#dean winchest

[nevereclipse]

something about "you're as mindless and obedient as an attack dog" something about "daddy's blunt little instrument" something about "the perfect soldier" something about "why do i have to be some kind of hero?" something about "your daddy brainwashed you with all this devil crap and probably touched you in a bad place" something about "all things considered" something about "your own father didn't care if you lived or died, why should you?" something about "you're not a child I never was" something about-

#something about deans undying loyalty to people #even when all they do is hurt him #something about him living his life thinking his only purpose is to protect sammy #and kill monsters #something about him dean sacrificing himself again and again #I'M EMOTIONAL OKAY #never rambles #supernatural #supernatural brainrot #dean winchest #john winchester's a+ parenting #sam winchester #sammy winchester #spn

[sillybruja]

keep reading if you wanna know about the craziest liar and well known spn roleplayer I've met on tumblr

I will never forget being on tumblr from 2011 - 2015 and being in the supernatural role playing community. It was both one of the best, and worst experiences of my entire life. I role played as Dean Winchester (and actually my page is still up, and I might start up again) and had a fairly large following.

during 2011, the SPN rp community just started growing so I, among a few of my mun friends, were like the "It girls and guys". It's so insane to think about it now, 10+ years later. There were people out there who did not roleplay that would follow me, and reblog my threads just because they appreciated by writing ^.^ it was so sweet. Back to my memory lol.

Anyways, I made friends with a rper on here who ran a Castiel account. We very obviously shipped Dean & Cas, and so did a lot of people. People even shipped us xD we had a ship name and everything. This person became my best friend in real time.

I really really thought I knew this person. He told me everything, every part of his life, every heart break from some dumb guy, every accident he's ever made, etc. I saw him as not only a best friend but a brother.

around 2013, my life took a turn -- things got more serious for me, and I fell off from roleplaying for a bit, and we lost contact. I remember he just eventually stopped responding to my messages. This wasn't okay for me because before he ghosted me, he told me he was really sick. I was always worried that the last text I sent him was the last I'd ever hear from him.

Eventually he did respond to me, and I remember him saying, "I'm fine, I might just be gone for a while. It's not your fault" and that was that. Mind you, I was 10+ years younger, and I really felt devastated.

Several months later, I logged back onto my roleplaying account. I remember being spammed with asks and messages about him. One of our mutuals sent me a message saying he had passed away a month prior. She showed me the go fund me that was started for him to cover his funeral expenses. My heart was shattered.

The next year was spent of thinking about him almost every day. I felt so sorry that things ended the way they did, and that he was gone. I honestly felt grief that entire year.

In 2015, I get this intuitive 'nudge' to check my tumblr again. This time when I log in, I see appreciation posts about him, and all of those feelings come back. I remember trying to get back into rping in honor of him, and I remember coming across an account that seemed awfully familiar.

This was another castiel account, almost identical in text, aesthetic, vocabulary, even same psds. I just knew it was him. I can't tell you how, I just did. I remember thinking I was crazy and that this was grief... but, unfortunately, I was right.

Eventually, I gathered the nerve to reach out to this account. I cannot remember the name they gave me. But I talked to them, and I sort of played detective lol.

I deeply knew it was him and felt like it was so wrong that he lied about everything, had everyone upset, and took HUNDREDS OF DOLLARS from people who donated for his funeral.

One day, I was just tired of being nice. I approached him about it all. Of course he denied it. I badgered him about it though, and I even told him that what he is doing is illegal, and that he owes it to people who are mourning a very much alive person.

I didn't stop until he came forward.

He said, "I'm sorry, I had to do this to be with my boyfriend" and my jaw was on the freaking floor.

I told him to come forward, or I will have to do something about this.

Of course, he did not. Instead, he deleted his account. I tried to make a claim against him, but it was never looked into.

I will never forget that.

and if he's still out there, I hope he actually understands the weight of his actions. and I hope justice gets served.

#erys ramblings #this was crazy #i really got traumatized from this #supernatural #spn #spn rp #supernatural roleplay #roleplay #rpg #roleplayer #roleplayers #roleplay blog #rp community #2012 rp #dean winchest #cas #castiel

[wincasvy]

Supernatural 9.10 Road Trip

#spn 9x10 #samdean #wincest #top!sam #bottom!dean #sam winchester #dean winchest #gadreel!sam

[wearamaskcoward]

HunterCorp!John chose the VW bus instead of the Impala, I just know it

#supernatural #huntercorp #sam winchester #dean winchest #john winchester

[archibaldtuttle]

I want to show you an actual training slide from my customer service job that I had to see yesterday.

#supernatural #dean winchester #yes I am tagging this because my faceblind ass almost didn't recognize him at first #I had to keep a straight face and I almost died #my post

[catboyrichardkarinsky]

I've never watched a single episode of spn but I've been thinking about the implications of being stuck inside a meme

#supernatural #spn #castiel #dean winchester #i seriously don't know where this thought came from

[itsybitsybatsyspider]

i want that slut covered in blood and traumatized by his actions

#dbh #machine connor playthrough #also sixty #sixty dbh #time loop sixty #could also be about any blorbo #feel free to tag your own blorbos but this is who i be thinking about #dean winchester #marc specter #anakin skywalker

[uh-ohspaghettio]

Pornbots are so annoying like I’m not gonna fall for this I’m not an idiot I know sex isn’t real and its just something made up for destiel fanfiction

#spn #supernatural #castiel #dean winchester #destiel

[l0velysmut]

family: “why are you just sitting in ur room smiling at ur phone?”

me who’s been reading smut about fictional characters for the past 6 hours:

#smut #relatable #neteyam x reader #jake sully x reader #lo’ak x reader #tonowari x reader #miguel o’hara x reader #simon ghost riley x reader #ghost x reader #konig x reader #draco malfoy x reader #mattheo riddle x reader #ellie williams x reader #harry potter x reader #rick grimes x reader #dean winchester x reader #neytiri x reader #wanda maximoff x reader #natasha romanoff x reader #steve rogers x reader #bucky barnes x reader #edmund pevensie x reader #eddie munson x reader #steve harrington x reader #robin buckley x reader #five hargreeves x reader #leon kennedy x reader #gojo satoru x reader #rafe cameron x reader #jj mayback x reader

[castielsparkle]

#cas.txt #dean winchester #spn #supernatural #dean #sorry ik its not dean its #jensen ackles #but to ME this is stanford era dean so. #whatever

[threefuckencrowsinatrenchcoat]

Myself included tbh

#it’s a lifestyle #spn #it’s kinda a tumblr rite of passage at this point too #literally yesterday I found out ab the soap2day closing like this #and then ten minutes later people started texting me and posting on other apps freaking out #supernatural #destiel #destiel confession #destiel confession meme #dean winchester #castiel #this is also a little bit for the 196 girls who are inevitably gonna see the template eventually #196 #Reddit 196 #reddit refugee #HOW ARE PEOPLE STILL SEEING THIS ITS BEEN LIKE 6 MONTHS

[molt3ngold]

#pedro pascal #supernatural #jensen ackles #dean winchester #spn #man i love dilfs #castiel #misha collins #joel miller #sam winchester #hannibal #will graham #the walking dead #Daryl Dixon #rick grimes #Norman Reedus #andrew lincoln #ao3 #tumblr #fanfic #fanfiction #archive of our own #fanfiction.net #smut

[bloodfreakcastiel]

#50k note hell #world news #news #international criminal court #vladimir putin #destiel meme #supernatural meme #supernatural #spn #destiel #deancas #dean winchester #castiel #russia #ukraine #mine #*pic

[destiel-news-network]

(Source)

#destiel #henry kissinger #us politics #politics #war criminals #war crimes #international law #castiel #dean winchester #breaking news

[the--anarchists]

OBSESSED with the fact that supernatural is trending because a character came out as bi ON A DIFFERENT SHOW! hilarious. Supernatural you will always be famous

#supernatural #spn #911 #911 abc #buck #evan buckley #bi buck #911 spoilers #dean winchester

[callisteios]

Hi, feel free to take my new uquiz to discover what kind of vampire you are!

#NO IM NOT TALKING ABOUT CHESS THE MUSICAL I DONT KNOW WHAT THAT IS. I AM TALKING ABOUT THE ANCIENT BOARD GAME:CHESS #uquiz #vampires #twilight #because let's be honest there are a fair few references #and maybe this is my twilight quiz which has been in my drafts for nearly a year! #and i was tired of it sitting there #maybe! #quiz #werewolves #mention #you can get human in this im really sorry #it's a bit of a mean result #oh if anyone has an actual picture of the vampire that killed dean winchester please send it along #i could not find it with a cursory google search but i rememeber he wore a clown mask #so maybe one of those guys is the guy?