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twistedappletree · 7 months
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got 2 more tooth extractions this morning, now i’m sittin here staring at the wall eating applesauce straight out the jar after waking up at 7:40pm ✨
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harrysfolklore · 6 months
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Can we get y/n as a total book worm and Harry just finding it so adorable, like no matter what she’s doing she always has a book in her hands. Cooking, has a book. Backstage, reading a book. At a cafe for breakfast, reading a book.
Ofc you don’t have tot do this idea, it’s just an idea
here it is !! one of my favorite tropes i’ve done coming to tumblr <3
MASTERLIST | MY PATREON
coffeeandbookss - yn’s bookstagram
yourinstagram- yn’s personal insta
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coffeeandbookss Now reading: My policeman by Bethan Roberts ! In 1957, we meet Marion, a young woman hopelessly in love with Tom, her best friend’s brother. Tom — training to become a policeman — returns her affections, but holds a secret of his own. Will let you know my full review once done ! 💙
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bookfan1 just added it to my list !
bookfan2 i love everything you recommend
bookfan3 started it this week !
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harryupdates Harry just followed this account on instagram !
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harryfan1 harry on his bookstagram era
harryfan2 AHH ONE OF MY FAVE BOOK CREATORS
harryfan3 she’s so pretty also
harryfan4 IM SUBSCRIBED TO HER YOUTUBE CHANNEL shes soooo good
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yourinstagram um harry styles follows mt bookstagram?? am i dreaming?
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yoursister YOU LUCKY BITCH
gemmastyles I’d love to think I’m responsible for that, I kept talking about your account 🫣
↳ yourinstagram love you gem thanks for your constant support 💓
username1 you’re the best out there
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harryupdates Harry in London today ! He carried this book with himself
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harryfan1 he’s really in his books era
harryfan2 i started that book the other week omg
harryfan3 omw to buy it
harryfan4 my favorite booktuber just recommended this omg
DMS BETWEEN HARRY AND YN
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harryupdates Harry having dinner tonight !
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harryfan1 OHHH
harryfan2 is that a DATE
harryfan3 boyfriendrry?
harryfan4 respect his privacy
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yourinstagram happy days :)
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harryfan1 um why did harry like?
gemmastyles my babies 🥹
↳ harryfan2 hello are we missing something
harrystyles ❤️
↳ harryfan2 HELLO?
harryfan4 i’m so confused right now
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tmz_tv Seems like Harry Styles got a new girl. More of his beach outing at the link in our bio 👀
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harryfan1 wtffff
harryfan2 WHO IS THAT
harryfan3 man i hate tmz
harryfan4 FIND OUT WHO THE GIRL IS RIGHT NOW
↳ harryfan1 i think their privacy was disturbed enough already
↳ harryfan2 yeah we’re shouldn’t snoop around trying to dig personal information of whoever the girl with him is
harryfan6 sucks as hell that they took these without their consent but i can’t help but be all 🥲🥲 over the fact that they’re reading together
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theharrytea okay yall so i was watching yn’s latest video because of all the rumors going around her and harry (yk he followed her and commented on her posts and harry has been seen with someone we don’t know yet) AND i swear to god i heard his voice around min 7 😭 you could clearly hear that someone opens the door and a faint “sorry” I KNOW MY MAN’S VOICE AND THAT WAS HIS
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harryfan1 OH
harryfan2 omfg i can hear it now
harryfan3 y’all are tripping at this point
harryfan4 delulu
harryfan5 idk if any of this is true but they would make a cute couple like they would ready to each other and stuff :(
YN VIA INSTAGRAM STORIES
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coffeeandbookss This week’s recommendation is presented by my brand new reading partner ! Love is a Mixtape is a soulful book, written as a way of understanding not only love and loss, but also the way music is can get us through those happy or sad times ! Full review this weekend 🤍
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bookfan1 IS THAT HARRY STYLES ??
annetwist ❤️❤️
harryfan1 HARRYYYYY
harryfan2 THEY ARE SOOO DATING
harrystyles It is my pleasure to be featured x
↳ harryfan3 OMFG THEY FR ARE DATING
gemmastyles 🥹
harryfan4 I MEAN we kinda already knew it was her who has seen kissing harry BUT I LOVE THIS HARD LAUNCH
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harrystyles She’s got a book for every situation x
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harryfan1 AHHH IS THIS YN
jefezoff 🙌🏻🙌🏻
harryfan2 LOVE ME A HARD LAUNCH
gemmastyles ❤️
harryfan3 harry is not single anymore omfg
yourinstagram 🥹💓
harryfan4 COUPLE OF THE YEAR
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harryismysun Worth the shot
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harryfan1 PLEASEEEEE
harryfan2 you're so funny
harryfan3 i love this fandom
yourinstagram 😂😂 I can confirm this is how it all went down
↳ harryfan1 I LOVE HER
↳ harryfan2 she's the best
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f1rodrigo · 5 months
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sweet relief | l. norris | part four
✩₊˚.⋆☾⋆⁺₊✧ it's so reckless of me...
summary: in which you fall for your best friend’s teammate and keeping it a secret proves to be harder than you intended. or when all you need is sweet relief the rest of the world fades away. pairing: social media au || lando norris x piastri bsf!reader fc: olivia rodrigo <3 warnings: language
inspired by the song ‘sweet relief’ by madison beer
ALL PARTS HERE
a/n: hi i'm veryyyyy sorry for how long it took me to get this one up but it has a bit more than the other parts did & its currently finals week so the end of the semester is always very busy so i didn't have much time to work on this. hope you enjoy xx
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📍 Tokyo, Japan
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yourusername i don't dream of anyone else...
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user1 SHES IN JAPAN EVERYONE UP
user2 miss girl...this caption...the rumors...is it lyrics...what does it all mean%^&(@&@(!
user3 this caption after all the rumors ohhh my girl dont give a fuckkkk
user4 can't tell if this is her confirming or denying
⤷ user5 ...or living her life and not paying it any mind
user6 WHY THE FUCK IS NO ONE TALKING ABOUT THE LAST PHOTO??? ITS LITERALLY THE ELEVATOR AND FIT SHE WAS IN FROM THE DELETED PIC ON LANDOS STORY HELLO
⤷ user7 wait omfg it is.... idk why i didnt realize it sooner ⤷ user8 pls they do not gafffff anymore basically telling us they're together ⤷ user9 omg what deleted story???? ⤷ user10 go to @/norrisupdates on twitter i think they posted it before he deleted
user11 max fewtrell in the likes oh i am Thinking
lilymhe prettiest girl <3
⤷ yourusername i love u so dearly ms lily ⤷ user12 this is wag confirmation idc
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landonorris DOUBLE PODIUM!!!!!!!!!! Congrats mate! Thanks @/mclaren 🧡
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mclaren Very good, very nice. 🏆🏆👏
oscarpiastri Well done mate 👊
riabish 🙌
user13 ANOTHER PODIUM THATS MY GOAT
user14 who would've thought... wow i am so proud
user15 mclaren double podium i used to pray for times like these
yourusername conhrsts 😭🧡
⤷ landonorris hmm sorry what was that ⤷ yourusername oh my god i couldn't see through my tears YOU KNEW WHAT I MEANT ⤷ user16 COULDNT SEE THROUGH HER TEARS PLSSS SHES JUST LIKE US ⤷ user17 mom and dad are fighting i dont like this
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oscarpiastri One for the mantelpiece 🏆 and driver of the day too!! you guys 🧡
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user18 SOBBING MY EYES OUT
landonorris Congrats mate!!
⤷ oscarpiastri You too mate! (and i'm not talking about the podium 😉) ⤷ landonorris ...I take it back ⤷ user19 oscar piastri what the FUCK is that supposed to mean
yourusername I AM CRYING LIKE A PARENT DROPPING THEIR CHILD OFF FOR THEIR FIRST DAY OF SCHOOL
⤷ user15 yn & lando parents to oscar has now been confirmed
yourusername so beyond proud of you oscar 🥹
⤷ oscarpiastri 🧡🧡 ⤷ user20 cannot imagine how she feels watching him all her life through karting till now and getting to witness his first podium oh my gosh im crying again ⤷ user21 STFU NOW IM CRYING
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yourusername my new single, 'sweet relief' will be all yours in one week. presave at the link in my bio<3
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user30 BEST DAY OF MY LIFE ARE U KIDDING
user31 love song about lando calling it now
user32 sobbing my eyes out new yn music
user33 BABE WAKE UP YN YLN ANNOUNCED NEW MUSIC
landonorris 🔥
⤷ user34 real
logansargeant lets goooo
user34 HIT OF THE YEAR INCOMING
user35 cannot wait oh my fucking god
alex_albon lily and i will be streaming❗️❗️
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ssparksflyy · 5 days
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hello! can i request jason grace or leo valdez x child of hypnos reader ? (gn) 🫶🏻🫶🏻
ask and thou shall receive ༉‧₊˚.
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pairing: jason grace x child of hypnos!reader warning(s): none!! js fluff :) a/n: i love children of hypnos, u stay sleepy ! also me writing this running off five hours of sleep ( the most ive gotten this week ) yikes..
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mr gets up willingly at six am nd his sleepy lover ♡
there are times where u literally have to beg jason to go back to bed cause omfg what r u doing. its six am. no u r not going to go run. no the early bird doesnt get the worm. go. back. to. sleep.
hey nd most times it works cause the thought of holding u close and a sweet sweet dream is enough to get him back in bed
but other times noooo he goes running 🙄
what is bro running from? sleep???
omg but then literally knocks tf out by like nine
one of the times when you had a sleepover planned together
you were running a little late cause ur cabin's ac wasnt working nd everybody was tweaking out
so you had to stay behind and help fix it
by the time you finished and ran over to cabin one , jason was already passed out nd lightly snoring 😭
mind you it was like 9:15 pm
its ok tho u were tired asf too , who knew fixing the ac could be so hard ??
he apologized sm in the morning tho
but u were like its okay el oh el
he cant help it bro he needs his sleep almost as much as he needs you
its better that he falls asleep early than stay up super late tho
cause like when he was helping plan out the new cabins, it was impossible to convince him to go to sleep
he wouldnt stop working nd u were like 😠 fool 😠 go to sleep 😠
nd he was like no thank youuuuu ♡
so you used your powers on him cause he hadNT SLEPT IN DAYS
u were both mad at each other in the morning and things were painfully tense
but you sat down nd talked it out like mature ppl ♡
he srsly hates fighting, he already does it with monsters nd shit so much, he doesnt want to do it w you :(
he apologized for being ignorant and promised he would be better about taking care of himself instead of burying himself in work
you apologized for using your powers on him without saying anything first, and promised you wouldn't do it again ( unless its necessary ) :))
to this day, youve still kept your promises ♡
jason is SUCH a sucker for when you touch his hair
the most relaxing thing everrrrr
i will die on this hill ppl dont play w me
his hair would be soft asf bro
best believe he uses a good conditioner !!
he lets u play w his hair nd do wtv u want with it cause like ~relaxing~
so best believe you have a 0.5 of him with all his hair tied up and looking like a palm tree
0.5s of jason would literally be flawless asf but scary
cause ur like omg by bf is so cute- god DAMN somebody get this man contacts
he looks amazing but THEM EYES
terrifying. staring into ur soul.
theyre cute tho ♡♡
you OBVI have matching pjs
i cannot decide if jason would go to sleep w just pj pants nd no shirt or if would have light blue and white striped pants, a button up shirt, slippers, a cap with a little fuzzy ball at the end, nd a candlestick
jason grace is a SPECTRUM OKAY
but he buys u so many plushies ugh
you own so many jellycats im so jealous
he helps u name them nd their literally ur children like
u have matching build-a-bears !!!
the voice memos are messages u made for each other :(
his to u is a quick ramble about how much he loves u but gets cut off cause he only had 20 seconds ♡♡
nd u get matching outfits for them!!
urs is named 'sleepy' and his is named 'sparky' ♡
i feel like jason gets some real bad nightmares
like yea every demigod does but he gets his more frequently nd their more graphic bcs of what he's seen and gone through :(
most of the time they arent even messages from his dad, theyre just really bad flashbacks of horrible times in his life
but ever since you started spending ur nights together, theyve toned down so much
now he even gets dreams abt your future together sometimes :((
he really wants to tell you about those dreams cause they feel so real but hes scared that youll think its weird or get uncomfortable
little does he know you get those exact same dreams ♡
and on the same nights as he does...
CAUSE UR MEETING IN UR DREAMSSSSSSS
nd thats how ur dad shows his love to you !
zeus doesnt gaf. wtv we dont like him anyway
i mean sometimes hes like erm gtfo my cabin 🤨
but doesn't actually do anything
u literally dont care for anybody's thoughts tho cause you bagged a baddie as sleepy as you ♡
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an two: ik i didnt talk abt sleepovers together but like ive got a jason fic called sleepover (thats also gn!) if u wanted to read that :DD but i hoped u enjoyed and have a good day/night!! GO STREAM THE TORTURED POETS DEPARTMENT.
peace from manhattan,
percy jackson ♡
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strniohoeee · 6 months
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i neeeeeeddd a part two to confidential 🥺🥺 maybe where matt gets in contact with reader to give her tickets to fly her out to the next show and she's his partner in the show. they win and he fucks her good after the show and finally kisses her. he asks her out on a date and shit and it's just so cute and rough and smutty.
Confidential Pt. 2
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Pairing: Matt Sturniolo X Female Reader
Synopsis: Matt reaches out to Y/N after almost a year of not seeing each other. He purchases her tour tickets, and well brings her backstage 🤭
Warnings⚠️: This is Smut. There’s some spit and some hair pulling, and uhhh that’s it. It’s just SMUTTY SMUT SMUT🤞🏽
Song for the imagine: Confident- Justin Bieber and Chance the Rapper
⚠️This is an 18+ imagine, so minors do not interact, or do??⚠️
There’s absolutely no way this is real….I have to be dreaming…..is the Matt Sturniolo DMing me on Instagram right now??
I rub my eyes and make sure this is actually him and not some fake account fucking with me.
-Hey Y/N….cant believe it’s been almost year since I last seen you
-Hey Matt….uh yeah it’s crazy. I seen you guys are about to go on tour again
-We are! I uh actually got you pre show small talk, photo op and backstage passes and tickets to fly out to our first show
-YOURE LYING
-never! And you will be my partner this time….I don’t make the rules
-OMFG WHAT THIS IS INSANE YES YES IM THERE
-Good!
That was about three weeks ago, and right now I was in LA getting ready for their first show that Matt paid for…..this is not real life AT ALL.
Pre show meet and greet started at 3:30, so I got there at around 1:30, and was just waiting around honestly so nervous to see Matt again
By the time I was called it was 4:30. I met Chris and Nick first, and immediately got so nervous meeting Matt
“Hiiii” I said giving him a hug
“Hello again! How have you been gorgeous” he said as he signed a poster for me
“I’ve been very good actually” I said
“That’s good. Can’t wait to see you backstage tonight” he said winking
“Oh…yeah I’m so excited too. We’ve been reunited” I said laughing
“God I miss your pretty face” he said smiling at me causing me to blush
“Shhh” I said rolling my eyes
“And the dress…..whew that dress looks so hot on you” he said looking me up and down
“Thanks matt” I said giving him one last hug
We did the photo op and now it was time to wait for the show to start, so like last time I chatted with some people got something to eat and drink, and just chilled
I was Matt’s partner so at some point they brought me backstage to meet the other two girls. The whole time I was competing I felt Matts eyes on me, and it was making me so fucking nervous.
However this gave him some confidence because we won the first show.
“I have to thank my amazing team member because without her I would’ve lost” he said into the mic
“Thank you LA for an amazing first show! While we set up for backstage enjoy our friend Tril!!” Chris said
After the show, and Tril performing it was time to line up for backstage, and I felt like I was going to throw up…we’ve been through this before why the fuck am I about to throw up
I was the last group once again….Im sure Matt did that
Once again I went in and spoke with Chris and Nick, and filmed a tik tok with Matt because even though I’m sure he was going to fuck my brains out….I needed this tik tok with him
“You know the drill, stay in the back, and I’ll come grab you” he said lowly to me
“Got it” I said smiling
I went back over to Chris and Nick, and chatted with them…I wonder if they knew Matt blew my back out last tour….probably but oh well
“Alright guys! Thank you so much for supporting us and coming out here! Hope to see you guys at our next one” Nick said waving bye to everyone
This time the after show photo op was after backstage, so Matt’s security guard brought me back to another room like last tour, and I just sat in there
Me and my thoughts running wild, and I was so fucking anxious
About an hour and a half later I heard the door opening, and Matt came in locking the door behind him
“There’s that beautiful girl” he said winking at me
“You’re too kind” I said waving my hand at him
“Do you know why I brought you back here?” He asked me
“If it’s not to fuck me….then we have some issues” I said running my tongue along my teeth
“Ouu she knows what she wants….I like that” he said winking at me
“Well I assume that’s why you did what you did. You want to fuck again” I said
“Of course I do. Couldn’t get enough of that pussy” he said walking over to me
He ran his fingers along my bottom lip
“Oh Matt” I said sighing
“I need you so bad, you’re all I thought about these past 10 months” he said licking his lips
“Well I’m here, and I need you bad too” I said smirking at him
He leaned down ghosting his lips over mine
“Well come on then baby” he said before pulling pack, and helping me stand up
“I would love for you to suck my dick again, but I want nothing more than to fuck the shit out of you right now” he said leaning me up against the table
“Fuck Matt” I said moaning at his words
Matt started to kiss my neck to my collar bone, and then looked at me
“I hope you know-“ I cut him off
“Yeah yeah no kissing I got it” I said rolling my eyes, he looked at me and laughed. Going back to kissing my neck
“Fuck Matt I need you now” I said running my hands through his hair as he kissed my neck
“I know baby” he said
Matt then pulled away and helped me hike up my dress. Ghosting his hand over my pussy
“Oh” I sighed
He got down and started kissing my stomach all the way to my clothed pussy. He slowly slid my underwear down
“Fuckkkk” he said biting his lip
“So fucking sexy” he said looking up at me
Before I could answer he delved straight into my pussy, attacking my clit, licking sucking….just doing it all
“SHITTTT MATT” I moaned out my hands immediately going to his hair and pulled causing him to moan into my pussy
He was lapping at me, from my entrance backup to my clit. His nose bumping into my clit
“Fuck Matt I’m going to cum if you keep doing this” I said to him biting my lip
He pulled away and looked at me
“You’re cumming on my dick” he said before backing away
Matt brought his hand up and smacked my pussy causing me to shudder and whine out. He rubbed my pussy to soothe the ache, and then spat down onto my pussy
He pulled his dick out slowly stroking it
“You make me so hard” he said looking me up and down
Matt came up to me and started to rub his dick up and down my pussy
“Oh god” I said letting my head fall back
Slowly he started to push the tip in causing us both to gasp at the feeling
“Fuck I missed this” He said running his hands over my body
“Your dick feels so good….none like this back home” I said moaning
“Oh you fuck other guys?” He said as he bottomed out
“One other guy, but that’s it” I said
“I’m not sure that I like that” he said thrusting into me
“Fuckkkk…..I’m sorry baby I was just so horny and chasing after someone who could fuck like you” I said moaning out
“And they couldn't, right?” He asked panting
“They couldn’t” I said throwing my head back
“Good” he responded
And with that his hips snapped into me, pounding into me at such a delicious rate. All that could be heard was our moaning, the table creaking and skin slapping together
“Oh god Matt” I moaned out lifting my head up to look at him
“This pussy was made for me. You just take me so well” he said as he thrusted into me
As he kept pounding into me he looked ahead of him and saw a full length mirror
“Ohh baby I want you to watch me fuck you” he said biting his lip
He flipped us over, so my stomach was against the table, and he was pounding me from the back
“Look at yourself” he said pulling my hair make me look into the mirror
“Fuck” I said as my jaw dropped as I watched Matt watching us fucking in the mirror
He kept looking into the mirror the whole time while pounding into me
I was clenching down on him nearing my orgasm
“You gonna cum baby?” He asked while panting
“Yes yes yes please” I said looking at him through the mirror
“Whenever you want…go ahead and cum” he said while gripping onto my hair and furiously pounding into me
“FUCK MATT IM GOING TO CUM” I screamed out as I clenched down on him
He kept pounding into me, and suddenly I was shuddering, my mouth fell open as I looked into his eyes while I came all over his cock. Brows furrowed as I shook with ecstasy
“Mmm so fucking good to me” he said grunting as he kept thrusting
“I’m gonna cum baby” he said and suddenly pulled out
Stroking his dick a few times before he painted the back of my thighs in his cum. Moaning and staring into my eyes through the mirror…..god this was so fucking hot
After we caught our breaths he pulled his pants back up. Walking over to the counter and grabbing napkins before wiping me down
He helped me up, and picked up my underwear for me handing them to me
“Keep them” I said winking at him as I shimmed my dress down
“I like the way you think” he said before pocketing them
He was looking at me for a moment before he suddenly pulled me in crashing his lips to mine. Sparks and explosions were going off in my stomach
He pulled away
“I thought you didn’t kiss” I said licking my lips
“I didn’t, but you’re different” he said smiling at me
“I’m glad” I said fixing my hair
“Hey, we have two days to kill in LA. Could I maybe take you on a date?” He asked me
“I’d love that” I said
“Good. I’ll pick you up tomorrow at noon. We can do lunch” he said
“Sounds great” I told him
We actually walked out together this time, and went our separate ways when we got to the exit door
“See you tomorrow” he said
“See you tomorrow” I said back winking at him before walking off
The End
Hope yall enjoyed this one, and I can’t believe I’m at 397 followers this is insane 🖤🖤
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Daniel Ricciardo x HornerDaughter! Reader.
Part 10 wooohooo thank you for all your support I appreciate it massively!!! Don’t worry if this story has slowed down a little it’s going to pick right back up (without any spoilers 😉). Also I’m hating using the use of y/n it’s making me cringe, it’s too late to add a name to this character isn’t it 😭😭
Tension still continues between Daniel and her. Neither of their pain seems to be subsiding, and it’s safe to say Max is becoming semi-aware of their situation…
Warnings: talk of alcohol, mentions of a previous panic attack but nothing graphic, maybe some swearing? The next chapter will be HEAVYYYY, spicy, arguments, angst, crying omfg I am excited to write it so stay tuned 🤫
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The first night she’d slept properly was after her panic attack, tiring her to the point of exhaustion as she passed out listening to all the cliche, heartbreak songs, Celine Dion was on the top of her list. The following few nights were hit or miss depending on sleep, luckily, right before Penelope’s 4th birthday party she’d managed to have a good sleep meaning she was pretty much raring to go.
She’d decided there’d be absolutely no tears and awkward interactions between Daniel and her, they’d texted a couple of times when he was checking if she was okay, but that was the extent of it. She couldn’t spend anymore time thinking about the man, nor could he spend any less time thinking about her. She plagued his mind, he felt like he was going absolutely crazy.
Struggling to carry the large bag full of barbies and the dream house she’d bought for the young one, Max ran over in amusement, taking the large present from her grasp. “Hi! Thank you, Max.” She offered him a quick hug. “What have you bought her, a car?!”
“Barbies of course!” “P’s gonna go crazy when she sees this. How are you anyway? Better after the other day?” She laughed out of embarrassment at his question. “I’m completely fine now, sorry I had to run away.” I shook my head. “No it’s fine, as long as you’re okay.” Max wasn’t an idiot, neither was Kelly. Neither was P.
“P was just concerned that’s all.” He patted her back with his free hand as smiled gently. “She’s excited to see you, P!” Max called out. “Look who’s here!”
“I’m excited to see her- oh my god! Is that the birthday girl?!” She fell to her knees at the little one ran into her arms, giddy with her birthday excitement. “Happy birthday, P!” She gave her a squeeze as P jumped back. Daniel watched with a gentle smile, his hand tightening around the grip on his beer bottle as his heart crumbled at the sight.
Meanwhile, she had to yet to see him there. She squealed with excitement, clapping as P did a spin her adorable dress. When she did say her hello’s she was speaking mainly with Kelly and a bunch of women she’d met a handful of times before. She was relieved to see her friends already there, somehow the thought of walking in somewhere was still intimidating to her. Through the whole evening her and Daniel didn’t speak once, they were on the opposite side of the garden all night, she stuck with her friends and he stuck with his. It somehow made Daniel feel more awkward than ever, and he wasn’t sure if it was a conscious effort on her behalf to speak to basically everybody but him. It hurt deep inside of him, it stung at his heart harsher than anything he’d felt before and a weird sickness would fill him every time he thought of how she’d avoided him. Daniel didn’t want it to be like that, if they couldn’t be together then surely they could be as close as they were before?
Daniel would always drive her places, grabbing her smoothies, and they’d always manage to find one another snickering in the most inappropriate moments. She’s sought him out after races where they’d gossip together, giggling at all the influencers there who had no clue what the hell was going on. Daniel never thought he’d miss when they were just friends, but the separation and distance between the pair felt uncomfortably cold. Another person who noticed this was Max. Odd little things had been happening, first y/n runs off crying, then Daniel looks like a sad puppy lingering around. He couldn’t help but recognise how the two didn’t speak, it was insightful, maybe he was looking too hard into it, but to Max it was blatantly obvious they were upset at one another. “You alright?” He approached the Australian man who was just preparing to leave. “Yeah, yeah, had a good time, thanks for the invite man.” Of course Daniel smiled in response.
“Something going on with you and y/n?” Max openly asked, Daniel was stunned, momentarily speechless. Maybe it was the alcohol, but Max blurted out the question quicker than he intended to. “Y/n?” Daniel flinched. “She was just a bit upset the other day, that’s all. I talked to her about it.” He scratched the back of her neck, partly avoiding Max’s question. The Dutchman decided against pressing him on the topic. The slight avoidance of the question struck Max as odd.
“Is she okay?” Daniel went to wince again. “Yeah. Yeah, I’m sure she is.” Although he wasn’t sure at all. She seemed good today, he was glad, but surely if she was over this whole thing she would’ve spoken to him… maybe he should’ve made the first move? Oh god, his mind was overthinking like crazy, even messier with Max’s straightforwardness. That evening it was Daniel’s turn to listen to pathetically cliche heartbreak songs.
A couple days later, after qualifying, she was there again. Daniel had just gained the 6th fastest lap time, however his track time was then deleted for exceeding track limits. It was a nightmare, she found herself going from cheering to stood in disappointment. She knew Daniel wouldn’t be so happy, he’d probably take it on the chin but 6th was incredible, especially to say he was driving a tractor.
That day, her feelings had warmed up to Daniel. It’s like seeing him again at P’s birthday rid some of the anger that contaminated her previously. Once she’d spoken to both Checo and Max, she noticed Daniel lingering not far away, he’d just been talking with her dad once he’d returned over from the Alpha Tauri garage.
He walked so close besides her, and he didn’t even notice her at first, until she stood up from tying her shoe lace and they were all of a sudden face to face. “Hi Daniel.” She borderline squeaked and he felt his stomach knot and flip. “Hey, you alright?” He scanned over her face. She looked good today, not so tired.
“I’m good.” She turned away. “How about you?” Her hand raised to shield the sun from her face, actually looking him dead in the eye now. “Ah, I’m okay.” He seemed to shrug, and for a second it was a little awkward. When she scanned over his face she could feel her stomach flipping.
“You did good today, I mean- I know the whole thing with the track limits happened, but to get initially to 6th is so good.” She spoke, shrugging her shoulders timidly. “Thank you.” His voice was gentle, slightly hoarse, his chest ached so desperately for her, he yearned for her so longingly.
“Red Bull 2024’s looking promising.” She commented light heartedly, even forcing a small breath of laughter as his lips twitched up softly. “Ah, I don’t know.” He dug his foot into the ground as her smile, too, faded and she glanced over him before down to the floor. It was awkward. And it was about to get 10x more awkward when Christian walked over. “What’re you two flirting about?!” Daniel felt breathless at the fathers comment, he was positive his cheeks were already burnt up. “Dad.” She scoffed out a laugh, playfully nudging his arm away. Daniel forced a laugh.
“I’ll see you both later.” He gave Christian a friendly smack on the arm before heading off in the opposite direction and not sparing her another glance. She winced at the action, unknown to the pain that rattled through Daniel’s chest.
“What was that all about?” Christian asked, eyeing up between Daniel and his daughter. Again, she winced, cringing at the thought of having to explain anything.
“I was just speaking to him about the qualifying.” She shrugged, although her tone wasn’t so convincing. “You’re both blushing.” He narrowed his eyes, an amused smile forming on his face. She knew what he’d do, tease her to death, despite being completely blind to everything else that had already happened.
“No im not!” She defended, spluttering and raising a hand to her obviously burning cheek. “Yeah you are! Look I know you might fancy Daniel a little but-“
“Stop, I’m not 12.” She grimaced. “He is a great bloke is Daniel, anyway.” Oh my god. She officially wanted the ground to swallow her up. Not only had her dad said this to her, but he ensured Max Verstappen was in right in the firing point, overhearing all the conversation.
Max oddly looked like he’d seen a ghost, he was slowly puzzling everything together and now he was convinced that y/n and Daniel were secretly doing it behind everybody’s backs. The girl in the hotel room, the ‘discreet’ love bite on her collarbone, the hushed conversations- Max was a genius!
“I knew it!” He stormed over, filled with excitement. As soon as Christian had left the scene, he was bursting to expose the secret he’d discovered. “Know what?!” She turned in surprise.
“You and Daniel, you’re together!” Oh fuck. She felt her eyes bulge and heart begin pounding. “What?! No, no, Max, no we’re not.” His smile faded seeing as how hushed she was being about it. “You’re not?!”
“No! I mean- no…” “But I’ve seen it, I’ve heard you both.” She cringed again at his words and knew there was no denying, she just needed to quieten him.
“No- I mean yes, but we’re not anymore. Please, please don’t say a word.” An odd sense of panic washed through her, Max was stunned, staring back to the anxious looking girl. Her eyes looked the exact same way they did at the race track the other day.
“I-I won’t. Are you ok?” “I’m fine, I am. Just please don’t say anything, you can tell Kelly just not a soul else.” She pleaded, luckily she knew Max was a man of his words. It felt oddly freeing to get the secret off her chest, it’s like it had been waiting to just be blurted out the whole time. Now it really felt real, the whole thing was semi out in the open, did it make her bad to be exposing something she promised to keep secret?? The thought would eat her alive, but so did the secrecy surrounding her, very much, public sadness…
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i would love to read about ceo!harry, but whatever you post i know i’ll love.
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alternative ceo universe!
* y/n is columbia records CEO & harry is his normal musician self! *
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2020
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pagesix Musician Harry Styles and CEO of Columbia records, Y/N L/N (now turned Styles) tied the knot in Italy recently. Sources tell us the wedding was quite small and had very few guests because the couple wanted as much privacy as they could get.
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harryfan3 OMG OMG OMG
harryfan5 y/n is literally living my dream life 😭
harryfan7 okay but imagine marrying harry styles…she won at everything
harryfan2 crying and throwing up
harryfan6 harry married the ceo of his record label, pretty iconic to me
harryfan9 him and y/n are the perfect couple everr
harryfan11 they are so protective of their relationship…its cute
harryfan13 she’s the one 🤗
harryfan15 y/n is winning at life right now
harryfan10 this has me on the floor sobbing
harryfan12 AHHH SHE’S OFFICIALLY MRS. STYLES
harryfan14 harry styles is now married to the world's richest woman…i love it
harryfan16 just fell onto my knees
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stylesnews Harry and his wife Y/N in Positano Italy yesterday on their honeymoon!
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harryfan21 why’d you do this to me
harryfan23 Y/N IS SO BEAUTIFUL 😌
harryfan25 they are the hottest couple yet omfg
harryfan20 harry really got married to her…i would do the same thing too honestly
harryfan22 i don’t know if i want him or her
harryfan24 jealousy jealousy
harryfan26 already the best couple ever
harryfan28 this will have me up late at night
harryfan30 Y/N AND HARRY GOT MATCHING TATTOOS?!?!
harryfan27 WHAT
harryfan29 they both got matching palm trees tattoos 😭
harryfan31 my parents
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ynstyles best day of my life! 👰‍♀️
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harryfan30 the caption…CRYING
harryfan33 she changed her username to y/n styles 😭
harrystyles I love you my baby.
ynstyles i love you more darling! 🤍
harryfan35 stop this madness
harryfan37 THEY ARE LITERALLY SO CUTE TOGETHER 😫
gemmastyles welcome to the family!
harryfan34 she won at life.
jefezoff one of the best things to ever witness
harryfan36 harry and y/n had a strawberry and vanilla cake…what am i supposed to do with this information
stevienicks congratulations you two ❤️
harryfan39 this has me rolling on the floor
pillowpersonpp YES YES YES
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harrystyles 1-6-20. Married the love of my life.
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harryfan32 SHUT UP
harryfan38 harry posting this has me sliding down the wall 😫
ynstyles i seriously love you h
harrystyles Well I love you more cherry.
harryfan40 they are so in love with each other
harryfan42 i am so jealous right now 🤗
harry_lambert cutest wedding ever!!!
harryfan45 hello?!?! their rings were made by gucci 😭
mitchrowland congrats on the marriage lovebirds!
harryfan41 harry styles officially has a wife now…crying myself to sleep
alessandro_michele ah young love ❤️
harryfan43 this photo is the sweetest thing ever
columbiarecords CUTEST COUPLE IN THE WORLD!!!
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hsfasharchive Harry wore his wife’s @marcjacobs x Magda Archer intarsia sweater ($695 - sold out) back in December 2019.
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harryfan48 somebody run me over
harryfan50 harry and y/n are seriously perfect for each other 😫
harryfan52 literal soulmates
harryfan54 “his wife’s sweater” 😭😭
harryfan56 y/n is officially my favorite styles
harryfan58 she really has him in a chokehold
harryfan51 i love them together
harryfan53 imagine sharing clothes with harry styles…truly a dream
harryfan55 “there's a piece of you in how i dress”
harryfan57 the realist lyric ever
harryfan59 i can’t do this anymore
harryfan60 why is this so cute…
harryfan63 AWE
JANUARY - FEBRUARY 2021
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dailystyles A PREGNANT Y/N STYLES AT HER BABY SHOWER IN MALIBU LAST WEEK!
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harryfan62 I’M GOING THROUGH ALL STAGES OF GRIEF
harryfan65 omg omg omg
harryfan67 this is going to destroy me 😭
harryfan69 y/n’s baby bump is so cute
harryfan66 glenne and gemma are with her too 😌
harryfan68 i hate to say this…but deuxmoi was right the entire time
harryfan70 this is the best news ever
harryfan72 HARRY AND Y/N ARE BECOMING PARENTS
harryfan74 we are literally getting dilf harry…
harryfan71 I’M SCREAMING
harryfan73 i am never going to recover from this
harryfan75 CRYING
gemmastyles Can you please take this post down? The photos of Y/N were taken without her permission!
harryfan77 gemma?!?!
harryfan79 DELETE THIS
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APRIL 2021
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yourfinsta andddd she’s here…meet anya anne styles!
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florencepugh OMG
arianagrande this is so cute 🤍
harrystyles I love you both so much. You guys are my happiness.
yourfinsta i love you more sue, i wouldn’t have been this happy if it weren’t for you!
brittany_broski tears are streaming down my face 😭
emmalouisecorrin i am so happy for you and harry
harry_lambert ANGEL BABY
jefezoff little anya already runs the world 👑
kidharpoon this sweetest thing ever
annetwist my granddaughter is so cute ❤️
alessandro_michele congratulations on your little family!
mollyjane_x so sweet
adele a bundle of joy ☺️
niallhoran one of the best things to ever happen
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harrystyles As our daughter grows up, me and my wife Y/N will try to do everything to protect her including speaking out on social media. If you see my family trying to live their private lives, leave them alone and let them be. That includes leaking my wife’s private account and the pictures on it.
They aren’t harming or bothering you. It disgusts me the way fans were spreading Y/N’s private photos everywhere, they were unseen for a reason.
Though I know all my fans are not like that, so I really appreciate the individuals supporting me and my family in this current moment.
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MAY 2021
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updatingstyles Y/N Styles wins the Chairman’s Award in music at The Brits tonight!
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harryfan82 A MAJOR GIRLBOSS
harryfan84 harry looked so proud of her 😭
harryfan81 if i see another “who is she” comment…i will literally commit arson
harryfan83 RIGHT!!!! without y/n harry wouldn’t have released any solo albums
harryfan85 this is so iconic
harryfan87 A MILF
harryfan89 everything she does is 🙏
harryfan88 she won an award for what? i don’t understand
harryfan90 y/n signed harry styles, rihanna, billie eilish, BEYONCÉ, megan thee stallion and stevie nicks to her label…
harryfan92 and that’s not even half of the musicians she signed to columbia records
harryfan94 she is so beautiful
harryfan91 on my knees 😌
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ynharryupdates Y/N REACTING TO HARRY WINNING AN AWARD AT THE BRITS!
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harryfan97 she is seriously the world’s most supportive wife
harryfan99 THIS IS THE CUTEST THING EVER 😭
harryfan102 i want what they have
harryfan98 if this isn’t the sweetest moment to ever witness
harryfan100 you can tell she loves harry so much
harryfan104 i need a y/n in my life
harryfan106 y/n and harry are so supportive of each other 😫
harryfan103 i will forever remember this
harryfan108 you gotta love her
harryfan101 y/n and harry’s reaction made me sob
harryfan105 the way they looked at each other and bursted into smiles
harryfan107 i am having a breakdown
harryfan109 dropped down onto the floor when i saw this
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harryflorals “I just want to say a big thank you to my wife and daughter. They make me a better person and I cannot imagine my life without them. I love my girls!” - Harry accepting his award at The Brits tonight!
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harryfan110 nobody talk to me
harryfan114 I AM SO JEALOUS OF Y/N 😭
harryfan116 i love harry’s wife more than i love harry….
harryfan112 “they make me a better person” crying
harryfan118 he really loves his family
harryfan120 harry’s speech was the cutest thing ever
harryfan117 SOMEBODY SEDATE ME
harryfan122 he’s a major dilf
harryfan124 i can't do this anymore 🙂
harryfan128 don’t know why harry’s with y/n…she’s destroying his reputation, he should divorce her
harryfan121 y/n literally has his baby and runs the label he's under…
harryfan125 harry’s never going to divorce y/n so keep on wishing
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ynstyles brits night!
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harryfan130 SHE POSTED
harryfan133 this was y/n’s night 😌
harrystyles I am so proud of you darling.
ynstyles i love you so much baby! 🤍🤍
harryfan135 my favorite relationship ever 😭
gemmastyles love you guys so much!!!
harryfan131 THE PICTURE OF ANYA AND Y/N!!!!
emmalouisecorrin congratulations on the awards you two
harryfan136 i want y/n’s life so bad
jefezoff parents ❤️
harryfan138 anya is so small 🥺
kidharpoon mrs. watermelon sugar
harryfan134 harry and y/n are the cutest couple to ever live
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harrystyles Brit Awards, May 2021.
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harryfan141 WHY’D HE POST HIS WIFE 😭
harryfan143 i want a husband like harry…y/n is really living the life
ynstyles thanks for letting me steal your award for photos 😘
harrystyles Gladly darling, what’s mine is yours.
harryfan140 THEY ARE SO GODDAMN ADORABLE
pillowpersonpp the most gorgeous woman ever
harryfan144 this is literally the cutest thing ever
stevienicks gotta love young love!
harryfan146 y/n took harry’s award for photos…she’s so me
annetwist so proud of you both ❤️
harryfan148 couples that win awards together stay together
paulithepsm congratulations!!!!
harryfan142 she is so perfect
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NOVEMBER 2021
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pleasing Introducing Pleasing’s owner Y/N Styles. Mrs. Styles with the help of her husband decided to create a brand for all, no matter your gender you can use our products. Our goods consist of skincare to nail polish.
Preorder is available next week.
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harryfan152 WILL BE BUYING
harryfan154 harry and y/n creating a brand together is literal goals
harrystyles Pleasing for all!
ynstyles 🤗🤗🤗
harryfan157 y/n is so hot omg
brittany_broski this is the cause of my death
harryfan150 “with the help of her husband” YEAH YEAH YEAH
harry_lambert so excited!!!
harryfan153 y/n and harry created a brand together…take all my money already
mollyjane_x BEST THING TO EVER HAPPEN
harryfan151 i’m not okay 😭
alessandro_michele ❤️❤️❤️
harryfan155 CRYING AND SCREAMING
annetwist already proud!
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ynstyles pleasing, out soon!
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harryfan167 y/n really said run me my money
harryfan160 I HAVE 5 DOLLARS TAKE IT OR LEAVE IT
harrystyles I love you darling.
ynstyles i love you more bunny!
harryfan162 i’m going to be broke after the pleasing launch 😭
jefezoff ceo queen
harryfan164 harry and y/n styles’ brand 🫶
florencepugh ahhh can’t wait!
harryfan166 THEY HAVE HOODIES TOO?!?!
kaiagerber already love pleasing ❤️
harryfan169 robbing a bank as we speak
harris_reed you are such a girlboss
harryfan163 harry and y/n are the best thing to ever happen to the world
harryfan165 they came when we needed them the most
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2022
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stylesdaily Y/N OUT IN NEW YORK YESTERDAY!
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harryfan170 SHE SLAYED
harryfan177 harry goes home to her…😫
harryfan173 she’s hotter than harry
harryfan177 I AGREE
harryfan175 queen is in new york
harryfan171 going feral for her
harryfan174 I WOULD WRITE ALBUMS ABOUT HER TOO
harryfan176 i love anya’s mother 😌
harryfan179 she’s so gorgeous
harryfan181 harry…count your days
harryfan184 y/n’s married to harry, has his child, is the ceo of a record label…her life is a dream
harryfan180 dropped onto my knees
harryfan182 YES YES YES
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mollyjane_x Just a wife watching her man rehearse.
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harryfan202 jealousy jealousy
harryfan204 SHE’S FLEXING ON US AT THIS POINT 😭
harrystyles I love it.
ynstyles you love the attention
harrystyles You know me so well.
harryfan200 THEY ARE SO CUTE I’M CRYING
pillowpersonpp my tour buddy!
harryfan206 her life is all i want 😫
brittany_broski SERIOUSLY SOBBING
harryfan209 y/n looks so focused…she’s literally me watching harry
kidharpoon harry’s number one supporter ❤️
harryfan207 SHE’S SO IN LOVE WITH HARRY
harry_lambert my favorite tour wife
harryfan201 this is so adorable
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harryflorals HARRY AND Y/N IN NEW YORK TODAY!
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harryfan210 my parents
harryfan217 WHAT THEY HAVE IS ALL I WANT 😭
harryfan213 having a breakdown
harryfan219 i love them so much 😫
harryfan216 harry and y/n are the definition of soulmates
harryfan212 the styles family supremacy
harryfan214 WELCOME HOME CHEATER
harryfan218 she’s getting that dick everyday. she’s getting that dick everyday. she’s getting that dick everyday.
harryfan220 couple goals
harryfan222 literal mom and dad 😌
harryfan224 they remind me of true love
harryfan221 Y/N AND HARRY ARE BESTIES
harryfan226 harry’s literally next to me 🤨
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lloyddddddddddddddddd Y/N hangs out under the stage instead of the crowd. That’s what I call a number one fan.
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harryfan231 she’s so cute
harryfan233 Y/N HANGS OUT UNDER THE STAGE???
harrystyles I love my number one fan.
ynstyles and she loves you! ❤️
harryfan235 sleeping on the highway tonight
florencepugh the most gorgeous!!!
harryfan237 y/n staying under the stage is really so iconic
harris_reed the best girl ever 🤍
harryfan230 NOW I WANT HER LIFE EVEN MORE BADLY 😭
_basselin i just love her
harryfan232 the way harry meets y/n under the stage during his break…
harryfan234 SCREAMING
jefezoff it’s the best spot in the whole venue
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harry_lambert Queen of MSG!
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harryfan302 harry isn’t special…i would write songs about her too
harryfan311 A LITERAL ICON
harrystyles Such a beauty.
ynstyles i love you baby
harryfan308 i am jealous 😭
emmalouisecorrin MY BEST FRIEND
harryfan305 imagine being in y/n’s shoes…i would literally die
alessandro_michele ❤️❤️❤️
harryfan304 i love her so much
florencepugh missing y/n hours!!!
harryfan303 everyone loves her…they really said y/n supremacy
pillowpersonpp love love love
harryfan310 harry’s muse
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harrystyles My girls.
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harryfan330 OMFG
harryfan335 this has me rolling on the floor sobbing 😭
ynstyles We love you daddy!
harrystyles Welllllll I love you both more.
harryfan332 he’s is such an amazing father and husband 😫
gemmastyles cutest family ever ❤️
harryfan339 harry being a major family person is so cute
mitchrowland anya is truly the best company
harryfan333 y/n really is the best mother ever
glenne_azoff the best duo to ever live!!!! 😊
harryfan331 anya = best nepo baby
kidharpoon family family family 🤍
harryfan340 “my girls” sliding down the wall, throwing up, shitting, sobbing
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↳ Index [Chapter 31 - Alpträume]
• Alpträume (German, nightmares)
Warnings: nightmares, talks about trauma & killing, magical rituals, she is all sappy with them, Yoongi is so loved, i fucking can’t anymore, this chapter made me cry so hard istfg, he is so loved!, Yoongi *jumps into lava*, he needs to be fucking stopped, I don’t want him anymore, I do but omfg please STOP MIN YOONGI
Wordcount: 10.9k
a/n: idk what to say anymore i just want them to be happy
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The air is burning you. You can’t breathe. You feel helpless. Alone. Scared. The shadow is staring at you. There in the corner. Its eyes are white. The body is blacker than the night. Unmoving. Stalking. Watching. Observing. 
There.
You feel danger seeping from it. It is not your friend. You feel it.
Stalking. Watching. Observing. 
“Hello?” you call out to it.
The eyes appear and disappear in slow blinks. 
“What do you want from me?” you ask it. 
It disappears only to appear closer to you. 
You can’t move away. It is coming closer and you can’t move away.
“Please leave me alone.”
Blink. Blink. Blink.
“I’m sorry. I’m sorry I didn’t want to kill you”, you sob, “please leave me alone.” 
The shadow disappears and appears right in front of you. 
“No!” you exclaim, pushing at it only to push air instead. You woke up, but still feel as if you are dreaming. You sit up.
Lights turn on. 
“It’s okay, I’m here”, Yoongi says, hurrying to your side inhumanly fast. He places his hands on your arm, looking at you with worried eyes, “I’m here now, love.”
“Yoongi”, you press out, letting out a little sob afterwards. You even press your eyes closed, sinking in on yourself.
“It’s okay, nothing can hurt you anymore”, he whispers, hugging you against his chest. He sways your bodies from side to side, “you’re okay now.”
“I’m not okay, I’m so scared”, you hiccup, shaking in his arms.
“I know, but I’m here now. I’ll keep you safe.”
“I can’t take it anymore. I can’t sleep without having nightmares. I’m so scared.”
“I know love, I know. Fuck princess, I’m so sorry this is happening to you”, he says, cradling you against him tighter. He kisses the crown of your head, resting his cheek on it afterwards, “should I make you dream again? Nice ones about your plants, how does that sound?” he offers.
“No, please don’t make me go back to sleep, please”, you beg him.
“Okay, you don’t have to. Come on, let’s take a walk”, he says, picking you up from bed to carry you out of the room. 
He only sets you down so you can put on your shoes and he can close your coat neatly. He gives you his beanie, pulling it over your ears to keep you warm. 
He was actually on his way out for a quick hunt when he sensed your distress. He realised that he began sensing it ever since a few weeks. It only really works up to a certain distance before it stops, but if you are still close enough to him, he feels a heavy lump of unease in his chest whenever you are in any sort of distress. He hurried back to you the second this lump began to form and arrived just when you woke. The room reeked of fear as he stumbled into it. 
You still smell of it even now, outside and far away from bed. You are clutching him so tightly it feels as if you were scared that he might disappear.
Yoongi has his arm draped around you, keeping you safe.
“Is this real?” you ask him.
“Yes princess, this is real”, he promises you. 
“I woke up so many times lately only to realise that I was still dreaming. I don’t know what’s real anymore.”
“This is real, princess. I’m real”, he takes your hand to place it on his chest. 
You and him stop right under a streetlamp. 
“This lamp is real”, he says, guiding your hand to it. The metal feels cold and wet on your palm, “feel it?”
You nod your head.
“Describe it to me.”
“It’s cold and wet.”
“Good job. Now how many fingers am I holding up”, he says, lifting his hand. There are eight fingers on his hand.
The shadow is behind him.
“No. No. Nononono. Please.”
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“Princess, wake up”, Yoongi’s voice reaches you.
You flinch and wake. The lights are turned on. Yoongi is hovering over you with his hands clasping your face. He is frowning in worry.
“Hey there, hey”, he whispers, wiping your tears away, “I’m here now. You’re safe.”
“Please leave me alone”, you beg, sobbing in pure fear. This isn’t real again. This is just another dream. Any second now and the shadow will appear. “Please, I’m so sorry. Please leave me alone, I’m so sorry.”
“It’s okay, my love. You’re not dreaming anymore.”
“You said that before”, you choke out between sobs, shaking your head weakly.
“But it’s the truth. Trust me.”
You shake your head. 
“Then ask me something. Something only I can know.”
You look at him, sniffling like crazy. 
Yoongi smiles reassuringly, caressing your cheek. 
“Did..did I i-invite you inside instantly?” you know that the real Yoongi will know what you mean by the cryptic question.
“No, you didn’t. You wanted to water your plants, that’s why we were at your place. In the hallway, we quarrelled about whether or not we should attack Alpha and then you pretended not to invite me inside.”
“And then?”
“Well, eventually you did and I ended up pressing you against the door and telling you not to play with me.”
“What did you knee do?”
“It was between your legs.”
“Yoongi”, you press out, eyes filling with relieved tears.
“It’s me, it’s your Yoongi Boongie”, he says softly, wiping your tears away the second they roll down your face.
“My Yoongi Boongie”, you whisper, reaching up to cup his face, “you’re actually here.”
“Yes my princess, I’m here”, he assures you, leaning down to kiss your forehead, “you’re safe now.”
“I’m so, so s-scared”, you stutter, shaking in fear.
“I know, I can smell it. You don’t have to be anymore, I’m keeping you safe.”
Yoongi watches with a heavy heart as you continue to shake. He hurts for you. He doesn’t want you to suffer.
“Should we leave the room for a little? Put some distance between all of this?”
You nod your head, letting him pull you to your feet. He dresses you in one of his hoodies to keep you warm then guides you outside. 
The hallways of Fredrick’s mansion are narrow and long. Darkness hangs in the air and the silence is deafening. You are shivering like crazy, clutching Yoongi as if your life depended on it. The hallways are so dark. This is like in your dream. Dark corridors, silence and shadows waiting to get to you. Panic fills your veins. This is your dream. You are still dreaming.
“No”, you press out, suddenly refusing to move, “no please don’t. No.”
Yoongi, who felt you begin to fight him, turns to you. You are trying to get out of his hold, leaning all of your weight into it.
“No! Leave me alone, please!”
“Hey, my love”, he says, taking your hands, “you’re safe.”
“No, this is- no please”, you beg, fighting him so roughly that he stumbles into you.
“Careful”, he says.
“I don’t want to do this anymore, please. I’m sorry”, you beg. Your eyes are glued to the dark hallway. Any second now and the shadow will appear. Suzy is coming. You can sense it. You fight him harder, stumble away, “please don’t do this, please.”
“___”, he says and cradles your face, tilting it so you are looking at him and only him. His eyes are widened, racing between yours quickly, “look at me.”
“I’m sorry, please believe me.”
“My lovely, hey”, Yoongi gives your cheeks a soft squeeze, “you’re safe and nothing will hurt you right now.”
His voice is loud. Not because he is yelling at you or is in any way angry at you, but because he needs you to hear him. You reek of such intense fear that Yoongi’s stomach twists. He never smelled such dark and sickening anxiety on you.
“She’ll come for me”, you choke out, shaking like crazy.
Yoongi shakes his head vigorously.
“Nobody will come for you. You’re with me now. You’re safe. You’re awake. And I’m here now. Please listen to me, I’m here”, he assures you, pulling your face closer until he can kiss your forehead gently, “I’m here. You’re awake with me.”
You exhale and with it return to him. All it took was that one contact. That one whisper. That one touch. You are with him again. Yoongi can smell it too. You are still anxious and scared but at least you aren’t consumed by it anymore.
“Yoongi”, you choke out, sobbing so quietly it borders a whimper. Like that of a puppy being hurt.
“Talk to me if you can. What’s scary right now?” he speaks gently, running his thumbs back and forth on your temples. No magic is used. He doesn’t need to, because you’ll always be able to find comfort in his presence.
“The, the darkness.”
“Mhm I see. It’s really dark, isn’t it?” he says and kisses the slope of your nose, “we can go back to the room if you want to.”
“No, please don’t make me go back.”
“I won’t, my love. So we’ll continue here, yeah?”
“I’m scared.”
“I know, but I’m here. We just have to go downstairs and to the kitchen and then we’ll have light again. Can you do that?”
“I don’t know”, you move your head so you can look into his eyes. Tears roll down your cheeks, “I’m so scared.”
“Okay, I understand”, he speaks gently, “then close your eyes and let me carry you. I won’t let go.”
You whimper quietly, switching between looking at his left and right eye. You are scared to close them.
“What if, what if she gets me that way?”
“She won’t, trust me. I’m here.”
You hesitate.
“Close your eyes, my love”, he whispers and places his hand on your forehead to run it down your face slowly. Like this, he brushes it over your eyes as well, making them fall closed, “there we go, keep them close. You’re doing so well, princess love”, he praises and runs his hands to your cheeks, “how’s that?”  
“Not scary.”
“Yeah? Good job, love. Keep them closed”, he whispers, listening to the sigh of relief you let out, “I’ll lift you now, okay?”
“Okay”, you breathe, lifting your arms so he can pick you up easier.
You fall into him, hiding your face in the crook of his neck. He smells like Yoongi. He is real. No amount of dark, twisted magic could fool you now. Nothing could recreate the way he smells and how he makes you feel because of it. Safe. Oh so safe. He is real and as long as he is holding you, nobody can get to you.
Yoongi bounces you in his arms twice then his grip on you is secured.
“Let’s go”, he says and carries you through the darkness safely, “just keep them closed, love. I’m right here.”
You aren’t scared, knowing that for as long as you keep your eyes closed, he will make sure that nothing happens to you.
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Fredrick doesn’t keep human food in his kitchen, but ordered his servants to buy stuff for you. Neither he nor his servants are in the kitchen. Yoongi switches the lights on and sits you down on the counter.
He stays close, allowing you to hug him. You are still shaking. Not as much as you did in the hallway, but it is still present.
“Do you want some tea?” he offers, caressing your back.
You nod your head and so Yoongi prepares tea for you while you sit on the counter and try not to cry again. Once the tea is done, he takes you back into his arm, carrying the mug with the other hand. He sits down with you on the rocking chair which Fredrick keeps in one corner of the kitchen. It is made out of rattan and is painted white. Pillows make sitting comfortable and a woollen blanket waits to be used. Yoongi drapes it over your legs, making sure that you are tugged in thoroughly. You are sitting on him sideways. There are three windows with low window sills behind the chair, showing the dark night. Yoongi makes sure to turn the chair in a way so that he would look outside while you could look at the bright kitchen. No darkness will torture you again. Not for as long as he can prevent it.
“There we go”, he says, “here’s your tea.”
“Thanks”, you barely get the word out and accept the mug.
Yoongi doesn’t mind how slowly you move or how quietly you talk, holding you safely and rocking the chair just enough that it feels soothing. You don’t say a lot, but he doesn’t mind. He sits with you in silence, scratching your back and keeping his hand on your knee. You drink the tea slowly, staring at the ground with heavy, sleepy eyes. He knows that you are aching for more sleep, but that fear of another nightmare is keeping you awake. 
You take another sip of the tea, clutching the mug with both hands.
“How is the tea?” he asks you in a soft voice.
“Good. You make the best tea”, you whisper.
Yoongi chuckles, “I sure hope I do”, he says, placing his hand on your thigh to rub it gently.
You exhale loudly, falling into him. Your head is resting on his shoulder, your weight is against his chest.
“I’m so tired”, you confess in a trembling voice.
“I know”, he kisses your forehead, keeping his lips against it afterwards, “just close your eyes and fall asleep, I’ll make sure that you are safe.”
“I don’t want to go back to sleep. It’s so scary.”
“I understand, it’s okay if you don’t want to yet. Just don’t fight it once it happens. I’m right here, yeah?”
You nod your head, snuggling closer to him. He feels so warm and smells so good. It is even stronger now that you are wearing one of his hoodies. It feels like you are getting a double hug from him and that’s the best feeling ever. Especially after such a terrible nightmare.
“I don’t know what to do anymore. Why doesn’t it stop?” you whisper weakly.
“Mhm”, he hums and gives you a little squeeze and a kiss to your forehead, “do you want to describe to me what exactly is happening in those dreams?”
“I don’t know if I can”, you confess, shivering at the mere thought.
“That’s okay, it’s okay”, he soothes those shivers right away, “I was just asking in case they’re not of normal nature.”
“Normal nature?” you gasp, lifting your head in alarm, “w-what do you mean?”
Yoongi frowns in worry then shakes his head.
“Yoongi, tell me. What did you mean by that?” you insist, gripping a bundle of his shirt to shake him softly.
“I don’t know.”
“Please.”
Yoongi sighs in defeat and places his hand over yours, “there were cases where witches manifested a part of their soul in someone’s mind right before their death, so that shall the chance arise and their host becomes mentally weak, they could take over and therefore resurrect again. The hosts spoke of nightmares, night terrors and feelings of losing control over themselves.”
“What?” your voice cracked as you exclaimed the word. Your body is shaking instantly. “Oh god, please no”, you choke out, feeling your eyes tear up painfully.
“Hey”, Yoongi speaks softly and slowly, cupping your cheek, “those cases were very rare and I didn’t say that this is the case with your dreams. They could very well be a trauma reaction.”
“Oh god, oh god I-I think this is happening to me. Yoongi this, this is happening to me.”
“Okay, I hear you, okay”, he says, wiping your tears away, “why do you think it is? Describe it to me if you can.”
“I’m always in, in a long hallway or, or a dark room and I can’t move away and then there is this shadow and it’s coming closer but I can’t move and then there is also Suzy sometimes, but she is bleeding out of her mouth and spits the, the blood at me”, you hiccup, shaking like crazy, “and she calls me a murderer and her voice is so loud and I, I can’t”, you break into tears, head falling against his chest, “I’m a murderer, I can’t take this anymore. Oh god”, you sob loudly.
“I’m right here”, Yoongi whispers, pressing you against him with just enough strength that his promise felt honest, “you’re not a murderer, trust me. What you did was not murder and we will also figure out what your nightmares mean. I promise you.”
“R-really?”
“Yes, really.”
“Thank you”, you choke out, “thank you so much.”
“Don’t. You know that that’s what I do”, he says, rubbing your back until those shivers stop. And you ask yourself why it took you so long to ask him for help.  
That night, you find sleep atop his lap with your head resting against his shoulder and his strong arms cradling you safely. Yoongi rocks your bodies in the rocking chair for an hour after you fell asleep, before he returns to bed with you. He holds you as you slumber, staying awake to make sure that nothing will get to you. No new nightmares torture you until the morning hours.
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Yoongi takes you downstairs once you wake again. The others are sitting by a table, eating breakfast and talking. Fredrick is with them. Fringella isn’t. She is still in Geneva, which was probably best for everyone here.
“Good morning” Jimin says, meeting you and Yoongi after returning from getting his cup of coffee.
“Morning”, you say, rubbing your terribly swollen eyes.
Jimin’s eyes flit to Yoongi.  The latter gives him a nod of his head and a toothless almost invisible smile, one Jimin returns wordlessly before their eye contact breaks again awkwardly.
“I’m getting coffee. Do you want me to get you some tea, love?” Yoongi asks you.
“Yes, that would be lovely. Thank you”, you tell him, “and maybe something to eat?”
“Yes, I’ll get you something. Do you want sweet or savoury?”
“Savoury please.”
“Coming right up.”
Yoongi leaves for the kitchen afterwards, leaving you with Jimin. Fredrick is currently in the kitchen, frying eggs. He greets Yoongi with a smile.
“I’m cooking food for your human”, he says.
“You’re burning eggs, that’s what you’re doing”, Yoongi says, “give that to me, you’re wasting food”, he says and snatches the spatula away from him.
“You’re cruel, old friend”, Fredrick jokes and then turns so he could talk to him. He lowers his voice, “tell me, there’s someone inside her head isn’t there?” he whispers so only Yoongi can hear. The latter sneaks a glance at him and opens his mouth to talk.
Jimin studies you from head to toe. You look at him.
“Come. Tae left you a seat next to him”, he says, walking next to you, “what’s up with you? Did you have a nightmare again?”
“Yes. Is it that obvious?”
“No, but I was awake when you and Yoongi left the room. I heard you talk about it.”
“Oh. Uhm”, you touch the side of your neck.
“It’s alright, I’m not going to tell the others.”
You sneak a glance at him. Jimin tries to ignore how flabbergasted you look because of it.
“Thank...you?” you almost ask the sentence.
“Yeah, sure”, he murmurs and then you have already arrived by the table and the others are busy wishing you a good morning.
You sit down on the chair Taehyung prepared next to him and accept the sweet kiss he places on your cheek. A few minutes later, Yoongi returns with breakfast, sitting down opposite of you, next to Jungkook. The others greet him happily which he returns with a little nod of his head. Fredrick sits down at the end of the table, lifting a glass of blood to his lips. He keeps staring at you, trying to figure out the true dynamic of your group. He thinks that Yoongi did something to his head. Whenever he tries to make sense of who you are to Yoongi, his head hurts. He doesn’t want to ask his old friend, because he knows that if he did something it was for the best.
“We were just talking, hyung”, Hoseok says, “that it feels really good to have such a nice morning together. Wouldn’t you agree?”
“Mhm yeah”, Yoongi says, nodding his head before he sneaks a little glance at Jimin, “it’s nice.”
“Also did you hear already?” Seokjin says, “Namjoon’s supposed to have been sighted around an hour from here. Somewhere in an old factory again. He seems to love factories.”
“Really?”
“Yes, my contacts saw him”, Fredrick says.
“Well fuck”, Yoongi lets out and touches the bridge of his own nose, “doesn’t matter. Let him run, we have to be somewhere else today.”
“What?!” they all exclaim with widened eyes.
“But he’s less than an hour from here. We could end it, today”, Emma says.
Yoongi shakes his head, “not today. We have to drive back to Meredith”, he says, looking at you.
You gulp, feeling numb in fear. Why would he take you back there? He knows exactly how guilty this place makes you feel.
“Why?” Hoseok asks.
“Yes, why?” Taehyung agrees, placing his hand on your thigh under the table. You reek of fear and he knows that it is because of what Yoongi just told you.
“Because I have a feeling that Suzy Dream Jumped.”
“What?” Taehyung’s grip tightens on your thigh, “are you certain? You are aware of what that means, don’t you?”
Yoongi nods his head, jaw tightening.
“Did this bitch even know how to do that?” Jimin asks, looking just as worried.
“I don’t know, that’s why we have to go back to Meredith.”
“What’s Dream Jumping?” Hoseok asks, speaking what the rest was thinking. Everyone except you, because you currently feel like fainting in fear.
“It is a survival technique some witches use to escape death”, Taehyung explains.
“Okay?” Hoseok cocks his eyebrow up, “now again with more details, please.”
“You see”, Taehyung begins, “there are two seconds before a witch dies where she can transfer parts of her consciousness into a human host and if that host shows mental weakness, she can use that moment to take over and therefore become alive again while the hosts’ consciousness dies”, he explains.
“So why is it called Dream Jumping?”
“Because they hide in dreams so vampires can’t detect them through mind reading.”
“I see. Yo, what the hell?” Hoseok shivers, “this just gave me goosebumps, look”, he says, showing off the erect hair on his arm, “this is freaking scary.”
“Yes it is”, Taehyung agrees then looks at Yoongi, draping his arm over your shoulder, “so I truly hope that this is just an assumption by you. If Suzy Dream Jumped into ___, she could be in grave danger.”
“I know. It’s just a gist for now, but I better be safe then fucking sorry”, Yoongi says, eyes running over your face, “hey princess”, he reaches over the table to take your hand, “everything is gonna be alright, I’m right here.”
Fredrick widens his eyes at the view. Now that explains why he heard Yoongi make sounds like an animal in heat a few days ago. And why he keeps getting headaches. He stays silent, but internally he is screaming and jumping in joy for his Sire.
“You said that it was really rare. Last night”, you say, “did, did you lie to m-me?”
“It is really rare. Only a handful of witches actually managed to do it. I didn’t lie, but I can’t be certain for sure.”
“Oh god”, you whisper, lowering your head weakly, “fuck.”
The vampires exchange a worried look with each other.
“It is going to be alright, trust us”, Taehyung says, rubbing your arm soothingly, “I won’t let anything happen to you and neither will the others.”
“Yeah totally”, Hoseok agrees, “while I still have no idea how Dream Jumping should work, I won’t let that weirdo witch jump into you. No way.”
“Besides, as long as you’re wearing that”, Jimin grabs your wrist and lifts your hand to reveal your ring, “you should be safe. Even if she managed to transfer her bitchy self into you, she won’t get through the barrier the ring’s magic made around your mind.”
“Indeed! This is a very good observation, Jimin. I didn’t even think of that”, Taehyung says, nodding his head vigorously, “this would explain why you keep having nightmares. She is trying to break through the barrier, but can’t.”
“Yeah totally. She’s probably trying to scare you into breaking it yourself”, Jimin agrees.
“Indeed”, Taehyung says and squeezes your hand, “did you hear that, my sweetest? The ring is protecting your mind for now.”
“Are you sure that it is?”
“Yes, I am very certain. What do you say, Yoongi?”
Yoongi takes your hand, running his thumb over your ring.
“Yeah, that’s right”, he observes, nodding his head, “depending on what magic it was laced with, it can protect her from witch magic as well. It’s a ring for mind protection after all.”
“And is it such a ring?” you ask him.
“I told Meredith to put the strongest spell on it. Yes, it’s gonna protect you and Jimin’s theory is very likely”, he assures you and places your hand on the table gently before pulling away to take out his phone instead, “we shouldn’t trust in it blindly however. Who knows what kinda fucked up tricks Suzy has up her sleeves.”
“I agree with you, but for now we can rest assured that ___ is safe. Right?” Taehyung makes sure, caressing the back of your head soothingly as he speaks.
Yoongi studies your fear filled face, eyes softening reassuringly and lips curling into an honest smile.
“Yes, we can rest assured”, he says.
“Did you hear that, my darling? You will be safe for now until we talked to Meredith”, Taehyung says, giving you a little shake before leaning down to kiss your forehead.
“Now excuse me, I’m gonna call Meredith”, Yoongi says, getting up to hurry outside.
“I’m sorry guys”, you whisper.
“For what?” Emma asks.
“Just for…being so much.”
“You are not, stop talking shit”, Seokjin assures you, “we’ll beat that weirdo witch.”
“Witch bitch is a better name for her”, Jimin murmurs, making Hoseok chuckle and Jungkook smile.
“Good one”, the latter murmurs before he reaches over the table to push the cup of tea closer to you, “drink, it’ll do you good and we have to make sure that you stay awake for now.”
“Yes okay, that’s a good idea. She can only get me in my dreams. Right?” you ask, looking at Taehyung for help.
“Yes, that is correct”, he gives you a reassuring smile, brushing the back of his hand over your cheek, “and she didn’t manage to do so yet. Which means you are very strong. Don’t worry, you will be safe.”
“I really hope that you are right.”
“I am. Trust me”, Taehyung says, giving you a reassuring smile.
Yoongi returns, sitting down wordlessly.
“And?” you ask him.
“She’ll prepare everything”, Yoongi says, “we’ll leave after you guys had breakfast. You gotta have to hunt him without us, Fredrick.”
“It’s alright, old friend. I will give you updates once I know more.”
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Fredrick offers Yoongi his ring before you leave. You are all in the cars already, so you don’t witness it.
“What are you doing?” Yoongi asks.
“I figured you out. Do what you must to keep her safe”, Fredrick says.
Yoongi stays silent in flabbergasted shock, shifting his eyes to the car in which you are waiting for him.
Fredrick places his hand on Yoongi’s shoulder.
“I am truly happy for you, my friend”, he says.
Yoongi doesn’t look into his eyes, because he can’t.
“I knew that keeping an eye on you as you stubbornly dried out would pay off.”
“What?” Yoongi lets out, looking into Fredrick’s eyes, “what did you do?”
Fredrick smiles without showing his teeth.
“You didn’t think that I would let my friend dry out without protection, did you?”
Yoongi looks away and bites down on his tongue. This is a confession he thought to never hear. He thought that he was all alone as the decades became centuries and later millennia and yet all this time, Fredrick kept a careful eye on him.
The latter nudges his shoulder, doing it so roughly that Yoongi stumbles back. Perhaps however he stumbled back because he was overwhelmed by his confession and therefore lost all his strength. If only for a few seconds.
“I’m happy for you, Yoongi. Perhaps she will finally make you see that our curse is actually a blessing because it made you live long enough to meet her.”
Yoongi shifts his eyes to Fredrick. They are glassy.
“Now do what you must. I carry no anger for you”, Fredrick says.
Yoongi steps closer. Fredrick readies himself with a content smile. Yoongi’s hand touches the back of his neck. Fredrick knows that it is for the best. He has no resentment for his Sire in his heart. Yoongi pulls him closer and against his chest. Fredrick stumbles with a gasp of surprise leaving him. One second. Another. A third.
“Don’t die today”, Yoongi says and gives Fredrick a pat on the back. He breaks the hug and slides the ring back onto Fredrick’s finger. “Keep that on. You’re vulnerable without it.”
“Yoongi”, Fredrick breathes, looking into Yoongi’s glassy eyes, “I don’t understand.”
“Hm”, Yoongi hums and gives Fredrick’s arm a soft pat, “I’ll text you once we know more about her condition.”
“Yes, uh, yes of course.”
“I’ll see you, Fred”, Yoongi says and turns to leave.
Fredrick touches his own chest where once his heart beat. He finds no words to speak until Yoongi has already gotten into the car and driven off. He runs his finger over the ring on his hand. Seconds later there is a tear running down his cheek and a smile on his face. He won’t tell anyone about what happened today, but he will cherish it in his heart until the day he draws his last breath.
The cars take a turn and disappear from his vision. Fredrick lifts his hand and waves.
“Farewell, my friend. I had a good life because of you, it’s your turn now”, he says and lowers his hand. He lets out a deep breath and turns. There are monsters to hunt and he needs to gather his people.
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Meredith and Jelena are waiting in front of their house as you roll into their driveway. They wave their hands at you, wearing long coats to keep out the chilly air. Even here, so far south, the weather is getting colder.
Taehyung opens the door for you and helps you outside by holding your hand. He keeps holding it afterwards.
“Yoongi dear”, Meredith greets the Creator, hurrying to him with open arms, “who would have thought that we’d see each other again in this decade”, she says.
“Hey Meredith”, he greets her, placing his hands on her shoulders to kiss her cheeks each. She initiated it and he accepted it. “Thank you for agreeing to help us”, he says.
“Yes of course, it’s the least we can do after what we put you through”, she says then turns to you, “hello ___.”
“Hello”, you whisper, clutching Taehyung’s arm painfully tight. You are so nervous and scared that you want to throw up.
Meredith runs her eyes over your body and smiles, placing her hand on your arm.
“I’m sure that you have many questions.”
“Yoongi explained it to me in the car.”
“Of course he did. You can’t ever stop being a teacher, can you Min Yoongi?”
Yoongi scoffs, crossing his arms in front of his chest. Meredith snickers because of it.
“Now, now come in. Come in. It’s getting chilly out here, doesn’t it?” she says, tugging at your arm gently to get you moving.
The others follow close by. Jelena claims the spot next to Yoongi.
“I missed you”, she says with a flirty gleam in her eyes.
Yoongi sneaks a glance her way, studying her from head to toe.
“It’s good to see you too, Jelena”, he says, turning his attention to Meredith, “did you prepare the spell like I asked you to?”
“Yes. Everything is as it is supposed to be. Do you really think that Suzy Dream Jumped?”
“I think she did.”
“Well, that’s just terrible. Don’t worry, we’ll get her out of ___.”
“Good. I hope you do”, Yoongi says, reaching for your hand instinctively. His fingertips are cold, letting you know that he was affected by his emotions.
Meredith reaches out for him, touching his upper arm in a sisterly caress.
“Don’t worry, Yoongi. I can help her”, she assures him.
“Mhm”, he lets out and she knows that this is all she will get from him. She is okay with that.
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The witches prepared the spell in the shed. Dragana and Lea are already working on the finishing touches, welcoming you with open arms.
“I’m so happy to have you back. Meredith told us everything”, Dragana says, holding your hands.
“I never liked Suzy. She always felt wrong”, Lea says, pursing her lips.
“We can be angry at her later, Lea. First we have to get her out of ___”, Meredith says, hurrying to the table.
“Of course. Everything’s ready. All we need now is an anchor”, Lea says.
“I’ll be the anchor”, Yoongi says, shrugging off his jacket and rolling up his sleeves.
“Are you sure? You know that you could end up in a lot of pain if it goes wrong”, Lea says, eyeing him with worry.
“I know what could happen”, Yoongi says confidently, “but you’re not gonna fail. You know what you’re doing.”
Lea looks to the side as Yoongi’s praise flustered her.
“Exactly. We’re going to help”, Meredith says, stepping closer to you, “you have to take off your ring for the spell to work”, she says.
“Ah yeah, sure”, you say, shrugging it off and placing it in her palm. She hands you a white crystal in its stead.
“What’s that?”
“A crystal which will capture one’s soul. We will send you and Yoongi into a magical sleep where you will enter your dreams. You will have to find Suzy and make her touch you.”
“But won’t that make her have power over me?”
“That’s where I’ll step in”, Yoongi says, “once Suzy made contact with you, she is showing herself to anyone in your mind. I can grab her and keep her from fleeing while you capture her in the crystal.”
“I understand. It doesn’t sound as difficult as I thought it would be.”
“The most difficult part will be to stay strong”, Meredith says, “you have to be stronger than your fear.”
“I can do that. I’ll have Yoongi with me”, you hold his hand, “and I’ll have all of you waiting for me. I’m not scared anymore.”
Meredith nods her head in understanding, carrying fondness in her emerald eyes.
“When can we start?” you ask.
“Right now if you are ready.”
“I am. Just one minute please”, you say and hurry to the others.
They look at you with curiosity.
“Just in case it fails and this is the last time I will ever see you. I love every single one of you with my entire heart. You guys made me realise that I wasn’t destined to be a lonely, friendless loser and I seriously hope that you will find the greatest happiness on earth”, you say, tearing up.
You step closer to Taehyung, cupping his cheeks.
“Tae, I’m so happy that you approached me. You introduced me to the world I’m supposed to be in and I won’t ever stop being grateful for it. So thank you, I was able to find my family because of you.”
“I love you, my darling”, Taehyung says, kissing you with trembling lips, “please come back to me.”
“I will”, you whisper, stealing one last kiss before moving on to Jimin.
He glances at you shyly.
“Your days will be brighter from now on. I hope that you can learn how to heal and to be happy again”, you say.
“Damn”, he whispers, looking to the side, “thanks uhm, if you die I promise to be a worthy friend to Tae.”
“Good. That’s all I want from you. Thank you Jimin”, you say, moving on to Seokjin. “Jinnie”, you bury your face in his broad chest, “thank you for making me laugh and for telling me when I acted shitty. You are the bestest family I ever had”, you say, squeezing him tightly.
Seokjin chuckles, rubbing your back, “I love you”, he says, “I know that you’ll come back.”
You and him exchange a fond and loving smile, before you move on to Emma. She hugs you, kissing your cheek.
“You’ll come back. I’m sure of it”, she whispers.
“Thank you, Emma. I always wanted to have a girl friend and you are the best I could have asked for”, you whisper, making her kiss your cheek a second time.
You turn to Hoseok after giving her a smile one last time.
“Hob-oh?” you get out and then Hoseok has you against his chest, hugging you tightly.
“I love you”, he gets out, “please don’t die. You’re my family.”
“You’re my family too, Hobi and I love you. God, I was so lucky to have met you. Truly”, you mumble into his chest, spilling tears because it hurts to think about the possibility that you could disappear today.
You break the hug after a moment, not daring to look into each other’s eyes in fear of tearing up again.
It doesn’t help that Jungkook is crying miserably once you turn to him. Eyes barely open and nose snotty, he falls around your neck in a tight hug.
“Please don’t, don’t leave”, he begs, “please don’t go, please.”
“I’m not going anywhere, Kookie baby”, you promise him, running your fingers through his hair.
“I don’t wanna loose you, please.”
“You won’t”, you whisper, stepping away to cup his cheeks. You wipe his tears softly, “I’m so proud of you, Kookie. You are one of the most remarkable people I ever had the honour to meet and I’m so fucking glad that you didn’t die back then.”
“Oh god, don’t say that”, Jungkook sobs and wails, falling around Hoseok’s neck to cry miserably.
“Take care of him, yeah?” you say, rubbing Jungkook’s back.
“I will”, Hoseok promises and nudges Jungkook, “hey JK don’t cry, she’ll come back to us.”
With an exhale on your lips, you turn to Yoongi and the witches.
“Sorry. I just had to say goodbye. Just in case.”
“It’s okay. We understand”, Meredith assures you, “are you ready?”
“Yes”, you say, stepping into the circle of magical barrier with Yoongi.
Jelena seals it while you and Yoongi sit down.
You take his hands.
“You know that if I started to tell you all the things I feel for you, we would be here until tomorrow, so I’m just gonna tell you that I love you and that I can’t wait to kiss you again and to dance in the greenhouse and, and hug in the sitting room and-”
Yoongi interrupts you with a gentle kiss. You exhale shakily, closing your eyes. He breaks the kiss, running his thumb over your lips as his soft eyes gaze at you.
“Tell me once we’re awake, yeah?” he whispers.
“Yeah, good idea”, you sniffle and laugh, “god, I wanted to start again.”
“It’s okay. I love you too, my most loved”, he says, giving you a smile to treasure forever.
“Oh my god, Yoongi you-”
“Hush, concentrate”, he says in a chuckle.
“Yeah, yeah right. Sorry. Concentrate”, you say and turn to Meredith, “now I’m ready.”
“Good. I need you both to lie down.”
You follow.
“Hold hands at all times to keep the connection. We will begin chanting the spell and you will start to feel sleepy. Remember to stay focused in there and everything will be fine.”
“Okay, I got it”, you say, clutching the crystal in your hand while Yoongi clutches your hand, “I’m ready.”
You close your eyes and as the witches begin to chant, darkness begins to creep up on you more and more.
The lights flicker above your head. Your shoes are soaked in blood. You feel tight in the chest within a second, instinctively reaching to your side for Yoongi only to grab air. 
“Yoongi?” you gasp. 
He isn’t here. You are all alone. 
“Yoongi, where are you?”
Did the spell not work? Did something go wrong? Why is he not with you? What happened? Do the others know that something is wrong? Is this supposed to happen? 
You begin shaking, feeling sick in fear. You are all alone again. Alone in this awful place. And now you can’t even flee from it by waking up because this sleep isn't natural. They don’t know that Yoongi isn't here and that the spell didn’t work. And now Suzy will get you and touch you and take over. Holy fuck. You are so scared. So, so scared. You tighten your shaking hands into fists. Something hard hinders your fingers from closing. 
“Huh?”
The crystal. You took it with you into this dream. But if it came with you, does that mean that Yoongi is also here? Hiding somewhere so Suzy doesn’t suspect his presence?
This must be it. You aren’t alone. You have to be brave. 
You break away from the spot, stumbling at first because you never took a step in here. Walking is difficult as the blood is rising more and more. But you can’t stop. You have to continue. Even if the darkness is blinding and the smell of death makes you dizzy. You have to continue.
You reach the door, which you always saw and never dared to go to. It opens easily. Too easily. You stumble into the room and scream in terror as the door slams closed behind you.
“Motherfu-”
No way. It disappears right in front of your eyes. 
“Okay, what?”
The lights turn off. You scream again because it was genuinely scary. All of it. It is so goddamn scary. You clutch the crystal until your palm aches. Please let this be the last room you have to be in. You hate being here so much.
A small light bulb over your head flickers to life. The floors and walls are soaked in blood. You are so scared instantly, but try not to show it. You have to stay strong.
The whispers begin. The cold begins to surround you. Fog kisses your feet. Black and wet. It begins. She is close now.
“I’m not scared of you”, you call into the dark, flinching when a deafening screech answers you.
Suzy jumps out of the darkness.
“Murderer”, she spits, “there you are. You murderer.”
“I’m not scared of, of you”, you force out the words. You are so scared that you want to cry, but you have to stay strong. This is the only way. Oh, how you hope that the spell didn’t go wrong. You don’t want to die.
“Murderer. Look at you. You murderer”, she hisses and comes closer, “murderer! Murderer! Murderer!” she begins to scream and it would have broken you on other days. But not today. You have to be stronger than her. You have to make her touch you.
“You, you deserved to die”, you stutter, hoping that this is enough to provoke her.
Her face contorts in anger. Raw and maniac anger.
“How dare you!” she screeches, reaching for your shoulders. Her touch is piercing and cold, hurting you.
“Ah”, you let out, knees buckling under the weight.
Finally.
The contact has been made. You feel dizzy. Your vision is blurry. Suzy is trying to take over. The time has come.
Strong hands wrap around her wrists. Yoongi appears out of the shadows and steps right in front of you, pushing her away from you as his fingers almost break her wrist from how tightly he is gripping her.
“Leave her alone”, he hisses.
“You?” she gasps, “you, you are not supposed to be here.”
“It’s over, Suzy”, Yoongi spits.
“No! No you are not supposed to be here! She is mine! She is mine!” she screams, fighting him as best as possible. She is trying to flee again. Hide back in the shadows. But Yoongi doesn’t let her, keeping her hostage.
“___ now”, Yoongi orders you.
You lift the crystal.
“No! Where did you get this from? No! She is mine! I’m not dying yet! I’m not leaving!” she screeches, writhing in Yoongi’s grip.
The crystal is filling the room with bright white light. Suzy dissolves more and more as her essence gets sucked into the crystal.
“No! Don’t do this! I don’t want to die! Why would you do this to me?”
“You did this to yourself. Leave ___ alone”, Yoongi hisses, “___ don’t listen to her, keep going.”
“You are monsters! All of you! I curse you! I hope you die! Die!” she screeches her last words and disappears.
The room begins shaking instantly, the walls and ceilings break more and more. You can barely stand, stumbling from side to side.
“What’s happening? Oh god, what’s happening?”
Yoongi twists around and pulls you against his chest, shielding your head from falling stones with his hands.
“It’s okay. I’m here. Close your eyes, princess. It’s done”, he assures you, protecting you from the crumbling world around you until you stand on nothing more than one small tile.
“What’s happening?” you ask him, lifting your head.
“It’s over”, he says, pressing your head back against his chest, “hold onto me. We’re waking up.”
“We are- ah!” you scream as the tile crumbles underneath you and you fall into endless nothingness.
You wake up with a flinch, sitting up instantly.
“___!” Jungkook calls out, “you’re back!”
He tries to cross the circle only to be stopped by Taehyung with a firm hand on his chest.
“You don’t know if it worked”, he says, “maybe it is Suzy we are talking to.”
“No”, Jungkook shakes his head, “no, don’t say that. I-I’m sure it worked.”
“___?” Seokjin calls your name.
You turn your head into his direction.
“Jinnie?”
“Hey, it’s us. Did it work?”
“I think it did”, you say, looking at Meredith for help, “did it work?”
Yoongi wakes up, gasping as if he fell on his back and is now fighting for air. He sits up quickly.
“My love”, you gasp, touching his arm, “are you okay?”
“Yeah”, he croaks, “fuck, I hate Dream Jumping”, he murmurs, rubbing his temples, “my head’s killing me.”
“Oh no, my love”, you caress his forehead, “are you okay?”
“I’ll heal, don’t worry”, he assures you.
“Yoongi, did it work?” Meredith asks, eyeing you with suspicion.
You don’t blame her.
“Princess, show her the crystal”, Yoongi says.
You stand up, walking to the edge of the circle. You open your palm, revealing the now black crystal to the others.
“It worked”, Taehyung gasps, “my darling, it’s really you.”
“It is”, you say.
Meredith picks up the crystal, inspecting it, “she is telling the truth. I can sense Suzy’s essence in this crystal. You actually did it.”
“Darling”, Taehyung croaks, crossing the circle and breaking it that way, “oh my darling, you are back”, he says, lifting you off the ground to cradle you against his chest, “I was so worried that you wouldn’t make it.”
“I told you, you can’t get rid of me that easily”, you joke, making him laugh.
It is filled with relief and fondness.
Taehyung lifts his head, showing you his blinding smile, “I love you, my darling.”
“I love you too, my darling”, you answer him, caressing his cheeks.
You exchange a kiss. It is filled with sweetness and the comforting feeling of being free. He sets you down afterwards, making way for the others to welcome you back. Like always, they take you into a tight group hug, jumping in a circle with you as they call your name over and over again. It makes you laugh wholeheartedly.
Jimin steps closer once you stopped hugging. You and him exchange a look.
“I’m glad you’re back”, he says, reaching out to shake your hand. His gesture makes you chuckle.
“Thank you, Jimin”, you say, giving his hand a little squeeze.
He hides behind Taehyung afterwards, looking nervous.
Yoongi touches your lower back. You turn to him.
“I’m so proud of you”, he says, “you were so brave in there.”
“I was only brave because I knew that you were with me.”
He smiles fondly, flustering when you kiss his cheek softly.
“Thank you, Yoongi. I couldn’t have done it without you.”
He lowers his eyes shyly, touching the side of his neck.
Hoseok nudges your arm, calling your attention. He is grinning boyishly.
“Your emotional goodbye was totally for nothing. Wah ___ you’re such a sap”, he teases, earning himself a little pinch to his tummy.
“Meanie”, you pout, clicking your tongue, “I still stand by it. I would have never forgiven myself if I didn’t tell you guys that I love you.”
“Awww you’re so sweet. We love you too”, Hoseok coos and drapes his arm over your shoulder, “I’m so happy that you didn’t die. Seriously.”
“Yeah, me too”, you agree.
“You know what this begs for?” Taehyung asks.
“What?”
“Wine and dance. We should celebrate tonight. What say you?” he suggests, turning to the witches, “are you in the mood for celebrations?”
“Yes, oh I haven’t had a good party in decades.”
“Wonderful. Let’s celebrate. Shall we?”
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The festivities will last into the longest hours of the night. Food will be shared, wine will be plenty and laughter merry. You dance with the others until your feet hurt and sing until your voices are weak. Jelena asks Yoongi for one dance late into the night when he was already a little tipsy. He said yes and danced with her while you were lost in a kiss with Taehyung. Speaking of Taehyung. He danced with Jimin for hours and they laughed and hugged and joked and it was beautiful to see. You also had a long conversation with the witches about Suzy. None of them were angry at you. They all would have done the same. Everyone except Meredith, who you didn’t have the chance to talk to yet.
The latter joins you in the living room once the celebrations have calmed down. They all went to sleep already, but you can’t quite find tiredness yet.  
Meredith sits down next to you with a sigh. She runs her eyes up and down your body, then leans closer to you. She takes your hand, placing a mug of tea in it seconds later. It feels warm on your skin, making you lift your eyes.
“How are you feeling, dear?” she asks you.
“Drunk, but otherwise fine”, you tell her.
“That’s good to hear. You will sleep very well tonight, I promise you”, she says, relaxing back into her armchair with a loud sigh. She studies your fumbling fingers and the way your eyes are gleaming in nervousness, “what is it, dear?” she asks you.
“I’m sorry”, you whisper the words, “for what I did to Suzy. I know you must be so angry at me.”
“What?” Meredith laughs loudly and wholeheartedly, “oh my dear, no”, she says, shaking her head, “I am not angry at you.”
“What? Really?” you gasp, widening your eyes because you couldn’t believe your ears.
“Suzy was no witch of mine once she revealed her true intentions. I was tricked by her, just as much as you were and I must confess that I carry a lot of guilt in me for accepting her and the others into my coven.”
“Really?”
“Yes. Yoongi is one of my dearest friends and the vampires of this coast are my friends as well. Suzy almost killed them and you did what was necessary to prevent it.”
“I don’t know what to say. I thought that you would be so angry at me.”
“I was at first, until Yoongi explained to me what happened. I feel sad because I spent many years with Suzy and losing her still hurts despite her wickedness, but I’m not angry at you.”
“I’m sorry for killing her. I didn’t want to do that to her.”
“I know and I forgive you. I would have done the same”, she says, reaching out to take your hand.
You lower your head, releasing a shaky breath and with it a million pounds of burden on your chest.
“Thank you” you whisper, exhaling again because breathing finally feels easy again.
“Now drink, dear. I used the last of this season’s lavender for this tea”, she says with sisterly warmth in her voice.
“I will drink it deliciously. Thank you”, you say, enjoying the taste of the tea to the fullest. This is exactly what you needed after such a fun night.
A gentle knock on the door makes you turn your heads. Yoongi is standing in the doorway, swaying from side to side just slightly. His eyes are widened cutely, focused on you.
“Hey there”, you say, feeling fuzzy in your chest instantly. He is so pretty.
“Hey”, he says, waddling into the lights, “I figured that I’ll find you here”, he says, rubbing his tummy. 
“You did?”
“No, I lied”, he sniffles, rubbing his nose with his little fist, “I used my nose. You smell so good.”
“Oh?” your face feels hot instantly. Public compliments. What a nice surprise. One that flusters you immensely.
“Ye”, he nods his head and grins without showing his teeth. He sways a little, rubbing his tummy again. 
“Are you still gonna take long?” he asks. 
“Why?”
He shrugs his shoulders, “just so. Wanna take a walk by the beach?”
“Now? But it’s really late.”
He huffs out air and pouts, “you’s mean”, he mumbles, turning away from you to leave. 
“Yoongi, wait”, you call out, making him stop and turn. You stumble to your feet, hurrying to him even if the alcohol makes you dizzy. You catch yourself by holding onto his arms. He reaches for your hands instantly, holding them tightly.
“I’d love to take a walk”, you say.
“Okay. Let’s go”, he says, tugging at your hand gently, “the sun’s rising, you gotta see it.”
“Yeah? I gotta see?”
“Mh-hm yeah. Wanna show you”, he says, making you smile. He is so drunk. It’s so cute.
You were on your way outside the room as you talked, only to get stopped by Meredith calling Yoongi’s name.
“What?” he asks, looking at her with glazed over eyes. 
“I’m happy for you”, she says, “you deserve to feel this way.”
He flusters, but hides it well with the help of the alcohol. 
“Thanks. It’s all I wanted”, he says.
“I know”, she says and smiles. 
He retorts it. 
“Thanks for being my friend”, he says and flusters her so greatly that she can’t find an answer in time before he leaves the room with you. 
Meredith, who watched her old friend reach for a person’s hand for the first time since she met him and who listened to his voice become so incredibly soft in emotion, feels a sense of happiness as she watches him leave. He always did so much without expecting anything in return. Without his help, the coast and its mountains would still be at war. Without his help, Meredith and her coven could have never learned as much as they did. And without his help and gentle words, she would have given up on many occasions. Truly, Yoongi did so much without expecting anything in return, so to see him find happiness fills Meredith with a sense of comfort. Her friend will be alright and he will be happy. That is a nice thing to know.
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The beach is empty. The ocean is calm. Dawn is kissing the mountains, allowing you to see enough not to fall over random rocks. Yoongi guides the way, but stumbles way too many times. It makes you laugh every single time because he makes the funniest faces as he fights gravity. He is so adorable.
The beach closest to the water is made up of coarse gravel and rocks of apple size. Walking is a little easier than climbing over the rocks was, but it is still terribly difficult. You are both so drunk.
“It’s so nice here”, you say.
“Yeah.”
“You were right, it was a good idea to take a walk”, you say, sighing happily.
“Yeah I know.”
“Today was so eventful. I still can’t believe that I had the soul of a dead witch living inside me.”
“She’s gone now.”
“I know, thank god”, you sneak a glance at him, “thank you for coming with me. I would have been so scared otherwise.”
“I’d do anything for you”, he says, making your heart flutter. He skips over a rock, swinging your hands back and forth, “you were really brave. You’re so amazing.”
“Yoongi, you are so sweet. What the hell?” you gasp.
Yoongi looks at you with the biggest heart eyes ever and trips over an especially big rock. He widens his eyes comically big, “oh oops”, he gasps and stumbles, tugging at your hand as he tries to catch his balance.
“Careful”, you say in a giggle, tugging at his arm to get him back up, “you’re gonna hurt yourself.”
“I’m okay”, he says, catching himself, “I’m okay, totally okay. Is just that the rock’s slippery.”
You snicker, “you are so wasted.”
“Tch”, he pouts, kicking a stone gently, “the wine’s good, I couldn’t help myself”, he mumbles.
“Don’t worry, I think it’s cute that you are”, you assure him, “it’s still remarkable to me that you guys can even get drunk in the first place.”
“It’s because it’s the witches’ wine. They have magic in there.”
“Aaah I see, it makes sense”, you study his flushed face, “didn’t you drink an entire barrel of it though?”
“Why is that important?”
“I’m just saying, maybe you’re just wasted ‘cause you drank too much.”
Yoongi huffs out air and pouts, making you giggle.
“I’m just saying.”
“Well, whatever. I can still drink more than you”, you mumbles.
“Hah”, you scoff, widening your eyes, “I didn’t know that this was a competition”, you say in a chuckle.
Yoongi grins boyishly, fluttering his lashes at you. He is being playful right now.
“Tch, you’re so silly sometimes”, you murmur and stop, turning your attention to the ocean. You are drawing hearts on his hand with your thumb as you do.
Yoongi turns to the ocean as well, feeling for his face’s temperature by pressing the back of his hand to his cheek. He feels as if he is burning up.
“The ocean’s so endless”, you say.
“Yeah right. It ends though. Somewhere it ends. Everything does.”
“Yeah, but at its end there will be new land and so many new opportunities and chances at adventure. One thing may have ended, but that doesn’t mean that there won’t come anything after that.”
Yoongi turns his head, running his eyes over your face. 
“What?” you ask him.
“Nothing”, he whispers, shifting his eyes back to the ocean, “something new”, he whispers, lips curling into a comforted smile. He inhales deeply, squeezing your hand. 
You shift your gaze back to the ocean, enjoying the endlessness of it. The smallest flickers of reds can be seen in it, announcing the rising sun. You are a little sad that you won’t see it rise over the ocean, but it is okay in the end. Just standing here and looking out into endless water with Yoongi by your side feels fulfilling enough.
“You’re my land”, Yoongi says.
“I’m sorry?” you gasp, looking at him with bated breath.
“You’re…my land”, he hesitated shyly at first but then continued with a confident nod of his head. 
“I am?” you say, feeling your heart race like crazy. 
He nods his head, furrowing his brows in determination. 
“My love”, you whisper, eyes filling with tears, “my love, I don’t know what to say.”
“Is okay. Don’t say anything”, he assures you, gesturing at the ocean, “I’ll dedicate myself to knowing you. Is what you do with new land, don’t you? I wanna know you well, so I know how to take care of you. Like new land. You gotta know it and cherish it and, and respect it to create something beautiful with it. Is what I’ll do with you, yeah.”
“Oh please stop talking. I’m too drunk for that”, you say, sobbing softly. 
“Why are you crying?” he gasps, stumbling closer to cup your cheeks, “don’t cry please. I’m sorry, I’m so drunk, I said stupid stuff."”
“No, you did not. You are so sweet, I can’t help it. You make me cry because I love you so much”, you confess in a small voice, leaning into his touch. 
“Oh”, he lets out, wiping your tears away. 
“You are so sweet, Yoongi”, you sob dramatically, “why are you so sweet?”
Yoongi leans in and kissed your lips, letting out a shy “mwuah” as he does. It stops your tears. His unapologetic cuteness was just too shocking to witness. You blink at him, heart racing in your chest. 
He flutters his lashes and grins cutely. A little shy, but incredibly cute.
“I think you’re cute”, he says quietly, widening his eyes in shy expectation.
“Well, I think you’re cute too, goddamn it”, you say, sniffling like crazy, “I want to cry, why are you so sweet?”
Yoongi lowers his eyes, wiggling his shoulders just once. He huffs out air and grabs you, twirling you without warning. You squeak in surprise, stumbling over the rocks as your body turns against your will.
“Why?” you squeal, falling into his arms as he catches you safely. You nudge his chest softly, “I wasn’t ready. Why would you do that? I’m dizzy now”, you ask him in a laugh.
“Just so. I didn’t dance with you yet”, he says, grinning goofily. His arms are around your waist, his hips sway from side to side slowly. You follow the movements, holding onto his shoulders. Your steps make a crunching sound on the stones.
“Yeah, I know. You danced with Jelena, tch traitor”, you tease.
“I didn’t wanna. She forced me”, he whines, widening his eyes adorably.
“Mh-mh yeah sure. You wanted it, be honest.”
“No, it’s in the past. Don’t be jealous”, he complains and pouts, looking so adorable that you have to snicker.
“You’re so cute”, you say, smiling as you sway along the beach hugging and facing each other. You hook your fingers behind his neck, “I think she’s still into you.”
“You think?”
“Mhm”, you nod your head, “womanly intuition, I can feel it”, you joke, making him chuckle.
“That’s stupid. It wasn’t even that deep.”
“Yeah? Was it purely physical then, mhm?” you tease, “is that how you had to discipline her?”
“Shut up, it’s not funny”, he pouts.
“Yeah it is”, you snicker, scrunching your nose up, “I don’t blame her. You’re an amazing lover. It’s no surprise that she still thinks about you.”
“I’m amazing?”
“Mhm”, you begin running your fingers though his hair, “gentle and attentive, but also rough and filthy. And so skilled”, you rasp, caressing his neck right where he tingles the most, “you just know how to touch a woman. It’s so fucking sexy.”
Yoongi lowers his eyes shyly.
“And now you’re all mine”, you say, cupping his cheeks with a gleeful giggle.
Yoongi looks into your eyes, exhaling shakily. He nods his head vigorously, widening his sparkling eyes.
“Yours”, he whispers. 
“Yeah. Mine”, you gush and pull him into a passionate kiss. 
Oh so passionate that Yoongi, in his drunken giddiness, gives into his wobbly knees, finding his only support by hooking his arms behind your head. You support him with your hands on his hips, arms slowly closing around his waist until you hug him against you. He moans and begins kissing you back. Deeply, passionately, desperately. And while he kisses you back, he murmurs needy phrases of “yours, I’m all yours” in between. As the kiss becomes more and more desperate, the sentences become shorter and shorter changing from “I’m all yours” to “fucking yours” until finally landing on shaky whimpers of “yours” followed by gasps for air and a needy, sloppy kiss. 
Over and over again until you can barely take it anymore. 
You break the kiss, but Yoongi is drunk on you. Drunk on how you make him feel and drunk on your addicting presence. Also very drunk on wine, this man is buzzed. He seeks you, connecting his lips with your neck as his hips grind his crotch against your tummy. 
“Yours”, he breathes, sucking on your skin desperately.
“Yoongi”, you sigh, shivering like crazy. 
“Yours”, he rasps, kissing your neck where it feels the best.
“Wanna go back? My bed’s so empty.”
“Yes”, Yoongi says, nodding his head vigorously, “yes please. Come, please come”, he begs, tugging you with him as you hurry back. You giggle and hold each other close as you run over the beach. The sun is slowly rising, changing the colours of the sky. And yet right now, you don’t care, all you want to do is lose yourself in Yoongi.
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softhairedhotch · 5 months
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DUDEEEE HELLO??:!:!::&: PLEASE I LOVE YOU, YOUR WONDERFUL BRAIN N UR RESPONSES???!! like sometimes i think damn my thoughts r sooooo filthy i wonder if anyone would even feel the same like am i crazy :-///.... THEN UR REPLIES JUST FUELS ME EVEN MORE ARGHRHHHHH LIKE??? im so glad we have the same brain like damn... i love talking abt him hehe rly.. thank u for entertaining my thoughts n making it even more amazing <333 also i hope u are feeling better now!!! 🫂🫂 tbh i feel the same bc the idea of aaron has made me feel better so many times n it's years since i started liking him :-(((( fr i never ever regret starting this show n falling in love w him 😭😭😭
"imagine just sitting there with him fully inside you, tie in your mouth, head on his broad shoulder, one of his big warm hands occasionally rubbing up and down your back as you hear the other write away" ‼️‼️‼️ PLEASEEEE omfg he'd feel so good and he'd make you feel sooooo safe 😭😭😭 i need this so badly . being on his lap would literally make all the painful noisy thoughts in your head go silent because all you can think about and feel is him <3333 though i don't know how i'd be able actually to be quiet n not be reduced into a whimpering mess because GODDDDDD HE'S JUST SOOOO..... my god. if u do turn this into a fic i'd probably be reading it 9784953 times n manifesting it to appear in my dreams 🙏🙏
and OOOOOFFFFFFFFF cannot decide if i would want him to make a mess all over me and use his thick fingers to scoop it up and shove it into my mouth or have him cum deep in my throat ! 😵‍💫😵‍💫😵‍💫 like man.... the idea of messy wet sex drives me insane like having him a panting sweaty mess 🧎‍♂️🧎‍♂️ n downright filthy cum eating . like my thoughts abt it are ENDLESS n its literally a can of worms im afraid of opening-- AWOEKFJFKEKD thinking abt that episode when aaron jumps into a lake to chase an unsub n he comes out of the water all WET N THE WATER DRIPPING DOWN HIS SKIN??? I CANT REMEMBER WHAT EPISODE IT IS BUT I THINK U KNKW WHAT IM REFERRING TO???
omfggggg when he's ruthlessly riding you and jerking himself off, his chest would get soooo red and it'll feel soo nice to run your fingers down his body and literally worship every inch of him 😵‍💫 he'd look soooo pretty with little marks over his chest as you shower him with praises... thinking about praising aaron HEEEEHEHEH he'd get sooo shy n flustered the first few times but slowly he'd get used to it and literally bask in the attention n praises 😭😭
my god n i must say u rly perfected his voice n what he would say......i swear my love for aaron not only solidified my kink for suits but also... voice 😵‍💫😵‍💫🧎‍♂️🧎‍♂️🧎‍♂️ like it makes me think how he'd react the first time when he realised how much power he has over you just from his voice and words alone.... like first he'd be confused why your reaction sometimes gets a lil funny but then his expression darkens when finally he realises. but he likes building up material to tease you later on so he doesn't really point it out at first but just has an amused smile.
then imagine one night being on a phone call with him as he just talks about his day and that it's pretty late at night so his voice starts getting huskier bc he's tired.... and he's just rambling about something unrelated but you feel the heat crawling up your neck because he just sounds so good . you can't help but clench your thighs and swallow your saliva. then he asks you a question but you're SO distracted that you miss it and when you finally answer him, your voice shakes. he goes silent before breaking into a low laugh because he recognises that tone of voice and picks up your breathing. "oh my, baby... i don't even need to see your face to know what's up. here am i trying to tell you about my day... but you just can't help yourself, hm? ...pathetic."
YEAHHHHHH 😭😭😭😭
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AHHHHHHHHHH SDJFHSJDF THANK YOU hehehehehe n YEAH I GETCHA, I BE THINKING "oh GOD what if what i say is too weird???" n then you get back to me with basically the SAME THING AHHHHH i'm sooo happy we be thinking the same thoughts LMAO. and thank you sm <33
YESSSSS HE'D MAKE YOU FEEL SO SAFE FR <333 i wanna sit on his lap soooo so so much, god it'd be so good. i would love to write it as a fic tbh but i just have sooooo much to work on already UGHHH why is writing so hard and time-consumingggggg
REALLLLL I WANT BOTH !!! n oPEN THAT CAN OF WORMS RN CUM EATING IS SOOOOOOOO HOT I SWEAR DDSKFSK AHHHHH AND YES YES YE S I KNOW EXACTLY WHAT SCENE YOU'RE REFERENCING
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OUGHHH HE'S SO BEAUTIFUL FUCKKK
yessss he'd looook so pretty riding youuu <33 all red and sweaty and a whimpering panting mess oughhh i love it i love him sm n yessssss i wanna praise him sooo bad. like if you praised him he just WOULDN'T KNOW WHAT TO DO but then as he gets used to it, he loooooves it and craves it ough
hehe thank you!! N YEAH VOICE KINK AND SUIT KINK GO BRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR 🤭🤭 he'd get sooooo cocky knowing he has sm control over you oughhh and he'd be so proud of himself knowing he can get you to do almost anything with just his voice n pretty face
STOPPPP I'VE HAD THE EXACT SAME IDEA AND STARTED IT AS A FIC ONCE BUT NEVER GOT AROUND TO IT KSDFJK i loooooooove the idea of calling him on a case and he's just like. tired but tryna talk n his voice is sooooo deep and gravelly and it sounds so hot (bc sleepy/morning voices might be one of the best things in existence <33) and he notices you trailing off your sentences and stuttering a bit and going quiet and he just KNOWS what he's doing to you and he teases you relentlessly <33 he'd either get you all hot and bothered n then tell you that you gotta be patient and wait til he gets home orrrrrr he'll go "do you think you can show me how much of an effect i have on you, sweetheart?" and when you send him a pic he'd hum in appreciation and tell you how pretty/handsome you are and how he's gonna make you feel real good when he gets home but for now he's gonna talk you through making yourself feel good <33 maybe you can hear him letting out cute lil moans as he tells you how he wants you to touch yourself and your stomach drops when you realise he's getting off on it too and you ask him to send a pic of himself and he does and he looks sooooo good <33
also i gotta ask,,, how do you feel about daddy kinks LMAOOO bc i haven't thought about it much relating to aaron lately tbh but when i first got into him two years ago, all i could think was him saying stuff like "let daddy make you feel good, hm?" or "you wanna touch daddy?" n stuff like that,, are you into that?? i'm leaning more toward softer aaron n bottom aaron lately but godddd soft daddy dom aaron is soooooooo <333
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dahliaes · 1 month
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hello hello <3 how about 📷🔮🐸 for the game
HELLO KAMILLABUG I AM SO SO SO SORRY THIS TOOK ME A THOUSAND YEARS TO ANSWER BUT THANK YOU SO MUCH ILY
ask game questions!!
📷 - whats your phones lock screen?
some weird aesthetic pic i found on pinterest!? its not really anything just colors lol but ill put it beneath the cut!!
🔮 - whats your dream job?
omfg i have no idea. i still havent decided on my major and its eating me alive EVERYDAY. im not very passionate about anything except history? id like to be an art historian or work in a museum!! but ill prob settle on being a guidance counselor or smth idek
🐸 - how would you describe your aesthetic?
THIS IS SUCH A DIFFICULT QUESTION BC i wear a lot of skirts. somebody the other day said i dress like a creepy doll in a horror movie but i dont see it at all lol its more so folklore x midwestern indie film HOWEVER ive been dressing like a 2000s barbie doll more recently and i feel so sexy
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see?? its literally so random i think i searched up “soft green pink Japanese art aesthetic) skzjksks
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januslikesbooks · 2 months
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HELLO and welcome to my rant about the PJO TV show
in honor of season 2 being announced, here is everything i loved and everything that needs to change.
i would like to preface this by saying that while my overall rating for the season was 7.5/10, the rating of each individual episode vary WILDLY, and there are reasons. even so, i still loved the show and cannot wait for season two.
STUFF I LOVED:
THE CASTING <3 <3 they have my whole heart all of them.
percy and sally's relationship
the little allusions to future books
episodes 1-3 *chefs kiss*
the design of the world and the monsters they looked SO GOOD
the changes to the conflicts and interactions, especially medusa and the tunnel of love
LIN MANUEL MIRANDA
the poseidon and sally scene. you know the one.
the gods speaking ancient greek YES
the fact that poseidons mom is proffessor mcgonnegal lmao
2X RICK CAMEOOOO
the dream sequences
oh golly, the roads gettin bumpy cause i got me some friends--
"i am impertinent" DIRECT BOOK QUOTE HELLO
"guess i'll lose my dessert privileges" DIRECT BOOK QUOTE PT. 2 ALSO CLARRISSE?????
the ares fight. i thought it would be cheesy but nope. massive W
the fact that this is my favorite book series <3
okay. now that that's out of the way.
the main problem was the directing.
series that use multiple directors (different ones for different episodes) are never good imo. when you're building a world u can't have clashing perspectives on what that world looks and feels like. bc of this, most of the season just felt empty. the riordanverse is set in our world, yes, but theres such a specific tone and vibe of this world in the books that was entirely absent in the show. the only time i even slightly felt it was in the first two episodes, and, what do u know, those were both directed by James Bobin, a veteran director of kid and teen shows.
on top of that, the structure was entirely too stiff. each episode was obvious: here is a monster, we know exactly who it is, this is why they're bad, and this is how we defeat them (usually with no fight scene, might i add, even tho there were multiple fights in the book). there was no SUSPENSE. every episode felt exactly the same, even though each monster is supposed to give us a different feeling. the first time i truly noticed this was in episode 5. the lotus casino felt SO flat. i was really disappointed, since that situation offers so many feeling and conflicts, and those were all ignored. AND THE BIGGEST MOMENT IN THE SEASON, the luke betrayal, THERE WAS NO BETRAYAL? percy just FIGURES IT OUT??? the fight was great, but that did not sit right with me.
2) why is this written by millenials omfg (and the characterization was off)
dude. percy jackson saying "period" in a serious context is NOT HOW THAT WORD IS COLLOQUIALLY USED. same thing with "i think we're going to have to be detectives here 🤓". These kids are supposed to be gen z in the show. Did they not get ANY gen z readers? or even just longtime fans to approve that yes, these characters are speaking how they're supposed to? im a gen z kid, and this pained me. this leads into my bigger issue with how the characters were depicted. lets talk abt it shall we!
tell my why annabeth chase wasn't a know it all. shes supposed to be the smartest girl in the room, always trying to prove it, not just to other people but herself too, that she comes off as a bossy know it all in the first book and we love her for it. so WHY was percy the one explaining EVERY SINGLE MYTH. go back and watch it. annabeth doesn't explain a single monster, or myth, or situation, or ANYTHING. i LOVE leah sava jeffries and i know she knows what she's doing, but the writing is entirely against her. tell my why the only times i really felt like annabeth's personality was written into the scene was the candy scene, the "are we under arrest", and at waterland. every other little piece of her was offered by leah, not the writers, so THANK YOU to leah sava jeffries and nobody else.
on the flip side of that, percy knew way too much, and they somehow made him clueless about the wrong things? he explained nearly every myth and monster, but couldn't understand that other people also have a bad relationship with their godly parents. like, he was surprised by annabeth and luke when he found out that the gods didn't care, which makes zero sense since he's so angry about his own dad not being in his life? it's really supposed to be the other way around-- clueless about the myth world but sure about parental relationships. i guess i can sort of see how this character change contributes to the plot, but i don't like it.
meanwhile grover has now been diminished to a comedy relief. the only times he did anything substancial was when he tricked ares, and the conclusion of which turned out to be wrong anyways, so there wasn't even any point. (also the getting percy kicked out of school part, which i don't have any critiques of). justice for grover man.
3) why. why is percabeth like this.
okay.
i love percabeth. i think the kids nailed it. i'm loving the slowburn. but why are they changing the relationship trajectory???? again, a writing issue.
one of the biggest and most important scenes, which is even alluded to in later books, is the oreo scene in the Kindness international truck. Missing. annabeth saying "because you're my friend, seaweed brain, anymore stupid questions?" gone. the suspense of not knowing anything about each other and still choosing to protect each other? not the same at all, because annabeth tells him her entire life story in episode 4, and for what? WRITERS, WHY ARE YOU MESSING WITH PERFECTION.
on top of that, some of the other relationships were just not developed enough. i ADORED the sally and little percy flashbacks-- sally percy relationship is on point. but luke and annabeth? annabeth struggled for the whole series with her brother-like figure, who she did everything for, and the understanding that he's now evil. that's a plotline that's super important to me specifically, and we had almost zero buildup of their relationship. and again, for what? that could have been fixed in ONE scene, just one where they're alone and talking to each other (and also, that could have been where we the audience learn a little about annabeths past, instead of changing her character, who's supposed to be very guarded, so tell percy her whole life story after knowing him for like a week). and THEN, the fact that they just skipped from the betrayal to percy leaving? no emotions? no discussion with chiron?? no annabeth realizing she's lost her brother??? i don't understand it.
also, percy and grover. we didn't see enough of their bromance. i don't have specific recipts for this one, just a feeling. i missed their friendship.
anywho.
MY FINAL STATS FOR PJO SEASON 1:
Episode 1: 9.5/10 (would be 10, but gabe wasn't right)
Episode 2 AND 3: 10/10
Episode 4: 6/10
Episode 5: 8/10
Episode 6: 4/10
Episode 7: 7/10
Episode 8: 9/10
writing this was exhausting. if you're still here, tysm, love u
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justcallmesakira · 3 months
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"Bittersweet Lovebites" 'We were listening to the Lovers rock'
Sypnosis: Will this romantic dance between two lovers really work out, or will it shatter in pieces before the music ends?
Dazai x pm!reader 2
Genre: angst to comfort, slightly suggestive, romance
Warnings: Lots of dark topic, implied mention of scars, selfishness, basically very sad. A/N: Hi i finally finished this omfg there will be so many parts and i only did part 2, I AM BEGGING YOU to listen to lovers rock after the time skip I PROMISE ITS WORTH ITT
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Was love really necessary? A certain bandaged man always wondered what would the difference between love and lust mean. He had slept with many women before only to mysteriously disappear the next day as if he was nobody. Can he a womanizer be honest in a relationship with the woman of his dreams? Your boots clack through the magnificent hallways of the port mafias base. The most luminous place to walk, in this horror painted organization.
"How was the meetup with him?" a voice lurking in the shadows asked, it had a somewhat serious tone with slight annoyance hiding in it. It most definitely was Chuuya.
"It was well i guess" you replied to the ginger who had his back against the wall, you stopped in your track with your shiny black coat draping over your back with a swift flow.
You had just returned from helping Dazai to escape from the boss which Chuuya nor anyone in the mafia had know about unless we are talking about the 'smartest detective in the world' who has no business with two fruity lovers.
"Dazai had quite the time with you and akutagawa" your voice joked with a fake sadness in it. The thing is you had to fake being in distress and tears because of your now lovers betrayal so no one suspects it, if anything you were quite good at it.
''Gave him what he deserved. If anything Akutagawa shouldnt be so respectful towards that idiot dazai" you only snickered slightly though you knew the person dazai was back then, he has changed now.
A few days later You had just come home from the port. Today was quite the day but nonetheless you were excited to see your love, Dazai. A click could be heard on the door of the rusty apartment which made Dazai immedietly jolt from the bed he was laying on, a few bottles of sake around him.
The man quickly hid the bottles in a cabinet and rushed towards the entrance of his home. His amber brown eyes were greeted with the executive hanging her glistening sooty coat beside the sand brown long coat which was also hanging there.
"Hello samu...'' Your voice echoes through the simple apartment which had a light dim enough to compare it that of a rundown bar. Dazai leans against the door frame of his bedroom smiling cheekily. Dazai always smiles, no matter what the circumstance.
If anything he some times wonders when was the last time he genuinely smiled...Oh thats right that one time when you dragged him across a bar to your very own car and took care of him the whole night. He liked the feeling of your warm lap. Dazai gently took your tender hands and gracefully lead you to the kicthen, it had a strange smell....alcohol? The way Dazai took you to the small kitchen,,it felt as if you are a noble in a fancy ballroom. As you two shared a nice waltz around the kitchen the light from the moon shone dimly from the window. The feeling was oh-so romantic as if two sappy lovers were dancing without a worry in the world with a nice tune in the background.
But was it really just a simple dance? Dazai knew you were questioning why they are dancing in the midst of the kitchen but still you obliged. Why would you do anything he asks to? Why do you love him? Does he love you? Do you love him? Can he accept this love? Is he even deserved of love? A thousand questions went along in his mind as he continues to moves your body around the floor as if hes an important prince.
Are you sick of me?... "Dazai.." Your honey coated voice murmers softly, The name this man swifting your movements so nicely called himsel, The very name you shouted out in desperation the day he left.
Would you like to be? This time you placed your hands over his cold ones and moved him around the kitchen in a more experienced way as the music on the radio keeps playing. There were many cars buzzing outside the balcony on the streets of yokohama but that didnt stop the etheral feeling of two broken lovers in a certain apartment.
"But if you`re too drunk to drive, and the music is right, She might let you stay but just for the night... And if she grabs you for your hand And drags you along, She might want a kiss Before the end of the song..." The lyrics of this uplifting song continuosly ringed in his head. Will you really kiss this broken man with a thousand different scars beneath...Only the moon can answer this.
You`re like a pretty boy...
With a pretty voice. You sang out like a pretty lullaby, Oh god how intoxicating was your voice it hurt to him to listen to it. If anything even though dazais steps were calculating here and there on the carpented floor hes eyes still widened just like a child in and adults body.
"Because love can burn like a cigarette and leave you with nothing" "nothing..?"
Thats right your love wasn`t meant for Dazai. Everything ends perhaps even your love. The man knows that the moment he obtains something to help him through the light he will lose it. Its okay to want something that will hurt... The selfish man repeats. Perhaps the moments you share with him is enough. Its okay if you leave him like everybody else perhaps the taste of your lips will be burnt on his tongue.
"Its okay, Its okay my love"
You finaly spoke out with a soft smile on your shimmering lips. You didnt call his name he goes by today. You didnt call him a 'bandage wasting machine'. You didnt call him a child in an adults body, You didnt call him an enigma. You called him, your love.... The delightful memory of his first kiss with a girl from the mafia flashes through his gorreous brown eyes "Now how many men have you kissed" the mafia executive asked curoiously, the moon glowing in the eye which was not covered by a bandage. "Very few'' the girl answered,,, perhaps slight shyness in her tone. The executive asked the her again but with genuine curiosity "But you offered me a kiss.. Why?" "Such a foolish reason, i am afraid" You two kept dancing in a trance that night with adorned faces on each other. The man twirled you around here and there, but careful enough so that you dont get hit. That night... will be another one of the 3 memories he will remember forever, What a selfish man...
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A/N: I hope you enjoyed!! i put much effort on this but i would have done a bit better unfortunetly my health is deterioting day by day but i will continue dw <3 Divider credits!: @cafekitsune
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thingthatoncewastruee · 4 months
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💫 hello, a little info about me:
★ my name is alicja but you can call me alice or whatever nickname you want (omfg my DREAM is to have a cool nickname)
★ pronouns: she/her
★ minor
★ my ao3
★ bisexual
★ an infj
this is a safe space for everyone <3
★ obsessions: marauders (so ofc fanfiction), mythology (so ofc percy jackson), taylor swift, literature/art, womanhood, meanings and symbols and themes and parallels, the colour blue
★ i love music: taylor swift, ethel cain, boygenius, phoebe bridgers, lucy dacus, lorde, noah kahan, hozier, wallows, beach house, lana del rey & more
★ im a fangirl. a big ass fangirl. like my sole purpose in this life is to LOVE STUFF.
★ im so so open to any kind of conversation. like I want to talk to ppl I REALLY DO. i love sharing my love for stuff so if you find anything we have in common, feel free to just talk to me and let's obsess over stuff together (pls)
★ I have this weird thing that I connect everything and make weird associations!!!! like, number 4 is brown and number 6 is orange, this is goofy but if any of you feel strong about stuff like that, YOU FOUND THE RIGHT PLACE😭
★ i tend to overshare whoops
★ I AM A DUOLINGO FREAK (learning norwegian) ID BE DELIGHTED TO BE FRIENDS THERE
if you're a homophobe, transphobe, racist, sexist, misogynist, any kind of person who discriminates others or makes people feel bad for showing their excitement for stuff they love – YOU ARE NOT WELCOME HERE, BYE.
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yeosatinyngz · 2 years
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hi luv will we get a part 2 of secret admirer? maybe one where they find out they like each other and end up confessing? :))
Hii and of course! Lowkey I wanted to do a part 2 so thank you for requesting it! :33 Also someone else also requested for a part 2 and they asked for Mitsuya and Izana to confess to reader so I hope you’re alright with that
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Secret Admirer Pt. 2
↳GN Reader | Fluff
Request Rules ➣ Masterlist ➣ Part One
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Currently your mind was wandering elsewhere as the teacher was rambling on about limits. You looked around the room and your eyes landed on the back of Mitsuya’s head. You internally sigh wishing he would like you back. While you were admiring him he turned around and made eye contact with you. Flustered, you quickly looked away and broke eye contact. Luckily the bell rang and you quickly packed up and left the classroom. Mitsuya couldn’t take it anymore and decided to run after you. “L/N San!” You heard a really familiar voice calling your name but it couldn’t be, right? You turned around to see the male that you have the biggest crush on. “Oh Mitsuya San, how may I help you?” “Can I talk to you?” “I mean you’re already talking to me so go ahead.” He grabbed your wrist and dragged you to a secluded area. “Do you not like me?” he blurted out. Your eyes widened and you looked away. “No, how could I possibly dislike you?” You hear a sigh of relief coming from him. “That’s a relief because I really like you.” Huh? Did I just hear that right? “I’m sorry, what?” “I said I really like you.” He said in a whisper, confidence draining from your response. “I really like you too.” Mitsuya broke out into a huge smile and you did as well while you both stared lovingly into each other’s eyes.
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Recently you have become friends with Kakucho so you’ve been spending a lot of time with him. Every time Izana approaches you two to talk to Kaku you would excuse yourself and leave the two alone. He frowned as you walked away as soon as he appeared. The reason he approaches Kaku when you’re with him is so he could have an excuse to talk to you but you always leave. It’s currently after school hours and you’re conversing with Kakucho again about some random topic and Izana has just shown up before you both. “Oh, I’ll excuse myself for today then, bye Kaku and bye to you as well Kurokawa San.” You said as you waved bye at Kakucho and bowed at Izana. He decided that enough was enough and he wasn’t going to let you get away this time. “I don’t think so, you’re coming with me.” He then dragged you away. “Um, can you let go of me now?” He quickly let you go and stared deeply into your soul. “Why do you keep avoiding me?” You diverted your eyes to the ground away from his piercing gaze. “Don’t you want me to? It seems like you don’t like me very much so I’m just doing you a favor.” “What?! Where’d you get that impression from?” “Well, a while ago you threw away my letter and there was this one time I tried talking to you and you completely ignored me.” Oh, I fucked up thought the bleach blonde. He bowed deeply at you. “I’m so sorry, that was all just a misunderstanding, I thought that letter was just from some annoying fangirl. If I knew it was from you I definitely wouldn’t have thrown it away. As for that time you talked to me, I was really nervous and ended up walking away from you.” “Why were you nervous?” “Oh come on, you just want me to say it out loud don’t you?” You nod as you anticipated the words you always dreamed of hearing from him. “Because I like you! There!” You giddily clap your hands and jump up and down. You internally thank the heavens for turning your luck around.
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Izana texted you asking you to hang out with him and he told you to meet him at the park. However when you got to the park you saw Kakucho. What is he doing here? OMFG IZANA, I AM GOING TO KILL HIM. You hesitantly walked towards him as you greeted him. “Hello Hitto San, did Izana call you here too?” “Oh hi, yeah he did.” “Did he ask you to hang out?” “Yeah, he did.” “Oh that punk, he called us both here and ditched us.” You pulled out your phone and furiously typed away, you sent a bunch of messages asking where Izana was and what he was thinking. Of course he didn’t respond so you resort to calling him next and yet again, no response. “And great, he’s not responding.” You looked up from your phone and your eyes connected with Kakucho’s just for you to quickly look away. “Well I guess we both can leave, I’ll be on my way now.” You gave him a polite little bow and turned around to walk away but his next words halted your steps. “Why do you hate me?” You quickly turned around and confusingly looked at him. His face was clearly not happy and you realized it was serious. You frantically wave your hands around trying to express how you didn’t hate him. “Nono, that’s not it at all, it’s quite the opposite really. I really like you.” You look back up to see Kakucho in complete shock. He then quickly breaks out of his shocked state and grabs both of your hands. “I really like you too, please go out with me!” You immediately agreed and you both walked off hand in hand. Izana was watching from a bush nearby and he brushed a pretend tear from his eye. “They finally got together.”
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ghostdrinkssoup · 1 year
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*jazz hands* hey dudes I’m back with more hannibal notes/reactions (s1 ep11) except it’s just the silly goofy ones 🥹
omg is chilton back ??
“poke around a psychopath’s mind, bound to get poked back” haha hi there s2
ocean imagery, ice turning into water, drowning 😳 (twotl is that you ??)
well at least gideon knows how to hold himself accountable 🤷‍♀️
chilton is such a gaslighter omg
“worked for me” killing as a substitute for divorce almost worked for hannibal too 😩 *mizumono flashbacks*
see will would lowkey be the most op serial killer ever. he absorbs all their techniques and shit, he’s like the avatar except instead of past lives it’s all the killers he’s analysed LMAO
^^ will really could’ve picked any career field. like I know his empathy is a ✨metaphor✨ but also if he can presumably get into anyone’s head and relive their experiences then damn he could really do whatever he wants but no, his dream career was this bullshit </333
alternate reality where will gives up being a criminal profiler and becomes a gothic poet like if u agree
“I just feel like somebody else” - hannibal is just sitting there listening to will unravel like 😊
“I feel crazy” “it is what you fear most” omg he really is just like me fr 😩
“will, you have me as your gauge” - I love how this is hannibal feigning security (and being a manipulative piece of shit) but also hannibal being like 🥺 I want you to rely on me. I am your paddle <3 I hate him he’s the worst therapist and boyfriend to ever exist
^^ also the idea that they’re the same 😳
^^ also FORESHADOWING
HELLO AGAIN WATER IMAGERY
YOO I DIDN’T THINK THE TONGUE/CHURCH MURDER WOULD COME BACK I SAID I KINDA WANTED TO SEE IT IN EP7 LMAOOO *flashback music*
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be careful what you wish for kids
oh freddie we’re really in it now
“gave you something better to do with your tongue than wag it” THAT WAS SO OUT OF POCKET LMAO
not the dating imagery again </333 why do all the killers in this show want to date hannibal,, my fave romcom fr,,
gideon is like *tears up* freddie don’t fuck with me rn
chesapeake ripper mimicking kills and throwing himself into the fray? that’s very copycat killer of him… it’s almost like they’re the same- *gunshot*
severed arm, observatory, boom gottem
hannibal was like 🙄 yeah I got your invite, I saw on my ipad. I don’t want to fucking date you *calls the cops*
hannibal is such a snitch damn
the beginning of chilton’s looney tunes suffering arc (it only gets worse from here)
FREDDIE JUST STANDING THERE 😭 this would be so horrible to witness jesus
“I feel like fluid, like I’m spilling” WATER IMAGERY
don’t let go jack *my heart will go on plays distantly in the background*
^^ this appearing in the same episode as all that ice imagery? this really is titanic omg
“it’s hard to shake off something that’s already under your skin” this line BANGS
doesn’t will like,, run off in this scene?
THE STAGGGG OH SHIT
it’s gonna take him to hannibal’s house omfg
GIDEON IS GONNA FOLLOW WILL
NVM
why is will following the stag to hannibal lowkey romantic LMAOOO he’s gotta follow his heart and mental illness <3
“I was expecting the chesapeake ripper… not his boyfriend”
WILL IN THE CAR he’s not gonna walk to hannibal’s BSDBBSBD
NOT GIDEON CALLING WILL ILL GET ROASTED ??? TAKE THE L ???
gideon delivering will to hannibal all sheepish like “man sorry to do this I know it’s a bit awkward but I found your man out in the wild and thought I should probably take him home” 😭
HANNIBAL’S FACE LMAOOO he really said 😟
hannibal said no more girlboss only gaslight
GIDEON’S FACE HE’S LIKE WTF
hannibal deserved everything he got in s2 he was so fucked for this
the saddest thing about this is hannibal is the only person will trusts enough to be vulnerable and open with,,, the only one he feels safe enough to breakdown in front of. he’s a safe presence in his mind *screams in agony*
“he’s had a mild seizure” “that doesn’t seem to bother you” “… I said it was mild” NDNDHHD FUCK WHY IS THAT SO FUNNY
^^ whenever hannibal’s hypocrisy is pointed out to him he’s always so confused like “??? god guys it’s not like I HATE will I care about him ?? I’m his paddle ?? I’ll set his brain on fire and gaslight him to the point of mental collapse but it’s not like the seizure was that bad 🙄 he’s literally fine”
WHY ARE BOTH WILL AND HANNIBAL FUCKING ALANA OVER THIS EPISODE 😭😭😭
hannibal rlly said I want her GONE (it was very rude of her to kiss will 💔 god he’s petty)
hannibal being sweet to will now is so sick and twisted,, not the little smile,, I hate him
“I’m worried about alana” SHUT UP
alana :((( I’m sorry queen
BEDELIA ??? hello there <3 *thinking lesbian thoughts*
hannibal fr is like a child, he’s throwing around his favourite stuffed toy thinking it’ll be fine if the arm breaks, or an eye falls off. he’s too rough with no real regard for the consequences 😩
oh hannibal *head in my HANDS*
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imahoeforsokka · 7 days
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TTPD LIVE REACTION
1. Fortnight
I AM SO SAD
THIS HURTS
POST MALONE YAYAYAYAY
bro fucking cheated
WTF HAPPENED IN FLORIDA
2. TTPD
oh my god he fucking cheated
is he insane
genuinely
NO-FUCKING-BODY LMAO
CHARLIE PUTH AWW
this is so awful
i’m drowning
YOU TOLD LUCY WHAT????
SHE TOLD JACK WHAT?!!!!!????
he would not marry her i hate him
who else decodes you is insane
3. my boy only breaks his favorite toy
oh?? this is hot??
ok lana del rey relax
OH MY LORD
PUT ME BACK ON MY SHELF???
SAND CASTLES
THIS IS SO PRETYY WHAT
HE SAW FOREVER SO HE SMASHED UP.
HE WAS MY BEST FRIEND.
not ken
HE TOLD ME IM BETTER OFF BUT IM NOT. OUCH OUCH
4. down bad
ooooooo pretty
cosmic love ok
I MIGHT JUST DIE IT WOULD MAKE DO DIFFERENCE
HEAVEN STRUCK
HOW DARE YOU THINK ITS ROMANTIC
FUCK YOU IF I CANT HAVE US OH MY GOD
jesus he’s gone
5. so long, london
already brutal bc it’s a track five
rip london boy
oh this is COOL
OH MY GOD HER VOICE
oh the tragedy
YOULL FIND SOMEONE
GAVE YOU ALL THAT YOUTH FOR FREE.
ILL FIND SOMEONE.
quiet resentment
not sure if he wants to be THERE
YOU SWORE YOU LOVED ME, WHERE WERE THE CLUES?
I DIED ON THE ALTER WAITING FOR THE PROOF. OH MY GOD OH MY GOD.
cause i loved this place for so long, london.
that was insane holy fuck
6. but daddy, i love him
wait
is this about
no way??
is this
i feel like im wrong
ok update i was wrong
oh my god this is ouch
BEDROOM EYES LIKE A REMEDY
this is strangely fearless coded?
like mature fearless
this feels like love story got punched in the face?
BITCHING AND MOANING YES
VIPERS DRESSED IN EMPATHS CLOTHING!!!!!!
this is so pretty wow
but brings lovers,,, closer
okay wait i might have been right earlier omg
TRAVIS?
WILD BOY
i’m having is baby is HILARIOUS i love her
i think that was the transition of joe to travis and i’m obsessed
7. fresh out the slammer
ok wild west
pretty baby
another summer, taking cover
he was with her in dreams OK JOLENE
for just one glimpse of his smile
swirled you into all of my poems omg
AMERICAN DREAMS
IMAGINARY RINGS
i did my time
wow.
jack is KILLING IT HOLY HELL
8. Florida!!!
im already scared from track 1
weed or little babies is crazy
is one hell of a drug
hey florence
CHEATING HUSBAND DISAPPEARED
NO ONE ASKS QUESTIONS HERE
is that a bad thing to say in a song? OH MY GOD
ok DRUMS
they have a fun mix woah
ok we like florida cool ok
ok
cool cool cool
ok
shitstorm in texas
that’s so cool omg
9. guilty as sin?
ok hey drums
i have a love song inkling?
oh this is so pretty
mine on my upper thigh omfg
ok this is gorgeous
romantic asf
hey bible
i keep recalling things we never DID
ouch
downtown lights 😭
10. who’s afraid of little old me?
why is bro killing her geez
ok SPOOKY
what scandal
i’m so invested
we could all laugh until i cry
real
oh you SHOULD BE BITCH
ASLYUM
DRUNK ON MY OWN TEARS
oh this is CAMP
ok blank space
her VOICE god
that did not feel like 5 minutes wow
wow.
11. i can fix him
i’m so scared omfg
hello FOLK
this is so pretty wow
ok we are talking’ TEXAS
this shit is SOUTHERN
he just hadn’t met me yet
my man
wow
her VOICE
oh this is HOT
hey jack missed you
WOAH? MAYBE I CANT?
oh my god that was so
wow
12. loml
i. am. scared.
the time i was away??????? rep????
i felt i was better safe than STARRY EYED. OUCH
ONE KISS TO GETTING MARRIED
THE LOVE OF YOUR LIFE
A MILLION TIMES
you took me to hell too
cinephile
black and white
YOU SHIT TALKED ME UNDER THE TABLE
BRAIDS OF LIES
ILL BE NEVER LEAVE NEVER MIND
LOSS OF MY LIFE.
JESUS.
ARRON GOD DAMN YOU
13. I can do it with a broken heart
hey pool
ok mastermind
oh my god tour
this hurts
geez
BITCH SMILE
HE SAID HED LOVE ME ALL HIS LIFE
CROWD WAS CHANTING MORE
IM SO DEPRESSED I ACT LIKE ITS MY BIRTHDAY
IM OBSESSED WITH HIM BUT HE AVOIDS ME
SHE IS SO PRODUCTIVE
i love the voices in the background so much omg
i’m glad she’s proud of herself
CAUSE IM MISERABLE!
AND NOBODY EVEN KNOWS!
ok that was awesome
i laughed out loud
14. the smallest man who ever lived
i’m scared
again
oh god
Jehovah’s witness suit lmao
ha they ghosted him
oh damn.
RUSTING MY SPARKLING SUMMER
OH DAMN
the breath christ
NOT THE PUSH PENS
showed her off barely
this hurts actually
i’m scared for the bridge
oh hello bridge
WOW
A GUN UNDERNEATH OUR BED
WOW
WILL THIS ALL BE DECLASSIFIED
WOW
YOU CRASHED MY PARTY AND YOUR RENTAL CAR
NORMAL GIRLS ARE BORING BUT YOU WERE GONE BY THE MORNING
holy
actual
frick
wow
wow
wow
15. the alchemy
hey beat ok
touch down ha
ok comeback song
THESE BLOKES WARM THE BENCHES
THATS HILARIOUS
AW
hey LOVE SONG
she had her american revolution song
16. clara bow
i’m scared pt. 3927237
ok guitar
aww cute
hey taylor! pls don’t die, thanks!
DAZZLING
STEVIE NICKS
oh wow
this is stunning
demanding ‘more’
it’s hell on earth to be HEAVENLY
WOW
HEY TAYLOR SWIFT
you’ve got edge she never did
is crazy
ok that’s all bye (until 2 maybe?)
EDIT:
OKAY MAJOR UPDATE SHES INSANE
15 MORE
17. the black dog
oh my god
his location
it’s A BAR
i just don’t understand how you don’t miss me
she’s too young to know this song
do you hate me
was it hazing
six weeks of breathing clean air i miss the SMOKE
wow
wow
wow
18. imgonnagetyouback
ok skirt
you knew the price going in ohmygod
get him back olivia rodrigo??
this is so pretty
oh god the BRIDGE
ERAS FADING INTO GREY
19. The Albatross
ok hey FOLK
CROSS YOUR THOUGHTLESS HEART
oh my god this is GORGEOUS
this is so evermore???
idek
her voice wow
19. Chloe or Sam or Sophia or Marcus
this opens quick wow
just say “i loved you the way that you were” christ
jesus
this is so beautiful wow
THE GLINT IN MY EYE TRACED THE DEPTHS OF YOUR SIGH
WOW
SCARLET MAROON
this is wow
will i always wonder
20. how did it end
we herby conduct this post mortem!!!
southern accent maybe a little??
this is so pretty wow
oh my god OW
DIDNT YOU HEAR THEY CALLED IT ALL OFF
THE BRIDGE OUCH
d-y-i-n-g OK JUST STAB ME TAYLOR
wow wow wow
21. so high school
CUTE???
SMOKING YOUR JOKES ALL NIGHT
this is so 90s???!???!??!
YOU KNOW HOW TO BALL, I KNOW ARISTOTLE!!;!,!,!,$;$;
TOUCH ME WHILE YOUR BROS PLAY GRAND THEFT AUTO?,?,!:!,,$,’
ok this is so cranberries
AMERICAN PIE IS SO CUTE
WOW
this is like making me giddy
ok AWWW
22. i hate it here
QUICK QUICK
AHHH
i’m there most of the year cause i HATE IT HERE
the 1830s w/o the racists and bids real
electriciTEE
obsessed
23. thanK you aMIee
okay here we go
i’m fearing for kim’s life
hometown
OH
hey bully
fucK you aMIee is so funny
kim is shaking
this is kinda country
taylor is so sweet
DAMN ANDREA
that there wouldn’t be this if there hadn’t been you
wow
beat my spirit black and blue
wow
LMAO
AND SO I CHANGE YOUR NAME AND ANY REAL DEFINING CLUES
HA
NORTH LMAO
okay she’s bat shit crazy for that
24. i look in peoples windows
pretty
hey jack!! (found him)
down down down down
im addicted to the “if only”
GOD
one more time
25. the prophecy
oh, but it’s gone again
I GOT CURSED LIKE EVE GOT BITTEN
ok we are in our religious parallel era wow
god WOW
still dream of him
howl like a wolf at the moon
coven around a sorcerers table
NO SIGN OF SOULMATES
GREIGE
sweet lord
26. cassandra
wow wow
i have nothing else to say
just
WOW
do you believe me now?
THE CHRISTIAN CHORUS LINE
not a single word was heard
27. peter
is it something i did?
god
promises oceans deep, but never to keep
this is beautifully tragic
you said you were gonna grow up
28. the bolter
oh my god.
town car speeding!
slam of a door, then he’ll call her a WHORE!!!!
ouch
this is so different
there’s escape in escaping
then came out alive
29. robin
you have no idEA
this is so bittersweet
wilder and lighter. for you.
30. the manuscript
hey piano
i’d give you my heart if you needed it
but soon it was over
and couldn’t sleep unless it was in her mothers bed
wow
ouch
all that’s left is the manuscript
ok i’m done that’s a perfect album
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