#Isolating Thoughts

[sameboot]

Simon petrikov coping FAIL compilation

#HNNNGGGNNN!! SO MANY THOUGHTS ABOUT EPISODE 2…… #my art #adventure time #fionna and cake #simon petrikov #Fionna and cake spoilers #<- kind of??? maybe not really #I’m so glad ep 2 gave us some insight to that scene in obsidian #it’s such a shift from Simon saying he’d literally rather DIE than be the ice king again #BUT IT MAKES SENSE! #nostalgia can twist your perception of the past #and then mix that in with a metric ton of trauma ! #‘things were simpler back then’ #SIMON 99.5% OF YOUR LIFE AS ICE KING WAS AWFUL…. #I mean in the later seasons he does gradually gain acceptance and fit in with the others #but that just makes the CURRENT simons situation so much sadder it’s like he’s back at square 1 in some ways #WILL THE ISOLATION EVER END? #OK IM DONE RANTING IN THE TAGS

[egophiliac]

I've had a beast of a cold for the last few days, but I wanted to get this out before the new year! while I've sort of made my peace with my first take on Lilia's UM poster, I really wanted to do a version with the new context that chapter 6 gave us. because. c'mon.

(don't worry, Lilia can carry ALL HIS KIDS AT ONCE)

#art #twisted wonderland #unique magic posters #twisted wonderland spoilers #twisted wonderland episode 7 part 6 spoilers #twisted wonderland book 7 spoilers #twisted wonderland book 7 part 6 spoilers #the dragon cradle does make me laugh #no look i understand it's a ~visual metaphor~ for malleus' isolation #(and also lets lilia run up a bunch of steps all dramatically later) #but the image of this enormous ten-story cradle with the teeny tiny little egg in the middle of it is pretty hilarious #the draconias are SO extra about everything #now if you'll excuse me i have to go fall over for what remains of the year #happy 2024! #(i apologize to the poor person who asked a cute question about meleanor and got a giant cold medicine-induced essay in response :') #(i have been incapable of coherent thought for...a while now)

[yusufalioglu]

Isolating Thoughts by Yusuf Alioğlu Via Flickr: Isolating Thoughts My Interplanetary Memories Interplanetary Travel Sometimes you want to go. To far away. For a human, the depths of space is the farthest point one can go. Going this far from home can cause many mood disorders. I am currently suffering from some emotional distress caused by this situation. But on the other hand, the excitement of discovering a new planet made me forget all these emotional problems for a while. Perhaps, when I discover a new life form or even a civilization, I will be completely free of all my troubles. At least I hope so. There is only one thing I need to convince myself of. And that is my belief that one day I will encounter a civilization on a planet suitable for life. Otherwise, the idea of returning home will continue to haunt me. I both wanted and didn't want to go home. The dilemma that I would start everything over and over again and whether I would be successful or not scared me a lot. After my long time in space, would I be able to re-adjust to life on planet Earth? Would I be able to communicate with people? Or would I be longing for the solitude I'm used to in space? The questions that I couldn't find the answer to were growing in my mind. I needed to find some answers for myself. When will I find an answer to these questions my mind is asking me? I needed to clear my mind of my memories. Or I needed to go back to planet Earth where I lived my memories. This will be a very difficult decision for me. Camera: Canon EOS Kiss X7i Photograph by Yusuf Alioglu Location: Outer space (space) Facebook Become a Patron! Instagram (Yusuf Alioglu Photography) Instagram (UnbornArt) Twitter Youtube iStock Blogger Vimeo UnbornArt deviantART Tumblr Check out this portfolio on Shutterstock!

#My Interplanetary Memories #Isolating Thoughts #Uranüs #Uranus #Star #Sun #Solar #Stars #Two Sun #Planet #Space #Outer Space #Universe #Cosmos #Space Travel #Space Traveler #Interplanetary #Interplanetary Travel #Interstellar #Space Photo #Space Picture #Space Dreams #Deep Space #Space Age #Astronomy #Astrophotography #Colors #Light #Photo #Photography

[yousaveeveryonebutwhosavesyou]

I'm proud of you for making it this far.

#suicide #suicidal thoughts #suicidal ideation #mental health #mental illness #depression #bpd #anxiety #bipolar #alone #crying #isolated #sadness #sad #broken #worthless #hurt #upset #actuallytraumatized #actuallymentallyill #actuallybpd #white text on black background #black & white

[mychapel-004]

FNAF SPOILERS! SCROLL! TALKING ABOUT THE SPRINGLOCK SCENE!

i’ve seen so many people discussing the springlock scene in both negative and positive ways and i think it brings up really cool points about how matthew played that scene and balanced fan expectations with his own characterisation.

i think the discussions around this movie have rlly exposed the disconnect between fanon and canon in fnaf, especially talking abt the core games in isolation, bc frankly in the game universe (ignoring the books) we get Very Little characterisation for William other than the obvious, but Matthew managed to add so much in the way he talks and his body language.

in the reveal scene, we see afton at arguably his peak. in his first scene, he comes off as somewhat demeaning and judgemental until he recognises mike’s name, at which point he seems to have this nervous energy, rushing to cover it up but stumbling slightly, his reaction to the tables being turned even slightly is massive.

this is a man who committed multiple mrdrs in essentially broad daylight, hid the bodies in the most obvious place, and still got away with it, and then kept the crime scene as a trophy of his actions, and an ongoing prison sentence for his victims. he has been in complete control for decades, and is confident that he can deal with any kind of threat quickly. his confidence in his reveal is palpable

it changes when vanessa shoots him. the whole parallel with vanessa and the animatronics is hugely interesting too- how william refers to the animatronics almost endearingly as “kids” when he wants them to obey, how both vanny and the animatronics have an unearned loyalty to him, almost a pseudo-adoption through what he did to them, taking them from their parents and keeping them under his thumb, forever stuck as naive, forgiving, obedient children. vanessa breaking from that control shakes him, but the mask slips back into place almost immediately.

then, he’s outsmarted by the brother of one of his victims, and the child he planned to end next. his pseudo-children turn on him and he can no longer manipulate his appearance or shed his skin to escape. he explodes on them, and his language is incredibly telling that he is being dishonest.

he calls them small, trying to belittle them into submission, even though they are ten feet tall metal animatronics powered by rage. he is grasping at straws to regain control, and failing miserably.

finally, the springlocks go off. the locks in the movie look more like a ribcage, so the first two likely puncture his lungs. they’re slow, and painful, but he doesn’t scream or beg or sob. he grunts and groans, gritting his teeth and only letting out sounds of pain that sound almost involuntary. there is no way in hell he would visibly let himself show weakness or pain in front of these creatures that he believes he has control over. he isn’t brought to his knees until there are eight metal spikes embedded in his abdomen. he doesn’t let the mask fall for even a second, until he literally PUTS THE ACTUAL MASK ON and finally collapses. even then, he’s fighting for consciousness, twitching and writhing with no control over his body. william afton thrives on control, and his soul will not rest until he gets it back.

it’s why he keeps the pizzeria- he always comes back. he can’t help but return to the scene of the crime, putting on his old costume, continuing his killings. he revels in being a constant threat on the horizon. and now, he knows he is going to die, and he knows the suit will bring him back, and noone will be able to get rid of him then. so he puts the mask back on, and waits.

in terms of the sfx- they’re pretty accurate. with stab wounds, you need to leave the knife in the wound as long as possible for best chance of survival, as it stops the blood from escaping. in terms of the springlocks, there wouldn’t be copious amounts of blood as the locks are keeping the wounds filled- which is good because it means a slower, more painful death.

#fnaf #fnaf movie #eden rambles #william afton #matthew lillard #springtrap #five nights at freddy's #fnaf spoilers #idk i thought it was a great scene #ppl just need to manage their expectations of what fnaf 1 Actually Is in isolation #not the years of other media and fandom and lore and theory #we literally saw him get springlocked one time in 8 bit with no audio and four frames. how is this worse in comparison #wanna make another post talking abt how the film explores images vs the reality when you look deeper #specifically abby and her drawings/the drawings at freddys vs mike’s motivation being based on the images he sees in his dreams #and how it’s so perfect for fnaf 1 being a game almost entirely made of just scary images without actually exploring the reality #that these robots are Children and Scared and Lost #tldr the fort scene was necessary

[free-my-mindd]

Isolation is my favorite form of self care.

#text post #my thoughts #isolation #self care

[moonshadow-thoughts]

Do you ever feel like you miss out on life, because you are not able to socialize the way most people do?

#I just want a relationship #and friends #and have people to share my life with #lonely #alone #introverted #my thoughts #thoughts #introvert #autistic #autism #actually autistic #lgbtq #neurodivergent #neurodiversity #forever alone #missing out #missing out on life #life #isolated #no friends

[emberwritesinsight]

Every year Akio Ohtori loans his sister out to a bunch of teenagers, grooms said teenagers, makes all of them fight each other several times, does irreparable emotional damage, hopefully THOROUGHLY cleans the inside of his car because Christ alive.

And all of this, all these surreal, intricate rituals, are so he can lose a sword fight with a door.

This has happened multiple times. He doesn't even seem particularly upset about failing. Every year Akio Ohtori loses a sword fight with a door and somehow does not feel like an absolute clown. Could NOT be me, I would never try again. I would lie awake at night every night after the first attempt agonizing about how stupid I must have looked and how my sister absolutely would have laughed at me if all the organs she needed to do so weren't getting shish-kebabed six ways to Sunday.

#revolutionary girl utena #akio ohtori #shoujo kakumei utena #ohtori akio #rgu #sku #i might begrudgingly respect his total lack of shame #if i thought it came from solid self-esteem and not from intentionally isolating himself for years #surrounded by people who have no choice but to assume he's cool because they have no frame of reference for what a cool adult looks like #also i knowwww I'm taking this too literally okay it's fun to take Utena literally for the lulz sometimes

[ewwww-what]

Just watched boys night. Will never be normal again.

#please they are so deeply awkward with each other it’s my favorite thing ever #these kids were entirely socially isolated and lonely until they met each other #I’m so glad that they just kind of don’t know how to be friends sometimes #PLEASE #popular kids who are so cool and also SO not cool I love them #the bad boys #(some of them aren’t even boys if you think about it..) #fantasy high #d20 #d20 fantasy high #dimension 20 #d20 fanart #fantasy high fanart #fhjy #fabian fantasy high #fabian seacaster #fabian aramais seacaster #gorgug fantasy high #gorgug thistlespring #riz fantasy high #riz gukgak #fh #the bad kids #I’m playing a game right now where I try to let myself post doodles instead of only finished work and it’s so much harder than I thought #undescribed #not described #my art

[chrxnicdaydream]

Something I think about way too much is how Chuuya’s accelerated healing & (for the most part) physical invulnerability probably reinforced his beliefs that he isn’t human for a long time. And even now, it’s probably still a plaguing thought that he has to fight against.

The fact that one of the only things that causes him to sustain physical damage is the very power that he feels segregates him from humanity.

The fact that during one of the only times that Chuuya is physically vulnerable— for that short period after corruption— Dazai is the only one who gets to see him like that. And how it’s in those moments that Dazai is most tender with Chuuya.

#hoshikawa captures the horror of it so well #while harukawa captures the isolation beautifully #both are true and important. meanwhile Dazai being like #your beauty never ever scared me #i’ve been wanting to do a deep read through of the manga and post my thoughts as i go #so maybe posting this will finally push me to start #rambling about bsd again #bsd #bungou stray dogs #nakahara chuuya #bsd chuuya #skk #soukoku #bsd dazai #bsd meta #bsd analysis #character analysis

[tapeworrmart]

Lone Star 🌟

#Yes I'm still thinking about this show. Haven't been able to think of anything else #THIS CHARACTER MAN. I have so many thoughts and feelings I can't articulate #So I tried to draw it instead #He's just... He's non human. He's isolated himself so much he isn't a person he's ethereal #True detective #true detective season 1 #True detective s1 #Rust Cohle #Rustin Cohle #matthew mcconaughey #fan art #art #sketch #character art

[cock-holliday]

It’s not at all surprising that cisfeminists try to push people out of conversations about reproductive care but it’s bizarre as fuck for trans people to do it. Like, I do not know how to express to you that this topic affects like 99% of trans (and adjacent) people.

Obviously (apparently not obvious to many of you) trans and not-cis or not-dyadic people who have or had (at least some of) the organs that allow you to carry a pregnancy are affected by it. It’s YOUR parts. Everyone who can get pregnant is affected. Everyone who could have an abortion is affected. Everyone who has to worry about birth control for THEIR specific own protection is affected. Everyone who has to get a pap smear is affected. It’s regulation about THAT healthcare, about THOSE parts, about accessing care for YOUR body.

Likewise, the ability and responsibility to bear children is placed on ALL women. Every woman who cannot, will not, or won’t become pregnant has their womanhood challenged. It doesn’t matter if it’s a physical impossibility (infertility AND choice to remove ability AND never having the ability to begin with) or a personal choice despite the ability—if you identify with womanhood, a large piece of the narrative is equating that role with baby-carrier. Which exists both in larger misogynistic society and as a point of pride among cisfeminists.

It’s a feminist issue for how we need to destroy the way society forces a role, it’s a feminist issue on the grounds of bodily autonomy. So just about everyone, regardless of AGAB, is affected in some way.

It does no good to forget (accidentally or intentionally) the trans people whose bodies are being policed in medicine, nor pretend those whose bodies are being policed by societal role are “being brought up for no reason.”

Of all the genders; trans man, trans woman, cis woman, and identities adjacent and between—none escape this scrutiny and it is a topic that affects all of us.

The only role that it affects less is ‘cis man,’ and even then only so far. Either cis man is an identity that one may not hold permanently in which case the previously cis man is brought into the above categories, OR it’s a role that should be brought into the conversation more because of personal responsibility to the above groups. If we are to actually shift sole responsibility for pregnancy from the one who can get pregnant to also encompass those who can get people pregnant (expanding birth control responsibility, financial and parental responsibility, etc) we have to recognize that no body or identity is absent from this conversation, even if one identity is a silent presence over it all.

#LJsm #while I think cis man is a category most unlike the rest #I still don’t even think THAT identity should be in a total us vs them #both because of how cis men are not solely responsible for this bullshit #but also because of the potential essentialism #by isolating the identity away from the rest of us #it makes it hard for previously cis men to come over to our side as an ‘ex-enemy’ #but also reinforces either that cis men are biologically bad or socialized bad #and both create thought patterns that are used to police trans people within community #aka ‘cis men are the enemy’ isn’t less of a foundation of radfem bullshit than ‘men are the enemy’

[yousaveeveryonebutwhosavesyou]

Will it ever get better?

#mental health #suicide #suicidal #suicidal thoughts #suicidal tendencies #self h@rm #bpd #self destruction #alone #depression #crying #isolated #sadness #sad #broken #depressed #worthless #hurt #anxiety #depressing #anxious #upset #actuallytraumatized #actuallyborderline #actuallymentallyill #actuallybpd #black & white

[mcaxolotl]

Idk what it was but chat was so fucking funny this stream 💀💀

some of my favorite lines:

AND THE CROWD IS AFRAID 🗣️🗣️🔥🔥

HES BURNING THE UBER EATS 🔥🔥🔥🔥

HE CAN COOK… BUT I AINT EATING SHIT 🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥

WHAT IS BRO SAYING 🔥🔥🔥

You are cooking sushi with a microwave

AND THE CROWD GOES MILD 🔥🔥

AND THE CROWD GOES CONCERNED 🔥🗣️

ITS FUCKING SOGGY

THE KITCHEN HAS WATER DAMAGE 🔥🔥🔥🔥‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️

THE CROWD HAS MOTION SICKNESS FROM THE TURN 🔥🔥

#chats reaction is like half of this bit so I thought y’all should see it #he just kept saying ‘let me cook’ for like 20 minutes #and then sang about Minecraft for an hour #the isolation really got to him #qsmp #charlie slimecicle #slimecicle #qsmp slimecicle

[free-my-mindd]

Sorry I didn’t text you back I’ve actually been busy isolating myself.

#text post #my thoughts #isolation

[lizzibennet]

the way people seem to be purposefully misunderstanding the addition of two (2) scenes in which colin is having a threesome like. he’s traveled all around the world in order to find himself and maybe it worked but not to extent he’d hoped for. he comes back and then plays the part society expects of him - rakish rogue - because he thinks that will help him feel fulfilled. and in that sense, what could be more “manly” than getting with two women at once? juxtaposing that first scene with the second in ep 4, it’s so clear that we’re meant to understand the reasons why he goes there are fickle and not what he truly wants. that’s why he’s so desperate to go after penelope!!! when he understands what he values and what about him is truly worthy he immediately wants to go after her because after all he’s always valued her even when he couldn’t see it. he went everywhere else literally to find his meaning at home, literally - within himself and with the person he’s always been closest to. “he was at the brothel” is not the gotcha you think it is!!!

#like i have to admit. when that scene was first there i didn’t like it #i thought they were trying too hard to make him sexy by putting him in sexy situations without *him* actually being sexy #but that scene does not exist in isolation!!!! #why would they add an almost identical scene w the same girls where it no longer works to satisfy him!! #YOU’RE SUPPOSED TO UNDERSTAND THE SCENES TOGETHER OMG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! #ME? DEFENDING POLIN? i know just like!!!! you are purposefully misunderstanding #bridgerton #bridgerton spoiler #colin bridgerton #penelope featherington #polin #i like this show a normal amount