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komotionlessqueenmm · 2 years
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Headcanon/Preference # 12
(Star Wars/Solo triplets)
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Gif credit goes to (In order) - @empressdarkren - @moodyadamdriiver - @fanficsandmoregalore (Unless told otherwise.)
Year posted - 2022
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•Kylo Ren•
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- Kylo is a cruel yandere.
- Dose he kidnap you? Yes, absolutely.
- When would he kidnap you? As soon as he laid eyes on you. He grabbed you and tossed you into the trunk of his car, before you could even react or even scream.
- He will break you mentally, and physically until you love him.
- He will wear you down, telling you that no one could ever love you except for him.
- Kylo has accepted the fact that you will hate and fear him for a while.
- Will he violate you? Yes, it's all part of his process to break you.
- In doing so he will touch you, and bring you so many orgasms that eventually that euphoric pleasure, turns into a deep searing pain.
- Does he love you? In a dark and twisted way, yes Kylo loves you.
- Would he ever hurt you? Obviously he's going to hurt you, but if you push him to far, he will kill you.
- Can you escape him? Nope never.
- Does anyone know about you? Nope and no one ever will, you're Kylo's perfect little secret.
- Kylo has a special Darling room for you to stay in when you've been bad, or when he's away.
- Otherwise you sleep with him, even if he has to chain you to his bed.
- Is it possible to hurt him? Physically? No not at all. Emotionally? Also no.
- If you die? Kylo will morn you for a very long time, he'll be mad at you for leaving him, and blame you for being so weak.
- Their favorite way to spend time with you? He loves reading to you, forcing you to curl into his side, or rest your head on his lap. Or just laying in bed while he plays with your hair, again weather you're chained down or not.
- How do they like marking you? Cuts, burns, broken bones, are all options. Kylo's personal favorite is carving his name into your skin, which he has done quite a few times, all of which have left a bad scar forever etched into your skin.
- How long did it take to break you into submission? It only took Kylo 8 months to break you, the fastest of the three to do so.
- Do they want children with you? Yes, he wants a son, but he wouldn't be very upset if you gave him a daughter, he would probably put her up for adoption, and try again for a son. Continuously doing this until you finally give him a son.
- How long did it take for him to admit he loves you to your face? About 2 months, it was when you obediently thanked him, after he broke your fucking arm. (You feared what worse things he would do if you didn't say it.) And the confession just kinda spilled from his lips.
- Does he want to marry you? Kylo forces you into saying you're already married, making you wear a ring he bought you, that clearly cost a lot money, with a large stone of your preference.
- What would he do if someone found out about you? Not gonna happen, Kylo is far to careful at covering his tracks.
- Is he aware that what he's doing is wrong? Oh yeah he knows it's considered wrong, he just doesn't care whatsoever.
- Will he allow you to have any hobbies? Surprisingly yes, Kylo will allow you to have hobbies. But only hobbies he has approved of, doesn't matter to him if you actually like it or not. You get what you get.
- What happens if/when you get the courage to talk back? Pain is all you will know until Kylo has decided you've learned your lesson... This can last days or even weeks, so be careful with what you say, even if you aren't talking back.
- Will you ever be granted the freedom to go outside again? Only in the dead of night, after he's broken you, and he will not leave your side, no matter what you say.
- Are you a weakness of his? Yes, but Kylo is prepared to destroy his own weaknesses if necessary. No one would even have the chance to use you against him before he would deal with you himself. No matter how much it might hurt him. Because if he can't have you, no one can.
- How much do they know about you when they first kidnap you? Nothing, not even your name. All he knew was that you were stunning in his eyes, and he had to have you.
- Dose anyone come looking for you? Yeah, friends, family, investigators, you name it, the whole country was on the lookout for you. But no one ever found any leads, and eventually the case of your disappearance went cold.
- Does he have a shrine dedicated to you? Kylo has no need of a shrine when he can simply hold you in his arms whenever he wants. But his bedroom walls do eventually become covered in pictures of you, all of which would look like normal couple pictures, if it wasn't for the terrified look in your eyes. (or the noticeable injuries.)
- What would he do if he found you'd injured yourself? He's going to scold you like a child, probably even prod at the injury without a care about it hurting you. He'll eventually patch you up if necessary, but again he's rough and careless about it.
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•Ben Solo•
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- Ben is a delusional yandere.
- Does he kidnap you? Of course, you are already his after all.
- When does he kidnap you? After he disposes of all of your friends and family. He can't have anyone come looking for you.
- He will manipulate you into falling in love with him.
- He will gaslight you into thinking you've always loved him, you were just to shy to admit it. (Which he truly believes.)
- Ben doesn't think it's possible you could ever hate or fear him, no matter what you say or do.
- Will he violate you? Absolutely, you're his to do with as he pleases.
- He's selfish in this situation, like so many others, he believes that as long as he gets off, so will you. So he doesn't even notice when it's only hurting you.
- Does he love you? He thinks so, but deep down I don't think it's actually love, just pure obsession.
- Will he ever hurt you? He doesn't even realize he's hurting you, Ben seriously thinks you're just being a brat.
- Can you escape him? You could, but not for long, and it wouldn't be an easy task.
- Does anyone know about you? His twins know of you, but they don't know you, or what Ben has done.
- Ben will lock you in a closet full of mirrors when you've been bad, and he'll yell obscenities about you through the door.
- If you're being a "brat", you sleep on the floor of his bedroom, if you're good you can sleep with him in his comfy bed.
- Is it possible to hurt him? Physically? Not really, he's got a high tolerance for pain. Emotionally? It depends on quite a few factors, so it's possible, but not easy.
- If you die? Ben will be in denial for a while, probably even keeping your body for a long time, in some sick hope that one day you'd just wake back up. (Doesn't seem to matter to him even if you've rotted to the very bone.)
- Their favorite way to spend time with you? He loves watching cheesy chick flicks with you, pretending he hates it, and often times acting like the people in those movies.
- How do they like marking you? Ben is a simple man, so hickeys are his go to. However he's also a gross man at times, and forcing you to have his cum dry upon your skin, then leaving it there until he allows you to clean it is another favorite of his.
- How long did it take to break you into submission? It took Ben an entire 2 years to break you, the longest of the three.
- Do they want children with you? No none whatsoever. He is greedy, and he cannot share, he wants his you all to himself. Will be pissed if you get pregnant anyways, even though it's entirely his fault in the first place.
- How long did it take for him to admit he loves you to your face? Christ he was admitting it while he was kidnapping you, praising you the entire time, and chanting "I love you." over and over again.
- Does he want to marry you? Nope, Ben doesn't think soulmates need some trivial title like marriage. And it's not like you're ever going to see anyone ever again anyways, so he doesn't need to mark what is his, with a ring he doesn't care for anyhow. (The hickeys and what not are for his own pleasure, a ring just wouldn't do it for him.)
- What would he do if someone found out about you? Depends as to who caught him, if it was one of his twins, he would act like he doesn't know what their talking about when they question him. If it was anyone else, Ben would kill them in a heartbeat.
- Is he aware that what he's doing is wrong? Nope not at all, he's delusional, he thinks this is all perfectly normal and acceptable.
- Will he allow you to have any hobbies? Yes and no? Ben will let you dabble with hobbies is more along the lines of what happens. Because he wants to do the hobby with you, but he gets bored of most of them pretty quickly.
- What happens if/when you get the courage to talk back? Punishment of rough unwanted sex, followed by locking you in the mirror closet completely naked and filthy, and a silent treatment will follow once he's let you out. (He thinks the last part would bother you, but it's honestly a small saving grace for your sanity.)
- Will you ever be granted the freedom to go outside again? Hahahaha nope never... Hope you don't mind being trapped inside a house for the rest of your life.
- Are you a weakness of his? Not nearly as much as one might think, but you are a small weakness to Ben that someone could use against him. Doubtful that would ever happen though.
- How much do they know about you when they first kidnap you? After dealing with everyone else, he knows a good bit about you, having snooped through all sorts of their things after dealing with them, and soaking up every bit of knowledge about you that he could find.
- Dose anyone come looking for you? No one is left to come looking for you, thanks to him, you literally vanished off the face of the earth as if you never existed in the first place.
- Does he have a shrine dedicated to you? Ben had a small shrine for a little while, mostly as a way of checking off all of those he needed to get rid of. But once he had you, he abandoned it. Like Kylo his bedroom becomes filled with pictures of you, unlike Kylo however, the pictures in his room are mostly obscene and inappropriate.
- What would he do if he found you'd injured yourself? He'll call you stupid and clumsy, even if you did it on purpose. He will make you tend to the injury yourself, because he has better things to do. But he'll secretly monitor you to make sure you actually patch yourself up. Yelling and berating you if you don't do it.
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•Matt Solo•
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- Matt is a soft yandere.
- Does he kidnap you? Yes, but he was pretty apprehensive at first.
- When does he kidnap you? When you've made arrangements to move very far away. He just couldn't loose you.
- He will pamper you, and warship you, until you are suffering from Stockholm syndrome.
- He will manipulate you emotionally, making you feel sorry for him by crying until he's nearly hysterical, whenever you threaten to escape.
- Matt is terrified that you will hate or fear him, and he will try his best to fix that if/when it occurs.
- Will he violate you? A little. He's shy, and sweet despite kidnapping you.
- His violating is simply stealing kisses, and coping a feel every once in a while. He won't take it any further until you're ready for him.
- Does he love you? With his whole heart and soul, Matt warships the very ground you walk upon.
- Will he ever hurt you? No never! At least not intentionally. And if he did hurt you, he would do anything and everything to make up for it. (Except letting you go of course.)
- Can you escape him? Yes you could escape him, he's the only one you could escape and stay free from.
- Does anyone know about you? Everyone has heard about you, because Matt never stops gushing about you, but again no one knows you, or what Matts done.
- Matt like Kylo has a really nice Darling room for you, and he'll forbid you from going in there, or entertaining yourself with any of the things he got you when you've been bad.
- You sleep in your own bed in your Darling room, and a lot of times, Matt sneaks in at some point in the night, and curls up on the bed beside you, petting your hair.
- Is it possible to hurt him? Physically? Yes, but he's a lot tougher than you might think. Emotionally? Yes, and it's pretty easy to do, but he'll always forgive you.
- If you die? Matt would be heartbroken, he would never forgive himself, or get over you... He may actually die of a broken heart.
- Their favorite way to spend time with you? Baking! Matt is a terrible cook, but he's a master baker, and he loves baking with you. (Anything that could be used as a weapon is guarded by him at all times. Don't want you to hurt yourself after all.)
- How do they like marking you? Matt is far more subtle than his twins, and his preferred way of marking you is scent marking. So he nuzzles into you all the time, rubbing his face into your skin like a cat.
- How long did it take to break you into submission? It took Matt 11 months to break you, the most effective of the three to break you without violence.
- Do they want children with you? Yes! He wants a huge family with his you, so the more kids the better! Cries every single time he finds out you are pregnant.
- How long did it take for him to admit he loves you to your face? Woof it took him a whole 6 months to gather the courage to actually utter the words to your face.
- Does he want to marry you? Oh but of course! Matts the only one that will legitimately marry you, after he's broken you of course, and he's convinced you to love him and forget all the horrible things he's done.
- What would he do if someone found out about you? Panic first! Then use the advantage that he's considered the "runt" of the triplets, to convince whoever caught him, that it's not what it looks like, and to just forget about ever seeing anything out of the ordinary.
- Is he aware that what he's doing is wrong? Yes he is aware that this is bad, but he simply cannot lose you, so he will do whatever it takes, even if the guilt eats away at him sometimes.
- Will he allow you to have any hobbies? Duh! You can have anything you want! (Within reason!) As long as it's safe! No sharp objects, or chemicals that could be harmful to you! And Matt his going to stare at you while you mess with your hobby, all heart eyes and happy sighs from him the entire time. (You're just so incredible and talented!)
- What happens if/when you get the courage to talk back? He will cry and ask why you're being so cruel/ungrateful. He'll then take away a lot of your privileges, and lock you in the attic for few days, bringing you food and water each day with puffy red eyes. Reminding you that you should be more grateful for the things he has given you.
- Will you ever be granted the freedom to go outside again? After he's broken you of course, he would adore taking romantic walks with you in a park, feeding ducks or watching dogs chase after sticks.
- Are you a weakness of his? Completely, Matt would be destroyed if anything ever happened to you. So someone could definitely use you against him of they wanted.
- How much do they know about you when they first kidnap you? He knows everything, from your mother's maiden name, to the name of your first pet. He knows your favorite food, color, snacks foods, drinks, hell even the preferred fount you would use when writing documents on your laptop.
- Dose anyone come looking for you? Some people tried looking for you, your parents hired a PI, and he got somewhat close, but then the trail went cold, and that was that, you were just gone.
- Does he have a shrine dedicated to you? Matt has a huge shrine, and he still tends to it even after he has you. Like his twins he has a lot of pictures of you, except they scatter his whole house, and they are very innocent, despite how uncomfortable you look in a lot of them.
- What would he do if he found you'd injured yourself? He's on the brink of freaking out, and crying. But he'll coo and comfort you the best he can, even if it's just a tiny injury, like a paper cut. He'll then patch you up with a feather light touch, and kiss the badge softly once he's done.
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melodygatesauthor · 1 year
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6lostgirl6 · 1 year
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Kylo Ren Masterlist
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Not What He Seems - Actor!Kylo Ren x Assistant G/n!Reader
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mentallygone1 · 1 year
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Yn/kylo ren/ Matt/Ben solo yanderes
This is my first time writing 😭🥹 please let me know how to improve I will add tags if as I go if I continue.
He had been watching her for months. Following her, Sneaking into her apartment, memorising her clothes and how they stuck so perfectly to her body, he would watch her eat, kylo loved how she wasn't shy with food. He especially loved it when she would lick her lips, the swipe of her tongue on her lips making them wet, he was obsessed and he didn't even care. Sadly for kylo the change in him become noticeable especially to his brother's.
"something is different about him Matt I'm telling you", " I know Ben its probably a girl he will move on why do you care." Ben was frustrated, he wanted to know what was making his brother happier and deep down he knew why he wanted to know. He wanted happiness too and if kylo, the coldest brother could be why couldn't he.
(outside the café)
"Ben this is a bad idea, he will probably find out," "shush Matt we can finally find out why he's happy."Matt and Ben sat in their car parked by the café y/n worked at. Kylo was sitting outside at a table, his leg bouncing up and down looking nervous. Ben and Matt didn't know why he was nervous until they saw you.
The second kylo saw you walk outside with his coffee in your hand he sat up and blushed. You walked out with your hair tied up into a ponytail, sweat clinging to your forehead, wearing a red and white striped dress.
With a huge smile on your face you give kylo his coffee "to my favourite customer." As you had gotten Closer to give him the coffee, kylo leaned forward to get it catching some of your scent. He was obsessed and made a mental note for later to see what vanilla scent products you use for when you're finally his. "Ahh sweet y/n, sit chat with me", "kylo I would love to but it's been so busy today." Kylo had been coming to the café for a while now at first you were afraid of him and his attention towards you but now you thought he was harmless and he left you great tips.
Before kylo could persuade y/n to sit his eyes widened as he noticed Matt and Ben walking over. "Hey bro, whose this cutie pie.". Y/n was shocked at how similar they all looked, when her eyes landed on Matt he notices and blushed while straightening his glasses. Kylo clenches his hand enraged that his brother's might mess everything up. Y/n these are my brothers Ben and Matt, Ben, Matt this is y/n. Ben shakes your hand " it's a pleasure y/n, matt shakes your hand and stutters " iits nice to meet yoyou." Completely shocked by all of this you smile. " Well I must get back to work but it's lovely to meet you all"
When you walk away all three men watch the way your hips move. " What are you both doing here!" kylo shouts "Ben wanted to know why your happy and now we know why" Matt quietly mutters. Kylo notices the sparkle in Ben's eyes and the blush on Matt's cheeks, he needs them to know she was his and couldn't take her away . "She's mine!" Ben looks over with a smirk on his face "but y/n doesn't know that does she kylo?" With a chuckle Ben walks back to his car, as Matt follows him.
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envihellbender · 1 year
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Playwright/porn shoot Ben, set builder Hux art school AU with a side of yandere pls
Fandom: Star Wars
Characters: Ben Solo / Kylo Ren (trans man), Hux (agender)
Content: Yandere, sex worker
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Hux hadn’t heard the front door open, he was too engrossed in his screen, his lips growing dry with anxiety and his stomach twisting. He didn’t even hear Ben come up the stairs, and open the door to their study until he spoke.
“What are you doing still up?” Ben asked. Hux became fluster and slammed his laptop lid down, his had grown a light pink. He turned to Ben who had a slight smirk on his face, clearly under the impression he’d caught him about to start wanking or something. Hux sighed and let out a forced laugh.
“Nothing,” he said a little too quickly, spinning his chair to face Ben who had his thick black eyebrows raised. “Just. Work. Designing. You know. For the play. The old factory and such… it’s a bit complicated.”
“Oh? Let me see!” Ben said excitedly he stopped forward and Hux began to panic as he protectively put one hand over his laptop.
“Not yet. It’s … my process. You know I don’t like to show you anything unfinished.” Ben stopped and looked at Hux for a minute, for a moment Hux thought he didn’t believe him. “It’s not very interesting right now anyway, I’m just doing diagrams and seeing if I can make the 3D program come up with some concepts that’s all.” Finally, Ben just shrugged, Hux stopped himself from sighing in relief and instead avoided Ben’s gaze.
“Well, whatever, I’m gonna get something to eat,” he said leaving. “Rehearsal went well today by the way thanks for asking,” he called over his shoulder passive aggressively.
“I- Great, sorry, I didn’t-” Before Hux could come up with an explanation Ben was going downstairs. He sighed and turned back to the laptop. He could make it up to him later, he thought.
Hux opened the laptop lid, swallowing nervously as he typed in his password and it sprung back to life. It immediately showed the browser open again, the image that was seared into his eyelids was right there. It was a picture of Ben, naked, sat on his heels, legs spread revealing a black triangle of pubic hair, and his long thin scars under his pectoral muscles on display. He wore a thick black collar and his wrists were cuffed together and held above his head by a pale hand. On his belly in red lipstick was ‘free to use’. He scrolled down to the description: ‘cuntboy slut just wants a belly full of cum and a mouth full of piss’. His soft thick lips were pouting, looking submissive and a little bratty. Hux felt his breathing alternate between stopping and growing quickly as his jealousy rose. He quickly scrolled through the comments, his hands shaking in anger as he saw so many people lusting over Ben, saying all the depraved things they’d do to him.
Hux went back to his email and opened the message from Victor that screamed at them from the screen: “isn’t this Ben? Lmao”. Hux wrote a simple “fuck you” in response and sent it. He felt his chest heave and his cheeks burn, he knew what Ben would say. That it was up to him, it didn’t mean he was sleeping around but… it still filled Hux with enough anger to make him want to lock Ben in their bedroom and find every single one of the commenters. Find them and rip their bodies to pieces, he thought, fantasising about dismembering them. He picture cutting off their pathetic, little cocks and shoving the blade of his knife inside their putrid cunts.
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pinkcottonlatte · 1 year
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BEOMGYUᵳᵢ𝓬 ᵣₑ𝓬ₛ
[part 1]
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⦾ Series
⁃ Lover = Lo$er by @wildernessuntothemselves (complete, sub!beomgyu, dom!reader, virgin shaming, degradation, slut shaming, foodplay, mommy kink, breeding kink)
⁃ You are my queen now by @wildernessuntothemselves (complete, switch!beomgyu, switch!reader, dry humping, cumming in pants, dirty talk, unrequited love, non con, extremely unhealthy relationship dynamics, manipulative characters, mentions of and justifications of rape, mentions of miscarriages, spanking, cheating, fingering, cunnilingus, dirty talk, orgasm denial)
⁃ Love affair by @yvesjun (complete, alcohol consumption, swearing, smut (drunk sex, fem. oral receiving, slight degradation, orgasm denial)
⁃ here I come by @ijhyo (complete, horror, swearing ,injuries, character death, mentions of blood, stabbing, knives)
⁃ run by @loveliestfelix (complete, angst, best friends to strangers)
⁃ ghosting by @jjunis (on going, swearing, family issues, abusive parents, mentions of domestic violence , mentions of some light injuries, anxiety ,depression, insecurities)
⁃ stranger things!beomgyu by @bb-eilish (mentions of death, sex, rough sex, dirty talk, pet names, dom!gyu, sub!reader,mutual pining, condom use)
⁃ ugly district by @jjuxii (on going, enemies to lovers, bullying, cursing)
⁃ bj!ben by @minnieves (on going, camboy!beomgyu, mutual masturbation, fingering)
⁃ fuck you series by @fairyofshampgyu (complete, nsfw, sub! beomgyu, dom! reader, enemies to lovers, degrading & slut shaming, smut)
⁃ live now! Series by @fairyofshampgyu (on going, camboy, sub! beomgyu, dom! reader, solo beomgyu, anal, smut)
⁃ anti-romantic by @tokkibbang00 (on going, college!au, strangers to lovers, fluff, angst, humor, ex! hyunjin, best friend! yeonjun, indie band! txt, cursing, alcohol consumption, mentions of sex)
⁃ one way by @rosewould (on-going, hate sex, mean!gyu, slut shaming, breath play, overstimulation, multiple orgasms, post orgasm torture, dubcon, blood, pain play, breast play, biting, hair pulling, choking, spitting, unrequited crush, failed confession)
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⦾ One shots
⁃ honeymoon by @beomsight (edging, clothed sex, subspace, unestablished dom/sub roles, top!bg, he’s loud, mutual masturbation, drooling, biting, marks, crying)
⁃ needy thing by @beomsight (afab! reader, use of pet name, protected sex, hand job, oral)
⁃ surprise! by @beomsight (subby!bg, voyeurism, edging)
⁃ good boy by @beomsight (strap on, hand job, nipple play, softdom!reader
⁃ rude awakening by @beomsight (afab!reader, smacking, mention of temperature play, sleeping naked, tummy hickeys)
⁃ (blood) lust by @beomsight (afab!reader, lots of mentions of blood, hand jobs, fingering, slight dubcon, penetration, creampie, no protection, light choking, marking, biting, feeding, bloodplay, teasing, slight teasing
⁃ be sweet (I wanna believe in you) by @beomsight (angst, crying, mentions of insomnia, arguments, debilitating anxiety)
⁃ endorphins by @beomsight (poly! Featuring Taehyun, scratching, unprotected sex, creampie, oral)
⁃ control by @beomsight ( ot5, fem!reader, subspace, voyeurism, spanking, orgasm denial, crying, manhandling, fingering, oral), attempt at double penetration (no anal), nipple play,degradation, pet names)
⁃ rush by @idollemon (best friends to lovers, dirty talk, foreplay, no actual intercourse)
⁃ boyfriend by @hyewka (sub!beomgyu, harddom!reader, degradation, slight mommy kink, overstim, dacryphilia, nipple play (m receiving), titty sucking, bed humping, praise kink, dumbification )
⁃ puppy hybrid thought by @hyewka (smut, sub!dog hybrid beomgyu, corruption kink)
⁃ yandere!beomgyu thought by @hyewka (18+, smut, toxic behaviour)
⁃ perv bestfriend!gyu thought by @hyewka (smut)
⁃ gamer!beomgyu by @cheolhub (smut)
⁃ how to get the girl by @ijhyo (college au, strangers to friends to lovers, swearing, lots of food mentions, two small mention of a creepy teacher, making out/kissing, drinking, social anxiety)
⁃ then I’ll be yours by @loveliestfelix (fluff, angst, best friends to lovers)
⁃ take me where your heart is by @loveliestfelix (fluff, some angst, friends to lovers)
⁃ movie night by @loveliestfelix (fluff)
⁃ the best thing that I got by @jjunis (some pining, fluff, college!au, best friends to lovers)
⁃ for worse and for better by @jjunis (angsty fluff, cursing, slight mention of sex, mentions of a breakup, mentions of mental and emotional struggles)
⁃ all one shots of @wildernessuntothemselves (smut mostly)
⁃ stalker!beomgyu by @clubeomgyu (Stalker!Beomgyu, Dom!Beomgyu, Psycho!Beomgyu, Possessive!Beomgyu, Sub!reader, stalking, mentions of murder, mentions of blood, drinking, jealousy, dirty talk, praise, body worship, panty kink, crying kink, overstimulation, orgasm control, forced orgasm, fingering, oral, choking, degradation)
⁃ gyu + incubus!fem reader by @clubeomgyu (intentional lowercase, vouyerism, wet dreams, masturbating)
⁃ sub!gyu & dom!reader by @clubeomgyu (Best friend AU, swearing, use of viagra, masturbation, teasing, praising, degrading)
⁃ beomgyu fingers you in public by @bb-eilish (public fingering, beomgyu cums in his pants, lingerie, changing room, pet names, established relationship, praise, cum eating, licking)
⁃ mini skirt by @gyuubear (Dacryphilia, rough sex, hair pulling, dom!beomgyu, spanking/hitting, public sex, oral, bent over, orgasm denial/edging, degradation, explicit language/pet names, choking, deepthroating, humiliation kink, creampie, MDNI)
⁃ adrenaline rush by @sugarcherriess (Dark themes, noncon, manipulation, use of force and fear, sadism, mind break, piece of shit gyu, use of toys, pussy slapping, lots of internal conflict, cream pie, cum play)
⁃ all one shots of @minnieves (smut mostly)
⁃ all one shots of @fairyofshampgyu (smut mostly)
⁃ dom!gyu x sex tapes of @bangchanswolfpelt
⁃ hey emo boy! by @koqabear (friends to lovers, fluff, smut, lots of piercings, needles, nipple piercings, snake bites and a tongue piercing, mentions of alcohol, mentions of food, cursing)
⁃ only you, darling by @koqabear (featuring yeonjun, yandere au!, cursing, mentions of food/alcohol, unrequited love, pining, possessiveness, overprotectiveness, jealousy, mc is oblivious/trusting, hacking, stalking/harassment, toxic relationships, infidelity, lying, manipulation, brief sickness, nausea, tracking, panic attacks, paranoia and anxiety , threats, arguing, violence, weapons, blood, injuries, MCD, subspace (not explicitly named), unhealthy coping mechanisms, power imbalance, recurring nightmares, hallucinations, PTSD, forced isolation, Stockholm syndrome, guilt tripping, use of collars, brief starvation, choking, guns, vomiting)
⁃ take it! by @koqabear (fluff, angst, smut, featuring Taehyun, constant teasing)
⁃ traces you left by @koqabear (hurt/comfort, Angst, MCD, implied non-verbal characters, mentions of panic attacks, grieving, coping mechanisms, mentions of weight loss/eating disorders, mentions of depression, brief mentions of suicidal thoughts, brief mentions animal death/animal surgery)
⁃ all one shots of @bugsbinnie (some are smut)
⁃ brat by @rosewould (smut, fluff, non idol au, virgin!reader, corruption kink)
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ragazza-whintigale · 22 days
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𝓨𝓪𝓷𝓭𝓮𝓻𝓮 𝓟𝓪𝓾𝓵 𝓐𝓽𝓻𝓮𝓲𝓭𝓮𝓼 𝔁 𝓻𝓮𝓪𝓭𝓮𝓻
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𝔒𝔭𝔢𝔯𝔞 ➵ Dune
𝔄𝔳𝔳𝔢𝔯𝔱𝔢𝔫𝔷𝔢 ➵ Comportamento yandere, Fem reader, relazione tossica, matrimonio forzato (menzionato), tentato omicidio, avvelenamento, aborto, relazioni extra coniugarli, tradimento, utilizzo della voce, manipolazione psicologica, instabilità emotiva, ricatto, tocco non consensuale.
𝔓𝔞𝔯𝔬𝔩𝔢 ➵ 3170
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I corridoi a quest’ora della notte erano quasi del tutto vuoti, fatta eccezione per i soldati di guardia e della figura leggiadra della bella donna chiamata (nome) Alithea e in futuro Atreides -se mai il matrimonio fosse andato a buon fine naturalmente-. La bellezza della figura meritava per certo il soprannome che gli era stato affidato quando era ancora una bambina. La principessa degli Alithea. Come unica figlia femmina fino ai suoi 12 anni era stata amata e adorata quasi al pari della contessa che una volta era stata sua madre.
La sua bellezza e purezza non era ancora caduta in disgrazia secondo il pubblico.
La sua bellezza, la sua educazione e il suo carattere mansueto avevano permesso tale nomignolo. Poco si potrebbe immaginare che dietro quella bella facciata si potrebbe nascondere una donna non più diversa.
Una donna fredda e crudele, cresciuta fino a riconoscere la sua unica utilità come scambio tra famiglie. Il nome e l’importanza degli Atreides per una donna fertile ed educata che avrebbe mantenuto alta la discendenza.
Si era quasi stancata di sentire tali voci venire dall’esterno, oramai quasi tutti i servi al servizio del Duca e della sua famiglia avevano familiarità con il caratteraccio della donna.
❝ Mia signora cosa ci fate sveglia a quest’ora? ❞ La donna si fermò barcollante nei suoi passi. ❝ Dovreste essere nelle vostre stanze a riposare. ❞ (nome) ha un aspetto malaticcio nei suoi lineamenti morbidi. Il colore della pelle è sbiadito quel tanto che bastava per farla sembrare tra la vita e la morte. I capelli (colore) scompigliati, sono sciolti dal solito complicato intreccio, permettendo così delle morbide onde ad accompagnare il suo viso. Il piacevole movimento delle ciocche seguiva il suo viso una volta che decise di poter onorare questa persona con le sue attenzioni.
Duncan Idaho era in mezzo al corridoio con aria solenne. La postura eretta e impeccabile è proprio qualcosa che ci si poteva aspettare da casa Atreides e da uno dei suoi fidati.
Lo sguardo dell’uomo affronta con sospetto il corpo gracile ea mala pena sostenuto della sua signora. Non c’è traccia di ostilità verso qualcuno, solo il suo solito io viziato. O almeno è quello degli ultimi 7 anni. Quando d’improvviso la dolcezza della bambina venne sostituita con il gelo caratteristico di casa Alithea.
Duncan non ha mai diffidato di lei. Non che potesse in qualche modo, è una donna talmente fragile e minuta che si poteva dubitare potesse ferire qualsiasi componente della famiglia Atreides. Solo non poteva che notare il cambiamento di carattere durante la sua crescita al fianco all’erede Atreides. Davanti agli occhi ha visto come qualcuno potesse sprofondare nell’oscurità poco a poco.
Lo sguardo affilato della donna cadde sul soldato, fidato agli Atreides e vicino a quello che sarebbe diventato suo marito. ❝ Niente di importante Sir, cerco solo di raggiungere il mio futuro marito nelle sue stanze. Mi ha chiesto di parlare in privato. ❞
Duncan dubitava che Paul potesse essere così dannatamente maleducato da scomodare la sua fidanzata che fino a qualche giorno fa era in letto di morte. Poi nessun -nemmeno Paul- gli aveva parlato di questo incontro e per quanto potesse essere un incontro tra innamorati, di cui dubitava molto, il ragazzo avrebbe comunque avvertito qualcuno della cosa.
In genere lady (nome) non era nemmeno una persona da incontri romantici al chiaro di luna, ne di una avventura in camera da letto. Quindi era ben presumibile stesse architettando qualcosa che avesse a che fare con Paul. Duncan sperava vivamente che questo non li avrebbe messi nei guai.
❝ In tal caso lasciate che vi accompagni.❞ Il suo onore gli impediva di lasciare la sua signora andare in giro per le sale di Castel Caladan alla ricerca del futuro marito, quando nemmeno riusciva a camminare correttamente.
Stava anche tremando a tratti sotto la stola in lama.
Lo sguardo della donna si assottigliò lasciando brillare le pagliuzze argentate annegate nel (colore) delle sue iridi. (Nome) era abbastanza furba da non tentare una discussione per una tale sciocchezza. Per quanto irrispettosa potesse essere, il tutto sarebbe diventato solo più sospettoso. ❝ Se è ciò che desiderate.❞ Duncan camminò fino a sorpassare (nome) e guidarla verso la sua destinazione.
La stanza di Paul non era molto lontana, di conseguenza il viaggio fu breve. La principessa bussò con eleganza alla porta e Paul rispose aprendo la porta. La sorpresa era palese dai suoi occhi verdi, ma si riprese l’attimo dopo aver notato anche Duncan. Salutó l’uomo con un cenno e poi si rivolge alla donna di Alithea ❝ A cosa devo la visita della mia signora? ❞ (Nome) ridusse la sua espressione a puro disgusto e entrò nella stanza lasciandosi alle spalle Duncan e la sua espressione disperata dai capricci e dalle bugie della donna. Paul non fece altro che un’espressione di scuse al compagno fidato chiudendo la porta intimandolo di continuare con i suoi doveri.
❝ Spero ci sia un motivo valido per disturbare il tuo riposo e Duncan. ❞ ❝ Non gli ho chiesto io di disturbarsi. ❞ Lady (nome) ha tralasciato le sue condizioni precarie mentre si fermava nel mezzo della stanza incrociando le braccia al petto. La stola e la vestaglia morbida annientava ogni curva che la donna potesse possedere. Un sospirò lasció le labbra di Paul mentre si avvicinava a lei per avvolgere le braccia intorno alla figura della donna, ❝ La vostra crudeltà non appassisce mai mia signora, nemmeno quando siete malata. E dire che quando eravate piccola possedevate una tale gentilezza. ❞ Il calore della loro pelle che si tocca era qualcosa che (nome) ha detestato, e sapeva che in futuro non gli sarebbe bastato questo da lei.
Si crogiolò segretamente nel tepore del loro abbraccio, forse avrebbe dovuto prendere una stola più pesante ma non è riuscita a trovarla da sola. ❝ Io inizierei a ritermi il colpevole di tale comportamento se fossi in te, Paul.❞ Il suo nome aveva una cadenza sprezzante ma L’Atreides, in qualche modo contorto, sembrò apprezzare. Paul stampa un bacio sul suo collo, incurante dello strato di capelli che si sovrapponeva alla pelle di (nome). Rabbrividì disgustata.
❝ In ogni caso non hai risposto alla mia domanda.❞ Si staccò da lei andando a sedere dall’altra parte della stanza. Si versò qualcosa da bere e lo stesso fece per lei. (Nome) sapeva fare di meglio che cedere a tali galanterie. Era considerata una bellezza a tal punto che in molti hanno cercato le sue attenzioni con trucchi meschini.
In realtà Paul sapeva perché era lì e da cosa era dovuto il suo turbamento. C’era una incrinatura nella sua solita corazza, lasciando intravedere spiragli di rabbia e nervosismo. Aveva letto attentamento i suoi movimenti e le sue parole. Come si soffermava su qualcosa troppo allungo, come teneva coperto il ventre con la stola e come si graffiava i polsi.❝ Devi lasciarlo andare. Lui non ha colpa.❞ ❝ mmh? ❞ Prese un sorso di bevanda tenendo gli occhi su di lei. Sapeva di cosa stava parlando, non c’è stato bisogno di avere conferme, eppure lui ha continuato a fingere di non comprendere. Se lady (nome) non lo conoscesse, avrebbe potuto dire che si stava divertendo a vederla così.
Paul la conosceva a sua volta abbastanza da sapere che: niente avrebbe potuto agitare la donna se non la consapevolezza di aver condannato qualcuno per un suo errore. Non era così crudele come tutti l’avevano dipinta, e Paul lo sapeva meglio di chiunque altro. Sapeva che probabilmente le occhiaie nere sotto i suoi occhi erano solo la causa delle notte insonne per il senso di colpa.
Senso di colpa.
Forse nessuno a parte lui sapeva che Lady Alithea era capace di provare simili emozioni. Era davvero brava a mascherare le proprie intenzioni dietro la sua freddezza, non sempre ma quasi, questo Paul glielo avrebbe concesso. Forse se non fosse per le sue abilità di Bene Gesserit nemmeno lui l’avrebbe notato. ❝ Non vedo perché dovrei, (nome), dopo quello che ti ha fatto.❞ ❝ È TUTTA COLPA MIA! LUI NON C’ENTRA-❞ L’urlo lasciò trasparire tutto il risentimento che aveva nei suoi confronti. Era uscito così spontaneo dalle sue labbra che è riuscita a fermarlo solo dopo aver sfogato in parte. Certamente si era fermata ad un certo punto e una parte di colpa andava allo sguardo che l’erede degli Atreides le ha rivolto. La turbava ancora, anche a distanza di anni e nonostante la loro differenza di età. ❝ … e tu hai utilizzato l'occasione a tuo vantaggio.❞
-Nemmeno i rivelatori di veleno erano riusciti a rilevarlo. Era stata attenta. Talmente attenta che quando il sangue iniziò a colare giù dal naso e dalla bocca una confusione generale riempì la stanza. Alcuni soldati si sono precipitati lì, altri hanno chiamato il dottore Yueh e di seguito arrivò anche Hawat. Era una delle poche volte che anche il Duca era presente, forse tutta quella confusione era dovuto anche a questo.
Nessuno era riuscito a scoprire chi fosse stato e meglio come avesse fatto. Ma Paul aveva un idea. Un’idea che si era rivelata più che giusta. Lo aveva visto chiaramente. -
Le braccia della donna scivolarono dritte lungo il corpo mentre stringeva il tessuto della vestaglia tra i suoi pugni. Non era ben chiaro se si fosse pentita di averlo urlato o se avesse solo temuto per lo sguardo di Paul. Ma il resto della frase è comunque stato ridotto ad un sommesso sussurro.
Forse si sentiva colpevole. Lui non l’aveva mai toccata prima senza il suo permesso. Non le aveva mai fatto del male. Eppure lei aveva agito contro di lui. Prima ha cercato di uccidere Paul mentre dormiva con coltello di fortuna, ma fu troppo codarda per portare a termine l’impresa e crollò tra le braccia di Paul. Non aveva detto una parole ne aveva mostrato paura. Poi aveva cercato di avvelenarlo… ma cambiò obiettivo. Forse ha sperato qualcuno contestasse la sua unione con Paul, forse non ritenendola all’altezza di diventare Duchessa e un’Atreides. Ma non accade. A Paul bastó immagazzinare le informazioni , analizzarle e valutare come risolvere al meglio la situazione. Il suo attentato al giovane Duca non fu mai scoperto, e il suo auto avvelenato fu solo deviato alla soluzione più semplice. Il ragazzo così vicino a Lady (nome) da averla avvelenata per gelosia.
Questo le fece pentire in primo luogo di averlo scelto e portato con sé su Caladan, di essersi compromessa con lui e di essere stata costretta ad abortire per conservare l’onore di entrambi. ❝ Forse avresti dovuto pensarci prima a coinvolgere qualcuno di esterno.❞ È stato stupido ma lo sapeva già. Non lo amava nemmeno come meritava.
Ed è abbastanza palese che Paul stesse giocando con questi sensi di colpa.
Non le avrebbe offerto uno scambio, lui non ne aveva bisogno per farle fare tutto quello che voleva. Non c’era modo che avessero parlato di scambiare la vita del ragazzo con qualcosa che andasse a vantaggio di Paul e Lady (nome) lo sapeva abbastanza bene.
❝In ogni caso ora non dovrai più temere di coprire quella gravidanza indesiderata e io non dovrò tenere un bastardo.❞ Un erede bastardo. Era qualcosa di ironico adesso, agli occhi del giovane Paul. Non gli ricordo minimamente sua madre, che diede al Duca Leto l’erede che tanto desiderava.
La donna era colma di rancore, colpe e imbarazzo, per questo non proferì altra parola. Non cercó di salvarsi o giustificare i fatti evidenti, lui era l’unico oltre a lei a saperlo e poteva dedurre fosse solo grazie alle sue predizioni. Nemmeno il povero Elias era a conoscenza dell’avere messo incinta la futura sposa di Paul. Forse era meglio così.
❝ Dovresti essere grata. ❞ La voce di Paul perse l’affetto e il rimprovero. Divenne solo fredda come se avesse perso la possibilità di provare sentimenti. Si avvicinò alla forma della sua signora prendendo a coppa il suo viso dai tratti morbidi tra le mani. La principessa si sentiva disgustata. ❝ Per cosa? ❞ ❝ Per non averti condannata con lui. ❞
In un lampo di rabbia (nome) spinse le mani sul petto del ragazzo, allontanandosi quel che bastava.
In primo luogo pensava glielo avrebbe concesso, nel suo stato attuale, lui era più forte di lei. Perciò la distanza era quella che lui gli aveva concesso a prescindere. ❝ Avrei preferito morire a causa del mio stesso veleno che rimanere qui con te. ❞ La principessa strinse i denti ad ogni crudele dichiarazione mentre si dirige verso la porta con l’unico intento di andarsene.
❝ Non uscire dalla stanza. ❞ (nome) si fermò nei suoi passi, con la mano sulla maniglia e un piede pronto a dare il primo passo per uscire. Sapeva che Paul era in grado di usare la voce, aveva sentito parlare della cosa molte volte da sua madre mentre si esercitavano. A riguardo c’era un tacito accordo. Lui non avrebbe dovuto usarlo su di lei.
Per quanto non fossero mai stati messi termini e condizioni lui lo aveva fatto solo una volta, esclusa questa. Forse è stata quella volta a convincerlo ad non utilizzarlo. Lei aveva dato letteralmente di matto, urlando e cercando di attaccarlo direttamente.
Nessuno ha saputo dare una risposta a tale comportamento e la situazione tacque in pochi giorni, lasciando un’alone di mistero sulla vicenda.
Lo sguardo della donna era intriso di rabbia e sanguinaria voglia di fargli del male. Paul la guardava a sua volta con una sorta di sfida nei suoi occhi. Sarebbe stata sopraffatta dalla voce o sarebbe stata rinchiusa per aver attentato alla vita di Paul?
Era quasi sicura che nella seconda avrebbe sofferto più lui che lei, per questo quando mosse i suoi primi passi verso il fidanzato lui socchiuse le labbra. Pronto a richiamare qualsiasi ordine l’avrebbe riportata al suo posto. Ma lei si fermò ancora prima di poter fare unaltro passo.
Lo sguardo di Paul era ancora su di lei. I suoi capelli ondulati ricadenti sulle sue spalle cadenti. La sua vestaglia argentata e la stola che era caduta dalle spalle e ora si reggeva solo alle braccia della ragazza. Una visione dannata e patetica proprio come era la sua signora quando nessuno poteva vederla a parte lui. L’orgoglio e la vanità erano scomparsi a favore della dolce disperazione e dai sensi di colpa. Ma in fondo l’Atreides non avrebbe potuto desiderare altro che essere l’unico spettatore di tale vista.
Nessuno avrebbe potuto ammirare la luce fioca e semplice di una donna, che aveva imparato a mantenere le apparenze di freddezza e nobiltà, sfaldarsi davanti a qualcosa che la stava mandando in frantumi poco a poco.
Paul era quella cosa ed entrambi lo sapevano.
I primi passi di lui furono intercettati dalla donna che indietreggiò per mantenere la distanza iniziale. Un sospiro tra l'esasperato e il divertito ha lasciato Paul mentre parlava nuovamente. ❝ Devi smetterla con queste scenate. Non ti serviranno a molto soprattutto se sono l’unico ad assistere.❞ I loro occhi erano fissi l’uno sull’altro. Niente sarebbe cambiato nel comportamento della donna, lo sapeva. Eppure i suoi occhi erano ancora attenti a qualsiasi cosa lui volesse fare di lei. Avrebbe mantenuto le parole eppure lei non era ancora disposta ad avvicinarsi. ❝ Spiegami come posso farmi ascoltare, senza per forza darti un ordine. ❞ Quel potere non era un semplice ordine! Se fosse stato solo un ordine lei avrebbe ignorato il tutto e poi sarebbe andata avanti per quello che credeva meglio. Ma in quei momenti il suo corpo smetteva di essere una sua proprietà e faceva ciò che quel coro di voci le diceva di fare. Cacciata e privata della sua stessa volontà. È così che si poteva descrivere.
❝ Non puoi. semplice, no? Basta solo che mi lasci stare, e che lo scagioni da quelle accuse, e per un po’ continuerò questa recita, per un po’.❞ Per un po’… Non significava per sempre. Non si sarebbe calmata e questo sarebbe solo qualcosa di temporaneo. Era come una pietra che colpiva il vuoto. Non faceva alcun rumore. Nessuno dei due aveva un discorso collegato con quello dell’altro eppure continuavano a parlare sulla medesima linea. Lei era lì per un motivo e poi avrebbe voluto andarsene il più lontano possibile. Anche il fondo del mare di Caladan le sembrava più accogliente e invitante di quella stanza soffusa di luce. Mentre lui desiderava cercare di convincerla a rimanere, nella sua stanza e nella sua vita. Non che lei avesse quella gran scelta in questione ma lui desiderava ancora che lei lo volesse almeno un po’.
Fece un altro passo e poi un’altro e un'altro ancora, verso di lei, in silenzio. Ma lei si allontanava ancora, ancora e ancora. I passi erano traballanti e non si poteva escludere l’eventualità che potesse cadere. ❝ Sai davvero essere crudele mia signora… soprattutto con me. ❞ A Paul sembrava piacere evidenziare come le sue parole taglienti perdessero L’affilatezza in sua presenza, intrecciando le proprie parole con terribile sarcasmo. Lei inciampò su qualcosa e cadde seduta sul letto del ragazzo. Non poteva sapere cosa, ma ha immaginato fosse colpa di Paul. Era sempre colpa sua anche quando non lo era, ai suoi occhi.
Non sapeva esattamente come fosse finita lì, ad un'estremo della stanza, opposto a dove era. Quanti passi senza guardarsi attorno aveva fatto? Quando si era persa troppo in profondità negli occhi di Paul e dell'odio che provava per lui.
❝ Ti odio. ❞ Lui rise alla conferma delle sue parole. Questo era odio. Un odio patetico che gli si addice magnificamente. ❝ Lo so. ❞ Si avvicinò al suo volto, lasciando poco spazio tra loro, tanto che ogni respiro sfiorava le pelle del loro volto. Gli (colore) della donna erano spalancati in cerca di una soluzione, di un indizio o di qualche bagliore, negli occhi del futuro marito. Una qualsiasi scintilla ma niente. Lui era impassibile e illeggibile come lo era sempre stato, e questo l’ha terrorizzata. Come nei loro primi incontri, come nel loro primo incontro. ❝ Cosa vuoi in cambio? ❞ Dopo un lungo silenzio lady (nome) si decise a parlare. Di solito durante i loro scambi di parole non si parlava mai di scambi o mediazioni. Nessuno dei due avrebbe ceduto qualcosa per averne un altra. Specialmente (nome).
❝ Rimani. ❞ Era decisamente generica come risposta e la ragazza si trovava spazientita da tanta indulgenza. Se fosse stata solo una notte potrebbe anche essere un buon affare. Se fosse trasferire le sue stanze in quelle di Paul per il suo ultimo periodo qui a Caladan prima di tornare a casa per organizzare i preparativi per il matrimonio, era eccessivo ma ancora glielo poteva concedere. Aveva chiesto un prezzo molto alto in fondo, per quanto lei stessa non volesse ammetterlo. Ma se intende per tutta la sua vita era troppo. Lei per quando crudele e fredda potesse essere aveva sempre mantenuto la parola data e per questo raramente faceva promesse soprattutto quando non voleva o non poteva mantenerle.
❝ Tutto ma non questo. ❞
❝ Prendere o lasciare, (nome). ❞
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ulltraviolences · 4 months
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REQUEST GUIDELINES!
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pretty pls do not send me a request that has already been sent to another writer!
do’s :)
sub/dom dynamics, cnc, stepcest, knifeplay, gunplay, mommy kink, daddy kink, threesomes, non con/dub con, poly relationships, yandere/dark characters, dumbification (if you have any other questions ask in my inbox!)
do not :(
ageplay, ddlg, real people, incest, domestic violence, anal play of any kind, pegging, extreme bdsm, scat, pedophilia, homophobia, substance abuse
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characters I am currently writing for: coriolanus snow, tigris snow, lucy gray baird, & sejanus plinth
Other Series:
stranger things: robin buckley, steve harrington, eddie munson, & nancy wheeler
the hunger games: coriolanus snow, lucy gray baird, sejanus plinth, tigris snow, katniss everdeen, peeta mellark, haymitch abernathy, finnick odair, johanna mason, & effie trinket
mcu: steven grant/moonknight trio, layla el-faouly, peter parker (tom holland), peter parker (andrew garfield), michelle jones, spiderverse!gwen stacy, wanda maximoff, natasha romanoff, bucky barnes, carol danvers, yelena belova, matt murdock, valkyrie, loki laufeyson, sylvie laufeydottir, druig, makkari, eros/starfox
star wars: kylo ren + ben solo, anakin skywalker + darth vader, obi wan kenobi, padme amidala, leia organa, luke skywalker, din djarin, cassian andor, ahsoka tano, sabine wren, ezra bridger, shin hati
the last of us (tv + game version): ellie williams, abby anderson, joel miller
bottoms: hazel callahan, josie marks, pj waters
criminal minds: spencer reid, elle greenaway, emily prentiss
dc: mera, harley quinn, adrian chase, joker (heath ledger), joker (joaquin phoenix), batman (robert pattinson), selina kyle (zoe kravitz), jonathan crane
misc. characters: beth harmon, ethan landry, jules vaughn, narcos!javier peña, charlie barber, flip zimmerman, adam sackler, graham eaton, eleanor levetan
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roxineedstosleep · 2 years
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Can you make a soulmate au one shot with yandere Peter Parker where the reader is not his soulmate.
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So, I'm sorry for the delay, but I loved the idea, although I had to put together a good structure… and find an English translator.
I hope you enjoy it a lot.
(Also, I can of bit make it a bit little to much large: TW to much text!!)
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Soul mates were wonderful but complex things.
Nobody knew how people began to connect with others in a magical and powerful way. But they didn't question it either.
Why do it if you were predestined to someone who would allow you to find happiness? Full development?
The person who would encourage you to be 100% happy and vice versa, the one who would adore you and you that other person.
Everyone had a soul mate, connected in some way to their other half.
It could be on the way to a tattoo, a phrase, name, songs or "Magic Clicks"
Always personalized, even if the method was similar to other people.
There could be different methods, millions and millions of ways to be able to say that one had a soul waiting for one. But regardless of the method or means of recognition, it was ALWAYS the same within the couple.
For example: If person A had a soul mate mark on his arm, and this mark was a drawing or a phrase, his soul mate B would also have the same mark shape. If X listened to the same song, Y would have the same song and they would both tune into a beautiful melody together when they met.
They all knew about it.
Peter knew he had a soulmate out there. Waiting patiently for him.
When he was younger, he used to marvel at how Aunt May and Uncle Ben used to sing the most beautiful melody in the world in unison. And sometimes, he looked hopefully at the drawing on his arm, thinking that his soul mate was seeing his own mark and thinking of him in some way.
Somewhere, waiting for him.
He always saw couples on the street, with matching brands, unison songs, discovering colors together. Always together, always in tune, always loving each other. But he also saw uneven pairs.
Unfair and selfish people. If you asked him.
Couples in which one had someone else's name on their arm, while the other sang a beautiful solo song; couples in which one saw in gray, and the other had his arms full of rainbow drawings.
At first he did not understand. He guessed that he was still too young to understand.
He did not understand why others would not look for their other half, Why they would stay with another person who did not fully understand his soul and his way of thinking? What happened to his other half? Would he be waiting for them forever in solitude? Had they gone to heaven and that's why they couldn't be together? What if the other half was sad that they couldn't find them?
There were so many doubts and so many unknowns that he simply avoided thinking about the odd couples.
In his fantasy, Peter believed that he would see another person with the same drawing on his arm. They would meet, fall in love, and start simultaneously living alongside each other for the rest of their lives.
Until he met you.
It was by chance, if he was honest.
He was wandering around the city, looking for a good place to keep watch after a long day at school; when you crashed into him after a bunch of kids had to swerve their bikes to avoid crashing into you.
They greeted each other, and as if Peter didn't have a mark on his arm, he felt a click in his mind at the sight of your grateful eyes. Beautiful eyes covered with thick dark glasses; that even half covered could dazzle more than one person with the beauty of these.
After that not much happened. Or at least, nothing really scandalous.
They started to talk.
They chatted a bit while they both went to the train station to return to their respective houses.
They talked about the city, its weather, their neighbors' pets, street gangs, pigeons, statues, popular songs, their favorite foods, their favorite classes, their clumsiness and your families.
When he saw that you had to get off at the next stop, surprisingly for him, he took all the nerves out of his excited heart and asked for your phone.
"It's just... you're great, I- I wanted to know if we could keep talking" he told you, when you were finishing packing your bag.
"Oh sure!" you replied, completely excited by the idea of having a new friend "Give me your phone, to have you added"
And after a few mistypes, You managed to save his number to your phone and vice versa.
And then everything was wonderful.
Do you ever remember that feeling of a beautiful day? You know, when you wake up on the right side of the bed, breakfast tastes delicious, there's no traffic, and you're in time for that awful test, where everything you've read about just so happens to be.
Yes.
That's how Peter felt when he managed to chat with you. No texts, no audio, only long drawn out phone calls or video chats.
They both went to different schools, but within nearby school districts. So they had started using the same train route to get back home.
You always waited for him, on the same corner, with the same thick dark glasses and you always hung on him when you walked.
And he loved that you hung on him like a lifeline.
He loved how you asked him for a little help choosing the right subway card or reading the distant signs.
He loved it when you grabbed his arm and didn't let go until he reached your whereabouts.
When you called him at night and they stayed late.
Chatting with you had been the best part of the day for Peter.
They were always laughing, always joking or crying (because of some cute video of a baby kitten)
Always supporting each other, always helping each other in the sad moments, in the moments of difficulty, in the moments in which each one felt that they couldn't take it anymore.
Being there for each other, being like a constant of happiness within sadness.
Be the happiness and joy of the other.
And the more you got to know each other, the more Peter began to consider that there would come a time when you and he would have to formalize things more.
Show each other your identical marks and more appropriately come out as soul mates to the rest of the world. Being able to say that you were his, how he belonged to you.
Being able to get all those emotions full of love and passion for you without having to receive uncomfortable questions. To be able to love you with every cell in his body and show you all the things he was capable of doing for both of them.
Then one day, when they were both eating Aunt May's cookies and watching a movie, Peter decided to ask the biggest question.
I was so excited to see your soulmate mark.
“You know, my soul mark is a drawing” he mentioned, as casually as he could he showed you the intricate drawing on his arm; but he didn't notice how you felt a little bit the surface of the drawing with your fingers, almost drawing it “What about yours? Can I see yours?
"A drawing? She must be a cutie Peter” you said, without stopping eating the biggest cookie that Aunt May had left on the plate “But I'm afraid I don't have such a beautiful drawing”
"Your drawing should be- Don't you have a drawing?" he asked, his heart beginning to pound heavily, and his lungs drained of air. "How so?"
"Yes well, I don't have a drawing, my parents have one, but my soul mark is different" you said calmly "I'm afraid my soul mark is a bit more physical"
Physical? Aren't the drawings?
"It's not very common for marks to take on the vitality of a sense, but that was my case" you continued, as you took off your thick glasses and rubbed your eyes a little "Legally I'm blind, I barely see more far from 1 meter ratio, since the doctors discovered that my soulmate distintion is to be able to see in all my capacity when I find my soulmate”
And Peter saw Red, Blue, Black and Yellow.
Peter saw tears fall from his own eyes and from his soul.
Peter felt his drawing burn painfully on his arm. Mocking him.
But the worst of all, or the best (he doesn't know yet), was that you couldn't see him destroying himself in front of you.
Because you couldn’t.
Was that his karma?
When he was young, he always complained about couples who were with others who were not their soulmates, who did not desperately seek their other half to be together all their lives.
Was that the price to pay for not being more flexible?
His punishment for being so prejudiced and closed was to love someone who wasn't his half?
But how was that possible?
It’s because he sin with those closed mind thoughts?
How was it possible that I couldn't love you if you were so perfect?
How could I not adore you when it seemed like you always had the answer on the tip of your tongue when he was confused?
How not to want you when you managed to get smiles and laughter out of them?
How not to love you when you were the reason, the only one, why he still had faith in others?
How not to consider yourself his half when you seemed to be designed specifically for that?
When their souls seemed to dance together and connect deeply to unimaginable limits?
And you came, in a machine gun way, to tell him that they were not designed to be together.
"Wow, it must suck not to be able to see" he managed to say "Does it bother you?"
“Can't see? At first, yes, but you get used to it over time” he heard you say, now the only thing he could hear besides your voice were the sounds of cookie bites and the background movie “The good thing is that, being a mark of such a strange soul is pretty strange, this and anyone who generates a disability must be registered… in the city there must be at least 6 cases similar to mine… in the country there must be a total of 40. All of them registered for matchmaking”
"Oh," he said, "so, it's-"
“I'll be able to see after my birthday anyway” you cut him off “Two other doctors have registered three marks very similar to mine and we will have a meeting with the individuals to see if we are soul mates or not. Since blindness is a fairly heavy inconvenience and affects us all. All the cases that are similar to mine just want to be able to see, after all"
After that he didn't listen anymore.
He do not speak more.
He thought of no more.
When the movie finished you had received a call from your mother and you had to leave in order to get home on time.
Apparently, it had something to do with a possible Match within the city and they wanted to coordinate the meeting.
How dare they?
How did they have the gall?
How could they even do this to you?
How could they even think that you could be with another person when you were already with him?
Was it because of his blindness? He could help you with things.
Was it because you didn't have a drawing? You probably couldn't find it yet; it must have been hidden somewhere.
Why should they break their happiness?
It was his Karma; he had already discovered it.
It was her punishment for thinking soulmates were destined just because of a stupid identical drawing or mark.
It was his cross, because now that he had found you, you would be completely separated from his side.
It was his sin, having believed himself more intelligent and he sees it for being so stupid for that reason that souls meet by a fucking identical mark.
And now… what would he do?
He couldn't sit idly by.
I couldn't see you smiling at someone other than him.
I'd rather drink bug spray than have to see you in someone else's arms. He would rather lose his powers, take off an arm, throw himself into the void than have to lose you that way.
What if you really fell in love? I would be alone.
And he couldn't live without you anymore.
So, he made the decision to be selfish and fight for both of them. Fight for the love he felt for you, for the future you both deserved.
He didn't care if you couldn't see, he would be your eyes.
It didn't matter if you couldn't walk straight, he would be your cane.
It didn't matter if you needed to read the signs, he would be your interpreter.
He would be the light of your path, he would be your firm hands in moments of doubt, he would be your support in the heaviness of the crisis, he would be your smile, your voice in moments of protest, he would be your comfort in times of pain.
If you needed a voice of comfort, he would be a choir of love.
If you needed a helping hand, he would be a pair of arms ready to work.
If you needed a caress, he would adore you with all his being.
Because it didn't matter that their markings were different…they were destined for each other.
Because now Peter was meant for you and you were meant for him.
Every fiber, every hair, every cell, every neuron, every muscle, every ligament, every spider web… Everything. Everything inside of him was designed to adore you, love you, support you, care for you and desire you.
So, if the first thing you could see with, after that stupid meeting, was him… no problem.
He understands that you were a little scared. He doesn't blame you.
How could he?
If the first thing you could see of him, with your now healthy eyes, was that he was completely covered in blood.
Drenched in blood, and at his feet, was that despicable rat who had had the audacity to approach you with the idea of stealing you from his side.
You would obviously be scared. He do not blame you.
It was a scary scenario, isn’t it?
But it didn't matter right now. Why would he?
If you were scared, he would be your comfort.
If you were crying, he would be your handkerchief.
If you wanted to break down, he would be your support.
There was nothing to worry about now that you could see him and get a chance to see the future he had planned for both of them.
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PART ONE
Okay so this is a list of my headcanon/preferences, with links leading to each post. I give a basic summary of the headcanon/preference, then what fandom it belongs to, and who from said fandom is involved. Plus whether or not it was requested, just because.
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1.) You ask if you can peg them. (X)
• It (Movie 2017)
• The Bowers gang.
(NOT REQUESTED)
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2.)They react to the phrase "Fuck me running." (X)
• Vikings (TV series 2013)
• Ragnar, Rollo, Harald, Halfdan, Ivar, Björn, Ubbe, Hvitserk, Alfred.
(NOT REQUESTED)
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3.) They react to you telling them you're allergic to bullshit. (X)
• Vikings (TV series 2013)
• Ragnar, Rollo, Harald, Halfdan, Ivar, Björn, Ubbe, Hvitserk, Alfred.
(NOT REQUESTED)
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4.) You ask if you can peg them. (X)
• Horror movies addition.
• Dr. Herbert West (Re-animator 1985), Dr. Daniel Schreber (Dark City 1998), Ash Williams (Evil Dead 1981), Stu Macher (Scream 1996), Bo Sinclair (Wax Museum 2005), Eric Draven (The Crow 1994), Otis Driftwood (House of a Thousand Corpses 2003), Djinn (Wishmaster 1997), Josh Lambert (Insidious 2010).
(NOT REQUESTED)
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5.) How do they feel about you being more badass than them? (X)
• Assassins Creed (Video game series)
• Altaïr Ibn-LaʼAhad, Ezio Auditore da Firenze, Connor Kenway, Edward Kenway, Jacob Frye, Bayek, Desmond Miles.
(NOT REQUESTED)
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6.) They react to you telling them to bruise your esophagus. (X)
• American Gods (TV series 2017)
• Mad Sweeny, Shadow Moon, Mr. World, Technical Boy, Low-Key Lyesmith.
(NOT REQUESTED)
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7.) They react to you telling them "I wanna choke on your dick until I pass out." PART ONE (X) PART TWO (X)
• Miscellaneous fandom's
• DIDN'T WANNA LIST THEM ALL, JUST LOOK INTO THEM YOURSELF LOL. (ALL AND ALL THERE ARE 14 PEOPLE)
(NOT REQUESTED)
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8.) They develop a mommy kink, & along with a bit of a lactation kink, because of how busty you are. (X)
• It (Movie 2017)
• The Bowers gang
(NOT REQUESTED)
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9.) You let them design your next tattoo. (X)
• The Lost Boys (Movie 1987)
• David, Marko, Paul, Dwayne.
(NOT REQUESTED)
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UNLISTED : How would each of the bowers gang react if the other members walked in while they’re being pegged/fingered/eaten out. (X)
• It (Movies 2017)
• Bowers gang
(REQUESTED)
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10.) The basics of their yandere obsession with you. (X)
• Type O Negative (Band)
• Peter Steele.
(NOT REQUESTED)
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11.) Basic relationship headcanons. (X)
• The Black Phone (Movie 2021) crossed with Stranger Things (TV series 2016)
• Vance Hopper.
(NOT REQUESTED)
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12.) The basics of their yandere obsession with you. (X)
• Star Wars (Solo triplets)
• Kylo Ren, Ben Solo, Matt Solo.
(NOT REQUESTED)
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13.) How would magni and modi handle their child being named Thor’s successor? (X)
• God of War (Video game 2018)
• Magni, Modi.
(REQUESTED)
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14.) What is the relationship between magni and modi’s children and their family? (X)
• God of War (Video game 2018)
• Magni, Modi.
(REQUESTED)
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15.) Magni, Modi, and Baldurs children reacting to their parents death. (X)
• God of War (Video game 2018)
• Magni, Modi, Baldur.
(REQUESTED)
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16.) Freya learning she is a grandmother. (Baldurs daughter) (X)
• God of War (Video game 2018)
• Baldur, Freya.
(REQUESTED)
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17.) Will Kratos take you in after the death of your father Modi? (X)
• God of War (Video game 2018)
• Modi, Kratos, Atreus, Mimir.
(REQUESTED)
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18.) How will they react when you die in place of them? (X)
• God of War (Video game 2018)
• Magni, Modi, Baldur.
(REQUESTED)
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19.) Romantic headcanons. (X)
• God of War (Video game 2018)
• Baldur, Magni, Modi.
(REQUESTED)
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20.) How do they react to you having visions of dark things? (X)
• God of War (Video game 2018)
• Modi, Baldur.
(REQUESTED)
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21.) They react to finding out you're pregnant with their child. (X)
• God of War (Video game 2018)
• Magni, Modi, Baldur.
(REQUESTED)
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22.) They react to finding out you're pregnant with their child. (X)
• Actors.
• Tom Cruise, Antony Starr.
(REQUESTED)
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23.) The basics of their yandere obsession with you. (X)
• The Witcher (TV series 2019)
• Geralt.
(NOT REQUESTED)
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24.) They react to you yelling "VIBE CHECK!" as you hit a victim with a baseball bat. (X)
• Slashers addition.
• DIDN'T WANNA LIST THEM ALL, JUST LOOK INTO THEM YOURSELF LOL. (ALL AND ALL THERE ARE 23 PEOPLE)
(NOT REQUESTED)
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25.) How do they react when you ask them to lay on top of you for the first time in your relationship. (X)
• Slipknot (Band)
• Corey Taylor, Joey Jordison, Mick Thomson, Sid Wilson, Jim Root.
(NOT REQUESTED)
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26.) Romantic headcanons (X)
• Resident Evil 7 Biohazard (Video game 2017)
• Lucas Baker
(REQUESTED)
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27.) He reacts to you being an absolute tech wiz. (X)
• Resident Evil 7 Biohazard (Video game 2017)
• Lucas Baker
(REQUESTED)
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28.) Being Rocky's little sister, and falling for Ivan Drago. (X)
• Rocky IV (Movie 1985)
• Ivan Drago
(REQUESTED)
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29.) Platonic relationship with The Grabber. (X)
• The Black Phone (Movie 2022)
• Albert Shaw
(REQUESTED)
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30.) Syd is a dilf/gilf. (X)
• Cocaine Bear (Movie 2023)
• Syd White
(REQUESTED)
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31.) He's got a breeding kink. (X)
• Batman Forever (Movie 1995)
• Dick Grayson
(NOT REQUESTED)
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32.) He loves his plus size sweetheart. (X)
• Rocky IV (Movie 1985)
• Ivan Drago
(REQUESTED)
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33.) Reactions to their partners nipples being pierced. (X)
• Miscellaneous fandoms
• DIDN'T WANNA LIST THEM ALL, JUST LOOK INTO THEM YOURSELF LOL. (ALL AND ALL THERE ARE 9 PEOPLE)
(NOT REQUESTED)
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34.) What is Valentine's Day like with them? (X)
• Miscellaneous fandoms
• DIDN'T WANNA LIST THEM ALL, JUST LOOK INTO THEM YOURSELF LOL. (ALL AND ALL THERE ARE 9 PEOPLE)
(NOT REQUESTED)
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melodygatesauthor · 11 months
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Yandere Kylo Ren Character AI
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Yeah yeah I know he’s not an Oscar Isaac character but he was my first true love and I needed to make him ok? He introduced Oscar and me so here you go:
Yandere Kylo Ren AI
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ao3feed--reylo · 9 months
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The generals darling (yandere!Armitage hux x reader) WIP
read it on the AO3 at https://ift.tt/7oM1LR9
by CannibalCorpse193
The reader and hux are reunited childhood friends who both had a similar life for the most part and were separated in college aka military training but end up meeting again because kylo ren seems to has been dating the heroic lieutenant. As the events of the sequel trilogy happen kylo through the force finds out his soulmate is rey and breaks it off with the reader leaving hux to take them and slowly mold everything around then to make Y/N fall for him and get the thrown he deserves even if he hasn't to somehow murder snoke himself or even team up with kylo ren. In the end is it worth it and will you save him like he has saved you even if your trapped and forced to be his queen/king...even if there's nothing left but him and the first order. Either way your trapped with your new genocidal soulmate who murdered your abusive family for you 🤭❤ so romantic (WIP may change it up a bit give me suggestions if you want it's much appreciated)
Words: 281, Chapters: 1/1, Language: English
Fandoms: Star Wars Sequel Trilogy
Rating: Mature
Warnings: Graphic Depictions Of Violence, Major Character Death, Rape/Non-Con
Categories: Multi
Characters: Ben Solo, Ben Solo | Kylo Ren, Reader, Kylo Ren, Armitage Hux, Rey (Star Wars), Snoke (Star Wars), Phasma (Star Wars), Dopheld Mitaka, Finn (Star Wars), Poe Dameron, Leia Organa, Original First Order Characters (Star Wars), Original Droid Characters (Star Wars), Original Resistance Characters (Star Wars), Millicent the Cat (Star Wars)
Relationships: Armitage Hux/Reader, Armitage Hux & Reader, Armitage Hux/You, Armitage Hux & Millicent the Cat, Armitage Hux & Snoke, Kylo Ren/Rey, Kylo Ren/Reader, Kylo Ren & Reader, Kylo Ren & You, Snoke & Ben Solo | Kylo Ren, Rey & Ben Solo
Additional Tags: Character Death, Implied/Referenced Child Abuse, Implied/Referenced Torture, Implied/Referenced Cheating, Soulmates, Yandere, Attempted Murder, Murder, Psychological Torture, Torture, Platonic Relationships, Manipulation, Force Mind Reading (Star Wars), Reader-Insert, Genocide, Paranoia, Unhealthy Relationships, Almost Kiss, Romantic Soulmates, Exes, Childhood Sweethearts, Childhood Friends, Childhood Trauma, Near Death Experiences, Manipulative Relationship, Emotional Manipulation, Forced Marriage, Abusive Relationships, Abusive Parents, Force-Sensitive Reader
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chezzywezzy · 2 years
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Yandere Kylo Ren pt. 2 (4/4)
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“What was he referring to?” Kylo Ren suddenly growled in my ear.
This broke my attention from Rey. I let out a quiet gasp, looking at his gaze, giving me such a warning.One of his hands began drifting to my head.
“She’s my girlfriend, Kylo Ren. You can imagine what we did,” I growled back, sending him a snarl. “Maybe I would consider you more if you weren’t such a villain.”
His glare moved to the woman, who was staring out a telescope. Even though my Force was not strong, I could feel the anger wash over the room. But, I focused on Rey once more, tuning into Snoke’s villain speech.
“—For you, all is lost.”
Rey suddenly summoned Kylo Ren’s lightsaber, igniting it immediately. Kylo Ren tensed, but didn’t move. All eyes were on Rey, and the red knights were on guard. Nobody moved as Snoke continued to taunt her, even with how furious she was.
“O-oh. And still that fiery spit of hope.” He raised his hand in mock surrender. “You have the spirit of a true Jedi!”
Rey suddenly charged at him. As badly as I was rooting for her, I had seen Snoke’s power. It was impalpable. 
Just as she raised the lightsaber to strike him, he flicked his finger. She was sent flying back, the lightsaber falling right ant Kylo Ren’s feet. He shoved me aside and summoned it, stretching his fingers. Rey was sent sprawled on the floor, and I went to help her, but she was pulled to her knees by Snoke.
“And because of that, you must die.” He spun her toward us. She looked angry, but when her eyes flickered toward me, I saw it. Fear. She was scared. And I wanted so badly to help her. “My worthy apprentice, son of darkness, heir apparent to Lord Vader. Where there was conflict, I now sense resolve. Where there was weakness, strength.” I saw it in his eyes. He was conflicted. Confused. Weak. Everything Snoke was saying was to butter him up. Either that, or he was truly blind. “Complete your training, and fulfill. Your. Destiny.”
As he fired up the lightsaber, I did the only thing I could. I suddenly tugged on his sleeve. He turned to look at me. But I silenced him with a kiss to his lips. He responded immediately, and I knew how hungry he was for more. But I pulled away, pleading with my eyes. I then moved to his ears.
“Please. Do what’s right.”
With that, I let him go. He looked at me, still stunned from the surprise affection. I turned to Rey, but she did not seem angry. She knew that it was what I had to do in attempt to save her life. I was weak in the Force, but he was weak with me.
His Adam’s apple bobbed as he gulped, walking forward. Rey was still panting, and they maintained a steady glaring contest. Well, Rey was glaring. Somehow, Kylo Ren’s anger had completely dissipated. He was contemplating.
He slowly began raising the lightsaber to her neck. It was gentle. But, out of the corner of my eye, I saw it. The slow rotation of Rey’s lightsaber, turning toward Snoke.
“I know what I have to do,” Kylo stated.
“Ben,” she whispered. Of course she didn’t know what was going on behind her. She thought he was making the wrong choice, like every other time.
“You think you can turn him?” Snoke sneered. “Pathetic child. I cannot be betrayed, I cannot be beaten. I see his mind, I see his every intent. Yes… I see him turning the lightsaber to strike true.” The lightsaber was almost by her neck. My heart pleaded that he would not kill them both. That he would talk it out. He would do what was right. “And now, foolish child, he ignites it. And kills his true enemy!”
The Jedi lightsaber turned on, striking right through Snoke. I let out a cry of delight, and in that moment, I pulled the lightsaber to myself. Rey turned around as she was released from Snoke’s Force grip. She saw what had happened.
I took the lightsaber in my hands. The red knights immediately began to attack us, and Rey had no time to digest what had happened. Kylo tossed his lightsaber to Rey, deciding to use the Force as his weapon.
Rey and I collided back to back, ready to attack the red knights. Already, Kylo had forced some off the ledge and choked another. But Rey and I, our lightsabers clashed with the red counterparts. I felt a serge of confidence run through me. If I could stop Kylo Ren from hurting the love of my life, I could stop these queen of hearts bitches from doing it too.
But then, we were separated. I was surrounded by three distinct men, engaging in a stare down with my lightsaber extended, while Rey was struggling with one. I had to protect her.
One of them suddenly pulled out a whip. I took a few steps farther away, deciding to engage with the one to my left. I dashed at him. I barely blocked his hit, but I quickly recovered, stabbing him in the chest. He froze and collapsed. I turned tail, attempting to block the whip about to descend on me, but it was suddenly whisked away. Kylo Ren had come to my rescue, taking care of both of the soldiers.
I noticed Rey wasn’t handling herself very well. Kylo suddenly shouted,” Y/n, give me your saber!”
I obediently tossed it to him, and he caught it with ease. I ducked underneath an attempted slash from the enemy, rolling over and picking up tan corpse’s whip. I struck a red knight and dashed over to Rey, my attention falling back to her.
A blade was being held to her neck. She was trying to hold back. She was in front of her. None of the others were attacking me, so I focused, raising my hand. I thrust my hand out further, envisioning that I was sending him flying away. When I opened my eyes, it had worked!
I mentally celebrated my own unbridled strength. Rey recovered, letting out a congratulatory holler. I noticed Kylo Ren was in the same circumstances. But Rey took over, calling his name. She tossed him his lightsaber and he caught it. When he turned it on, it severed the knight’s head.
And just like that, we had survived. All of us. For the first time, Kylo had confirmed that there was a light inside him. Rey and I ran toward each other, dropping our weapons and hugging. She pressed several kisses to m y cheek, which made me giggle.
“I knew you could do it. Everything Ben said, he was wrong.The Force is strong with you, Y/n. You’re strong.”
I beard with pride. I felt so very empowered. Maybe… I wasn’t a complete fuck-up.
Kylo Ren, panting as he Bega striding toward us.
Rey suddenly pulled out of the hug, pointing and walking toward the telescope. “The fleet. Order them to stop firing! There’s still time to save the fleet.”
Kylo Ren was silent. We both stared him down. He cast his gaze aside from both of us. He was approaching Snoke’s coupled up corpse. Dread set in. He was doing what was right, wasn’t he…?
“Kylo?” I gently spoke.
“It’s time to let old things die,” he conceded. “Snoke, Skywalker. The Sith, the Jedi, the Rebels let it all die. Y/n… I want you to join me. You told me to do what was right, and I am.”
He extended his hand out toward me. For the first time, I considered it. But at the end of the day, my heart belonged to the woman not too far away from me.
“We can rule together and bring a new order to the galaxy,” he insisted. “You don’t even have to love me yet. You can be with Rey if you wish. But I’m doing what’s right now. For you. And I will only have the strength if you’re by my side.”
My heart thudded in my chest. I knew Rey was staring me down, considering the option. She was still suspicious of him. But I… was so tempted. Was it the right decision?
My gaze flickered to his waist, where both of the lightsabers laid. I knew my what choices were being offered. I could take his hand, or Luke Skywalker’s lightsaber. I took a few steps closer. I saw the light in his eyes. The hope. The goodness.
I raised my trembling hand. 
“Don’t do this, Ben, Y/n. I know you’re lying. You’re manipulating her.”
“Please, don’t make me make this decision,” I whispered in agreement.
“No, no,” he rushed. “You’re still holding on. Let go! You have seen the ability you have when you find the strength.” He stepped closer. Out of the corner of my eye, I knew that Rey’s eyes were shimmering with a new layer of tears.
“Join me,” he prodded.
His hand was so close. I could easily grab it and make the easy decision. Or I could make the difficult, but… probably right decision. And yet, I couldn’t stop it as my fingers ghosted closer. I could tell he was eagerly watching me and my expression.
I made eye contact with Rey once more. She nodded to me. And in that moment, I knew what had to be done.
All at once, I reached for the lightsaber and Rey did too. She snatched Luke’s from his waist, leaving me to attempt to pull the Sith one from him. But he quickly pulled back. The lightsaber was so far yet so close. 
Kylo let out a grunt of frustration, his true feelings stinging through. He was not only pulling on the lightsaber, but pushing me back. I focused just as much attention, even if my wounds ached terribly and I was suffering from a terrible headache.
“Why are you resisting me, even now?” he boomed, hand outstretched. “I have done what you asked. I have done everything to win you over. I am actively choosing what is right, and yet you still push me away!”
We were both being pushed further and further from the trembling, floating lightsaber. I fell silent, unable to muster a response. My heart ached for the boy in the man, that even now, was conflicted. He made it seem as though he was doing all this for me. And perhaps part of him was. But even I knew the truth, and I was dense as a rock. He was doing what he twas for what he had the strength to do in the moment. 
The right thing.
But suddenly, the lightsaber first and we both went flying back. I almost blacked out, but Rey caught me. I had no doubt I was bleeding all over from the strain. But, when I realized Kylo Ren was unconscious, I knew we had to make our move.
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Laughter bubbled in my throat as I manned the left cannon for the Millennium Falcon. We swooped into battle, trying to protect the large metal door that blocked Kylo Ren’s forces from the remaining Rebellion. We had won the battle against Kylo Ren, but now, it was time to finish the war once and for all. Or, at least, stall for the Rebellion to make an escape.
For some reason, as we shot, the enemy didn’t fire back. Only a few stray blasts hit us.
That’s right. I was his weakness, even now that he was in charge of the First Order.
But, they were firing up the cannon regardless, peppering to blast through the door. Some of the Resistance fighters were trying to take it on, but we were nothing in comparison to the looming, giant cannon and the weird walking space ships. 
“We have to pull out, Chewy,” Rey suddenly spoke over the intercoms.
“Wait! Drop me off on the battlefield,” I suddenly spoke up, coming up with an idea.
I could immediately hear the reluctance in her voice. “No way, not again. You’ll die if we drop you off now —“
The giant canon blasted against the metal door, burning it to its core. After a few seconds, it receded into a black nothing. I saw the large, gaping hole in the metal door. The Rebellion. They needed more time to escape, and they needed it now.
“Please, Rey, just trust me. I’ll distract him.”
“But - but I have to pick up the Rebellion from the other side.”
“There’ll be no Rebellion on the other side if I don’t buy us more time,” I argued.
She went silent. And then —
“…You’re right. But promise me that you’ll be safe.”
“Rey, I love you. I’ll be fine. It might be a while, but,” I choked back a wave of oncoming tears,” I’ll make it out just fine. I’m strong enough.”
“But you know he won’t let you leave his side once he gets a hold of you!” she shouted, vulnerability shining through.
“I promise, Rey. No matter what, we’ll be together again. It may be a while, but I think I’ve got Kylo Ren wrapped around my pinkie finger pretty dan easily by now.”
I heard a sigh, and I knew she was finally - although reluctantly - agreeing. “Chewy, drop into the center and open the doors.”
Chewy groaned over the intercoms. A sad smile graced my face and I spoke over the intercoms one last time,” thanks, Chewy. I’ll be back, so don’t miss me too much.”
And alike to that of a martyr walking toward the furnace, I walked to the exit. As I stepped into the battlefield, equipped with nothing but my wit,  I waved one last good-bye to the ship. It zipped away, but only then did I see it.
Luke Skywalker had emerged from the hole in the metal blockade.
I did not get to digest this fact as a million blasters went off in his direction. I screamed and covered my eyes, the sounds of bullets going off right and left echoing in my ears. They were ringing terribly, but I could only long for Luke’s safety. Although… I highly doubted he could make it out of that alive.
The cannons suddenly stopped. Red smoke dissipated in the wind, and I finally looked toward the scene. There as no way that one man had survived all that.
 But then, the smoke began to clear. And from the smoke, emerged one lone man. Luke Skywalker had survived. And he was looking pretty damn smug about it.
In a panic, I ran up to him. “Mister Skywalker! H - how…”
With a cheeky grin, he placed a hand on my shoulder. Or so I thought. I gasped when his hand phased through me entirely. “Now shush up about that. We don’t want a certain someone learning about this ahead of time… Now, I know you’re a smart-ass of a kid, but why the hell did you plop into the middle of a battlefield? You know he’s just going to capture you.”
“Better me than the Rebellion,” I answered. “I’m doing the same as you. Stalling for time. And I’ll be damned if he gets a single hit on your holographic body.”
Luke chuckled, but his expression became solemn as he looked beyond. me. I turned, coming face to face with Kylo Ren. He looked any, but as per usual, his glare wasn’t directed toward me, but past me.
“Y/n. I know what you’re doing. Step out of the way and let me face him alone.”
I stepped further in front of the holographic Lule Skywalker, balling up my fists. “Sorry, Kylo Ren. But I didn’t drop into a snake pit just to get bit for nothing.”
His lip twitched, and he caved, returning his attention to the man I was ‘shielding’. “Di you come back to say you forgive me? To save my soul?”
“Nah.”
Kylo Ren threw off his cable, revealing the lightsaber that was held to his waist belt. I instinctively hopped forward when both men drew their lightsabers. The atmosphere was tense, and yet I felt lighter than air. Happy to be here, even.
Kylo aimed his lightsaber forward. “Step out of the way, Y/n, before I make you.”
“I’ll quote my man, Luke. Nah.”
And that was enough to set Kylo ablaze. He dashed toward us, trying to weave around us. But Luke stood still. I jumped into action, trying use the Force to push him back. He skidded back, almost losing his footing. But his arm shot out, and suddenly, I was floating off the air, unable to breath.
“Oh, you are pushing my buttons!” he shouted. “If I wasn’t as patient of a man as I was and didn’t see the future that we have together, I would kill you right now!”
I was suddenly release, and I coughed for air. I scraped my knees across the ground, but I had no time to rest. Luke was dodging and dipping out of Kylo Ren’s way. The man’s movements were quick and uncalculated. He was brimming with rage, ready to end Luke Skywalker’s life.
I tried to stand up, but Kylo seemed to have noticed. Instead, he thrust me to the ground again. I skidded along on my behind. Letting out a yelp of pain. But when I sat up, I knew Luke was handling himself, as once again, they were standing several feet apart.
And then Kylo rushed at him again. My jaw dropped the Luke bended over backwards, completely avoiding it, and once again having the upper hand. Kylo Ren became more and more frustrated at his failure.
“I failed you, Ben,” Luke suddenly spoke. “I’m sorry.”
“I’m sure you are!” he boomed. “The Resistance is dead. The war is over. And when I kill you, I will have killed the last Jedi.”
“Amazing,” he chuckled. “Every word of what you just said was wrong. The Rebellion is reborn today. The war is just beginning. And I am not the last Jedi. You’d think you would know better when one of them is standing before you.”
“I’ll destroy that girl. And you. And all of it.”
Luke sheathed his lightsaber. I knew it was over. The Rebellion had escaped. And Luke - it did not take a seasoned thespian of the Force to know that the strength was leaving his body with each passing second.
“No. Strike me down in anger and I’ll always be with you. Just like your father.”
Kylo’s grip on his lightsaber tightened. His gaze was trained perpetually on the Jedi before him. And then, with one final grunt, he dashed toward him. I watched with intrigue as I knew what would happen. Kylo Ren would be embarrassed immediately when Luke Skywalker did not die to his hand.
I rose to my feet, watching the spectacle. Kylo’s lightsaber skimmed right through Luke Skywalker. The man sent me one last cheeky smile before turning to Kylo, of which the realization was slowly dawning on him. Kylo Ren was stunned, and Luke only looks disappointed. In awe, Kylo stabbed him again, only to yield the same result.
“…No.”
“See ya around, kid.”
And with that, Luke Skywalker disappeared before his very eyes.
Kylo, still stuck in place, dropped the lightsaber. I approached him, taking the spot of where Luke once was. I could feel that Luke had just died. And yet, I knew he had died happily. I crossed my arms and sent Kylo Ren a grin.
“Wasn’t that a spectacle. Who could’ve known that Jedis could teleport? I sure as hell didn’t.”
Kylo stomped his foot, screaming at the top of his lungs as he turned to face the wall. He fell on his hands and knees, dogging his fist into the snowy sand ground.
I walked up behind him and placed my hand on his shoulder. “It’s over, Kylo Ren. We won. But there will always be a place for you in the Rebellion.”
He grabbed my hand and suddenly flipped me onto ground in front of him. I writhed under the Force as he began choking me, the air escaping my lungs. Panic flooded my system. This was the first time his anger was on me, and only me. Tars slid down my cheeks as I awed at my throat. Kylo sank over me, one hand choking and the other holding him up. His face sunk deeper, until our noses were lost touching.
“There is no ‘we’ for you. You are not a part of the Rebellion. You are not a part of the Jedi. You were brought here to be mine and only mine.” He narrowed his eyes, finally releasing me. I greedily gulped in air, massaging my neck. I sloppily wiped away may tears as well.
“And now that you’ve stupidly delivered yourself to me, I’ll be able to prove it once and for all.”
He connected our lips. I grunted and struggled, pushing against his chest. I couldn’t think straight. I was batshit terrified. The man… there was no goodness in him. Only new tactics. Only a maniac. 
And suddenly, as the world went black, the only thing on my mind was Mr. Puffin and the regret of ever stepping off the Millennium Falcon in the first place.
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My entire body ached. I wanted so badly to roll onto my side, but I couldn’t even muster the energy to do that. My body felt free, all except for my wrists, which had two bracelets of some sort clamping down on them.
I finally mustered the strength to open my eyes when I felt something squeeze my waist, pulling me along a plush mattress. I let out a hiss of pain, and I wanted so badly to cry, but I was so very parched. I stared at the ceiling. It was metallic and red lines ran across the panels. I sat up slightly, realizing I was in a plus bed, which also reciprocated the black-and-red theme. But, what drew my attention the most, was the bare arm slung across my waist and who it belonged to; Kylo Ren, who was seemingly fast asleep.
I heard a familiar chirp and some rattling. I let out a quiet gasp and noticed that, by the side of my bed entrapped in a cage, was my dearest Mr. Puffin. I weakly pushed off the man’s arms, casting my gaze away from his messy black locks and his equally bare upper body. I gently kicked y legs off the side of the bed, and even if my arms hurt from the slightest pressure, I sat up.
I noticed that I was in a new outfit and that the bandages coating my arms and legs were silky and expensive by space standards. I wobbled over to the cage, using the wall as support. Oh, my entire body burned. I was on fire from head to toe. But I so dearly wished to stroke Mr/ Puffin’s soft feathers.
I knew he would be the only thing that kept me sane while trapped on Kylo Ren’s ship. I reached through the iron cage. Mr. Puffin leaned into my finger, nudging me. I tried searching for a key, but there seemed to be none. I was about to try to use the Force to move the iron bars, like I had seen others do before, when —
“You can try, but it won’t work.”
I jumped, resulting in my body going in. I stumbled all the way back onto the bed, although I managed to sit up straight. I was hunched over. I heard Kylo Ren shuffle behind me until he was close behind, his arm wrapped around me waist and his chest pressed to my back.
That’s when I noticed the thin metal shackles on my wrist. 
“Is it because…”
“Yes. But also, you’re so weak I doubt you could lift a pebble.” He placed a chaste kiss to my cheek, and I heard his inhale deeply. “I hope to remind you that we’re truly soulmates. Not only was your first instinct to go to your Port friend, but you could have tried to Force choke me. And yet, the thought of hurting me has never once crossed your mind. Funny, ins’t it?”
“If we were soulmates, the notion would be reciprocated, Kylo,” I croaked. “May I remind you that you’re the one who praised yourself so adamantly on never hurting me. And yet, you almost killed me. Twice.”
He sighed, his breath on my neck sending tingles of fear down my spine. “I’m sorry. But I had to… no, I needed to get you out of the way. I needed to show you that you were meant to be mine.”
“By taking my own life?” I snapped back. He fell silent. “That’s really lovely of you, Kylo Ren. And you’re right. I never wanted to hurt you because I thought there was an ounce of goodness in you. But no, here we are, in the same situation. You satiating your own selfish whims instead of doing the right thing. I feel foolish for ever believing you, even for a moment. I almost envisioned a future where we were friends.”
“God dammit,” he hissed, gritting his teeth. I could tell he was trying to refrain his explosive temper. His grip on my waist tightened, and I let out a yelp of pain. He suddenly withdrew from my body entirely, slamming his fist into the wall by the headboard. “You still resist me.”
“I wonder why.”
“I really do!” he roared.
“I’ve loved you, even before I even thought of you to be real. I searched the galaxy to find you, even before you arrived. When you fell into my arms, it was heaven. My entire world was complete. It still is, even when you are away, because I know you will return to me. We’re made for each other. And can you blame me for having a momentarily lapse of judgement when you drive me to wit’s end every. Damn. Time?”
Tears slid down my cheeks and I covered my face in my hands. Despair consumed me. I tried so hard to be positive, but the bruises I felt on my neck brought me back into the insanity of my situation. 
“Yes. I can. You’re a violent man, Kylo Ren. You’re selfish. You’re cruel. You’re evil to the core. And if you truly loved me, you would not hurt me. If you truly loved me, you would make the right decisions. If you truly loved me… you would let me go. You would let me be happy with a woman who treats me better than you ever will and who would never try to kill me.”
He fell silent. But I knew he would remain steadfast in his decision. “…But I saw it in my vision.”
“No, you saw it in your dreams, Kylo Ren. You shaped what you saw to fit your liking.”
Mr. Puffin chirped wildly, rattling the cage once. more. Kylo Ren rose to his feet and walked over to the cage. From an unknown place, he withdrew a key. He opened it.
Mr. Puffin came flying into my arms. I let out a sob of joy, cradling the sweet pet to me tightly. I had a feeling he would be the only source of joy I felt in a while.
“…I know you are right,” he conceded. “But please understand. I can never let you go.”
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virtie333 · 5 months
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For the character ask game? Rey?
Any or all of these?
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Awww, thank you so much for the ask! I'm going to do all but 6, because someone else asked about that one for Rey, too.
5. What's the first song that comes to mind when you think about them?
Well, being a movie score fan, and one obsessed with John Williams, I truly do think of her own theme first.
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But if the question goes to popular music, this is one of my favorite songs for her:
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7. What's something the fandom does when it comes to this character that you like?
I like the fact that most people use the last name Skywalker for her regularly. I saw a post on Tumblr a while back where someone was commenting that they noticed Damerey fans always do that, so maybe it's just the people I follow. LOL
8. What's something the fandom does when it comes to this character that you despise?
Shipping her with Kylo Ren. And I don't mean Ben Solo. I mean an unchanged, violent, evil Kylo Ren. I don't have any hatred for Reylos. I used to be a (non-rabid) one myself. But the farther I get from that ship, the more I realize how many people ship them because they like the bad boy/good girl idea. I always wanted Rey to be the one to lead him back to the Light Side (which she did, with Leia and Han's help), but I never believed they would have a future, so the ending we got was acceptable with me. And led me to write her future with you-know-who.
But yeah, I am so not into the abusive/possessive/yandere type relationship.
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Thank you so much for the asks!
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upon-a-starry-night · 6 months
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Requests/Asks!
Open! // Closed
Here's a list of fandoms/characters I will write for and some rules and preferences for requests/asks
~Criminal Minds:
Spencer Reid
~Marvel:
Natasha Romanoff
Wanda Maximoff
Yelena Belova
Kate Bishop
Moon Knight
Bucky Barnes
- --Ships ---
Drukkari
WandaNat
Bishlova
~Star Wars:
Kylo Ren/Ben Solo
~Detroit Become Human:
Connor rk800
~Celebrities:
Sam and Colby
Any of the actors for the characters mentioned above
-Rules/ Preferences (subject to change!)-
Yes~
ships (from list above)
Au's (modern, vampire, ect)
headcanons, prompts, one shots
fluff, angst, soft smut
No~
Dark fics (Ex: non-con, Stockholm, incest, pedophilia)
I'm inexperienced at writing smut so for now no crazy smut requests like bondage or roleplay pls!
Nothing triggering (self H@rm, su!cide, r*pe, ect)
Male Reader (as a woman it's hard for me to write a relatable male character especially with smut prompts)
reader W/ disabilities (I don't want to get anything wrong or offend anyone, sorry!)
Pregnancy fics (I'm just not passionate about them!)
yandere
extreme kinks (waterboarding, vore, ect)
ZERO tolerance for homophobia or racism
If there's anything you're not sure about ask me! I won't be rude about it or anything so don't be afraid to ask
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rensraptor · 2 years
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the ask box is open,, taking requests :)
i’ll write for,,
joel miller, tommy miller, tess servopoulos, (the last of us) will only write for the game version of joel, will write all of the according to HBO’s portrayal otherwise;
loki, brunnhilde (valkyrie), bucky barnes, wanda maximoff, pietro maximoff, stephen strange, shang-chi,  (preferably andrew garfield’s) peter parker, clint barton, scott lang, eddie brock/venom, thena, druig, etc, (marvel) there’s too many others to list, dont be afraid to ask!;
kylo ren/ben solo, rey, poe dameron, din djarin (the mandalorian), fennec shand (the mandalorian/tbobf), boba fett, obi wan kenobi, darth vader/anakin skywalker, (star wars);
remus lupin, severus snape, sirius black, bill weasley, fred and george weasley, xenophilius lovegood, lucius malfoy, narcissa malfoy, james potter, (harry potter) marauder’s era too; 
steve harrington, robin buckley, jim hopper, dimitri antonov (enzo), billy hargrove, henry creel, (stranger things);
william afton, michael afton, (five nights at freddy’s);
tauriel, legolas, thranduil, kili, thorin, bard, aragorn, (lotr & the hobbit);
(and some other miscellaneous characters…)
javier peña narcos, 
javi gutierrez the unbearable weight of massive talent, 
sheriff hassan, father paul midnight mass, 
adam only lovers left alive,
10, 11 doctor who,
possibly some others within the same franchise...
i will write,,
smut!!!1!11!!!;
fluff;
angst? i don’t like it that much but we’ll see :)
yandere! & stalker! au’s that don’t violate the criteria below…
in headcannons, blurbs, full fics, preferences, etc etc
generally only ‘x reader’ fics but i could try some ships??
i will not write,,
smut involving minors;
anything for actual celebs atm,, sorta depends who;
r*pe or SA scenarios;
hate of any kind will not be tolerated, you will just be blocked <3
thanks y’all,,
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