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hoesoflamentation · 8 months

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𝖍𝖆𝖎𝖐𝖞𝖚𝖚 𝖒𝖊𝖓 + 𝖍𝖔𝖔𝖐𝖎𝖓𝖌 𝖚𝖕 𝖜𝖎𝖙𝖍 𝖙𝖍𝖊𝖎𝖗 𝖊𝖝

FEATURING !! oikawa tooru, hinata shoyo, tsukishima kei, ukai keishin

all are gn!reader (i use "hole" when discussing penetration). characters are adults. please read the individual warnings for each character!

𝟏𝟖+ 𝐨𝐧𝐥𝐲 (𝐦𝐢𝐧𝐨𝐫𝐬 𝐃𝐍𝐈)

𝖔𝖎𝖐𝖆𝖜𝖆

FEELS LIKE PENT-UP RAGE !!

WARNINGS !! dirty talk/strong language, penetrative s3x, creampie

"You miss this cock, baby?" Oikawa taunts, ramming into your aching hole from behind. "You been thinkin' about me when you touch yourself, all alone at night? Wishing I'd come over and make a mess of your pretty little hole?" Overcome with the sensation of his cock curving inside of you, all you can do is give in: "Yes, Tooru, yes!" Oikawa fucks you with all the pent-up rage he's been harboring since the breakup; all the green-eyed envy he's clung to as he's imagined you riding another man to your climax. Like you, he tried to get over you by getting under someone new... but it fills him with unspeakable anger to imagine you doing the same. Each time Oikawa has the intrusive thought of you screaming another man's name -- with the same lips you used to wrap around his cock, no less -- he thrusts deeper and harder inside of you, until your eyes fill with tears. But for all his arrogance, Oikawa has to admit he needs you just as badly as you need him. With every buck of his hips, he lets out a deep groan that betrays just how badly he's missed this... how badly he's missed you. For months, Oikawa had simply been going through the motions: swiping right, sliding into someone new, slipping his clothes back on, and sneaking out in the middle of the night. But as he pumps his cum into you in hot spurts, hugging you around the waist, he wonders if what he's really been searching for has been this -- has been you -- all along.

𝖍𝖎𝖓𝖆𝖙𝖆

FEELS LIKE MUSCLE MEMORY !!

WARNINGS !! cheating, blowjob, deepthroating

"Are you sure we should be doing this?" Hinata whispers, for what has to be the dozenth time. By now, you know him well enough to know what he's really asking: 'are you sure you want me?' And what a dumbass, you think to yourself. Even though it's wrong, even though he has a girlfriend waiting for him downstairs, you have never wanted anything more than you want Hinata right now. But that's one thing you will never say to him out loud. Instead, pressed against your ex in the confines of the closet, you shush him with a kiss and begin unbuckling his belt. "A-ah!" he gasps as his cock springs free from his jeans, surrounded by tufts of soft ginger hair. The party below is soon forgotten as you sink to your knees and take him into your mouth, caressing his shaft with your tongue -- exactly the way he likes it. You know this is how he likes it, because you remember Hinata's body as if it were the words to an old favorite song. "A-ah!" the redhead gasps in surprise as you cup his balls in your hand, your tongue dancing back and forth along his veiny cock. Hinata begins to arch his hips into the motions of your mouth, wrapping one hand around the back of your neck to press himself further down your throat. He breathes deeply, as if to commit your scent to memory, and releases a moan. "God, Y/n, I've been wanting this for so long," Hinata babbles. "I've thought about this every day since we broke up... I can't even cum without thinking about you."

𝖙𝖘𝖚𝖐𝖎𝖘𝖍𝖎𝖒𝖆

FEELS LIKE YOU BELONG !!

WARNINGS !! cheating, dubcon, making out, marking, posessive!tsukki

Tsukishima drags you out of the restaurant, away from your new boyfriend and his friends; his hand locked around your wrist like a steel cuff. Indignantly, you tear your arm from his group and shout, "What the hell do you think you're doing?!" Without missing a beat, Tsukishima snaps back, "I'm taking you home with me!" Quietly, he adds, "...where you belong." You fall silent, unsure of what to say. If you weren't still in love with him, you might have turned around, gone back inside, and reassured your boyfriend that nothing was going on between the two of you. Except that wouldn't be the truth, would it? You knew it the moment you saw Tsukishima: it wasn't over yet. Maybe that's why, the moment you crawl into the backseat of the Uber, you can't keep your hands off each other. Tsukishima initiates the kiss, tangling his tongue with yours in a dance that feels like sparring. His hand slips up your thigh, squeezing it with a possessive grip; Tsukishima sucks on the delicate skin of your collarbone, leaving an abundance of hickeys as if to say 'Kei was here.' "Mine," he mumbles into your clammy skin. "All mine." And you don't correct him. Because regardless of what happens next, in this moment, your heart belongs to him.

𝖚𝖐𝖆𝖎

FEELS LIKE COMING HOME !!

WARNINGS !! penetrative s3x, creampie, cigarette smoking (ukai, not reader)

It isn't like you to show up on your ex's doorstep in the pouring rain. You feel like some kind of pathetic romcom character, but you will yourself to knock anyways. Ukai answers the door in nothing but your favorite pair of gray joggers, looking like a man who hasn't slept in weeks. "Keishin, I... I fucked up," you admit sheepishly, cheeks surging with heat at the sight of his bare torso. "I never should have left. Please, let me come home." Ukai seems surprised to see you, but not as surprised as you are when he pulls you into a deep kiss, cradling your face delicately in his hands. When you were together, the sex was always great -- but the way he holds you this time is different; more sacred somehow. Ukai doesn't fuck you: he makes love to you, his lips lingering on every dimple and fold of your bare skin; his hands tangling intimately in your hair, refusing to break eye contact with every thrust of his hips. As he's about to cum inside of you, Ukai leans in and whispers in your ear: "God, Y/n, you're perfect... I wish I never let you go." Afterwards, Ukai lights a cigarette, and the air between you grows heavy with unspoken words. "There's the door," he says, feigning nonchalance. "You can leave whenever you want." But despite the lingering awkwardness and his can't-be-assed expression, you know him better than anyone -- and you can tell from the tone of his voice that he wants you to stay. Wordlessly, you curl up on his chest, and the two of you fall asleep in each other's arms.

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sorcererverse · 6 months

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HELP ME FIND THIS FIC ! hinata shoyo, dark content

ok this one is more obscure i think? idk if the author is still active too so :3

— timeskip!hinata

— im pretty sure this fic was posted on authors second acc ^__^

— dark content. dubcon i think turned noncon.. (?)

— cervix penetration is the main part of this fic !! like hinata doesnt know the female anatomy and he thinks he should be able to enter readers womb..

— reader tries to tell him to stop and no matter how hard he thrusts he wont be able to enter but he's adamant until he does eventually enter her womb.. yeah ^__^

— im pretty sure it was titled hit it till it breaks? or the ending alludes to that (hinata remembers oikawas saying "hit it till it breaks")

PLEASE HELP ME FIND THIS I WANNA KNOW..

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gloutena · 10 months

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Gah!! I didn't mean to look!

Not requested, made out of boredom.

Pairing: ||Shoyo Hinata x Fem reader||

Hinata would say it's sinful but he couldn't help but notice it! He's an observing guy, it's what he does.

He was watching you teach him how to serve, though he's decent he could still improve. Hair in a low ponytail, as you and Kageyama did a practice round so Hinata can get the hang of it.

Your serve was absolutely awesome!

But your serve wasn't the only thing that caught is eyes.. (⁠・ω・⁠;⁠)

The way you ran to block Kageyama from returning the ball was great but, how you jumped and how they bounced when gravity pulled you down.

He was going insane.

He would always glance at them, if your looking or not.

"Shoyo, your eyes don't belong there. If you wanna look at them bare you can always come over to my house".

You would wink at him and walk away.

He swears you will be the death of him<3

Moral of the story: Shoyo can be a pervert-

#haikyuu #haikyuu!!#haikyu x reader #haikyuu fluff #hinata shoyo fluff #hinata shoyo #hinata shoyo x you #hinata shoyo x reader #hinata shoyo x y/n #haikyuu hinata #hinata x reader #hinata shouyou #hinata shoyuo #shoyo x reader #hinata shoyou

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lemqnie · 2 years

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AN: Of course! Very cute prompt, thank you :)

— haikyuu | teams react: hit on manager edition

includes: karasuno, nekoma

requests are open.

✦ karasuno ✦

they go fucking crazy

if there's anything you don't mess about with this team, it's their members and that includes you, their manager

in the district games, no one would actually hit on you because they know karasuno well enough that they respect boundaries

but in the city? for the inter-high? it's anyone's game

the first people to see you are the second years. ennoshita spies the big guy towering over you and your polite but hollow laughs and he knows

nishinoya and tanaka go apeshit crazy but he holds them down and gets the rest of the team ("it's scarier that way.")

within five minutes, the boys are completely surrounding the culprit, blocking off any potential exit as a human wall.

the man tries to defend himself, much to hinata's relentless yells

even going as far as blaming you for walking around alone and ignoring him earlier that day

that's when kageyama (the only one who has been silent this whole time) fix his steel eyes on him and shouts, "go AWAY!"

that startles him enough to actually back away and leave

✦ nekoma ✦

at first, when fukunaga and inuoka found you chatting with them, they were silently cheering for you

(after all, they have spent countless hours listening to you rant about how you were the only one on the team with no game on the bus here)

but then they saw your quick glance at them and that awkward fixed smile and the two boys came to the rescue

immediately, fukunaga took the offensive and threw cheap pick-up lines with the person, even going so far as to kabedon him

flustered, the person lost their footing and actually backed away from you

at that point, inuoka slid between the gap and shielded you away from them until they're out of sight

the two of them finally look at you and ask whether you were alright and brought you back to the rest of the team who immediately gawked at fukunaga's flirting after they made sure you were alright

#haikyuu #haikyuu headcanons #haikyuu hc #hq hc #hq headcanons #karasuno #karasuno headcanons #kageyama x you #hq kageyama #kageyama tobio #hinata shoyou #nekoma #nekoma headcanons #kuroo headcanons #kuroo hc #kageyama hc #hq x reader #hq x y/n

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vals-cd · 10 months

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Little texts.

after you died hinata has been texting you everyday. Telling you how his day went, how Natsu was doing, and so much more

Warnings: Major character death, angst, my first attempt at agnst, not proofread

8:35 pm. Was the time that Hinata Shoyo has found out that you had died. You had terminally ill for years now and it finally caught up to you. You died right next to him while holding his hand and telling him how you promise to watch over him and to never forget you.

And when you finally passed he did nothing for the next month and even then it took his teammates pushing to get him out of his home to come to practice. He didnt take care of himself anymore and you could tell, but could you blame him you where his everything. His world. His first love

and ever since hes sent you little messages talking in to you like you had never passed on, and the times he talked to you like you passed on he put everything into the message. He knew you were never going to see it but he didnt care, he wanted to feel like he still could talk you.

"hey baby i miss you so much. Today at practice noya started throwing volleyballs at tsukishima and he was pissed. I wish you were there to see it, it was so funny"

Sent 5:24 pm

"Honey why did you leave me. I dont know what to do without you i miss you so much and i dont understan why the couldn't save you"

Sent 2:43 am

He kept all the things you had left in his room and didnt move them. Your mom had given him his volleyball jacket back and your favorite stuffed animal and he slept with it everynight. Holding it like he would hold you in his sleep. He even gave it forehead kisses and acted like it was you.

Your mother often invited him for dinner he was part of the family he had known you for ten years and had been dating you for four of those ten years. And your parents love hom, they wish you had lives long enough for you to marry him one day.

Hinata had been to all your doctors appointments. He didnt want to think that you would have to leave him at some point. The days that it was especially bad he'd come and visit you at the hospital spending every moment with you because as much as he didnt want to think about it he knew you would have to end up leaving him. And you both knew thats why you would be together all the time. You'd come and watch his practices and games the days you weren't in the hospital and the days you were he would go to the hospital as quick as he could.

"Hey sweetheart, today was hard mr.asagiri made us do a super hard exam. Wish you could've helped me study because i definitely failed lol. Goodnight i love you"

Sent 10:57 pm

When he wasnt doing anything he would be texting you.

"Lunch was really good today"

Sent 12:45 pm

" natsu did my hair"

*hinata sent a photo*

Sent 5:23 pm

He cried himself to sleep most nights. Wishing you were next to him holding him

As much as he hated you were gone

And he couldn't do anything about it.

#angst fic #hinata x reader #major character death #hinata shoyo #Help me #hinata x y/n #Hinata shoyou angst #haikyu x reader #haikyuu angst #i'm sad

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romymeow · 1 year

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IT'S WORTH IT

. pairings: fan!hinata shoyou x idol! reader.

. fandom: «haikyū!! »

. warnings: none.

. type: fluff.

That was the most angelic voice he had ever heard.

Your voice is something he would listen to every single day till you be his one day, well yes he basically listens to your voice everyday when he listens to your albums, he knows every song you sang, old or new.

Hinata knows you'll never notice him anyway, but.. his obsession with you gives him hope, he will always be your biggest fan where ever you go, he will do his best to follow you even if Tsukishima makes fun of him for listening to your song, he will always listen to your voice.

You did song covers and original songs. And he just loves it when you dance even, he would always find videos of you and your mates hanging out together, you're cute reactions make always make him turn red as Tendou's hair

He probably knows a lot of girls or even boys like you, but he thinks that nobody can like you as much as he likes you.

He would die for you!

He would sell his organs for you!

He would quit volleyball for you!- Well.. Not to the point where he quits.

You, L/N Y/N an idol who performs on stage with her band or alone, he loves your music type and even if changed it he would still listen to it, he has never went to any of your concerts, he still tries to make money and takes part-time jobs after school. He just really wants to see you in person, you looked so angelic on his screen so how would you look like in person? He always asked himself that question.

Talking about concerts, you have one in Tokyo! Oh, and how lucky he is! He has a training camp in Tokyo, too!

You don't know how much he has been thanking the gods since then.

He tried his best to ace the test and gain enough money, he gained enough but failed the test..

So Tanaka's sister drove them there. It was a nightmare but worth it, anything for you.

"Hinata-Kun, it's late will you go to sleep?" A boy with silver hair spoke as the orange one nodded,"Yes, Sugawara-San!" Sugawara frowns and sighs "You know, you did a lot of work today, you should rest." Hinata nodded at him, Sugawara smiles and leaves to get ready for bed,

Little did he know, that the little orange boy was gonna sneak out!

Where? To your concert of course!

He knew what he was doing would get himself in trouble, but anything for you.

He screamed and sang with the crowd, his voice may not be loud or he may not have cool glow sticks with vibrant colors.

But he believes that the love in his heart is more than anyone else.

The concert was done and Hinata was tired, but he waited for the crowd to get less before he leaves.

Suddenly he stopped.

He felt someone tap his shoulder, so he turns around and finds you

"I'm sorry for bothering you." You spoke quietly "You dropped this, sir." You hand him the wallet, his trembling hands take the wallet from yours.

He bows 90°.

"Th-thank you so much!" You laugh at his silly behavior, he blushes "You play volleyball, yeah?" He nods "Why do you ask?" He tilted his head confused "I saw you on TV when you were playing with Shiratorizawa high school." His eyes widened with embarrassment "You like volleyball L/N-san?"

"Not quite." You take out a piece of paper and write something on it, "Perhaps you might find this request weird but, you want to be friends with me?" He smiles widely and nods.

"Ahaha! Thanks... Uhm.."

"Hinata"

"Hm?"

"Hinata Shoyou!"

You laugh.

"Alright, Hinata-Kun." You turn around and wave at him "Let's see each other another time." You mock his silly smile, he waves back holding the piece of paper tightly, making such it doesn't fall.

Bonus:

"Hinata you dumbass!" Kageyama scolds his sleepy teammate who isn't focusing at all as the half-japanese-half-russain boy laughs at them

"Sugawara, are you such he slept early last night?" Dachi says with a face clearly filled with disappointment "No idea." Sugawara sighs

"How was the concert?" Kenma smiles while looking at his still-sleepy friend who has been scolded many times by his teammates "Amazing, Kenma-san." He whispers "Maybe this was a bad idea?" "No, it was worth it." He grins widely "Maybe you should calm down a bit, you know from your obsession." Kenma frowns a bit

Hinata laughs awkwardly.

masterlist

#hinata shouyou #haikyū!!#haikyuu!!#haikyuu x reader #hinata shoyo x reader #shoyo hinata #hq x reader #hq hinata #hinata shoyo

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jxbsbokuto · 2 years

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𝐖𝐈𝐏𝐒

things that are currently in the drafts!

𝐔𝐏𝐂𝐎𝐌𝐈𝐍𝐆 𝐑𝐄𝐋𝐄𝐀𝐒𝐄𝐒

something nice to remember | hinata shoyo

i 'lowe’ you | hinata shoyo

everything I'm working on/finished! I often forget stuff I was writing because I get carried away with new ideas so maybe this will help me organize myself lol

♬ ONESHOTS

dilf!kuroo x college student!reader ↦ helping his lost kid find him

doctor!reader x spy!bokuto ↦ spy!au, slow burn, angsty with happy ending

routine | miya osamu ↦ fake dating au, falling in love, misunderstandings, angst with a happy ending

something nice to remember | hinata shoyou ↦ prom au, confessions

brasil!hinata x reader ↦ taking care of drunk hinata

red kisses | bokuto koutarou ↦ modeling au, first meetings

dilf!tendou x reader ↦ boss x employee

between knives | dazai osamu ↦ smut, knife play, bdsm, hate sex, enemies

little matchmakers | suna rintarou ↦ suna's little sister and her friend try to get y/n and suna together

wedding ring | miya osamu ↦ osamu wants to marry you but doesn't have money to buy you a diamond ring, misunderstandings, angsty to fluff

coffee lovers | kuroo tetsurou ↦ office au, going out of your way to grab some coffee just to see the hot guy from the promotion division

flustered | bokuto koutarou ↦ msby boys try to make you flustered but only one can reach that goal

pretty woman next door | bokuto koutarou ↦ dilf!bokuto, his daughter calls him out for his crush on their neighbour

baby momma | miya atsumu ↦ unexpected pregnancy , living together, falling in love, slow burn

captain america!osamu x bucky!reader ↦ marvel au, exes to lovers

blind!reader x bokuto ↦ smut, loss of virginity, sensory play

milf!reader x best friend!bokuto ↦ found family au

cheerleader!reader x msby!shoyou ↦ first meetings, getting together, eventual smut

i ‘lowe’ you | hinata shoyou ↦ your daughter has a crush on your boyfriend

♬ DRABBLES

serial killers, cuddles and snuggles | bokuto koutarou ↦ watching true crime documents with your scaredy cat of a boyfriend

white dress | hinata shoyou ↦ promises of rings, forevers and long nights

atsumu wearing your crop top

brigadeiro nights | hinata shoyou ↦ brasil!hinata, late nights, established relationship

♬ SERIES

their kid saying 'i love you' for the first time ↦ osamu, bokuto, iwaizumi, kita & kuroo

saying you're not together as a prank ↦ msby boys

#navigation.

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melancholyofeos · 3 years

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Ray of Sunshine (Hinata Shoyou x Reader)

A/N:

I was listening to another playlist, called 'being blinded by a ray of sunshine named hinata shoyo' and so my writing engine worked again lmao. Again, I'm sorry is this is short :(

Word Count: 511

Third Person’s Point of View

It's the training camp, and you met various students from different schools. It is your first ever training camp because you're only in your first year.

You're the manager in training of Date Tech. You just got off the bus was stretching your arms from the long travel when you heard a loud shout from somewhere.

"Y/N-CHAAAAAN! I WANT TO INTRODUCE YOU TO SOMEONEEEE!" Your loud bestfriend, Kanji Koganegawa, screamed at the top of his lungs.

You turned your head to his direction, and saw him with another boy.

The boy has orange hair and he has a really bright expression on his face. He radiates positivity vibes like the rays of the sun.

"Oh, hi!" You greeted and waved at them.

The orange haired boy blushed when he came near you.

"Shoyo, come meet Y/N! She's the best and prettiest manager of Date Tech! Don't tell Mai-san though." Kogane whispered the last part and giggled like a child. You did too, as you thought it was very kind of him to say that.

Shoyo shyly offered his hand to you and you accepted it. "I'm Hinata Shoyo, nice to meet you!" He said and bowed at you formally.

You chuckled for a little bit and replied.

"Hello, Hinata Shoyo. I'm Y/N L/N."

You and Shoyo have been very close for the last couple of days. He's a literal ray of sunshine and he's definitely growing on you.

You now know why Kogane and Aone-senpai likes him very much.

For the last couple of days, Hinata would hang out with you after practice. Sometimes when he's not busy, he'll go assist you on taking care of your team.

Today is the last day of the training camp.

The Date Tech students lined up in front of the door's bus and you were about to get in when you heard someone yell.

"L/N-SAN!"

You turned to look and saw Hinata running towards you. You smiled at the player next to you so they could come first since you need to talk to Shoyo first.

You stepped aside to wait for Hinata to come reach you.

"What's up, Hinata-kun?" You asked.

He breathed heavily while he spoke.

"I... wanted... t-to... let... you.... k-know... that... I..."

"You...?" You asked in curiosity, anticipating what he's going to say next.

He panted once more and caught his breath. In an instant, he shouted with his eyes close, "I WANTED TO TELL YOU I LIKE YOU, PLEASE GO OUT WITH ME!"

You were stunned, but the good kind of stunned.

Your lips formed to a smile and you leaned in to kiss him on the cheek sweetly.

"I like you too."

"Y-You do?!"

You chuckled and patted him in the head a bunch of times. "Yes, I do."

"Y/N, we're leaving." Your senpai, Futakuchi Kenji, reminded you from the door and tapped on his watch a few times before going back to his seat.

"Let's talk on the phone. Is that okay, Shoyo-kun?" You asked him.

He blushed a crimson red and shouted once more. "THAT'S FINE WITH ME, Y/N-SAN!"

You laughed and ruffled his hair before going in.

With one last look and one last smile, you got inside the bus with a warm feeling inside of you.

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touyaspeach · 3 years

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5 times you try to confess to Shoyo, and the 1 time he confesses to you - Hinata Shoyo x gn!Reader

A/N ; happy birthday to my literal sunshine, please have this fic I typed up today in honor of him!! (it's my first shoyo fic, too, please be kind!)

Warnings ; reader is kind of an idiot, but that's okay. Unedited. Words ; 5k Summary ; 5 times you try to confess to Shoyo, and the 1 time he confesses to you. Birthday Special!

The first time it happened was on a cold, rainy winter’s night. Shoyo was practicing late, working on something he said was “top secret”, and so you waited for him. That’s what friends do, right? Even if you weren’t allowed in the gym because he was being secretive. Even if he told you to go home before him, anyway. But it was getting late, and you still loved spending time with your bestie so you waited.

Luckily you took shelter from the rain on the gym stairs under the walkway, but it was still December, and it was still so cold you thought your bones were frozen. You tried not to shiver, really you did, but it was just so damn cold and wet that you couldn’t help it. You should have gone home hours ago, but like an idiot with a crush on their best friend you waited for him.

“Huh? Y/N? What are you still doing here?” Shoyo asked from behind you, warm air washed over you from the open gym door and you shivered harder.

“Hey, hey are you cold?” He crouched next to you, concern plastered all over his face as you met those beautiful brown eyes with your own.

“I just wanted to walk home with you,” you said with a small laugh, “but I think I might be frozen to the concrete.”

Shoyo stood and offered you a hand which you gratefully accepted. He hauled you up with ease, a stark reminder of just how much he’s grown in your time knowing him. No longer the slight, tiny kid from middle school; Shoyo now stood taller than you, and he was much more fit from his time spent practicing and training.

“You should have gone home, Y/N. We walk together every day, why are you being so stubborn about tonight?” he asked with a pout, “Your hands are freezing!”

He quickly took both of your hands and cupped them in his own, bringing them to his lips and huffing a hot breath to help warm your aching joints. Your eyes widened and a blush settled across your cheeks at this. He was just being nice but it felt so intimate with just the two of you. Wasn’t this something couples did..?

“Sh-Shoyo, I’m fine! Really! Let’s just get going, okay?”

Brown eyes pouted at you over your interlocked hands as he huffed another hot breath onto your chilled skin. He didn’t respond, instead opting to remove his own scarf and wrap it around your hands in a futile attempt to keep the cold at bay.

As soon as he looked proud of his handiwork, the scarf all but came unravelled and you giggled. It was sweet but...ineffective. “Ugh sorry! I guess I’ll just… Here.” Shoyo said and before you knew it he had stuffed one of your hands into your own pocket, and the other interlocked with his in his own pocket.

It was much warmer this way, you reasoned, or that could be the embarrassment flooding your entire body at this simple, yet loving gesture.

“Sh-Shoyo, please it’s fine…” you tried, but he didn’t listen, instead tugging you along as he started walking towards home.

Conversation flowed easily between you on your journey, it always has, but as you stopped in front of your door you faltered. The boy in front of you was… ethereal in the moonlight. The way his orange hair reflected the silvery beams, how his eyes sparkled even though it was nighttime. The warmth of his hand in yours as neither of you wanted to let go.

You smiled warmly at him, and he grinned confidently. “Guess you’re home! Oh!” he quickly removed your hand from his pocket and released it, “Suppose I should give that back, haha!” Shoyo scratched the back of his head sheepishly and … was he blushing? Or was it a trick of the light?

You wanted to think that maybe...maybe he held your hand the whole way here just because he wanted to? Because maybe he liked you, too. But you weren’t sure, after all Shoyo was a kind person. He’d probably offer the same to even Kageyama in the situation, so were you really special?

Sure you could ask him, you could confess and either ruin your friendship or…

Maybe it was the cold, the lingering warmth on your palm, the approaching holiday season, or whatever other excuse you could think of, but your mouth started before you could stop it.

“Shoyo, I-”

“Y/N? Is that you?” Your mother called from the second story window, “What are you doing out there?! It’s freezing! Get your ass inside!”

Shoyo laughed openly and turned to leave, “See you tomorrow!” he waved over his shoulder and with that you were alone in the night.

The second time was during a Christmas party. You were invited along with Shoyo to celebrate with the volleyball team plus a couple of second and third years. There ended up being quite a lot of people there, but Shoyo was a social butterfly and talked amongst almost everyone easily. You were content to sip some punch and nibble some cookies as a wallflower.

That was until somehow you got dragged into a game of 7 minutes in heaven. That old fanfiction classic came back to haunt you, after all. How many nights had you laid awake dreaming of being shoved in a tiny closet, impossibly close to your childhood friend-turned-crush?

“Hinata! You go first!!” Nishinoya shouted, causing Shoyo’s cheeks to darken slightly.

“O-oh! Uhm...sure! I don’t see why not!” he said, grinning sheepishly.

Alright! This was your time, maybe...maybe he’d even kiss you? Your heart pounded in your chest at the thought of it and.. .why were your palms so sweaty?

“Yachiiiiii!!!!” the second year shouted, reading off the small folded piece of paper.

Your heart sank all the way to your belly where it nestled like lead amongst your guts. This...wasn’t how it was supposed to go. Surely he’d refuse and demand a redraw, right? Right? Why did he look so embarrassed? Why were they both grinning and blushing at each other? Nausea hit you like a sack of bricks and you quickly excused yourself.

Running to the bathroom you were grateful not to throw up sugary cookies and too-sweet punch, but your body still shook with dread.

You’d suspected something between them for a while, so it just hurt that much more when she was out there living your fantasy. But...Yachi was a sweetheart. She always tried her best and gave things her all. She would be a great match for Shoyo, they would build each other up and support each other. And despite that she was your friend, too. You should be happy for them.

So why did it hurt so damn bad?

You washed your mouth out in the sink to try and get rid of the acrid taste on your tongue, and freshened up your appearance in the mirror before leaving. Cheers and jaunts of “oohs” and “ooos” filled the hallway and you reasoned your crush and his crush had just finished up whatever they were doing.

You really didn’t want to face them right now, so instead of going back in to participate, you simply left.

You had half a mind to just go straight home but it didn’t feel right. The thought of just laying in bed and wallowing in your heartbreak sounded so pathetic, so you opted for something else. Sneaking a volleyball out was easy, there were so many people that nobody noticed you and besides, what’s one ball? You tucked it under your arm and made your way to the small playground you and Shoyo had played at as children.

It was about halfway between school and home so you passed it every day, and it was safe even this late.

You didn’t play volleyball, but you’d spent countless hours setting for Shoyo in middle school. Just spiking the ball off a wall was a good stress relief, so that’s what you did. Spike after spike, until you were panting and the cold burned in your lungs. At least it was something other than the dull ache in your chest.

It was your fault, anyway. You should have confessed a long time ago; been honest about your feelings and telling him how you felt. In all your time of knowing him you’d never kept a secret until now, so how would he know?

Maybe this was for the better, maybe you could get over this on your own and eventually these nasty feelings of heartbreak and jealousy would subside and you could be happy for him. He was still your best friend, after all.

You hadn’t realized you stopped your movement until ice cold snowflakes peppered your face and hands. Huffing out a sigh, you plopped into a swing and nestled the ball in your lap, wrapping your arms around it and your chin subsequently on your arms. It was cold. Much colder than before, but you didn’t feel it. You just needed to exist right now. Just to process all of these rampant thoughts and emotions.

“Y/N?” a familiar voice called, not the one you wanted to hear. Actually the one you least wanted to hear right now. But Yachi was your friend, and so you lifted your head and forced a smile as the blonde made her way to stand before you. “Hey...are you okay? Why’d you bail?”

You shrugged, “just didn’t feel like partying, I guess.”

“Is this about me and Hinata?” she asked, her words were pointed but not accusatory.

“It doesn’t matter,” you brushed her off, sliding from the swing to meet her head on.

“Actually, it does matter. You really hurt his feelings by leaving without saying anything, you know?”

“Whatever,” you shrugged, “Figured he’d wanna spend more time with you and didn’t wanna get in the way.”

“Listen, Y/N. Stop being like that, okay? It’s not what you think and- and…”

“And..?”

Yachi sighed, pinching the bridge of her nose, “Do you like him?”

“Does it actually matter?”

“Yes it does!” she was exasperated by now, “It matters because-”

“I do! Okay!” You shouted, “I… I more than like him...I-” but before you could finish you caught sight of the familiar orange haired boy walking past, casually chewing on a cookie from the party. You clammed up immediately and brushed past her, shrugging her off when she tried to stop you.

“It doesn’t matter, Yachi. Just drop it.”

The third time was on his birthday, June 21st. The winter cold had long gone and with it your jealousy and inadequate feelings. When he’d asked about the Christmas party, you politely asked him to drop it, and so he did. Shoyo was not always so respectful of your boundaries, but you looked really upset when he brought it up, so he dropped it. Figuring you’d tell him in time.

You knew he had plans for his birthday, time with his family, with his friends, with the club, so you were going to keep your distance throughout the day.

That meant that you’d have to find the right time to wish him a happy day, and give him his gift. It just so happened that the two of you had this little habit of calling or texting each other right as the clock struck midnight on either of your birthdays. So, what would a little home visit matter, right?

And you were so excited to give him his gift. It had taken you months of careful planning and preparation, a lot of phone calls and strings pulled, but eventually you had secured it.

The walk to Shoyo’s was quick, and you whipped out your cell phone and gave him a call just as the clock hit midnight.

“Happy birthday, Sho!!!” You shouted as soon as he picked up. You heard a wild chuckle through the phone.

“Wait- I think I heard you all the way over here!”

“Come outside, dummy. I brought your present!”

Shoyo was outside in an instant, grinning widely and almost vibrating with excitement. “Y/N you didn’t have to! But it’s so good to see you!” He crushed you in a tight, warm hug, lifting you and spinning you around until you had to beg him to drop you.

Giggling and laughing breathlessly, you beamed up at him. Had he grown taller already?

“Well, here’s your gift,” you hand him the flat, wrapped package. Shoyo eagerly tore into it and his face dropped almost immediately upon seeing it.

With furrowed brows and a quivering lip he looked up at you, then back down at the framed picture. “Y/N… is this-”

“Yep! A signed promo of the Tiny Giant! You know only one official photo of him exists, right? It was really hard to find, and it was even harder to find him! But I pulled some strings and got some help tracking him down. I even got him to address it directly to you!” You were giddy with your own excitement. It had been such an endeavor to get this for him, and you were just hoping he loved it as much as you loved him.

“You… you did all of that for me..?” he whispered, biting his lip to keep the tears from overflowing.

“Sh-Shoyo… please don’t cry. I thought...I thought you would like it…”

“No! I love it, Y/N!!! I just...why did you go through all of that for me?”

Because I love you, you wanted to scream. Because I’ve been in love with you since we were kids. Because you deserve this and so much more. Because-

“Because I like you.”

“Oh...I mean I hope so. We are best friends, after all, and I like you too! But still… thank you, Y/N. I mean it from the bottom of my heart! I’ll treasure this gift forever!”

In an instant you were being pulled into him, softer this time, in a sweet, heartfelt embrace that had your heart breaking all over again.

Best friends. Right. That’s all we’ll ever be….

The fourth time was during that fall. You had remarked on how badly you craved hot coffee in the fall, and Shoyo offered to go with you after classes one day. The two of you walked comfortably as usual, conversation flowing ever freely. Time spent with Shoyo was never bad, he always had a way of making you feel lighter than air, no matter what matters weighed on your heart.

Even if what weighed on your heart was him.

But you’d grown used to it by now; the longing. The pining. It’s not that you gave up, or that you didn’t want to tell him, you just got used to it. Things were fine, at least you got to spend time with him like always. At least you still had late night study sessions, and got to babysit his sister on weekends together. At least you still went on fun outings and trips together.

“I think I’ll get...agh I don’t know! Y/N what’s good?” he asked and you giggled. He wasn’t a big coffee drinker, you knew, so you suggested something light and sweet that he might enjoy and ordered your own favorite. Shoyo also picked out a pastry from the counter to enjoy before you both made your way to sit at a small outside table.

The chairs were made of metal and you could feel how cold they were through the material on your thighs, and there were only a few other people around.

“Thank you for bringing me,” you smiled sweetly across the table at your “just best friend”.

“Oh, uh, yeah. No problem.” he responded, though his eyes were focused somewhere else.

“Hey, Sho, are you alright?”

“Yeah I’m fine.”

“Really? I can read you like a book, you know? What’s on your mind? You can tell me.”

That was all he needed as Shoyo jumped right into the heart of the matter. He’d been feeling insecure about his height again, after another defeat against a taller player. Worried that if he could just jump higher, sprint faster, reach further - things would have gone differently. He finished just as the barista brought your coffees and his pastry.

“I’m just….frustrated.” he said at last, taking a whiff of the hot beverage.

“You know, Shoyo, those are all really valid concerns but I think you’re selling yourself too short, here. I’ve seen you play, and those other guys have nothing on you. You’re fast and you can jump high, sure, but that is no match for just how hard you’re working. You’ve put in twice the work and it shows! Don’t give up, okay? You’ll close the gap, I just know it! I think you’re amazing, Shoyou!”

The smile you gave him could melt an iceberg, he thought, and returned your smile with one of his own.

“Thank you, Y/N. You know what I needed to hear. You always know just what to say!”

You sipped your coffee carefully. It was still hot but cool enough to drink, and as it washed over your tongue it was like all the chill had left your body.

“It’s because I like you.” you said without thinking. It came out so casually, so easily, that you didn’t even catch it.

“Well yeah,” Shoyo chuckled, taking a bite of his pastry, “I hope so, I mean we’ve been friends forever!”

“No, Sho. I mean I like you.”

“Yeah, Y/N,” he said mockingly, “I like you too.”

You simply rolled your eyes and took another slow drink. “You’re so dense, Sho.”

The fifth and final time came on the next Valentine’s Day. You were growing weary of these feelings, the ones that you’d tried to shove aside but no matter how hard you tried it was like you just fell deeper, and deeper in love with him.

So this was it. Valentine’s Day. The day of love confessions. It was customary and polite to give chocolates to your close friends and fellow classmates, and you had done so on holidays prior. But this time was different. This time had to be special.

Making the chocolates would have been easy if you were just making the standard. But no, you had to be extra and so you spent the better half of that Saturday making tiny chocolate volleyballs. After a solid twelve hours of working, you had about 30 chocolates that looked good enough to give.

You even went the extra mile to print off the wrapping paper to look just like Shoyo’s jersey, complete with the little logos. It was perfect. Or at least presentable! And he should know who it was from, but just in case you added a little tag with your name.

The day came around and you knew you should be nervous. Why weren’t you nervous? You were going to confess, right? You’d spent so much time and energy on these chocolates just for him. So many years loving him. But maybe that was it, maybe your heart was just ready to get this over with so that you could finally move on in whichever way that meant.

You met with Shoyo after your classes but before practice started, he was chewing on some chocolate obviously given to him by someone else, but you tried not to let it bother you.

“Hey Sho! Guess what?”

“Hmm? What is it, Y/N?” his voice came out muffled through the candy which made you giggle.

“I see you already know what day it is, right?” he nodded, “Well you know how I always give you some cheap store-bought stuff since we’re friends or whatever?”

“Yeah..?”

“W-well…” you presented him with your package that had somehow stayed pristine throughout the school day.

Immediately his eyes widened and his jaw went slack.

“Y-Y/N?? You did this for me??” he gawked at the package, then at you, then back at the package as if it were the most impressive thing he’d ever seen.

“Please, it’s not.. It’s nothing really. But open it! There’s more!”

He carefully opened the paper, being extra careful not to rip or tear it, which made you laugh. “Shoyo, please, hurry it up so you can get to practice.”

“But you did this for me...I don’t want to ruin it.”

“It’s fine, it’s not that special!”

He stopped what he was doing, and steadied you with those beautiful brown eyes that you just couldn’t get enough of. “It is special. To me.”

Shoyo’s words stopped you in your tracks, eyes widening and blush spreading once again. He had no idea what those words meant to you as he continued to carefully unwrap your gift. You fidgeted with the hem of your uniform while you waited, suddenly all the nerves from before flooding into you.

But the way his eyes lit up when he saw the tiny, bite-sized volleyballs. The childlike smile that spread across his face, brighter than the sun. And the way his lip trembled just a bit had you realizing that no matter what happened. No matter where he went or what came next, you always wanted to be by his side. As a friend or more, it didn’t matter. You loved him and you wouldn’t - couldn’t - stop.

“Thank you.” he said after a long moment. “You… you shouldn’t have done this for me.”

“Why not?” you tilted your head slightly to the side in confusion.

“Did you make these for anyone else?”

“Well, no. I didn’t want to make them for anyone else.”

“Why?” Shoyo stared intently at the chocolates, avoiding looking at you.

You swallowed hard, stepping closer to him and taking his free hand in both of yours, causing him to look at you finally.

“Because I lo-”

It was then that you were cut off by a harsh shove from a third year, effectively knocking you over and sending the chocolates scattering all over the ground. Your knee hit the pavement with a disgusting thud and you knew immediately it was busted.

“Get a room, losers!” she chided, briskly walking away and leaving you on the ground amid your hard work.

“Hinata!” Nishinoya called from down the path, “Practice is starting! Get a move on!”

Shoyo looked between you, the chocolates and his team mate, his mind running a mile a minute as his emotions were torn.

You looked up at him with a smile, ignoring the blood oozing steadily from your split knee. “Go on. I’ll clean this up.”

“Y-Y/N… are you… ?”

“I’m fine, Sho. Don’t worry. Just go practice hard for me, okay?”

“What’s going on with Y/N?” Noya asked as Shoyo caught up to him.

“I’m gonna have to skip practice today, sorry, senpai.”

You were too busy trying to fish something out of your bag to help the bleeding to notice Shoyo doing the same. He knelt in front of you and you almost fell back in your shock.

“S-Shoyo! What-?”

“It’s fine, Y/N,” he had produced a towel from his bag, probably one he’d borrowed from the gym and washed to bring it back. He pressed it gently to where your knee was still bleeding, causing you to wince.

“But practice-”

“Y/N don’t worry about it, okay? Let me help you. You’re always there to help me, so let me return the favor.”

You couldn’t argue, he obviously had made his mind up and Shoyo was nothing if not stubborn.

“Hold this here, apply more pressure if you can while I clean this up,” he instructed and set about gathering up every piece of soiled chocolate.

Once all the candies and packaging were retrieved and the bleeding stopped, Shoyo helped you stand. His demeanor was unusually serious, and you wanted to ask but the moment you put pressure on your leg, pain shot through your knee and you almost collapsed again.

Your “just a best friend” was quick to catch you, though, supporting you with one arm around your waist while the other slung your arm around his shoulders.

“Woah! I caught you!” he grinned and looked over at you, “You okay?”

“Y-yeah I’m fine, but you should really get to practice.” you returned his look with one of concern and his grin just grew wider.

“Why would I go to practice when today is Valentine’s Day?” he chuckled, the sound vibrating through his chest and into you, sending heat flooding your face.

You’d been close with him before, you grew up together, after all, but this was different. He felt different somehow.

“Can you walk?” he asked, loosening his hold on you slightly as you tested your busted knee.

“Ah,” you winced again, “It’s probably better if I don’t. I should call my mom to come pick me up…”

Before you knew it you were being hauled onto Shoyo’s back with surprising ease. Just more proof that he was growing out of the boy you’d spent so many childhood summers with. He even grabbed your bag in one hand and wrapped his arms under your thighs to support you.

“No need!” he laughed openly at your surprised yelp and the way you clung tightly to his shoulders. “We can consider this training so it’s almost like I’m at practice, and I get to spend today with you!”

“W-with me?” you asked shocked, but buried your head into his neck when he started walking. You weren’t used to being off of the ground, much less supported so easily like this.

“Yeah, of course! Why? Who else would I want to spend Valentine’s Day with?”

“Sh-Shoyo I don’t understand…”

He laughed again, the most beautifully free sound you’d ever heard as he started spinning you in circles, causing you to grip onto him tighter.

“Sh-Sh-Sho!! I’m getting dizzy!” you scolded desperately, but he just kept laughing and spinning.

“I can’t help it, Y/N! I’m just so happy right now! My body is moving on it’s own!” he all but shouted.

“I don’t understand what you’re talking about, Sho! I’m getting nauseous! P-Please!”

Slowly he came to a stop, laughs still rumbling low in his chest.

“I finally realized it,” he glanced at you over his shoulder as he started walking again, “I finally realized what you’ve been trying to tell me this whole time!”

When you stayed silent he continued, “You love me! You’ve been wanting to tell me this whole time and could never get it out! You were confessing to me today, right? I’m so happy, Y/N! I love you, too!”

Shoyo started jogging then, the excitement radiating off of him in such a way that he just had to get the energy out somehow.

“Wh-” you started but he cut you off.

“Sorry, Y/N! I just love you! I’ve loved you since we were little kids! Now I know you love me, too and I don’t think I’ve ever been this happy!”

You were sure by this point your heart would beat right up your throat and out of your mouth, that your skin would surely combust from how red you were, that he could feel the shaking of your limbs wrapped around him. If he noticed any of these things he didn’t comment on it, though, simply picking up speed as he started running.

The bouncing kept you unable to speak properly as he exclaimed, “I love you! Y/N! I love you and you love me, too!” all the way to your home. He was so excited that it was intoxicating, his passionate declarations and claims of love making you smile and giggle right alongside him.

Once he came to a stop at your door, he was panting and sweating, but neither of you cared.

“Took you long enough, Shoyo, gosh,” you poked his cheek before he set you down carefully, keeping you steady with his arms around your waist.

He looked at you then, really looked at you. Brown eyes drinking in every tiny detail of you; from the soft smile on your lips to the light that illuminated your beautiful face, to the way it felt to have you so close to him, finally. Slowly he leaned his forehead against yours and his eyes fluttered closed.

“I love you so much, I wanted to tell you ages ago but after the Christmas party you seemed to avoid me. I figured it had something to do with that stupid game, but you know? Nothing happened. Actually, that was when I told Yachi how I felt about you! She’s really sweet, Y/N, but I’ve only ever had eyes for you!”

You felt hot tears threaten to overspill, but fought them back by swallowing hard.

“Sho… I’m sorry. I… I tried to tell you so many times but you just brushed me off.”

“I told you that I liked you, too, didn’t I?”

You thought back to all the times you’d told him, and realization that you were the dense one this whole time flooded your system.

“God, I’m so stupid!” you laughed and opened your eyes to find him staring at you again. His expression was the softest you’d ever seen, a gentle smile making him look beautiful in the late afternoon sunlight.

“Can I kiss you?” he asked, his voice almost a whisper. You nodded, tilting your chin slightly as he closed the distance.

His lips were softer than you could have imagined, and tasted slightly of mint. The kiss was slow and sweet and you parted after a few moments.

“I love you,” you mumbled.

“Took you long enough.”

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honeybunny-sawamura · 3 years

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for the 400 event can i get a macaron with hinata and “Were you just touching yourself?”🤩

yaho darling! 💕 thank you for the request! here's some spicy Brazil Hinata! hope you enjoy OvO

You don’t know who started it. Maybe it was you, with the way you swayed your hips as you mingled around the beach party with that lovely swimsuit on you. Maybe it was Hinata, with the way he showed off all his lean muscles and tan skin as he and a few others indulged in a game of beach volleyball. But regardless to whoever sparked the sexual tension, neither of you could get away to quench it. Your boyfriend is such a social butterfly that when he tried to pull away from a conversation, he was sucked right into another one. Yet he made sure you knew what he wanted; throwing heated glances your way and letting his eyes roam all over you that you can basically feel where his eyes travel.

You were glad for the long tablecloth that draped over the picnic table as you all sat down for lunch; needing the strawberry print fabric to hide your arousal. You knew that there’s a wet spot on the crotch of your swimsuit bottom and you haven’t even gone into the water yet. You sat pressed up against your orange haired boyfriend, nearly sitting on his lap, but pouted when he paid no mind to you; instead talking away in Portuguese to a friend. You needed him badly, wanted his hands all over you, and after pressing and almost pawing for his attention, you huffed away. You snuck glances around the table to see that everyone was preoccupied with eating or chatting with one another before reaching down to check how wet you really were. You bite your lower lip to keep a moan from spilling from your lips as your own touch has your legs twitching for more. You run you fingers delicately against your clothed slit, marveling at how wet Hinata can make you without even touching you. Suddenly a calloused hand slips heavily on your thigh and wastes no time traveling up close to your heat.

“Were you just touching yourself?” Hinata asks you huskily before you could even look up. You shiver at how his heated question fans over your ear and how he slowly strokes the inside of your thighs. You shyly nod in response and in reply, your boyfriend squeezes the area right next to your core. You nearly jump at that, but he keeps you still on the picnic bench; his hand acting as an anchor for you.

“Don’t stop,” he commands lowly to which you reply with another nod, eager this time. The two of you watch as your own fingers rub and run against the wet spot on the crotch of your swimsuit, both of you breathing out quiet pants of arousal. You peek at him through your lashes and you can see how wide his pupils have blown out. He locks his eyes with yours, warm breathes mingling and the softest of mewls coming from you. You’re surprised that no one in the rest of the party have noticed you two drooling over each other yet. Hinata then slips his hand into your swimsuit bottom and rubs at your clit for a moment before slipping two fingers into you. You have to slap your free hand over your mouth to keep quiet and he chuckles at your reaction. He leans in to nibble at your ear, a smirk growing on his lips,

“Let’s wait until lunch is over, okay sweetie? Then we’ll go somewhere and take care of this…”

HoneyBunny's 400 Event: Closed ATM

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irinasaki · 2 years

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Second Chances

╰ Being friends forever was a promise Nishinoya Yuu knew he'd never be able to keep when he fell in love with Y/N, even more so when he made the most regrettable mistake he has ever made.

Masterlist

✻ Chapter 1 - Introducing You!

✻ Chapter 2 - Golden Week

✻ Chapter 3 - Battle at the Garbage Dump

✻ Chapter 4 - The Truth

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llamakenma · 3 years

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a ‘i miss you’ fanfic

request: can I request a hinata angst again? Where he walks in on his s/o and kags in a weird position so hinata thinks that his s/o was cheating even tho in reality it was a huge misunderstanding and hinata says so many mean things he doesn’t mean to kags and his s/o and people end up finding out and they bully y/n so y/n moves away to uhh any other school and then yams explains that y/n never cheated and now hinata is like conflicted and wants to make it right buts it’s too late and he can’t find her or her new school

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note: hi @shoyosbitchh!!! it’s totally fine to request again and thank you for requesting!!! i had a fun time writing this and I hope you will have a fun time reading this! stay safe and take care!! p.s i really loved the picture by the way! and im so sorry for the delay TT .

summary: where y/n leaves

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‘sho.. it’s not what it looks like.’

you pushed off kageyama as fast as you could, pulling his arms off your side , running towards the person who you hoped was the last that could've seen this. you could tell what he was thinking and you prayed that he would believe what you had to say. it was not what he thought it was. and it was definitely not something you would even try out.

‘sho... please, it’s not what you think it is. hear me out...’

you were desperate. this shouldn’t be something that is going to end your relationship of 3 years, no, it shouldn’t be over some misunderstanding and you were willing to make him understand. you were willing to tell him what had actually happened and resolve all of this without tears.

you reacted to the flinch he gave, as you tried to reach out to him, attempting to make him listen to what you had to say. or you tried to. before you could even comprehend, he had already yelled a string of words you wish you never heard- especially not from him.

you could not believe the words he had actually muttered. no you couldn’t. it took a couple of pinches and reality kicking you in the gut to remind you that he was not the same person you loved. the hinata standing in front of you was a complete stranger to the person you knew- at least you thought you did, or you hoped you did. no, the person that stood in front of you had a murderous glint in his eyes, and he looked ready to rip you apart at any moment.

‘go on, where’s your explanation. shouldn’t you be spilling lies after lies instead of standing there like an innocent little girl.’

you dared not to speak. you dared not to even say a word. the same look he maintained in his eyes was enough to make you freeze in your spot and forget all that had happened. you knew you were desperate yet... yet, the fact that he doubted you so much. the fact that he refused to even hear you out- hear what you had to say- made you reconsider actually explaining everything to him. it was not like he was going to believe what you had to say. it was not like he was going to comfort you and say he’s sorry. to say you were disappointed at how much he lied to have faith in you, how much he poured sweet words of trusting you, you knew it was only a cut above to not even utter a word about the real thing.

‘yes shoyo. what you saw was real.’.

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‘did you hear? they cheated on hinata?’

‘i know right. how could they do that? hinata’s such an angel’

‘they are such a slut, shoyo’s better of without them’

it had been a good week since you had the fight with hinata and none of you had made the effort to even talk to each other- you simply had no reason to and you were sure he didn’t too.

was the week miserable? very. apart from the fact that you no longer had friends apart from kageyama, every insult thrown at you without them actually knowing what had happened was annoying. you knew you shouldn’t let them get to you, but deep down you were taking every word personally- considering on if you were actually the one in the wrong- were you a slut just like they had mentioned? were you losing hinata over our fault?

every word haunted you. it kept you up every night. it was this cycle of insomnia and failing grades that your family had took notice of- you were not fine at all. you had bags of darkness under you eyes, and your hair was never kept anymore. you started shutting yourself out- always staying in your room and not wanting to communicate had made your parents shiver in worry. they had no idea what had happened to you and they could only hope the news they could offer wouldn’t break you even more.

‘we’re moving (y/n).’

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it had been a month since you and shoyo had a fight, and three weeks since he could not spot even a speck of you in any corner of school, in any corner of Miyagi. he knew he shouldn’t be worrying about you- especially not when you no longer thought about him, not when you no longer had a place for him. yet, he knew that he still longed from you- from every corner of his soul, and every part of his mind- he knew that all those nights he stayed up wishing he had at least hugged you that day, that at least he could’ve heard your voice even if it means another backlash.

he was turning into a worrywart and his performance had levelled down- as he started skipping practice just to visit the places you used to go with him, wondering if you would be at least at one of those places, waiting for him with the eye- blinding smile on your face and call out for him. yet, you weren’t there, you weren’t in any of the places, he could even feel the presence he loved fading away- out of his reach.

he couldn’t help anymore, he had to ask someone-anyone- at where you were at, where you had ran off to, where you had disappeared to. you had vanished into thin air in front of him, and he knew he could stand not holding you, but he could not stand not looking at you. he had not seen you and every part of him was itching- he was dying to even take a glance at you.

‘you didn’t know? she moved away hinata.’

‘what?’

yamaguchi was one of the people who knew what actually happened, he was one of the people that made an effort to reach out to you and demand an explanation for what had actually happened. he had always believed your relationship with hinata was one of those that would never end, especially not with the way you had smile at each other or the way you look at each other like there was nothing else in the world. he loved how you and hinata always managed to get cooped up in a world of your own when you were together- nothing else mattered to you. he would be a fool not to see how happy you were with him and how miserable you were without. anyone would be a fool not to see it and he could only conclude that everyone was indeed a fool.

hinata shoyo was a fool. he was a fool to not make effort to listen to you. he was a fool to assume everything was what he believed to be. he was a fool to take you for granted and let you go. he thought you would be there- at least smiling in the hands of someone else. he thought you would be at least having the time of your life with kageyama who had tried not to hate for nothing. what was he thinking.

he wanted to see you, to hug you and say that he was sorry- yet he did not even know where you were. he was reaching out to you just to get shut off, this was his fault he knew, yet was he really too late.

‘the number you have dialed is unavailable right now. please leave a message after the beep.’

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