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#you’re so sweet :’3 tysm for reading!!! and for sending this my way…. too sweet has been added to my playlist immediately 🙏🙏
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hi ari!! i was wondering, do you listening to hozier at all? (i have a feeling you do for some reason but i desperately need to be sure)
anyways i just listened to the new songs and i feel like 'too sweet' is sooo suguru coded... although tbh every single hozier song i listen to belongs to him in my head. do you have some thoughts to spare? <3
HI THEREEE NOE <333 it’s funny that you mention him bc. i’ve been meaning to get into his music!! so far i’ve only listened to like one or two of his songs though 😭 so. yk!! i have a long way to go!!!!
BUTTT TYSM FOR THE REC i just listened to it and i literally love it SO much what a banger….. the instrumental goes so hard and his voice????? insane. the chorus is stuck in my head… don’t even get me started on the lyrics bc they’re so good and they really ARE so sugucoded 😭😭 like!!!!
baby, i can never tell // how do you sleep so well? // you keep tellin' me to live right // to go to bed before the daylight
don’t you just wanna wake up // dark as a lake // smellin' like a bonfire // lost in a haze? // if you're drunk on life, babe // i think it's great // but while in this world
i think i’ll take my whiskey neat // my coffee black and my bed at three // you’re too sweet for me
you know you're bright as the morning // as soft as the rain // pretty as a vine // as sweet as a grape // if you can sit in a barrel // maybe i’ll wait
😵‍💫😵‍💫😵‍💫😵‍💫😵‍💫😵‍💫 GOD . okay so the first thing that popped into my head was third year sugu…. during his spiral….. when the darkness in his head is growing and you’re still as sweet as ever. and it almost hurts him just to be around you because you really are just too sweet…. too good to him…. to good for him. ”how do you sleep so well? you keep tellin’ me to live right. to go to bed before the daylight”…. :((((( i think he would isolate himself from you because he just doesn’t think you could understand. you’re bright as the morning and soft as the rain and all he can feel is darkness and haze and bonfires…… ”if you’re drunk on life, babe, i think it’s great. but while in this world….” <- THIS specific lyrics made me the most insane i think. it’s Him.
noe your brain is so big now i NEED to listen to more hozier songs 😭😭😭 i genuinely adore this one wowow. the lyrics r gonna be stuck in my head now….. i appreciate you sm 🙏🙏 would LOVE any other hozier recs you have btw…. if you feel like sharing then you know where to find me 👀
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myslvtwritings · 8 months
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Hey, hope you’re doing well!<3 :)
I love your headcanons on the uppermoon demons!! (I start doing laps around my room and cartwheeling every time you post🛐) I have a request on the upper moons x their female s/o during her time of the month (esp when she has very bad period cramps 🥲 like literally feels like you’re getting stabbed in the lower abdomen, back pain, nausea etc.,etc.)
You can write either mainly SFW hcs or mix it up with NSFW hcs, I don’t mind, just happy to get the request written tbh😭
(Also, if you don’t feel comfortable writing for such a topic, that’s okay! :) thank you for taking the time to read my request though! Hope you have a good day/night!<3)
TYSM🫶🫶 i’ll definitely be doing this! (and fyi yes i am completely writing for this kind of thing! it’s completely normal!)
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➤ Uppermoons taking care of you on your time of the month
➤ Headcanons (not proof read)
Uppermoons x F!reader (modern AU)
Including: Muzan, Kokushibo, Douma, Akaza + Hantengu Clones!
warnings: mostly sfw but with some semi-nsfw
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Muzan Kibutsuji
He l literally just arrives home to find you curled up on the bed. You look like you’re in agony and immediately he presumes someone hurt you.
That’s all until you tell him that your body is just experiencing horrendous cramps due to being on your period.
Muzan isn’t a dumbass so he’s familiar with what a period is.
So he obviously isn’t repulsed by you or anything!
You don’t even have to tell him fully because he caught the whiff of your blood prior. Which is another reason he thought someone hurt you at first.
As we know, not the best at giving affection but he’ll take care of you (if you’re lucky)
But whenever you’re on your period you receive sooo much affection from him and it always catches you off guard because you never EVER witness him like this.
Muzan lowkey loves how clingy you get as well. Feeds off it when you rely on him. It’s his confidence boost.
Cuddles with you (on occasion) and will give you free massages without you having to ask.
Isn’t the most vocal but he will whisper words of affirmation in your ear. It sends chills down your spine whenever he does.
You don’t even have to tell him where your cramps are because he immediately knows and takes care of it for you!
Is unexpectedly good at holding back his hunger for your blood. Muzan Isn’t too fond of your blood in the first place because he doesn’t want to hurt you in any way. (surprisingly. considering he’s the demon king n all)
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Kokushibo
Then again, like Muzan he assumes you’re hurt until you inform him that you’re just having agonizing cramps.
Kokushibo absolutely despises witnessing you in any form of pain so without saying a word you’re quickly embraced by him.
Will take care of you all day and all night until you’re finally off your period.
Has to fight back the urge to taste your blood💀
If you have to postpone sexy times then he is understanding! As long as you’re comfortable. He’s happy just taking care of you like this.
Is a bit shocked by how needy you become though.
It’s sorta cute in his six eyes how humans get like this.
he’ll also love love LOVE how you’ll rely on him.. (but ofc he doesn’t express it)
Being overly vocal isn’t his nature but he’ll do his best to comfort you with his words as well if you’re in extreme pain.
Gently massages your cramps, buys you a heating pad and everything or he’ll even bathe you. Bro is such a gentleman tbh<33
I’m conclusion, he is always prepared. He’ll happily buy you a bunch of sweets if you have a habit of earthy candy while you’re on your cycle. Always prepared with pads too.
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Douma
Douma isn’t really too fond of how lazy you become whenever you’re on your period!
You’re usually up and about so what’s changed?
At first he doesn’t notice until he smells the faint scent of fresh blood.
It’s embarrassing really because at first you didn’t tell him. But Douma isn’t an idiot so he immediately knows and teases you when you confess you were too shy to tell him.
Douma absolutely adores taking care of you and he literally is on his knees for you no matter what so anything you need he can definitely provide it! He’s obsessed with giving. He’s almost too giving.
I feel like he would just naturally have sweets in his house so he’ll just give them all to you.
Will bathe you and cook for you and gives you very intimate massages.
Tells you how you smell extra good whenever you’re on your period.
You punched him in the stomach for that.
Buttttt.. if you’re the one to not wanna engage in sexual acts when you’re on your cycle he will throw a fit if you have to postpone sexy times with him. i
He wants to taste you badly. Especially when you’re bleeding from there yk (he’s so downbad it’s unreal)
On the other end, he’s still satisfied though because you become way more clingy! Usually, he’s the one who’s clingy, so it’s like the roles are reversed.
Douma also finds it amusing whenever you’re withering in pain because of your cramps. He gets off by how extra vulnerable you get. (He’s such a sadist, i swear)
Douma lends you extra cuddles but you proceed to complain about how cold he is. You want to be warm and comfortable and be just isn’t helping with us naturally cold body temperature.
Throws a tantrum if you don’t wanna cuddle. Will beg you until you say yes. He doesn’t care and thinks you’ll feel better if you let him hold you (He is fucking delusional and doesn’t understand that he’s only making it worst)
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Akaza
You know him, you love him.
You bet your ass this man is gonna be head over heels for you and treat you like his queen no matter what.
Akaza immediately knows what’s up when he comes across you lying on the couch clearly in pain.
Carries you to the bedroom and gives you a heating pad and just lies down next to you while stroking your hair. Telling you about his day because he knows his words comfort you!
You don’t even have to tell him because he knows what makes you feel better when you’re on your time of the month!
Buys you all the necessities you need! He naturally just knows by heart what to get.
Even buys you the correct pads/tampons too, gets you your favorite candy as well, or anything else you like!
Suchhhhh a fucking gentleman!!
The two of you share lots of fluffy moments together!
Whenever you’re experiencing extreme nausea he will make you something healthy to eat and lend you a cold drink. Will deadass spoon feed you all romantically
He’s super overprotective and loves to take care of you. ALWAYS.
We know Akaza doesn’t eat women so he’s easily able to fight back the urge to taste your blood. He couldn’t care less about that.
Is super understanding and accepting of you don’t want to engage in sexual acts while you’re on your period. He would much rather take care of you! But if you did want to have sex he wouldn’t complain.
Akaza probably wouldn’t be into eating you out while you’re on your period because as we know he doesn’t eat women.
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Hantengu Clones
Sekido
You’d probably expect him to be mad but he actually isn’t which is a huge surprise.
He is only mad at the fact you’re in pain.
Only anger is his nature but he’ll drop it for once in order to care for you.
Not the best at it, imma admit.
If he needs to buy you pads he’ll probably get lost in the store. It takes him like an hour to find the correct ones for you because all this feminine stuff is confusing on his end.
But surprise, surprise, he returns back with everything you need despite him taking awhile.
Complains to you about it afterwards and how infuriating it was to find pad/tampons for you.
He’s being over dramatic so you just laugh it off and thank him.
Well, at least you’re happy so that’s good enough.
Doesn’t really like cuddling but if it’ll help you he’ll do it for your sake.
Karaku
Another amazing care taker.
Cooks for you, gives you baths, buys whatever feminine products you require even tho he gets a lil confused..
But at the same time he gets really fucking aroused.
Doesn’t care if you’re bleeding, that makes it even better.
But if you aren’t the type to wanna fuck he’ll understand. But he’s bummed out about it though.
Lots and lots of cuddles for you!
Teases you when you’re in pain (then again, sadist)
But afterwards he’ll feel a tad-bit guilty and just cuddle you until you fall asleep in his arms.
Karaku is surprisingly warm so you don’t need a heating pad when he literally already is one.
Aizetsu
“Are you okay, love?” Aizetsu notices you’re in extreme agony and becomes worried as his eyes laid on your fetal position in bed.
Cue caretaker Aizetsu!!
Seeing you in such pain makes him so upset and even more depressed than before.
Is immediately doing EVERYTHING for you.
Even if this affection causes him to grow exhausted If it means the pain will go away for you then he’ll do it in a heartbeat!
Would never tease you either:( that’s so mean.
Bro gets a little flustered sometimes whenever he has to buy those feminine products for you.
He isn’t experienced with taking care of someone while on their period because he isn’t too sure on what exactly to do.
But as soon as you tell him what to do he’s doing it all in a heartbeat! Is surprisingly a fast learner so he goes into the habit of taking care of you without you having to ask anymore whenever you’re on that time of the month.
He even knows before you know when you’re on your period because he can smell your blood.
Urogi
Right off the bat asks why he smells blood.
You just tell him you’re on your time of the month and then he laughs and just cuddles you.
Is absolute SHIT when it comes to taking care of you though.
He can’t really give you massages because of his talons..
But you get a lot of cuddles though which is a relief!
Buys you painkillers or heating pads.
Goes into he feminine product section of the store and takes a picture of it and asks “What size pussy you wear, mamas?”
You hate him sometimes.
Instead of what you actually need which is the correct tampons and pads he comes back with marshmallows
MARSHMALLOWS
And because you’re more fired up when you’re on your time of the month you literally almost kill him.
He’s sleeping on the couch tonight.
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AHHH! i’m so so so sorry for not posting! i’ve been trying to find a new job and life has been a pain in the ass. But i started this last night and was finally able to finish! I hope you like it. My requests are still open so i’m still taking them! It just might take me awhile to finish them.
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onlyjaeyun · 7 months
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FIRST OF AWLLLL hey twin🤭🤭 second of all what the actual fuck did i just READ. first we have yn and hee being all lovey dovey and my heart literally shattering at the my mom sent me you two line like that hit way too hard to home cuz i found enhypen directly after i lost my dad and they’re like a safe place to me now so like wow got me tearing up at 7 am on a random sunday and i just love their bond sm :(( they’re just so cute like their love idk how to describe it it’s so pure gentle and just so lovely and adorable like that’s the type of love that lasts even after life and continues going strong in heaven too ykwim so like i’m fr fr manifesting this w my future lover (minus all the angst) which speaking OF istg if sunghoon doesn’t take the news well or smth i will lose it and WHERE THE FUCK DID RATMIN COME FROM??? 😐😐 didn’t that bitch DISAPPEAR? i thought her ass skidaddled but I FR FR DONT GET HER MOTIVE 😭 like girl wHAT THE FUCK DO YOU WANT???? does she fr fr want hee or smth. like okay quick talk about girls who like boys that are CLEARLY taken you ain’t shit first of all second of all if you fr fr liked the guy and prioritised HIM instead of you aka his HAPPINESS you wouldn’t try to strip him away from smth that CLEARLY makes him happy let alone someone that he’s IN LOVE with just to satisfy your own ego pleasure and needs because you’re selfish unaware and a fucking pick me and a bitch as well like literally FUCK OFF let hee and yn be HAPPY theyve both went through so fucking much let them BE GIRL DAMN 😐😐 like u fr aint shit if u seriously think that making sunghoon know and snitching on their relationship will suddenly turn you into an angel in hee’s eyes if ur intentions drive sunghoon to making yn and hee break up. NO 🙅‍♀️ youll just be a bigger bitch in everyone’s eyes than the one you already are BUT ❗️ i don’t think she or sunghoon would be able to do that cuz we got jay and jake knowing about this and ning too i know she can fight a bitch if she wants to AND she has back up cuz i will literally bury that sumin bitch with my own HANDS but still ning doesn’t have to go that far one look into sunghoon’s eyes and holding his face going “sunghoon this isn’t you 🥺 this isn’t you baby look at me 🥺 this isn’t the sunghoon that we all know and love🥺” and boom world peace has been achieved. sorry for how horrendously long this was but i suddenly have the desperate urge to get in prison because of assault and battery (sumin) but aNYWHO even if we’re gonna endure 10 more chapters of angst it better have a good ending please 🙏🏼 moving on sending u so so so much love & hugs zadie i’m glad u enjoy my rants sm just as much as i like to spill all my thoughts into rants 😭 love you so much <33 take care of urself & ur health baby !! <3 (& pls i might seriously take up the deutsch offer cuz i’m so obsessed w the language but there are barely any resources on learning it online 😭 i learn better from watching videos so i’m literally watching gumball yelling in deutsch for like an hour a day and idk about the progress yet 💔 but anywho turkish is better anyways 🙄 [i suck at it too])
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BFIWNFLEMF BABYYYY THE WAY YOUR ASKS NEVER FAIL TO MAKE MY DAY LIKE :((( i lit always get comfy and sit down to read them because i love to read your thoughts 🥺🥺🥺🩷🧸 tysm for taking the time out of your day to send me these you have no idea what these mean to me and i hope you have the bestest of days my sweet love 🩷🩷🩷 and pls my offer always stands, just ask and you shall receive, i'd lit make up a new language for you if i could 💔😔
(still giggling and kicking my feet about this ask like this is lit whats going on in my brain before while and after writing a chapter 😭😭🩷)
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upsidedownwithsteve · 2 years
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hi! can i just say i’m absolutely obsessed with your work? you are such a talented writer and i genuinely believe that you should write actual books.
with that being said, one of my favs of yours is “Can We Always Be This Close” because everything about it is perfect. The perfect ratio of fluff, angst, and smut is just, ugh amazing.
do you think you’ll write another really long steve fic that’s similar to that one? or just another super long steve fic in general?
ugh anyways i love you and your work and you’re perfect thank you for sharing your beautiful gift <3
Stop that 😭 you’re far, far too nice! The idea of actually being published is absolutely terrifying, I couldn’t do it. But thank you so much, you’re so sweet, you’ve made my day 🥹
Thank you for reading and tysm for sending such nice words, it truly does mean so much 🧡
And my current wip is looking like it’s gonna be around 20k… I’m half way through at it’s sitting at 10k so we’ll see where it ends up! 🥲
Ily!
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jayflrt · 21 days
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hey hey! i’m doing good too <3
i had to take a moment before sending another ask because i literally lock my phone mid reading last chapter SO GOOD i can’t believe yuna would do that wow my jaw? on the floor, i kinda feel bad for all of them, she had no business being like that especially to mc like girl you could keep up with your princess life because of her !!!
and i had to unleash my inner detective pikachu on this because all of it looks so premeditated, i’m even more suspicious of sunoo now(thks for the reminder about his dad) the way anon gave jay the dirt on yuna just in case and how he was the one to let mc know about yuna’s intentions instead of her herself being the drama queen she is???? also for me it solidified that anon knows KNOWS jay, here i’m gonna defend my baby cause jake did him so dirty(understandable), although i think he is low key getting a bit lost in the glitz and shimmer of yale i genuinely think he is a really nice guy who is getting too involved in their life, especially sunghoon, heeseung and mc’s(of course), i don’t really think his expose was the worst one of all of them, he could easily sweet talk the members but that was not the case for gigi or y/n, i think he genuinely wanted to help them because he understands them a lil better now and that info would simply do just that, anon definitely sees right through him and knows his nature, give him the dirt, push the right bottoms and he would do it without question, oh and who that might be? sunoo. i rest my case 🕵🏻‍♀️
anyway, i love me some good mistery i can’t wait to see whats next ♥️ i hope you’re having a good day/night darling 🫶🏻
-🪩 anon(it suited me better hehe)
i've added you as 🪩 anon !! <3 NICE CHOICE i adore the disco ball
AHH i'm so glad you liked chapter 28 !! :') it was a BOLD move on her part considering the people she's talking shit about definitely have a lot more power than her 😭 honestly if yeonjun had a completely different characterization i think i would feel the worst for him lowkey because why do your followers know about my std now 🚶‍♀️ and seriously ,, mc has helped her for three years too long 🧎‍♀️
DETECTIVE PIKACHU LMSODFH and i think people have been guessing sunoo too!! it's definitely suspicious that he was just spilling about yuna 👁️ and jay is definitely lost in the glitz and glam of their life rn :') not in the traditional way one would expect i guess but he's very much caught up in their problems instead of focusing on what he's been sent there to do 🤧 (no complaints about that tho ! go jay/n!!!!) but very intriguing theory 🪩 anon i look forward to what you think as the plot develops 🥰
and i've been doing great tysm !! 🫶🫶 i hope you're doing well & taking care of yourself <3
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crispy-chan · 2 years
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i literally burn the midnight oil just to read a song of ice and fire in a go (legit typing this after finishing it) read the first few paragraphs & i knew it i GOTTA finished this story in one reading ✋ IT WAS BEYOND AMAZING PLS e2l cold crown prince minho?? jackpot i signed up for this! also the ending???? is it an open ending or there's another part? 👀 either way, this story is a work of art
THANK YOU SO MUCH 😭😭😭 I’m sos Rory for responding late — had a pretty hectic week 💔 thank you 😭🥺 I’m so grateful that you’re letting me know! Also, you burned midnight oil for it pls I’m honored. I’m trying not to get too emotional rn 😭🥺🥲 but this is legit so sweet 🥲 tysm !!! And yes, prince Minho is an agenda I will bro shut up about </3
The ending is somewhat open lol since I started thinking about a sequel before I even finished it lol. I have a rough idea of how I’d like it to progress but only time will tell if I’ll have the drive to finish it lol.
Anyways, thank you so so so much 💕💕💕 I really appreciate it !!! You’re so sweet and I’m sorry for my late response 😭 also low key curious on how you sat through it in one sitting cause I couldn’t even read through it while editing in one sitting lmfao.
But thank you so much !! Sending you all my love 💕🥺
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blueberry-chan · 2 years
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Can you write something soft with Lee know? It doesn’t matter what as long it’s soft please 🙏🏻 I need it
02:48am ✿ Lee Know
❥ Pairing: lee know x afab!reader (use of feminine pet names)
❥ Warnings: just some making out :)
❥ Words: 2,0K
❥ Notes: help sorry i got kinda carried away while writing this so i'm sorry it's so long... also i was writing this instead of reading the assigned reading we have by monday so i'm kinda fucked now- anyways i hope you enjoy this <3 tysm for the request. sending you so much love :)
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You haven’t been spending a lot of time with Lee Know lately. He’s been very busy and so have you. Even when you two have made plans to meet up and hang out, something always happens to get in the way and just ruins the plans you had.
You place the empty glass you just took next to the sink and grab your phone to see what’s this about.
You place the empty glass you just took next to the sink and grab your phone to see what’s this about.
You place the empty glass you just took next to the sink and grab your phone to see what’s this about.
02:39
Why r u up so late, boo?
You read the text on the screen. “How does he know I’m up?”, you think to yourself before typing in a reply. You quickly move your fingers across the keyboard typing out your answer and as soon as you hit send he sees it.
02:39
How’d you know...
It doesn’t take long for the three dots to appear and his answer to come in.
02:40
You forgot I live in the house next to yours huh? I can see into your windows at all times of the day. Why are you in the kitchen so late with the lights on, did something happen?
You sigh seeing his reply. You never forget you’re in his sight most of the time of the day, since he has a clear view of your apartment through his window, but you didn’t expect him to be sneaking a look at you so late at night. You turn around to the ceiling to floor windows that are facing his apartment building.
There he is. The faded lightning of his room makes his shadow slightly seeable for you.
02:40
Aw fuck I forgot you can see me. Why are YOU up so late?
You raise your eyes back up to see his figure still standing there in his window. You can see as the message pops on his phone, since his face gets lightened up by the brightness of the screen. You feel a buzz and look back down at your screen.
02:40
Answer my questions.
Goddamn, demanding little man. You type in your reply with a small smirk.
02:41
What about... no
Your view from here isn’t too clear to read all the small movements he does, but you can tell for sure he’s shaking his head right now.
02:41
Well since you aren’t answering my questions just come here then. I wanna show you something.
Reading this actually boosts your mood so much. You had a plan of going back to bed right after having a sip of water, but this is a change in plans you guess. This is actually perfect since you miss him so much. Even though you live so close, it has been so hard to find time during the day from both of your schedules, to just spend time together, but now since both of you are up it’s finally a chance to meet again.
You decide not to reply and just put your phone in your pj pocket. You quickly decide to take the small sip of water you woke up for and turn off the lights, which probably tells Minho enough and lets him know you’re on your way. You decide not to throw anything on, since it shouldn’t be too cold outside and you make your way out of your apartment.
You make your way across the road that’s separating your houses and before you can even go inside, you spot Minho, as he’s walking out of the glass doors.
He catches sight of you and speeds up his steps. You walk towards him and as the two of you get close enough, he just wraps his arms around you.
There’s just a brief pause of the two of you taking in each other’s presence and fully living into the hug. This is what you’ve been missing. You bury your head in his neck and take in a breath of his sweet, comforting perfume. You feel so warm by him, even if the cold night of the air is brushing against your skin.
He tightens the grip around your body. There’s so much emotion in this hug. It’s more than a hug. It’s a closeliness you haven’t felt before with anyone. You brush your hand against his back and the both of you just melt in each other’s arms.
After a while of just holding each other in silence, Minho decides to break it with the first thing you’ve heard him say in the past 2 weeks.
“Did something happen?” He asks, still gripping onto you as if the wind would blow you away any second and take you away from him.
“No, nothing happened, boo,” You answer, taking a breath before wanting to explain more but Lee Know cuts you off, before you can even start.
“Remember I said I wanted to show you something? Can I, please?” He asks in the warmest voice ever, that makes you forget about how cold you’re actually feeling outside, without anything on besides your pjs. There’s so much comfort his voice brings you and you just nod into his neck. He lets you out of his grip and you also let him go of yours. He takes your hand and before leading you after him. He places a small kiss on the top of your head that just melts you like you’re made of sugar.
You follow him, your hand in his. He pulls you through the hallways of his apartment complex, to the back where the elevators lie. You two get in, and he clicks the button to the last floor.
“Were going to the roof?” You ask him, slightly confused why he’s taking you there, but still waiting patiently. You’re glad you’re actually getting some fresh air, which may even help better with your sleeping problems than just a glass of water. You think not having Minho by your side may actually be why you’re not sleeping too well lately.
“Just hold on,” He says, as the elevator doors open and he leads you out. He leads you to the side of the roof, where a couple of chairs lay. He takes one chair to move it closer to the other and sits down in one, so you take a seat in the other. Is this the thing he wanted to show you?
“I come here sometimes,” He explains, taking a deep breath of the night air in.
You scan the view this rooftop has over the city. It’s beautiful.
“The view is so beautiful here,” You say, looking to the side to see Minho.
“It’s so refreshing to come here at night when everyone is asleep and I just wanna get away from everything,” He says, now keeping eye contact with you.
“I understand completely, I wish I had a place like this to come to when everything got stressful and I needed an escape,” You sigh, looking down at your legs that you’re pressing together. The wind is so strong here and much colder than it was below. You can feel your legs shaking from the cold. Now you really wish you would’ve taken a coat with you. It’s freezing here. You cross your arms over your chest.
It takes only a second for Minho to understand you’re literally freezing your ass off. He sees you’re shaking.
“Come on, come here,” He says, reaching his arms out looking like he’s waiting for a hug. You get up from your seat and stand in front of him. He quickly takes his jacket off and comes up to wrap it around your shoulders. He pats your shoulders for reassurement and you smile at him.
He sits back down and says, “Now come on, sit on my lap, would you,” and smiles back up at you.
You softly snicker and shake your head as you lower yourself and sit on his lap facing him.
He takes a piece of your hair that’s covering your face and brushes it back. He softly smiles again and slides one of his hands down your shoulder and keeps the other on your side. His touch makes you even warmer than his jacket and soon you realise, you’re not shaking anymore.
“Wanna answer my questions now?” He questions, “I’m still curious why you’re up at almost 3 am.”
“I just woke up to get a glass of water, because I couldn’t sleep well,” You shrug, “But then you texted and now look at us here.”
“My baby has sleeping problems now?” He asks, with his eyebrows raised sarcastically.
“I wouldn’t say ‘sleeping problems’ but yeah... just haven’t slept too well for the past couple of weeks.”
“I bet it’s because I’m not there,” He smirks and you laugh, but then respond with a small ‘probably’.
There’s a small pause between you two. Just the two of you staring into each other’s eyes and searching for any kind of signs of anything. He softly brushed his hand, that till now has been just still on your hip, and still stares into your eyes. He doesn’t open his mouth for a while, just stares at the beauty that’s in front of him.
“I’m so happy we finally get to spend some time together. You can’t imagine how much I missed you,” He says, smiling shyly. You smile back at him but a lot more brightly and freely.
“I’ve missed you more than anything,” You say, placing your hand on his cheek and stroking it carefully. There’s this tension building up in this moment and now he has both of his hands on your hips pulling you closer and tighter next to him.
“I wanna kiss you,” He suddenly says and you can’t even react before you feel his lips against yours. There’s no resistance from your side and you join in. His lips feel so soft and warm against yours. This is the feeling you’ve been missing. Your lips move in sync and his grip on your hips keeps getting tighter. You’re pressed so close against his body and it’s all you could ever ask for.
There are moments you need to separate your lips from his to catch your breath. The passionate make-out session calms down to just soft sloppy kisses on each other's lips. The kiss keeps getting sloppier with every minute. By now you have your hands wrapped around his neck.
Soon his kisses move on to your neck. It’s your most sensitive spot and you enjoy it a lot. He leaves small affirmations between every kiss, such as “you’re so beautiful” “i missed you so so much” “i’m glad i can kiss you like this right now” “my pretty girl”.
He places one last, the most charming kiss of the night on your lips. “Would you wanna sleepover tonight?” He asks, looking for answers in your eyes before you can even answer. “It might help with your sleeping troubles,” He adds.
“Of course,” You respond, having the most significant smile plastered on your face.
This is a night you might actually sleep well, so you’re keen to finally be in his arms and wake up to his sweet voice ringing in your ears.
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Su'cuy! I really appreciate how thorough and well thought-out your theories and opinions about Star Wars are, I know that you are pro-Jedi, so I'd love to hear your thoughts on this. I love the Jedi both individually and as a whole, but I've always thought that the Jedi Council's approach to certain issues throughout the Prequels seemed a bit... questionable. Here are some examples of what I mean:
1. The way they handled Anakin joining the Order seems harsh to me. I've always thought that if Anakin had been able to keep in contact with Shmi through the beginning of his padawanship, he could've slowly grown apart from her, (rather than being somewhat unceremoniously torn away from her) and that would have helped enormously with his 'attachment' issues. I get that the Jedi only operate within the Republic's jurisdiction, so they couldn't have gone to Tatooine and overthrown the Hutts and free all the slaves like Ani wanted them to, but if everything Qui-Gon did was legal, then there's no way they couldn't at the very least send a Jedi to check up on Shmi. So why didn't they?
2. Obi-Wan clearly knew beforehand about Anakin's feelings for Padme and his issues with following the Jedi Code, so why on earth did anyone think it was a good idea to send him alone with Padme to a resort??
3. (Oh look another one dealing with Anakin's Issues) Pretending for a moment that killing a Jedi really was the best way to handle the events of the Deception arc, why Obi-Wan? Just... why?? He's not trained for undercover missions, he's a councilmember and a High General so he has a lot of responsibilities, many of which can't just be handed off to other people, and his padawan is Anakin "I'm Mentally Unstable and Everyone Knows It" Skywalker. There's no way in all nine Corellian hells that Obi-Wan was the best candidate for the job.
I'll stop here, because otherwise this ask will probably just turn into a rant
I will re-iterate the fact that I love the Jedi Order, and if there's important information I'm missing here, or perspectives I haven't considered, than I would love to know what they are because I don't like how poorly these instances reflect on Jedi like Yoda and Mace and Plo. TYSM for taking the time to read this ridiculously long ask, and please know that if you reply it will blow my mind because I may or may not look up to you as a learned Star Wars scholar that I am lucky to share in a fandom with
Ret'urcye mhi,
Ashara
Hi! Thank you for the very kind comments and, oh, you flatter me far too much, I am but a single nerd on the internet who enjoys flailing about Star Wars, hardly a scholar or anything. 😂 But you are still very nice to say so and I hope that I can live up to the good faith you've extended! Ultimately, a lot of this stuff comes down to differences in interpretation, so when I talk confidently about my views, of course I do think I’m right (😂), but if you disagree, eh, that’s no bother to me, because you’ve been nothing but sweet about it and that’s fine.  (And I say this both as a way to set the tone, but also as a way to clarify that, just because I talk in firm statements, that doesn’t mean I think there’s no room for anyone else’s views or just simply to disagree with me and that’s valid.  As long as we treat each other kindly, we’re good!) With the Jedi Council’s treatment of Anakin, I think it’s important to establish what “attachment” is first, because it’s not “caring about others”, it’s specifically more in alignment with Buddhism (as Buddhism is the heaviest influence in the Jedi’s philosophy), it’s about not clinging and grasping onto someone so hard that your fear of losing them outweighs your ability to be reasonable.  It’s about not loving them for your sake, regardless of what’s best for them or what would make them happy, because you can’t live without them.  It’s about not burning down the galaxy because you’re afraid to live without them. In Star Wars Archives 1999-2005, George Lucas says:  “[Jedi Knights] do not grow attachments, because attachment is a path to the dark side. You can love people, but you can’t want to possess them. They’re not yours. Accept that they have a fate. Even those you love most are going to die. You can’t do anything about that. Protect them with your lightsaber, but if they die they were going to die, there’s nothing you can do. All you can do is accept that fact.” That’s what attachment is within Star Wars, it’s a path to the dark side, that’s just how the worldbuilding within the narrative works.  Whatever we think of that on a writing level, within the narrative itself, attachment actually is a thing to be overcome. And it’s the very heart of Anakin Skywalker’s story, that attachment led to his fall, so when I talk about how the Jedi are trying to nudge him away from that path, it’s an important motivation because it’s absolutely what led to Anakin’s fall and they were working to prevent the source of it.  Like, he doesn’t become Darth Vader because he was separated from his mom, he becomes Darth Vader because he can’t let go of things, that distinction is the center of his story.  And if GL had meant differently, that guy is not subtle, he would have said so.  Instead, he says: “He turns into Darth Vader because he gets attached to things. He can’t let go of his mother; he can’t let go of his girlfriend. He can’t let go of things. It makes you greedy. And when you are greedy, you are on the path to the Dark Side, because you fear you’re going to lose things, that you’re not going to have the power you need.” - George Lucas, Time Magazine, 2002 Which you are probably aware of and I don’t mean to come across as lecturing, but I chose to go over it again for a reason, in that it’s important to remember that the Jedi aren’t just saying, “No contact with your bio-family!  That’s attachment!”, but instead that the worldbuilding that comes with what “attachment” means in Star Wars is illustrating what the Jedi’s goal is--work towards being able to let go when it’s time.  Protect people, love them, but accept that you can’t stop death from happening. 1.  So, with that in mind, what evidence do we have that Anakin wasn’t allowed to contact Shmi?  Yes, Tatooine Ghost (which was written in 2003, before Revenge of the Sith even existed) said so, but it’s very tricky to rely on Legends material because GL has repeatedly expressed that the books weren’t part of his worldbuilding, that he wasn’t involved with them, that they should just go do whatever as long as it was an interesting story.  (And, like, it’s fair to also dismiss current Lucasfilm canon materials, because they’re not from the primary source, either.  Everyone draws their own sandbox lines!)  What, within the movies or TV, said Anakin wasn’t allowed to contact his mother? I’m not making any definitive statements either way, I think it might be reasonable to speculate that the Jedi felt Anakin was relying too heavily on his attachments (as GL has been very clear that this is a major issue for Anakin all his life), that he wasn’t working towards letting go in a healthy way, so they may have tried to put some distance there to make it easier for him, which I think was the point the Jedi were making in Dooku: Jedi Lost when Dooku did the same with his sister.  I think it may be reasonable to point to Heir of the Jedi  showed a Jedi Knight that was in contact with his family and there were no issues there.  I think it’s fair to point out that the Jedi weren’t exactly stopping anyone from keeping connections to their birth worlds (the various cultural clothing Jedi wore, the statues they prayed to, etc.), so I don’t see why they would forbid Anakin from keeping contact with her or, as Skywalker: A Family At War pointed out, he could still feel her in the galaxy, so he knew she was okay, and yet he was still leaning into that attachment to her.  I think it’s fair to point out that the Jedi were fine with letting people leave, spoke warmly of them afterwards, even would accept them back if they wanted (Obi-Wan & Anakin, s7 of TCW where Yoda asked if Ahsoka was coming back yet), which doesn’t seem to jive with the idea that they felt you had to only ever be in contact with Jedi.  None of that seems in line with the idea that they wanted to cut Jedi off and would punish anyone for contacting someone outside the Jedi Order, unless there was a very specific reason for it. Ultimately, we don’t have enough about that time period from the movies or TCW to say for sure what happened or didn’t happen, whether he had contact with her or not, or the reasons and specific context behind it. 2.  Obi-Wan totally did object to sending Anakin alone with Padme, though!  😂  He said Anakin wasn’t ready for it, that his emotions around Padme made him confused and he wasn’t going to be able to protect her, but Mace very kindly and warmly said, “Obi-Wan, you must have faith that he will choose the right path.” And Mace is absolutely right.  I mean, yes, Obi-Wan was probably right to be concerned, but the bigger point is:  Anakin was 19 years old, he was an adult, he’d been a Jedi for 10 years at this point.  You have to eventually trust people to make their own decisions, to walk the right path on their own, and Anakin had the training and wisdom (or should have) to make that choice for himself. Sending him on a mission to escort Padme, even knowing that it would be a temptation for him, was one they had to let Anakin decide for himself how to navigate it.  If he was tempted into breaking his vows at this point, then no amount of holding him back or hand-holding him was going to make a difference. 3.  The real answer is the most unsatisfying one:  Because Obi-Wan Kenobi is a major character and therefore he was the most fun to write on that arc and to give the show drama.  I fully believe that the primary driving force behind choosing Obi-Wan for it wasn’t based on in-universe worldbuilding, but “Who would provide the most interesting, fun story to tell?” and they wanted to use it as a way to show Anakin’s growing distrust with the Jedi Order. But if we’re going to look at it from the Watsonian perspective rather than the Doylist one, I assume it’s because Obi-Wan was really good at his job, like, that guy was really good at everything he needed to be doing on that job.  And the Jedi Council were apparently on the side of telling Anakin ahead of time, it was Obi-Wan who said not to tell him, and I think it fits very well with what Obi-Wan and the Jedi have been trying to teach Anakin--that sometimes shit happens and you have to be able to face it and make peace with it.  They have to have faith that he’s going to choose the right path. Like, a driving reason (via word of god commentary) that Yoda assigned Ahsoka to Anakin as a Padawan (other than that they were a good match) is because eventually he would have to let her go, he would have to let her be Knighted and no longer interacting with her in the same way.  The Jedi were trying to provide paths for Anakin to face his attachment issues, and while I don’t think the “Deception” instance was very nice (and I do think it was a mistake and Obi-Wan was wrong to not tell Anakin, but also not totally wrong because Anakin absolutely was shit at keeping secrets and the Chancellor’s life was on the line in this mission, as far as the Jedi knew), it was meant in the vein of, “Someday, you’re going to lose people, Anakin, you have to accept that that’s going to happen.” and it’s not that I think Obi-Wan planned it as a test, but that he chose to listen to Mace’s wisdom and have faith that Anakin would choose the right path. As I see it, in the big picture of “What happened to Anakin Skywalker?  Why did he become Darth Vader?” the answer GL gave was: “When you start to care about yourself and the things that you own and the things that you have and you’re greedy and you want things all the time and you don’t want to give them up because you’re afraid to give them up, you turn to the dark side.  And that’s what happened to Anakin.” --George Lucas Q&A: Field Museum, Chicago 5/8/2010 Anakin’s fall was about his attachment to people, that’s entirely what was happening in ROTS, where his turn towards Palpatine was a justification for wanting to hold onto Padme, where the big confrontation with Obi-Wan starts because Anakin didn’t care about what she wanted or her horror at what he was doing or her choice to back away from him, he literally choked her in anger and screamed at Obi-Wan:
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“YOU WILL NOT TAKE HER FROM ME!” Anakin doesn’t want to protect her, he wants to keep her, wants her to not be taken from him, like she’s something to be possessed, not because she made her own choices or because anyone else was actually trying to do so, but because he himself and his fears already did that. And that’s exactly what GL has always said was Anakin’s problem. His attachment to her, his inability to accept that she might have a fate that he couldn’t control, drove him to this.  He absolutely should have tried to protect her, to love her, to fight to help her, that’s what the Jedi do--like, that’s the whole reason they became soldiers in the war, because they were fighting to help people! But you have to accept that sometimes things are beyond your control and all you can do is work to accept that, that’s how the Force and the worldbuilding and narrative of Star Wars works.  And that’s what the Jedi were trying to help Anakin with, to prevent his attachment tendencies from getting out of control--but, at a certain point, they had given him the training and they had to trust him to make the right choices, whether that was as a Jedi or on a different path. (And I’ve always liked the quote from the A New Hope anthology, “Master & Apprentice”, where Obi-Wan says:  “Anakin became a Jedi Knight.  He served valiantly in the Clone Wars.  His fall to darkness was more his choice than anyone else’s failure.  Yes, I bear some responsibility–and perhaps you do, too–but Anakin had the training and wisdom to choose a better path.  He did not.”)
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GOING OFF WHAT THAT ANON SAID ABT ARTIST! READER
it made me think abt how we would rotate drawing portraits in my drawing 1 class n we also had 2 do hw of mini portraitures once a week ,,,,, using sugu n toru as ur hw dummies every week dhdhhdh OH OH drawing a giant ass portrait of suguru or satoru [or both] because thats another assignment we had 2 do [n i still have mine up on my wall i am VERY proud of it] ,,, toru would go insane if u hung a giant drawing of him on ur wall im gonna b completely honest w u hfuhfuhe suguru would 2 n theyd both just sit n stare at it until ud have 2 drag them away 4 lunch or something
AND smudging charcoal on satorus face cuz i hated working w charcoal cuz of how messy my hands would get n ik id smear some on torus face cuz he would get . annoying .
OK NEW TOPIC that sashisu fic u posted recently ,,,,,,,,,,,, THANKFUL 4 ALL I HAVE BEEN GIVEN I LOVEEE SASHISU X READERR ive been checking the tag n sorting it by latest ALL . WEEK . and then i saw the fic u posted n i gasped out loud agshsdh
everything u wrote in that fic was TRU FAX licherally ,,, personally ive been throwing around the idea of a college au sashisu x reader concept in my head n if only i wasnt working on my satosugu x reader wip ,,,,,,,,,,,,, do u wanna hear the concept at least ? i just need 2 dump my thoughts somewhere teehee ^_^
ANOTHER ARTIST!READER/STSG ASK LET’S GOOOO 😵‍💫😵‍💫😵‍💫😵‍💫😵‍💫😵‍💫
hi hello welcome <333 first of all OFCCC I WANNA HEAR ABT THE SASHISU CONCEPT HELLO???? COLLEGE SASHISU MEANS THE WORLD TO ME any thoughts on them r always appreciated 🙏🙏
AND ANDDDD i love the idea of reader making portraits of them :33 THEY WOULD EAT IT UPPP SO TRUE toru is just in awe …… maybe a lot little cocky abt it……….. ”you love me soooo much huh?? ;3” smhhh he’s infuriating. and sugu is all smug but good at hiding it……. (i think both of them are just a tinyyyyy bit shy too. so they have to tease you to make up for it <33) aaaa it’s just such a sweet concept….. AND SMUDGING CHARCOAL ON TORU’S FACE PLSSSS HE WOULD GET SO OFFENDED 😭😭😭 squeaking and gawking and looking at suguru like ”can you believe this???” he’s sooo cute <333 gets all huffy and only forgives you once you give him a kiss <33333 silly.
OK NEW TOPIC that sashisu fic u posted recently ,,,,,,,,,,,, THANKFUL 4 ALL I HAVE BEEN GIVEN I LOVEEE SASHISU X READERR ive been checking the tag n sorting it by latest ALL . WEEK . and then i saw the fic u posted n i gasped out loud agshsdh
OK BUT YOU’RE SO SWEET TYSM 🥺🥺🥺…. i too adore sashisu <333 there rlly isn’t enough content of them!!! i just know they’d be the best partners… they’re so similar but also different in ways where they can always balance each other out :33 the sweetest little guys ever. TYSMMM for reading it and for taking the time to send me this!!! fellow sashisu comrade 🫂🫂 i am hugging u tightly!!
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PART 5. THE INHERENT EROTICISM OF BUTTONING SOMEONE’S CLOTHES
SUMMARY. Todoroki Shouto was a wealthy, young CEO who inherited his father’s enterprise. You were a barista at a local cafe who wouldn’t mind some extra cash. One day, Shouto came in during an early morning shift and tipped you such a large sum of money, you were certain it had to have been an accident. To your surprise and complete pleasure: It was not.
PAIRING. ceo!todoroki shouto x barista!reader
WORD COUNT. 3.0k
GENRE. ceo/barista au, fluff, eventual smut
WARNINGS. sexual tension !! and umm sexual frustration ;p, not explicit but prob rated 16+, just read the title of this chapter BAHAHA
A/N. sorry this is coming a little later than planned ! :( but i hope the dressing room scene can make up for it u.u tysm for reading and for all the feedback! enjoy :3 xx sof
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© myherowritings — all rights reserved. reposting, modifying, copying, or translating of any kind is not allowed. do not read my writing as asmr. do not plagiarize.
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What were you supposed to wear to a shopping date? you asked yourself. Not that today was a date or anything. Though maybe you sort of wished it were… 
The Naruhata Charity Gala was in a little over a week and Shouto would be coming over to pick you up in less than one hour and you still sat in your room with nothing but a towel on feeling more and more hopeless. 
It was a strange dilemma. He met you in your work apron wearing an unflattering work shirt and work pants. And when you met up over the weekend previously, you never paid too much mind on what you would wear. In fact, you were positive he wouldn’t even care how you looked. So why was it such a big deal to you now? 
Probably because of your recent admission of your growing feelings towards him, you thought crossly. 
In your defense, it wasn’t like it was your fault! Right? Seeing someone everyday… Wanting to see someone everyday… Texting regularly about the most random things, having the most banal objects you saw throughout the day remind you of something Shouto did or said… With all those occurrences it would’ve been practically impossible to not start crushing on him! 
Time passed as you stared at your ceiling blankly. If you kept this up, he was bound to show up in your house and find you half-naked. (Now that you mentioned it, that didn’t sound like the worst idea. But it wasn’t something you’d randomly spring upon someone.)
“Get up, Y/N!” you scolded yourself, rolling off your bed and heading towards your closet. 
In the end, you ended up settling for another variation of your usual go-to outfit and called it a day. It happened to be perfect timing since, by the time you finished getting ready, you got a new message on your phone. 
Shouto: Parked in front of your place
Shouto: Sorry I’m a little early. You can take your time getting ready :)
Y/N: it’s okay i’m ready now!! 
After hitting send, you put your shoes on, gathering your belongings you wanted to bring with you, and headed out the door. Excited to hang out with Shouto again, you walked with a skip in your step down the path until you reached his car. 
“Hi!” You waved through his half-opened, tinted window. To no one’s surprise, his car was a sleek black color with dark, tinted windows, and gold details along the sides. If it didn’t look so oddly sexy you would’ve laughed at how cutely dorky he was for matching his car with his credit card. “This is one hot car.”
He turned his head to the side when you entered the passenger’s seat. “Should I turn the AC higher?” 
“Huh— Oh!” You stifled a giggle when you processed the pun he made. “You’re funny, Shouto.” 
He only looked a little confused. “Thank you.” 
The interior of his car was no less—for lack of better term—sexy than the outside. Leather seats, a large screen for the radio and carplay, and the dashboard and side doors lit up a nice blue color. 
“Pretty!” you complimented, poking at the colorful light.
“Want to pick a color?” 
Your eyes widened. “It can change colors?!” 
Shouto nodded.
“Can it be pink?” you asked intently. 
“Light pink or hot pink?”
“Light.”
He swiftly obliged and with a hit of a touchscreen button, the interior lighting changed from blue to pastel pink. 
“Green!”
It turned green.
“Orange!”
Cue the orange. 
“Purple?” 
Purple. 
Once you were thoroughly satisfied with Shouto showing you the whole color selection (you were almost embarrassed to admit it kept you entertained for a good ten minutes), you settled on a bright turquoise that reminded you of the color of his left eye. 
“Ooh, this color! My favorite,” you said simply, giving him a wide smile. 
A faint blush dusted his cheeks as he developed a sudden interest in adjusting his rearview mirror. “Hm.”
Shouto drove the rest of the way in a comfortable silence, occasionally asking how your week was outside of work and what type of outfit you wanted to wear so he could have a better idea on where to take you. 
“Did you eat?” he suddenly asked when he hit the next stoplight, one hand holding the wheel and the other resting comfortably on the gear shift. 
His hands looked nice and slender and soft to the touch. Pretty hands, you thought but shook yourself out of it because you could go down a rabbit hole of examining his hands and going into detail about them. 
You remembered the single, measly granola bar you had due to your rush getting ready. “I didn’t really eat yet, no. Did you?”
He shook his head and pulled into a food plaza with lots of stores to choose from. The two of you agreed on a noodle restaurant that apparently had some of the best cold soba (once you learned it was his favorite food, you wanted to be able to have some with him and today was the perfect opportunity to do just that) and promptly headed to the location. 
In the shop, a waiter sat the two of you down at a dimly lit booth with the perfect amount of ambience that if someone were to casually look over, they might even mistake this outing as a date. 
You grinned at the thought. 
“Excited for the soba?” asked Shouto, examining the smile on your face thoughtfully. 
That’s not why you were smiling, but it was close enough. “Mhm. And the udon. You can never go wrong with noodles!” 
Yes, you got both udon and soba. But in your defense, where else would the fun in life be if not in sugary sweets and carbs? 
As the two of you waited for your main dishes, you ate some fish cakes and edamame while talking about the ways in which capitalism could be dismantled. Rather sexy of him, if you did say so yourself. 
Before you knew it, you were done with your meal and headed back into his car to go fancy-people shopping. On the remainder of the ride, you asked yourself what color you should pick that would match well with both you and Shouto. After all, nothing said a cute couple who totally liked each other going on a totally real date to a gala like color-coordinated outfits, right?
He parked in front of a street of buildings with a dark glass reaching from ceiling to floor with security guards at the door. Just standing near it made you feel fancy. 
“This is a place my sister told me she liked,” he said, leading you to the store front with his hand on the small of your back to guide you. “I hope you’ll find something to your liking.”
You tried your best not to pay too much attention to the warmth you felt both on your back and your stomach from the fuzzy feelings that spread. 
“Hello, welcome!” the both of you were greeted as you walked through the doors. The interior of the store was lined with designer dresses, some long, some short, and all incredibly stunning. There were only a few other patrons in the store, but all of them looked so elegant as they tried on their dresses. “It’s so lovely to see you again Mr. Todoroki.”
Shouto nodded subtly. “Hello. This is Y/N, my date to the gala who’ll need your assistance today.”
“Hi!” you chimed in at his cue. “Nice to meet you.” 
The worker smiled and made her way over to you. “And you as well. I’m Masuda and I’ll do my best to make sure you leave the store satisfied with your purchase! Did you have a particular style or perhaps color in mind?”
“Umm,” you said sheepishly, looking around the wide variety of clothings and unsure where to start. “I’m not too sure. It’s my first time going to one of these things so maybe something comfortable, but also still...fancy?” You scratched the back of your neck. “Does that even exist?”
“Of course— Just have to find something that feels comfortable to you.” She told you to hold on one moment as she disappear into the rows of fabric. 
As Masuda collected some starter dresses for you to try on, a customer walked by with bags of clothes in her hands, her gaze lingering on Shouto, though neither of you paid her much mind. 
“In this setting, you look almost fit to be a sugar daddy,” you said jokingly, looking around in awe at the sophisticated yet lavish dresses. “You take all your sugar babies here?”
“Only the ones I really like,” he teased back. His voice was deadpan but there was the telltale hints of a smirk on his face to let you know he was only messing with you.
The door chimed to signal that a customer left and by then Masuda had returned with bundles of fabric draped on her arm. She led you away in a hurry and you hesitantly looked back at Shouto who followed in a safe distance. Seeing your moment of panic, he gave you an encouraging smile that somehow was enough to ease a significant fraction of your nerves. This may be new and confusing territory, but at least he was here to help you through it. 
Masuda set a dressing room up for you—it was one of those rooms in the middle of the store with curtains that reached the ceiling and mirrors all around—and placed a bunch of outfits she thought would suit your taste. It reminded you of when a bride would go wedding dress shopping with their family. When you had enough outfits for the first round, she told Shouto to sit down on a leather seat in front of your dressing room while he waited for you to try the different dresses on. 
In a way, it felt oddly intimate: Shouto sitting just a few feet in front of you as you undressed, only separated by the veil of a curtain. Would he offer to help button the back of your dress up, fingers brushing against your bare skin? The thought made you feel almost hot inside as you changed out of your street clothes and into the first dress. 
Unfortunately for you, this dress had no such difficult buttons to reach. 
“How’s it look?” you asked shyly as you emerged from the dressing room. 
The dress was pretty and didn’t feel uncomfortable to walk in, but there wasn’t any sort of attachment you felt towards it. In other words, it was simply...meh. 
Shouto looked up from his phone to take in the sight of you. He smiled. “You look amazing as always.” 
“You think so?” You spun around and curtseyed jokingly and he chuckled. “I don’t think it’s bad, but I’m not sure if it’s the right one.” 
“We’ll be here until you find the right one you want, then. Take your time, Y/N.” 
His voice was normally on the deeper side, but it sounded even more sensual and gravelly at this very moment. You felt goosebumps on your arms and it wasn’t just because of the sleeveless dress you currently had on. 
“T-Thanks, Shouto,” you murmured, turning around and walking back into the changing room to hide the look on your face. You didn’t even know what kind of look you had on your face, but you knew it was one that might give too much away. 
It wasn’t fair that he had to be so sweet and caring and thoughtful and handsome and rich… Most guys you met barely fit into one of those criteria, let alone all five. (Sure, the last two weren’t necessary in your opinion, but you couldn’t deny they were a nice bonus.) It was too bad you had no clue how he felt about you. 
There were moments where he felt flirty and teasing, like maybe he viewed you in a more-than-friends way. But other times he was so polite and proper and you couldn’t help but wonder if he was just being nice because that’s simply the sort of person he was to everyone. 
While you were trying to sort through all your thoughts, you completely forgot to change into a new dress the whole time you were in here. 
You saw a shadow at the floor of the curtain before a voice said, “Y/N? Are you okay in there?” 
Jumping at the sound, you scurried to put the next dress on, a blue one with almost translucent fabric and a delicate neckline. Judging from the proximity of Shouto’s voice and the shadow of his shoes, he was right next to you as you changed. 
“I’m okay!” you managed, hoping you didn’t sound as wobbly as you felt. You held the dress closed at the back, fumbling with the fastens. “I just, ah, needed help buttoning this one up.” 
A light ruffle on the curtain then a pause. “Should I...come in and help?” 
Your eyes widened, not expecting him to actually offer to button it up like you fantasized earlier. You fully thought he might called the worker to aide you just so he wouldn’t risk making you uncomfortable. (Not that he would’ve. At all.) 
“I apologize,” he said somewhat tensely after you didn’t respond. “That was indecent of me—”
“No, no!” you said profusely, poking your head out of the curtain while holding the fabric at the front of your dress to your chest. You tilted your chin to meet his gaze with a determined one of your own. “I’d love your help, Shouto.” 
With a dusting of pink coloring his cheeks, he nodded and entered your dressing room. “This dress is a nice color on you.” His voice was loud against the silence. 
Shouto ran his hand down the length of your spine and then up to unfold the column of buttons on your dress that curved inwards at your movement, his knuckles grazing against your skin like lightning striking water. You jolted at the sudden feeling but he didn’t remove his touch when he felt it.
“Sorry.” His voice was low, almost like a whisper. “Was just getting the buttons out.”
“N-No worries!”
His fingers began working on the bottom-most button at your lower back as he applied a steady pressure on the base of your spine to control the motion. Shouto slowly began his way up, fingertips cold to the touch. But you knew that wasn’t the only reason you felt yourself shiver. As he fastened the dainty buttons with immense concentration (much more concentration than was actually needed to fasten buttons, you were sure), you felt the heat of his breath tickling the back of your neck. You almost couldn’t keep yourself from arching your back in a mixture of anticipation and delight at his constant touch. 
When he finished the last button, Shouto let one hand rest on your hip, grasping the fabric between his fingertips to examine its silken texture. Your breath caught in your throat as you stepped back and bumped into his chest, but he was already there to steady you. 
With his arm on your waist and your back leaning against his chest, you made eye contact through the mirror in front of you. You weren’t sure if the pounding you felt was from your heart or his or a combination of both. 
There was something almost erotic about holding each others’ gaze in the mirror after Shouto just helped you dress, the two of you still not letting the other go despite the task being complete. 
“The dress… You look gorgeous,” he said, not taking his eyes off you for one moment. 
You nodded slowly. It did look amazing on you. And it was breathable and soft. (Plus, Shouto liked it, which made you happier than you’d care to admit.) “The only downside would be I need help getting into it.”
“We could get ready together so it’s no issue.” 
“I’d...also need help getting out of it.” 
You held your breath as his eyes darkened, his grip on your waist tightening ever so slightly in a way that made you curve your back before you remembered you were flush against Shouto and he could feel even the most subtle of movements coming from your body. But by the time you stopped yourself, it was too late. He already felt it and you wanted more.
His voice was hoarse. “I could help you with that too.”
Instead of beginning to unbutton the dress like part of you thought he would, he surprised you by spinning you around to face him, your shoulder blades pressed against the cool glass of the mirror and your palms lingering on the muscles of his warm chest. The contrast of the cold glass and Shouto’s body heat left a shiver down your spine.
“And how do you plan to help take off my dress when you can’t even see the buttons?” you said challengingly, a smirk on your face despite knowing full well your body was showcasing just how affected you were by this situation. By Shouto.
He tilted his head to the side in response to your daring tone, hands swiftly finding their way to your back and unbuttoning the top five buttons. It wasn’t enough to completely expose your breasts, but it was enough to loosen the fabric at the neckline in a way that made you gasp. 
“Seems doable to me,” he commented. 
You tugged him down slightly by the collar of his shirt. “I don’t quite believe you. Maybe you should prove it.” 
A guttural noise sounded from the back of his throat as he cupped your jaw and leaned in closer. You inched forward, eager to meet his lips. But before they could touch, a knock came from the wall next to the curtain, causing the two of you to freeze in your spots, bodies pressed against each other in an intimate flush.
“Hello, Y/N?” said Masuda cheerfully, blissfully ignorant about what was about to happen in a public dressing room in the middle of the store. “How are the dresses coming along? Did you like any?”
“Ah, actually…” you trailed off, exchanging frustrated but amused glances with Shouto. “I think we’ll take this one.”
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a/n: so...mirror sex/sex in a dressing room as a bonus chapter? u.u why yes of course. i’m one step ahead; did u even have to ask? LMAO and hm i wonder if y/n’s fEeLiNGs~ are reciprocated skfkfkdg ALSO THEY WERE SO CLOSE TO KISSING BUT DIDN’T I CRY hopefully the wait will be worth it ;3
what to expect in the next part:
GALA TIMEEEE
yes y/n finally gets the fancy candy they so desired
we get to see shouto’s sexy penthouse
shouto says eat the rich >:c
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ellewords · 3 years
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Hiiii! I don't know if it's late for sending this, but I kinda wanted to share this. I'm so sorry if it's long or something... I really hope you enjoy it.
You see, the thought of wedding began to swim in my head since I was 6. I know it's too early for that, but idk why. I always dreamt of getting married, having a lavish wedding ceremony... I used to wear my mother's white chiffon scarf as a veil with my white dress which I used to wear when I was 3 or 4 (It was so tight!). But there would be a huge smile on my face.
As I got older, I realised I can't wear a white gown on my wedding day. As a Bangladeshi, I have to wear red saree with gold jewellery, which aren't bad, but I lowkey want to wear a white gown with a pretty veil, holding a beautiful bouquet of different flowers. Just thinking myself seeing in one makes me smile. When I went to Melbourne and was outside for shopping, I'd stop in front of a store that sold wedding gowns. I'd just stare wistfully at them.
One day, out of nowhere, a thought crossed my mind. I'm in a beautiful white dress that I saw on pinterest, walking down the aisle... and in the end of the aisle, Sugawara is standing, wearing a fancy three piece suit. He looks at me and... time just stops. Tear begins to roll down his cheeks... mine too. When I get there, he holds my hand, still crying, he says how he's elated that I'm with him. And I just 🥺
I know it got a bit self indulgent, but I couldn't help myself, because it's Sugawara. And I literally become like Monica from "Friends" when it comes to wedding. Like I have a pinboard full of ideas, wedding playlists, I've also decided what kind of invitations I want for my wedding...
I think I rambled enough. Have a beautifully nice day!
— from elle ! hi hi,, nope you're not too late :) there isn't really a deadline for this, you can pretty much send in stuff any time you want so no worries ! self-indulgent is also perfectly fine, reading what you sent in made me smile and ig part of the appeal of fanfic (and writing in general) is the escapism and imagining yourself in all these different scenarios. anyways, quick lil walking down the aisle drabble feat. a f!reader under the cut (as usual). tysm for this and i hope you are having a wonderful day. <3
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“calm down, everything’s going to be fine.” asahi tried to reassure, placing a hand on his friend’s shoulder in a futile attempt to make him relax.
suga was currently sweating buckets, wringing his hands together in complete and utter nervousness. the ceremony was meant to start in just a couple of minutes and various questions invaded his mind: what if something goes wrong? what if you end up regretting saying yes to his proposal? what if you resent him for the rest of your lives? what if you don’t show up at all?
his train of thought was cut off by daichi shaking his shoulders, snapping him out of his trance once and for all, “the ceremony is about to start any second and you look like you’re about to run away—”
suga’s eyes widened, immediately cutting off his best man, “what? no i would never even think of doing that? do i really look that freaked out?”
“you do,” daichi laughed, shaking his head at suga, “but you love her, don’t you?”
“more than i can even imagine.”
“and she loves you,” daichi smiled, “you’re about to marry the love of your life. seconds from now, she’s going to walk through those doors and you’re going to ask yourself what you were so nervous for in the first place.”
suga nodded, letting out a breath. the beating of his heart was still as loud as it had been, maybe even more as he began to hear the familiar tune of a piano playing. but at least the butterflies in his stomach begin to settle, keeping his hands folded in front of him as the wedding party walked down the aisle.
the smile on his face widens as the flower girls walk down, throwing petals in each and every possible direction — some even threw them directly at the guests. of course, the crowd only cooed at them, thinking it was absolutely adorable. suga also gives quick little high five to the ring bearer after he had given them to best man, those who looked on swooned at the sweet little gesture.
the piano’s tune changes, the wedding march plays. the doors open to reveal you.
suga’s smile falters, a shaky exhale leaving his lips as he muttered out a quiet, “woah.”
time stops; everyone and everything is an afterthought to you walking towards him. his entire world is making her way to where he was, holding a bouquet of her favorite flowers, in the most beautiful dress. you glowed, a smile on your face and a couple of escaping the corners of your eyes. the music has been reduced to a whisper that played in the back of his mind, the crowd nothing but a hazy blur. you’re the only thing in the room worth taking in at the moment.
suga wasn’t even aware that he had begun crying until daichi hands him a handkerchief, “told you so, buddy.”
you finally take your place in front of him, handing your bouquet to your maid of honor. your knees feel like they’re about to give in, seeing suga with nothing but pure love and adoration in his eyes, taking in every single inch of you.
“hi.” you whispered, unsure of what exactly to say. there’s nothing but silence, that and shaky breathing and the pounding of your hearts. this is actually happening, there’s no turning back now.
suga takes your hands in his, thumbs gently brushing over the back of your hand, like he was trying to make sure that you were real; that you weren’t plucked straight out of his dreams, that any moment he’d wake up. he smiled at you, the corners of his eyes crinkling in the process, “i'm the luckiest person on the planet.”
“no, i am.”
suga chuckled, shaking his head. daichi was right, what was he so nervous for in the first place? especially when there’s no one else he’d rather wait for at the end of the aisle. 
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doiedreams · 3 years
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helloo!! how are you? school has been tiring. btw I love your blurbs! can I request a fic where chenle and the reader is an idol and they meet at a awards show? you can decide on how their relationship happens!! hope everything is going well for you 💚
Hi love ♡ Thank you so much for the request! I could be better, thank you for asking :) You’re right, school is so draining but you’ve got this!! Thanksgiving break is coming super soon, so let's hope for a good break when it comes! Anon, you're so sweet I'm so so so glad you like my blurbs. That makes my heart so warm ♡ In regards to your request, I mainly focused on the meeting more than the relationship itself... I’m sorry about that :( I really hope you enjoy it 🤍✨💖
- Kay 𖠌
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you unexpectedly meet idol!Chenle in the empty dressing room after an awards show. Thinking about the idol life you live, you both realize there’s a lot to reflect on. (fem idol!reader)
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◈⇢ warnings: none
◈⇢ pt.1, pt.2 (coming soon)
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reflection • z.cl
A long night of performances, awards, and applause leave your feet in discomfort and your energy drained completely. All you can think of is going to bed, but you know the night is far from over as your group will probably be celebrating your wins ’til the morning.
You wait for the rest of your group members to get ready to leave for the company building where you're sure to have some sort of afterparty. In the meantime, you recall the several performances that left you amazed that night, one of which being a performance by NCT Dream. Something about their charisma, talent, and energy had a lasting effect on you.
“Ah, I must have left my bag in the dressing room,” one of your members mutter next to you.
You were surrounded by staff members and managers ready to send you off, but you decided to help her out and quickly retrieve the bag yourself.
“I got it,” you tell her.
You turn back towards the venue to bring her bag back from the dressing room.
After a while, you realize you aren't very familiar with the place and find yourself confused.
Which door did we come through? Which hallway looks familiar?
You end up in a very familiar-looking hall and take a mental note of how many doors you pass.
5th door down? Can't remember.
Opening the door, instead of the empty room you had been in when you were getting ready for the show, you see Zhong Chenle sitting at a mirror looking at your reflection behind his.
“Oh-”
“Uh...”
You clasp your hand over your mouth realizing you'd made a mistake. This isn't the dressing room you were in earlier.
“I’m sorry! I think I’m in the wrong room.” you begin.
Chenle gets up from the chair and turns toward you.
“No! I'm sorry, I was looking for the closest mirror and I figured it'd be in a dressing room and this was the closest one so I just came in here...” he trails off realizing that a simple ’it's my bad’ would suffice.
You mouth an “Oh...” after hearing his explanation and continue to stand there awkwardly thinking of what else you should say. Chenle remains in his place, wide-eyed, lost in your beautiful image. Seeing you in your stunning outfit made him weak in the knees.
He’s heard of you before. It’s hard not to when you're such a well-known idol. He's seen many of your performances even before tonight. Although you’ve never exchanged words before, he’d be lying if he said he hasn’t thought of sparking a conversation with you.
You clear your throat and glance down at your heels, beginning to feel uncomfortable under his gaze as you don't know why he’s staring at you. You assume the worst and begin adjusting your dress.
He notices you tugging at the collar of your dress, seemingly uncomfortable, and snaps out of his trance.
“Oh I’m sorry, I- I should leave.” He starts towards the door.
“No! Please, it's okay. I just need to grab something and go. I’ll be out in no time.”
You spot the dazzling purse from across the room and retrieve it before getting ready to leave the room. You stop at the door and tilt your head up realizing how you'd just ignored him.
“I’m sorry. I should've said this as soon as I saw you, ” you say as you turn back toward him. “You performed so well tonight. Congratulations on the awards.”
He beams at your commendation, feeling especially accomplished having his hard work admired by someone like you.
“Wow, thank you so much,” he replies.
“You’re welcome! I would say the same to the rest of your group but...”
“Oh, right. They're getting ready to leave. I should be too, but I needed to collect my thoughts.”
You think back to what he was doing when you first entered the room and become curious about why he was here alone.
“If you don't mind me asking, what were you doing here by yourself?”
Chenle rubs the back of his neck.
“Well...” He makes his way back to the mirror as you help yourself to a seat next to him. “Sometimes, I need to take a step back and think about what got me here.” he says, staring at his image in the mirror.
You understand what he's saying. Things like this - winning awards and national recognition for simply doing what you love to do - make you reflect on how your life has changed. How much of this do you deserve? How much more can you get from it? It leaves a lot of room for thought.
Still clutching onto the purse, you nod at his words and Chenle continues.
“I’m grateful for all of it. I really am. But I never want any of this to get to my head. I need a reality check every once in a while.”
“Mhm, I get that,” you agree. “It’s still a lot to take in. I like to think about the days when I’d sing into my plastic microphone alone in my room.”
He giggled at the thought and says, “Oh, you did that too?”
You both laugh at the memories of your childhood that led you to where you are today. You find it so intriguing how it can be so easy to lose sight of who you once were because you’re so focused on who you want to become. It's also intriguing how Chenle refuses to lose himself to the present and instead chooses to keep himself grounded in reality. It's admirable. It makes you want to hear more about him.
You begin to engage in a conversation you never thought you'd be able to have with somebody else. Everything you speak of, you assumed no one would understand. You've clearly been proven wrong as Chenle makes you feel less alone in your thoughts and feelings.
In an empty room with nothing but a couple racks of disarrayed stage outfits and dirty mirrors, it feels as if you're sharing your secrets with a stranger who somehow knows everything about you.
As you both dive deeper into the thoughts you share, reminiscing on the past and dreaming about the future, you begin to draw closer to each other in a way you could have never imagined, losing track of time completely.
Chenle stares at the mesmerizing glimmer in your eyes that shines bright when you talk about your passion, your aspirations, your hopes and dreams. He finds himself captivated by it. He’d listen to you talk all day if he could.
When you start talking about talents, you think long and hard about Chenle’s. He’s so talented in countless ways. Everyone knows it. And it's not just him. You shared the talents that he had. It's what drew you both to this career.
The way idols like you and Chenle tell stories through music and movement is enthralling. Good stories, bad stories, stories with happy endings, stories with sorrowful truths- they’re all worth telling. You couldn’t have imagined that sitting in the empty dressing room talking to Chenle about this passion of storytelling would turn out to be the very beginning of your story with him.
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a/n: I tried my best. idol!aus are my weakness. i suck at this. goodnight I’m malfunctioning ily jdhdhsn. tysm for reading <3
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yamagucji · 3 years
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a series of thank you’s i’ve been meaning to give for a while now. please note i couldn’t get everyone bc im smol brained and im forgetful :(( also its vedy long so i added a readmore link but if it’s okay then i can remove it!
i would’ve preferred to go to your inboxes/dm’s but im scared t🤢umblrs going to glitch on me if i do it again a ha ha
@doublemoons
i remember you sent in my first ever request and i was SO happy like🥺 my account had no visibility on week 1 but then you somehow found my blog and since then you’ve been supporting me. i love the aesthetic of your blog and i always look forward to your rb’s because they so cute and insightful !! ik we haven’t talked much but i definitely perceive u as a gentle person here’s 1k hearts for you and you only <3
@insanityqueen
please i was *intense squealing* and *happy noises* when you said you wanted to be mutuals :’) im definitely uhhh way too immature for u but you still stick with all the caps and !!! i send you😭 you’re such an interesting, talented person. day 1 you got me HOOKED with your art and im gonna say this again,, i have never seen skin look soo s o f t painted. im really grateful for your company and all your cats and the hinata art you made me🥺 i am not still thirsting over it i swear and then you sent me pieces of your writing and i def expected hc’s but then BOOM🧍‍♀️ im so amazed by your writing. also you are vv pretty i hope you know that
@zephyrria
matching heart memes matching heart memes😾 i don’t talk to you as much but our main form of communication is literally exchanging heart memes w/o a word,,, if that isn’t true love idk what is :// anyway i love our little convos so much it always brightens my day! and omg lets not forget when you made me a drabble back😳 like wha- HUH !! i was so touched i rlly went boom boom woosh bc no ones ever written me one back and i!! that yamaguchi gives me so much comfort. you give me sm comfort, thank you bub <3
@beanst0ck
hehe my first tumblr crush😼 as soon as i deactivated my reading account to my a writing blog i was like “ok bean is on my top to-follow list” like i thought you were so cool and i was vv shy to interact with you🥺 and YOU STILL ARE COOL!! your works are really amazing and i am vv much still in love w my matchup w suga :’)
@killuababie
HHHH GRR BORK BORK I LUB U B NEVER GONNA STOP LOVING YOU BHH💓✨ bro,,,, when we switched over to insta it was WILD like— our sense of humor? matched. immaculate. please i love seeing all the memes u send me it makes my day so much like u don’t understand😭 and our convos really go chaos sometimes gkfjdj i love it. u need to pull up and play among us w me sometime 😡
@bewwybun
m-my first spouse🥺 even tho it was a joke the first time and i said sike fkdjdjdj but you still accepted my dino chimken nuggie ring hehe <3 bub your are literally the CUTEST HHHHH LIKE,,, cuteness overload !!! i love talking to you sm and our little exchange of heart memes make the butterflies in my tummy go ✨
@mei-writes
may🥺 imy bub i hope you’re doing well and taking good care of yourself. still very grateful for that time you pulled through to check which of my links weren’t working. and there’s a LOT. like the fact that you took time out of your day for me still baffles me. anyway im lomve you ik we don’t talk as much but you’re still a valued moot to me. im offering u free headpats hehe
@kozsma
hi maria👉👈 you’re so wonderful and rlly amazing w your smaus. absolutely smitten over our chaotic conversations fkfjd we haven’t talked in a while but if you see this just know that i’m here for you <3 take some self care okay? hope you’re doing good bub
@tsukkeisimp
dalia, you wondering being💞 please what did i do to deserve your love >;( we don’t talk much but we have exchanged heart memes before and you’re always out here supporting me whenever you can and like!! tysm bub. i hope you’re feeling better from the last time we interacted, and please do take good care of yourself!
@satorispup
can’t believe you made a reputation of having a piss kink. what power. what energy >>> anyway it’s fun seeing your chaotic energy on my feed/tl. sometimes i won’t even look at the user and say yeah💔 that’s hero alright gkfjdj also you’re so cute what the heck😡😡
@tobiokvgs
[ insert 100 hearts ] this for u bub. im still going crazy over your tsukki lipbalm piece like i was so FLUSTERED you really did that huh😭 you’re so nice and sweet, ty for giving me headbonks as well im really glad to get them😌 hope you have an amazing day bub, and take care!!
@bunnyuuji
cutecutecutest bean ever🥺 you have such wonderful works and im truly in love with your writing😌 also you’re so SWEET WHAT DID I DO TO DESERVE U GKFJDJ literally you weren’t obligated to stop by my ask and check in but u did >:(
@yanderepunkin
hehe ik we haven’t interacted in such a long time but im including you!! bc i appreciate you!! i know you’ve supported me a lot especially when i just started this blog and im really thankful for it. also uhhh im still not over accidentally turning off anon when i was- yeah😿 i wish you all the love in the world, and please do take gentle care of yourself 💓
@ahkaahshi
frannn👁👁🤲 yes im gonna start with how big brained you are. your passion for textiles and improving the environment is vv cool to me. and then there’s the fact you write these hq characters so well. yes i am absolutely still living for your character analysis. i am thriving off of them!! here’s me manifesting kita and/or sakusa to show up in your dreams hehe
@sachirou-senpai
i hope you dont mind me sending u stuff every now and then! anyway im in awe of your writing and art skills. you brought a realistic yamaguchi and i ascended😳 i genuinely think you’re such a cool person but also please take breaks!! ik it’s such an overused phrase but i genuinely mean it. i care u <3
@kenmakodzu
you’re so sweet and you do really be sending me back some heart memes😳 i go BOOM BOOM yaya that’s more to my collection;) also you and your hq anon interactions go WILD omg it really does make my day more interesting whenever i see them😂 also i do be seeing some of ur chaotic energy on my dash and i am HERE for it
@tsukkisbean
hemlo clara🥺 d-do you remember me gkdjshsjs i think its been a while since we interacted. you’re so sweet and AHH lmao did u know we were in a poly with wiss😔💔 yeah❤️ n e way i hope you’ve been alright these past few weeks, and if not, please get some break!
@atsunflower
miya twin supremacy😡 can’t believe you made me swerve over to osamu’s lane because of your amazing writing. how could you. the mf audacity. i rlly do fell in love with that piece do so THAMK U and that also goes for the support you’ve given me💗
@lespaghetti
ozzy👁👁🤝 ngl our conversations have been top tier im glad i got to uhmm,,, get some of these *thoughts* out of my head. you’re such a sweet little bean!!! that art/sketch you did with the purple (?) themed uniforms was really cute. im glad to have u as my moot and *cough* my vip reader *cough*
@sleepykarabou
our heart meme streak was strong until school happened😔 but i really enjoy them tho!! it’s very calming talking to you (fun, but also vv calming idk that’s how i feel) loving the brainrots we give each other of our favs from time to time :’) also omg OSRRY im barely active in the server please spare me😿 im lomve u
@nerdybreadcollaborative
gee!! AHHHH KGFJJD GRRR u sweet bean oh my goodness. where do i start- ??? i’ve already gushed so much abt your writing but here we go again; i love your writing so much and your attention to the little details is so great. they flow so well and i hope u get more visibility bc it’s what u deserve!! also please take care of yourself and don’t work too much u nerdy bean
@nishinoya-is-baby
ely my plant kinnie, my spouse (?) and also the blog that i dump my h word thots on😭❤️ ahhh im lomve you, you’re amazing. from your writing, to your makeup skills, and your room, the talent really ✨jumped out✨thank you for supporting me so much, i genuinely appreciate it. i hope we can stay moots despite me being busy gkfjdj anyway take care bbie don’t work too much okay?
@art0saurus
TATE😤 the amount of hq brainrot you’ve fed me is astronomical. idk how you keep coming up with such good ideas but im all for them!! i love your writing so much and the plots are so *chefs kiss* (yes im still gushing over mermaid!bokuto). thank you so much for sending some bits of positivity into my life, im really grateful for it :’)
@dorkyhaikyu
EL!😼 you sweet bean. wish i could bombard ur asks but school is saying no </3 you’re such a sweet mutual and your writing is absolutely amazing. still kinda hurt over that angst u made💔 but anyway i loved it sm. also please wear safer shoes next time on big events so u dont get any more BLISTERS kgjdjdh jkjk
@chickenwingspiker
nashnashnash🥺👉👈 wth you’re so cute and even cuter with the little emoticons u put in my asks. i really appreciate you taking time out of your day to check in on me. i think your works are really heckin cool, im still very into that sock agenda one and the akaashi fic AHH i love them sm. i hope that u have better experiences with online learning and i really wish you all the best on ur art journey <3
@miyastrology
did u forget abt our walk to the strawberry field😿 jkjk heyyy atlas!! im lomve your theme and your writing. i have the urge to say you’re as sweet as strawberry bc im unoriginal like that💔 let’s just pretend i put something kute :’( n e way u are vv cute, make sure to take care of yourself ok!!
@derpeedoo
your rb’s and comments on ppl works... i just... my heart is full. im complete. i go absolute doki doki for you. you’re such a genuine person and you give people so much love❤️ here’s an unlimited supply of my love to you bc you deserve it. ty for all the cute questions btw🥺
🕊 anon - still wondering if ur one of my already-moots or not😳 but anyway dove anon i have a lot to say,,, like how ?? do u go “ok let’s check in on aaron today hehe” like am i interesting??😭 i feel kinda bad ngl you really don’t have to talk to me. but nevertheless im really appreciate of all the support you’ve given me. i genuinely think you’re a cool person and you do all these fun stuff like photography which is amazing. here’s the biggest THANK YOU i could ever give <3 ps. your art is CUTE and AMAZING @bee-kins
@simping-for-tendou
do i??? spam your feed??😭 you’re always liking my posts and i feel so sorry for spamming but also vv appreciate of all the interaction i’ve had with you!! im very glad i got to ask you qotd and stuff because i got to know that you like plants as well!! thank you for sharing plant facts with me, it really made my day. i genuinely think you’re such an awesome and big brained person for knowing all those facts🥺👉👈
@wissaaltje
ngl i was very intimated by you bc of all your angst and really good works which is probably why i never reached out to you sooner😿 ur my uhhh third spouse <3 but anyway your CHAOTIC ENERGY is thru the roof i love that sm and your writing is so mf beautiful i wish more people got to see it😡 i will gib you flower soup and muddy pie to make you feel better ;) jkjk but you’re very amazing and i hope you know that!
@smolbludandelions
hehe you’re in here😼 thank you ???? for supporting me even tho you’re not obligated??? like wh- i- bub🥺🤲 you have all my heart and i rlly rlyy want to stop by your inbox and give you heart memes but me why >;( i hope you have the most amazing day(s) of your life because you deserve it SO much.
@tadashi-simp
FINALLY someone i can simp over yamaguchi with😭 ik we haven’t talked much but AH i love the conversations we’ve had so far and all that insight you gave me about the new wanda film (truly a blessing bc i was so genuinely confused gkfjdj).
@oikaw-ugh
just. JOLLIBEE. can’t believe one of our first interactions was u sending me chain mail smfh i cannot believe you😭 anyway po i appreciate you so much na kaka tawa ako sa mga msgs mo and all the good vibes u radiate. mag bisaya unta ko nimi pero baka mag nosebleed ako😿 im losing my native languages it’s not even funny anymore but when i got to talk to u in my mother tongue, i felt a bit more at home. thank you bub <3
@makemealive
hihi👉👈 idrk what we first talked about, i think it was spending vacation in the galapagos islands??😭 riding turtles??? what a great way to start our friendship :’) i rlly think you’re cool and i just,,,, admire u from afar- yeah. sorry this message is too chaotic but anyway u might not have a green thumb but look at you growing potatoes accidentally😌 anyway i think you’re cool i just haven’t said it before because im s Hy
@lostsealscreams
seal, bub, i genuinely care about you. you’re such a sweet person. i know we haven’t interacted much but im looking forward to more conversations with you!! please find little fun things to do... maybe do some self appropriation if you can, bc you deserve it. maybe even treat yourself... or any self care tasks that make you feel better. i care about you a lot, im just an ask/dm away if you wanna talk about anything at all💕💞✨
@hqgardenia - jkjk this is my spam account idk why i put this here but here probably bc im dumb as fuck
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dokeblr · 4 years
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He Loves Me, He Loves Me More
Character/Pairing: Mirio x Chubby Reader
Summary/Prompt: Readers quirk is Flora, making them bloom petals, inconvenient for when they gets flustered. They struggle to control it, making them self conscious.
Word Count: 1.5k
Warnings: None.
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Brilliant shades of yellow sprinkled across your skin, some being tugged off by the wind and circling you, the sunlight casting colourful shadows in all shades like rays of sun against your skin.
You looked ethereal, so captivating to everyone around you, drawing the eyes of your fellow classmates from their own training as gasps of delight filled the air from a few of the students.
Those snapped you out of your peaceful state, and soon red petals of Columbine Rose sprung from your skin and settled around you in a flurry, their soft and slow floats an opposite to your swift and jaunting movements as your arms came to hug your curves and tug down your sleeves, only to cause more petals to gush out around you.
Embarrassment was a reaction your classmates were used to bringing out of you, even if unintentionally. Your quirk, while mesmerizing, was hard to keep under control. It required having a constant leash on your emotions and feelings, which was something you found yourself struggling to do.
As you fought to control yourself, slicked tuffs of yellow came marching towards you from across the room.
Mirio Togata.
As one of the big three, his presence was hard to ignore, but he seemed to make it his own personal mission to get in your face and steal your attention as much as possible. Whether it was waving at you in the corridors, trying to chat with you at lunch or checking up on you during training when you were flustered.
If only he knew how much worse he was making things.
Before he could come too close, you quickly excused yourself to your teacher and bounced off quickly to the toilets, a flurry of rose petals trailing behind you.
It was a wonder as to how Mirio was oblivious to your feelings, never managing to get near you before you ran off in bursts of petals, spraying out like a prism of colour, with your face as red as a rose.
Most girls in UA had a crush on the future pro hero, but it seemed like you were the only one who couldn’t stand to be near him.
The next time you saw him was at the end of class before lunch, everyone was milling about their desk as they gathered their things, groups of friends floating here and there to talk about the lesson and their plans for the day.
Your guard was down while you were packing your notebooks into your bag, not paying attention to your surroundings.
“Hey there, Y/N!” The loud and cheerful voice alone was enough to startle several plumes of petals out of you, but the angular, grinning face that was now taking centre place on your notes was what got you jumping out of your seat with a yell.
“Aha! Sorry about that, didn’t mean to startle you there.” Mirio rubbed his neck sheepishly, standing up from your desk. “I just wanted to check you were ok after gym this morning, you seemed pretty worked up.”
This was not a situation you were prepared for. In front of you stood Mirio, in all his tall, buff glory with his full attention directed towards you, someone with barely any grasp on your quirk compared to his.
‘Have I even spoken to him before?’ You wondered, raking through your head for anything as more and more petals poured out of your pores and landing all around your desk in a heap.
You had almost worked up the courage to respond when your teacher started barking from the front of the room.
“Y/N! Clean up your mess before lunch is over, don’t leave the petals lying about.”
Despite your anxiety over being scolded for your petals, the order only added to the pressure and more mess was added to the heap.
The rest of the class scurried around you out of the classroom until you realised, much to your horror, that you were the only person left in the room with Mirio.
“I, um, I have to go get a brush.” He was standing right in front of you, not leaving much room to bypass his bulk.
“Oh sure, sorry.”
You made a beeline out of the classroom and towards the cleaning cupboard for a broom, holding your breath and focusing on trying to hold back the veil of petals trailing after you after brushing past the handsome blonde.
It was only as a muscular arm, littered with scars reached past you to grab the broom did you realise Mirio had followed behind you, giving you a closed eyed smile as you glanced back at him before walking back to the classroom, arms swinging by his sides and broom in hand.
Quickly glimpsing around the stuffy closet showed that he had taken the only broom, leaving you to scurry after him with the pan.
As you got to the class, Mirio had already swept most of the petals into a pile, humming to his own little tune.
“Mirio, let me, it’s my mess.” Your voice was soft with nerves, trying to tiptoe closer to him.
“But why?” His face was a picture of genuine confusion as you approached, eyebrows arched. “I was the one that freaked you out right? Making you create all these petals? So it’s my fault, the least I can do is sweep them up.”
Before you could register what had happened, large calloused fingers were brushing against yours as Mirio took the pan from you and began taking out the petals, now a neat pile, in all sorts of colours.
Mirio stalled suddenly as he lifted the petals, picking one out delicately between his fingers and rubbing the dainty petal with his thumb
“This is motherwort, right?” A cheeky grin slide across his features. “Are you secretly in love with someone, Y/N?”
“W-What?!” He couldn’t know. Next to no-one knew flower language, no one cared for meaning anymore, it had to have been a lucky guess.
“Oh, gardenia! Sweet love and purity!” Mirio was digging through the pile now, gushing over all the different petals gasping with joy at each one. “You’re head over heels, huh? Are they in our class?”
 Ice ran through your veins as your brain tried to process what was happening in the simplest terms possible. ‘He knew flower language’, bad, he’d know your every feeling now as soon as you got flustered. ‘He passed it off as a crush on someone else’, better, you wouldn’t have to face humiliating rejection yet.
“Oh hey, new petals!” In an instant Mirio was crouched right next to your thighs as new petals bloomed. His nose raised into the air with an audible sniff as he was picking up a new petal. “Is that… rose water?”
Your shoes squeaked against the floor as you rushed backwards, stuttering out apologies.
“I’m sorry, it’s my quirk! I-It happens when I’m sweaty.” The situation couldn’t get worse and you were facing the worst sort of humiliation. Avoiding him had been for nothing, you’d managed to embarrass yourself in front of him anyway.
“That’s so cool! Wish I could do that, would solve a lot of problems.” The last part was muffled as Mirio rubbed his nose, jumping up from his crouch and holding the newly found petal to the light. Your heart dropped.
“A red Chrysanthemum petal. Hmm.” As his eyes squinted at it your heart dropped. When they widened, it nearly broke.
“You love me?!”
There was no that you could say out loud, not without having to face heartbreak. Emotions weren’t something you were good at hiding, though.
It wasn’t petals that fell now, tears streaked your face instead, falling onto the red petals like dewdrops as you dropped your head to the floor.
“I…” You could barely croak out a sentence while your throat tightened, lump forming.
A large hand reached for yours, instantly shooting sparks through your skin. Your hand was raised up, calloused fingers nudging your palm open as an ethereal, white petal danced down and tickled your hand as it landed.
“Jonquil.” Mirio’s voice was tender, with a matching smile as he looked down at you affectionately. “Affection returned.”
His blue eyes flickered down as he took your other hand and closed your palms together, wrapping his own hands around yours and giving them a gentle squeeze.
“But, I-, why me?“ Breath wasn’t reaching your lungs and giving you the fuel to speak. “I’m not like Nejire or-, or any of the other girls in class!” Your hands broke out of his hold to gesture aggressively at your body.
Mirio was never the type to play a cruel prank on someone, or go out of his way to humiliate them, but you couldn’t accept this.
“I know you’re not.” The words stung, crushing you, but the look on Mirio’s face as you looked at the body you were waving at, it was raw and loving.
He swallowed suddenly, looking you in eye with a fierce determination. The hands that were holding yours carefully came up to frame your face, thumb stroking your chin like you were the most precious thing he’d held.
The approach was slow, but his lips were on yours before you could react. His kiss was supple, capturing your bottom lip with his, basking in everything you were.
There wasn’t a suddenness to the warmth he brought, but as his mouth left yours the chill was abrupt.
“That’s exactly why I love you.”
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Notes: The quirk and entire scenario is so cute, tysm for sending this in <3 The petals I used were specific to their meaning (eg, peony = bashful). Also the title was meant to be a play on “He loves me, he loves me not”, in case anyone didn’t understand.
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eunnieboo · 5 years
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ask replies! pt 1
this is so incredibly late but i compiled a bunch of asks having to do with pink in the night. it’s a lot of me being emotional and exclaiming “thank you” over and over again but if you don’t mind, read away!
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@aristptle​: thank you so much! ahh oh my goodness... this message makes me so happy ♥
@angelpainsz​: thank you! much love to you too!! <3
@mauraleigha​: AH thank you sm!
@thewildbombadil​: omg! i haven’t thought much about expanding the story - i really meant it to be a one-off comic. these girls came to life through the inspiration from mitski’s song so i think i’d like them to exist in relation to that particular piece~ thank u for the interest tho!
@omelettedufromage-24601​: oh gosh welcome! and thank you! i hope you enjoy your stay 😊💕
@bitchinflash​: THANK YOU! that means the world!!
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1. oh ;_; thank you so very much! ♥
2. OMG ksdhksjHKHK this is powerful knowledge thank yOU
3. oh my gosh thank you ahh! i’m so moved and happy to hear this.. i hope to keep drawing what i love!!
4. dries your tears w the softest tissue..!! thank you <3
5. thank you so much!! <333
6. i actually did worry it was too subtle! in the panels of their childhood and on, i tried to portray the girl transitioning naturally throughout their lives together, but i think the most important panel is the second one, where she looks at the poster of a conventional family.
i had the dad and mom sort of mirror the children’s positions, holding hands. i thought a long time about what the poster should be of - at first i considered a woman? but then i thought it’s also valid to look at something and realize that’s what you’re not. so when she’s looking anxiously at this family, she’s perhaps thinking that this isn’t the future for her. maybe she doesn’t want to be the “dad” or the “husband” in this situation. and this scene is also accompanied by the line “but i didn’t do it right”... so i hoped people would be able to piece these clues together and recognize what i was going for!
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@helpmebecomeme​: my heart is growing as we speak... thank you so so much. i don’t even have words for how i feel reading these kinds of responses.. i’m just so grateful and overjoyed that something i drew was able to reach somebody in a meaningful way. thank you ♥
@servamp-addict​: AH thank you sm!! i really appreciate it~
@feralkorekiyo​: gasp.. i’m sending my love in return!!
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@tonftyhw​: ahh i’m so glad! tysm, what an honor!
@anarchistcuddles: thank you!!! i remember while i was working on it, i hit a point where i started doubting what i was drawing - i just thought i was putting a lot of time and effort into something that wasn’t even turning out very good - so i can’t tell you how glad i am that i kept working on it anyway. every detail was worth it!!
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1. ahhhh!! thank you so much for this message, you’re too kind!
2. oh my gosh, thank you ❤️❤️❤️
3. thank YOU for loving it so much! it’s absolutely my pleasure :>
4. AHH i’m so glad to hear that!! i’ve seen people interpret the song as something sad and bittersweet... and i understand that too! but i read an interview with mitski where she talks about how pink in the night is the feeling of being in love... and with this in mind, the vision of kissing someone again and again just because you want to do it right, and because you adore them so much, really struck a chord with me. i also loved this quote from her:
“...Heartbreak doesn't have to be a hard, horrible bad thing. It's just like ‘I'm so infatuated and in love that I feel myself crumbling... but in a good way!’”
5. hehe thank you!!
6. thank you thank you ♥
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@revangarcia: haha i’m so glad! this is always the goal (*´∀`*)
@sandsofinaros: thank u so much!!
@nerdygaytor: ahhhH! thank you from the bottom of my heart. this is so sweet!
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@i-like-cartoons: oh gosh! wishing you and your gf the best 🥺💕💕💕
@xundeadqueenx: !!! SOLIDARITY
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1. ohh!! HMM well i have no plans to do so currently but you never know! i do love making those kinds of pictures. and thank u so much! T_T <3
2. gosh thank you! i’ve debated this for a while but patreon sounds a little intimidating - i might have to consider ko-fi or maybe gumroad if i ever decide to have digital work for sale.. things to think about for sure!
3. this comment gives me so much strength 😤
4. oh my goodness... sending you all the love ♥
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thank you again everyone! my heart is warm... i’ve had these asks in my drafts forever so i’m happy i was finally able to finish answering them. hopefully part 2 won’t take as long!
see u next time~
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basilrazzledazzle · 3 years
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hey uhh, if you’re still doing requests, could i ask for a kyoutani x fem reader (gn is fine too) that’s a guitarist? maybe he hears them playing and decides to talk to them idk- i love all your stuff btw!
omg tysm?? the idea that people like read all my stuff is kind of terrifying but so sweet?
KYOUTANI X GUITARIST!GN!READER
trigger warnings: none
so i’ve decided that kyoutani is DEFINITELY emo
like he wears eyeliner so chances are he is
so like maybe you had your guitar at school and were hanging out with some friends in the courtyard after classes and just like, vibing
like maybe for a club / band thing?
he was on his way to the gym for classes and heard you playing and singing with your friends
immediately entranced
he kinda just stood there, listening to you guys
but especially you
despite other people singing with you, your voice just stood out the most
he had never heard someone so,, angelic, despite how cliche it sounds
you felt someone staring and looked up, catching his eye and sending him a smile as you kept singing
now kyoutani isn’t the type to get flustered easily
but boy turned RED
basically said “peace out ✌️ “ and scurried off to practice
still, distracted the entire time
the guys noticed but like, kinda nervous to mention it?
because i mean, it;s mad dog
he is ALWAYS on his game so if something is bothering him??
oh boy
anyway fast forward a couple days and he STILL had the song you guys were playing stuck in his head
maybe even humming it to himself in the hallway?
was on his was to class when he heard the same voice he had been hearing on repeat for the last half of the week 
but this time it was like, right there
in front of him
and very much not in his head
you approached him in the hallway, clutching a flyer in your hand
“hey, uh, kyoutani, right? i’ve seen you play volleyball before!”
there was a second where you were going to let him answer, but he didn’t
he was kind of shocked tbh?
plus up close he noticed how pretty your eyes are
“uh, well, i saw you listening to us the other day? out in the courtyard? and i was thinking, i don’t know, maybe you might wanna come watch us tonight? we’re playing at this coffee shop, all the info is on the flyer.”
you were definitely nervous when approaching him
i mean, who wouldn’t be?
but you had decided it was worth a shot
plus your friends knew about your crush on him and threatened to invite him themselves if you didn’t
and there was an infinity of ways that could go badly
for a second he just kind of stood there? then he blinked, his eyes looking around
“yeah, i guess”
which, quite frankly, was much better than you expected
you grinned and handed him the flyer
“cool, i’ll see you tonight!”
he definitely was staring after you in near-shock as you went on to your next class
he was SO NERVOUS that night but refused to tell anyone
he probably changed outfits like three times before leaving
because he didn’t want to be late
i feel like he got to the coffee shop like fifteen minutes before the time on the flyer hnsjsjs
so he just waited outside 
when he decided it was time to go in, he spotted you immediately
you and your friends were setting up in an area where there weren’t any tables or booths
there were a couple other students, and what he assumed were regular patrons of the place
it was kind of busy? 
he wondered if anyone else was there just to listen to you guys
he scanned the room then looked back at you
you met his gaze and sent him a nervous smile
because he’s mad dog and has a reputation to maintain, he nods back
but for him?? that’s like a grin
which makes you grin
pretty soon you guys started and played for a little over half an hour
and he stayed the whole time <3
then he realized he like, couldn’t just leave??
but he felt so awkard
he never really had felt like this before??
like
he had found people hot before or whatever
but there hadn’t been any emotional attachment, or worrying about what they thought
but suddenly he found himself wondering what you thought of him and it was weird
but when he suddenly found you in front of him, he was forced to push those thoughts aside
“hey, kyoutani! i uh, didn’t really expect you to show up? what’d you think?”
honestly? he had no clue what to say
he wasn’t very good at expressing positive emotions
the words - or word - he found?
“good”
when you kinda laughed anxiously he amended his statement
“i mean, you guys were good. you can tell there was a lot of practice that went into that.”
you were so surprised??
like
you giggled
“thank you! and yeah, there was a lot of practice, you’re right”
you then launched into this story of how almost everything went wrong during your last few practices, leading him out the door to your car slowly. as you put your guitar case in the backseat, you wrapped up your tale
“well,” he said slowly, choosing his words, “it paid off. you sounded.. amazing.” you couldn’t tell, because of the darkness outside, but he was blushing as he stammered to fix his statement, “i mean, you all did. you guys were great.”
as you closed your car door, you said, “i guess you’d know about practice, huh? i see the volleyball club in the gym almost everyday.” you paused, then smiled at him. “how about i go to your next game?”
and thus, a tradition began, with both of you attending the other’s events
hsnsjjs this is SO ooc i’m sorry omg i’m terrible at writing for him
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