#edgy poetry

[itspixthecrazybitch]

Sure breakups are sad and all but have you ever said I miss you to someone who’s been right there the whole time but neither of you are the same as you were and it’ll never be the same again?

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[ptsd-poetry]

Every day I mourn for my child self who did everything in their power to gain a sense of control.

#I wish I had better words to explain this #poetry #edgy poetry #ptsd #poem #trauma #physical abuse #abuse #cptsd

[an3m1ctw1nk]

vampires

teeth settle into your neck . . . . . . . . . drip . . . . . . . . . . . feel your life being drawn . . . . drop . . . . . ... ...now you will have to wait .... tik for the pain to slip away ,, . tok ..... and stay like me , .... drip . . .

for eternity .

.................. drop .

written: 01/04/19 @ 1:23 am

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[cassisanasshole]

this fucking poem i made on allpoetry.com at the age of 12 (cw SH)

in honor of 2024 being around the corner i would like to announce the first poem i ever wrote on allpoetry.com at the age of 12 years and 4 months. coming up on a fucking decade on this piece in which my little awful shitty emo angsty self decided to both start and end the poem with the word 'forevermore',

You are not Edgar Allan Poe, you are a 12 year old girl

i cannot emphasize this enough. i look back on this as an adult and go what in the sweet ever loving fuck. who else was like a super fucking mentally ill 12 year old? i swear to hades, i asked for fallen for my 11th birthday. when i was about that age i drew this picture:

it was a girl drowning in some sort of body of water, with what i can only describe as a traditional comically large drowning boulder attached to her ankle. her cartoonish face stared, panicked, at the viewer--as her mouth, losing air with bubbles and all--uttered one last phrase, scribbled into a curly-q speech bubble.

"I'm going under!"

a callback to the timeless classic going under by evanescence, first track on the aforementioned album fallen.

when i went to school in the fifth grade we had computer lab. sometimes we were graced with the sweet, sweet blessing of free time. in my infantile years as i perceived it then, i did silly things like webkinz. but now i was too old for webkinz (in public--not at home) i was onto bigger and better things such as:

listening to 2012 bangerz such as starships and party rock anthem on full blast with one headphone hanging out to prove i was normal. and then, on hard days when i could not resist the temptation, pulling up evanescence and linkin park and green day and listening to them very quietly.

Nobody could know i was an emo in the making.

once middle school hit though, this was where i found myself: the troubled pubescent experience of being a girl forming kik groups with her in real life friend and random internet strangers. some of whom were our age, some of whom significantly too old to be interacting with us (we know this story.)

staying up til like...2 am! (sleep, child!) to try and convince these essentially random people to not yoink themselves.

well one of these internet friends i don't even remember his name, says all of that and then just disappears, so i wrote this poem. i guess it was what this experience stirred up in me considering i had definitely never seen his smiling face

anyway uh yeah i don't know what the fuck you're meant to take from this but

HAVE IT!

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[g0atb0yluvsyou]

𖤐 Demonic Romance

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[somebadpoetry]

The worst is not wanting tomorrow to start

Not because I don’t want tonight to end

But because tomorrow is coming too soon

I whisper into the night,

“Take it back, take me back,”

But I don’t know if anything is listening

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[surreallyokay]

🦷

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[shrimp-gallery-of-poetry]

One More Time… Again

June 28, 2019

!!! Warning Mentions of alcohol and abuse !!!

Why does anger feel

So satisfying?

The failure of I

Trying

Never felt this before

To hit a whore

Break a bottle over her head

Feel the rush

Rising

Like bread

‘Bout to blow

From your homestead

The sadness

Overshadowed

By revenge

Depression

Filled by

A bottle of whiskey

Is something a villain would recommend

The good in me

Is gone for now

The bitter rage

Inside me

Is enough to capture a crowd

But my demons

Are now free

After the dust settles

The good wakes up to a mess

Of his own making

While,

In the back of his mind,

His apex predator

Would be smiling

Brewing up a storm

To ruin a being’s life

Once more

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[frankiecantwritepoetry]

Self immolation is an interesting thing,

Letting the fuel soak deep into the core,

Taking the fire starter and raking it across your skin,

Until red licks of fire appear,

Burning their way out of you,

Until you are engulfed.

#tw self harm #tw self destruction #self immolation #edgy poetry #sad girl

[arsenickittycat]

I'll never be what anyone wants

and I'm not good enough to be what they need

#i hope you'll let me stay #even if just for a little bit #arsenic rambles #shitty poetry #edgy poetry #love vent

[itspixthecrazybitch]

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[ptsd-poetry]

Freeverse thoughts

Lost in the winds gust | Opportunities slip through my fingers | Like the blossoms in fall.

One by one they drift away | I am effortless to contain them | In a prison of my own creation

All that remains | Is the memories of what could have been | Pressed and preserved | Between the panels of my psyche | Like petals between glass | To dry and become brittle | Until only dust remains

#poetry #edgy poetry #ptsd #poem #trauma #words #spilled ink #freeverse

[an3m1ctw1nk]

depressed teen nursery rhyme

one by one , i no longer feel numb . two by two , sorry i always disappoint you . three by three , turn away i don't want you to see . four by four , so many tears begin to pour . five by five , counting down the days i'm alive . six by six , all my emotions begin to mix . it all became too much to count , so i will just lay with my drought .

written: 03/18/18 @ 1:57 am

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[slowrotburiedinthepark]

#help this was from when i was in my edgy web weaving phase #never posted it tho?? #web weaving #wikipedia #wikipedia poetry #devotion

[juicysnoop]

watched like 7 seasons of buffy in half a month something is wrong with me anyway ... him

#buffy the vampire slayer #spike btvs #doodles #wish that spike would write more poetry i think that could be fun #like don't tell me this guy at least didn't write edgy music as a vampire i mean he modelled himself after billy idol........ #also love that spike always manages to find himself in polycules by accident with Angel (Drusilla&Angelus and Buffy&Angel) #i've been putting off watching the last episode because then all I'll have to see spike again is the Angel show #time to return to not posting art until I finish another early 2000s TV show and draw niche character art #him filling is grocery bag with cigarette cartons

[somebadpoetry]

I wish I lived in a world that made it easy to care

If it was easy, everyone would do it

If it was easy, even I could do it

I wish I lived in a world where caring wasn’t synonymous with agony

Where caring was feeling love

Where caring was feeling joy

I wish I was more grounded in this world

As if what I’m looking for is just through the mist

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