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[mxraxi]

Date: October 11th, 2020

Something gained (pt 3)

𝘛𝘞: selective mutism, PTSD (rape)

𝘊𝘞: minor swearing

𝘎𝘦𝘯𝘳𝘦: angst

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The amazing view was one of the few things keeping her calm. These past few weeks had been nothing but pain, and not just physically. The constant nightmares, the sudden fear she felt every time someone approached her without warning and the inability to even say a few words frustrated her to the point of crying. The girl was not only mad, but ashamed; so ashamed she would constantly isolate herself. Not too far of course, since no one could bare the possibility of something happening again. So there she was, at the top of one big rock, admiring the vast blue sea and with Stormfly by her side.

She hated everything. Every little thing caused her trouble. She couldn’t get out of bed without someone helping her. Her stomach was not able to endure one stupid meal without vomiting, so she had to eat very small portions, and painfully slow. The gang had tried to make her write instead of speaking, and it worked sometimes. Others, well... the problem wasn’t exactly her vocal chords, but communicating.

She had figured that out with Hiccup’s help. Feeling extremely vulnerable and discomfited every time she tried to talk was the main cause of the issue, like she was giving out too much information, even if it was something small like “can you bring me some water?” It was understandable giving the circumstances, but the young Viking knew it was wrong, and she needed to find a way to fix it; she needed to-

“You’re overthinking again, aren’t you?”

Astrid froze for a second, recognizing the voice immediately. He had adopted a very soft and calm tone when speaking to her, and she was immensely grateful for that, given the fact that she would flinch all the time because of minor details like loud noises or sudden moves.

She turned around to see him standing there, not moving one bit and silently asking for her consent to sit beside her. Her hand slowly crawled down to the floor, tapping two times, giving him the desired signal. They sat there for a while, just keeping each other’s company.

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Lunch time. Such a dreaded moment for Astrid. She was starting to manage the portions, but being around everybody felt a little too… intimate. They were all aware of this, and had proposed her to eat in her room, maybe with Hiccup’s company or someone else’s, but not everyone at once; but she had insisted on having the meals as they always did: together. It was hard, yes; but the female knew she wouldn’t make progress if she didn’t challenge herself.

She wanted to make progress. She wanted to feel “normal” again.

But it was a constant battle with herself. Sometimes it felt impossible to get out of bed. There was this huge weight pulling her down. She would spend hours looking at the ceiling, until someone would eventually go check on her and not push her if she didn’t wanted to start the day. It pissed her off. Why couldn’t she just do it? She had to.

So as she sat on the table, knowing everyone would be constantly watching her to see if she was doing ok, she was brought a small plate of her usual soft food and… tiny pieces of meat.

“Astrid?” said Fishlegs “Do you think you can give meat a try? We know it’s not exactly bland, but, you know what I mean.”

She just nodded slightly and grabbed the fork. Go slow. Don’t rush it.

She managed to swallow a few bites before her stomach was hit with really bad nausea. Her legs were now strong enough to help her walk, but she needed to get out quick. Hiccup took notice of this and hurried up to help her move faster. They barely made it to the nearest bucket before she emptied the food she had just consumed.

Fuck

A hand was holding her hair while the other was resting on her back. He saw everything. He saw how weak she was, how pathetic she had now become. She was trying so hard, but there were things she just couldn’t control. Like this one.

This is not fair

And just like that, barely able to hold it any longer, the blonde girl broke down in tears. Why couldn’t she just get better? Her own body was now betraying her. None of this was supposed to happen. Ever.

“Hey, hey, hey, it’s okay. It’ll be okay. This is not your fault Astrid.”

God, he knew her so well

And in the darkness she was submerged, she saw a flash of light. A very small one indeed, but it was there after all. She had yet a long path to walk, but something kept pushing her forward. Hope.

#hiccstrid #httyd #httyd fanfic #httyd fanfiction #rtte #httyd rtte #triggering content #astrid #hiccup #astrid hofferson #hiccup haddock #angst #hiccstrid angst #hiccstrid angs #fanfic #fanfiction #writing #hurt/comfort

[mxraxi]

Date: August 3rd, 2020

Brownies

𝘎𝘦𝘯𝘳𝘦: 𝘧𝘭𝘶𝘧𝘧(?

𝘋𝘪𝘴𝘤𝘭𝘢𝘪𝘮𝘦𝘳: 𝘐 𝘢𝘮 𝘕𝘖𝘛 (𝘭𝘰𝘭 𝘶𝘯𝘪𝘯𝘵𝘦𝘯𝘵𝘪𝘰𝘯𝘢𝘭 𝘳𝘦𝘧) 𝘣𝘺 𝘢𝘯𝘺 𝘮𝘦𝘢𝘯𝘴 𝘵𝘳𝘺𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘵𝘰 𝘴𝘢𝘺 𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘴 𝘪𝘴 𝘸𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘩𝘢𝘱𝘱𝘦𝘯𝘦𝘥 𝘸𝘩𝘦𝘯 𝘍𝘦𝘭𝘪𝘹 𝘴𝘵𝘢𝘳𝘵𝘦𝘥 𝘣𝘢𝘬𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘰𝘳 𝘤𝘰𝘰𝘬𝘪𝘯𝘨. 𝘞𝘦 𝘥𝘰𝘯'𝘵 𝘬𝘯𝘰𝘸 𝘪𝘧 𝘪𝘵 𝘸𝘢𝘴 𝘵𝘰𝘶𝘨𝘩 𝘰𝘳 𝘦𝘢𝘴𝘺 𝘧𝘰𝘳 𝘩𝘪𝘮. 𝘐 𝘫𝘶𝘴𝘵 𝘨𝘰𝘵 𝘪𝘯𝘴𝘱𝘪𝘳𝘦𝘥 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘤𝘢𝘮𝘦 𝘶𝘱 𝘸𝘪𝘵𝘩 𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘴 :)

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The first time Felix tried cooking, it was a complete mess.

He've always had lovely memories of her mom baking and preparing yummy food for their family. He even tried helping a few times: mixing the ingredients, pouring the milk into the little plastic bowl and even flipping some pieces of fried chicken.

"Careful son" mother used to say. Because of his excitement, he ended up burning himself a few times, so mother always made sure to look after him.

Fondness. Emotion. Love. That is what Felix always remembered while recalling his mom cooking. He was a person of small details as well. Food for him was a synonym of caring, so why not try doing something by himself as a small gift for the members? It sure was a good idea.

But when the moment actually came, he was all over the place, running from one spot to the other, making sure everything went according to the recipe. Needless to say, it didn't. The batter had not even been cooked properly, and the inside of the pie was definitely raw.

Disappointment filled the young boy's heart, but he wouldn’t let that failure stop him. No sir. He was determined to get the recipe right. Or just the dessert in general. Maybe a pie wasn’t such a good start for an amateur cook. Something easier would do the trick, right?

But of course, even an undemanding procedure like making brownies would be hard. He had no experience whatsoever; just helping his mom with little tasks. Felix hadn’t realized until then how even the slight mistake could ruin the whole thing. Everything had to be perfect: the right temperature, the exact amount, the correct way of mixing… it definitely was tiring.

Trying and trying

Fix what went wrong and do it again.

Just keep on trying

They looked better now, but the consistency wasn’t right.

Try again

The brownies were finally soft on the inside, and a little bit crumbly. But they weren’t fudgy enough.

Again

They finally looked fudgy and yummy. But, was that… burnt taste? Dammit.

And again

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“Hey, it’s pretty late now, just go to sleep. You can try again tomorrow”

“Wait hyung! I think I got them right this time”

The sweet smell of that lovely chocolate treat was now a usual thing. Felix would always ask for opinions and suggestions to improve his results, and of course, the guys loved to cooperate. Some of them even tried helping once or twice, but he wanted this to be his and only his present for the members. After all, it was Felix’s nature to express his affection in such particular and adorable ways, and if he wanted to do something like this by himself, so be it.

The young boy had discovered many things after so much time spent in the kitchen. Not only he found out new techniques and baking secrets, but also how much he really loved what he was doing. He had never fully internalized how much little details like this could warm up someone’s heart. Yes, he was interacting with food... with ingredients, but it felt like he was also dealing with his emotions; integrating them, blending them, getting rid of the uncomfortable sensations and horrible thoughts. In the end, the final product –however it ended up tasting or looking like- was like watching his own soul, alive and vulnerable for everyone who got the chance to savor it.

And now, taking out the tray from the oven, he couldn’t hide his excitement while looking at his masterpiece. Just a bite and he would know for sure if the brownies had come out the way he wanted them to.

Minho was enjoying himself a little too much watching the younger one running to get a plate and coming back with the same speed. And then he saw it: his face went blank for a second, his eyes lit up and with a big smile he proudly said:

“I did it”

A/N: I've been wanting to write something like this for a while. Felix is one of my weaknesses (specially when it comes to cuteness or fluff in general). Honestly, him cooking and baking for the guys and the stuff is SO SWEET I CAN'T jsbdksojd.

Also, i wanted to focus on how even small tasks can be hard and might take a while to get them right. Do NOT feel less for struggling with something others find easy. Like skz always say, just go at your own pace, you're doing good ♡

And last but not least, i wanted to make some sort of praise to cooking. It's not just about playing around with food for a while. It holds so much meaning to many ppl. Honestly, i completely get why Felix loves to do it so much (according to his personality). I also love giving little gifts to ppl i care abt, specially food and stuff i make. Felix is an angel honestly isbdlsks and my brain is not working correctly for some reason so i'll stop now iabdksnskns.

#felix+fluff #stray kids #food #brownies #cooking #cooking like a chef im a five star michellin #fluff #felix #lee felix #skz yongbok #lee yongbok #stray kids yongbok #skz #skz felix #skz fluff #skz scenarios

[mxraxi]

Date: July 28th, 2020

Fun fact lol i actually cant "answer" comments down at the comment section cause this is not my main account, but i still read them! and a BIG BIG ty to @a-hofferson-haddock for always liking and commenting under my posts 🥺 it makes me so so happy and motivates me to keep going (dont get me wrong jdksbd i write bc it makes me happy, but u get the point) ♡

[mxraxi]

Date: July 28th, 2020

Something gained (pt 2)

𝙏𝙒: 𝘒𝘪𝘥𝘯𝘢𝘱𝘱𝘪𝘯𝘨, 𝘳𝘢𝘱𝘦, 𝘮𝘦𝘯𝘵𝘪𝘰𝘯𝘴 𝘰𝘧 𝘱𝘩𝘺𝘴𝘪���𝘢𝘭 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘷𝘦𝘳𝘣𝘢𝘭 𝘢𝘣𝘶𝘴𝘦, 𝘵𝘳𝘢𝘶𝘮𝘢, 𝘴𝘦𝘭𝘦𝘤𝘵𝘪𝘷𝘦 𝘮𝘶𝘵𝘪𝘴𝘮

𝙂𝙚𝙣𝙧𝙚: 𝘢𝘯𝘨𝘴𝘵

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Both her body and her sleep were fucked up. Those men never grew tired, not only abusing her over and over again -making it unattainable to rest, if that was even possible because of the constant pains, thoughts and new fears-, but also kicking her, slapping her, throwing her to the ground one… two… seven… ten times.

Astrid was now extremely weak, malnourished and dehydrated. That dragon venom didn’t help either. It was making everything much worse; and she swore it was just a matter of time before it killed her.

Her mind was also messed up, replaying the insults repeatedly, panicking even at the subtlest of noises; horrible thoughts about death, frightening faces and monsters. She had no idea why her head had suddenly created those horrendous scenarios and images. Maybe because of her constant state of fear. Either one way or another, every inch of her was now ruined, and she knew that.

Steps were now approaching. She knew what was coming:

Endless hours of torture.

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Laughing and mocking her, the Vikings cleaned themselves up, throwing her against the wall one last time before leaving her there. She no longer tried to stop them, too weak to even make an effort. Her clothes now dirty and in such a terrible state. Her wrists still tied up and her mouth still covered from the day she arrived, Astrid wondered if she would ever remember how to laugh, how to walk, how to speak…

Would she even get out of there?

And as she drifted into a big dark nothingness once again, she could have sworn she heard an annoyingly familiar voice, and the unequivocal sound of the plasma blast of a certain Night Fury.

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.

.

“Oh gods…”

.

.

“SHE’S BREATHING! EVERYONE, WE NEED TO…“

.

.

“Hold on Astrid. Stay with me please”

“Shit”

“We need Gothi, NOW! HURRY UP AND…”

.

.

Nothing

.

.

Her head was resting on top of something warm and soft. A pile of clothes maybe? Trying to steady her breathing, she made a big effort to open her now heavy eyelids, and shut them back immediately after the sudden bright light almost blinded her. Every bit of her body ached, her head feeling like a thousand axes were hitting it nonstop. She also noticed bandages all over her legs, arms, torso, feet…

Had she really been injured that badly?

She heard voices in the distance, but the buzzing in her ears was too loud to ignore it. Astrid then realized she was covered from head to toe in some sort of icy-cold water, –that was most likely sweat- and a sudden sensation of nausea invaded her empty stomach. Feeling worse and worse after each passing second, she tried to move, failing miserably.

The sudden deliberation of not knowing where she was or who were the ones talking from afar made her efforts stop at once. What if they wanted to hurt her like those other Vikings? The smallest of movements and they would know she was awake. Not again. Please.

All of these thoughts – and the ear buzz too- were preventing her from hearing steps getting closer and closer. A hand came out of nowhere, making a sudden contact with her skin and she lost it. Using some sort of inner power she didn’t know she had, she opened her mouth, gasping and letting out a small but painful sob. Whoever tried to touch her did not expect this to happen, and removed his extremity as fast as possible, moving back.

Silence

“…A-Astrid?”

𝘏𝘪𝘤𝘤𝘶𝘱

She painfully opened her eyes, now getting accustomed to the light. It took her a few seconds to process everything surrounding her: Ruff, Tuff, Snotloud, Fishlegs… they were all there. And Hiccup, a few inches closer was now staring back at her, astonished and fearful. When he grasped the fact that she was actually awake, he almost ran to where she was, not being able to hold himself.

“Oh Th-Thor Astrid, you- you’re awake. Gods I-I thought I-“

She flinched at the sudden reach, muscles tensing up again. Why was her body doing this? He was Hiccup for fucks sake. She knew he wouldn’t even dare to hurt her.

But it seemed like her body could not comprehend that.

Her unexpected reaction made the boy stop abruptly. Shocked, as everyone else in the room, he tried to approach again, slower, tears now forming in his eyes.

“…It- It’s me…Hiccup” he cried “Love, no one’s gonna hurt you anymore… please…”

He reached the edge of the bed, and as gently as he could, he sat down, trying to reach out for her hand.

And so she broke down in tears.

She was furious, frustrated, desolated… Why her? Why did this happen to her? They took away her soul, her humanity, erasing every trail of happiness, reducing her to nothing. She was dead inside, feeling like a corpse; like a bunch of bones. Worthless, weak, empty… a piece of insignificancy.

And as a heartbroken Hiccup held her now thin and brittle body, him sobbing uncontrollably as well, blaming himself for all she had been through, his head hit hers, now awfully hot and covered in sweat. Her hair was notably wet as well.

“Oh my gods, Astrid, you’re burning up!” Hiccup gasped, a rush of trepidation taking over him. He stood up almost immediately, grabbing a towel and placing it against her forehead. Gothi started moving as well, handing her a glass of water. She tried to support herself with her arms, collapsing immediately because of how fragile her whole body was. One of the twins took notice –Astrid could not tell which of the two; her vision still a little bit blurry, her mind still trying to digest everything- and went rushing to her side to help her sit, getting a hold of her arms and back, pushing her up steadily but firmly. Now holding the glass for her and placing it at her mouth opening– an action that was impossible for the girl to do given her condition- her friend helped her swallow the liquid.

Hiccup glanced back, just the plane view of her current state making his heart shrink and break into little pieces. Steady and calm –as calm as he could be- he grabbed both her hands, rubbing his thumbs against them.

“Darling, we were nursing your injuries and noticed a deep dark bruise at the bend of your left elbow. There are some red dots too, like- like- like if they s-stuck needles all over… that… is-“

“What he’s trying to say, girl, is that if there’s something else they did that may cause you future problems you need to tell us so we can nurse it, and then you can heal properly” Gothi said, approaching the couple with her arms loaded with bottles.

Yes, there was one thing:

The venom.

Astrid wasn’t exactly sure how serious that could be, since it had not killed her, but it was definitely the cause of what she was feeling now. She needed to let Gothi know. She surely had some potion that could help.

But for some unknown reason, Astrid was not able to say a word. Not because there was something wrong with her vocal cords, –she was sure they were just fine- but because her brain seemed to be unable to make her open her stupid mouth and talk.

Everyone looked at her expectantly, waiting for her to say something; but when seconds passed, and she was not even trying to speak, they realized something was not right.

“A-Astrid? Does your throat hurt? Is there-“

“Hiccup, come with me for a second” Gothi said

The old lady took the boy outside. When she was sure no one was able to hear them, she started to verbalize her thoughts.

“Listen Hiccup, I know this might be hard but usually, after a traumatic experience, a person can develop some type of mutism”

“… so you’re telling me that-“

“Let me finish. We don’t know what happened there, but because of her scars and injuries I have an idea. The bruise might be because they actually injected her with some sort of substance. I’m guessing it was venom, and I know how to treat that so don’t worry about that for now. What I will ask you is to please help her as much as you can. Both emotionally and mentally. You may be the only one she trusts right now.”

Astrid, the girl who was always strong and ready to help no matter what, was now in need of what she always offered to others. As hard as it was to digest, Hiccup knew he had to be there for her. He was not losing her again.

𝘼/𝙉: 𝘚𝘰 𝘪𝘮 𝘨𝘶𝘦𝘴𝘴𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘵𝘸𝘰 𝘮𝘰𝘳𝘦 𝘱𝘢𝘳𝘵𝘴? 𝘛𝘩𝘪𝘴 𝘪𝘴 𝘮𝘺 𝘧𝘪𝘳𝘴𝘵 𝘧𝘢𝘯𝘧𝘪𝘤𝘵𝘪𝘰𝘯 𝘦𝘷𝘦𝘳 𝘬𝘴𝘣𝘥𝘭𝘦 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘪𝘮 𝘵𝘦𝘳𝘳𝘪𝘧𝘪𝘦𝘥 𝘯𝘨𝘭, 𝘣𝘶𝘵 𝘪 𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘯𝘬 𝘪𝘵𝘴 𝘰𝘬? 𝘩𝘦𝘩𝘦

#hiccstrid #astrid hofferson #fanfic #fanfiction #hiccstrid fanfic #angst #httyd #triggering content #writing #hiccup #hiccup haddock #hurt/comfort #fandoms #httyd rtte #rtte #hiccstrid angst #hiccstrid angs

[mxraxi]

Date: July 27th, 2020

"Something gained" pt 2 coming either tomorrow or the day after tomorrow kabdkdkd i had to pay special attention to some details but it's all fixed now! Im still getting used to this writing lifestyle so pls be patient ♡

[mxraxi]

Date: July 15th, 2020

Finals are over so i'm back! Gonna start working on "something gained" pt 2 right away! ♡

[mxraxi]

I'll be on hiatus till July cause i need to study for my finals ✎

[mxraxi]

Date: May 25th, 2020

Something gained

𝘛𝘞: 𝘒𝘪𝘥𝘯𝘢𝘱𝘱𝘪𝘯𝘨, 𝘳𝘢𝘱𝘦, 𝘮𝘦𝘯𝘵𝘪𝘰𝘯𝘴 𝘰𝘧 𝘱𝘩𝘺𝘴𝘪𝘤𝘢𝘭 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘷𝘦𝘳𝘣𝘢𝘭 𝘢𝘣𝘶𝘴𝘦

𝘎𝘦𝘯𝘳𝘦: 𝘢𝘯𝘨𝘴𝘵(?

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It was dark and cold. Extremely cold. Astrid had no idea where she was, nor whose hands where all over her. She had been kidnapped; that for sure. She was aware of the piece of cloth they had shoved into her mouth making it impossible for her to make a sound, and the tight ropes around her wrists and ankles. Some sort of fabric was all over her eyes, making so much pressure it was starting to hurt.

She felt herself being thrown in the air, and landing on a cold, hard surface. They removed the fabric from her eyes, but the light was so dim she could barely see the faces of her captors.

“She’s all yours boys” said a deep raspy voice “I bet that Haddock boy is already looking for her, but oh what a nice surprise will be waiting for him”

What in the name of Thor...

Suddenly, a pair of arms grasped her by the waist, forcing her to stand up. They cut the ropes tied to her ankles, and grabbed her by the legs. She tried to scream, but only muffled sounds came out of her mouth. There was no use in trying, so she started squirming and kicking with all she had.

“She’s a feisty one” said one of the men

“Don’t worry love, we’re about to ruin you”

Astrid almost gagged at the nickname. Hands were now all over her, touching her, making her feel dirty. It was useless to fight; they were much stronger than her. Her mind went numb. She no longer felt brave and bold. She was scared.

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A filthy whore. That’s what they called her; over and over again. Her body ached from all the bruises and wounds they had caused her. She could still feel them inside of her, her nose filled with the unmistakable smell of cum Astrid was now able to recognize. They treated her like an object; like a toy. She was no longer a woman, or at least she didn’t feel like one.

She leaned into the floor, the sharp cold being the only comforting thing for her at this point. Then, she heard footsteps. Her muscles tensed up, thinking those so called humans wanted another round.

The big man approaching her had a mask on, but even though his face was hidden she was certain he was the chief around here.

“How did you like our little present?” he asked her, knowing she was unable to answer him. “Oh but don’t worry, it won’t be the last one. You’re too good to be dumped after one use don’t you think? Even better! I’ve prepared this just for you” The man grabbed something that looked like a small dragon. The poor thing tried to run away, but he was faster and grabbed him by the neck, almost strangling him.

“This is a Nocturnal Venomstorm. Oh but why am I telling you this? of course you know that!” he laughed “Just a tiny bit of his venom, and your whole body feels extremely weak, barely able to move. Dizziness, nausea and fatigue are some other symptoms, right little one?”

Astrid recoiled, frightened of what this wicked man was about to do to her. Her back pressed against the wall, trying so hard to avoid this new way of torture they had found for her.

“Huh, you’re not so fearless after all. Guess we all have our weaknesses. You can’t stay strong forever”

He was wrong. She might be smaller and not as strong as them, but she was tough. Her mind was not giving up that easily.

“Don’t worry, this pretty medicine will only be given to you once a day. Eventually, the symptoms will become constant, so using you will be a lot easier for my boys. Doesn’t that sound nice?”

He grabbed her and moved the dragon close to her. Pinching the creature, he made an awful sound, revealing then his pointed teeth. Sinking them deep into her arm like a bunch of needles, Astrid felt a sharp pain all over her body. Trying as hard as she could to not show any sign of agony, she locked her defiantly eyes with his.

“There you go” he whispered close to her ear

“We want your little boyfriend to deliver the Dragon Eye, but just attacking him was a pretty boring plan. This is much more fun”

And just as he came, he stood up and left.

The effects of the venom were starting to kick in, and Astrid was in no condition to fight them back; so just like that, she welcomed them like an old friend, hoping to pass out soon.

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Days had passed. Maybe even weeks. Having just a small meal a day, –if you could even call it a meal- the constant abuse and the venom had all become ordinary, even like a routine. The big man was right: the symptoms were constant now, making it almost impossible for her to resist to the mistreatment. The other men started to notice this, so they found another way to have fun: degrade her.

She despised the words at first, not letting them get to her. But slowly, Astrid started to accept them; not because she believed them, but because she was tired. So. Very. Tired. She prayed the gods everyday Hiccup was one step closer to find her, to get her out of this hell. But then, she lost a little bit of hope every day; thinking that maybe, just maybe, she would be dead when he found her. If he ever did.

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