U better have a good day today!
if you don’t, i’ll be mad.
….it hurts when a duck bites ur ankles
I need a vampire character to make a joke about “due to exsanguinating circumstances”
Nothing like sitting in a wingback chair watching out the window as a hurricane approaches with a hot mug of peppermint tea to keep me company.
Never get capsaicin in your eczema kids
Hello there Lovelies!💙
I’m going to edit my Masterlist and my Imagines because I feel something wrong with my Writings, oh! I also want to make some Navigation, and Request rules! (◕ᴗ◕✿)
Have a nice day!💙 (Unless in your country is night so… Have a good night!💙).
Hey @sai-shou , I had really wanted to finish up what I was working on for today (its still technically the start of your birthday in this timezone haha), but life had to happen and throw my schedule off.
Regardless, I just want to express how happy I am to see how much you’ve grown in just this past year alone. Both as an artist and as a person, you’ve taken every challenge that’s knocked you down and come back from it as strong as you can be. I hope you had a chance to enjoy your birthday, and I hope you can continue to persevere through whatever else that’s thrown your way.
Happy birthday, Sai
Can I rant?
Being 17 sucks.
This is an age of self discovery and big choices and I just want it to be over. Want to move forward a couple of years to when I have everything sorted😞
First big change that happened when I turned 17, I left my religion, they’re homophobic and I just don’t understand the reasoning behind it, so I left and my ma and both sisters are really religious so it’s hard, I made my mum cry and my sister distance herself from me, the other sister is in Cambodia so at least I don’t have to deal with her. But there’s a wedge between me and my family now.
Second big change that happened was discovering I might have a learning disability, my tafe teachers brought it up to my mum because I failed and I’ve left the course now. So now I have a doctors appointment to see if there’s something wrong with me… yippee.
Third big change that’s actually been nagging me for a few years now, my identity confuses me. I was born a girl and I liked all the pink dresses and girly girl stuff when I was little but as soon as I had some freedom to pick clothes for myself my wardrobe just mainly consists of boys clothes and I’ve been wanting top surgery for years now and I prefer to go by he/him pronouns and a boy name and I have short hair. But I don’t really think I’m trans, I don’t want a willy or extra body hair or to make myself masculine I just want to be ME. I’d like to wear girls clothes if I was skinny, maybe makeup idk. I’m not genderfluid maybe just androgynous but is that a thing I can be if I don’t go by they/them pronouns idk it’s giving me a headache.
I’m worried I’m just questioning my gender to make me feel special or apart of something I guess. I hate this.
The fourth big change is that now I’m out of school, I’m unemployed and doing virtually nothing with my life the only friends I talk to are by texting and nothing feels real anymore. I feel like a nuisance like nobody wants me in their life. I feel… alone. Most nights I think up plans to just leave this life behind and start a new one, leave and get a job in the city bum it on the streets until I can afford to live somewhere and just start fresh. I want to run.
I fucking hate this.
I don’t have depression if you’re wondering I’m just in a tough spot in life rn and I know things will get better eventually but I just wish things were better now.
Happy Palentines Day Pals💜💛💜💛
Spread some of that sweet sweet platonic loving around
I fantasize on destroying the world just for fun
But I know that it’s a mere power fantasy, and I do not need to tear things down just to feel better about myself.
The world is my toaster 🤣😂
- Pancakes or waffles?
- Comedy or tragedy?
- Camping or hotel?
- Candlelit dinner or hotel brunch?
- Fire or ice abilities?
- Finger snapping or whistling?
- Long hikes or long car rides?
- Stormy night or sunny day?
- Unicorn or dragon?
- Bronte or Austen?
- Postcards or letters?
- Candlesticks or fairy lights?
Good morning lovelies. Hope today treats you kind! We can do this.
Relationship status - single
Fave color - dark blue
Lip or chapstic - lipstick
Last song - chainsmoking-jacob banks
Last movie - Inglorious Basterds
Top 3 shows - stranger things, brooklyn 99- black mirror
Top 3 ships - me x learning languages, my cat and my dog x being bff, open a bottle x the “pop” sound