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#my ego (bruised) & your ego (inflated) are having a fist fight
hella1975 · 2 years
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a compilation of my favorite tags and comments on the "this u?" post. (imagine I am presenting this to you in the form of a powerpoint while barely restraining hysterical laughter):
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hella in the writers room for the zuko movie confirmed
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this one also falls in line with that but it gets a special mention for indirectly calling you a nerd. your skills with shots don't make you cool enough unfortunately
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LET HE WHO IS WITHOUT SIN THROW THE FIRST STONE. these are about you but this also applies to me if we're being fair, bc i am a dedicated taob reader
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there is nothing I love more than validation. yes tell me I'm so funny. also want to highlight the comment about you dropping another update, this post is effectively a day of public humiliation and the update is you walking up to the stocks in the square the next morning, resigned.
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not to toot my own horn (<- sent you an ask tooting my own horn) but I thought this was funny, maybe a bit much though. I debated on if this was too much
this is the worst thing to happen to both of our egos maybe ever
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yandere-daydreams · 3 years
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Title: Pendent.
Written for a very lovely, very patient anonymous commissioner.
Pairing: Yandere!Bokuto/Reader (Haikyuu!!).
Word Count: 2.0k.
TW: F. Reader, Toxic Relationships, Co-Dependency, Mention of Injury, Threats of Violence, Victim-Blaming.
[Part Two]
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You were better, when you were on your own.
It might’ve been because you were so used to being alone. You’d never been one for social circles, the idea of spending time with people you barely liked for any longer than you deemed acceptable, and with how often your parents moved, how many schools you’d been through, your relationships were bound to be short-lived, if they ever formed at all. You didn’t hate it. You should’ve, you had every reason to, but you didn’t. You were good with impermanence, superficial flare that would never have time to die out. You were good with what you were used to. You were better, when you got to work within the barriers you’d already grown fond of.
That might’ve been why Bokuto felt like such a dead weight. You’d had boyfriends before, both short-term flings and partners persistent enough to try to make it long-distance, but you couldn’t say any of them had care quite as strongly as Bokuto had, none of them had taken as much effort to keep happy as Bokuto had. He didn’t just want your affection. He needed your time, too, your loyalty, your attention, all the things you weren’t sure you wanted to give him, just yet. If you’d been a better person, you might’ve tried to give him what he wanted, attempted to think of him as a companion rather than an unending list of repetitive tasks, but you weren’t. You didn’t want to be. You just didn’t work well with Bokuto. That was the problem, really – the two of you just did belong together.
Well, that and he was fucking crazy, obviously, but you were beginning to think you might’ve been the only one who noticed.
Konoha certainly didn’t, at least. If he had, he wouldn’t be so aggressive, his arms crossed as he kept you trapped in an isolated corner of the courtyard, the school day over and most students long-since gone. He was standing too close, his chest nearly touching yours, but the rest of the team wasn’t any better, mingling around you in a loose half-circle. They didn’t want to be as straight-forward as Konoha, clearly. They didn’t want to live with the guilt. When they walked away from this, and they would walk away from this, they wanted to be able to minimize their role, mark it down as an act of necessity. They didn’t want to have to remember you, and you could only hope they wouldn’t give you a reason to remember them.
But, if this was going to be anything like the first time they confronted you, you doubted you’d get that lucky.
In his defense, Konoha was blunt. If he planned on wasting your time, he didn’t seem to want to waste any more of it than he absolutely had to. “We had a deal.”
It was your turn to cross your arms, now, to scowl. You weren’t as imposing as they were, not on your own, but you’d like to think you could’ve stood your ground. “It wasn’t a deal,” You started, slowly, keeping your tone calm. This wouldn’t be any easier if they thought you were as irrational as their captain. “You asked me for a something, and I gave it to you. I did you a favor. I don’t owe you anything, and I certainly don’t have to stand around being yelled at by the person I tried to help.”
Konoha opened his mouth again, his eyes already narrowed and his lips pulled into a sharp scowl, but another boy stepped forward before he could get anything out, his expression slightly more passive, albeit still concerned. It wasn’t an improvement. If anything, the genuine worry written across his face only made him easier to villainize. He was worried about Bokuto, not you. This was about Bokuto. Your feelings hardly warranted a passing thought.
“What Akinori’s trying to say,” Komi started, his name resurfacing from the dozens of hours you’d spent watching their drills, attending their practice matches, melting into Bokuto’s side after he guilted you into eating lunch with his team, rather than the other girls you were still trying to impress. If you’d been any more emotional, you could’ve hated him for it, loathed him by association. It was almost a shame that you weren’t. “Is that we just think you were a little hasty. I mean, I know we put you up to it, but…” He trailed off, purposefully, clearly hoping you’d be nice enough to cut him off. Again, it was a shame that you weren’t, and Komi went on with a sigh. “We just think the two of you made a good pair. There’s no reason to go and ruin that just because he found out.”
Your head felt fuzzy. You wanted to sit down. It was a difficult sort of discomfort, disorienting and instantaneous, but you didn’t let yourself linger on it. If you did that, you’d have to explain yourself, make your argument more sympathetic than logical. You’d have to tell them about the arguments, the way he’d kissed you, the bruises on your arm that still hadn’t faded despite your dutiful avoidance. You’d have to admit there were bruises at all, and…
That wasn’t going to happen. You already knew it wasn’t going to happen.
“Cut the shit.” It took you a moment to notice Konoha was talking, turned towards his teammates and away from you. A few months ago, you might’ve taken it as an insult, but that might’ve been Bokuto’s one silver lining – you got used to being pushed into the background, when he was around. Hell, even when he wasn’t, sometimes. “He won’t play. He hasn’t come to school in a week. He can barely get out of bed. The poor guy’s a fucking wreck.” There was a pause, something similar to a groan. He didn’t have to tell you it was your fault, not when you could practically hear him thinking it, whether or not his lips moved. “It’s sad. He’s fucking miserable. If you saw it, you’d know what I mean.”
“That’s not my problem.” It wasn’t. Bokuto could’ve hurt you. For a moment, he’d looked like he wanted to hurt you. That wasn’t something you’d forgive with a few tears and a little sulking. “I’m not responsible for him. I don’t want to be responsible for him, and I never have. If you need a babysitter, you’re going to have to look somewhere else.”
“It’ll only be for a few more months.” Like always, Washio was calm, composed, cutting in before Konoha could provide a decent rebuttal. “Just until graduation. He’ll probably be over it, by then, and you won’t have to worry about any of us.”
Until the next moody third-year decides he wants a pick-me-up, too.
“I’m not interested.” You let yourself scoff, look of to the side, pretend you had better places to be. You did have better places to be. Anywhere would be better than this, as long as it meant you didn’t have to think about him. As long as it meant you didn’t have to think about Bokuto ever again, you’d do just about anything. “You saw the way he acted, I couldn’t look at someone else without having to worry about whether or not he’d lose his shit. I wasn’t happy. Fuck, I was a second away from losing my shit. You can’t ask me to go back to that just so you can win at... what? Volleyball?.” You took a deep breath, forcing yourself to stop. You didn���t want to talk about this. If you were going to spill your guts to anyone, it wasn’t going to be a dozen teenage boys who thought the only way to make their dear captain happy was to torture you, intentionally or otherwise. “If it’s only a few months, then the rest of you can wait it out. This isn’t my burden. It’s not my problem, and I don’t care enough to pretend it is.”
You didn’t want to hear his response. You didn’t want a part of this fight. You tried to walk away, to push past him, but Konoha only stiffened, catching you by the arm before you could take a full step. You flinched, going rigid as soon as you felt his fist wrap around your wrist, but if he noticed the way you drew back, if he heard the soft, panicked noise that slipped through your parted lips, he didn’t bother apologizing. If anything, into only seemed to inflate his ego further, to make him even more self-righteous. Like he was the caring friend, and you were the stone-cold bitch who was finally starting to see the weight of the situation. Like he was the one in the right. You couldn’t blame him, on that front. No one would be willing to go this far unless they really believed their own bullshit.
“I don’t think you understand.” He was speaking slowly, now. If he hadn’t made it obvious he was willing to hit back, you might’ve been tempted to smack him. “We’re not asking.”
Oh. Right. That changed things.
It was all you could do not to let your voice shake, as you forced yourself to spit something out. “And what’s that supposed to mean, exactly?”
To his credit, Konoha didn’t try to make any idle threats. No, not right now, not when he was so determined to make himself the good guy. Not when it was already clear he’d convinced himself he’d do whatever he had to, as long as it was for Bokuto’s sake. “Bokuto needs this,” He said, instead, like it was all the explanation you could need. “Go back to him on your own. It’ll be easier, if you do.”
Biting the inside of your cheek, you tore your eyes away from Konoha, scanning over the other athletes instead. You weren’t sure to look for, support or regret or just enough guilt to draw one or the other out, but you barely had a chance to look before your attention was drawn to a familiar face – Akaashi, standing at the edge of the group, eyes sheepishly focused on the ground. He’d been the first one you talked to, when you first transferred halfway through the year, the first person to offer to walk you home and to invite you to a game and to smile sympathetically, whenever you asked how long your ‘arrangement’ was supposed to last. You didn’t make friends, but if you did, you would’ve counted Akaashi as one. You tried not to get attached to people, but if you were any weaker, you’d be attached to Akaashi. He was a nice guy, despite the company he kept. You trusted him. Or, you would’ve liked to, at least. You could’ve, if you’d trusted yourself to.
You must’ve been staring for a second too long. By the time you thought to say something, he was already glancing up, consciously looking past you. If you didn’t know better, you might’ve thought he was embarrassed. Something near guilt, but not quite there. Empathy pulled in two different directions, but he’d already chosen one side over the other.  “I think it would be… better, if you apologized to Bokuto.” He was talking to you. That, you could be thankful for. At least he was talking to you, rather than whatever enemy the rest of his team must’ve morphed you into before deciding to go through with their little confrontation. “He loves you. You should’ve heard the way he sounded, after he found out.” He faltered, for a moment, but the display of vulnerability was short-lived. “If nothing else, he really does love you.”
It shouldn’t have hurt as much as it did. It shouldn’t have, you were sure of that.
That didn’t mean you could stop it from hurting, though.
You didn’t believe them. You weren’t convinced. You wanted to keep going, to try to talk them down, to do anything but roll over and throw yourself into the arms of their psychopathic captain, but suddenly, your throat felt dry, and it was all you could do to stay on your feet. You felt small, smaller than you had a minute ago. You felt vulnerable, even if you knew there was nothing they could do here, on school-grounds, where any passing teacher or student could see. You didn’t want to be here, you didn’t want to do this, but as you forced yourself to notice Akaashi’s careful aversion, how tightly Konoha was holding you…
You realized you might not have a choice, either way.
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burnedbyshoto · 4 years
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— Being a Pro Hero means having a will of steel, too bad for Shinsou that will of steel has one major kryptonite: a schoolgirls skirt. —
pairing: pro hero!shinsou hitoshi x fem!reader
warnings: 18+, smut, dom!shinsou, bondage (capturing weapon), blindfold, orgasm denial, cursing, praising, mindcontrol, degradation, roleplay
word count: 6,789
a/n: this was a commission!!! omggg!!!! also i used the name mindjack for his pro hero name and neutralizer is your hero name! okay, so like, don’t come for me until you read the entire thing. if I get a single message about what I think ya’ll might come at me for imma spit on your butter. if you cant eat butter then your oat milk or whateva.
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Shinsou stood in the kitchen, his Pro-Hero costume on, and his hands pressed onto the countertop. Today was the day that his hero work student was coming in for a small dinner of celebration. After months of conducting some late-night hours and intensive fighting, they had finally taken down an underground crime ring that had been resurfacing in Japan. 
His fingers ran through his hair, the soft locks parting with his calloused fingers. Years of having to strengthen himself to keep up with physically powerful quirk holders had left his body sharp, hard, and rugged. There wasn’t a part of his body that hadn’t been bruised; that wasn’t without its imperfections.
It was almost hilarious to think of where he used to be, a child in high school who was no stronger than the average person in Japan, and where he was now. 
Placing his cup to his lip, Shinsou was about to take a drink of water when a knock was heard. A small grin quipped on his face knowing precisely who it was, placing the cup on the table and shoving his hands into his pocket, Shinsou walked over to the front door and opened it.
Opening the wooden door, his violet gaze locked onto a bright and eager set of eyes.
Outside his door stood a young woman who had just recently eighteen with your hair fluttering in the wind. You wore the well-recognized U.A. uniform, your backpack resting on your shoulders. A smile soon grew on your face at the sight of him, and you tilted your head with a small smile in greeting. 
“Neutralizer,” he greeted with a coy smile, and his body leaned onto the doorway. His eyes drank you in, the swell of your chest against the button up white shirt, the striking red tie, the jacket that remained unbuttoned on your body, the dark socks that reached your knees, and that stupidly short skirt.
“Hi, Mindjack-sensei,” you greeted with a bright smile, unfazed by the coyness of his energy and ignorant to his straying eyes. “You wanted to meet here today?”
He wet his lips and nodded his head, his eyes closing, “Well, I had to celebrate this joyful win with my favorite student, didn’t I?”
“I’m your only student,” you snorted, pushing past him and entering his house.
You didn’t seem to notice the way his eyes zeroed in on your ass when you passed him, nor did you see how he was nearly drunk off your figure when you bent down to exchange your shoes for his guest slippers. 
“I think that speaks volumes on how highly I perceive you,” Shinsou lazily grinned, taking your jacket and backpack and went to put them in his closet. “You’re so great that I don’t need to look for another helping hand.”
“What will you do when I graduate in these next months?” you asked teasingly, your focus back on Shinsou, and you both held each other’s gaze while standing in the hallway. 
“You’re trying to tell me that you won’t accept my offer to be my sidekick before you go pro?”
His gaze was dangerous, practically begging you in this subdued cat and mouse game to contradict his theory.
“Maybe I am.”
His eyes narrowed; to anyone else, they would’ve been daunting, menacing, threatening, but to you who had known him for years, you could see right past the playful glare.
“Watch it, punk.”
With that, you walked further into the household and having never been to his house before, you couldn’t help but point out the different pictures you saw. There was no stopping you on asserting how weird it was that he went to school with so many well-known heroes. U.A. sure was something else.
The conversation between the two of you flowed like water. There was no dull moment while you stood by the counter, mindlessly eating fruit while exchanging lively words. You had since reaching the bar rolled your sleeves up to your elbows while attempting to catch the fruit that Shinsou was now throwing at you, but most often, they continued to bounce off your nose and go flying onto the floor. 
“You’re horrible at this,” Shinsou snorts when you reappear from the floor with the slightly dirty fruit.
“Get a better aim,” you retorted with a snicker, eating the fruit.
But then Shinsou focused in the wrong area. His eyes focused on the way your lips gleamed under the fluorescent lights, coated with what was definitely your saliva and tinted with berry juices. Your lips stunned him with how delicate and soft they looked. How full and sinful they would feel pressed against his lips, wrapped around his—
“Mindjack-sensei?”
His eyes snapped up to meet your eyes that looked curious, naive to his thoughts, and with the slightest hint of embarrassment.
Recomposing himself, Shinsou cleared his throat and leaned against the counter again, the cold marble digging into his hip. “Y/l/n?”
“I was asking why you’re wearing your costume inside your house, it’s a bit dorkish.”
It seemed the embarrassment wasn’t from his drinking of your lips, but instead because of your question. Shinsou’s fingers fisted into the capturing weapon that rested around his neck. Honestly, he had no idea why he did; his costume was definitely a very comfortable piece, and well, he didn’t exactly go out on the field today, so it was clean.
But when he went to answer your question, his eyes saw the way your teeth gnawed on your bottom lip, and the way that you leaned in closer. Such a flustered school girl. How was he supposed to be professional when you did that? The only thing he could see — the only thing he wanted to see — was you gnawing at your lips when he was fucking you to the heavens, your embarrassment keeping you from being as loud as you could be.
“Come here,” Shinsou commanded, his head gesturing to you to move over to his side of the counter.
Obediently, you followed and stepped before him.
Fuck, you were tiny compared to him. Shinsou looked down at you, your eyes stared up at him curiously, unsure of what he was going to say or do.
“What do you think about me?”
Your eyes widened, your tongue coming out to lick your lips nervously. What was that kind of question? You thought he knew exactly what you thought about him? “Well, um, I think you’re an excellent Pro Hero! You’ve taught me a lot in my work-study, and I’ll forever be grateful for you!”
It seemed like an appropriate response, not too harsh, and it wouldn’t be enough to inflate his ego. But it seemed that he wasn’t in agreement with your thoughts, his hand came to rub his stubbled cheeks, and his eyes darkened.
“What else?”
The words sent a shiver down your spine at those words. There was so much intention behind what that could mean. What was he trying to insinuate here?
“I’m sorry, I don’t follow.”
Shinsou took a drink of his water, his eyes still focused on you. His gaze as calculating, as if he was studying a bug under a microscope. Your locked stares were unbreakable and soul searching, and as you were now just growing used to while on the field, a sense of an upcoming battle was flaring on your instincts. Placing the cup down, he took a step forward, a smirk pulling at his lips.
“What do you think of me?”
“I-I already told you,” you stammered, taking the smallest step back, but your didn’t retreat when he took another step closer. “You’re a very good—.”
“Not like that,” he growled lowly, his eyes dropping down to your breasts, to the swell of your hips.
It was becoming increasingly harder to breathe, his musky scent was overwhelming your nose, sending shivers down your spine, and there was nothing you could do but gasp for air.
“I don’t think I understand…”
Shinsou was now entirely parallel to you, your chest nearly touching his while he leaned down, his lips ghosting the shell of your ear. You could no longer breathe, unable to focus or think of anything but the fact that your boss — your mentor — was seemingly admitting that he was attracted to you.
“How do I make you feel?” he nearly panted in your ear. “All I know is that you drive me fucking insane with how beautiful you are, you’re so fucking pure, yet I know you know what you’ve been doing.”
“Mindjack-sensei—!” you squeak, your face radiated heat. You tried to stumble back, to deny his accusations, but his hands were on your waist, keeping you cemented in place.
“Do you want me the way I want you? The way I want to fuck you until your body is forever printed into the mattress of my bed? To have you begging until my bed frame breaks?”
Shinsou grin turned sly at the way you trembled against his hold.
“Don’t you think about fucking me, kitten? Because I can only think about your pretty lips and pussy around my cock. I bet you have such a pretty fucking pussy too.” An audible moan left your lips, and Shinsou’s fingers tightened around your waist to the point he was most likely leaving bruises. He was enjoying the way you were obviously enjoying this too. “You like this? Mm, of course, you would. Such a dirty little kitten, I bet you’re already fucking wet, wanting nothing more than my cock to fuck you into oblivion.”
“Mindjack-sensei,” you gasped in horror of his words despite your body pressing flush against his. His words hadn’t been false, by god did you want him to fuck you into oblivion, but you always pressed those feelings aside because he was a respected authority. He could have just about anyone as a top hero, so why would he want a high school student who worked for him? Shinsou let out a sharp stream of air at the feeling of your thigh rubbing against his growing boner. “We can’t do this! If we’re caught, we’ll—”
“We can’t do this? On the contrary, I think we can fucking do this. No one has to know, but if you don’t want me the way I want you, that’s okay. Tell me to stop then,” he interrupted you, his fingers pulling at the waistband of your skirt, his teeth nibbling at your ear. “Tell me you don’t feel the same way about me, and I’ll stop.”
Your chest heaved, your body screaming at you to let him fuck you. You’ve wanted him for so long, to have him buried balls deep within you, calling him yours and no one else’s. But your brain — your anxieties — screamed at you that this was wrong because he is your teacher. What if something terrible were to happen because of this?
“Nothing bad will happen,” Shinsou murmured, and you stopped breathing at the way his warm breath fanned against your neck. “I promise.”
You pushed away, your eyes wide while looking up at his violet gaze that seemed to grow impossibly darker. You had been under his mind control before, countless days being spent to see who could use their quirk faster, him or you. Each and every time so far, you had bitterly lost, you knew what it was like to be under control. To have your ability to choose what you wanted to do or not taken away. You knew what it was like to not have free will, but this was not it. 
You could choose.
You would choose.
Gulping, your fingers rose to his soft purple hair, raking through the short purple locks that were ever present in your fantasies and dreams.
“Fuck me then.”
His lips pressed against yours immediately, and your breathing nearly stopped at the immediate contact. The scruff on his cheeks, chin, and jaw tickled the softness of your own skin, and only continued to scratch against your skin when the kiss increased in intensity. His mouth drank you in quickly, the heat of his mouth making you overwhelmingly woozy. The kiss alone was sending throbbing heat to your core, your cunt already feeling slick with your essence just from this kiss that you’ve wanted for so long.
Shinsou then took a step forward, and you took a step back, a dance between these new lovers until your back was slammed against a wall. With the feeling of the cold wall pressing into your back, the knowledge of where this was going shot through you.
“How do you want me to fuck you, kitten?” Shinsou growled against your mouth, pulling away afterward so that his nearly black with lust irises burned into your own. “Tell me your deepest fantasy.”
You wheezed when he lifted you up, the height difference between the two of you was too grand for him to grind his hardened cock into you while merely standing. The growing slick in your panties grazed against his hardness, and you pressed your hands onto his shoulders. Your head lolled backward; the shuddering pleasure from the harsh graze was already overstimulating you. His mouth latched onto your exposed neck, pressing spicy-sweet kisses onto the soft skin, his hips pressing hardened circles into your growing heat. 
“I want you to,” you swallowed, your mouth running dry from his actions, mind unable to keep up with his pleasure gaining effects. 
“What do you want, kitten?” he growled against your growing slick neck. His fingers were kneading and pulling at your covered breasts, someone how managed to press onto your nipples despite not knowing your naked body. Fisting your hands into his hair, you tugged hard at the roots, the pleasure shooting through your body unignorable. 
“I want you to use your capturing weapon on me,” you plead, your hips jerking against his in frantic attempt to get this going. “I want you to blindfold me — fuck, I want you to use your quirk on me, deny me, overstimulate me, I don’t care. I just want your cock in my pussy.”
“My, my, you’ve been thinking about this for a while now, haven’t you?” Shinsou grinned with a burst of barking laughter at your embarrassment of being caught. “How many times have you thought about me bending you over in the middle of an alleyway, right after a successful mission, fucking you as congratulations?”
“S-Shinsou—!” you whimpered at the way his hips were now embedding into you as if you two weren’t fully clothed, but already fucking like savage animals.
“I want to hear you call me sensei when I’m fucking you,” he grunts against your throat.
“Not daddy?” you squeak when he pulls away from the wall, and your arms wrap around his neck in precaution. His hard cock now presses deliciously against your heated core, the movement of his walking legs adding to the slow and imbued sensations running their course through your body.
“Maybe another day,” he chuckled deep within his throat.
You felt a chill run through your spine at the way he possessively grabbed onto your waist, his body leaning down to press your back against the soft mattress of his bed. His lips were so ardent against your skin. The body heat expelling from his person, making you sweat when his lips dominated you again.
Your lips glided over each other, your fingers fisting into his shirt with undeniable electricity pouring down your spine. Powerful and sharp pulses slamming through your body when he ground his hips down onto you. 
“Sensei,” you whimpered when his needy lips pressed once more against your cold neck. The contradicting temperatures quickly spun your head, and your eyes clenched closed, trying to focus in on these exhilarating sensations. “Please, sensei do— oh my god.”
Shinsou’s hips were grinding insistently into your, his fingers now pressing into your clit above your panties, expertly rubbing figure eights into your puffy bundle of nerves. Your legs trembled around his waist, your head flying backward with the beating of your heart heavy between your thighs.
“Do what, kitten?” he asked, his teeth marking purple ringed bruises onto your collarbone, enjoying the angry warm colors appearing on your skin. “Is your sensei making you feel good? What do you want from me right now, use your words? Fuck, you’re gorgeous.”
The last bit is no louder than a mere whisper, but it’s loud in your ears. You hadn’t even stripped yet, and he had these opinions on you! The intensity of that piece of knowledge made your knees weak with the thought of how intense his own emotions were — for how long has he wanted you in the same way you wanted him? Your mouth opened with a chill running down your spine, your hips grinding down onto his circling fingers.
“Now, I don’t like being disrespected,” he warned, his finger stilling against your clit. You, however, were already consumed by the pleasure that throbbed deep in your core over his nimble fingers teasingly touching where you wanted him most. Your hips still roll against his stiff appendages, and he chuckles at the almost needy and pathetic whimpers that expel from your lips. Your eyes are again shut, mouth opened, and body begging for more.
“Stop grinding,” he commands, his left hand pressing onto your hip, stilling any and all actions from you. You groaned loudly, disappointment and disapproval profoundly evident on your face when you finally opened your eyes.
“Sensei—” you whined, but your hips stopped nonetheless, a pout on your lips. 
“I want you right now,” he says quietly, but his words are firm, unwavering, and genuine. His fingers trace the inside of your thighs, making you jerk with horny anticipation until you felt like taking in charge of him. “Can I fuck you right now, kitten?”
The words almost knock the wind out of you, the innocent yet well-knowing tone on his tongue enough to make you bite down on your lip harshly while you nodded. “Fuck me right now.”
Shinsou lips stretched into a cunning smirk, his teeth capturing his mouth while he nodded, “I hope you know what you’re getting yourself into.”
Sitting up, your eyes took in his body that was hidden under his baggy clothes, much like his own mentor. You did nothing to conceal the way your teeth tugged at your lower lip in lustful need, and your hand pressed down onto the restrained bulge in his pants, grinning when he twitched under your hot hand. 
“I want sensei to fuck me, to fill me with his cock and cum until no one can deny that I’m yours, sensei,” you mewled in his ear.
Without a second thought or a moment to realize what was happening, your shirt was ripped off your person, the buttons scattering loudly against the wooden floor. You shouted in complete shock when Shinsou tugged the red tie off your neck and tossed it on the corner of the bed, and your skirt was thrown to the floor. You lay on the bed exposed in just your undergarments, but they were more than only your regular garments. Shinsou’s eyebrow quirked up upon recognizing that the piece you were wearing was lingerie — expensive lingerie at that.
His eyes met yours, and your eyes swam with confidence that made him stop.
“Were you expecting this?” he asked softly, his fingers grabbing onto the bridge of your bra. His touch so gentle, so soft, it was almost as if he touched it for too long he would destroy the lace fabric of your lingerie.
“It’s hard not to be extra prepared when celebrating with sensei,” you fluttered your eyelashes as you shifted so that you were now straddling his hips. Your body was pressed firmly against his, your mouth ghosting the shell of his ear, “Especially when I want my sensei to fuck me until I’m only his.”
The small victory you gained from being able to distract the Pro Hero was soon snuffed out when cold, and steel-like cloth wrapped all over your legs and arms and slipped between your teeth. The world spun when your face and chest was then shoved into the mattress.
“See what you make me do to you, kitten?”
You whimpered loudly at the arched position you were contorted into. Despite your discomfort, your core ached in need, flaring with this dominative aura that burned to life within him. This is what you had been craving since the beginning, you wanted nothing more than for the purple-haired hero to bend you to his will, to make you no better than some damn puppet while he fucked you deep into his bed.
“Look at you, you’re fucking soaked, and I haven’t done so much as grazing your clit!” Shinsou chuckles, leaning closer to you until you could feel his warm breath fanning against your clenching wet hole. “You’re such a dirty kitten, wanting your sensei’s cock. I guess your sensei is going to have to teach you a few things about mannerisms and make sure you’re fucked to completion.”
You chocked against the cloth in your mouth; it was pressing harshly against your tongue, riling your gag reflexes until saliva poured from your mouth. You weakly looked at Shinsou, your cheeks feeling like they were on fire, your pussy clenching in its attempt to draw him nearer. This was so dirty though, he was older than you, he was your mentor — your sensei. You shouldn’t be letting him talk to you this way, letting him tease your soaked folds, but you wanted his cock — you needed your sensei’s cock to ruin you for anyone ever again. 
Shinsou looked at you, his eyes glinting dangerously as if he could read your filthy thoughts while his fingers slid off the black panties until they bunched at your angled knees. Your arch deepens at the feeling of the cold air now reaching your blazing core, and your eyes rolled to the back of your head while you wantonly whine. The restraints on your wrists and ankles were tight, sending just the minutest bit of discomfort through your nerves to send you wiggling your ass impatiently.
But as you stared up at Shinsou, and the way his coarse fingers dug into your hips. His heated fingers dragged against your smooth skin until he caught you staring. “You don’t need to be looking at this, kitten.”
The binding left your mouth and wrapped around your eyes. The cold and wet with your saliva metal binding to your face caused a sensation to course through you that was foreign. It disgusted you on a shallow level but fueled the gagging moan that pressed in your throat.
“Sensei!” you squeaked, not expecting this to happen so soon. Especially with the fact that your body was ultimately under his domination. 
Your lack of sight immediately sent all your other senses to one hundred, and you were acutely aware of the fact that he was no longer touching you. You knew he was in the room, but you couldn’t sense him. You only knew that your ass was perked into the air, your arms shot before you in a position that you never knew you could achieve without weight to shove your chest further down.
Shinsou, however, was behind you, his eyes focused on your shining heated slick cunt. A groan emits slowly from his mouth, and he almost relishes in the way that you twitch towards him, the blindfold doing precisely what he had hoped for. Rumbling lowly in his chest, Shinsou inserted two nimble fingers into your wet cunt, moaning at the way that your walls are tight against him. It was so lewdish in the way that your walls were already milking his fingers, begging for more despite the initial entrance.
Your legs trembled, and your mouth fell at the feeling of his foreign fingers entering your spasming cunt. It’s a feeling you immediately burn into your skin. You want this; you crave this. His fingers reach knuckle deep against your heated walls, and they clench around him whenever he attempts to move.
“Your pussy is so pretty and so fucking tight, and all I have in you is my fingers,” Shinsou groans, his fingers curling smoothly within you. Your hips snap backward, trying to fuck yourself against his appendages, desperate the elevated pleasure felt as his fingers moved against you. Desire soaks your body, and you thrust your hips against his fingers, uncaring about how needy this looked.
His fingers were buried in your cunt, and you whined loudly at the feeling of his fingers pushing and pressing against your velvet walls. The feeling of his fingers stroking your walls, sending your body thrusting forward and backward. They continue this pace, not slow enough to be teasing, but not quick enough to satisfy your needs.
“Don’t tease me, sensei,” you pant, your ass moving and wiggling in the air while he manipulated your body under his ministrations. “I want you to — please, fuck my pussy so good!”
There was no response to your pleading, only action. His fingers then hooked within you, scissoring, and even pressing against your walls until nothing was coming out of you except the squelching noises of his fingers digging deeper into your cunt. His hero name a mantra on your lips. 
“Such a pretty little kitten, taking my fingers so well. I can’t wait to see how you’ll react against my cock. I bet your cries will be fucking cute to hear,” he chuckled, his thighs hugging against yours, and you moaned at the feeling of his hard cock pressing against your lower belly. You whimpered loudly at the sensation, craving nothing more than to have his cock buried deep within you instead of his fingers.
“Sensei, please!” you begged, the feeling of him all over you. Yet the denial of both seeing him and having his cock buried deep within you was too much. “I don’t want sensei’s fingers, I want sensei’s cock — fuck, please!”
Shinsou chuckled, his fingers left your cunt, and you whimpered at the way your body felt so cold and empty without him buried within you.
“You’ve been good so far, I think you deserve my cock,” he grinned, his breathing heavy and hot against your spine. Your back arched and your body trembled with excitement and nerves as he guided his cock against your wet slit.
Then his hips pressed forward, only the tip of his head pushing through your folds. Teasing you, tormenting you with this half fullness when you knew his cock was much bigger.
“Stop playing unfairly, sensei!” you squawk, your hips trying to slam back to take him more in, but he predicts it and moves back with you. More of his cock leaves you, and you cry in blatant need and horrid horniness. 
“Don’t you have any embarrassment?” he chuckles, his hands finally removing the bra on your chest, and his fingers grip and pull at your nipples. You shudder against his hold, curse that he was so much bigger than you. You needed more of his cock, but he didn’t seem willing to give it to you. “A schoolgirl asking her sensei to fuck her silly, do you know what you’re doing to me, kitten? So fucking dirty, so fucking needy. You want my goddamn dick, you better admit that you’re a stupid little girl who wants her sensei for the rest of her fucking life.”
There was nothing but pure electric shivers that poured through your body at those words, and still, you needed him. Your mouth let out a strained whimper; the slightly circling of his fat cock buried an inch into your cunt, a reminder that you needed to get him fully within you.
“I’m a dirty stupid fucking little girl who wants my sensei and his fucking cock for the rest of my fucking life,” you parrot with no shame, your hips bouncing in hopes of engaging him. “I only want my sensei!”
“Such a good kitten, saying such pretty things,” he sighs, but still, he doesn’t penetrate you fully. 
But he does begin to move.
It’s teasing and by every means maddening feeling the first three inches of his swollen dick push into you and exit. The feeling of the veins on his cock dragging against your sensitive walls made you stammer his name. But that wasn’t good enough, no Shinsou wanted you to howl his name to the heavens, to make sure that everyone knew what a good sensei he was.
His hips move in faster to meet the back of your thighs. With the slowly deepening penetration, your eyes lull to the back of your head, your tongue pooling from your mouth.
“Say more pretty things, or I’ll take my fucking cock away,” he growled, his fingers digging impossibly deeper into your waist.
“Sensei!” you squirm, your back arching like a cat the second the tip of his cock drags against your particular spot.
“What did I say about not following what I command!”
You splutter, your body thrashing against his stilling hips, “But sensei’s cock! It makes me so dumb!” you whine, your fingers digging into the mattress when he slowly starts again. “It’s so big, so thick in my tight pussy! Sensei, please defile me, please make me cum! Cum in my pussy, please! I need you, sensei!”
Those must have been some magic words because Shinsou snarled, and his hips hammered into you. Sending your arms sprawling, your scream of pleasure and glee dripping from your throat. The way that his cock is now brushing over your g-spot again and again was too much.
“Fuck, fuck, fuck!”
“Your pussy is so fucking tight,” he gasped, his hands slamming your ass back against him. The slapping of your skin on his pelvis sends your eyes fluttering behind the blindfold. He was contorting your body to his will. “After today, I’ll make sure you’ll always be able to take me, all of me, no matter how wet you are.”
Your voluptuous moans are untamable, your thighs trembling with the upcoming orgasm that you can feel throbbing from your toes.
“I needa cum!” you sob, hoping that with how he was drilling against your g-spot, it would be soon.
“You don’t get to cum yet.”
You cried when he pulled out of you completely, and the capturing weapon wrapped around your waist, and you were suddenly pulled to your knees. You heard a familiar sound of a body dropping to the bed, and his hands replaced the fabric around your waist.
“You’re going to ride your sensei’s cock,” he instructed, pulling you down towards him so that your dripping wet cunt was once against grinding against the tip of his dick. “Show sensei what a good kitten you’ve been, what a great hero you’ve become because of me.”
You swallow thickly, your mind swimming with lust and need while his swollen cock twitches at your entrance, “I’m going to show sensei that he’s taught me well.”
“Damn right, you will.”
And with that, he lowered you.
While the blindfold around your eyes obstructed your vision, your sight was wholly taken away from you by his actions. When Shinsou guided you onto his cock, the feeling of his thick veiny length reentering your cunt that begged for his return nearly took your sight away. He wasn’t even within you yet, only the tip of his cock penetrating your slit once more, teasing your walls that clenched in desperation for him. “Don’t tease me, sensei,” you pant, the capturing weapon preventing you from lowering yourself fully onto him, but surprisingly, he does as you hope for. 
Then, what you’ve wanted this entire time. His hips thrust forward at the same moment that you’re dropped onto his cock, and your jaw splits into a soundless scream.
“SHINSOU!” you scream, and his fingers that have your dried slick are placed into your mouth.
“Suck.”
Without arguing, your mouth clamps around his fingers and sucks your essence clean from his fingers. He holds you from behind, his free hand meshing and tweaking at your breasts, making sure to tease and pull at your sensitive nipples until your legs were shaking underneath you. 
His hand rips from your mouth, a trail of saliva following after his mouth. You can only cry louder, more wantonly of how the cold saliva dribbles onto your overheating body. Your head slams back against him, and his hot breath fans against your collarbone while the capturing weapon still proceeds to make you bounce against his cock. Every bounce sends his cock deeper within your clamping cunt, stretching you out in unimaginable ways until your walls spasming around his length because you need more.
You whine into his ear, your mouth pressing blind and sloppy kisses against his slick with sweat neck.
It’s when both his hands bring your hips down to him, his cock finally bottoming out entirely within you, does the most primal moan rip through your mouth. You convulse on his lap, trying to move as the head of his cock buries against your cervix, and you swear behind the blackness of your vision, you can see the entire galaxy. You tremble on top of him, wordless cries pittering from your mouth while he nibbles onto your earlobe.
“Fuck, kitten, I can feel your cervix against my cock,” Shinsou grunts, and you rise and falls against his throbbing cock. 
“You’re filling me out, sensei,” you cry, your hips bouncing up and down, the feeling of his cock pressing up against your cervix, making you dizzier by the second. “Sensei’s cock is so fucking big, he’s filling and stretching me out so much! My pussy can’t — fuck — I can’t take it, sensei!”
“You can take it,” Shinsou growls into your neck, his hands rising you up and down against his cock. The soft slapping of your ass meeting his thighs a drum in your ear. “You’re taking my cock so fucking well, I taught you — I’m teaching you better, I know you can do this kitten.”
You soon readjust to the numbing pleasure, the bruising pleasure, and pain that comes with his cock slamming against your cervix. The way that he thrusts up into you, stretching out your walls far more than you was ever used to.
“I can’t fuck you correctly like this,” he growled, and the restraints yanked you forward once more.
You yelped loudly when you were now on your back, your ankles by your wrists, and your cunt exposed to him completely. In seconds flat, he was buried back into you, but the angle of being on your back aided to the curve of his cock, and your spine nearly snapped in the way you reacted to the pleasure spasming in your toes. This was what you wanted. “Sensei, your cock! SHIT! Oh my god, oh my god, this angle—!”
Your voice lessened to a senseless babble, your sentences blurring together, and your cheek pressed into the mattress and drool pooled from your lips. You feel his hot and robust shoulder touch against the backside of your thighs. With your thighs to support him, he begins to drill his hips into you.
His pace is completely irreplicable, every maddening powerful thrust of his hips shoves you closer to the headboard. The wet slapping echoing throughout the room when he pierces into you almost drowned out both of your senseless cries. His fingers dig into your skin, leaving purple fingerprints on your soft skin, and it amplified your howls of pleasure. 
Fire erupts in your cunt, an overwhelming heat that throbs right in your core, and with every slam of his hips, it grows only more. 
Intensifying. 
Deepening. 
The temperature of your body sizzles off you in large heat, and you swear that your sweat evaporates with every slam of his hips. His lips press against yours, a maddening escape of lust and need exchanging between your parted lips. Your salvia is everywhere, covering both of their faces with the sticky coldness. But that didn’t stop him; it only fueled him to kiss you entirely, engulfing you with his mouth, daring you with his tongue.
You were barely keeping up with his snapping hips, your mouth begging for more when he suckled on your tongue.
Her walls fluttered and clamped around him, a constant reminder of the impending orgasm that you could no longer warn him about.
“Do you need to cum?” he huffs against the corner of your mouth, his hips continuing to drill dangerously fast and deep into you.
“Y-Yes, sensei, I needa come so badly! Let me come against sensei big cock, please!” you sobbed, your body trying to press even closer to him. It was at that moment, the revelation that you were close that his quirk washes over you. 
It’s a weird feeling, your body continues to feel disgustingly on fire, like an illness burning you from the inside out. But you’re no longer in control, your mind fuzzy and muggy, but he continues to fuck you as if you weren’t there. The coil that had wound so tightly in the core of your uterus seemed frozen. No longer tightening to the point of snapping, but so tight that it pained you that he now denied you a release.
“Well, I’m not ready,” he pants, “you don’t cum until I do.”
His hips now work against you with untapped vigor he had not been using before. One hand holding your leg over his shoulder, the other keeping your hips in place as he continued to push his cock deep within you. Your body was by all terms relaxed, not a single muscle was tense while he drilled into you, his fingers massaging your clit and nipples. But your mind was alert, thoroughly overworked, over thrilled, and feeling like you were moments from exploding with no choice but to keep it in. 
His sweat dripped onto your body, and your drool slowly slipped from your lips. 
It pained you not to moan, the inability to move your hips against his rutting ones nearly driving you insane until he was snarling like a savage beast, and with his teeth buried into your neck, you only heard one thing before your vision turned white.
“Cum.”
You weren’t sure whether you broke free from his quirk because he let you go or because the orgasm that crashed through you sent your body snapping up and rolling them over so that Shinsou was on his back. But the orgasm was still ripping through you. Powerful waves of insane pleasure drumming deep within you until there was nothing left but that hollowness that came after an orgasm.
Your breathing was erratic, your heartbeat on your tongue while you looked down at him with a frazzled expression.
“Holy fuck, ‘toshi,” you gasped, your hands pulling away at the tie from your eyes, and now you held onto your breasts. Your brain must have short-circuited because nothing was running through your mind, no matter what you tried to think about. 
“Look at that,” he mused, looking down at his lower abdomen. You followed his eyes, and a blush brightened your face at the clear liquid that coated his abs. 
You had squirted.
“Well, that was fucking hot, I don’t blame ya,” he chuckles, bringing you in. “How are you feeling? I know I was pretty deep in you, sorry.”
You sighed, nestling into his chest, finally relaxed. It took a bit of willpower to ignore the slick wetness that came with your mixed cum sprayed out onto his lower stomach. His lips pressed against your temple, and you sighed wistfully, tiredly.
“I’m fine, ‘toshi,” you affirm, grinning at him. “I might have problems walking tomorrow, so you’ll just needa help me.” 
He chuckles but nods in agreement. Tapping you on your waist, he rolls you over so that you’re relaxing on the bed, and he pulls out, and you groan at the lack of his dick in you. Waving off your protests, he leaves and reappears with a damp washcloth. Without speaking, he begins to gently clean you up, placing tender and scratchy kisses against your body.
You grin when your husband finally collapses back onto the bed and pulls you in close, his nose rubbing against your bruised collarbones, eliciting a sharp squeal from you.
“Maybe I’ll pull out my old schoolgirl skirt more often,” you giggle, and he hummed in agreement. “It was fun.”
“I think that would be perfect.”
“Happy anniversary, sensei.”
“Happy anniversary, kitten.”
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(More Than Just) Travel Partners - Part II
Fandom: The Witcher Pairing: Jaskier x f!Reader Word Count: 2.3k Rating: T (for now, will ramp up to E in later parts) Warning: Violence, Blood a/n: okay so, I promise this is a reader insert.  There is a plot relevant reason why the reader is introduced with a name, you just have to find out why.  :3
[ Masterlist ]
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Jaskier shifted behind you on Swift; the horse tossing its head irritably at the movement, and you couldn’t help but echo the sentiment.
Nearly a week had elapsed since you had begun traveling together and you were still hyper aware of just how close Jaskier’s body was every time you rode Swift together; your back pressed against his chest, his thighs touching yours, and his arms brushing your sides as he tightened his hold on your waist to keep from falling.
If he felt uncomfortable at all, he didn’t show it.  On the contrary, he seemed to be enjoying himself just fine, humming cheerfully under his breath or telling stories to fill the silence.  Or maybe he just liked the sound of his own voice.
Though it wasn’t as if you didn’t enjoy it.
Groaning under your breath, you tightened your grip on Swift’s reins.  Loath to admit it, what frustrated you most about Jaskier was that he was either intentionally flirting with you, constantly trying to impress and charm you, or he was completely endearing unintentionally… and both were working.
This wouldn’t be a bad thing if you weren’t purposefully trying to avoid getting entangled in such feelings.
But you were and it was.
Breaking the silence, Jaskier’s voice so close to your ear nearly made you jump in the saddle, tensing against him.  “Looks like we’re nearing town,” he pointed out, peering over your shoulder through the fading light.  Sure enough the tops of several thatched roofs and stone buildings could be seen amongst the thicket of trees up ahead.
“Oh I am so ready for some warm food, a hot bath, and a soft bed tonight,” he groaned, stretching behind you.  “I mean, don’t get me wrong, I love sleeping out under the stars as much as the next bard, but when you do it every night for a week, it gets a little old.”
“Speak for yourself city-boy,” you teased, glancing at him over your shoulder.
“Oh please, now you’re just trying to be contrary.  You can’t honestly tell me you’d rather sleep on the cold hard ground than a soft.  Warm.  Bed.”  The way he drew out the last words, nearly purring them into your ear had your skin tingling and you were thankful he couldn’t see your face.
“Maybe I would,” you answered coyly.  
Jaskier snorted, shaking his head.  “You enjoy being difficult, don’t you?”
“Mostly I just enjoy how indignant it makes you,” you admitted with a shrug.
“Aha!  So the truth comes out,” he exclaimed melodramatically.  “You wound me, love.”
“Oh please,” you laughed swaying in the saddle.  “You know you like it.”
Even with your back to him you knew he was making that face, that ‘you got me there’ face, before clearing his throat.
——
Soon you were standing next to Jaskier before the crowded common room of the inn, fiddle in hand as he tuned his lute.  “You ready?” he asked and you nodded, filled with the excitement you always felt before playing.
“Okay, let’s do this.”  Glancing over at you, Jaskier threw you a grin and a wink before plucking the first few notes of the Fishmonger’s Daughter.  Grinning back you brought your fiddle to your chin and the bow to the strings.  
This crowd was much rowdier than the last tavern’s and their enthusiasm quickly filled you, spilling over, until you were laughing joyfully as you played, spinning and kicking your skirts as you danced.  Your voice mixed with Jaskier’s as if you been playing music with him all your life and more than once you caught him beaming at you as he strummed his lute, and your face would heat before turning away to glance out into the crowd; never long before your eyes would seek him out once more.
Absolutely exhausted, your fingers numb from playing and your voice hoarse from singing so loudly, the evening came to a close, at least until another small band of musicians jumped up to take your’s and Jaskier’s places.
“C’mon, let’s get something to eat.  I’m starving!”  Jaskier nearly had to yell to be heard over the din before clutching your arm and pulling you close to keep from being separated as you headed toward the bar.  
With food and wine in front of you, a pouch of coins in your pocket, and the promise of a hot bath after dinner, your bluff from earlier was officially called.  
“That was amazing,” you gushed, laughing as Jaskier poured you a second glass of wine, the first having been downed in moments.
“Right?” he agreed, grinning ear to ear.  “I told you we’d be amazing together, did I not?”
“That you did,” you ceded, raising your glass.  “To our continued partnership.”
“I’ll drink to that,” Jaskier agreed; your glasses meeting with a sharp clink.
Before you knew it the bottle was empty and Jaskier was pulling you to your feet to dance.  Spinning you in his arms your laughter mixed with his until your head swam dangerously, but you didn’t want him to stop.  You never wanted to stop.  Catching you before you nearly fell over your own feet Jaskier pulled you against his chest, his arms circling your waist to steady you and the room seemed to stand still.
“Jask…?” you began, gaping up at him, your eyes meeting and slipping to his lips, but before you could finish your question, a man pushing through the other dancers caught your attention and you barely had time to react before he grasped Jaskier roughly by the collar, jerking him away from you and spinning him around.
“You’ve a lot of nerve showing your face here bard,” the man spat, shaking Jaskier by the lapels of his open doublet.
“I think you have me mistaken for someone else--” he began, but the man didn’t let him finish.  
“Oh no, I’d recognize that smarmy face o’ yours anywhere, you asshole.  You have a lot to answer for,” the man growled, flicking open a knife and holding it in Jaskier’s face.
“H-hold on now!  Can’t we talk this out?”  Jaskier’s eyes widened at the sight of the sharp steel glinting in the firelight so close to his nose; his adam’s apple bobbing as he swallowed thickly.  The crowd surged backward as they realized what was happening, chaos erupting around you, and you had no doubt the town guards were being called for.
“There’ll be no talking your way out of this one, bard,” the man hissed threateningly.
Reacting before thinking you reached for one of your hidden daggers, tucked up your sleeve and threw it, whipping your hand toward the man.  The dagger buried itself in his chest and he stumbled back in confusion, his eyes flashing down to the dagger’s hilt before slowly following its path back up to you.
Taking advantage of his stunned reaction you grabbed Jaskier out of his grip and ran, pulling him behind you.  Just as you thought you were in the clear, Jaskier’s hand slipped from yours and you turned abruptly to see him yanked back; his attacker’s fist narrowly missing his face.
“Aevryn!”  His yelp was cut short and you weren’t entirely sure if he was trying to warn you, or call for help.  Either way you readied another knife, but as he ducked away from another swing you realized he was too close to the other man for you to attack.  You were afraid of missing and possibly hitting Jaskier instead.
“Fuck,” you swore under your breath as you watched, helpless.  
Much to your surprise, Jaskier fought back, his fist connecting with the man’s jaw and he seemed almost more shocked than the man did, shaking his hand and swearing at the sting of the impact.  However, the attacker recovered faster and you winced as the man’s fist caught the side of Jaskier’s face, knocking him back.  
Once Jaskier was out of the way you had enough room to act and your second dagger found its mark in the man’s throat.  Shocked, his hand went to the dagger, blood gurgling from his lips and spilling down his chin as he fell to his knees heavily.  “Come on,” you urged, pulling Jaskier to his feet and grabbing your instruments before dashing out of the tavern.
——
“Well, it looks like we get to sleep out under the stars again, like you wanted,” Jaskier sighed as he unrolled his bedroll next to the small fire you’d just built, and you had to laugh at the irony of it.
Flopping down next to him on your own bedroll, you scooted closer to inspect the dark bruise already blooming on his cheek.  “I didn’t really mean it,” you murmured, opening a small jar of salve from your pack to rub gently over his tender skin.
Wincing, Jaskier frowned.  “Didn’t mean what?”
“I was looking forward to sleeping in a bed too,” you admitted and grinned ruefully.
“I knew it.”
“Shh,” you admonished, finishing up with the salve and putting it away before laying down next to him.  
“Thank you, by the way,” Jaskier said after a moment, laying down as well and shifting on his bedroll to face you.
“What for?” You asked, your head rolling to the side to peer at him through the dark; the flickering light of the small campfire dancing across his face.
“Oh, I dunno, for saving my life earlier,” he replied with a touch of sarcasm, “Or did you forget about that part?”
“Oh right, that.”  You giggled, feeling light.  “You’re welcome.  Though you put up a good fight.  If I recall, you threw a couple good punches before that guy decked you.”
Jaskier scoffed softly.  “Are you always so modest?” 
“Well someone has to balance out your inflated ego,” you teased with a laugh.
Silence fell for a moment, the only sound the crackling of the fire before Jaskier spoke again.  “Y’know this whole ordeal has only raised more questions about you than its answered.”
“Oh?”
“Yes, the first being: where the fuck did you learn how to fight like that?  And also, more importantly, exactly how many knives do you keep hidden on your person at all times?”
A grin cracked your lips and you turned to face him fully, cocking an amused eyebrow.  “Wouldn’t you like to know.”  The words came out huskier than you’d intended and Jaskier’s eyes widened as his mouth worked silently.
In that moment a brief image flitted teasingly across your subconscious, of Jaskier running his hands along the bodice of your dress, searching out the locations of all your hidden blades himself; his lips at your neck, and you nearly forgot to breathe, quickly banishing the thought as he began to splutter indignantly.
“Yes!  I would!  Hence the reason I asked!” 
When you didn’t answer, still attempting to temper the fluttering in your stomach and the flash of heat that rolled through you at the mere thought of his hands on you, he rolled his eyes.  “Okay fine, keep your secrets then,” he pouted, “I forgot, you enjoy being mysterious.”
“One of us has to be,” you responded shakily, hoping he hadn’t heard the tremor in your voice.
Sighing, you decided he deserved at least part of an honest answer.  “I learned a long time ago how to defend myself.  As a woman traveling alone, it was kind of imperative.”
“Fair enough,” he conceded, growing somber, silence falling once more over the pair of you.
“So why exactly did that guy attack you?” you asked suddenly, propping your head up in your hand.
“Oh y’know, he thought I was someone else that had... wronged him in some capacity.”  You raised your eyebrows in mock surprise.  “Happens all the time.  I just have... one of those faces, I suppose.”
“What, handsome?” you quipped, the wine in your system lowering your inhibitions, and along with it, your defenses.
“No, just familiar,” he continued without really hearing you, until he froze, your words finally catching up to him.  “...Wait.  Did you just call me handsome?”
Shit.
“Did I say that?” you mused, trying your damnedest to keep a straight face.  “I thought you said that.”
“Ohhhh nonono, you’re not gunna slither outta this one, love,” Jaskier exclaimed, grinning widely as he scooted his bedroll closer, holding you captive with his gaze.  “You called me handsome.  Admit it.  You’re attracted to me.”
“I am not.”  You lied; scrambling to rebuild the wall he’d so effortlessly begun to weaken.
“I don’t believe you,” he countered, his smug expression deepening.  “Why are you so afraid to admit that you find me attractive?  I’ve told you countless times how beautiful I find you and it’s the easiest thing in the world.”
Your eyes narrowed at his words, though he didn’t seem to notice.  “Maybe it shouldn’t be that easy,” you hissed under your breath, your voice turning cold.  
‘Maybe that’s why that fellow had it in for you, because you so easily seduced his wife or sister, or-or daughter,’ you thought, anger gripping you —though you knew you weren’t really angry with him, but rather with yourself.  Jealous at the thought of him seducing someone else and frustrated to find that you were jealous.  That you’d let your guard down and how easily he’d seen right through you.  
As soon as the words left your lips you regretted them, but thankfully Jaskier hadn’t seemed to hear them over the crackle of the fire; still watching you expectantly.
Groaning softly, you squeezed your eyes closed and he instantly sobered.
“Aevryn?  Are you alright?  What’s wrong?”
The instant worry in his voice only served to shame you further, guilt and want filling you, until you could feel the telltale heat of tears beginning to well in your eyes.
“I, uhm.  I don’t feel so well,” you mumbled tremulously, taking a deep breath.  “I think... the wine...?” 
“Oh, fuck,” Jaskier exclaimed softly, pushing himself up.  “You stay right there, get some rest.  I’ll get you some water.”
“Thank you,” you managed to murmur before turning to your side and pulling your cloak up to your chin, turning your back to him so he wouldn’t see your tears, though you scrubbed them away quickly.
hhhh didn’t mean for that angst to slip in there >_>  there’ll be more where that came from later  <_<
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[okay sorry these have taken me SO long to get into the grove of again, but have no fear! Why? Because I AM HERE! Also my tumblr draft box has taken a minor crap on its self and is for some reason coding things in HTML code when I go to write the request, so cute. We love that here! @gal-with-pastels Sorry it took so long but better late then never 😅😅]
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Growing up with a quirk like yours was one of the most challenging things in the world. Aside from the fear you held for your own power, there was the constant torment and anguish that came along with your peers words as they taunted you for the villainous nature of you’re quirk. You never understood how a group of children could be so cruel, you never hurt anyone, nor did you plan to use this quirk for ill intent. You feared the power you held just as much as they did, and what people fear and don’t understand they tend to beat and exile. Growing up was hard, you learned a valuable lesson, it was easier to claim you were quirkless than to allow anyone else to ever know the power you held. While you always wanted to be a hero, you never accomplished the goal, who would want a hero like yourself anyway.
By the time you reached adulthood, the memories of your past seemed less familiar. Hardly anyone knew about the quirk you held, which played in your favor tremendously. While you never did become the hero you craved to be, you found other ways to help, and other ways to be close to that world. Taking a more behind the scenes route allowed you to mingle and meet all the hero’s you admired all through your younger years, and as chance had it, the love of your life. Never had you expected to meet such big league heros, though working at the top of the best hero agency in japan certainly helped with that. You could still remember the first time you were lucky enough to meet All Might. He was....everything the world pictured him to be and then some. He was charming and devilishly handsome with words that could make the muscles in your legs turn weak and gelatinous. That ever present smile of his could send your heart pounding a mile a minute whenever he casted it your way, blessing your day with it’s mere existence. It smacked you like a bag of bricks to the face when the number one pro hero admitted his feelings for you later down the road. Eventually the two of you dove head first in love, sharing little secrets and loving moments as your relationship progressed along. You’d even come to know the truth behind the muscles, the polar opposite of the well known symbol of peace. Though, through all the truths the two of you shared, you were never able to bring yourself to tell your lover about the curse that was your quirk. It was the only secret you kept from him, and it ate away at you.
As you walked along the dull lit streets of you’re neighborhood, arms threaded around one of Yagi’s, you couldn’t help but feel an ominous presence near by. Clinging yourself closer to your love, he couldn’t help but tilt his head, the proud smile he paraded around in fading to a look of confusion. “Abnormally clingy tonight darling?” He chuckled, the sound of his laughter spinning your fear into nothing but pleasant emotions.
You couldn’t help the smile that twitched across your lips, your eyes casted down as you tried to fight and ignore it. “I’m sorry Yagi, I’m just a little cold is all.” You couldn’t help the sigh that passed your lips. Truthfully, you were sighing at your own inability to be honest with the man. While he told you nothing but the truth throughout the years, all you ever did was with hold the truth from him and tell an endless series of white lies.
You were pulled from the self scolding lecture you’d been having with yourself in your head when you felt Toshinori’s thick muscular arm slither out from between both of yours. Confused, you watched as the overly inflated man you called you’re significant other began to unzip the jacket that hung tightly around his body, he draping the fabric around your shoulders. Leaning in he pressed a small kiss to the tip of your nose, his hallowesd eyes shining as they met with yours. “Well, were a few blocks from home, so hopefully this will help until we get there.”
You couldn’t help the guilt that riddled its way across your features as your hands tugged the jacket closer around your body. “A-actually it’s not just the chilly air bothering me Toshinori....I...can’t shake the feeling we’re being followed.” You whisper softly, moving closer to his side once more.
The edges of his lips twinged as he struggled to maintain his famous smile. He didn’t want to mention anything and freak you out, but he did as well sense the same dark presence that you did. Often nights he chose to walk the streets with you in his true form, but he was thankful when something inside his body told him to walk you home as All Might tonight. His massive palm moved to wrap around your hand, “everything will be fine, because I am her-“
Before he could finish the sentence however, a pair of unfamiliar arms wrapped tightly around your neck and head. You felt your chest tighten, as the dirt stained hands of the villain clasped over your mouth, his lips right at your ear as his eyes made contact with your lover. “Because what? You are here? Ha don’t make me laugh.” Forcefully, the villain tugged your body back, his eyes menacingly rolling your body over, tightening his hold on your neck as he grinned watching the smile began to fade off the pro hero’s face. “I almost didn’t recognize you walking around with such a pretty pet glued to your arm. I’ve got to admit All Might, i didn’t take you as the romantic type of guy.” The monster of a man laughed, he shaking you in his arms, causing your breathing to hitch for a moment. “Why don’t you and I play a little bit and maybe if you win I’ll let your little play thing go”
Toshinori was furious with how low this man would stoop just to get in some cheap shots as a way to boost his ego. Lips curling in disgust the pro hero agreed to the villains terms. “Let her go, and I will fight you.”
Your eyes shot with fear and panic watching as the horror before you unfolded. No, no! He couldn’t fight this villain, with your blood quirk you could feel the power the man restraining you held. Admittedly he was stronger than yagi was these days. Fighting with this man would certainly end his career if not his life! You frantically squirmed in the mans arms trying to warm the love of your life to disengage, but to your dismay all you got in return was a brave smile.
The man restraining your movements gave a low laugh, he uncovering your mouth to grab st your face, he squeezing your cheeks in on hand as he inspected you. “I think I’ll keep her for myself, nothing sounds better than kicking your ass and taking something away from you.” The villain purred moving to let his hands run over your body.
In defiance you let your leg extend out, meeting with your perpetrators shin, your snorting the snot from the back of your throat to lob into the others face. “Over my dead body!” You snapped back.
Growling the villain let his hands drop to your throat, constricting your air way furiously, his free hand moving to wipe your spit from his eyes. “I can arrange that!”
Struggling to breath you moved to pry his fingers off your throat, gasping as you failed. Your only relief was when Yagis fist collided with the mans face, causing him to drop your body to the pavement. You didn’t remember much else after that. The lack of oxygen to your brain was just enough to render you unconscious for the moment.
When you finally came to you, your brain felt hazy. You would have thought you were dreaming if it hadn’t been for the sight your eyes met with. You struggled to push yourself up on your elbows, eyes burning with tears when you saw your lovers body weakly struggling to hold himself upright. Clouds of smoke and steam began to rise from his shoulders, you knowing that he’d reached his limits. Horrified, you watched as the villain lunged to place the final blow onto yagi’s chin. You tried to scream out to stop the action, but your voice was to horse to scream. Doing the only thing you could do, for the first time in years you activated your quirk.
The pro hero had flinched in preparation to take the mans final blow, his heart pounding in his chest when the assailants body suddenly stopped in front of him. What was this about? The villain stood gasping as his body twisted in pain, he falling to his knees. With shaking hands, you clenched your first, causing the man under your hold to scream out in agony. “S-stop.....” you pushed out, earning the look of the bruised and bloodied hero.
You couldn’t tell if the look he was giving you was one of horror or one of disappointment, but regardless you couldn’t stand to make eye contact with him. Once the authorities arrived and the disaster was handled, you and toshinori continued your walk home in an awkward silence. You knew a lecture would be coming from the other, but you didn’t know when. Unable to hold his form any longer, the two of you made a detour into a nearby alley way. His muscles vanished and his body shriveled, a series of coughs ripples through his body. Those normally bright blue eyes that gazed at you with nothing but admiration suddenly staring back coldly. “I think you have some explaining to do Y/N....”
With a quivering lip, you looked down at the ground, moving to wrap an arm around your significant others torso, supporting his weight effortlessly. “I know....let’s get you home and cleaned up first. Then I promise I’ll tell you the truth. The whole truth....”
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notesfromtheidiotbox replied to your post “Mako and Haruka: Meet me in the Ring. Or other place where you can...”
Mmmmm. Tha's some good Mako/Haruka interaction. I also love the idea of the two of them bruised as fuck in a high end grocer afterwards getting all the odd looks. ... and somewhere Michiru smiling to herself, loving her crass butch idiot.
Thank you! I also love the idea of them going to a fancy food hall sweaty and bruised to fuck and laughing their asses off in their workout gear. 
power-of-a-name replied to your post “Mako and Haruka: Meet me in the Ring. Or other place where you can...”
I love reading the two of them as not quite friends.
I’m all about friendship taking a lot of time and being complicated. You see that so often with romantic relationship but not so much with friend ones! 
madegeeky replied to your post “Mako and Haruka: Meet me in the Ring. Or other place where you can...”
This is great! It's a relationship I never see explored and I think you got the complex simplicity of it across really well.
Thank you! I don’t see a lot of it either and I think there’s really so much gold to be mined there. They’re both so straightforward in some ways, I think they’d play off each other a lot. 
keyofjetwolf replied to your post “Mako and Haruka: Meet me in the Ring. Or other place where you can...”
But in lieu of friendship they had an understanding, something neither of them shared with any of the other girls, a peace to be had in struggle, a release to be had in each punch, a freedom to be had the simple and uncomplicated act of fighting. --In my own massively inflated ego, it's not often I come to like something better than what I'd already set my mind to do. Your slow, gradual, uncomplicated complication of Mako and Haruka is one of them.
Thank you! Mako hold a grudge is great and all, but I love the idea of her and Haruka becoming punchbuddies. 
keyofjetwolf replied to your post “Mako and Haruka: Meet me in the Ring. Or other place where you can...”
"I think you should buy us lunch afterward, because your wife is rich." --Much as with the character herself, I'm never so starkly reminded of how much I enjoy reading your Mako until there she is in front of me.
FULL OF SUBTLETY AND NUANCE OUR MAKO
keyofjetwolf replied to your post “Mako and Haruka: Meet me in the Ring. Or other place where you can...”
"Mako didn’t give up a grudge easily, but most people didn’t apologize by letting Mako break a few ribs and a cheekbone" --I laughed so hard. Mako furious at someone, the others "Well let her smash some of your bones, that usually helps."
“She’s totally reasonable once she hears the crack beneath her fist!” 
keyofjetwolf replied to your post “Mako and Haruka: Meet me in the Ring. Or other place where you can...”
"ever since Haruka let her wail on her in an alleyway" --ALL THIS *AND* 'FIC CALLBACKS I FEAST
I still genuinely, arrogantly love that fic. 
keyofjetwolf replied to your post “Mako and Haruka: Meet me in the Ring. Or other place where you can...”
Also I see you using Rei as a proxy for me here I SEE YOU
IT’S NOT ALWAYS ABOUT YOU JETTY
keyofjetwolf replied to your post “Mako and Haruka: Meet me in the Ring. Or other place where you can...”
"And they were having fun together, something Rei had said would never happen, so she got to cheer on Rei being wrong, too." --hahahahaha I am truly loved and cherished on this day
IT’S USAGI’S FAVORITE
keyofjetwolf replied to your post “Mako and Haruka: Meet me in the Ring. Or other place where you can...”
"her eyes were sharp and there was just a hint of orange sparkle on the edge of them." --mmmmmmgood shit good shit
I love the idea of Mina’s vaguely terrifying side come out whenever she has to think like a commander.  
keyofjetwolf replied to your post “Mako and Haruka: Meet me in the Ring. Or other place where you can...”
"Nobody went to work out with Mako and Haruka." --They were each, in their own way, extremely dumb, but none of them were THAT dumb.
Listen there’s dumb and then there's REAL dumb
pouncequick replied to your post “Mako and Haruka: Meet me in the Ring. Or other place where you can...”
I read this at least six times between liking it an commenting because I enjoyed it so much. You hit a great balance on their relationship and the notes between them. And while I am guessing that Usagi ultimately manages to sneak more cake batter and frosting when Mako bakes for her, Haruka gets caught less frequently
ahahaah I think you are probably correct, and she also punches Haruka a lot harder in the arm. 
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Fide (Eros p.t 13)
Billy Hargrove x Reader, Jonathan Byers x Reader (Unrequited)
Part 1 Part 2 Part 3 Part 4 Part 5 Part 6 Part 7 Part 8 Part 9 Part 10 Part 11 Part 12 Part 13 Part 14 Part 15 Part 16
Word Count: 3090
Warnings: Swearing, Fighting, Abuse mention
Author’s note: So am I 100% happy with the way this turned out? No. Am I still gonna post it? Yes. Why? Because I think that this is the best the wording is gonna get, I always forget how hard it is to write romantic love when you’ve never been in it.
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Billy had been determined to figure out what happened at Vicki’s party and when you didn’t show up to school on Monday morning, his quest went outwards to his peers.
Unfortunately for him, nobody knew what happened. As it turns out, the only people to talk to him that night were Tina and Macy, who were too far blitz to remember what happened, Jonathan and Nancy, who insists that they didn’t do anything to her, and him. Five people. That was it. And three of them couldn’t remember what had happened.
He didn’t believe Nancy and Jonathan at first, he gone after them for days trying to muscle out the information, but they stuck to their story and, though it took him awhile, he realized that you weren’t upset with them. You continued to talk to them as if nothing had happened. That was the upsetting part-the obvious answer seemed wrong. That worried him more than anything else.
So he left them alone. There was nothing he could do if the answer wasn’t there, he had to find another solution. That solution became to watch out for you. Not obviously, of course, that would make him look foolish, but close enough to make sure you weren’t in harm’s way. Not that you usually were, but after the events of Vicki’s party, people seemed to be talking about you a bit more.
That was Billy’s fault, not that he realized it at the time. All his intense questioning caused a stir and people were more than inclined to look into her and exactly what happened that night. Billy hadn’t heard, but according to Hilary Caldwell, you did return to the party, crying your eyes out. You got back in your car and drove away, nearly hitting her and her friends as they crossed the road. This made the whole story a lot juicer, but Billy never heard it. You and Hilary weren’t friends and he wouldn’t intentionally seek her out unless he knew she knew something.
But everyone else heard some form of that story and spread it like wildfire. You became a woman scorn in some eyes, a helpless victim in others, and, in Tommy and Carol’s eyes, an annoying waif prone to crying fits. Tommy made that known to anyone who would listen and, because the boy has never learned his lesson, that person became Billy on Wednesday afternoon.
Since he dumped Valerie and you weren’t talking to him, Billy had returned to eating lunch with Carol and Tommy, only out of necessity seeing as it was December and it was too cold to eat outside. He mostly focused on picking at his meatloaf and cold green beans, trying to block out the sounds of Carol and Tommy’s annoying voices. But that day, Tommy had decided to be even more annoying than usual.
He turned to Billy, his mouth full of cheap ground beef and premade gravy, and said “You know man; it’s good to have you back. That psycho bitch Y/N turned you bitch.”
Billy rolled his eyes, noting how he stole one of his lines, but keeping his focus on his tray instead. He didn’t agree with what Tommy was saying but he didn’t feel like arguing with him about this-if Tommy needed to inflate his own ego by putting himself above you, then he’d let him purely because Billy knew it wasn’t true.
“She’s so pathetic,” Carol added “Effing switching from guy to guy, blubbering like a baby when Byers dumps like he’s actually worth crying over.”
“Fucking nut job, she’s insane dude. No matter how good that pussy was, she was not worth it.” Tommy laughed.
That’s when Billy snapped. He was on his feet before he’d realized that he was moving and his fist connected with Tommy’s jaw before he realized that hitting him could be the wrong choice.
“What did I say about talking about Y/N, dumbass?” he sneered. Tommy’s hand came to his jaw and, for a brief moment, it looked as though he wasn’t going to fight back. But then he was on his feet and a weak punch came directly for Billy face. It didn’t hurt, per say, nor did it surprise him. He chuckled darkly “Oh, now you’re dead, Hanson.”
Fortunately for Tommy, before Billy could pounce on him, Vice Principal Warner pulled Billy back. “My office, now Hargrove!” he snapped, tugging the boy out by his arm.
Of course, he got suspended. Fighting was punishable by suspension and he’d worn out all his chances, so he was gone for three days. And since he wasn’t going to school the next day anyway, skipping his afternoon classes wasn’t going to mean much. He left in a cloud of smoke and screeching tires.
Of course, you heard about it. The story was spread like wildfire throughout the student body. Any fight was interesting, but the added addition of it being over someone made it especially juicy. Rumours flew of the fight being over Valerie, who basked in the glow of attention, Vicki, who mostly kept her mouth latched around Steve’s, and, as per her own retelling, Carol.
You kept your head low, grateful that the fight didn’t seem to be about you. Billy was getting even more reckless and you almost wanted to seek him out and help him, but that meant speaking to him of your own free will and that wasn’t in the cards as of late. You were still too mad and broken to even think of speaking to him right now. You spent the rest of the day trying to push him from your mind and the afternoon out of school at the Hawkins Library, your home away from home.
When you finally had to go home, you thankfully found groceries in the fridge and your father asleep on the couch. You made dinner and brought your mother some, surprised to see her awake and doing something other than watching mindless TV; she was up in bed reading a knitting magazine. You made your father a plate and ate alone in your room. For the first time since meeting Billy, you felt lonely. You contemplated called Stacy but you weren’t in the mood to hear about her boyfriend or drama with Kristen, which seemed never ending. You went to bed early, wishing you could call Barb and sinking into the pain like a warm bath.
You woke up at midnight with a throat dryer than you ever felt before. You tiptoed downstairs, heading into the kitchen. The only light illuminating the kitchen was the moonlight from the open window and the small yellow light you’d forgotten to turn off hours early. You decided that you didn’t need more light than that and dug through the cupboard for a plastic cup you felt comfortable bringing upstairs. You filled the cup quickly under the sink and drank the whole thing in one giant gulp. You filled the cup again, leaning against the back of the sink, letting out a breath through your nose.
Then, someone rapped at the back door. And you dropped your cup, slapping one hand over your mouth to muffle the scream that emitted from your throat. You let your gaze linger to the window above the sink, hoping for some sign of who was there without actually going to the door.
The blue Camaro sat on the street outside. You groaned loudly, stomping to the door.
“Jesus Christ, are you looking to get murdered? Cause I was about to grab a knife and-” you started, but when your eyes flicked up to his face, the words ran dry in your mouth as you felt your eyes widen. You’d seen Billy look bad, beaten up by forces he never mentioned, but this was a new level. He looked absolutely terrible-there was blood crusted under his nose, his right eye blackened and there was a small cut on the bag under his eye, his lower lip fat and busted. Tommy could never do this much damage, even if he gathered his whole gang including Steve Harrington, the best fighter of all of them, which wasn’t to say much.
“Oh my God get in here!” you gasped, pulling him by the arm and pulling him inside. You grabbed the first aid kit off the shelf above the sink and led him upstairs, shushing him. You flicked on the overhead light in your room and locked the door.
“Sit.” You commanded, pushing him down onto the bed. You noted how he winced when you touched his left shoulder. You opened the old kit and knelt in from of him, removing an alcohol wipe and dabbing away the crusted blood. Billy winced when the wipe touched the cut on his eye, but he didn’t complain beyond that.
You placed a bit of pressure on the sides of his nose, checking for irregularities. You sighed “Well, it’s not broken. I’m gonna go get some ice, you stay here. Take off your shirt, I wanna check your shoulders.” You said.
“Always trying to get me naked, aren’t you?” he chuckled, wincing as he tried to pull his infamous smirk. You rolled your eyes, stepping out of the room. Billy sighed, watching you go. He knew you well enough to know that this was just you being nice. You were still upset and now, the obvious answer that it was his fault shined bright neon in his eyes. He settled in to try to fix the mess he wouldn’t admit that he caused.
When you returned, he had stripped off his shirt, the large bruise on his left shoulder fully on display. It was fading, a mark from another night, but he’d obvious been shoved into something or hit, based on the redness around it. You had to keep yourself from running your fingers over the constellations of freckles, moles, and tiny scars on his back, focusing on the bruise itself. You handed him one bag, pointing to your own eye to explain where to place it. He did as you did and you took your place behind him, icing the large bruise.
You sighed “So, are you ever gonna tell me what’s going on?” Billy grunted in response, not bothering to attempt to look at you. “I worry about you, Bill…” you muttered, letting your forehead rest on the top of his spine.
Billy’s gaze flicked to his hands, the faint bruises on his knuckles felt weak instead of strong now. He took a shaky breath. “My dad’s an asshole.” He admitted. You didn’t respond, unsure of what to say.
“When he gets pissed, he takes it out on me…” he muttered. You nodded, lifting your head to lean it on his uninjured shoulder.
“And he did…all this?” you asked. Billy nodded and let out small gasp, immediately embarrassed by it. You didn’t want to make a big deal of it all, you wanted to seem calm and understanding.
“I deserve it most of the time.” He added softly.
“Bill,” you whispered “You don’t deserved his shit.” You felt him nod and you turned to look up at him. “Do you have anyone you can call about this? I mean I don’t wanna tell you what to do but I think maybe having a backup plan, in case shit gets too bad, might be a good idea.” You asked.
Billy nodded again “My stepmom.” He said.
“Susan?” you asked.
“No, Karalee.” He replied, letting out a small sigh “When we moved out to Sacramento, he married this chick Karalee, nice lady, big house. When he’d get mad, she’d kick him out and take his house key, make him go handle it somewhere else. She watched out for me. But then he started in on her and she left him. Tried to take me with her, but it didn’t work out. Not her kid, courts ruled in the bastard’s favour. Gave me her number when we left, told me I can call if I need anything.” He said, lifting the small Virgin Mary charm he wore around his neck “Gave me this too, don’t know why but it was nice, best thing anyone did for me.”
You nodded softly “Good…” you muttered, wrapping your arms around his middle “I don’t like seeing you hurt…”
“I don’t like seeing you hurt.” He replied forcefully, turning to look at you “Y/N, when’re you gonna tell me what happened? Why won’t you talk to me?”
“I just-” you sighed “It’s embarrassing and I don’t wanna talk about it. You’ll laugh at me.”
“No I won’t.” Billy retorted, watching you carefully.
“You already did…” you muttered and Billy found himself shut right up. Everything he’d been trying to pretend wasn’t true was and he felt like an ass. All that work, all that searching and sleuthing and it was his own pigheadedness that caused all this.
“I’m sorry…” he replied softly. You nodded, looking up at him. His whole face was broken with concern and disappointment. Not in you, but in himself. He looked so upset. It broke your heart a little.
“You weren’t sober, I get it.” You replied “I’m not mad at you anymore, I’m just embarrassed.” You said.
“If it makes you feel better, I can’t remember anything you said.” Billy replied.
“Really?” you asked, a small smile breaking onto your face. You didn’t know if he was telling the truth, despite how solemn he looked, and that made you nervous to accept the words as truth.
“All I can remember is you leaving crying, not a great image.” He said.
You chuckled drily “Sorry ‘bout that one, bud.” Billy felt his face pull into a smirk, which hurt his lip but he didn’t mind this time. Now, the minor pain of his busted lip pulling didn’t compare to the warmth filling his whole body, like the California sun warming his skin on one of his family’s rare beach days.
“Nah could’ve been worse. Could’ve been Carol crying, she looks like she’s melting. It’s nauseating.” He replied. You chuckled, nodding along. You’d only seen her cry once, but it looked like someone took a hairdryer to a velvet painting.
When your laughter died down, you found yourself smiling, leaning into his shoulder. It was a brief moment-nothing you hadn’t done before, but Billy found the moment suddenly very private and intimate. His smirk fell into a small smile and his hand came instinctually around to touch you, his hand coming to your ankle and his thumb grazed it lovingly. The whole moment felt out of time, as though you’d entered a different universe where everything was normal. If you could have lived in this moment forever, where you could pretend that Billy cared for you the way you cared for him, you would’ve. But you had to return to the real world.
“How’d it go with Val? You two talk it through?” you asked.
Billy shrugged “We broke up.” He said, as though it was the easiest thing in the world.
“Huh?” you asked, lifting your head to look at him fully “I thought you were in love with her?”
Billy shook his head, trying to understand the logic. “Where the hell did you get that idea from?” he countered.
“From you!” you said “You told me that you loved her after Vicki’s party, that you couldn’t dump her for that reason alone!”
Billy fell silent. He did know what to say-you were right, he did think that he loved her once, back when things were simple and loving, but that feeling fell away after weeks of Valerie putting him off for people she deemed as more important or better than him. Vicki’s party was the last straw for him.
“I…I don’t think I did, I mean I did once, but not then. I was over her then. I think.” He stuttered.
You shrugged “Eh, you were drunk; you were doing a lot of stupid shit. There was a keg, I’m sure you did a keg stand or four. Saying that you love someone when you don’t is only a problem when you say it to that person. Otherwise you’re fine.” You explained softly.
Billy found himself agreeing, nodding along with you as though you spoke a gospel. “You’re right, you’re right, you’re really smart, you know that?” he said.
You smirked “Yeah, yeah I do.”
Billy rolled his eyes, turning to face the window. You followed suit and Billy wrapped an arm around your shoulders, pulling you into his side and returning you to the position you’d been in before, leaning on his shoulder. Through your blinds, a full moon lit the room and you contemplated getting up and pulling the blinds, letting in all the light, and turning off the bright yellow light that hurt your eyes.
You sighed “Let’s stay here forever, yeah?” you muttered dreamily.
“Up in your bedroom? Pretty sure your mom would find us soon enough, definitely before we starved to death.” Billy replied softly, teasing you just a little. The idea didn’t feel bad to him, which felt even stranger than it should’ve.
You giggled, shaking your head slightly. “No, I mean here, in this moment. It’s so quiet and peaceful and nobody wants anything from us. We don’t have to be anything or do anything. Let’s just stay here, okay?” you replied, the dreaminess in your voice increasingly becoming evident of your tiredness.
“Yeah, sure why not?” he muttered. Billy looked down at you, watching the way you snuggled into him, trying to harness the warmth his body emitted. You look so small; soft and sweet and innocent and curled so close to him. If Billy had felt butterflies in his stomach around a girl recently, or even at all, he would’ve known the feeling well enough to identify it in that moment. He would’ve known the meaning of the feeling. But Billy didn’t know the feeling well enough and chalked it up to some form of late onset nausea from the pain inflicted on him. He leaned down, pressing a soft kiss in your hair and moving you into your own bed, chuckled at the small whine you emitted as he lifted you away from him.
“I’ll see you tomorrow, kid…” he muttered in your ear, pushing off the bed and out the door, flicking off the light as he left. He snuck downstairs and out the side door again.
You two were going to be okay. This was proof. The butterflies be damned.
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Hey is it ok if I request an hardcore jimin x reader werewolf (they are soulmates )angst where they get into a little physical fight but has a fluffy ending. If this is to much for you , then you can change it .... btw ur a really good writer
Ahhh thanks!!!!! Sorry it took so long!! I kept trying to end it with angst ahaha… I left out the physical fight part as well. Hope you like it!
The reporter’s serious tone pulled your attention away from scrubbing the spotless table. “Puddles of blood were spotted near town in Crystal Park,” The reporter’s monotonous voice barely lifted, as you tucked the dirty towel into your back pocket, pausing work.
“It’s likely packs of werewolves or a group of animals clashing in the area, as patches of fur were on the scene. We’d like to encourage civilians to stay from Crystal Park and surrounding areas…” The rest of her words were lost on you. This wasn’t the first time there’s been a report on the turf wars between werewolves, though they always attempted to sugarcoat it. This time it was beginning to worry you, it wasn’t the first
“Ya! Y/N!” A sharp bark from your manager caused you to huff. He mercilessly pointed at the tables. “Your working.” Sighing, you ducked your head in acknowledgement.
“Yes.” The grimy towel was pulled out, and you continued onward, scrubbing at the next greasy table, wondering how on earth you were to avoid the bloodshed, and when you could just go to bed without fearing at every howl.
……………………
The TV was blaring at a comfortable volume, but you weren’t paying much attention. The window was opened wide, and you were painting your nails on the couch, soda and chips were on the coffee table as well as a speaker blasting your latest playlist.
“What’s going on here?” You ignored the man that stepped in through the window, pulling on the sweatpants left on the floor before the window.
Nodding your head to the music, you dipped the brush back into the bottle, it was a soft mint color that you were simply loving.
“Babe, I thought we agreed that you’d only paint your nails outside?” Jimin sat down next to you, where you continued humming to the music.
“Babe?” He leaned forward, into your field of vision, but years of living with him taught you to turn a blind eye.
“Are you ignoring me?”
You brushed down the length of your pinky nail, covering most of it in one swipe, but as you turned your hand to get the edges, Jimin’s shadow blocked out all the light.
“Can you move?” You huffed. Jimin’s frown only deepened, but he straightened himself up.
“Okay. What’s up?” His voice was concerned, disappointed without even knowing what was up.
“Nothing besides your inflated ego.” You retorted, scowling as a cool streak of the polish brushed the edge of your pinky, bleeding over the soft flesh.
“Put the polish down.” He stated firmly. Looking over at his stern face, you waved the smelly product close to his face.
“I thought we agreed you’d be more cautious, and stop marking our goddamn soulmate mark everywhere but I guess I was wrong now wasn’t I?” You snapped, raising an eyebrow before screwing the bottle closed tight.
“I am being cautious and I haven’t used it as a marker since you told me to stop!” He huffed, immediately growing defensive. You looked him up and down, a bruise on his ribs, which usually sent you into a frenzy for the first aid kit. His hair was tousled, and a slight scratch ran down his cheek to this collarbone.
“Mmmm…” You turned away from him, leaning back into the couch cushions, you kicked your feet up onto the coffee table, ankles crossed. The drama on TV was turning into a cry fest.
“Seriously? You’re just going to be this cold?” He scoffed, standing up. “Well I’m going to go tend to myself since you don’t seem to care anymore.”
“You could also just. Not! I told you, I would really like it if you stopped going to all these turf wars when they’re literally just blood baths. Not my fault you got hurt.” You snarled. He was not going to play the cold distanced girlfriend card when you’ve spent so many nights crying because he came home late with scars littered across his body. He prompted spun around, insulted.
“Hey. I’m not going to let you, a human girl come into my life and mess up everything as you please and try to ‘tame’ me like I’m some freaking beast just because you’re my soulmate alright?” He hissed back, clenching his fists.
“Tame you?” I scoffed. “Sure, paint me into the bad guy, why don’t you?” His eyes narrowed further.
“I came home expecting you to be pleasant and nice, not a freaking cold bitch because you can’t handle the way I live. The way my kind live. Okay? We live in oppression because people fear us and can’t handle it. Apparently you can’t handle it either.” He turned back around, storming into the bathroom. He slammed the door with a force that left the walls trembling in his wake.
“Of course I can’t…” You spoke in a soft tone, knowing that if he cared, if he wanted to listen he would.
“I have to hear on the new about the blood left in the park  after your petty fights with other packs. Of course I don’t get why you have to do this. I’m not born into any of this.” You sighed, further burying your head back into the overstuffed cushions.
“I always though my soulmate would be someone who lived a calmer life that I would understand, but I don’t. I don’t understand anything. Instead I live on the side of town where there’s more werewolves than people of my kind, and I might as well be in a different country, the cultures are so different. I feel homesick, and I’m tired of coming back from work everyday to find the apartment empty and the window open because nobody here uses a door except me. I’m tired of waking up in the middle of the night to see the person I go through all this pain for, hurt. I wake up to blood, and I might as well live without privacy in this apartment, because you know what? I guarantee that by tomorrow Taehyung will be able to recite this whole speech I’m giving word for word despite the fact that he lives downstairs.” My laughter was bitter.
“Of course I’m upset that even after to talking to you about all these troubles I had a week ago you still go on and dismiss my feelings as irrational. Sure, they may be irrational to you, but not to me. I’m so out of my element, and I’m worried okay? You’re fighting on a nightly basis. On the news tonight was more warning about the blood baths, and the howling I can hear from here isn’t helping. I’m tired of being scared, I’m tired of being dismissed, and I’m just tired in general, and you don’t seem to be acknowledging it. I just feel so stressed. The least you could do is listen, but you dismiss it time after time, and now you have the audacity to try and paint me as cold when my poor little fragile human heart is worrying all the time for you?”
You sat up. The shower was going, and that wasn’t promising. Jimin probably wasn’t listening. You turned off the TV and the music, sipping some more soda.
“Screw you Jimin. Maybe fate did mess up.” You muttered opening up the top coat. Just the small bottle contained at least ten minutes of work for both hands, and at this point you just wanted out. You closed the small bottle, indecisive, before deciding that you were just going to chip all of the polish off before the week even ended, so what’s the point?
What was the point in any of this? It was ridiculous, you closed the chips, and dumped the soda and chips into a pile on the kitchen counter. If Jimin wanted the counter clear he could do it himself. You never saw him going to work, always busy with “pack business.”
Trending past the bathroom you heard the facet shut off, and basically dove head first under the comforter of your shared bed. It was fluffy, the silky feeling to it was cool, and you unintentionally shivered as Jimin opened the door.
The rumble of the closet door told you he was getting dressed, and while you hoped that he wouldn’t be going out anymore, it was obvious he would. You could hear the zipper of his hoodie being pulled up, the shuffling as he walked out the door, and the soft click as the door closed.
It didn’t matter if you said anything at this point, he would go on his way, but still, softly your murmured “Please don’t go.” If that was any indication that you were sorry, you didn’t know. It just made you sad that he was walking out the door, and probably wasn’t listening to a word you spoke.
……………….
It was the soft creaking of the door that made you lift your head, drowsy, half asleep still. Jimin was walking in, shuffling quietly on the floor in futile attempt to not rouse you.
As your eyes met his he froze and sighed. The breath contained so much tension, and the room lapsed into a suffocating silence. You dropped your head back down to avoid the eye contact and the rush of emotion that came with it.
“Jimin.” You spoke soft, again.
“Yeah.” His voice was a breathy whisper.
“If it’s not working…” Perhaps it was all in the mood, you were feeling down. But on the other hand, you’ve been feeling down a lot lately, a little too much.
“No.” Jimin spoke lightly, again, as if he didn’t even know what he was saying.
“Jimin, if it’s really not working, then let’s just break up. Pretend that we never found each other. Go back to our previous lives, and just know that fate messed up somehow.” Your throat was tight, but in your head the pounding grew lighter, a weight lifted off your chest, eyes glued to the ceiling.
There was a creak of the bed springs, and Jimin was hovering over you, eyes sharp.
“No.” He spoke louder, firmer this time. You turned the other way, looking over your shoulder towards the wall. It was a nice wall, not too shiny, probably a satin finish.
“No no no no NO!” He growled, shaking his head childishly. The sudden increase in his volume causing you to flinch.
“I’m sorry. I’ll be home when you come home from the bar okay?” He whispered lightly.
You remained silent. It was the goal, to get him upset and actually think about how you felt. But your thoughts were running wild, and all the what ifs were saying to deny him now and prevent the inevitable heartbreak, by going through it now.
And Jimin, the werewolf he was, knew it. From the pressure you were inflicting on your lips, lightly clamped, to your racing heart.
Jimin fell sideways, shaking the bed lightly, and his arms curved around you, pulling you the short distance across the sheets into his arms that he wrapped you tightly in.
“Look, I won’t force you to stay with me.” His breath hot against your ear. “However, please don’t just say this in the heat of the moment okay? I just… I needed to…”
“Needed to what?” The lilt in his voice caused the question to spill out.
“It’s… Not important. It shouldn’t change your opinion.” Jimin whispered.
“No. If you’re leaving it out it’s important.” You knew Jimin well enough for this to be true.
“It’s fi-”
“Park Jimin don’t lie to my face.” Twisting around in his arms you turned to face him, watching as it was his turn to face away from you.
“I talked to the pack about getting more time off.”  His response instantly rewarded him with a smack.
“See!!! That is important!” You huffed, indignant.
“But now you’re going to have to stay with me and I don’t want that! I don’t want to force you to stay with me!”
“I’m your soulmate! Shouldn’t you want to?”
“Well shouldn’t you not be pushing me away?” “If anyone’s pushing away it’s you! I never see you!”
Jimin fell silent.
“But I’m going to be seeing you more, right?” Your eyes were wide and pleading and as soon as Jimin looked down, he giggled, looking away, rolling his eyes slightly.
“Yes.”
“And you won’t get hurt anymore, right?” You pressed. He clicked his tongue, eyes sharpening up.
“I’ll try, okay?” There was a silence, but a compromise was a compromise.
So you leaned upwards to kiss the tip of his nose.
“Okay.” You spoke softly, and not because it was hard to break the silence.
“Okay?” He questioned again, taunting, teasingly.
“Yah! I already said okay!”  You nudged him lightly, the two of you breaking out into soft giggles.
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“The Fox’s tail” A neato folks tale I came up with one night
Once upon a time there was fox in the woods looking for food. She sniffed around the whole forest until suddenly she came across an apple lying in a clearing.
Famished, the fox approached the fruit carefully and went to grab it when all of a sudden SNAP! The teeth of a bear trap caught the fox in its steel grip.
The fox wailed in pain but its cries went unheard as a pair of poachers lumbered up to it to claim the animal as their dinner.
Adrenaline pumping through its veins the fox struggled until it broke free of the trap escaping the hunters and disappearing into the woods.
The fox was in a lot of pain and it knew it had to rest so with its knowledge of the forest it found a nearby pond to heal its wounds in.
However, this was no ordinary pond. 
In this pond it is said that if one slips its body beneath the watery surface it will arise in a new form for as long as it stays dry.
The fox sunk itself into the water, relishing in its cooling effect as the magic of the pond wrapped its way around the fox’s figure transforming it into that of a beautiful young woman with long hair as red as fire and eyes deeper than the murkiest of seas.
Meanwhile the hunters had given up their search of the fox, focusing on fishing instead. They were starting to grow hungry and irritated with each other as minutes went by with no result.
The smaller one, Delano, groaned that trying to hunt foxes with traps was a stupid idea and that they should’ve just stayed in their village and begged if they’d end up with no food anyway.
The larger man, Nicolas, retorted that the only reason the fox got away was because he was too slow capturing it.
Back and forth, the two hunters argued for what seemed like forever. Abruptly, Delano jumped up frustrated and infuriated at Nicolas’ incompetence.
But, right before the two began to throw punches, the fox, now turned woman, popped her head from beneath the ripples.
She caught the eye of both hunters as she waded gracefully out the pond, and in return her mysterious green eyes bore deeply into theirs. Simply put, they were mesmerized.
As if she were born of the pond itself she emerged from the water effortlessly and approached the two for inspection. Instantly the hunters separated themselves as to not show association with one another.
The woman first came up to Nicolas. She circled him as he watched her every move and flexed his large muscles as a sign of strength. Intrigued the woman felt them and was impressed by their size. This inflated the man’s ego immensely and he smugly turned to his counterpart to show that he’s won. Delano was jealous and gruffly turned his body to look away. The large man, feeling victorious, turned back to the woman to grab her for a hug but she dodged out of his grasp and merely smiled flirtatiously as she moved on to the other man.
Delano was much smaller than his taller and larger rival but was average in height and made up for it with his well kept appearance. The woman was fascinated by the man’s features and examined it very closely, their noses almost touching. Inside, the man was shaking like a leaf in autumn as he had never been this close to a girl before in his life, but, he played it off as if it were an everyday occurrence. The woman giggled at him and was somewhat swayed by his attractive features and cool demeanor. Confident that he’d won Delano laughed mockingly at his now furious partner. Pleased with the reaction, he focused his attention back to the fiery haired vixen in order to claim his prize but when he turned back around she was nowhere to be seen.
With both men confused, they scanned left and right for her whereabouts when they heard a whistle coming from the path behind them.
There she stood expectantly as the hunters finally took notice of her. She smiled sweetly at both as she beckoned for them to give chase after her. And like that, she disappeared amongst the trees.
At once, Nicolas scrambled to run after her but flopped over as Delano grabbed hold of his ankle to trip him up. As soon as his face hit the ground he gained a head start for the woman and raced into the forest. Picking himself up quickly the big hunter followed closely behind and vowed to get payback for his rival’s dirty trick.
The woman was fast and slippery when running through the forest, it was hard for the men to keep up. The only thing they could see ahead of them was her flame colored hair racing behind her.
They chased and chased, never letting up until they broke through to the same clearing where they had first captured her in fox form.
She was nowhere to be found and Delano scratched his head in confusion. Little did either hunter know that the woman had climbed into the trees and was simply waiting and watching for the inevitable show to begin.
Then, as if out of thin air a rock flew across the field and hit Delano square in the back of the head. He yelped and whipped his head around to see Nicolas holding another stone in his hands, preparing to launch.
“What was that for you ogre!” he exclaimed as he checked his head for blood
“That! Was for tripping me up earlier” Nicolas retorted “not that it matters though. That fiery vixen will never fall for a weak string bean like you”
The handsome hunter scoffed “only you would focus on such trivial things like strength and the size of one’s muscles. Clearly this woman, while amused by your oafish nature, was much more interested in my destined great looks”
NIcolas feigned gagging “Whatever, You may have your looks but that’ll do you no good in a fight.”
The smaller man was starting to grow irritated “You wanna bet? Not only am I god’s gift to women but i’m also the fastest fighter this side of the ocean!”
The heavily muscled hunter roared with laughter “YOU! FIGHT!? AND HERE I THOUGHT YOU WERE THE SMART ONE”.
Longer and longer the man laughed which angered his partner immensely. How dare he insult him? The only reason they’re in this stupid predicament is because he was far too stupid to pay attention to the fox as it scrambled away.
His mind resolved, Delano marched up to Nicolas, wound up his fist, and punch him cleanly in the gut
Nicolas doubled over from the impact, but he was hardly injured “I certainly hope you can punch better than that if you intend to win the heart of that young maiden”
The enchanted fox smirked in amusement at the sudden development. Surely this should be worth some form of entertainment.
Both hunters separated to either side of the clearing. With mighty roars, they lunged at each other in death defying battle.
Their battle was a true spectacle. Punches and kicks, swords and shields, rocks and sticks, anything that could have been used in a match, was used with the utmost prejudice.
Their fight was so intense that they consistently found each other in new locations of the forests.
By the time their brawl came to an end they had wound up at their same watering hole, bruised and bloodied.
The men fell to their knees in fatigue. They collapsed to the ground as the adrenaline finally gave out.
The woman walked up to the two heaving bodies and nodded her head in satisfaction. Delano opened his eyes just long enough to see her wade back into the water and come out again as fluffy and foxy as ever. She bounded off into the woods to again search for food.
But not before whispering some well needed advice into Delano’s ear
“Always understand your prize before leaping into a fool’s gamble”
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Judas Touch pt. 1
So I lied about posting the other day, obviously. Please know that I’m a lying liar that lies.The second chapter to my Jai fic is almost done and if I don’t pass out in five minutes I’ll do my best to get it the fuck done. Let me start this by saying how I hate y’all even if you don’t know me. I’ve been lurking for a long while, reading all the Divergent and Boomer and whatnot fics quietly because I knew the moment I would set up a blog for this I’d fall into a deep, dark hole. NOW LOOK AT THIS SHIT.
Have an Eric oneshot because my brain hates me so, so much.
Contains smut, language and some violence.
In my few years on this planet I haven’t seen many winters that could compare to this one, the temperatures so low it feels like a punch to the chest every time you walk outside. Having all the moisture in your nose freeze up every time you breathe in is quite something to behold. It doesn’t stop me from hanging off the side of the first armored truck in our convoy, the one that found me on a routine patrol, peering through the blindingly white streets ahead at what I have called home all my life, even if it’s a miserable cavern full of loud idiots. My faction still houses the best kind of idiots because Dauntless are by far the most tolerable of the bunch. The snow actually helps to improve the city, it covers the ruins and manages to let even the usually depressing wastelands look almost pretty.
Not that I care.
There is a commotion up ahead, and I can’t help but smile at the warm welcome as a group of disheveled factionless come shambling out of a street in an attempt to attack us. I guess my reputation has suffered greatly in the past four months, but I guess being presumed dead does that to you.
They are mostly unarmed, a few are swinging pipes and other blunt objects in our direction, meaning to look threatening I guess, and I descend from my spot by the driver’s door, smiling. I take a few steps towards them, still smiling. My height alone is supposedly enough to impress, even if they don’t recognize me. 5′11 is mighty tall for a woman, and everything about my clothes is meant to accentuate that, not that I could really conceal it somehow. My black coat reaches down to my ankles and would be restricting if it wasn’t for the four slits on the sides, front and back, allowing me enough leg room to climb, run and kick. Or slowly stride towards a bunch of bumbling idiots who dare to delay my glorious return to the living. Clearly confused some of them back away, until I’m close enough to make out some of their grubby faces. One in the front bears a tattoo on his head that looks vaguely familiar, but I can’t quite put my finger on it. He stares at my bruised face for a moment before his brain can process whatever info it provides to him.
“Oh shit. It’s her! It’s Mina!”
Ah, a former dauntless. It warms the spot where my heart is supposed to be that he recognizes and instantly fears me. Clever boy.
For a moment they are all silent, some exchange looks, then they start to run. I laugh, wholeheartedly enjoying their reaction, while I pull two guns from their holsters slung across my shoulders and start firing at them. Out of the fifteen only seven make it back to their rat hole. I’m obviously very rusty.
Banging my fist on the hood of the truck is the driver’s signal to continue on, we are moments away from the compound and I would like to get back inside, have a shower and reconnect with old friends.
All three of them.
There is a lot of bustling as we approach, looks like a delivery from Amity is unloaded right now and it has transformed the place into an anthill that I’m usually tempted to light on fire with a huge looking glass, but not today. I’m feeling very generous. A lot of black figures are running around carrying things, only one is standing in the middle, almost motionless. His head is turned towards us but there is not even the slightest sign of any kind of emotion visible in his rigid stance, hands folded behind his back, ever the leader. I smirk and jump off, slowly making my way towards him, limping slightly because my ankle is sprainex. When I am not more than ten feet away he barks at someone to his left, without so much as turning his head that way, and the hapless guy who dared to slow down hastily runs towards the truck to grab another crate.
“Still getting off on intimidating peasants, I see.”
“Still loving a grand entrance, I see.”
We stare at each other for a moment and if I had a heart it would possibly beat faster now and I would experience some form of joy because I am actually home. Alas, a smirk and a raised eyebrow will have to do, and it is returned in kind by my favorite dauntless. Which I would never tell him, his ego is inflated enough already.
“Looks like you just won me a lot of points, Mina.”
For Eric he sounds almost gentle, with only a minimum of sarcasm and a dash of amusement in his voice. I briefly wonder if he was affected by the news of my death at all, but I know him too well. It was probably extra terrible to land on his shit list for a couple of weeks, by breathing wrong or walking by too close.
“I leave you alone for a couple of weeks and you turn into a gambling man? What has this place come to! Are we doing group hug sessions now every Friday?”
For a moment we both go quiet and I am sure that we are supposed to hug now, or smile or break out into a little dance number. But we just stare, I for my part even enjoying it because there aren’t many people who would even dare to hold his gaze, and the same thing can be said about me. Finally he takes a few steps forward, closing the distance between us and leaning his forehead against mine for just a moment. We are both not feeling the need for any form of PDA and anything else along those lines, that is for the mushy idiots, the pussies and emotional people, which is all the same anyway. Mutual respect is the highest form of affection we are capable of and comfortable with, and that is all I need to know. 
“I am looking forward to a hot shower, some food and a few hours of sparring. Not necessarily in that order.”
He lifts an eyebrow at me and smirks. I’m still looking better put together than the majority here and I spent weeks in captivity, fighting my way through a horde of idiots and then crawling across the city before a patrol found me. There is dust in my hair, the left side of my head needs shaving and I would kill for clean underwear. Not that I normally wouldn’t.
“Code’s still the same. You might want to check in and tell everyone else you’re alive.”
With a huff of indignation I step back and glare at him, he has to ruin all my fun. I was planning on roaming the halls for a few weeks, thoroughly scaring the shit out of everyone that knows me, especially those that never liked me. Which, admittedly, are quite a few. Not as many as Eric can boast about, I have never been in a position to be able to make quite as many enemies, but I am close. Was. Am. I am back, I should remember that.
Stifling a grin he pats my shoulder and turns me toward the door behind him. As I turn a guy behind me catches a glimpse at my face, drops something and curses. I turn and start running at him with a loud wail and he, completely shocked and confused, starts running. The look of pure amusement on Eric’s face is almost worth behaving like an idiot and I allow myself a half smile before straightening my coat and heading back towards the door.
“I think I almost missed having you around.”
With a snort I walk past him, clipping him in the shoulder on the way. The only things he missed were my body and the fact that he had someone on his level around that would get his moods and his thought processes, that is all.
“Your dick missed me, I’m sure.”
He doesn’t respond to that, and as I walk through the narrow and dark corridor I can hear him barking orders at the poor saps outside and it just might be one of the sweetest things I have ever heard.
Later that night, after a very exhausting meeting with the leaders and a long and entirely unnecessary retelling of my adventures, I find myself keying in the familiar code to Eric’s place. There is a spot for me in one of the guest rooms because I have never been around for too long, but it is a long standing tradition that I spend most of my nights here. The lights are out and everything is quiet, so I make my way to the bathroom after taking off my boots and coat and placing them by the door, neatly because anything else would make it impossible for me to relax. Always be ready to leave, always have a strategy. The fact that I am willing to even take off my knives and guns around here says a lot about Eric, if there is anyone in this world that I would trust to an extent it would be him.
This is why I decide to not only take a shower, generously applying his soap twice, but also draw a hot bath afterwards because after being dead for four months I am pretty sure I’m entitled to a little smidge of luxury, and it’s his place so I’m not worried about wasting his resources, he can afford it. While the tub slowly fills I make my way around, grateful for the fact that he is such a neat person, because I could find my way to his liquor stash blindfolded. With a bottle of very good whiskey and his backup pack of cigarettes I make my way back to the bathroom, picking up a lighter and an ashtray on my way. I am naked and my hair is leaving a fine trail of water droplets all over his floors, which I’m sure will irritate him to no end. I grin and leave the door open before I submerge myself in what feels like boiling hot water, not even thinking about leaving before I have smoked half of the pack and drank at least a quarter of the bottle.
When the door opens I tense, but I know full well that the number of people who can even access his place is extremely low, yet I only relax after I heard his low grumble that is telling me he is annoyed but also vaguely amused. He must have seen the water trail I left him while he took off his boots. Like the trail of breadcrumbs in that old story, just a lot better.
“One could think you owned this place.”
There he is, leaning against the doorframe, arms crossed. I can’t say I’m not enjoying the sight, a few months among factionless and corpses does things to a woman’s standards, but there has only ever been one who came close to not boring me and mostly pissing me off in the good kind of way. He is currently raking his gaze up and down my body, and I’m not sure what he is thinking because I must look terrible. Battered and bruised, what I lost in weight I gained in scars. Not pretty, but we are soldiers, we are not supposed to be beautiful. Supposed to I say, because this little shit had to go against the grain.
“If I owned this place it wouldn’t be such a mess.”
The smile I bestow on him almost reaches my eyes, I can feel it, but it is also meant to provoke him. I need to test the waters, to see how, or if at all, things have changed in these few months. Maybe he found himself a nice little wife he keeps in a different apartment because being around others constantly is too much, or maybe he and Four finally acted on all that pent up tension. My smile turns into a smirk and he raises an eyebrow, his gaze still cold. Our greeting was downright emotional, but now we’re back at the beginning, cautiously staring at each other, neither of us willing to take the first step because that means exposing yourself and could be considered a weakness.
Finally I sigh and get up, letting the water cascade off my body for a moment before reaching for a black towel I put out, carefully stepping over the edge of the tub and beginning to dry myself thoroughly, right in front of him. Cold fingers suddenly dig into my hips, pulling me backwards and against him. We don’t say a single word, don’t even make a sound, but I turn around and launch myself at him so hard that he stumbles backwards and into the wall. His hands are all over my back, my hair, my ass, while I wrap my legs around him like a vise and take great pleasure in destroying his carefully made up hair.  I was the first one to openly laugh at him and survive and it was this haircut that caused my outburst. I like it, sort of, even though I don’t and it’s none of my business anyway.
We don’t kiss, we never have, it is a ferocious attack of lips and tongues and teeth, biting and sucking and licking. Even this turns into a competition, to see who could win the upper hand. Ever since we met, while he was an initiate and I had to wait another damn year, we have been at each other’s throats both literally and figuratively speaking. No matter what competition we ended up in, it was always just too close to call unless one of us decided to play dirty and distract the other in every way possible, which is always. The first time we fucked - and there is no other word to accurately describe it - we were sparring, he had me pinned, I managed to headbutt him, he tried to choke me and I kicked him in the balls - this is our kind of foreplay.
Nobody said any of this is “healthy”.
There is blood on my lips and I’m not sure if it’s his or mine, and it’s really not important either way. We will both be walking around covered in scratches and bruises tomorrow, slightly smug and knowing full well that everyone can see, everyone knows and yet nobody dares to say a thing because we are both known to be very calm and reasonable humans.
That thought makes me chuckle against his throat and he growls, the first noises we made so far.
“Something funny there?”
“Yeah, your face.”
His hand tangles in my black hair and pulls my head back, he is not in the mood for some banter on the intellectual level of five year olds, and that’s okay. This is something that developed over time, we blow off some steam, destroy a piece of furniture or two, then comes the playful part. One time he chased me around the training room for half an hour, a fact that got him into a fight with Four the next day when he was complaining about having to watch that on the surveillance footage. It wasn’t so much the fact that we were naked and clearly having a lot of sex that bothered Eric, but the fact that Four saw him laughing and tickle me into submission. It was a one time lapse of judgement on our parts that never happened again after and we keep that private.
Eric wraps a thick strand of my hair around his hand and pulls, hard, making my scalp burn. With a growl I lash out and manage to leave three welts on his cheek, right under his eye. 
 "I thought you were fucking dead, Mina.“
That growl nearly drives me insane. It’s always a back and forth, a struggle for dominance we both know we won’t win, and I for my part have no interest in that happening in the first place. I’d be bored within minutes. I’m not one of those in our faction that go around screwing everyone in sight, and neither is he, as far as I know. There is no need to be physically close to anyone, just a search for release every now and then. He understands that and that’s what makes this work. That and the fact that he knows where my buttons are, and I know his.
“Excuse me for getting jumped by ten people while your precious soldiers ran away like little babies,” I snarl, biting down on his neck, hard. He has the advantage right now because I was in the tub, he is wearing an obscene amount of fabric that is in my way. With some acrobatics I lean back to reach under me and open his belt with one hand, he does absolutely nothing to help me but watches closely, smirking. I’ll get to wiping that off his face in just a moment. The very practical standard issue tactical pants are open and pushed down within moments and I tug down the elastic of his boxer briefs just enough to free his cock, not willing to waste any more time.
Using my legs I push myself up against his body and let gravity do the rest, dropping down again and slamming down onto him. It brings him back to the living and his smirk turns into a snarl, his fingers digging into my hips again. Eric pushes himself off the wall and starts to walk out of the bathroom while I dig my nails into his shoulders, pushing myself up and letting myself fall, at a slow and intense pace.
When I look at his face I can tell that something is off, that this doesn’t work for him as it usually does. It takes a few moments to sink in, but we’re so much alike that it’s sometimes hard to remember that we don’t share all the same thoughts and whatever little emotions we allow to seep through. Eric needs to be in control at all times, he hates feeling helpless as much as I do. And I, even though I can hardly be blamed for this, made him feel exactly that. I got myself captured and killed, that’s what everyone assumed, and there was nothing he could do. Eric might not care for me in a traditional way, but we have been doing this since my initiation four years ago. In some capacity I became a part of his life and I had the audacity to take that away from him. There will be hell to pay for the factionless, but if I want this to survive he needs to feel like he put things right. So I struggle to free myself from the confinement of his arms and am rewarded with a frown. If he thinks even for a moment that I’m giving him the upper hand he won’t like it. Letting myself fall backwards with my full body weight I loosen his grip and he snarls, trying to grab my wrist but I twist my arm away from him. In a flash I’m on my feet and pretending to walk away from him, but he wraps his arm around my waist and slams me into the sink. The vanity mirror gives me a great view of him and I meet his scowl with a wicked grin. “You fucking crazy bitch.” It takes about two seconds for him to force my legs apart and slam into me, making my hips collide with the cold porcelain. Eric pounds me relentlessly and I moan, even louder when he pulls my hair, twisting my head to the side. His eyes never leave mine in the mirror, his teeth are bared and he is spitting out curses with every thrust, insulting me and cursing my entire damn existence through his teeth. My body is covered in bruises from my restraints, my captors and my escape and Eric is adding more with each snap of his hip, each hard grip. But these new ones I won’t mind. The hand gripping my hip vanishes and comes down on my ass, hard, and my hiss elicits a chuckle. It’s a menacing sound, cold and cruel, but it goes straight to my core and makes my muscles tighten. I look at my own face in the mirror, flushed and blissful under scratches and bruises, and when I look at him again I feel my walls clench down tight. One last smirk from him and I unravel with a high pitched keen that is far beyond any words. Eric stares at me, watches me coming undone before he closes his eyes and takes a deep breath. Pushing deep into me he stills and I feel him come inside me with a low growl. His eyes fly open and the intensity makes my knees buckle. Panting I try to pull myself up but my muscles seem to fail me after the hot bath and exercise. Eric watches me for a moment, then he picks me up and carries me to his bedroom. “Maybe I missed you a little after all.” The murderous glare he shoots my way hasn’t worked a single time in all these years, but I appreciate the effort. “Shut up and sleep, Mina.” He positively throws me onto the mattress and stalks out of the room, by the time he returns with the first aid kit everyone here has at home I’m almost asleep and pretend not to notice how he starts to treat my wounds in a way that could almost be described as gentle.
PART TWO
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