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verseleth · 27 days
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𝑨 𝑫𝒊𝒗𝒊𝒏𝒆 𝑰𝒎𝒂𝒈𝒆
And Secrecy, the Human Dress
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skzhocomments · 3 months
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Clingy - Bang Chan Oneshot Fanfic
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General Masterlist
Pairing: Bang Chan (Stray Kids) x OC (name: Aera. Story is written in 2nd person)
Genre: angst, fluff
Word Count: ~3.3k
Warnings: a little angst, crying
This is just a story that doesn’t describe Bang Chan or other mentioned Stray Kids’ members true characters in any way. It’s just a product of my imagination and should be treated as such.
This story is also on Wattpad (click here) and AO3 (click here)
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Summary
You overhear Chan and Jisung talking about how clingy you are, and it really hurts your feelings.
A/N: As any other writer out there, I would appreciate reblogs and your comments on this story. Please let me know if you enjoyed it, and most importantly, have fun!
© all rights reserved by skzhocomments (Tumblr), skzho (Tumblr)/ storminsidemycore (Wattpad), storminsidemycore (AO3)
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Clingy
"Is Aera coming over today?"
"Probably."
"Tsk. She's always here. Don't you find it annoying?"
You were just outside the door when this conversation between Chris and Jisung stopped you dead in your tracks.
You've been dating Chris for just shy of a year now, and you figured out early in the relationship that he never has free time. He's a workaholic through and through, starting his days with early practice and finishing them with late nights in the studio. Thus, you came up with a solution: whenever you wouldn't be working night shifts, you would come visit him in the studio and keep him company.
You never interrupted or bothered him. You just watched him work, stealing occasional kisses when he'd take short breaks, taking care of him, bringing him food (as he more often than not forgot to eat balanced meals completely), giving him water when his bottle would run out, and massaging his shoulders when he'd feel particularly stiff.
You never considered yourself to be annoying, until now. And although you shouldn't listen to other people's conversations, you just had to know what your boyfriend thought about it.
"Annoying? How so?" Chris asked.
"I mean, she's being so clingy. She always wants to see you or be around you and she's coming by, like, every day. It seems exhausting."
"Oh... Yeah, I see what you mean. Well..."
"What?" Jisung chuckles.
"She is a bit clingy, yeah."
"It annoys me sometimes. I miss our bonding time in the studio." Jisung chuckles again.
"Yeah, it would be nice to sometimes have time to ourselves. Sure." Chan chuckles as well, and you start feeling your heart break into a million pieces with every word you hear.
"Oh, so you also find her a bit... of a nuisance?"
"I wouldn't say that... But she does suffocate me sometimes, I won't lie."
You truly didn't know that Chris viewed you as suffocating. He's never told you.
If he had, you would've never started to come to the studio.
Why did he even give you an access key?
Already on the verge of tears, you decide to turn around and give Chris what he obviously wants: time away from you. Just as you do, you see Changbin walking towards the studio.
"Aera!" He exclaims and runs to you happily, taking you in his arms and spinning you around. You've become close friends ever since you started dating Chan, and this was how he always said hi to you.
"Binnie!" You ruffle his hair and smile back.
"Did you come visit? Let's go." He grabs your hand, and before being able to protest, he opens the door and drags you inside.
You try to keep on smiling as you say hi to your boyfriend and Jisung, but now that you're aware of their true feelings towards you being here, you can't help but notice every small detail. Chris and Jisung give each other a knowing look, and you notice it. You just know it's because you are there again.
You wonder if Changbin feels the same way, if he also finds you annoying and suffocating.
Your chest is tight, and it's getting hard to pretend that everything is okay. It's difficult to breathe. You can't even bring yourself to speak much, afraid that Chris will find you smothering, so your words get stuck in your throat, choking you.
You don't even laugh much at their jokes, and you wonder how everything can change in just a span of 10 minutes. The studio used to be a safe space for you, where you could relax and be yourself, but it now feels like a cage.
It seemed like you could now notice all sorts of things you weren't able to notice before. Although Chan is his usual self, it somehow feels different to you.
He doesn't want to spend time with me; runs through your head repeatedly, and with every passing minute, it's getting harder and harder to stay there.
You want to leave.
No, you need to leave.
Your eyes are watering up and the pressure in your chest is crushing you; the throbbing pain in your heart is getting too much; your eyes start to water again; and you need, you need to find an excuse and run away from this place.
You have to come up with something - anything convincing enough so that Chris won't bat an eye. Something that wouldn't be too obvious a lie.
"Oh, shit!" You exclaim, and the three men in the room look at you with questioning eyes.
"What's wrong?" Chris asks.
"I just remembered! Fuck! I promised Jia I'm taking over her shift tonight! Shit! I have to go!" You jolt up from the sofa and grab your bag hastily.
I have to get out.
I have to get out.
I have to get out.
"Oh, no! Want me to drive you?" Chris asks as he stands up as well.
"No, don't worry. I know you have work to do." You smile briefly, then wave to Jisung and Changbin and begin to turn around.
"You sure?" Chan grabs your hand, making you look at him.
"Yeah. If I leave now, I'll make it just in time."
"Ok, babe. See you tomorrow?"
"Sure." You smile as he presses his lips against yours briefly, before you part from him.
"Text me when you get there, so I know you're safe."
"Will do, bye bye!" You turn around and leave the room with haste, and once you're finally alone in the elevator, with the doors closed and already moving towards the ground floor, you break down.
It's hard to stop the tears from flowing, the overwhelming sadness completely taking over you, and you feel every piece of you ache. It shouldn't hurt this much. He didn't say he didn't love you. He simply said you're suffocating.
It's not that bad.
Is it?
You realise that Chris is right; you are smothering. You've always been the clingier one in the relationship, and maybe it's time to take a step back and stop being so keen on spending time with your boyfriend.
Maybe you should simply let him initiate whatever outings he wants, whenever he has time, and you'll see to your hobbies and occupy your mind with something else but him.
You get home and join a class right away. You don't even notice what you've clicked on.
Pottery, apparently.
Whatever.
This will do.
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"She still hasn't texted me."
"Hm? What did you say, Hyung?" Han raises his head from his notebook. They've been working on a new song for a few hours now, and whenever Jisung writes lyrics, he gets completely absorbed in them, not noticing anything else.
"I said, she still hasn't texted me. How many hours has it been since she left for her shift?" Chan asks uneasily. You've always texted him to let him know you're safe, so this felt completely out of character for you.
"Maybe she just forgot." Jisung shrugs.
"Have you tried calling her?" Changbin asks.
"Yeah, I did... she won't pick up either."
As he answers this, Chan's breath hitches in his throat. What if something happened? What if you've had an accident, or fell and hit your head, or- it was already pretty dark out when you left.
Why the fuck did he let you go alone? He should've taken you to the restaurant himself.
Fuck, why are you still working there anyway? He's told you time and time again that he can take care of you while you search for a job in your field. He knows how hard you've worked for your diploma and how disappointed you've been after searching for months on end with no results.
Why didn't you want to take him up on the offer? That would mean all the free time in the world, and more importantly, no night shifts.
"I'm sure she's fine, Hyung." Changbin puts a comforting hand on Chan's shoulder, pulling him out of his thoughts. "But if you're that worried, you could go to the restaurant. It's not far from here anyway."
"Is that okay?" He asks anxiously.
"Yeah. We can manage just fine for a couple hours, don't worry."
With a short nod, Chan stands up and grabs his coat.
"You're just as clingy as her." Jisung chuckles slightly. "Message us when you're there."
"Will do!"
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Chris runs hastily to the elevator and clicks on the button for the underground parking lot, then hurries to his car. The ride to the restaurant is less than 10 minutes long, and he curses once more for not taking you himself.
He couldn't even spare 10 minutes for you.
Fuck.
He's definitely never felt shittier...
... until he reaches the restaurant, goes inside, and sees that you're nowhere in sight.
"Chris? Oh, hi! I almost didn't recognise you with your cap on. What are you doing here?" A girl approaches him with a large smile.
"Jia? I thought you weren't working tonight?" He stares at the girl in front of him in confusion.
"Yeah, I am." The girl replies, just as confused.
"Oh... is Aera here?"
"No, she's working day shifts this month. Hasn't she told you?"
"She did, I just thought... whatever, nevermind." Chan waves his hand and smiles. "Thanks."
"You didn't have a fight, did you?" Jia asks with a worried expression on her face.
Chan didn't know. Did you?
"... no, we didn't. Thank you, Jia. Have a nice shift!" He waves and leaves the restaurant, and as soon as he's back in the car, he takes his phone out to call you again, when he notices a text.
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Sorry Channie, it's been chaotic at work, and I couldn't check my phone until now. I forgot to text you to let you know all's okay. I got there safe <3
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He freezes.
You lied. You've never lied to him before.
Why?
He decides not to call your bluff and plays along. You surely have a reason to lie to him, and he wants you to come forward yourself instead of having to confront you.
You're safe. That's all that matters.
Or that's what he's trying to tell himself, although doubts start running rampant in his mind. Your behaviour today has been weird, ever since you came to the studio. You avoided eye contact, you invented an excuse to leave after not even 20 minutes, you lied that you're going to the restaurant, and you haven't even messaged him to let him know you've gotten there, or home, or wherever the heck you've gone, safely.
With a sigh, he starts the engine and drives back to the studio.
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"Babe, can you give me some water, please?" Chan asks in a quiet voice as he's trying to perfect a beat he's been working on. It's 2AM already, and he's growing tired.
When you don't answer, he asks something again, this time in a whisper.
"Did you fall asleep?"
There's still no answer coming from you, so he turns his chair around to see you, and then the realisation hits him.
You're not there.
In fact, he can't even remember the last time you've come to the studio to keep him company.
He noticed that ever since that night you lied to him, you've been acting strange. You no longer text him unless he texts you first; you don't initiate any dates or activities with him; and most importantly, you're never there.
He misses you.
Did you fall out of love? Are you trying to let him down slowly by spending less and less time with him?
Shit, he never expected love to hurt as much as it does. Your absence hurts.
He grabs his phone to text you, hoping that you're not asleep. It takes you 12 minutes to reply. 12 minutes that passed by agonisingly slowly, but he's at least grateful you actually replied. Waiting until morning would've been torture.
As soon as he sees your text, he calls you.
"Yeah?" You reply, your voice small. You always sound like this when you've just woken up.
Fuck, when was the last time Chan woke up next to you?
"Sorry, babe, did I wake you up?"
"Mhm. What's wrong?"
"I just- can I come over?"
"Now?" You reply, still sounding asleep.
"Yeah. I really want to see you."
"You have a key though..." You yawn. "... why ask me?"
"... I know. I'll be there in 10 minutes, okay?"
"Mkay."
Chan makes his way to the parking lot and checks his wallet, phone, and the keys to your place a hundred times. When he's sure he has everything, he starts driving. He usually loves late–night drives, but his heart is now ridden with anxiety, which makes it completely unpleasant .
In front of your door, he contemplates once more using your key. He used to use it and come over all the time, but he's been so stumped with work as of late that he can't even remember when the last time he's been here was.
The apartment is quiet and dark, so he does his best to not disturb the peace as he walks hesitantly through the hallway until the bedroom.
The lights are turned off in the bedroom as well, and you're now fast asleep again. Still, he comes behind you and spoons you; he lets his face come close to your head and takes in your familiar scent as he hugs you.
"You're home?" You ask quietly.
"I'm sorry. I didn't mean to wake you."
"It's fine." You yawn again.
"I missed you so much." He whispers, and you hum.
"Mhm. I missed you too."
"Do you... still love me?"
"What?" You ask, your voice audibly more awake now. "Of course I still love you, Channie. What kind of question is that?"
"You've been so... distant lately. You don't even come over anymore."
"Look who's talking." You chuckle slightly. "When's the last time you've been here?"
"... you're right. But..."
"I'm sorry." You whisper, feeling yourself on the verge of crying again. "I do still love you, but... I was suffocating you. Maybe it's better that we spend less time together now."
"What?" Chan sits up on the bed, leaving you feeling empty and your back cold. You sit up as well and turn on your lamp, and looking at his face breaks your heart. His eyes are glistening with tears, matching yours like a mirror.
"You... you said you feel suffocated by me... I know I'm too clingy, so..."
"Wait! No... When- when did I say that to you?" He frowns. "Maybe I've just-"
"To me?" You smile bitterly, cutting him off. "Never. But you told Jisung how suffocating I am and how you sometimes just want time on your own, so... I'm giving you that."
As soon as he hears your words, he remembers. He had one conversation about this with Jisung, which he realised was bullshit anyway when he noticed how much he thinks about you and how lonely he feels when you're not there.
"Baby, I-"
"Don't even bother denying it, Chris. I heard it."
You look away as you feel like starting to cry again, and tears start falling immediately after. Fuck, it's pathetic, really.
"Aera, look at me, please. I didn't mean to deny it..." He pleads with you, but it's hard to listen to him and raise your head. It's so damn hard to see him.
When Chris sees you won't budge, he doesn't know what to do. You're crying and shaking, and it's all because of him. He's hurt you.
He thinks about how he could make it better and decides to hug you tightly.
"Baby, look... I did say that, and I'm truly sorry. I was so, so wrong. Yes, you are clingy, but fuck, I don't want it any other way. I've missed you so much these past weeks."
You stand silent and just listen to him.
"I kept turning my chair around to look at you and you were never there. I kept checking my phone but there were no messages from you. I didn't even know if I could still use the key you gave me, or if you're not comfortable with that anymore..."
"Channie, how can you even think that?" You cry out, and he hugs you tighter. "This is your home too."
"I'm truly sorry... I've been up in my ass with work and neglected you completely, and only realised how much I need you by my side when you were gone..."
"Yeah." You whisper.
"Are we going to be fine...?"
"... Yeah, we are. Just... please tell me if it gets too much, mhm?"
"It won't." He kisses your forehead as he smiles slightly. "Thank you for forgiving me. But Aera, you know? You also lied to me." He chuckles. "You didn't have any shifts that night."
"I'm sorry... I was hurt, and- wait, how do you know that?"
"I went to the restaurant to check on you, and Jia was really confused to see me there." He lets go of you and grabs your face with his hands, running his thumb over your cheeks and wiping away all the tears.
"I just... felt so horrible. Hearing you say that I'm suffocating you was like a punch in the gut. I'm so sorry I was too clingy."
He shakes his head and presses his lips against yours.
"Please be clingy from now on. I thought it felt suffocating, but I actually got so used to the warmth of your attention, that being without it felt utterly depressing. So, please, keep clinging to me."
"... okay." You nod.
"And please come by and spend time with me in the studio again, hm? What about tomorrow evening? We can have dinner together, and then you can come hang out with me. If you want to, of course."
"Oh, actually-" She chuckles slightly, "I can't have dinner with you tomorrow, sorry. I can come after 9 to the studio, though."
"Why?" He tilts his head.
"Well, you see...?" You rub your nape, "I have a pottery class from 7:30."
"Pottery?" Chan laughs in disbelief. "When did that happen?"
"When I decided to fill my days with something else to keep me from thinking about you all the time." You smile sadly, and he pouts.
"But I want you to think about me all the time. I also think about you all the time."
"The pottery class will last for a few more weeks, so you'll have to make do." You poke his nose playfully, and he is quick to scrunch it.
"You're punishing me." He kisses you again. "Do you like making pottery?"
"Honestly? I'm shit at it." You say, and both of you burst out laughing.
"I didn't ask you if you're a pro or not. Only if you enjoy it."
"Mhm... I think I do." You smile.
"That's amazing. Show me what you've worked on."
You excitedly grab your phone and show him all the photos and videos you've taken in the past few weeks, explaining the techniques you've learned and how much you've been struggling to keep up with the class, and Chris listens attentively.
By the time you're done talking, it's almost 5 AM, and both of you are barely able to keep your eyes open.
"So, now that we're okay, should we head to sleep?" You ask, and Chris caresses your arm gently.
"Yeah. Let's sleep. Good night, my love."
"Good night."
He kisses the back of your head, and you both fall into a deep, restful slumber.
~The End~
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chroniclesofbts · 3 months
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Break my Walls Pt. 8
Genre: A/B/O, Poly BTS and Reader
Warnings: angst, eventual smut, slow burn, fluff, polyamorous relationship, sexual themes.
If you’re not 18+ please, do not interact.
As always, my works do not represent BTS in any way, this is purely a work of fiction.
Part 7
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Y/N’s POV
The sun streaming through my curtains wakes me from my restless slumber filled with memories and pain. My face puffy from crying, the tears finally dried. Sitting up I notice my nest has shifted from the tossing and turning all night. Slowly fixing the blankets and nest’s sides I worry about the day ahead. Not wanting to leave the cozy warmth I’ve created. Sighing, I head to the bathroom to wash the remains of the night off. I quickly complete my morning routine, dressing in a haste. It’s almost 7 am, and there’s hungry packs to feed. My mind drifts to Chan, if he has accepted a new pack then he will be wearing their colors at the celebration brunch. My hand lingers on the purple dress in my closet, a pang in my heart cutting through the numbness. Grabbing a beige flowered dress, I finish getting ready, making my way to the door. Opening the door and stepping out, I am startled to find a body resting against the doorframe.
“Yoongi?” I awaken the sleeping man, “what are you doing here?”
“Keeping watch, making sure you were safe with all of the other packs present” he admitted, a blush rising on his cheeks, “I wasn’t supposed to be here when you woke”
“Why would I need protection?” I narrow my eyes at the fidgeting man.
“In case, you know, we didn’t- we only just found you, we can’t- we don’t want to lose you again, the pack wouldn’t survive” he spoke lowly, avoiding eye contact.
I sigh, pinching my nose and willing myself not to react to his admission.
“Come, I’ll lead you back towards the pack houses, I have to start prepping for brunch so if you’re coming, you best hurry” I mumble walking past him and down the narrow path that I take everyday. He jumps up and follows me quietly, observing just how much I have changed.
“You look tired, did you not sleep well?” He attempts to start a conversation. I hum, continuing on my path to the main living area. The numbness has returned, replacing the aching of my heart. Once the trees begin to clear, revealing the houses, I turn to him.
“I hope you remember where you were staying, this is where I leave you” I say, turning around and beginning to walk away, only to be stopped by a hand on my elbow.
“Thank you, we will see you at brunch?” His eyes shine with hesitation and hope.
“I will be there, I have to be as a cook” I laugh, giving him a small smile.
“Y/N!” Chan’s voice echoes across the lawn. I turn in time to be embraced, losing my footing. Yoongi’s hands shoot up and steady us, taking the majority of the weight.
“Chan!” I scold, the feeling of Yoongi's arms around my waist making me nervous. Chan smiles at Yoongi, greeting him before pulling me away.
"The Omegas are freaking out in the kitchen, you have to be quick." Chan says speedily as I give Yoongi a small wave over my shoulder.
"What is wrong" I ask Chan, getting no response.
When I enter the kitchen I am met with flustered head cooks and a kitchen that is covered with half made meals. The closing of the door startles them, causing them to turn ant look at me.
"Y/N! Please help us, we underestimated how many packs would be staying from finding a new member. Just ask Chan, he joined a pack with two other omegas, and that pack had 5 members already. Our lodging is full to the brim and we don't have enough made!" The chef spoke, pulling at his hair.
"Okay, we just have to work together to finish the dishes you have started, we have plenty of time if we each work on one type of dish. I'll take on the kimchi related dishes, you two work on toast and pancake dishes, you three work on the drinks, and you 2 work on the rice and porridge dishes. Chan can help with grabbing supplies along with Aera. Sound good?" I finish, hearing the agreements of the others when the door opens and Jin steps in, followed by Yoongi.
"We have come to offer our services, we know our way around the kitchen, if you want" Jin speaks hesitantly.
"Help Y/N, she has 6 dishes she is working on with kimchi as the base. I know she can easily handle it, but take some of the stress off of her" Jin and Yoongi nod, moving to wash their hands. My jaw drops at the Alpha being allowed so easily in to help, and an outsider at that. Chef Hana looks at me with a twinkle in her eye before stating how she knows them personally from previous run in's. I sigh and make my way to the sink to wash my hands and put gloves on. Everyone works together seamlessly, chatting amongst themselves now that the stress levels have lowered. Jin takes the kimchi from Aera, distributing it between us for the dishes. We work in silence, brushing arms occasionally and causing my heart to flutter.
As I am chopping some of the vegetables for the meal, Jin clicks his tongue in disapproval. He stands behind me and grabs my hands to guide my chopping. My cheeks flare up as I freeze in his hold, his chest pressed against my back. His breath fans across my ear as he leans in close, whispering to me.
"You'll hurt yourself chopping the vegetables like this" He guides my hands slowly, fully encompassing me. I am convinced he can feel my pulse quickening, no doubt smelling the changes in my scent. I feel him smile against the shell of my ear, his pillow like lips pressing closer. Out of the corner of my eye, I see Yoongi intently staring at us, causing ice to flood my veins and bringing me out of my daze. I pull my hands from his, causing him to step back and mutter a small apology. I nod and make my way from the kitchen and into the walk in freezer to collect myself. In the freezer I see Chef Hana, who give me a knowing look.
"Pack life isn't so bad if you have the right pack, you know." She comments, continuing to search through the shelves.
"I don't need a pack, nor do I want one" I repeat the same phase i have been saying since I arrived, but it feels heavier on my tongue this time. I shake my thoughts away and inform the chef that all of the ingredients and meals are finished, and that I am on my way back to my place until brunch begins in an hour. Exiting the freezer I head towards the door, leaving two confused men by the finished kimchi dishes. It's raining again when I make it outside, looking at the sky I sigh. As I go to walk in the rain back home I don't feel any rain hitting me. Confused, I look up and see an umbrella over my head. I turn and follow the hand to the owner. I lock eyes with Hoseok, who gives me a small smile. Unsure of what to do I just stare at him, watching as he motions for me to walk. I glance up at the rain again, debating on if it is worth leaving the man with the umbrella.
"It's not going to lighten up, let me walk you" He murmurs, gesturing for me to walk again. Seeing that he wasn't going to take no as an answer, I start the trek through the now muddy pathing.
"Where are you going, anyway?" He asks
"Home, until brunch. I finished the dishes that I needed to, so now I am going to relax." I uttered, hoping my voice becomes lost in the wind from the storm as it picks up.
"You can't possibly think you're walking home and back with how this storm is raging." He says in disbelief, "Absolutely not, come." He finishes, pulling me gently by my elbow.
"Being surrounded by your whole pack doesn't sound like a good idea to me." I grumble, a hint of a smile tugging at his lips telling me i wasn't as quiet as I'd hoped.
"Well, feel free to walk in the storm, twice, but if you want to stay dry, you come home with me" He smirked, pleased with the double meaning his words held.
"Don't you have to go get Yoongi and Seokjin from the pack house?" I attempt to change his mind.
"Of course, after you're safe in our lodging that the pack provided us with. Speaking of pack, why did you wear Jisoo's colors, and don't give me the line that 'it's so others stay away from you' you wouldn't have come if that was the case" Hoseok spoke, seeing through you.
"Does it matter" I respond
"Well, no, but I'd like to know if I am correct" He continued to push for an answer.
"I've been with them long enough that I am basically pack, without the pressure of being pack." I say, not looking at him.
"Can I ask you another question?" He implores
"You're going to anyway" I roll my eyes, knowing him well enough that this is the start of the questions.
"Did you think of us when we were gone" He speaks softly. I hesitate to answer, my heart throbbing with the ache his pack always brings.
"Yes, hard not to"
"Did you, um, dream of us?"
"Dream?" I repeat, in question glancing at the tall man. He appeared nervous, as if my answer may break him. "I did, lot's of things trigger memories here, but some dreams were a nice escape from the pain of rejection." I say honestly, before stopping and realizing what I just admitted.
"Rejection" He repeats, looking heartbroken.
"Why are we having this conversation, Hoseok?" I ask him, watching a triad of emotions pass across his face.
"You know why." He responds, staring into my soul.
"I don't, you and your pack confuse me. I hardly know you, its been years, people change." I explain, wondering if I should stop having this conversation.
"We aren't letting you go again. We want you to join our pack, complete our pack. We can't survive without you." He admits, his eyes staying locked on mine.
"No" I say, turning to leave as my heart breaks at my own words. This pack will be the end of me, all of the emotions I had buried deep are unraveling in just two days. An arm around my waist stops me, but its not Hoseok. I look up and lock eyes with Namjoon, his face showing displeasure.
"Do not go into the rain because you're upset, you don't want to get sick, do you?" He says, his eyebrows pulled together at the sour my scent takes on.
"Why does it even matter to you, I don't want a pack, I made that clear" I speak slowly
"Then don't be pack, be like you are with Jisoo, just with us. Let us love you until you can love us" Namjoon counters, digging into my wounds. Feeling the hurt they had caused all those years ago bubbling at the surface. I pull out of his arms, feeling the rain hitting my body.
“I don’t need a pack, I don’t need an Alpha, I don’t need any Omegas, and I most certainly don’t need you. All packs do is control you and I have had enough of being controlled.” I fired at him, shaking with anger. He took a step closer to me, his scent betraying his words.
Hoseok steps closer to me, putting the umbrella back over my head, but unable to fully cover me as the rain rages around us.
“Don't do this. What you said is a mask to hide the truth. You put up this wall, when you desperately want to let us in. Stop lying to us, stop lying to yourself” he said, eyes full of hurt and rejection. Namjoon steps on the other side, shielding by back from the onslaught of rain, sacrificing his dry shirt.
“You can’t live without love.” He said, his eyes showing an unknown emotion, scent thick with compassion and longing. "You can't continue to live like this, your omega won't survive."
I shake my head, not liking that he was right. I haven't had a regular heat in a full year. Namjoon takes my silence as understanding, grabbing my tightly closed fists and slowly unraveling them. I take a step back from the alphas, feeling my head clearing up.
"Let's go inside, dry off" Namjoon tells us, leaving no room for arguement.
As I follow the alphas into their house, I can't help but wonder why they are trying so hard. Was Kang still alive, was he mad I found a home? Are they still working with him? I know they denied any involvement with him, but they came out of nowhere. What is their goal?
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heeverseblog · 1 year
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this time- epilogue
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synopsis: a short glimpse of your marriage with the love of your life.
pairing: husband!jake x reader
genre: fluff, established relationship, married life, suggestive
warning: suggestive scene in the kitchen, implied smut
word count: 1381 words
note: read this time first to understand the story.
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after two years of getting married, you and jake finally settled where you first started—at daebom. it is a small and quiet town for you to settle with your family.
before finding a house of your own, your parents were willing to let you stay with them. they were happy that they’re finally having time with aera and your husband. oh how they loved your husband. they were happy that they finally had a son in the family. and jake was happy to be part of your family.
when you and jake finally afforded to get your own place, you settled in a small simple house that reminds you of a cottage.
you and jake found jobs at daebom high as teachers. you still do what you love: teaching kids art and inspire them to reach their dreams.
aside from you and jake saying “i do,” on your wedding day, aera calling jake “daddy” was just the beginning of your family. when aera got used to the fact that her uncle jake is now her dad, she’d always tell her classmates that her dad is the best math teacher in the world.
aera says that she is always excited when classes end so that the three of you can go home together. sometimes, you and jake would go around the town with aera to introduce where both of you grew up. aera would enjoy every second of spending time with the family she has ever dreamed of.
and you? you were just thankful that you had a wonderful husband you fall in love with everyday, without growing tired of him.
“for my lovely wife.”
jake gives you a pink carnation from your mother’s flower shop. he likes to spoil you with so much love and it was a good reason for you to give him neck kisses. and he knew that he’d get some if he did.
“mommy, dadddy, please get a room.”
aera says while covering her eyes with disgust.
“good morning to you, kiddo!” jake kneels and carries aera, giving her a kiss in her cheek.
“mommy, daddy, i want a sister.”
your eyes grew while jake was giving you a mischievous grin.
“aera, we’ve talked about that.”
“daddy keeps calling me ‘kiddo’ when i'm already nine.”
now, you and jake talked about having another kid when you got married. both of you had been married for two years now and aera was showing that she's capable of not being taken care of all the time. sometimes, she walks by herself going to your parents and in town to buy some groceries. it’d be a lie if you said you didn’t want to have an addition to your family.
“sweetie, why don’t you go to your grandma’s. she might need help in the flower shop.”
jake he became excited, knowing your plan while aera nods her head, oblivious to your plan, “okay, mommy!”
aera kisses jake’s cheek then she does the same to you before getting out of the house.
when it was just the two of you alone, you crossed your arms, “so.”
“so?” jake slowly walks to you, his grin never escaping each step.
“it’s just the two of us here.”
“mhm…” jake was already in front of you, “didn’t know you were this naughty.”
“oh that? that was just a warm up.”
you lean forward and jake leans in but you tease him by leaning back. however, jake pulls you by your back then catches your lips. you giggle at his eagerness before kissing him with the same fast pace. he hoists you up on your the counter then kisses you again, nipping your lower lip.
your hands go to his hair and you guide him down to your neck, letting out a soft moan when he bites it.
“j-jake…how am i going to hide that?”
“jay taught me a trick," he sucks harder, "using a comb.”
you let out a breathy laugh, “that’s…that’s great.”
you pull jake’s face and open your mouth before kissing him again. your neck and forehead were sweating. you pull jake closer with your legs and caged him. when you felt his bulge, you gripped the edge of the kitchen counter and rubbed yourself against him. both of you moan at the pleasurable feeling.
“oh baby…” jake says with a breath while gripping on your waist as you kiss his ear.
“baby…i want you.”
jake took that as a signal to carry you to your room, making your plan a success.
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you were in the middle of class, walking around the room, watching over your students. you stopped walking when you felt your head spin for a bit.
“mrs. sim, are you okay?” your student, sunoo, walks to you with worry in his eyes.
you held your head, still feeling your head spin.
“don’t worry, sunoo. i’m fine. but can i ask you to watch over the class while i go to the restroom.”
sunoo nods his head, “yes, mrs. sim.”
when you got to the bathroom, you realized that you’ve been having familiar symptoms.
the past few days, you’ve been vomiting every morning, thinking you were just lacking sleep. you also noticed that your sense of smell became more sensitive. and most importantly, you haven’t had your period.
“oh my god.”
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you told jake to meet you at the library after his class ends. when he texts you that he’s done, you told him to meet you by the physics section.
first, you got the “anne of green gables” book you read when you were eight years old. you flipped through the pages while waiting for jake to return. when he texts you back, you immediately walked to the physics section. when you saw him walking by your direction, you pretended to read the book.
jake walks to the physics section. he remembered the first day he went to daebom high. he was just reading a book of his favorite subject but he didn’t know that a certain someone has been looking at him ever since. and that someone is looking at him the same way today.
you sit at the chair in front of jake with the book covering your face.
“psst!”
jake uncovers the textbook and gives you a warm smile.
“so, you wanted to meet me to replay the first time you saw me?”
“yeah. and because i have good news.”
you ask jake to lean forward and he does. you use the book to cover you and jake’s face. leaning to his ear, you whisper.
“i’m pregnant.”
you prevented yourself from laughing when jake’s eyes grew wide and his jaw left open.
“y-you’re…aera is going to be a big sister?”
you nod, “aera is going to be a big sister.”
you stood up when jake walked over to you. jake gives you a hug then kisses your forehead before kissing your face.
“shhhh!” the school librarian interrupts your precious moment.
“sorry, mrs. do.”
mrs. do lets out a huff before walking away.
“she was always grumpy.”
“we’re really going to have another baby?”
jake was still surprised, you figured. you held jake’s hand and held it to your belly.
“what if this baby is bad at math?”
in daebom’s school library, you liked a boy who read a physics textbook. you thought that it was the beginning of your puppy love story but a turn of events happened, leaving your story unfinished.
“then they’ll have me to tutor them.”
you and jake place your foreheads on top of each other, whispering “i love you’s” as you envision your future together with your family.
years later in daebom’s school library, you meet that same boy who is now a man. he tutored your seven-year-old daughter and you watched him become a good father-figure and fell in love with him again. you let him in his life after seeing how he loves you and your daughter as his family. you realized he is the love of your life amd you say the words, "i do" in a heartbeat. now, both of you are going to have another member in your family.
this time, you were certain that this will be the beginning of a new chapter in yours and jake's love story.
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puppymlovemail · 1 year
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♫ baby steps!
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word count: 5k overall, roughly 700 per member
pairings: OT8! x fem reader
warnings: mentions of cutting fruit in changbins, brief mentions of work/working late/work related stress, CHILDREN/PARENTING!
summary: stray kids as parents. or just in a more domestic familial setting.
sorry some of these are RUSHED i just really wanted these blurbs out of my drafts! these are fresh off the printer so if u see any typos no u don’t. don’t even worry about it.
in other other news, i finally fixed the issue w my ask box so. it should be in my bio now! feel free to request something! or just pester me :)
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Christopher Bang
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To say your date night did not go to plan would be an understatement. You and your husband had gotten all dolled up to go to a red carpet event with the band, Chan even helped you zip up your velvet red dress and you helped him adjust his tie. Everything was going to plan until you were putting on your stilettos when Chan walked into the bedroom, caution written all over his face. “Sana just called. She can’t make it tonight, her car broke down on the way here.” He said, his right arm finding solace on your shoulder, his thumb rubbing small circles into your collarbone reassuringly. “How will the boys accept the award without their leader? You should go! I’ll stay and watch the kids.” You sighed, taking off your shoes and running a hand through your recently styled hair. He squeezed your shoulder to get your attention again, your gaze immediately turning back to his. “Absolutely not. Jeongin can make the acceptance speech, he’s the leader after all.” He teased, opting to sit next to you on your shared bed. “The boys understand that we’re parents now. So does the press. It’ll be alright if I miss one award show for the Bangs.” He leaned in and left a sweet kiss to your red lips. You cupped his face, fingers treading through the hair at the nape of his neck.
The moment was quickly cut when your three year old waddled into the room. “Mama!” She whinnied, immediately catching your and Chans attention. “Bath time!” She said, smile gracing her features, her eyes sparkling just like your husbands when he smiles. “And story time!” Her brother chimed, as he waltzed into the room, probably in search of his twin. Chans hand left your shoulder and squeezed your thigh quickly before clapping his hands together and standing up. “Bath first, story time second, you know this Tae.” He stated. “I thought Auntie Sana sleeping over tonight?” Tae inquired before whispering under his breath. Probably something about Sana letting his have story time first. “We decided we’d miss you way too much!” Chan then leaned down and grabbed his mini me. You giggled watching Tae try to squirm away playfully from his dad. Your daughter walked over to you, placing her hands on your knees to keep herself stable. “Up!” She chided, making grabby hands with her tiny little fingers. How could you say no?
That’s how you and Chan found yourself on your knees on the bathroom floor, situated in front of the master bathtub. “No more bubbles, Aera! Your brothers gonna drown in them darling.” You scolded, taking the soap away from her greedy hands. After that, the twins started conversing with each other, sharing a splash here and there and sharing their bath toys.
Chan leaned over and kissed your cheek, pulling away and interlocking his fingers with yours. “I love this. I love getting to do this with you.” He whispers. His words immediately make your cheeks tint. “I wouldn’t trade it for the world. You and them. Not even for a silly award.” You smiled, letting the warmth from the bath and from his words take over your being. “Best bath time ever, right guys?” You teased, directing the question to your children. “Would’ve been the bestest best if Auntie Sana was here.” Tae said, and his sister chimed in, “Yeah! Auntie Sana doesn’t hold hands with anyone but us!” She says, point at your hand interlocked with your husbands, your wedding ring on full display. “Bestest isn’t even a word, Tae!” Chan stated right before playfully splashing them with some of the bubbly water, their laughter filling the air with such love and joy. Your kids may be giant jokesters, but you know they get it from their dad and because of that you, as well, wouldn’t trade this for anything in the world.
Not even a silly award.
Lee Minho
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Your husband had decided to take your son outside to look at the fresh snow from the most recent snowfall last night. It’s freezing fucking cold out so you couldn’t even begin to conjure up a reason for why they’d be gone for longer than 15 minutes. Little did you know your son had stumbled across a kitten, no older than four weeks at most. The cat had crawled right up to your son, and laid down on his mitten covered hands. He looked up at your husband with most love struck face imaginable. “He’s purring Dad! Must mean he likes me…” He hummed, moving one of his hands to very gently scratch behind the grey kittens ear. “Or it could just mean you’re warm and it’s well below freezing out here.” He stated, sending your son a knowing glance. “Pleaseeeeee! Dori would love to have another girl in the house!” He whined, very carefully cradling the kitten in his arms. “And your mother would not.” But after those words left his lips Minho got a good look at the feline. The poor thing was shivering and mewling, no doubt hungry and cold. A stray. His big hand reached out to very lightly stroke the kitten, whose tiny glazed eyes sparkled with the snow littered across her fur. He let a sigh escape him. “We’ll have to take her home to get her warm, but after that we have to call someone and see if they’ll take her, alright bud?”
At that your son practically jumped out of his skin with excitement as he started speed walking straight to your front door, his father in tow, shaking his head, a smile smile gracing his face.
That’s how you ended up here. A few years later. Sprawled out on the couch, your back against your husbands chest. Doongie situated to his left, Dori at his right. Soongie was sat loafed in your lap. The kitten? A grown adult cat by now, also laid across your sons lap, fast asleep. Your son? Also asleep, and a teenager at this point. Getting to watch your son grow up with his kitten was well worth the battle keeping the cat costed the family. You could remember to this day when your little boy all but ran into the house with the kitten mewling in his grasps as he held her out to you, snow dripping down his winter coat and puddling onto the wooden floors. “We’re keeping her.” And then Minho came through the door, closing it before exclaiming “No we’re not!” You couldn’t help my smile at the fondness of the memory.
“What’s going on in that head of yours, hm?” Minho whispered, leaving a fleeting kiss to the top of your ear from behind you. You leaned further into his chest, allowing the warmth of him and the cats and the family all situated on this couch take over your senses. “Would you believe me if I said my undying love for you?” You teased. “Absolutely not.” He chuckled, as his hands roamed your hair, lazily braiding strands together out of boredom. “I’m just thinking about our son and that damned cat.” You started, “Remember how mad I was when you finally told me you were thinking of keeping her?” You peered over your shoulder to look at him, his honey eyes meeting yours. “What can I say. She grew on me.” You scoffed, leaning your head back against him, breaking eye contact. “Either that or you just love the idea of this little family of 7. Whether you care to admit it.”
“Well technically speaking 7 isn’t little.”
You grinned, smacking him lightly on the thigh in retort. “Oh shut up!”
Seo Changbin
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You rubbed your eyes for the tenth time in the last three minutes. Waking up at 6am every Saturday to ensure your boys had lunches packed for their little league games was becoming a usual routine in your house, however it did not mean you enjoyed it.
Your husband was stood next you at the kitchen island, helping you cut up the fresh honey apples you both harvested from your garden a hour ago. Of course, only after having woken up the boys and telling them to get dressed and packed for the busy day ahead. Changbin turned to you, apple slice in his left hand as his right went underneath it, as it it were going to leave crumbs. “Open wide.” He instructed, flashing you a smile, his dimples on display. You fall more and more in love with him everyday, you think. You both certainly didn’t think you’d be here 10 years ago, but you wouldn’t trade it for the world. You open your mouth willingly and let him guide the bite sized slice into you mouth. “How is it?” He asks, his eyes glowing as he locks them with yours. “Tasty.” You hum, before redirecting your eyes back to the task and closing the tupperware on your finished slices.
Just as Changbin was about to close his two sets of tupperware, a cry sounded over the baby monitor placed on the kitchen table. Worry rushed onto your face as you grabbed the monitor without hesitation. Before you could utter a word your husband wrapped his arms around you, and let his face rest on your shoulder. “‘S okay! I’ll get him. It’s about time he got up anyway. You finish up here.” He stated, leaving a lingering kiss to your neck before pulling away and nodding his head to you reassuringly as he headed up the stairs. He knew how stressed everything has been making you lately, especially with your youngest just turning one. You smiled to yourself as you placed the monitor aside and finished putting snacks in the kids rightful lunchboxes. All of a sudden the monitor next to you lit up, detecting movement and your eyes darted to it once again. The quality had increased substantially since Changbin opened the blinds, it would seemed. “Hey kiddo! You ready to see your brothers play some ball?” He questioned, as he carefully reached into the crib to cradle the fussy baby. “Nah I think you’re more interested in seeing Momma, huh?” He hummed, leaving a kiss to his sons head. The toddler immediately rested his head against your husbands chest, finding comfort in his touch. His little thumb sucked in between his teeth. Trying to pry him off pacifiers wasn’t working very well, obviously. The moment left an unspoken feeling in your heart. Your thoughts were quickly cut short when you heard padded footsteps speed down the stairs to reveal your second child slide into the kitchen; heading straight for you.
“Momma! Are you ready to see me hit a home gun!” He giggled as he wrapped his arms around your waist and rested his head against your stomach. “It’s called a home run, Jun.” You teased as your reached down and ruffled his hair. He turned his attention to you and peered upwards. His eyes mirrored his dads almost perfectly. “Whatever!” He smiled, as he grabbed the lunchbox laid in front of you with his initials embroidered onto the center of it. Then it hit you. You and Changbin had only managed to make time for packing lunches this morning, you didn’t even check to see if the mini van had the kids gear.
“Hey! Iseul, do you have your baseball glove? Or is it in the car?” You shouted from the base of the first floor kitchen, only to get no response from your eldest upstairs. Tweens. You open your mouth again, preparing to scream a bit louder when you see your husband approach you, with your youngest in his arm, situated on his hip. He places his free hand on your shoulder and leaves a kiss to your cheek, making you complete forget why you had your mouth open in the first place. “Iseul left his glove at practice remember? We have to stop there before the game.” You rolled your eyes. Of course he left his glove at practice. At this rate, you were all going to be late to the game. As if Changbin could read your mind, his hand traveled to cup your cheek and redirect your gaze to him.
“Hey, we’re leaving early, alright? We’ll get there in one piece, don’t worry.” You leaned in and left a chaste kiss on his lips.
“How the Seo family makes it to every event unscathed boggles my mind every time.”
Hwang Hyunjin
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Work these days was wearing you out. Your boss had insisted you put in extra hours considering you took two weeks off a few months ago to celebrate your husbands birthday, which just so conveniently was followed by your anniversary AND your daughters birthday the following week. If you had to guess you’d just assume your boss hated people with happy families because he’s been working you like a dog with extra paperwork. When you do get home, which hasn’t been till roughly 9 pm every night now, you felt utterly and completely exhausted and guilty. Not only were you missing your daughters childhood but you were causing Hyunjin to stay home more often, or get off work earlier so he could watch your daughter.
Today was no different. You put the key in the front door and after 5 unsuccessful tries you finally got the door to unlock. You walked in and noticed the living room TV didn’t happen to have a K-Drama on. Maybe Hyunjin put Yujun to bed early? You’ll probably find him in bed hogging all the blankets, you’re sure his day hasn’t been very easy either. You sighed as you kicked off your shoes and hung up your coat and purse. “Jinnie?” You whispered through the hallway, only to get no response. That was until you stopped in front of your daughters room, her door left ajar just by an inch.
“Oh but you must try the tea! Mr. Rabbit made it all by himself!” You heard your daughters voice ring, there she was, sat at her pink table dressed in her matching hot pink Disney princess dress. “Well if he made it all by himself…” That’s when your eyes drifted to your husband. You couldn’t decide if you should burst into laughter or coo at the sight. There he was, sitting crisscross applesauce in front of the table with an Elsa dress on. Most definitely Felix’s from Halloween, you could tell by how it was slightly too short on him considering his stature, which his daughter inherited quite the same, one of these days you’re going to have to get her a bigger table, as she was already towering over it.
His pinky lifted off the teacup as he brought it to his lips and took a sip. A grimace met his face as he lowered his cup back to the saucer on the table. “W-Wow! Mr. Rabbit has exquisite taste.” Hyunjin said, very obviously struggling to gag on the tea that was probably a mix of various liquids in your fridge.
It was then that you couldn’t help but laugh as you pushed the door open all the way. Your daughters eyes lit up the minute she saw you, a smile eating half her face as she ran towards you, almost toppling you over in an attempt to hug you. “Momma! You’re here just in time for the main course!” Hyunjin joined her side, patting her head, standing before you in his glittery blue dress. “Oh also this is Princess Elsa.” She stated, gesturing to Hyunjin. You leaned in to kiss him on the lips. “Welcome home, Y/N.” He whispered, chasing your lips for another kiss. “Leave that out of the castle! No Mom and Dad kissing allowed! Now go get a dress Momma! You have to join us!” Your daughter stated before trying to push you back out the door to make you retrieve a dress. “Let me go with her my queen! I have to make sure she picks out the best dress!” Hyunjin chimed, stepping into the doorway before wrapping an arm around your waist and leading you down the hallway to the master bedroom. You heard your daughter say something about setting an alarm and you better not take too long on your way into your room.
“Sorry for leaving you here to fend for yourself for so long Jinnie. I promise that today should be my last late d-“ and with that you were cut off by your husbands lips on yours, his mouth dancing gracefully with your own. His favorite way to express his love for you was always through kisses. He pulled away and held your face between his hands, as if he had the whole world in his palms. “Don’t apologize! I love being your husband just as much as I love being a father for our daughter, honey.” You all but melted at his words as you held him against you just a little tighter. “Plus, she hosts the best tea parties in all of land, if you must know.” He whispers, letting his fingers drum against your cheekbone as he takes in your features. “She loves you.” You hum, getting lost in his eyes. “She loves us.” He reassures, leaving one last kiss to your lips before you’re interrupted by a voice in your doorway. “That doesn’t look like picking out a dress to me!” Yunjun exclaims, causing all three of you giggle.
Nights like these reminded you why you go to work everyday. No matter how relentless it may be, at least you could guarantee you always had a fairytale to come home to.
Han Jisung
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Your husband had proclaimed today as take your daughter to work day. This was in no way, shape or form a real thing. If JYP found out Jisung had snuck his four year into the company studio he might be found dead. But you? Oh you wouldn’t miss this for the world. You and Changbin had already laid a bet down for what you think would be broke in that studio before the end of the day. He argues it’ll be the mics, you argued it’d be the soundboard. As you neared the building you sent Jisung a text, letting him know you were close, as you made it to the front desk and through security, verifying you were here for your husband and no other sneaky business. You made it upstairs and into the studio hallways, your feet already knowing the way to your husbands by heart. Was it really your husbands? No. But Chans room was everybody’s room. That is until something ends up broken today. Then it’s definitely just his room. Your hand finally greets the handle and you push the door open, completely forgetting to knock once your heard Jisungs voice.
“Yeah and if you push that red button righhtttt- yep! Right there, it’ll start recording. See that blinking light up on the monitor? It’s recording everything we’re saying right now.” He instructed. His daughter held tightly against him as he leans her over the soundboard. She claps her hands together in enthusiasm. “I did it!” She giggles before he places her down onto the chair behind him and that’s when he notices you in the doorway. “Well hello gorgeous. Come round here often?” He remarks before pressing his fingers to the soundboard again and turning off the recording. “Only for super cool all rounder Han Jisung of hit boy band Stray Kids. See him anywhere?” You tease before closing the door heading towards him, he pulls you in close and you hug him tightly, your head finding comfort in his shoulder. “Lucky for you you’re lowkey married to him. No big deal or anything.” You giggle at his antics before snuggling deeper into his shoulder, your nose pressed against his neck. “How’s the piece going?”
“It’s going. Our daughters got some fire rhymes. I taught her to say swag on the mic.”
You rolled your eyes as you grinned and pulled back, placing a kiss to his forehead before peering over at the chair beside you. Your daughter was not sat there anymore. You knew it was strangely quiet. “Speaking of said daughter.” You said, resting your hand on his cheek as you redirected his gaze to the chair. “She was just there!” He stated exasperatedly. His expression was then met with a loud thud in the sound booth. You both peered over, your daughter hanging onto the mic stand which had now just unbolted from the wall. “Swag!” She giggled before puckering her lips and throwing you both a peace sign.
Needless to say that was the last take your daughter to work day that ever took place in Chans room. You were now 30 dollars shorter. Changbin? 30 dollars richer. But all that mattered to you was that your daughter never lost her quirkiness, and with her father wrapped around her finger, you know there’s no doubt she’ll ever be able to.
Felix Lee
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Waking up in the middle of the night was never fun, especially with the lack of sleep you already got due to your work schedule. What didn’t help was the way your 5 year old daughter was also trying to get used to a new schedule. That schedule being kindergarten. So either way, having no sleep was becoming something you were trying to get accustomed to.
You squint your eyes open and glance at the alarm clock across the room on your shared dresser. 2:34 AM. You groan, and roll over, hoping that snuggling into your husband might make this sleeping task less daunting, but as your reach out to feel for his waist you’re met with nothing but cold sheets. Worry instantly dawns on you, sitting straight up in bed you bring your clammy hands to your eyes and begin to rub them awake.
“Felix?” You announce loudly into the dark space of the master bedroom you both share, expecting him to be in the in suite bathroom. You’re met with radio silence. Your feet find comfort in Felix’s slippers, which happened to be so conveniently placed at the end of the bed. You trudge your way down the hallway, already knowing where your feet will take you.
Leaning against the door, hand grasping the doorknob, you gently push your daughters bedroom door open and it’s then that you’re met with a sight that melts your heart.
There he is. Felix, in his 5’7 glory, situated on a toddler bed half his size. Your gaze shifts to the right and you find your daughter pressed snuggly into his chest, his right arm wrapped around her, keeping her safe even whilst they were both unconscious. As you carefully walk closer to them you notice a worn book in your husbands left hand, which was already dangling off the pretty purple and gold princess bed. Le Petit Prince.
You carefully place said book on the floor, removing it from his grasp as you place his arm back onto the bed, by his side. Felix will always be your daughters favorite comfort, and just because it’s your two favorite people in the world, you reckon sleeping alone tonight won’t be so bad, if it means she can wake up well rested with her knight in shinning arm by her side.
Kim Seungmin
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You woke up to the sound of a slam, and instead of getting up to investigate it, you rolled over in your shared king bed, undoing your husbands hands around your waist in the process. “Min.” You whispered, leaning in and kissing his nose. No response. You could tell by the way his ears tinted pink he was definitely awake, so you kissed his nose again until you heard a throaty mhm? His eyelashes fluttered open slowly, puppy eyes locking with yours. He was unamused by you demanding him to be awake with you in misery, as he knew what you were about to ask. “Mini Min is in the kitchen, i’m almost certain.” You stated, dramatically throwing your right arm over your eyes. “Someone should definitely put her back to bed…” He blinked at you, but after a long ten seconds passed in silence, he knew arguing was fruitless. He sighed and rolled his eyes as he pulled himself off the bed. “You owe me.” He called out as he shrugged on the silk blue robe situated on the vanity near your bedroom door. If there was one thing Seungmin mastered over the past 7 years with your daughter, it was definitely Dad Fashion.
He shuffled into the kitchen and his eyes could already faintly make out the silhouette of his daughter in the dark, before an open overhead cabinet. “If you fall off that counter I am not going to catch you.” he grumbled, leaning against the archway in the kitchen and flicking on the light switch to reveal her hand in the candy cabinet. Little Mins head snapped to look at who caught her red handed. Whilst turning her head around so quickly, she started to stumble. Despite telling himself to stand still to prove his point, he sped over to the marble counter and put a hand behind her back to prevent her from falling backwards. “Thought you wouldn't catch me?” her voice chimed childishly with her hushed dove-like voice.
She sounded like the perfect mix of you and him. You’d tell him all the time that he better watch out because she’d make a perfect singer. You’d both have to agree that she resembled him to an uncanny degree physically, with her honey brown eyes and shoulder length soft black hair. It was hard to stay mad at her for long though, since her behavior was always so reminiscent of you both. "You better have a good reason for being out of bed." Seungmin said, rubbing his eyes as he wrapped his arm around her waist and pulled her off the counter, opting to rest her on his hip instead. She clang to his robe immediately as he quickly closed the cabinet he found her rustling in. "What were you doing?"
Minnie looked away from him shyly before muttering "Nothing… just wanted some of Uncle Lixies brownies." Seungmin laughed as he casually started heading back down the hallway towards his shared bedroom with you, turning off the kitchen light in the process. “We ate the rest of those last week puppy.” He chimed, stopping in front of the bedroom door, fingers digging into her sides as he tickled her “You’re gonna have to sleep with Mama and Daddy tonight, so we can keep your crimes at bay.” The air filled with her breathy laughter, her head leaning backwards as she smiled in joy. “Whatever you say, Daddy.”
Yang Jeongin
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You sighed for the millionth time in the last hour. This car ride was pure and utter torture. “Hey! How about we play an awesome new game called stop kicking Dads seat, mhm?” Jeongin quipped, shooting a narrowed glare to your son in the backseat and flashing his effervescent smile to him. The 5 year old swiftly ignored him and continued his temper tantrum. You and your husband were bound to have migraines at this point. However, you had to give your son the benefit of the doubt, you were driving him to his first day of kindergarten, his first day all by himself.
In protest, you placed a finger on the volume dial on the SUVs dashboard, turning up the music loud enough to crack glass. Jeongin glanced at you before redirecting his eyes back to road, faking a wince as he giggled in fits as you began to sing (if you could even call it that) Can’t Stop. After a long ride filled with endless Jeongin song covers on the car speakers, your husband turned into the parent drop off line, hopping out of the car and opening his sons door. His protests died down once he got to listen to his fathers singing. It’s always worked wonders on him, ever since he was a newborn.
Jeongin quickly unbuckled him from his car seat before lifting him and placing him on the floor. You followed in suit by meeting him on the other side of the car and placing his bookbag on his shoulder. You crouched down to his height, hand reaching for his cheek. “Hey, baby. You’re gonna do great. Your teachers will contact me or Daddy if you need anything at all. We love you, and we’re super proud of you being such a big boy today!” You stated, locking eyes with his the whole time before leaning forward to leave a kiss on his bang-covered forehead. Jeongin watched you both interact with hearts in his eyes before he mirrored you and crouched parallel to you, taking his sons little hand in his big one. “Mamas right. Despite your tantrum on the way here, we will always love you. You didn’t hear it from me but I think piano class may be your first subject today….” He trailed, winking at your son. He smiled back at his Dad and you, his expression mirroring his fathers perfectly. “No way! I have to get to the piano room first!” He exclaimed, kissing your husband on his cheek and then kissing you as well before sprinting to the doors of the school, his teacher meeting him at the double doors. With one glance back to you both, with a big toothy grin, he walked into the building, likely bolting to get to the best piano in the music classroom. His teacher waved at you both from afar before following him in. You sighed once more, right arm wrapping around your husbands waist as you leaned up against him.
“He’s all grown up, Jeongin.” You all but whispered, glancing upward to steal a peek at your husband, but his eyes were already scanning your face. He leaned forward and kissed you sweetly for a second before pulling away. “He’s gonna be such nerd because of your scholar brain.” He teased before undoing your arm and heading to his drivers side door, and hopping back into the car. What a loser, you thought, as you rolled your eyes and hopped into the passenger seat. You can bet the car ride home consisted of Stray Kids songs being sung as duets between you two, and endless teasing was surely endured as well.
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gemini-magic17 · 5 months
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Entanglement Chapter Twenty-Six
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**One Week Later (Y/n's POV)
It's been a couple of days since Ser Easton arrived back in Dristarya and things have been weighing on my mind. Ser Easton informed me that the cover story that Boorman came up with and the "proof" he provided my father panned out had me relieved. However, I couldn't forget the feeling I had when he told me that my family was still going out of their minds about my disappearance. The pain and heartbreak I am putting them through is practically what Kit did to me. How does that make me any better than what she did? I let out a sign as I held my head in my hands struggling on what to do. Should I stay on Dristarya or return to Tir Asleen? Rubbing my hands over my face I heard Ser Easton approaching.
"If you have come to check on me I will save you the trouble. I feel like my mind is going to explode and that I am a terrible excuse for a human being", I stated turning to him.
"You are not a terrible person I can assure you on that."
"Oh really then what would you call someone who up and abandoned her family on her wedding day not telling anyone where she was leaving them to go out of their mind with worry", I said and raised my eyebrows.
"I would say that she was someone who was in pain and didn't know whether or not she could keep going through the situation that she was forced in", he said trying to be reassuring.
"Say what you want Ser Easton but we both know the truth. I am a coward and a sorry excuse for a daughter for doing what I did."
"You can keep telling yourself how horrible of a person you are to but you are someone who was put in a situation that you didn't ask for where you were dealt a shitty hand. Anyone in your place would have done the same thing I know I would have if I were you", he retorted and I let out a sigh.
"But you aren't in my place and your family isn't losing hope that they will ever find you. Maybe its time that I go back."
"You mean to Tir Asleen? Are you serious?"
"It's time and I know how you feel about this whole thing but come on. We both knew that eventually, I couldn't hide forever and had to return", I said.
"After everything that has happened, you really want to go back to a place where you experienced nothing but suffering", he exclaimed.
"I know how you feel but I realized I need to put that aside and go back to explain to my family about all that has occurred. Anyway who knows Kit and I may be able to work out our issues", I stated.
"Right, where have I heard that before", he said sarcstically.
"Hey, she saved my life. Doesn't that count for something?"
"She may have saved your life but don't forget that she also destroyed a part of it or rather you for that matter. You gave her more than enough chances to fix what she had done she doesn't deserve anymore."
"After stopping that archer from killing me I think that warrants one more chance to fix what she broke in the first place", I stated.
"Fine, if that is what you wish then I will make arrangements for us. The ship I used to get here is still docked where I landed we will head out when you are ready."
"I thought you chartered one here", I questioned.
"No, after last time I figure it would be better for me to sail here myself since the captain of the ship I was on told me that he would not dock in Dristarya giving me a small boat to get the rest of the way here the first time", he said.
"I didn't know you could even steer a ship."
"I couldn't but I am a quick study", he said with a smile plaguing his face and I returned it with another.
"Well, I suggest we leave on the morrow. It will give us enough time to get our things together and head out", I said.
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"Sounds good. I'll get my stuff packed then once you get yours I will load the ship and we will depart tomorrow", he stated and I nodded my head.
"There is something that needs to be addressed though", Ser Easton said.
"What do you mean", I said and he turned his head to where Aeras and the others were.
"Oh god."
"What are you going to do", he asked.
"I don't know. I can't just leave them here they are like apart of me and me them. What am I going to do?"
"Well, we may be going back to Tir Asleen but that doesn't mean you can't come back and see them when you want. Plus if I know them as I think I do then they are going to miss you as much as you are going to miss them. I don't see how you and them are ever going to be separated."
"I know I have to go back and a part of me has always known I would have to go back to Tir Asleen but-"
"But what?"
"I didn't think of how hard it was going to be to leave them or how much I was going to end up loving them", I choked up finding it hard to stop the tears welling up in my eyes. In-between the tears in my eyes I can see them flying around Dristarya and it made my heart leap. Knowing that I am going to be apart from them is breaking my heart.
"It's going to be ok just remember this isn't goodbye. It is more like I will see you later", he said and gave me a side hug.
"I promise you this isn't the end between you and them", he stated and I wiped the tears away nodding my head.
"Well, we better start getting things ready", I said and walking off to the castle taking a glimpse of Aeras and Calyx flying overhead. Knowing this would be the last time I see them for awhile is something I am having trouble comprehending or better yet coping with.
**Back in Tir Asleen (Kit's POV)
"You know I don't believe that shit", Airk states.
"What are you talking about", I asked him.
"What happened on the battlefield. The story that Boorman told King Aiden was just that as story", he said.
"Listen you don't know what happened on that field you weren't there we were and that is what happened."
"Oh really", he questioned raising an eyebrow in my direction.
"Yeah so if you will excuse me", I said making my way out of his room but before I could he blocked me from leaving.
"Your my sister I know when your bullshitting me so you can either tell me or I can go to our mother or better yet King Aiden and tell them about my suspicions. We don't keep secrets from each other we never have so tell me what really happened."
"You know Airk you are starting to sound like Y/n's brother with his threats and all. Let me give you some advice though don't threaten someone unless you have evidence of wrongdoing. As from I can see you have none only your suspicions and those who were on the battlefield will cooperate that so I suggest you stop with the empty threats", I spat and purposely knocked his soldier with mine as I went my merry way.
The fact that Airk started to question me about what happened a week ago made me nervous about whether or not others were doing the same. After all, Boorman just came up with that cover story right on the spot and if it weren't for Ser Easton providing the necessary proof to back it up. It's only a matter of time until someone cracks or King Aiden comes to his senses and realize that it was complete and utter bullshit on our part. Part of me knows that my mother didn't even believe it and if she didn't then no did.
"Hey, what's wrong", Boorman asked.
"Airk was questioning me about what happened that day and he knows something is up", I whispered.
"What do you mean?"
"He thinks we lied about the whole thing and made something up to cover up what really happened", I exclaimed capturing the attention of others. With that I dragged Boorman to the gardens and made sure that no one was there.
"That is because we did make the whole thing up. We never should have done it", Boorman stated.
"Well what did you want to do Boorman, huh? Tell everyone the truth about how Y/n came in riding on a dragon where said dragon burned the opposing army to the ground", I said.
"At least it would be the truth."
"Listen to me, I am not putting her at risk because she saved our lives and we both know it. Could you imagine what would happen if someone were to find out about this? It could be detrimental for Y/n and those dragons. She cares about them immensely and god help me if I am going to let anyone be a threat to that."
**Three Days Later (Y/n's POV)
Sailing back to Tir Asleen reminded me of the first time I left Zemira to go go there. I think I am more nervous now then I was before since now I have to face my entire family after disappearing. As I stared out to sea I started to think about Calyx and the others. Leaving them was one of the hardest things I had to do, they are my family and I love them to bits. My heart aches knowing that I am going to be a part from them having no clue when I will see them again.
When I said my goodbyes to them the day I left I could feel their sadness and they could feel mine. I couldn't stop crying leaving them there and I when I got on the ship my eyes didn't leave them until Dristarya was no longer in sight.
"Are you ok Princess", Ser Easton asked. I turned to look at him as he was steering the ship with concern etched on his face.
"No, I'm not", I said walking to stand beside him.
"I know it's hard to leave them", he stated.
"I swore my heart could not break even more than it already was but here I am being proved wrong."
"It may feel that way now Princess but you have to know this isn't goodbye", he said.
"The why does it feel like it is", I say and I made my way to the front of the ship.
When I made it to the front of the ship all I could see in front of me was what seemed to be an endless sea. It was somewhat calming along with the sea breeze making contact with my face. Out of nowhere the sun seemed to be "covered" leaving a shadow over the ship. As I looked up to the sky I was shocked by what I saw. Out of all the things I was imagining it could have been I didn't expect it to be this.
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Tyrax flew right past the ship only to make his way back overhead circling the ship. The joy that crept up inside me couldn't be explained or rather expressed on how ecstatic I was to see him. His blood-red scales shimmered in the sunlight it was almost blinding.
"It seems that he couldn't be apart from you", Ser Easton shouted and I turned to him smiling.
"It seems he knew how much it hurt for me to leave them."
"Well, if Tyrax has decided to follow you then the others can't be far behind."
I smiled at his words but in the back if my mind I couldn't help but think what would happen if anyone were to find out about them. Especially if Ser Easton's words to be true that the others weren't far behind from Tyrax. If that were the case then a whole bunch of problems could arise having some serious consequences.
** I hope this chapter isn't bad I have been suffering with a really bad cold this week but I still wanted to finish this and post it.
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twilight-lavender · 2 months
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"In Tune with Love: You, the Melody of My Heart"
PART 7
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Wonwoo was momentarily stunned into silence, the weight of his members' knowing gazes heavy upon him. Clearing his throat, he found his voice, albeit softer than usual. "Look, guys," he began, his plea earnest, "let's keep this a secret for a while. I promised Y/n to respect her decision. Please, help me out this time."
The members exchanged glances, an unspoken agreement passing between them. One by one, they nodded, their loyalty unwavering. "We've got your back," DK affirmed, "We'll keep it under wraps until the right time. No need to rush things and cause a mess."
Seeking to lighten the mood, Mingyu leaned back in his seat, a playful smirk dancing on his lips. "Y/n's a cute girl, but tell us, Wonwoo, who made the first move when you guys started dating?"
Wonwoo's cheeks flushed a shade pinker, but he met Mingyu's gaze with a smile. "I guess I'm the one who fell much harder. It's like I've always liked her, but I was blind to my own heart. I'm the lucky one, to have found someone who makes every moment feel like a favorite song on repeat," he confessed, his words a tender melody to the ears of his friends.
DK let out a low whistle, his eyes wide with surprise. "I never knew Wonwoo hyung could be this romantic," he said, a note of admiration in his voice.
Hoshi clapped Wonwoo on the back, his grin infectious. "Our Wonwoo is the best, isn't he? A true poet at heart," he declared, the pride in his voice unmistakable.
Laughter and light-hearted teasing filled the car, a chorus of brotherhood that echoed long into the night.
Wonwoo returned to his apartment, a rare day off on the horizon. He reached for his phone, his fingers tapping out a message to Y/n.
Wonwoo: Hey, how was your day? Are you free tomorrow? Let’s go on a date.
Y/n: Cool! Finally, we’ll have our time.
Wonwoo: Yes! I’ll pick you up at 9 am.
Y/n: Okay! But where are we going?
Wonwoo: It’s a surprise!
Y/n: Now I’m even more excited. The excitement was a tangible thing, a flutter in her chest that kept sleep at bay. She rose from her bed, pacing the room as she contemplated the perfect outfit for the occasion. Her wardrobe doors swung open, revealing rows of clothes, each piece holding memories and possibilities.
In a burst of inspiration, she reached for her phone again, this time to call her best friend Aera. The face that greeted her on the screen was sleepy but soon brightened with excitement.
Y/n: Babes, help me with the dress. What should I wear for our first date?
Aera: Wow, so you finally made it! When did it happen?
Y/n: I’ll tell you the whole story when we meet. Now, help me with this.
One by one, Y/n held up dresses to the camera, each one a contender for the day that would soon dawn. Aera’s discerning eye was invaluable, her suggestions punctuated with laughter and encouragement.
Finally, they settled on the perfect dress, one that struck the delicate balance between comfort and style, a piece that made Y/n’s heart sing.
Y/n: That’s perfect, I love it too. Thank you! What would I do without you?
Aera: Okay, okay, enough buttering! All the best for your date.
Y/n: Yes!
The call ended, and Y/n laid out the chosen dress, her heart still racing with anticipation. She tried to imagine the day ahead, the places Wonwoo might take her, the conversations they would share. It was all too much, too wonderful, and with a smile lingering on her lips, she finally surrendered to sleep, her dreams a canvas for tomorrow’s promises.
Next morning Wonwoo was already outside, his eyes scanning for Y/n. As she stepped out, the morning light caught in her hair, turning it into a halo around her face. She was a vision of loveliness, her outfit chosen with care—a soft pastel dress that swayed with each step, complemented by a pair of comfortable yet stylish shoes, perfect for a day of adventure.
“Sorry I’m a bit late,” Y/n apologized, her cheeks tinged with pink.
“It’s okay! But you look so pretty,” Wonwoo said, his eyes crinkling with a smile that reached his soul. He reached into the back seat and brought out a neatly packed breakfast. “This is for you, have it,” he said, patting her head with the gentlest of smiles.
“Thank you! You’re the sweetest… Now tell me, where are we going?” Y/n asked, her curiosity piqued as she accepted the breakfast.
“Wait until we arrive…” Wonwoo teased, a playful note in his voice.
As they drove, Wonwoo shared that Mingyu, Hoshi, and DK had discovered their secret, but he assured her that he had handled the situation. Y/n felt a wave of relief wash over her.
“Sorry, Wonwoo, but I promise I’ll look for the right time and tell them about us. I just don’t want to make things awkward between us,” Y/n said, her voice earnest.
“I understand,” Wonwoo replied, squeezing her hand reassuringly while expertly steering the car with the other.
“We’re about to reach,” he announced after a while.
“I guess I know where we are going,” Y/n said, a knowing smile on her lips.
They arrived at their destination—an amusement park! Y/n’s eyes lit up with delight.
“How did you know I always wanted to come here with my boyfriend?” she asked, her voice filled with wonder.
“I think watching too much drama helped,” Wonwoo admitted, touching his hair shyly.
“Awww! Let’s go inside,” Y/n beamed, her excitement palpable.
As they entered the gates, Y/n’s eyes darted around the crowd. “What if people recognize you? This can’t be good,” she fretted.
“No one will, chill! Wearing a mask will help,” Wonwoo reassured her, his confidence soothing her nerves.
“But it would be even better if you disguised as a girl, don’t you think? Like in those dramas,” Y/n teased, her eyes sparkling with mischief.
“Yeah, sure, maybe next time,” Wonwoo laughed, the sound warm and genuine.
They found themselves in a hairband store, surrounded by an array of charming accessories. “Let’s take this couple’s hairband with the cute teddy on it,” Y/n suggested, her voice bubbling with excitement.
“Anything you say,” Wonwoo agreed, his heart full.
Y/n instructed him to lean down, and she placed the hairband on him with the utmost care. “See, you look so cute,” she cooed.
Wonwoo, in turn, helped her wear one. “Uhmmmm, you look even cuter,” he said, his voice soft with affection. The amusement park was alive with the sounds of laughter and the sweet scent of cotton candy in the air. Wonwoo and Y/n found themselves amidst the magic, their hands intertwined as they navigated through the vibrant throngs of people.
They approached the merry-go-round, its lights twinkling like stars in the daylight. Wonwoo helped Y/n onto a painted steed, a gallant knight to her graceful queen. As the music began, a lilting melody, they rode in circles, but to them, it felt like a dance just for two.
Wonwoo: “This feels like a scene from a movie, doesn’t it?”
Y/n: “Yes, a perfect moment frozen in time.”
Their laughter mingled with the carousel’s tune, a perfect harmony to the rhythm of their joy.
After the ride, they wandered, hand in hand, to the ice cream stand. Wonwoo chose chocolate, Y/n butterscotch, and they sat on a nearby bench, sharing bites and stories. The ice cream was sweet, but the looks they shared were sweeter.
Y/n: “I think your chocolate ice cream looks better than mine.”
Wonwoo: “Here, try it,” he said, offering her a spoonful. “Everything tastes better when I’m with you.”
As the day progressed, they captured memories with selfies, their faces close, smiles wide. Each click of the camera was a snapshot of happiness, a keepsake for days to come.
Wonwoo: “We’ll look back at these pictures years from now and remember how perfect today was.”
Y/n: “Let’s make every picture count then,” she said, pulling him close for another photo.
The sun began to dip, casting a golden glow over the park. They found themselves at the top of the Ferris wheel, the world below them a miniature wonderland. The moment was ripe with romance, the kind that fills the pages of novels and the scenes of films.
As the Ferris wheel reached its zenith, Y/n turned to Wonwoo, her eyes reflecting the twinkling lights below. “You know,” she began, a playful seriousness in her tone, “there’s a myth that if you kiss at the top of the Ferris wheel, your love grows stronger and lasts forever.”
Wonwoo looked into her eyes, the soft glow of the sunset bathing them in a gentle light. “Is that so?” he replied, his voice a whisper that only she could hear. “Then I suppose we have to test that myth, don’t we?”
Y/n nodded, her heart beating so fast. As their lips met, the world seemed to stand still, the noise of the amusement park fading into a hushed silence. It was a kiss that spoke of promises and whispered dreams, a seal over their feelings, binding them in the sweetest of spells.
Wonwoo: “If that myth is true, then our love is now unbreakable.”
Y/n: “I think it was already strong, but now… it’s invincible.”
They shared a smile, their connection deepening with the shared secret of the kiss.
The evening had crept upon them, painting the sky in shades of twilight as Wonwoo and Y/n reluctantly decided it was time to leave. The drive home was quiet, a comfortable silence filled with the unspoken wish that the day could stretch on indefinitely.
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They reached Y/n’s home, the car’s engine coming to a gentle halt. Outside, under the soft glow of the streetlights, they stood close, the air around them charged with the day’s shared joy. Y/n: “I wish this day would never end,” she murmured, her voice muffled against his chest.
Wonwoo: “I wish that too,” he replied, his arms tightening around her.
In the comfort of their hug, the world around them seemed to stand still—until a familiar voice cut through the moment like a knife.
Jeonghan: “What’s going on here?” he asked, his tone serious, giving them the deadliest of scares. Y/n and Wonwoo sprang apart, their hearts racing from the surprise. Jeonghan stood there, an eyebrow raised in question, the seriousness of his tone belied by the twinkle of amusement in his eyes.
To be continued.......... !
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lifessoshortandsoami · 10 months
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Kiss
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August 2013
The room was dimly lit by the moonlight shining through the small window, with just enough light to make out six sleeping boys.
A 15-year-old boy sat on the upper bunk bed, helping a 14-year-old girl up after holding her hands and pulling her up.
"Let me sleep by the wall, I might fall if I sleep on this side."
"What if I fall if I sleep on the outer side? Huh?"
"Oppa, you know you sleep like a rock." The girl replied with a quiet giggle.
Jungkook rolled his eyes and shifted to give Aera space, she crawled and settled herself beside the wall. The bed was enough for both of them, both of them being quite thin and the girl being small.
"You should sleep on your bed. If you keep sleeping beside me then it will become a habit and then without me you'll not be able to fall asleep."
"What do you mean without you?" Aera raised an eyebrow after laying down and shifting her body to face him. "You'll always be there with me, won't you?"
Jungkook followed her actions, "I will, but you never know what the future holds."
"We write our future. So, if you and I would like to be beside each other even in the future, nothing will be able to stop us." She gave him a superior grin, feeling proud of her inspiring words.
Jungkook looked at her with an awkward smile, cringing at her words and letting out a sigh to suppress his emotions.
Aera chuckled at his expression.
"You need to stop with these sentences which you think are inspirational. It just makes me cringe." He said while playfully pushing her towards the wall, creating distance between their bodies.
Giggling, Aera removed his hand from her shoulder which was pushing her, and pulled the blanket above her. Jungkook instantly joined her.
A comfortable silence fell between them, with the occasional sounds of Namjoon's snores and their breathing.
"What is it?" Said Jungkook without opening his eyes when he felt someone poking his cheek.
"Do you know what it feels like?" Came her timid voice.
Jungkook instantly opened his eyes, getting confused at the change in her tone. "What?"
"Kiss?"
His eyes widened for a second before convincing himself that she must've meant a cheek kiss. Of course, nothing else.
"You've been kissed on the cheek multiple times. Why're you asking?"
"No, I meant... Kiss on lips."
His breath hitched and he shifted his eyes to look at her, staring back at him with innocent curiosity.
"I don't know, I've never kissed."
Time passed with them just staring at each other, after a while Jungkook seemed to have come out of his shock.
"Do you wanna experience it?" He asked the girl who was gently chewing her bottom lip, a habit of hers he had noticed quite often.
Aera nodded, staying still even when he came closer to her face, slowly. Very slowly. As if he was waiting for her to tell him to stop.
She never did.
So he asked her, "Can I kiss you?"
He started moving closer after receiving a nod. Slowly getting close enough that their lips were an inch apart. He noticed Aera closing her eyes so he did the same and pressed their lips together.
There were no sparks, but what they both felt was something beyond that. In that kiss was the sweetness of their relationship, a million loving thoughts condensed into a moment.
It was pure.
He felt her soft, pillowy lips molding perfectly against his. There were no movements, just them pressing their lips together. Unconsciously, his hand reached out to hold her small one.
After a while, they both pulled away. Eyes still closed and hands still intertwined. Slowly, Aera opened her eyes to look at Jungkook, who was already looking back at her with his eyes holding an emotion she couldn't depict.
Her lips unconsciously held a small smile, which Jungkook mirrored. His thumb caressed the back of her hand lovingly.
A few moments later, Aera's eyes started feeling heavy. They closed without her realizing it, and she drifted off to dreamless slumber.
Not feeling sleepy yet, Jungkook watched as her breathing slowed down to a regular rhythm. His fingers enclosed her hand and he slowly put it on the side of his face, slightly caressing his face with her thumb.
Just like the girl, he also felt his eyes getting heavy. He didn't want to sleep though, he didn't want to look away from the girl who was sleeping peacefully beside him. But to his dismay, his eyes closed and he also drifted off to unconsciousness.
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bteezxyewriter12 · 1 year
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Truth or Dare/ 1
Pairing- Minhyuk x Named Reader
Word count- 4k
Includes- @mingtina @jaxxmine @yeosayang @delightfulmoonbanana @tannie13 @y00nzin0 @marsstarxhwa @itsshaydeekaydee @seokwoosmole @wisejudgedragonhairdo @seonghwasstar @kpop-bambi @meowmeowminnie
Tag List- Voyeurism, oral, clit sucking, pussy eating, cum eating, riding, sex from behind, squirting, multiple orgasms, tiny speck of fluff, This man BIAS WRECKED me so hard in Beautiful Lie and this fic just came to my mind.
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Minhyuk POV
"Fuck yes", Jooheon moans as Ara sucks on his dick
I just roll my eyes, waiting for this shit to be over
"She's going hard", my best friend snickers, "Wonder how long she wanted to suck Joo's dick"
"A long time apparently"
"Is this supposed to be turning us on?"
"Apparently", I answer
"Are you turned on?"
"No", I say, not turned on in the slightest, "Are you?"
She snorts, "Not from dick sucking"
"Seriously?"
I get turned on by watching dick sucking porns
But not when I don't like the girl or I'm not attracted to her
And I do not like Ara nor do I think she's pretty
She's a bitch
Changkyun's friend
Makes me question his taste in friends
"You invited me over for this?", she asks, from her spot next to me on the couch
I sigh, "To hang out. Each one of us was gonna bring a friend"
"To fuck", she interjects
"No. Not that I was aware of"
The guys wanted to have like a mini party after before our comeback
We agreed to invite one friend as to not make the party huge
Of course I brought Joanne, my best friend since I was a toddler
She's obviously a girl
It just so happens the other guys brought girls too
Maybe they expected to fuck but I didn't
One of the girls, Eun, Hyungwon's friend, suggested playing truth or dare and we all begrudgingly agreed
At first it was tame
Asking questions, doing stupid dares
Then it went to kissing
Joanne kissed Hyungwon, I kissed Kihyun's friend Mina
Everyone got a kiss
Then it went to touching through clothes of which Changkyun groped Joanne's boobs and she grabbed Jooheon's dick
I didn't get a chance to do anything as Jooheon's friend Aera dared Ara to suck Jooheon's dick until he cums
It went from zero to a hundred real quick with Ara immediately on her knees
Before it happened, we all agreed not to breathe a word of this game or whatever happens
That'd be bad if our fans found out any of this happened
Of course Ara agreed as did the rest of us, then Ara pulled Jooheon's clothes down and she's been sucking him for the last eight minutes with the rest of us watching or not
The rest of them are watching but since I don't like Ara I don't care to watch
"He needs to hurry up", Joanne whispers making me laugh
It goes on for two more minutes then Jooheon cums down her throat with Ara swallowing hard
"Ok who's next?", Eun asks
"Changkyun needs to answer truth or dare", Hyungwon answers
Apparently he's keeping track
"Ok. Truth or Dare Changkyun", Eun asks
"Dare", he says
"I dare you to fuck Mina", Eun smirks
"Oh god", Joanne sighs
"Yeah really. Is everyone gonna fuck now?", I say
"Yes", Eun snaps, glaring at me
"Great", I mutter
Apparently I'm surrounded by horny idiots
I mean I'm an horny idiot too, just not at the moment
"What's your answer Changkyun?", Eun ask, looking back at Changkyun
"I'm game if she is"
"I totally am", Mina says getting up
She gets over to Changkyun, sitting in his lap
She leans to him, her mouth against his
His hands move under her skirt, pulling her underwear down
They maneuver around and Mina ends up on her back on the floor, Changkyun over her, fucking her
She moans while he groans, the sound of their skin slapping hard
We however, can't see anything as all their clothes are as still on
Her skirt is blocking the view, his bottom clothes down to his thighs
So something that might possibly have turned me on isn't
Great
"Can you see anything good?", Joanne asks, leaning over me, looking at them
"Nope"
"Fuck, me neither. This is so boring", she murmurs to me
I agree
When they finish, they separate, going back to their spots
Hopefully that was more satisfying for them than for the rest of us
"Minhyuk", Mina calls
I look over at her, my eyebrow raised, "Yeah?"
"Truth or Dare?"
Oh what the fuck?
"Say dare", Joanne whispers
"What?", I whisper back, turning my head to her
"Say dare. Get some action", she says wiggling her eyebrows
"What?", I repeat
"You can get some action with either Eun or Aera. Say dare"
I roll my eyes but say, "Dare"
Eun is pretty but Aera is beautiful
I wouldn't mind fucking her
"I dare you to suck on Jo's clit until she cums in her underwear"
"What?", Joanne and I shriek at the same time as the guys snicker
"No", she says as I shake my head, "Absolutely not"
"Why not?", Mina asks
"She's my best friend! We do not-"
"Do things like that!", she finishes while I nod
"There is no feelings like that between us"
"Bullshit", Ara says, "You guys have had to think about it before"
"Nope"
"Never"
"Guys and girls can't just be best friends. At some point, they fuck", Ara says like she's dropping some pearl of wisdom
"Are you stupid?", Joanne asks for me, "Of course guys and girls can be friends without wanting to fuck each other! What if I'm gay? There'd be no way I'd want to fuck Minhyuk if I liked girls"
"Do you?", Eun asks
"No but that's not the point!", Joanne exclaims, "Even straight guys and girls can be just friends"
She's right
I've never thought about her like that before
Never
She's always been my best friend, the one I went to for help, advice, to have fun with
Non-sexual fun
I talked to her about girls and she tells me what to do so I don't act like a complete moron
It'd be way too weird to do anything with her
"No they can't. And it doesn't matter anyway. You were dared and you have to do the dare"
"No", I repeat
"Yes", Eun snaps again
I look at Hyungwon, "Some help here?"
Hyungwon shakes his head, "You chose dare. Do the dare"
I look at the other guys and one by one they all shrug
Fucking great help they are
"Just do it", Ara pushes
"We're all doing things we wouldn't normally do", Aera adds
"Don't be such a boring prude", Mina rolls her eyes
"Oh my god fine!", Joanne yells and I turn to her in complete shock
"Fine?", I ask, "Fine?"
She looks over at me, "If you want to then fine. It's up to you"
"Do it", Ara persuades
"Yeah do it", Eun echoes
"Just fucking do it man", Changkyun says
"Fine", I yell, giving in
"Good. Do it", Eun snaps
"Shove her against the wall and get on your knees", Mina says, excitedly
God they are so fucking cliche
"C'mon Hyuk", Joanne says getting up, "Let's get this over with"
We both stand up and she goes to lean against the wall
Thank god
I don't know how I would have shoved her against the wall so I'm glad she decide to help me out
And I like the fact that the rest of them aren't getting the satisfaction of seeing that
Still, I get in front of her and kneel down
I'm a little- ok- a lot nervous
This is Joanne and I'm worried so much more about my skills than I should be
But I care about what she thinks
I move my hands to her pants, hooking my fingers in her pants and panties waistbands
It hits me that I'm going to be seeing my best friend's pussy in less than a second
And that I'm putting my mouth on her
This is so surreal
Pulling everything down slowly, I jump when one of the girls yells at me to stop
"Just her clit. You have to make her cum in her panties remember"
Right
Pulling her clothes down, I stop as soon as her clit is exposed
I stare at it in disbelief at how...cute it is....small
It's then I notice her breathing has become rapid and I look up at her to find her already looking down at me
My eyes meet hers and she nods
Moving my gaze back to her clit, I move closer, sticking my tongue out and softly licking her to get her wet
It feels soft and I lick it again and again, feeling her bump start to pulse softly
I like that a lot
After a few licks, I wrap my lips around her clit and suck once
And it's like once I do, I can't stop
Sucking faster, I move my hands around her, squeezing her ass, pulling her closer to me
"Fff..fuck", she whimpers, my eyes shooting up to her
She's biting her lip, watching me, pleasure on her face
I don't stop, feeling her clit throb against my lips, each pulse sending pleasure straight to my hardening cock
I can't believe this is turning me on
I can't believe I'm actually doing this
I can't believe I'm liking this
Switching things up, I lick her clit a few times before attaching my mouth back to her bump, slurping on her desperately
I want her to cum
I want to be the reason why she cums
She lets out a soft moan and that sound is so fucking pretty, turning me on more and fueling me to go harder
"Oh my god", she whimpers, her hand moving into my hair, holding on tightly
I move my eyes up, watching her, wanting to see her cum
I keep playing with her bump, her hand tightening in my hair, her breathing labored, eyes closed as she presses her head against the wall
"Hyukie....fuck...Hyukie", she moans
Oh fuck, I didn't know I'd love hearing my name in her voice
Her body shakes, her legs buckling, her moans louder as she cums
She's so fucking beautiful, I can't believe it
I suck her through her orgasm, only letting go of her when I'm sure she finished
"That was hot", Mina yells
Joanne's eyes open and she looks down at me, in surprise
I'm surprised too
Surprised I actually loved doing it
Surprised that I don't want to get up
I want more of her
"I want to taste you", I say softly, "Can I?"
I need to taste her
I can't just make her cum with my mouth and not see what she tastes like
She nods right away, "Yes"
Immediately, I pull her pants and panties all the way down, taking them completely off
"Hey that wasn't part of the dare!", one of the girls say but I ignore them
"Shut up and watch", another snaps
Moving one of her legs over my shoulder, I bury my face in her pussy, my tongue licking up her cum
As soon as it hits my tongue, I moan at how surprisingly fucking amazing she tastes
So fucking good and I love how her cream feels sliding down my throat
Licking faster, I grip her hips hard, her pussy getting so wet, all of it all over my face
I can't stop, I want more of her cream
"Minhyuk!", she yells, one hand still in my hair, the other gripping my wrist hard
Sliding my tongue down, I plunge into her hole, wiggling in as far as I can, listening to her scream of pleasure
Her pussy clenches around my tongue and I moan into her
Pulling my tongue out, I dive back in, fucking her with my tongue
"Fuck, fuck, fuck", she moan, her body shivering
Sliding out of her hole, I lick up to her clit, flicking the throbbing bump with the tip of my tongue
"Oh fuck", she cries, her hips snapping, shoving her pussy into my face more
"Mm baby", I murmur, moving my tongue faster into her clenching hole
She keeps moving her cunt against my mouth, fucking my face and I had no clue that I'd fucking love this
I move my tongue faster, wanting her to cum right now
"Please, baby, cum in my mouth", I whine
"Holy shit", Jooheon gasps
Moving back inside her, she calls my name, her cunt tightening on my tongue
I moan when I taste her cum, swallowing it greedily and dipping back in for more
"Minhyuk, fuck. Oh fuck"
"Jesus Christ he's going at it hard", Kihyun says
"She's so fucking lucky", one of the girls says
No, I'm lucky
I get to taste her and swallow her delicious cream
When she finishes, I lick her a few times to make sure I got everything
Only then do I stand up, leaning towards her
She's leaning against the wall, breathing hard, her eyes opening and looking right at me
For some reason I fall into her eyes and I can't look away
"I dare you to ride him until you cum!", Eun yells at her
Desire comes back into her eyes, desire for me and fuck do I like seeing that
She pushes me back and I walk until the back of my legs hit the couch
She shoves me down, raising her eyebrow
"Yes", I agree
I'm so fucking horny and fuck, I want her
This is the first time I'm ever feeling like this towards her
And I'm going with it
Her hands move down to my sweatpants, pulling them and my boxers down, my cock rock hard, sticking straight up
"Holy shit Minhyuk! You're packing that thing?", Aera gapes
"Jesus it's so fucking big!", Eun says
"Thick too. God Jo's gonna have so much fun", Mina breathes
I hear them but I'm not taking my gaze off of her
The surprise in her eyes, the want in them, the way her hand slowly slides up my thigh, wrapping around my length
She pumps my dick a few times and I moan from how good it feels
"Get on my cock now", I growl, craving to be inside her
I don't know where this feeling is coming from but I can't wait to be inside her
"Ccc..condom?", she asks
I shake my head
No, I want to feel her
Feel everything
"I don't have anything", I tell her
"Me neither", she answers
"So sit on my dick", I tell her
She nods, climbing on my lap
I feel her cunt dripping juice all over me as she hovers over me, moving my length to her hole
She starts taking me right away, sinking down on my cock, her tight cunt stretching around me
"Oh my god", I cry as she slides down, circling her hips to make a little room
It's such a tight fit, her cunt barely opening for me before she's sucking me in and clamping around me
"Hyukie, oh fuck, fuck", she gasps as she bottoms me out, sitting right against my skin
My hands grip her hips, fingers digging into her skin as I feel her pulse around my cock rapidly
Fucking amazing
How does she feel this good?
This tight?
And this wet?
So wet and it's all over me
"Fuck him!", Mina yells impatiently
"Hhh...hold on!", she snaps, grinding against me
My head slips along a spot inside her that has her moaning and shaking on top of me
"Right there baby", I murmur, moving her hips on my cock to make her grind faster as I lift my hips up, making sure I'm buried inside her as far as I can be
"Yes, yes", she whines
She's so fucking pretty, gripping my wrist hard, her other hand leaning back on my leg
"Mm baby. This pussy feels so good. So goddamn tight for me"
"Yes Hyukie", she breathes, changing her movements to rock on me
Her cunt is going crazy, tightening over and over, her breathing getting faster with every move
"Wanna cum on my cock baby?"
"Yes", she whimpers, her head tilted back, eyes closed, mouth slightly open
"Ok jagi. Gonna make you cum on my dick", I murmur, moving her as fast as I can
"Oh god, Minhyuk, oh fuck", she cries
An incredible pleasure slams into me as she cums, flooding my cock in her spasming pussy
"Holy shit", I groan, feeling her orgasm and watching her at the same time
She's fucking gorgeous
"Holy crap she fucking stunning", I hear Changkyun says
"Look at how she cums on him. She's in so much pleasure", Mina adds
"That cock has to be fucking amazing", Ara says
When she finishes, her eyes open and she looks down at me in amazement
"Felt good?", I ask
She just nods
"Wanna ride me now?"
She nods excitedly, leaning on my stomach
She starts bouncing and I moan from the feeling of her cunt splitting open on my cock over and over
As soon as I'm back inside her, her cunt tightens on me so fucking pleasurably
"My god, look how much she's creaming his cock", Jooheon gasps
"That has to be the creamiest pussy I've ever seen", Kihyun murmurs
Moving my eyes down, I bite my lip
They're right, her cunt is creaming me so perfectly
Every time she slides up, she leaves my cock completely coated in white cream- It's all over my cock, all over my lap, most of it sliding down to my cock base, leaving a thick creamy ring around it
Kihyun is right, she has the creamiest pussy I've ever seen
And I get to be in it
Honestly the sight is just turning me on more
She hops up and down my cock, taking me all in every move, the bliss fucking intense
"She looks like a bunny, jumping on his dick like that", Changkyun mutters
"I wouldn't mind her jumping on my dick like that", Jooheon says
She's not jumping on anyone's dick but mine
"You're mine", I say softly
Her eyes move to me and she nods, "Yours"
This possessiveness is coming from no where but I don't want her to be with any of the guys
I shouldn't feel this way, shouldn't care who she fucks but I do
She rides me harder, slamming her pussy down my cock, my head smashing her spot and making her scream in pleasure
"Fuck your spot baby. Make yourself cum on my cock"
I thrust up when she comes down, meeting her and plunging so deeply into her
"Hyukie! Don't stop!", she shouts, bouncing so fucking hard
I'm so hot, sweat covering every inch on my body, making my shirt stick to my skin, drenching my hair, plastered to my forehead
But I'm not stopping
Not until she cums
"Cum on my cock now!", I demand, wanting that pleasure this instant
"Minhyuk! Oh oh fuck, yes! Yes oh god yes!", she screams, releasing all over me, her body shaking
"Ffff...fff", I trail off, her orgasming cunt feeling so good
So fucking tight
"Minhyuk don't cum!", one of the girls yells
What?
Why?
"Wha?", I breathe
"Fuck her from behind!", Mina yells
Then all of them start yelling out demands
"Fuck her on the floor!"
"Make her squirt!"
"Wreck her pussy"
"Then cum inside her!"
"Fill that pussy!"
"Fuck me Hyukie", she murmurs, "Want your cum inside my pussy"
I groan, sitting up, pulling her against me
Holding her, I move off the couch to the floor, laying her on it
"Oh god he's gonna do it!", one of the girls squeals
I forget that the guys and their friends are watching us
That's how into her I am
Grabbing her shoulder, I flip her over, pulling her ass up, getting my dick inside her in seconds
"Fuck", she cries, moving onto her hands and knees
"Spread your legs", I tell her
She does and I get a fucking full on graphic view of my cock buried in her cunt
Pull back, my cock is dripping with her cream
So pretty
Shoving my cock back in, I fuck into her hard, mesmerized by the sight of us
Her swollen lips are wrapped so prettily around my length, her little hole straining around my cock when she takes me in
There's cream around her hole and inside feels fucking amazing
Wrapping my arm around her waist, I hold her in place as I mercilessly fuck my cock into her tight pussy
She yells for more, yells my name, begging me to fuck her harder
I oblige, pounding my cock deep inside, wrecking her spot over and over
Her cunt is pulsing so fucking beautifully, so intensely
It all feels too good and I'm gonna cum real soon
"You have to cum", I tell her, "I...I can't hold it much more"
She whines and I snap my hips faster, the sound of our skin hitting each other's so fucking loudly
"I said cum now!", I demand, hitting her spot
"Minhyuk!", she screams, my entire pelvis getting soaked
I watch in amazement as she squirts all over me and the floor, her cunt choking my cock
I just keep fucking into her, making her squirt fly everywhere
"She's squirting!", Eun yells
"Holy fuck he did it!", Hyungwon gapes
"It's so much. All over the floor. Shit", Changkyun adds in awe
Her pussy looks so fucking pretty gushing around my cock
And I can't hold it back
"Fuck! Joanne!", I yell, slamming back inside as complete ecstacy blinds me, my cum shooting in her pussy, "Fuck! Oh god fuck!"
"Holy shit!", someone yells
"Milk his cock!", a girl yells
"Is she milking your cock?", one of the guys asks
I nod
Oh fuck is she
Sucking on my cock, pulling every drop of cum from me
And I'm gladly giving it to her
When it's over and I've come back to my senses, I pull out
She starts to fall forward but I pull her back, holding her up as my arm is still around her
"Oh my fucking God!", Ara yells
"That was better than porn", Jooheon comments
As they talk, I pick her up and get us back on the couch
She moves onto my lap, laying her head on my shoulder, her face in my neck
I hold her tightly, softly playing with her hair
"I wanna fuck him", Ara exclaims
"No me first!", Eun yells
"Hey what about us?", Kihyun asks
"I want Minhyuk!", Mina says, "That cock looks amazing"
"Yeah well I want her", Hyungwon declares
They continue to argue over the both of us while I hold her, both of us catching our breathes
"You're mine", she says softly, "They can't have you"
"I don't want them", I answer, "And you're mine. You said you were. The guys can't have you"
She nods, "Good"
"Yeah", I agree
The arguments get louder but I'm completely tuning them out
I'm fucking tired
Being with her was intense and my orgasm took a lot out of me
I know she's sleepy
If one orgasm is taking me out, then the many she had has to exhaust her
"You wanna go to sleep? In my room?", I ask softly, "With me?"
She nods, "Yeah"
"Alright"
Getting her in my arms, I stand up, carrying her as I move around the guys and girls, heading out of the living room
"Where are you going?", Ara asks
"We're going to bed", I announce
"What? No fair! I wanna fuck you!", Ara exclaims
"Me too!", Mina agrees
"Yeah well we want a chance with her", Jooheon says
"No", I immediately respond, shutting that down right away, "She's mine. I'm hers. You can't have her or me. That's not how it works"
"But...", Aera starts
"No", I say sharply, "If you wanted to fuck me then you should of dared me to fuck one of you, not her. You didn't. Not my problem. Not her problem"
"Seriously?", Changkyun scoffs
"Seriously", I answer, "Now bye"
I turn away from them, ignoring their calls and get to my room
Closing and locking the door, I placed her in my bed, her eyes opening sleepily
"You're staying with me right?"
I nod, shutting off the light and getting into bed next to her, "Yeah"
She rolls over to me, snuggling into my body, her legs tangling with mine, her head on my shoulder, her arm around me
I'm surprised but I wrap my arms around her, holding her close
"Night Hyukie"
"Night Jo"
She falls asleep fairly quickly, soft snores coming from her
Guess she was really tired
Me on the other hand, I close my eyes, trying to fall asleep and trying to ignore the fact that she fits so perfectly in my arms
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Prompt List (smut)
"Fuck Princess, you're so wet".
"Don't get so smart with me, princess."
"Dare say that again and I'll leave you high and dry here"
"Don't make me take you home and punish you babygirl"
"Behave little one"
"Fuck, that was so hot little one"
"Make me"
"Beg"
"Scream for me or I'll edge you for hours"
"That's my girl, so wet and nice for me"
"You just don't seem to learn your lesson, do you kitten?"
"Count, if you miss you'll not be getting my cock tonight"
"So fucking cute you are kitten, on your knees like a good girl"
"As soon as we get home, I'm ripping that dress off of you"
"No panties?"
"Use your words kitten"
"Strip. Now"
"On all fours. Now"
"You better be on your knees when I arrive or you'll face consequences"
"You're definitely not going out dressed like that."
"Be a good girl and bend over for daddy"
"Looks like you forgot who you belong to, want me to remind you of your place kitten?"
"Such a good kitten."
"Good girl"
"I love it when you moan my name"
"Louder"
"Such a bratty slut you are princess"
"You're mine"
"Don't cover your face princess, let me see you"
"Did you touch yourself without my permission"
"Did I say you could cum?"
"How about I tie a vibrator on you and leave."
"Did I tell you that you can stop?"
"On my face princess, let daddy make you feel good"
"Swallow"
"Did I say you can touch me?"
"Fucking brat"
"Don't be bratty princess, daddy's not in good mood today"
"You're not wearing anything inside are you?"
"Touch yourself. Right now."
"Keep up with your behavior and you will not be getting my cock tonight."
"I fucking love this side of you"
"You drive so fucking crazy, and I love it"
"You see how hard I am, that's how crazy you make me"
"Didn't know my babygirl had a choking kink, I can put it to good use."
"Stop being so fucking petty."
"Let me make love to you baby girl"
"Do you know how perfect you look like this, under me, completely fucked dumb."
"That was sexy, love"
"You think you deserve to get praised after the little stunt u just pulled there"
"My Slut likes to be slapped around huh?"
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Please do not request sub!idol (coming from the biggest sub).And I only take smut requests for ATEEZ, Stray kids & NCT.
-- Jeong Aera
© wooyoungmybelovedhusband [jeongaera]
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Hi, Aera!! I hope you are having a great day!! I just want to let you know how happy I am upon seeing your Mash + Glowing eyes set! That is so cool. Thank you so much for dedicating the set to me!!! \(≧▽≦)/
You'd think I would've thought of making that kind of set but it never crossed my mind! But then again, I'm glad that one of my mash edits made you think of this. It's such a cool idea!! Seeing Mash with his eyes glowing always means he's about to do something awesome. And it's something that we would only appreciate when animated. And to see compiled scenes in a single set and one that is dedicated to me, I am just beyond ecstatic and honored.
Thank you again for the Mash Burnedead gifset gift! I am looking forward to more of your Mashle and other non-Mashle gifsets in the future!
[PS. I'm not sure which one you're gonna see first: my ask or my tags when I reblogged your post. It may seem redundant but that just shows how much that set made me extremely happy.]
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AAAAAAA OMGGGG ART!! Just to let you know your message made my entire day and I'm feeling both giddy and driven to tears when reading it aaaaa
Thank you sooo much! I'm so happy that you like the little Mash gifsets I made for you! And yeah, it was one of your edits that made me want to make this compilation, because I was reminded of how cool his eyes were when he got serious! It's true, Mash's glowing eyes moments are the kind of moments that we can only get to enjoy in animated works. So I'm glad that the anime got to do something cool, not just adapting the manga panel-by-panel but taking full advantage of being an animated media as well!
I did a lot of experiments with it, trying out some color isolation techniques to just make Mash stand out more, grayscaling the background and surroundings, and attempting to make his yellow eyes glow more through the coloring but it was the best that I could do... and I just realized that I missed his last glowing eyes moment from S2EP11 too, despite that being one of my favorite moments 🥲
Anyway, I know I only make simple gifs with no fancy colorings/effects/edits, but I'm still glad that you love the gifsets I made for you! I'm so honored too that you even went out of your way to send this lengthy, wonderful message to show how much you love it! I really appreciate it!
Thank you for all of your wonderful gifs and edits as well, for creating them, and for sharing them with the world to enjoy! Thank you as well for the opportunity to help out at mashleverse, and for all the help managing it too! I love your edits so much! Keep doing what you love and hope you have an awesome week ahead as well! ⸜(*ˊᗜˋ*)⸝
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              listening  to  her  explain  her  supposed  future  with  kyungtae  ,  one  that  doesn't  involve  him  ,  elicits  a  feeling  of  emptiness  in  the  boy's  chest.  she  was  never  meant  to  be  his.  though  knowing  the  nightmare  aera  has  been  living  in  ,  he  can't  even  find  it  in  himself  to  feel  jealous  for  long  ,  quickly  swallowing  envy  and  replacing  it  with  frustration  and  anger  instead.  “  how  could  they  just  decide  all  of  this  for  you  against  your  will  ?  ”  but  deep  down  he  knows  it's  more  complicated  than  he'll  ever  understand  ;  most  likely  years  of  connections  and  planning  that  seunghun  would  have  to  be  filled  in  on  some  other  time.
              aera  leans  into  him  and  he's  surrounded  by  her  scent  ,  familiar  and  warm.  the  palm  of  his  hand  moves  to  hold  the  back  of  her  head  close  to  his  chest.  he  wants  so  badly  to  fix  all  of  this  ,  to  rid  her  of  these  worries  ,  to  rid  her  of  a  man  more  powerful  than  he'll  ever  be.  to  release  her  from  it  all  and  make  her  the  aera  again.  “  well  ,  you  know  your  parents  better  than  i  do  but  .  .  they  are  your  parents  ,  and  they  are  powerful  too  ,  are  they  not  ?  ”  seunghun  didn't  know  much  about  the  lives  her  parents  lived  —  apparently  ,  not  much  of  hers  either.  not  the  way  he  thought  he  did.  “  the  worst  they  can  do  is  tell  you  no.  you  should  at  least  try.  ”  every  word  spoken  is  followed  by  a  gentle  stroke  of  his  hand  through  her  hair.  it's  unfortunate  forced  lover  of  hers  is  only  so  far  away  ;  he  wishes  the  two  of  them  could  sleep  like  this.  “  but  then  he's  just  going  to  keep  hurting  you  and  for  me  that's  not  an  option  to  settle  with.  —  aera  .  .  ”  he  pulls  himself  back  ,  just  enough  so  that  she  can  look  up  at  him.  “  for  once  ,  let  me  in  on  this  with  you.  ”
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renren-writes · 9 months
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AAAAAHHHHHHHHH
Just read the chapter and OMGGG
My poor traumatized children (*cries hysterically*)
I feel so bad for our pink gremlin and especially for the fact that the kdj she wants alive is constantly planning on killing her.
I did feel bad for kdj when he resolutely avoided thinking about the fact that how eunbyeol knew about 4th wall's painful death, but..
Does it make me seem horrible that I kinda wish yjh just starts spoiling all kdj's plans (because we all know for kdj his plans being foiled is much more painful for him than being killed)
Like I understand (kinda) why he's thinking of eliminating choi, but I am really really really mad at him. Especially seeing that eunbyeol trusts him sooo much.
Anyway enough of my ranting, loved the fact we finally know more about the nebulla/constellations associated with choi.
And as always lovedddd your writing, seeing as I don't think a kdj pov is easy to write. Keep writing please, because I LOVE IT.
Though I am kinda scared of what the next chapter will bring for everyone.
SORRY THIS REPLY TOOK SO LONG ANON QAQ
thank you so much!!! i had so much fun writing his pov and it was harder than i expected to write a proper pov for him that wasn't an au (one day i'll come back to honey and venom with confidence) but the most fun part was just setting up such a messy murder triangle. they all want one person alive and the other person dead and they're all actively trying to stop each other!! i love that stuff!!
i was so excited to reveal the nebula that eunbyeol's sponsor is from too ;w; her sponsor is someone in the mythology i've just had a constant fascination with since learning about them, and i wanted to explore through kdj where they should've been watching in twsa's events (like how king arthur is watching the british channels to see if his incarnation gets the absolute throne, etc.)
on the bright side, no more trauma for eunbyeol and her kids! now it's the recovery period, and my gremlin doesn't have the healthiest of coping mechanisms, so we'll see how she handles being aware of almost killing aera in the boss room!
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itsgeecheebitch · 7 months
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TITLE: Until Darkness Descends
CHAPTER: 40
RATING: Explicit
FANDOM: Final Fantasy XV
MAIN PAIR: Ardyn Izunia x Reader
SEC PAIR: Gladiolus Amicitia x Reader
SERIES: The Fall Part 1 of 4
NOTE: Don't forget to follow me on A03 to stay up to date with the story!
"So you just took it upon yourself to start the prophecy?"
Ardyn shook his head, his silky mane catching glimpses of sunlight from the front window. "The prophecy was set into motion way before I arrived. I am merely playing my part."
"Which is?"
"To assist your prince, of course."
Another thought slithered into your mind, one that flattened your lungs on a stuttering breath. "Is that why you kept me around? Was it just to get closer to Noctis?" Your chest ached as though you had been run through by a spear. His previous words were as meaningless as you had expected. You weren't the 'apple of his eye', but a useful stupid tool in his plans to get closer to Noctis. You served your purpose well. You wished he would just be honest. Rip off the bandaid and let you feel the pain. Why did he insist on lying to you and softening the blow when you had already served your purpose to him? It was cruel. Ardyn was cruel.
"No, I was able to accomplish that on my own. You are dear to me, which is why I kept you close. I had no way of foretelling you would join the royal court, even if you had remained with the temple, my attentiveness would have remained the same". His fingers whispered across your skin as he tucked a stray hair behind your ear. You internally berated yourself when you leaned into his touch. Those long fingers slid over your jaw line, leaving a trail of fire wherever they landed.
Your mouth became unbearably dry. Words meant nothing, but that didn't stop you from drinking it up like a woman dying of thirst. You so desperately wanted to believe him, wanted to bask in the comfort his words delivered. But you would only get hurt in the end. Ardyn was a manipulative liar after all and they were always good with words.
Ardyn frowned when you pulled away. But the loss of physical contact gave you the clarity you needed. A question you should've asked a long time ago danced on your tongue. If he fumbled this one then you would know without a shadow of a doubt, that you meant nothing to him.
"But why, what's so special about me?"
"Like I said, you are dear to me." He answered.
That wasn't enough. You needed to know why. What about you drew him to you and kept him around? Besides your powers you weren't anything special. You didn't possess extraordinarily attractive looks and you didn't have a super high I.Q. You needed him to spell it out to you, if he couldn't then that would be an answer in and of itself.
"But why?" You repeat yourself. His jaw flinched with an agitated muscle. You glared at him, challenging Ardyn to assemble a lie on the spot.
His mouth hardened with frown lines. A vein tic in his temple when he shouted,"because I love you!"
Your brain short circuited. "W-what?"
He seized your arms and pulled you closer until his minty breath fanned over your face. "Keeping you close, abandoning my duties as chancellor to steal another moment with you. I did all of it because you are dear to me, because I love you, Aera."
Confusion spiraled in your brain before it blossomed into a thousand petals soaring through your chest. He…loves you? You didn't know what to think. How to react, only that your fingers itched to comb through his hair and pull him down to meet your lips. But that was wrong. This whole thing was wrong. Not once did Ardyn ever show you he had more than platonic feelings for you. He had always maintained a respectable distance. Not too close to mistake his affections for passion and not too far away to suspect he didn't like you at all. So where did this…?
A lightning bolt slashed through you and you looked at him with wide terrified eyes. Because you belong to me. Pain looped around your wrists, matching the same throbbing ache that left your skin raw the day after that dream. If it even was one.
A shiver tore down your spine, leaving your bones quaking. You looked down at his hands, those same hands that touched you all over, that made you cry, made you moan, made you scream. If Ardyn had feelings for you all this time then did that mean…
Your tongue turned to lead. Were you in danger by standing here talking to him? The question wiggled in your mouth, demanding to be answered. But you were afraid of what that answer might be. If you asked it, he may not even answer it truthfully at all. But if he was unhinged enough, wild enough, he just might. The same way he was in your dream. Your nerves peeled away from your skin and fell to the floor. You remembered the wild look in his eyes, the way his punishing hands pinned you to the bed and forced his fingers between your legs.
What was stopping him from doing that again? You were in his airship, at the mercy of him and his soldiers. Your friends were in another room and even if they weren't there was nothing they could do to save you. The five of you had relinquished your weapons upon entry into the airship. Leaving you defenseless.
Air stuttered out of your nostrils. This was a huge mistake. Jerking your arms out of his hold you backed away from him. If Ardyn tried to lunge at you then it was better to remain close to the door. An electronic door, one he could easily lock from the inside with a click of a button. Fear leeched the warmth out of your arms, leaving you as blanched as a bleached bone. But maybe you were overthinking this. You still had no evidence that your dream was real. Just because Ardyn has feelings for you didn't mean he would stoop so low as to hurt you…right?
You needed to ask, get this over with so you could move on with your life. But that was easier said than done. "...W-where were you…" Your throat constricted and you swallowed to try to relax it. "On the night of May 26th two years ago?"
Ardyn tilted his head, a question in his eyes but he answered you nonetheless. "As I've said before, I was on a ship sailing west. Of course, not for the reasons I previously said. I was sent away on a diplomatic trip. Why?"
I don't believe you. "I need proof." You said. He dug into his pocket and pulled out a folded wrinkled slip of paper. You took it and opened it. It was a boat ticket with a date marked for that day. The scheduled departure clashed with the time he would've been in your room. Soothing relief caressed your shoulders when you saw the stamp of red ink. The word 'boarded' laid across the ticket in bold scarlet letters. Ardyn was telling the truth.
"Have I satisfied all of your questions?" He asked. You nodded your head sheepishly.
It was really just a dream all along. You couldn't believe you entertained something so silly. For two whole years you mulled over that dream, wanting to be skeptical but feeling too confused to dismiss it completely. You should've had more faith in Ardyn. "I just wish you were honest with me." You said. "I wouldn't have stopped seeing you. I wouldn't have…" Stopped loving you. Stunned, your words trailed off. You…love him? When did you start loving Ardyn again? You were in love with him when you were a teenager but those feelings were long past. So why…why did the thought make your body feel as light as air?
Cool hands grasped the sides of your face. The kiss he placed on your forehead made your stomach flutter with fireworks. "I wish I did as well, my dear. I hope you can forgive me."
"I forgive you, but you must promise me. No more lies, I can handle the truth no matter how bad it is."
Wrapping his arms around you, he pressed your head against his chest . The rhythmic beat of his heart was a melody you wanted to listen to forever. "Of course. No more lies." He promised. The two of you stood in easy silence for a minute or two. His hand rubbing your back, massaging away the dregs of suspicion that pulled your muscles taut. "So how was the visit to the Archean? Did you find what you were looking for?"
"No but I found other things. Well, nothing tangible at least." You pressed your chin on his chest as you looked up at him. "I had more visions today. I know it sounds crazy but… I think I really did exist before. And I think you did too, or- or maybe it was an ancestor of yours, I don't know, all I know for certain is that this isn't my first life".
Ardyn's eyes softened, giving you a look one would give a child who still held onto an imaginary friend. "My dear, visions aren't always what they appear to be."
"Only they seem to be the opposite." Your arms fell away from his waist and he released you. "They felt like memories. I saw my family. I had a sister. I saw you and me running through the market playing tag. We had a wedding, I was wearing heavy robes. And…I saw the destruction of Solheim. I was sitting in our garden with my sister when…" When the meteor came and took everything from me. Your throat squeezes shut and you rubbed your neck to relieve the ache. "Does any of that sound familiar to you?"
"No, I'm afraid not, my dear." Something flickered across his eyes and you scoffed.
"You're lying." You accused him. "Not even five minutes later and already you're lying! I don't even know why I try."
Turning away from him, you made for the door when his hand reached for your shoulder "Aera, darling, wait. You're right, it sounded familiar to me, although briefly."
"Then why lie about it?"
"For fear it might spur you into a wild goose chase. If there is any truth to your theories then you will have the answers in time, but for now there is no need to chase after them."
You shook your head. "But what if that's what the gods want? Why else would they give me these visions, that book? They want me to figure it out on my own. And why shouldn't I? The visions are answers in and of themselves and as for the book, I'm sure I'll figure it out if I study it hard enough. I know you think it's just a myth but there is so much more to that book than what you give it credit for. Everything I'm looking for is all here, I just…need to figure out where to start."
"Aera." You looked up at Ardyn when his lips pressed against yours. Your eyes went wide for a moment before they relaxed and closed. His lips molded over yours so perfectly, as though they were made to be kissed by you. Fingers wove through your hair and grip it at the base. You purred, pressing your breasts to his hard chest. This was what you needed all along, what you craved the night before. Your knees went weak as your muscles melted to liquid goo. Your mind was a fuzzy mess, making you feel like you could touch the sky. When he broke it, he pressed his forehead against yours. Your breaths intermingled in the space between you. "Don't overwhelm yourself, my dear. The answers will come."
The blissful moment lasted for a minute longer before the fuzzy haze retreated, leaving you breathless as ice cold reality slammed into you. What have you done? Tension gripped your muscles as your actions came crashing around you. Your boyfriend was on this ship waiting for you, thinking you were in the bathroom. This wasn't supposed to happen. You weren't supposed to kiss Ardyn! Guilt poked holes in your gut as you pulled away from him. You needed to leave. You should've left a long time ago. Maybe then you wouldn't have betrayed Gladiolus the way you did.
"Aera?" Ardyn took a step towards you and you backed away. "Aera, please wait!" You were out the door before he would reach you.
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ateez-amanda · 2 years
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Girl Talk
Time: September 8th 2020
Summary: amanda fills in some of her closest friends w/ the latest in her love life while at show champion
Featuring: dreamcatcher’s jiu and sua
a/n: let's say atz and dreamcatcher are good friends thanks to amanda for this scenario. like always, pls let me know what you think
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“Alright, you're all done, Amanda.” 
Feeling soft bristles from the eyeshadow brush lift off her eyes as she flutters her eyes open. Entranced by her new appearance through the mirror, she smiles at ateez’s makeup artist, “Like always, your work is perfecto.”
“It’s because I have a gorgeous model.” Their makeup artist playfully butter up to her.
“Oh, stop.” Amanda went along with it, acting coy and shyly waving her hand.
“Alright. Alright. That’s enough.” The maknae butted in with a repulsive expression.
She grinned, “You're just jealous.” 
Jongho scoffs, “Please. I get just as many compliments about my appearance as you do. Now if you are done, can you get up? It’s my turn now.” He teasingly shooed her away with his hands.
“Fine.” She giggled as she raised from the chair and headed for the couch in the waiting room. 
Finally getting a break, she used this chance to check her messages she hadn’t been able to check since this morning. Normally her phone was the first thing she checked in the morning but she overslept for the first time in her life which had been giving her an ominous feeling since.
The thought quickly left her mind after seeing some text messages she received from the person she had been secretly hoping for. An amused smile spread on her lips as she read through the spams of messages.
[2:34am] Hannie😇: good morning, beautiful😘 
[2:34am] Hannie😇: ik you are asleep rn but dk showed me a cute video of a panda accidentally hitting itself with a stick
[2:35am] Hannie😇: and now i miss u even more😔
[2:36am] Hannie😇: also good luck on your stage today. I know you blow everyone away😁
[2:36am] Hannie😇: and make sure you eat properly 
Wait a minute. Was I just compared to a clumsy panda?
[8:21am] Rara💕: good morning hannie☺️
[8:21am] Rara💕: did u just compare me to a clumsy panda?🧐🧐
[8:22am] Rara💕: i feel like i should be offended but i have decided to spare you for today since you sent such lovely messages after it
[8:22am] Rara💕: aren’t i sweetest🥰
[8:23am] Rara💕: thank you for the luck and i ate a yummy bagel this morning🫡
[8:23am] Rara💕: make sure you also take care of yourself
[8:24am] Rara💕: and i miss you too
As she typed out the last message, she realized how much she actually meant it. It had been a couple of weeks since their last date with her busy with promotion on ateez’s comeback and him preparing for Seventeen’s next comeback, which he had very been remaining tiplipped to avoid spoiling. 
Though the two have been constantly contacting each other through phone to remain in touch, there was still a little part of her that missed having his physical presence around, which is unusual for someone who likes being alone and is nonstop surrounded by people all day.
She missed the way his eyes lit up and the gummy smile appears when he rambles about the things he loves, and his distinct breathy laugh as he throws his head back at some stupid joke she says. The little touches between them that make her heart feel like it's going to shoot out of her chest. 
She let out a longingly sigh. Maybe it is time to take the next step. As she leans back on the couch she thinks back to when Jeonghan and her first reciprocated their feelings.
“Aera, I don’t want to do anything that makes you feel uncomfortable. We don’t have to start a relationship right away. We can take things slow. This can be our first date together and we can keep going on dates like this. I’ll wait for you to make it official when you feel ready. How’s that sound?”
She felt a weight finally be lifted off her shoulder as she let out a sigh, “I’d like that.”
‘I’d like that’? Why did I say that? I barely had the courage to ask what was going on between us, so why the heck did I agree to be the one to make things official?
She was about to bury her hands in her face when she remembers their makeup artist's hard work plastered on her face, causing her to let out a small groan instead.
“Knock, knock, knock!” 
The boisterous voices snapped Amanda out of her dilemma enough to register the two girls who were poking their heads through ATEEZ’s waiting room, “Jiu unnie! Sua unnie!” 
It took only a mere second for the three to run and embrace each other in a seemingly endless hug.
Amanda played with the bright red fringes on Jiu’s shoulder, “I’m loving the red leather outfit today.”
“Why thank you. I am also loving your outfit today.” Jiu complimented back before smiling at the boys, “Good luck on your performance today.”
“You too, noona.” Seonghwa said.
“We are going to be stealing Amanda for a bit. I’m sure there are no complaints about that, right?” Sua glanced around the room for any rejections.
“It should be fine since we won’t be on until later.” Hongjoong replied.
“You can keep her too!” Yeosang added from his spot at the makeup area.
Amanda shot him a menacing glare then faced the girls with a sulking expression, “You see what I have to deal with. Please keep me away from them, unnie.”
“Gladly.” Sua linked arms with Amanda, leading her to the door, “Bye boys!” 
Jiu gave the boys a more appropriate goodbye before following the younger girls. The trio hustle down the corridor, none of them knowing exactly where their destination is, but enjoying every minute of their mini adventure.
“How have you ladies been?” Amanda asked as they began walking down the staircase of the emergency exit.
“Same as I was yesterday when we texted.” Jiu answered.
“What about you? Anything dramatically interesting happen to you in the last 10 hours?” Sua returned the question.
“Well…” She halted her steps on the staircase causing a domino effect on her two unnies.
Noticing Amanda’s cautious gaze, Jiu whispered softly, “What is it, Amanda?”
Amanda took a swift examination of her surroundings, noting that no one was in the near vicinity, “There is something I wanted to ask you guys about. Promise you won’t tell anyone about what I’m about to tell you.”
“Promise.” The duo gave their word with curiosity filled in their eyes.
“I have been going on dates with someone lately.” Amanda hushly confesses.
“What?!?” Sua's impulsive exclamation was instantly covered up by Jiu and Amanda’s hand as the three checked their surroundings again. Sua gave an apologetic smile, “Sorry. I was caught off guard. Since when? No wait, more importantly who?”
Amanda bite her lip. It should be alright to tell them who, right? She already told them she was this much and she fully trusted the girls to keep it a secret.
“You don’t have to tell us if you don’t want to.” Jiu interrupted her thoughts.
“No. I want to. I trust you guys. It’s just I still can’t believe we are friends or that he actually likes me.”
“Why? Who wouldn’t like you?” Sua rhetorically asked.
Amanda casually shrugs, replying with a half jokingly, “My millions of haters.”
“Those are inhumane people. We're talking about actual decent humans, which means the answer is no one.” Sua smugly corrected, making the youngest girl smile. “So will you tell us who it is?”
“Is it an idol?” Jiu added.
Amanda shyly nodded, “It’s Seventeen’s Jeonghan.”
Sua’s jaw slacks as she tries to process the information, “Seventeen, Seventeen?” 
“Is there another kpop group named Seventeen I don’t know about?” Amanda giggled at her friend's reaction.
“You’re lying.” Sua is still in disbelief.
“Do you need proof?”
“Do you have proof?” Sua was only playful teasing her, but Amanda was contemplating seriously. “I’m kidding, I belie-”
”Here.” Amanda pulled out her phone and presented the older girls with a selfie of the two of them that Jeonghan had taken on her phone on their last date.
Sua reached for her phone as Jiu looked over her shoulder to view the photo, “Wow. I can’t believe this.”
“You guys look adorable together.” Jiu cooed. Amanda felt heat run across her cheek. 
“I can’t believe the girl who could hardly talk to guys beside her members is actually dating someone now. Our baby is growing up.” Sua pretends to wipe away tears off her cheek before wrapping her arms around the younger girl. Jiu smiled fondly watching Sua continue to baby Amanda, who was grumbling and squirming her way out of Sua’s hug.
It was nice to see the younger girl be more open and not afraid to be herself. Whenever Jiu was around her, Amanda always had these walls built arounds making it hard for Jiu or anyone for that matter to enter. 
Sua was right. She really has grown up.
Amanda broke free of the hug, “But we aren’t actually dating though. We have confessed we liked each other but we haven’t made it official yet.”
Jiu tilts her head to the side pensively, “Why not?”
Sua dramatically gasped, diverting the two’s attention to her, “Is it because he doesn’t want labels? Because if that’s the case then leave hi-”
“No! Jeonghan isn’t like that.” Amanda quickly shut down the idea. 
“Wow, already defending him, I see.” Jiu says wryly as Sua chortle. These girls were enjoying this way too much.
“I was the one who held off making things official. I guess I was just scared to start dating right away.” Amanda explained to the older girls.
Sua gives an understanding nod, “That makes sense. It’s your first relationship. There’s nothing wrong with that.”
The younger girl smiles, feeling a sense of relief knowing her friends thought the same thing, “But I think I’m ready to make things official now. But I don’t know exactly how to go about it.”
“The best way is to tell him how you feel.” Jiu advised.
Amanda lets out a hopeless sigh, “That’s the problem. I’m not very good at expressing my feelings. Everytime I’m with him I’m lost for words.” 
“Why don’t you text him instead? That way you don’t have to worry about his presence.” Jiu suggested.
“I can write it out for you.” Sua offered, holding up Amanda’s phone, already opening up her text convo with Jeonghan.
“I don't know. Isn’t that a little bit too insincere?” Amanda doubted as the girls nodded in agreement. “I could call him.” She wonder out loud then let out a hopeless sigh, “But I know I’m going to end up saying something stupid.”
“Well we can practice. Pretend I’m Jeonghan. Just say what’s on your mind.” Jiu proposed.
“Okay. Umm, Jeonghan…these past two months with you have been incredible.” Amanda glanced at Jiu seeking some sort of reassurance from her, which Jiu returned with an encouraging nod. “I really-y like spending time with you. I-I….” She let out a groan, “I sound like a bumbling buffoon. I can’t do this.”
Jiu frowns, placing a comforting hand on the younger girl’s shoulder, “You are overthinking this too much.”
Sua decided to approach a different strategy, “Amanda, why do you want to be with Jeonghan?” 
Baffled by her sudden question, Amanda gawked at Sua, “What?”
“Why do you want to be with Jeonghan?” Sua repeated with more emphasis.
“I like Jeonghan.” Amanda confusingly answered, only to see Sua peering at her waiting for something more from her. Amanda gazed at her shoes, “...I really like him. I guess being away from him these past couple of weeks made me realize how much I really do like him. I always get this achy feeling inside me when we haven’t talked for a single day. I don’t want what we have to stop. I want something more. I want to be in a relationship with him even if there’s a huge risk of being together as idols because he makes me happy.”
After a moment of awkward silence for Amanda, she glances up at the two girls who were staring at the youngster in awe. Embarrassed by their gaze and flustered by her own words, she clears her throat and begins to ramble, “You know maybe I should just save myself from future embarrassment and just stop dating all together and then drop off the face of the earth.”
“Stop. What you just said was perfect.” Jiu assured her.
“Yeah, but I really don’t think I’ll be able to say that to him. Nor do I remember everything I just said.
“Well, you don’t have to worry about saying it again.” Sua sheepishly mutters, staring down at Amanda’s phone in her hand. The two girls stare at her waiting for an explainance. Sua gave a remorseful expression, “I may have accidentally dialed his number and this whole conversation is being left as a voicemail.”
“WHAT?!” Amanda rushed off to her, glancing at her phone to see his name and photo on the screen. “Ack! Why haven’t you hung up yet?!” She snatched her phone back, clicking the bright red button, which was similar color to her face at the moment, on her screen. “What am I going to do?” She hung her head and placed her hands on her face.
“This is good actually. You said what you wanted to say without having to say it infront of him. Well now you have.” Jiu attempted the optimistic approach.
Amanda raises her head, “Yeah, but we don’t know when it started leaving a voicemail. What if it only recorded the ending? You know the part where I said that I should stop dating.” 
The older duo remained quiet, not able to refute her statement.
“Amanda, I hate to worsen the atmosphere, but your makeup is smudged.” Jiu softly told her. Amanda let out an anguished groan.
That ominous sensation she had felt all day was rightfully so.
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gemini-magic17 · 7 months
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Entanglement Chapter Sixteen
It must have been close to two days before we reached civilization. All I could recall was the clear skies and the crystal blue water below me. It was close to sunrise when Calyx brought us land. The amount of fog that surrounded the structure was endless it was a while before it cleared. When it did the shock of what we came upon didn't register to me until the castle was in full view.
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Calyx had flown us to Dristarya as it was known for inhabiting dangerous creatures from ancient times. No one dared to come here if they wanted to keep their life. Surprisingly, it was still in good shape after being abandoned for thousands of years. Out of all the places he could have brought us to why would he choose here? Flying over the gates Calyx landed right on top of the rocky terrain.
I carefully climbed off Calyx making sure not to hurt him in any way. I began to walk up the small hill looking to see if there was anyone else here. Now I did something that was extremely stupid and called out.
"Hello, is anyone out there", I asked as I continued to walk. After a while of searching, I decided to make my way back. As I made my way down I heard a monstrous sound. It almost resembled Calyx's roar and me being the curious person that I am I followed the noise. The sound took me to the side of the castle down by the water. Looking all around me I couldn't see anything but it wasn't until I heard what seemed to be giant footsteps. I walked further in and found an opening that was connected to what seemed to be the castle's underbelly.
As I go deep into what I consider to be a cave I have to feel around with minds. The darkness that surrounds me makes it harder for me to watch my step and I end up tripping over something hard. All of a sudden a cloud of fire lit up my surroundings and in front of me is another dragon.
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I got up as fast as I could to turn around and run out of the cave but fell over by what I now see as the bones of cattle. I quickly got up and made a break for the entrance. As I made it around the corner I was stopped by a face in the dark. Carefully stepping closer the light streaming from the entrance of the cave illuminated the face. It was none other than the face of a sun-kissed dragon with piercing green eyes looking back at me. We stared at each other for what seemed like ages but was only minutes as the dragon behind me was making its approach. It was only then that it moved its body revealing the outside letting me leave.
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I ran as fast as I could back to Calyx but I knew I was being followed. A glimpse of the green-colored dragon flying above me was the one I could only assume to breathe fire at me. When I finally arrived back Calyx could see how scared I was and went into attack mode when he saw the dragon up above. The green dragon landed a few feet away from us and on instinct, Calyx roared at him almost as if it was a warning which the other dragon fired back.
It was only then as I got a closer look at him that it was Aeras. I slowly moved from behind Calyx and walked forward to Aeras making sure I kept some distance. I don't think he wanted to hurt me I think he was just scared of me. it must have been a long time since he has seen a human or any other species than his own in a long time.
The dead silence between the three of us was deafening and Aeras made the choice to move closer to me. Calyx got closer to me making sure that I was protected but I reassured him that he wouldn't hurt me. I walked a few more feet to Aeras until I was standing right in his face. I reached out my hand and before I could touch him he backed away.
"It's ok I won't hurt you I promise", I said with a soft smile. He lay down on the grassy area and I soon followed to sit by him. Sitting by the side of his face I looked deep into his eyes and put my head against his. It was only then he truly relaxed and realized that I meant him no harm.
We stayed like that for a good twenty minutes as Calyx made his way to lay down on the opposite side of me still being cautious of the new dragon. I started to doze off when a sound came from Aeras that pulled me out of my sleepiness. I got up and looked above me where there must have been three dragons flying overhead. That included the other dragon present in the cave. Behind me, I hear movement coming from the hilltop, and to my eyes, I see a silver-colored dragon making its way to me. I couldn't believe it, that there were six dragons alive and well roaming the skies of Ancient Dristarya. I was speechless by the sight in front of me and how beautiful they were.
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Remembering the letter I needed to send Ser Easton I went to make my way to the castle. It took a good bit to get there all the hills and steps slowed me down. As I got to the front I carefully pushed open the doors to be met with a long hall leading to what seemed to be the grand hall. Taking slow steps I see that inside sat a throne made of some kind of stone.
Needing to find a pen and paper I searched various rooms until I came upon a room where battles and wars were planned. In the center of the room was a map of the realm or rather before what the realm was today. It was littered with dust as well as old maps of other kingdoms. On the left side of the room was a black desk with silver admonishments on it that contained some blank pieces of paper. I saw there was a pen on the table I quickly grabbed it and went to sit down to write the letter.
"Dear Ser Easton,
I have safely made it to somewhere and before I tell you where I am I need you to prepare yourself so you don't start to worry. Calyx flew us to Ancient Dristarya and when I tell you what I have seen so far you will never believe it. Although, maybe you will considering you have already seen one dragon what would five more be. Yep, you read that right there are five other dragons on this island, and two of them I recognized. Aeras wasn't exactly welcoming but I'm pretty sure it was due to the fact that he hasn't seen a human in centuries. Don't worry though he's not dangerous he was just scared. Please do not forget to pack the books otherwise I am not going to find out the names of the dragons. I don't know how long it will take you to get here. I imagine flying is faster than going by ship and if that is the case please send me a letter before you leave. I hope you have a safe journey and let me know what is going on back in Tir Asleen
Sincerely,
Y/n Ravaryn"
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