says smiling, you have to admit he does have a kind smile, one that feels warm and inviting. Turning towards him you say “Yes, we’ve been together for some time now,” cracking a small smile but still keeping your stone-cold poker face. “Oh yeah it’s like y/n was always been at the academy,” Sloane smiles. “You should've seen them when they were teenagers oh god he would follow them around like a lost puppy,” Sloane laughs, embarrassing you in the process. “So…I’ve been meaning to ask this.” you start cautiously. “What was I like? Like what was your y/n like?” Luther and Viktor become visibly uncomfortable with your question but answer still. “So um, you were nice and kind but also kind of a-” “Bitch, like as bitchy a person can be,” Viktor interrupts Luther. “Good fighter, too. Kind of brutal but that goes without saying,” Luther laughs, managing to make you smile at that before turning back to the window.

Standing around the car you wait for your family to come get you. You stand with Viktor leaning up against the car. Finally, they're here, leaning off the car as Ben steps out of the car. Running towards him you jump into his arms as he embraces you as tightly as possible. Luther puts Jayme and Alphonso in the back. “Well, this is it. This puts an end to it,” Viktor says tiredly. “No. We want the old man too,” Ben sharply says causing Fei to ask what he’s doing. “You wanted a plan. Here it is,” Ben replies. “It’s a stupid plan!” Fei whisper shouting at Ben. Viktor reminds Ben that he isn't a part of the plan. Sloane steps in and tells him that the family had nothing to do with the attacks but Ben doesn't stop stating that since he has nothing to do with them they won't mind finding him and handing him over. “Bring us the man that killed our siblings, and this will all be over.”

Being home was the best thing ever. As soon as the car stopped in the driveway you were rushing inside, just wanting to be in bed. After changing and getting nestled under the covers, Ben comes in and quickly changes. Crawling into bed he pulls you close, so close that if he pulled you any closer you would merge into one. Peacefully drifting off to sleep like the past two days haven't existed, as if it was just an average day.

Waking up you see your husband still peacefully asleep. Looking toward the clock you see it's 7:25 in the morning. Deciding that it's an appropriate time to get out of bed and start the day, you pry yourself from your lover’s arms and get dressed. Nothing of note happened at breakfast, everyone was silent just wanting to leave and mourn alone. Retreating to the living room, deciding that the best way to work through your emotions was by painting. “People from all over the world are disappearing now,” you hear Fei say. Sighing you stand and start cleaning up your area, picking up the discarded paper towels and your mason jar of paint water that Ben once drank as a dare. “We need to work together with the umbrellas,” Fei tells Ben. “The man who killed our siblings is an outsider. Neither Sparrow nor Umbrella. He needs to be dealt with before we can merge the families,” “And if they refuse? How do we save the world?”

In the basement standing before…God; Ben asks Grace for her right eye stating that if we’re going to beat it, we first need to understand what it is. Taking her eye, he put it into… it? God? Whatever it is. As soon as her eye is in it, energy soon starts pulsating out of it; a shockwave is sent out that pushes you all back a bit. Grabbing Grace you hold on for dear life along with Fei and Ben. Struggling to keep a hold on Grace, you brace yourself holding around her waist with your feet planted, one bent and one outstretched. Suddenly her eye cable flies back, eye eyeball not attached. “God has a million eyes, each one falling into themselves,” Grace says cryptically. “What the hell is that supposed to mean?” Ben questions. Christopher then tells Ben that what she saw could be a black hole or multiple. Ben shuts him down quickly, remarking that he's surrounded by morons, which earns him a smack on the arm from you.

“What if what Grace is describing is a black hole collapsing in on itself?” Fei asks, willing to what Chris out. The black hole starts pulsing energy again, “God is angry with us,” Grace yet again cryptically says. “We are wasting precious time. This is bigger than just us. We need help,” Fei pleads with Ben. “Harlan first, then we can kill whatever the hell this is.” Walking out of the basement scared your mind starts to race again. What if we cant do it? Even with the hellish in-laws alongside us, can we do it? I mean we’ve faced off with some vicious foes in our life but a black hole? Pulling you from your endless spiral of dread and fear, Ben places his hand on your waist. Looking up he gives you a small smile, already knowing your mind is wandering. “Listen babe, we got this remember The Conductor? Dr. Terminal? We kicked those guys six feet under, we got this. Plus we’re gonna have us five and six other superpowered people. Don't worry,” Ben says managing to lift your spirits slightly.

“Oh my fucking god,” Ben says while tossing and turning. “Can they just shut up? She dares to be annoyed with us when the entire block knows what they’re doing?” Ben continues to complain. “I feel sorry for Fei,” you snort, turning and facing the wall. “Squeakiest bed in the fucking world,” he says while turning to lay with you.

Walking down to the living room you see Luther and Sloane sitting on the couch, right never to next other as if they're joined at the hip… or Luther’s hip and Sloane’s ribs. “For all, I know y/n could jump up from behind that couch and stab me to death,” “I'd never let them lay a finger on you.” Oka,y kind of gross but still kind of cute. “Good morning to you too?” you say chuckling. “I’m honored that you think I’d do that.” Turning towards you Luther starts to speak, “Oh, good morning y/n. Uh how did you sleep?” he asks nicely. God stupid people are so fun to be around. “Well if you must know not good. Sloane, your bed sounds like a bunch of mice being crushed,” you say half-joking and half-serious. “Oh okay I’d rather not hear you say anything about noises, the shit that I’ve heard is awful,” she laughs as she leans over to whisper something to him. “Tentacles w-” “And I'm done with that conversation,” you say walking and turning one of the chairs around the fireplace to face forwards and sitting down.

“Give us a minute,” Ben says making you and Sloane walk out and act as if you left to your rooms. After some time, Grace comes into the room with a Sparrow academy box. Peeking into the room you watch Luther open the box; Sloane walks into the room in disbelief that Ben would let him join you. Joining your family you welcome him to the team with a small smile before being whisked away with Ben. “So, Luther’s with us now. What’s the plan when that goes to shit?” you joke. “It's a secret,” Ben smiles. “A secret? From your spouse?” you say with a faux offense as you continue down the hall to the training room. A few hours later here you and the entirety of your family are, waiting for Allison to bring Harlan. Seeing her pull up, she gets out of the car and opens the trunk. Ben and Fei go to make sure it's him. “You got what you wanted. This is done,” she says as Ben nods to Reginald before seeing Luther in his Sparrow jacket and walking in.

Ben soon calls a family meeting; both families. “So, uh… this is kinda nice, right?” Luther awkwardly starts. “All of us here together. One big happy family.” Oh, I fucking wish that’s what we are. “Look I know there's bad blood between us. Whatever. Bygones, right?” Ben says making you smile, even when he's being an ass he still manages to make you smile. “Question?” Ben asks Diego who shot his missing finger hand up. “Yeah, if I kill you two, do we get our Ben and y/n back?” Diego genuinely asks making your eyes go wide and Fei snickers. Ben throws threats toward Diego before Viktor comes in asking where Harlan went. Viktor rightfully asks what you did to him but Allison says that she did something to him, stating that she killed him. Anticipating a fight you walk towards Ben who read your mind and grabbed you and the cheeseballs and sat down next to Five, pulling you into his lap.

“20 bucks on the little one,” Ben bets with Five, taking his action, munching on the cheesballs as Viktor and Allison argue. Finding out that Harlan didn't just kill your siblings but the Umbrella’s mothers (effectively causing a paradox where they don't exist) you start paying more attention to the fight. “This wasn't about saving the world. This was about hurting me. Payback for--” “Go on,” Allison interrupts while starting to stand. Luther tries to intervene before Allison gestures him away. Allison and Viktor continue arguing, making you worry for Allison. She continues arguing, bringing up many personal experiences of people trying to fix Viktor’s problem and not even acknowledging her’s. Five tells Allison to take it easy as Ben slightly pushes him back in his seat. Viktor tries to speak but is shut up when Allison screams for him to, causing his mouth to close and choke for air. “We should've left you in the basement,” She says causing every one of the Umbrella’s to stand “Whoa! Allison, all right!” Diego yells at her while standing. After catching his breath Viktor backhands Allison earning a face from Fei and a gasp from you. “Sweet. You guys fight just like us,” Ben tells Diego who replies that they don't fight like that. Continuing with the family meeting without Viktor, who had rushed upstairs.

After the meeting, you showed the Umbrella’s (what you now know is) the Kugelblitz. “Oh cool it's German,” you say trying so desperately to lighten the mood. That's what you did during your family’s fights, lighten the mood and be the mediator. You always joked that maybe your true power was settling sibling disputes. Five and Sloane start talking about science stuff; you were always more of a chemist than a physicist. “I'm in,” Five says impressed with Sloane’s data. “We don’t need you,” you say causing Allison to say “Excuse you?” Fei explains that we need Lila, Christopher, Sloane, and--“Viktor,” Allison interrupts. Before the others do their thing with the Kugelblitz, you have some time before. Walking with Ben upstairs to get his jacket, stopping before you get to the door to wait. After some time Ben comes out and tells you that Viktor was in there getting his emo all over your sheets. “Okay, Mr. has every Fall Out Boy album on vinyl,”

“Okay, how do we start?” Viktor asks Sloane. “Have you ever moved a nest of bees?”Sloane asks the group. “No, because that’s weird.” Lila returns. “You can't just pick it up. You have to keep the nest calm while you build a box around it, and then you trap it.” After Sloane explains she starts levitating; Fei warns Viktor that one of the black holes is vibrating at a different rate from the others and that he shouldn't let them speed up or change. Taking her advice, he encompasses the Kugelblitz. Fei tells Lila that whenever she’s ready she needs to do exactly as Viktor does. Sloane uses the Kugelblitz’s gravity to condense it. “You didn't tell me you were building a prison for God,” Grace says, walking down the stairs holding something. “You have no right to do that,” she says menacingly. “We’re a little busy here, Grace,” Luther shouts hoping to make Grace turn back. You turn and start paying more attention to Grace than whatever cool shit your siblings were doing. “The day of vengeance was in my heart…” Grace says as you walk behind Diego. Soon almost everyone is looking at her, dressed in a nun costume. “What do you mean by that?” You ask Grace, just wishing she’d go back to making her bombass cookies. “...and my year of redemption hath come,” she finishes before firing a flamethrower. “Shit!” Diego ducks left, grabbing your arm and pulling you down with him.

Grace continues firing the flamethrower as the others try and eliminate the Kugelblitz. Diego leaves your hiding spot to reason with Grace saying “Don't make us hurt you.” Grace repeats the quote she said before. Getting up before Grace starts firing again you pull Diego back to your spot, managing to burn your arm in the process. Yelling out in pain, Diego wraps your wound in some loose cloth he found. “I’ll be fine, it’ll heal real fast, don’t worry about me,” you protest, out of breath from the pain and close to tears. “Hell no.” he says sharply “I’m not losing you again,” he quietly says. Soon Five teleports Grace out of the basement. Peeking around the corner you see Christopher come apart and start to close around the Kugelblitz. Standing around you watch them as they successfully shrink the Kugelblitz; Chris absorbing it in his cubed body. “Did it work?” Five says, back from what you presume was killing Grace. “Next Kugelwave in three, two…one,” Sloane counts. When the next wave is supposed to happen, Chris instead farts. Causing everyone to sigh in relief.

Upstairs a party commences; full of dancing and lots of alcohol. Ben opens a bottle and starts to drink, handing the bottle over to you which you eagerly accept. It's been a long and rough couple of days. After dancing around you remember your burn. Taking the cloth off you see it has completely healed. “Whoa, so-so you're like Klaus,” Diego comments, flopping next to you, staring and touching your arm. Diego continues talking wanting to learn more about your regenerative abilities, “Damn so, like, hypothetically, if you got staked would you come back?” he asks making you scoot further away in a joking manner. “Um, probably not, cause like, when you get staked that means your dead, like really dead,” you try and explain. “Huh, cool,” he says before getting up and walking away. God, they're so much weirder than us before getting up and continuing to party, Ben eagerly waiting to dance with you.

Sitting around the fireplace, continuing to drink with Chris, Ben and Fei. “I’m glad we made peace. It all worked out, “ Ben says to Fei while pouring more into her glass. “Yeah. but we’re definitely killing them in the morning, right?” “I have dibs on knife boy,” Chris jokes. “No one is killing anyone.” “why not? We followed your plan, merged the families, saved the world--” “Universe actually,” you interject causing Fei to make a choking gesture to you. “We don't need them anymore,” Fei finishes. “I'm not done with them yet,” “Done what?” Fei asks. “That's between me and Dad,” Ben concludes. “You made a deal with Dad?” Fei asks annoyed that he would do something stupid like that. “I may have,” Ben answers much to Fei’s displeasure. “Fine. I’m done--” “Sit back down,” “No, we don't recognize your authority. You’re a terrible leader with no loyalty to anyone but yourself,” Fei responds standing up to Ben yet again. “You don't speak for Chris or y/n,” Fuck don’t throw me in this mess. Chris speaks up and tells Ben that Fei’s right and that he is a shitty leader and brother causing Fei to snicker and you to cover your mouth, hiding the smile. “Really dude? I’m number one. You’ll do as I say when I say it,” Ben says to Fei. “Not anymore,” Fei says leaning in and smirking

“Here's to a new life without this dickhead,” Fei says as she cheers with Chris. Chris starts to spin and glow brighter than normal. “Christopher, what’s wrong?” Fei asks worriedly. “Hey Chris it's gonna be okay,” you say walking closer before being pulled back by Ben. “Back away guys,” Ben warns. “Chris, it’s going to be okay,” Fei repeats trying to calm him as they walk closer to him. “It's going to be okay, I'm going to help you,” “Fei!” Ben yells trying to get her away from Chris. Not a moment later Chris explodes, pulling Fei in and knocking both you and Ben down. Anticipating a Kugelwave you cover Ben’s head and neck with your body. As the wave hits Chris is completely destroyed. The house starts crumbling, a piece of the balcony hitting you knocking you out.

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kafkaguy · 24 days

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hi ethan! thoughts on unheard ep?

hi !! so i didn't answer this at first because i hadn't actually listened to the ep yet ive been too busy listening to music released 60 years ago and haven't kept up with new releases. Also i have mixed feelings abt hozier at the moment though his music remains truly beautiful. I'll put my thoughts under the cut so you're not all bombarded by a mini wall of text

i think it's a really good ep, a good continuation on unreal unearth. too sweet is a banger, once again his lyricism is so interesting the way he makes simple daily things seem other or extraordinary. wildflower and barley is probably my favourite track, his voice with allison russel's blended wonderfully, the harmonies, the guitar tone, the lyrics, all really good stuff. empire now.... im conflicted about. another banger, i am obsessed with how he uses bass in his songs its my favourite instrument and he always makes it so groovy and satisfying. But the lyrics? knowing his liberal-ass stance on palestine, and something i read recently that i cant really remember precisely but had something to do with irish liberation and him again being weirdly centrist abt it... i just wanna know what hes saying with that song like i cant wrap my head around it. and then fare well was nice! not my fave but i love his dulcet tones and the guitar. very nice stuff andrew. we need to talk.

#anon #📬

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spikedru · 11 months

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sequential art where you have both a finished product and you keep developing a story!! art where you combine writing AND drawing!! huge collaborative things and people by themselves putting in so much work to show you a story!! like a television show where characters can develop and themes can continue but it's a DRAWING. you drew that!! fucking lettering it takes forever and i hate it. heck yeah i'd love to hear you talk about comics!!

GOD LETTERING I FEEL YOU SO MUCH ON THAT. lettering sucks so muchhhh. i used to have a font that i made out of my handwriting that i would use but i think i lost it when i upgraded computers and it sucked anyway bc i felt like it didnt have any. emotion to it anymore.

i need to go back to my old comic studies notes because the difference between using writing as in literal words to tell your story along side images versus using just images to convey a story. the breaking of the fourth wall. the breaking of the gutter. the absence of a gutter to play with time and space within your scene. words as both diegetic and non diegetic elements that the characters in the scene can interact with. page layout and book layout is soo fun to consider playing with and its why i kind of hate infinite scrolling comics sites like webtoon. because it makes everything run together and i like the way the breakup of panels and boxes is like the way punctuation functions in prose. it creates a flow of how the reader experiences the story. also i love physical copies of comics. i just got in the mail prokaryote season by leo fox and the way everything is laid out is soo beautiful and evocative and its what got me in this comic loving mood. love indie and self published comic artists .also just love everything by tillie walden i own three of her books lol. ive also been reading tiger, tiger, kill six billion demons (allison ruth and buffy should bond over being highly traumatized bisexuals thrust into destinies much larger and dangerous than they were ever expecting), and devils candy, as well as witch hat atelier (love the way kamome shirahama adds detail to everything just beautiful illustrations)

#asks #ahhh #i feel like i should go back and reread scott mccloud. even tho ive read parts of his book sooo much for school

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nakedmonkey · 2 years

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ive been following your writing and i love it so so much i would love to know your thoughts or ideas on prompts 127 and 128 for pattison. that is if you're still taking these asks. ty!!

Anon, thank you so much for the sweet comment! I hope you like this:

"You're insane." - "people keep telling me that."

"You're pretty." - "You're drunk."

under the cut for length

They decided to go on a road trip, at first, to get away from the questioning glares of the people around them. Patty could feel Allison losing some of that bravado she found while she was gone, could see her shrink under the judgmental way people looked at her. It got worse when they started looking at Patty that way, too. Guilt by association and whatnot. So, the more they planned, and the closer the date of their trip got, the more excited they became, and the more it became about them spending time alone together. There was still so much that went unsaid. It felt as though waiting out the rumor mill took everything they had out of them. They hoped, at least Patty did, that by the time they got back, the town would be bored of talking about Allison, and about Patty and Allison. That someone's affair would be the next big thing or something and they'd be old news.

Patty was apprehensive at first. She always felt this way when she ventured too far out of town, but the day they reached warmer weather she finally felt it, felt her shoulders relax. The warm sunshine on her skin made her forget about everything for a little while, and that's when she found herself agreeing when Allison said, "We should go swimming."

They found a swimming hole. It wasn't exactly summer, but it was warm enough to go without a jacket and after an unwise amount of alcohol, Patty found herself standing on a high-enough cliff in her underwear, while Allison beckoned her into the water some 10 feet below.

"Don't be such a pussy! Come on!"

"That's sexist!" Patty called out, looking down and feeling a little dizzy.

"Jump, you coward!"

Patty let out a nervous shriek that made Allison laugh, and something about it, about the way she smiled up at Patty while wading around, brought upon Patty a surge of recklessness.

"You're insane!" She called out to Allison, stepping closer to the edge.

"Yeah, people keep telling me that, now jump!"

And then, before she could regret it, Patty jumped. She'd never been so terrified and so free. The cold water was a jolt and when she surfaced, and she could feel the almost manic laugh that escaped her, she searched around for Allison, who was there before Patty could wonder about her.

"Tell me that didn't feel amazing," she said, now swimming circles around Patty. "Tell me you don't feel ten feet tall. I feel like I've been walking around with my back hunched and I just realized I can stand up straight."

"Maybe that'll kick in later," Patty said, enjoying the way the water felt against her legs as she kicked. "Right now I'm just cold. And dizzy. Stop circling me like a shark, will ya?"

Allison laughed, swam up to Patty again and hovered there, the water swaying with them in gentle swells.

"So what are we gonna do about you and me huh?" Allison asked. "Are we ever gonna talk about it?"

"What?"

Allison smiled, sank down into the water to her nose before rising back up.

"Thought I'd distract you from the cold. Did it help?"

Patty smiled in return and rolled her eyes, ignoring the way her stomach dropped and hadn't yet come back up.

"You're pretty," said Allison and Patty snorted.

"You're drunk. How much beer did you have? I'm starting to think this wasn't such a good idea."

Allison shook her head.

"Not drunk. I think--I think being far away from everything has given me a chance to be honest with myself about a lot of things. And maybe you and I can talk about some of those things. When you're ready."

Patty stared back, speechless, the initial shocking cold of the water fading away.

"I'm going to kiss you," Allison asserted a moment later, resuming her circling of Patty, throwing in some of those expert strokes she probably hasn't used in years, and Patty was happy to watch her.

"I'm not going to kiss you right now," she added. "But I am going to kiss you."

"Is that a threat?"

"That's a promise."

Allison was soaked, shivering, and smiling, just like Patty was, and nothing else mattered. Because today, Allison was swimming again, and tomorrow...well, tomorrow they would be even farther away from Worcester, so the possibilities were endless.

random prompts

#fanfiction #prompts #kevin can fuck himself #kcfh #patty x allison

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aftg as quote book pt 4 !!

“its just a silly little twerk of mine” - nicky

“i wouldn’t mind being called woke. im awake arent i?” neil/wymack

“enter hot take on kevin” *drops the mic, takes a bow* - neil

“Just a reminder we are HALF WAY THERE and we are LIVING ON A PRAYER” - renee @ games

“Led by you hoe” - Alison

“i physically cannot play with my balls in my bedroom” - neil?

“Fuckin this, fuck that fuck fuck fuck” - wymack

“Porn is a genre” - nicky

“Reading porn is better than not reading at all” - nicky

“We are all bussin” - nicky

“Don’t shoot the prime minister…please” - everyone @ andrew

“He gave himself a DIY circumcision” - be creative

“I live under a rock. It;s very warm” - neil

“The only way youre getting out of maths this year is if you kill yourself” - neil

“Don’t kill yourself” - wymack

“Tomorrow we’re going to learn how to be better bullies :)” - dan

“I have nothing important to say ever” - aaron

“I am wrong in the head” - kevin

“Some people say lots of things to get off” - nicky

“It was such a delicious luxury to have a warm drink” - matt

‘I got my pussy waxed’ - alison

‘i feel so much better without my pants’ - matt

“neil you’re flirting” - dan “oops…” neil

“Impact on the victim… DEATH” - andrew

“Stop doing magic in class please” someone to andrew

“‘You look good enough to eat,’ Andrew Minyard had said, the first time he came to pick him (Neil) up. When they got home again he did begin to eat him”

“Hey hoe 💅” alison

“That is tighter than a fishes ass hole” - matt

“Are you ok you look like a drenched rat” - dan

“If I get your name wrong, blame your parents” -wymack

“I was on drugs I didn’t know what I was doing” andrew

“I have thousands of dollars to my name” neil

“why did you threaten me?” kevin “because i wanted to” neil

“Dragons have pronouns too” renee

“i very much enjoy getting renee wet” - Alison, dunking water on renee

“andrew is a crack up” - nicky probably almost got shanked for this

“talk dirty to me” andrew “What if I tied up all your hands and legs and then threw you down the stairs and you died, but we were friends who liked practical jokes, would that be murder?” neil

‘Who was humping the statue?’ - dan

“Little red riding hood in bed with the wolf” - Alison

“His eyes are penetrating you” kevin @ neil unironically

“There are a number of ways you can skin a cat” andrew when one of the cats piss on the bed

‘Just shake ur ass and no one will notice’ nicky

“Why is it always mother fucker this, mother fucker that? Why is it never father fucker” neil

“I’m very private with my fists” dan

“I had some guy in my car and he said ‘i want to commit suicide’ and i said ‘no, not in my car get out’” - twinyards

“Girls, you’re semi-hysterical” wymack

“I touched your boob im sorry” matt @ dan

“Not just jumping off the religious sculpture, they were humping the religious sculpture” - renee, traumatised

‘DANCE you idiot, D-A-N-S…’ - kevin

‘We’ll talk about the sex party another time’ dan

‘I have a gin and tonic every night, it keeps me young’ wymack

“I was in a rage and i broke his nose” neil ab kevin

“Some people need to be chemically castrated” andrew

“Don’t chew gum in front of Jesus” renee

“I’m hearing plenty of smashing noises over here” allison in the cabin

“Oh why don’t you crawl back into your hole” andrew @ neil

“Legalise recreational use of cannibalism” aaron in a presentation

“CMERE YOU LITTLE BOLLOCKS!” wymack

“Stabbing them 3 or 4 times is plenty” andrew

“My brother got dropped on his head” andrew

‘Comparing sizes’ nicky

‘Ive been stalking you all’ kevin

“Shit, Shit, SHIT, Oh my god, SHIT. That’s fucked” nicky

“She called him gay so i threw the chair at her” neil

“I’m gonna die” aaron “Don’t care.” neil

“Get help please” dan

“Young people’s music today, I just don’t get it” abby

“We all have the homosexual gene” andrew

“I’m not going to get you to go around class and looking if people have homosexual characteristics” andrew maybe

‘i saw this really big tombstone and i asked ‘is that where jesus was buried?’’ andrew @ renee

‘What if I worked 55 hours a day?’ matt?

“now that i’m your legal guardian i guess i should look after you” dan a/o matt @ neil

“lesbians are people too” neil

“Charisma test? caress my balls” nicky

“Do you want to do a quickie to de-stress” andrew

“If you are interested in any horizontal refreshment” andrew

“Spit on your hand and stroke my cock at a medium pace, play with my balls and tell me how big they are” (…….. i have second hand embarrassment) - allison

“Do you think Jesus had daddy issues?” alison

“We all get stressed sometimes but cursing is not fucking ok” dan

“I'm working, im twerking and im jerking” nicky

‘It’s a good kisser it’s so smooth and soft and warm’ neil ab his homework

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Do you have any headcanons for new batdr characters? (Audrey,toon Bendy etc?)

boy do i! admittedly i haven't rotated audrey as much as i shouldve since i played batdr but in my defense ive been thinking about ben

it got long so under the cut

audrey:

i think it'd be sweet if she started to regard henry as her other father. idk if anyone has ever told her that her dad def had a crush on him but i feel like she'd still find a good mentor in him. at least someone who will listen to her.

she keeps on seeing boris around the studio and really wants to meet him but hasnt had a good excuse to (she also wants to test out her theory that all borises like to be pet like tom was)

i think that in the new cycles/iterations she should be able to figure out how to change peoples designs. like how the lost ones got more details in batdr as opposed to batim? maybe give searchers the ability to talk and all that. legs even. just to improve quality of life down there

idk what the hell happened at the end of the game but im gonna choose to ignore how it seems like she betrayed the ink demon after he trusts her because :(

ben:

baby boy. baby

yes hes still the ink demon even post game dont look at me. i. look, im taking this as a (BOOK ACCURATE) jekyll and hyde situation. same person, he just acts differently based on what society expects of him. but he didnt want to be a monster, he was forced to become one because thats what his creator (joey) thought of him as (like frankenstein!). he contains multitudes

so post game, i think he can finally start to slowly put down those walls and act as a middle ground between both extremes. he can heal, he can learn how to trust again.

that being said i think he should still be able to transform into ink demon form if he felt like it. as a treat.

not a headcanon but i forgive him, personally. if you were treated like a monster your whole life wouldn't you be ANGRY? he's done nothing wrong besides all the atrocities

i have a lot of feelings about him as you can see

autistic. i will not be elaborating

betty:

i think she should unionize post game

she'd still be audrey's housekeeper cause she likes the work but she has dental now

has weekly tea with malice, allison, heidi, and an honorary porter (and audrey when shes there) to exchange gossip

keepers:

i want them dead

poor norman was probably dissected to be studied to make them

idk if they have human in them or if theyre purely mechanical but it's probably old gent workers

i usually respect mad scientists but i hate them so much

should be killable in game change my mind

porter:

i think he got the rope after allison gave him the advice to always carry rope

i like to think he's from the heavenly toys department... probably likes to tinker and make new toys

heidi:

queen

accidentally overhears a lot of gossip when shes hiding

wears a bow because she thought it looked cute on bendy and therefore she wanted one.

doesnt hate the ink demon because when he appears its just impromptu hide and seek (if you're caught you die :D!)

archie carter

i dont actually have any interesting headcanons for him but a really funny story is that i was with my friend while she was playing and we got to his log and we both were like wow he has such a nice voice tf fav background character?? and two days later i found out it was superhorrorbro mike and i was mortified because i WATCH his videos and i didn't recognize his voice 😭 it was so embarrassing

still my favorite new background character (who has a log)

wilson:

i also dont have any headcanons for him but i hate him and i hate that audrey was siding with him for some of the game even AFTER learning about how the keepers tortured ben and augh ill stop talking

#batdr #bendy and the dark revival #victors internal monologue #this got long! oops

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[Scream] Dwight “Dewey” Riley ESFJ 9w1 so/sx

Zodiac: Cancer

MBTI

ESFJ (Fe-Si-Ne-Ti)

Fe (Extroverted Feeling)

While ISFJ is a common typing for Dewey I don’t see how he is an Si dominant type. While Dewey does stick to his Si in most of the movies we can see that he doesn’t lead with it rather than Fe. His first instinct isn’t to follow a step by step process but rather focusing on the emotional weight of every person. In the franchise we can see how Dewey goes to check up on everybody when ghostface returns. While an Si dom would rather focus on the order of things in the current moment. For example let’s look for example of Si doms in media: Allison Argent (ISFJ) from Teen Wolf (idk about her Enneagram so if you have theories let me know). When it comes to the order of things Allison leads with her Si trying to use introverted sensory data to make sense of the situation usually filtering Stiles Ne Making step by step choices rather than think about all possible futures. While Dewey leads with his Fe contrasting his differences with Gale’s Te.

Si (Introverted Sensing)

Dewey likes to stick to step by step processes he would rather be careful and take time to figure things out rather than just jumping into conclusion fast enough like an Ni user would he rather take time to keep order and focus on the process in hand. In Scream 4 and Scream 3 we can see how he pairs well with Gale. Dewey takes small steps to reach conclusions to figure out who ghost face is. Maintaining a Meticulous step at a time while Gale (ENTJ) likes to focus in those fast proccess and take in the most of the current moment (Te-Se) while Dewey compacts all possible futures into one using Si.

Ne (Extroverted Intuition)

While Deweys Ne isn't seen as much throughout the saga we can see that he still factors it in. When he talks to Randy (ENTP) he explores those external possibilities. He is able to understand the multiple rules Randy throws to him in a matter of seconds ,even if he misses somethings, In Scream 4 he mentions casually how Jill slipped about the wound she and Gale share. In that moment (tho late) he pieces it together and rushes to save Sidney. in Scream (2021) he falls into Fe-Ne loop he isn't able to coup with the reality of his life. So he turns his back to reality and hides away. Constantly thinking about the possibilities to come back to Gale.

Ti (Introverted Feeling)

Dewey’s Ti isn't incredibly weak however he doesnt particularly focuses on using it on most situations. He lead too much with his Fe when it comes to most situations and usually doesn't focus on subjective analytical processes. While yes he doesn't seem particularly focused on efficiency in the same way as gale does he doest seem as interested either in using his Ti. He struggled allot when it came to analyzing things a bit further.

Enneagram: 9w1 so/sx

When it comes to Deweys Enneatype ive seen a couple of opinions. The most common types I see dewey being is 1w2,9w1 and 2w1. However those are but superficial analysis of his character. Type 2 doesn't suit Dewey because type 2 enhance themselves and ignore their sadness in order to fulfill others needs Ex (Maddy Perez ESFP 2w3 from Euphoria, Emma Woodhouse ENFJ 2w3 from Emma and Love Quinn ENFJ 2w1 From You). When it comes to type 1 I think it doesn't suit dewey that much either type 1 greatest fear is immorality, chaos and tend to repress their anger in rode to maintain these. Yes, Dewey does share a strong moral compass like a 1 would however I don't see the emphasis a one would have over discipline like a type 1 would Examples (Batman INTJ 1w9, Katara ESFJ 1w2 from Avatar the Last Airbender and Steve Rogers ISFJ 1w2). And then comes type 9 I think this is the one that suits him the most accurately Dewey's focus on everybody else's comfort and maintaining a steady pace of life while being extremely discipline makes the most sense for him as a 9w1. When it comes to Instinctual Variant he might lookalike a two due to him being a social two. These 9 tend to be more assertive than the usual 9 and can take upon leader roles like Dewey ends up doing Ex (Luke Skywalker INFP 9w1 from Star Wars, Scott Mccall ISFP 9w1 from Teen wolf and Cassie Howard ESFJ 9w1from Euphoria).

Next Extra Characters from Scream...

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Healings

Allison is slowly healing from the recent events, having nightmares to make sure she doesn't forget. How does she cope? While Ghost slowly comes to terms on the light weight feeling he gets when seeing Allison but also what the heavy means with her as well.

Warnings: Mention of rape, ptsd, swearing

Healings and Confessings

War meant victories and accomplishment, being able to save that family from bullets, save your comrades from a certain doom. War also meant failures and wishes, watching your comrades fall, watching as the target you were after escape, and not being able to pull back time.

Simon felt this at this moment. Watching Allison’s normal skin tone turn more white made his stomach turn. After all these months, he was able to continue his bantering as a no flirting policy towards her, just last month though he broke.

“Bravo 0-1; Bravo 0-7 and 0-8, in position.” Simon said through coms.

Allison and him were just looking for the target and making sure it was the correct man they were looking for. Classified mission as well. Need to know bases. There were rumors going around about a new shipment of armory that Iran wanted to transport to a different country and we need to know which.

Simon watched carefully as Allison watched his six.They sat on the hill for hours with nothing changing. Simon would take glances at Allison. Four months since she has been on the team. He grew to like her. Just the other day she made him laugh, an actual laugh, which Johnny never let down since he hasn’t even come close to that break.

Last night they played poker, when she turned red after a little flirting it made his thoughts go wild. He naturally had sexual feelings towards her but knowing that he made her flustered made him think of…

“You know eventually when I retire,” she started getting him out of the thoughts. He shifted looking through the scope once more. “I want to be in the middle of nowhere. In hiding. Somewhere is the forest maybe.”

“Isn’t that so?” Ghost responded giving a glance at her then the scope again.

“Yeah a dog too,” She sighed. “Cabin, you know the typical stupid hallmark type.”

Ghost huffed. “Never took you as a romantic.”

“Eh those cheesy romantic shows are interesting at times,” she shrugged. “My sister and I would make fun of them.”

Simon took note of family, this was her first time bringing up family. He scoffed. “No chap back at home?”

She was quiet for a moment. “No.”

“Good.”

There was a long pause. “Why ask?”

Simon could feel his heart increase. Shit. He should have known better that she wouldn’t call him out. “Just curious.”

It was quiet again. “Do you have a scar?”

Bloody hell. “You have been talking to McTavish haven't you.”

“Well I was curious after last night.”

“After I made you turn red?” The teasing came out. He wanted a reaction and wanted something back.

He heard you shift and chuckled. “Yeah, now all I can think about is what you look like.”

Simon smirked. “I made a good impression then.”

“Just a little.”

“How can I make a better one then.” he froze for a moment. He broke the breach. He can’t back out now.

She scoffed. “I don’t know any ideas?”

“I have a few.”

“Elbroate.”

He was about to say something, not so professional but naturally the target was there. After the mission she gave me a look of we will talk about it later. Little did she know Simon had a few ideas on how to make it up to her.

That’s when he knew he was in trouble. When the thoughts came in. When she mentioned her Hallmark Cabin, he couldn’t help but think he wanted that as well. Having that stupid mutt and listening to the morning forest sounds. Now it could be taken away. Allison laid in the makeshift hospital, IV attached to her, they got her infection out of her leg and was able to be more stable. They did lose her a couple of times. Which made him even more sick.

Soap had to tell him on the heli that he had to move out of the way, since a medic was on stand by when getting her. He didn’t want to, he wanted to hold her, cover her up. Her chest was out vulnerable and with a cut going down towards her stomach. He felt his fist clenched up and his rage fogging into his head.

Now she was here stable, alive. He blamed himself, he does when things like this happens. It’s war. Things are victories or failures. This was a failure. He failed her. Because of her they did have the information where Ghorbrani would be. In a month's time they were going to be trading with the Russians.

He hated this feeling. It made him angry. He never was like this. Vulnerable. Soft. That never came across him. Simon had to stay cold hearted. Because when these things happen he can’t mourn, there will be no time to. Can’t have that distraction.

But he can worry about that later. Right now she will heal and Simon will be right next to her the whole time.

…………………………………………………………….

It was two weeks since being rescued from being tortured. I had night terrors to where I would wake up swimming in sweat. Luckily the wound on both my shoulder and leg was scarring up pretty well. But my brain couldn’t scar up the flashbacks of the torture.

The nightmare would start with the toothy yellow colored smiling men around me, stabbing me, burning me, attempting to drown, and doing what they never got to finish. When it would end would be hearing a shot and flash. This time though, my body hit the ground. Blood coming out of my head. I shot up, panting hard, my hair sticking to my forehead, clothes sticking.

I felt like I couldn’t breathe. I had to leave. I looked around my tent. It was empty but my gear and the crate at the end of my cot. I grabbed my boots, slipping them on. I put my gear on and brought my knife and sidearm. There was a spot you found, it was a little bit of a walk from the base but I loved going there to watch the stars.

It was quiet at this time, just a couple of patrols walking around making sure the base was secure. Heading up the hill was the best part feeling the soreness on my leg but when I reached the top it was the best feeling. It looked over the base and the sand field. It was empty out there for the most part. Which means I could see the sky. I stood there feeling the cold breeze hit my face, making me close my eyes.

“You shouldn’t be out here by yourself.” I snapped my head pulled my sidearm out aiming towards the voice.

Ghost. I glared at him and grunted putting my pistol away. “Shit Ghost you could have given a better heads up.”

“Sorry,” He said walking fully up the hill. “Cant sleep?”

“What are you doing here?” I asked, looking away from him.

He didn’t say anything for a moment. “I saw you walking away from the base, just wanted to make sure you were okay.”

Anger. Why anger? He didn’t do anything. I scoffed. “What do you think?”

He approached me, standing in front of me to have me look at him. He stood basically a foot taller than me. I forget how tall and how big he is. He could snap me in half. His brown eyes bore into mine. His look was stern. “That you are not.”

“Then why ask?”

“Because I want to.”

I couldn’t argue with him. He was the Lieutenant after all, yeah I am too but he outranks me by experience. Being in charge right next to Price. “I will be back on my feet soon sir.”

He shifted for a moment. “Fox.” He stopped then nodded. “Do you want to be left alone?”

I could feel the tears. “No, can’t we just watch the stars? And talk about this later?”

I sat down looking up at him. He sighed and moved over next to me, pretty close, close enough for our shoulders to brush against each other. Nothing was said for what felt like hours. “Do you know anything about the stars?” I said quietly.

“No.”

“Me neither, well not scientifically. I know what a constellation is, what type of thing. I love being able to see them. To search for each one,” I looked around for a moment to see the three stars lined up. I pointed to them. “Orion's belt. Which would lead you to the dippers.”

He followed my hand, listening carefully. Watching every one that I would point out. Ask questions about each one. Until a shooting star passed. “That's my favorite thing.”

“Shooting stars?” He questioned.

“Yep.”

“Why?”

“My mom would tell us to make wishes, knowing we as a family would make them with whoever would be making it.”

He hummed at the explanation. It was quiet again. Which wasn’t awkward, just a comfortable silence. I could feel his eyes on me every now and then. It was nice having the company, we didn’t need to talk or make conversation just this was good enough.

It went quiet once again. “I am sorry.”

I turned my head to him. He was looking up at the stars. “For what?”

“For what happened,” He whispered. “It was my bloody fault, it happened under my command. Maybe if we brought someone to watch your six, you wouldn’t have gotten captured.”

“Ghost you couldn’t have prevented it. You had to get that information.” I bluntly said, still looking at him.

He didn’t say anything. I knew nothing could change his mind on what he felt. “I was terrified,” He looked over at me. His eyes looked into mine. “You were so pale, so weak. When you passed out I thought,” he paused then placed a hand on my cheek. “I thought you were gone.”

I have never seen this side of Ghost before. I didn’t think it existed. That’s when the memory came up when he grabbed your chin saying ‘I’m sorry love.’ The warmth on your cheek was his hand. The ‘cold hearted man’ was showing something. Right here. Right now.

“Ghost.” I whispered, placing a hand on his leaning into it.

“Simon.”

I smirked. “Simon?”

He didn’t say anything but nodded. “It wasn’t your fault. I am here now.” I said reassuring him. “Some torture wasn’t going to kick me out of commission.”

He chuckled. “Bloody hell I will write that down for next time.”

I huffed and smiled. “Ghost,” Price's voice came through the radio. “What’s your location?”

He took his hand off my cheek and pressed the radio. “Just outside the base sir.”

“Well after you take your nightly stroll we need to plan the next step with Laswell.”

“Rog,” Simon looked at me. “See you down there?”

“Yes sir.” I smiled.

He nodded and got up looking down at me then walking down the hill. I watched until he was safely in the base. Maybe the nightmares will stop now. Maybe just maybe.

#call of duty modern warfare #simon ghost riley #call of duty mw2 #simon ghost riley x allison fox lawson #simon ghost riley x oc #simon riley #simon ‘ghost’ riley #stargazing #these two are a mess

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wooshofficial · 1 year

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okay obscure blaseball ships lets gooooo:

bevan wise/annie roland: based on my specific interpretations of them where bevan was a human who ended up becoming a wizard for the fae court and annie was her knight. lots of classic chivalric pining but sapphic.

cantus hojo/mindy kugel: wivesssss. very comfortable weve been together 30 years and know each other well vibes. mindy is poly and also has a husband named bertrand and they’re cute together too.

kichiro guerra/parker meng: DISASTER COUPLE. DO NOT KNOW HOW TO COMMUNICATE. been together on and off since highschool. both alternated from the same universe and then both ended up on the worms but only together for about a season bc they both kept going elsewhere (and then kichiro STAYED elsewhere)

jenna maldonado/raúl leal: what if we were non human immortals who gave up our immortality to play blaseball together because we loved humanity and music and then one of us ended up dying and the other later gained a way to protect other players from dying.

winnie mccall/chorby short: this is a ship that my partner got me into and i love them sooooo much. they have the kinda relationship where it feels like they’ve known each other their whole lives. also winnie later getting like demon sound powers plus chorbys whole soul scream makes me go aaaaaaa

winnie mccall/patty fox: ALSO GOOD. love when there is a tiny grumpy butch and a big chill femme. patty doesnt do her own make up or nails but has learned how to so she can pamper winnie and do it for her.

also tillmikejay who i dont talk about much bc i am afraid to get ejected from a salmon cannon but i am an annoying bisexual who loves to make up other annoying bisexuals to think about. also they all have a lot of parallels in lore and sim events. slaps this polycule they can fit so much guilt and only one braincell into them.

I SEE MILLS ON THIS LIST OH BOY

Bevan and Annie - oh that’s such a cool interp!!! Before ur art I only saw the drip wizard interp so I am eating this up gimme more I wan. Moar.

Cantus and Mindy - idk much about these two but that’s so cute I love that

Kichiro and Parker - this is just me. Don’t date me I’m awful at communicating JABDKWNWKNWWK anyways I am rotating it. Maybe both the common Kichi/Allison ship could factor in where on those “off” times Kichi got into this serious relationship with Allison and then Allison died and Kichi. Does not know how to cope with that so she goes back to what she knows and Parker hates it. Haaaaaaaaaaaaaaates it.

Jenna and Raúl - Raul does it all in the name of Jenna and then fucking Explodes, lol, and then they kiss in the hall the end

Winnie and Chorby - did you know that the Cas Commute (where Chorby Short and Castillo Turner were routinely EE’d for each other over the course of 5 seasons) happened during the s17 elections, a season after Winnie died? Did you know that Winnie died the SAME SEASON as Chorby joining the mills as an attractor, literally. 59 days after she was on the team. Chorby, dissociating and confused and in a new city clings to the one thing she knows (Winnie) and then that thing DIES, and she’s not even there because she’s in the shadows. This is so tragic and I’m so in love with it omg

WAIT ELI I THINK YOU MEANT SOUL INSTEAD OF SHORT. IVE SEEN THAT SHIP BEFORE I am half and half on it, because I see Chorby Soul as gay, but also in the context of how that season played out it is SO tragic and I eat that shit up. Basically I like both ships

Winnie and Patty - oh that’s cute! See I ship Patty with Hatfield Suzuki in the infamous Patty/Hatty/Ana polycule but I can so get behind this. Sometimes you are a slightly workaholic chef and your chill demon gf has to tell you to get some fucking sleep oh my god. But then she dies and you join the lineup in her memory (I can’t remember if Patty took Winnie’s spot in the lineup but it would absolutely hit if that turns out to be true).

Tillman and Mike and Jaylen - I like to think of this disaster trio as “Mike Townsend Has Two Hands” because while Till and Jay are friends, Till is straight up a gay man who wants to kiss him some baker lips, and Jaylen does not find Tillman attractive in the slightest. Mike Townsend’s bisexual ass, however, finds both of them hot and will gladly give them both his baker lips to smooch. Theyre cute as hell.

#woosh answers #unionizedcrabbucket #bevan wise #annie roland #cantus hojo #mindy kugel #jenna maldonado #raúl leal #winnie mccall #chorby short #chorby soul #patty fox #tillman henderson #mike townsend #jaylen hotdogfingers #kichiro guerra #parker meng

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trippin-over-my-fandoms · 2 years

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Do you have any Sloane and Luther headcanons or imagines you'd be willing to share before season 3 starts

So I don't know about headcanons or imagines but I can def offer some things I'd like to see/hope to see from them in season 3!

Starting off- my simplest hope is that they have plenty of chemistry and a good amount of screen time. That way, whether or not they do end up together, it will leave more than enough room for coming up with fics (missing scenes, aus, stolen moments- etc) and potential edits (because yes I will be breaking out wondershare and photopea for these two!!).

I think it would be neat to see some good back and fourth! Like comedic dialogue between them as Luther fumbles to talk to her and she tries clumsily to flirt with him. Or on the flip side- bickering!

A distaste from the umbrellas towards the sparrows where Luther has no nice feelings towards them and maybe wants to be bitter towards her and she to him so you have fighting that turns into "hey wait i actually really like you lets ignore how our siblings are making us feel about each others families because i think they're wrong you're not so bad"

like that romeo and juliet thing an anon had suggested just started out with some fighting.

i would be amazingly hilarious for luther's siblings to tease him about getting a girlfriend. i really wanna see allison being supportive for him and maybe even putting aside her own bitterness for the sparrows to get to know sloane- the girl her brother is in love with.

i can also imagine klaus being super dramatic about it- oh my gosh imagine him trying to give luther relationship advice i would love to see that too. luther would get annoyed or!!! better yet!!! he tries to do the crazy stuff klaus suggests but it only weirds sloane out and he's like "uh yeah sorry it was my brother's idea he told me to do all this stuff because i actually have no idea what im doing"

im not sure about the other sparrows because i have (regrettably) not been paying as much attention to them between my love for sloane and my other hyperfixations atm- BUT

seeing her siblings threaten luther when word gets out that they're into each other- maybe even before they're truly a thing.

OH MY GOSH IM IMAGINING HIM TRYING TO TAKE HER ON A DATE! and it probably goes awful and he's embarrassed but she thinks its cute.

or she tries to take HIM on a date but he's incredibly oblivious.

it would be also awesome to see a "dancing in the moonlight" scene for them. but way way way more dramatic and beautiful. where they get something super sweet and luther is his true form this time.

i think he'd be super self conscious about it because yeah he's somewhat accepting of himself but falling in love might bring back all those self worth issues until sloane is like "i literally do not care- you're perfect as you are" or something. it would be so cute.

i agree he needs to learn to love himself but it would be kinda sweet if she helped him learn how. i've got that going with my resident evil 8 self insert and it's a trope ive fallen in love with and i like doing for my ships.

and thinking of my "oh no they're not from the same timeline! what if they fix it and they lose each other!" it would be so wonderfully dramatic to see them realize that and maybe five gets the family together like "ive figured out how to get back to our actual timeline and fix this once and for all" but luther tells them he wants to stay behind to be with her.

or sloane decides to go with them.

either way the drama of one leaving their family.

if we don't get that i might actually write it we'll see!

thank you anon I hope you liked some of these! I'd love to hear if there's any you like or how you'd build on it/do it differently!

I'm so excited for season 3!

#anon #asks #tua #tua s3 #luther hargreeves #sloane hargreeves #fuck it im starting a tag #spacesparrow #sluther #spacegravity #thats it im calling them spacegravity

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dakotafoxandtheobstacles · 4 months

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12/30/23

As we approach new years eve i can't help but reflect. Allison i don't think you know the damage that you did that day. Like you cannot just chalk it up to you being a coward. What you did was so incredibly selfish and hurtful i don't think ill ever understand it. You lied straight to my face while we were together. And then you gave yourself an hour to draft a text talking about "its not you its me" when everything you said over the phone, and discord, and through text and when we were together was saying the exact opposite. I will never fucking understand why you did what you did and more so I don't understand how someone can fucking do that. I didn't even have the chance to process it because i was just so fucking hurt by it.

At 26.5 years old, I have been hurt in countless ways; for my academic hoes, my ACEs score is 5. I have been fucking abandoned and discarded like trash in more ways than i can count to the point where it no longer feels like a coincidence it just feels like this is what is meant to happen to me. Based on the patterns I am the variable that is not meant to be loved. I am simply a tool for others to use to figure out what they really want. And what they want is never me. I don't think it is ever going to be me. I think I am just going to keep getting left behind and dropped. Again and again and again.

Sam, Ally, Allison, Keith, Fred, Moms, Dad:

You have all hurt me in each unique way. I am so fucking angry at all of you. I am so angry because each of you have contributed to all the reasons and ways that I hate myself. Having what has happened to me over and over and over again leads me to believe that these situations and feelings will never stop happening to me. I feel like there must be something so wrong with me for things like this to keep happening. I really don't understand what I did wrong or what is inherently wrong with me. I don't get it.

I am trying so hard to get better but this time of year the guilt i feel for simply existing is fucking overwhelming. I feel so guilty for everything I have done or been involved in. I feel like all I do is poison everything I touch and that people should keep their distance from me because of that. I can't help but feel that in addition to being born wrong I guess I have had herpes for over a year now and every day i feel more disgusted with myself. Every person im attracted to im terrified to get too close to because I will tell them about the herpes and they will never want to touch me or have me touch them. And the ones that would like colin was looking for an exit strategy the whole time.

I think it might be impossible for people to love me. Allison made it clear she was incapable of it. Ally tried to twist me into something more appealing to her. Sam ruined me, without even warning me of the possibility and then ghosted me like the 6 months we were fucking weekly meant nothing at all. Colin, Peyton, Abby, Anna, and more who ive wiped from my memory all were just with me until they could be with someone they actually wanted to be with. Peyton didn't even bother to hide it from me.

And I am so angry at my parents for introducing all of these thoughts and behavioral patterns to me in the first place. What the fuck is wrong with yall. none of you should have been parents until you treated your own shit because now i have to pick up the pieces and foot tooth and nail to make sure i don't fucking kill myself. its not fucking fair i did not fucking ask for this and now i have to deal with it. i am so fucking mad. Why did u guys do that i don't get it. Jen always took better care of casey than she did me. she was never emotionally there for me especially when i needed her to be. bonny fucking groomed me and probably abused me. and my dad never wanted me in the first place.

really im just so fucking tired of feeling like i am going to be abandoned at any time because i dont deserve anything but myself.

and i'm supposed to try to heal while there is a fucking genocide being paid for with my tax dollars???? War criminals get free health care but I fucking dont????? fuck u fuck everyone its all a bunch of bullshit i fucking hate this world and my self so like what the fuck is left honestly.

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