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#IM SURVIVING PURELY ON CAFFEINE RIGHT NOW
yeongwonie · 2 years
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THAT'S GOOD!! im doing okay too haha just surviving junior year is a PAIN but we gonna steamroll right through (๑•̀ㅂ•́)و✧ ohno senioritis rip praying for u 😔🙏 OMG WAIT MY BDAY IS REALLY SOON TOO??!?!? hold up. 😳 yes i read tags so OMG slay yeona go get that boy 🤗!! -☁
HI CLOUD ANON MY FAV i'm gonna give u a long response on this one bc i don't wanna spam u w replies but!!!
I HOPE UR STILL STEAMROLLING THRU HI HELLO!!!!! thanku i am literally just running on pure caffeine until december but for now we r surviving altho maybe not thriving... WOAH???? libra twins(?) that's so cool if it's alr passed happy belated bday!! and if not happy early bday <3<3
update on the loml unfortunately he did friendzone me WHILE i was at the enha concert so that was a really fun moment of my life but we're still friends and altho i'm not completely over it yet (bc we still talk every day and walk to class together hahahahha sobbing my eyes out) i'm kind of okay w it it's not a big deal......... 😵😵😵😵😵😵😵😵
BUT YES THE ENHA CONCERT one of the best nights of my life if we ignore the Other stuff that happened!!!! SHOUT OUT TWO TIMES IN A ROW NEARLY TOOK ME OUT i left this plane of existence good god i still cannot believe they're real people. and also their mics were on and their vocals were insane????? especially jungwon heeseung sunoo sunghoon okay i'm just listing all of them atp ALL OF THEIR VOCALS. AND THEIR DANCING IRL. just wow
thank u endlessly for sending me these asks they truly do make my day wnv i see them altho i don't check in here as much as of late... if u ever do decide to make a tumblr pls don't hesitate to shoot me a dm or even j send me an ask i would love to be mutuals on ig or twt or somewhere i'm more active!! i love u and i hope u have the best day <3
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terrifiesthem · 6 years
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BOI GUYS GUESS WHO FINISHED THIS!!!! I’M SCREAMING!!!
(obvs all the art is done by me, as well as the editing. enjoy!!)
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sunny-day-dream · 2 years
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very bad blehhh day today, so tiny hangry husband cuddles are needed
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denicdlife-a · 4 years
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Major Rules Update
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【☆】I mentioned adding the first rule on this update but haven't had the chance until now. I took a leaf out of a waifus book to add this rule but I am also adding a few more rules.
“If you unfollow, please softblock me so we mutually unfollow each other. I’d rather this happen so that I don’t have to search for who has unfollowed me. If I go to unfollow someone and we’re mutuals, I will softblock so that a mutual unfollowing happens.” 
I understand unfollowing.someone if you no longer see yourself interacting with a person or decide you no longer like the content that is being posted. It happens. But I request that you soft block so that I don’t accidentally send things IC or like starter calls if I haven’t realised that we’re no longer mutuals. It also makes it easier to not have to search to see who unfollowed me so I can softblock theme if I notice my follower count drop.
Sometimes I will make comments on things that are happening in the RPC if necessary or sometimes I am just having a bad day need to salt about what's happened. Whenever this does happen, I will tag posts with the following tag tw; salty astral so that you may blacklist my salt if it bothers you
Do not follow or interact with me if you disrespect female muses in any way. Female muses deserve as much respect as male muses. This includes canon and OC muses. I don’t want you anywhere near me at all if you think they’re not worth interacting with at all. I catch you talking shit about female muses? You will be unfollowed, blacklisted and blocked. I don’t want you here if you think these things.
On that note, do not follow or interact if you think it’s appropriate to send hate to people over what they ship just because you do not like a ship or prefer another ship overall. I will unfollow, blacklist and block your ass the moment I learn of this behaviour. 
And that’s that for now. All of these have been added to my rules now.
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atlabeth · 3 years
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night owl - sokka x fem!reader
summary: when things get too overwhelming, your boyfriend is always there to pull you back, no matter how forcefully he has to do it.
a/n: this is for @missmorosis​​‘s 400 follower event!! go follow her and check it out if you’re a writer as well:-) ngl this is kinda self indulgent because im also dying of school rn i need a sokka of my own. also i did not proofread this, i think it adds some spice to life not knowing if this is coherent or not
wc: 907 
warning(s): stress over school and one (1) curse, but other than that it’s pure fluff 
“Why aren’t you asleep?”
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You considered yourself a fairly smart person. 
You had earned a scholarship to get here, you took hard classes, and your friends came to you for help from everything to school problems to just general every day things.
But for a “fairly smart person”, you made a lot of bad decisions. 
You knew that taking on a part time job wasn’t a good idea when you already had so much going on. You knew that taking 8am’s wasn’t a good idea when you were already a night owl. You knew that saying yes to that night out with your friends wasn’t a good idea when you had a huge paper due in two days.
(It was worth it, though.) 
You knew all of this before you decided to take on the world, but dammit, you were still allowed to complain. Besides, getting anywhere in the world required sacrifice — if your sacrifice entailed having more caffeine flowing through your veins than blood, then so be it. 
Making up for your mistake of wanting a social life was proving to be much more difficult than you planned — you were on page seventeen of a twenty page paper, and you were stuck in a rut. You had written and rewritten the same sentence more than twelve times; it was like your brain was going on strike in protest of what you had put it through. 
The lights in your room suddenly flicked on and you blinked rapidly to get used to the sudden onslaught on your eyes. You had been staring at your computer screen for so long that you were sure the document was burned into your irises, and this extra brightness was not helping. You squinted and looked to the doorway to see who the perpetrator was, and despite the mix of sleep deprivation and deliriousness you were experiencing right now, the corners of your lips quirked up in a small smile.
It was none other than your boyfriend. You were a bit surprised to see Sokka up at this hour — he took hard classes as well, but he was better at managing his time than you were — but just seeing him made you feel ten times better. 
“Why aren’t you asleep?” Sokka asked as he leaned against the doorframe.
“Work. This paper is due tomorrow, and I only have a couple pages left until I’m done. Why are you awake?” You countered playfully. 
“‘I’m awake because my girlfriend doesn’t know what a proper work-life balance is,” he answered, though there was real concern in his voice. “How long have you been working on this for? It’s three thirty, you have to be up in four hours.” 
“All day,” you managed through a yawn. “I’m almost done, but I’m just- I’m stuck on this one part, and it’s infuriating.” 
He hummed in acknowledgement and walked over to you, draping his arms around your shoulders and giving you a light kiss on your temple. “Have you ever thought that you can’t focus because you’ve been staring at this screen for eight hours?”
You closed your eyes and leaned into his embrace, feeling the most at peace that you had this whole week. “I mean- it has crossed my mind, but I’m fine! As soon as I get past this sentence, it’ll be smooth sailing. I only have three pages left, I can survive off of four hours of sleep.” 
“Alright,” he sighed. You thought that Sokka had conceded until you felt his arms around you, and you squealed as he lifted you out of your chair. 
“Sokka!” You laughed, swatting his arm in a very low effort attempt to get free. “What in the world are you doing?” You tried as hard as you could to inject some form of anger into your voice, but you couldn’t be mad at him in such a ridiculous situation.
“Sometimes I need to take things out of your hands, and apparently your sleep schedule is one of them,” he grinned. He was carrying you bridal style through your apartment, your arms now looped around his neck for support. 
“Excuse me? I am perfectly capable of maintaining—” your own claim was foiled with the interruption of a yawn; even your body was against you at this point, “— a proper sleep schedule.”
“I’ll believe it when I see it.” By now, the two of you had reached your room and Sokka gently set you down on the bed before climbing in next to you. You turned your head slightly to meet his eyes — you were always captivated by the oceans that were held in them. “Just trust me. You trust me, right?” “Of course.” 
“Then believe me when I say that not being sleep deprived does wonders for the mind,” he chuckled. You leaned forward the slightest bit and pressed a kiss to his lips, already finding your way into his embrace. 
“Okay,” you murmured, nestling your head into pillows and humming contentedly at the warmth he brought you. “Just this once.” 
And laying there, together with Sokka, it didn’t take too long for you to fall asleep. Just before you drifted off, you felt him press another kiss to your hairline, and you smiled unconsciously. Your mind couldn’t be farther away from the task that you had been so feverishly working on just minutes prior. 
That paper could wait until the morning. 
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batfamspews · 3 years
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Red Robin and Jason have been battling each other in an abandoned building for the past fifteen minutes and the fight ended with Jason victorious and Tim flat on his back on the ground. Both of them are bleeding and have several internal wounds.
Jason: *going to jump out of a nearby window* It’s been fun, replacement! Though I have to admit, I think you’re getting a little rusty. You used to be so strategic, but now you’re just pure chaos. I like the change but it makes you pretty easy to beat. Probably should start thinking things through again.
Tim: *deadpan, unflinching, staring at the ceiling*
Jason: *Confused because just a couple of seconds ago Tim was bustling with squirrel-like energy* Hey man, you good?
Tim: Yeah man just rethinking my life.
Jason: Ah. *goes to jump out the window but then hesitates and looks back at Tim. Not a single muscle in his body has flinched. Jason figures he had better stick around and keep an eye on him since he’s pretty sure he heard bones breaking during their fight and he wants to make sure he didn’t paralyze or give Tim brain damage.* You wanna talk about it? *goes and sits down next to Tim*
Tim: Eh, life sucks, you know? Fight all night, work all day, study. I’m supposed to be the smart one, right? What if I can’t keep up? What if I crack and lose it? What if someone smarter comes along? Besides, I can’t help but feel like I’m just ticking every one off.
Jason: *surprised but slightly amused that his straight-rod, genius brother would have such a poor opinion of himself* Heeeey, come on, little Red! You don’t suck that much! I mean, I do get sick and tired of your virtuous crap every once and a while, hence me beating you to a bloody pulp right now, but you’ve got a good head and heart! What’s making you feel so down?
Tim: …
Tim: Tried to make supper the other night. Alfred got food poisoning. He’s still in the hospital.
Jason: So you’re guilty?
Tim: *smiles* Yes but that’s just a part of it. I’m in charge of making my own food now, but since I’m scared that I’ll poison myself I’ve only been drinking a concoction I made up a while ago that I know won’t kill me.
Jason: Yeah? What?
Tim: Iced coffee made with Red Bull instead of water.
Jason: …
Jason: ……. .. . …
Jason: That sounds disgusting
Tim: It absolutely is.
Jason: How long has this been going on?
Tim: About a week?
Jason: ??? And that’s all you’ve had?
Tim: I mean, I ate some Nachos last night and I have an emergency stash of pop tarts in my room that I finished off the first two days.
Jason: ???????
Jason: AND YOU DONT EAT OUT WHY???
Tim: *shrugs* The Red Bull iced coffee gives me energy. Kinda sucks though because I crash when it wares off and have another identity crisis. I should really get some more before the tremors.
Jason: CHRIST TIMOTHY I THOUGHT YOU WERE SUPPOSED TO BE SMART???
Tim: You know, there’s a line between intelligence and wisdom- oh crap here they come. Totally jinxed myself.
*Jason stares in disbelief as Tim’s whole body starts shaking. He start to say something but Tim- doubled over in pain- holds up a hand to make him wait. The tremors stop after a few seconds.*
Tim: I should probably grab some more coffee or something before that happens again. You wouldn’t happen to have an energy drink on you, wouldja? I’d get some myself, but I’m pretty sure you broke something in my leg and it hurts to move it.
Jason: For the love of God, Tim, you need professional help. Call Bruce to come pick you up???
Tim: I don’t really feel like talking to Bruce right now. I don’t want to get lectured again.
Jason: …
Jason: Fair enough, but I’m not leaving you here like this. I may not be an exceptional brother or anything but I’m pretty sure it would be considered child abuse if I let you torture yourself this way.
Tim: *laughs* you just broke my bones and beat me into submission.
Jason: you were being annoying.
Tim: And besides, Bruce doesn’t stop me.
Jason: IF YOU THINK FOR ONE SECOND THAT IM GOING TO LET YOU PUT ME ON THE SAME LEVEL AS THAT MAN THEN YOU ARE DEAD WRONG. *Basically picks Tim up*
Tim: ??? Where are we going?
Jason: TO MY APARTMENT SO YOU CAN GET THE PROFESSIONAL CARE THAT YOU REALLY NEED.
Tim: Bruce is gonna be ticked. I’ve still got another hour on patrol.
Jason: IF YOU THINK FOR A SINGLE GOSHDANG MOMENT THAT IM GOING TO LET YOU STAY OUT HERE WITH A BROKEN BONE AND CAFFEINE-INDUCED SEIZURES THEN YOU ARE DEAD WRONG!
Tim: I don’t wanna tell him that-
Jason: GOOD BECAUSE I DO. HOLY COW, TIM, ARE THE OTHERS AS BAD OFF AS YOU ARE?
Tim: I mean? Dick’s been out of town so I’m gonna assume he’s doing fine. The Kents have invited Damian’s vegan butt into their household until Alfred recovers. Pretty sure Babs, Steph and Cass are surviving on hot pockets and chicken nuggets.
Jason: NOT MY GOOD GOOD GIRLS! That’s it, you’re coming home with me and are not leaving until you are fully recovered. I’m gonna call the girls too. Tonight you four are going to have a round, home cooked meal. *carries him down the stairs* Geez, kid, you’re skin and bones. On no accounts should you be this light. And you look like a zombie! Is this just the malnutrition, or are you not sleeping either?
Tim: I mean, I’ve passed out a couple of times…
Jason: TIMOTHY DRAKE WAINE
Tim: The caffeine made sleeping virtually impossible, though now that it’s wearing off I do feel a bit drowsy…
Jason: Normally I would not give an idiot like you the permission to rest while I’m helping them out but for the love of everything that is holy, Timothy, go to sleep!
Tim: Dope. *immediately passes out*
Jason brings Tim to his apartment and puts him on the couch. Jason already has a nutritious vegetable and beef stir fry ready for the girls when they arrive. He’s also made broth that Cass spoon-feeds Tim when he wakes up shaking. They’ve all turned off their coms, so when Batman desperately calls Red-Hood’s home phone for help, Jason tells him what a horrible father he’s been lately and that even a problem child like himself would make a better parent. Cass, Steph and Babs leave after supper, but have agreed with Jason to eat lunch and supper at his place until Alfred got back. Jason called Nightwing up, told him the situation and asked him to come back to Gotham to deal with Bruce. The next morning Jason brought Tim to the hospital to get an X-ray done on his leg. When they found out it was fractured, Jason arranged for a very exhausted but thankful Tim to stay at his apartment until it healed, even when Alfred recovered. During that period he was able to break Tim’s eating habits and introduce him to healthier options. According to Jason, “I might be a ‘danger to society’ and a ‘homicidal maniac,’ but at least I can make a half decent home cooked meal for my poor starving siblings!”
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Oooo!! Could you do "I think our house is haunted" with any (or all?) of the sides?
YOU BET YOUR SKELETON I CAN
(i had so much fun writing this that im probably going to write a part two so dont get too stressed over the cliffhanger, there’ll be more in 10-12 business months when i can wrangle my creativity long enough to focus on this again)
Title: Touch-Tone Telephone (Disbelieving, That’s The Real Crime) 
Summary: Roman’s apartment is haunted.
He knows there’s something sinister in their house, something deep and dark and dreadful, and he knows he can stop it, if only his roommates would help. If only they believed him.
But his search for proof brings him face-to-face with something more horrifying than he’d ever expected. Can he survive, faced with the specter of the brother he never knew?
Warnings: ghosts, disturbing imagery (but only for one sentence near the end), knives, sleep paralysis, generally just Spooky Vibes™ also sympathetic deceit and unsympathetic remus
Gen Taglist (ask to be added or removed!): @joygaytrash @ruh-roh-emer-has-an-account @aliferous-ly @im-crunchie @triton-bear @emiisanidiot @jemthebookworm
It was a cold October evening when Roman gathered his roommates in the living room for one of those fam-ILY meetings Patton seemed so fond of. He sat atop his “throne” — a worn crimson armchair he’d had for years — and crossed his hands in his lap, his face set and solemn. His roommates shifted where they sat — some uncomfortably, worriedly, others just confused.
“I assume you’re all wondering why I’ve gathered you here,” Roman said, with the grim air of someone about to impart life-changing news.
Cecil rolled his eyes, sarcasm burning on his tongue. “No, no, Roman,” he simpered, his voice slow and insincere. “Whatever gave you that idea?”
Virgil elbowed him in the side, and Cecil abandoned his sarcasm in favor of wheezing in pain.
“Cecil, this is serious,” Roman said seriously. “What I’m about to tell you will change our lives forever. It may even ruin them.”
“Oh gosh, are you —” Patton cut off with a gasp of horror, his hand flying to his mouth. “Are you sick? Are you hurt?”
Virgil’s face grew pale. Or, well, paler than usual, which was a significant feat, because Roman hadn’t thought that was possible. “Princey, I swear to fu —”
“Language,” Cecil and Logan said in unison, the former reaching to cover Patton’s innocent ears. Virgil growled.
“I swear to Gerard Way, if you die on us —”
“No!” Roman cried, holding up his hands. “I’m not sick!”
“Then what is going on?” Logan asked, sitting forward. “This needless drama is only causing Virgil and Patton unnecessary stress.”
“’Needless’? ‘Unnecessary’?” Roman gasped with over-dramatic offense, an over-dramatic hand pressed against his chest in shock. “Au contraire, ye of little faith. I come bearing news of the most heinous caliber. News that could shock each of you to your very cores, news that —”
“Oh for the love of — spit it out already!” Cecil growled, slamming his hand down on the arm of the couch and making Patton jump.
Roman leaned forward, allowing just enough time to pass, just enough stress to up the shock-value. “I think our house is haunted.”
His words had the exact effect he’d hoped for: profound, reverent silence. Logan sat back, his face set in a serious scowl as he pondered Roman’s words. Virgil and Cecil shared a look, both faces set as stone. Patton leaned forward, his eyebrows furrowing. Roman basked in their shared awe, pride blooming in his chest despite the grim nature of their situation.
Logan snorted, and the moment shattered. Virgil and Cecil both burst out laughing, clutching their stomachs with twin looks of glee. Patton was the only one who didn’t laugh, though the corners of his mouth twitched.
Roman scoffed. “What, might I ask, is so funny? I’m being serious!”
“Mhm,” Logan hummed, raising an eyebrow. “And what exactly is it that makes you believe our house is haunted?”
“I’ve been hearing noises, every night, after everyone’s gone to bed. Footsteps, doors opening and closing, muffled, moaning voices. There’s a shadowy figure that has passed my bedroom door several times, bringing with it a feeling of utter dread.”
Cecil rolled his eyes. “That’s just Virgil,” he said, earning another elbow in the side that left him wheezing all over again.
“No!” Roman cried. “It absolutely is not Virgil! It’s all hunched and baggy and strange, like — like some sort of ghoul.”
Virgil shrugged. “As much as I’d love to live in a haunted house — and as much as I hate agreeing with Cecil — he’s probably right. I go downstairs for midnight snacks all the time.”
“At five in the morning?”
Virgil shrugged again.
“No,” Roman insisted. “I don’t buy it. There’s something — something bad in this house.”
“There are five people in this household,” Logan countered. “How do you explain the fact that none of us have ever seen it?”
“I-I don’t know! Maybe it’s only showing itself to me?” Roman shook his head, scowling. “I should’ve known you wouldn’t believe me. You wouldn’t believe in ghosts if there was one right in front of you.”
“Falsehood,” Logan said. “Given proper evidence of such a thing, I would have no choice but to believe. However, you have provided no evidence beyond your own experiences, which, while strange, can be easily explained.”
“’Easily explained’? How? And don’t tell me it’s Virgil.”
“It could be any one of us,” Logan said, “including Virgil. You cannot expect a household of five to remain perfectly silent throughout the night. The fact that you hear footsteps and doors opening and closing means nothing, and the shadowy figure is most likely one of us passing by your door on the way to the bathroom.”
“And the feeling of dread?” Roman asked, eyes narrowed. “It’s the most awful feeling in the world. It sits on my chest and it’s so heavy I can barely breathe. Unless one of you is capable of doing that —”
“Like I said, that’s just Virgil,” Cecil said, the corner of his mouth quirking up into a smirk. “Feelings of dread are his specialty.”
Virgil readied his elbow, and Cecil reached behind himself and snatched up a pillow, whacking Virgil across the face. With a feral growl, Virgil lunged, and the two rolled off the couch and onto the floor, pillows flying, laughter laced beneath their mocking voices.
“Hey, c’mon,” Patton said, holding the table steady as the two roughhoused beneath it. Cecil kicked Virgil into the table, and Patton’s glass of hot cocoa nearly toppled. “Hey!”
“Enough,” Logan said, eyes narrowed. When the two didn’t listen, he stood, and Roman and Patton both covered their ears. “Enough!” he yelled, at a volume loud enough to rival an airplane taking off, and the two leaped apart. Logan sat back down, rubbing the bridge of his nose.
“Roman, what you are experiencing is purely psychological,” he said, once again the epitome of calm. Virgil rubbed at his ears, shoulders hunched. “Shadowy figures, a feeling of dread, and a weight on your chest can all be explained by sleep paralysis, which is —”
“I know what sleep paralysis is!” Roman said. “It absolutely was not that. I hadn’t even fallen asleep yet! And I could move.”
“Alright,” Logan said, nodding, “then it is just your mind playing tricks on you. Halloween is a handful of days away. Tell me, how many horror movies have you seen so far this month?”
Roman glared at the floor. “… Quite a few,” he admitted.
“Right. And how many horror festivals have you been to?”
“Three.”
“Mhm.” Logan readjusted his glasses, his eyes glittering smugly. “You see one of us pass your doorway, and, believing us to be some creature of supernatural origin, you begin to panic. However, you’ve mistaken that panic for a ghostly feeling of dread brought on by some malevolent outside force. The amount of horror you’ve consumed in the past few weeks has primed your brain for a haunting. You’re jumping to conclusions.”
“I am not!” Roman insisted. “I know what a panic attack feels like, Logan. This isn’t it. Something’s wrong, and — and I’ll prove it to you!”
“How?”
Roman stood. “You’ll see. I’ll get proof, and I’ll make you all believe.”
“Aw, I believe you, kiddo!” Patton said, his smile wide and earnest. Roman managed a smile back.
“Thanks, padre,” he said. Patton’s support, while appreciated, didn’t do much to lessen the righteous fury he felt at Logan’s dismissal. It was like a participation trophy — always there, whether you were right or not. He wanted first place, the golden medallion of Logan’s belief — and he was going to get it.
“Good luck, Dib No-Brain,” Virgil said, offering a sarcastic thumbs up. “Now that that’s outta the way, next order of business: who the fu —”
“Language.”
“— heck has been stealing my eyeshadow?”
Roman tuned out the conversation — which was boring, and overly predictable, really. He already knew who had stolen Virgil’s eyeshadow, but he’d never confess. It looked so much better on him. Besides, he had more important things to think about.
He knew he was right. Logan’s explanations made sense — of course they did, everything that asshole said made sense — but he couldn’t explain away the awful feeling Roman had. It wasn’t a panic attack, or sleep paralysis. It was something darker, colder than any of them could fathom, and it seemed he alone had to shoulder the weight.
Night fell, and Roman prepared for battle. With a camera as his shield and a vial of holy water — a gift from his cousin, Remy, who was as superstitious as he was sassy — as his sword, he sat on the edge of his bed and waited.
And waited.
And waited.
The house was silent. Not a floorboard creaked, not a door moved, not a creature stirred. He’d drained his 12-hour supply of coffee roughly three hours in, and now his head nodded down towards his chest, eyes fluttering, sleep chasing away the last dregs of caffeine in his bloodstream.
What a waste of time. Logan was right — he was always right, really, could he be any more insufferable? There weren’t any ghosts; their house wasn’t haunted. Roman dragged a hand across his face, a heavy sigh falling from his lips. He was wrong again, too imaginative, too overdramatic, too —
Footsteps. There were footsteps in the hallway. There were footsteps in the hallway and by the time Roman stopped fumbling with his camera and managed to lift it, the shadowy figure had appeared, a baggy mass of darkness that stopped in his doorway and —
And laughed?
Wait. He knew that laugh. A small snort, stifled behind a hand, as if the act of laughing alone was enough to indict him as a human being and therefore must be hidden at all costs. “Don’t tell me you’ve been awake this entire time, Roman,” Logan said, stepping into the room with a thick blanket wrapped around his shoulders.
“It was you,” Roman said lowly, his voice thick with ultimate betrayal. “This whole time! It was you!”
Logan readjusted his glasses. “Well, not entirely,” he said. “I’m sure Virgil contributed to your hypothesis at some point, he tends to wander the house during the night. However, I wasn’t doing this intentionally to scare you.”
“Bullshit,” Roman scoffed. “Why didn’t you say anything? I’ve been up all night!”
“I did say something, Roman. I told you that your ‘shadowy figure’ was merely one of us passing your doorway. I could have reiterated, but…” The ghost of a smirk passed his face. “I didn’t want to miss the opportunity to see you like this.”
Roman promptly threw his pillow at Logan’s face. Logan dodged. What an asshole.
“So is that the only reason you came down here? To see me suffer?” Roman placed a hand against his chest, shaking his head. “I never thought you capable of such cruelty. I guess I’m just wrong about everything these days!”
Logan raised an eyebrow. “You are not the only reason I came down,” he said, “and you’re not wrong about everything. Just several, inconsequential things.”
“Thanks,” Roman deadpanned. “Why did you come down, then?”
“For Crofters.”
“Oh. Of course.” Roman grabbed his pillow from the floor and set his camera on his bedside table, rolling his eyes. “Go ahead. Leave me to my shame. Enjoy your jelly.”
He flopped down on his side, hugging the pillow to his chest, and heaved a long, pitiful sigh. Logan hesitated in the doorway, closing his eyes and breathing in for a long three seconds. “Roman,” he said. “Would you… perhaps, care to join me?”
Wow. Sure, Roman had been angling for Logan to offer, but he hadn’t expected the nerd to actually do it. His guilt-trips only ever worked on Patton, and occasionally Virgil, once in a blue moon and every other holiday. First time for everything, he supposed.
“I. Uh. Sure?” He stood, still holding his pillow to his chest. “Only if I get the last of the concord jelly.”
Logan shot him a look. “Absolutely not. Die.”
Roman collapsed against the wall, clutching his chest, head lolling, eyes rolling back into his head. “Agh! Sweet embrace of death, come so soon to gather me into Her arms! How could this beeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee~”
He dropped to the floor, onto his hands and knees, and fell sideways, a heap of limp limbs. When he was sure his performance was enough, he released his final breath. Logan blinked down at him, unimpressed, and kicked him in the side as he passed.
“Fine!” Roman called after him. “You’re not invited to my funeral!”
Logan flipped him off without even looking back. What an asshole.
Roman shoved himself to his feet and scrambled after him, mind set. He was going to get that jelly before Logan could even blink, and he wasn’t going to share a single drop of it. That’d teach him to ignore Roman’s acting gold.
He slid past Logan and rushed into the kitchen, not realizing that Logan had stopped in the doorway, not noticing the dread that settled deep in his bones until he slid to a hasty stop, a sharp gasp flying from his lips.
“Oh,” he squeaked. His heart attempted gymnastics in his chest and only succeeded in lodging in his throat, choking away every attempt at a response Roman could possibly give.
There was a knife.
Floating in midair.
There was a knife floating in midair and really, a sight like that should have sent him running, but there was a knife floating in midair and it wasn’t supposed to do that and simply the shock alone was enough to lock his legs in place. He glanced around; surely there were strings, somewhere. Surely the others were pranking him. Surely —
The knife was moving.
“Logan,” he managed, in a voice several dozen octaves higher than usual. “Logan, please tell me you’re seeing this, please —”
“I —” Logan tried to speak several times. His voice failed, words cutting out again and again. “I — Yes. That’s — mhm. Yep.”
The knife was floating away from them, thank god, and Roman couldn’t help but watch, mesmerized. “What do we do?” he hissed, and he could practically feel Logan struggling to find an answer. He was speechless — the great Logan Sanders, king of Being Insufferable, had been stricken speechless, and Roman didn’t even have the time to enjoy it. “Do… Do we call an exorcist?”
And wow was that the wrong thing to say, because the haunted-demon-ghost-knife heard him, and it whipped around in midair — and suddenly a figure appeared around it, and Roman collapsed backward, wheezing, the weight on his chest so suddenly heavy that he couldn’t draw a single breath. Logan looped his arms through Roman’s and held tight, his own breathing sharp and erratic.
The figure — tall, horrible, green, a rotting face, the barest wisps of a mustache above a skeletal smile, and eyes that Roman recognized, eyes that had stared him down in the mirror every day since he’d been born, his eyes, the ghost had his eyes — grinned, raising the knife. Roman couldn’t breathe.
“Boo.”
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TWICE title: we’re a mess (let’s finish what we started) - Chapter 10 pairing: NaMo, MiMo, Saida, JeongMi, 2yeon, Chaeyu
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If Charles Darwin himself came to Im Nayeon with scientific proof that being awake for 24 hours relying on pure caffeine was unhealthy for your body and could cause numerous illnesses that would hinder the path for humanity’s evolution, she would look at him in the eyes, and call bullshit.
Nayeon was positive that coffee had been invented by a miracle-worker, and their sole purpose on this Earth was to give young adults the key to surviving increasingly difficult lives. The beverage was bitter, yes, and maybe it was making her entire body shake with the strength of a small-scale earthquake, but when she thought about the positive aspects of not having to sleep anymore, it didn’t feel so bad.
Nayeon had nine days to practice her singing, dancing, and memorize the dialogue for her musical and her commercials – those tasks became much less stressful when she had 8 extra hours her day to do so.
Who needs sleep, anyway?
“Nayeon, you’re eating your script.” The voice of her co-star sounded distant and reverberant, even though she was right by her side. Probably nothing Nayeon should concern herself about.
“Yes, Jennie, I need to get this as soon as possible.” Nayeon’s eyes were unfocused as she munched on her salad.
“No, I mean you’re literally biting a piece of your goddamn script.” Jennie removed what Nayeon thought was a leaf of lettuce out of her mouth, making her snap out of her dissociating state. Looking down, she saw the tip of paper wet and crumbled.
“Oh.” Nayeon blinked slowly, paused, then used her fork to get an actual leaf of lettuce. “I see.”
“Girl, are you okay?”
“I’m wonderful. Thank you for asking.”
“Yeah, that’s a no, then.”
Jennie was a sweet girl, and one of the first friends Nayeon made when she got into the Drama Club. She was pretty, dedicated, and the best dancer in the cast, everybody knew it. When their first play was announced, Nayeon and Jennie fought over the main role with blood, sweat and tears, but in the end, no one could really measure up to Nayeon’s talent. Jennie didn’t resent her for that, however, and only tried to get closer to her, to get some tips on acting. Nayeon felt incredibly relieved by that – other girls had eyed her with envy the first time Mr. Kwon had complimented her, but not Jennie. The two were close friends now, and supported each other on a daily basis.
However, Jennie was not part of the group of nine from high school, so she didn’t know Nayeon nearly well enough to realize when the girl was truly troubled; the fact that she did notice something was wrong was telling.
“I’m just focused on the task at hand,” Nayeon replied in a monotone, finishing her late lunch. It was three in the afternoon, and she had ordered delivery – eating backstage was prohibited, but everyone did it anyway.
“I could put my groceries in the bags under your eyes, honey,” Jennie said, sass dripping from her voice. “Are you resting properly?”
“Yes, I’m sleeping fine,” Nayeon lied, putting her utensils down. Eating while reading her lines had become a habit, so she didn’t lift her gaze. “Don’t worry about it.”
“You know that overexerting yourself won’t help, right?”
“Jennie,” she finally looked up, one hand curled into a fist on the table. “I can do this.”
The way the words had come out was strange, forced, as if Nayeon was talking to that awful voice inside her head. As usual, she needed to convince herself before she could convince anyone else.
And, as usual, she was failing at the task. But that was okay, because Nayeon was good at pretending.
“I never said you couldn’t.” Jennie was calm despite the outburst. “We all know you can. Hell, you’re good enough that we all collectively agreed that the main role should’ve gone to you, do you know how hard that is to accomplish?” Her impish smirk was a welcome sight in the middle of the chaos.
Nayeon chuckled a bit at that. “I know.”
The girl reached to rub her shoulder. “Don’t overdo it, okay?”
The more people worried about her, the more undeserving of their worries Nayeon felt. She grinned with her teeth, but it was a soulless expression. “I’ll do my best.”
After wiping her mouth and throwing away the plastic container and utensils, Nayeon got up and grabbed her bag, making her way towards the exit.
“Where are you going?” Jennie asked. “I thought you were going to rehearse.”
“I am,” Nayeon had one foot out of the door by the time she processed the question. “I need to practice the dance moves.”
It was a musical, after all.
Jennie waved her goodbye and told her to be careful, and Nayeon left the theater building. Her legs felt heavy, and the scorching sun on the way to the main building burned the back of her head with ridiculous intensity. It felt like she was walking on molten lava, and she was sure that she was seeing mirages in the distance. Nayeon blinked quickly, rubbed her eyes, and kept pressing on.
Entering the building was a relief; as soon as people stepped in, they could feel the comfortable chilliness of the air-conditioner. Nayeon paused for a second, a sudden dizziness attacking her sense of balance, and she leaned on a wall. She held her head, wiping the sweat out of her forehead with a groan.
“It’s just the change of temperature,” Nayeon whispered to herself. “You’re okay. Move on.”
She urged her legs to walk again, but there was a delay in her thoughts. Where was she going again?
Oh, right, the dance studio.
Nayeon frowned, trying to remember where it was located. She would have to go downstairs; her main concern right now was not falling face-first on the floor.
“Move.” She gritted her teeth, and finally, with much effort, started walking again, still touching her hand on the wall.
Her fingers slid on the surface, and it was a nice, raspy texture. The building was old, and everything in there was worn out; Nayeon worried that one day the place would just fall apart. The equipment used in the classrooms got heavier by the year, and she wasn’t sure that the wooden floors could take the weight.
She didn’t know why she was suddenly concerned about such trivial problems. Maybe it was to distract herself from her other, more pressing matters.
Was this her way of protecting herself from the thousands of turbulent thoughts going on in her brain? If so, Nayeon thought, then I’m good at not self-destructing.
“Either that, or I’m going crazy.” She paused. “I’m talking to myself. Wonderful.”
Nayeon finally reached the corridor and was about to turn, when someone bumped into her. With her legs already weakened and her body pretty much in another plane of existence by that point, Nayeon couldn’t hold on, and fell backwards. She closed her eyes and waited for the impact, but a strong arm wrapped around her torso, stopping her demise.
“I’m sorry!” That voice was familiar.
Nayeon opened her eyes, then rolled them. “Oh, great.”
Sleep-deprived Nayeon, as it turns out, had no filter.
Jeongyeon stared at her, blinking, then straightened both of them up, letting her go. “Good morning to you, too.” And because they’ve known each other for too long, Jeongyeon immediately frowned when she noticed her ex-girlfriend’s pale face. “Wow, are you okay?”
“Creative.”
“Huh?”
“Nothing, just—” Nayeon pinched the bridge of her nose and sighed. “Everyone’s been asking me that lately. You, Jennie, Jihyo, Mr. Kwon. I’m fine. Can we move past this?”
They stared at each other for a few seconds, and the atmosphere was awkward. Jeongyeon ruffled her blonde locks. “Fine, sorry I asked.”
“Ok, great.” She didn’t want to face the her right now, because looking at Jeongyeon’s loose shirt and eyes reminded her of how beautiful she was at the party, which reminded her of the kiss, which reminded her of her lies, which reminded her of the reason she was lying, which reminded her of her feelings for—
“I don’t have time for this,” Nayeon shook her head and walked past the girl. “I need to go.”
“Nayeon.” Jeongyeon grabbed her wrist gently, but Nayeon broke free with a violent tug.
“Don’t touch me.”
It was hostile. It was wrong. Saying that to Jeongyeon felt wrong, and Nayeon regretted the words as soon as they left her mouth.
But instead of feeling hurt and afraid, Jeongyeon just put both her hands up calmly. “Okay. I’m sorry.”
“No, I didn’t—” Nayeon’s heart was beating out of her ribcage. “I didn’t mean that. Not in that way.”
“I know.” A small smile made its way to Jeongyeon’s face. “You’re stressed. I get it.”
“Yeah,” Nayeon looked down, ashamed, then closed her eyes with a sigh. “I’m sorry, either way.” She opened them again, and allowed herself to stare at the girl for a second.
Jeongyeon’s shirt was too big for her, which was a cute look, but it kept exposing one shoulder; looking at it, Nayeon noticed something. Her gaze fell on slight crescent marks on her bare skin – four of them, lined up in a row. She frowned. “What’s that?”
“Huh?” Jeongyeon tilted her head to the side and when Nayeon pointed with her head, she looked down, then froze, pulling her collar back up. “Oh. That.”
There was no explanation for a moment, and Jeongyeon was averting her eyes, and that’s how Nayeon just knew. She was well familiar with that body language; the fidgety stance, the diminutive posture, as if she’d been caught committing a crime, the way Jeongyeon tensed almost imperceptibly – but Nayeon noticed it.
She noticed everything about Jeongyeon.
“…Oh.” Was all Nayeon said in return.
“That’s… something I need to talk to you about.”
“No. Just—” Exhaustion washed over her, and she couldn’t afford that right now. “I have a musical in nine days, followed by a day-long recording of five commercials that will really boost my chances for a profession in the area, and I can’t—” She stopped to breathe; it was like her lung capacity had been cut in half. “I can’t deal with… this, right now, on top of everything.”
“Nayeon…”
“Jeong, please. I can’t have my career falling apart, too.”
‘It’s all I have,’ crossed her mind.
She didn’t wait for Jeongyeon to reply, and finally left the corridor. The stairs felt wobbly under her feet, but she held on with all she had to the handrail, running downstairs in auto-pilot. The lower level of the building felt colder than usual, and it echoed with each step as she finally got to the studios.
Nayeon reached for the door handle, but it was like her hand passed right through it – a ghost filled with regret and pain. That’s when she realized that everything was blurry. Was she going to faint?
No, that wasn’t it. Nayeon felt wetness on her cheek and forcefully rubbed her eyes, slapping her face in the process. “Don’t cry. Stop crying. I’m not crying.”
Can you blame her for finding happiness somewhere else? With someone else?
“Go away. I’m not dealing with you, either.” She was glad that no one was around to hear her monologues. Maybe she was losing her mind.
You want to know, don’t you?
“No, I don’t.”
Lying to others might work, but lying to yourself just makes you look pathetic.
With another push, Nayeon finally touched the door, and snorted. “Fuck off.”
She rather liked scoffing at her inner voice.
She didn’t like thinking about Jeongyeon fucking someone else.
She was such a hypocrite.
  --
   Momo dragged her feet across the classroom, not in the slightest mood for her History of Dance class.
She’d been grumpy. Her roommate was passively pissing her off, one of her best friends was breaking her own heart, and her crush was acting strangely. Not to mention her own convoluted feelings that she’d been trying to avoid lately.
Momo was a wreck. She had wolfed down an entire plate of chocolate.
She couldn’t bail on class, however, seeing as she’d always had a hard time with the subject and her grades had been dangerously low throughout the semester. Fortunately for her, there was something about this snooze-fest of a course that made her whole day worthwhile.
When she spotted her target, Momo smiled, and approached her from behind.
“Guess who,” she whispered in Mina’s ear, covering her eyes with one hand. Mina jumped, startled, but soon relaxed, pressing her back against her best friend’s front.
“Momoring.” Mina had this way of calling her name that made Momo smile; perhaps it was the childhood memories attached.
“You’re no fun,” Momo teased, letting her go.
Mina turned to her with the brightest smile. “You’re too obvious.”
“Am I?” That’s when Momo noticed her expression. “You’re looking happy.”
“…I am,” Mina said, biting her lip and looking down. “Actually, I need to talk to you. Sana, too.”
The sudden shift in the mood was heavy, and Momo felt like something was either terribly wrong, or terribly right. She had a hunch, but the prospect of her being right made her stomach turn.
“What is it?”
Mina shook her head. “Later.”
At that point, the teacher walked in, yelling for everyone to sit down. Momo huffed, annoyed, but followed Mina to their seats.
The way they positioned themselves was the same ever since they could remember – Mina sat in front, and Momo sat behind her. Momo joked that she liked this arrangement, because this way she could always have her back; Mina would only roll her eyes, but smiled nonetheless.
It was cheesy, but when it came to the girl in front of her, Momo couldn’t help herself.
Mina loved the feeling of being protected. She grew up with a loving, wealthy family, but she’d always been introverted by nature. Speaking up was hard, so she hardly ever initiated a conversation with strangers; everyone else was always too loud. It was rare for her to feel welcomed anywhere.
Fortunately, as fate would have it, Momo and Sana walked into her life when she was very young. The two girls were also noisy like the other kids, but when they noticed Mina playing all alone, they decided that they would never allow her to feel left out again.
The two had kept their promise – they made Mina feel so safe. And, even though both had their own way of accomplishing that, Momo had always stood out.
They knew that Sana was more perceptive than she let on, but she also needed guidance for the most part. Momo, on the other hand, was always there, paying attention, making sure that Sana wouldn’t get lost on their way to the new school when they moved to the city, or holding Mina’s arm when it snowed so she wouldn’t trip. All these little gestures made Momo incredibly endearing in Mina’s eyes. She was glad to have someone like her by her side for so long.
When Mina first confessed that she was crushing on Jeongyeon, Momo made sure to be there for her every time she felt heartbroken. She would crash at Mina’s house suddenly with funny movies and candy in hands; she would ask her out on ‘friend dates’ when Jeongyeon and Nayeon were too busy to hang out with them; she danced with her at prom to distract her from the sadness of a hopeless crush. Momo had always been there, one way or another.
The thought made Momo’s heart skip a beat, apprehension taking its place inside her.
She leaned across her desk, reaching for Mina’s shoulders in front of her, and wrapping her arms around her loosely as the teacher spoke. Mina turned her head slightly, questioning, but Momo just traced her fingers on the girl’s collarbones softly. “Nothing. I just missed you, is all.”
She felt Mina’s fingers lacing with hers. “I missed you too.”
“Are you okay?”
“I am.”
Momo took a deep breath. “…Can’t you tell me your thing now?”
“Not now,” Mina rubbed Momo’s knuckles with her thumb. “Things are okay, though. Promise.”
Suddenly Mina’s cellphone vibrated, and she let go of Momo’s hands to check. The brunette couldn’t see who was texting her, but by the way Mina’s lips curled in an affectionate smile, she could guess.
Momo removed her hands and buried her head on her arms, closing her eyes.
She wanted to be wrong about this.
Class went by as smoothly as possible with Momo stealing glances at Mina’s constant lack of attention – it was like her phone was her lifeline, and whoever was talking to her had the answers to the mysteries of the universe. Mina wouldn’t drop the thing for one second, and the teacher actually scolded her for it at some point.
When the bell finally rang, the two got up. Mina put her phone in her bag, finally, and Momo eyed her. “Let’s go?”
“Yes.”
They left the building side by side, the sun hot in their heads. Momo wanted to hold her hand a little, but she didn’t. “Are we getting Sana?”
“She’s at the dorm already.”
“Oh, good.”
Silence followed, then Momo spoke again. “So… how’s your secret project going?”
“Oh, it’s— it’s almost finished.” There was stutter in her voice, and that didn’t go by unnoticed. “You’ll see it soon.”
“Right,” Momo blinked, a bit nervously. She put her hands on her pockets. “It’s hot today.”
“Very.”
The moment she had to start small talk to keep chatting with her best friend, Momo sighed. Something told her that what Mina was going to tell them was going to be life-changing.
Arriving at her room, Mina knocked on the door slightly, then opened it. Sana was sitting on their desk reading, and lifted her head at the sound. When she spotted her two best friends, she smiled, jumping out of the chair, and throwing her arms around Momo’s shoulders. “You didn’t drop out of college!”
Momo held her in place, laughing. “Excuse me?”
“I haven’t seen you in what, a week?” The girl placed a loud, sloppy kiss on Momo’s cheek, prompting her to drop Sana and wipe her face with the back of her hand.
“Ew, Sana!”
“Just one more!”
The two struggled for a while, with Sana tiptoeing to try and kiss every reachable part of Momo’s face, and Mina laughed. For a second, everything reminded her of their childhood days, with no problems and no complex feelings involved. She wished things weren’t so complicated.
Sana detached herself from Momo after several failed attempts, and the three girls finally sat on Mina’s bed, facing each other. Momo took off her shoes so she could be more comfortable, and prepared herself for whatever was coming. “Alright, we’re all here. What is it?”
Mina looked at the two girls for a moment, thinking long and hard about her words. She had no idea what Sana’s reaction was going to be, but she was sure that Momo would be shocked – especially after everything they had witnessed. However, Mina hoped that after mulling it over, Momo would understand, and be happy for her.
“…Okay,” Mina would go straight to the point, then. “Yesterday, something happened. Between… Jeongyeon and I.”
The two girls were quiet, processing that simple sentence. Mina saw Momo slowly clenching the sheet underneath them, then asking. “Something?”
“Yeah. We…” She would start slowly. “We kissed.”
“What??” Sana was fast, eyes wide and mouth hanging open. “You… you finally… how?!”
Momo was unusually quiet, and that scared Mina the most. But she did her best to answer Sana first. “My secret project… I was actually spending time with her, helping her with a short movie. Jeongyeon asked me to be her actress.”
“Nayeon is an actress.” Momo spit. That hurt Mina absurdly.
One fact about Hirai Momo: she didn’t have the best handle on her inhibitions when her temper was triggered—it was painfully apparent when something angered her. Words left her mouth without a second thought, and her honest feelings radiated through her every pore. She was unable to put up a front, and that could make her incredibly intimidating at times. Mina and Sana were used to it – and yet, at this moment, Mina felt like she had been struck right in the chest.
“Well, she asked me, instead,” Mina replied, trying to keep calm. She sort of expected a startled reaction.
“Interesting.”
“Momo?” Sana frowned at her.
“Go on.” Momo leaned back, crossing her arms.
“…Well, anyway,” Mina breathed out. “We’ve been spending time together, and I was tired of not doing anything, so… I finally did something.” She looked at Momo. “You always told me I should tell her soon, right?”
Momo threw her head back with a scoff. “You can’t be serious.”
“I am serious.” Mina was starting to feel defensive. “Why are you acting like this?”
“Why am I—” Momo couldn’t believe her ears. “No, you know what, go on. You two kissed, and then what?”
Sana kept moving her gaze from Mina to Momo, a bit anxious about all this.
“Well, she kissed me back. And then we…”
“You what?”
That was the hardest part, and Momo’s behavior wasn’t helping.
On second thought, however, maybe she was helping, because her childish actions compelled Mina to just throw it out there. “Then we slept together.”
The silence was jarring. Mina felt a blush crawling up her neck, but didn’t avert her eyes from Momo’s stare. A thousand emotions seemed to cross her face at that moment; shock, confusion, anger.
Pain.
“You did wha—”
“Hold the fuck on,” Sana interrupted, concerned about other things – and when she became curious, nothing in the world could stop her from getting her answer. “Where?! It wasn’t here,” She pointed at Momo. “It wasn’t in her room, either… Myoui Mina, where did you lose your virginity??”
It would’ve been funny if both girls weren’t towering over her threateningly. “Um… at the recording studio…”
“Holy shit.”
“Fuck that, you lost your virginity to Jeongyeon?!” Momo leaned forward, almost grabbing Mina’s shoulders. “How— That’s—”
“That’s what?” Mina challenged.
“I’m gonna kill her.”
“What, why?” This ticked Mina off. “It was great, for your information.”
Momo winced. The mood was hostile, but Sana couldn’t keep a snort in. She needed to know so many things at the same time, that her mouth wasn’t keeping up with her brain. “The studio— So you did it standing up? Or was it on a chair, or… no, wait, did she go down on you or was it just fingers?”
“Sana!” Momo and Mina interrupted their little war to scold their other friend.
“Excuse me, Mina just had her first time, I need details.”
“No, you don’t.” Mina’s face was beet red. “That’s not even the point!”
“I told you everything when I lost mine!”
“Because you wanted to, literally no one asked.” Momo groaned, rolling her eyes.
“Oh, don’t tell me you don’t want to know.”
“I really don’t.” There was truth in her words, and hurt in it as well. So Momo was right about her hunch, and it stung like a bitch. She had no idea how she would be able to face Jeongyeon from now on knowing that she did… things with her best friend.
Right after kissing her ex-girlfriend, too. The anger inside her was growing rapidly, beginning to burst at the seams.
“Anyway, that was the thing I needed to tell you.” Mina tried to finish this awkward conversation, but she knew that this topic wasn’t going to go away for a long time. Or at least until she answered all of Sana’s inquiries.
“…Fine. So, what are you now? You and Jeongyeon.” Momo asked, forcing the question out of her throat. She didn’t want to hear anything else about this, but she couldn’t leave the room without knowing all the details. This was her best friend, and even though she was mad, making sure Mina wasn’t hurt came first.
“I don’t… I don’t know.” Mina answered, looking down.
“Oh, you don’t know?” Momo became hostile again.
“Why are you yelling at me? I thought you’d be—”
“What? Happy for you? Mina, she lied.”
“We all lied, Momo.”
“Oh, and that somehow makes it better?!” Momo was fuming.
“Momo, please, just calm down for a second.” Sana intervened, having snapped out of her giddy state.
She hated to see the two of them fighting, but she understood the reason. Mina had told her that Jeongyeon and Nayeon had kissed at the party, so it really didn’t make sense for that to have happened. She also knew how overprotective Momo was, so the explosive reaction wasn’t a surprise either. Now, adding Momo’s feelings for Nayeon in the mix, things got a lot more complicated. Sana didn’t want to take sides.
“No, don’t tell me to calm down!” Momo got up from the bed, and paced around the room. She looked back at Mina. “Have you considered Nayeon’s feelings about this? At all?”
“Nayeon’s feelings? Momo, they broke up years ago!”
“They kissed last week.”
“If it had meant anything, Jeongyeon wouldn’t have lied!”
“If Nayeon meant anything to either of you, you wouldn’t be lying to her either!”
That implication was heavy, and Mina stopped, feeling extremely hurt. Sana got up as well, placing one hand on Momo’s shoulder to ease her, and another on Mina’s arm. “Guys, please. Yelling won’t solve anything.”
Mina was also angry, but unlike Momo, she would never direct it at her. It felt like Momo had something against her happiness suddenly, and Mina didn’t understand why she couldn’t accept that maybe Jeongyeon had moved on. She’s wanted this for so long, and Momo had always been supportive of her, so why was she attacking her like this now?
“I thought you, out of everyone, would be happy for me,” Mina said in a low voice, breaking the silence.
“Don’t do this,” Momo said, her emotional exhaustion finally catching up with her.
“You’ve always told me to keep trying, to confess to her soon, to… to stop running away from this. I finally did, and now you’re angry? I don’t understand.”
“I do want you to be happy, but not if…!” Momo stopped, catching her tongue before she said something that she wouldn’t be able to take back. Unfortunately for her, Mina knew her too well.
“…Not if it gets in the way of Nayeon’s happiness. Is that it?”
The pain in her tone was clear, and to think that Momo had caused this – it was killing her. Yes, she did want Mina to be happy with the girl she loved, but that was before Nayeon exposed her still-lingering feelings for her ex-girlfriend. Things were too fresh, everything was surrounded by lies; Jeongyeon might’ve moved on, but Nayeon clearly hasn’t.
Picturing Nayeon’s reaction to the news created a crevice inside Momo’s heart.
Hearing Mina’s broken-hearted pleas punctured her soul.
Momo wanted to protect both of them, equally.
She was going crazy.
“I can’t be here right now,” Momo said, finally, grabbing her shoes.
“Momo, wait.” Sana was still nervous; she flickered her eyes towards Mina. “Let’s talk about this.”
“Just let her go,” Mina mumbled, hugging her legs against her chest and looking to the opposite direction.
Momo pretended not to hear. Once she finally put on her shoes, she grabbed her bag and stormed off the room, slamming the door on her way out.
Mina’s eyes started stinging with unshed tears, and she rubbed them strongly. To think that her best friend, the person who grew up with her, and who knew every single thing about her life, cared more about Nayeon than her – that was worse than being rejected by Jeongyeon. Mina felt utterly betrayed.
Momo needed to cool down. She walked fast, making her way to the main building again.
Dancing always helped her let off steam.
  --
  “Ouch, ouch, ouch, careful, please…!” Chaeyoung whined, the coldness of the ice pack surrounding her broken knuckles and hurting like hell.
“If you would just stay still,” Tzuyu uttered, holding her friend’s hand carefully. She’d been helping with Chaeyoung’s healing process as soon as the girl walked into their dorm yesterday and confessed to her roommates what she’d done. Dahyun got worried at first, but it didn’t take long for her to make a joke out of the situation – Chaeyoung appreciated it. Tzuyu, however, was taking this a lot more seriously than people realized.
“Sorry,” Chaeyoung replied, relaxing now that the pack was in effect. “It’s hard to get used to this.”
“You should be more careful, then.”
“Yeah… I will.”
They kept in silence and Chaeyoung sighed internally. Tzuyu had been acting a bit cold towards her, and she didn’t know why; it was like they were treading on thin ice around each other, and it made Chaeyoung’s chest feel tight. It was triggering her anxiety.
She needed to ask her what was going on.
“Tzuyu, is there—”
The TV suddenly made an unbearably loud noise and all the three girls in the room jumped out of their beds. Dahyun immediately turned down the volume, a hand on her chest. “Who left the volume up?”
“Oh, that was me. Sorry.” Tzuyu raised one hand, embarrassed. “I was watching a live stream on ocean creatures. Aquatic organisms are pretty quiet.”
“…Tzuyu, these live streams have no sound.” Dahyun said, an eyebrow raised.
“Yes, I figured that out after pressing my ear to the TV for about five minutes.”
Chaeyoung crouched to grab the ice pack that had fallen on the floor, but took her sweet time getting up. She buried her face on her good hand, trying her hardest not to laugh, shoulders shaking with the effort. Tzuyu was so absurdly cute – Chaeyoung’s heart couldn’t handle it. It was like tiny fireworks exploded inside of her.
“Chaengie?” Tzuyu finally realized that her tiny friend was still on the floor.
“Yes, I’m okay.” Chaeyoung replied, getting up in a flash. She breathed in, sat back down, and placed the pack back on her hand.
The three girls rested their backs against the headboard as Dahyun skipped through the channels, and eventually decided to pull out the Netflix. Chaeyoung looked at her hand and tried to move her fingers slightly. She didn’t get so far, a harsh sting pulsating through her skin every time she moved the broken knuckles, so she sighed.
She side-eyed Tzuyu, then moved her gaze down to the girl’s hand. She wanted to hold it, like she usually did when they watched movies, but she couldn’t right now because Tzuyu was on her right side. That was the worst part of her injury so far.
“That’s a lot of romantic comedies on your queue,” Tzuyu said suddenly, looking at Dahyun.
“Huh?” The girl couldn’t keep a straight face for the life of her, and blushed nervously. “Oh, yes. I’ve been into them lately. You know. Just… silly stuff. To laugh about.”
Chaeyoung caught on the stuttering tone immediately and exchanged a look with Tzuyu. “Oh, really?”
“Yes.”
“So sci-fi and trashy horror movies don’t work anymore? You know, to make you laugh.” Chaeyoung smirked.
“I never said that.”
“Look, she even has dramas lined up!” Tzuyu joined in the teasing.
“You’re right, she does.”
“When was the last time Dahyun watched a cheesy drama?”
“Hmm… let me think. Was it back in middle school, when she thought she was crushing on that boy who gave her a carrot from his lunch box?”
“I think it was.”
“Listen,” Dahyun interrupted. “I’m just in a mood, okay?”
“Oh, we know,” Chaeyoung poked her tongue out through her smile. “A mood, alright.”
“Ugh, you’re unbelievable,” Dahyun was about to go back to the task at hand when her cellphone vibrated. She took it out of her pocket and read it, a huge smile plastered on her face. “And now you’re unbelievably alone.” Dahyun got up, putting on her shoes.
“Oh, go ahead, ditch us for your girlfriend,” Chaeyoung was still in a joking mood, but when she realized what that implied, she stopped completely – she absolutely forgot about Sana’s feelings for her stupid roommate. What if Dahyun was seeing someone else? That would definitely crush Sana’s spirit even more.
“She’s not my—” Dahyun threw her hands in the air. “I mean, it’s not what you’re thinking.”
Chaeyoung sat back up. “Wait, you’re actually seeing someone?”
“I’m just gonna go see Sana, alright?”
“Oh.” That was new. “Wait. As in… just hang out, or…”
Dahyun groaned loudly, letting go of her ties. “Chaeng. Just… let me figure this out on my own, okay?”
That sentence was weird, and it could mean a thousand different things. Chaeyoung was still overbearingly protective of Sana, so she just wanted to make sure that Dahyun’s dense ass wouldn’t end up hurting the girl. “Just tell me if—”
Tzuyu placed a hand on Chaeyoung’s shoulder. “Have fun, Dahyun.”
The artist turned to her, but had to give up when Tzuyu’s stare told her ‘stop it’. Dahyun nodded and finally finished tying her shoes, getting up.
“See you.” She left the room with happy little jumps.
Once the door closed, Tzuyu grabbed the remote, flipping through the list of movies. Chaeyoung stared at her, waiting.
“I wish you would stop doing this.” Tzuyu finally said, without sparing her a glance.
“Doing what?”
“Getting into everyone’s business.”
“What? I don’t—”
“And leaving me out of everything.”
Chaeyoung froze, the weight of the girl next to her suddenly heavy. She blinked, trying to process that, but just got ultimately confused. “Tzuyu, what are you talking about?”
“Why are you so worked up over Dahyun’s love life?”
“I just… I was just curious.” Chaeyoung didn’t know why she was keeping this a secret. Maybe it was to keep Sana’s feelings safe; leaking it out to everyone might make the rumors spread faster, and her condition might get worse.
“What made you so angry you had to punch a wall?”
“That’s…” While she did tell them the truth about her hand, she omitted the reason – again, another way to protect Sana.
Tzuyu dropped the remote and finally faced Chaeyoung with a frustrated stare. “You’re lying to me. Why are you keeping things a secret? You know something, and you’re not telling me, Son Chaeyoung.” It was rare for Tzuyu to call her by her full name, so that indicated how serious she was.
“I’m not lying, I’m just…”
“You don’t trust me anymore?”
That hurt more than Chaeyoung anticipated, and she was sure Tzuyu was about to cry. In a desperate gesture, the tiny girl grabbed Tzuyu’s hand with her left, shaking her head hastily. “No, no, that’s not it! Of course I trust you, God—” She choked up. “Tzuyu, you’re the person I trust the most in the world.”
They looked into each other’s eyes, both trying to find what had been lost along the way. Chaeyoung and Tzuyu were best friends; they’ve always been, and they always would be. Nothing else mattered as long as they were together, and they didn’t keep secrets from each other. That was their motto, that was their whole life.
Tzuyu turned her palm upwards, lacing their fingers together, and that was all it took for Chaeyoung to remember that.
The girl in front of her wasn’t some stranger that would ruin Sana’s reputation – she was Chou Tzuyu. This was Chaeyoung’s best friend.
This was the girl Chaeyoung loved.
She felt incredibly stupid.
“…I’m an idiot.” Chaeyoung breathed out. “You’re right. You’re always right. I’m sorry.”
Tzuyu tugged at the girl, making her fall on her lap. That was a familiar and comfortable spot, and Chaeyoung allowed herself to relax despite her racing heart. She just stared at her friend from below, and sighed when Tzuyu started running her fingers through her hair, massaging her scalp slightly. “You’re not an idiot.”
Chaeyoung closed her eyes, and just listened.
“You’re stubborn, yes. And I know you just want to protect everyone.” Her voice was calm and delicate, much like herself. “But you can’t carry everyone’s burdens on your shoulders.” She paused with a soft giggle. “They’re not even broad enough for that.”
Chaeyoung allowed herself a chuckle at that. “Hey…”
Tzuyu smiled, bringing one finger to the girl’s forehead, tracing all the way down her nose and cheeks. “So I wish you would let me help you, too. No more secrets, at least from me. Please, Chaengie.” Her voice broke. “…I don’t want to lose you.”
Chaeyoung’s eyes flew open and Tzuyu let a tiny tear fall. She sat up, cupping Tzuyu’s cheek and rubbing her thumb there gently to wipe the wetness. “Okay. No more secrets, I promise.” She smiled weakly. “Just… don’t cry. You know I can’t handle it when you cry.”
The tall girl sniffed, nodding. She placed a hand on top of Chaeyoung’s. “I hate crying, anyway. My face gets all ugly and gross.”
“You could never be ugly, nor gross.”
Tzuyu rolled her eyes and smiled, with a faint blush. “Please.”
“I mean it,” Chaeyoung wouldn’t stand for this. “You’re the most beautiful girl I’ve ever seen.”
The sentence wasn’t met with an amused comeback, and Chaeyoung noticed that she’d been more serious than she realized. She cleared her throat, finally letting go of the girl’s cheek. “Anyway. T-the things I need to tell you.”
“R-right.” Tzuyu blinked, snapping out of it. The compliment had made something gnaw at her stomach, but she ignored it.
Chaeyoung told her everything; about Sana’s feelings for Dahyun, Momo’s weird behavior at the cafeteria, Sana’s anxiety attacks, and the reason she smashed her hand into a wall. Tzuyu gritted her teeth when she heard about the rumors, disbelief washing over her face.
“That is so awful. Sana never did anything wrong.”
“I know,” Chaeyoung hated remembering those girls faces, but she saw them every time she closed her eyes. “I couldn’t hold myself back.”
Tzuyu looked back at Chaeyoung’s hand, and took it on a gentle hold. “I wish you wouldn’t hurt yourself like this.”
“…That’s something else I need to tell you.” Now that she got to her secrets, Chaeyoung was hesitating.
“What?”
She took a deep breath. “I talked to the nurse. She told me… to go see the psychologist about these angry outbursts. She was afraid I might direct it at a person, at some point.” Chaeyoung swallowed hard. “I’m… scared, Tzuyu. I don't wanna hurt people.”
Tzuyu watched her with affection, without a single drop of judgement. “Well, I’m not scared of you. Because I know you.” She touched their knees together. “And, to be honest, I noticed that your outbursts were getting more… worrying? I just couldn’t find a good time to talk to you about it. I’m sorry, I should have.”
“Oh… wait, you knew?” Chaeyoung thought that this was her most well-hidden secret.
“Chaengie, I’m your best friend. Of course I knew.”
She suddenly felt like Tzuyu knew a lot more about her than she let on, and her heart started beating a little faster. What else was she aware of? Chaeyoung promised no more secrets, but that didn’t mean that she would just unlock her perfectly hidden vault of anxiety-induced fears.
She could never tell Tzuyu about her feelings for her.
That was the one thing she would never reveal.
“I have things to tell you, too,” Tzuyu interrupted her flow of thoughts, turning serious again. “I talked to Jihyo. And there’s… a very complicated thing happening.”
“Complicated?” Chaeyoung calmed down, thankful for the distraction.
“Yes. I’m going to tell you, because we promised no more secrets between us. But this can’t get out, not yet.”
Chaeyoung frowned, confused. Tzuyu just approached her, and whispered in her ear.
As soon as she was done, Chaeyoung leaned back. Then, slowly, she mouthed, “Oh, no.”
  --
  Nayeon froze in the middle of her routine as soon as she saw Momo walking in. She slouched her shoulders and turned to the girl, who was also rooted into place. And, because of her lack of sleep, the words came out harsher than she intended. “What are you doing here?”
“Dancing?” Momo frowned. “Why, did you make a reservation for this room?”
It really was a dumb question and Nayeon just shook her head. “No. I’m sorry, I didn’t… mean to shun you.”
“I can go to another one, if you want.”
“No,” She didn’t have the energy to think, so her emotions spoke for her. “You can stay.”
“Are you sure?” Momo didn’t know if that was a good idea, but all her doubts vanished when Nayeon motioned her to come in and close the door.
“I want you to stay.”
It was hard to refuse.
Momo looked around to make sure no one else would bother them, and closed the door. She walked up to Nayeon, and started stretching, looking at her reflection in the mirror. Nayeon stared at her friend’s gorgeous body for a second before rubbing her tired eyes and going back to her rehearsal.
It didn’t take long for Momo to notice that Nayeon was slipping, making mistakes on her steps that didn’t make sense, and just plain irritated with how everything was coming out. She grunted and muttered under her breath out loud, and at some point, she nearly kicked the mirror from being too close. Momo touched her forearm.
“You’re not focused.”
“I’m the embodiment of focus, Hirai Momo.”
For some reason this made an amused smile grace Momo’s lips. “Yes, you are, but right now you’re just stumbling around like an amateur.”
Nayeon turned to her with a livid expression, but just let her mouth hang open without a sound. Momo laughed a little, pushing her chin back, closing it. “Boop.”
“Don’t boop me.” Nayeon stepped back, huffing. “I need to get this soon. What am I doing wrong, then? Teach me.”
“I don’t know your dance routine.” Momo replied with a neutral expression.
“I’ll teach you, then you can teach me back.”
“That… sounds incredibly hard.”
“Well, then what am I supposed to do?!” Nayeon yelled and Momo jumped, startled. Nayeon felt guilt wash over her. “I’m… I’m sorry.”
Momo didn’t say anything; that’s when she really took a good look at her friend’s face and noticed the terrible condition she was in – the dark circles under her eyes, the thin lines on her cheeks, her pale, almost sickly skin, her pupils dilated. Looking down at her hands, she noticed the faint shaking as well.
Momo approached her and took her hand, talking in a gentle tone. “Have you been sleeping?”
“I don’t have time to sleep,” Nayeon replied with a shudder; she was going to try to pull away, but she didn’t want to.
She wanted to rest, and she wanted to rest against Momo, and she didn’t want to think about Jeongyeon and the marks on her shoulder, and the way she looked at her when she’d been caught, because she wasn’t even hers to begin with, not anymore, they broke up, and the regret was too much to bear, and Momo was right there, and she just—
Momo let her go suddenly and pulled up her phone, plugging it on the speakers. Nayeon just followed her with her gaze, unmoving. As soon as Momo found the song she wanted, she pressed play, and returned to Nayeon’s side.
The soothing, romantic voice echoed through the room, accompanied by a violin and a gentle tambourine in the back. Momo was close. They exchanged looks, then Momo let her fingertips slide softly up Nayeon’s arms, until her elbow. She urged the girl to wrap her arms around her shoulders, then touched her waist.
“Dance with me,” Momo breathed against Nayeon’s lips.
Nayeon swallowed, and let herself be taken – for one moment, she stopped fighting.
They started with slow steps, swaying side to side to the tender beat. It was their thing, dancing – they danced when they were happy, they danced when they were worried, and they danced when they were tired and wanted to forget their problems. It’s always been like this, and Nayeon had a feeling that she was in love with this habit.
Her cheeks reddened with each movement of their bodies, so she looked down, away from Momo’s loving gaze. With a big sigh, she closed her eyes and felt the environment around her; her fingers grazed Momo’s hair a little, and she smelled her perfume. It was familiar and nice, like everything Momo did.
Her heartbeat finally slowed down after a long day of caffeine-induced palpitations, and her muscles relaxed under Momo’s touch. Nayeon let her head fall on the crook of the girl’s neck at some point, unable to resist.
Momo exhaled against her hair, pulling her closer, until their chests touched. Having Nayeon on her arms like this made her feel a little less angry at the world, and she let her hands roam the girl’s back, tracing circles there. She felt Nayeon’s eyelashes fluttering against her neck and smiled on her hair. Their dance had turned into a simple, but profound hug.
Momo didn’t want to tell her about Mina and Jeongyeon. She didn’t want to think about it, because it just made her heart ache and her head dizzy with conflicting thoughts that she wouldn’t be able to resolve.
Nayeon deserved the whole world, and Momo wanted to give her that – but she couldn’t. Jeongyeon was the only one who would ever make Nayeon happy, and Momo had somewhat accepted that after that party. For a brief moment, she’d let herself believe that Nayeon had moved on, but that was okay. As long as Nayeon was happy, Momo was happy too.
So why couldn’t she do the same for Mina? She felt the same for her best friend – everything she wanted was her happiness.
“…Not if it gets in the way of Nayeon’s happiness. Is that it?”
Momo sighed at the words. That was true – partially. But something else ached in her chest.
The taste of Mina’s tongue was still fresh in her mouth. Everything was so confusing.
“I don’t know what’s going on,” Momo confessed on a breathy whisper. She expected a question to follow, but Nayeon’s weight suddenly got a lot heavier, and Momo had to hold her up. “Nabongs?”
The girl just snored slightly against her shoulder. Momo blinked, trying to wrap her head around the fact that Nayeon had literally slept on her as they danced. With a grin, she dragged her, so they could sit against the studio’s wall.
Momo adjusted Nayeon’s position until she was finally comfortably leaning on her shoulder. Nayeon unconsciously moved her arm, settling it across Momo’s waist, and pulling her close like a giant teddy bear; Momo chuckled, tangling her fingers on her hair slowly.
She looked down at the girl who was now drooling on her shirt, and let out a breathy laugh. Nayeon was probably exhausted, but she was still stubborn to the end; she kept refusing help, but Momo knew she needed it. Right then and there, Momo promised to stay by her side, no matter what.
Her feelings were all over the place, and new emotions might’ve been growing inside her heart, but there was one thing Momo was absolutely certain about.
Carefully, she traced one finger into Nayeon’s back, writing a silent confession.
‘I love you.’
Then she pressed a kiss to the crown of her head.
  --
   “One, two, three. One, two, three. One, two, three,” Sana counted as she held Dahyun by her arms, guiding her steps to match the numbers. The younger girl wasn’t as good or coordinated, but she did her best, and Sana appreciated her for it. “That’s good! You’re doing well.”
“Am I? I feel like this is supposed to be easy, but I’m struggling.” The feeling of Sana’s hold on her was soothing despite her insecurities.
“It’s supposed to help with your blood circulation,” Sana explained, letting her go. “There’s no right or wrong way to do it. Now lie down with your legs turned to me.”
Dahyun obeyed, and Sana mirrored her position. The younger girl stretched her neck to see Sana’s feet touching hers.
“Now I’m going to push my feet against yours, and you have to push back, okay? When we find a balance, we’re gonna lift our legs up slowly, then bring them back down.” Sana instructed, and Dahyun gave her a thumbs-up.
They took their time finding a good position for their legs, but eventually managed; with Sana’s expert counting, they kept exercising. The activities were relaxing and simple, and felt more like a stretching routine than anything else. Sana was good at guiding people and teaching them what to do and how to move, and she’d called Dahyun to spend some time with her as she practiced this new routine.
She needed to take her mind off her two best friends fighting, and the whole drama they put themselves into. Sana didn’t know if she should mention anything to the rest of the group, but she decided that this problem was Mina’s to solve. Right now, she wanted to spend time with the person she adored.
“One last time…” Sana spoke from the other side. “And, done.”
She got up after that, wiping her shorts and shirt. When she turned around, Dahyun was still on the floor, breathing a bit heavily. Sana smiled, walking towards her. “You alive?”
“Why does this hurt?” Dahyun struggled, her legs heavy all of a sudden.
“Wow, you’re in a pretty bad shape, huh?” Sana laughed, offering her hands. “Grab on.”
Dahyun missed the first time, but eventually grabbed her hands. Sana pulled her up with a startling strength, and Dahyun stumbled on her way to the surface, falling on top of the girl. Fortunately, Sana hugged her in place, her strong legs rooted to the ground. “Wow!”
“Sorry!” Dahyun blushed, the full contact making her head spin. When she was about to step back, she felt Sana’s arms wrapping tightly against her.
“Stay a little bit,” Sana murmured in her ear. Dahyun slowly relaxed her shoulders, returning the soft hug. She let out a breath, then smiled, feeling warm all over.
“Are you okay?” Dahyun asked after a long silent moment.
Sana nodded. “Hmhmm.”
“That’s good,” her shampoo smelled amazing, and Dahyun could feel her heart beating against their pressed chests. “So, this is what you’re majoring in?”
“It is.”
“Dance therapy, huh…” She couldn’t help but to think how fitting it was for this girl to want to help people through her passion. “How exactly does it work?”
“Well… I want to assist people through dance, be it emotionally, or physically. I think it’s such a wonderful activity,” Sana finally unwrapped herself from Dahyun and moved to sit on the studio’s floor. She patted the spot next to her, and the younger girl plopped down immediately. “For example, if someone got into an accident, and damaged their muscles, physiotherapy might work for a while, but wouldn’t it be too boring eventually?”
“I guess so.”
“I want to show people how fun dancing can be, and how they can get better by doing silly stuff to the rhythm of a song,” Sana smiled softly as she spoke, looking up to the ceiling. “It helps the body and mind.”
Dahyun eyed her, then sighed with a grin. “That’s so you.”
“Hmm? What?”
“You’re struggling with issues yourself, and yet you want to dedicate your life to helping others. I don’t know… it’s just something you’d do.” She closed her eyes, bumping her head lightly on the wall behind her. “You make me proud, Sana-ya.”
Sana’s eyes lingered on Dahyun’s beautiful profile for a moment, speechless. Without a second thought, she turned her torso, and gently placed a kiss to her chubby cheek. Dahyun’s eyes shot open and she faced her, surprised, one hand touching the attacked spot. “What was that for?”
“Just reminding you how much I like you.” The answer was simple, and yet, it made Dahyun melt completely.
With a surge of bravery, Dahyun leaned forward too, awkwardly pressing her mouth against Sana’s upper lip. She pulled back and hid her hot face in hands. “I’m bad at this.”
Sana chuckled, but her chest exploded with affection. She leaned her head on the younger girl’s shoulder, nuzzling her neck. “We can be bad at this together.”
They chatted a lot, and cuddled even more, and when the afternoon turned into evening, both girls left the dance studio with arms locked. Sana still felt nervous about walking through the main hallway, but with Dahyun by her side making silly jokes and rubbing her knuckles, things were much more bearable.
In the distance, a group of five girls stopped their conversation to stare at the couple. They were rigid, and almost doll-like as they held their unblinking gaze. One of them, a blonde that looked like she could be pushing thirty, smirked as she locked eyes with her target. Dahyun frowned at her.
The blonde lifted one hand and made a crude gesture, flapping her tongue in between her two fingers. Then she mouthed ‘slut.’
Dahyun widened her eyes and turned back to Sana; fortunately, she hadn’t seen it. With a heavy feeling in her heart, Dahyun walked faster, urging Sana to do the same.
When she checked one last time to see if the group of girls were there, they had vanished.
It felt like a target had been placed on her back.
  --
  Mina waited by the fountain, observing the birds and students in their natural habitat. The afternoon grew burdensome, like the feelings in her chest; she hated fighting with Momo, of all people. That girl was her pillar, and it felt like things were falling apart lately. However, new, exciting things were happening; Mina didn’t want to bring herself down when one of her dreams had come true just last night.
Too absorbed in her own thoughts, Mina didn’t even realize when the person she’d been waiting for finally arrived. So, Jeongyeon tapped her shoulder lightly, making her finally lift her gaze.
“Hey, you.” she said with a smile.
Mina’s heart immediately jumped out of her chest, and it felt like a thousand butterflies went loose on her stomach. She mirrored her expression, biting her lip to stop her smile from growing too much – an impossible task, as it turns out. “Hey yourself.”
Jeongyeon sat next to her, arms behind her back. “I found something on the way that I think would suit you.”
“Oh?”
Jeongyeon lifted her arm then, revealing a tiny flower. “May I?”
Mina was sure that this girl didn’t exist. She couldn’t possibly be real.
She just nodded, shyly, and Jeongyeon placed the flower behind her ear with delicate fingers. She smiled then, admiring her work. “I was right. It suits you.”
Mina looked back up with red cheeks and touched the tiny blossom perched in her hair. “You’re so charming.”
Jeongyeon shrugged, sliding a bit closer. “You make it easy.”
They just stared at each other, their new feelings overwhelming their senses. Mina wanted to pull her close, kiss her deeply, hold her for the rest of her life – was that what being in love felt like? It was such a new, amazing feeling; the rawness of it all made her dizzy.
“I thought you’d be rushing to edit your movie,” Mina finally said, breaking the spell.
“I will. I just wanted to see you first,” Jeongyeon replied, scratching her neck. “Before, you know… spending the whole afternoon watching your face on a screen.”
Mina giggled at that. “You’ll get tired of my face.”
“There’s no way I could,” Jeongyeon’s words were filled with sincerity, and her eyes were positively shining – maybe it was the sun, but Mina liked to believe that they had a light of their own.
Suddenly Momo’s words rang on her mind, and Mina hesitated before asking. “Jeong… what are we now?”
“What do you mean?”
“I mean, what is… this?” She pointed at herself, then at girl in front of her. “I told you how I feel about you, we kissed, and then we… went beyond that.” Mina hid her face in embarrassment. “A lot beyond that.”
Jeongyeon’s laughter was nervous as well. “I mean, technically you only told me what you felt after we—”
“T-the point being,” Mina interrupted. “I was just wondering. If we’re… dating now, or…”
The words were heavy, perhaps with a weight that Jeongyeon didn’t know how to carry anymore after spending so much time in love with a girl whom she thought she would marry. It scared her to no end, because Mina deserved an answer and something concrete in her life, but Jeongyeon was incredibly afraid of ending up in the same situation as before.
Remembering the kiss from a week ago didn’t help calm the turbulent waters inside her heart. Jeongyeon was still lying about something important, and she didn’t want to start a relationship with such a secret weighting down on them. She needed time to tell Nayeon about Mina, and to tell Mina about Nayeon.
Jeongyeon took a deep breath and held Mina’s hands. “I’ll probably sound very selfish right now. I hope you can forgive me.” Mina nodded, urging her to continue. “But… can you give me time? At least until I’m done with this assignment. There are… some things I need to tell you, Mina. And I want to do this right.” She sighed. “You’re too important to me for me to mess this up.”
It wasn’t quite the answer Mina was expecting, but she reckoned it would be better for both of them. She also needed some time to confront Momo again and make her see her side of this story. Having Momo’s approval was everything to her at the moment.
Mina also knew what things Jeongyeon was referring to – the kiss at the party. She couldn’t give away that she knew about this, or else she was sure Jeongyeon would feel betrayed, and more complications would result from this.
So, Jeongyeon and Momo. Mina paused, feeling like she was forgetting something.
“Have you considered Nayeon’s feelings about this? At all?”
Nayeon.
Even after Momo’s outburst in her face, it was only at that moment that it finally hit her.
How would Nayeon feel about all this?
Mina felt terribly self-centered all of a sudden.
“Minari?” Jeongyeon’s voice brought her back to reality, and she shook her head.
“Alright,” She answered. “We don’t have to rush this. I understand.”
Relief washed over Jeongyeon’s face and she felt so happy that she simply leaned forward and kissed the corner of her mouth. “Thank you.”
The gesture sent Mina’s heart flying. With Jeongyeon still close, Mina tugged slightly, shyly chasing after her. Jeongyeon blinked for a second, confused, then realized what she wanted – she had no idea why she was so bad at reading Mina.
Their mouths touched again tentatively, and Mina sighed against those lips, heart soaring and cheeks red. Jeongyeon brought one hand to the back of her neck, parting Mina’s lips with a swipe of her tongue. They kissed slowly, much differently from what they’d done yesterday, enjoying the feeling of having each other close like this. Jeongyeon pulled back for a second, only to deepen the kiss a bit more. Mina let out a tiny groan from the back of her throat, making all the hairs on Jeongyeon’s neck stand up. There was something addictive about kissing Myoui Mina.
Unfortunately, they had to part after a few moments. ‘The way Mina looks after kissing should be immortalized on the silver screen’, was a thought that occurred Jeongyeon for a brief second.
“I need to go,” Jeongyeon chuckled sadly.
“R-right!” Mina felt a bit self-conscious – they were pretty exposed outside. “I’m sorry. Go on, you have an entire movie to edit.”
“Yeah,” Jeongyeon didn’t move for a second, then saw Mina’s little flower crooked on her hair. She adjusted it with a dumb grin, then cupped the girl’s cheek. “I kinda don’t want to leave.”
Mina was sure she was going to die from the amount of affection she felt. “You have to.” She shot her a gummy smile. “I promise I’m not going anywhere.”
Jeongyeon sighed, helplessly. “Okay, then.”
With one last peck to Mina’s lips, she got up, moving away with a wave. Mina laughed, covering her mouth, then licking her lips as she watched the girl’s figure get more and more distant. She felt so giddy that she fell backwards, legs up kicking slightly.
A sudden buzz on her phone made her sit back up. She grabbed it and opened the message in their group chat.
 [GodJihyo, 4:49pm]:
Attention, we’re all gathering this Saturday. Tzuyu’s family will be traveling, so get ready for a house party
IMPORTANT: No one else can come but us
Also you have no choice in the matter
See you there!
 Mina didn’t know what to type back, fingers frozen on the screen; it was impossible to defy Jihyo when she became this excited about an event. She sighed, afraid of what was going to happen if everyone gathered for the day.
A sudden wind blew, making Mina’s tiny flower fly away.
It felt like a warning.
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Your Heart’s Desire
a very late submission to tmntflashfic‘s valentine’s day prompt thing, since it got insanely long, and has to be broken up into parts.
Master Post of Chapters.
————————————————————————————- Chapter Five.
Casey slammed his bag down on the table, and slumped into his seat. His fellow arts student, directly across from him, raised her eyebrow.
“What crawled up your sorry ass and died?” She asked, eyes skimming over the dark circles under his eyes, and the scratches on his arms. “Or better question, what attacked your sorry ass?”
“I went from having one demon, to two demons, to three demons, all of them pissy little assholes-” Casey counted on his fingers quickly. “-in under, like, a week or two or some shit. I don’t even know anymore. Jesus.”
“You got another cat? Cats? Two new cats, plus the first one. Yikes.”
“Yeah. Sure. My cats.”
“Three cats is a lot of cats, Casey. Even for a currently single art student.”
Casey dug out his energy drink, cracked it open, and took a sip before answering. “You’re telling me.”
“So what happened to you last night? The cuts and shit. Your cats turn on you or something?”
“Or something.” Casey grumbled, nursing his drink. Caffeine. Sweet, sweet caffeine. “Two of them got chased off by the other one, and then showed up again in the middle of the night- not even after four AM, god- and proceeded to continue their piss fit in the middle of my living room, trash my kitchen and couch in the process, and bring my neighbor’s wrath down on all of us. Again.”
Two extraordinarily angry demons dropping out of thin air- right onto another demon, who’d finally gone to sleep maybe an hour ago- in the middle of the night hadn’t been fun. Casey had woken up to the loudest racket he’d heard in… probably a few hours. Maybe.
There’d been fire involved. There’d been purple electricity involved. And just for shits and giggles- knowing Mikey- there’d been balls of pure energy launched into the fray that left chunks missing from whatever they hit.
And then April had kicked down his door, broom and water gun in hand, and everything went straight to metaphorical hell.
Not literal hell, thank god, but they certainly were heading that direction for a while there.
Donnie had tried to kill Casey at least twice more. Maybe Mikey too. That being- Mikey maybe trying to kill Casey, and Donnie maybe trying to kill Mikey. At the same time. Casey hadn’t been able to tell for sure if Mikey actually tried to kill him or not, but he had a very deep suspicion of that one stray plasma shot.
April was the only reason anyone actually went to bed afterwards. Casey now had three new words to live by: Witches Kill Bitches. Yikes.
Casey took another long sip of his drink.
He’d gotten electrocuted, beaten, and just a tiny bit burned. Fun night. Maybe one of the wildest he’d had in a while.
Whoop-dee-fucking-doo.
“Why don’t you just give two of the cats back? The first one sounded chill enough without the others.”
Casey laughed dryly. “Oh I wish. I really fucking wish.”
If April couldn’t chase the other two off- and damn if she hadn’t tried- then no one could.
Casey’s classmate shook her head sympathetically and despairingly. “Casey, I do not envy your life, nor do I understand it.”
Casey slumped over the table, balancing his already empty drink in his hand. “You and me both. God.”
   april
april
april
APRIK ANSWER ME
fuck april*
CAPS LOCK STANDS THO
 Casey for god’s sake
What is it?
It’s not even three AM yet why are you texting me
 I JUST REALIZED RAPH MIGHT ACTUALLY KILL ME
 …how is this news?
He threatened your life at least five times the first day you met.
 YEAH BUT I JUST REMEMBERED THE SOUL THING
THE SOUL THIGN APRIJG
THESOULTHING
 You’re worse than I am at three in the morning.
What ‘soul thing’, Casey.
 THE SOUL THING ABOUT HOW IM SIGNING MY SOUL OVER TO HIM FOR WHATEVR STUPID CNTRACT I MADE AND HOW ILL DIE ASSOON AS HE TAKEE IT
 Typos galore, and
Yikes.
 THIS IS WHY IM SITTING IN MY EMPTY BATH TUB AT THREE AM IM GOING TO FUCING DIE
APRIL HELP IM FUCKED
I FUCKED MYSELF OVER RLLY BADLY THISTME
H E LP
 And somehow, I’m betting you still find him ‘hot’.
 YES THIS IS PART OF THE ‘FUCKED MYSELY OVER’ BIT
 Oh Casey.
Casey, Casey, Casey.
How did you make it to adulthood? Really.
 SHUTUP THATS NOT HELPGUL RIGHT NOW
APIL IM SCREAMING
SCREMAING AT THREE AM IN MY FUCKIG BATHTUB
FUCK MY FICKING LIFE OH MY GOD
 Raph’s kept you alive this long, he probably won’t kill you.
I’m assuming, at least.
You’re very hard to keep alive, Casey. If he just went and killed you after all this, it’d be a waste of time and effort.
Of course I could be wrong and your demon call boy could just be insane.
 SCREAMING APRL
SCRMMING IN A BATHTUB
NOT
HELPING
ME
 At this point, you may be beyond help.
Even mine.
  AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
ohshit i woke up don
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fuckripme mikes awaketoo fukcv
apl make sure my funeral is a nece one I deserved better ing likfe than this
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  Casey?
Casey?
Good grief. None of us are ever getting a full night’s rest ever again.
I’m getting my gun, Casey. I’ll be there right away.
I just need pants first.
    In the end, Casey didn’t ask Raph about the soul thing. He was, in a word that he was never ever going to repeat to anyone, too chicken-shit to do it.
If Raph’s reply was “Yup. When we complete the contract and I take your soul- you die. Tough.” then Casey wasn’t sure how he’d handle that. Better to just avoid the whole awkward “will you kill me or not” conversation for now.
And besides, he didn’t really want to bring up the whole ‘ending the contract’ thing. If he did, that meant they’d have to start working on it again, and Casey… didn’t really want it to end. Not just yet.
He focused instead on surviving the transition into having Donnie as a member of their crowded household, and not dying in the process.
The lanky demon, dark as Raph but with way more hair and way less muscle, was a complete know-it-all. He took every chance he had to lord over Casey the fact that he was just some ‘ignorant human’, Donnie’s words not Casey’s.
He also took every chance he had to hint very unsubtly that Casey didn’t deserve Raph’s presence in his home, and Casey tried not to read deeper into that beyond speciest tendencies Donnie seemed to have.
Mostly though, as long as Donnie was preoccupied by the thick textbooks he kept getting from somewhere, or by Mikey or Raph, he didn’t give Casey much attention at all. Just lounged around Casey’s apartment building, and made snide comments at everyone.
It wasn’t intolerable, seeing as Donnie had gotten over his ‘murder the human’ phase pretty quick. Still annoying for Casey though, trying to make it through his own apartment, only to have a long tail trip him up, or a large wing snap out in his face. Casey retaliated with holy water mixed into Donnie’s food portions, smacking the demon’s protruding appendages with his hockey sticks, and sicking Raph on his brother when all else failed.
Or April, but watching the two of them stare one another down, broom and magic in hand, was a bit hard on Casey’s heart, so. Not so much that option. He liked his apartment intact, thank you.
So basically, Casey snapped at Donnie and Donnie snapped at him and they both threatened violence until someone pushed them apart. No blood was shed- no more than what was usual lately- and they somehow found a balance of mutual dislike.
In the end, neither of them liked one another, but Donnie had been very clear he wasn’t leaving until Raph did, and Casey had been very clear that he either shove it or shove off.
But no one was dead yet, so. Kudos to both of them.
Now Casey was dealing with a new problem, created another time over with the newest addition to his already too cramped home: feeding them all.
“Why do you guys have to eat so fucking much?” Casey grumbled, shoving the heavy grocery cart along. “God. This is more than I eat in a month.”
“I need power, because you’re a moron who can’t even remember why he summoned me,” Raph answered as he tossed yet another package of food into the cart. “And because Don and Mike are little shits who like to be as annoying as they can.”
“Yeah, I kinda figured that out,” Casey said sulkily. Accommodating three demons at once was a major hassle, especially when one was liable to set the neighborhood on fire for a laugh, and the other was still in the middle of a silent pissing contest with his neighboring witch. Oh the trials of adulthood. Casey felt like he deserved a vacation.
If it wasn’t for the insane load of cash Donnie had magicked up, Casey knew he would’ve hit broke by now. From where the cash had come from, Donnie wouldn’t say, but looking at all the zeroes in his account, Casey hadn’t felt like questioning its origins.
He had however, questioned why he wasn’t paying some price for the generous donation. Donnie had replied vaguely that his due was being covered by Raph, and then promptly fucked off into the open air; lifting off the ground with sweeps of his wings, and leaving Casey outside the supermarket without a real explanation.
Fucking demons.
Upside of things, Casey had gotten to send his dad and sister a good chunk of cash, and he didn’t have to worry about student loans anymore. Downside, his dad had texted to check if Casey had switched career choices to become a hitman and his sister had texted with the question if escort prices had suddenly gone up.
No faith from his family, honestly. Couldn’t he make money in a legal manner? Casey could totally make that much money if he tried.
Raph came back to the cart with an armful of hotdog and hamburger buns, and dumped them into the already very full cart.
“For the meat,” Raph explained shortly to Casey’s questioning look.
“What meat?” Casey asked.
Before Raph could answer, a shopping cart went racing past their aisle, and Casey caught a glimpse of Mikey riding it and what looked like majority of the raw meat section stacked in with him.
“That meat,” Raph said, pointing after his brother, and Casey could hear semi-maniacal laughter coming from that direction.
Casey sighed, and started to push their cart towards the direction Mikey had gone. “Guess we’re having a barbeque tonight, since no way this is all fitting in the fridge.”
Something crashed on the other side of the store, and Casey started pushing their cart a bit faster.
After they’d wrangled Mikey, magicked away the witnesses memory of the demon’s full-tilt crash into the flower stand, repaired said flower stand, and Donnie had at some point reappeared mysteriously out of thin air to snark at everyone- Casey managed to herd the three demons towards the check out with their purchases.
Again, he got his usual cashier, and the man gave Casey another look for his newest addition to their gaggle. Donnie admittedly stood out even more than Mikey did, in looks at least, being well over six feet. Mikey still had him beat in aura of crazy though.
In comparison to his siblings, one twitching constantly and the other giving everything a calculative and condescending look, Raph was practically normal seeming. Slightly below average height, and just a tinge of surliness to him.
And then Raph hiccupped a smoke ring, and the image was ruined.
Casey paid for their food, and didn’t give the cashier any explanation for his friend group.
     Since Casey didn’t technically have a barbecue for barbecue, and neither did April, the task of cooking the meat got passed over to the walking fire pit. They also ended up relocating to the roof, after Raph set Casey’s ceiling on fire.
A pleasantly warm evening wind blew over the roof top, wafting the smell of cooking meat towards Casey. He glanced up to look at the other roof top occupants.
April had brought one of her folding chairs up with her, and was reading a book near her garden. The position was only semi-protective seeming, and everyone was giving her garden a wide birth.
Mikey was busy playing with a cat that’d appeared out of nowhere, despite Casey’s apartment building being pet free. Casey had started to question the cat earlier, but then he’d seen it had deep, bottomless black eyes, and had figured he’d leave well enough alone. At least it seemed more interested in rolling around on the roof with Mikey, rather than causing extra property damage like all the other demons in Casey’s life.
Donnie was the opposite of Mikey, completely lax and silent. He was laid out on a blanket that he’d probably stolen from Casey’s linen closet. Wings out and tail twitching, Donnie seemed intent on catching the last rays of the sun before it went down, slowly paging through yet another thick book he’d pulled out of nowhere. Eventually, he and April were probably going to bond like the condescending smarty-pants assholes they both were, and then everyone else was probably going to die.
Raph was rotating a couple dozen meat products in the air, flames licking around them in helix spirals. It smelt great, and Raph’s intent focus on keeping the food from burning gave Casey the chance to side-eye him a bit.
Admittedly, Casey might’ve been side-eyeing all the demon brothers, because shit- it wasn’t like they weren’t all relatively to very good looking. Even Mikey wasn’t exactly hard on the eyes, as unlikely as it was for Casey to ever risk going for him. Because he liked his extremities intact and not bitten off, and he totally still caught Mikey eyeing him like food sometimes.
Point being- Casey had a lot of very attractive men staying in his apartment at the moment, and wow was he very gay.
He tried to remind himself that A) two out of the three would probably kill him if they got the chance, and B) his focus was on Raph, as impossible to obtain as the demon likely was, and that he shouldn’t get distracted by the demon’s siblings.
And besides, he liked Raph the best anyways. Better personality, even if no one else would probably think that except for Casey.
Casey refocused on the sketchpad in his hands, and did his best to reroute his wandering thoughts. No gay thoughts for him, no siree. Not while he was in the presence of others.
He was in the middle of yet another sketch of a full demon form- this time Donnie’s, because the long swooping tail and wings were fun to draw. He was still trying to get the proper look down, since at the moment it looked too much like a regular dragon, and not a demon.
“Hey Raph,” Casey said, glancing up from his drawing again. “Quick question. How come you all look like dragons? Not very demony.”
“Because that’s what fits this era best,” Raph replied. Which made no sense.
“Elaborate a little more than that?”
Raph gave him a look, but answered anyways. “Our manifesting shapes change depending on the plain of existence we enter, and also with whatever the sentient population will fear best. In this era, it’s apparently big scaly lizards with wings. I’m not complaining, since it’s better than some we’ve gotten.”
“Dragons are cool shit though,” Casey said, twirling his pencil as he watched the meat in the air do the same. “They’re everywhere in media. Not exactly the boogieman.”
“Worked well enough on you,” Raph said, giving Casey a teasing smirk.
Casey scoffed. “Man, whatever. It was morning and I was hung over. ‘scuse me for not being able to keep my cool with a fucking demon in my house.”
Raph gave a warm laugh, and Casey found himself smiling just a tad wider than he usually would.
“Okay, I got another question then,” Casey said, leaning forwards on his crossed legs. “Which one of your ‘manifestations’ has been your favorite? You gotta have one, seein’ as you’re old as shit now.”
“Shut up, I’m young by demon standards,” Raph said, rolling his eyes. “And if you really wanna know, one of them was one I had just a couple hundred years ago. Not on this plain of existence, but it wasn’t too far off in similarity.”
“Yeah? What was it?”
“A turtle,” Raph said, and Casey couldn’t help the startled laugh that came out of him.
“What? No way. How is a turtle scary?” Casey asked in disbelieving amusement. “They’re like- tiny and cute and shit. Slow too.”
Raph shrugged, twirling his wrist so all the meat in the air would too. “I’d show you, but since I’m busy… hey Donnie!”
“What?” Donnie said in a tone that Casey recognized easily from his own sibling.
“Get over here; I want you to show Casey what the turtle manifestation looked like.”
“Ugh, no way. I’m busy right now,” Donnie said, giving them both a grumpy look.
Raph twirled a couple hotdogs threateningly towards Donnie. “Do it, or I use your horns as extra roasting sticks.”
“Raph- come on, don’t be a dick.”
“Don’t be a lazy shit.”
“Raph.”
“Donnie.”
“Fine,” Donnie grumbled, getting up if only because the hotdogs had been getting dangerously close to his seven inch horns.
Casey stood up too, officially and extremely intrigued about what would happen next. He wasn’t alone in that either, since April had set down her book to watch the rest of them, and Mikey and his weird cat had gone still.
Donnie steepled his fingers together, and closed his eyes. For a moment, nothing happened, but then a rune circle appeared under his feet. From the bright purple magic, a wall of water swirled up and around Donnie. The height of the airborne whirlpool grew, and Casey could see that something inside was growing with it.
Then, the water’s surface broke at the bottom, and receded upwards to reveal-
-a giant bipedal turtle.
Casey let out a shocked laugh, and couldn’t believe his eyes.
Donnie had gone from six something to twelve something, now with the addition of a shell, plastron, and dark green scales. A long staff was strapped to his back, held in place by royal purple sashes wrapped around Donnie’s chest and shell. The water receded to pool in the air above Donnie’s head, and it condescend into a sort of reflective disk. Casey mentally compared it to the halos he’d seen on angels in church murals.
Donnie reopened his eyes, which had remained luminous red through the transformation, and looked down Casey with a displeased look. Somehow, even with a beak like mouth, he managed to sneer at Casey.
“Ta da,” Donnie said, giving a half-assed jazz hands. “One turtle reporting for duty. Can I change back now? This itches.”
Casey noted that instead of discordant and harsh, the demon’s words were actually close to lyrical sounding in this form.
“Why’s it itch?” Casey asked, secretly hoping to prolong things so he could memorize the finer details of this form. Shit, this would look amazing in watercolors.
“Because it’s not the right one for this world,” Donnie said in a deeply annoyed tone. “It’s wrong and it feels a bit like wearing a winter coat in summer, I guess.”
“Oh. Neat.” Casey replied vaguely, still busy memorizing.
“You know,” April spoke up. “I wonder if anyone can see the shit you guys do on this roof. I don’t know about you, but it would be weird to see a giant bipedal turtle on my roof if I didn’t know better.”
“I have spells that erase memories of events like this,” Donnie replied smoothly, with only a hint of ‘duh’ in his tone.
“Yeah, but I’m pretty sure Raph doesn’t, because yesterday a guy at the coffee shop down the way said he saw a really weird ass bird in the sky. About the size of a mini-van? Pointy horns too.”
Everyone looked at Raph, who looked a little embarrassed.
“Raph.” Donnie said in a disapproving tone.
“Sometimes I forget to turn them on, okay?” Raph defended.
“I can’t believe you.”
“Shut up! Do you want dinner or not?”
“I do! We do!” Mikey interjected, waving his cat around in the air like something out of the Lion King. The cat made a long warbling meow, and Casey’s felt goosebumps prickle on his skin.
While the others were distracted, he took the chance to pick up his sketchbook and start a rapid gesture drawing of Donnie. Maybe later, he could get Raph do switch forms too, and draw him as well.
So while Casey hurriedly drew, Donnie got pelted by hotdogs as he kept berating Raph for his carelessness, said hotdogs quickly snatched out of the air by Mikey and his cat and devoured, and April calmly watched the whole show from over the top of her novel.
All in all, a pretty normal evening for them lately.
Casey was about done with being assaulted by demons.
Example: being stalked on the way home from campus, and feeling increasingly evil vibes being aimed at the back of his head.
The first afternoon in days that didn`t involve one or more of his mostly unwanted house guests tagging along- and this happens.
Casey risked a glance over his shoulder.
The man, concealed by his loose black hoodie and blue ball cap, was still following him. He seemed normal enough from first glance, no tail or horns or anything in plain sight, but Casey also knew better by now than to be fooled by that.
Casey thought he saw a flash of icy blue eyes from under the hat brim, and he whipped his eyes back to the sidewalk in front of him.
He was at least a half hour’s walk from his apartment still, and the bus wouldn’t save him now.
Why didn’t demons have cell phones? Raph could probably destroy a small city on his lonesome, but he didn’t have a god damn cell phone.
Casey tugged out his phone, trying to casually speed up his walking as he did.
april help im being stalked by one of raphs crazy relatives pls send help rn
A cold shudder went through Casey, and he knew the guy following him had gotten closer again. On and off as he’d been walking the last five minutes, every time Casey looked back, the guy got closer.
Fear sweat prickled the back of his neck, and Casey swallowed.
He didn’t have a handy bat or hockey stick, and he didn’t have a demon protecting him either. Unless someone got here quickly, he was probably going to end up demon food.
Pretty sick way to go, all things considering, but he’d rather not die on this particular day.
“Respond,” Casey muttered. “Please, god- April, respond already.”
Casey felt a rush of air go past him, and it felt way too fucking cold for this time of year. Something not actually there tried to climb up his spine, and Casey shuddered all the way down to his soul.
He typed an all caps message of ‘HOLY FUCK APRIL IM SERIOUS PLS RESPOND RN’ and started walking even faster.
Wow this was not how he wanted to die right now. Maybe later, maybe a few years down the line, but not right fucking now.
His phone chimed, and Casey gasped out a choked laugh.
Raph’s on his way. ETA should be less than a minute.
Why can’t our lives be normal anymore.
BESNIDELATERIMGONNADIE
What else is new?
Casey would have replied again, but a violent shudder went through him as an ice cold feeling gripped his body. He didn’t want to turn around, really, he didn’t- but he did anyways.
Raph’s brother- probably the elusive Leo- stared Casey dead in the eye, from just a block away. Navy blue eyes froze Casey to his core, and he felt like he was suddenly breathing sub-zero air.
Leo opened his mouth, and something reverberated through the air. The other humans walking down the street around Casey stumbled, and Casey’s knees came close to buckling. He only barely recovered enough to keep standing.
Welp. Time to start running.
Casey bolted fast as he could, and he cursed Raph for bringing this kind of insanity into his life.
Casey might’ve been slacking on his exercise lately- too much demonic influence in his life to even remember- but he could still sprint like the wind. He’d never quite grown out of the skinniness from his teenage years, and he counted his blessing that he hadn’t packed on muscle like he’d hoped he would. Wind whistled past him as he ran, and Casey felt caught between sheer terror and utter excitement.
Nothing like running for your life to kick the old adrenaline into gear.
Casey risked a partial glance over his shoulder, and regretted it as caught sight of Leo still hot on his tail. The demon wasn’t even running, he was just walking- and yet, he was still only a block behind Casey.
Fucking demons. Fucking demon magic. Fucking life.
Casey pushed himself to run faster, and prayed he wouldn’t land on his knee wrong and wipe out. He’d be screwed if he did.
He yelped as the sidewalk ahead of him was suddenly coated in ice, and he had to stop short before he hit it. Casey turned to the left, and darted across the street. A lone car honked at him as he ran, and for a second, the accident that’d fucked his knee over flashed across his eyes.
Then it was gone, and his feet hit the sidewalk across the street. He kept running, lungs heaving as he attempted to give Raph time to show the fuck up and save his ass.
Casey had to change directions again though, as the sidewalk again was covered in ice. This time with jagged points aimed directly at Casey, ones that would impale him clear through if he fell on them.
Casey dodged away from them, and found himself in an alley. An alley with a dead end.
Shit. Clichés. He hated clichés.
Casey whirled to run back out, and found Leo blocking the way. Casey retreated further into the alley, and raised his hands to the calmly advancing demon.
“Okay, so, I dunno if the other two have told you this yet-” Casey swallowed, trying for bravado instead of nervousness. “-but I’m officially off the menu. Just ask Raph, he’ll vouch for me.”
Leo didn’t pay his words any mind, and the air around Casey suddenly went freezing. With a wave of his hand, encircled by blue runes, Leo sent the alley into the deep freeze.
Casey’s airways went dry from the sudden drop, and he glanced around in panic. The walls of the alley were quickly being covered in ice, sharp points growing from both sides like jagged teeth. Casey’s shoes skidded momentarily, as the ice spread across the ground as well.
“I’m serious, Leo,” Casey said, trying to get the demon’s attention by saying his name. “Raph and me are cool. So if you could, like, be a little less literal with the chill, he’ll be here any second now to explain the shit that’s been going on-”
Leo remained quiet, but shut Casey up with a harsh gust of ice wind. Casey inhaled sharply, and coughed at the sheer coldness. It spread through him, and he coughed harder as he struggled to breathe.
Then-
He realized he couldn’t move his feet.
Casey made the mistake of glancing down, and saw that his feet were encased in ice. Ice that was steadily climbing up his legs, and locking him in place.
The dark ice moved quickly, spreading up Casey’s body almost faster than he could register what was happening. It covered his legs, and then spread to his torso, and Casey couldn’t breathe, ice filling his lungs and chilling him through.
His eyes clouded with tears, as ice wind kept whipping around him. He was half blind, more than half frozen, and came to the conclusion he probably was going to die.
He managed one last cough, before the ice spread to his neck, and froze his lungs in place. He felt the ice spreading down his arms, and Casey couldn’t think it was so cold. Everything was burning, the freezing prison wrapping itself around every piece of his body.
Casey felt the ice creep onto his face, his vision blurring as it did, and he couldn’t fight it at all.
The ice covered his nose, and spread over his eyes and head, and then Casey was trapped in the dark. His eyes frozen shut and his lungs frozen in place.
Then-
Something flared, hot and burning, on his chest-
And the ice shattered around his face, around his chest, and Casey could breathe again.
He blinked rapidly, sucking in as much air as he could, and tried to clear the clinging ice crystals to his face. Everything hurt, his hands and feet and legs and every bit of skin on him- they felt like they were still encased in ice. Cold enough that the warmer air was making them burn.
Casey saw something red flicker on his chest again, but he couldn’t see well enough to recognize what it was.
He spotted Leo, who’s calm, blank expression had broken. He was staring at Casey in shock, visibly confused as to why Casey wasn’t a human popsicle.
Then Raph fell out of the sky, right onto Leo, and threw his brother across the alleyway. Casey managed a short laugh at the sudden shift in mood, Leo looking utterly confused and offended by the turn of events, and Raph looking like he wanted to set everything and Leo on fire, the both of them yelling at one another in increasing volumes-
And then Casey’s vision went black, and he felt himself hit the ground.
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Points: The citric acid in lemon juice is a superb cleanser, and so is milk. Yogurt can be a very good cleanser, as well as a very good softener. This is important due to the fact using lemon juice on your own will make your skin sense stretched and dried. Any use of this information is in the user’s discretion. For stepto remedies or emergencies and medication adjustments, remember to consult with a healthcare Experienced. It is completely Okay to make use of egg white masks proposed previously mentioned for oily face. The truth is, it helps to deep cleanse your pores and remove surplus Dust. Summer months is almost on us and we're super enthusiastic! But as temperatures rise and we spend much more time outdoors, we even have to acquire the suitable basic safety measures essential. Listed below are our greatest strategies on how to remain safe all summer! Your just lately seen goods and highlighted tips › Check out or edit your browsing background Implement moisturizer or lotion though your skin continues to be moist. Use facial moisturizers and creams with your face, and lotions or body butter on your body. Change the kind of moisturizer or lotion you use dependant upon the year. bdw i have an issue … Can a woman take in tangy oranges in the course of her intervals …. I indicate vitt c contented eatables Differing types of honey masks for acne are applied for various skin types. For https://www.wikihow.com/Establish-an-Effective-Skincare-Routine , dry skin, oily skin, and delicate skin could reap the benefits of diverse kinds of honey masks. Underneath are many of the most generally utilised combinations, and you should be able to find the a single that matches your preferences. We turned to our Senior Technological innovation Chemist, Clara Le Berre at Formulation Technology in R&D to give us the specifics in order that we will all remain Solar clever this year! Examine now Ask The Pro SKINCARE CLAIMS: Simple fact OR Fantasy? The natural beauty sector is usually a jungle where by the survival on the very well browse applies. Do your research, get to be aware of the skin you might be in and come across your ideal skin care match! We will help you form out exactly what is accurate or Phony, burst the myth bubbles and manual you the place to put your hard work (and dollars!). • Those with oily skin can apply a handmade face mask geared up by including two tablespoons of eco-friendly clay, just one tablespoon of powdered milk, and a little bit h2o in freshly squeezed orange juice taken from the medium-sized orange. We're going to use your info to deal with your account and requests and for research and analytics. We may possibly share your facts with reliable events performing on our behalf and other The Body Store companies. Honey includes a hefty serving of antioxidants for moisturized and vibrant skin. Polyphenols in honey demolish free of charge radicals that cause oxidative tension in skin cells, therefore slowing down the aging strategy of skin. How I use it is the fact that I mix orange peel powder coupled with chickpea flour, lemon n a pinch of turmeric. My face is blessed using a wonderful glow n shine This mask might glimpse relatively Odd on This web site meant for natural and organic solutions, but using Aspirin – Honey Mask for dealing with acne is also an effective and simple solution.
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Instructions: To variety this anti getting older skin care face mask which also contains a lightening influence, place all of the substances inside a blender, or mash by hand within a bowl. Use your fingers to distribute the mask more than your face and neck and depart it on for a minimum of 30 minutes, ideally for a longer period, in advance of eradicating. Co-authored by wikiHow Staff members If you want the many benefits of the antioxidants and caffeine, you could do what I’ve been performing these days and set a fall of inexperienced tea extract (or coffee extract!) inside your moisturizer. Really like!!! I’ve been utilizing this one >> [1] It really is Light enough to make use of on sensitive skin, and if you add other ingredients to it, it might help with other skin ailments as well, such as extreme oiliness or discoloration. The egg white not only enable nourish and firm your skin, nevertheless it will also help tighten the pores[one] Discard the egg yolk or reserve it for an additional recipe. You may use the egg yolk for making a nourishing face mask. Check with the section in this article on earning a nourishing face mask to learn the way. We use cookies to make certain we supply you with the greatest experience on our Internet site. This consists of cookies from third party social networking Sites and ad networks. These kinds of third party cookies could monitor your use on Boldsky web pages for much better rendering. but I've sensitive acne inclined skin (with a few new wrinkles as well :/ I'm only 27 decades outdated even though) is it Alright for me?! Effects from the usage of any products or expert services stated on the site may differ with regards to the person and thedermreview.com tends to make no warranty concerning the final results it's possible you'll encounter. Im likely to consider your mask this week I just want to clarify heat h2o to open pores, utilize mask beaten egg whites with witch hazel, usel facial cleanser and moisturizer immediately after An egg white mask is made out of Uncooked eggs that have had their yolks taken off. Once the eggs are separated, the egg whites are combined right into a frothy foam after which spread above the skin of the face until they dry. A further actually amazing advantage of coffee placed on the skin is usually that it increases the manufacture of collagen and elastin.  The caffeine in coffee minimizes great strains and shields against the lack of humidity, which makes it The perfect choice for anti-growing old. Certainly, you'll be able to peel it off. It may be difficult to do if you employ a skinny layer nevertheless. I don’t Believe it could assist get rid of facial hair; at least it hasn’t for me so far. Some fruits During this face pack like orange, lime and lemon is abundant source of citric acid. So be careful while incorporating this fruit juice for the reason that an excessive amount can result in acid burns. In case your skin is sensitive, you need added aware of this fruits. Mash the banana and incorporate exact same degree of yoghurt and mix both equally the ingredients well. Now utilize this paste all over the face and palms and go away for 20 minutes to dry and after that rinse it off.
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(ii) Skin beneath the eyes is rather fragile and involves daily moisturizing to help keep it clear of problems and wrinkles. Castor oil acts for a loaded moisturizer that may be used each day for trying to keep the skin underneath the eyes soft and supple and also avoiding wrinkles from appearing. Thanks Martha & yes I entirely agree with you..From time to time It truly is much better to make use of the regular kitchen area products and solutions for skin care than substantial-stop skin care products and solutions. I have really oily skin and a few open up pores on nose and chiks.What exactly i do for lowering these open pores at the earliest opportunity I work with a girl that's in her 60's. She came in glowing just one morning just previous week, she appeared young and refreshed. She instructed me concerning this. She says it will eventually have a yr off of you. So Really don't snicker till you are attempting it.... Ooo! Adore that, Elizabeth! I used to put aloe on my face (and hair!), but haven’t in awhile. I blew from the leaves on my aloe plant so swiftly undertaking that, but I like the thought of obtaining the huge types and undertaking it the way you do. Let your acne and tough skin complications go away You'll be able to use these treatments to remove dark circles: My skin sort is regular,Oily only Once i get up in morning.I dont want to chance my face skin,i would like to moisturize my face but don’t understand how..I don’t think on these nowadays creams.I need purely natural things.Can u pls guidebook me for glowing crystal clear skin. Lately I am observing dry skin all around my eyes and my lips. Could you be sure to suggest any home remedies for that. Any guidelines for eliminating black head for my teenager daughter…Value your reply and thank you a great deal for putting up amazing guidelines. Extremely helpful.. Method: Have a ripe banana and mash it which has a spoon or even a fork inside a bowl until it sorts a smooth lump free pulp. Include 1 tsp. of honey and 1 tsp. of lemon juice and mix the ingredients carefully. Clean your face by using a gentle soap and utilize a soft towel to pat it dry. This mask by itself gained’t dispose of the acne episodes. You might have to try this mask together with other home-cure. It is fairly common understanding that oranges certainly are a godsend for your personal skin. What isn’t emphasised adequate, nevertheless, is the fact that On the subject of rejuvenating your lackluster skin, probably the most potent Section of the fruit is, in truth, it’s peel. On this economy, why spend $30 or even more on a leg wax when you are able to do it you? I've many pals who wax their very own legs And that i identified a recipe for just a sugar "wax" to the Double X Web page for Females. Editor Hanna Rosin shares her family members's recipe. I have a small, compact pimple on my forehead(tzone) from so many years, I have consulted the dermatologist also they gave some creams for software, Until I exploit Individuals creams,my forehead is obvious after I ended using once more smaller acne will begin on my forehead. Soon after getting rid of this mask choose an ice dice protect it that has a clear fabric and utilize this into your face as it will eventually clog the open up pores and provides you a refreshing on the lookout skin.
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In Girls of coloration, skin may perhaps appear ashy or boring from useless skin buildup. These face masks, coupled with typical exfoliation and day-to-day use of moisturizers should soothe dry, chapped skin. You'll be able to nonetheless it's advised you use a darkly colored glass bottle, not plastic, for purity. Unquestionably use within a couple of days because the oil properties will reduce with time and warmth. Natural and residential designed products are good for face since it dose not occur side influence. I like organic and natural face clean & I continue to keep it in my hand bag. Reply Omg thank you quite valuable I just completed washing my face Using the Banana,limon,honey and let me explain to u my skin is flawless I really like how you don't have to use to many ingridience.. And u get an excellent outcome incredibly pleased thank u:) Masks really should stay on for ten-15 minutes. I like washing masks off having a steaming warm washcloth. I run a washcloth less than hot water, squeeze out the excess water and after that press to my face for an entire moment. I then gently clean from the mask in a circular motion. Washcloths are good for exfoliating. In the morning, a splash of lukewarm water is all you require. In https://en.search.wordpress.com/?src=organic&q=skin+care+tips have Tremendous oily skin, you could cleanse your skin once again in the morning. Never ever clean your face with scorching or chilly drinking water (both can result in broken capillaries). Generating your own personal homemade face masks and scrubs is pretty easy. Why pay for a retail outlet-bought face mask when You can utilize essential ingredients uncovered across the property to create masks that cost pennies? It can be your decision. You ought to do it following washing your face, and that is Generally completed each morning and night. A lot of people use masks in the night, as which is after they have one of the most time. so remember to recommend me the answer for each.I'm incredibly thankful for you make sure you take care of my problem.am expecting your reply According to the BBC, a person through the name of Sam Edwards from Wrexham, Wales credited honey with conserving his leg! Right after staying Lower by a koi carp, he grew to become infected with Mycobacterium marinum and made a scarce skin ailment. Having said that, https://www.facebook.com/steptoremedies/posts/2087800381313231 of currently aren't your mother's toners of a pair many years back. They are much far more gentle, stuffed with antioxidants and skin brighteners and might make even the driest skin seem vivid. Response: Any honey will do, but I highly endorse utilizing raw, unfiltered honey for the face mask as it retains much more in the potent therapeutic Homes. I would want to uncover something which support the skin to return to a firmer point out… it just began to turn into a little bit… euh… slack… at certain space. two. Insert coffee powder, sugar and cinnamon powder into your coconut oil and mix every one of the ingredients jointly.
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This pimple-battling face mask has 3 powerhouse elements you can come across in each individual kitchen. It’s uncomplicated to generate and Tremendous reasonably priced; you merely can’t afford to miss the various Gains! How frequently to make use of this face mask? Never use each day, as in excess of exfoliation of skin is not really required. Use it ever alternative day or 3 occasions weekly. I have attempted lots of dwelling facials, but I've never heard about, or tried using a banana mask right before. This is so remarkable :). I can not hold out to test it. Many thanks for sharing, and also you're images are wonderful. [30] Some gurus suggest avoiding lemon juice all collectively, as They're acidic and may irritate skin by disrupting the skin’s pure pH harmony. Safer choices contain pineapple or papaya blended with simple unsweetened yogurt.[31] Some industry experts alert from using sugar to exfoliate skin, as it may cause little tears with your skin, building your skin rough, dry, and flakey In the end.[32] Other experts advise in opposition to sugar and declare that it really hastens ageing by binding to proteins such as collagen.[33] I think I’ll actually Merge three and 4 for the reason that I have dry and inflamed skin. Among the benefits of employing these components is that they received’t respond badly with each other like atore purchased ones could possibly! Clean your face with heat water to open up up your pores. Employing clean up arms or maybe a cotton ball, apply the mixture on to your face, staying away from the sensitive areas about your mouth and eyes. Depart on for 5 to quarter-hour. You'll probably sense some light tingling and tightening. This is actually the mask accomplishing its position! If your skin starts to melt away, nevertheless, wash the mask off immediately. Hi Amy right after readin your remark I had been ready to reach the summary that coconut oil is another point I respond to that makes me vulnerable to cystic acne always. Thank you, KoraleeP and WhiteMuse! Glad to carry banana face masks in your focus, These are really effective nonetheless very easily offered and pure. You are able to do the egg white facial as aspect of the weekly skin servicing regime. For face masks specific to preventing excessively oily skin, take a look at this hub as a substitute: ... thanks a great deal of Kelly.. My skin appears so very each time right after i use this mix.. my skin recuperating as well .. And that i constantly do utilize this combine in advance of any significant function plus the glow genuinely lasts pretty prolonged more than enough for until the top of activities.. enjoy u I ponder what my Duchess will imagine all of that scrumptious egg on my face. Duchess is my attractive cat. This written content is accurate and legitimate to the most beneficial in the writer’s know-how and is not intended to substitute for formal and individualized suggestions from a professional Specialist. This stone mask from the pre-ceramic neolithic period dates to 7000 BC and is probably the oldest mask on earth (Musée "Bible et Terre Sainte")
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Honey is made up of a hefty serving of antioxidants for moisturized and vibrant skin. Polyphenols in honey wipe out free of charge radicals that cause oxidative stress in skin cells, thus slowing down the ageing means of skin. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SB0QLruqRrQ : The apple honey mask will work very best when it’s contemporary. Put simply, immediately after preparing, you shouldn’t keep it in the refrigerator to use afterwards. Because it is so quick and straightforward to arrange, make it just before you decide to utilize it. Also, you can increase aloe vera to the combination. It can be full of antioxidants that fight totally free radicals together with vitamin E together with other nutrients that nourish and enrich your skin, which makes it much more elastic and clean. I started out working with black tea bags as my warm compresses, and afterwards I would dab honey above the soar. Within just one-2 times, every one of the an infection experienced drawn to the surface and my chills/fever went absent. Sorry for the details, but I'm a real believer in purely natural medicines and people two individual encounters are what manufactured me the believer that i'm now! Software: Apply a layer of the Kelp – Aloe Vera – Honey Mask totally on your face and also other influenced areas. Go away it on for fifteen to twenty minutes after which you can rinse with lukewarm water. A couple of minutes later on, clean your face once more with chilly water. Ultimately, scrub your skin with this mask and depart it for nearly 50 % one hour to get gentle, glowing skin. It really works as a normal bleach and decreases Solar tan when applies about three times in a week for at least per month. Don’t rub or massage when you wash it off as you don’t want the components to exfoliate your skin more. It'll depart your skin dry, causing your oil glands to provide extra sebum, which may result in extra acne! I cherished the eggwhite, lemon and honey mask and I'll utilize it 2 times weekly. What recipes am i able to use for everyday to strengthen my sagging skin, lighten the dark marks beneath my eyes and enable my turkey neck? @Llzziforan: It's not encouraged to keep on any face mask on right away. Ideally you should continue a face for quarter-hour. Somebody basically requested me about preserving their yogurt face mask on for the whole night And that i gave precisely the same response. You'll find the comment below: ... • Give a wholesome glow to the skin by mixing 3 tablespoons of orange juice in half a cup of organic and natural honey and smearing this Resolution on to your face and neck for twenty-twenty five minutes.   Avocado has great humidity in it and it hydrates the skin making it supple and delicate. Banana is helpful against inflammation and skin cracks. Aid me make sure you I have a nasty skin brought on by pimple scars and black heads. Is this egg yolk and lemon is nice for my skin No person will test any facial products which do not fetch any Rewards. Bananas have an awesome benefit on your health and in addition to on our skin. These are: I LOVE applying coffee masques in addition to scrubs–so much better and cheaper than retailer-bought items!! Your skin seems remarkable btw
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How it works: Avocado is good for hydration and it exfoliates and cleans up your pores. Banana Conversely assistance cutting down growing older symptoms. Egg whites assist tighten skin, creating them a powerful household treatment for lowering look of crow’s-feet less than and close to eyes. Just implement a spoon of Uncooked honey about the face as being a mask and go away it for approximately twenty minutes. Rinse off. Repeat some times weekly. Uncooked honey by itself is Beautiful, but you can also blend and match other food-centered elements to tailor your mask to the unique skin style. Once you place the egg white on, lay an individual layer of divided tissue paper in excess of your face. Then utilize much more egg about that, after which peel it off. Rub the solution in circular motions more than your skin for 3 to 5 minutes. You needn’t be as careful while you ended up with all your face, since the skin on the rest of Your system is considerably less delicate. "My face desired a little assist with moisturizing, and this assisted me with that. " Rated this information: four. Banana Face Mask to fight wrinkles: A number of people phone bananas as pain-free, cheap all-natural Botox, and they rightly accomplish that! Bananas are filled with strong nutrients to remarkably diminish the looks of wrinkles, and make your skin look youthful and radiant. • Just rubbing contemporary orange peel on the face helps lighten skin colour. In https://www.facebook.com/steptoremedies/posts/2088296957930240 , it tightens the skin and increases the feel. I used to be performing some research on utilizing honey for acne, and I stumbled on this informative article. Here’s an interesting quotation: Elizabeth is the founder and creative director with the Nourished Lifetime. Her mission is to assist folks look for a more well balanced (a lot less nerve-racking!) method of residing a happy, healthful life. Go through more about Elizabeth here. Are aware that incorporating create in your combination will reduce its shelf life. Basically, You should not produce a major batch, in any other case it could go negative just before You should utilize everything. Additionally, when you increase fruits or veggies towards your facial treatment method, you should definitely refrigerate it.[19] It is best to use these masks on clean, dry face. Wash your face ahead of to eliminate the Dust and microbes from the skin. Other benefits of coffee face masks consist of their electric power to scale back face inflammation. This homemade mask is going to be your very best ally for people times after you have not received Significantly rest or have slept terribly and you simply get up with a little puffy face.
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Our partners use cookies to ensure we tell you about promotion which is relevant for you. For those who go on devoid of Altering your settings, we'll presume that you're content to get all cookies on Boldsky Web-site. On the other hand, you may improve your cookie configurations Anytime. Learn more This is always what I take advantage of. I have super dry skin that flakes regardless of the(using this type of exception)even coconut oil doesn't do it for me but olive oil is HG when it comes to hydrating my skin it is the another thing that true leaves it glowing Suggestions: It provides Great final results, nonetheless it does consider time to see them. If you don’t right away see a modify, don’t hand over. You could’t assume effects inside of a day or two. Also, the combination is greatest utilized when freshly designed. Now, this is the delightful face pack you need to certainly try. Coffee and cocoa are each rich in antioxidants and Focus on problems completed by no cost radicals. Exfoliate your skin after weekly. This could assistance buff absent People dead skin cells and go away your skin sensation silky-easy. You use scrubs, loofahs, and exfoliating sponges. Make sure you make use of a gentler exfoliator on your own face than on the remainder of your body. Masks are a well-recognized and vivid factor in lots of folk and regular pageants, ceremonies, rituals, and festivals, and in many cases are of an ancient origin. The mask is Generally a A part of a costume that adorns the whole physique and embodies a tradition important to the spiritual and/or social lifetime of the community as entire or a particular team inside the Neighborhood. Masks are used Virtually universally and retain their power and mystery both for their wearers as well as their audience. Right before strong transparent supplies for example polycarbonate had been invented, visors to shield the face needed to be opaque with smaller eyeslits, and had been a kind of mask, as frequently in mediaeval fits of armour, and (one example is) Outdated Norse grímr intended "mask or visor". Disguise No HTML is authorized in opinions, but URLs is going to be hyperlinked. Responses aren't for marketing your article content or other sites. There are numerous banana face mask Gains a single just needs to know about which mask is finest for what skin type. For this, we're in this article that can assist you as We've got categorized the face masks dependant on different skin care requires. Also referred to as The recent Face Mask, it really is composed of honey, cinnamon, nutmeg, and lemon. It’s the lemon that triggers the burning sensation, but that’s if you place over 1/2 a teaspoon! Warning: Verify If you're allergic to any with the elements while in the mask by making use of it on a small patch on the wrist and after that await some hours. If rashes surface or in case you clearly show other signs or symptoms of allergy, tend not to use this mask on the face. The most beneficial face mask for acne can’t be purchased at a dear Section retail outlet. Actually, it only contains a person component and it’s probably by now in the pantry! It’s certainly one of my personalized favorites: the Uncooked honey mask. Masks are utilised all over Europe, and they are routinely built-in into regional folks celebrations and customs. Old masks are preserved and might be found in museums and also other collections, and far analysis is undertaken in the historical origins of masks. https://en.search.wordpress.com/?src=organic&q=facial+mask signify character spirits, and Consequently lots of the related customs are seasonal. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LLyzh-nGTmg
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You will find quite a few ways available to get ready a face mask in the home. Nonetheless, be careful While using the precision with the substances. In case the proportions go up or down – the face mask may not show the precise outcomes. Prevent skin-harming foods. This includes processed or refined carbohydrates together with unhealthy fats. Consuming a lot of of such make your skin age quicker. Stay away from consuming a lot of sugars likewise.[fourteen] If you can and you have the mandatory ingredients, then it's necessary. Having said that if you do not have the necessary ingredients or time, then allow it to be Regular although not every day. Using tobacco can make your skin glimpse more mature and contributes to wrinkles. Cigarette smoking narrows the small blood vessels within the outermost levels of skin, which decreases blood move and tends to make skin paler. This also depletes the skin of oxygen and nutrients that are crucial to skin health and fitness. Moreover, cigarette smoking boosts your danger of squamous cell skin cancer. If you smoke, The easiest method to protect your skin is usually to Stop. Question your medical professional for ideas or solutions that will help you stop smoking. Increase the olive oil or coconut oil. You'll need 2 teaspoons of olive oil. The olive oil will moisturize your face, leaving the skin experience gentle and smooth. If you don't have olive oil, You can utilize coconut oil instead, that is also extremely moisturizing. Ahhhh, the basic brown sugar scrub. There truly is not an improved natural exfoliant than brown sugar. It isn't going to tear the skin like oatmeal or salt can do. As well as, it tastes delightful if it in some way tends to make its way into your mouth. Orange, rich in Vitamin C, is the best all rounder In relation to your skin. From the peel for the juice all do the job in the best possible approaches to help keep you glowing and nutritious. Splendor Epic is the Elegance Community that sets a new amount of have faith in and honesty in beauty data. We're driven by a dedication to enhance Women of all ages's life by masking everyday breakthroughs in natural beauty, Life style and Wellness. Basically unfold the oil more than your skin following a tub or shower, much like you would with typical lotion or system butter. Always examine the label to make sure that the oil you're acquiring is pure rather than combined in with other oils. Hey !!! Am pleased for getting this coffee idea … It’s improved to try fairly savoring sip on a mug Thanks all .. .. Have a look at my skin Within this image…You are able to see the difference it can make after the 1st use. Here is how my face appears to be immediately after working with this mask… I'm not sporting virtually any makeup here, just moisturizer. I take advantage of this mask regularly! I take made use of the early morning’s coffee grounds blend in olive oil or maybe a cream and blend right into a paste. I also place in some turmeric powder. In India turmeric is often used in face masks to make the skin glow and to circumvent skin eruptions. Invalid e mail address Subscribe to L'Oréal Paris E-mail By enrolling I fully grasp and comply with the privacy plan and terms of service, including the utilization of arbitration plus the waiver of any course or team claim to solve disputes.
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i do think that egg white by yourself is very efficient in treating skin difficulties, my Tale of acne Once i was 18 was cured by egg white. when i turned 22 a similar get rid of. and now im 27,treating my Grownup acne.just dont be lazy Mixing egg whites with corn starch would make a cleansing face mask for ordinary skin. The corn starch absorbs and eliminates any Filth or impurities to provide you with smooth and apparent skin. I attempted which makes it myself nonetheless it bought messy. So I seemed up some honey masks on the internet and this was The most cost effective I could uncover. Can’t defeat 4oz for $15. And theirs have some excellent components added to it. I went ahead and obtained a couple. Test it out: It is completely Alright to use egg white masks recommended over for oily face. In truth, it helps to deep cleanse your pores and remove surplus Dust. Solution: Any actual honey will do, but my private preferred is raw, unfiltered honey since it retains more of its strong healing Attributes. I can in fact tell the distinction between the kinds of honey I’ve employed for my honey mask. I've normally beloved purely natural beauty masks. I have found them productive and healthier than chemical-based kinds. Sometimes they have a little bit a lot more operate to put them together and use, but the outcome could be quite gorgeous. Thanks for sharing! Theatre in the Middle East, as in other places, was to begin with of a ritual character, dramatising person's connection with nature, the gods, and other human beings. It grew outside of sacred rites of myths and legends performed by clergymen and lay actors at set moments and often in preset places. People theatre — mime, mask, puppetry, farce, juggling - had a ritual context in that it absolutely was done at spiritual or rites of passage for example days of naming, circumcisions, and marriages. Over time, some of these contextual ritual enactments became divorced from their spiritual indicating they usually were being executed throughout the year. How frequently am i able to do the skin brightening mask? is also the mask reusable or must I create a new batch every time? Exfoliation will be the stage most people skip inside their weekly skincare schedule. But if you start correctly exfoliating your skin, you'll recognize an Just about speedy big difference. The proteins which might be contained within an egg white mask support the skin make improvements to and retain its elasticity, which happens to be very important On the subject of decreasing the appearance of wrinkles. Many of the masks and characters Employed in European festivals belong to your contrasting classes of your 'very good', or 'idealised splendor', set in opposition to the 'ugly' or 'beastly' and grotesque. Only Adult males have on the masks and perform the dances with large stilts despite the masks representing women. The most stunning representations of female beauty is the Idia's Mask of Benin in current-day Edo Point out of Nigeria. It is thought to are commissioned by a king of Benin in memory of his mom. To honor his useless mom, the king wore the mask on his hip through Distinctive ceremonies.[29] five. Distribute all of the peels on the tray and place under the Sunlight to dry. Ensure that you address the tray which has a net or a skinny fabric to forestall insects and mud from stepping into contact with them. This support will allow you to join or associate a Google AdSense account with HubPages, so as to get paid funds from advertisements with your content. No data is shared Until you engage using this type of attribute. (Privateness Plan)
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Be careful never to scratch oneself Along with the egg shells. Check out Every egg batter for shell chips prior to software. Use this mask with cleanse fingers for your freshly cleaned and dried face. The baking soda may well sting a little, but This is certainly no cause for alarm. Online video Workforce Analyzed wikiHow is really a wiki just like Wikipedia, which suggests a large number of of our content are penned collaboratively. To build this informative article, eighty four people, some anonymous, labored to edit and increase it with time. Get an index of critical oils that function for all skin sorts. Not all essential oils get the job done for all skin varieties. Some may possibly melt away or damage sensitive skin, for instance. Good hub. The egg white mask has existed eternally. I bear in mind my mother discussing how her mother launched her to this. Thanks for bringing everyday living to it once more. three. The face scrub should not be drippy. Never insert additional olive oil, as this may dissolve the sugar. Adding also very little olive oil is likely to make your face scrub tough and dry that may bring about skin redness. Listed below are 5 easy recipes to receive you started off. Locate the a single that works for your skin variety or the trouble you need to address. For those who have an American type coffee equipment, make use of the coffee grinds inside the filter; if you have an Italian design machine, just unscrew and remove the debris remaining between the elements of the cafetiere. Inexperienced tea and honey work anti-inflammatory magic on skin redness and inflammation. This relaxing combo is Mild plenty of for delicate skin (do a patch examination in the event you’re nervous). Each substances are strong antioxidants to battle absolutely free radicals and maintenance skin injury. Combining https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=E9DZheR4t1A with banana this mask is a great way to deeply nourish and moisturize the dry skin from deep in just. https://www.pinterest.com/pin/722616702689548155 've never ever utilised it on my skin however, but I will try out it. Thank you for sharing. I've bookmarked it to refer back I Voted it up and handy. Skin care includes more than simply cleaning it and utilizing lotion. In addition it requires aquiring a balanced diet, getting enough snooze and physical exercise, and taking care of worry stages. Your exclusive skin style could also figure out any supplemental treatment plans also, such as using exfoliating scrubs or moisturizing masks. You can buy an awesome scrub or make your very own. See this record of the best facial scrubs or Check out a recipe employing brown sugar and coconut oil in Generate a Face & Overall body Scrub. To cleanse skin, most Ladies prefer the water method: Use heat h2o to loosen Dust and clogged pores. Use a dime-sized little bit of cleanser, then rinse with awesome or lukewarm water.
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In the event the orange peel powder and oatmeal employed with each other feels a little tough on your skin, add a lot more olive oil but don’t allow it to be as well runny as it'll create a drippy mess. Disclaimer: The articles on This website is generic, informational and adjunctive at very best, but are not able to serve as a alternative for Expert medical advice. I tried it yesternight …… The results were being awesome …… My face was truely glowy glowy ……. I used the rice powder wnich I've grinded myself…. It's a bit of gritty composition which gave a wonderfull scrubbing xperience ….. stepto remedies in really like with the outcomes….. *Thankyou* *thankyou* Oats not just nourishes skin of every type and also absorbs excess sebum from in just your pores as it is actually an absorbent. This acne-battling mask provides nourishing, exfoliating and cleansing Added benefits to skin. Just washed it off. Skin is smother, complexion simply a taaaaaaad bit brighter (not as uninteresting) and perhaps. Pimples and redness just as distinguished, possibly a little bit a lot more (assumed I believe that’s in the cinnamon’s By natural means granular and abrasive texture). Sit for 15 to thirty minutes to let the face mask settle and have absorbed deep into your skin. Once the time is up, rinse off with heat drinking water, and pat dry which has a clear towel. Orange peel has impressive Qualities that assistance keep irritating pimples absent. Use a thick coat of this zit-busting orange peel face mask to deep-cleanse your pores and drive out the Grime, grime, excess oil, and germs, all of which cause pimples and blackheads to type within the skin surface. I attempted the honey and cinnamon mask, and I believe it labored…? It didn’t sting or go away my face crimson, like Others explained. I do think it relies on what skin variety you've. Must I exploit this mask each morning or at night? Does it make a difference After i utilize it? Mix the above mentioned substances carefully in a small mixing bowl. Coat your face While using the mixture applying thoroughly clean fingers. Let it settle for 15 minutes. Meanwhile, you'll be able to lie down, near your eyes and loosen up since the mask does its magic. Once the time is up, rinse your face, and pat dry having a thoroughly clean towel. I suffer dry, delicate, blemished matured skin that despise chemical compounds. I'm definitely hoping the peel/coconut ouT suitable thru; do I halt the peel once the blemishes are out & cleared?, how/ with what do I cleanse such skin?, any moisturising & sunblock suggestions? Cheers! Sure u can eat oranges at time period times, no issue in the slightest degree, vit-c is one of the boon for women/females u can even just take vit-c nutritional supplement whole lifestyle, no have to have of even halting at enough time of pregnancy also, my working day begins with one cup of orange juice i adore it Honey is of course antibacterial, which will help your skin fight off acne. As well as it's got an an amazing antioxidant capability, and you'd like antioxidants about to overcome the cost-free radicals that damage the skin. Using a smaller, motorized hand blender, whisk the egg whites until eventually These are marginally stiff for application. Selecting filter choice will instantly update the products which are exhibited to match the chosen filter option. To remove a filter, click the “reset” or “reset all filters” button.
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As everyone knows that a banana is made up of Vitamin B6 so in essence it helps to delay the aging system. In addition it moisturizes the dry skin, as vitamin B6 also tighten the sagging skin and it protects your skin from free of charge radicals. By: Unfold the paste on to your face, keeping away from your eyes and nostrils. Therapeutic massage the mixture gently into your skin to exfoliate dead cells. Thank you a great deal of for this great enlightening Hub which may be practical for getting very good face complexion. These days Many individuals are investing an excessive amount funds to keep up their very good skin wellbeing. These natural solutions appear to be more much better than These artificial creams. Just a little cinnamon oil may be used Together with the coconut oil, but I'd personally only make use of a fall or two in a little jar of coconut oil–more than that may burn up the skin. I've many pimples considering the fact that seven years n also hvng darkish spots of dat.. i hv tried evry possibl matter.. but nthng get the job done.. my skin kind is Blend.. n m also hvng white heads way too.. even afta gng for cleanse up nthng High definition workd yet.. how banana wl support me.. n in the quantity of dayss… When implementing organic masks such as this, it is actually preferable to face more than your sink or in the bathroom to forestall undesired messes on the ground. When you materialize to help make a sizable batch of banana face mask (or every other face mask) don’t fret! Most face masks can be stored while in the fridge for as many as 1 7 days and be employed properly. If just about anything commences smelling funky nevertheless, it’s the perfect time to hit the trash. There are numerous creams and cosmetics that use caffeine like a key aspect of their formulation, but you do not need to use them to take pleasure in the many benefits of coffee for the skin . You can utilize a handmade face mask in its place! I've read through and take the privacy plan Pink Hyperlink to Media collects private knowledge for interior use only. Beneath no conditions will your data be transferred to third get-togethers without the need of your permission. The caffeine written content can help lower swelling and restore the skin's misplaced blush, brightness and vitality. The ground beans are perfect to wash and scrub, while caffeine features a tightening effect on your skin pores. Avocado is really a prosperous supply of pure fats and in addition includes omega 3 fatty acids. This can make it the ideal component that can be made use of to restore the misplaced moisture of your skin. In addition to taking away unwanted facial hair, this mask also eliminates any dirt or impurities from your skin. Carefully exfoliates and scrubs skin cleanse. Absorbs and gets rid of impurities and Dust within the skin’s surface. Egg whites don’t just function to tighten and nourish your skin, Additionally they are particularly full of collagen and might transform your skin’s elasticity. This subsequently cuts down the looks of wrinkles and crow’s-feet all around your eyes.
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So as to obtain the cucumber juice You will need to grate it then squeeze the juice outside of it (grate more than enough cucumber to acquire the quantity of juice you would like). Exfoliate your skin the moment every week. This may aid buff absent Those people useless skin cells and depart your skin sensation silky-easy. You use scrubs, loofahs, and exfoliating sponges. Make sure to use a gentler exfoliator in your face than on the rest of your body. The banana face mask presents all the significant nutrients, Even though honey provides moisturization and lemon juice works to be a all-natural exfoliant. When these three components merged together it could make a fantastic mask for acne and inflammation. I have generally beloved organic attractiveness masks. I have found them powerful and much healthier than chemical-centered types. In some cases they take a bit a lot more do the job To place them together and use, but the effects is usually pretty stunning. Many thanks for sharing! [24] Use brown sugar for just a gentler scrub and white sugar for an everyday scrub. You should utilize any kind of oil you would like, but coconut oil or olive oil would function greatest. Need one thing much better? Check out salt! I cherished the eggwhite, lemon and honey mask and I will utilize it two times per week. What recipes can I use for day-to-day to improve my sagging skin, lighten the darkish marks less than my eyes and assistance my turkey neck? This is often my ‘head over to’ face mask if I feel my skin turning out to be somewhat far too oily, or if I'm struggling from an outbreak. I swear by it. I've been meaning to pamper myself for a while, And that i imagine that a facial mask is just how to go. I am absolutely thrilled to try these, In particular considering the fact that all of them use affordable objects from a fridge or cabinet. Orange peel face mask is an incredibly efficient in targeting problems for example blackheads, acne, clogged pores, boring skin and oiliness. Nevertheless, before you make an orange peel face pack, it’s imperative that you initial learn how to help make orange peel powder. Honey is effective well for tightening our skin and is a great moisturizer. I study your content articles and locate them exceptionally practical. You happen to be this sort of a fantastic author and you simply give us an in-depth information regarding anything you compose. Author Info Orange, full of Vitamin C, is the best all rounder In relation to your skin. Through the peel on the juice all do the job in the very best methods to maintain you glowing and healthy. Just remember to combine your egg white really well each time you use it (by mixing it you are going to get a foamy egg white glance). Thanks for making your account on EverydayMe. This informative article or product has long been extra to your favorites.
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Details: Honey has antimicrobial Attributes and antioxidants which might be beneficially sticky. This stickiness pulls absent the dust, lifeless skin, and microbes from the pores whilst the antimicrobial Houses hold the skin from getting infected once more. :D um really hoping to acquire an excellent result due to the fact um genuinely incredibly impressed by your methods…:D if i dispose of my facial troubles i will Permit you know needless to say In shaa ALLAH…^_^ may ALLAH bless you and hold you joyful often….:D voila!!! Most people discard the peel of oranges and not using a 2nd imagined the moment They may be carried out Together with the citrusy flesh within just. If you are one of these, right here’s a magnificence treatment that will make you rethink throwing the orange peels away. [ more info from stepto remedies ] In addition, orange peel also consists of potassium that helps the skin retain its moisture and magnesium that assists fight skin getting old induced by cellular oxidative hurt. Suffice to convey then, which the rightful place for orange peels will not be in your trash can but within your magnificence routine. In the event you use all of the mixture and may you help save the rest for an additional use? Also, how often should it's applied? It truly is reasonably frequent knowledge that oranges certainly are a godsend to your skin. What isn’t emphasized enough, even so, is the fact that In relation to rejuvenating your lackluster skin, the most strong Section of the fruit is, in reality, it’s peel. With each other, they very clear up the skin pores. Honey is actually a organic antioxidant and it's antimicrobial Attributes. This eradicates the microbial bacterial infections that induce acne. As this mask will get messy, It will be a smart idea to tie or pin your hair back again. You may additionally want to take into account draping a towel over your upper body and shoulders to protect your apparel. I am thinking if You can utilize these facial masks just for the sake of having fresh skin? Or can it be highly recommended only to use them for acne or other skin irritations? i have lots of pimples given that 7 years n also hvng dark spots of dat.. i hv tried out evry possibl factor.. but nthng get the job done.. my skin sort is Blend.. n m also hvng white heads far too.. even afta gng for cleanse up nthng High definition workd nonetheless.. how banana wl assistance me.. n in the number of dayss… Many thanks lots Chandni for the swift replies. Allah bless you considerably! I was gonna use citric acid as it will decrease the ph stage. Will lemon juice do a similar? If I insert these organic preservatives do you think the mixture will very last 3weeks if I give it as a present? Pls forgive my numerous queries It truly is your choice. You'll want to get it done following washing your face, that's Typically carried out each morning and night. A lot of people use masks while in the evening, as that's whenever they have by far the most time. Just give these masks a attempt. They are really basically no cost and you also don’t want to search the world to obtain the mandatory elements. In short, you have nothing to get rid of except your acne. Why not give it a try out?
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Here are some actually simple Do-it-yourself face mask recipes that have grown to be highly regarded amid honey lovers. https://www.pinterest.com/pin/722616702689548172 and elements associated with Every single mask are really easy you can get ready it in a few minutes. Honey is often a all-natural humectant that attracts in humidity from the air, leaving your skin moist and easy, and it can also enable break up excessive sebum That may be clogging up your pores (and leading to pesky pimples). Put together your face with the mask by washing it with heat drinking water. This tends to open up your pores, which is able to Enhance the effectiveness of the mask. Given that this mask tends for getting pretty messy, you can also pull your hair back again right into a ponytail, braid it, or pin it back again. On OneHowTo You can even learn the way for making an amazing overall body coffee scrub And exactly how coffee will dispose of cellulite. You will under no circumstances toss away your leftover coffee grinds again! Suggestions: Use this combination a few to four times weekly (even a each day software is okay), but you should definitely put together it new every time, as it is very uncomplicated to arrange and simplest at that time. If you can and you've got the required substances, then It's a necessity. Even so if you do not have the mandatory elements or time, then help it become Regular although not every day. To finish your registration remember to enter the verification code you obtained on the cell. In case you have not acquired the verification code, make sure you SMS REWARDME to 9223347100 Picture: Karen Cox/SheKnows For many who don’t have enough time to whip up a whole Do-it-yourself banana mask, a refreshing banana in opposition to inflamed skin could possibly do the trick. Home made face masks are full of nature's restorative goodness, in the form on the nutrients, minerals, acids, and oils described in the tables above, without any from the substances that keep-acquired masks have to contain for an prolonged shelf existence. Blend clay, honey and apple cider vinegar in a little non-reactive bowl (never use metal when dealing with clay). Stir together and gently use on the face and neck. Just after 15 minutes, clear away the mask with heat water, then with chilly water. Alongside one another, they cited information from 27 references. wikiHow's Content Administration Staff carefully displays the work from our editorial team to make certain that Every single write-up meets our superior benchmarks. OEM ODM rorec aloe vera olive pomegranate blueberry honey all-natural skin mask for face masks skin care Decide on one that fits your skin sort and you also are with your approach to identifying many great things about honey in your skin! In a cheap and straightforward elegance treatment method that may be also good enough to take in, a Do-it-yourself banana face mask might help to relaxed and clean skin with the improve with the seasons.
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Can I shop almond oil as well as the vitamin E capsule fall by putting Every single with each other in a very plastic bottle and employing for several times on my facial skin? Blend all the above substances in a bowl. Slowly include drinking water until a thick paste is shaped. Employing clean up fingertips, therapeutic massage a thick coat in the combination onto your face in a delicate circular movement. It isn't hard to make your very own orange peel powder—all you would like are oranges, a blender, and one particular to five times (as a way to give the orange peels the perfect time to dry). You are able to but it really's encouraged that you just utilize a darkly colored glass bottle, not plastic, for purity. Surely use within just a couple of days since the oil Qualities will lessen with time and heat. Just how much you exfoliate is up for discussion. Some Women of all ages have skin that will get scaly promptly. Others glance dewy and new with nominal fuss. Dermatologist Dr. Hello! I have essentially dried my orange peels but.. :-/ I forgot not to include things like the white portion (which you said it shouldn't be). Am i able to even now use it? May perhaps I determine what difference will it make, using 'only the best most component' and 'including the white element'? This face mask can be excellent for experienced skin as all these 3 ingredients put with each other, are fantastic for lessening the looks of great traces. What better than finding the benefits of exfoliation and comforting in one face mask? Nicely, the Oatmeal and banana face mask may be the 1 that gives you scrubbing and smoothening impact simultaneously. . Any greater than that and you’ll be dripping honey all over! I'd a challenge with dripping in the beginning, but after I Slice back again on the quantity of honey I employed, the challenge fixed alone. As well as that it’s a bit more affordable like that, as well! Implement the combination to your face with your fingers. Perform the sugar-honey combination on to your face together with your finger tips in gentle round motions. Stay away from your eyes and mouth even though implementing. She was influenced to jot down this web site right after suffering from extreme acne. In the course of this time she made pure, healthy do-it-yourself beauty remedies that fed her skin and assisted her recover. Egg whites tighten the skin and shrink your pores even though the yogurt nourishes your complexion. It’s like acquiring a Botox cure! The three panel style and design will guarantee a great healthy, whilst the neoprene content applied to make it will preserve you heat as well. What's more, it has the advantage of staying resistant to water. Retinoids (which include Retin-A or the greater moisturizing Renova) also get the job done by eliminating the best layer of useless skin cells while also creating collagen within the skin. "Collagen would be the skin's structural fiber," dermatologist Dennis Gross explained in O Magazine
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Incorporate lemon juice and olive oil in container. Guantee that They're perfectly combined. You can utilize the container that you'll be storing the exfoliating scrub in. Right before robust transparent products like polycarbonate were invented, visors to protect the face had to be opaque with smaller eyeslits, and have been a form of mask, as generally in mediaeval satisfies of armour, and (for instance) Outdated Norse grímr meant "mask or visor". Disguise Masks are a well-recognized and vivid factor in several folks and regular pageants, ceremonies, rituals, and festivals, and tend to be of an historic origin. The mask is Ordinarily a Component of a costume that adorns The complete entire body and embodies a custom vital that you the spiritual and/or social life of the Group as whole or a particular group within the Local community. Masks are made use of Virtually universally and preserve their ability and mystery both equally for their wearers and their viewers. Yoghurt, as everyone knows, is often a prosperous natural source of protein and likewise contains lactic acid. This makes it the very best ingredient to hydrate and moisturize the dry skin. Now that you have your orange peel powder, Allow me to share three face mask recipes that will assist you to enjoy their Advantages: Include a little heat h2o if essential to keep the lather likely. In the event the lather dies down, incorporate a little bit of h2o. Just don’t add far too much, or the sugar will dissolve. Stick to The straightforward 15 min keep pack time using this type of mask and pat dry which has a cleanse towel. It is going to depart your skin feeling beautiful and clean. Ahead of making an attempt any of these facials, test a little area of one's skin ahead of making use of the combination towards your complete face. This is particularly imperative that you do When you have delicate skin. Goaltender mask, a mask worn by an ice or subject hockey goaltender to safeguard The top and face from harm Rinse with neat h2o. Rinse your face with amazing h2o till the scrub is totally long gone, after which you can pat your face dry which has a cleanse, dry washcloth. From the cult of Shiva, found in Anatolia from circa 6,000 BC, the youthful, bare ithyphallic god seems wearing a horned mask.[15] During the Greek bacchanalia and also the Dionysus cult, which involved using masks, the everyday controls on conduct were being temporarily suspended, and other people cavorted in merry revelry exterior their regular rank or position. René Guénon promises that in the Roman saturnalia festivals, the standard roles ended up often inverted. Their 3 main cults use seventy-8 different types of masks. The majority of the ceremonies of the Dogon lifestyle are solution, although the antelope dance is demonstrated to non-Dogons. The antelope masks are rough rectangular containers with many horns coming out of the highest. The Dogons are professional agriculturists as well as the antelope symbolizes a hard Operating farmer.[28] Mash up the banana, then mix from the honey. For very best benefits, put the substances within a blender. Insert the juice of the lemon or orange. Apply to face for quarter-hour before rinsing which has a great washcloth or perhaps a steaming heat washcloth. Observe with the regular moisturizer. They tend to be worn over the face, Though they might also be positioned for result somewhere else over the wearer's human body. In aspects of Australia, large totem masks address the body, whilst Inuit Girls use finger masks throughout storytelling and dancing.[one]
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So my friend knows somebody who knows somebody that works at a pharmacy.
They said they can get prescription medicines like morphine pills for a price.
I’m going to do it. Transcending codeine and moving on to pure morphine.
I’ll probably be on heroin in two years, yolo!
I wanted to buy promethazine/codeine cough syrup but they said they have nothing like that. I’m not even sure if the prometh/co mix is even a thing in the UK.
I’m gonna buy the morphine pills. 
Codeine is basically morphine but to a tenth of the power.
’m gonna get a supply of codeine syrup (probably online) and mix it with some prometh and codeine pills I source from online pharmacies. I might mix it with grape soda or something. 
I’m going to make my own brand of lean and sell it in the UK. Nobody here sells it and I swear, if I let people try it they will pay to feel it again.
It’s easy to source it at this point, but not everybody has the knowledge I have. People here are still doing CWE or just risking overdose on pain pills like cocodamol.
They’ll probably try to source the shit themselves but they’ll give in. 
They’ll just buy it from me.
idrk how im gonna do this
i dont think im going to get rich from this but I’ll probably break even.
If not, I’ll feel cool because I have lean anyway.
I’m trying to stop for like a week, hopefully two, to reset my tolerance.
it’s been like 2 days I guess but not really 
I’ve cut down
I’m not physically dependent but little things, mentions of opiates, painkillers, pleasure, fame or achievement make me think of it. 
I want to get high.
I don’t crave it. I can type this, knowing there’s enough codeine next to me to sweep me off my feet, knowing I’m not going to take it tonight and feel alright. 
I need a friend to hold onto my stash while I detox.
It’s not really useful if I can access it this easy. 
If I give it to my friend who knows about this shit he’ll probably take them himself or OD. I don’t want him to get into any more drugs or try to kill himself.
My main friend doesn’t know much about this.
I’ve loosely spoke to him about it long ago but we’ve never spoke about it.
we’ve spoke about caffeine addiction but thats not seen as a narcotic. 
It’s not as shameful to talk about.
everybody drinks coke.
nobody thinks anything about it.
I’m sure it will be illegal one day.
i dont want to give it to family.
i dont have a lot of options
and i dont want to part with them
I have like 100-200 pills. I should buy more but I’m pretty low on cash. 
I need to pay rent, travel, buy clothes, a new phone and pay for my education. 
Speaking of education.
I’m pretty, idk the word, 
my ego feels shame
I bigged myself up so much
I was stupid to get into this. 
College isn’t me. It’s so far away from my authentic self.
I’m really, really considering dropping out. 
I haven’t made the first trimester or finished the first project. 
It just really, really isn’t me.
The point was always to make cash but I lost the flame that got me onto the course.
I’ll make cash from my long term backup plan.
I’m retaking my GCSES online, so I can take my A-Levels next year. Then probably more GCSEs. 
Even if I don’t choose my current backup plan at that point, I’ll have more options if I choose to sell out again.
so yeah, I feel pretty guilty, ashamed, other shitty feelings.
Sort of awkward and embarrassed. Everybody said I’d stop going and I’d drop out.
They was right and they’re pretty dumb about a lot of things, but the fact they was right about this will validate the stupid sides of them. If you understand what I’m saying. 
It’s 2am, so I’m sort of just typing without correcting.
I guess living in the moment
being happy is important
I’m alive
If I live longer than I thought I would I have time
even if i dont achieve anything
I’ll enjoy a lot of my life
and I’ll die
new people will continuously be born into this world
they will have joy and achievement
I accept this
Happiness was always more important.
Drugs are my escape
drugs are instant gratification
they’re not happiness, but wanting to be happy leads me to them
I’m proud to say I haven’t done MDMA since that really shit comedown last time though
the brain zaps and super low feelings.
I don’t want to do it again.
I might do it again though, when I visit some friends in Europe with my other druggy friend
he’s not really a druggy but that’s the only context I’ve ever mentioned him in here
that’s how a lot of people see him 
that’s not him though.
he has a lot of other interests, talents and knowledge
he doesn’t have a lot of options right now so he just lives in the moment when he can 
but hes trying to get out of it
he’s definitely making an effort
the people around him aren’t
I appreciate that about him
he’s not giving up. 
he’s spending longer amounts of time clean each time he tries again
he’s still dependent on weed but he can survive days without it
his main problem is honestly environment or the people around him
his girlfriend is just 
dramatic
shes a cunt and starts things for her own sake
I tell him, she is a thot, he’s like nah bro i love her though
love is an illusion
its just chemicals
he knows this deep down
the more of a cunt she is, the sooner he will eventually cut himself off from her
I think it’s coming soon
maybe he can help me sell the lean
I hope I keep at trying to sell lean
I get so motivated and driven to finish projects
i get so deep and so close to getting somewhere
then a few months later i lose all interest
just like i did with photography and college
then i move onto something else exciting, which could honestly be my break
like selling lean
then i repeat the cycle
thats why i call myself consistently inconsistent
i wish i could stick at this shit
ive noticed a plethora of patterns in my lifestyle
every year I repeat the story
redeciding what matters to me
i know it all to be true
nothing to be false
everything to be possible
every feeling is a choice.
so yeah uh 
drugs fam
theyre bad
but i like them 
i also need cash
if u need drugs just hmu fam i can source u anything
if youre a cop be warned I’ll show u a time so good you’ll have to quit your job
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【☆】Hmmm. That’s a tough one. But I guess it would be giving people second chances after they’ve done something wrong. Like I do get you don’t have to give someone a second chance. But if you do so then you shouldn’t get a minor callout and your name slandered because you gave someone a second chance. 
It happened to me in the past. I gave someone I was close to a second chance after they had hurt a bunch of people with lies. I didn’t know they did this. I didn’t condone their actions. I thoroughly tore into them and basically destroyed them verbally to know how disappointed I was in them and how much of an idiot they where to do this. But still, I gave them a second chance, told them I’ll be there to support them change who they where but if they even went back to their old bullshit then I was going to kickflip out and not speak to them again. 
I understand that not everyone deserves a second chance if they’ve seriously done wrong. Like I for one wouldn’t give people who’ve sent me hate or stalked me in the past a second chance. They saw the need to hurt me or follow my every move to get information on what accounts I had active and who I was interacting with. 
So yeah. I firmly believe that people do deserve second chances, but I also understand that not everyone deserves a second chance. But for some reason a lot of people on Tumblr don’t grasp that. Think once you do wrong then you can’t change and then think it’s okay to harass people who are doing their best to change for the better. Like what kind of message does that send out? You fuck up once? You’ll never be able to change? True some people never do. But wasting your energy on them isn’t worth it. Instead ignore them as much as you can. Block and blacklist them and do what you can to be happy.
In short, people make some bad choices and mistakes. People deserve second chances but if you wrong someone they don’t have to give you a second chance. Some people don’t always deserve a second chance if they’ve seriously hurt you, don’t show signs of trying to at least improve and right wrong actions or are simply just awful people who don’t give a shit. In the end it varies on what’s happened and who the person is.
But people shouldn't get hate, harassed or called out for giving someone a second chance either because they want to. Because they’re trying to be a better person and help someone hopefully become better to write their wrongs. Sure sometimes it could be misplaced but in the end, it’s up to each person on who they want to give a second chance too in the end. 
That’s it. Thanks for coming to my TED Talk. 
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