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Sometimes spiritual awakening looks like-

#spiritualgrowth #spiritualawakening #spirituality #spiritual vibrations #spiritualhealing #spiritual energy #karma #karmic #it will get better #idk anymore #im cryin #all of us are dead #meditation #love #idk what im doing #love quotes #you broke my heart #spiritual development #my soul #soul family #soul connection #healing #loving #growing #i hate being sick #hate everything #hate everyone #my universe #content: universe #lost souls

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Others hate that I get jealous over everything

What I hate is how no one is ever jealous for me

#it will get better #love #idk anymore #im cryin #love quotes #you broke my heart #all of us are dead #idk what im doing #im cryign #love poem #jealousy #jealosy #broke down #heart been broke so many times #dead love #just breathe #breathing #buried alive #stay alive #alive #dying inside #i am dying #i'm dying here #dying alone #dead inside #screaming crying throwing up #im crying #this is a cry for help #always alone #im alone

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[manxiety]

ultimately, healing is work, and healing is not easy and, most importantly, healing is forever worth it

[manxiety]

Sometimes I hate everything

The other times I hate myself for hating everything

#i hate it i hate it i hate it #hate myself #i hate my brain #i hate my body #i hate men #i hate being sick #i hate school #mentally sick #idk anymore #it will get better #im cryin #all of us are dead #idk what im doing #im cryign #i cant do this #i cant handle this #sad aesthetic #sadnees #depressiv #depressing poem #depressing life #this is depressing #depressing quotes #dead inside #dying to self #i am dying #dying here #anxiety attack #anxienty #anxious

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I have been so sad for so long

I truly dont remember what an hour long happiness feels like

#it will get better #love #idk anymore #love quotes #im cryin #you broke my heart #idk what im doing #all of us are dead #love poem #im cryign #happiness #depressing quotes #depressing life #depressing poem #depressiv #this is depressing #sorry for being depressing #tw depressing stuff #depression #depressed #dead inside #dead to me #death note #killing #killed #dying to self #dying inside #i am dying #i'm dying here #as i lay dying

[manxiety]

“Don’t abuse a kind heart. You may never be offered one again.”

— Pokello Nare

[manxiety]

Kind of want to jump off a cliff and never feel anything ever again, never want to see anyone ever again, never want to talk to anyone ever again

#it will get better #love #idk anymore #im cryin #love quotes #you broke my heart #all of us are dead #idk what im doing #im cryign #love poem #suicidesucks #fuck this shit #killing #killed #hiding #sadnees #i hate my brain #i hate it i hate it i hate it #hate myself #philosophy #psychology #dead love #dead poets society #i'm dying here #death and dying #i am dying #dying inside #everydaystruggle #depressing quotes #depressiv

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#it will get better #love #idk anymore #im cryin #love quotes #you broke my heart #all of us are dead #idk what im doing #love poem #im cryign #im hurtin #hurt/comfort #hurtful #hurtcore #sad aesthetic #sadnees #sad thoughts #lonelly #killed #killing #dead love #dead inside #dead moon #hopelessly devoted to you #dead poets society #i'm dying here #i am dying #dying to self #dying inside #death and dying

[manxiety]

Why is that when I was here noone saw me

And now when I am gone I am suddenly visible?

#it will get better #idk anymore #love #im cryin #love quotes #you broke my heart #all of us are dead #idk what im doing #im cryign #love poem #dead inside #dying inside #dying to self #i am dying #death and dying #i'm dying here #im fucking dying #anxienty #anxious #anxiety attack #lonelly #lonesome #loneliest #lonelier version of you #screaming crying throwing up #i hate it so much #hate myself #dead love #dead poets society #killing

[manxiety]

from Autopsy by Donte Collins

[manxiety]

“I’m not afraid of dying. Pieces of me die all the time.”

— Sage Francis

[manxiety]

To love too much is a nuisance

To believe there is no love is a nuisance

#no love #nuisance #toxic behavior #toxic love #dead love #all of us are dead #dead poets society #it will get better #idk anymore #dying to self #dying inside #killed #dead dove do not eat #dead moon #hopelessly devoted to you #hopeless healer #healing #i want to be small #i want to dissappear #i want to disappear #im cryin #you broke my heart #dead again #season of shattering #abandoned #never love anything #never love anyone #kill my feelings #kill my love #kill my life

[manxiety]

For it to have come to this, is a shame on both of us

#love #it will get better #love quotes #idk anymore #idk what im doing #im cryin #im cryign #you broke my heart #all of us are dead #love poem #heartbreak #kingdom hearts #heartache #heart ache #i cant do this #i cant handle this #cant breathe #shattered dream #love lost #lost and found #excerpt from a book i'll never write #hated #jealosy #heated #im hurtin #hurt/comfort #hurtful #hurtcore #dead poets society #dead dove do not eat

[manxiety]

September is the portal for my transformation from a little dead to all dead, every year.

#all of us are dead #dead poets society #evil dead #i loved it #she will be loved #i want to be loved #you are loved #loved ones #love poem #hurt/comfort #hurtful #im hurtin #you broke my heart #i hope so #hope #september #septic egos #winter #anne winters #it will get better #idk anymore #idk what im doing #im cryign #im cryin #winterblues #depressao #sorry for being depressing #depressing post #tw depressing thoughts #why is so depressing

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Sometimes I am truly happy. The kind where I can feel my dopamine boosting and flowers growing in my chest, calming me

Only, till I process it and enjoy it, I am consumed by this fear. The fear which tells me this feeling is a visitor. It will only last so long.

It is only a guest, of mere minutes.

And before I enjoy that feeling, it is gone. It leaves before completing me.

So I wait, in its hope. With my hands all empty yet feeling so heavy.

#im hurtin #hurtful #hurt/comfort #hurtcore #you broke my heart #love #it will get better #love quotes #idk anymore #idk what im doing #im cryin #im cryign #love poem #positive mental attitude #yeah idk #frases sad #sadnees #sad thoughts #sad aesthetic #sadgirl #sad songs #sad boy #sadcore #all of us are dead #red dead online #the walking dead #dead or alive #dead inside #midnight hollow #hollow mind

[manxiety]

I like love, it makes me feel things

But with it comes hurt

With it will always be a little jealousy, a little expectation, some amount of hurt but that's inevitable

And above everything else, it shows, nothing is perfect

Not even love

Not you not me

And that's the beauty of it

To embrace the imperfection

Because the existence of imperfection makes us seek perfection

And that seeking is beautiful, it is the the beauty of it all.

#love #love quotes #love poem #i love you #loveyourself #my love #she will be loved #i loved it #i want to be loved #im hurtin #hurtful #hurt/comfort #im cryin #im cryign #crystals #truth seekers #seeking #imperfect #perfect #perfection #imperfection #you broke my heart #positive mental attitude #you me and the apocalypse #you mean everything to me