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onlyjaeyun · 6 months

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anon who said she’d read chapter 3 after the enha concert here!!! once again, the chapter was so good!! i was actually impatient and read it before i started getting ready to go to the concert 😭 yn’s gc with giselle and karina had me deadddd. ALSO jay would talk you through it omggggg 😵‍💫😵‍💫

as for the concert it was AMAZING!!! other than having to rush a little bit to get ready, it was the first concert i’ve been too where everything went smoothly for me. we made it early, got inside super fast as soon as doors opened, got merch fast, and we were able to use the restrooms and eat properly in no rush before the show. even getting home was quick and easy (getting home from nct 127 was an actual mess for me so i have a little bit of trauma) 😭 anyways i think the universe anticipated how much i wanted this so it made sure everything went well.

as for the acc concert, I LUV ENHA SO MUCH ❤️‍🔥❤️‍🔥❤️‍🔥 our view was right in the middle so we were able to focus on the actual stage too rather than just the big screens and jfc they’re so in sync it amazed me. like even other groups are in sync too but enha’s choreo is so hard and the setlist was so physically demanding it was crazy to me that they’re able to make it seem so easy. THEY WERE SO STABLE TOOOO. enha best performers of 4th gen me thinks!! they’ve really proved their talent since they’ve debuted and i’m so proud!!! sunghoon mentioned some of the members were feeling a little sick cause of all the weather changes 🥺🥺🥺 yet they were all so happy and energetic and cute during their ments 🫶🏽🫶🏽 the production value was also crazy, the coffin shaped screens and stage was so creative tbh even if it’s one little detail. lighting and all went crazy too and made things so fun. you can tell money was put into the tour. i may be biased towards them but definitely my favorite kpop concert so far for sure!! just love enha sm 🥰🥰🥰 i only feel the same way for like two other groups, i’m selective af

as for the members omg HYUNG LINE HAD ME DEADDDD, they’re so fine. as a jay girly i already was screeching everytime he showed up. he just has this attractive aura surrounding him 24/7, oooooh i want him so bad 😫😫 BUT JAKE AND HEESEUNG OOOOOOH. jake was my og enha bias and has been my second bias since jongseong took the number one spot, but i think he’s fighting for number 1 again he’s just sooooo fine i was ready to get on my knees for him. everyone was down bad for him oof. heeseung is so sexy when performing jfc his expressions and energy 😍😍. sunghoon’s face card was crazy and he’d just show up on camera and id just be like how are you able to look like that. i almost passed out during that one move in sacrifice where he runs his hand down his body. jungwon is so cute, i’ve always seen him as my son even tho he’s like only a year younger than me 💀 but he was so cute during the ments especially when speaking english 🥹 sunoo is such a pretty man i cannot believe he’s real. ni-ki’s stage presence is so crazy. a true performer. he got so many cheers during the performances, but he deserves it. that’s my son fr and he deserves the world!!! overall they’re amazing performers, every member really shined through at some point and i’m so grateful i got to see them. i’m actually so close to buying a nosebleed ticket for their second show tn and going to just take in the moment without recording or worrying about what i’m wearing and all. i really hope they go to europe soon so you can see them!!! 🫶🏽🫶🏽❤️‍🔥

another thing i kinda wanna rant about. it’s so annoying that kpop concerts have become about interactions and videos. ik that people already say this on twitter so much but it’s so true!!! everyone on the floor was just recording the whole time. i get it to some extent because enha is soooo close to you and i’m v grateful for those super close up videos at every concert. but even enha said they love it when fans dance along. even tho i recorded most of the concert i kept my phone lower and made sure i was also taking in the concert from my own eyes and dancing alone (basically multitasking lmao). even enha was like we love seeing the fans dancing and having fun, but poor boys cannot see that on the floor (which probably are the only fans they can see clearly with all the lights on them). and when pola love came on and they went down into the crowd you’d just see crowds of people running towards each side of the barricades it was crazy to see from the seated sections fr, i was like uhm 😀😀😀 even girls from the seated sections ran down towards the seated section barricade to see them just a little bit closer, i was like girl….🙄🙄 even on twitter people talk about how it’s always the same ppl at send off and they never move for other people to even just greet enha. when i went to ateez in early 2022 they didn’t have an extended stage and tbh at this time the only fanservice done was during encore. the energy was so much diff and everyone was genuinely having so much fun. i guess it leads to more funny moments and feeds the delusion a little with kpop idols being more interactive with fans now but sometimes it seems as if ppl aren’t there for the actual concert aspect but to get their little moment with the idols. still the energy was amazing during a lot of the songs and i’m still so happy ☺️☺️☺️

sorry for the super long ask, i just had to tell someone and you asked for a concert review so…

love you ❤️‍🔥❤️‍🔥❤️‍🔥❤️‍🔥 can i be 🐥 anon if you don’t have one??

AAAHVDKWNFOENFLE THIS SOUNDS PERFECT BABY!!!!! im honestly so happy and relieved to hear that you had such a great experience, i really hope you get to experience it again asap!!!! you truly deserved that and im pretty sure the boys had just as good of a time as you did 🥺🥺🤍 (and yes (about the anon part) absolutely baby!)

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enhalovebot · 3 years

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moonlight ੈ☪⋆｡

➻ yang jungwon x reader (gender neutral)

➻ fluff

➸ ˗ˏ ➶ [☁️]. ✧ ˚

⤷ over the course of your relationship, you never thought you’d love the nicknames that came with it. no matter how cheesy they can get.

Never would you have thought that you’d end up with Jungwon. The boy was so reserved and quiet when you first met him that you didn’t notice just how cheeky and playful he could be. At first, it wasn’t noticeable at all, but after some time, it gradually became very apparent. It started with something simple.

Bubs.

It was a lazy afternoon, and the rest of the boys were out, claiming you both deserved some quality time. Either that was the reason, or maybe Jungwon might have shoved all of them out the door. We will never know. But you’re just happy to spend time with your boyfriend.

“Hey, bubs? Can I lie down there?” Jungwon pointed at your lap. He didn’t notice the nickname. It just slipped out. But judging by your reaction, he may use it a couple of times until you're ready to blow up from the heat flowing in your cheeks.

“Yeah, s-sure.” You adjusted from your previous position, allowing him to lie his head on your lap. The moment his soft hair made contact with your pajamas, you knew you were doomed. Jungwon made himself comfortable on your pajama-clad thighs, enjoying the feeling of being loved as he is.

“We should do this more often, bubs.” There it was again. It was a simple nickname, yet it brings so many emotions you can’t control. “I agree,” you replied as you carded your fingers through his soft hair.

Babe.

It has been a while since you’ve seen Jungwon since both of you have different schedules, and finding time together is starting to get a little bit difficult. And now, for the first time in months, you finally found the time to visit the boys.

“y/n’s here! Make way losers!” Ni-ki excitedly pushed the door open to let you inside. Sunoo pulled you in by the arms in an attempt to hug you but was quickly interrupted by Jungwon, who whisked you away from the other boy’s arms. And the next thing you knew was the smell of familiar cologne.

His cologne.

“That’s not fair. You always hog y/n all to yourself when they visit.” Jake called Jungwon out from the couch, while the others only smirked in return. It was obvious the boy missed you. He missed you so much that he didn’t mind the countless teases thrown at him.

Whatever, Jungwon thought. He’ll deal with them later.

“I missed you so much, babe.”

There folks, is an arrow straight to the heart.

Darling.

You stood on the pavement waiting for Jungwon to meet you at the bus stop. He initially planned out a date, but it seems like he’s running late. Tirelessly, you sat down on the metal seats, moving your feet back and forth. Sounds of vehicles passing by kept you occupied as you waited for him.

You were expecting to wait for another ten minutes for Jungwon. However, sounds of aggressive panting came your way, followed by frantic footsteps. You glanced up to search for the source of the noise, and lo and behold, there he was. His hair was a mess, strands all over the place. His navy blue sweatshirt was ruffled and disheveled. And his shoelaces came loose by his furious running. And to top it all of, his flushed face matched his flustered state.

“I’m here, present.” Jungwon bent down, putting his hands on his knees, taking in massive inhales as he caught his breath.

“What happened to you?” You patted his back.

“Just took care of something.The guys were chasing me, kept asking me where I was going on a Saturday.” Jungwon met eyes with you, lifting his hand to caress your cheek.

“Glad to see you made it out alive.”

“I wouldn’t miss this for the world, darling.” He slyly wrapped his strong arms around your waist as he emphasized the word ‘this.’ “Let’s get going, yeah?”

Cheeks.

“Hey, y/n?” Jungwon’s booming voice resonated from your doorway, feet planted on the floor in a stiff stance. You hummed, not looking up from your laptop. “Hmm?”

“Can you do the thing?” Jungwon drags his feet on the ground, shoulders slumped. “Do what?” Your eyes connected with his. There was a pregnant pause in the air as he carefully chose his following words.

Jungwon fiddled with his shirt, wringing the material in nervousness. He didn’t know what’s happening to him. His heart was going crazy. “You know..” He shifts from his weight on his heel. “Can you do the thing?”

Your eyebrows arched in confusion before it finally clicked.

Oh. The thing.

A smile slowly formed on your face as you stared at Jungwon, who was now sitting on your bed. He leaned in, eyes sparkling in admiration. “There it is. There’s the thing.”

“You feel better now?” You raised a hand to brush away the strands from his eyes.

“Yeah. Thank you, cheeks.” He suddenly stood up, racing out the door. But he made sure to give your cheek an affectionate squish before exiting the room.

Honey.

“Jungwon, have you seen my blan-” You paused, cutting yourself off as you saw Jungwon wrapped up in your favorite blanket on your bed. “Nevermind, I found it.”

Jungwon rolled on his side to face you with his face squished on the mattress. He looked adorable. “Sorry. It’s so soft I couldn’t help myself.” He paused and looked up at you in realization. Jungwon slowly raises the blanket, “Wanna share?”

A chuckle left your lips, shaking your head at his cheekiness. Jungwon happily invited you in his warm embrace once you started getting comfortable in his arms. “This is nice,” you yawned.

“Right? I could get used to this.” Jungwon hugged you even tighter.

Your breathing evened out as time passed by, and this didn’t go unnoticed by Jungwon. “Sleep well, honey.”

Buttercup.

You were laid down in the middle of the living room, bored out of your mind. “This is so boring.” You said, dragging out your words.

Jungwon, who was sitting down on the sofa, judged you in your current state, his eyes full of judgment as he looked you up and down. He didn’t mean to do it, he just loves seeing you react with just his eyes.

“Stop looking at me like that.” You snapped at him.

“Like what?” He grabbed the remote, switching to different channels as he did so, searching for something good to watch. Jungwon doesn’t meet your eyes, though he feels like burning from your gaze.

“Look at me, Won,” you sat up, arms folded over your chest.

Jungwon mindlessly allowed his eyes to meet yours. “What?”

“See? Stop looking at me like that.” You pointed out the way his eyes stared at you with so much judgment.

Jungwon laughed upon seeing how you reacted to his staring. “You’re cute, buttercup.”

Angel.

Sounds of sheets shuffling emitted from your phone speakers, “Why aren’t you asleep yet, angel?” Jungwon placed his phone on his bedside to see your face better.

You released an exasperated sigh, “I got a lot of work to do.”

“You can continue doing it tomorrow. You need your rest.” Jungwon insisted on the other side of the screen.

“But I can finish it tonight if I stay up a little longer,” you took a glance at your screen to see, Jungwon already looking at you with a stern gaze.

“Go to sleep, angel. It’s past two am already.” He reasoned with you once more.

You bit your lip as you contemplated the consequences. If you get to sleep now, then maybe you’ll have more time to do your task. Then, on the other hand, if you don’t go to sleep now, you’ll have to face headaches the next morning. And for sure, you also have to face the never-ending speech Jungwon prepared for you.

“Fine, I’ll go to sleep.” You settled your things away, cleaning your desk of the mess you created.

“Goodnight, angel.”

“Goodnight, Won.”

Love.

“Don’t come near me!”

“Love, you’re being a dramatic mess right now. It's just a cold.” Jungwon placed his hands on his hips as he stared you down from six feet away.

“You’re gonna get sick if you come any closer.” You dramatically swatted your arms in the air.

Jungwon howled in laughter, shaking his head in feigned disappointment. He loves you so much, honestly.

“Nothing will happen to me, love. Put some faith in me.” Jungwon ignored your protests as he brought himself closer to you, not stopping until he was face to face with you.

Heat came rushing to your cheeks when you noticed him come closer to you. So, you lifted the sheet up to your face, hiding from the boy in front of you.

A teasing chuckle slipped from his lips. Jungwon slightly tilted his head to the side. “Hm? Why are you hiding from me?” His hand came up to gently tug the soft material off from your face.

You mustered a weak reply to save yourself from embarrassment. “No... I’m sick.” Your voice muffled under the blanket.

“Don’t get all shy with me now.” Jungwon grinned at your actions. All he got in reply was a slight nudge, indicating you said ‘no.’

Feeling his lips on yours left you speechless because it wasn’t really a kiss. But it had the same impact. The things Jungwon does to you.

Again, he shakes his head while giggling like a fool. Jungwon tipped his forehead on yours, pressing a soft kiss on your lips, which was covered by the sheet. “Get better soon, love.”

Starlight.

Music blared from the studio, booming like there was no tomorrow. Noises of shoes squeaking against the floorboard kept you going. But mostly, it was because of the boy dancing in the middle of the room. He had a smile painted on his lips, his eyes full of love, and his hands were reaching out to you.

“Come dance with me!” Jungwon ran to you, his hands holding yours as he spun you around.

You laughed at his antics. There was no other place you'd want to be. Being here with him was enough. Maybe more than enough. The both of you continued jumping around the room, not counting it as dancing anymore.

The song soon goes somewhat quiet, building up to the beat drop. Jungwon drew closer to you, preparing for the right time for the bass to drop. You stared back at him, confused as to why he also went quiet.

“Baby, you’re my starlight,” he perfectly timed his actions to the beat. And as the beat drops, Jungwon tugs you closer, giving you a light peck on the nose. Then, the sudden urge to get him flustered washed over you. “I think you missed,” you pointed to your lips.

Jungwon chuckles at this, but nonetheless, he still pulled you in for another kiss. This time on the lips.

Moonlight.

It was late.

Like, really late. But that didn’t stop Jungwon from dragging you out to the night. “Isn’t this fun?” Jungwon spoke with a mouthful of noodles in his mouth, making his cheeks look even more adorable than it was before.

“Chew your food, love,” you patted the stains away from his cheeks. Jungwon’s heart almost leaps out of his chest from how beautiful you looked under the convenience store lights. Simple is a word he associated with you. He loves the simplicity looming around you, reminding him that he is human too.

Both of you were in some 24-hour convenience store, spending your extremely early morning together. “Want some?” You pushed a plate of sandwiches. Jungwon shook his head, instead, he picked up a napkin and proceeded to dab away at the stain you didn’t notice you had.

“You got a little something…” Jungwon’s voice faded into a soft whisper as he concentrated on wiping away the mess on your chin.

“And... Done!” He threw the tissue, shooting it straight in the bin. You continued to stare at him while Jungwon went back to eating his meal. He didn’t notice you until he peered back at you from the corner of his eye.

“What?” Jungwon asked, unknowingly tilting his head a bit to the side.

You shrugged, “Nothing.”

“What is it?” Jungwon scooted his chair closer to yours.

“I’m just glad I met you.” You couldn’t meet his eyes. So, you fixed your gaze on the table in front of you while you fidgeted with your long sleeves.

There was a profound silence.

“I’m glad I met you too, moonlight.”

You almost flinched at his voice, seeming that it was so quiet before he spoke up. But something felt new.

“Moonlight?” You questioned.

Jungwon nodded, “You make me want to give you my heart, y/n.”

“Well then, you’re my moonlight, too.” Your hand traced the dimples slowly revealing themselves as Jungwon smiles at you like you’re the only person in the world.

They call me moonlight, too. Jungwon smiled at the thought.

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kkoongiee · 3 years

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enhypen reaction — cuddling with them ‹𝟹

prompt — can i request a cuddling with enhypen??? ur writing is cute!!! <333

notes, gender-neutral!reader

heeseung loves a good hug yes, so his partner offering time to cuddle. he’s yknow sorta tall, but i feel like he is the lead for the relationship and takes charge. he’ll be all toasty with a blanket over you two, heeseung looves a snuggle. ur legs are tangled up n u two r half slipping off the couch. heeseung lowkey be crushing u but its fine 😭 u love him so it’s worth the suffocation!!! heeseung is a cuddle bug and he likes to have someone there who shares the same exact feelings on cuddles n hugs.

jay is as sweet as his sugar intake from his shots of honey, so i think he needs extra cuddles always 🥺 it’ll prob start off by a nice little hug and then he wants to sit with u and cuddle, jay likes u petting his hair while u two are laying together. he is the MOST sweetest most precious thing when he’s alone with u 👩‍❤️‍💋‍👨 babyboy likes attention secretly, it feels nice to relax with u and have u pay him ur undivided attention. jay luvs a few little forehead kisses mixed in there and lil touches to let him know ur comfy.

jake lives up to the puppy theme he’s got going on. he’s like a huge dog when it comes to cuddling, he likes to be pet as well 😭 it’s very sweet, jake is so nice to cuddle/hug with probably. HE JUST SEEMS SO SWEET I JUST KNOW HE’S WARM AF!!!!! he’ll sometimes play with your hair and ruffle it around, maybe sneak a few tickles at ur sides which leads to a full on tickle battle, but then he’ll let u win bc u deserve it! jake is the golden retriever boy i am the #1 fan of him, he is so eager to be hugged and receive touches from u!!

sunghoon penguin boy is not as icy as he seems, cuddling with u is something that doesn’t happen a whole lot but when it does, it’s one of the best feelings in the world. i feel like sunghoon is warm af???? idk why i just feel like he’s warm LOL, but u two will be watching something or just talking. it doesn’t matter what u two do, cuddling is good enough. i also think it goes on for a looooooonggg time because it happens rarely. he luvs a cuddle but skinship is not his thing, there r plenty of other ways that he showcases his love, mostly through talking and sweet gestures. sunghoon loves u and is a vv warm cuddly person when he does cuddle 🥺

sunoo is so precious & cute so i think he’s the one whos being held 😭 he likes ur arms wrapped around him tight while u talk to him, he lives to be squished by u 🥺 he’s so happy when u do that, it’s best after a bad day or feeling sick. he thinks ur a happy virus 😣 sunoo baby looooveesss it when u shower him with compliments while u play with his hair. he really loves appreciation and praise from u !!! just likes to talk and hear u compliment him, it’s the cutest thing when sunoo smiles throughout it!! he just can’t stop u make him that way

jungwon .. he is a cat. he stretches out on top of u, possibly falling asleep from time to time. he puts his head into the crook of ur neck, mumbling small things whenever you talk to him. u do MOST of the talking while cuddling with him, jungwon on the verge falling asleep. it’s weirdly comfortable to have him lay all over you, u will fall asleep as well after realizing he’s asleep too. his hands might get caught running through your hair, rubbing his face on your shirt and making sure you stay there. jungwon wants to keep you there for hours when you two cuddle!!! he’s upset af when u have to go :(

ni-ki prefers you cuddling up to him, laying all over him and talking about random things while you do that. he might put on a show, your head resting against his shoulder or if he’s sitting up then ni-ki wants u to lay ur head in his lap. hehe he just likes u act all tiny and small around him, once again u both r young n cute so ur relationship is cutesy and ni-ki just wants u to feel safe n sound when u r with him, including when he’s alone with u n all u want to do is cuddle up to him for a few moments!!! ni-ki finds u the cutest when u cuddle up to him like a small child or puppy

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en-amours · 3 years

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「 when enhypen’s s/o is on their period — hcs 」

— 𝑛𝑜𝑡𝑒𝑠: requested by an anon! this is actually my first time doing something like this so i hope it’s alright 🥺👉👈 thanks for sending in the req <33 hope you enjoy !!

— 𝑔𝑒𝑛𝑟𝑒: fluff, comfort

— 𝑤𝑜𝑟𝑑𝑐𝑜𝑢𝑛𝑡: 1.3k

「 LEE HEESEUNG ! 」

babie would be so concerned oml 🥺

he’d constantly check in on you after every five minutes and by the sixth time he’s asked you how you were doing, you just laugh and give him a gentle pat on the head, “i’m alright, angel.”

“are you sure? d’you want to eat anything?” he counters, but his face scrunches up slightly as he reiterates: “i’m not getting you chocolate fudge again, though; too much sweets isn’t all that healthy for—”

he’s confused when you start laughing softly, but his mind goes haywire when you plant a kiss on the crown of his head. “you’re cute, heeseung. since fudge is out of the options, i’ll settle for your love instead.”

(normally, he’d be close to disowning you every time you’d say something corny, but for days like this he’d just sigh)

that’s what love does to a person.

a moodmaker <3 whenever you’re grumpy he just chuckles softly and envelopes you in his arms, which melts away your irritation like lemon drops

surprisingly calm when you start to have cramps

attends to you quickly so you’d be stunned when he hands you paracetamol less than a minute after you complain, pecks your cheek then sits right beside you in case you need something

all around v attentive & adorable <33

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「 JAY PARK ! 」

idk why but i feel like he’d be one of those boyfriends that keeps track of your periods

before you can even send him a text, jay is already knocking on your door and telling you to sit tight as he makes a beeline for the kitchen because—you thank your lucky stars—he actually knows how to cook !! (jkjk)

but he takes his time making you the best meals (because you’re the best person who deserves all the love in the world)

if you get worked up over something he’ll gladly sit down and listen to you ramble to your heart’s content + have some additions of his own & you just feel your heart swell bc of how good of a listener he is ♡´･ᴗ･`♡

at times when you’re too stubborn and end up working too much, he’d slip into his stern self and begin nagging you gently so you won’t strain yourself, and you always end up complying

jay won’t admit this out loud, but he finds it cute when you call him to give you stomach rubs when cramps begin to kick in.

“thanks, jay. i owe you.”

“yeah, yeah,”

“oh, hush. you love me.”

(he does, and he ends up leaving your house more enamoured than before.)

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「 JAKE SHIM ! 」

judging from the sunghoon-shoes situation, i’ve no trouble believing that you would get tired of your cravings real quick if you’ve got sunny boy as your s/o ʕ•ᴥ•ʔ

like, he’d visit your place carrying a bag of all your favorite food & the warmest smile: “i’ve got you, buttercup.”

doesn’t let you do things he deems are “too strenuous”; he’d intervene with gentle “nuh-uh”s and does your task for you (even if it’s something simple like washing the dishes) and you both always end up bickering because i’m fine, jake, now move aside before you break the bowl—

will provide everything you need in a flicker if you start to feel uncomfortable

painkillers? you got it. heat bag? already on your right. hotel? trivago.

he just wants his world to feel okay 🥺

(on another note, he’d definitely try to cuddle the pain away.)

if you feel too weary/your cramps aren’t giving up, jake would snuggle up to your side and rub your stomach gently—when you look at him to murmur a quiet thanks he’s already pressed a kiss on your cheek, smiling softly.

“take it easy, yeah? i don’t want you feeling all uncomfortable.”

dear god i’m whipped.

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「 PARK SUNGHOON ! 」

a cautious little boyo :’) still needs time to adjust to your mood swings & your sudden cravings

but he won’t hesitate to run to the nearest store to get snacks to fulfill your seemingly unquenchable hunger or to buy you pads when you’re running low on them.

his gentleness is amplified tenfold whenever you call out for him, answering you with a quiet “hm?” and puts all his attention on you

sometimes you even feel like crying because he's always so patient with you, considerate of everything that affects you and you wonder how you ever ended up with someone like him.

he lowkey freaks out when you start groaning out of pain, though; gets tongue-tied asking you what’s wrong and you get a little guilty for getting him all worried

but he listens to your instructions well & does your requests quickly.

“here you are,” sunghoon places the heat bag on your abdomen by your position on the couch, patting your stomach gently.

“i’m sorry,” you sigh. “you’ve been flocking around all day because of me.”

“don’t be,” he shakes his head, his eyes twinkling with a fondness you can never get enough of. “i’d do anything for you.”

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「 KIM SUNOO ! 」

“is my baby feeling bad? it’s alright, because i’m here now!”

congratulations, you’ve gotten together with happiness himself :DD

you’re the one who always babies him in this relationship so whenever your period strikes he takes this opportunity to baby you instead, cocooning you with care & affection

(and you let him bc he looks like even more babie when he does).

you think your mood swings never last that long whenever he’s around; one smile from him & suddenly everything is filled with the sensation of being basked in sunshine

if you’re gloomy/irritated he’d bust out his signature aegyo & giggle when he’d see you slowly break out into an incredulous smile because i can’t believe i love him this much.

i think he highkey enjoys the tummy rubs more than you do ʕ •́؈•̀ ₎

is very giggly and teases you when he does; the tension in your body dissipates along with the miserable feeling within your chest, and you smile so hard your cheeks hurt.

you’d shake your head, grinning, “kim sunoo, you are a wonder.”

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「 YANG JUNGWON ! 」

“y/n, are you okay?”

“i feel like a thousand knives are stabbing my body but i think i’m alright.”

tries not to openly panic the whole time hhhhh

he’s still pretty new to relationships so he’s considerate of everything; asking you if you’re in any pain or if your position was uncomfortable or if you wanted to eat anything so he could go take you out/buy you something—he’d just try his best to help you in any way possible.

he’d feel slightly apologetic if he thinks his questions are becoming repetitive, but you always reassure him that you’re okay; will also gauge your reactions carefully & is cautious about anything that might upset you.

was a bit iffy about the tummy rubs at first, but as time passed by he grew to love it as well 🥺🥺

someone pls just give this boy a hug he’s trying so hard for you

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「 NI-KI ! 」

actually familiar with these kinds of situations so he’s very far from losing his composure

although considering that he’s a baby, he’s still new to this whole relationship jazz so he might be more reluctant in some aspects.

will act before you can even request something—if you turn to ask him to kindly fetch you heat pads (?) for your sore muscles he’s already handing it to you, or if you try to walk to the fridge to get something he would remind you that he already placed it on the table

is the type to text his hyungs/sister to ask what to do next (and will also suffer in silence when nobody in the gc replies something helpful)

once when he approached you after you started complaining bc of cramps, you nearly lost your mind bc you’ve never seen anybody so gentle and soft with their eyes spangled with stars and holy heck you never realized you were this whipped for him??

“sit tight, y/n.” he rubs your stomach, almost in consolation, with a small smile you rarely see, and you just about feel your heart melt into a puddle, “you’ll be alright soon—just call me if you need me, okay?”

just the bestest boy all around (^-^)

#enhypennetwork #enhypenwriters #enhypen #enhypen x reader #enhypen scenarios #enhypen headcanons #enhypen imagines #iland x reader #iland scenarios #iland imagines #i-land x reader #i-land scenarios #i-land imagines #idk what i feel ab this but i hope you guys enjoyed !! hehe #next up: jungwon’s halloween fic that is 𝘸𝘢𝘺 too overdue #yeet !!

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howtosingit · 4 years

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Fic: i’m gonna be the man that wakes up next to you

“You’re cute when you're half asleep.” * TK Strand loves waking up next to his favorite person.

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A/N: I woke up this morning with a lot of thoughts and just had to write this.

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TK wakes up naturally, opening his eyes slowly to find shards of light pouring in through the gaps in their curtains. It’s such a rare occurrence, to not be jolted awake by an alarm, that it takes him a minute to make sense of his surroundings.

Not that there’s much to take in. He’s managed to wrap himself around Carlos like a koala, his entire body pressed along his boyfriend’s backside. In his sightline, ridiculously wide shoulders block his view of anything else in the room, the sculpted planes of Carlos’s upper back shifting slightly as he breathes gently. TK leans forward just a bit, enough to press his lips to the soft skin at the base of Carlos’s neck, where his spine juts out just a little. It’s one of his favorite things in the entire world, a secret spot only he gets to know intimately.

After a moment, he realizes that his right arm is wrapped around his boyfriend, shoved under his arm so that his hand can rest against Carlos’s firm chest. He briefly closes his eyes, focusing on the way his hand moves up and down as the chest expands and contracts, his fingers just grazing the nipple near Carlos’s heart. A small smile takes over his face as he takes stock of their positions, noting all of the places where their bodies connect. It almost seems like he’s tried to melt into Carlos during the night, unsurprised that he would seek him out for comfort.

That’s just what Carlos is to him: comfort, solace, his home.

A year ago, that thought would have sent him into a panic so quickly that he would have flung himself away from the man in front of him, possibly even fallen out of the bed from the force of it. A year ago, his fear would have swallowed him entirely, and he would have ran, mindless of the destruction left behind. A year ago, he would’ve felt lost, with no home to safeguard him.

But that was a year ago; today, there is no such fear.

A year ago.

His heart pounds in his chest as he suddenly remembers, with a burst of overwhelming clarity, why neither of them have set an alarm for this morning. With each of them working crazy schedules, there is hardly ever a morning where one of them doesn’t have to be up before the crack of dawn. Early on, when they were still figuring out how to make their relationship work, Carlos would tell him that he didn’t have to stay over the night before his early APD shifts.

“I don’t want my alarm to wake you up on days when you get to sleep in, you need the rest,” he’d said, his adorable eyebrows furrowed with concern. TK had just smiled, wrapping his arms around him and pressing their noses together to steady him.

“Getting to sleep next to you is worth a million alarms, Carlos,” he’d replied, a fiercely protective fire roaring to life in his chest as his boyfriend’s warm, brown eyes began to shine. “Besides, if I’m not here, who will you kiss before heading out the door?”

Carlos had laughed, enthusiastically agreeing with his counterargument, and that was that.

Now, the alarms are just part of their morning routine. When Carlos has to go in early, his alarm wakes TK up for just a moment, and he’ll lay in bed listening to Carlos get ready for work. Then, right before he heads out the door, his boyfriend will come back to the bed, place his hands on either side of TK’s head, and lean down for a parting kiss.

“Be safe,” TK will say when they separate, his eyes still closed in preparation for his quick return to sleep.

“Always,” Carlos will respond, pressing a second kiss to TK’s forehead. “I love you.”

“Love you, too,” TK will mumble, already rolling to grab Carlos’s pillow to clutch to his chest. Sometimes, he’ll feel the drag of his boyfriend’s fingertips along his arm as he rises again from the bed, finally heading off to work.

On mornings where TK is the one to get up early, he’s less composed. For one thing, he likes to ignore his (many) alarms, and it’s usually Carlos who ends up rolling over him to silence his phone on the bedside table. It happens so often that it’s almost a choreographed dance at this point. Carlos will stretch his torso over him, reaching out towards the phone, and TK, who is always basically awake at this point, will take advantage of their positions to wrap his arms around his boyfriend, pulling him down on top of him. Carlos will puff out a breath, the air breezing past TK’s ear, as he adjusts his body so as not to crush TK completely under him.

“You have to get up, babe,” Carlos will say, his voice light as he presses his face into TK’s neck. TK will whine in response, trying to pull him even closer.

“You’re cute when you're half asleep,” Carlos has said on more than one occasion, and TK will open one eye when he feels Carlos pull back to find him staring down at him, the softest expression taking over his face.

“Liar, I’m cute all the time,” TK will sometimes respond, watching how Carlos’s lips pull up into a smile, his eyes crinkling with happiness.

“Of course, you’re right, my mistake,” Carlos will admit, shifting to drag his fingers through TK’s hair in apology. “But you know,” he’ll go on, leaning down again to nearly press their lips together, “you’re the cutest when you’re in uniform, which you should be putting on right now.”

TK will groan, rolling his eyes as he turns away from his boyfriend, feeling how Carlos’s lips, so close to claiming his own, will press against his cheek instead, his amused smile obvious even out of TK’s sight.

Carlos will eventually pull him out of bed and towards the shower, where he’ll run his fingers through TK’s hair, massaging his scalp with shampoo and then conditioner. Some mornings, TK will run his hands down his lover’s chest, watching how the hair there darkens under the stream of warm water, the sight causing a fierce hunger to pool in his stomach. He’ll drop down to his knees, right in front of the man of his dreams, and show him just how much it means to have him by his side every day of his life.

Carlos never does get to go back to sleep when TK works an early shift, but he knows that his boyfriend, a morning person if there ever was one, doesn’t mind it one bit.

TK is pulled from his memories of the past year when the muscular body in front of him shifts. He watches as Carlos turns his head towards him, his eyes still closed, a soft smile on his face as he lets out an audible sigh. The light from the gaps in the curtains shed just enough light on him, and TK feels his breath stutter at the angelic sight of Carlos’s face, his skin golden and glowing.

A whole entire year with this perfect, wonderful man. He can’t quite believe it.

TK leans forward, running his fingers along the delicate, yet strong, features of Carlos’s face, feeling the firmness of his jaw, the solidness of him next to him. Carlos, clearly on his way to consciousness, rolls over so that they are now chest-to-chest, reaching down to adjust the thin sheet covering each of their naked bodies from the waist down. When he’s satisfied, his hand drags up the side of TK’s body, stopping to rest at the dip between his hips and his ribs. TK’s heart pounds loudly, a common reaction to Carlos’s touch, but he makes no move to change the energy between them, allowing his love time to naturally awaken, the way he deserves to on his day off.

The early morning light on Carlos’s cheek reminds TK of a similar moment exactly one year ago today, each of them laying under the odd green and blue lights weaving through the Austin sky.

He remembers that day so vividly, from their Boba date to the flipped bus to Carlos pressing a gentle kiss to his neck in the doorway of the fire station. There’s no way he’ll ever be able to forget it, that moment when every fear that was eating away at him was silenced. That very moment when he was finally certain about the man that he was, the man that he wanted to become, and the man he wanted to join him on that journey.

He remembers their conversation on top of the Camaro, in the middle of nowhere, under the most beautiful, bizarre light show Mother Nature could provide. He remembers telling Carlos that they were a good team, and he remembers Carlos agreeing with him. He remembers unleashing months and months of fears and sorrows and regrets and apologies, the words pouring through him naturally, without any doubts that they should be shared.

He wasn’t scared of rejection, of being left behind or tossed aside. The only thing he was truly scared of was missing out on what was right in front of him.

“This, right here, it’s just you and me now,” Carlos had said, pulling him close and linking their fingers together tightly, refusing to let go. “It’s not Alex, or anything that happened after him. It’s not that misguided dinner, or you getting arrested. It’s not you getting shot, or me scared to death that you wouldn’t wake up. It’s not any of that. It’s just you and me, right here and now, and whatever we decide to make of it moving forward.”

Carlos’s eyelids flutter, his lips twisting as his body finally begins to wake up and TK hears those words in his mind, clear as day. He scoots forward, just enough to touch the tips of their noses together. Carlos’s grip tightens on his hip, but TK can’t be bothered to look away from his beautiful face, watching as his favorite pair of eyes finally make their first appearance of the day, their gaze soft as the pupils adjust to the lighting in the room. TK’s puffs out a breath, the familiar brown irises holding him in their powerful, loving grip.

“Good morning, baby,” he whispers, and even though he can’t see it so close up, Carlos’s responding smile is clear as his whole face shifts to express it, his eyes softening to allow those signature crinkles to form.

TK thinks about the past year; the early mornings, the shower sex, the forehead kisses. He thinks about all of the laughs and tears, the accidents and fights. He thinks about the steady touches and bright smiles, the unwavering presence by his side when he needs it.

He thinks about how, when those alarms pull him from sleep, it truly doesn’t matter, because no dream can hold a candle to the real thing. Nothing will ever come close to the love that they have, the relationship they’ve built together.

Nothing will ever comfort him more than the home that he’s found in Carlos.

#tarlos #tarlos fic #tarlos fanfic #911 lone star #tk strand #carlos reyes #I wrote a thing #my tarlos one-shot collection

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jeezlouiisee · 4 years

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Invisible

Hi all! This is a story I’ve been thinking about and I’m finally putting it out there. I’m hoping to do more parts but I hope you like!

Summary: You were always quiet and shy, until you lost your mother who always encouraged you to put yourself out there. So you do and you’ve caught the eyes of two Pogues.

Word Count: 2.4k

Warnings:Just some cursing

The Outer banks had been your home for your entire life and you had no friends, well except Pope. Pope Heyward was your only friend in the obx. You were both on the math team together, you both gushed over the Hobbit and Lord of the Rings. He had wanted to introduce you to his other friends but you just didn’t want too, not yet at least. Then your mom died, car crash and your entire world fell apart. Your mom was your anchor, your confidant, the person who hugged you and calmed you when your anxiety got bad. She was the one always trying to get you out of your shell. It was hard to not have her for the end of your junior year but you survived. Pope and his friends were having an end of summer party at the bone yard, he of course invited you like he always did. However this time you said yes, you made a promise to yourself and your mom that you were going to branch out this year. This was going to be your summer. It was the Saturday after the last day of school which meant party day. You were standing in your room, sighing as you smoothed out the wrinkles in your dress for the 80th time. You looked good, you looked great, right? Of course you did don’t be stupid. You put on a little bit of lip gloss and mascara before grabbing your bag.

“You’re wearing sneakers to a bone yard party?” Your older sister asked as she cut up vegetables for dinner.

“Hey, just because I’m going to a party doesn’t mean I have to wear sandals or heels or something.” You said as you stuck your tongue out.

“Fine, but meet a cute boy and make out with him.” She replied. Your older sister Shelby was all you had. She was about 5 years older than you and she had two jobs, waiting tables at the wreck and helping Popes dad with his deliveries. Your dad had passed away in a boating accident when you were 2, so you was just you three. Until your mom went too.

“I’ll see you later.” Was all you said back before walking out the door. You lived pretty deep in the cut, you lived about a 10 minute walk from the bone yard. By the time you got there the party was in full swing, of course Pope and his friends were near the middle of all the commotion. They were laughing and talking with tourons, as they handed out beers. Pope noticed you almost immediately.

“Y/N! You actually came!” He laughed as he grabbed your arm and pulled you closer to his group.

“Guys this is Y/N, the one I was telling you about.” You gave a little wave, extremely shy at the moment.

“Oh yeah,you were both on the math team.” One of his friends, Kiara said. They all snickered under their breath which left you confused.

“Is it bad to be on the math team?” You raised your eyebrow, getting a little defensive. Your mom loved that you were on the math team, so you were protective.

“No no it’s okay, it’s just a little inside joke.” John B said as he pulled his girlfriend Sarah into his side.

“Oh okay, cool. Uhm so, could I get a beer?” You asked, tilting your head as you looked at JJ who was manning the keg stand.

“You? A beer?” He simply chuckled before filling up a cup and handing it to you.

“Yes I want a beer. So what?” You half snapped as you grabbed the beer and taking a sip. You immediately gagged a bit at the taste but continued to drink. JJ smirked at you.

“That’s why, I’ve literally never seen you around here. Why now? Aren’t you like always with your mom?” Ow. Kiara suddenly jabbed him into the side with her elbow.

“JJ.” She hissed, watching as you chewed your lip a bit and suddenly downed the entire drink.

“Right well my mom died three months ago, so I can’t always be with a dead corpse.” You said before handing your cup back to JJ for a refill. JJ looked a bit impressed but also guilty before filling your cup up again.

“Y/N I’m sorry, I didn’t know.” You simply shrugged, sipping your second cup. “I’ve just decided to branch out, be more social like my mom wanted.” You chewed your lips to stop yourself from crying.

“Hey, it’s okay. JJ just has one brain cell that he shares with Pope so it’s okay.” Sarah said with a smile as she walked over and randomly hugged you.

“You’re sticking with us now, got it?” Pope asked as he joined in on Sarah’s little hug with you.

“Okay deal.” You laughed, still a little weary. You glanced up from your hug and noticed that JJs eyes never left yours. You simply looked away as you ended the hug.

“So what do you guys normally do at these parties?”

“Well glad you asked.” JJ grinned as he pulled a blunt out of his pocket.

“Do you want to try this or stick with your beer?”

“I’ll think I’ll try-“

“You should keep the signal clear Y/N.” Pope said as he gave JJ a disapproving look. You laughed a bit at what Pope said before looking to JJ.

“Let’s mess this signal up!” You cheered as you drank your beer. Sarah, John B and Kiara just laughed as Pope shook his head. JJ eagerly lit it and took a hit before handing it to you.

“Do you know how to smoke a blunt?” He asked you seriously as he took a step towards you. Apparently according to Pope the only thing that JJ was ever serious about was weed. You shook your head slowly.

“Nope, never smoked a day in my life.” JJ groaned and pulled you over to sit next to him on the rock he was on.

“Okay, so first obviously you suck in a breath, but then inhale so it gets into your lungs. If it doesn’t then you won’t get high and my weed will go to waste, got it?” You blushed a little as you nodded then hesitantly took the blunt from JJ, putting it to your lips as you breathed in. You made sure to inhale so you could feel it in your lungs, they suddenly felt like exploding as you started coughing, grabbing your cup of beer to help subside it.

“Oh my god, was that supposed to happen?” You chugged the rest of your beer.

“That was terrible.”

“You just gotta get used to it.” Kiara said with a shrug. After what felt like years of couching you asked for another refill of the beer.

“Not tonight, tonight I stick with beer.” You stood up as you got a little confident.

“You guys dance right? I mean, I can go find someone to dance with?” You were nervous even if you were confident but you wanted to do what your sister suggested. You want to make out with a boy. The boys looked a little confused about your question while the girls suddenly grabbed your arm as they both dragged you over to where people were dancing.

“So do you like Pope? Or are you just friends?” Sarah asked as you all danced in a circle.

“What? Pope? And me? No. No! We are just friends.” You started stuttering a bit as you got nervous.

“Why did he say something to you?” You suddenly asked you didn’t know why, but you never thought of Pope like that. But he was kind and funny, plus he always saw you.

“Well no.. but I think you two would be cute together.” Sarah grinned at you right before you bumped into someone.

“Oh my gosh I am so sorry.” You said quickly, turning around.

“Oh it’s no problem really. I can forgive a pretty girl.” The boy you had bumped into was cute, he definitely seemed like a kook but you just wanted to make out with someone. So what if they were a kook?

“Go away Kelce.” Kiara interjected before you could say something.

“She’s not interested.”

“Actually, I am.” You grinned at Kelce.

“Would you want to dance with me maybe?” The boy whose name you know knew was Kelce lit up like a Christmas tree.

“I would love too. And your name?”

“Y/N.”

“Let’s dance Y/N.” He held out his hand for you to take. Once you did he pulled you close and just swayed with you, nothing too inappropriate. It was nice, he didn’t really try to talk to you which kind of bugged you but you just let it go. You glanced over at the Pogues and you suddenly saw both Pope and JJ stand up, which was odd. Then you knew why, you suddenly felt another pair of arms there were not Kelces.

“Well aren’t you pretty?” You suddenly whipped your head around and saw Rafe, you knew him instantly. He tried to get with your sister a few times.

“Back off her.” You heard JJ say, you looked around and saw Pope and JJ directly behind Kelce.

“But she wanted to dance.” That was Rafe.

“Maybe I don’t want to dance anymore..” You tried to pull away from Kelce but then that just caused you to run into the front of Rafe. You looked over Kelces shoulder and found JJs eyes, you looked at him with a look that just begged for him to help you. Suddenly he and Pope yanked Kelce away from you before JJ pushed Rafe to the ground. That was when Sarah got involved.

“What the hell is going on?”

“Uhm so I was dancing with Kelce and everything was great until Rafe came up behind me..”

You had fear in your eyes, shaking a bit as you suddenly hugged Sarah tightly. She hugged back just as tight and pulled you away to go back to the rocks where you had taken your hit. In the background you could hear fighting and arguing. About ten minutes later Pope and JJ came back looking a bit happy. Pope sat down on your right and JJ stole Sarah’s spot on your left. Apparently John B decides to help fight off Kelce and Rafe so Sarah was checking to see how he was doing.

“I’m sorry guys...” You mumbled as you looked down at her hands.

“Y/N what are you talking about?” Pope asked as he hesitantly put a hand on your shoulder.

“You didn’t do anything wrong alright? Those guys are assholes and they deserve whatever they got coming to them.” This time it was JJs time to talk as he playfully nudged your shoulder, you looked over to JJ and smiled a bit.

“Thank you guys but I think I’m gonna go home.” You stood and turned to face them.

“I can too-“

“I’ll walk you home-“ Pope and JJ spoke at the same time.

“Oh uhm, I don’t need anyone to walk me I’m good.”

“Hey Pope! Come help me with this!” Ki yelled while fiddling with the keg.

“I guess I get to walk you home.” JJ grinned and stood up.

“Lead the way.” You started walking, trying to walk a bit fast to make the trip go by quickly.

“So why did you want to dance with someone?” JJ asked as he walked slower, you sighed because you knew he was walking slow on purpose.

“I wanted to get out of my shell more, since my mom died my sister has been trying to motivate me to go out and do things. So tonight she told me to find a boy and make out with him.” You blushed when you said the end of your sentence.

“You could make out with me?” That stopped you in your tracks.

“I’m sorry what?” You turned to look at him, eyes wide.

“Make out with me.” JJ repeated, taking a step towards you which caused you to take a step backward but you didn’t realize that there was a tree directly behind you. You left out a squeal at the feeling.

“You barely know me.... why do you want to make out with me?”

“Because you’re cute and besides, I want you to be able to tell your sister you kissed a cute boy.” He winked, shrugging.

“Uhm fine okay. I’ll make out with you but just this once okay? And don’t tell a soul!” You jabbed your finger into his chest. JJ simply chuckled and took another step towards her, brushing their lips together. You gasped, wrapping your arms around his neck as you eagerly pressed your lips firmly against his. He gripped your waist as he began to press you into the trees, his tongue softly brushing against your bottom lip. That caused you to gasp which was what JJ wanted so he slowly slid his tongue into your mouth.

“Y/N!” You suddenly pushed JJ away from you as you breathed heavily, you looked over JJs shoulder to see Pope running towards you guys.

“Hey I thought I’d help JJ walk you home.”

“Pope I can handle walking a girl home on my own.”

“Hey guys really it’s okay, come on it’s like five more minutes.” You ran your fingers through your hair as you started to walk to your house. You felt awkward but this time you definitely could tell that Pope might like you. After the very silent walk you finally arrived to your house, turning to look at them.

“Thanks for the walk home boys.” You smiled a little, waving to them.

“You want to hang out with us tomorrow? We’re meeting at the Shipwreck tomorrow at 10. Did you come too? I mean Kie did say you’re one of us now.” Pope said eagerly.You glanced over to JJ who was just grinning at you.

“Yeah okay sure. Shipwreck at 10 am.” You quickly turned to unlock your front door.

“Hey Y/N?” You turned to look at JJ.

“Yeah? Have a good night.” He suddenly kissed you on your cheek and turning to start walking.

“Pope you coming?”

“Yeah In a sec.” Pope suddenly kissed your opposite cheek.

“Goodnight Y/N.” With that he turned and the two boys walked away from sight. You quickly walked into your house and locked the door, leaning against it. Did they both like you? You didn’t understand, you were so confused. You were invisible, you weren’t seen and now all of the sudden you had two attractive boys kissing your cheeks? This was going to be a confusing summer.

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elles-writing · 3 years

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Late night dinner - pt. II

A/N: final part. Writing these two pieces did bring me comfort, this one is more fluffy. I got inspired by Lost Girls music video by Lindsey Stirling, which represents that when you break free from something, it doesn't mean you never want to go back. I reccomend watching the music video and behind the scenes, where she talks about it. I cried out of cuteness almost, it made me feel bad at some parts, so I suppose it's a good piece in that case, when it makes me feel something.

Genre: angst, fluff

Warnings: mentions of eating disorder, negative self-talk, mention of cheating

Following weeks were full of unstability. After few days, when she ate more than normal, she started eating normally again. The biggest problem were her insecurities, and the voice in her head telling her all those things. She knew she was lucky to have Kili. They would go out to market in Dale, and while they walked around, they tried out different meals. The living and beautiful place made Y/N to think about different things than just food, her body or her insecurities.

At least for a moment.

It was hard for her mentally - even though she knew she wanted to be healthy and her body to be healthy, the voice was there, the stress, the tears. She felt stupid for crying over eating more than normal, but Kili assured her it will be eventually okay. He asked Oin, but he didn't knew much about that ilness.

"Well, back in my world," Elle started when they sat in front of fireplace.

"people - especially young people - can have this. I was bullied for years as a child, I was called fat and ugly, and I think it just came up in bad moment. Back in my world, we call it eating disorder, and, well, it is. I'm usually stressed and don't eat, and then it kind of goes fine, but...the memories came up I suppose and I didn't felt particularly good at that exact moment." Kili hummed. He let Y/N to talk about it and listened to her.

"I want to be healthy, I really do, but...there is this voice in my head, telling me...things I should and should not eat and...yeah. It is better now, though I still feel the...the feeling I do something I'm not supposed to do..." she sighed.

"You need to eat to function, Y/N. But you are making progress, even if you do not believe it. I believe in you. You can do this," he hugged her close to his chest. Y/N felt tears in her eyes.

"Thank you, Kili. Thank you so much," she said and hugged him back.

It felt good to spend more time with Kili. Sometimes they talked, or sneaked in the kitchens late at night, to taste great smelling pasteries. Kili also got a great idea.

Well, in his eyes, at least.

"Wait, so you are telling me you want to learn how to cook?" Fili asked Kili. Kili nodded, and Fili tried to cover his laugh.

"Hey, it's not like I burned the kitchen down!"

"You were like five years old and the pan was on fire."

"It wasn't that bad! It was just little too hot. There was not any fire."

"You tried to make a toast. And you burned it to ashes."

"It was burned a lot, but not into ashes!"

"So?"

"What?"

"I'm not trusting you in any kitchen."

"I send letter to Bilbo." Kili said and shrugged his shoulders.

"Why are you trying to learn to cook all of sudden?" Fili looked at his brother with curiousity. And concern.

"I want to surprise Y/N," he simply said.

After a few weeks, Y/N was eating normally - mostly because her and Kili spended most time together. She wasn't making up exuses, or stayed in library for too long on purpose, and came back after she was sure he was in bed.

Kili often told her he loves her. Not that he wouldn't do it before, but now it had a lot more importance - at least he took it like that. So he took it seriously, to make her cheeks warm up and eyes glow, make her face to light up.

When Bilbo arrived, Kili showed him his room, and told him he wanted to surprise Y/N by dinner from her favourite dishes.

Bilbo and Kili spended most time of their lessons at night, when anyone couldn't walk in on them. Kili wanted to hold Y/N close while she slept, but he also knew this surprise will be worth it.

He always made sure she was deeply asleep, they carefully got out of bed and dressed himself, ready for a few hours of trying to learn how to cut without injuring himself or Bilbo, and cook and bake without burning the kitchens down.

Elle woke up into the night. It was early morning, and she had a nightmare. She sat up and tried to find Kili's hand.

She frowned when she couldn't find Kili's hand. She looked at the bed next to her, and tried to find him. He was not there, and the bed was cold.

She quietly got up and put on his sweater. It smelled like him, and she calmed down a little. She decided to go and get a glass of water and then go back to sleep again.

While she walked to the kitchens, her thoughts were running in her head.

What if he was cheating on her?

Sure, Elle knew Kili loved her. He told her she was his One, and she didn't doubted it, because he let her know he loves her all the time, and made her feel loved, plus they could count on each other anytime.

But thoughts started coming to her while she was alone.

He was handsome. Maybe not by dwarf standart, but by human and perhaps elf standart as well. Kili flirted a lot - well, with her.

Or as far as she knew...

She felt tears in her eyes.

"No, he wouldn't do it," she whispered to herself.

But...what if yes?

She thought about it, and stopped. She looked down on herself. Her body wasn't perfect as many other girls', and she knew it. She tried to get rid of those thoughts, even if they kept coming back to her.

What if he loves another...

What if I'm not good enough...

What if I'm not doing enough...

What if he does this just because he doesn't want me to do anything stupid, before he-

She sobbed and started shaking. She felt like words froze in her throat and leaned against a wall. She deeply inhaled the scent of the sweater and let out a shaky breath, while tears runned down her face.

Why would he have ever loved me?

She felt her heart breaking into pieces.

She silently walked to the kitchens, even if her stomach was in firm knot. She frowned when she noticed a light and overheard conversation.

She sneaked closer, and heard Bilbo's voice. She frowned. She didn't even knew the hobbit was there.

"....what does it matter? You love her, and she loves you. She's your One, so how hard can that be?"

"Well, it's true, but Y/N never mentioned it...what if she doesn't want to marry me?" He asked, and there was a panick in his voice. Elle blinked.

He wanted to marry her?

She almost started crying out of happiness and relief.

She carefully walked to the door. They were opened for a few inches, and she peeked in. There was Bilbo, who was softly sprinking top of some pie with sugar.

"Well, try to calm down. Why wouldn't she want to marry you?"

"I-I don't know-"

"You're just nervous, I suppose," Bilbo said. Kili quickly nodded, and walked little aside, so she couldn't see him anymore.

"Who is here?" Bilbo's voice made her jump up.

She walked in with shameful expression on her face. Bilbo's and Kili's eyes widened.

"I woke up, and you wasn't there," she muttered and looked at Kili through her lashes.

"Oh, I'm-well, I-" Kili started muttering.

"Well, I wanted to prepare you a surprise, but um..." he nervously looked to Bilbo to help him.

"I ruined it," Y/N sighed. He shook his head and pulled her to hug. To big, comforting, warm hug, where she felt the safest.

"Well, not exactly. How much did you heard?"

"That you worry if I want to marry you," Kili's eyes widened.

"And, um, do you? I mean want to marry me?" Y/N smiled.

"Of course I do," Kili's face light up and he kissed her whole face.

"So you..."

"I asked Bilbo if he would taught me how to cook, because, well, you love all the hobbit food, and I thought it was a good idea," He gently kissed her hair.

"But why at night?"

"I wanted to make sure nobody would walk in and ruin the surprise. Plus, dwarves love good food as well, so there wouldn't be anything left," he brushed her hair.

"Ki, that's...I don't know what to say, it's so kind from you-" Kili silenced her with soft kiss.

"You deserve all the good in the world. And it's worth fighting for, my brightest star."

"Now, let's taste it, shall we?" She winked at him. Kili felt such a proud of her, when her eyes sparkled in curiousity and happiness, and there was no sadness or nervousness.

"Wait, you-is that-?" She turned to him as she noticed blackberry pie. He shrugged.

"Yeah. Bilbo was fussing a little over the little overbaked dough, because he said it will be bitterish, but-" Y/N pecked his cheek.

"It's fine, Ki. I'm proud of you for even making the effort, and...well, not burning the kitchens as well," she giggled.

"Let's taste it, shall we?" Y/N said and Kili shot her a wink.

He cutted the pie into pieces and Y/N cuddled into the sweater more, though the kitchens were beautifully warm.

Y/N sat up to the counter and looked over the kitchens. She pulled out two spoons from one of the cupboards, plus two small plates. It was still dark, but many candles made it look like it was sunrise already.

When she tasted the pie, she had to admit, the dough was little bitter, but that didn't mean it wasn't a good pie. When she remembered the quest, she knew Kili truly did a big progress in his cooking.

"So, how is it-why are you crying, Amrâlime?" He said when he noticed Y/N's face stained with tears. He put his plate aside and wiped off her tears.

"I'm so proud of you," she whispered.

"You learned to cook, and...and all-" she tried to explain. She wasn't sad. She was proud. So proud.

"And I am proud of you as well, princess," He kissed her forehead.

No need to say, it was the best late night dinner...

#kili #the hobbit #kili x reader #kili durin #masterlist #fili #bilbo #personal comfort fic #fanfiction #kili x you #kili x y/n

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engenuity · 4 years

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voldy minime and the gryffindor golden boy

A gryffindor!jay and slytherin!reader fic

word count: 2450 words

genre: fantasy

Your teachers and probably anyone who looks at you longer than a second think that you are the next Voldemort.

Well, you can’t really blame them because you have a lot of similarities with the former Dark Lord

A half-blood who was left with the muggles, sorted into Slytherin, full of charms and wit that is both astounding and terrifying

You put all the blame on Tom Riddle on why he had to be a Dark Lord out of all the possible career choices because now, even with all your charm and no matter how much you smile, everyone is just hesitant when it comes to you

It makes manipulating a lot more difficult than it should be and it sucks

You can remember how disbelieving you were when one man suddenly came before you and told you that you are a wizard and apparently, magic really does exist

It’s a prank — probably made by your friends who decided that it was a good time to make you look dumb and dreamy just because you’re way too serious, and “having fun won’t hurt you”

Turned out that the man wasn’t a fraud, and he is a professor in an institution called Hogwarts which you’ll now attend. Congratulations!

You still can’t believe that you get to have free magic education

If you were the next Voldy as everyone lowkey believes, you’ll also hold Hogwarts in a high regard like he did

But sorry to disappoint them, you don’t really want to conquer the world nor annihilate the muggles and muggleborns

Your mother is a muggle and you grew up in the muggle world for god’s sake

I mean, yeah, to live in the streets after your mother died wasn’t easy and some people really deserve to be avada kedavra’d but dark lord isn’t on the top of your career choices list right now or like ever

And you’re so not going to make horcruxes. You don’t fear death, you accept the whole concept of living and then dying wholeheartedly. What you fear is commitment.

So how do we make one Nishimura Riki to go away and pester someone else?

First year, after the sorting, this guy with aristocratic features immediately befriended you. Good thing you’re on the same house. He was the one to teach you most of the things that you needed in order to survive inside the house of the snakes. Apparently everyone knew that you are an illegitimate child, and your father came from a line of a highly regarded pureblood family, so you were a big scandal when you came into the wizarding world.

At first you were really suspicious of Ni-ki, but it turned out that he just really wanted to help you and he’s a big softie under all those piercing gazes

The hat sorted him into slytherin because he asked it to

He’s a vain to your existence because your greatest fear is to get attached but the boy is such a precious bean so you always have an internal conflict on whether to keep him or make him go away

But to think about your bestfriend having other friends kinda hurt

Except that’s exactly what happened when Taki from Hufflepuff easily passed through all the walls around Ni-ki and then he was adopted into K and Seon’s friend group

It’s comprised of wizards and witches from different houses so you really weren’t that worried that Ni-ki will face discrimination

Honestly, ever since Harry Potter ended the last wizarding war everyone’s putting more effort to treat all students equally regardless of their house

You were happy for Ni-ki, of course, because you see him having fun setting pranks among other things with them

Merlin, he even plays quidditch with them when you both already established that he can’t ride a broom even if his life depended on it

You tried teaching him, because, well, you’re one of slytherin’s beater and you’re good at quidditch

(Another point on why you can’t be a Voldemort wannabe)

Then one day, Ni-ki suddenly approached you after you exited the library and you can see his new friend group meters away from where you both stand

He invited you to a quidditch match, and who are you to say no?

You highkey want to prove that, well, you’re better than Ni-ki’s new friends and yes, you’re petty and jealous like that

Pretty sure you glared at everyone included in K and Seon’s little (big) friend group but they just look amused and it’s irritating

It’s not like Ni-ki comments or anything so it’s fine

Quidditch happened, and your team (aka you, sungchul, daniel, ej, heeseung, k and taeyong) won the game so you can’t help but wear a huge ass grin

You definitely proved the point you’re just proving to yourself, and well, you enjoyed aggressively hitting the bludgers to Jay from Gryffindor

You enjoy the quiet yet the guy is just so LOUD every single time

And he clings to Ni-ki so much

You despise him, lowkey, just lowkey

Jake of Hufflepuff commented that you were out for Jay’s blood but is he wrong though

You didn’t miss the way Jungwon of Gryffindor glared at you though

After the match, you sorta also kind of got adopted to their friend group

You didn’t really notice it at first, but when you’re in classes without having Ni-ki with you, one of the guys sit beside you instead.

You find yourself gossiping with Jaebeom of Gryffindor and Sunoo of Ravenclaw in the library instead of doing your essays weeks in advance

That summer, Heeseung of Hufflepuff invited you to stay with them and you accepted the invitation. You didn’t regret it.

You also met with the other guys when you go shopping in the muggle or wizarding world, or when you go for dinner together, and —

Going to the arcade was fun especially seeing Sunghoon, your housemate, who’s mostly calm and poised, lose his voice because of all the shouting he made while playing the vr

Jay also got mad scared but it’s the normal. He’s Jay after all.

You also went to an ice skating rink and Sunghoon is just so majestic

When Jungwon said that he’s better at skating than walking, he wasn’t lying

Sunghoon and Heeseung taught you how to skate. You suck at it, but well you can’t be good at everything. Can You-Know-Who even skate?

It was fun, they’re fun, you enjoy being with them so so much.

Now what happened to not getting attached?

The most unexpected was your friendship with Jay. How did it even happen?

You’re a hundred percent sure you wanted him dead during your first quidditch match. Now you found yourself running and throwing yourself to him when their team won the quidditch cup this year. The fact that they defeated your usually undefeated team went ignored.

A loud cough pulled you away from Jay (it was definitely Sunghoon’s) but you proceeded to ruffle Jeongseong’s sweaty hair anyway while giving him a very very bright smile you didn’t know you can do.

Why are you so proud of him anyway? He was that annoyingly loud guy within the friend group, a pureblooded gryffindor who acts first before thinking, thinks he’s funny when he’s not, had the patience to listen to your nonsensical existentialist ramblings, comforted you when you were having a breakdown about your grades, always shares his plans for the future and all of those plans include you, he includes you?

You still can’t remove Ni-ki’s affronted face matching Jay’s proud one when you helplessly giggle because of a joke the gryffindor made.

In your defense the joke is actually funny (other people says otherwise)

You find it easier to have fun, be happy, when you’re around them, especially when you’re around Jay.

It wasn’t your observation, you see, it was Ni-ki’s. He confronted you about it and that’s how you became more aware of your feelings. It’s all good though, Jay’s just your friend, or best friend? depends on how you categorize or think of the people within the group

Besides, the fear is still there

Except the observation wasn’t solely noted by your first best friend. Sunoo and Jaebeom can tease you with just using Jeongseong’s name. K and Seon sometimes give you advice about love and courting at random times. Taki and Ni-ki literally pushes you to him whenever you meet. Jake and Sunghoon give subtle hints around that you think you’re supposed to remember such as Jay likes sweet things — He likes watching anime, you know what that is right? It’s really weird for a pureblood to know about those muggle things but his aunt is a muggleborn so I think that’s the reason why —Jay’s like a puppy isn’t he? — That Park Jeongseong is still angry at Heesung hyung because he gets to have you the whole summer last year —

Are you crushing on him? Or is this just an attraction you can easily recover from? Or are you feeling this way because of how your friends always tease you?

You have no idea, lol.

And as much as those romance novels you borrowed from Hanbin shows that whenever the main character gets confused, they avoid the other person, you didn’t avoid Jay because well, that would be stupid

But if he ever really do confess to you just like what Jungwon suspects, you’re gonna ride a broom and zoom out of the castle real quick, and probably build a following and actually just be the next dark lord because that’s easier than dealing with feelings

Especially if those feelings involve absolute pure softness to a guy who just used only his arms to crawl on the floor

“That’s the dance step, he’s not high or anything” — Seon, explaining, because he probably feared the way you see Jay will change after what he did

But again those feelings involve absolute pure softness and you didn’t really think before saying “aww, he’s cute” as a reply

Seon looked at you surprised. K, Ni-ki, Daniel, and Nicholas wear huge grins on their faces. Geonu looks so horrified by the statement. Sunghoon snorted, Sunoo rolled his eyes while wearing a knowing smirk, and Jake patted your shoulders. You’re still processing what really happened.

Jay, now walking, came closer to the group and asked why you look so horrified

Of course, you composed yourself aka wore the resting face Ni-ki and Sunghoon taught you, and said “nothing” while the rest of the group snickers

Jay just snorted and put his arms around your shoulders. It’s time for dinner after all.

The thing is, a lot of people are already asking around whether you and the golden boy of Gryffindor are dating. That includes the group and most of all Jay, who just answers those type of question with a bright smile.

They can’t ask you directly because most students and professors are still scared of you. If not scared, intimidated then.

But if ever anyone dares to ask you, you’ll say that no, you’re not dating Jeongseong. It’s the truth anyway. You’re close, and you’re most fond of him ( sorry Ni-ki, I still love you ) but you’re just friends, nothing more.

Then the Hogsmeade incident happened

It’s already a tradition that the whole group visits the village together. Sometimes you separate into groups, but most of the time the whole 24 of you go together. And isn’t that a sight?

Except this time a certain group of slytherins by the looks of their tie, decided that it’s fun to go back to their nasty old ways and insult other people just because of their blood status.

According to them, K’s embarrassing the whole pureblood community by allowing mudbloods to join the group

But to you, they’re just jealous because the group’s quiet really popular, hah

Unfortunately things got really heated and suddenly there’s a whole lot of shouting and shoving around

Thank Merlin, they confiscate your wands before allowing you to venture outside the school property

Jay, no mater how loud and crazy he gets, isn’t really one to fight. So as he was trying to reach out to the opposite and probably suggest peace, someone pushed him in his chest hard enough that he collided with Jake behind him.

You didn’t see red, no, you’re not that kind of person

You were a hundred percent sane when you stepped forward and faced the senior who just pushed jay, gave him the most lethal smile you can give that could have certainly make him pee in his pants, only that he didn’t even have the time for that as you punched him square in the face

Years as a street dweller and as a thief ought to teach you skills.

The fight quietened and your pretty sure your friends are staring at you in disbelief. The accomplices of the guy you just punched look so red with either embarrassment or anger, you really can’t tell.

Your memory failed you this time. You can’t really recall everything you said and did but you’re pretty sure you said a lot of insults, and threw a whole lot of punches and kicks, and what else did you do?

But now you found yourself sitting in the Slytherin common room surrounded by everyone with Jay kneeling in front of you and dressing your wounds.

You didn’t even notice how your hands are hurting, or that they’re bleeding. However, you’re a hundred-percent sure those guys from a while ago have bleeding faces or something which is fun

No one spoke for a while.

Until Jay went on an hour long rant about how you’re so reckless, that you should’ve kept your cool and didn’t physically fight the bigots, then it went on how you’re so amazing, and where did you learn how to fight like that?

Yes, you did notice how you’re sitting there facing the ranting guy while wearing a foolish and fond smile even though the said guy’s one half ranting and another half insulting you. You didn’t stop smiling anyway.

The fear of committing, of loving, of being attached is still there. You decided to be brave anyway. After all, if it’s for your friends, then you can dare.

And if said fear runs deeper when it comes to a certain Gryffindor, you decide to even be braver everyday then.

If it means you get to keep him.

The definite line separating romantic from platonic love is already way too blurry between the both of you, and if Jay won’t ask you out first, then it is also practical to do it first for the both of you.

#enhypen jay #enhypenwriters #jay i-land #eunice writes

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killuaisaprincess · 4 months

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🥞

“Don’t try and distract me! Are you saying I’m grouchy normally?”

“No, no, of course not. You’re usually sleepy and adorable.”

Killua’s cute little sleepy-eyed look when he would open up his arms and ask through body language for Gon to pick him up, when he would yawn, when he would rub at those big blue eyes...

It's adorable.

#;windy’s stuff #gonkillu #hxh #gon #hunter x hunter #killua #gon x killua #KI IS THE CUTEST LITTLE KITTEN #KI GIGGLING HAPPILY AHHHN HIM BEING SO CUTE AND HAPPY MY HEARTTTT #HES SO CUTE HEART ATTACK MY KOKORO 😭😭😭😭#AHHH LITTLE PRECIOUS SMILE PRESSING HIS CUTE LITTLE CHEEK TO GONS CHEST #I LOVE KI ASKING FOR A KISS SO CUTELY AND SHYLY I HAD TO DO IT AGAIN WAHHHH #AND OFC KI ASKING GON TO PICK HIM UP JUST BY HOLDING HIS ARMS OUT READY TO WRAP AROUND GONS NECK 😭😭😭😭😭#DOMESTIC GK AHHHHH I COULD EAT THEM UP SO CUTE #SLAMS HANDS DOWN ON TABLE #THE IMAGE OF SLEEPY LITTLE KI RUBBING HIS EYES IS AHHHH SO CUTE MY HEART CANNOT HANDLE GOODBYE AHHHH #HAPPY LITTLE KI 🥺🥺🥺🥺😭🤧 HE DESERVES THE WORLD 😭😭🤧😤#GON WOULD EAT THEM EVEN IF THEY WERE A CHARRED BRICK NATURALLY ANYTHING FOR HIS PRINCESS 😤#KI ALMOST CRYING BROKE MY HEART BUT ITS OKIE HIS CUTE GIGGLES MADE UP FOR IT WAHHHH HES THE CUTEST IN THE WORLD

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kirishwima · 4 years

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sooo, for the cute prompts can I request some domestic life scenarios with the RFA? Have a great day/night ♡

YES, this is exacty what i meant when i asked for cute prompts hehe ^o^ I’ll also add Saeran bc well, i haven’t written anything for him before and he deserves love too!!

YOOSUNG:

* There’s two scenarios for this sweet bean; living with him as students, and living together after graduating.

* As students, his scedhule is a bit hectic-he leaves early for classes, comes back dead tired in the afternoon, and honestly he wants nothing more than to just throw himself over MC and rest his head on their chest, taking in their warmth to recharge from the days’ fatigue.

* He loves to be pampered and cared for-if MC offers to rub his back, or help him study/make him some tea or snacks while studying, he’ll be so happy!

*He also loves to care for them though, and as a roommate, although often messy, he’s really caring-he’s usually the one cooking most of the meals, and loves to make MC’s favorites (the smile on their face when they eat something he’s cooked makes him twice as happy really), and will absoloutely cuddle them to sleep at night (aka at 3am when he’s done playing LOLOL, and is this kis a FURNACE WHY IS HE SO WARM)

* He loves to go grocery shopping together! He’ll absoloutely try and put MC in the shopping cart and run down the aisles with them until a security guard scolds them for it lmao

* When living together after graduation, he might mellow down a little-the initial jitters are gone, and he’s more comfortable around MC, especially if they move out and get a flat together-this is now their space, one they worked on and decorated together.

* Will absoloutely bring foster animals home, and even if they make a mess he cares for them so much MC finds it absoloutely endearing. Seeing him chase a bunny around begging it to stop pooping is quite freaking funny though and they do film him doing so and send it to the RFA chatroom lmao

* Honestly. Just an absoloutely sweet boyfriend, he’s just so grateful to have a person he loves to come home to everyday

JAEHEE:

* She’s the one that suggested moving in together, and though excited, she’s a little apprehensive at first

* She’s so used to having her own space and is really rigid about cleanliness even with her busy scedhule, so she’s afraid how she’ll react if e.g MC is a very messy person

* However she eventually learns to compromise, and so does MC-Their house is always clean, even if its’ a little messy at times. Jaehee learns to relax a little, and is just happy to have MC to come home to everyday

* Since they co-own the cafe, they take turns manning the shop and running house chores. She does however love whenever they’re able to go shopping for supplies for the coffee shop together.

* At home she’s always brewing new roasts of coffee or trying out new recipes of cakes and muffins-she loves baking with MC, finding it so adorable whenever they end up with flour on their nose, blushing a furious red if MC tries to feet them bites of the dessert themself.

* She’s not a cuddler, but loves to hold MC’s hand in hers when going to bed-nowdays she actually finds it impossible to fall asleep without the feel of MCs hand in hers

* She’s almost always the first one up in the mornings, and always brings MC a cup of coffee in bed to wake them up, along with a quick kiss

* They have movie nights once a week, and take turns choosing the film-it’s usually Zen’s musicals whenever it’s Jaehee’s turn, but MC doesn’t mind-not when Jaehee cuddles up with them, resting her back on MCs’ chest as they watch, constantly turning around to MC with wide bright eyes to comment on specific scenes.

* Seeing her smile every day is honestly such a blessing who wouldn’t want to live with her aaaaa

ZEN:

* This boy LOVES living with his SO, loves it!!!

* He is however extremely busy....and often comes home late....

* He’s happy MC is so understanding, but he’s furstrated with himself for not spending more time together even though they live under the same roof

* After deciding to live together, he’ll be willing to move out of his half-basement and into a place they choose together-that house holds many memories for him, yes, both good and bad, but he’s ready to say goodbye to that part of his life to start a new chapter fresh with his beloved.

* He’ll have so much fun going furniture shopping-absoloutely he’ll drag MC down with him on every bed to ‘test how comfortable it is’

* MC that’s a lie he’s absoloutely just trying to make sure how durable its springs are RUN-

* Ahem. Anyway yeah creating a place for the two of them to call home is an amazing experience, and he’s very lenient with compromises-he wants MC to be as comfortable as possible in their shared space, especially when he’s often home late leaving MC alone.

* On his free days he absoloutely makes up for his absence, becoming the absoloute boyfriend material-will wake up early and make MC breakfast in bed, waking them up with the sweetest kiss and the smell of freshly baked pancakes, will spend the day pretty much lounging like a big fluffy housecat-he’s s such an active and sporty person, yes, but he’s human too, and we’re lazy by nature lol

* He loves to rest his head on MC’s lap, feel them running their hands through his hair as they watch something on TV. The feel of their hands on him bring him ultimate bliss.

* Honestly just absoloute husband material, if only he had a little more free time lmao

JUMIN:

* He’s also a really busy man, but has the blessing of being able to more or less make his own scedhule, considering his position, so he’s sure to never miss dinner time with MC-it’s his own little ritual with them

* He loves to lay in bed with MC in his arms, stroking their hair as they tell each other about their day. He can’t go to bed otherwise.

* If he’s abroad, he’ll skype MC every night and fall asleep with each other on camera, and he’ll make it up to them a thousand times over once he’s back home

* He loves to bring little gifts and surprises for MC when he comes home-from a bouquet of their favorite flowers, to something he saw that reminded him of them

* On days off, he’ll want to do something creative with them-Jumin’s always up for finding new hobbies and learning new things, so he’s eager to share this joy with MC

* ((his current obsession is sculpting-he’s absolotutely working on making a reailstic life-like sculpture of Elizabeth the 3d to place on their home’s entrance))

* Often he’ll cook with MC, trying out new recipes together, ones they picked up from their travels around the world-he’s not afraid of trying new things, and same goes to flavours. He especially enjoys meditarranean cooking, and will search for the best products to cook with.

* Loves to wake up first simply to watch MC as they sleep-their peaceful expression brings the biggest of smiles on his lips MC wake up you’re missing the purest sight in the whole world

* Such a loving husband, perfect bean, 10/10

SEVEN:

* When all’s said and done, when both he and his brother are safe and he can finally breathe, he’ll absoloutely refuse to live together with MC in the fort he’s lived in for so long. It’s such a dark and gloomy place, he doesn’t want MC, his bright wonderful MC to live in such a constricting place.

* He’s really a family-oriented person-he’ll want a proper home for him and MC and Saeran to live in, one where their lives can actually finally feel normal.

* LOVES looking for a home with MC, viewing different properties and getting a feel of what suits them and what not-when the real estates agent tells them of homes with rooms perfect to eventually become nurseries, he can’t hide his gleeful smile, how he squeezes MC’s hand at the thought of having a home, a family, children-all he never thought he could have.

* Adjusting to a normal, everyday life is hard at first-he’s so unaccustomed to the most basic of things (like a freaking normal sleep scedhule) but with help he’ll get used to them

* Eventually he can’t fall asleep without feeling MC besides him-if he wakes up and finds the bed empty he panics, thinking of all the worst scenarios.

* Sometimes he’ll even get up at night to check that Saeran is alright, the fears of his past hard to completely leave behind.

* Learning to cook with MC and Saeran is a challenge he enjoys-it’s almost like a little cooking class, with MC hovering over the twins trying to make sure neither of them chops off a finger cutting onions or set the kitchen on fire by accident.

* If they have a backyard he’ll love tending to it-he doesn’t know much, but Saeran teaches him, and he has so much fun planting different flowers and watching them grow.

* Going to the supermarket with him is like taking a baby to the amusement park. He’s constantly finding candies and weird foods and stuff and tries to discreetly throw them into the shopping cart-it’s almost impossible to tell him no when he finds something he really wants and makes that cute ol’ puppy face as he clings to it ((that ‘it’ is most often Dr. Pepper and a heckton of junk foods))

* It takes a little getting used to, sure, but at the end of the day, living everyday with Seven is nothing short of an experience, and well, a way to make life fun.

V/JIHYUN:

* Honestly....he’s so caring and loves to have someone to care for and greet each morning every day with, but he’s been hurt so bad by such a person, that he’s really apprehensive at first.

* It took a long time for him to finally ask MC to move in with him-and even then he’s scared, scared of what they’ll see of him, scared of the power they hold over him-it’s like inviting a vampire into your home, a threat and pleasure all at once, and an offer impossible to take back once it’s been given.

* He’s so scared to love and give himself, worried there’s not much left of him to give-it’ll take a lot of patience and reassurance to allow him to open up again, to find who he really is and show his true feelings.

* When he does open up however-oh man. He loves so much and so strongly, and after starting to live with him, it’s impossible to think of how life was before him. It’s so natural, existing in the same space with him, it was as if there was nothing before him, no life to speak of.

* He loves to care for MC in the smallest of ways-from planting their favorte flowers on the windowsill, to softly humming songs to them when they can’t fall asleep, his hands wrapped around them, their head nestled in the crook of his neck as he rubs soothing circles on their hand.

* V’s a giver by his nature-to love means to give, and with MC he learns that to love is more than that-it’s to share. So he learns to share, to give and be given in return.

* He’s not a great cook, and more often than not something ends up burnt when he attempts to make meals, but he makes the most delicious hot chocolate in the whole world, and in the summer, he loves brewing all kinds of different lemonades, sitting out on the balcony with MC on particularly hot days.

* He’s not one that likes to stay home much-his soul is adventeruous, and he always feel a nagging feeling, the need to go out there and explore, see all there is to see-only now he wants MC beside him, wants to experience all there is with them.

* That doesn’t mean that he hates staying at home though-spending late lazy nights with MC, both in their pyjamas as they curl up on the couch-he’ll often smoke during those nights, be it his pipe or cigarettes, leaning closer to the window as they talk with MC about everything and anything. There’s something vulnerable about the night, and they’re the only person he wants to feel this vulnerability with, the only one he’s not afraid they’ll hurt him with it.

* Eventually he’d like to have a family, if MC also wants to-and even if not, he’d like to at least move into a house with them rather than an apartment, no matter how big or small it is-he’d just like a space with a yard they can plant a garden in, take care of it together. He’ll absoloutely grow fruit trees and herbs, bringing in the fresh produce daily to use for recipes with MC.

* He’s such a big softie and perfect husband material just-give this mint unconditional love p l e a s e

SAERAN/UNKNOWN:

* It also takes a l o t to get Saeran to agree to living together with MC. It’s not that he doesn’t want to-he does, more than anything, to be able to wake up everyday to his beloved’s smile, he’s just...scared. He’s not certain how he’d handle himself in certain situations, and living together with someone means they get to see every part of you, the good and the bad, and he’s afraid of how MC will react to the bad.

* They’ll have to remind him that they have seen the bad and the good, and they’re still here, and always will be. Only when he’s truly reassured of that will he agree, and even then he’ll be really shy and closed off at first.

* A place with a garden would be ideal, or somewhere with a view to a forest or away from the bustle of the city-he likes solace, and laying beneath a tree is the perfect remedy for his stress.

* Eventually he opens up, gets more comfortable around MC, starts to show his true self. The Saeran who’s happy, who is curious about the world, who constantly wants to explore and learn.

* He’ll love taking up a hobby like gardening with MC, will spend entire evenings with them on the couch and a book of botanology open on their laps as they sit with their shoulders touching, pointing to different plants and deciding on what they’d like to grow or not.

* He’ll visit Saeyoung frequently because well, he has to (aka he wants to but refuses to say it)), and will often inivte him back to their place, secretly laughing at his brothers’ jokes, enjoying how comfortably he and MC interact, seeing these two people-his family, in the same space he shares.

* It’s scary, to have a normal life after so long-but it’s what he craved the most, and now that he has it, he’ll never let go of it.

i had so much fun writing these aaa~

-send me mystic messeneger headcanons/prompts for characters to react to!-

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androgynousblackbox · 3 years

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Lucky Light AU: Where Light gets a girlfriend

Sayu: You sure you don’t need juice or some snack?!

Light: Yeah, Sayu, we are sure. We are just going to be talking for a bit, thank you, you can go *still trying to kick her out but she was grabbing to the door frame, tryng to get another look at the girl* Sayu: I love your dress, by the way! *She showed her tongue to her brother and sneaked out, leaving Light almost to fall on his face without the sudden support*

Light: I… I am sorry about that.

Misa: It’s okay, I am used to! She seems like a cute girl. I could give her the adress of the place I bought this dress from later.

Light: Yeah, later… Okay, now… how did you know that I had my own Death Note? Misa: Oh, that is easy! I have the eye!

Light:… Yeah, I can see that. That doesn’t really answer me. Misa: You don’t know about the Shinigami eyes? Light *turning to see Ryuk* The what?

Ryuk *shruging* Oops.

Rem: Why I am not surprised? Misa: Oh, is that where your shinigami is? Can I see them?

Light: I… sure. Sure, why not, I suppose since you showed me yours *takes out the notebook from his desk and reaches it for Misa to open it up and touch the pages* Misa: Aww, I like the cover you put on it, it’s so cute! *she lifted her sight to see Ryuk, who waved at her* Oh, you are totally different than Rem! Hi, nice to meet you! I like your style! Ryuk: The name’s Ryuk. Likewise.

Misa: You and Rem already knew each other? Ryuk: You could say that.

Rem: As much as you can know someone with whom you live on the same realm, sure.

Light: Alright, so… is anyone going to explain to me what is the deal with the shinigami eyes?

Ryuk It’s just a little something that can only happen between the owner of a Death Note and it’s shinigami. You agree to give that shinigami half of your lifespan and the shinigami allows you to have the same eyes as we do, with which you can see the true name and lifespan of any other human.

Misa: Except owners of another Death Note and that is how I found you! I can see your name but not your lifespan. That is how I first suspected you were Kira, but it was after I followed you that I had no doubt about it.

Light: You have… how long? Misa: Mmm, a few months, I think? I saw you by chance and became curious, especially when I saw this other guy already following you. He seemed to be a nuisance so I took care of him for you! Light: Wait, what g… The FBI agent. When you say “took care of him”, you mean… Misa: Wrote his name on my own Death Note. I was on the bus too that day, but I wasn’t dressing like this back then so you wouldn’t have noticed me. Light: I-I… I need to sit down for a moment.

Ryuk: He vomited when he saw the crash. It was gross. Misa: Really? Oh, I am so sorry! I didn’t thought you were going to see it directly or it was going to affect you like that, I was just trying to help! *she kneels in front of him, putting her hands over his kneels so he still had to see her big eye asking for forgiveness. He wasn’t mad in the first place but knew in that moment he couldn’t have stayed mad even if he was.* If I knew it would have affected you that way I would have written it out so it happened on another place, I swear. Light *with his hands trembling he takes her by the shoulder to tell her to stand up*… why. Why did you do that. L knows who I am because of that. Ryuk: He is being dramatic. He just suspect him. He talked with him campus to interrogate him. Misa: Really? But that is amazing then! Then I can just look at him and… Light: NO! *he covers his mouth when he realized he shouted* I mean… please, don’t. I don’t want you to write his name. He is just doing his work. Misa: But his job is stopping you! I can’t stand by and let that happen! Light: But why? Why do you care so much? This has nothing to do with you! Rem: Human, watch your words. You have no idea of how much time and energy Misa has invested on your wellbeing. Misa: Rem, it’s okay *she smiles at Light* Of course you don’t know about it *she takes out the eyepatch she was carrying and Light assumed was just part of the aesthetic, realizing now that there was a scar crossing over an empty socket* The man who did this to me and almost killed me would have been sent free if Kira didn’t intervened. Same with the criminal who killed my parents, after he has done his sentence. Maybe you don’t think a lot about it. It’s really silly to think you would remember every single criminal… but that meant the world to me. Since even before meeting Rem, I knew that no matter what, I supported Kira and saw the good he was doing to the world. And when she came, I was sure I had to do everything on my power to help you out and stop whoever stood on your way. Light:… it was you, doesn’t it? You wrote the name of the fake L. M: Of course I did! He was threatening you! Light: I… *he falls to his chair again* I… oh god. Misa: I… I realized now that it was probably a tiny mistake… Light: You think? Misa: But I don’t get it! Why don’t you want me to just finish L for you? Light: I… Misa, I can’t go on killing people who are only trying to do good for the world too. Those people who hurted you, they chose to do that and they didn’t deserved life anymore. But L is an innocent. He hasn’t harmed anyone and he is only doing what he thinks is best to avoid hurting more people. Misa: But he is wrong! He doesn’t understand! Light: That is not reason to die! Misa *she looks away, shaking his fist* Then what? I am supposed to let that guy arrest you? Because I won’t! It’s like you don’t even care about your purpose as Kira. Light:… maybe I don’t. Misa *she turns around* D-don’t joke around like that, Light. It’s not funny… Light: I am not joking. Before you came here, I was ready to renounce everything. Look, I am… really sorry for what happened to you and your family, but I just can’t keep doing this anymore and you must under… *Light is pushed on his chair and Misa straddles him down as she took a pocket knife decorated with hello kitty, pointing the blade towards her own neck* Misa: If Kira dies, then I die too! I have no reason for living if Kira is not around! *she grabs his hands and puts it over the knife, pressing down* If that is what you want to do, then might as well just kill me already! Rem: Misa… Misa: I told you too, Rem… *tears start running through her only eye* My only reason for living is to live in a world where Kira exist. I can’t stand the thought of letting live anyone so willing to destroy someone… destroy everything…

Light *as soon the pressure eases, Light throws the knife to a side and brings Misa towards himself, hugging her tight. Misa just takes a full second before she embraces him too, still sobbing* I… I am so sorry. Misa *buries her head on his neck* Don’t do this… please… Light: My family… Rem: They will all be dead if you kill Kira. Misa/Light: Huh?

Rem: I don’t really care about you, Light Yagami, either as Kira or as a human being. But if you are in any way responsible for Misa coming in harm’s way, I will not hesitate to retaliate in response and I will take away everything you cherish with me.

Light *looks at Ryuk, who looks just as surprised but just shrugs. Whatever, it was more entertainment for him. Then at Rem* You… care about Misa a lot, huh? I didn’t know Shinigamis could do that. Rem: I do. And I mean every word I said, so think carefully about your next move, Light Yagami. Light:… Light: Alright, I get it *he coaches Misa to separate from him and clean up her face with some napkins on his desk* I got it… I guess it was foolish of me to think it would be that easy. Misa: Does… does that mean you… Light: Yeah. Kira is still in business. Misa: Yay! *she hugs him again, now happy* I will do everything I can to help you, Light, I promise! You won’t ever have to do any of this alone! Light *strangely enough, there was some comfort on those words* Yeah, but… Misa, I would prefer it if you promise me you won’t hurt L. I need to know that he will be fine. He hasn’t done anything wrong that deserves death. Misa *she frowns and lowers her gaze, thinking* I don’t know. L is very dangerous. Light: Then let me handle him when the times comes, alright? I can manage him. I will find the way somehow. Misa: Well… *she looks up* but I want something in return. Light *sighs* What is that? Misa: Date me! Make me your girlfriend and then I won’t touch a hair of L’s head! Light: Are you ki… *suddenly he realices that all this time Misa has been on his lap and this was the closest he has ever been to a girl before, blushing* I… are you serious? We just met! Misa: I don’t care *she hugs him again* It’s okay if you don’t feel the same, Light. I don’t mind! Just let me have you like that and I will trust you about what to do with L. I won’t even kill other people who aren’t criminals either! Not unless you tell me to! Light:…

Light:… Light:… You don’t really mind if I don’t love you that way?

Misa *shakes her head* As long I can be your only girlfriend and stay by your side, you can use me however you want, Light. Nothing would make me happier.

Light:… You shouldn’t say that to a guy *he patted her head, getting her to stand up, her hand on his* I don’t want to use you, Misa. You deserve better than that.

Misa *she stares at him and smiles, shaking her head as she brings his hand to his chest. Light blushed more intensively, taking him a long moment to notice Misa was making him feel her heart* You feel my heartbeat? That is how happy you make me. I haven’t been this happy in a long time. Please, accept my feelings, Light.

Light:…

Light: I guess… I don’t really have a choice here, do I? *he sighs and nods his head* Alright.

Misa *she nuzzles his hand against her cheek and let it go, smiling softly with a blush of her own* You know? I am happy to discover that Kira is so gentle too, on top of handsome.

Light *blushing, looks the other side* Again, we just met. A cute girl like you could have any guy she wants anyway.

Misa: I only want Kira. And… you think I am cute?

Light: I have eyes so, yeah?

Misa: Even with…? *her hand lift to her face, the side where her scar was* I was a model before. An idol. That all changed after this. Now I have to be very careful about how I present myself or people get weirded out. I got blacklisted from a couple of places because of it.

Light: I am sorry. But you are still cute regardless so, their lost *he gave her eyepatch back* You don’t need to use it here, by the way.

Misa: Thank you. I don’t mind *she put it back on and then looked back at him* Shouldn’t we… kiss each other?

Light: I… *his eyes darted to Ryuk and Rem, both of them still staring. Misa misinterpretated his look*

Misa: Rem, could you wait outside?

Light: No, wait. No. I… yes. But not now. We have to know each other at least a little bit before, don’t you think?

Misa: Have a date, you mean?

Light: Y-yeah. Sure.

Misa: Oh! You are absolutely right! Our first kiss should be something special! Where do you want to go?

Light: I… surprise. Yeah. Let me think of a good option first.

Misa: Okay! I will leave you my number then and you can call me whenever you have an answer! *Misa took his hand and wrote her phone number on it with a skull pen. Then she kissed it* Call me whenever you want. It doesn’t matter the time if it’s for you, Light!

Light:...

*moments later, in front of his house as Misa is stepping out*

Misa: Good night, Light! Thanks for everything!

Sachiko *hovering over his shoulder*: Shouldn’t you be thanking her for coming here?

Sayu: Is that your girlfriend, Light?

Light: Yes, she is *he turns around and runs to his room before the shock wears off and his family start asking him questions, closing the door behind him before falling directly into his bed*

#lucky light au #lucky light yagami #unlucky misa amane #death note #parody

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kazetokinouta-a · 4 years

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List of Good Kazeki Fanfictions

There are a lot of fanfictions about Kaze to Ki no Uta on the Internet, in this list we are going to see only the finished ones.

Warning: I do not own the rights to any of the stories cited here, all credits are their proper authors. The following list is for fan to fan promotion only. Kaze to Ki no Uta belongs to Keiko Takemiya.The stories here were all I read and the ones in English are complete.

When the Earth Touched the Water

Link : https://www.fanfiction.net/s/13113410/1/When-the-Earth-Touched-the-Water

One Shot Writed by Despaired Author

Synopsis:In a world where one's zodiac sign determines one's looks and abilities, a Capricorn learns the dangers of crossing a seemingly harmless Pisces. (Zodiac Personification AU)

My opinion:It's a short story, but a very good one. If you are looking for something different and with a lighter plot then this fanfic is perfect for you.

Dull Gold Silence

https://www.fanfiction.net/s/12478185/1/Dull-Gold-Silence

One-shot by Despaired Author

Synopsis:Just another day in Paris for Serge and Gilbert after the accident. (Canon divergence from Volume 17)

My Opinion: It is sad and happy at the same time, Gilbert does not die but is sequeled after the events of volume 17.

Shut up, Please!

https://www.fanfiction.net/s/11676501/1/Shut-Up-Please

One Shot by Despaired Author

Synopsis: "Oh my god, will you shut up already!" — In which Gilbert only meant to kiss Serge to shut him up… at least, in the beginning.

My Opinion: This is more romantic with a bit of humor, has no sad ending and has a kind of provocative scene at the end.

Twisted Fate

https://www.fanfiction.net/s/10370751/1/Twisted-Fate

One Shot by Despaired Author

Synopsis: The two of them fought, and one ran away. The other set out to search for him. As the rain pours down, the runaway finds himself back down the road where the carriages would mainly enter Paris. Their fates are sealed, and the fate one shall meet is beyond twisted. Yaoi. Character Death. No like, no read.

My Opinion: Beautiful, sad and inspiring are the words I would use to describe this story. Just say one thing, prepare tissues for the end.

SergexGilbert Music

https://www.fanfiction.net/s/9233685/13/SergexGilbert-Music

13 Chapters by Despaired Author

Synopsis: Series of short stories based on songs I have randomly heard on the radio. Also songs I think would match my favorite romantic couple of all time! WARNING: Yaoi/gay actions and maybe some other stuff that make this Rated T! NOT SONG-FICS! SergexGilbert There will a few chapters that will be related to each other, thereby created a mini-series within the stories!

My Opinion: A cute, well writed story, the last chapter even made my heart race. At the end of each chapter there is a very entertaining dialogue between the characters and the author.

Mirror Image

https://www.fanfiction.net/s/4830983/21/Mirror-Image

21 Chapters by Enmy

Synopsis: There's a new student at Laconblade Academy. Will he gain Gilbert's trust or he will just fall in Gilbert's trap like everyone else?

My Opinion: A happy ending where Gilbert finally finds the happiness he deserves.

Untouchable

https://www.fanfiction.net/s/9257141/8/Untouchable

8 Chapters by Despaired Author

Synopsis: Serge is a student at the now all-gender school Lacombrade Academy in France. Gilbert is the new student with a mysterious past and also happens to be Serge's roommate. What secrets does he hold behind his innocent appearance? And what scars are they both hiding from the world? The beautiful romance with my own little twist! Warnings inside! SergexGilbert forever!

My Opinion: A good narrative to read, with a good and peaceful ending.

Insults

https://www.fanfiction.net/s/9148331/1/Insults

29 Chapters by Despaired Author

Synopsis:A prequel to my first Kaze to Ki no Uta fanfic. Serge and Gilbert's relationship slowly reveals itself at Lacombrade Academy. Will their love triumph, no matter who finds out about their secret? And what does the universe have in store to test their love? WARNING: Yaoi/Gay actions included!

My Opinion: A long story that precedes another fanfic, is a story of good quality and worth reading. A tip, read also part two, you will be thrilled.

Kissing Sins

https://www.fanfiction.net/s/9113184/1/Kissing-Sins

30 Chapters by Despaired Author

Synopsis: Serge and Gilbert have run away to Paris to live a new life as lovers. Will their love survive? Will Gilbert's past tear them apart? How long will they be able to survive in Paris? Am I asking too many questions (the ultimate question)? WARNING: Yaoi/Gay actions included!

My Opinion: It's the continuation of what I said earlier, it sure is one of the best, most complete and exciting fanfics I've ever read. If you have time, read from the previous to the end of this one and you won't regret it.

Freak Like Me

https://www.fanfiction.net/s/9243328/1/Freak-Like-Me

One Shot by TheWammy'sHouseReject

Synopsis: You don't belong here either, do you, Serge?

My Opinion:It is focused on Gilbert's point of view, is interesting to read and matches what the character would think.

Another Glass of Wine

https://www.fanfiction.net/s/7307151/1/Another-Glass-of-Wine

One Shot y Anomalous One

Synopsis:Despite his actions in the past, Auguste Beau has very much become somebody that Jules admires, and if he wouldn't mind being seduced by him, well, that isn't his fault, is it? Spoiler/trigger warning for Rosemariné's past.

My Opinion:After reading this story, I could understand a little more about Rosemariné's past and Jules's view of Auguste. It's worth reading, it's a different thing.

Complication

https://www.fanfiction.net/s/7307147/1/Complication

One Shot by Anomalous One

Synopsis: Jules' feelings for Rosemariné are far more complicated than he'd like them to be, and when they take tea together he sometimes does his best to try and understand. Spoilers/trigger warning for Rosemariné's past.

My Opinion: If you ship Rosemarine x Jules, then this fanfic is perfect for you. It shows what everyone who read the manga wants Jules to admit, his true feelings for Rossy.

Joyeux Anniversaire

https://www.fanfiction.net/s/7307138/1/Joyeux-Anniversaire

One Shot by Anomalous One

Synopsis:It's Rosemariné's thirteenth birthday, and he wants a special present from Jules. Blushy awkwardness ensues.

My Opinion: It's a cute story, it shows that the feeling that exists between Rosemarine and Jules has always existed since they were children.

Perfume

https://www.fanfiction.net/s/7307122/1/Perfume

One Shot by Anomalous One

Synopsis: Jules' bedroom smells of the outdoors, and books, and lavender perfume. It smells like roses, too, which is understandable and disconcerting and exactly what makes him happy.

My Opinion: This is one of those stories that make the reader imagine what could happen next, once again Rosemarine and Jules try to admit what they feel for each other, it is worth checking out.

A Thorned Rose

https://www.fanfiction.net/s/4813179/1/A-Thorned-Rose

12 Chapters by eirinatakebana

Synopsis: (The synopsis is unavailable, however, it is a happy ending version of the original manga)

My Opinion: Of all the fanfics mentioned here, this is certainly one of my favorites, the story is very beautiful, well written and will make you emotional in the end.

Sleep In

https://www.fanfiction.net/s/4819924/1/Sleep-In

One Shot by Sara Jaye

Synopsis: Serge, for once, wishes he could stay in bed instead of going to class.

My Opinion: One of the shortest stories, but it's cute and shows one of the few moments of joy for Serge and Gilbert.

My Only Love

https://www.fanfiction.net/s/2165402/1/My-Only-Love

One Shot by X-Bride

Synopsis: Serge portrays his feeling towards Gilbert in a passionate way. Will he finally fall in love and realize his true feelings? My fist Kaze To Ki No Uta fic! Please read and comment! Thankyou!

My Opinion: The structure of the story looks like a poem, is beautiful and resembles something that Serge would actually write.

Ultima carta de despedida ( Last farewell letter)

https://www.fanfiction.net/s/2842927/1/Ultima-carta-de-despedida

One Shot by yamato ishida yagami

Synopsis: Gilbert escribe una carta a Serge antes de morir... ( Gilbert writes a letter to Serge before he dies ..)

My Opinion: The story is written in Spanish, but it's so good that I couldn't help but quote it here. Copy and paste the text into Google Translate, because it's worth reading, it's very good.

WonderCraft

https://www.fanfiction.net/s/2446923/1/WonderCraft

One Shot by X-Bride

Synopsis: Gilbert breaks down in his black despair and Serge is there to comfront him. What will they learn about themselves and their existence? Slight attempted suicide. R&R!

My Opinion: Similar to what happens in the original manga, Serge comforts Gilbert during his suicidal thoughts, is beautiful to read and shows the real meaning of true love.

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noonaduck · 5 years

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SeXd (Sex ed) 2nd Bonus

Pairing: BTS OT7 x reader genre: Fluff,smut,slight angst, non idol Au Warnings: angst Words: 1347 A/N: Jimin’s pov from the part 7 events. Summaray: Y/N is a woman who is inexperienced in anything when it comes to relationships and sex. Luckily her friend Jimin along with his six other friends decide to show her what she has been missing.

Msg me or send ask if you want to be tagged. I won’t tag you if you ask in comments. SeXd m.list 7. < 2nd bonus > 8. coming soon.

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“I never thought that you would be such a slut Y/N.” Slut,slut, slut.....The hurtful words were still spinning on Jimin's head. He knew that he hasn't been fair and quilt was eating him alive. Jimin had felt so helpless watching how one by one his friends showed attraction towards Y/N and only logical thing to do was to call her slut, not really. Jimin had wanted to push Y/N away from his friends but instead he has done the opposite. She had run away from him and straight to his friends. he couldn't blame her after all Jimin has screwed up. Jimin had started to avoid Y/N first after when he saw her with Jin and Namjoon on the night of his performance. They looked so good together, both men were handsome on their outfits and Y/N looked so happy with her rosy cheeks standing right in front of him. Jimin wanted that he was the only one who could make her face glow like that. He wasn't blind for Y/N's attraction towards him and he had decided to ignore her feelings in sake of both of them. Jimin did not want to lose a good friend or hurt her feelings with straight rejection. Instead he had made clear how big his sex game was. Every time he talked about his flings he could see hurt under the curiosity which the girl was presenting to his stories. When Jimin made Y/N ran away from the storage something sifted inside of him. Guilt, unbelief, pain and love? Could he really love her? Jimin slides along the wall ,which he was leaning against, and hits the ground. When first sobs leaves his lips he can't believe himself. How he can be so stupid, so naive? he had always taken Y/N as granted, like a little puppy who runs after it's master. He was wrong, Y/N was so much more. He felt that their roles has turned reversed at some point and he was now the lost puppy licking his wounds. When his eyes kept watering and tears running along his face Jimin bites hist fist to keep quiet. When his sobs finally dies he takes his phone out with shaky hands and picks Taehyung's number. After few short beeps he answers.

'Tae I fucked up.“ Jimin blurs without even saying hello.

’'So I have heard.” His friend's answer is short and said with displeased voice.

“What I can do to fix this?” Jimin asks with raspy voice from crying.

“What you think you should do?” Taehyung's voice softens after hearing Jimin's voice, he has clearly been crying.

“Fuck, I don’t know. All I know is that I can’t lose her.” Jimin is feeling hopeless.

“Then Jimin you should tell that to her.’' Taehyung tells like its the most oblivious thing in the world and well, maybe it is. ''I'm afraid that she won't listen to me.'' Taehyung chuckles now amused. ''To be honest if I was her I wouldn't either. You acted really shitty after all.'' ''Did Y/N speak to you?'' ''No. Jin's friend picked her up crying from the street and called Jin, who told the situation for the rest of us. We all have been involved with Y/N in a way or another and hearing what you did, well let's just say that you aren't in good books right now. And Jimin it might be too late already.'' Taehyung ends the call without goodbyes. Jimin can't say that he deserved one anyway. Jimin is snappy towards his coworkers for rest of the day and when someone makes the mistake of speaking to him he is ready to bite their head of. He sees Jungkook briefly who has came to pick Y/N's belongings and it seems that he isn't in the loop of the events yet. Jimin is sure that he will be soon enough. When Jungkook greets him, Jimin just glares his angrily and keeps walking leaving confused Jungkook behind. When he is finally able to get home he feels grateful that Jungkook isn't there. Jimin heads straight towards his room,more specially to his bed, planning to sleep the rest of the night away when he almost trips over something. A old worn shoe box is peeking under his bed and Jimin kneels in front of it. It must be a sign. With nervousness Jimin pulls the box completely out under his bed and opens it with insecure hands. Picture of him and Hannah is like a slap against his face. They are so young and smiling happily towards the camera. Jimin takes the picture to his hand and sees another one where he is with Hannah sitting next to her hospital bed. In this picture Hannah looks almost the same still in the beginning of her treatments. There is third photo where Hannah is alone, her skin is lost all of its color and the skin is tight on her bones. Hannah's hair has fallen of and small smile is covering her lips despite of her state. When a drop of water falls on the picture Jimin blinks surprised he had started to cry again. Jimin lets shaky inhale out and wipes his face. He puts the pictures on the floor and reaches finally towards the envelope which has turned yellow because effects of time. To my dearest Jimin, never stop smiling. Even the words on top of the envelope are almost too much. Jimin's hands are still shaking when he turns the envelope around and finally rips it open. Dear Jimin, If you are reading this the cancer has beaten me. Even tough I know that you will be crying I still beg that you don't. I told my mother to give this letter to you when I'm gone so I can comfort you at least in someway even when I'm at present. I know that some lame words aren't same as those spoken against one's face but I'm still going to try. I remember how we met, you almost hit me with your bike. You were in such a hurry to play some new video game at your friend's home. Everything was so easy back then, I wasn't aware of my illness and the most cute guy almost ran over me by his bike. Odd thing to be happy about, I know, but because of that I was able to meet you. Because of you I fell in love for the first time and I spend my happiest times alongside of you. Sometimes I think that the heaven was jealous of me and how happy I was and that's why it gave me the cancer. Still I would take thousand times of these pains to be able to meet you and spend time together. My love, even tough we were never meant to last we were meant to be. I hope that one day you meet someone who can be your new world, like you were once to me. When that person comes don't run or hide and instead never let them go. I love you, forever yours, Hannah

Hannah's letter was full two papers long and Jimin could see the parts where Hannah's hand was shaking when she was writing or where she had added too much pressure and her pen had broken. Hannah was always been way too wise and mature for a girl of her age and it was clearly visible in her letter. When Jimin was mourning his loss and pushing everyone away Hannah had seen hope and happiness in the times the had spend. She was happy for what she had and Jimin was broken for what he had lost. He could not lose you too. He wished that someone would have punched him earlier straight to his face to wake him up. Even his first love was giving him advice to not to be afraid of loving someone and it was all he had ever been. Jimin squeezes the letter in his hands and gets up from the floor determination in his mind. He knew that he had to make things right or at least try before it was too late.

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k-odyssey · 4 years

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I finished Come and Hug Me this week. I’ve been trying to write some of my thoughts and I just can’t articulate them. So here’s a (long and random) list of things I liked about it instead, in no particular order.

Na Moo on the carousel. I love that it’s the only thing he’ll try.

Jang Ki Yong in every scene tbh. He brings so much depth and emotion to this character.

No lazy love triangle. What a relief.

I’m impressed with Jin Ki Joo because I wasn’t the biggest fan of The Secret Life of My Secretary but after a few episodes I’d forgotten about it. (Turns out it was her character that annoyed me more than her acting.)

There’s no shortage of characters who do bad things, but so many of them change for the better.

Hyeon Moo’s redemption arc. It feels real. Seeing him in high school on that day he beat up another kid, seeing him with Yoon Hee Jae in prison, I wasn’t sure what the writers were going to do with him. There were hints that he was capable of remorse and that he could’ve grown into a much better person far away from his father, but part of me thought they were going to use him as an example of what Na Moo could’ve become. Which they did a little bit, but mostly what I took away from this was: if you’re willing to pay for what you did and change for the better, then you get a second chance. Also: realising that there’s people who love you and support you makes a world of difference.

The scene where he asks himself “would i be different if my father wasn’t a monster?” was heartbreaking. I liked that Na Moo echoed that same question later on too.

The mum, Ok Hee. Here’s another character I didn’t expect to love. Seo Jung Yeon is extraordinary in this role.That scene when she comes to get Na Moo at the police station was so emotional, and later on when she tells him “you’re not a burden, you’re the best gift of my entire life”!! Also when she visits Yoon Hee Jae in prison and tells him “they’re my children now”!! I mean, she did leave after finding out that her husband was a murderer instead of going to the police. But that is possibly the most forgivable mistake in this whole drama, because it was a decision she made out of fear, to protect her daughter and herself. And she lives with that guilt day to day.

Also she’s such a loving and understanding mother!! Na Moo comes to her with his problems, and she always seems to say/do the right thing. Like when they have this talk about him and Nak Won getting together, and he’s afraid that it’ll put her in danger.

The evil characters are really evil and complex and terrifying. Yoon Hee Jae is not only a serial killer but also such a manipulative psychopath AND for some sick reason wants his son to take on his morbid legacy. Even from prison he’s found ways to hurt people. His copycat seems like he was looking for an excuse to start murdering people. The nurse is in love with this fantasy version of YHJ, I don’t even know. And I’ve already mentioned elsewhere my feelings on the journalist, Ms Park. She didn’t deserve to die, but she was definitely bad. I-don’t-think-you-should-call-yourself-a-journalist, people-might-need-therapy-because-of-you bad.

Now that I think about it, I like that YHJ doesn’t die at the end. It’s very important to Na Moo I think that things are resolved (is that the right word) through the law. And now YHJ has to live with the fact that he failed to do the one thing he genuinely seemed to care about, which was to turn his son into a cold-blooded killer.

Teenage Na Moo and adult Na Moo actually seem like two version of the same person. I’m very impressed by this, because it’s hard to get right. It’s not so much that the actors look alike, but the mannerisms are on point.

No idea how genuine it actually is, but I enjoyed hearing another accent than the Seoul one.

The little sister is very cute.

I ship the prosecutor brother with Na Moo’s colleague btw. He’s such a restrained person and it would do him some good if people challenged him more. I have mixed feelings about the other cop, the one who literally took evidence from the crime scene!!

Happy that at least one reporter has a conscience though.

Na Moo and Nak Won together are so precious. Them comforting each other is the best thing. Also the title mentions hugs and the drama delivers. Such good hugs!

#come and hug me #long post #come and hug me spoilers #kdrama talk

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cptnsantiago · 4 years

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take me home

1/?

~ compulsive

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Jake Peralta is a compulsive shopper.

From massage chairs to more massage chairs, if Jake sees something he wants, he gets it. This debt inducing habit lessens when he started dating Amy, but not even her rational thinking effect could stop him at times. Only two months into their relationship Jake had bought an actual lightsaber . Not the fake plastic ones for children, but the ones that look so real that even Amy geeked out a little when she saw it.

Marriage had brought this habit to almost a complete halt. With Amy’s master budgeting, Jake still had a little money to spend on whatever he wanted, but even he had just been putting it into savings for their future .

Their future involving a family, a new house for their family to grow one day. Amy couldn’t be more proud of how he had matured, still managing to keep the goofy personality that she fell in love with. She falls more in love with him every day, and she doesn’t want the feeling to ever go away.

So she thinks her heart might explode the day they figure out she’s pregnant. They had been trying for just under six months, and he had been so involved in her binders and her anxieties. He was there every step of the way, to listen to her fears and discussing the best positions for conceiving before making a very appropriate title of your sextape joke. When she realised they were out of pregnancy tests, he sprinted to the bodega and back in under ten minutes so they could know .

When the timer is up, he’s finally caught his breath but immediately loses it again when Amy is nodding her head frantically, a smile stretched on her face and fat tears falling down her cheeks. He spends some time with her crying on the bathroom floor before he’s rushing to get the pregnancy binder they had been working on together. So they spend the day reading the crap out of the binder, making doctors appointments, more research.

This is when Jake’s dangerous habit makes a comeback.

A bout of sickness had come over her in the late afternoon, leaving her exhausted beyond what she could possibly understand. Except she understood, because of the reading.

Amy last remembers resting her head on Jake’s lap, one of his hands stroking her hair while the other held his phone, still researching while a movie played in the background.

It’s dark outside when she awakes. Jake now has his laptop balanced on one leg while her head still rests on the other. Amy groans, burying her face in his stomach as she stretches her limbs out. “I don’t know if I like pregnancy.”

“It’s only been a day, Ames, give it a chance.” Jake teases, his spare hand moving back to stroke loose strands of hair out of her face. “Good morning, babe.”

“You feel this tired and nauseous for a day and see how you feel.” Amy sighs, a smile still unable to stay off her face at the feeling of his hands in her hair. “What time is it?”

“8:30?” Jake guesses, before looking at his screen and confirming it with a nod. “Yikes, I’ve been on Amazon for three hours.”

“I’ve been out for three hours ?” Amy gasps, “I haven’t napped this hard since I got the flu in college and had to ask for… an extension .”

Jake takes a moment to laugh at how upset she still was about extending a paper all those years ago. “Okay, nerd. You’ve actually been asleep for about four and a half hours.”

“Four and a half hours?” Jake flinches at her screech but quickly recovers. “Why didn’t you wake me?”

“It’s been a big day. You needed it.” Jake shrugs with a smile, “Plus I tried. You were passed out . Almost took you to the hospital but your breathing was fine.”

“I love you, weirdo.” Amy kisses him quickly before looking at the laptop screen. “Jake-”

“Now before you say anything-”

“Jake, you have 27 things in your cart!”

“It’s all important, I promise!”

Amy snatches the laptop out of his grip, scrolling quickly through the contents of the list. All baby things. Mostly onesies, but also a few books, a rattle. Amy then looks at the onesies. Novelty ones, of course.

Dad’s a muggle, mam’s a witch.

I still live with my parents.

World’s most expensive alarm clock.

I pooped today!

Yippee ki-yay mother father

Those were her favourites. Amy can’t decide if she’s furious or overwhelmed by love for the worst compulsive shopper she’s met in her life.

“I was gonna get rid of most of them, but they’re all so cute, Ames!” Jake pleads, chewing slightly on the inside of his cheek. “I mean Yippee ki-yay mother father !? That might be the best thing ever.”

“I like the Harry Potter ones.” Amy mumbles, “Although you wouldn’t be a muggle, you’d be a wonderful wizard.”

“ Please , I could kick Harry’s ass any day.” Jake scoffs.

“Okay, sure , you could kick the chosen one’s ass.” Amy rolls her eyes affectionately, messing up his hair up slightly. “Anyway, we can’t get any of this.”

“ Amy. ”

“ Jacob. ”

“Pleeeeease!”

“Jake, you’re spiralling.” Amy says sternly, “We need to have our doctors appointment first. It could be a false positive, an ectopic pregnancy-”

“Amy, you know that won’t happen.” Jake closes the laptop and puts it on the coffee table so he can take her hands.

“It could.” Amy shrugs, “Look, I’m just being cautious. And even so, we’d make a registry so other people can buy us things.”

“Ohh, you’re so smart.” Jake laughs, happy to change subjects. “Let me just get the Die Hard and Harry Potter ones?”

“I don’t want to enable this compulsive shopping habit.” Amy tells him, “We’ll end up with seven different breast pumps.”

“We’re going to end up with seven different breast pumps because of Charles, you know that.” Amy snorts lightly at this, “Ames, I promise you aren’t enabling a habit. Just those two things.”

“Okay.” Amy picks up the laptop again happily, “Just these two things.”

Amy was foolish. She was a fool in love with a compulsive shopper.

To be fair, it could be much worse . The big important things, he leaves for the registry. But when it comes to clothes and books, he was out of control. Especially after they find out they’re having a girl.

Amy’s growing love for her husband overpowers her annoyance at the Amazon deliveries every other week. Jake almost always has a shopping tab open on his laptop and his work computer. She knows that Charles also enables it, makes it worse even.

But Jake agrees to run every purchase by her so he doesn’t get anything completely unnecessary. So arriving home early one afternoon she’s surprised (but completely not shocked at all) to see a package she doesn’t recognise in their mailbox. It’s not Amazon.

Strange.

So she makes her way upstairs, collapsing on the couch with her hand resting on her small bump and resting for a moment before picking up the package again. Ripping the package open, a quiet gasp leaves her mouth and she feels herself immediately tear up at the soft book in her hands.

Animal Crosswords.

On the back, the small description tells her the book contained mini crosswords to help toddlers learn their animals while having fun . At the bottom they advertise other books such as Colourful Crosswords and Shape Crosswords .

It was perfect. Amy didn’t bother to stop the tears as she flipped through the book.

One across, an animal that goes ‘oink’ . Four down, an animal that goes ‘baa’ .

Amy loves Jake, so much . Jake loves their kid, so much . She can barely comprehend every emotion she’s feeling, and it’s not long before she’s sobbing.

This was easily Jake’s best purchase. Everything he bought was less compulsive and more thoughtful. The massage chairs back when they weren’t together were still compulsive, but it had transformed. It transformed into thoughtful, wonderful, adorable purchases. Amy was so lucky, and so was their baby.

Amy calms down to soft hiccups by the time Jake walks through their front door a half hour later. His panic has him immediately on his knees next to her, wiping the dried tears off her cheeks and frantically asking if she was okay. This starts a fresh wave of tears, but she’s almost smiling and giggling which changes his concern to confusion.

Being the detective he is, he soon spots the book in her hands and groans, “Damn it, I was gonna surprise you with that. I know I didn’t approve it w-”

Amy interrupts him with a kiss, his cheeks and mouth soon soaked with the tears that just don’t stop coming . “I hate hormones.”

“They’re definitely weird.” Jake chuckles nervously, “Do you like it?”

“I love it.” Amy laughs, wiping her cheeks again. “Where did you find this?”

“Etsy .” Jake tells her, “Homemade crafts and shit, Rosa told me about it. I suspect she sells jewellery on there.”

“Oh definitely .” Amy agrees, “I’ve been looking for it for a year.”

“Anyway, I just got one for now because I wanted to know what you thought about it.” Jake’s hand moves to her stomach as he speaks. “I know it’s not very useful for her for a little while but she’s half you so she’s destined to be a bit nerdy like her mom.”

“I love it, Jake. It’s so thoughtful, that’s why I’m so emotional.” Amy runs her fingers through his hair, smiling again when he presses a kiss to the top of her stomach.

“Also hormones.” Jake teases, another kiss to the side of her belly where they could both feel her kicking. “I’m glad though, because I contacted the account about making a spanish version for her.”

Amy whimpers as she tries to stop more tears from falling. “Really?” “Of course, it’s a great way to teach her I thought. And Rachel, the creator, agreed.”

“How l did I get such a perfect husband?” Amy drags him to eye level so she can kiss him softly. “And the perfect dad already, she’s not even born.”

Jake shrugs, poking her nose and her bump. “Being the perfect husband is easy. Because you deserve the world. Both of you. My girls.”

#peraltiago #peraltiago fic #b99 fanfiction #jake x amy fic #brooklyn nine-nine #my fics

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