#not everthing has to be depression here

[ere-na]

I get the disappointment re: the lack of bojere content. We were all expecting more, especially after finding out that JO would spend so many days with him. But I don't think Jere hates bojere, considering how much he himself has willingly and knowingly fed us bojere enjoyers. But I do feel like he is afraid that his involvement and presence throws a shadow over JO, and really wanted JO to have their proper moment in Finland now, and not make it about him. And having been to both shows, I think it was the right call. I feel like even bringing Häärijä on stage on Saturday, while cute, was unnecessary and a bit of a mistake. Sunday's show was the perfect JO experience and I'm glad they got to have it and that Jere was able to enjoy it from the audience for once. And also he is on vacation and kinda in between "eras" right now, and JO is also moving on from ESC, so I feel them playing Cha Cha cha now would have felt weird. Idk, maybe they'll do something in July, when Jere is back to work, so to speak. Or maybe they won't. But I'm happy they'll at least get to meet again fairly soon. Especially when I think about last May and Jere crying, because he didn't know if he'd see bojan again. 🥺❤️ And I'll continue to wish for a proper collab song, so that they would always have an excuse to perform together if the opportunity arose and it wouldn't be awkward (like playing just Käärijä or JO song would be, I think)

(puting under cut because I'm just waffling depressing shit)

man, anon, I don't even know why it's hitting me so hard. The weird thing is that I fully agree with everthing: him on stage would have been unnecessary and kinda setting a bad precedent, and I'm happy they keep their friendship private, as they should. (the friendship that is absolutely real and I never doubted that). But the timing and the way it was done... like the silence is so fucking loud. The only conclusion I can draw is that Jere regrets doing things the way he's done during JO Nordic Tour... Am I now a bad person that I enjoyed that content? Because whenever I had a bad day it was such a comfort to look up videos of Jere and Bojan... but if he regrets that those videos are public, I feel like I'm not allowed to rely on them anymore.. That we're not invited to Bojere anymore.

And again it's completely fine, they don't own us anything. But the christmas is gone and I don't know what to do now.. I keep reminding myself that I can't expect anything and honestly that's very depressing.

I also undestand that these are fully my personal issues, I'm most likely overthinking all this to oblivion and I'm also sorry for bringing all this up here. It would make me most happy to know I'm the only one feeling this way.

Oh and I love you anon, I hope you have a good day 💖

#personal

[emilyblame]

i’ve been avoiding writing this post because, as stupid as it sounds, part of me felt that when i did, it would mean it was truly over. but then another part of me feels the need to say something, so here i am…

i came across As It Is by chance, when YouTube decided to recommend ‘The Stigma (Boys Don’t Cry)’ to me back in July, 2018. it wasn’t really that long ago, but it was truly a one way ticket. i fell in love with the band instantly. i’m not gonna go into detail here, because i don’t want to make this about me, but they truly saved my life back then. and continue to do so still today. i love them so much, words are not enough.

i was going through my old posts and oh, my God, was i in love with this band. still am, of course. i was so obsessed with The Great Depression i wrote a two-parter theory explaining the concepts behind it. and , you know what? a lot of it still makes sense. such a good record. all of them. all of As It Is. so much talent. i hope that even if they’re taking this time apart and away from the music business they never stop making art. especially Patty (because everybody else has done it already). I really hope he keeps writing music even if it’s just for himself. he’s too talented to just let it go to waste.

over this past week, i’ve been listening to As It Is nonstop and it got me thinking. even though the band is taking some time off– and even if they break up for good– we still have all the beautiful art they’ve made. no matter what happens that will never leave us. the songs and memories will stay forever with us.

so i guess what i’m trying to say is: thank you. thank you for being there when no one else was. thank you for understanding me like nobody else ever did. thank you for writing the songs that helped me process what i went through. thank you for making me feel seen and validated and like i mattered. thank you... for everthing.

i’ll miss you. but i’m gonna be here when you come back. until then... we dream ‘cause we don't sleep. we'll never get rest, but we got this.

#as it is #patty walters #ronnie ish #ben biss #ali testo #patrick foley #we can't change that nothing will stay the same #aii hiatus

[ameliawarnerr]

Evanescent

(She was the evanescent of his life– there and gone.)

Part 5

(Part 4: here)

Jake’s pov

“I never thought you would go to a festival.” Dan speaks as he sits on the driver’s seat. I'’ve been sitting on the passengers seat for twenty minutes waiting for them to get ready. Dan is the only one who has shown up. Amelia and Lilly are still inside.

“Neither did I.” It comes out as depressed for a whole different reason. Alex Graham, I can't find anything about him. I have reached out to a few people and they just told me to wait. Only if I had my computer, I would have gotten something in an hour or two.

“What’s up with your mood swings? You don’t sound this exhausted when you are with Amelia. Are you pretending to be happy?” Never in my lifetime I imagined to be having such a conversation with Dan. But something about him has changed ever since I clarified that I am not a traitor to the country or stole money.

“I am not. That side of me naturally occurs around her. And when I am not by her side, everything else hits me.” It's hard to believe the words leaving my mouth because they never do. The only person I open up to is Amelia but I can't talk to her about this.

Dan hums. “Everthing else? You mean, the government and shit?”

I shake my head.

“Then what?”

I sigh. “If I tell you, what are the chances that you wouldn’t tell Amelia?”

He shrugs. “Like, zero.”

I fight a laugh at his honesty. “That’s what I thought.”

“So what is it?” He opens a can of beer and offer me. I shake my head. “Whatever it is, if you think you shouldn’t tell her, then you definitely should.”

I have always relied on solving problems myself. Even in the investigation to find Hannah, I relied on Amelia for all the things I couldn't do. And she relied on me for what I could do. I have no experience in solving problems that require involvement of emotions. I do not want to ask anything of her. I’d hate to be the one asking her questions. I would listen to her for eternity but I can't ask her. I don't find myself in that position.

“I can't.” I simply say since I have no idea how to explain it to Dan or how much he’d care about my issues.

“What you mean you can’t? You got a mouth. You got a cerebrum. Work it out.” I can't help but to smile at how easy he thinks it is.

“If I could simply tell her, Dan, I would have. If it was anything about me, she would be knowing it by now.” I curse internally on how much I am sharing.

“So wait,” Dan puts his beer away, sitting straight. “It’s not about you? It's about her?”

I poke my tongue against the inner membrane of my mouth turning my head towards the window. I need to relearn how to keep my mouth shut.

“Is it an ex problem?” Dan asks.

“No.” Then, I realise something. She has been living for twenty years and would have come across plenty of men. Alex Graham, the guy who messaged me, could be one of them. “I’m not sure.”

Dan leans back in his seat, nodding to himself. “That’s why you need to ask her but you are not sure if you should ask her.”

I close my eyes, taking in how correct he is.

“Well, I don't know much about the shoulds and should nots. But I know that you should stick with the should nots for tonight.”

I open my eyes. He's right. Tonight is not the occasion for having such sort of conversation nor am I prepared for it.

“Or else, if you need to beat the shit out of someone, I'll be there. First row. No questions asked. I just love the thrill of fighting.” I thought Amelia was the only one who could make me laugh but I had been wrong. Dan can be funny too. Sometimes. Rest of the times, he's just annoying.

I close my eyes and let my head fall back. After a few minutes, I whisper, “Thanks.” When he didn't say anything I was sure he didn't hear me but then—

“Anytime, man.”

We wait for a few more minutes for Amelia and Lilly in a comfortable silence. Then the door to the back seat opens, and my eyes goes to the mirror in order to see Amelia. My heart does a crazy jump when I find her already looking at me from the mirror. She smiles and I return her smile unknowingly. When I told Dan that she brings out my this side naturally, I didn't lie.

Lilly sits beside Amelia on the backseat.

Dan starts the car. “Are you idiots ready?” Amelia and Lilly answer enthusiastically with a ‘Yes’. And I do no understand why they answer when they are being addressed as idiots but I do laugh.

Lilly starts a random conversation. “I haven't painted in a while. It's like the colors inside me are screaming.”

“You paint?” Amelia asks, astonished.

I knew. I did a background on all of them.

“Lilly’s an art major.” Dan says. “And I tried my luck at a law college. One year and I dropped out.”

I knew that too.

“What about you?” Lilly asks Amelia.

“I went to Everbetten Institute of Arts. I'm a drama major.”

I... didn't know that. I had planned to run a background check on her after talking to her once. After talking to her, I didn't want to know anything about her, I wanted to explore her, little by little. Even the information I took down from Dark Web didn't have much.

My chest tightens. The name of the institute sounds awfully familiar. My hand grabs my phone and looking for the screenshots of the information I got on Alex Graham.

Passed out from Everbetten Institute of Arts.

Irritation and a pile of questions fill me. I'd do anything to have my computer right now but again I feel helpless because even my hacking skills won't be able to find answers this time.

Dan seems to have noticed my stiffness so drifts the conversation towards me and I feel like puching his face. “What about you, Jake?”

I look at him and he gives me the type of smile that says answer or else Amelia will know something is wrong.

“I got into music in my teenage. Guitar, basically.” I say and the shock in the atmosphere is visible. Dan’s mouth is a little open as he tries to make sense of what I said. Lilly stares ahead blankly. And Amelia is looking at me through mirror and I find myself unable to look at any of them. “I’m not going to play it for you—”

“You are definitely going to play.” Dan says.

“Yes, you are.” Amelia and Lilly chime in from behind.

I sigh. I should have something complicated related to computers.

The flow of conversation keeps declining to more and more unsophisticated as we reach the festival.

As we get out of the car, my eyes fall on Amelia. I could finally see her without any obstacles. And she looks...exquisite and irresistible. Everday she reminds me what I would be missing if I had walked away. Everyday I thank myself for staying. There's so much I don't know about her but I don't mind. I'll be happily on her magical mystery ride.

The light dress she's wearing with shades of purple isn't anything special but if she were to be lost in a crowd, I'd spot her in an instant.

“Hi.” She says as if we just met.

“Hey.” I play along.

All of a sudden, I feel that she's too far away. I pull her towards me with a hand on her waist. Her breath hitches slightly. I love how she reacts to my touch.

“You look good.” She steals my words.

I look at our surroundings. Lilly and Dan are already looking for something. There's a huge crowd. I look again at her eyes to find the familiar comfort. “I have no idea what we are supposed to do here.” I admit.

She shrugs. “Neither do I. Let's just find something to eat first?”

I nod, although I'm not hungry for food. I'm hungry for every second I can spend with her.

I hold her hand as we through the crowd.

“Wait a moment.” She says pulling her hand back. She bends a little to fix the strap of her scandals. Someone comes in between us and she’s no longer in front of me. I spot her a little away from me. I chase but she keeps looking here and there. She can't hear me either.

The crowd gets thicker and it gets hard to breath. I get out of the crowd. My hand immediately going to my phone.

I dial her digits and a familiar sound comes from behind me. It's her ringtone. I turn around to find her. I smile but it is short lived. There's a guy behind her. He doesn't look like he's just passing by.

“Jake.” She calls out and I look her again. She gestures to the guy. “This is my friend, Alex. We went to the same college.”

Part 6

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Heyyy

What do you think? Lemme know in the comments! I love reading your replies and replying to you!

Thank youu

Love y'all

#duskwood #jake_duskwood #dan duskwood #jessy_duskwood #phil duskwood #richy duskwood #lilly donfort #lilly duskwood #duskwood fandom #duskwood fanfic #duskwood fanfiction #writing #fanfic writers #fanfic #fanfiction #duskwod #jake donfort #duskwood jake x mc #duskwood jake #jake x mc #jake duskwood

[phantom-miria]

Omg, yes i agree with everthing you said! I really don't necessary think that most people hate on f!robin just because they're misogynistic, they're most likely just other queer people that are feeling "vindacted" that IS finally acknowledging m!chrobin (and like, I get it! IS has a horrible track when it comes to mlm rep, the fact that m!chrobin isn't a thing in canon and the way they handled the queer male options in 3H is super annoying so I do sympathise with them a lot!) I just wish they wouldn't discount their hatred on her? IS bullshit and homophobia is not her fault?

And yeah, we have this amazing high fantasy world full of dragons, magic and trime travel but queer people having a child is where people draw the line? And why do they feel the need to go on posts of people having fun to remind them that "it's not canon"? I swear that those people love to do that with queer ships, is so annoying. I had this terrible experience recently with some f!chrobin shippers and idk I just felt like they were disgusted at the ideia of Chrom being bi from the way they talked, I hated so much.

Anyway, I'm really sorry for the rant and for reminding you of all the fandom bullshit that you were trying to ignore. I'm just so tired of all of this and I feel like no matter what I say about this anywhere else, I will get called of something bad. You felt like a person that would understand where i was coming from and you did, thank you for your time and understanding! Have a good day/night.

I definitely agree - I see how we got here, and I have sympathy, but a lot of it dries up the longer I'm in fandom and I get worn down by people swerving all over the place to take it out on F!Robin or people who did enjoy what we got in canon, I think. And there's also been a weird narrative about her being favored, which I think is extremely untrue if you look at the history of their inclusion in Smash and the trailer, then the amiibo, then the Fates cameo, then Warriors, etc etc. He always gets the lion's share in crossover content and it's really fucking depressing to people who like her!

FEH was the only spot she really had anything "over" him (and even then it was uneven, with him being available at launch with a summoning movie while she was relegated to grail unit added later) and now after an admittedly big wait his legendary here, with a bunch of shippy hints and getting to be himself in his legendary, plus he got the duo I'd give my eyeteeth to have her in, etc. I really think he was always doing fine as far as official rep, and Engage DLC just came along to confirm the same old pattern of "when only one is picked for representing the character in a crossover, it's him". Officially he has historically done well outside of giving nods to shippinness with Chrom, so I think it is both great and understandable that people are so excited about it now. Of course it feels vindicating! But I don't see the reason to sneer at other fans for what they enjoy or their hopes or personal disappointment about a female avatar not being allowed to officially rep the character, lol.

I really can't understand why people see those fans celebrating and decide they have to ruin it. As if those fans aren't already accutely aware of the fact that it isn't canon in the original game. As if that isn't the reason they're so happy in the first place? It is truly such an unwarranted dick move.

I'm really sorry to hear about that recent experience, anon! I love bi Chrom with all my heart - unfortunately I don't talk about it so much because I am an OTPer who's ended up unfathomably annoyed about the male player character, so I only really end up engaging with ship content for him with a female character most of the time, and so functionally the fact that I headcanon him bi ends up not coming up super often. But I love that idea and am extremely attached to it. There are dozens of us! Dozens!! Especially as a queer woman. It's important to me that they are both bi in my head.

I'm unfortunately not surprised to hear that people reacted with disgust - I remember that from my days in DA fandom :( but it never gets easier. It just makes it feel like there's no real place, because the people who like the version you do suck, but if you don't like the other version as much and those people think you suck for liking the one you do, it's just kind of well...here I am, then. Lol.

No need to apologize, anon, I like talking about this kind of thing! I think I'm just worried that I've been spending too much time doing so recently and my friends are going to be absolutely sick of it, lol. And realistically it is better for me to spend less brainspace on people in fandom being shitty, probably? But I think it's good for you to hear that other people in fandom feel the same way and have problems with a lot of different corners, like you do. I hope you have a good night too! There are people out here who just want to ship and have a good time. It's not all bullshit, even if it feels like it sometimes, or even if you end up focusing on it a lot like me. <3

[drenchedinmoonlite]

I'm back

Hey folks, been a long while since I've posted here. I haven't really been posting on anything- I supose I needed to just give it rest for a bit. 2022 was kind of an awful year for me; I came out to my parents as trans (which, since they're extremely religious and conservative, they reacted horribly too- especially my mom), I struggled more with intense dysphoria than I had ever before, I was isolated a lot, and, unsurprisingly, I had some very stressful and emotional episodes. being really depressed, art was difficult to make, and the guilt from not creating anything made it even harder. however, despite everthing, my motivation for art has managed to find its way back to me for the time being. I really been trying to put my focus back on my art and my love for it, as well as the projects I have developing. that's why I want to come back here; I want to make my blog more art focused.

to anyone who cares, thank you for being here.

#trash goblin speaks #I feel really bad for not posting in so long #Ive missed my mutuals the most #I know we don't talk but they're all just such cool and nice people #anyway glad I've made it to another year

[genderfluid-fujoshi]

So, I know no one fuckin cares, but yesterday I woke up to life, someone really close to me had a massive mental break down and it shaked me to my core. I was high af and when she started to breakdown I was worried, I was present, I was there. It felt like if I've been inside of myself for days and she pulled me out by screaming for help.

I'm less tired, and I've decided to keep swimming. I decided to share my life with my partner, I can't quit on life if I'm able to help.

I'm gonna keep going, and hope I go back to therapy on January.

#tw suicide #not everthing has to be depression here #tw depressing stuff

[whxteorchid]

Is it okay if I can request angsty headcannons of the Obey Me brothers hurting MC’s feelings (they don’t cry or yell at them, they just blankly stare before silently leaving) and for a good two weeks or so, MC is gone and the boys just fester in guilt? No one can find them and MC returns at random not even phased by how guilty or worried the Bros are since they just returned to see if the Bros aren’t gonna be jerks to them anymore.

tObey me Brothers hurting MCs feelings and them disappearing

Lucifer

Would never even think about admitting how he is wrong

When he said what he said he kind of know what he did

Expected Mc to cry or snap at him, but oh boy he was so wrong

The moment he say this blank stare he knew he fucked up

He sighs thinking they will come back

But when they didn’t he could feel the panic

Searches the whole devil Dom for them

when he fails at finding MC he starts to overwork himself so he wont think about it

blames himself secretly, but doesnt admit it in front of the others

when MC sudddenly returns he is suprised

now swallowing all his pride to ask MC for forgiveness and promise to be better

hopes MC accepts his apology

Mammon

he doesnt even think, that he hurt their feeling

always never thought too much about how his insults against MC could affect them

didnt ecpect MC to actually just leave

is worried sick about them 

searching for them all day and night since h is still the one, who has to protect MC in his opinion

his brothers beat him up to it and he thinks he totally deserves it

When MC finally returns he is literally begging on his knees for forgiveness

Levi

cringes at the blank stare of MC

drowns himself in self pity and stays locked up in his room

falls in a kind of depression cycle

thinks he didnt deserve to be anywhere close to MC after all

After they finally return he probably avoids them thinking they will be better off without them and stays in his room most of the time seeing himself as a threat against MCs feelings

Satan

already knew he fucked up when he sees MC leaving

but didnt follow them since he needed some time to cool off too

probably hurt MCs feeling when he drowned in his sin

feels very guilty

searches for MC and even asks Lucifer for help

as MC returned Satan ask for forgiveness, but is understanding if MC wants to avoid him after what he did

Asmo

has a hard time admitting the mistake he made

probably first just writes it off with MC being sensitive

His brother have to help him understand that he was being a jerk

as he then finally can admit to him being the bad person here he tries to find MC

is a total mess when he doesnt find them

doesnt even hook up with anyone since he feels so ugly not on his appearance, but his personality and doesnt anyone else to see him how ugly he can actually be on the inside

when MC returns he makes a dramatic apology wit everything rain smudged mascara tears just everthing hoping MC would pity him

Beel

He knew he fucked up

but he let his emotion get the better of him and he hates, that this happened

asks Belphie for help

starts searching MC

as they do not find MC he thinks he lost them like he lost Lillith

thinks its his fate to lose people because of his actions

as MC returns he cant believe his eyes and tears up almost immediately

Apologises and promise to never hurt them ever again

Belphie

First thought MC was just kidding with him

Actually wanted to stop them from going away, but was too lazy to do

He first hears from Beel that MC is missing

Starts to realise what he has done

Isolates himself from his brothers except from Beel

Tells him he should have saved Lilith and not him

Belphie even gets sleepless nights and that has never happened to him

He just has one of those moment’s when you fall asleep but wake up directly after a minute

Thinks he deserves everything bad happening to him right now

When MC returns he literally can’t look in their eyes ,but apologises to them

Thinks it’s better to distance himself from MC he already hurt them enough

#obey me x reader #obey me shall we date #obey me angst #obey me mammon #obey me asmo #obey me leviathan #obey me lucifer #obey me beel #obey me satan #obey me headcanons #obey me levi #obey me belphie #obey me belphegor #obey me beelzebub

[shugojima]

𝗔𝗸𝗮𝗮𝘀𝗵𝗶 𝗞𝗲𝗶𝗷𝗶 🍋♀️

Sensual play✔︎

Very soft✔︎

Aftercare✔︎

Condom cause he smart✔︎

Praising✔︎

♡︎

You were out with your friends. Those usual party nights you spend together, searching for a boy to fill you up. Yes, that's how much of a hoe you were. You just compensated your depression with dick. Some good dick made you forget about all the problems you had so why not making this a regular?

Dancing with some halfways attractive stranger you felt yourself getting thirsty. No, I don't talk about that kind of thirsty... hoe.

Walking your way to the bar you pushed some people aside and sat down to order your drink.

"Just give me something strong, please."

This lead to nothing. Not with this guy you thought. Also he seemed to be soft asf and you needed to get destroyed so why bother?

"Wanna talk about it?"

A soft but deep voice rang in your ear when you looked to your side and saw a pretty damn attractive guy. Black hair... beautiful, tourquise eyes... glasses... Damn. You had a thing for glasses. You thought those made every man look ten times hotter.

"Oh, sorry. Akaashi." he reached for your hand and you took it.

"Y/n... What made you think I need to talk?"

Smiling a little he said

"You just ran away from a guy you wanted to sleep with for whatever reason but figured it's not worth it, so you came here and ordered a strong drink to forget whatever is on your mind. So I just guessed you'd probably need someone to talk to."

"Well shit. You got me there... what a whore, huh?"

Sipping on your drink you tried to wash away the last blowjob you gave two hours ago as he looked at you kinda worried.

"Do you do that often?"

"Huh?"

"I mean using dick to cope with something."

You looked at him raising a brow.

"What are you my therapist?"

"You're right, I shouldn't have asked that. That was rude of me."

"Well, you certainly give off therapist vibes. With that look on your face, those glasses.. also what are you doing with pen and paper in a bar? Taking notes already?"

You felt you were getting comfortable due to the alcohol. He laughed a little and said

"Valid question, I guess. I'm a manga editor. That's just my worksheet. Usually I do that at home but I felt like I needed a drink."

The way he used his words so carefully and his overall behaviour made you wonder how high his IQ is.

Certainly a smart man and to be honest, that was a rare breed around here.

The two of you kept talking for over two hours and you really had a lot of fun. It wasn't the usual shit talk, nothing too flirty more deep. You also told him that he was right and you were actually just looking for a rough fuck but gave up hope when you noticed that guy was definetely a bottom.

Also... you were a little tipsy by now...

And that's where it started.

"So you think in order to forget everything around you, it has to be extremely rough?"

You looked at him confused. Well sure it has to be?!

"Uhm... yes? I mean... I at least never really enjoyed that soft shit. It's just... ughh idk I just like it hard."

A warm smile on his face your eyes met and his gaze was so intense, it send shivers down your spine. No way you would be able to break eye contact. Wow... just... wow. You felt like he was able to read your mind, look straight through you. He definetely had something about him. Something special that made your mind go blank.

"That isn't true."

"What?"

"I said that isn't true."

Who tf does he think he is? Thinking he knows what you like or not?

Looking into your eyes, no... basically into your soul, he said

"Sensual sex is something you need the right man for. You need to connect on a high level and feel real attraction. Not just to his dick but also to his personality. If you ever come across that man... Think of my words."

You sat there, mouth slightly agape and you didn't know why but his words somehow affected you... that deep voice, the way he spoke, its was erotic. No other way to put it. So you couldn't help but eventually press your legs a little together.

Sure, he noticed your reaction. He's a smart motherfucker after all...

Slowly placing his hand on your thigh he said

"That's what I was talking about. And I only used my words." He winked at you and you were already a puddle.

Blushing hard you almost spilled your drink when he broke eye contact first.

How did he do that? How could he get such a reaction out of you just by talking to you? Not even doing dirty talk, just by stating facts.

"How... I-...how?"

"Skill." He laughed.

TIMESKIP

"Make yourself at home, love. You relax a little I'll be right back."

You nodded and got a little comfortable on his bed. Sitting there you realized you had never been so nervous before you had sex.

Something was different this time and you were sure it was a positive change.

You knew each other for only about 4 hours now and you felt like you were already close friends. It was weird and if you'd believe in such things you'd say he's your soulmate.

The way he spoke about that connection people need to have... that had to be it.

When he came back he had more comfortable clothes on and a bowl with ice cubes in his hand as he sat himself besides you, placing the bowl on the carpet.

"How do you feel?"

"Good, I guess... not that drunk anymore."

"That's great to hear." he smiled as he leaned in whispering with his dark voice

"Because I want you to be sober enough to feel everthing to the fullest. Everything of me."

Gulp

"You're so nervous again just because of my words... You probably really love dirty talk, am I right?"

Eyeing me closely he didn't need an answer tho.

"Nevermind... Your legs are pressed together just like they were two hours ago."

Blushing hard you tried to act normal and keep your composure but that was absolutely impossible when he guided you onto his lap and looked deep into your eyes, through his black framed glasses. His mouth slightly open, not even half an inch from yours.

"If I'm doing it right, you're about to feel heaven, my love."

You wanted to feel his lips on yours so bad so you leaned in but he hold you in place, his hands on both sides of your head.

"No kissing. Heavy breathing can be just as erotic."

And that it was...

You just stayed like this, breathing in and out on opposite times, basically exchanging breaths. The air around you heating up rapidly as you closed your eyes and enjoyed this intense feeling.

"Can you feel the tension?" he breathed into your mouth before kissing you so sensual yet full of lust. He slightly bit your lower lip when he slid his tongue into your warm mouth, one hand on your back, the other slowly running through your soft hair.

You felt nothing less than loved in this exact moment and you already forgot about everything that made you feel so terribly sad earlier.

Never did a kiss feel so good.

When your slick lips seperated he leaned to your ear and whispered

"I can hear your heart beating."

Wanting to get rid of his glasses you stopped him in his tracks.

"Can you... leave the.. glasses on?"

Smirking knowingly he put the glasses with his middle finger back up the bridge of his nose.

"You like that, hm?"

"Y-yes... they.. look good on you."

"Note taken."

Carefully placing you with your back on his sheets he gave you a soft kiss on your forehead before he stood up.

"What.. are you-"

"I'm sorry, love. I don't do it raw."

"Oh r-right.."

Rummaging something in his drawer he put the shiny package on his bed side table before crawling up on top of you.

Your heart was beating out of your chest and you didn't even know why. He was a stranger after all. Someone you just met and still he made the butterflies in your belly you didn't even know you had, go fucking wild.

Your hips between his legs he slowly started to unbutton his grey and blue plaid shirt when you looked away blushing.

"Hey, eyes on me." He commanded softly, continuing with the last 3 buttons.

I'm sure my eyes had hearts in it by now when I saw his ripped body. Fuck... he was so hot. Those toned abs, perfectly on display with the low light that shone on them, leaving a little shadow under every muscle.

"My god..."

"And you wanted to look away in shame."

He smiled when he threw his shirt on the soft carpet near his bed and leaned in on you.

Kissing you again he carressed your deep red cheek and whispered

"Let me show you what real sex feels like."

You got the chills when he started to trail a path of soft kisses down your neck and sucked a little on your skin every now and then. Slight gasps leaving your throat he breathed heavily against your skin.

"You're so... so sensitive to my touch... "

"Wait.." You breathed out, wanting to get rid of your shirt as well so he could kiss you further.

Quickly taking it off so he can continue making you go crazy.

Holding you in this half sitting position he asked you if he could take off your bra as well when you nodded.

Skillfully opening it with one hand while his other cupped your cheek. He didn't stop kissing you until he layed you back down and took a moment to fully capture your feautures.

"You look absolutely beautiful, Y/n."

"Thank.. you, Akash-"

"Keiji."

Leaning down on you again his soft fingertips explored your body. Carressing along your neck, your collarbones, your breasts... before he pinched your hard buds slightly. Moaning softly you closed your eyes to make the feeling even more intense.

"Do you feel comfortable, love?"

"Y-yes... nghhh.. very much so.."

A warm smile on his face he reached for the bowl with ice cubes and put one into his mouth. Playing around with it a little until it completely melted he started licking circles around your bud. His cold tongue driving you crazy when he sucked slightly.

"Nghh... K-keiji.. that feels so good.."

Feeling his smile against your skin his hand found its way down your belly... to your skirt.

Hovering above you again he kissed you once more.

"You know where else that feels amazing?"

Melting another ice cube in his mouth he lifted your hips from the sheets and slowly took of your skirt along with your soaked panties.

Going down on you his cold tongue parted your slick lips making you throw your head back and moan loudly.

"Right here."

"Fuck."

He licked slowly but greedily along your wet slit, evetually sucking on your clit before he slid a finger inside and looked up at you.

"You're soaking wet, love. I thought you can only enjoy it the hard way?"

Inserting another finger you arched your back as you grinded on his fingers. Desperate for more.

Desperate for him.

"Keiji... I- I need more..."

"Is that so?" he smiled, curving his fingers inside making you scream as he hit your sweet spot.

"M-more... please!"

Pulling out slowly he licked your juice off them

and opened his belt before he stepped out of his jeans and pulled down his boxers.

"Holy shit."

Chuckling he went "Thanks I guess?"

He reached for the shiny package on the little table and opened it with his teeth before rolling it onto his hard cock.

Can we talk about how fucking big he is? Lord help you were thinking of calling an ambulance in advance.

"You know... I don't have to be rough on you to have you drowning in pleasure. There's no need to be when you know which bottons to push and when."

He said as he pushed his glasses back up the bridge of his nose when he leaned in on you and was close to your lips again, his eyes drilling holes into yours you felt his tip at your entrance.

"Right now you're craving my cock so bad that you'd basically do everything just to feel it rubbing against your walls. And I like that a lot. Not that I'd dare taking adventage of your miserable situation."

"Put.. it in... please, Keiji! I can't anymore!"

You whined as you tried to lower yourself onto his length just for him to grab your hips and hold you in place.

"Why are you so impatient, my love?" he breathed against your lips, pushing just his tip inside.

"Nghhh fuck! Please!!! Please I need more, Keiji!!"

"Remember this moment."

One deep thrust inside you screamed in heavenly pleasure, your eyes shut close and your back arching.

"OHH MY...GOD!"

Smirking at your reaction he took your hands and intertwined your fingers, holding them down besides your head when he started moving slowly.

"To me at least... It looks like you're enjoying it a lot."

His thick cock stretching you out to the limit, low growls leaving his mouth as the sounds of his balls hitting your ass and the squelching sound of your soaked pussy filled the room.

You were in heaven.

He brought heaven to you.

An endless rush of endorphines fluted your body as he teached you his way of pleasure.

He knew exactly what he did, how to do it and when. Noticing every little reaction coming from you and knew what it meant.

This man was a drug.

And you were about to get fucking addicted.

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Guys... I had to do a cut. This is getting sooo long and I really love how it turned out.

It's so sensual and sweet my heart is a puddle.

I will upload the second part as soon as possible.

Soft Akaashi is gold

😩🛐

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[atinysunbaby]

Meant to be | Choi San 🖤

Warnings : Cursing, violence, mention of sexual assault, depressing thoughts.

Words count : 2.6k

Previous 《 Chapter 1

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Chapter 2

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"Don't move!" He doesn't let go of me, the more I try to get out of his grip and the more he tightens his hold on me. It hurts, I want it to stop. Please make it stop!

"STOP!!" I wake up screaming and gasping for air. My whole body covered in sweat, tears streaming down my face. Head pounding, feeling like it's gonna explode. It takes me a moment to control my breathing, looking around the room and trying not to think of what happened. I sigh, closing my eyes wishing this was all just a nightmare.

My body tenses to the sound of the door opening. I sit up in less then a second, ready to escape from any danger. "Hi sweetheart~ I heard just now, everything ok? Nightmare?" I feel like I can finally breathe hearing her voice, sighing from relief. She speaks softly, worry evident in her tone. Looking at her sincere expression and her caring eyes, it reminds me of my mother. At this moment I want to tell her everything, I want her to listen to me while holding me tightly in her arms, to tell me everthing will get better.

"Aunt Kath, I need to tell you-" Before I can finish my sentence, the door burst open, cutting me off. "Hey! Little angel's awake~ You know what? Don't worry about a thing, I told Kath everthing! She gets it, it's all good~"

They both look at each other and smile. Then aunt Kath turns back to me and gives me a look of pity. I'm confused and scared at the same time. If she knows what happened in that car, the only reason she'd be looking at me that way would be because she's really fucking crazy. My voice is shaky and almost inaudible. "W-what did he- tell you?"

"I knew how hard it was loosing your parents. It was a shock to me too and I hadn't seen my sister for multiple years. So I can't imagine what you're going through. James told me you confided yourself to him, how worried you were and how sad you felt. But it's ok, if you need anything I'm here and James is too." She grins and doesn't let me any time to add a word, petting my head before heading to the door. "We'll let you rest now, tomorrow you gotta go to school. If you need anything we'll be downstairs."

Before closing the door, James pokes his head in my room and puts his index finger in front of his lips. He whispers. "Our little secret"

I feel like crying, but there's only a single tear escaping my eyes. It burns on my cheek, my skin already being red from all the crying. My breathing's uneven so I try to calm myself, taking some deep inhales and exhaling slowly. I lay down, completely drained from energy.

A few hours went by, and my eyes never left the ceiling. I can't bring myself to close them and have those nightmares again. They'll be worse this time and I can't take it. I feel alone and I'm scared. He could enter this room any moment and I wouldn't be able to do anything about it. I can't tell my aunt, she would never believe me. She loves him and has known him for years and I just arrived. But I could always try, there's a slight chance that she'd believe me. That or James would catch me and do much worse then what he already did.

The alarm on my phone goes off and I angrily shut it off. I get up from the bed, with difficulty. I can barely stand, like I have no strength left in me. Despites being so weak, I make my way to the window. There's a small place where I can sit and I don't hesitate to do so. I open the curtains, then the window, in need of some fresh hair.

It would be nice, if only my life wasn't such a disaster. I'd probably feel happy right now, at ease. It's what I love the most, being surrounded by nature. The smell of trees and sound of animals, it always managed to bring my mood up. What I liked the most though, was walking in the forrest. Alone with the apaising feeling of liberty, but sadly, that once beautiful and soothing place doesn't hold the same emotions anymore. It makes me feel lonely and trapped, the complete opisite of what it's always been.

Howlings are what cuts off my depressing thoughts. For some reason, it makes me feel safe and unknowingly, a small smile appears on my face. I love wolves, they're my favorite animal. Mom bought me a necklace a long time ago, with a small diamond wolf. I wear it all the time, I remember being so exited when she gifted it to me. I never once took it off.

After some time, the noises make me feel sleepy. I don't even realise when I fall asleep. But this moment of peacefulness is ruined when I hear the door slam. I wake up hurriedly and look around. My gaze immediately fall on a figure standing in the middle of the room. My breath is stuck in my throat once I recognize who it is. James. He has a knife in his hand. "I told you not to say anything, but you had to open your fucking mouth! Now I have to punish you."

He advances slowly, then stops and stays there looking right into my eyes. He has a creepy smile on his face and starts to laugh. He then becomes motionless for what seems like hours. I'm scared to death and scream when he's about to stab me, but a wolf suddenly jumps on him and bites his head off. It takes a few second before everything stops and I lock eyes with the animal. Instantly every negative feelings disappear, instead I feel like I'm floating. It's like all my problems went away.

When I'm about to caress the beautiful creature, the color of it's eyes change. I squeal and smile, but it takes a few steps back before running away. I barely get a glimpse of it from my window after it jumps out. Then I feel it, everything coming back to me. Then the world around me turns to darkness.

I wake up abruptly, sweating and breathing heavily. I look around hoping to find James' corpse or the wolf from my dream, but unfortunately there's no sign of any of them. Then I see the sun is up, meaning that I need to get ready for school. Just great, exactly what I need right now! Seriously, can my life be any worse then this? I don't think it's possible, but let's not talk too soon.

Walking makes me feel sore and some parts of my body are terribly painful. Not forgeting about exhaustion and a deep feeling of disgust. There's more I can add to the list, but I'd probably be dead by the time I'm done.

2 hours later

My aunt was the only one there earlier, James went to work already so I fortunately managed to prepare myself without having to worry about him. Breakfast was quiet after I almost slipped and let Kath know about everything, after that, I shuted my mouth. Then left for school, not forgetting to wish aunt Kath a nice day.

Now I'm in front of the gates, it's quite a big school for a small town like this. There's already a lot of people entering or hanging outside. I hesitate before walking to the entrance. Some people look at me probably wondering who I am and noticing the fact that I'm a foreigner.

I enter the school and have for mission to find the teachers' classroom or the principal's office, anything. I search for a while, when I suddenly have this weird feeling. Overwhelmed and tingly, it's intense and getting worst with each second. I try to shake it off but it doesn't go away. It's too much at some point and I stop in the middle of the corridor. I notice a door, it has a bathroom sign and I hurry inside.

I push my back against the door, trying to calm my crazy heartbeat. I open my eyes when I hear a noise from in front of me. I hold myself back from screaming. There's a boy my age looking just as surprised as me. His expression stays the same, then he frowns cutely.

"What are you doing in here?" He asks me curiously while tilting his head. I can't help but look at him from head to toe. He's handsome, breathtaking. I shake my head slightly, trying to gain some composure. "Sorry I just- I'm new here. I thought it was the girls' bathroom."

"The door to your right, you'll find it easily. Now excuse me I need to go." He says hurriedly before walking right past me. His shoulder brushes against mine and I for some reason want to lean more against his touch. When he's gone, I start feeling sick so I rush in a stall and empty my stomach.

After some time, the bell rings and I panic. Quickly I stand up, ignoring the dizziness. I rush outside of the bathroom and proceed to search for someone who can give me my schedule.

Some time later

I met with a teacher after talking with the principal and they gave me my schedule. First class is history, something that I know nothing about. Apparently, I'll have to get extra lessons, maybe from another student. Even though i'd prefer not to, I don't really have a choice so I agreed.

Finally, I arrive in class, late but the teacher knew I would be. Instead of giving me the embarrassment of introducing myself infront of my classmates, she kindly does it for me. I thank her with a small smile and she reciprocs it before telling me to take a seat next to a boy named Wooyoung.

I recognize that boy, it's the one from earlier, from the bathroom. He doesn't meet my gaze, but I can see he tenses up when I sit next to him. I hesitate between staying quiet and pretending we didn't meet before or introduce myself to him. In the end, I choose not to say a word since he already seems uncomfortable.

Surprisingly though, he's the one who speaks up. He clears his throat and gently, with the tip of his index finger, taps my shoulder. I turn my attention towards him and he smiles shyly. "Hi! I'm Wooyoung. Sorry about earlier, if I didn't run away I could've helped you find your way around."

"Oh no no! It's ok really. It's not your fault! I managed anyways, but thanks for wanting to help. Oh- and I'm Y/N by the way!" I rush out a bit nervous. He giggles before noticing a strand of hair falling from behind my ear. He lifts his hand to tuck it away, but I flinch away from his touch and whimper. Both our eyes widen, but not for the same reason. He's confused and looks at me with a frown on his face and I'm panicking. I know he wouldn't have hit me, but I couldn't control my body from reacting this way. Ashamed, I look at the front and ignore him for the rest of the class.

As the hour go by, my nervousness takes over my body and I keep fidgeting. Wooyoung tries to restrain himself from interacting with me, but all the noises I'm making are becoming too much for him. He suddenly grips my tigh, stopping my movements. My hands immediately go to his wrist, holding it tightly. "W-what are you doing?"

"You're being noisy, It's annoying." His gaze doesn't leave my face and I bow my head feeling overwhelmed. He takes his hand away from me and I exhale shakily. I don't notice his eyes still on me, analyse my every movements and reactions. "You don't have to be afraid of me."

I lift my head about to respond, but he speaks first once again. The intense aura surrounding him only a few seconds ago, now completely gone. "Wanna eat lunch with me? Well- me and my friends. If you accept, I'll pay for your food~"

Lunch

I enter the cafeteria, dragged by Wooyoung. Since he asked me the first time this morning, he hasn't stopped annoying me. At some point I was about to decline, but before I had the chance to do so, he took me with him.

So now I'm here, his arm around my shoulders, guiding me to grab our lunch. When we're both finished, he insistes that he pays for my food. He ends up winning after arguing for some time and something tells me that it won't be the last time.

Wooyoung brings me to his usual table, he says they always sit there. No one is here yet, so I have some time to prepare myself mentally before meeting his friends. But what the idiot sitting next to me forgot to mention was that he has seven of them.

When I see all those boys coming towards us at first, I don't make a big deal out of the situation. I think that they just wanna talk to Wooyoung, but oh fuck was I wrong. The moment they sit around the table and questionningly watch their friend while also eyeing me, I panic. Instantly, my body freezes. I never had that problem before, being surrounded by people, boys especially. It never made me feel this way, but I guess I'm marked by what happened just yesterday.

"Who's your friend?" One of the guy asks, a smile on his face. He seems nice, but it doesn't make the nervousness go away. Wooyoung's hand meets my back softly before he answers the boy. "This girl Seonghwa, she's my new friend Y/N~ She's new here and we met in class earlier. Isn't she so cute~"

He pinches my cheek making my face burn in embarrassment. I try to hide myself, but he grabs my head and presses it against his. Our cheeks are squished together and the others are chuckling at Wooyoung's behavior. Another of the boys says. "Come on man, leave the poor girl alone. She doesn't seem really comfortable."

"Aww Yeosang~ I knew it! You're jealous~ You could've just told me!" He tries to hug Yeosang, but he pushes him away with disgust. Someone tries to keep everything under control and speak. "Wooyoung leave him alone and eat your food!"

The scolded boy whines and tried to act cute, but it only makes a few of them fake gag, what makes them receive a few punches. They all introduce themselves after the small battle settled down, all but one. Jongho asks about the boy's whereabouts. "So, where's San by the way?"

Some of them shrug, but Yunho answers him. "He had something important to do. Said he'll be there before lunch's over-"

"Ugh- I'm starving!" The missing boy sits down next to me, completely unaware of my presence. Then being met with silence, he confusingly looks up. He looks at everyone searching for an explanation, but tenses up when he sees me. "Oh..."

When our eyes meet, somehow my body react on its own. I shake slightly and the noises around me sound drowned. I don't hear San's voice, but I can see his mouth moving, he wears an apologizing expression. Then all of a sudden I abruptly stand up, everything being too much for me to handle. "Sorry- I gotta go!"

Next 》 Chapter 3

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[saltynsassy31]

(Asks are open so feel free to ask about my au or anything else or request fanfiction)

@just-here-toread finally I'm able to get to your request iakdka sorry it took so long

I'm not really good at writing depressed characters or how to comfort them i don't think but I hope you like it anyways ^^

(Side note, I headcanon for swatch to use they/he pronounce)

It was a quiet night

Swatch slept in his room and Spamton slept on the couch infront of their bed

But Spamton couldn't sleep, he would twist and turn but nothing. He couldn't sleep, not with the haunting memories that resurfaced into the front of his mind

The cold sweat from his forehead and the tears that steadily streamed down his cheeks got his pillow all wet and dirty

He glanced over at Swatch who was peacefully sleeping in his bed, he looked so beautiful when they slept, in everthing he did actually

Why did he take him in? He's such a mess, a rat from the garbage can that no one wanted, essentially trash

Yet this person saw something in him enough to take him in and treat him well, even when he was quicked out of the palace, they still went to give him proper food, they still went to check on him and eventually led to them taking him back inside even at the risk of his job

Maybe it was true, one man's trash is another's treasure

They deserved so much more than he could give, if only he could get better faster so that they didn't need to be burden by taking care of him

That's when he heard that familiar ringing play in his ears like a musical, a chilling pattern of hitting bells

He sat up clutching his chest as his breathing became louder, he covered his ears in a failed attempt at blocking out the sound

Strange though, this time it didn't seem to be coming out of his head but rather an outside source

He looked up to see the telephone stuck on the wall next to the door was the one causing the sound

Has he found him? Is he trying to contact him again? To give him his rightful prize, his ultimate body

He did move though, his body was as frozen as ice as his eyes darted from Swatch to the phone, should he respond? He knows Mike isn't any good for him but what if....

Swatch groaned and rolled around to the other side of the bed, reaching for the lamp he turned it on and put on their glasses as they slowly got out of bed

"Who is calling at this early in the morning...." they mumbled to himself as they reached the phone

"Hello?" Their voice was raspy and tired having just woken up

As the other side began to talk Swatch sigh, another mice problem for the swatchlings, great

"Call in Tasque, she is probably more awake than I am"

They talked a bit more before he hung up and turned to head back to his bed but their heart nearly jump out of their chest when he saw Spamton with static eyes sitting ominously on the couch

Right, yeah, they nearly forgot Spamton was sleeping in his room

But the static was.... new, for the 2 weeks he's been staying this was weird, and that ment something considering this was Spamton they were talking about

They slowly walked up to Spamton and carefully sat down next to him to not startle him

"Hey, Spamton are you ok there...?" He said, his voice calm and gentle, he noticed how his face was tear stained and how some still escaped his eyes

Has he been crying all night?

They placed a hand over his and gave it a slight squeeze "Spamton..." they called out as gentle as possible and he finally snapped back,the static completely fading away confusing them completely as to what it was

Spamton looked up at Swatch finally realising they were there "O-OH [[pretty bird]] YOU'RE [[UP AND EARLY] ]" he blushed a bit at what he called Swatch, but it was common by now so they didn't mind "DID I [[WAKE UP]] [[WAKE UP]] YOU?"

Swatch chuckled "no you did not, I just had to answer a call and... I saw you weren't well so I got a bit worried"

"AHAHEHAHAHE IM [[BETTER THAN EVER]] NO NEED TO WORRY ABOUT A [[DIRTY LITTLE WORM]]"

Swatch raised a brow wich made him cower a bit, he knew it was obvious he wasn't ok but he didn't want go bother them so much

"Spamton.." he began, their buttery voice calming him down "if you need to talk I am right here, I'll always be ready to listen to you if you need a shoulder to cry on" they soothed rubbing his knuckles tenderly with his feathers

It made Spamton feel safe

"If you do not mind me asking but... why was your eyes all static?"

Spamton flinched at the questions wich Swatch quickly said "only if you want to, I won't be forcing you to tell me anything you aren't comfortable with"

"The... phone" he said bearly above a whisper

"Pardon, the what?" Swatch said turning to Spamton, not really catching what he said

"The phone... Mike... the ringing was a loud...help me" his eyes began to cloud up again with static

That's when they finally cought on "Oh...Spamton..." they leaned in a bit quietly asking if he wanted a hug wich he quickly leaned in to

They remembered him always being on that phone of his, talking to someone who asked things from him constantly, demanding even, but whenever they tried to pick up the phone he'd only hear garbage noise

"If you don't likenthe ringing then I will change it"

"But-"

"No buts" they hugged him a bit tighter "I invited you to live with me and for as long as you're here I want you to be comfortable and safe, and that's a promise"

"I can't simply... what should I give it in [[full refund guaranteed]]"

Swatch chuckled "nothing"

"Nothing...?"

"Nothing, it's a promise not a deal, I don't expect anything in return, I'm doing this because I want to, because I care about you. All you have to do is to be you"

That was sure an odd concept, being given heaven for the price of nothing, of simply existing

His static faded and he leaned in more into the tight, safe, hug as more tears began to fall

He tried to give the same amout of hugs but he wasn't as strong and as big as them, but that was ok, this was his all and Swatch excepted it the way it was

There is still alot being unsaid, so much pain and hurt and damage to still be unpacked

But that was okay to, they had all the time in the world now and only God knows how patient of a man Swatch is

They'll be there for him when he stumbles and catch him before he falls, he isn't alone anymore

It was still a new concept for him, still odd and he might not truly accept it as true, but Swatch will wait and show him he is worthy of love just as any other living being

It will take time, but it will be worth it

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DONE!

I hope you liked it ^^

Again sorry for the wait and if it's shorter than my other works but I still hope you liked it 😊💕

I haven't written swatchon in a hot minute fkskdka I plan to do it more (in my au as well) so expect that in the near future

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[sluthwa]

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[hypmic-writings]

Can I get some headcanons of MTC dating a fem s/o who is persimistic and easily depressed? thank you :)

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Pairing: Samatoki Aohitsugi x reader ; Juto Iruma x reader;  Riou Busujima x reader

Genre: Angst/Fluff

Warnings: None

A/N: As someone that’s extremely optimistic and happy-go-lucky, this one was actually really hard to write haha that and I wrote it once and tumblr crashed as I was posting it so I had to re-write it. Hopefully this is along the lines of what you wanted! Enjoy~

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Samatoki Aohitsugi

Samatoki is a realist and maybe leans a tiny bit towards being optimistic 

this is shown by his reaction to the division rap battles and the way he acts around his team and his gang

if you’re someone that’s pessimistic, I can see Samatoki wanting to tell you that you’re wrong and that there’s always a way to fix things

but he’s not going to coddle you or be gentle about it

instead, he’s probably just going to be his usual, abrasive self and shout at you to be happier

“This sucks, I can’t believe we have to wait this long.”

“Shut up, would ya? We’re here together so just enjoy it.”

it’ll be up to you to make sure that you know when he’s being blunt about things like that because he genuinely wants you to be content

if you’re going through a depressive bout, Samatoki will want you to know that he’s there for you, and will do so in the most Samatoki-way you could possibly imagine

cooking

he’d especially do things like cooking you dinner and making you your favorite meal but he’s never going to let you thank him for it

instead he’ll just huff and tell you to get more strength so that the two of you can spend more time together again

he also does this for you if you’re being extremely pessimistic about work or school

whenever you’re being pessimistic about something, I can imagine him softly bonking you on the head before crossing his shoulders and sighing

saying that you shouldn’t be so down all the time and that everything would work itself out

he’s not a big talker, so he probably wouldn’t want to talk through everything you’re feeling disheartened about

but he’s more than happy to listen if you need to rant or vent about something

and because even though he might not always understand your pessimism, it’s just another thing he loves about you

Juto Iruma

I think that Juto is a realist that actually leans a little bit pessimist, as shown with the result of the division rap battle and some scenes in the manga when he’s talking to Samatoki and Riou

so when you come to him in a super pessimistic mood and want to rant to him about something, he’ll make you tell him everthing

and if he also dislikes that thing, he’s immediately popping open a bottle of wine and telling you to come over so that you can rant about it together

but if he likes that thing or is neutral, he’ll probably just shrug and say that it’s really not that bad

Juto has a tendency to be blunt about things and not sugarcoat any of the things he says (unless he’s trying to play someone)

so you have to be careful not to take his words with any ulterior meaning and know that being blunt like that is just the way he is

otherwise I can see that devolving into an argument

don’t worry if it does though, because Juto is amazing at fixing things

and if he knows he’s at fault and that you’re feeling extra pessimistic he’s gonna go out and buy you your favorite flowers or chocolates to make it up to you

Juto also really likes to tease you, so I can imagine him pretending to like something that you’re being pessimistic about just to tease you a bit

don’t worry though, he knows where the line is and won’t cross it

when you’re going through a depressive episode, I can definitely imagine him getting you whatever you need to get through it and not really wanting to leave your side unless you ask him to

he won’t admit that it’s because he wants to stay with you, but will instead insist that you’re too pessimistic to be left alone and that you need his ‘wonderful outlook on life’ (his words not yours)

at the end of the day though, Juto won’t really mind if you’re a pessimist because that’s just the way you think and he’s definitely been in that mindframe as well

Riou Busujima

Riou is a pretty optimistic person as shown by his willingness to forgive his army unit and the things he’s told Samatoki and Juto in the manga

your pessimism will worry him a little bit at first because he’ll wonder if you’re upset or unhappy

but once he learns that it’s just the way you view the world, he’s going to understand a bit more

he’ll still be the first one to show you the bright side of things, always pointing out ways to become better

sometimes he might not understand your outlook on life because he’s so firmly rooted in wanting to believe in the good within people

and Riou does tend to be a bit blunt with his words, so make sure not to misconstrue any of them or let your pessimism think that he’s talking down to you in any way

if you’re going through a depressive episode, he’s going to stay with you because he believes his presence will make you feel less alone

he’ll go out and get you whatever it is you need to feel a little bit better whether that’s food or medicine or blankets

because he’s definitely a man of action over words

speaking of actions, Riou 100% believes that a walk in the woods is one of the best ways to clear ones mind

so whenever you’re feeling extremely pessimistic, he’ll ask if you want to take a walk with him

and no matter what your feeling disheartened about, you’ll go along with him because you can’t turn down a date with him

Riou is also a very strategic and straightforward thinker, so if you’re showing that you’re pessimistic about something, he’ll want to know what it is

he’ll want to think it through and ask if the two of you can sit down and talk about it so that he can help you feel less worried about it

.・。.・゜✭・.・✫・゜・。.

#hypmic #hypnosis mic #hypnosis microphone #mtc #samatoki #Samatoki Aohitsugi #juto #juto iruma #riou #riou busujima #samatoki x reader #samatoki aohitsugi x reader #juto x reader #juto iruma x reader #riou x reader #riou busujima x reader #imagines #headcanons #hypmic imagines #hypmic headcanons #hypnosis mic imagines #hypnosis mic headcanons #hypnosis microphone imagines #hypnosis microphone headcanons

[ao3feed-tododeku]

A School's Burns BITCH, Kacchan-Quences, & a Road to Recovery...Girl

Part 6: A School’s Burns BITCH, Kacchan-Quences, & a Road to Recovery...Girl by Serge98

Description/Summary: Aizawa and Hizashi bring the tapes to Nedzu and Aldera gets found out. Bakugou x Consequences, Recovery Girl forgiveness, and Izuku gets help.

I am so sorry for the really long wait!! I got super busy and kept getting writer's block while writing some of the dialogue and scenes. I really hope you all enjoy this Part! Until next time!

Words: 27941, Chapters: 1/1, Language: English

Series: Part 6 of Was going to be a crackfic… then angst happened...now it's a series

Fandoms: 僕のヒーローアカデミア | Boku no Hero Academia | My Hero Academia

Rating: Not Rated

Warnings: Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings, No Archive Warnings Apply

Categories: F/F, M/M

Characters: Midoriya Izuku, Todoroki Shouto, Shinsou Hitoshi, Aizawa Shouta | Eraserhead, Yamada Hizashi | Present Mic, Nedzu, Kaminari Denki, Yaoyorozu Momo, Kirishima Eijirou, Todoroki Natsuo, Eri, Class 1-A, Bakugou Katsuki

Relationships: Midoriya Izuku/Todoroki Shouto, Kaminari Denki/Shinsou Hitoshi, Aizawa Shouta | Eraserhead/Yamada Hizashi | Present Mic, Asui Tsuyu/Uraraka Ochako, Jirou Kyouka/Yaoyorozu Momo, Bakugou x consequences, Class 1-A & Midoriya Izuku, Aizawa Shouta | Eraserhead & Midoriya Izuku, Midoriya Izuku & Yamada Hizashi | Present Mic

Additional Tags: Abandoned Midoriya Izuku, Abused Midoriya Izuku, Anxious Midoriya Izuku, Bullied Midoriya, Depressed Midoriya Izuku, Homeless Midoriya Izuku, Hurt Midoriya Izuku, injured midoriya izuku, Midoriya Izuku Has Abandonment Issues, Midoriya Izuku Has a Quirk, Midoriya Izuku Has One for All Quirk, Midoriya Izuku Has Trust Issues, Midoriya Izuku Has Self-Esteem Issues, Midoriya Izuku Has Self-Worth Issues, Midoriya Izuku Has Self-Confidence Issues, Midoriya Izuku Has Self-Everthing Issues, Midoriya Izuku Has Separation Anxiety, Midoriya Izuku is Selectively Mute, Midoriya Izuku Needs A Hug, Midoriya Izuku Gets A Hug, Midoriya Izuku Needs Therapy, Midoriya Izuku Gets Therapy, Midoriya Izuku Needs Help, Midoriya Izuku gets help, Midoriya Izuku Has PTSD, Midoriya Izuku has trauma, Midoriya Izuku is a Good Friend, Sad Midoriya Izuku, Todoroki Shouto is a Good Significant Other, Todoroki Shoto Has Trauma, Shinsou Hitoshi Replaces Mineta Minoru, Shinsou Hitoshi is a Good Friend, Adopted Shinsou Hitoshi, Shinsou Hitoshi has PTSD, Shinsou Hitoshi Has Trauma, Shinsou Hitoshi: I Don't Know Any All Might I Only Know Ass Bitch Kaminari Denki Has Trauma, Jirou Kyouka is a Non-binary Demi-Girl Bakugou Katsuki Being an Asshole, like season 1 Bakugou but worse, Bakugou x Consequences, Recovery Girl X Consequences, Aldera X Consequences, Protective Aizawa Shouta | Eraserhead, Protective Yamada Hizashi | Present Mic, Protective Nedzu, Protective Todoroki Shouto, Protective Kaminari Denki, Protective Yaoyorozu Momo, Protective Shinsou Hitoshi, Protective Kirishima Eijirou, Nedzu Has PTSD, Nedzu Has Trauma, Yamada Hizashi | Present Mic Has PTSD and Trauma

Read Here: https://archiveofourown.org/works/33811537

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[ao3feed-hitoshi-shinsou]

Part 5: The Proof is in the Footage

Part 5: The Proof is in the Footage by Serge98

Description/Summary: Aizawa and Hizashi visit Aldera and view the security footage...it's not good

Before I get onto the trigger warnings I just want to say I'm sorry because this became way bigger and longer than I ever meant it to. Because of this, I'm going to have to break this part up again. This means this original 5 part series is now a 7 part series at least. I seriously meant for this to be only 5 parts but the characters and plot got away from me. I wanted to get the next part out to you guys which is part of the reason this part is getting cut into another part again. The other reason being it this part is already really long and I'm only about halfway through with it (maybe).

Anyway, onto the trigger warnings! Trigger warnings like this can be skipped if you follow the second warning.

Words: 13588, Chapters: 1/1, Language: English

Series: Part 5 of Was going to be a crackfic… then angst happened...now it's a series

Fandoms: 僕のヒーローアカデミア | Boku no Hero Academia | My Hero Academia

Rating: Not Rated

Warnings: Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings, Graphic Depictions Of Violence

Categories: M/M

Characters: Aizawa Shouta | Eraserhead, Yamada Hizashi | Present Mic, Nedzu, Mentioned Midoriya Izuku, Mentioned Todoroki Shouto, Mentioned Shinsou Hitoshi, mentioned Kaminari Denki, Mentioned Yagi Toshinori, Aldera Middle School Faculty, Aldera Middle School Students

Relationships: Midoriya Izuku/Todoroki Shouto, Midoriya Izuku & Shinsou Hitoshi, Kaminari Denki/Shinsou Hitoshi, Shinsou Hitoshi & Todoroki Shouto, Kaminari Denki & Midoriya Izuku, Kaminari Denki & Todoroki Shouto, Aizawa Shouta | Eraserhead/Yamada Hizashi | Present Mic, Aizawa Shouta | Eraserhead & Kayama Nemuri | Midnight & Yamada Hizashi | Present Mic, Aizawa Shouta | Eraserhead & Midoriya Izuku, Midoriya Izuku & Yamada Hizashi | Present Mic, Aizawa Shouta | Eraserhead & Shinsou Hitoshi, Shinsou Hitoshi & Yamada Hizashi | Present Mic

Additional Tags: Abandoned Midoriya Izuku, Abused Midoriya Izuku, Bullied Midoriya, Depressed Midoriya Izuku, Homeless Midoriya Izuku, izuku, Hurt Midoriya Izuku, injured midoriya izuku, Midoriya Izuku Has a Quirk, Midoriya Izuku Has One for All Quirk, Midoriya Izuku Has Trust Issues, Midoriya Izuku Has Self-Esteem Issues, Midoriya Izuku Has Self-Worth Issues, Midoriya Izuku Has Self-Confidence Issues, Midoriya Izuku Has Self-Everthing Issues, Midoriya Izuku is Good at Hiding His Injuries, Midoriya Izuku Needs A Hug, Midoriya Izuku Needs Therapy, Midoriya Izuku Needs Help, Midoriya Izuku Has PTSD, Midoriya Izuku has trauma, Midoriya Izuku is a Good Friend, Sad Midoriya Izuku, Protective Todoroki Shouto, Protective Shinsou Hitoshi, Protective Aizawa Shouta | Eraserhead, Protective Yamada Hizashi | Present Mic, Protective Nedzu, Protective Kaminari Denki, Todoroki Shouto is a Good Significant Other, Shinsou Hitoshi Replaces Mineta Minoru, Shinsou Hitoshi is a Good Friend, Adopted Shinsou Hitoshi, Shinsou Hitoshi has PTSD, Shinsou Hitoshi Has Trauma, Yagi Toshinori | All Might Bashing, Bakugou Katsuki Being an Asshole, like season 1 Bakugou but worse, Aizawa & Hizashi Plan Murder, They'd Murder Children With No Remorse, Silent Aizawa is Deadly Aizawa, Fear the Silent Aizawa, Hizashi Would Join V! Izuku, Aizawa Would Join V! Izuku, Nedzu Would Join V! Izuku, Hizashi: I Don't Know a Toshinori I Only Know of Bitchinori, Aizawa: I Don't Know a Yagi I Only Know of Yagbitch

Read Here: https://archiveofourown.org/works/32651086

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[inspriredlyuninspired]

The Stalker 

Part 6

Modern!Ivar x Curvy!Reader, Able-bodied! Ivar, Dark!Ivar 

Warnings: Depression, starving, sucidal thoughts. 

Summary: Y/n is stuck in her head about everything that happened, but still agrees to go on the trip with Ivar, she makes a shocking discovery about herself. 

Word count: 1,514 

Third Person POV

In the days leading up to the party Y/n barely moved out of bed, in the meantime Ivar prepared them both to leave. He has had two plane tickets ready since the party was announced. 

He got her a new dress, shoes, makeup or anything she ever could have wanted, he wasn’t trying to buy her love. But it sure as hell looked that way. 

“Little dove, please eat. You haven’t eaten in three days.”

“no thanks, im not hungry.” her voice was small and fragile. 

The past few days, her mental health had rapidly been declining. She was headed back to the darkest period of her life, and she felt as though she couldn't stop it. It broke Ivar’s heart seeing her like this. She had no energy or motivation to get out of bed. He could not get her to eat, he would listen to her quietly sob while he laid next ot her in bed. The worst part is it was all his fault, he had caused this. 

Her head was filled with vile thoughts. 

‘everyone that walks into your life makes you worse then you were before’

‘no one truly loves you, they all want you for something and will drop you the second they’re done with you’

‘Mom and Dad didnt even care you left in the middle of the night, and now you’re stuck with the guy who stalked you’

‘he doesn’t care about you at all, thats why he trapped you here’

She couldn’t get the voices to stop. She thought at this point she would be better off dead, she would never find happiness in her life, she would never find someone that would truly love and cherish her. She thought this was her happily ever after, but it was her worst nightmare. 

“Little dove, please sit up” she obliged, she had only been out of bed to go to the bathroom and shower. She sat up and Ivar gently held a spoon to her mouth. She opened her mouth and began to slurp the soup off the spoon. 

He could have been hand feeding her poison and she would not of cared.

But it wasnt, it was broccolli cheddar soup, from her favorite restaurant downtown. She had never told him how much she loved it, he knew, from when he stalked her. Just thinking of that made her shiver away and a tear to roll down her cheek.

Seeing her cry saw made his heart shatter into a million pieces. 

“Little dove please, we need to talk.” 

“About what?” her voice cracked slightly.

“everything, i know you dont trust me and you have no reason to, i know what i did was terrible. I should have asked you out when i saw you that first day. I just thought you would never like a guy like me.”

“What do you mean a guy like you?” “im weird, im a nerd. I dont talk to anyone. I live in a house in the middle of the woods because im secluded, people hated with me growing up, even my own father hated me. I have only ever had one person in my life love me unconditionally and she isn’t here anymore. I am a man with a lot of baggage and a lot of hurt. I didn’t think you wanted to deal with it.” 

Her eyed softened, he was broken. Just like her. 

She sat up a little straighter and put her hand gently on his. This action shocked him. 

“ivar, i have a lot of baggage, but you still wanted me. It still shocks be everyday that you wanted me as much as you did-”

“i still want you, i want to protect you.” “you dont always have to protect everyone else, sometimes you need to be protected yourself.” 

“y/n, i love you. I would do anything to have you love me back. I understand how desperate that sounds too.” he chuckled slightly at himself.

“Ivar i told you im starting to fall in love with you. I love being around you, those days where you were yourself arond me, you mesmorized me. You intrigued me, you made want to learn every single little quirk about you. I agreed to go on this trip with you to see if i could get over what happened.” 

“seeing you these part few days hurt my heart, and knowing it was my fault i couldnt believe myself.” 

“my thoughts took over and im sorry, it wasn’t fair to you.” 

“no please do not apologize, it was my fault. what thoughts were you struggling with?” 

“the thought that no one in my life will truly love me and that the world would be better if i wasnt in it.” before she could finish his arms were wrapped aournd her, holding her tight to his chest. 

“i need you here, you make my world so much brighter.” he whispered in her ear softly. 

*12 hours later* 

“ivar im sleepy”

“i know love you can sleep on the plane.” Ivar kissed her head that was leaning gently on his shoulder as they stood in the line for security in the airport. 

When it was time for them to board their flight Ivar watched Y/n’s eyes light up

“excited to fly baby?”

“no i excited to go to sleep!” Her voice sounded like a childs, it made him giggle. 

“First class now boarding.” came over the loud speaker. Y/n didn’t move, she was waiting until the announcement for coach seating came. 

But she felt Ivar tugging on her hand, she gave him a confused look. 

“oh Little Dove, you didn’t think that i would give you anything less than the best.” 

Now, Y/n knew Ivar had money. Not just money, but like money money. SHe was still shocked. They were led to their seats, or rather their beds. 

“These are full beds!” Y/n exclaimed. Ivar giggled and sat down and held her hand. 

“now you can get your sleep, beauitful.” Y/n climbed into her side and she put down the divider between them. Ivar got comfortable on his side, not pushing his luck trying to hold her.

But he felt Y/n curl into his side, he felt her breathing steady he knew that she was drifiting off to sleep. 

He held her close as they lifted off into the air, he fell asleep holding his girl for the long plane ride they had ahead. 

Once the plane had landed y/n felt more awake and energized then she had in a couple days. Seeing her so full of life made Ivar’s heart melt. 

His rental car was waiting for them at the airport, of course he couldnt just get a normal car. A BMW, very similar to the one he owned back in the states was there ready for him. He of course opened the door for Y/n and wouldnt let her help pack the car.

Once they were on the road, Y/n looked mesmerized as she watched the Danish countrside pass by. She loved seeing the transition of the quiant countryside to the city. 

When they pulled up to the hotel Y/n was again shocked at how beautiful it is, she couldn’t even begin to think about how much he had spent. Vallet and bell hops came to take the bags and move the car. 

Y/n grabbed Ivar’s hand which shocked him, but he was not complaining. they walked into the lavish lobby and were immediately greeted. 

“Mr. and Mrs. Ragnarson, your room is ready.” The man handed Ivar the room key and shook his hand. Ivar guided her over to the elevator and said 

“sorry about that, i booked the honeymoon suite” he blushed slightly, he didnt want to admit that to y/n but he was forced to. 

“no its okay it was cute, why did you book that one?” 

“it has the most beautiful veiw, not only did i want you to see it but i wanted to expirence it with you.” the blush on his cheeks made y/n’s heart burst. She was falling hard for him, and was slowly getting over everthing that had happened. 

As ivar opened the door to the room, the floor to ceiling windows were the first thing she saw. Her mouth hung wide open, the sun was setting and the lights were beginning to flick on all over the city. Y/n slowly walked over to window and just watched in amazement. 

Ivar walked over and wrapped his arms around her waist and leaned his chin on top of her head. 

“this is the most beautiful view i have ever seen” Y/n whispered. 

“You are the most beautiful veiw i have ever seen” Ivar whispered back to her. 

This was the moment she knew she was not getting over him. 

to be continued.. 

Taglist: @youbloodymadgenius​ @lostgirl14480​ @artsyle​

#dark!ivar #ivar lothbrok #ivar x reader #modern!ivar #modern!vikings #vikings ivar #alex h?gh andersen #alex h?gh andersen fluff #alex h?gh x reader

[zuffer-weird-girl]

May I request where the reader having nightmare of losing the kids and overhaul. Next thing overhaul hear his s/o crying in their sleep and confess what happen in the dream.

;-; why?

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He felt something was wrong the moment he extended his arm and didn't found you on the bed.

You slept like a damn rock in comparation to him but ever since the accident with his arm you simply... seemed to forgot that you are a human, and needed sleep. It has been already almost a year since the event, but it was enough to leave a huge trauma to not only him...

He groaned while getting up, already adjusting his prosthetic arm in case something was wrong and carefully walked through the house in search for you.

Both of his brats were light sleepers just like him so he had to be carefull before he heard the typical 'daddy why are you awake?' Or the one he despised the most but couldn't turn down at the same time 'can I sleep with you and mommy?'

Damn those kids for getting almost everthing from him.

He was starting to get worried when you weren't in any rooms of the house before he found it one window open to the balcony...

He mentally face palmed at his stupidity...

"What are you doing in here? You will catch a cold." He said harshly before he heard you sniffle and apologizing, already cringing.

There. Sick. Perfect.

"Come now before I get the luck of taking care of your stupid s-" he immediately stopped talking when he saw how your eyes were puff and red and how huge your eyebags were comparing to last week.

He should've have know...

"Sorry. Did I wake you up? It really wasn't my intention."

"No, no. It's... fine."

You both stayed silent while you looked uo at the full moon, gulping down your wishes to cry your eyes out while you felt your husband's eyes not even once leaving your face.

He sighed out loud before propting his prosthetic forearm in the balcony while his good one pushed you slowly to be laying a bit on his body.

"... you're tense. Had a bad dream." He more stated than asked.

"Bingo." You said sadly, wiping some of your tears away, now looking down at his gloved hand coming to hold yours...

"... do you think it would be better if you talk about it? Evertime I have one of those disgusting things I vent about it with you so... I am retribuiting the favor." He said monotonously but still carresed with the tip of his covred nose the top of your head.

"... Isn't obvious? I lost you... but this time was Kaito and Kin as well and I can't just-!" You gulped down your sob as you brought one of your hands to your face.

"I'm... sorry." He said awkwardly but still carried a lot of guilt in his voice as he brought you closer. "I brought you to this hell in the first place... apologies angel..."

You laughed bitterly before sniffling and looking up at the moon again, feeling for a little while the warm of your husband body.

"We both know is not your fault. First, I accepted on dating a yakusa boss and second, it was that... that fucking son of bitch who did this-!" You sobbed as you looked down at his prosthetic arm on your side.

"It's ok. Please just... don't cry." He said already feeling his own eyes burning at seing his wife so depressed... all because of him.

He always did this. He always ruined and hurted the ones close to him. He was always meant to destroy... God fucking dammit-!

He stopped his train of thought when you turned in his embrace and hugged him close to you, mumbling a sorry about his mysophobia...

Even being in such a state of sadness you were still worries about him... he was really a demon....

"Kai... I can't lose you or the kids... I don't think I... I would be a stable person..."

"... Me neither." He hugged you close while he burried his face on the crook of your neck, inhaling eargly your clean and sweet scent.

A cold breezes passed through you guys, making you and Chisaki shiver a bit at the contact before he urged you silemtly to get back inside.

"... do you want to end this?"

"Huh?"

"Don't be stupid now." He said darkly while sitting besides you, looking dead in the eye "End this. End this suffering. Leave with both brats so all of you aren't in contact with-"

"I just had a nightmare abour losing the kids AND YOU, and you have the audacity to say that I want to leave?" You said more in sadness than offended, making Chisaki soften his eyes for a bit as he took a big breath.

"You know that I am not good at this..."

You smiled while shaking your in head hopeless as you silently asked for you to caress his face... he simply stared at it numbly before nodding.

"Still you got a lot better... and anyway I wouldn't want you to change the slightest..."

He scoffed while finally the hints of a smirk appeared on his face.

"Neither do I."

"Even if I have a qui-"

"Oh shut your damn mouth." He oushed you slightly yet affectionately away from him emiting a giggle of yours...

A giggle... not a cry.... he did it.

"Oh! Oh! I have one worse! I am from actually a family from old generations of hero-"

"Don't insult your family like that." He growled before he flipped your forehead, you almost letting out a yelp if it wasn't for Chisaki's gloved hand to cover your mouth.

"The brat's are asleep stupid. They can wake up with even a small sound if we're not careful." He growled close to your ear making you shiver intently.

Huh. Even despite all of this years the effect was always the same.

"Then shut me up handsome devil." You whispered as soon as your husband let go of your mouth.

"Don't angels like you learn that we are dangerous creatures? How many times will I have to corrupt you for you to learn your lesson?"

"Is my curse for falling for you." You smiled up at him whole you kissed lovingly his prosthetic arm "And I have absolutely no regrets neither shame on admiting."

He took off his mask to look you down questionably but after a mere seconds he finally smiled... a true smile of his.

"Then perish... my angel."

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