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ramayantika · 8 months
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I did not get the mentorship but yes she will if I am interested take me in for other works and stiff after my graduation which is a win win.
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got no asks? i got you pookie, my megamind like brain is producing more so if your having a bad time, you know who to call 😘😘 (/JOKE I SWEAR)
imagine god like!reader trying to persuade yan!beasts into not killing innocent cookies just for not having the power baked into them, and remember my last ask when i asked for a reader really good and comforting and with very good intuition? like they can easily tell what is upsetting them or what they need/what (i don’t really remember but yeah)
so with the empathy god like!reader was baked with along with power, she went to go hopefully end this… and by persuading i mean giving the sweet delectable attention reader refused to give them… with good reasons of course, so dropped down from being away in a secluded place in earth bread, from being distant cause of their unhealthy actions, it’s time to put this plan into action, hoping it work, but if they wanted more of reader, they got to stop with terrorizing cookies
(for clarification: the plan is to just be all soft and loving toward them, then leave to warn the cookies to leave, and if the beasts want more, they actually have to stop)
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To be honest, they probably don't even realize what you're doing is to distract them! Having your loving attention on them is so intoxicating that it's hard to realize that you're distracting them from their goals of chaos.
Shadow Milk Cookie is just above Eternal Sugar Cookie with how much he craves your attention and love. He's always pulling you into watching his plays or just praising him. He gets whiney, begging even whenever you leave. He wants you to stay, give him more attention! What could be more important than him..?!
Eternal Sugar Cookie desires your attention constantly. How does she look? Do her wings look pretty? How does she sound? Every compliment you give her ends up making her more and more infatuated with you! Just please stop leaving.. she gets so lonely..
Burning Spice Cookies finds it so endearing whenever you fawn over his combat style and his warmth. He trained this way specifically for you, so don't think you can just tease him by running off afterwards.
Mystic Flour Cookie always enjoys how you compliment her magic and skills. Be it simple acts to impress you or things more grand, it gets her heart racing, incredibly so. Just don't expect her to be so restrictive whenever you're gone..
While Silent Salt Cookie rarely speaks, it's easy to tell how he flourishes under your praise and compliments. It always leaves him aching for more, but out of all the Beasts, he does have some suspicions about where you go whenever you leave. But he couldn't care less. Just keep on praising him..
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alabasterpickles · 1 year
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hi i sent an ask about persephone and hades a lil while ago!! heres some questions i had :3
1. how did they officially meet?
2. what were pain and panics first impressions of persephone?
3. persephone looks older then some of the other gods (like hera and aphrodite) is she older then them? i really like that you gave her some wrinkles :]
4. any issues that come up in p/h's relationship? like goals, little pet peeves, etc
5. how angry has persephone seen hades get? and vice versa, how angry has hades seen persephone get?
- 🖋️
Hey!! Glad to have you back!!
1. I have this idea that their meeting is almost entirely by chance, in the series he loathes spring and tries to sabotage it and I really want to channel that energy into my funny little AU (which actually takes place post film) 😂 It’s during Spring that he officially runs into he, she’s just doing her Cthonic goddess thing and Hades is up top causing problems as per usual, when he sees her manifesting apricots on a tree, aaand obviously an unattended goddess is fair game! Sidenote but I like to think Eros is the one that gives him the low-down on who she is, kind of encourages him to make a move, mostly because it’s a welcome distraction and keeps him out of his hair.
2. They were extremely weary of her at first, the assumption was that anybody Hades brought home wasn’t going to be nice to them. Once they realize that’s not the case she pretty much becomes their favorite person.
3. Thank you!! I have gotten this question a lot! I like to think of Hades being somewhere in his early to mid-forties, and it just felt right to put Persephone somewhere in her thirties (leaning toward 33-34). I imagine her being quite stressed and possibly overworked most of the time, which has imbued in her a kind of maturity that makes her age difficult to peg on face value. Since I’m working with Disney logic rather than historical accuracy, I figured that was an appropriate age! I wanted her to be young enough that she found Hades’ idiosyncrasies endearing rather than immature, but still old enough that she wouldn’t be intimidated or put off by his outbursts. I don’t envision her being older than either of them, no, actually the opposite! But her job is much more “hands on” which I think makes her appear a little more weathered, if that makes sense?
4. Oh this is a fun one!! *rubs hands together evily* So naturally there’s issues because they are so different from one another! On one hand, I imagine Hades’ impulsive and impatient nature (along with the way he tends to take his frustration out on his poor minions) is a point of contention between the two of them. My Persephone’s personality is very dry, deliberate, even tempered and easy-going. She’s not easily irked, but I imagine when she is pushed into a corner her temper can be pretty ferocious. My mom always likes to say that spring “comes in like a Lion and goes out like a lamb” 😂 which is a very fitting description of this Persy! She doesn’t necessarily agree with Hades’ initial style of management, which obviously softens up over time as their relationship progresses. When it comes to goals! Persephone loves her solitude and independence, she’s a free spirit and the idea of being tied down bothers her. She doesn’t prefer the company of the Olympians and she finds their social politics/drama incredibly draining so I think the one major issue she would go into that relationship having is this fear of losing her autonomy and being trapped in an exhausting relationship. She waffles a little in the beginning, not quite committing to her feelings for him because she likes not having to be beholden to anyone. Hades’ goals I imagine change once he prioritizes her company. I think he’d be willing to give up his desire to overthrow Olympus to keep her around, so I definitely don’t think there’s much holding him back from being with her. After his massive blunder in the film, he has nothing to lose and everything to gain. Although I see them changing perspectives on eachother’s stations and therefore developing a deep respect for one another, I do think Persephone’s holistic lifestyle would get on Hades’ nerves in the beginning, and vice versa. They manage to find a balance that works for both of them. I also think Persephone would initially find him a little dishonest and pushy which would drive her crazy, as well as the way he picks on Pain and Panic. He doesn’t have an off-button either which she’d have to get used to. In the end though, they’re both the black sheep of the Pantheon and they find comfort, solace and understanding in one another. ❤️
5. Hades’ fuse is so short it’s practically nonexistent, so I imagine Persephone has seen him get angry a lot, but in my head I like to believe the angriest she’s every seen him was when he was coming to her defense against her mom (which is a sort of long story I’ll save for another time!). I think it’s the first time she feels it’s genuine, not simply an overreaction or irritation, but like actualrage. For Persephone, since her buttons are so hard to push, he’s probably only seen her truly angry a couple of times. I envision her being seriously unreasonable when she gets to that point though, and it takes her a while to cool off. I don’t have a specific event in mind for this (yet!) but I think one of the times she’s been absolutely livid is when he first draws up the agreement with Demeter to keep her for half the year in the Underworld. She hates the idea of feeling like someone has more control over her life than she does!
I hope that answers your questions!
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yulikisdoingstuff · 7 days
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UT:E MCS SKETCH DUMPSTER
I've finally finished those tiny breakdowns of their current designs. Feel free to peek in. Images have descriptions 'cause of my poor writing. ^^
Warning: a lot of yapping
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Joy Wonder and The Human aka C. You know a little bit about Joy by now. He's a skeleton whose family are the descendants of one of the skelebros. He's adventurous, clumsy, caring and protective. He's a typical not-like-other-kids quirky guy, which clearly shows. He's bright. (Yeah, very obvious on this monochrome image right there. You'll see colored versions one day, I promise.) And also childish. His thick glasses, dirty sneakers and fingerless gloves give off the impression of a nerdy explorer fixated on his goals.
C, on the other hand, is calm and thoughtful. His outfit is partially practical, partially fitting the small heroic spark he has. Every cool hero has a torn scarf and an old-fashioned coat! Can't forget about earrings too. Chill vibes overall. I admit, I was at first inspired by ManlyBadassHero 'cause he's the chillest hero I know. ✨
Don't ask about the Genocide route though-
I don't have much to say about them, but you'll follow them on the adventure and discover a lot yourself.
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Haru Deepwaters and Trev Blackamore-Deepwaters aka ✨The Fishboys✨ (not official). These two are cousins. Alphys and Undyne were an absolute power couple long ago, hehe. Haru's side is more leaning towards their fishy fish side. They're pretty poor, but determined to survive. As you can see, Haru is a bit of a metalhead. He's a careless fighter and a ladies man. He works for the Royal Guard just because his muscles and a desire for justice are his strongest advantagess. But don't think he's stupid. He's just ignorant... sometimes on purpose. His outfit says one word: COOLNESS. And Haru likes when his clothes speak for themselves.
Trev got more of the lizard percentage in his mix. He's a part of a rich noble family close to the Queen herself. Because of that most of the time the position of The Royal Scientist is inherited, and Trev is currently in practice for it (though he basically does all the work at this point). He's the oldest of the group and the most responsible and intelligent as the result. Although his curiosity and lack of empathy may sometimes get the best of him. His clothes are layered as Trev is very sensitive to cold, and reflect his busy job. He's also quite rebellious inside, and if he had the opportunity and no status to keep, he'd look pretty scene/emo. He likes acting like a generic anime villain to scare Joy or look swell. Though he swears he doesn't watch any anime... Guess that's just how it goes when you grow up in this family. Haru is literally anime-inspired name, lol.
Also, he may or may not be on the aroace spectrum. Just the vibes.
The two don't meet much since childhood and often get into arguments due to Haru's air in the head and Trev's snobbish attitude, but they work well as a team. Sometimes.
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Lorianne Dreemurr. She is a young queen who closed herself off soon after the coronation and began rebuilding this hostile environment for any human that Asgore once had. She tries to show herself as an independent leader, unlike any the monsterkind had before, that will put an end to their life in the Underground. But she might be misguided. Or is she just that tyrannical and violent? What I can say now is that she's very protective of her beliefs, to the point of sacrificing one to prove she's right and hold her power. She's short-tempered, arrogant and sensitive about failures. And strangely, she's incredibly similar to C when they're properly compared at some point. Woohoo, the main conflict of the story! Her thoughts are something to be explored in the story if I can properly explain them.
Her style is official and formal. That's all. That what she wants to be. The true politician with no feelings behind the mask of confidence. I also can assure you, her outfit may seem restrictive, but is pretty comfortable in combat. Hehe.
That's all for now! I've got a few more panels to finish before animating and finally uploading. If you have any questions about my sillies or the process, ask away! I love talking, as you may have noticed. 🌸
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maedaeme · 8 months
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OUGH ALRIGHT magni backstory ramble time under the cut. was putting this off just in case i wanted to make changes but now i'm committed.
and later im not going to be able to stop myself from rambling abt his companion connections at length so i'm dropping this here as the starting point to keep me CONSISTENT.
refers to mild act 2 spoilers because I need to be a little bit unhinged about things. currently in act 3, but i'm saving that for later because there is so much happening. anyway
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bullet point backstory bc it's 11 pm. what up.
used to be a priest(ess) of lolth. raised among devout lolth-sworn, which of course gives him baggage he doesn't even realize exists until like halfway through the game.
'i had a normal childhood' - guy who very much did not have a normal childhood. am i projecting my religious trauma here. who can say
very committed. basically used serving lolth as an elaborate excuse to get away with whatever selfish whims popped into his head
worked alongside two other, equally terrible priestesses under the mutual understanding that they were only 'allies' until they could stab each other in the back
last one standing is loth's fav. you know how it is
did in fact get stabbed in the back when one of them uncovered a secret of his and used it to oust him
fully accepted he was going to get sacrificed to lolth. was pretty chill with it, actually. as far as he was concerned it only made sense.
the priestess who ousted him decided it would be meaner to banish him to the surface instead
she was correct.
became SO INCENSED at being told he was not a worthy sacrifice that it became ALL he cared about
like. he refused to wrap his brain around it, so he just went 'fine, i will claw my way up from the dirt and eat bugs or whatever and i WILL become so fucking impressive that when i come back DOWN here you will HAVE to sacrifice me. that's how good i'll be.
'also maybe i'll trans my gender while i'm at it bc at this point I Have Nothing To Lose'
lost ability to use magic in the middle of this and just refused to think about the 'god abandoned me' implications
knew nothing about the surface. broke into places, stole, and murdered to survive. discovered life was easier if you got good at lying, just in case you got caught stealing. and he was already Very good at lying.
once he got it all figured out, he fell into organized crime VERY easily, while still secretly holding onto his General Disdain for everyone around him. this was not hard to do. people are shitty to you when you're a drow.
spent a couple decades fighting, stealing, and occasionally murdering if you paid him or annoyed him enough. mentally tucks away all of the crimes he does as 'for lolth' even though he's lowkey aware that's not how that works. there's a bunch of complicated stuff going on in his brain up there and he is avoiding all of it.
basically he starts the game an expert manipulator who FULLY expects to just eventually murder these people he keeps picking up because it Has to be that way, except thru act 1 he. doesn't. and then he starts to get used to them. enough that at camp he starts to drop his Eternal Performance, which everyone initially writes off as 'magni being weirdly dismissive and blunt for some reason' until late act 1 when they realize 'oh wait. that's what he's REALLY LIKE. he was LYING.'
his feelings towards the companions and himself and his goals get incredibly complicated. sometimes he sucks. sometimes he doesn't. gale makes him ask himself questions he does not want to know the answer to, but he can't just let it GO now that he's asking them. the people around him are trusting him with their deepest secrets and desires and it is FREAKING HIM OUT because he doesn't know how to do anything with secrets except destroy. so he drops the act further thru act 2. except they're still doing it. because they know what he's like by now. and they know that sometimes! he refrains from doing the mean selfish thing! because they wouldn't like it! and he hates that he feels that way and is occasionally halfheartedly mean and petty later like it's going to make the uncomfortable taste in his mouth go away but he is forming attachments to these people and there is NOTHING he can do about that
anyway. i'm going to shake my laptop later re: gale being asked to Explode by his god and how it forces magni to look literally his Only Driving Goal For Decades (getting eaten by spiders) in the face and ask himself if that's really what he wanted, but i'm in full hyperfixation mode. also he just rly loves astarion. he can't say that word though. feels wrong in his mouth
it's also put him in the weird act 3 spot of being the person who has already ASKED himself the hard questions that everyone else is now asking. he is, for the first time ever, somewhat the reasonable one. which means he's gotta accept he thinks differently about things than he used to. which he doesn't like. but he's embraced the softness, he just doesn't want you to mention it.
and sometimes he just goes and stands in a cold lake at 1 am so he doesn't have to think about anything. you know how it goes
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foggyparadisecandy · 4 months
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On Making a List for Living
As I've been moving ahead, cleaning up my shit inside my head, I made a list of things that fill me with joy and happiness.
Mostly to keep me busy and moving forward AND to help me improve my self-image.
NGL, at first, it was a struggle to start doing them. I was just so lost and depressed, living in the void that was left behind from my ex, yes, but also, the deeper void left behind by my parents dysfunctional shit they put inside my head.
But ... I made my list. I set my goals.
And each day, it gets easier and easier. And I'm honestly starting to feel better about myself - my present self and my wounded child.
The other day, I posted a one month summary of my progress and ... yeah ... I was surprised to see that I'm honestly crushing it. I felt like I was still moving in quicksand.
Maybe I set my goals too low? lol
Also true: I have to work it aggressively still.
I will catch myself being mean-spirited towards myself. I pause and course-correct when I do. Learning to be kind to yourself is ... surpisingly hard for many of us.
And I struggle with over-stepping boundaries. Boy is this a problem for me.
I've spent my life getting outside validation. So I have a burning desire to offer advice and help and guidance but ... I'm doing my best to correct this too.
It's grueling. I fall into agony trying to figure out ... is this kind? is it welcome? is it useful? is it necessary? Usually the answers are: maybe, not unless asked for, maybe, no.
With my ex in particular, it's so hard. Because ... I legitimately am impressed by her and can see her own growth. I believe in her more now than I ever did. She's going to be fine - I know that.
But *sad lol* ... I have this desire to nurture her and care for her. And give her advice and express concerns if I see them.
It's so ... frustrating. But I'm doing my best to learn about boundaries, set them for myself, and respect others. I ... want her to know how much I care for her and am there for her ... but I don't want to fall into unhealthy habits or make her think I feel I am there to "fix" her.
I struggle with "how do I show someone I care for them and accept them?" My go to method is "helping" them. But unsolicited helping and accepting are two completely different directions.
So ... what's the fucking answer? Ugh. It would be nice to know how "normal" people think. I guess the answer is ... just showing up. Showing that I'm interested. Showing that I appreciate her for who she is. I accept her. I understand her.
And ... honestly ... I do understand her a hell of a lot better these days than before. I have ... deeper empathy for her and her own struggles as I've learned to look inwards at my struggles.
I can see the progress she has made. She is inspiring in so many ways. Makes me want to fix my own shit even faster lol.
None of it is easy. But it's getting easier.
So yes ... I encourage anyone who is looking to become more secure and self-confident, happy with themselves, to make a list, work the list, check in with yourself and assess progress, and give it time.
The anxiety in my mind is slowly quieting and I'm feeling better about my life and who I am. I find I no longer need the external validation as much.
The odd thing is ... now that I'm feeling better about myself, I also feel like I see others in a more realistic, full light.
It's so ... bizarre to say it but ... I like her better these days than I did before. I feel like I was objectifying her before. Yes ... I knew she was a living breathing person but ... I had her on a pedestal. It wasn't realistic or healthy for either of us.
So it's funny to recognize that my "like" for her has grown while my insane love has diminished.
And my "like" for my friends is also growing. I'm seeing the world in new lights.
I have a good friend on Discord who has been out of touch. It makes my anxious mind go brrrrrrrrr even though she said she was going to be super busy. I heard her ... but ... my anxiety kicks in and plagues me with so much nonsense and doubts and feelings of "I'm a fuck up."
Obviously I am still a work in progress. I take deep breaths, I walk through my Pride Journal to build self-confidence, I remember that people can and will speak up when they are ready, and other people's choices are not in my control.
I am me regardless of whether or not other people accept or reject me.
It's probably so obvious to most of you.
It's a silly thing to have to say ... even sillier to have to learn that you lived a life without understanding that basic concept.
Oh well. Learning and growing. Fast as I can.
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tackypies · 7 months
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renny's relationship chart! in-depth information beneath the cut, warning for game spoilers!
LAE'ZEL "oh she isn't so bad" "renny she's advocating for murder" "that's ok she's new to this plane thats just how she expresses herself"
since they ran into each other on the nautiloid, renny's attached himself to lae'zel as a cheerful guide to the material plane. he feels he owes her a debt for helping him off the ship - and his code of honor dictates a debt must always be repaid. while he finds her militaristic approach at odds with his helpful nature, he's excited to learn more about githyanki culture (especially their arts) and to teach her about faerun
from lae'zel's end, renny's a necessary annoyance (fond.) she pegged him as a meddling do-gooder type when they first met and, while she wasn't quite off, she's picked up that he's more pragmatic than he appears and tolerant to an almost worrying degree. she gets along with him better than everyone expects - they have a sort of "this is my halfling/githyanki i adopted, we annoy each other" dynamic going on
SHADOWHEART "i know what it's like to lose your life in pursuit of a goal. i once almost gave everything up for the mere promise of a dream"
shadowheart's pragmatism balances out renny's penchant for dramatics, and it's not uncommon for the two to butt heads over battle plans. at the beginning, their relationship was rocky. renny continually tried to pry into shadowheart's secrets, which earned her ire. once everything was revealed at the gauntlet, renny's done his best to support her and to dial back on his nosiness. he's lost his parents as well - he deeply sympathizes with her pain
shadowheart views renny as a meddler. a good friend, but one who can't keep his fingers out of other people's pies. she initially wrote him off as another bard chasing after glory. her attitude towards him in act 1 is cool and distant, but she begins to warm up after they've been on the road together for a while. they've bonded over their shared love for animals, of all things, and work surprisingly well together in fights
WYLL "i can't believe i'm traveling with THE son of duke ravengard!"
when renny first met wyll, he was more than a bit starstruck. he's heard stories about the blade of the frontiers and, like every baldurian, knows of the drama between father and son. he was eager from the get-go to befriend wyll, and their shared ideals of justice made them fast friends and they often trade stories with one another. renny's concerned about wyll shouldering everything alone - especially after mizora punished him - and frequently checks in on him, always with a good bottle of wine in hand
wyll sees renny as a reliable ally, a steadfast friend, and someone who'll always lend him an ear. he sees a similar self-destructive streak in renny. where wyll would sacrifice himself without a thought for others, he's picked up that renny would ruin himself to fulfill a promise - or at a chance for glory. the pair take turns keeping each other rooted to reality
ASTARION "opposites attract, and like repels like. we're very different, yet we're too similar"
astarion didn't give renny a great first impression; the feeling was mutual. the elf reminded renny of the hardened thieves in the city, those who were willing to do anything to survive, and he treated him cautiously as a result. astarion, meanwhile, found the halfling irritating - just another naive bard who romanticized the world's ugliness. they didn't always get along because of their clashing viewpoints
their relationship became more complicated once astarion's vampiric nature and renny's secret (aka silvertongue) surfaced. they saw in each other the desire to survive at any costs - only for astarion, renny was the worse between them because he disguised his wants with romanticized heroics. it wasn't solely because of renny that astarion refused ascension - it was karlach, it was wyll, and most surprisingly, it was silvertongue who talked him out of it. the two still don't quite see eye-to-eye. astarion still thinks of renny as a hypocrite, but a capable one. renny dislikes that astarion can see right through him, but will defend him to the end
GALE "the song in my heart, the apple of my eye"
the pair became fast friends over their love of stories. gale made book recommendations on both magic and lore, while renny returned the favor with ballads and oral stories gathered from his travels. both were enthusiastic about magic in their own way: gale through his wizardly studies, and renny through the emotional connection bardic spells provided him. it wasn't uncommon for them to be found exchanging spellcasting techniques, though the conversations always became unresolved debates about which form of spellcasting was superior
for renny, gale's curiosity and hunger for knowledge was what drew him in. he liked the eloquent and ambitious personality gale had, and gale in turn enjoyed renny's idealism and wit, as well as his desire to find beauty in the mortal world
KARLACH "that was a sick move, do it again!!" "[BAD REPUTATION MONTAGE PLAYS]"
from the moment they met, karlach and renny hit it off. their determination to do good in a difficult world, their attempts to stay optimistic and strong no matter what comes their way, their love for heroes of old - they were alike in many ways and quickly bonded. it helped that they also shared a love for music
karlach's mortality was a huge struggle in acts 2 and 3. even with the threat of the absolute looming over the gate, renny would convince gale to help research ways to try and fix karlach's engine. karlach, on the other hand, wanted to find peace with her fate. it resulted in things being tense between the two here and there, but their bond is that of deep, platonic love
HALSIN "a real teddy bear of an elf"
while renny admired halsin for his role as archdruid, he never got too close to the man. their shared love for animals sparked interesting conversations. as a whole, they were simply friendly companions
JAHEIRA "who better to learn heroics from than the legend herself?"
jaheira and renny share a mentor-student bond that's sarcastic and caring. if there's anyone's approval he wants, it's jaheira's - and he sometimes takes dangerous risks to get it. jaheira, in turn, sees renny as an equal and a capable ally after moonrise towers. she just wishes he wasn't as rash as minsc sometimes......................
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lilithrebellion · 11 months
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Mind sharing your thoughts about Krul and Mika’s dynamic? It’s so complicated and muddied thanks to her treatment of him, you can’t help but be intrigued. I also can’t help but notice that she’s a lot nicer to Amaya compared to everyone else but maybe that’s just cause she’s her best solider?
Sure!
Overall, I think Krul has a sort of "tough love" approach to "parenting" Mika. I see her as being strict, but very supportive. In fact, I think the strictness comes from her being supportive, in that she's pushing Mika to succeed in his goals.
In the early flashbacks, Krul's treatment of him does seem questionable since she did force him to become a vampire and talks about how Mika drinking her blood instead of from humans makes him reliant on her like a "dog". But, I also see it as her offering Mika that choice while also being very upfront about the caveats. Because she could have shoved the blood down his throat like when she turned him. But for this scene, she waits until Mika bites her on his own. In a way, she let Mika have what could be considered an informed choice. She's just phrasing it in a vampire-like way.
And while in the beginning, it does seem like Krul is only helping Mika because she needs him for his Seraph gene, I do feel that Krul cares about Mika more than just conveniently using him for her goals. In fact, I think it was made really clear in chapter 96. First, there's a flashback of her training baby Mika. Which, on one hand, does look like she's just one-sidedly beating him up. But you also see that Mika isn't shown as distressed, but determined instead. So much that Krul sounds somewhat impressed at what he's willing to do to save Yuu. And then Mika says he can handle it and asks her to keep going, you get this proud Mama Krul smile.
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Plus, the harsh training does make sense. Mika would have understood that he needs to be strong if he wants to save Yuu, and he knows he's not going to get that if he's coddled. Although it's rough, Krul's giving Mika what he wants here.
Same chapter, she comments about how Yuu and gang are dumb (lol) and that if she had raised them, they would have turned out smarter, like how Mika is. Another proud mama moment, in my eyes.
After recalling this, she asks Yuu to prove how serious he is about wanting to save Mika. I'll put the panel again, because it speaks for itself.
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Krul is doing this because the idiocy Yuu's been showing has made her doubt his intentions and she wants to know that Mika's care for Yuu isn't one-sided, that he actually cares about Mika in return. She wants to know that Yuu was worth all the suffering Mika went through. Which is, the most blatant protective parent behavior ever. And I don't think she would have bothered with saying this if Mika was just a tool to her.
And besides this, I find that despite the harsh things Krul says to Mika (especially in the earlier chapters), she is surprisingly lenient towards him. Again, with not forcing him to drink human blood. And also with how she encourages Mika's desire to save Yuu. Which makes me think that the harsh statements early on that he "can't defy her since she's his owner" shouldn't be taken literally and actually means "be smart and think this through. I'm not your enemy". In chapter 22 where this takes place, it happened because Mika got mad at Krul for keeping her plans from him. But after saying the above, she ends up whispering it to him anyway. Which, I don't think she'd have done if she actually cared about Mika being obedient. Also I do find it mildly hilarious that Mika goes "I want to run away with Yuu-chan" and Krul's response is essentially "Yes, do it. Go run away with him. That works for me too.👍"
And sidenote. Not sure how canon we want to consider this, but I find this bit from the Shitsuji no Seraph drama cd where Krul is going full mama mode doting on Mika to be adorable.
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Now getting into Krul and Amaya in comparison. I also used the "strict but supportive" idea when conceptualizing their dynamic. (Although less "mom-like" with Amaya since she wasn't as young and also already has a mom) Similar to the human blood thing with Mika, Krul is upfront with Amaya about what becoming a vampire means and let her make the decision herself. Plus, when Krul tells Amaya that she should leave after the Ashina battle, it is to protect her from experiencing the pain of being shunned as a monster by the people she wanted to protect if they found out. Of course, she does experience this anyway later on. Krul's intention here is something like "I'm telling you this for your own good, but if you need to find out the hard way then so be it." And when Krul finds Amaya afterwards, I wanted to make sure that her words of comfort didn't come off as too gentle. With how I saw her interactions with Mika, I think she's the type to give the honest truth, even if it's hard to hear and won't sugar coat things. I also find that she values independent thought (from how she's proud of Mika for being smart), which is why I had her tell Amaya to decide for herself what it means to be a vampire.
And mirroring Krul's encouragement of Mika to run away with Yuu, Krul so far has been encouraging of Amaya wanting to protect Yui. However, Krul's support of Mika was partially due to their goals aligning. And without giving too much away, this will also hold true for Amaya and Yui. For now, just know that Krul also has her goal of taking down Karlheinz since she finds him to be an annoyance, and that Amaya helping Yui is currently in line with that goal.
So while yes, Krul is nice to Amaya. And yes, it is partially because she has been a loyal and dependable soldier for about 500 years now. But the main point is that same with Mika, Krul is allowing Amaya's actions because it is also what she wants for one reason or another. As for what that reason is, you'll just have to wait and see.😉
(Low key though, Krul does totally ship it lol)
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asianguygonewild · 1 month
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Why do I love you?
I love you because of your heart. How pure & kind it is. How you’ve been through so much but still keep it open to love those deserving of it. I love how considerate you are. You always think “how is she going to feel/react, what is she going to think if I say/do this?” You are the most thoughtful person I know. I mention something to you once & you never forget it. I tell you something I don’t like & you always keep it in the forefront of your mind when interacting with me so as never to trigger, upset or hurt me. I tell you something I do like & you do your absolute best in doing what that is, just to make me happy. I love how open you are in loving me. The way you want people to know what I mean to you. How little you care about judgement in showing your love & affection for me. I love how deeply, passionately, & intensely you love. The fact that YOU want to shower me with love & affection is something I love so much about you. I think it speaks to the softness of your heart & I truly admire that about you.
I admire a lot of things about you. Superficially, I admire your face. Your body. Your smile. Your expressive & soulful eyes. I admire the build of your body. I love it at every stage I have seen it at & every stage it will go through for the rest of our lives. You are the most handsome man in the entire world & I have never been so hot for someone. I am so unbelievably attracted to you. & I know I say it all the time but we would have the CUTEST babies. & one day we will. 🙂
I admire your ambition in life, your self discipline, your commitment, your drive, the way you set your goals & reach them impresses me endlessly. I admire your intellect. I admire the way your brain is a literal sponge for information & I admire your desire to seek it. Your open-mindedness is so attractive to me. The way you look at things from different perspectives & consider things through a different lens than your own. The humility I know you have, to accept if you’re wrong about something & learn from that. You are one of the smartest people I know. & I am always learning something new from you, & better yet, about you.
I could never get tired of learning about you, & more than anything I’m honoured to be so close to you that I will witness your growth. An amazing person who always strives to better themselves in every arena. That’s who you are. You’re a person who wants to learn something, & sets out & does just that with the attitude that you can do it if you set your mind to it. Your positive attitude & refusal to settle for mediocrity or dwell in self defeat while remaining humble is a kind of balance I rarely ever see in others. You’re the kind of person I’m proud & grateful to walk beside. Who inspires me to also work towards being the best version of myself, for my own happiness & growth but so that you can be proud to walk beside me too.
& though this isn’t about me, it would be unjust to speak of all the beautiful things about you, & not talk about how it feels to be loved by you.
Your emotional intelligence & empathy knows no bounds. The way you cater to my every want & need is something that I am still trying to get used to. I know you’re not a perfect person. No one is. But at the peak of my resentment of romantic feelings & love, you love me in a way that opens me up & compels me to let down my defences & accept the love, affection & adoration you have for me. You’ve told me more than once “you’ll never have to be alone in dealing with your emotions again” & every single time I’ve needed you, even when it means sacrificing your sleep, you are there for me, holding my hand in my worst moments, understanding that I am separate from my mental illness but still handling me & it with the most tender & loving care. Ever since I can remember I have been convinced that I am hard to love, yet, you tell & show me that loving me is easy. I have never felt devotion anything close to the devotion you have for me. Every single day you remind me I am the prettiest girl in the world, your special girl, your baby girl, your princess, your love, your one & only, your soulmate & your baby. You keep me in my feminine & it heals me, & I want nothing more than to honour & cherish you in your masculine in hopes of helping you heal too. You are the kind of person who not only roots for my success, but would be happy if I even succeeded you. You never let me forget you are my #1 fan. My biggest supporter. The love of your life just as you are mine. You take care of me in a way that feeds a part of my soul I never realised was hungry to be loved the way you love me. I cannot state enough how taken care of I feel by you. How seen & understood I feel by you. The way that you love all parts of me, the good & the bad, the happy & the hurt, I can never express to you the depth of gratitude I have for you. I want nothing more than to spend the rest of my life showing you just that.
Now this is kind of a cheesy Twilight quote, but there really are no other words I have to say this - I am unconditionally & irrevocably in love with you. You are my soulmate. I was a lock that was fine with never finding my key & even preferred it, until you came along. & even then you took your time with me. You went at my pace. You respected every single time I got scared & pulled away, & patiently waited until I felt safe again, remaining there with open arms for me. 3 years I spent with my heart locked up never finding anyone truly worthy of the love I hid deeply inside. Then you came into my life, showing me what love truly is. How it should feel. Treating my heart like it’s made of glass. How could I not let you in? How could I remain cold towards you when you have had nothing but adoration, love & patience for me? When all you desire is to provide consistency, peace & happiness in my life? Jeff, my love. You are one of the most beautiful people I have ever come across. There is no one that could ever replace you. You are the one key to my lock. I’ll say it again, you’ll never know the depth of my gratitude for you. I am not putting you on a pedestal. I know you’re flawed just like I am. I just want you to know how much & I love you despite that & why. After all, this is a love letter to you.
I am uncertain about many things but never about this; my soul has loved you since time immemorial & will for eternity.
❤️ Your Anne.
This melts my heart reading it how did I get so lucky to have a woman like you so in love with me as I am with you. I will savor the warm embrace of your love and the future we will build together. I love you so much and will look forward to the growth we share in this path of life. I love you with all my heart my love 🥰
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renaissanceman5073 · 9 months
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50 Reasons to leave your lover, and 4 reasons to stay...
Old romantic relationships are always easy targets. The arguments are old, the insecurities are old, the communication is stale, the sex is old, and even the hopes, dreams and goals get worn. On any given day, anyone in a long term relationship, like a marriage, can probably think of 50 reasons to leave. Most, if not all of those reasons are petty little mole hills that, over time, have turned into mountains. "I never have clean socks," over time, morphs into "she doesn't care about me," then "she willfully ignores me," then finally, "we just aren't partners in this thing." "He doesn't take out the trash" turns into "he doesn't contribute around the house," then "he doesn't value our relationship," and finally "he's a lazy asshole."
The thing is, if you started your analysis with "he's a lazy asshole," you would never have dated, much less married the guy. Conversely, "not washing socks" is just not a good reason to give up the love of your life. The 50 petty reasons are really nothing more than projector screens upon which we project all of our hurts, insecurities, and disappointments with one another. Deep down, there may only be one or two reasons to really leave, neither of which has anything to do with socks, laundry, trash, lawn mowing or cleaning out the garage.
I had 50 reasons to leave my wife. She had 150 reasons to leave me. After 20 years of marriage however, I am quite certain that each of my reasons could be traced back to a small conversation or gripe that I voiced and was not adequately addressed. I'm sure she could perform the same analysis. But then we didn't spend enough time thinking about the reasons to stay. The reasons to stay are usually big, bold, and age well like a good Bordeaux. They simmer all day on the stove and create that inviting smell of home after a long day. 
1.  Intimacy
Life really is difficult without intimacy. There is a reason that most people do not want to be isolated on a deserted island for the rest of their lives. While that may have occasional appeal to the mom, who has changed diapers all day, washed stinky sheets, cooked the meal and bathed the kids, at the end of most days she would miss the company. Intimacy is that feeling that you and the other person really are one flesh. That you know everything, good and bad, that there is to know about one another and you have made the choice to accept that person for who he or she really is. While helping that person become the person they want to be, you are reassuring them that they are loved and accepted for who they are. Intimacy is not uncomfortable and, while it requires a great deal of work to achieve and maintain,  it is the glue that keeps things together, even through tough times.
2.  Familiarity
It is said that familiarity breeds contempt, but I don't think that is really the case. If it were, we wouldn't slip on that old pair of slippers or those perfectly shaped yoga pants to lay around the house on a Saturday. While new things are shiny and exciting, there is something to be said for the old, reliable things that have come to mean more to us than just their function. Relationships are the same way. I find myself, for example, gravitating towards people that make me feel comfortable, make me smile and laugh, or make me feel warm and desired. I doubt I am any different than anyone else. While the new relationships are exciting, they can also be exhausting. No one wants to sit around every Saturday afternoon with someone they have to impress the entire time. At some point the spark fizzles a bit, and you best be comfortable and happy with what comes next. If that pair of slippers is old and never fit right, well, you have a problem and you'll never be comfortable - no matter how familiar with them you are. But, on balance, I think we'd rather have the old things that have more often than not made us happy.
3.  Company
Being alone is nice. I am a man that likes to spend a lot of time alone. But, I am not a man that wants to be alone forever. When we face life alone, we are facing it in a way that God never intended. He intended us to have one another to share both happiness and sadness with, anxieties and excitements. God created Eve for Adam for this exact purpose. He wanted us to have life long companionship. At the end of a hard day, I need to be alone for awhile. The harder the day, the more alone I need to be. At some point, however, it is time to emerge from the cave and rejoin the family. My daughter's voice, my son's laugh and my ex-wife's gentle hands on the back of my neck in that spot that always hurts would remind me of the importance this companionship played in my life.
4.  Love
Love comes in many forms. Love changes over time. It morphs, like an argument over socks, into something much larger than just attraction and limerence. Love grows over time, generally speaking, and forms the foundation for unconditional acceptance, that forms the basis for intimacy. When you've loved someone or something for a very long time, it is extremely difficult to want to leave it behind. That's not to say it doesn't happen or that it is not sometimes warranted. But, even disappointing relationships, if they are based on love, never really end. They just fade into the background.
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yesimwriting · 3 years
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All The Good Dreams
A/n this one is based on a request from @ateliefloresdaprimavera who requested a fic where General Kirigan has been dreaming of the reader for as long as he can remember and that’s one of his few reasons to smile and the reader has been having the same kinds of dreams about him and when they meet they just know. 
This one is being written in third person bc it’s the only way I can see this fic being done but I’m a little insecure about writing in third person so be gentle lol
Also a little personal update I’ve been working on my original novel and it’s coming together y’all!!
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ALEKSANDER. 
The morning sunlight seems to only come to take her from him, peaking through the curtains and stirring him awake and away from his dreams. Aleksander keeps his eyes closed for a moment longer, trying to will her features to remain in his mind. She had looked more angelic in last night’s dream, dressed in all white and watching him with an adoration he doubted real life could duplicate. 
The girl has haunted his dreams like a ghost of promise since before he began to change the world. Since before anything in his life was solidified. He lets out a sigh, something similar to a smile playing at his lips. Thinking of her would not bring her to him, if he could manifest her, she’d be by his side right now. He has things to do, duties and obligations that will bring his final goal closer. Each day is a step closer to victory, and each night brings the promise of dreams. The promise of her. 
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Y/N.
“Y/n.” The voice is gentle and distant. “Y/n,” a little harsher. “Wake up, you’ll be late.” 
Fighting against grogginess, y/n wakes up, eyes squinting open. “What time is it, Danna?” 
“Late.” Danna’s reply is curt as she steps away from y/n’s cot. “I thought you were awake already and then I came in to look for my boots and you were still asleep with that ridiculously peaceful look.” Danna paces around the room. “You must have been dreaming of your prince again?” 
Y/n feels her skin warm. “He’s not a prince!” It’s a weak defense. “I regret telling you that almost every time I dream I see the same man.” 
Danna drops down, grabbing her worn boots and pulling them on quickly. “You’re making me believe in soulmates, l/n.” 
Y/n rolls her eyes, sitting up and placing her feet on the ground at her own leisure. “It’s nothing like that--I’m not even sure he exists.” 
Lacing her shoes, Danna narrows her eyes at y/n. “Sure.” Y/n opens her mouth to protest, but Danna beats her to it, “If you need to argue with me, do it while getting dressed, we can’t be late today--General Kirigan’s visiting this camp for the first time and I doubt he’d appreciate being interrupted by a non-Grisha medic.” 
At that, y/n wrinkles her nose, but she stands anyway. “Ugh...Grisha.” She walks towards her uniform. “They can get away with anything and I hear Kirigan’s the worst of all of them because he’s in the same order as the Black Heretic that began all of this.” Y/n pauses, crossing her arms. “And it’s ridiculous that the army even needs non-Grisha medics. Healers exist and they should not be primarily reserved for other Grisha who rarely get injured, especially to the extent that the rest of us do.” 
“I know, y/n, but don’t speak like that until the General is gone.” Danna draws her lips into a thin line. “And hurry up before you get us both in trouble.” 
Y/n lets out a sigh. “Go ahead without me, I’ll catch up.”
Danna eyes her friend wearily. “Alright, worse comes to worse I’ll try to cover for you.” 
“You won’t need to.” Y/n isn’t sure she believes herself. “I’ll be there.” 
Danna pulls on her second boot, raising an eyebrow. “I don’t really believe you.” She stands easily. “But knowing you, you’ll talk yourself out of any trouble the way you always do.” 
“I do not always talk myself out of trouble.” 
Turning to leave, Danna pauses, “Whatever you need to tell yourself.” 
Y/n rolls her eyes. If she had more time to argue with Danna she would take it. But she doesn’t. She’s quick to get dressed, thoughts of the mysterious stranger from her dreams keeping her company. Last night he seemed more tired than normal, a crease between his dark eyebrows as he sat by her side. A part of her she keeps buried worries about him. It’s ridiculous, to concern yourself over a figment of comfort your mind created for you. 
By the time y/n’s changed, she knows she doesn’t have much time to get to her station. She’s rushing out of her tent, one boot still untied. The medic bag she slings over her shoulder swings as she jogs towards the medical tent. Today the camp is hectic, everyone desiring to appear efficient and reliable for General Kirigan. It’s all ridiculous to Y/n. General Kirigan will never be impressed by them. If he’s revered even among Grisha, Y/n can’t imagine the superiority complex that man must possess.
Her eyes scan the soldiers and workers she knows so well, each of them behaving so differently than normal. There is no friendly chatter this morning, no casual banter. There is only the business of war. 
Y/n watches the people she knows, so focused on their nerves that she barely registers the person she crashes into. “Sorry!” The apology leaves Y/n on instinct.  Her bag falls off her shoulder, gauze and antiseptic falling onto the ground on impact. Y/n bends down instantly, beginning to pick up her supplies. She mentally curses herself for being so easily distracted and not properly shutting her bag this morning. “Everything’s so hectic today and I was running late and I just--I have no idea how I didn’t see you.” She drops her supplies back into her bag. “I guess it’s a good thing they keep me off the battlefield and in the medical tents.” 
Reaching for the last of her supplies, Y/n’s eyes land on the shoes of the person she just crashed into. They’re leather. The fine kind of leather meant for marble halls, not trekking through the unknown. Y/n’s mouth goes dry as the possibility of the graveness of her mistake sets in her mind. She exhales slowly, daring to look upwards as she closes her bag. 
When her eyes meet those of the stranger, she is left with no choice but to gape. She’s not staring because she’s now at the mercy of General Kirigan. She’s not staring because nothing could have prepared her for his beauty. She’s staring because she knows that face. She knows those sharp features and steady eyes.
His lips are slightly parted. Y/n is struck with the odd thought that perhaps he too has words wedged into his throat. 
“It’s you.” The whisper leaves her faintly. 
The words seem to unfreeze Kirigan, his expression moving from shocked to stoic. “Excuse me?” 
Awkward regret floods through Y/n. She drops her head downwards, desperate to escape the power of his gaze. “General Kirigan.” She uses her words as a way to dismiss the emotions her chest seems to be brimming with as she stands. He’s not the man from her dreams. That’s impossible. “I apologize for my inappropriate behavior an--” 
“No, no,” he shakes his head once. Y/n bites her tongue at his dismissal. “You said ‘it’s you.’”
Embarrassment knots her stomach. “I just hadn’t realized that I ran into you, General. I--I knew you were coming today, but I wasn’t expecting to see you much less like this.” 
Kirigan’s eyes seem to be nothing more than inviting pools of kindling emotion. So familiar yet so distinct. He can’t be the man from her dreams. The man from her dreams must be nothing more than a composition of traits she finds generally attractive. General Kirigan just happens to possess those features. That explanation is the only thing that keeps Y/n’s feet rooted to the ground, but the longer she looks at him the more that explanation loses its strength. There’s just something so knowing behind his expression, so specific to the face that she’s only seen while asleep. 
Tearing his gaze away to scan the area, Kirigan reaches forward, placing a hand on Y/n’s arm. The touch leaves Y/n warmer than it should. Maybe that’s why she lets him lead her forward, ducking into an empty medical tent. She keeps hold of her bag as he turns, his eyes full of something dark and unknown. But not angry, Y/n notes, no, not angry. The look is too peaceful for rage, perhaps even hopeful. 
“When you looked at me…” He exhales, voice low and sacred, “You said ‘it’s you’.” Y/n can only blink, still mesmerized by something so foreign and familiar all at once. “Do you know me?” 
In his urgency, Kirigan’s hold on Y/n’s arm becomes more assured. Something in Y/n wants to pry herself free in order to prove to herself that she’s capable of resisting his drawl. But his touch is not to trap her, the look in his eyes tells her that. His touch is pleading--desperate and hopeful. 
“Everyone knows you,” when Y/n finally finds her voice, she is not convinced it is her own. 
The corners of Kirigan’s mouth fall downwards, something in him threatening to deflate. “I meant--have you seen me before?” The question is not one Y/n is too willing to answer. How could she tell this strange man, this general she was convinced she’d dislike on some fundamental level while never speaking to him, that she knows him? She knows him like she knows her own beginning. “Because I’ve seen you.” 
Y/n can’t help the way her eyes widen. This doesn’t mean anything, she warns herself, he could have seen her walking. “I didn’t see you, that--that’s why I ran into you--” 
“No, you’re avoiding the question.” Her face is warmer than it was when Danna was teasing her this morning. It’s warmer than it’s ever been. “Because you’ve experienced it as well.” 
The swelling in her chest is overwhelming. “Experienced what?” 
Kirigan eyes the entrance to the tent once more, confirming that no one is approaching. “All of the good dreams,” he exhales, “They have been of you.” 
Y/n can’t help the way everything in her melts. She’s not insane. She’s not projecting something dangerous onto the Shadow Summoner. “I see you in my dreams always.” 
Slowly, he releases his grip on her arm. Watching her like she might be a mirage, Kirigan raises his hand, brushing his knuckles along Y/n’s cheek. She lets him, holding her breath until his hand falls back to his side. A part of Kirigan expected the girl to be a trick of the light, something that his touch would reveal to be a fallacy. But she remains true, watching him with eyes the size of saucers. 
“How long I’ve been waiting for you, you’ll never know.” His voice is as heavy as a lament. 
Y/n feels her back straighten slightly on instinct, desperate to pass whatever scrutiny is being passed over her. “How--how does this happen? How do two strangers dream of each other for so long and...” 
Something knowing colors his smile a shade of ambitious green. “What is your name?” 
“Y/n.” 
Kirigan’s minds flit through lifetimes worth of faint memories. The girl laughing, the girl teary eyed, the girl embodying all the stars he’ll never have, the girl representing all he needs. Y/n. There’s finally a name to her. 
“Y/n,” the name is a gift. Kirigan pulls a ring from his fingers before grabbing Y/n’s arm. Too lost in a strange euphoria, she lets him pull her arm forward before pressing his ring into her skin. Her brow furrows as he begins to guide the metal down her skin. That slight confusion quickly turns to total shock as a thread of light begins to spindle down her skin, following the path he’s creating with the ring. “You and I are going to change the world.” 
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General Taglist: @theincredibledeadlyviper @grishaverse7 @lonelystarship @mentally-in-northern-italy @uhanddreag @kaitlyn2907
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uwuwriting · 4 years
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Denki, Dabi and Bakugou in a secret relationship
Request: hii!! i loved your post about the secret relationship being exposed and i was wondering if you could do the same for dabi bakugo and denki - anonymous
Um this was supposed to go up yesterday, I had queued it but tumblr decided to just deleted. Oh well. I hope you like it you guys even though its a day late. This was fun to write. Love ya. 💖💖💖
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warnings: some sexy times mentions, fluff
Kaminari Denki
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-Kaminari is an idiot.
-I don’t even know who you’ve managed to keep your relationship a secret.
-90% sure the whole school knows and just pretends to be oblivious. 
-Anyways.
-It kinda bothers him that he has to keep it a secret. 
-He wants to scoop you up and spin you around in the hallways, hug you after a really rough training session with Bakubro, kiss you when you are being extra extra cute. 
-Plus he wants to brag to the other idiots for getting a girlfriend first. 
-But alas he respects your wishes and tries to keep it all under wraps. 
-Your parents are pro heroes and have warned you about the dangers of dating since you are their kid. 
-Villains wouldn’t hesitate to threaten you with your significant other if it means they’ll get to your parents. 
-So now Kaminari is stuck sneaking in your dorm late at night only to spend a few hours with you and give you as much kisses as he can fit in the little time you have. 
-Surprisingly he has kept it a secret for almost a year now. 
-No slip ups, no marks on his skin after a spice night, none of your clothes could be found in his room whatsoever.
-Apart from his usual flirty nature towards you, there was nothing that could indicate that you two were an item. 
-Now being in your third year, things had gotten rather serious with your hero works.
-Most of you if not all had been working along side a pro hero for the last year or two but that didn’t mean they would take you in after high school. 
-Every student had to wait for the acceptance letter from the agency or an agency in general and they would be set for their hero work after school. 
-You had been working with a hero agency since your first year and you were pretty happy. 
-But the pro hero you had been with decided that after you were done with your hero studies, he would retire leaving you with no agency to boost your career after school. 
-Kaminari was as devastated as you were.
-He tried comforting you as much as he could, extra hugs and kisses, more snacks and movie nights, anything to help you cope with the fact that you would be back to the starting line once school was over. 
-He hated seeing you cry. 
-Then the unthinkable happened. 
-Mt.Lady was a well known hero and one with a desired sidekick position that no one seemed to really fill. 
-You had just helped her stop a major villain attack tricking the villain and capturing him before he could do any real damage in the area. 
-To say that Mt.Lady was impressed was an understatement. 
-She contacted your hero agency and asked if you had already signed a deal with them.
-You can see where this is going.
-When you got the notice from Mt. Lady’s agency you were over the moon and so was Kaminari. 
-He was so happy that the person he loved the most was finally getting what she deserved. 
-He had dragged you to the janitor’s closet to give you his personal congratulations, catching the attention of a certain red head.
-He kissed you like there was no tomorrow, his arms keeping you as close as possible, flush to his chest as he peppered your face and neck with feather light kisses. 
- “I’m so proud of you babe!”
-You tried to keep your giggles on the down low to no avail since Kaminari’s goal was to make you laugh. 
-For a long moment you didn’t care if someone found you, you were so happy and so comfortable in Denki’s arms that you didn’t want to leave the closet and go back to your hidden lives. 
-Then you saw the light coming from the door, getting ready to lightly scold Kaminari for leaving the door open when you made eye contact with Kirishima......and Mina ..... and Sero..... and somewhere in the far back with a pair of ruby red eyes.
- “Babygirl is everything alright?”
-He hadn’t seen them yet, then he followed your line of vision and the man has never yeeted you out of his arms faster in his life.
-Your friends just stared at you in complete shock for a full minute before Bakugou broke the silence. 
- “Oi you own me ramen Kirishima.”
Dabi
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-With this guy I’m not surprised that you managed to keep it a secret. 
-Oh no no no.
-I’m surprised you managed to get him into a relationship.
-It wasn’t easy though you would give him that. 
-You were part of the LoV of course and well you didn’t really take any of their shit. 
-The only person you respected was Kurogiri and that was borderline pity. 
-He had to babysit a 20 year old killing machine with issues, many issues, many many issues. 
-When Dabi approached you with his signature flirty and I-only-do-one-night-stands-babygirl attitude, you being the idiot that you are took the bait.
-The LoV knows of yalls nights together but they only thought that that was it.
-Dabi slept around and you were a really attractive person. 
-Plus they knew you both were bored so sex was, to their eyes, the only solution. 
-What they didn’t know though was that Dabi was starting to catch feelings and soon enough he hated seeing you remotely talking with another human being. 
-Then that fateful mission happened and the deal was sealed. 
-You were spying on Overhaul and his lackeys, hidden in his underground lab watching as they went around doing stuff.
-Then you heard a childish scream and it was the first time Dabi saw fear flash in your eyes. 
-You turned around following the source of the screams absolutely ignoring Dabi’s protests and threats. 
-It was like you were in a daze and Dabi felt the terror sink his claws in his throat as you passed by so many of Overhaul’s members nearly getting caught. 
-When you reached the glass door that led into Eri’s experiment lab, he saw the color drain from your face and your knees buckling. 
-He caught you before you hit the floor dragging you away from the lab door despite the fact that you clawed at his coat to put you down. 
-He felt his shoulder getting wet and that’s when he saw the tears that were falling freely down your cheeks. 
-He had managed to calm you down long enough to convince you to leave before you got caught but luck wasn’t on your side when one of the lackeys spotted you. 
-Dabi was a few feet away from the exit, becoming reckless at the sight of freedom not noticing the masked individual pointing his gun at him. 
-You noticed though. 
-And you got in the way, pushing Dabi to the ground as the quirk cancelling bullet pierced your side leaving you to fall to the floor with a grunt and a strangled pained moan.
-The next few minutes were a blur.
-Dabi didn’t remember how he got you out of there or how he was now on a rooftop with you pressed flush against his chest as the affects of the bullet made you tremble. 
- “Shh doll, shhh. I’m here I got you.”
-He knew your trembling was not entirely because of the bullet, he saw how your eyes glassed over at the sight of Eri back in the lab and he knew that this had something to do with your past. 
-He used to get the same glassy eyed look on his face when he would see Endeavour on the news shortly after his “death”.
-Things changed after that. 
-He didn’t take you to the hideout that night, he brought you to his apartment where he helped you clean up your wound and calm down. 
- “I know it’s not my place to ask but what the hell to you happened back there?”
-When you explained what you’ve been through and how those screams brought back things you thought you had long ago buried, he was left gawking at you. 
-For some weird reason he believed that you were just a brat who ran away from home on some rebellious whim. 
- “Ugh what am I saying? You don’t give a damn! Why did I even-”
- “Touya.”
- “What?”
- “My real name is Touya, I-I wanted you to know.”
-Sharing a heart felt night analyzing your past trauma with someone you sleep with is one way to get yourself into a relationship.
-You both agreed to keep it secret and you did keep it like that for a long time, a very long time. 
-The LoV never truly found out. 
-Some had their suspicions sure, Mister Compress had even made a bet with Toga but you two never gave them any further hints apart from the constant paired up missions you went on. 
-The only one who knew was Kurogiri. 
-He had caught you two spending the night together on a rooftop, all cuddled up together your hands intertwined as you looked up at the stars. 
-He was getting back from an emergency snack run when he saw the familiar glow of Dabi’s blue flames and your characteristic giggles. 
-He never said anything and when Dabi came to him to ask for some pregnancy facts, he knew that he truly loved you. 
-No one ever knew and no one will ever know. 
-Unless the run into you two in five years while you’re out for a walk with your son. 
Bakugou Katsuki
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-Sparky sparky boom boom man is a lil bitch.
-Don’t try to argue you know that too. 
-You just need to accept it.
-His way to approach you was by insulting the living shit out of you before making you reach the tip of an anger fit. 
-He knew how to press your buttons and it made you fume. 
-You had to give it to him he was hella attractive and his true personality shined through his faced at times. 
-And so did his worry for you.
-You got together after his kidnapping. 
-He suffered from nightmares after the incident and one night he came to your dorm, trembling and cold sweat running down his spine. 
-He had no idea why his feet led him to your room, he just knew that you were now wrapping him in a fluffy blanket and putting on a Disney movie as you hugged him so so tightly. 
-He slept over and the next morning he confessed. 
-Actually you both confessed but those are useless details. 
-In reality it wasn’t even a confession with words. 
-You both woke up facing each other, your noses touching and I don’t know who leaned in first but next thing you knew you were kissing his hand cupping you cheek while the other intertwined with yours. 
-Keeping your relationship a secret with this one is easy. 
-He is still being a lil bitch to you and you are still sassing him back.
-Behind closed doors he is kinda sweet and caring not a lot though because even with you he has to uphold his reputation. 
-After some time though he calms down and is a cuddle bug. 
-Like he will tackle you on the bed the moment you close the door to his dorm, restricting any movement until he is satisfied with the cuddles. 
-Baby even said ‘I love you’ first awwww!!
-He was so shy about it. 
-Anyways.
-That’s a story for another time. 
-He doesn’t really care about keeping it a secret anymore. 
-He’s low key tired of hiding. 
-Much like Kaminari he wants to kiss you whenever he wants, hold you and hug you till you can’t breathe after he gets back to the dorms after a rough patrol with his hero study. 
-But oh well the cat isn’t out of the bag yet and you being third years now you couldn’t really do something about it. 
-You spend so much time with him that you would think that some of your classmates would like sniff you out. 
-But no.
-They all dumb af.
-You would spend a lot of time with him and the Bakusquad since your first year so they just think you’re really good friends. 
-Todoroki kinda knows but he doesn’t at the same time. 
-Some mannerisms remind him while he was in a secret relationship before Momo found out but then he sees how Bakugou treats you just like any other person so he is really confused. 
-More confused than usual. 
-Now you got outed by the man himself. 
-Bakugou is not good with jealousy. 
-Jealousy and Bakugou should never go hand in hand.
-You were talking to Mina in class, leaning on the desk behind you. 
-Your skirt had ridden up show casing your thighs making Bakugou think back to some noises you made a few nights ago. 
-If he got hard he would blame you and he would be extra pissy. 
-He was enjoying the show though. 
-He watched you like a hawk.
-The way your body leaned back making your legs straighten and flex slightly or how he could see the hickey he had left right at the base of your neck the other night that you’ve tried to cover with make up. 
-He could see it because he knew it was there, to an outsider everything was normal. 
-He was jolted out of his daze by Mineta’s voice. 
-And the sound of your name on his lips. 
- “Look at Y/N’s thighs! She could suffocate me with those legs and I would thank her!”
-Kirishima smacked him upside the head trying to shut him up. 
-Kaminari was slowly escaping the scene because he saw the small sparks in his friend’s hand at the comment. 
-He chose life. 
-Mineta though didn’t stop. 
- “I could lose myself between those legs. Oh the noises she must make.”
-Now what happened next is a huge question mark. 
-The end result however was Mineta almost being blasted out the window and into space and Bakugou almost popping the vein on his forehead. 
-You had to get in between them and try to calm down your boyfriend. 
-Most of your classmates had long forgotten Mineta and his whining and had zoned in on your hands on Bakugou’s chest or on his arm that had wrapped around your waist in an attempt to push you behind him. 
- “You ever dare speak my girlfriend’s name I’m blasting you to the next dimension.”
- “Katsuki please calm down it’s fine.”
-Legit you both forgot that your relationship had been a secret for the past three years. 
-You floated back into reality when Present Mic himself asked. 
- “YOu TWo aRe aN iTeM?????”
-Chaos ensued and a crap ton of explanations. 
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the Consulting Detective | Spencer Reid x reader
Requested by @thekillingjoke-haha / Summary: The BAU is getting no where with a time sensitive case and you, the Consulting Detective from London, are called in to help.
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“This case is time sensitive. You all know that.” Hotch informs the team who sits around the table, a mess of case files in front of them. Multiple children had been kidnapped and their bodies were dumped on the side of a highway 3 days later. Now, there was another victim and they only had a day to find her before she ended up like the other kids. However, the team had gotten no where with the case and were in dire need for help. 
“We’ve looked at every possible piece of evidence, but there’s nothing.” JJ says with a defeated sigh. 
Hotch is in his normal stance, his face serious and his arms crossed over his chest, “That’s why I’ve called in for help.” He turns his attention to the door as you walk in. 
“Consulting Detective y/f/n y/l/n from London. She’s a new set of eyes to maybe see something we don’t.” 
Spencer’s eyes are glued to you as you walk in, his heart pounding. Wow, you were beautiful. He watches as you set your brief case on the nearby table, giving a smile to the team, to him. 
“I want to find this little girl as much as you guys do. So please don’t see me as someone who is stepping on your toes and taking over this case. I’m here to see something you all may have missed.” 
Hotch introduces you to the team and you greet them with a smile and a nod, “So, how about we get started on what you all have so far?” 
“You all have profiled this unsub as a male?” You ask with curiosity, your eyes scanning over the crime scene photos. 
“Everything points to a male unsub.” Spencer comes up behind you, pointing at something on the crime scene photo, “The way he just laid out the bodies. He didn’t do it with care. A female would have dumped the body with care due to feeling some kind of remorse.” 
“Okay but that doesn’t mean the unsub isn’t a female.” You look up at Spencer, “Just because the bodies weren’t cared for when they were dumped doesn’t immediately point toward a male unsub.” 
“But statistically, that is how these cases play out. 85% are males who kidnap children are pedophiles.” 
“Okay..” You drag out, turning in your chair to face Spencer, “But these children weren’t molested. Right?” 
Spencer has no idea where you’re getting at. This was how he’d profiled the unsub, how the rest of the team had profiled. It was textbook and there was no way this unsub was a female. 
“Well, no they-” 
“The unsub could possibly be a female, but with no motherly instincts.” You point out and stand, making your way toward the board with all the crime scene photos, “Statistically most female unsubs are mothers, they care for the children even until their death. The women feel a longing to be a mother but some can’t and that in the future turns out to be an overwhelming desire to take a child and make that child theirs.” You face the team, who all wear confused looks. 
“But those statistics aren’t completely accurate or updated.” Spencer’s eyebrows furrow. A statistic he may have missed? Not possible. 
“Actually, yes they are. New statistics were shown a month ago at a conference in New York.” You correct. 
“Detective y/L/n has a point.” Hotch instructs his team to start looking at this unsub as a female, one who is not a mother and never has been. 
Spencer sits back in his chair, slightly embarrassed, but impressed with your ability to practically “out-smart” him. How could he have missed that new statistic? It was always his goal to keep updated no matter what. You never knew when you’d need a statistic.
“Hey I hope I didn’t step over your toes in there earlier.” You say to Spencer as the team are gathering their things to head out to a possible lead. 
“Oh..” Spencer shakes his head, “No. You didn’t.” You knew he was probably lying. You had overstepped and made this highly intelligent man feel small. 
“Okay good.. Cause that’s not what I was trying to do. I was only looking at the case in a different eye.” 
“I just can’t believe I missed that statistic and new research. It would have been great to know for this case.” Spencer frowns, “It’s a goal of mine to always be updated.” 
“It’s easy to let things slip through.” 
“Yeah I guess so. Are you coming along with us?” 
“Oh no.” you shake your head, “Not a field detective. I work the desk.” You let out a soft laugh, “I’m a poor shot. You guys wouldn’t want me around.” 
“Reid, let’s go.” Hotch calls out. 
“yeah. Okay I’m coming.” Spencer hurries out the door after the team, glancing back at you once more. You were already putting case files in boxes. He just hoped you’d still be here when they got back. 
The unsub had been caught and the little girl was returned safely to her parents. It was a good outcome, thanks to you. 
“What are you in such a hurry for, pretty boy?” Morgan teases as Reid was the first to exit the vehicle and already near the entrance of the police station. 
Spencer ignored Morgan and made his way toward where their room had been set up for the team. However, his heart sank when he’d found it empty, your belongings gone. He never even got to say goodbye. 
~ 6 months later ~ 
It was a special and much needed trip for the BAU team to visit their friend and former BAU agent, Emily Prentiss in London. They had settled in to their hotel and would be meeting Emily at her ‘flat’ for dinner later that evening. 
Deep down, he knew it was highly unlikely that he’d run into you while he was here. However, he couldn’t help but hope maybe fate would give him a second chance with you. While on the plane, he’d stared at the large map of London and wondered his chances of running into you in such a large city. Probably one out of 1000. London was a large city. You may have not even been in London while he’d be there. He’d looked at every possible outcome and decided, fate wasn’t on his side. 
Spencer being the guy he was, couldn’t sit in the hotel room and catch up on sleep like his colleagues. So, he decided to do a little sight seeing on his own. He’d already memorized the map of London on the flight here and headed toward the closest attraction. 
Glancing up, his eye caught a small cafe and thought a coffee might do him well. He opened the door and started to enter the cafe. His eyes were fascinated by the artwork on the wall and had not noticed the person exiting at the same time he was entering.
He quickly apologized, “I am so sorry-” His eyes met yours and you were already smiling up at him. 
“Is this your turn to step on my toes?” 
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Her Mess (Christen x Reader)
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Request: Christen x reader where reader is younger and in college and reader meets the team
It was safe to say that you had always been a bit of a mess. You would argue that you were an organized mess, but Christen would disagree. If the gay mess you turned into the first time Mal had ever introduced you to her was anything to go off of. Yes, you were a mess, but you were her mess, and she took great joy in helping to keep you on track. 
From the very beginning, she had helped you with your schedule. Made sure you ate and gave yourself time for studying and soccer. She never overstepped, she was your girlfriend not your mother after all, but she was definitely the organized one in your relationship. 
It was why the prospect of traveling without her was incredibly daunting. She was already at camp with the rest of the national team (who you would be meeting for the first time) and you would be meeting them there with Mal after the two of you finished finals. To say you were nervous was an understatement. It was your first call up, and though your girlfriend and best friend had assured you it would be fine, you weren’t so sure. You had quadruple checked the list of things Christen and you had made, but even as you left the plane you were sure you had left something important. You were going to meet the team and you didn’t know if you were supposed to be meeting Christen too, or if you two were going, to be honest. 
You sighed, running your hand through your messy hair, before slipping your beanie back on. Your knee jumped up and down impatiently, and you bit your lip. You didn’t like waiting. Why did this car ride have to be so long?
“Do I need to call Mama Press or are you going to chill out on your own?” Mal said finally, her hand coming down to still your leg. You grinned sheepishly at her. 
“I just-... What if they don’t like me, and what if they’re weirded out by the age difference?” You rambled, your fingers tapping on the car window. 
“You’re like the funniest person I know. The team is going to love you! And I’ll be honest, It was a little weird at first for the person who was like my sister to be dating someone who was basically my mom. But after watching you two together, it’s obvious that you were made for each other,” Mal said softly, her hand running soothing circles on your thigh. You frowned. 
“What if she doesn’t want to tell them that she’s dating me because she’s ashamed of the age difference?” You asked softly, staring intently at your lap. Sure, Mal was cool with the age difference now, and so we’re your parents, but you knew that there were a lot of people out there who weren’t. Plus Christen was the Christen Press, and you were just a disorganized rookie. 
Gentle fingers tilted your chin up, and your Y/e/c met Mal’s brown.“Christen is a lot of things. I don’t think ashamed is one of them,” 
You nodded, returning your attention to the city passing by. You loved Christen, and you hoped that Mal was right. 
******
Most people would hate getting off a plane and stepping directly into practice, but you were grateful for it. The field was your happy place, a place you didn’t have to think about all the what-ifs. A place where you could simply showcase your skills. 
By the time you and Mal made it to the locker room, it was nearly empty. (Barring your girlfriend, who had stayed back to give you a tight hug and kiss, and Tobin who just sent you a small smile). 
“You ready for this cutie?” Your girlfriend asked, settling down on the bench beside you, nudging you with her shoulder, and placing a kiss on your pink cheeks. 
You stuck your tongue out at Mal who made a gagging sound. 
“I think so,” You shrugged, rooting through your bag to find the last items of your gear, things you were sure you had put in this morning. Your eyebrows furrowed as you shoved your shin guards aside in search of your socks. 
“Is it true you have the sprint record for UCLA?” Tobin nudged your other side. You nodded, not taking your eyes off of the contents of your bag. Had you been paying more attention, you probably would have freaked out that the Tobin Heath knew who you were. 
“Don’t forget the juggling record either,” Mal added, smiling. You had quite the reputation for putting defenders on their asses, and it was going to be entertaining watching you work your magic with the national team. 
“Damn,” Tobin mumbled wide eyes. She was going to have to call dibs on you for the scrimmage. You barely spared her a glance, groaning as you continued to dig for an item you were beginning to fear wasn’t in your bag. You took a deep breath, trying not to panic. Of course you had forgotten something important on your first camp with the national team.
Christen rubbed your back, her head tilting to the side as you ignored one of your heroes (your hero being her best friend was something she found immensely entertaining), her hand coming up to rub your back. “What are you looking for my darling,” 
“I forgot my socks,” you huffed, shoving your bag to the floor pouting. Christen’s lips ticked up slightly as she leaned in to kiss your pink cheeks. 
“That’s alright. I have an extra pair for you in my bag,” 
Your blush deepened as you took the extra pair, slipping them on your feet. You nodded in thanks, she simply winked in return. She knew you’d forget something. You always did. 
******
Meeting the team was an… experience. Kelley had immediately jumped on top of you, squealing about a new baby to corrupt before she was pulled off by Alex. Ashlyn and Ali had argued with Becky and Alyssa about who was going to be your team moms. The youngins had bombarded you with so many questions that it felt like your head was spinning. But through it, all Christen’s hand remained firmly in yours. 
Standing in line, waiting for the forward vs defender drill to begin was a surreal experience for you. You watched with a keen eye as Mal went first and nearly navigated the ball past Becky. You kissed Christen’s cheek before she went and cleanly got past Kelley. Tobin took the next spot, pulling a clean nutmeg off on Abby. You were going to have to one-up her. 
You took a deep breath, trying to settle your nerves, waiting to see which defender you would be up against. 
“You good kid?” Megan asked, bumping your shoulder with her. You blinked, fighting the urge to squeal that The Megan Rapino was talking to you. 
“Hm, excited!” You smiled, biting your lip as Sonnett took her place at the front of her line. Sonnett was good, but you were better and your desire to make a good first impression meant that you were really going to have to put on a show. There would be no better partner for the dance you had planned. 
“Think you can best Sonnett?” Carli smirked, tapping you the ball. 
“Definitely. Cant let a Cavalier get one over on me,” You winked, beginning to juggle the ball. Yeah, this was going to be fun. 
******
“Holy shit, how are you so fast,” Emily panted, catching up to you after you’d made another shot at an unsuspecting Alyssa Naeher. It speared just past her fingertips, making the goal rattle as it made contact with the net. 
“I ate lots of fudge striped cookies when I was younger,” You nodded, wiping the sweat from your forehead and heading towards the sidelines for your water break. From the time you were little you had believed wholeheartedly that the cookies made you run faster. 
“Fudge stripped what?” Emily asked, her eyebrows furrowing beside you. 
“Made by the Keebler elves. They’re magic,” You shrugged, glancing around for the greenbottle with your name on it, entirely unaware of the odd looks the team was giving you and the loving smile your girlfriend was sporting. “Where did I put my bottle?” 
“It’s over-“ Mal started, only to be cut off by Christen’s elbow being lodged in her ribs. 
“Take mine babe,” She laughed, passing you her bottle. You nodded in thanks, squirting the liquid into your mouth. What would you do without her? Mal smirked over your head at the green-eyed forward. Maybe part of your forgetfulness was her love of coming to your rescue. 
“Sick ball skills Ducky,” Tobin clapped you in the back. 
“Thanks!” You squeaked, the stream of water missing your mouth and spraying Christen in the chest. “Oops,” You giggled. 
“If you want me to kiss you, you did it have to get me all wet, you could just ask,” She winked and you felt heat wash over your cheeks, all your previous confidence evaporating. 
 Mal covered her ears and shook her head fast. “Please don’t answer that with the comeback you’re thinking of,”. You smirked, shaking your head. You wouldn’t force her to bear her best friend and her team mom flirting. 
“Hmm, I love your kisses,” 
Christen giggled, wrapping her arms around your waist, and pulling you into a quick kiss. You pulled away when the team wolf-whistled, burying your face in your girlfriend's chest. 
“Told you she wasn’t embarrassed,” Mal said, patting your back. 
“Yeah, how could she when you put everyone on their ass,” Sonnett cackled. Your groan was muffled by your girlfriend's soft skin. Her fingers found their way under your chin, coaxing you out of your favorite hiding place. You Y/e/c eyes met her green ones. 
“You thought I was embarrassed?” She asked softly, and you gave her a slight nod. How couldn’t she be? She was the Christen Press and you were just a bumbling college student who would lose her head if it wasn’t attached to her body. 
“You’re you, and you have everything together, and I’m me and I forget everything,” You mumbled, shrugging. 
“Well, I love you, even when you forget stuff. Plus, You look really cute in my clothes,” She kissed your nose and your cheeks before landing on your lips. You smiled into the kiss, enjoying the way her soft lips felt against yours. 
It didn’t matter that you were younger. You would prove yourself to be an asset to the team and Christen loved you. 
“Did they forget we’re here?” Emily’s whisper read followed by a slapping sound and Lindsey’s voice. 
“Way to ruin a moment Sonnett,” 
Yes. You were a mess, but you were Christen’s mess and you’d fit right in. 
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Shingeki no Kyojin Astrology: sun-moon-rising combinations
I was looking around tumblr for detailed astrology speculations of my fave anime characters, but there aren't that many! Being q well-versed in astro myself, i thought why not do my own version (very spoiler-free, don’t worry)! I followed the birth dates given by isayama:
Eren Jaeger - Aries sun, Scorpio moon, Cancer rising Aside from the fact that he can be hotheaded and impulsive, Eren's feelings of vengeance run deep and explosive. Remember that time he was chained to the bed after the attack on trost, and his eyes were wild with the need to violently eradicate all titans? He's so tenacious and emotionally stubborn too (a Scorp moon trait) to the point of being closed off from everyone else, especially towards the end where he seems to take the weight of the world's burden on his own shoulders. And all for the sake of protecting his community and ensuring the safety of his friends for the rest of their lives. His comrades and family are his motivation. This is his Cancer rising steering his life.
Mikasa Ackerman - Aries sun, Aquarius moon, Aries rising "Look that moody brat is running off on her own again." Mikasa is similar to Eren in her impulsiveness and determination, but different in two ways- what they aim to protect and their extent of fearlessness. Eren is aware of his own weaknesses and helplessness, but Mikasa's amazing physical prowess makes her act without any hesitation at all. She's hella fierce and driven to keep herself in shape too, doing all those sit-ups and chopping firewood post-injury. I think she deserves a double Aries! An Aries rising means a Libra descendant too, which is reflected her whole-hearted devotion in her close partnerships (Eren and Armin). Her aquarius moon really shines thru with her stoic independence, focus and perseverance.
Armin Arlet - Scorpio sun, Virgo moon, Pisces rising He's the brain of the 104th cadet corps, and is second to Erwin in terms of strategy! An intelligent planner with low self-esteem often found second guessing his own analytical abilities, Armin is a true blue Virgo moon. His emotional self stands out the most from the main three protagonists - Eren & Mikasa mostly express anger and desperation, whereas Armin is usually shrouded in fear and worry. He's a very soft bb, hence the Pisces rising, not to mention he gets so dreamy imagining the sea, the vast plains, and the magical world beyond the walled universe he knows. A spiritually-attuned and curious explorer :")
Levi Ackerman - Capricorn sun, Scorpio moon, Virgo rising Levi is such a complex person, thanks to Isayama's brilliance. Like many Cap suns, Levi is authoritative, cold and incredibly savage. That's not to say he doesn't feel anything either. Levi is an evolved Scorp moon (maybe even moon in 11th house) because his feelings are never for himself, but he hurts so much for others - you can tell every death hits him so hard, but he doesn't show this to anyone else. He also exudes this quietly intimidating aura of natural competence, a common characteristic of this sun-moon combo. He can take things personally as well (re: height issues) but it never snowballs into more than passing irritation. The turbulence of his emotions and habit for violence is balanced out by his earthy Virgo rising, which is emotionally subdued, quite thin and delicate in physique, and super neurotic and nitpicky when it comes to cleanliness and health. Cap, Virgo and Scorp are some of the most guarded signs, and a combi of all 3 are hellish. You can tell this poor beautiful man is always caught between feeling and thinking, between maintaining his humanity and forsaking it.
Erwin Smith - Libra sun, Capricorn moon, Leo rising In another life, Erwin Smith would be the damn CEO of a global conglomerate because he oozes so much charisma. Hell if charisma were energy Erwin Smith would be its prime, eternally renewable source. His stature alone is so commanding, and I find some strong Leonine traits in his thickset physique, strong eyebrows, beautiful hair, and that way he shouted in full glory atop wall Rose in that one episode to the cheering masses below. He might be a Libra sun, diplomatic in political affairs, but his Capricorn moon is what drives his decisions. Cap moon has a rep for being cold and unemotional, but i believe they are way more than that! Cap moons rarely boast about their long list of achievements, instead looking forward to the next goal. They struggle with emotional expression, and are super driven and disciplined. Erwin is capable of making the hardest decisions, putting aside emotions to strive for an abstract ideal, and this is to be expected of the commander who takes on the role of the devil.
Hange Zoe - Virgo sun, Sagittarius moon, Gemini rising All hail our favourite mad scientist!! Hange is such a breath of fresh air in the Survey Corps, balancing out the heaviness of missions with their wacky tales of titan research and experimentation. Their penchant for study and higher knowledge is typical of a Sagittarius moon, who is drawn to advanced academic study and spiritual truths. It's also a lighthearted and optimistic sign, true to Hange's upbeat personality. The Virgo in them contributes to their sheer intelligence and obsessiveness with research subjects. We also know they LOVE to talk, and once Eren asks Hange about experiments, they cannot stop (Gemini governs communication). Virgo, Sag and Gemini are the most intellectual signs, and because they are mutuable Hange tends to follow orders rather than give them, making it difficult to adapt to their new role towards the end of the series. Mutable signs also means rapidly-changing emotional states, and a whole lot of chaos, which suits our beloved squad leader.
Jean Kirstein - Aries sun, Virgo moon, Taurus rising Our third Aries on the list ohmygod. The snk universe is full of feisty hotheads. Jean is always seen clashing with Eren, fuelled by Eren's closeness with Mikasa and his own adorable jealousy. I mean, they had a full on fist fight right after dinner in the mess hall, although everything went downhill after the first few punches. Our first impression of Jean during his cadet days is coloured by his desire to work in the interior, and this favour for material safety and wealth is perhaps common to a Taurus rising. Also, Taurus is ruled by Venus, planet of beauty and harmony, and thus often figures in the charts of artists. If you've seen Jean's drawing skills in that special episode, you'll know that his artistic abilities are the finest we have seen, exceeding even that of isayama himself. Jean's strong principles such as being averse to killing people and oftentimes cynical nature, is also characteristic of the moral and cautious Virgo moon.
Sasha Braus - Leo sun, Gemini moon, Taurus rising Not all Leos are showmans. Sasha is the type of Leo who displays more of the quirky, unabrashed personality suited to her opposite sister sign Aquarius. Authority doesn't exist when food comes into play, as we see when she breaks potato with Shadis and later steals a slab of meat from the officer's warehouse. Unlike the visual artistry that Jean possesses with his Taurus rising, Sasha's Taurus centers around her love for food, and hell she can have fiery determination for it (rmb the wild night she mistook Jean's hand for meat?). I love that both of them were pitted with each other in that cooking special episode. I considered placing her as a Taurus moon, but Taurus moons are usually steadier and classier in emotion, whereas Sasha is often breezy, gets nervous and chaotic, with stellar intuition, making her likely a Gemini moon.
Connie Springer - Taurus sun, Cancer moon, Gemini rising Although not much attention is paid to Connie's growth, his character development reminds me a lot of Aang from ATLA. Cheery and happy-go-lucky at first, before the incident with his mother made him more prone to feelings of anger and vengeance, especially near the later chapters. His strong protective bond with his mother is what compels me to say he is a Cancer moon, which is a moon sign that is very homebody and drawn to family and traditions. His goofy self and him referring to Sasha as "his twin" puts him as the spunky Gemini rising, another sign he shares with her.
Reiner Braun - Leo sun, Pisces moon, Capricorn rising Aside from his natural leader personality (Leonine), Reiner likes to take on the persona of the big brother of the group. His outward stoicism, decisiveness and task-oriented nature is typical of a Cap rising, who is often serious and solemn in appearance. He reminds me of that Cap rising workaholic who does his best in a corporate organization, working 9 to 5 plus overtime as it fulfills his sense of purpose. Beyond his stoic facade reveals a more troubled personality. Like a Pisces moon, Reiner is impressionable, and it's difficult to tell if his emotions and personalities are his own, wavering and absorbing traits from those around him. His internal war with his identity and the ensuing fatigue characterises him during the second half of the series.
Annie Leonhart - Aries sun, Aquarius moon, Virgo rising Annie is the kind of Aries that is so motivated to achieve her goals that everything else is sidelined, including her own emotions. She's quite ruthless in chasing her objectives, and her composure, focus and endurance is highlighted with an Aquarius moon. I'm guessing she has a 4th house influence somewhere because of her motivations to go home to her father and lead a normal life. I find the daintiness and delicateness of her features similar to Levi, who is also a Virgo rising. The Virgo effect also registers as a brutal, unfiltered honesty (also seen in Levi), and Annie doesn't hesitate to speak the truth about her own or her opponent's capabilities.
Other characters which I won't go into much detail about:
Bertholdt Hoover - Capricorn sun, Virgo moon, Pisces rising Bertholdt is quiet with an unobtrusive personality. His lack of supposed iniative and aggression can perhaps be attributed to the mutuability of Virgo and Pisces, which goes with the flow instead of charging forward. He keeps his feelings to himself, but reacts when the people he wants to protect are threatened.
Historia Reiss - Capricorn sun, Libra moon, Cancer rising Historia initially lives for the sake of others (esp Ymir), and is more co-dependent than many of her other squadmates. She also tends to put up a front of pleasantness, afraid of disappointing or offending people. She has a strong tie to family, and a profound sense of duty.
Ymir - Aquarius sun, Pisces moon, Aries rising Ymir is extremely astute when it comes to evaluating human behaviour. The religiosity of her background is also usually found in this sun-moon combination, which tends to attract paths of strong spirituality. She also has a bold and noble sacrificial streak for the sake of her companions.
Zeke Jaeger - Leo sun, Capricorn moon, Scorpio rising A headstrong, intelligent and radical character. In a way similar to Erwin in his ruthlessness, but emotionally darker and much more sinisterly private.
Kenny Ackerman - Aquarius sun, Sagittarius moon
Rod Reiss - Virgo sun, Libra moon
Dot Pixis - Virgo sun, Sagittarius moon
Hannes - Capricorn sun, Taurus moon
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HCs for Izuku, Bakugou, Todoroki, Sero, Iida, and Tokoyami towards a Quirkless S/O who actually won the Sports Festival and managed to get her way into Class 1-A? I like to imagine she’s a lot like Mai and Ty Lee from Avatar in terms of fighting, being acrobatic and a knife master. Sorta like a ninja!
Ninja-like S/o who Transferred to Class 1-A
Bakugou, Iida, Tokoyami
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anon anon anon yes I think this idea is so creative,, I only picked three out of that bunch tho so I hope it’s okay -- yesterday I wrote for Sero, Shinso, and Shoto so today I though I’d switch it up a bit hehe
Anyways, I hope you enjoy these and please have a great rest of your day lovely <333
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Bakugou:
You will never hear the end of him if he has an s/o that transferred to class 1-A through the sports festival
That just means you basically exceeded expectations and proved yourself worthy enough
Now THAT is something Bakugou would show off day and night just never shut up about it
Literally every argument he has with others he’ll just be like ‘WELL my s/o worked their way into 1-A through the sports festival so...” and the argument would be like why took the last muffin from the pack
Not to mention you got HELLA good technique considering that you have great agility and also knife skills
Good technique = skilled = strong and we all know Bakugou likes strong
PLEASE train with him he would be more than honoured to
Everyone is simply not on his level -- his s/o is the only one who has the privilege of going against him
He’ll probably ask you to teach him some knife tricks but i think it’s best if you don’t,, just for everyone’s safety and wellbeing 
Iida:
Iida is someone that just naturally has the desire to excel in everything he does and create new paths for himself -- this man has a lost of solid goals and when you earned a spot in class 1-A he can already tell how hard you worked for YOUR goals and how you’ve achieved them absolutely no problem
So in summary Iida is VERY inspired,, to say the least
The class rep is now coming to YOU for advice despite the fact that you might not even be as good of a leader as him
He sees a lot of potential in you and Iida makes it his goal to make sure that you’re aware of how much he believes in you
He is also DEATHLY afraid of the knives you use for combat -- they are just not safe in the classroom at all and he WILL be the person that’s shouting in the back to keep a safe distance from you whenever you bring them out to train
Also becomes a nurse after every training session because he’ll literally check everywhere on you for any injuries despite the fact that he really doesn’t know anything about the medial field
Tokoyami:
Hear me out: wowed -- in silence
Trust me Tokoyami is suuuuper impressed but he do be that one silent supporter on the side
Definitely doesn’t show you off a lot simply because he doesn’t get the whole point of showing off when you can just celebrate with personal victories
He really really loves watching you train and spar with others because that’s basically when you thrive the most and show your skills the best
ALSO I think he is lowkey possessive -- obviously not to an unhealthy degree but definitely more possessive than you’d expect him to
Just straight up finds it really cool how you were able to work your way into class 1-A through unconventional methods and it proves that all your hard work was worth it -- he looks up to you a lot in this sense
Tokoyami is probably the only one out of these three that you can teach your knife techniques to because he would actually know how to safely handle a knife
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