#life journal project

[blogrinajob]

100 Pcs 2 cm Felt Flowers Die cut Out, Scrapbooking, Embellishments, Card Making, Confetti, Party Decoration, Mixed Colors.

#felt flowers #embellishment #party decoration #card making #confetti #mixed color 2 cm felt flowers #scrapbooking #kids project #life journal project

[why-the-heck-not]

24.08.23, thursday

I’ve been treating my journal like a podcast where I just keep rambling while doing things that give me anxiety. Getting the anxieties out right away and feels like I have some emotional support there even tho it’s just me & my journal. Sure it takes a bit longer bc u’re basically doing 2 things, but at least something’s getting done u know?

#got that idea from my fave podcast where he was doing that podcast while packing etc bc he didn’t want to back so helped to have #another side project there so u’re not just doing the thing u don’t want to do #and like I don’t and will never have a podcast bc ew can not talk for thr life of me so journaling is it for me #bookblr #studyblr #booklr #aesthetic #study #books #reading #read #book #studyspo #dark academia #chaotic academia #august 2023 #2023

[mintaikcorpse]

Me reading a fic where the person had an identidy realization that they were in he aroace spectrum and now they were figuring themselves out(I finally found something that understood me and a romance I could relate to after all these years)

#love loses! you're on the aroace spectrum and you dont fucking know what you are but you're definitely on the spectrum #but it's so hard to explain bcuz how do youve never had a real crush on someone but also have had platonic feelings for someone #and dont want to do the romance thing but also still want to have a queer platonic relationship and do romance things? #YOU DONT #IT DOESNT MAKE SENSE TO ME BUT I JUST KNOW #ESPECIALLY BECAUSE I CANT JUST GET CRUSHES ON PEOPLE IT TAKES YEARS I'VE ONLY HAD 1 CRUSH THROUGHOUT MY LIFE #AND I JUST WANTWD TO BE FRIENDS WITH HIM #I thought that was just me but the author was projecting and explained perfectly what i was going through #and ik i say “I cried” a lot when talking about something but i did actually cry #had to put my phone down bcuz it felt so nice to be understood #idk just venting and rambling lol #aroace #ace spectrum #gotta keep a journal on this bcuz i want to explain to people but it's so hard for even me to grasp #and i feel like they won't believe me anyways bcuz ive tried to himt st it but i just get weird looks #its annoying but it is what it is #aromantic #asexual #lgbt #queer #talking #rambling

[the---hermit]

My crochet picnic blanket is finally all done!

15|07|2023

I honestly wasn't planning on posting anything today, but my big blanket project is all finished and I am so proud I wanted to share it. Making this blanket took me a lot but less than expected. While making this I listened to two full audiobooks, listened to some great music and sat around my entire house. I worked on this on my balcony, on every sofa, on my bed and sitting on the floor. At the end I ran out of some yarn so I changed the peoject for the edge but I am still happy with this funky result! I cannot wait to test it out in my garden, and to find a new crochet project to work on. It's honestly such a relaxing and meditative activity I wish I always had a project in the works. Before I'll think of something else I might teach myself how to do embroidery as I had mention in one of my last posts. I feel like this summer will be just me reconnecting with my creative side as much as I can.

Chill hobbit summer activities of today:

Worked in the morning (not really into my chill hobbit summer plans but I gotta make some money and so I am working Saturdays)

Lots of silly times woth my brother since we were working together today and there weren't lots of people in the store

Blasted the new pvris album a lot

Finally finished my picnic blanket

Practiced Irish and French on duolingo

📖: Juniper and Thorn by Ava Reid

🎵: Take My Nirvana by PVRIS

#studyblr #studyinspo #student life #bookblr #corruently reading #productivity #crochet #crochet blanket #picnic blanket #creative project #diy #self care #journal #journaling #knife gang #mine #the---hermit

[thejournallo]

DAILY REMINDER:

Your manifestations are coming. Stop stressing about what is already yours.

I don't see you stressing over things that you already have.

#manifestation #manifesting #shifting methods #manifestation method #loa methods #manifesation #spiritual development #journal #explained #explain the method #manifestation theory #manifestation tips #law of manifestation #affirm and persist #how to manifest #affirmyourlife #master manifestor #daily reminder #learn #memory #project #curiosity #busy #daily post #real life #reminder to myself #reminder of the day #self reminder #gentle reminder #life advice

[daryfromthefuture]

good evening tumblr, catch more 40s doc content

i'd imagine that this is a type of memory album page doc would show marty once marty learns about the whole manhattan project thing. a big f in the chat for the original images in which i replaced some other guy with doc (mostly oppenheimer lmao). except for the one in the right corner, doc is LITERALLY in it:

idk who photoshopped this but i need MORE thank you very much

if you can't read the handwriting: that ain't my fault. doc's handwriting is terrible

#back to the future #bttf #doc brown #bttf fanart #manhattan project #i love doc keeping journals #he had a lot goin on in his life i think he deserves it

[getvalentined]

Thinking about finally throwing all my FF7 meta analysis and lore deep dive stuff onto a sideblog. It'd be reblogged from here, but I'd be able to organize it a little better, have a directory so people could find things more easily, and maybe it'd stop people from regurgitating things I say word-for-word for brownie points when they can just find and reblog the fucking original post(s).

#fandom vent #this happens WAY more often than I talk about #like constantly #not daily #but if I put up a ramble #there will always be 2-3 people on the twits or here #who immediately start saying the same thing #in the same words #acting like they're the ones that did the analysis #and it's really frustrating #y'all know I actually do research on this shit? #I check my sources #I review the source material #I get alternate translations to be sure #I read real-life research journals for scientific stuff #I research dates and real-world events and natural phenomena and religious history etc etc etc #it's not just 'nashi writes 2k words of bullshit and hits POST' #I do actual research for my analyses and my deep dives #I cite my sources whenever possible #I don't LINK all the time because that can kick a post from the tags #but I don't just make shit up #so people grabbing it and running with it as if they were the ones that did the work to figure it out #is super disheartening #my current big research project is figuring out if Reeve's surname #is actually rooted in Gaelic #because it's such a weird name #and it's possible that it's not spelled right #because it may be Gaelic #this is a theory that has not panned out yet #but I've been researching it on and off for weeks

[ottiliere]

I love crawling out of the depths, opening up tumblr, and seeing your art. I love it.

it is quite interesting how social media can fall to the wayside, and people on the internet can just disappear forever if they really wanted to! I admit I struggle to keep up with "public accounts", they are uniquely stressful and I solute your hibernating tenacity. always lovely to see you resurface regardless, thank you very much for the lovely compliment...

I will say in case any of my dear followers were wondering where i've gone for the past month and a half, for weeks i've been pondering how to even broach the enormity of the topic that is: I made the mistake of thinking about my most favorite character for more than 2 minutes in one sitting. I intentionally go out of my way to avoid this and have many strategies to evade this occurring because every time I do enter a sort of hermetically sealed mental chamber where it's just me and him and his life and I begin to ignore all points of previously established social contact and also my health indefinitely. It's difficult to convey the emotional experience of this or its psychic magnitude. and it's hard to say "guys i really love this character!" because that's just words. you can't see it. the 10 years of obsessively thinking about some guy so intensely on&off cyclically until you've made 20 different worlds he's living in... how does one convey the depth of these without artistically depicting them as you see them to be...? i am trying to figure it out. currently planning a longform comic for my favorite and several smaller comics for others, but logically an individual can understand this takes a while... he and I have had multiple rendezvous over the past decade and I wish I had more "historical" art to show but for many of these years I have been a bit too physically disabled to draw, the past several weeks have been spent attempting to recreate his ideal form as he exists in my head. he is starting to come around!

I typed up three separate disquisitions last month to try and explain my feelings on him and none of them felt like the proper vessel to communicate this concept. which is likely for the best. the obvious answer is "just draw him". fine with this being the case, difficult when I have so many drawing ideas I'm now sitting on 100+ works in progress and they just keep accumulating since my brain generates these like an old laptop you leave in the corner of your room to mine bitcoin. in a way I'm content with this being a very "personal" experience thus far, shared with me and those in my inner social circle (really cannot emphasize to my readers enough how fandom can poison your constitution without self-checked moderation). however... I yearn to meet others who are as passionately involved with him as I am, because I think we could coalesce our ideas, and passion, into something beautiful...

^dio brando

#lucy art #might seem humorous to you that I get so emotional over dio brando every day that I get nauseated and sometimes cry. but tis my atlas #i could not tell you if jojo is actually good by the way outside of sbr which is the best part objectively #dio relapses occur ~once every 2 years and whenever they do i reread dio the invader thirty times and nothing else in the series #hes the only character ive ever bought merchandise for..I hated history until I met him now i can't read any kind of fiction but historical #sorry by the way to use your innocuous compliment as an excuse to talk about dio. wish it was not contrarian to my nature to just make #''posts'' publicly unprompted. i prefer to journal... i don't know how active I will be after this post even. will likely just go back to #sitting with him in a dark room until I finish any/all of the projects I've started #which is mildly unfortunate since I love to collaborate in the marketplace of ideas... my compatriots are out there somewhere #jojo is more popular than it was ''back in my day'' i don't know maybe some of you guys like it. asks always welcome lord knows #I've already pestered my friends with thousands of words about him already over this past month #sidenote: sasha askblog is not abandoned + never will be... it is a fun side project. like many things in life. much planned for him too

[thephdpensieve]

Favorite kind of week: Zoom calls, books and checklists

Update for week 18th Nov - 24th Nov

Started my visa application for my upcoming Europe trip (the Workshop is for a week and the location is lovely!). Made a checklist and applied for permission from the university, printed all the forms and collecting other documents. I love the task, but it drains me a bit!

I'm working on a collaborative project with quite an international team and we had our first discussion meeting this week. Excited!

Met with my mentor from the Supernova Foundation (a mentoring network for women in Physics). She's ao insightful and conversing with her always gives me a big picture and a lot of clarity. So grateful for her ♥️

Read a book after a loooong time. It's The Running Grave by Robert Galbraith. I've been waiting for the book's release but couldn't get my hands on a copy sooner. Absolutely enjoyed the read and felt so alive (I missed reading!)

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#dark academia #100 days of productivity #phd life #gradblr #gradschool aesthetic #chaotic academia #phd aesthetic #phdjourney #phdblr #Mentoring program #mentorship #zoom calls #project management #Project discussion #research process #research journal #research writing #scientific research

[remembertheplunge]

Life is one ongoing evolving structure

From a January 9, 1991 presume written July 9, 1990

The structures set up in life’s first half serve me well in Life’s second half:

Jogging, dancing, friends, meditation, journal writing review, trial work, experiencing feeling, love of good coffee and wine, hospice work, home ownership, art collage painting, reading, deep conversation, movies , laughter at the ridiculous

End of this part of the presume

Note:

A presume is a journal entry written as if it were 6 months in the future from the date it is actually written. In the entry you imagine events that will happen in that time span. It's a way to project out current trajectories. It’s amazing how much of it comes close to what really happens.

I was 35 when I wrote the above presume. 

Now, at age 68, I’d have to say that the life  structure set up at 35 is not the structure of my life  today.

I no longer jog or dance. Instead, I lift weights in the gym, treadmill and open water swim in the ocean.  Journal writing review has evolved into curating journal entries to be include in a journal based book and including entries in a blog. I still love coffee, but don’t drink alcohol. I left hospice work in 1995, but was present for my partner Jim’s death as well as the death of my father and recently for the death of my sister.  I have not done a collage painting for decades., although, I love the paintings I did 30 years ago and have them hanging in my house.They bring back the warm richness of that time.  I rarely watch movies now.

I’d say now that life doesn’t have a first and a second half. Life is one ongoing evolving structure. It’s goal seems to be a deeper understanding of what it is to be. 

#journaling #writing #presume #future projecting #life structure #lif's second half #age 35 mid life #7/9/1990 #1/9/1991

[lifeofjas]

22/05/2024

I lied abt the episode being over! oops! genuinely doing so much better now though, starting a glow up academic weapon era bc I’m super behind.

stayed home today bc migraine :(

calling it quits on my project pan lip oil, I may pull the stopper out and use it at home as a lip mask or something but it’s functionally finished :)

rip clarins lip oil from 2020 that was green and minty, your formula will be missed but your presence will not.

Rolling in two to replace it! yes two! but the point of project pan is using one at a time you say? I don’t care I need a cute pink one for cutesy looks and a dark one for more alt looks, they will get used up don’t worry.

welcome clarins lip oil in pitaya and Dior lip glow oil in mahogany!

#journalling #day in the life #journal #overconsumption #project pan #mental illness recovery #project panning #makeup

[geekwiththegoggles]

After a ridiculous week I had a pretty good day today. The docs loved their photoshopped pics in their offices (it was Doctor Appreciation Day), my boss planned a half-assed but fully earnest egg-hunt in the practice, I got to leave early AND my family and I had a wonderful night eating lots of fried cheese (unrelated but still delicious) and then going to an outdoor art thing at night (Night Forms at Trenton Grounds for Sculpture if you're in NJ!)

And then finished the night at an adorable pub that's a ice cream parlor-slash coffee shop. Real Hallmark movie vibes here with the BEST hot chocolate I've had in a while

Oh and some slammin mint chocolate chip ice cream.

Good night fam.

#gg ramble #the life and times of Red #sorry that I journal here but it was a very good day and I feel like I should talk about those days too #I kavech too much here #also also I am happy with the photos I got because I normally don't take pics #but this thing was so cool i had to share #projection mapping #trenton grounds for sculpture #art installation #sculpture garden #food mention #it's this cute really old looking pub that's all dark wood and pictures of cows

[the---hermit]

Big benches and walks in the woods.

02|03|2024

My month-ish of rest and recover from burn out has started very lazily, as it was supposed to. I have been sleeping so much, I can now tell how much my body needed a break. As for my days I have been mostly focusing on my cross stitch, which has been brining me a lot of joy and relaxation, and it has sparked a new interest in audibooks! In the past while I have been struggling with listening to audiobooks and now I am so excited to pick some up. It even got better as I started buddy reading my latest audiobook with my dearest friend @oneardentstudybuddy. It's been very helpful to keep up the motivation with no pressure, and I love to discuss books together. The fact that I am taking time off for myself has not really kicked in yet, so I have not had a chance to deal with my feelings about it. I have been struggling with weird waves of anxiety and sadness, but they are quite temporary and I think they might be a way my body is releasing stress at the moment. If they do keep showing up I will of course try to work a bit more on them. So far I would say this first week of rest has been slow and good, and everyday I am more and more happy of the decision I took because I was coming to a breaking point and now I am slowly starting to feel better.

Here's a few things I am looking forward to in the next while:

having my friend come over to have a relaxing afternoon playing board games

a videocall with my bestie (ngl i have a weird anxiety around that maybe because we haven't spoken in a while, but it's going to be a small challenge to fight these weird anxiety waves I mentioned)

helping my brother assembling his new ikea furniture (I turn into a kid with a new lego when it comes to do this stuff jfakhsdf)

a lotr marathon, as a treat

I have a graphic novel sitting on my shelf that I kind want to binge read one afternoon so I might get cozy with that very soon

#i haven't posted yet a picture od mt cross stitch project but ya kid hasn't taken a decent pixture yet cjkdjdks #i also forgot to mention i got a poster to put up in my reading corner #not lotr themed tho i will add something in tbe future but it's herb themed and i love it #studyblr #studyinspo #uniblr #university #student life #journal #journaling #knife gang #mine #the---hermit

[thejournallo]

DAILY REMINDER:

Changes are your best friend.

Strive for the changes and keep evolving.

#manifestation #manifesting #shifting methods #loa methods #manifestation method #spiritual development #manifesation #journal #explain the method #explained #law of manifestation #affirm and persist #master manifestor #neville goddard #daily reminder #daily post #dailyprompt #learn #memory #project #curiosity #journaling #my journal #diary #dear diary #diary entry #gentle reminders #reminders #note to self #life advice

[abs0luteb4stard]

If one more person comes telling me Matthew Perry died...

I DON'T GIVE A FUCK.

Kill the rest of FRIENDS cast. Who cares? That show sucked and the cast were boring. That whole show and the entire cast have done nothing worth shit. They just sit around collecting 20 million a year on reruns and merch. They don't even care about the art of their profession. Or creativity of it...

What? I'm supposed to gasp, hashtag #OMG, and weep or be remorseful because an alcoholic asshole I never met fell asleep in a hot tub after drinking and sticking his dick in a water jet or had a stroke and dropped dead?

Talk about annoying. Shove Matthew Perry up your ass.

The only thing I ever watched of his that was slightly acceptable was "The Whole 9 Years" (2000). And that I saw because I Like Bruce Willis. And had a crush on Amanda Peet.

Matthew Perry died. I'm glad he touched you. But I don't give a fuck.

Thank you and fuck you.

#my thoughts #my journal #Matthew Perry doesn't mean shit to me. #why the fuck are people projecting their shit into me that i should be like 'OMG how awful he was so young and full of life' #i have enemies who's death were more significant to me than his entire life😂

[actual-changeling]

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#alex yells at the void #bpd is such a fun disorder and by fun i mean one of the most painful mental disorders to live with #sometimes i feel bad for projecting so much one ellie cause she will be going through it tm #but then again my therapist said projection is good and helpful so there's that #love being caught in the dilemma of tell ppl you're struggling and risk annoying them #and dont tell them and risk the same #like bestie my options arent really great here isnt there a secret third way #you wont get too much they say and then leave because i got too much like ok how do you expect me to actually believe anyone telling me tha #my therapist said it's fine and understandable that im scared etc. etc. #as long as i try to take good experiences as they come #but bestie i am very tired of getting like one good experience every two years and nothing but horrible shit for the rest #also very tired of passive aggressive bullshit and indirectness like if there's something bothering you just fucking tell me #dont be like my ex or my parents or anyone else ever #the world isnt all like that they say as if it hasnt been that way my entire life because the universe hates me and i dont deserve happines #i dont do diaries or journaling i just do vague vents in tumblr tags but it is what it is